http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Zeta-Roda-Sigma&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Zeta-Roda-Sigma en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 04 Dec 2009 22:18:00 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/28010289/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/28010289/ Wed, 28 Oct 2009 11:19:44 PDT
heart´s been stolen
eyes are swolen
all these words were never spoken
stomach sinking
wishful thinking

wish these fears would disappear
so we could run away from here

is it even a possibility?"

Possibility - Sierra Noble
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if I have anything to say,
I can't find the words to say it.
I guess you'll just have to wait.
I guess I'll have to wait for the sun.

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/27543862/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/27543862/ Fri, 02 Oct 2009 17:24:52 PDT
oh, and my daddy is in the hospital right now, bronchitis. any and all prayers needed.

please.

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that's it. I've had an idea.


This Halloween, and Comic Con, I am now V from V for Vendetta.

I'm trying my best to get as many wicked awesome people to do the same at my school so we can have a mass of V's running around doing deviously wonderful things. how perfect. and simple.

time to round up the troops.

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Greater things are yet to come, greater things are still to be done.

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/26630352/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/26630352/ Sun, 16 Aug 2009 14:08:56 PDT
and how perfect it sounds.
and how oblivious you seem.

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"It don't do me any good
it's just a waste of time
What use is it to you what's on my mind?
If it ain't comin' out,
we're not going anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care?"

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/26110833/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/26110833/ Wed, 22 Jul 2009 14:50:05 PDT
California.




and to Ministry Quest.
and I don't even know what to think. It's exactly a month from now.
I'm almost... scared.

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/25614778/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/25614778/ Sun, 28 Jun 2009 19:29:45 PDT I want it to be alright.
Please tell me it's gonna be alright.

I would rather leave unnoticed than your absence to pain them all.


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I'm losing you, and how does that seem like a simple task. I cannot blame anyone else but myself for the misery I feel, but I can't help it.

And the final dues are over and I lost my chance to look you in the eye and tell you how much you mean to me. THERE WAS NO REPRISE. I couldn't even cry on your shoulder and hear it was going to be alright. A farewell so empty and cold.

I feel so empty and cold.



Where is God in all this? I pray, please comfort me. Calm my breaking heart. I need to know it's going to be alright. I need to hear it. I need to feel it. I want to know You're going to take care of me. why can't I feel your presence?



please don't leave me, not yet.









...I'm so proud of you.

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/25474070/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/25474070/ Mon, 22 Jun 2009 12:56:15 PDT
man, I'm a sucker for a sob story.



anyways, let me shed some light on this sob story. because of my circumstances living as I am, in the lower middle-class of bureaucratic North America, I brace myself for the ominous venture of... part-time employment.


because I, like many others who blog to hearts content, have never seen the extra million stashed away in my parents' vanity.

anyways, where I seem to be going with this is rather opposite to what I wish to accomplish.
and maybe I would do best to take some precautions of the things that I say, but then again, maybe not.

Anyways, when post-secondary seems to rob me of my innocence, or at least $10G, I'm not quite sure which is best.

And before you speak too quickly, I'll have you know that this is all to be paid in full, not with the beauty of student loans, which happily screw people over with enormous debt over time. No, I am thankful to have that debt thrust upon me at the moment I even decide to sign that cheque.

so where areas I seem to fall flat on my face, schooling is another prone.

Will I have to choose between education and travel? Is this yet another road block in this seemingly never-ending feud for sanity?

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/23970638/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/23970638/ Mon, 30 Mar 2009 15:19:39 PDT

so I've found this unquie treasure called Moulin Rouge, and when you can get passed the risque theme that is very frontal, you can't help but fall in love with such a romantic story and feel as though your on wings with the songs that they sing.

if you haven't already seen Moulin Rouge, I very urgently request that you go on and rent it. Ewan McGregor and Nicole Kidman are unforgettable and I'm sure you'll leave the comfort of your couch either in tears or humming the delightful tunes or both.

I guess some people haven't had enough of silly love songs...

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/23887475/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/23887475/ Wed, 25 Mar 2009 17:18:07 PDT
to the nights that are cold with anguish lest they be scorched with the boiled blood that runs through these veins.

but oh, how sometimes I wish to be blanketed with the white-powder snow that fills the sky, for to be a part of something of such elegance and beauty, why I would like to know nothing else.

or to be of the stars! and coated with velvet and royal and parade throughout the heavens with jest and heart.


