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        <pubDate>Fri, 11 Dec 2009 17:46:25 PST</pubDate>        
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                <title>Its odd...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 27 Jul 2009 17:33:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Skimming through old poems, and loving and hating the words you have written. Seeing a dozen or so different insights and comments on a handful of words you conjured up several lifetimes ago, it sends a thousand different emotions from pride to shame along the length of my spine. I have been writing... but its destined to be a longer piece if ever a finished piece... one that likely would not really fit into a solid or legible spot of work on this site. But skimming through old comments, and realizing how dust laden they have become is so sad... as if over time, all writing is to be laid to rest and buried under layers of time and neglect. It almost inspires me to write another piece or two, if for no other reason, then to give these old pieces a chance to see the light of day once again.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>Not quite dead</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Apr 2009 09:29:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Still alive... actually conjuring up random story ideas... if one comes to fruition I'll be sure to post and harass everyone with it. Just added a new addition to my family... found a puppy. We named him link, seemed suiting since he is so quiet and has rather noble handsome features. Essentially, waiting for this semester to end, my degree to finally be in my hands, and life to start shifting and changing a tad. Hope everyone is doing well, and for those of you who actually enjoy my few and far between works, sorry for my absence... hope it'll fade soon.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>T.S. Eliot</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 03 Dec 2008 18:44:10 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Crotchety ole anti-semite is all that stands between me and a degree... and my mind is a mired mess o mush... Well, not dead yet, hope everyone here is seeing better days <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>VaCating</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 23 Mar 2008 14:51:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Went to the beach, rocked out on the sand, then got the flu. Spent 2/3's of my time in the condo playing recovery and much sicker now. My nose is essentially vestigial at the moment... can barely breath <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /><br /><br />Oh well... karma full circling on me arse, im sure<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>Mreow?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 17 Nov 2007 10:14:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ SOrry guys.... been a bit busy as of late... school stacking up, then work driving me to exhaustion and the lil spare time i have i spend pestering this charming lil girl named paula and all my other friends. I dunno when I'll get a chance to breath and slept and rest again, but when I can, I shall be certain to pester all of you... or at least try to.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>Cinematic abomination</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 21 Oct 2007 09:09:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://edcommunity.apple.com/insomnia_fall07/item.php?itemID=222">[link]</a><br />
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This is a film me and a few of my friends worked on. Innitially, the film had potential, but there was a minor mutiny mid filming, however, our friend Addie edited the film for us (it was her first attempt at editing, out actual editor bailed on us cuz hes a useless piece of shit) and we figured it might as well be seen... although I personally am let down by the film. If you have a moment, vote on it, throw us 4 stars if you are feeling kind hearted. You might have to register on apple's site to vote, but it only takes a few moments, and they won't spam your e-mail box, least they havent spammed mine. If nothing else, scope out the film and have a good laugh at our expense<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>Out</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 25 Jul 2007 19:48:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am heading out of town to north carolina for a week. Time to soul search. Ill see u all soon<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>battered n' bruised</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 May 2007 14:44:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Im all beat da fuck up, thank you FLogging Molly. I also wanna thank my lil bro, he harrassed so many people to find enough tix to get everyone in. I wish i had those kind of social skills. *sigh* Both happy and sad, and utterly in pain. I am confusing myself retarded lately.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>pickels</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 Mar 2007 20:02:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ just feeling down, and for some odd reason craving a pickel. I dunno what the fuck that means, so dont ask... just needed to vent a moment<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>vandalised</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 Mar 2007 21:04:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ came home today, my wii, my games, my dvds, and a buncha other shit had been stolen from my home. Lost over 800$ worth of shit, and honestly, im feeling alot like utter shit. The world is a bit of a cunt sometimes...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>stepping down</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Feb 2007 18:28:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am stepping down from my post in underworld. To put it simply, I am no longer worthy to observe, manage, and aid in the flow of underworld. I have simply been to negelctful, but for good reasons i like to imagine. If need be, I shall return, if i can, but I dont imagine it will be necessary. Underworld is flowing and thriving with many bright young minds, many of which are much more patient and clever then myself. So, goodbye, my friends. I hope my reign of terror didn't bother any of you too much. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" width="23" height="16" alt=":love:" title="Love" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bow.gif" width="21" height="16" alt=":bow:" title="Thank you! Thank you!" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>grumbles upon grumbles</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 24 Feb 2007 23:02:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ fuck you mono!  U make me feel like shit<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>FAAAAAAAAAAT!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 Feb 2007 10:05:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Mardi Gras, kiddies! Its fucking mardi gras... so im either going to be too drunk to type, or nowhere near a computer for the next 3-5 days! Wish yall could be here, its guaranteed to be a drunken riot, and i could always use a few extra drinking buddies! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/ahoy.gif" width="31" height="19" alt=":ahoy:" title="Ahooooy Matey!" /> So until im sober enough to type once more... happy Mardi Gras my friends, and take care! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/excited.gif" width="23" height="19" alt=":excited:" title="OMG! I can't contain my excitement!" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>heh... fuck...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 13 Jan 2007 14:12:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So long story short... January is always a bad month. Basically my dad is in the hospital. They found something growing in his kidney. Two days the specialist was supposed to show up and examine him, two days the fucker hasnt shown. Hes all drugged up on demoral and doesnt even know whats going on anymore.  The doctors arent really being helpful or anything. I don't know what i should be feeling or thinking right now.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Mer...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 06 Jan 2007 14:11:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ On the 24th I turn 23... and to be honest, im really not too stoked about it. I kinda wanted to freeze time at 21 <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tears.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tears:" title="Tears" /> Oh well, another year gone by <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/shrug.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":shrug:" title="Shrug" /> Before i know it i'll be picking up my social security checks (YAY). Nah im kidding, social security won't be around anymore <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
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Anyways, thats my pout\rant... I don't like birthdays.  They always turn out to be such dire days.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>essay based hell</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 06 Dec 2006 08:11:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Im mentaly dying... i have been writing essays non-stop for about 3 days now, and my brain craves death... damn u academics!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>what ze fucking hell?!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 13 Nov 2006 06:10:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Oooooooooooooooooo k... So, it seems the scrap piece i submitted back in october "Ventilate" has finally surfaced in my scraps...only 16 days later... ironically... the same fucking day i submitted another scrap, which has still yet to fucking appear! Wtf is wrong with fucking deviant art?! *screams*<br />
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<br />
FUCK!<br />
<br />
I am gunna use these fuck ups as a point of optimism to justify why most of my poems seem to go unread... cuz DA is just trying to fuck me over... right...?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>What use...?</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 10 Nov 2006 00:13:59 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The more good I try to do, the more poison i seem to leave in my wake. Maybe I am not falling shot of everyone's expectations, maybe mine are simply too high and unnatainable... yet i feel i fail and hurt those around me as easily as i breath.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>seems so</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 02 Nov 2006 19:14:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am a rat bastard.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>bloody fuckin hell!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 24 Oct 2006 15:19:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so i fainlly submit a new poem... and it was a decent piece... mosty cuz it was saturated with emotions that needed to be expunged... but it didnt upload on DA. This figures, since this is the first time i ever typed out a poem that wasnt hand written prior... i suppose this is a bitter lesson well learned...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>chaotic</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 16 Oct 2006 12:44:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ suicidal companions, broken hearts, declarations of love, vomiting girls, blatant sexual assualts, pathetic grades, friends fighting, and me falling short of everyone's expectations... that has been my life these last 10 days... I really wish i were stronger or more capable at times like these...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>A lady's kind words</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 19 Sep 2006 22:05:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The finest bit of advice I have ever received has to be a few simple words my beloved friend Ellisa gave me. "Bitches is crazy...seriously..." You have no idea how any heart wrenching nights those few words have gotten me through... Seriously, Ellisa, if for nothin else, ill love you forever for those simple words. ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>sick</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 15 Sep 2006 21:28:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Officially sick of my over sensative nature... nothing to gain from it, yet i can't abandon it. Fuck I hate my fucking brain... ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>a tad curious</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 11 Sep 2006 22:41:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://kevan.org/johari?name=Rale">[link]</a><br />
<br />
Its a Johari square... And I'm really curious as to how im perceived... it takes all of 15 seconds... so if you have 15 seconds to spare me... it would make me happy. ]]></description>
