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                <title>A thingy i stole from Julia</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 07 Sep 2009 08:01:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Like..school is tomorrow...I'm bored waiting for Dennis to get on Starcraft...and I rele gotta go potty.....>.<<br /><br />1. Where's #1 on your top 8?<br />...uhhhhh<br /><br />2. What is your favorite possession?<br />computer<br /><br />3. Do you own a gun?<br />no<br /><br />4. If you could tell your last ex something what would you say?<br />"Ur a dork now wake the hell up and get on starcraft!"<br /><br />5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments?<br />no<br /><br />7. What's your favorite Christmas song?<br />itsuka no merry christmas<br /><br />8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?<br />stff<br /><br />9. Can you do a push up?<br />no<br /><br />10. Is your bathroom clean?<br />ya<br /><br />11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry?<br /><3 Dennis's dog tag<br /><br />12. Do you take painkillers?<br />no<br /><br />13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?<br />....umm...cuteness?<br /><br />14. Do you have A.D.D.? (Attention Deficit Disorder)<br />ya haha<br /><br />15. What's your name?<br />cassie<br /><br />16. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment<br />Dennis get ur ass up n get on starcraft, i rele gotta go potty, my tummy hurts<br /><br />17. Name the last 3 things you have bought<br />uhh..chips....clothes.......shoes <br /><br />18. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink<br />water...grape juice...milk<br /><br />19. Current worry?<br />i ish cold<br /><br />20. Current hate?<br />wakey wakey pumpkin shakey<br /><br />21. Favorite place(s) to be?<br />Dennis's house.<br /><br />22. How did you bring in the New Year?<br />i was with Juno n Daisuke <3<br /><br />23. Where would you like to go?<br />Japan duh...and Denn's<br /><br />24. Do you own slippers?<br />yea..fuzzy ones (haha fuzzy slippers {inside joke}<br /><br />25. What shirt are you wearing?<br />denn's<br /><br />26. Favorite color(s)?<br />pink, black n red<br /><br />27. Are you gay?<br />......half way there babe...y..u wanna go out sometime?  r u even a girl?<br /><br />28. Do you sing in the shower?<br />i do<br /><br />29. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?<br />that damn sweater in the closet<br /><br />30. Best bed sheets as a child?<br />....ummm?<br /><br />31. Worst injury you've ever had?<br />idr<br /><br />32. Who is your loudest friend?<br />Dennis....or sometimes..me...but mostly Denn<br /><br />34. Does someone have a crush on you?<br />haha ya<br /><br />35. Do you wish on shooting stars?<br />only for one thing<br /><br />36. What is your favorite candy?<br />mmmmmmm candy<br /><br />37. What song(s) do/did you want played at your wedding?<br />love letter-gackt<br /><br />38. What song(s) do you want played at your funeral?<br />Welcome to the black parade-My Chemical Romance<br /><br />39. What were you doing @ 12 AM last night?<br />tryin to wake denn up (I do that a lot don't i)<br /><br />40. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?<br />.....no plz..no hiking<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Thank godz for AC</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 20 Aug 2009 07:01:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So. I'm......living with a friend now. I moved out yesterday. We packed up my room from 8 am to 4 pm. And then we waited until 5:30ish for her mom and step dad to get there. My dad even helped to bring my stuff downstairs to the truck!!!! I hope now things will get better...and I hope my senior year is AWSOME.<br /><br /><br />Now I have to unpack...all I got done lastnight was my computer is on (yay for computers bein my number 1 prioity!!! *computer geek*) and some of my clothes are in a closet....and I found the stuffed animal that my ex gave me. (I can't sleep without it.)<br /><br />Soo..long day ahead. Plus...we might go on a tour of OCC! My first time being on a collage campus!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>New obsession</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 04 Aug 2009 17:21:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ To add to my long list of obsessions...<br /><br /><br /><br />RAVE MUSIC. <br /><br />I love Techno...<br /><br />but isn't rave just a bit different??<br /><br />It is....<br /><br />And I love it. I really do. <br /><br /><br />Dennis got me obsessed with Pretty rave girl by I am xray. Listen to it. It's amazing. I love it. <br /><br /><br /><br />Pretty lights....<br /><br />Lava lamps.<br /><br /><br />jumpin<br /><br />LETS ALL RAVE.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Prompt me</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 21 Jul 2009 18:00:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I don't know what to write about at the moment. I was thinking something having to do with the Alpha and Omega....(not the "Lord" or "Jesus" or any of that religous stuff....)<br /><br />but idk<br />I had an idea....<br /><br /><br /><br />But it went away..<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Time to watch Hercules...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>......just.....wow!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 10 Jul 2009 17:40:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The first guy to ever hurt me on any level just messaged me on msn. I thought he hated me. And he said he did. Then like......near a year later..he messages me. <br /><br />He's happy now. BTW. If you must know. And he wanted to set things straight...no hard feelings. And I'm happy about that..because even now I think about him a lot. <br /><br />But he told me to ask they guy I love back out....<br /><br />And now.....I'm all confused, curious, hopeful...<br /><br />Things happen for a reason..right??<br />This could be a sign....<br />Do it Cassie..just do it...<br /><br />And yet something holds me back.....<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>2 in 1 i got tagged</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Jul 2009 18:20:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1- Post the rules.<br />2- Each tagged person must tell 8 things about themself.<br />3- At the end you must tag 8 people and put their icon in your journal.<br />4- Then go to their page and leave a comment saying you tagged them.<br />5- No tag backs.<br /><br />1-We all know who has my heart<br />2-Gackt is still my #1<br />3-I've recently fallen for Hed PE and Hollywood Undead<br />4-I love Bumblebee (transformers biotch)<br />6-my friends are awsome<br />7-I'm addicted to gaia and DA<br />8-I can't pick a fav song..n u wouldn't want me to try<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />1] What are the two names you go by?<br />Cassie....Momo<br /><br />2] What are three things you're wearing right now?<br />A dogtag <3, Bumblebee shirt, peace ring<br /><br />3] Are you in a relationship?<br />haha i wish<br /><br />4] Have you ever been given a rose?<br />nope<br /><br />5] Have you ever licked a photo?<br />no but i kissed one<br /><br />6] Have you ever been in love?<br />I am right now <br /><br />7] Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?<br />i do<br /><br />8] What's your current love problem?<br />he's confused<br /><br />9] Have you ever had your heart broken?<br />it's pretty much...only ever known how to be broken<br /><br />11] Do you have a crush?<br />actually..yea<br /><br />12] How many kids do you want to have?<br />depends on the guy<br /><br />13] What is/are your favorite colors?<br />pink, black, red, green<br /><br />15] Have you ever found it hard to tell anyone you like them?<br />.....i find it hard sometimes to say i love you<br /><br />16] Imagine you're 40 & your spouse just died would you get re-married?<br />no...<br /><br />19] Do you like/love anyone?<br />I love him yes<br /><br />20] Do you think the person(s) you like, likes or loves you back?<br />he does in a way<br /><br />21] Have you ever wrote a love song/poem/letter/note?<br />yes...but only ever to him..how odd.... <br /><br />22] Do you want to get married?<br />i did<br /><br />23] Are you a shy person?