I wish, with every given moment, to return to previous state of love and laughter and sweet tears of joy. of summertime escapades where we race the wind and fly.

flying: there is no sweeter a thing.

and yet I am denied, with my heart parched and my mind darkened into recession.

and the sky becomes a poluted copper rouge, burning with dark passion.
the powdered surface becomes a fury of blistering winds.
the ocean becomes the veins, flushing through with stormy agony.


and it used to be so wonderful.
and now I'm just left to wonder.

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/22418835/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/22418835/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 16:39:44 PST
you are the light of the world
keep shining bright
for all to see.

happy new year.

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/22195837/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/22195837/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 17:14:54 PST
God bless you and your family this Christmas season!

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/21630603/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/21630603/ Sun, 23 Nov 2008 12:16:10 PST
]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/21335323/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/21335323/ Wed, 05 Nov 2008 07:32:31 PST
because now we've got a hope for the future. finally America can get up and start to run again.
and it's history.
and it's ours to share.

what more could we ask for than an Obama win?

oh, it was just so grand, at 10:05 to see the votes sky rocket, and to be celebrating the ultimate!

this is CHANGE.
this is it!

every hour left unwasted as the whole world waited on stand by as America voted.

because I have faith in the United States. it's coming, it's happening.

right now.








right here.

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/21285115/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/21285115/ Sun, 02 Nov 2008 14:19:49 PST
OBAMA.

and we rally in two years worth of campaigning into just over 24 hours worth of wait until the elections commence and the whole WORLD waits as America votes. one of the biggest events of my young life, and I can't even participate from my side of the border. so, just like all the other wordly supporters of Obama (t-shirt and all), I will wait for the final absolution that could change the potenial course of American history.


I can hardly wait.

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/21188932/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/21188932/ Mon, 27 Oct 2008 15:31:26 PDT how do you tell it to leave you be?
what if anger is your friend?
what if anger is a person?
what if the thoughts and the breakdown and the last of it all is because of one person who has the greater influence on you?
how do you cope with such a scare?
but how can one survive like this, day in and day out.
no more, because I will not hate the majority.
I will not hate.
I will not loathe.

I will love.

because God asks of it.

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/20880429/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/20880429/ Tue, 07 Oct 2008 19:29:31 PDT
and it's just maybe that there is some hope for the next sixteen years that we can look forward too.
no matter how much we are ignored, abused, looked down upon, labelled.
with every effort that we take to be something to someone, we lose who we really are. and this is the cost for what?
to be put up on the shelf for a rainy day?

it rained yesterday, where were you?

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/20648314/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/20648314/ Wed, 24 Sep 2008 08:29:00 PDT but I can convince myself that I understand. And you'll believe me.

I don't know what to expect in this world. I never know who I'll see when I wake up in the morning and look in the mirror. I guess I expect someone different each day, and with that I guess I can be content. But what am I? I need, I feed change, but not when it affects my childhood memories.

but maybe they are all trapped in the Neverland.

maybe my child's eye isn't there anymore, and I am just an over-excessive heartbreaker: but not of others'. to be set up, time and time again is my own doing. And the expectations and standards of beauty that I have undoubtly come to believe as truth.

A truth with a barrier.
a lie filled with a poison, already in my veins.
help me.

because this is what what we are.
because all we are is beautiful.
all we are is wonderful.
all we are is independance.
all we are is inspiration.
all we are is crazy cool.

because nothing can come to fully understand what we are.
and we are Children of God.
all we are.

so Monday mornings may haunt and each boy may make us deny. but soon comes Thursday and being together is enough to wear away the thought.

because it started out as a feeling, but will soon grow into a hope, and then a quiet thought and word. and then that word grew LOUDER and LOUDER, til it was our battle cry. this is how we can grow.

so where is our star on the dark horizon, friend?

let's follow it and run away.

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/20554468/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/20554468/ Thu, 18 Sep 2008 14:45:55 PDT

The last will be the first, the first will be the last.


Matthew 20:16



I talked to him again today, one of the biggest highs you could ever imagine.