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                <title>fitty</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 28 Aug 2006 12:42:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Seems i have hit a grand total of 50 deviations counting my scraps. Go me... however, in all honesty, I need to swap out some of my scraps and some of my devations, i believe a handful of them might be misplaced. Any suggestions? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/confuse.gif" width="18" height="15" alt=":confused:" title="Confused" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>le sigh...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 17 Aug 2006 14:26:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Tagged by <a href="http://onefourth.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/o/n/onefourth.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="onefourth" /></a> & <a href="http://diabolo-spinner.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/i/diabolo-spinner.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="diabolo-spinner" /></a><br />
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Rules: The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged MUST write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names.<br />
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My six secrets<br />
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1. I have yet to come across a girl I couldn't make orgasm.<br />
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2. I am scared of lightening.<br />
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3. I think my poetry is better then anyone else's... yet i still think its aweful and admire everyone else's work intensely.<br />
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4. I forget people's birthdays but remember their astrological signs almost always.<br />
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5. When I am drunk, I construct poetic suicide notes in my dreams.<br />
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6. I have never, nor will I ever, deflower someone.<br />
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I tag:<br />
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<a href="http://browneyedsprite.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/r/browneyedsprite.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="browneyedsprite" /></a> Becuase she is beautiful inside and out<br />
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<a href="http://daf.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/a/daf.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="daf" /></a> because shes my asian princess and makes me smile no matter what is bothering me<br />
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<a href="http://devilsspawn.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/e/devilsspawn.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="devilsspawn" /></a> becuase she made me feel like there are still wonderful people in the world when i was most sad<br />
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<a href="http://shadowylight.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shadowylight.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="shadowylight" /></a> becuase hes theng to my yin and i love him beyond contestation.<br />
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<a href="http://agenttigerfairy.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/g/agenttigerfairy.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="agenttigerfairy" /></a> becuase shes my sunshine when all is gloomy<br />
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<a href="http://phr3ak000000000.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/h/phr3ak000000000.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="phr3ak000000000" /></a> becuase her patience and charm won me over long ago, it reminds me to be a better person from time to time. ]]></description>
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                <title>*sniffle*</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Jul 2006 00:35:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ grouchy... pouty... crazy... damn my brain... i don't know what its doing or what i want anymore <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>loco</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 07 Jul 2006 17:34:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ya ever feel like you have flat out lost your fucking mind? ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>dunno why</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 04 Jul 2006 04:18:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i swear i release a pheromone that only attracts brunettes... but omg i swear they are the lovliest people in every way... cute and clever, the best of both worlds <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smooch.gif" width="35" height="16" alt=":smooch:" title="Smooooch!" /> ... simply charming... ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>stagnant</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 Jun 2006 18:56:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ as people grow and mature, and you sit by and watch idly... helpless.. you wonder where to place your feet next... all the paths looks equally bleak during these times... i might as well just sit by and watch the world go by... at least until i feel strong enough to brave another grey path... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/sadangel.gif" width="88" height="22" alt=":sadangel:" title="Sad Angel" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>*sigh*</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 27 May 2006 03:32:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I really feel like i have abandoned all my roots as a writer... I think I am honestly too scared to write anymore. I am missing something i once had that gave me this ridiculous confidence ( followed immediatly by self programmed social urge to humble and belittle myself in all aspects of life) that I once possesed. Where does one find that spark of life... the longer I go without writing, the more i feel as if im betraying myself... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/sadangel.gif" width="88" height="22" alt=":sadangel:" title="Sad Angel" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>crab walkin, foos!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 20 May 2006 01:52:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So tonight was odd... karoaking.... kartwheeling, drinking, karate, all around bouncy playful fun with an excellent group of human beings. Hopes for a adventurous summer, learned how to repair a tire, did some lawn work (made me feel productive). However ( and this is important) before commencing ina  crab walking race 50 yards down a dark street after 6 or 7 beers, be certain to tuck your keys and fone somewhere safe. We had a fun little easter egg hunt after the race, cept the eggs were my keys and fone, and if i didnt find em, iw oulda been a tad more goruchy than if had lost out on colorful eggs filled with jelly beans... jsut a tad mind you... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=P" title="=P (Razz)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>done</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 12 May 2006 09:31:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ finished my finals... got a 90 on my last one and it only took me 10 minutes (god im just so smart!) and i am currentlyhung over as the fuck! Yay for now responsibilites! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/excited.gif" width="23" height="19" alt=":excited:" title="OMG! I can't contain my excitement!" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>finals</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 May 2006 21:43:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/shakefist.gif" width="24" height="18" alt=":shakefist:" title="CURSE YOU!" /> my brain wants death right now! ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>*sigh* they forced me too...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Apr 2006 20:10:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Am I sweet?-<br />
Am I crazy?-<br />
Am I lovable?-<br />
Am I funny?-<br />
Am I ugly?-<br />
Am I psycho?-<br />
Am I annoying?-<br />
Am I a good person?-<br />
<br />
2)******Would You******<br />
Hug me?-<br />
Miss me if i was gone?-<br />
Listen to my problems?-<br />
Hug me if i cried?-<br />
Be a good friend?-<br />
<br />
3)******If You Could...******<br />
Give me a new name it would be?-<br />
Do one thing with me it would be?-<br />
Drop me one piece of advice it would be?-<br />
<br />
4)******Just A Few Questions******<br />
What do u like about me?-<br />
What do u hate about me?-<br />
What is my best quality?-<br />
<br />
1. Who are you?-<br />
2. Do you have a crush on me?-<br />
3. Are we good friends?-<br />
4. Do we know each other in real life?-<br />
5. Am I hot?-<br />
6. Is my avatar hot? (oO)-<br />
7. Will you put this in your journal so i can answer these questions about you!?- ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>lost</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 31 Mar 2006 03:02:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i would pay so much just to know what i have to offer again... i draw in friends... i suppose cuz they have known me so long... but i have no fresh blood to offer... new people find me rather repulsive, but i suppose i dont blame them... i am just sick of myself now... i dont know what interests me anymore... i dont do anything anymore... all i so is glide through class and play hacky sack now... no wonder why i am alone... nothing to offer... and i jsut dont try anymore... i am so jaded, and even those old friends who do care, i hurt... because its my reaction to the love and emotion they offer me... i need a change... but i am scared to change... god i hate me... ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>Mardi Gras</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 01 Mar 2006 00:27:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Drunk! Hellz yes! Meeting way too many people to count! Hellz yes! And i lost my voice from screaming and drinking way too much! Hellz yes! Man, i r pretty content right now! Hellz yes! ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>Fallen</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 17 Feb 2006 01:16:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ We had to put Milo to sleep... the last vestige of light in my life has been extinguished, and i really am just trying my hardest to remain sane now... i have not felt so lost and alone in a long time... ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>Fall of the House...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Feb 2006 07:29:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ We are all sick, me and my three siblings... living under this one dreary roof... we have fallen behind on exams and studies to the point where catching up almost seems hopless. My brother's nose has been bleed for over 6 hours now, we think hes lost about a pint and a half now, he is dizzy all the time, so we are going to bring him to the docotor soon. The most saddening and tragic bit of the recent events, however, is Milo... my kitten. I honestly think he is dying... hes so skinny right now he can be mistaken for a ferret, and when walking around the house his legs give out from beneath him all the time. He just stares at his foodbowl now, but will not touch a single bite, while zoey beat the shit out of his pale weakened frame to get to his food as well. I am so worried for him, and the vets have been treating him for weeks and he still has not gotten any better or gained any weight... this whole house feels cursed as of late. ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>gdi!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Jan 2006 13:00:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Fuck, i turn 22 tommorow... i dont wanna get any older! And birthdays always suck for me... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>mer</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 14 Jan 2006 21:57:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ got bored, packed up and went to florida for a couple days. Beach was freezing, and the waves were tiny, so our surfing advernture was a bust, and im still not done with a tale of two cities (god damnit!). But in spite of nearly everything goign wrong, i think it was a good trip, i think... and i mean damn, at least we tried to have one final riot before school kicked up again... and its gunna take me a week to get all this sand off me lol! ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>blegh...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Jan 2006 14:58:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ first a long week of binge drinking... my face falling apart from stress i cant even pinpoint... then get pimp slapped with the flu (least it fels like the flu... cold sweat...fever... sore all over..) and to top it off, i wake up this morning to mormons at me fawking door! god damnit, im not happy right now! ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>new years</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Jan 2006 14:24:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ twas fun, hit the quarter, danced with friends... didnt even know midnight hit until 5 minutes later... and now, 21 years running... no new years kiss...  its quite defeating... ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>xmas</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Dec 2005 22:52:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ got a new jacket, and im digging it... everyone says its so me... maybe there is a bit of sudstance and style to me after all lol <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>sigh...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 11 Dec 2005 01:54:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ down... just down... i don't think im going to let anyone new into my mind or life anymore really... i try... i get burned... and if i don't... well then i get numb and just wall out the world... but at least their will be no burn...  how do i disapear... i want to disapear... ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>ammused</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 09 Dec 2005 14:32:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So yesterday i wrote my sister a haiku... just something simple and quick... too quick even... i wrote it so fucking fast i wrote it out of format... it turned out to be 5-7-6 instead of 5-7-5... apparently there was a competition surrounding the poems submitted, and in spite of my haikus lop sided build, it beat out the other 30 something haikus submitted... god damn im so fucking ammused! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rofl.gif" width="29" height="27" alt=":rofl:" title="rofl" /> (maybe i should submit this lopsided haiku?) ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>down</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Dec 2005 18:12:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ down... its dead week... and i feel just so grey... ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>strange night</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Dec 2005 23:31:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so i go to a coffee shop to copy some note, i get there, and there are no seats left... snag my friend go to another coffee shop... no more seats... so i get a cup of coffee for me and some tea for my kind friend, and i drag her into subbway and we sit and do homework and talk nerd and sip our coffee... then i get a call from my friend... i go the gym with my friend and run 2 miles (i dont run well btw) and then lift some weights... i get sick... we leave the gym and head home... and we see like 1000 people in the middle of campus... we stop to see whats up... there is 3000 pounds of snow, in the middle of ground, in louisiana. I get there and some girl is bleeding from the face (the snowballs have turned to blocks of ice) and i duck a snowball moments later, and the bal hits a girl behind me and she begins bleeding from the nose. A moment later im being tackled to the floor by a couple of ym cute freshmen friends and the hug me for a while for warmth. We go get some coffee... coffee shops filled... so we go to ihop... my friends convince the woman im anorexic (im not) and she comes back with a mug of hot coco,smothered in whip cream, and topped with chocolate chips. I sit down... talk retarded with my friends a bit... the poke fun of my thin build for a while... we talk about the old days... and i get a phone call... wrong number.. some girl is telling me how she can't wait to get me home and do (a bunch of wierd dirty things i dont wanna repeat) and she wouldnt shut up... so after about 3 minutes of this i finally get to say "Sorry, wrong number..." and she hangs up really fast in embarassment. We sit and sip coffee and talk a bit longer and this charming and cute girl im seeing calls me to tell me blinds have magically manifested in her house and shes now making spaghettia and feels all warm and cozy and seems all happy and giddy (which put me in this wonderful mood). As i left i got my ass grabbed i dont even know how many times, but i felt like both falttered and violated... i come home to find my brother on the fone... and his girlfriend is rpetending to be deaf. Supposedly matthew does not have a computer... so an operator has to read all the text that his def girlfriend types for him... SO this poor operator is forced to read (in a rather monotone fashion) wierd shit like "Omg, i cant keep my hands out of my pants, i jsut cant stop thinking about your massive throbbing cock!" so yeah... thats my strange night... ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>new stuff</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 23 Nov 2005 16:20:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ turkey day is tommrow... my sis has a new car, we got a new kitten (milo), i got a few new friends i feel i can trust, and im slowly gathering scholastic momentum again, so i might be able to keep my scholarships... im feeling pretty swampped right now, but for the first time in god knows how long, i feel like i might be happy for a while... ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>ouch!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 11 Nov 2005 19:30:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My insides al feel mega ouch lately! LIke on a scale from 1-10 it feels about really fucking ouch! Damn my insides, they need to toughen up, cuz al this ouchness makes me all irritable and scurry like! *acts all irritable and scurry like* See what i mean, i just became a grouchy lil fuck! I am kinda proud of myself though, i managed to force out a poem last week, and i kinda rehashed out an old descriptive poem(god im such an imagery whore) i wrote along time ago into my english notebook (while ignoring my english prof.) and i think i might subject you poor people too it <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/paranoid.gif" width="23" height="15" alt=":paranoid:" title="They're all out to get me..." /> but dont worry too much... its a pretty short poem... so if i do put it up, it will only rot your mind for a moment <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> anyways... i just needed to vent my internal hurtness... and let my mind dribble out all other lil petty thoughts for a bit... and on one final note... i have made some new charming friends that i are swiftly begining to warm my heart... its been a long time since i allowed myself companionship at all... maybe im finally letting my guard down again, or maybe im just being hopeful... anyways <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> much love to all of you <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>unusual...