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                <title>Problem Semi-Solved</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 10 Jun 2009 14:41:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I resized the pages, but now the text seems too fuzzy for one to read...so...*sighs*....I MIGHT go and retype the text so it's legible BUT I might not. Depends on how much I want to distract myself from my next project and refocus on this one. Well I suppose I'll find out soon enough.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ZekkieChan1</author>
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                <title>Troubleshooting</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 05 Jun 2009 20:52:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Omg a new journal...I haven't submitted one of these babies in...omg years XD. My activity has been...obviously nonexistent. ANYWAYS...I know that the pages to my first completed digital art comic issue are too small for anyone to read. I WOULD deal with this now and stuff, but the laziness had kicked in and I've decided to wait until tomorrow to enlarge my comic pages and re-submit all 26 of the...*sighs*. Anyways. I shall try to be more active. I have indulged myself in crappy animations as well as my random sketches. But none of them are in flash format, so I have no idea how to post them on DA. But that is another issue for another day. Okay, before I start my continual ramblings and go on and on and irrelevant mugumble....I shall end this with a...laterz, taterz to all . ^_~<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>SUPERHERO PROJECT!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 12 Sep 2006 21:16:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ OH I'M SO EXCITED!!!! Today in Sr. Humanites, we were given the assignment to develop our own superhero, create a bio and a story of origin of powers and the types of powers our superhero has and create a unique symbol for the superhero if not a picture of it...AH I GET TO DRAW FOR A GRADE!!! AND IT'S THE TYPE OF STUFF I DRAW ANYWAYS!!! *runs around squealing in delight* <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t:" title="w00t!" /> !!! The character has to be based on us, so its like the kind of powers we would like if we were superheros. He said we all could have flying, which is a power 9 out of 10 people always say they wish they could have. We have to develop three unique powers that no other known superhero possess. So that's where the difficulty comes in, that and how exactly I'm suppose to receive said powers. *rubs her chin* eh well, I'm too excited to dreal on the negative side of this assignment! <br />
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Also...the kids in my class wouldn't shut up and kept asking the teacher the same questions until he just got superly ubberly pissed! He punched a desk and yelled! I've never heard him raised his voice in such a way...I didn't even know he could! It totally freaked me out afterwards. What makes it worse, and makes the students in my class insensitive is a little while later after he got done yelling at us because we couldn't keep our mouths shut...they started yapping loudly again. *sadly shakes her head* darn kids, so annoying! They act like they have absolutely NO respect for a person who's trying to not only make a fun assignment for them to do, but one who tries to also better their lives by planting knowledge in their thick skulls v.v. I'm ashamed of them sometimes. <br />
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Anwyays...before I can get started on the project, I must first finish this news assignment he gave us a few days ago. Its due Thursday and I haven't even started yet! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> Oh the prastinator in me is so strong!!! Wish me luck peoples! ja na!! ]]></description>
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                <title>Restored Faith in Mankind (At Least in my Neighbor</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 06 Sep 2006 21:30:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ When we first moved here, my mom kept saying all these bad things about our neighbors, who were this old white couple. And like my mom's bf and the man got into it a few times and my mom and sister and brother kept telling me that our neighbors were racist and junk and stuffs and I believed them. Then something very...awkward occured. A week back, I sent for a new manga program since I deleted the one I downloaded and well, I forgot to like do stuffs so I can have it again once my hard drive was clear, anywhozers, and I was tracking my package and like it said my package was delivered. I kept checking outside, but like I didn't find the package anywhere and I knew I would have notice a brown box around out red and green residence, so I began to internally freak out. Then like an hour or so later, there was a ring at the doorbell. Since it was a constant ring, one of a rushed person, we figured it was my mom and my sister opened the door. lo' and behold, it was the old man from across the street with a brown package as well as another snipit of mail for my little sister. He said all nice and friendly-like "I think these are yours?" or..."Are these yours?" Not really sure anymore, and I was like O_O and my sister was like "oh, yeah, thanks!" and he gave them to her and walked back to his house. My sister opened the door again, after I retrieved my manga program and thanked the man again. I was in total shock for like ten minutes. He seemed like a totally nice guy and if what my mom said was true, I'm sure he wouldn't have done what he did for sure. So that was totally cool of him and I will now have a totally new outlook on peoples now (since I now realize that I can't trust the accussations my family present about other) And like...I'm sure he'll get some good karma points for that good deed. I kind of want to draw him something special and like tape it to his front door or something, but the coward in my forbids me from tresspassing on their property. I can at least pray that God blesses him in some manner I suppose. Well that's enough rambling for today!<br />