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/20509952/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/20509952/ Mon, 15 Sep 2008 17:16:41 PDT
I hate school, though to some that is a norm. what they don't know is that I have very few friends and would take a transfer slip out of there the moment I could.

what they don't know is that there is this boy. with his ginger hair and beautiful brown eyes. and that childish grin that I just can't get out of my head. we've spoken for five minutes at the most, and he knows I exist. but eye contact and a simple hello are just that hard to come by.

and who am I anyways? with my 5 inches and 2 feet and 140 pound body. with stomach rolls and chubby face, I sometimes wonder how I get up in the morning and stand in the mirror wondering what to wear. oh how I wish to crush that mirror! the piece of glass that would crumble would spair me many more years of pain!

and the tears that have fallen today. I don't want this any more than you want to hear about it. so why can't we just find that sort of medium in our days? why can't we just pass up another boring set of homework and just run with the wind. just run away?

I want to be on those planes in the sky, on the highway of a hundred thousand miles. I don't care where it's going or what I'll do. I just want the wind in my hair and the warmth in my heart.

come with me.

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/20255701/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/20255701/ Sun, 31 Aug 2008 15:44:56 PDT
]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/19956039/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/19956039/ Thu, 14 Aug 2008 16:32:06 PDT
a novel, hopefully to the point of our seventeenth year.

an exciting creative venture to endevour.


what more could I ask for to be beside the one I love doing what we both strive to do.

write.

so upon our seventeenth year, we hope to have you reading and wondering and hoping a dreaming and aspiring great things through the words of adolescence.

the greatest feat of all and the journey of the truth of friendship and how it may prevail.

on your mark,
get set,


dream.

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/19921598/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/19921598/ Tue, 12 Aug 2008 18:30:12 PDT
I finished my song.
I finished my weeks.
I lost my inspiration.

what is with this forever and a day? such a promise still crushed upon with each word I have spoken. what more do I need to do?

grrrr.

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/19740776/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/19740776/ Sat, 02 Aug 2008 18:46:45 PDT
I am making note of the semi-finishing of my song.

I haven't named it, but the lyrics are beautiful and I love the music.

for now it seems that I have done what I thought myself to be impossible.

but oh how my heart yearns to write again. how I want to be the poet of a fictional love again. nothing made me more crazed.

but salvation is here, what does that mean?

cause I know my God saved the day, and I know his word never fails. And I know my God made a way for me.

it's gonna be alright.



I got a Watch today on dA, that was cool.

I can't wait to get back to camp.

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/19613536/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/19613536/ Sat, 26 Jul 2008 20:43:16 PDT
and it seems as though I will never get rid of this.

anyways, Camp Awesome was, well, awesome. And I can't wait to get back to another great week.

I just hope I get better soon.

keep good health in your prayers

and Jesus loves you.

tired.

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/19432775/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/19432775/ Wed, 16 Jul 2008 17:47:58 PDT
it's going to be really great, I know it.

and my life has been pretty lovable lately, not too sure why. what more can I ask for over here? I think my youth camping trip is what did the trick. I loooooove it!

Praise God!

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/19386466/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/19386466/ Mon, 14 Jul 2008 08:33:34 PDT
not.

eh, but it was fun in it's own way.

From getting stuck on a rock, stranded from canoeing in a storm to having a very leaky tent and having to sleep *very* close together for warmth, youth camping trips could never get any more adventurous and exhausting. I'm still recovering from sleep deprevation and checking out all my overdue messages and whatnot.

can't forget those library books due today too.


ciao.

what's that? cloudy? raining? windy? SOUNDS LIKE A PERFECT DAY FOR CANOEING!

oh Greg, how we love you. haha.

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/19244533/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/19244533/ Mon, 07 Jul 2008 10:08:22 PDT
but now I know where most intentions lie. because it's the anguish in your blood that stains, not mine. It seeps and reeks with distaste and it is only now that I find that this fine ink is what you use to permit the words onto parchment and letter them off to me.

oh how I can't believe what you keep! with what do you leave me? a lasting message, all that I have ever known.

'deal with it'

so now, the fault of others is mine to deal with. How can I bite the hand of those who feed? why must I burden at the sake of a lacking apology. Must a feud deepen because of pride? Must we loathe thy love over petty concerns?

It is not you who is dying, my friend.

because I wither away with each breath.

so how can you even argue? with what do you have to stand by? not one thing is there for you to speak that I cannot rid with a final due.