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 04 Nov 2005 01:23:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so i looked in the mirror for a few minutes today... just kinda gazing (not in self admiration, basically in self discovery...) and i have come to the conclussion i have evil dark eyes... like i imagine when i harmlessly glance at people... i look angry or ominous... my eyes are just so fucking dark... and i swear they harbor raw anger or hatred... after  gazing into my own eyes for about 5 minutes... i can only glance in the mirror... my own gaze unnerves me slightly...  its like in spite of my innately paternal nature, my eyes exude malicious energy... i dont even know if that makes sense... but it really does creep me out... ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>haunting...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Oct 2005 02:00:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ halloween is approaching... got no plans... but the weather is sending shivers of elation down my spine, though my ribs, and deep within my lungs and im loving it, in spite of the loneliness. I have been listening to the haunting vocals of muse alot lately... and i love it... its operatic in its sound.... beautiful... eerie... depressing... but so entrancing... i dont know if this journal has a purpose honestly... i just have this haunting feeling soeaking in my bones, like something is going to go wrong, ro that nothing is ever going to go right again... and i needed to get the thought off of my chest... (amd still feeling guilty for not writing any poetry... god do i feel insanely guilty about that...) ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>lost</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 23 Oct 2005 13:51:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ recently i find myself with writers block... which is nothing new.... but i also find myself running into blocks in every facet of my life... i find something new that i think i might like... and find somethign preventing me from attaining it entirely... and when i do find a new path, and its not obsctructed... its simply a dead end.... no matter where i turn i feel like everything is shroudded in darkness... i dont know where i am heading or what i am hoping for anymore... i dont know if i ever did... but i wish i could get out of my head for a while... i dont like my mind or how it thinks... its a miserable place and i dont want to be trapped in it anymore... ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>drunken photo shoot</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 06 Oct 2005 01:48:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ remind me to destroy my sis's camrea tommorow and kill anyone who read this comment... god i can only imaghine how many goofy shots came outta this night.. and p.s. i love my lil refugee, shes such an angelic lil sweetheart <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/nod.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":nod:" title="Nod" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>insecure</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 05 Oct 2005 00:58:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ been going to the gym lately... been really image consious and somewhat crazy lately... cant write at all... think i have failed every essay i have done recently, and i really just dont care... im getting rather sick of becoming comfortably set in apathy... but im so disdained by everything right now... god i hate my mind ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>heh</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 29 Sep 2005 17:55:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ nearing 1000 page views... to be honest i dont think i deserved 100, but somehow people came and looked at my trivial lil words, and thank you so much for it. Most people do something speciel for 1000 views... and i wana do something as well... only prob is i got a writers block so damn big it could possibley crush god... im in a bit of a funk right now, and the only emotion i really feel lately is inferiority (if that can even count as an emotion)... ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>#2</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 23 Sep 2005 10:08:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ it appears another hurricane is going to batter my poor  state once again... its like mother nature is hell bent on fucking us over and kiling the entire state of louisiana... new orleans levees look like the freshly made repairs are about to break again... my power keeps blinking... *sigh* and things were nearly about to feel normal again it seemed... wish us luck, i think we will need it... ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>writers block</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Sep 2005 23:52:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ my mind has just been kinda bounced around alot as of late... i have writers block on a level that god could hardly fathom... hopefully when my life feels settled and somewhat near normal (you can laugh at the idea if ya want) then hopefully i will be assailing you guys with more of my silly lil poetry... love you guys, and take care <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>enraged</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 Sep 2005 21:46:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ my poetry was essentially shat upon, and im thoroughly pissed... thats the whole thought... but thats al thats going through my mind right now.... fuck them, the audacity of those primitive fuckers! FUCK THEM! ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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                <title>swamped</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 Sep 2005 07:41:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ school just restarted... i have 2 weeks worth of work stockpiled thanks to our lil katrina (bitch)... i have this insatiable urge to hit the damn gym again but i cant find the time... i have this unceasing craving to write poetry, but i cant find the inspiration... i have this undying need to find true companionship (in any form, even a pet) but it seems unlikely... so many things i NEED to do.... so many things i WANT to do.. and i cant even finding a starting point or a way to focus.. i think my lil mind is slipping...and i cant even fiddle with my fucking ring (a point of sanity for god knows how long) cuz the poor thing broke (the last part is proly only relevent to those who know me irl). Long story short, im losing it... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Zellyn-Skyy</author>
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