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Oh! On a semi-unrelated topic, since I got my manga program back, that means "I'm drawing you!" and the "School Days" comics are back in action! (As soon as I finish all my school papers and pass (at least take) my several tests this Friday. So....*shrugs* I dunno when I'll start, but I WILL start! <br />
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Laterz to all!!!! ]]></description>
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                <title>Long Weekend</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 20 Aug 2006 21:43:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ For the past couple of nights, I had to work until close at JackNtheBox. First it was a 8.5 hours (6-2:30), then it was like a whopping..eh..almost ten or so. (5-3:50 something) On top of that a few drunk/not drunk men were hitting on me! >_<;;; This one guy who was with lady, I figured was his wife or girlfriend totally winked at me before he drove away. I was like =S >_< EW! <br />
And then this 45 something man asked me for my number >_<;; He's old enough to be my FATHER!!! *shudders* To make matters worse, I have to close again this Saturday, but before that, I have to go and get this Hepititis (sp?) shot Tuesday a few hours after I have to take this killer Calculus test! >_<. The only good thing about this week is I'm going to get paid, but it won't be a lot because I only worked like 3 days in all. *sighs* but eh, it's better than nothing. <br />
 P.S. I have another Sr. Humanities paper to complete, this time its just a small list of a certain historical event's discretions. I need I like at least 5 sources and 5 discretions...so far...I only have one. And its due Thursday! I better get my motor in gear!!! Darn it all!!! ]]></description>
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                <title>IT'S ALL GONE!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 16 Aug 2006 14:43:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My Word Processor and all programs like it wouldn't work and I have a paper due on Friday. So since everything else I tried failed...I had to go and delete the harddrive..>_< THAT'S RIGHT EVERY SINGLE WORK OF ART I HAD CREATED AND SAVED ON MY COMPUTER wa now gone. GONE!!!! WHY!!!!!!!! Eh well, wouldn't be the first time and most likely won't be the last. At least I was able to post most of the stuff on DA. There were a couple of pictures I was still working on, but I doubt I would have finished them anyways. <br />
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On a separate note, I like to draw little things here and there for teachers I have, or rather I use to and like word got around and my new english teacher, Ms....I forgot her name!!! Crappers!!! FREY!! that's it!!! Ms. Frey told me, in front of the entire class, that she heard about my, skillz0rs in the art department and like EVERYONE in class started looking at me!! Talk about totally " <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bleh.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":bleh:" title="Bleh" /> "moment.  Eh well...I don't deal with  attention well, so I totally got into the "shy girl" mode( with the smile and embarassed laughter and quiet, high pitched voice!!!) and I dislike that mode. Anyways...no more of that for me! I'm old gosh darn it! REAL OLD! So...yeah...anyways, now if she wants something drawn to go with what she's talking about...she'll call me up to the board or whatever and have me draw it..in front of EVERYONE! *screams* I'm going to die! ]]></description>
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                <title>1600th page view!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Aug 2006 14:08:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hmm I missed my 16ooth page view...what a surprise..;_;. But I shall post a pic celebrating my closer-ness to 2,000 page views!...once I get into the routine of school and work that is. ]]></description>
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                <title>First Day Back!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Aug 2006 13:26:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ah, my first day back to school was...ok, I suppose. I didn't get lost, like I do somehow every year and my classes, most of 'em anyway, seem to be not as bad as I feared. Even though Senior Humanities is, so I am told by the teachers, going to be a very rigorous class that meets for 2 class periods every day and is taught by three different teachers, I'm looking forward to all the horrible-ness that comes from it ^.^; The only class I'm actually worried about is my Anatomy class. The teacher, even though he seems nice enough, is REALLY disorganized and when he was going about writing stuff down, he didn't even say whether or not it was essential for us to do the same. Its not like he did it to prepare us for stuff like that in college, he just didn't think to tell us. One girl, who had him before, simply took out her notebook and began copying stuff down and the rest of us kind of followed her lead. *cringes* I forgot about Calculus...that class already has me sort of flipping out. We took a pre-test over some Precalc stuff from last year..and I FORGOT about EVERYTHING that was on that sheet of paper!!!*sighs* Other than those two classes, I am ready to buckle down and learn. I'm actually excited about it, I think I was getting pretty dumb over the summer....wait, scratch that: I KNOW I was getting pretty dumb over the summer. Now that I'm back in school, I'm ready to learn, and it's nice to see some of the people I use to talk to back in my classes. Let the harassment begin! Muahahaha!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/m/mwahaha.gif" width="29" height="15" alt=":evillaugh:" title="EVIL Laughter!" /><br />
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P.S. So far (on the first day) I have a few worksheets in Anatomy I have to complete by tomorrow and a paper due in Senior Humanities by Friday...Hurray!!! ;_; ]]></description>
