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                <title>PhotoPainting Series</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 Oct 2009 18:14:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Today I begin a series that I've been wanting to do for a long time... In the past I have digitally enhanced some of my photos to look like paintings.  I thoroughly enjoyed the process so I will be doing a series of such photos... This first series will feature nature photography only.  I hope you enjoy!  Please comment and critique!<br /><br /><div class="Footer">Journal CSS by =<a class="u" href="http://thewinator.deviantart.com/">Thewinator</a></div> ]]></description>
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                <title>Lost Without A Computer</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 23 Sep 2009 07:27:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My laptop died!  Until I can afford a new one, I'll be MIA.  I hope to be back soon!<br /><br /><div class="Footer">Journal CSS by =<a class="u" href="http://thewinator.deviantart.com/">Thewinator</a></div> ]]></description>
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                <title>Sleep... what's that?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 11 Jul 2009 09:38:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="Box"><div class="Header">ZZZZzzZZZzzzz...</div>So... two weeks after my son Nicholas is born, he's still on a weird sleep schedule which is draining my days.  Unfortunately, my camera has been pushed aside because of it.  Feeding, burping, changing diapers, eating, and sleeping have become the priority.  Soon I shall have more time... most likely just before I return to work.  That's my luck these days.<br /><br />On a happier note, we've been hunting for our first home, and have a potential that we are going to see for the second time tomorrow.  I'm keeping my fingers crossed that this may be the one!</div><br /><br /><div class="Footer">Journal CSS by =<a class="u" href="http://thewinator.deviantart.com/">Thewinator</a></div> ]]></description>
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                <title>A new addition to the family...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 01 Jul 2009 13:18:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="navi"><div class="links"> <a href="http://Zephania.deviantart.com/gallery/"><div class="button"> Gallery</div></a> <a href="http://Zephania.deviantart.com/journal/"><div class="button">Journal</div></a> <a href="http://Zephania.deviantart.com/store/"><div class="button">Store</div></a> <a href="http://kjherstin-stock.deviantart.com"><div class="button"> My Stock</div></a> <a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to%3Dkjherstin"><div class="button">Note me</div></a><br /><br />That's right, I'm proud to say Nicholas Gabriel was born June 25, 2009 at 8:20am via c-section.  He was 6lbs 8oz and 19 inches long.  He has brown hair, his Daddy's nose, blue eyes, and looks a lot like his older brother!  He's sleeping well at home, and we are adjusting to being parents to a newborn again.  Things couldn't be better!<br /><br />As I'm home on maternity leave for the next two months, I'll be taking and posting a lot more photos (mostly of the kids, of course!  I'm a proud mommy, what can I say?)  I have the rest of the summer off.  Woohoo!<br /><br /></div></div> ]]></description>
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                <title>Having fun with Paint Shop Pro Photo X2</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 20 Mar 2009 20:39:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><a href="http://zephania.deviantart.com"><img src="http://img519.imageshack.us/img519/7739/zephaniaartnn7.jpg"></img></a><br /><br />So, I've submitted quite a few pieces in the last couple days of my vacation, and I've been experimenting with different textures and processes with my photos.  I absolutely love how they are turning out.  It's almost a cross between a photo and a painting.. they have a flow of color like a painting does, yet the details of a photograph.  I found that subjects with harder lines tend to come out better, although I've been experimenting with just about everything.  Let me know what you think!!<br /><br /></div> ]]></description>
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                <title>Where I've Been...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 16 Mar 2009 13:58:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><a href="http://zephania.deviantart.com"><img src="http://img519.imageshack.us/img519/7739/zephaniaartnn7.jpg"></img></a><br /><br />Hello!  Long time no see.  So I've taken a year off from journals, and even posting new artwork (I've done a little here and there, but nothing like years past).  Life's caught up to me and photography has taken a back seat, so to speak.  I'm still working like crazy while trying to raise a 3 year old (yes, he's 3 now!!) not to mention I'm 6 months pregnant with the next one!  So, needless to say, life's been a bit hectic.  We moved in October last year so we spent the summer months preparing for that.  I haven't had a lot of time for myself but that's about to change.  I'm ready to start my creative juices flowing again, not only for photography but for art in general.  Being creative is what makes me happy, and I'm ready to spread my happiness around!<br /><br />Things may get a little crazy, as I experiment with new ideas, subjects, and mediums... so sit back, relax, and (hopefully) enjoy!<br /><br /></div> ]]></description>
