http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Zillar&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Zillar en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 18 Dec 2009 09:30:06 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Zillar.deviantart.com/journal/27966971/ http://Zillar.deviantart.com/journal/27966971/ Sun, 25 Oct 2009 19:13:52 PDT and I are currently involved in the process of creating our own role play forum. If you like to rp or just chat, we'd love it if you'd take a look and join >3<

[link]

Now a word from shuu:
"You may be interested in my kind of roleplay, what I like to think of as collaborative story-writing. Part of my comic, Possessed by Meow, is based on an RP I created on the forum I used to RP on, Tales Of ([link]). The RP lasted close to 5 years, bringing me tons of inspiration and some characters I love dearly. : D I've posted a couple of ideas of mine already, recycled RP concepts from old Tales Of threads I made, that I think would be fun."
-Shuu

You shouldn't feel pressured to post here. We all have lives and we should be able to go at our own past. If something comes up you just let everyone know o3o

]]> ~Zillar http://Zillar.deviantart.com/journal/27750965/ http://Zillar.deviantart.com/journal/27750965/ Tue, 13 Oct 2009 18:38:35 PDT It was good while it lasted.
Went with my best friends family up to Julian one week and Santa Barbara the next. UCSB is looking pretty nice for a school option, and it's nice to know were pretty much guaranteed entry. Still, Cal is nice too, Stanford would be awesome, and my friend is still dead set on Northwestern, where I wouldn't mind going at all! They have weather there o.o
On our way back from UCSB we stopped in Little Tokyo <3
I bought the cutest Hetalia phone charm and it turned out to be Italy! Besides that I got a Higurashi folder, Monster vol.4, A Lavi button, and tsuna and Hibari Keychains. The stuff there is just too cute to resist D:
To end off the break me and my best friend and I went up on the train to visit my dad and play in the ocean. And while there I got us lost for an hour XDD And our train home was canceled so we had to stay an extra hour. But it did work out in the end and it was an excuse to go back to this awesome bubble tea place up there that we'd already bought from XDD Milk tea is great <33

Now schools in and it seems like I'm getting sick D:
I was leaking all over the place today. My mother asked if I wanted to stay home from school tomorrow (which I really do, it's a weird schedule with 1st period for 3hrs Dx) but I'm gonna wait and see if I get any better.

To do list:
-Free sketches (2)
-Heroes RP 2nd Anniversary surprise
-Pray for an A on my next Stats test D:
-Make myself a DA ID!!! (Haven't had one for 2 years D'

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I'm part of a Vocaloid family <33

http://Zillar.deviantart.com/journal/27522416/ Thu, 01 Oct 2009 14:04:07 PDT
So my new laptop came in today <33
It's a pretty red Dell studio 17 o.o -pets it-
Ill be giving my old gateway to my mother once I clear it out.

I have to get used to the different sized keyboard and the fact that it has Windows Vista though D;
And it's going to take me more then a day to download all the important programs, install my tablet, photoshop, and transfer my files =w=

Also, I got a shiny PSP a couple days ago <33
It's on it's third gen already and now I've finally got one |D
Since I spent under my budget on my computer, I used the extra money to buy the PSP bundled with Dissidia and FF:AC movie. Dissidia is a lot of fun o.o And since I was trying to fix my friends PSP, I'm also holding her Crisis Core game and that's awesome as well (even with its dumbapples :'D) I am soo satisifed with my purchases, but that means no more spending for a while (maybe just $10 to buy FF VII... XDD)

To do list:
-Update my computer
-Transfer files
-Work on free sketches
-Finish vocaloid pic
-Start on college app essays/scholarship essays
-Study for SATs
-Finish up my halloween costume
-Write Acdec. speech

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I'm part of a Vocaloid family <33



]]> ~Zillar http://Zillar.deviantart.com/journal/27190940/ http://Zillar.deviantart.com/journal/27190940/ Wed, 23 Sep 2009 17:03:07 PDT

I've been doing nothing but sketches anyways, just not uploading them because everything I do is unfinished lately. Hopefully this will motivate me.
Just post what you want drawn :3
Although it's sketches, I sometimes have a tendency to go overboard with freebies =w=
I'm not guaranteeing they won't be sketches, just saying they might be more if inspiration strikes.

1. - Her and her boyfriend [link]
2. Her Oc, Abigail
3. Her Gaia Avatar
4. Her OC (waiting for reference)
5.

Hmm, I feel bad only doing one, even if only one person asked me. D:

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I'm part of a Vocaloid family <33



]]> ~Zillar http://Zillar.deviantart.com/journal/27136373/ http://Zillar.deviantart.com/journal/27136373/ Thu, 10 Sep 2009 16:35:41 PDT
- Name: Maddy (Nickname)
- Single or taken: Single
- Sex: Female
- Birthday: April 5th
- Sign: Aries
- Hair color: Dark Brown (Not black damnit orz;
- Eye color: Brown
- Height: 5'3"/5'4"
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight

-----------• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •--------------

- Favorite place to shop for clothes?: Target =w=
- Favorite designer?: I like Converse brand... XD
- What is your sexiest outfit?: I don't do sexy.
- What is your most comfortable outfit?: Tank top and jeans
- What do you usually wear?: T-shirt, jeans, and converse

--------------• × • S P E C I F I C S • × • -------------------

- What kind of shampoo do you use?: Head and Shoulders
- What are you listening to right now?: The wind o:
- Who is the last person that called you?: Dai-chan. It was an accident though ;A;
- How many buddies are online right now?: Haven't checked. I estimate at least 5 though.