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                <title>I'm drawing YOU!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 06 Aug 2006 02:10:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've come up with the oh so ingenious plan to draw all of the people who "Watch" me with yours truely. So those of you who care how I end up drawing you and want some in put on how you'll turn out, or to tell me you'd rather not be featured in an oh so, semi-lovely drawing let me know. You can tell me how you want "yourself" to look in terms of the hair/hair color, eye color, clothing type and all that...if not, it shall be my own creation. <br />
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Those who have no say in whether or not they want to be drawn are gutter-child, SilentShark, and KentoDaCat... (I'm drawin' you guys anywayz <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=P" title="=P (Razz)" />) the rest of y'all do...so...tell me how you want yourself to look...<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />  <br />
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I know this will indeed postpone the completion of Chapter one of my School Days comic..but...*shrugs* I can juggle both...I'm sure not everyone will respond right away...so...I can handle it! <br />
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Oh yeah, on a different note...I just got off of work like an hour ago... I had to close and there was an endless line of drunk and high people wanting tacos and jr bacon cheeseburgers with potatoe wedges and sodas. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> Now my feet are killing me. I think I might die!;_; At least I don't have to go back until Monday and that's for only four hours...so hurray!! AH I'm sleepy!!!<br />
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On another different note, I got a new backpack today! It's an olive green color...*shrugs* They didn't have any blue backpacks in the brand I wanted. ]]></description>
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                <title>Lance Bass....comes out of "the closet?!!&amp;quo</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Jul 2006 14:55:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ When my sister first told me the news...I didn't want to believe her...but here it is.... <a href="http://www.cnn.com/2006/SHOWBIZ/Music/07/26/people.lancebass.ap/index.html">[link]</a>  at the CNN website...Lance Bass, the deep voiced singer from the boy band, Nsync, is in fact, and has always been, a homosexual..<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/crying.gif" width="20" height="17" alt=":crying:" title="Crying" /> He was the first one I liked...WHY?! WHY?!!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cries.gif" width="23" height="15" alt=":cries:" title="Waaaah!" /> He even has a boyfriend...*whimpers* Well...at least he's happy. ]]></description>
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                <title>Crawling Back on All Fours: Part 2</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Jul 2006 11:50:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I called Barb today and she told me to go there so she can talk face to face...<br />
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So I get my brother to take me...but before he does...he wants to go and take a 20 minute long shower, 15 minutes before I was suppose to be there. So I show up late..and was like...OMG she's not going to give me my job back...but like I said before..the people she hired now are like...horrible..and she's already gone through a few dozen of employees...so...after some smiles and my losing of my dignity...I got my job back...and what a hollow victory it was. Sure I'm happy I gots a job again and the cash flow is coming...but..omg those floors are so slippery...and I'm going to have to wait on people..X.x; <br />
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At least the cash flow has begun again...and now..I have to create a college fund for myself. I know she's going to work me silly...but that's ok...I asked for it anyways...and the more work simply means more money..and more money means the less money I'll end up taking out for a student loan. So it's all good in the end...I hope <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Crawling Back on All Fours</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 Jul 2006 10:23:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So like yeah, I'm unemployed because I quit my job because the customers and fellow employees got me so angry that a few...eh...not nice words  escaped my mouth...loudly <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> and  I kind of got into it with some ignorant, hungry mother of four in the driv thru and I had to work a 10 hour shift (through the breakfast, lunch, AND dinner rushes), with no break (one never gets any breaks, unless one smokes. Maybe I should take up smoking <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=P" title="=P (Razz)" />)<br />
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 If you didn't know that, then now you do <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=P" title="=P (Razz)" /> Anyways...so like I was expressing to my sister, who still works there (yeah, we had the same job...surpringly enough, she kind of had to fight to get it, because they didn't know we were sisters and they were leaning towards taking me and not her...and that pissed her off, so she argued with the manager until she gave in <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=P" title="=P (Razz)" /> That's my sister for ya <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />) Anywhozers...where was I....oh yeah...<br />
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So like I was expressing that I MIGHT want to go back...maybe...and she said she'd talk to the manager to see. (oh being unemployed and having your brother rub it in your face every day sucks out loud >_< )  Anyways...so she does and at first the manager says no, you know since I quit on the spot and hiring someone back that did that...isn't such a good gamble. So anywhozers, she said no...but then, this nice lady that use to work with me when I worked up there, who still works there, talked to the manager about me, for me.  And since, from what I heard from my sister, the people she's been hiring (since she basically fired everyone I use to work with, or they left, except for 4 people) are lazy people and the VOC is like totally down the drain...what does she have to lose for real....?<br />