<br />depends<br /><br />24) Did you have a good day today?<br />not..really..kinda..i was with timmy..he made it good<br /><br />25) Where did you just get back from?<br />walkin with timmy<br /><br />26) What are you thinking about?<br />DWD <3<br /><br />27)If you could change something about you or anything what would it be?<br />......i love and care and think WAY TOO MUCH<br /><br />28) Would you ever go back to any of your past relationships?<br />just one...just him <br /><br />29) Who's the closest person/people to you?<br />Amanda, Dennis, Mommy <3<br /><br />30) What's the thing you love about the person you love/like?<br />No matter what.....he can and will put a smile on my face<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Sweet sweet ranting</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 27 Jun 2009 14:43:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok...so you know how Everybody thinks Chuck Norris is the shiz? Haha I laugh at them all. He's arogant...Egotistical (and I mean this in a bad way...we all know Gackt is too...but he can pull it off). He believed..and probable still does, that his martial art is superior to Bruce Lee's. I'm sorry..but no way in hell will that ever be true. <br /><br />Bruce Lee proved this in "Way of the Dragon" when he kicked Chuck's ass on camera. A lot of people argue that that scene was staged. However it was not. It was a direct response to Chuck kicking Bruce in the ribs during a practice and his saying that his Kempo Karate was better than Bruce Lee's Jeet Kune Do. I'm sorry Chuck..but Bruce kicked your ass. <br /><br />Chuck does do a lot of good for the kids though. Charity and things like that. But I have a message to all the kids...."Take Chuck's charity, but learn from Bruce Lee". <br /><br />On another note....Yes yes yes Michael Jackson is dead. I KNOW! It's.....horrible...I was a huge fan of his..and still am. I love to watch him dance and all of that yes yes but no offense to Michael....he's just one man. I mean..yes he did great things..but would the world stop if a little old lady died of natural causes? Or if a 20 year old died from smoking? Really....I love the man but please...for the sake of his family and close friends..STOP TALKING ABOUT IT. <br /><br />Long live the King of Pop<br /><br /><br /><b>I do not mean to offend anybody by this random rant. I just want to rant. ^.^ Nothing wrong with that is there? I just don't like Chuck ok?</b><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Blah.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 18 Jun 2009 09:45:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So it's summer vacation. I am so bored already. I'm thinking about re arranging my room..which is ungodly amounts of messy...so that requires a lot of cleaning. But it can be done. <br /><br />And I'm reading The Lord of The Rings. Study Japanese. Maybe that's about it. Play Morrowind again. Visit some friends. Yea kinda boring. >.><br /><br />But I will try to write. And take pics. I wanna take pics. >.> of that bird outside. but it flew away. <br /><br />Oh well. <br /><br />I wish you all a wonderful Summer!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>wooooooooooo</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 05 Jun 2009 15:57:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It has been a while....no?<br /><br />I've been kinda....on a psp for a long time, but I don't use it anymore. I'm back on a computer, so expect something from me. I have muse, so I'll try to write. <br /><br />Other than that, my nerves have been on end, my emotions screwy, but now...I'm ok. Just ok. Nothing more or less. And that's just ok! <br /><br />And all of you need to have a happy day! YES A HAPPY DAY! Or night, or evening....whenever you happen to read this. ^^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Bored as hell</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 10 May 2009 07:21:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I had an ok birthday, the best I've ever had. I spent it with the man I love, and he invited over some of my best friends. Even though I'm not the happiest...it was good.<br /><br />And I wrote more things while waiting for him to wake up. It passes time, but he's still asleep. <br /><br />Lazy bumb<br /><br />But I love it<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Never forget that<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>B-DAY</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 08 May 2009 19:42:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so it's my b-day. I spend it with my ex. >.> the one that loves me? >.> *sigh* remember...the one from valentines day...<br /><br />Him<br /><br /><br />he's my new inspiration...<br /><br />but yea....b-day<br /><br />i love u all<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>KYAA~~~</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 26 Apr 2009 11:00:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am sooooooooo sorry. I haven't written anything lately. I've been on a flippin PSP lately, don't have access to an actuall computer with an internet connection to post anything and besied that, I haven't really written anything. A few poems for my boyfriend, but not much and not anything that I would post on here. I feel horrible. T.T<br /><br />Maybe though, soon, I can write something and put it up here. I am searching for something to write. I will try my hardest!! Until then....ugh school work. Lol. Much of that. And pepsi. Lots of that. I gotta get some more of that. Pepsi and Jolly Ranchers. And I just realized that my boyfriend needs a trash can in his room. >.> Jolly rancher wrappers EVERYWHERE!<br /><br />~Gackt break~<br /><br />Ok Mizerable is over. Lol. And now....sekiray is on >.><br /><br />ANYWHO.....better go now..<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>psp?</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 09 Apr 2009 16:25:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Idk how to use da on the psp. what is the friggin mobile webite for DA?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>BLAH GACKT BUNRAKU I WANT&gt;.&gt; anywho..random</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 04 Apr 2009 11:27:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ If I'm not on as often as usual it's cos I have to use a psp and da doesn't work on a psp so yea....miss me!!! >.><br /><br /><br />BUNRAKU NEEDS TO COME OUT NOW!!!<br /><br />GAckt<br />Rant<br />*RANT*<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I'm done. <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />GACKT<br /><br /><br /><3<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Um..virus?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Feb 2009 16:32:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Stolen from <a href="http://happyanzu1.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/a/happyanzu1.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconhappyanzu1:" title="happyanzu1"/></a><br /><br />If someone by the name of Alfred Hundana (dragon_heart620) wants to add you to their list, don't accept it. It's a virus. Tell everyone on your list because if somebody on your list adds them you will get it, too. It is a hard drive killer and a very horrible virus. Please pass this on to everyone on your list. We need to find out who is using this account.<br /><br />pass this message on.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>V-Day!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 13 Feb 2009 06:08:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>DUDE</b><br /><br />Ok. So. It's totaly the day before Valentines day. And my boyfriend (I call him the D man or Ninja or Cupcake) has been sick for the past two days. Yup. I missed him. So today. Yea that's right..today, he comes to school. <b>WITH A BOX OF CHOCOLATES AND A NECKLACE AND A CARD!!!</b> *blush* Ugh. I have valentines day because people tend to make me blush all day.<br /><br />And I wanted to wish you all a happy valentines day. I hope you gets lots-o-chocolate to fill up your tummy and plz remember that I LOVE YOU ALL!! And I think..I just may be in love with Deviantart. haha. I should make a desktop for  my love for DA.