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                <title>Greetings!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 11 Feb 2008 15:14:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><a href="http://zephania.deviantart.com"><img src="http://img519.imageshack.us/img519/7739/zephaniaartnn7.jpg"></img></a></div><br /><br />Right now I'm working on getting my journal all set up so bare with me!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I love my new computer....</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 04 Feb 2008 22:04:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I just wish my old one hadn't blown up.  I lost all my photos from August until just before Christmas, and am trying to get them off of my old hard drive.  So far I haven't been successful, and I'm really bummed.  I need those last few months so that I can finish Nathan's "Year 2" scrapbook.  Right now I have no pictures of Halloween or Thanksgiving, which really sucks because I loved his pirate outfit!  Wish me luck in getting my photos... I'm going to need it.  Until then, here are some recent pictures of Nathan.  He had a birthday last week, the big number 2!!<br /><br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=1875872"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/1875872.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/">Create your own visitor map!</a><br></br></br></a></br><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>It's that time of year again.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 01 Dec 2007 19:41:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Of course I've been extremely busy at work since it's that time of year again where everyone remembers that they LOVE to eat.  And since I manage the place, of course I'm there all the time.  So, that means I just put a crap ton of photos that I've taken over the past few months.  I know there's a lot at once, but really, I had 10 minutes to do it and now I need to go to bed.  Maybe I'll get some updated shots of my son up here too.... eventually.  I promise before the new year, and you can hold me to that!<br />
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                <title>So happy!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 06 Jul 2007 23:20:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So, I got my first ever Wacom today and I was so excited to use it when I got home that I started learning all the stuffs.  I can't wait to start drawing again!  I love all kinds of stuff, from weird off the wall things to anime to whatever.  I might even try doing a portrait of my son once I get a little more used to it.  I used to love drawing people.  I'll even do portraits of my WOW characters.  Wow, am I a nerd or what!?! Anyways, nothing else new other than that!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>New Photos</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 18 May 2007 14:22:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It has been quite some time since I've wrote in my journal, and I apologize!  I admit I put off updating for quite some time due to the fact that I got back involved with World of Warcraft when the expansion came out.  I've been spending the majority of my online time devoted to the game, while I really should be updating everyone on Nathan, life, etc.<br />
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So... here are some photos from over the past few months.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Birthday Time</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 20 Jan 2007 14:09:02 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So Nathan's first birthday is coming up in only 6 more days.  I can't believe it's been a year already.  It seems as though it was only yesterday that I was in the hospital with the little peanut who is now a very big boy!  He's developed so much in only a years time, it's hard to believe they grow up so quick.  It's been hard but I would do it all over in a heartbeat.  I'm hoping for a girl next time around, whenever that may be.<br />
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Nathan's got 6 teeth now, 4 on the top and two on the bottom.  It looks as though the next two bottom ones are about to poke through.  He's walking and running all over the place, and loves to climb on everything, including his toybox and the couch.  We have to watch him like a hawk now.  He loves having his freedom to run around the house, but will also sit and play with his toys in his room and doesn't put up a fuss.  Although, he is good at throwing temper tantrums already.  If he doesn't get his way, he falls to the floor and cries.  It's comical, actually.  Usually within a minute or two, something else gets his attention and he forgets what he's crying about.<br />
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He loves sitting on the couch with us watching tv, especially if it's Sesame Street.  Of course, he loves Elmo.  But he also will watch Caillou, Dragon Tales, and a host of other morning shows on PBS.  This morning he sat and watched Dragon with me.  That thing is so cute!  He's blue and purple and totally adorable.  I want a pet dragon like that!<br />
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He loves eating just about anything you throw at him, especially pizza and pasta.  We let him try just about everything as long as it's safe for him to eat, and he loves every bit of it.<br />
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Well, that's the update for now... time to get baking that Elmo cake for Nathan!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Walking!?!?</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 17 Oct 2006 18:23:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ And a visit to the pediatric surgeon.<br /><br />Nathan took his first steps on Monday, October 9th... our 1st wedding anniversary!  It was the greatest "present" we could have gotten.  It was completely out of nowhere... he was standing up by the coffeetable like he usually does, and Scott and I came home from the movies.  I went and sat on the couch and held out my arms and the next thing I knew, he was in them.  And he didn't even fall on his butt to get to me!<br />