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So I guess the nice lady, we call her Ms. Rose <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />, talked the manager into thinking about it. And some one...not sure who, told my sister to tell me that if I want my job, I'd have to call and talk to Barb, that's the manager. <br />
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There's the real problem. Like most human beings...I have pride..and like admitting that I made a mistake...is kind of hard for me to do...well...over the phone and face to face. If I had to write an email or send a letter, I'd be cool. I'm a proud person..and sometimes my pride won't let me admit that I was wrong. But since Ms. Rose kind of stood up for me and talked to Barb about letting me come back, it would me kind of mean to let her words go to waste. So I'm going to try and call her. Most likely not today...She's most likely busy with the lunch rush by now and by time it dies down, she'll be gone...so I'll wait until tomorrow and suck up my pride and call her. Hopefully I can get my job back. *shudders* I knew I should have applied for the book store job >_< DARN MY PROCRASTINATION!!! DARN THE NEED FOR MONEY!!!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cries.gif" width="23" height="15" alt=":cries:" title="Waaaah!" /> <br />
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Pray for me <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cries.gif" width="23" height="15" alt=":cries:" title="Waaaah!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Power Outage</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 23 Jul 2006 12:04:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ For almost 3 days...My family and I...not to mention thousands of others had to go without electricity...some for even longer than 3 days. <br />
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Oh the heat was annoying and we became so bored that my sisters and I resorted to playing a game where one person hums a tv theme song and the other people had to guess what tv show it came from and a "Who am I" Tv Characters edition. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> But eh, it was funny because we were saying the dumbest things you could think of, just acting like idiots for the sake of entertainment. <br />
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But *sighs* It finally came back on today and now I can get back to my online art, stories, and harassing of artists on beloved DA <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/m/mwahaha.gif" width="29" height="15" alt=":evillaugh:" title="EVIL Laughter!" /> I just pray that there isn't another storm...Why can't something like this happen once school starts?!!! ]]></description>
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                <title>Extension!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 10 Jul 2006 10:52:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've been looking over the few mangas I have stashed places in my room and I've decided that my "School Days" comic will not end with this one "episode"...my fruits basket mangas have 6 chapters/episodes per book, so I figure I'll become a copy cat! The first chapter is starting to be hard to complete because I have so much in store for the next few chapters...but I have yet to make all the character connects that need to be made and set up the plot for future stories. <br />
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SO I have to simply buckle down and finish this chapter...and not with some half-attempted mess...I really want it to look good...but procrastination and a lack of motivation is really starting to get to me...eh..maybe I'll play a few video games and then that'll charge me up for more art. <br />
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And for those who are sticking with the story so far, I promise, it'll get better with the proceeding chapters <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> Action is on the way!...I think...<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> Bare with me!!! ]]></description>
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                <title>My Japanese Culture Conquest!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 29 Jun 2006 21:59:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Since my oopsie doopsie in the process of conducting my comic, I've decided that before I go on, trying to complete the darn thing, I really need to make sure I have my facts straight...in most cases <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." />. So, in order to plung more japan realism into my comic, without relaying too much of tossing in the occassion japanese word here to there, I've decided to do a little research. I want to include a lot of japanese holidays into the comic from issue to issue, as well as have the characters practice some actual japanese traditions with some background as too why they do this and that. <br />
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This is surely  to interrupt the already interrupted completion of my comic, but I really think that in the long run it'll make my comic better...besides...I'm already fascinated with the Japanese culture <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> it was only a matter of time before I plunged myself into it's "informinous" and quite intriguing depths. Besides...no one was really paying attention to my comic anywhozers how..except for my dear friend Kento..<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/comfort.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":cling:" title="Comfort me." /> Anywhozers....! I've jabbered on enough for one entry.<br />