<br /><br />Loves<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>PIANO</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 08 Feb 2009 18:24:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ugh. So I watch Tim play Piano like everyday now. I want to learn Piano so bad!!<br /><br />It started with Gackt. He's amazing. Then Juno-san!! He's amazing too!!!!!! But....ugh I no has a keyboard. <br /><br />And then...I saw Tim play Guitar. UGH. I love love love it. So..yea..I've always wanted to play guitar..but now it's like..an obsession...<br /><br />and so is the piano. They are my obsession.....<br /><br /><br />MUST LEARN TO PLAY THEM!! <br /><br /><br /><br /><br />*yoda* MASTER THEM YOU WILL!!!<br /><br />ok cos that's not werid. But it's srsly becoming an obsession.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>In School...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 23 Jan 2009 08:27:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm in school...crying..<br /><br />haha emo<br /><br />so I got on here<br /><br />Printed off the lyrics to Jibun Kakumei<br /><br />Cried reading them....I love you Miyavi<br /><br />Decided to update this journal...Ya know....sometimes people just gotta stay away from eachother when everybody is stressed. Some people I know have been very uptight, and others just don't give two flying saucers about me. <br /><br />Makes me feel loved. <br /><br />But I don't care anymore. I'll do what I want, and I'll do what I have to to get what I want. Don't stop me. <br /><br />It's been 88 days....for those who care. <br /><br />You don't get over somebody you love in 88 days. Sorry. So how about stop telling me to forget about it, let it go, get over with it? How about being there for me...listening to me when I need it....'cause I listen and listened to every single word that you said...when you needed me. And even if I couldn't help...at least I listened. <br /><br />And the people who don't listen.....don't really care. I suppose....or maybe they just don't get it. Idk<br /><br />I'm sick of being depressed. This is the third time I've cried in school. I've been able to hold it all in until I went home.<br /><br />Not today...<br /><br />Not a week ago...<br /><br />and not 88 days ago....<br /><br />But my friends....Karen...Tim...Juno....Dylan...Jackie....they all cheer me up when I need it. I stoped crying in Adviesment cos of Karen. <br /><br />I love you Karen. <br /><br />I love you all.<br /><br />And Austin..If you even read this...<br /><br />I'll cheer you up ok? And Emily....I'll cheer you up too...you don't need to be sad...I know exactly how you feel..you know I do....<br /><br />But I love you too. And guys like that....like our guys....they just can't see. They think that letting us go will be better....and that it'll all just go away....and they are wrong. I kmow this, you know this....but we are here with eachother.....and I'm here for you...your here for me...<br /><br />So lets try to be happy?? Even when your crying....smile. Because of me, and I'll smile because of you. <br /><br />And I know all that is hard to do...i've been trying to smile all day....<br /><br />And people just ask "what's wrong?" I just want to yell "YOU SHOULD KNOW WHAT'S WRONG!" <br /><br />but instead I'll smile. Fake smiles make the world go 'round..i suppose...<br /><br />And the real ones make the fake ones worth it. <br /><br />[I think i'm in this mood cos of what Juno wrote in the notebook..>.>]<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Do people know what a metaphor is!?</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 15 Jan 2009 18:44:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ *sigh* Grim gave me the idea of whoring my work on Gaia..and I did..kinda..a few things. I posted this story....<a href="http://zexionlover666.deviantart.com/art/The-mess-he-left-on-the-floor-108234105">[link]</a> and the person who left a critique had this to say:<br /><br /><b>Quote:<br /><i>A gaping hole where her heart should have been.</i><br /><br />You lost me completely, here.<br /><br />Your heart is kind of important. In that, without it, you are incapable of living. So having a "gaping hole where her heart should've been" and then going on to think depressing and floaty things in italics for quite some time -- and even making it to an ambulance -- just makes me roll my eyes. Pick an injury which isn't instantly fatal and I might be more interested.</b><br /><br /><br />Um...metaphor hun. It's a metaphor. Now honestly..please tell me.....is that part..like..obscured or something? I thought it was...kind of....clear that it was a metaphor. Or should I make these things more clear in the future?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>New Years</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 Jan 2009 16:14:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Juno-san saved me from having a crappy new years. I owe him alot. THANK YOU JUNO-SAN!<br /><br />I jumped over the new year, once for me and once for my Futago as she was too lazy (or maybe just couldn't cos people were sleepin) so I'm safe from whatever would happen if I didn't....(if anything happens lolz). I found out that tortilla chips with cheeze on top (melted of course) is amazing. <br /><br />I also found out that it's not easy to stay up til 7:30 in the morning..but I DID IT!! My first feat for the new year, the first of many.<br /><br />I had to leave Juno-san's before he was awake though....T.T I felt kinda bad..but I came home and went back to bed! lolz. So to Juno-san and Daisuke and Juno's family: Thanks for havin me over. It meant alot to me!! ^^ <br /><br />Even though at the moment I'm not the happiest person in the world, I have the best friends ever. My new years was way better than I could have asked for. So I'll try my best to keep that in mind. And now....I have some food to eat....so yea...this journal is OVAH! haha. <br /><br />(that reminded me of Ovan...? lolz me=weird)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>New Years resolutions</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 31 Dec 2008 08:04:42 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well there was only one last year...and this year..well here they are....<br /><br />Talk less <br />Stop dwelling on depressing crap <br />Broden my vocabulary <br />Actually friggin study Japanese <br />Stop being addicted to Spongebob (though not give it up lolz) <br />Keep being me <br />Lose weight <br />Write better stories/poems/whatever it is that I write <br />Rant more<br />Gackt's still meh #1<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>100 deviations</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 Dec 2008 17:22:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ lolz i'm awsome....^^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>today...wow</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 28 Dec 2008 18:01:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ OK SO I'M HAPPY FOR ONCE!! woot~~ I lvoe love love love love love love how today went....^^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>A check up on me</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 26 Dec 2008 16:26:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Check up on my brain: squishy<br /><br />Check up on my body: In <i>pain</i><br /><br />Check up on my heart: It <i><b>can't</b></i> do it anymore<br /><br />Check up on me: I'm still <u><i><b>not</b></i></u> ok<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Pretty japanese</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 21 Dec 2008 17:58:50 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I want many pretty japanese songs...........soooo..yeah...^^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Japanese youtube</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 14 Dec 2008 11:21:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ HAHA I put my youtube in Japanese. lol I'm not crazy...