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        <pubDate>Fri, 11 Dec 2009 02:51:44 PST</pubDate>        
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 03 Mar 2009 13:42:59 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey guys for those of you that actually like my writings I apologize. Where I've moved recently I have no PC and it's hard to get time to place my work on this site.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Being realistic</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 Dec 2008 04:23:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay. I doubt anyone ever reads these damn things anyways so I'm just putting and interpretation of how I feel. I feel an empty hollow or anguish inside my chest a sorrow it seems that overwhelms the little joys I find in life. It seem that anyone I find who who can fill that hole pours a little in my glass then tips it over in my lap,laughs and walks away. I wonder what is wrong with me. I'm not a happy person anymore. The drink stopped working a long time ago and I can't take anything else that doesn't make me feel paraniod to the exent of wanting to hurt those around me. I've heard that everything cures itself in time but I've been waiting and my patience is running thin. I hate having all this hate inside and not being able to be rid of it. Everyone expects so much out of me but what else can I give? I work two jobs five days a week but I can't get ahead and I still get these suicidal thougts. I don't know if I wish to die but If I do I know I don't wanna go out by my own hand. What is wrong with me??<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 16 Dec 2008 03:42:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It never ends in this fucking cycle. They see my strength and they are attracted to it. They feed off it to fight their demons and when they're gone I become the castaway playmate. I'm so tired of trying and getting shit on. I'm in the same shit again and I know how it will end but why won't I just back out before they do? I don't know maybe it's lonelyness or desperation but I'm just sick of it. Patience is a virtue and also a girl who is using me to make her feel good till she finds another. I want to scream. I want to break things fuck I just need a way out!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Nov 2008 04:34:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ There was a gas station held up around five this morning and the man behind the counter was murdered. This is pissing me off. My mother has been robbed three times at two different companies she's worked at I swear to god If I find any of these little gangbanging motherfuckers I'll paint the fucking walls red with their brains. The past 8 weeks or so has been a fucking war zone around here in Alabama. The cops aren't doing there jobs good enough to keep the peace so WE citizens MUST stay ready. I hate this place.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 Nov 2008 05:27:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Some of you have said I have a way with words. I just wish I could speak at times as I write maybe then I could have the courage to ask her to love me and ask my foes for forgiveness.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ziegenmensch</author>
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                <title>just a thought</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Nov 2008 03:32:50 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Someone once said it's better to have loved and lost then never have loved at all. Well I think whoever said that should be stabbed through the heart. My own belief is that it's better to have never loved than to be suduced and destroyed by its evil.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ziegenmensch</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 09 Nov 2008 01:05:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My Fears<br />x = Somewhat<br />xx = Greater<br />xxx = huge enormous crippling omg fear<br /><br />A<br />[] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness.<br />[xxx] Acrophobia - Fear of heights.<br />[ ] Agliophobia - Fear of pain.<br />[ ] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds.<br />[] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects.<br />[] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car.<br />[] Androphobia - Fear of men.<br />[] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking.<br />[ ] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers.<br />[xx] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society.<br />[x] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched.<br />[] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders<br />[] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers.<br />[] Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightening.<br />[] Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness.<br />[] Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection.<br />[xxx] Atychiphobia - Fear of failure.<br />[x] Autophobia - Fear of being alone.<br /><br />B<br />[] Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria.<br />[] Barophobia - Fear of gravity.<br />[xx] Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steep. (kinda goes along with my fear of heights)<br />[] Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians.<br />[] Bibliophobia - Fear of books.<br />[] Botanophobia - Fear of plants.<br /><br />C<br />[] Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness.<br />[] Catagelophobia - Fear of being ridiculed publicly.<br />[] Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors.<br />[] Chionophobia - Fear of snow.<br />[] Chromophobia - Fear of colors.<br />[] Chronomentrophobia - Fear of clocks.<br />[] Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces.<br />[] Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns.<br />[] Cyberphobia - Fear of computers.<br />[] Cynophobia - Fear of dogs.<br /><br />D<br />[] Dendrophobia - Fear of trees.<br />[] Dentophobia - Fear of dentists.<br />[] Domatophobia - Fear of houses.<br />[] tychiphobia (spell?) Â fear of accidents.<br /><br />E<br />[] Ecophobia - Fear of the home.<br />[] Elurophobia - Fear of cats.<br />[] Ephebiphobia - Fear of teenagers.<br />[] Equinophobia - Fear of horses.<br /><br />G<br />[] Gophobia - Fear of marriage.<br />[] Genuphobia - Fear of knees.<br />[x] Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in public.<br />[] Gynophobia - Fear of women.<br /><br />H<br />[] Heliophobia - Fear of the sun.<br />[] Hemophobia - Fear of blood.<br />[] Herpetophobia - Fear of reptiles.<br />[xxxxxxx] Hydrophobia - Fear of water.<br /><br />I<br />[] Itrophobia - Fear of doctors.<br />[] Insectophobia - Fear of insects.