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He's getting so brave.. he's starting to let go of things when he's standing then he holds out his other arm, takes a couple of steps, and gets to wherever he wanted to go.  If he falls he just gets back up and tries again.  He's so determined!<br />
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We've been trying to read to him every night before he goes to bed, and so far he's had a little interest in it.  He mostly wants to eat the books, but every once in a while he will point at the pictures and make a squeek or squeal sound.<br />
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He also has developed a "exploring finger."  Anything new he sees, he will first touch it with his pointer finger on his left hand.  If he deems it okay, he will pick it up or touch it with his whole hand.  It's really cute!  He first started doing it with buttons, but eventually it moved to everything.<br />
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The best news I have to report though is that he will not need surgery for his herniated umbilical cord!  The pediatric surgeon we saw said that it is such a small hole that it will probably heal by the time he's 3 or 4.  If it is still there, they will go in and fix it, but he severely doubts Nathan will need it.  That took a load off my mind.  He just has to deal with a major outtie belly button for the next few years.<br />
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He got weighed while he was there and he's now up to 20 pounds 11 ounces and he's 29 inches long!  He's getting to be a big boy, and will most likely be tall when he's older.  He's already fitting into 18-24 month clothes.  Soon we will have to move to 2t!! Ahhh!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>First Tooth!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 19 Aug 2006 06:39:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Nathan got his first tooth yesterday... no wonder he's been cranky the past few days!  No more biting on mommy and daddy's fingers anymore... now it will REALLY hurt if he does!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 16 Jul 2006 18:39:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The 6 month mark.<br /><br />So we're almost halfway through the first year of parenthood, and so far it's been nothing but a great experience.  We couldn't ask for a happier baby!  Hopefully he will stay half as happy when he starts his teething phase.  It's not too far off!  And like always, I'll keep up with the photos of our little guy!  (Like you haven't noticed!)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>On Vacation</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 25 Jun 2006 10:17:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ On Vacation<br /><br />My vacation is halfway over, but I've already gotten so many great photographs!  Friday I went into Manhattan and got some wonderful shots from the top of the Empire State Building.  Unfortunately we couldn't stay all day, so next time I'll have to venture out into other areas of NYC.  As for now, I'm staying with family in Oyster Bay, Long Island with plans to come home on Tuesday night.  Until then, I hope you enjoy my NYC photos!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Vacation soon!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 24 May 2006 20:46:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Less than a month left...<br /><br />I am so happy, I'll be going on vacation soon, and I can't wait to get away from my job.  It has me so stressed out with Memorial Day coming up and my warehouse is out of stock on the most important items that we sell for this holiday!  So.. wtf am I supposed to tell people when they ask for this stuff?  I just want to crawl in a hole and say go somewhere else sometimes.  Oh well, I just keep looking forward to vacation and take it one day at a time.  I just hope sometime soon I will be able to go into work and come out on time!!!<br /><br />Hopefully I can get some more photo time in too... ]]></description>
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                <title>Wishing</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 22 Apr 2006 21:54:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I wish there was more time in the day that I could spend with my son, Nathan.  Between working 40 hours a week and trying to get some sleep, there's only a few hours a day I get to actually be with him.  He gets so happy when I come home from work... he always has a huge smile on his face and makes his little screaming sounds since that's the only thing he knows how to do other than cry.  I wish I could be the stay at home mom, but nowadays that's unrealistic.  So when I get the chance, I take pictures (litterally hundreds of them) so that I can remember these times.  It's already been three months, and it seems like it was only yesterday I was in the hospital in labor waiting to meet my little guy.  At least I'll have these pictures to remember those precious moments with him, and the memories that will stick with me and make me smile when I'm away. ]]></description>
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                <title>Obsessed!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 17 Mar 2006 10:56:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ As you can see, I'm obsessed with taking pictures of my son Nathan.  I have to get as many pictures in now as I can, since I'm going back to work full time in a little over a week!  So... if you're sick of seeing him, that's just too bad!!! ]]></description>