I know not of what is to become of this, but these are wounds that may fade away. But this earthly flesh will rot and turn to dust. maybe beyond that there is hope.

but it's not you who is dying, is it? the smoke engulfed me forever ago, didn't it? and this is just what is left.

and maybe I let one tear slip off my face, but as I gasp for air, I pray to God that no other friendship must face what has been bestowed upon these circumstances.

so here I lay awake in my hostility. if what you fear is what is apart of me, there is not much I can say but,

'deal with it'.

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/19192471/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/19192471/ Thu, 03 Jul 2008 21:54:36 PDT
I live in some sort of Hell, I know it.

and none of you can even lend a shoulder to lean on all because of one simple thing.

it's as if I'm the smoke of the fire that no one wants to deal with; no one CAN deal with.

and you think you can't' breathe'. you think that you're 'trapped'.

my life is what you fear, and no one want's to help me get out of the flames.

oh, what have I done to deserve this isolation? this mindlessness?

I was sure labelling was for buggers who just couldn't seem to get around their own misfortunes. and I guess I was very wrong. labelling is for your friends too.

and here I lie, hardly breathing. and...

nevermind. I have nothing more to say.



mood: confused.

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/19060443/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/19060443/ Thu, 26 Jun 2008 15:52:26 PDT
I'm not really ready, but I'm being fed about the only thing I've eaten today...

a meat and cheese burger.

gotta love dad's who make you food even when you say you aren't hungry.


so my mood character does not seem to want to change, but I am quite excited, yet nervous about tonight. I hope all goes well and I PRAY the sun will shine so we don't all have to come inside and endevour the worst.

and Doctor Who part 1 of 2 of the season finale is... SATURDAY. No one is more excited than I.

did great on my report card as well, for those who wanted to know.

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/19028715/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/19028715/ Tue, 24 Jun 2008 21:28:42 PDT
is this me or is it a wannabe?

I'll find out after a few days.

maybe this is just what I need to make the inspiration spark.

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/18779136/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/18779136/ Wed, 11 Jun 2008 06:50:13 PDT
I'll post all the work later.

that and my choir teacher said I have a strong voice and I'm gonna come see him about my mark (whatever it may be) next slot (I'm in school right now).

later days, la-la-la-la.

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/18779107/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/18779107/ Wed, 11 Jun 2008 06:47:05 PDT
I'm not ready for exams.

I'm also exhausted (not excited).

good luck to me.

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/18772276/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/18772276/ Tue, 10 Jun 2008 18:31:25 PDT
and worst of all exams are thursday. I can't study, I can't think, I can barely breathe half the time. All I do it eat and stay up late doing... nothing.

it becomes more and more relevant that I have few friends that I can call. I have two or three guy friends and none of them are really dateble. Okay, maybe only two, but I'm not sure if that option is avalible anymore.

My eight grader sister has more intelligence than I and I feel rather dumb whenever I open my mouth. I could sew it shut if that would help, but I can't take the pain.

more or so, I have become more used to using a full length of iPod lifespan everyday. I barely even take it out for classes.

I may need eyeliner... heaven forbid.

eyeliner, eyeliner, eyeliner, eyeliner.



to keep you up to date, I'm still single and still stupid.

ss&ss.

plus very very pissy.

where are the jones sodas when you need them?

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/18677452/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/18677452/ Thu, 05 Jun 2008 10:37:43 PDT
I'm fine with this cause my short story is going to rock my teachers socks off for sure. I just have to make sure it is well executed and thought out.

It's about a sick girl in the Cancer Ward at the hospital who wants to see the stars. She slowly tries to find a way to do so, when she is stopped by a man in another room. She goes in and there are two in there who tell her stories about their life. She moves on and meets other people and they all make it upstairs in the lift. They all reach the lift and watch the stars, talk, and then the girl sees a shooting star. Remembering what her father said about the angels, she is happy and content...

and she ends up 'going home' in the end.

Lovely, eh? I want to make them cry and happy at the same time. Let's all hope!

So lets get started.

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/18660069/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/18660069/ Wed, 04 Jun 2008 10:41:13 PDT
Though I don't know how well that goes in the writing industry.

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/18657658/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/18657658/ Wed, 04 Jun 2008 07:19:58 PDT ick
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~

More repetition for the swollen mind. I am worn out and only looking for a way out.

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/18647385/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/18647385/ Tue, 03 Jun 2008 15:15:55 PDT my sunshine story
my sunshine story
my sunshine story
my sunshine story
my sunshine story
my sunshine story
my sunshine story
my sunshine story
my sunshine story
my sunshine story
my sunshine story
my sunshine story

~

So that one day I might know what it means.