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Oh! In final note...since I am so unable to post any pages right now, I'll continue to make 'em still...after my daily japanese culture lesson and occassional anime (Ah! My Goddess totally rocks!!!). Hopefully I can start posting again before I reach the final pages of the comic....although I suppose being able to read it all at once might be cooliers, but I wouldn't want to flood anyone's deviantWatch thingymajigga with over 30 pages of my imagination gone "wild!...but not really" now would I? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Yet ANOTHER Delay in my New Comic!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 25 Jun 2006 11:50:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well this delay is kind of an Artist's decision rather than a technical, unexpected/uncontrollable one. I've decided to stop uploading my comic pages one by one. I shall take a kind of approach similar to my friend and fellow comic creator, Yueishi.<br />
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That way people can go from one page to another, without waiting....but I'll upload like 3-5 pages at a time...most likely 3..^_^. <br />
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And on a totally unrelated topic, I cut the thumbnail on this large knife thing and it doesn't hurt, but it's like really annoying...V.v; Besides...I have NO idea how that happened..<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/nirvana.gif" width="18" height="18" alt=":nirvana:" title="Smells Like Teen Spirit" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Delay in New Comic: What Am I Doing Wrong?!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 18 Jun 2006 10:14:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm trying to submit some pages to a comic I'm creating in the Manga Studio Debut program. I am able to submit the pages, but they come out too small, even in full view, they're too small for anyone to read..which totally sucks. If anyone knows anything that can help me, it would be very much appreciated. <br />
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*sighs* I submitted a comic using MSD before...and it turned out alright..but I don't remember what I did to get it like that....*whimpers* WHY?!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/faint.gif" width="18" height="17" alt=":faint:" title="I think I've fainted." /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ZekkieChan1</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 18 Jun 2006 10:14:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
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                <title>You've Got To Be Kidding Me!!! T.T</title>
                <link>http://ZekkieChan1.deviantart.com/journal/8942415/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 Jun 2006 16:32:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I DID IT AGAIN!!!! Missed it.....*sighs* my 1400 page review....by two views!!! *screams and pulls out her hair* eh well...I plan to do something different..and make an art thingy picture for it..like everyone else does. I always wanted to do that..but...laziness always stood in my way...but no longer!!!!! I SHALL GIT 'ER DONE! For all mankind! FOR ALL ANIMAL KIND!!! FOR ALL KINDS OF NONESENSE!!!! *coughs* Hopefully...the pic won't suck eggs! XP ]]></description>
                <author>~ZekkieChan1</author>
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                <title>Has Been a Victim of a Joke Account</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 03 Apr 2006 14:57:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Fav'ed on the shame of April Fools...<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cries.gif" width="23" height="15" alt=":cries:" title="Waaaah!" /> *shakes her fist* gosh darn it, why didn't I look at their membership history before...then maybe I could have kept some of my dignity.....Oh sweet dignity...where have you gone?! ;_; ]]></description>
                <author>~ZekkieChan1</author>
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                <title>HAllejuah</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Jun 2005 23:37:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ OMG OMG...the mouse was all jacked up..and my mom was like..maybe it's dirty...take it apart and clean it..and..I did..and I found all this icky lint and junk, but I cleaned it out..and the mouse..it's....GREATNESS!!!....*does her happy dance* <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/boogie.gif" width="25" height="25" alt=":boogie:" title="Boogie!" /> I can draw on the computer again!!!<br />
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P.S. I'm pretty sure I spelled the title wrong..>.>;;<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Oh..My..gajwahjfashjghjakhdjtyjehejthjshgv</title>
                <link>http://ZekkieChan1.deviantart.com/journal/5581737/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 07 Jun 2005 16:39:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So like yeah...I finally came back and what do I find?...I find I have 136 unread journals, 1 poll, 4 messages, 5 comments, 1 hot topic, and 366 unseen deviations...and worse of all.....I came back to see....I missed my 1,000th userpage view thingy...so yeah..that sucks..;_; but I would like to say....hello peoples..>.>;; long time no see-ness. ]]></description>
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                <title>Sadness....for me...POURQOUI?!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 18 Mar 2005 17:21:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ *hangs her head low* I did it  again.....*sniffles* after missing it  so many times.....I  thought...finally....I thought finally  I'll be able to catch it...just  once..but..I didn't....<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/crying.gif" width="20" height="17" alt=":crying:" title="Crying" /> it would have  been nice....you know...really  nice....if only...if only...IF ONLY I  HADN'T MISSED MY 800TH AND 900TH  PAGEVIEW THINGY!!!!!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cries.gif" width="23" height="15" alt=":cries:" title="Waaaah!" /> ZUT!!!!! ]]></description>
                <author>~ZekkieChan1</author>
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                <title>Ok, I'm serious this time....</title>
                <link>http://ZekkieChan1.deviantart.com/journal/4437440/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Jan 2005 13:35:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok like..I totally mean it..I shall  look at the deviations..>.<;;..right  after I finish this next art  project...x.x;;; ]]></description>