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                <title>Nathan's Birth Story</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 12 Feb 2006 15:21:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Finally, a chance to sit down and write Nathan's long birth story!  I never knew being a new Mom took so much time away from my own 'alone time' but with the help of my wonderful husband, I'm gradually getting an hour here and there to relax without worrying about my son.<br />
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The night of January 25th was so nervewracking... I tried sleeping but I just couldn't.  I was filled with every emotion possible because the next morning bright and early at 6am, I was going to be induced.  Finally, the day I had been waiting for had arrived, only, it didn't quite go as planned.  4am I woke up with horrible pains... I realized they were contractions... and boy did they hurt!  They knocked me off of my feet.  They were nothing like the braxton-hicks I had experienced earlier in my pregnancy.  These were the real thing!  I ended up waking my husband and my mother, and we went to the hospital an hour earlier than expected.<br />
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I got hooked up to the monitor and yep, I was in labor.  I was still only just 3cm dialated, and they began an IV with pictocin.  The contractions were getting worse and worse, and I couldn't wait until I could get my epidural.  I have a lot of respect for those women who have had all natural births!  The nurse kept telling me the anaesthesiologist would be there any minute (he was working on giving an epidural to the woman in the next room) but the minutes just kept coming and the contractions got stronger and stronger.  Finally, he came and I was relieved... or so I thought.<br />
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My doctor came about 2 hours later to break my water, and I was at 4cm.  That's when I started to feel more pain, only this time it didn't feel like the contractions I had been having... the baby had dropped further down and it was putting a lot of pressure on my rectum.  Every contraction it felt like I needed to go to the bathroom so bad.  My nurse ended up getting me a bedpan, but I couldn't go.  The nurse could see that I was still in a lot of pain, so she got the anaesthesiologist again, and she gave me a shot in my IV for the pain.  It dulled it only slightly, and I continued to dialate.<br />
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The nurses repositioned me on my left side, and I ended up getting both a catheter and two internal wires that stuck to the baby's head to measure contractions and his heartbeat (I forgot what their special name for that wire was).  I figured the baby was moving so much that they needed to get a more accurate measurement of my contractions and his heartbeat (I originally had the two little disks sitting on my belly, but the way the baby was sitting, it was hard to get a constant heartbeat from him).<br />
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Finally, around 5:30pm I was dialated to 9cm, and my husband called my mom and dad to let them know I'd begin pushing within the hour, so they could make their way up to the hospital.  Not even 5 minutes later, a nurse came back in and told me I was going to have a C-section!!  She had contacted my doctor, and let him know that with every contraction, the baby's heart rate was falling but was slow to raise back to normal, and they were concerned his umbilical cord was wrapped around his neck, leg, or arm.  Now I knew why he was being monitored so closely.  I looked at my husband, not knowing what to think.  I was so scared to have that done, but at the same time, I wanted my baby to be alright.  He hugged me and told me he'd be in there with me and not to worry, nothing was going to happen to me.  I started shaking so bad... I couldn't believe this was happening.<br />
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When my doctor got to the hospital, he reassured me that everything would be alright with both me and the baby, and he was right.<br />
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After 14 hours of labor, Nathan William was born at 6:08pm January 26th, 2006.  He was 7 pounds 2 ounces, and was 21 inches long.  He got a 9.5 score on his apgar test, and couldn't have been healthier.  I and my husband were both teary eyed as he held him for the first time.  I was shaking so bad from the hormone changes and extra-strong epidural that I couldn't hold him right away, but my husband took my fingers to brush his cheeks.  The scariest moment of my life had just turned into the most wonderful I could ever wish for!<br />
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After the C-section, my doctor told me that the reason his heartbeat was slow to come back up was because he had tried to enter the birth canal, but his head was too large to fit (He did have a bit of a conehead at birth, but quickly went away after the first day).  He told me even if the baby had been a 5 pounder, he still probably wouldn't have fit... so I will most likely have a C-section for any other children I plan to have.  As long of a day it was, it was definately worth it, and I would do it all over again in a heartbeat. ]]></description>
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                <title>One Week Left!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 13 Jan 2006 09:17:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I went to the doctor the other day, and the baby has dropped into position and I'm 1cm dialated... so all is looking good!  Who knows, maybe he will make his way into the world a few days early.  His heartbeat is still sounding great, and everything looks good as far as I go, so now it's just the waiting game.<br />