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/18642775/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/18642775/ Tue, 03 Jun 2008 10:35:16 PDT
I haven't gone yet but I'm a tad nervous. Nothing a little bit of self-confidence can do.

I've practiced, so I have nothing to worry.

To all you out there, love is good.


I've also written some angst-ridden poetry that I will post later on.

I need to find a new bohemian style. Maybe something bright-dark and emo?

Anyone with advice, kudos to you. I'll take it.

Other wise everything is well.

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/18083035/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/18083035/ Tue, 29 Apr 2008 08:27:38 PDT
]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/17633750/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/17633750/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 13:39:32 PDT
I pulled a sick prank on my Youth Pastor, saran wrapped his van. Did that with some mates at midnight. Pretty awesome, felt rebellious.

Told some people I was out and about moving to Vancover, some people believed me. I told my cousin I was moving to Ontario, and he believed me. Just goes to show how gullible people can be.

Nothing much more to say, went shopping. Blah. Played Guitar Hero at the mall, that was fun. Kicked my sisters butt once, I might add.

I need to nap.

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/17398495/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/17398495/ Tue, 18 Mar 2008 16:36:00 PDT
<3

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/17375107/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/17375107/ Mon, 17 Mar 2008 07:44:37 PDT
Yes, so Happy St. Patties Day!!!!

For those who don't know (and those who care), I am part Irish (daddy's side which is also Scottish and Russian), which is probably where I get my mad dancing skills. Haha.

Otherwise I'm very Mennonite, and that is awesome too.

So there is nothing much more I can say.

Have a good one mates.

Don't stay up too late.

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/17106007/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/17106007/ Thu, 28 Feb 2008 16:40:41 PST
Saw this on caseygraves journal and I needed a new journal so here I am.

Girlish

[] I love at least one shade of pink.
[] I don't like being messy.
[] My belongings are organized.
[] I don't like rock music.
[x] I like wearing accessories all the time.
[x] Bright colours amaze me.
[x] I hate black.
[] I go to the salon once a week.
[] I comb my hair almost all the time.
[] I bring my phone with me everywhere.

Add up all your marks and multiply by 10: 30, but the ones I chose aren't really girlie... TT

Boyish

[X] I wear baggy pants.
[X] I play video games.
[]I listen to bands like My Chemical Romance, Yellowcard, Switchfoot, Sum 41
[X] I like wearing jackets with hoods.
[X] I'm too lazy to do chores.
[] I don't like shopping.
[X] I like to go bungee jumping.
[] I like being sweaty.
[X] I'm a big fan of marvel heroes (I am SPIDERMAN!)
[x] I barely wear perfume. (I HATE perfumes, but I have this one from The Body Shop only because it's my favourite smell in the whole world and I grew up with it, it's called Satsuma. )

Add up all your marks and multiply by 10: 70! Yeah, that's right. I kick butt. ^^

Nerdy

[x] I always carry a pen in my purse or pocket. (Pockets are me friends)
[] I enjoy studying.
[] I wear glasses.
[] I'm a straight-A student.
[x] I've never skipped any class in my whole life.
[] I like my shirt tucked in
[] My favorite subject is science.
[X] I enjoy reading books.
[X] My assignments are always passed on time.
[x] I correct people with their grammar.

Add up all your marks and multiply it by 10: 50, but I'm a writer. Most of that stuff in natural!

Emo

[] I love the colour black.
[] I always sit at the corner.
[]One side of my hair is covering one of my eyes.
[] I like listening to metal rock music.
[] I have a lot of problems in my life.
[] I'm not much of a loud person.
[] I don't talk much. (When I'm in public)
[] I don't have that many friends.
[] I barely have fun.
[] I barely go out with my folks or friends.

Add up all your marks and multiply it by 10: ZERO?! I though I was more emo than that... okay. That's right, I'm cool. ^^

Childish

[X] I am open to my parents.
[xxxxxxxx] I sleep with a stuff toy. (Tete, yes, he has a name. )
[xxxxxxxx] I watch cartoons. (DISNEY!)
[x] I don't like watching horror movies.
[] I sleep with a night light.
[] My parents are the ones who choose my outfit. (Does buying count?)
[] I'm scared of roller coasters. (As long as they don't go upside down.)
[X] I like being with my family relatives.
[xxxxxxxx] I take bubble baths.
[x] I've ran around the house in my underwear.