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                <title>Seriously T.T</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 29 Dec 2004 20:54:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So like I suddenly have this issue  about like coming to DA, looking at  people's art, posting my own, reading  journals and all, but then I'll  disappear for like months and so, and  then BAM, reappear to like 77  deviants...;_;...so like I plan to read  it all and junk..>.>;;;..just when I feel  up to it, because I'm still  so.......eh...eh-ish...*nods* sowwies  peoples, but I'll look at your art and  stuffs in a while..or as my brother  would say..in a "good little minute." ]]></description>
                <author>~ZekkieChan1</author>
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                <title>O.O;;;;</title>
                <link>http://ZekkieChan1.deviantart.com/journal/3609634/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 17 Oct 2004 09:43:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Omg...I miss my 500th page  view..and..now my 600th....Isn't life  cruel or what?!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cries.gif" width="23" height="15" alt=":cries:" title="Waaaah!" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ZekkieChan1</author>
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                <title>HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!</title>
                <link>http://ZekkieChan1.deviantart.com/journal/3609618/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 17 Oct 2004 09:41:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Muahaha it's my birthday WOOT..I hit  the 1 7 today!!! YAY! woot!!! Rated R  movies here I come!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";P" title="Wink/Razz" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ZekkieChan1</author>
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                <title>I have to do one of these</title>
                <link>http://ZekkieChan1.deviantart.com/journal/3363346/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Sep 2004 15:31:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAahhhhhh I  missed my 500th page view!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/nirvana.gif" width="18" height="18" alt=":nirvana:" title="Smells Like Teen Spirit" />....eh  wellers...O.O;;;;....at least strangers  are gaping at my  stuffs...O.O;;....wait...strangers  are?!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/fear.gif" width="18" height="18" alt=":fear:" title="Fear" /> I never knew they  were....*screams and faints* <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/faint.gif" width="18" height="17" alt=":faint:" title="I think I've fainted." /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ZekkieChan1</author>
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                <title>HHmmmmm</title>
                <link>http://ZekkieChan1.deviantart.com/journal/3343426/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 11 Sep 2004 22:51:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ AH, today....as soon as I sat in my  chair in front of the computer, signed  into messenger and turned on my  music....I became very  angry...O.O;;..and I don't know  why...just....angry...and...hmmm.....I  wish I could..you know not be  angry...but..I can't...<.<;;...and like  this one person blocked  me...because..eh..things..and...hmm...I' m kind of not caring...I might care  after a while..but right now...no  emotion what so ever...well...except  anger..and that's just odd...-.-;;...I  must really have some sort of chemical  inbalance or something....eh  wellers...hopefully I'll get over it. ]]></description>
                <author>~ZekkieChan1</author>
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                <title>I have a really important question</title>
                <link>http://ZekkieChan1.deviantart.com/journal/3273111/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 02 Sep 2004 19:57:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok..so like...I've been busy with  school and came on DA  a few times to  look at stuff and what not....and  now.....I have 112 deviants to deal  with..;_;...so..i'm asking you  peoples..do you mind...if I delete some  stuff and only look at your recent  art...?...O.O;...;_;..or..do you want  me to simply quit complaining and gaze  at your lovely art..but I torment you  with my craptastic drawings all the  time?...O.O; ]]></description>
                <author>~ZekkieChan1</author>
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                <title>Pain</title>
                <link>http://ZekkieChan1.deviantart.com/journal/3239179/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 29 Aug 2004 12:24:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm starting aerobics this year at  school..and....I'm totally freaking  sore...><;;..and the worst part is..I  have to go to school tomorrow and face  the pain yet again...;_;.....but..on  the bright side...I have 400+ page   views! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />...and...things..<.<;; ]]></description>
                <author>~ZekkieChan1</author>
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                <title>School</title>
                <link>http://ZekkieChan1.deviantart.com/journal/3218877/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Aug 2004 16:35:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ There's like a lot of things I need to  do on this site...mainly look at all  the deviations of my friends....but  with school..and my huge time for  procrastination...I shall have to leave  the task of doing stuff on DA to the  weekends..;_;...so...yeah..;_; ]]></description>
                <author>~ZekkieChan1</author>
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                <title>Comment Countdown</title>
                <link>http://ZekkieChan1.deviantart.com/journal/3154836/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 18 Aug 2004 10:40:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ muahahahaha..I've replied to all 24 or so of my comments!!!! :evillaugh: muahahahaha feel my squirrelly wrath peoples!!!  FEEL IT I SAY!!!!! ...seriously..feel it...o.o...it's silky smooth..XP ]]></description>