<br /><br />And I learned...if oyu find the kanji for the songs you listen to..and if you know all the words....and read the kanji while singing along with the song..you can pick up the kanji! I've learned so far....kimi..XDD just one..but i didn't spend too much time doing it. XD<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Ish momo now</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 Dec 2008 17:32:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Call me momo...XD of course..Kyashi is still me..but lol..i'm momo now..XDDD<br /><br />I like peaches<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>the prompt thing</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 09 Dec 2008 16:35:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm gonna use my fanfic as like.....a lot of promts..cos it's taking more than one day to write it. Lol<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>My first fanfic</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 08 Dec 2008 16:38:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Um..so far...Demy is Zexy's bro.....Demy is popular..Zexy isn't. Brotherly love....Axel will prolly show up....and....I CANNOT BEAT XALDIN ON FUCKIN WOW..I CAN'T BEAT HIM!! GRRR I'll keep tryin..sorry random thought..XD<br /><br />But so far..Zexy is love..XD my emo lil brat...he's.....in my story..more than just an emo brat. He's got more to him.....i'll try to make it come out......>.< its my first fanfic...so..yeah..^^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>History homework help</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Dec 2008 06:46:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ If your not taking US History with me...then here is what I have to do:<br /><br />Take these things and put them into these categories:<br /><br />Cagegories:<br /><i>Labor Supply<br />Entrepreneurs<br />Inventors<br />Natural Resources<br />Transportation and Communicaton</i><br /><br />The thingys that go in the categories:<br /><i>Could issue stock to raise money<br />Former civil war veterans<br />farm workers moved to cities for jobs<br />perpetual life<br />buisness combinations that eleminated competition<br />Pillsbury</i><br /><br /><br /><br />These are from after the Civil war and I have most of this done but these are the ones that I still cannot figure out. Karen Can ya helps me plz!? Or Julia..or...does anybody else have my teacher and have to do this...mind map thingy??<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>promts...for the month</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 03 Dec 2008 17:34:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm doin a thingy..where I take a prompt..one for each day of the month..and as the month goes by...I'll write a story each day...and I've written 3 things so far..but have been too lazy to post..maybe I'll do five at a time anyway. XDD But..um.....gimme promts if you want....plz no yaoi or yuri or sexual things..if i write those..well I'd have to have a reason...and this is not a good reason for me..>.< <br /><br />So thanks!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Please help me?</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 Dec 2008 16:17:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ please recomend me some songs that you think I'll like...can be in either Japanese or English..and if your feelin brave...any other language..XDD but please...no offence..but no spanish. >.<br /><<br /><br />I'm makin a new playlist..XD<br /><br />and it can be any genre....but..no bluegrass.....lol. And..um....yeah..so yeah....>.> idk waht to say now..XD<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>INTERNET EXPLORER IS MAKING ME MAD</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Nov 2008 17:42:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I wanna listen to Atreyu...and I can't. T,T Grim said to get firefox..and MY DAD PROLLY WON'T LET ME. grr I wanna watch the video for the Crimson and lip gloss and black...<br /><br />other news..I GOT A NEW GAIA..if oyu have one...add me i'm xXxLip gloss and blackxXx <br />XDD lovin the Atreyu song as my username?? <br /><br />KK..lemme try youtube AGAIN. grrr or i can go watch it on gaia..AM I DUMB DUH GO WATCH IT ON GAIA. *shoots self*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>A tigers love story</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 Nov 2008 17:29:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ In biology we watched a movie about tigers. siberian tigets in Russia. They followed a female tiger and her six month old cub. Beautiful animals. They showed footage of when they had to sudate her and put a collar on her. After the first dart started to work, they got closer to her. I was actually scared. She was really mad, her ears back, eyes wide, snarling at the camera. It did scare me. And I"m not one to usually be scared around animals. *animal lover*<br /><br />Anywho, they collared her, and went on their merry old way. They started talking about poachers and the busy logging road that split up one of the tigers territory. Many tigers actually die on that road. If not..they are poached. The tiger they followed had a daughter (as mentioned above). This tigers territory was split by that road. I feared for her....<br /><br />Soon the baby grows to an age (2 yrs) where she can live on her own. She takes part of her mothers territory and also adds on her own. And I was right to worry. After finding her mate...(his name was Jin I believe), she spent some time with him. I guess....tigers spend time together before they mate...They get to know eachother.<br /><br />The researchers wondered why Jin left their tigeress. He'd left after about three days after they mated. They went to see what he'd left behind. I had expected a pregnet tigeress. No. She was dead. She had been dragged there by Jin. Why? Because she was hit by a large truck. And dragged across the asphault. The driver got out and dragged her off the road, and threw her down the ROCKY hill to the river bed below. Jin found her and dragged her to a clearing about 200 kl away. He was with her for three whole days after that. I'm guessing that he waited for her to die. <br /><br />Love storys....they are so sweet. They suck. They make you want to cry. I wanted to cry when I heard that. I've nothing to say about it..I'd have to give you my emotions and feelings to be able to relay what I think about it. <br /><br />On another note...I am ready to delete his number from my phone...and I did. He said I should get a knife through my head. Good..he can take the one that's in my heart, and forcivly shove it through my skull. And I didn't think he could hurt me anymore than he did....HA! Nope...proven wrong AGAIN. How tariffic.....what an amazing life. I'm happy to be alive right now...but Imma go and..um...decorate...a..bucket....bye...<br /><br />P.s...Sarcasm is grand isn't it?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>All I taste is blood</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 24 Nov 2008 16:11:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dentists....now all i can taste is blood. It's a sweet flavor...they should make an Ice cream flavor of blood. Yummy blood....>.< i'm a freak....no? ugh.....mellow is my mood.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Christmas list?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 23 Nov 2008 14:24:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ An atreyu t-shirt<br /><br /><a href="http://www.hottopic.com/hottopic/store/product.jsp?FOLDER%3C%3Efolder_id=2534374302028391&amp">[link]</a><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";P" title="Wink/Razz" />RODUCT%3C%3Eprd_id=845524442182364&bmUID=1227384144723<br /><br />And/or An atreyu hoodie<br /><br /><a href="http://bandmerch.seenon.com/detail.php?p=72526&v=atreyu&SESSID=ec14b74030df1e081acb73d1bc9628b9">Atreyu Hoodie</a><br /><br /><br />And some converse shoes<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://img.epinions.com/images/opti/0d/ec/pr-Basketball-Converse_All_Star_Casual_Shoes_Mens-resized200.jpg">[link]</a><br /><br />Anything with Japanese, Gackt's Autobiography...and clothes (from hot topic of course)<br /><br />(The t-shrit link doesn't look like its supposed to...but it still works. XD)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Lip gloss and black</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 22 Nov 2008 09:28:10 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "Aren't you tired of being weak? Such rage that you could scream all the stars out of the sky."<br />-Atreyu, lip gloss and black.