Add up all your marks and multiply it by 10: 70, but that doesn't even get me started on how childish I can be. It's amazing! ^^


Popular

[] A lot of people adore me.
[] I hangout with the coolest crew at school
[] My parents are loaded.
[] I get everything I want.
[] I don't wear the same outfit twice.
[] I always have the latest gadgets.
[] I'm updated to the latest gossips.
[x] I don't like people blocking my way. (But as long as I have my music, I'm fine.)
[X] I have a lot of friends. (The best of the best, the truest of true. )
[] A lot of people look to me.

Add up all your marks and multiply it by 10: 20, but that is only because I have friends.


Totals:

Girlish: 30
Boyish: 70
Nerdy: 50
Emo: NIL POI!
Childish: 70 x a ba-jillion! ^^
Popular: 20... not really too proud of that one.

Yeah... well that was time consuming. *sigh*

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/16901469/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/16901469/ Fri, 15 Feb 2008 15:58:55 PST
Now go and spead the cheer with the 50% off signs!

Share the true meaning of Valentine's day!

CANDY!

Happy Birthday Erin!

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*sigh*

*cries*

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Anyways, now my mouth REALLY HURTS because my mouth has fallen out of shape, so I had to force them in last night and wear them in, which I am doing now. I can't speak, I have such a bad lisp.

Anyways...

I was going to say something else...

Oooh, dyeing a stand of my hair red, bright red. I wish I could cut short and then bleach my hair and go full blown bright/pillarbox red, but I would also like to perm it and grow it long, OH THE MADNESS!

Uh... that wasn't it though...

Mouth hurts, red strand, ...

Red strand just to stand.

Uh...

Oh, this wasn't it but SHINY TOY GUNS WERE ON Much Music today. I was quite excited. That was for -handheld-

Oh, remember to call Ashley, Rose.

Otherwise, I cannot remember what the other thing was...


Oh well, cheers.

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/16408132/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/16408132/ Mon, 14 Jan 2008 18:51:09 PST
Thanks.

Overcomed writers block and got past that stupid line!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sure, I still might feel regret or guilt, but I got somewhere and accomplished something.

People at school (who had to listen to me nag, complain, and attempt to explain the confusing) will be VERY happy.

Thank you to those who believed it me (ie: Ashley <3).

Oh the love.

I would also like to thank Phil Collins, for if it wasn't for his song "You'll Be In My Heart" I would not have written what I have written and I would not be here, telling you that I overcomed the impossible.

Seriously it was impossible.

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/16404806/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/16404806/ Mon, 14 Jan 2008 15:20:25 PST
I am jammed up in a story I am writing.
One freakin' line that I can't switch, reword, take away, or change one character's situational circumstance, WITHOUT feeling guilty or regreftul about writing such a line. I feel horrible, and it's killing me that I am not getting anywhere with it. I can't even look or think about it without getting worked up.

Help!

I did this to relax...


1. YOUR NAME:

Jaime (Jay-me)

2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus -izzle)

Jaizzle (Jay-zzle). That's kinda cool.

3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav colour and fav animal)

Green Snake. I really don't have a favourite animal, but I like snakes.

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, and current street)

Tara Leigh Dunrobin. That's kinda cool.

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name, last 3 letters of mom's maiden name)

Bucjadyc (Bu-k'j-add-yuck). Ch'yes!

6. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd favorite color, favorite drink)

Blue T. That's real lame. How about... Blue T. There, that's good.

7. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your mom's maiden name, 3rd letter of your dads middle name, 1st letter of a siblings first name, last letter of your mom's middle name)

Acayimn (Ack-aye-mn). Now that's kinda cool.

8. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mum/dads middle name)

Joan. Witness protection... what am I being protected from!?

9. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one your pets)

Black Theta Sigma. That's real cool, real cool indeed.

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How are you going to celebrate!

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RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

Put any comments in brackets after the song name.


If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
It's On- Superchick (Which I would! xD)

How would you describe yourself?
Do You Believe In Magic? - BBMak (YES!)

What do you like in a guy/girl?
(This is completely coincidental!!!!!)
Turn Me On - Norah Jones

How do you feel today?
It's A New Day - Sailor Moon Soundtrack. (More like new year.)