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Scott and I put the baby swing together the other day and it's just too cute.  Also, we put the carseat in the car... and omg does it look hilarious in there.  The carseat is so huge and we have a small car!  We actually had to move the drivers and passenger seat up a few notches just to get it in there!  I never even gave that a thought when we were looking at carseats.... oh well at least we got it to fit!<br />
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I have all the baby clothes washed and ready to go, and made one last trip to Babies R Us yesterday to buy bottles and a few other things for him.  Needless to say, we are as ready as we can be.  I'm still nervous about the whole giving birth process but Scott keeps trying to calm me down saying that everything's going to be okay.  Watch him to be the one who passes out now!  Yeah, sure, everythings okay!!<br />
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I have another doctor visit this Wednesday unless he decides to show up early, so I'll have more details then. ]]></description>
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                <title>35 weeks!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 22 Dec 2005 08:46:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I hit 35 weeks this week, which is really scary! I went to the doctor last Wednesday and he said everything is looking good. I go for my next appointment on December 30th, and I get to have the 'fun' exam to let me know how dialated I am and what the status of the pregnancy is. I also get to have my final ultrasound done, where they can estimate how long he is and what his weight might be. I'm very excited and scared at the same time, but the doctor said that's perfectly normal! I've been having contractions almost everyday, so my body is preparing for the big day already. Maybe I'll be having him early? I hope not too early! My last day of work is December 31st, then I get to relax at home until little Nathan decides to make his way into the world. It feels like only yesterday I found out I was pregnant and thought that January was so far away, but now, omg I'm freaking out! I have so much to do... I don't even have bottles yet or the crib up, but at least I have diapers! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Zephania</author>
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                <title>Ramblings</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 13 Dec 2005 09:45:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have my 34 week appointment tomorrow, I can't believe how fast this is going.  I only have 6 weeks left until my due date, and I just can't wait to meet my little boy.  Scott and I have been getting everything ready for when he arrives.  Today we're putting up the crib and rearranging the baby's room.  Then I get to go through all the clothes and things we got for him and put them in their places.  Now, all we need is little Nathan and things will be complete!<br />
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I'm still working which is a shock to everyone, I think.  I said my goal is to work until Christmas, and I plan on it!  Only less than two weeks and then I can kick back and have a relaxing end to my pregnancy (other than that labor part of the whole deal...)<br />
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On a sad note... One of my kittens passed away on Sunday.  The one we named Marshmallow got sick and we took him to the vet last week, who gave him antibiotics.  We tested him for leukemia too, which came back negative.  Unfortunately, he didn't get any better and my mom found him early Sunday morning.  At least he isn't suffering anymore, but I miss my little fluff ball.  The mommy cat was going crazy all day meowing and looking for him and I felt so bad.  I just wish I could have made him better somehow.  I don't deal very well with losing my animals.  Over the years I've had dogs, ferrets, hamsters, and even snakes pass away on me, and every time it's hard.  I hate saying goodbye to my furry friends, I love them like my children.<br />
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Okay, enough of the sad stuff (before I start tearing up!)... Getting back to the whole Christmas thing... I have no money!  I feel so bad but I really can't get anyone anything for Christmas this year... I hope everyone understands that with the baby coming so close, I need to save every penny that I have!  I'll only get paid half of what I make for maternity leave, so that's really going to hurt.  Plus, if I need to stay out of work longer than 6 weeks, I don't get paid anything because it's called "family leave."  That's why I'm trying to work as close to my due date as possible.  It's almost like companies DON'T want you to start a family, and penalize you for doing it!  It doesn't make any sense to me.<br />
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Well, I'll keep everyone updated with how my appointment goes tomorrow! 34 weeks! Yay!! ]]></description>
                <author>*Zephania</author>
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                <title>November Already</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 Nov 2005 17:43:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I can't believe that it's already only 2 weeks until Thanksgiving.  Work is beginning to take a toll on my body.  I find myself getting tired easier and having to actually take breaks!  (I'm supposed to have 2 breaks a day, but before now, I just worked right through them... yes, I'm a workaholic...)<br />