                <author>~ZekkieChan1</author>
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                <title>Deviation Countdown</title>
                <link>http://ZekkieChan1.deviantart.com/journal/3146193/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 17 Aug 2004 09:52:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I started with 101..and now I'm down to  29..yay for me!!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t:" title="w00t!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t:" title="w00t!" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ZekkieChan1</author>
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                <title>DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!!!!!!!!!!!</title>
                <link>http://ZekkieChan1.deviantart.com/journal/3146134/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 17 Aug 2004 09:43:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ah..before I haven't been looking at  the deviations of my DA buddies...and  then...I find...101 deviations in my  messages section..;_;...100 and  freaking 1..>.<;;...;_;...so I was  looking and junk..replying and  stuffs..and now...now..I realized since  I have all these deviations to look at,  I'm about to have a lot of comments to  look at as well....when will the  madness end?...WHEN?!!!!!!!!!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cries.gif" width="23" height="15" alt=":cries:" title="Waaaah!" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ZekkieChan1</author>
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                <title>AHHHHHH *enter horror music of choice*</title>
                <link>http://ZekkieChan1.deviantart.com/journal/3113586/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 13 Aug 2004 04:56:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ it's gone worse...the computer  has!!!...better, yet worse..becase now  I can just turn on the computer like I  always do and like start doing  stuff...yet I can't use my yahoo  broswer anymore...it won't sing me  in...yet when i go to the support thing  it says I can use the browser...but I  can..and all i wrong with the world!!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cries.gif" width="23" height="15" alt=":cries:" title="Waaaah!" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cries.gif" width="23" height="15" alt=":cries:" title="Waaaah!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cries.gif" width="23" height="15" alt=":cries:" title="Waaaah!" /> Hmmmm..maybe I should let the dsl  modem cool or something I don't  know...my sister left it on all night  long...;_;...AH the cruelties!!! ]]></description>
                <author>~ZekkieChan1</author>
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                <title>Computer</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Aug 2004 03:38:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ urgh-eth I say...why I ask?..@_@;;..my  bro came here today and spent the  morning and half the afternoon on the  computer downloading and junk I'm  guessing...and yet why when he leaves  and I get on the computer it begins to  restart itself 1 minue or less as soon  as I turn the freaking thing on..>< ;;..and it's keeps going off before I  can find a way to fix it...the only way  I can get on it is to go on safe mode,  yet that handicaps what I can and can't  do on the computer..like listen to my  music..>.<;;;..*grinds her teeth* I  suddenly wish to take a large steel  metal bat and break ever single part of  thsi aggitating machine!!! It's so  pissing me off...>.<;;..why must as soon  as my mom gets something fixed on it,  something else wants to start acting  screwy and piss me off..-.-;;...one  day..I'm going to snap..and totally  break this thing...@_@;;;...even if  that'll be stupid..I don't think I'd  really care then..<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/pissedoff.gif" width="40" height="20" alt=":pissedoff:" title="I am PISSED OFF!" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ZekkieChan1</author>
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                <title>P is for Peter</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 23 Jul 2004 20:04:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Petter Piper Picked a Patch (or  something like that) of Pickled  Peppers, or however you say it...all I  know is....Barney totally cheated when  he said it...the purple PB & J sandwhich  eating, superdedooper saying dinosaur  said it too slow..>.<..<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/pissedoff.gif" width="40" height="20" alt=":pissedoff:" title="I am PISSED OFF!" />...where did that  come from you ask?....<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/confuse.gif" width="18" height="15" alt=":confused:" title="Confused" /> I dunno..>.>; <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/boogie.gif" width="25" height="25" alt=":boogie:" title="Boogie!" /> but  I said it anyways ]]></description>
                <author>~ZekkieChan1</author>
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                <title>Yesterday</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 11 Jul 2004 17:13:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ooo yesterday was so fun.I hung out  with a good friend of mine and her mom  (who seems pretty cool and what not),  saw the new Harry Potter film, got to  see her pets (except the turtle) and  spent four hours looking at  mangas...the only bad thing was she  made me sit on the floor, and after  that, it was hard to walk for a bit..XD  what can I say, I have stiff bones..<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/laughing.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":laughing:" title="Laughing" />  anyways..It was surely a extremely fun  day..^_^ cept for the pain in my bones  from sitting part..XD ]]></description>
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                <title>Quiz,Test Thingamaboba</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 Jul 2004 01:42:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This is a quiz, test, thingamajigga, or  thingamaboba that I saw on someone  else's journal entry and they dared me  to post it and see what my friends will  answer it,...O.O;....so I'm leaving to  all you nosy peoples (just kidding) to  reply and give me those answers..<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> <br />