What is your life's purpose?
The Second Star To The Right - Jonatha Brooke
(Awww.)

What is your motto?
Stand By Me - The Temptations

What do your friends think of you?
Topsy Turvy - Paul Kandel, The Hunchback of Notre Dame Soundtrack!!

(Haha, -handheld-!!!!! This is about a true as life itself!)

What do you think of your parents?
Heaven's Light/Hellfire - Tom Hulce, Tony Jay, The Hunchback of Notre Dame Soundtrack

No... comment...

What do you think about very often?
Why Not - Hilary Duff

(Very true!!)

What is 2 + 2?
Give Me A Chance - Amanda Falk

(Haha, YEAH! It's a hard question!)

What do you think of your best friend?
Will I Lose My Dignity - RENT Soundtrack

(This makes sense for what is going on right now... *sigh*)

What do you think of the person you like?
I'll Cover You - RENT Soundtrack

(Awww!)

What is your life story?
You - Rebecca St. James

(Yes! I love it! JESUS!!!!)

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Operator - Manhattan Transfer

(CH'YES!)

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
I Will Not Be Shaken - WBC Camp Songs

What will you dance to at your wedding?
Shalala Lala - Vengaboys

(I'm cool...)

What will they play at your funeral?
Hymn To The Sea - Titanic Soundtrack

(It's a real sad song, ridiculously sad, but my funeral shouldn't be THAT sad.)

What is your hobby/interest?
Breathe - Rebecca St. James

(Isn't that everyones? Haha!)

What is your biggest fear?
Transformation - Beauty and the Beast Soundtrack

(This could mean so many things...?)

What is your biggest secret?
Time - Chantal Kreviazuik

(YOU HAVE NO IDEA!!!!!! xD)

What do you think of your friends?
My Lucky Day - Lene Marlin

(Awww!!)

What will you post this as?
(FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THAT IS GOOD AND EVIL!!!!)

Hamster Dance - Hampton The Hamster

(I hate my sister... -.-)

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God bless!

And a happy new year!

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/15991123/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/15991123/ Tue, 18 Dec 2007 18:16:14 PST
SEVEN MORE DAYS LEFT!


Though I feel so neglected.

Though I am on the phone with -handheld- xD

I love her.

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Anyways, just a side note, I forgot to draw Tinkerbell in that picture, but she's too tiny for me to really care much. Just imagine a little light beside Peter's head. xD

Leave comments and such!

Continue on with daily living as well. xD

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Anyways...

So basically if some of you have noticed, more pictures have been added, and I am running out of ideas on what to take pictures of. I should have taken it to the orchestra with me this evening. That would have been a great idea. Too bad. I have a weekend to find out cool shots and have fun with my fabulous camera.

Maybe something that involves a rose...?

I don't know.

I like roses.

Anyways...

I'm tired and I deserve to go to bed. xD

I'll think of pictures, but my sister brought the camera over to her friends house for the night. *sigh*

Stupid girlie. So inconciderate. Haha.

Anyways...

Now I am rambling.

Goodnight.


So if you have and idea. Lemme know! I want

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/15785176/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/15785176/ Mon, 03 Dec 2007 19:53:15 PST
Now I'll never get to take pictures ever again cause she'll never let me use it, and GR! This is so stupid!

It's all cause I get to use the iPod my mother got from work, so instead of my sister using the battery-happy crappy camera she got from my parents for christmas last year, she gets to use the beautiful perfect-focusing perfect-colour camera that I use to take my pictures.

It's so not fair cause my sister lost MY iPod Shuffle that I let her use, so in exchange she can get the camera!

And she is out with it right now so I cannot take more beautiful pictures!

GR!

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/15784757/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/15784757/ Mon, 03 Dec 2007 19:22:23 PST So photography seems to be a forté and I like it.

Looks like cameras are what hang with me now!

Hope to have more up, asap!

Glad you like them too!

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]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/15576296/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/15576296/ Mon, 19 Nov 2007 12:33:27 PST *sigh*

]]> ~Zeta-Roda-Sigma http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/15533866/ http://Zeta-Roda-Sigma.deviantart.com/journal/15533866/ Fri, 16 Nov 2007 13:08:24 PST
So excited, and I leave in two and a half hours!

Oh the memories and the friends that will ignite again.

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Thanks.

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