<br /><br />As I sit here...happy that I now have 17 GB free space on my computer because I spent HOURS last night deleting music that I don't need....I do my school island. First time all year! And I realize...I love our student teacher. I friggin remember what he says cos he actually TEACHES us. Ya know!? And I'm listening to Atreyu, and talkin to my Nii-chan and Mike, and this school island thing is ok. lol I can't say I missed it from last year though. XDD And this year, there is no talk of Japan in it. T.T I miss global history. >.<<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>New icon w00t~</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 18 Nov 2008 16:58:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok..I made me an Atreyu icon thingy. Woot!! I love them..I'll prolly make a new one soon..this was..just a whim....whim..is there an "h" in that word?? idk..anyway woot~ Spread Atreyu love around!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>*insert apropriate title here* And eat that spork</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Nov 2008 16:48:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok..rant......for you all. ATREYU....LOVE LOVE LOVE Yes...yes...we all know I get too obsessed with bands and such *coughGreendaycoughGacktcough* but ya know what...too bad. Music is me love^^ Who needs boys when ya gots music blasting away your problems? So yeah..check 'em out if ya wanna. <br /><br />Boys....the above mentioned problem....yea...they suck. I am just sick of them being around, taking my heart and tearing it to peices, gluing it together, and dipping it in a large vat of chemicals.<br /><br />School..meh~ Its ok. Sure...its a hassle...but hassles are only hassles and mean nothing to me. So there! Take that you nail biting schools of doomz~!<br /><br />My writing style? Oh that's only changed A LOT. It's become..more....Dir en greyish....and emo...and depressing...and yet..I find it to be so beautiful. A beautiful young woman whom I love to peices once told me of this dead corps she saw on the side of the road once...and it had maggots in it. The first time she'd ever seen maggots. I keep thinking of that...somebody sees beauty in the same things that I do. <br /><br />I love her. <br /><br />And then..my family....they can die..all except my lovely Grandmother and her hubby. Lol yes my gramps is my grandma's hubby! So cute..I love them.<br /><br />And now....my feelings escape me. They run in little circles...and they trapes around the house like they know it all. do they now? <br /><br />And stupid poems....English..it all is so suckish. But oh well. I'll get it done. I'm just that good....<br /><br />End rant here.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>love songs</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 09 Nov 2008 17:03:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I want more. I need good ones. Not to cry to..cos they don't make me cry. But they inspire me. And I am in need of inspiration..so plz help! I'd prefer...country or rock....some r&b..i like that stuff...and of course..JAPANESE IS WELCOME..just tell me where i can get translations too. lol<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>SIMPSONS JAPANESE</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Oct 2008 17:34:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ w00t~<br /><br /><a href="http://movies.foxjapan.com/simpsons/">[link]</a><br /><br /><br />dun know what it says..but damn that's sugoi!! <br /><br />Would that be sugoi desu ne?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>STOP SAYIN CRAP ABOUT CALEB!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 23 Oct 2008 15:44:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ STOP SAYING BAD SHIT ABOUT HIM!! Really. Just because he broke up with me?? Stop! HeÂs not worthless! HeÂs not a waste of human life!! OMG do I have to show you? Do I have to tell you? I see a completely different side of him than you! IÂve seen him want somebody just as much as I want him. IÂve heard him talk about serious things. IÂve heard him get mad because of things people have done to hurt others. <br /><br />HeÂs not a bad person, by no means!!!! He has a huge heart! He loves and feels, and he is so unlike most guys!! He doesnÂt think about nothing but sex. He actually cares about how the girl feels! I should fucking know!! So fucking stop saying all that stuff about him! Most of the fucks who say that about him DONÂT EVEN KNOW HIM!!! Most of them only know what IÂve told them, and they liked him, at first. But nowÂbecause he broke my heartÂthey hate him. WHY WOULD YOU LIKE HIM THEN AND NOT NOW? <br /><br />He hasnÂt changed. HeÂs still the same olÂ Caleb that we all know and love. HeÂs still the guy that can brighten the room just by walking in. HeÂs still the guy who doesnÂt want to see anybody cry, or hurt them. And fuck, one of my friendsÂtoday said that itÂs amazing that heÂs going to college and planning to do something with his life. All because he broke up with me? NO. He deserves going to college!! I know he can do it. I know he will be good at whatever he is going to do, even if its not what he wantsÂhe will be GREAT at it. And heÂs gotten this far by working hard. SO HOW IS IT AMAZING? He deserves that. <br /><br />And omgÂreally stop saying he isnÂt worth it. Cos you donÂt even know. Really, she has NO IDEA WHO HE IS! She met him ONCE. ONCE DAMN IT! And yes she knows his momÂbut that doesnÂt mean she knows him. And IÂve yelled at her about it. IÂve told her not to say those things. And yet, she wonÂt stop. Does she thrive on hurting people?? Idk, but it really pisses me off. HE BROKE MY HEART. GET OVER IT. IF ANYBODY SHOULD BE SAYING ANY OF THAT ABOUT HIMÂSHOULDNÂT IT BE ME?? And yet look at me. IÂm defending him. Not because I love him, but because he doesnÂt deserve people who donÂt know him talking shit about him. Even if I never dated him, IÂd defend him.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>10 things to not say on a first date</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 22 Oct 2008 19:00:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 10 things not to say on a first date.<br /><br />Rules: turn your player on shuffle, for each question think carefully then go to the next song. No cheating. Not that anyone would know. Fill in the blank with the title of the song. Follow these tips and youÂll have no problem.... maybe... ok youÂre still a weirdo. <br /><br />Examples: <br /><br />1: Âmy ex is___" doomsday <br /><br />2: ÂI would like to _____ and have kidsÂ Libra<br /><br />3: Âare you voting for____?Â Concieved sorrow<br /><br />4: ÂCan you pay the check? IÂm____Â Mazohyst of decanence<br /><br />5: ÂMy favorite tv show is____Â Au Revoir<br /><br />6: ÂI went to______ university.Â Cherry<br /><br />7: ÂCan I take a picture of you____?Â Be my last <br /><br />8: Â IÂm poly____Â Maria<br /><br />9: ÂI just got out of rehab for____Â Kimi ni aitakute<br /><br />10: ÂSo.. ya wanna come back to ____?Â Mirror.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>If i sem depressed</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 20 Oct 2008 17:19:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ caleb broke up with me..sorry for random depression you may witness.....<br /><br />and ignore the "cheerful" emote..i'm not cheerful<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>oresama</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 18 Oct 2008 17:58:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ dude..I love it. Miyavi...wow. So Moonchild, and now oresama....JUNO-SAN WHAT IS THE NAME OF THAT MOVIE YUI WAS IN? CAN I WATCH IT!! OH LEMME WATCH IT! anywho..i cried. I love miyavi....^^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Your Dears are here for you</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Oct 2008 17:17:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Gackt...I can't even watch this video anymore. It's too sad. He cried. I can't stand to see him cry. I can't stand it at all. <br /><br /><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9nG4vV-S024">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Shuffle!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 11 Oct 2008 15:00:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've got a poster of it on my wall..and finally decided to go watch it. XDD 4:30 into the first episode..looks pretty good..