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So I have about 11 weeks left until the baby is born.  My tummy is getting bigger and bigger and the little guy is getting stronger and stronger.  I can see my stomach move when he does, and I have to say it was pretty freaky at first.  He likes to kick me at night when I'm trying to go to sleep.  He just KNOWS...<br />
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So people at work don't think i'm going to make it until Christmas, but that's what my goal is.  Since I'm the manager, I don't want to leave my team without their leader right before the busiest holiday of the year, but I also know that the baby comes first.  If I have to go down to 6 hours a day, I'll do it.  But if the doctor gives me the okay, I'll work until the new year.<br />
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During my leave (since I'll be going stircrazy) I'm going to experiment with manipulating photographs.  There are great DEV artists that have inspired me to at least try and do this.  I've taken classes in Photoshop and Illustrator when I was in college, but that was 6 years ago.  Maybe I'll be able to turn out something halfway decent.  I guess we'll see. ]]></description>
                <author>*Zephania</author>
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                <title>Experimenting</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 16 Oct 2005 08:57:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The new husband and I decided to take a 2 hour trip to the Pittsburgh Zoo this week.  We normally love going to the local Cleveland Zoo, but we wanted a change of scenery this time.  I took lots of photos and determined that I really need to save my money for a new digital camera that has a better zoom.  When I go places like this, I really can't get close enough to the animals for the shots that I want and that bugs me to pieces.<br />
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With these series of shots, I experimented with borders, so feedback would be much appreciated. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Zephania</author>
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                <title>Getting Hitched</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 10 Oct 2005 08:21:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yesterday was the wedding and it went better than I expected!  Everything fell into place and the day was so great.  I couldn't be happier!  Now for the next step... 3 months and I'll be in the hospital giving birth to our first child!  I guess I'm trying to get all the big moments in life overwith all in one shot <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Zephania</author>
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                <title>Stressssss</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 07 Oct 2005 12:00:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Holy crap have I been stressed out lately. Not just because I'm pregnant, but because I'm trying to plan a last minute wedding for myself! Scott and I decided to tie the knot this year, instead of waiting until next October. The lucky day is October 9th, and it is coming way too fast! At least I have mostly everything done. I have my dress, I have shoes, but I have no clue what I'm doing with my hair yet, or what Scott's going to wear, or what kind of flowers I'm going to hold.... *sigh*<br />
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I'm sure it will all fall together. I'll just be happy to get it overwith though! That sounds so bad, but it's true. I can't even imagine trying to plan a wedding with 300 guests. I'm trying to plan one for 15 people at MOST! Not to mention a baby constantly making me run to the potty every 10 minutes, kicking the hell out of me, and making me tired all the time. And I thought this part of the pregnancy was supposed to be a breeze? Yeah right! My stomach is getting bigger and bigger each day, and it's getting harder and harder to stand at work for 8 hours. Am I crazy for trying to stay at work until Christmas? Only 2 months to go! *dies*<br />
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                <title>Stress</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 29 Sep 2005 07:36:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Holy crap have I been stressed out lately.  Not just because I'm pregnant, but because I'm trying to plan a last minute wedding for myself!  Scott and I decided to tie the knot this year, instead of waiting until next October.  The lucky day is October 9th, and it is coming way too fast!  At least I have mostly everything done.  I have my dress, I have shoes, but I have no clue what I'm doing with my hair yet, or what Scott's going to wear, or what kind of flowers I'm going to hold.... *sigh*<br />
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I'm sure it will all fall together.  I'll just be happy to get it overwith though!  That sounds so bad, but it's true.  I can't even imagine trying to plan a wedding with 300 guests.  I'm trying to plan one for 15 people at MOST!  Not to mention a baby constantly making me run to the potty every 10 minutes, kicking the hell out of me, and making me tired all the time.  And I thought this part of the pregnancy was supposed to be a breeze? Yeah right!  My stomach is getting bigger and bigger each day, and it's getting harder and harder to stand at work for 8 hours.  Am I crazy for trying to stay at work until Christmas?  Only 2 months to go! *dies* ]]></description>
                <author>*Zephania</author>