<br /><br />K<br />[] Koinoniphobia - Fear of rooms.<br /><br />L<br />[] Lekophobia - Fear of the color white.<br />[] Lilapsophobia - Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes.<br />[] Lockiophobia - Fear of childbirth.<br /><br />M<br />[] Mageirocophobia - Fear of cooking.<br />[] Melanophobia - Fear of the color black.<br />[] Microphobia - Fear of small things.<br />[] Mysophobia - Fear of dirt and germs.<br /><br />N<br />[] Necrophobia - Fear of death or dead things.<br />[] Noctiphobia - Fear of the night.<br />[xx] Nosocomephobia - Fear of hospitals.<br /><br />O<br />[xx] Obesophobia - Fear of gaining weight<br />[] Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8.<br />[] Ombrophobia - Fear of rain.<br />[] Ophidiophobia - Fear of snakes.<br />[] Ornithophobia - Fear of birds.<br /><br />P<br />[] Papyrophobia - Fear of paper.<br />[x] Pathophobia - Fear of disease.<br />[] Pedophobia - Fear of children.<br />[x] Philophobia - Fear of love.<br />[x] Phobophobia - Fear of being afraid.<br />[] Podophobia - Fear of feet.<br />[] Porphyrophobia - Fear of the color purple.<br />[] Pteridophobia - Fear of ferns.<br />[xx] Pteromerhanophobia - Fear of flying.<br />[] Pyrophobia - Fear of fire.<br /><br />S<br />[] Scolionophobia - Fear of school.<br />[] Selenophobia - Fear of the moon.<br />[] Sociophobia - Fear of social evaluation.<br />[] Somniphobia - Fear of sleep.<br /><br />T<br />[] Tachophobia - Fear of speed.<br />[xx] Technophobia - Fear of technology.<br />[] Tonitrophobia - Fear of thunder.<br />[] Trypanophobia - Fear of injections.<br /><br />V-Z<br />[] Venustraphobia - Fear of beautiful women.<br />[] Verminophobia - Fear of germs.<br />[] Wiccaphobia - Fear of witches and witchcraft.<br />[] Xenophobia - Fear of strangers<br />[] Zoophobia - Fear of animals<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 09 Nov 2008 00:59:18 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Why are people so fucked up? Are they too inbread to see how stupid thry are? Slutty bitches,pimp fucks,Players,thug cunts what the fuck? Guess I'm just a hater.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ziegenmensch</author>
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                <title>Reprieve</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Oct 2008 04:04:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've just returned from my vacation. My head is clear and I feel right again. Alot of drama has happened just recently and I know it won't end soon. But if I'm blessed as I've been told then come what will and I'll do as I have to. Pray for me my friends to whatever Gods you serve,give me strength and let me keep my nerve through the triles ahead.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 20 Oct 2008 04:23:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Shit happens and now I've learned how to not give a fuck and I feel better.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ziegenmensch</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 17 Sep 2008 03:59:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This year is truely burdoning me as my mind is flooded by all my dead memories. I wish it would end cause I don't think I can take much more. The ones I can have I don't want and the ones I want I can't have. Oh well screw it as usual.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Goodbye my friend. You were the best!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 11 Jul 2008 06:49:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Goodbye to old friends may your journey be pleasant indeed. Take care of yourself out there in this world ruled by greed! Take heart that we shall meet again,after the stage is set,our time will oonce again come. Know that part of me will be with you,till your travels are finally done.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Jun 2008 10:47:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm finaly twenty one. yay not really the only thing I can do now that I couldn't before is go to jail no questions asked. Spent my b-day working. First time I've been single in four years. Depressing<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 31 Mar 2008 17:59:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey guys just so you know I have another acount. Loserprince it is. I put newer Items up and pick the best to put on this one.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ziegenmensch</author>
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                <title>Car bomb</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 31 Mar 2008 17:41:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I want to blow up this damn vehicle. I've put too much moneyb into it for it not to work.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ziegenmensch</author>
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                <title>Ohhhh</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 20 Mar 2008 01:28:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Why do people have to tell me their dirty little secrets? I really can't stand knowing all these sins. Their adultry,lying,coniving,betraying,hating deeds. I can't keep all this inside and watch people get hurt. Their is no happiness for me as long as I know all this shit. Why am I so fucking trustworthy<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>OMGPGHE</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 05 Mar 2008 00:13:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ God my heart is so burdoned at this piont in time. I wish I could just vanish 'till this drama ends. I'm torn between love of blood and brotherhood. It's too much to bare to watch two a family going through soo much, my family and there's nothing I can do to help this situation. I watch everyday as my best friend and brother's heart is ripped because he cannot be with the one he loves. I really have no one to speak with about this issue. So to all of you DAs I pour my soul upon thee.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ziegenmensch</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 01 Mar 2008 00:42:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Thanks everyone for all the support!! It truly means alot.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ziegenmensch</author>
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                <title>Hello</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 29 Feb 2008 01:36:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So before you begin this welcome to DA stuff know I an already a member. Loserprince. I've had issue with some peple leaving comments on my page so I started a new one.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ziegenmensch</author>
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