^^<br /><br /><br /><b>[EDIT]</b> <br /><br />Ok first episode over...<3 love it. I really do<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I can't believe I actually miss Atoli!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 11 Oct 2008 12:26:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yes I miss her! I miss yelling at her! I was about to fight Enderance!! I miss that game! Sam better bring that ps2 and then she should bring me KH2 cos she loves me. But no no no I WANT .HACK!! NOW NOW NOW! IT IS SITTING RIGHT THERE!! STARING AT ME. AND I CAN'T PLAY IT! T.T oh how annoying this is. T.T<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>DON'T VOTE! VOTING IS BAAAAADD!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 03 Oct 2008 15:35:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Before you yell..Watch the entire thing.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-UaRXvRwhOk">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>OMG OMG I'M FUZZY ON THE INSIDE!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 Sep 2008 18:07:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok..so I posted Forever your Dear <a href="http://zexionlover666.deviantart.com/art/Forever-your-Dear-92135010">[link]</a> on the Livejournal community Gackt_Army <a href="http://community.livejournal.com/gackt_army/">[link]</a><br /><br />and this is a comment that <a href="http://wongkk.livejournal.com/">[link]</a> posted about it^^ It makes me feel fuzzy inside. <br /><br />"Ah - you've managed to write something that reads almost like a whole fanbook in itself. I should think most people here have fallen into one or more of your stanzas in their time.<br /><br />You also got a smile from me over "I will learn. Until I can speak to you" - should this be written on the cover of your Japanese vocab book if you are learning?! Or perhaps this is about somebody different and it's not Japanese that you need to learn but something else? You've cleverly written this to be personal but not so revealing that we can be SURE that it's Gackt you are talking to. So, you're a mystery writer too!" <br /><br /><br />OMG I LOVE IT!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>eh...me</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 22 Sep 2008 18:58:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1. Will you answer every question honestly?<br />sure...<br /><br />2. Have you ever stayed up all night while drunk or high?<br />no<br /><br />3. Have you ever punched anyone in the face?<br />yes<br /><br />4. Do you miss anything or anyone?<br />T.T yes<br /><br />5. What makes you laugh no matter what?<br />Gackt dancing with the kittys..or vanilla<br /><br />6. Who was the last person you talked to?<br />Phone: Britnie Msn: Caleb<br /><br />7. What do you dislike at the moment?<br />stress....distance<br /><br />~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<br /><br />1. Do you think it is bad to have sex at your age?<br />no<br /><br />uuhhhhhh....two dissapeared....0.0<br /><br />3. Will you be doing drugs in the near future?<br />does BC count as a drug??<br /><br />4. Do you lie about your age?<br />Pfffft no! I'm 468, just like Gackt<br /><br />~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<br /><br />1. Are you happy with yourself?<br />eh....only when I'm doin something good<br /><br />2. Would you change yourself for the person you love?<br />if i agreed with the way they wanted me to change<br /><br />3. What do you think about when times get hard?<br />G.A.C.K.T. and my friends<br /><br />~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<br /><br />SECRETS<br /><br />1. When did you last cry?<br />lastnight<br /><br />2. Do you believe in religion?<br />*Gacktist* do I? <br /><br />~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<br /><br />SHOCKING<br /><br />1. Have you done bad things with your parents near by?<br />orgy in my room?? does that count?? (loooooooong story)<br /><br />2. Have you started a horrible rumor about somebody?<br />not on purpose<br /><br />3. Did you ever fail the school year?<br />its only like.......3 weeks into it<br /><br />4. Have you ever been too drunk to remember a certain night?<br />nope<br /><br />5. Do you think your future will be a good one?<br />if in Japan....HELL YEA!<br /><br />~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<br /><br />THE DEEP STUFF<br /><br />1. Do you think you were raised well?<br />HAHA I raised myself...so yes<br /><br />2. Do you have a secret that you've never told anyone?<br />well.....one person pretty much knows them all...but..I'm sure there is something I havn't told her....I think.....>.><br /><br />3. How do you handle stress?<br />I rant...I cry...I scream with Kyo...I get mad<br /><br />4. How would you spend your last day alive?<br />I would eat alot of sushi...and visit Gackt<br /><br />5. Do you hide things well or do you have a guilty conscience?<br />Depends...It seems I can't hide any of my damn crushes from Britnie<br /><br />6. If your parents got divorced and you had to pick mom or dad to live with?<br />I'd move to Japan<br /><br />7. If you had to choose between having one family member or 5 of your closest friends?<br />F.R.I.E.N.D.S.<br /><br />8. Do you think you could ever forgive someone who murdered your family member?<br />if they killed my mom...yea<br /><br />~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<br /><br />1. Do you think you know the meaning of love?<br />no..but I sure as hell feel it<br /><br />2. WhatÂs the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?<br />the silent parts (and trust)<br /><br />3. If your parents didn't like the person you were dating, would you lose them?<br />I would so date them..and f*** what my parents say<br /><br />~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<br /><br />1. Do you spend time with the same people always?<br />when I get the chance..yes....<br /><br />2. Do you think best friends can be replaced?<br />NO but you can get more<br /><br />3. When is the last time you were truly happy with your life?<br />when I was 1<br /><br />4. Do you think long distance relationships are ever really worth it?<br />depends<br /><br />5. What is your favorite color?<br />black, white, pink<br /><br />6. What do you do when you have a bad day?<br />sleep<br /><br />7. Do you really think exs can be friends?<br />yeah...if you had a strong relationship before<br /><br />8. Who messaged you last?<br />I don't remember<br /><br />9. If you could pack up and leave your life now to move away, would you?<br />Yes<br /><br />10. Do you fall for people easily?<br />for people?? well if I am with them...or just talked to them...yea<br /><br />11. Are you quick to start a fight?<br />no<br /><br />12. Do your parents really know YOU?<br />They don't even know the fake me I put out there for the world!! <br /><br />13. Lyrics stuck in your head?<br />Zomboid-Dir En Grey<br /><br />14. Are you tired?<br />*sigh* As always<br /><br />15. Do you own an iPod?<br />nope<br /><br />16. Do You Prefer Regular Or Chocolate Milk?<br />both<br /><br />17. When Was The Last Time You Had Starbucks?<br />when I was in Arizona.....like...2 years ago<br /><br />18. Do You Think People Talk About You Behind Your Back?<br />I can't imagine why they would want to..I'm too boring for that<br /> <br />19. Why would they?<br />see #18<br /><br />20. Is Anyone In Lov... ]]></description>