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1. Give me a nickname!<br />
2. Three adjectives that qualify me the  best?<br />
3. If I were edible, I would be a...<br />
4. If I were a colour, I would be...<br />
5. If I were a material, I would be...<br />
6. You are sure I'm terrific at...<br />
7. But you're also sure I'm terrible  at...<br />
8. Will you marry me??! ()<br />
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P.S...i wuvs you guys! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/glomp.gif" width="47" height="20" alt=":glomp:" title="Glomp!" />..<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~ZekkieChan1</author>
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                <title>How can I....?</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 Jul 2004 00:27:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ How can i tell him i'm sorry when he  won't listen...how can he ever forgive  me..when he hates me so much. I can i  deal with a loss of a friend. i can  deal with the guilt, shame, and utter  regret, when i have to worry about him?  How can I laugh when i know he's hating  me so. I can I know he's gone through  much, so much pain and anguish that i  caused him. I can he ever forgive me  for the stupid decisons i make that  affect him so? I can i ever let it go,  when he is ignoring me for what i've  done, I can i ever deal with it, when I  can't stop thinking about his annoying,  impatience, and hatred for my name, my  words, my image. I can i ever talk to  him again, if he is never willing to  listen. How can i do anything at all?  How can i deal? v.v ]]></description>
                <author>~ZekkieChan1</author>
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                <title>Art</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 29 Jun 2004 20:17:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ There are like a million styles and  kinds of art that one can portray and  draw or shoot, or  whatever...and...eh...omg i forgot  where i'm going with this...so i'm  going to stop right now..;_; ]]></description>
                <author>~ZekkieChan1</author>
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                <title>ha ha!!!</title>
                <link>http://ZekkieChan1.deviantart.com/journal/2745060/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 27 Jun 2004 03:50:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i have found it!!! my old  account!!!....i never knew i didn't add  so many of my art...;_; but  yes....mayfin was my  username...o.o;...and i forgot my  password...so i couldn't log in..and  had to make another account  thingy....if only i could have  remembered my needed info...or wrote it  down somewhere?...>.>;..but i have found  it at last!!!! o.o but i thought i  posted more art than that..o.o;..must  be somewhere else!!..i shall find those  pics..and post like a madman...but this  time it's a mad WOman..o.o or girl...or  whatever...but i am happy...so YAY! ^_^ ]]></description>
                <author>~ZekkieChan1</author>
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                <title>emotions suck..&gt;.&gt;;</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Aug 2004 03:39:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ for years i have been who i am....being  nice to people, helping them  outwhenever i could. For years i have  sat there silently in the corner taking  upon them, watching them make their  mistakes, yet saying nothing. For years  i have been who i am...yet...i have  been nothing in the end, a clumsy force  to be reckoned with, a mat to be  stepped on, toliet paper to  use.....(well maybe not toliet  paper...more like...eh a pencil, used  to create anything you can  imagined...or something like that..>.><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" />   for years i have taken upon myself to  plung my happy spirit to it's dept of  suffering and sorrow, creating a hole  for myself where i can cry alone, in  complete solitude. For years i have  taken it upon myself to try to not care  about things and in return care for  them more than i ever wanted  to....causing suffering for others,  getting in the way....for years i have  been this, and i wish to be this person  no more. Emotions have ran my life for  as long as i could remember...and more  so the feeling to be needed has  guidelined my way of thinking and  acting. I have realized that i might be  a taker more than a giver. Upon hollow  grounds i hear myself fret over little  things, say things that don't matter to  others, things that i hope they care  about in order to be somehow needed.  And i don't know why. Maybe i only want  to be needed so i feel as if i somehow  have a purpose in life, that i haven't  been a waste of space for all these  years. I'm not sure why....but i know  that that is how i am. And that is what  i need to change...but so far, the only  way i know how is to end all these  emotions of pain, and sorrow, of  happiness...and love...i'll end all my  feelings...not for forever, but only  until i am comfortable again, until i  find a better means to dealing with  conficts such as the ones that have  torn me so, caused tears to spill from  my eyes, and hard to sleep nights. i  shall become a hollow shell, until i  can deal with matters another  way....until i learn to accept things  for what they truly are....until i  learn...what needs to be learned.  <br />
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                                ~Zeka~ ]]></description>
                <author>~ZekkieChan1</author>
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                <title>o.O;..annoyance</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 16 Jun 2004 20:50:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ annoyance gripes at my soul, tearing my  flesh virtually drowning me in the pit  of anger and dispair that is my  life..X.x. ]]></description>
                <author>~ZekkieChan1</author>
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