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                <title>So I'm Gonna Be A Mom...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 05 Jul 2005 17:27:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ When I saw the little bugger on the ultrasound screen today, it really hit me.  It's really in there, growing inside of me.  My own little baby.  I squeezed my fiance's hand so tight it cut off his circulation.  Words can't even describe the joy I'm feeling right now.<br />
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I think the funniest part was watching him/her bouncing around in there, like he/she was having the greatest time.  He/she was wiggling around so much the doctor was having a hard time getting the heartbeat!  "That's our kid!" I said in my mind as I looked at my fiance.  I knew he was thinking the same thing as he gave me a funny smile.  But after a few minutes of searching, she got a heartbeat, and it was normal.  That was the best news I could get.<br />
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We are so very happy <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Zephania</author>
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                <title>Springtime</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 May 2005 07:43:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm back into the swing of things with  the coming of springtime.  Thank  goodness winter is over.  We had a  terrible one here.  Way too much snow!   I'm not much of a winter photographer,  so it was some good time off to just  sit back and play World of Warcraft and  zone out.<br />
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I'm considering doing some more black  and white photography soon, so watch  out for that.  In the meantime, it will  be all nature shots.  It's springtime! ]]></description>
                <author>*Zephania</author>
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                <title>Time</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 22 Nov 2004 09:46:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hopefully sometime soon I can find the  time to do what I love... ART.  I have  some doodles that I've been drawing  that I need to scan, I've just been so  lazy after work lately.  Working 50+  hours a week is taking a toll on me.   Sometimes I hate being a manager and  wish I could just be me.<br />
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But I finally have two days off this  week, one being on Thanksgiving, which  I intend to take lots of pictures.<br />
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And I just wanted to thank everyone who  has stopped by recently to check out my  gallery!!<br />
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~Zephania ]]></description>
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                <title>Samhain</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 27 Oct 2004 07:10:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The wheel has turned, and the circle of  life begins once again.  I would just  like to wish everyone a very blessed  Samhain.<br />
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~Zephania ]]></description>
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                <title>Weeeee</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 12 Oct 2004 08:06:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So yeah,  I moved my fiance in two  weeks ago and I've been pretty busy  spending time with him and getting all  settled down, so I haven't had much  time for artwork.  We did get to the  zoo though (YAY!!) where the next few  deviants will be from.  I was kind of  sad, I couldn't get close to a lot of  the animals and the zoom on my camera  isn't what I'd like it to be.  Oh well,  I did what I could with what I had.   Maybe someday I'll be able to get a  better camera and go where I'd like to  with it.  But for now, I'll settle with  this. I don't really have a choice. ^^ ]]></description>
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                <title>Ahh..</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 13 Sep 2004 17:55:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm finally getting back into taking  pictures again, taking my digital  camera out for a spin.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />  I haven't  used it much since I bought it, but I  think it will get much more use now  that I've been fiddling around with it.   It's so nice to come home and view  your pictures right away, instead of  the whole film developing process.   Although I still find that fun in an  odd kind of way. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/clap.gif" width="25" height="25" alt=":clap:" title="Clap" /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Zephania</author>
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                <title>Ooooh boy!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 07 Sep 2004 21:31:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This is actually the first time I'll be  showing any of my artwork online ever!   I've wanted to do it for so long, and  figured now is a better time than ever.<br />
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My art is sort of ecclectic.  I do  anything from my major in college  (photography) to sculpture, painting,  printmaking, digital, and plain old  drawing.  I'll try and get as much of  my artwork on here as possible.  I also  enjoy writing short stories of the  fantasy type, and poetry also.  What  can I say, I like being creative, I  just haven't gotten around to showing  it off yet... until now!<br />
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Hope you enjoy, I'm sure as I pump out  the artwork it will be coming online ^^<br />
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~Zephania ]]></description>
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