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                <title>Boy girl thingy</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 22 Sep 2008 18:11:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Your BOY Side<br />[x] You love hoodies.<br />[x] You love jeans.<br />[] Dogs are better than cats.<br />[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt.<br />[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.<br />[ ] Shopping is torture.<br />[ ] Sad movies suck.<br />[ ] You own an X-Box.<br />[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.<br />[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a fire-fighter.<br />[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.<br />[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.<br />[ ] You watch sports on TV.<br />[x] Gory movies are cool.<br />[x] You go to your dad for advice.<br />[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.<br />[ ] You like going to football games.<br />[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.<br />[ ] Baggy pants are cool to wear. <br />[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.<br />[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are some of your favourite colors.<br />[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.<br />[ ] Sports are fun.<br />[ ] Talk with food in your mouth.<br /><br />Total: 11.<br /><br />Your GIRL Side<br />[x] You wear lip gloss.<br />[x] You love to shop.<br />[x] You wear eyeliner.<br />[ ] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.<br />[x] You wear the color pink. <br />[ ] Go to your mom for advice.<br />[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.<br />[ ] You hate wearing the color black.<br />[x] You like hanging out at the mall.<br />[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.<br />[x] You like wearing jewelry. <br />[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.<br />[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.<br />[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.<br />[ ] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.<br />[x, 2 hours!] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories. <br />[x] You smile a lot more than you should.<br />[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.<br />[ ] You care about what you look like.<br />[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.<br />[x] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.<br />[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid.<br />[x] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it. <br />[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.<br /><br />Total: 11<br /><br />eh...am..I like....half and half?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Ethan</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 22 Sep 2008 14:41:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So..in bio..I wrote a new chapter for Ethan. I havn't typed it up yet....I am too lazy...but it should be up soon. ^^ And really..I think..I like this one the most..but..aside from that random....idea..I had..I have nothing to do with Ethan! I want to keep writing it..but I don't know where to go with it..so...ideas...are REALLY APPRECIATED!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Kimi ni aitakute (musics)</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 20 Sep 2008 16:49:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ RULES:<br />1. Put your music player on shuffle.<br />2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.<br />3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONGNAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!!!<br />4. Tag 4 people when you're done.<br /><br /><br />IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY ?=<br />Malice Mizer-Au revoir<br /><br />WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?=<br />The Gazette-Cassis (hmmm.....I love the bass in it)<br /><br />WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?=<br />Gackt-Kimi ga matteirukara <br /><br />HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?=<br />Malice Mizer-Illuminati (0.0 have you seen that video?)<br /><br />WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?=<br />Gackt-To feel the the fire<br /><br />WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?=<br />Gackt-~Dears~ (you got that right!!!)<br /><br />WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?=<br />Yui-Rolling star<br /><br />WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?=<br />.hack//-Aura[Evil Version] (Juno-san..who sings that?)<br /><br />WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?= <br />Gackt-Asrun Dream (yup..Gackt. You heard that right too)<br /><br />WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIES?=<br />Shanadoo-My Samurai<br /><br />WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?=<br />Gackt-Vanilla (0.0 OH BABY!!!!)<br /><br />WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?=<br />LM.C-Sentimental PIGgy Romance<br /><br />WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?=<br />L'Arc~en~Ciel-SHINE <br /><br />WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?=<br />Gackt-U+K (how do ya figure?)<br /><br />WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?=<br />Gackt-Shima uta (will I be in Okinawa?)<br /><br />WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?=<br />Gackt-Cube (and I will be singing along^^)<br /><br />WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?=<br />Gackt-Ares<br /><br />WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?=<br />UVERworld-Colors of the heart<br /><br />WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?=<br />Puffy-Sayonara summer<br /><br />WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?=<br />Gackt-Emu~For my Dear~ (<33333333333333 this song)<br /><br />WHAT SONG WILL BE THE SUBJECT WHEN YOU REPOST?=<br />Gackt-Kimi ni aitakute<br /><br />I tags <a href="http://kawaiichan789.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/a/kawaiichan789.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconkawaiichan789:" title="kawaiichan789"/></a> <a href="http://grimgoblin.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/g/r/grimgoblin.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":icongrimgoblin:" title="grimgoblin"/></a> <a href="http://krazyboutkomics.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/r/krazyboutkomics.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconkrazyboutkomics:" title="krazyboutkomics"/></a>(he may not do it....XD Who knows..if he is in the mood maybe <a href="http://crimsonrose90.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcrimsonrose90:" title="crimsonrose90"/></a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>HEADPHONES=DEAD</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 15 Sep 2008 18:04:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR My headphones died. I have no way to listen to music on the bus now. I have to listen to a bunch of middle schoolers yell and scream and UGH!! NO NO NO!!! NOt good. Not good at all!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Belle + Gackt pictures</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 15 Sep 2008 17:16:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ GAH!! I started cryin while looking at these!! OMG!!<br /><br /><a href="http://gackt-itsumo.livejournal.com/32468.html#cutid1">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Things to do before I die</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Sep 2008 17:32:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Things I want to do before I die.....*copycat*<br /><br />1) Become fluent in Japanese<br />2) Finish high school<br />3) Go to college<br />4) Move to Japan<br />5) Visit Okinawa<br />6) Visit Osaka<br />7) Visit Tokyo<br />8) Buy all the Gackt Dvd's and CD's (gotta support him!!!)<br />9) Kiss a Japanese man<br />10) Meet Gackt(and if that doesn't happen...at least get to talk to him...thru..like...e-mail or somethin)<br />11) Go to a Gackt concert<br />12) Go to a Dir en grey concert<br />13) Meet Kyo, Die, and Kaoru (I guess Toshiya and Shinya come with them..so...them too. XDD)<br />14) See a cherry blossom <br />15) Read Jihaku in Japanese<br />16) Learn the Papa lapped a pap lopped dance<br />17) And the storm dance<br />18) Learn to ride a horse<br />19) Own a dog<br />20) Own a cat<br />21) Become an official Dear<br />22) See Bunraku<br />23) Draw a cat that actually looks like a frikin cat!<br />24) Get a job I like<br />25) Meet my cousin<br /><br />Eh...I can't think of anything else..>.> Ummm..will update if I think of any...XD<br /><br />EDIT<br /><br />26) Get Darts stuff....gotta have Darts stuff.....<br /><br />27) Smell Eogist platnum. XDD<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Random rant.....</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 06 Sep 2008 17:19:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ First..Nathan..there are a few bad words in here..so...if your willin to see them..read on..if not..don't......^^<br /><br />Why is it that everything I say is twisted inside out, upside down, and placed three inches to the left??<br /><br /><br /><br />Everything I say is taken as a fight, or an argument. OR its simply ignored. My dad spends all his time on runescape....and as a result of this.....he never hears anything that I am saying. He doesn't hear me at all, and it makes me feel like I am just part of the wall. And I don't much like my wall, I tend to hit it...and kick it alot. <br /><br />Then if he does hear me...like....for exapmle..when I was doing my homework, I saw a map of Japan. And it was missing an island...it made me mad and I kinda ranted about how they were missing an island. And then I started readin the questions on the sheet out loud...that helps me remember them and understand them better, and I guess it really annoyed him. And he started saying that I should stop, and all that. I got mad...I mean come on....he never hears me when I say stuff that isn't at all important, but when I am doing my homework I can't talk! Um..I'm not in school, and remember buddy, you moved into MY house...WE let you live here...you already screwed up and I have no idea why you are still here. You have been here for over 6 months..and still have no job. You are always on runescape. <br /><br />I have a life, at least. It consists of school, friends, Gackt, Japan...and well...me. What is your life about?? RUNESCAPE!! ITs a damn game, for teens! You are like....35 years old!! GROW UP! GET A JOB. STOP BEING A JERK!<br /><br />When we have stuff to drink...like..coolaid..or tea...or soda..he drinks it all up. All of it. I get none. He uses this really big cup..so its gone in like..one day. And when we had pizza rolls he started sayin I should save some for him. And I did..but then about a week later he said that he was joking and he didn't eat those. He does stupid things like that and he thinks its funny. He sticks out his tounge to make me laugh...it doesn't work. He tries to scare me, and it doesn't work. Infact..that makes me so damn mad. <br /><br />And then even after talking to him about how much Gackt means to me, and him saying that he won't say anything about him again..he still says he is gay, and has problems. Then when I get mad, he gets mad. He says I shouldn't go against my family for a man I don't know. A man that I don't know anything about. <br /><br />Ok..you know what....I can't make him see all the great things about Gackt. I can't make anybody see them. I can't make people think he is awsome. I can't make them think he is a man, and stop saying he looks like a girl. I can't do any of that. All I can do is be there for him, my idol, my god.  All I can do is keep him close to my heart and never let him down. That's all I can do. And I will stick up for him nomatter what. He means the world to me. Get over it. <br /><br />And my mother..oh she doesn't make any thing better. Not at all. She is so wrapped up in tv shows, her fucking friends, and runescape that she doesn't give two shits about  me. She didn't even buy food for the longest damn time! I lost some weight. I was always hungry. I was always hoping she would bring me some food. I ate up my stash of pocky...and I was saving that for a special time. And now I don't have it. T.T<br /><br />And now I have school. School is ok...I get to see friends, and Daisuke...but its all the other stuck up peices of shit that think they are better than the rest of the school. And I know that they aren't any better than me. I most likely have a better grip on reality. I have ambitions...they just plan to get by on their parents money, and good looks. Their grades suck, and the majority of them do drugs. <br /><br />Bad kids....some of them. I dont' like to be surrounded by people like that. I like to be surrounded by people who are mature (sometimes....) and who understand the things I do. And some of them understand more than I ever will. All of these people, my friends, don't judge you on how you look, or act. They judge you for who you are...on the inside. Every single one of my friends is a wonderful person on the inside. They all accepted me from the first day we met. Even if they don't like any of the things I like, they love me. Amanda, and Dawn..and Jen..they don't like Japan, they don't like Gackt, they don't like Dir en grey. But they love me. They support me. They support everything that I do. They support me. <br /><br />Which is more than my parents do. They don't support my learning of Japanese. They don't even think I will make it to live in Japan someday. And they don't understand what Gackt means to me. I don't care if they understand, that's not something everybody can understand, but I would at least like it if they would stop talkin crap about him.  It really does upset me. <br /><br />I miss Mrs. Gullo. She was my global histo... ]]></description>
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                <title>Drug party</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 15 Sep 2008 18:10:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Is finally watching Drug Party. I am on Uncontrol. Already suffered a few nosebleeds. XDD Gackt just has that effect on people. XDD Um......I will update....perhaps...XDD If I'm not too like.....into the concert....so..in other words..I probably won't update until its all over. Unless I run into something....REALLY awsome...so..in other words...I will most likely update...XDDDD<br /><br /><br />[<b>EDIT</b>]<br />*is on seven* <br />Is he wearin lipgloss?? I wonder what flavor.....XD<br /><br />*is stuck* <br />DUUUUUUUUDE!!! After seven..what comes after seven???? I want to watch them in order, but I dun know what comes after seven!!! They stoped labelin them after 5!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO *cries*<br /><br />*is sad* <br />I will just watch Kagen no Tsuki until somebody tells me what is next...or somethin.....T.T Though I really want to watch Drug Party.<br /><br /><br />I lied..I'm watchin him at Venus Fort...XD But I still wanna know about Drug Party!<br /><br />[EDIT]<br /><br />*is watching Ash* <br /><br />I love that arm thing he does..all of his movements are so...delicate..and lovely....DAMN I LOVE IT!<br /><br />[EDIT]<br /><br />*is watching nine spiral* <br /><br />He just took off the coat.....*drool* he is good at stripping. XD<br /><br />*further in* <br />DUUUUUUUUUUUUUUDE THE HIP THING!!! *drool*<br /><br />HOOOOOOOOOOOOLD ON!!! HE JUST..THE SUBTITLES..DID..IT..HE...IS..THIS REAL?? DID...THE..DID IT SAY....RAPE ME?? DID IT REALLY?? IS TAHT PART OF THE SONG?? OMG *passout* I just fell in love with this song..^^<br /><br />*is watchin Speed master*<br /><br />he is on the floor doin that hip thrusty thing again....I LOVE IT!! LOVE LOVE LOVE!!<br /><br />I love when he reaches out towards the fans....then...does..a little...belly dance..thingy....*melts* its so hot!<br /><br />*is watching lu:na*<br /><br />I LOVE THE BELLY DANCE THING HE DOES!!! And then he smiles about it..XD<br />Gods when he yells its so hot!!!<br /><br />And then he shakes his hips...*drool*<br /><br />He can squirt water on me anyday..and I love how his belt is all stickin out while he shakes his butt...XDD Its awsome.<br /><br />*storm*<br />I know why those chicks had to have a mask on...If he would have kissed them...without it...not only would all of his female (and gay...and hell..even straight) fans have jumped on stage and killed them..but the girls would have fainted...and you can't have your backup dancers fainting on stage can you??<br /><br />And I love the dance for this song..he is so cute doin it!<br /><br />*just finished Papa lapped a pap lopped* <br /><br />I love when he moves his body like that..and those chicks need to get off him. And I love that dance. And I LOVE WHEN HE MOVES HIS BODY LIKE THAT!! OMG! *passout*<br /><br />I can't find Kalmia!!!!@ OMG NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!<br /><br />NOOO I can't find Fragrance either!! Does youtube hate me too!?<br /><br />Actually I can't find any of the rest of them!! NOOO NOOO NOOO!! GRRR<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Confused</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 05 Sep 2008 15:33:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sarah tapped me on the shoulder in the hall...and waved at me....while smileing.....what does that mean??<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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