-------------• × • F A V O U R I T E S • × •-----------------

- Food: Packaged Top Ramen w/ Franks Hot Sauce and Lime
- Girls' names: Iunno.
- Boys' names: Gabriel, Alexander, Aiden
- Subjects in school: Japanese
- Animals: Wolves

----------------• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •-------------

- Given anyone a bath?: Uh, no.
- Smoked?: EDisgusting. No.
- Bungee jumped?: Uh-uh.
- Made yourself throw up?: Gross. No.
- Skinny dipped?: No.
- Ever been in love?: Never real love. I realized even my crush like a year ago wasn't real >.>
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: That would never work.
- Pictured your crush naked?: Noooo.
- Actually seen your crush naked?: No.
- Cried when someone died?: I thought I wouldn't, I really did, but once I saw the body I think my body forced me too. I wasn't even really that sad.
- Lied?: All the time. Everyone does. It's human nature.
- Fallen for your best friend?: Not my current best freind. She's a girl :/
- Rejected someone?: Yes. Two people in less than a month o: The only two people XD
- Used someone?: Aww, I'm sorry Momo D: I made him get me food a lot last year.
- Done something you regret?: Frequently. I'm kind of a bad person Dx

------------• × • C U R R E N T • × •--------------

- Clothes: Black tank top and blue jeans
- Desktop picture: A giant dragon. It won the good and evil contest on here.
- CD in player: Psh, CD's? XDD
- DVD in player: Heroes Season 1 disc 3 8D

----------------• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •----------------------

- You touched: My best friend. Pushed her out of the way XD
- Hugged: Rachel XD
- You kissed: Never.
- You IMed: Uhhh, Ben I think.
- Talk to online: Heroes rp buddies
- You sexed it up with: O: NO ONE. LOOK THREE ABOVE 8D

---------------• × • A R E | Y O U • × •---------------------

- Understanding: Sometimes, although a lot of the time I think people are exaggerating and take life waaaaaay to seriously.
- Open-minded: Mostly. People can be whoever or whatever they want, it's there choice and I accept that. But I'm still against certain things (high schoolers having sex, drugs and smoking, super religious people who condemn other peoples beliefs)
- Arrogant: Very much in real life. Especially at school to stupid classmates. Online not so much. Especially not when it comes to drawing or writing skills.
- Insecure?: Quite a bit actually. Especially when it comes to talents. I don't think I have any. In drawing, or writing ;-;
- Random?: OH YEAH OTL;;
- Hungry: Everyday after 2nd period XD
- Smart: I'd like to think so, but some people scare me.
- Moody: Among my very small emotional range I guess a bit, but I rarely get super mad or super sad.
- Organized: Kind of XD I hate messes, but I put off cleaning them up.
- Shy: On the phone. And talking to people I don't know but would like to talk to. I freeze up >.<;; If I don't care either way, then I'm not shy at all.
- Difficult: I think I'm too straight forward to be difficult.
- Bored easily: Yes
- Obsessed: HELL YEAH. With HEROES, and DEXTER, and SERIAL KILLERS, and STEPHEN KING, and ANIME XDDD
- Angry: When something seems unfair or unjust I can get a little angry, but not like YELLING RAEG! D< Just speaking loudly XD
- Sad: I get a little down, but not really sad :/
- Happy: I guess I'm satisfied.
- Hyper: O... ]]> ~Zillar http://Zillar.deviantart.com/journal/22675654/ http://Zillar.deviantart.com/journal/22675654/ Mon, 19 Jan 2009 14:36:21 PST Step 2: Post the first line from the first 25 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: CAPS out the songs when someone guesses the name/group correctly.
Step 4: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING!
Step 5: I'll post the answers by the end of this month.
NOTE: * means that it's from an anime

I'll draw something for the person who gets the most I guess? XD

1. "Well I know, You don't have a reason. And it's cold, a sign of the season..."

2. "Too much patience, No resistance,Within shouting distance,
You can hear a blind man's bluff. Dragging names through the mud and still bitting his tongue..."

3. "Don't want to be an american idiot..." Can't belive I still have this OTL;;

4. "Another dream that will never come true just to comliment your sorrow..."

5. "Such a lonely day, and it's mine. The most loneliest day of my life..."

6.* "miageta yozora no hoshitachi no hikari inishie no omoi negai ga jidai wo koe iroaseru KOTO naku todoku KIRARI hitomi ni utsuru dareka no sakebi..."

7. "They fall in line one at a time, ready to play I can’t see them anyway. No time to lose we’ve got to move..."

8. "Elimination. Elimination. elimination. Die, Why, Walk Down, Walk Down. A whole race Genocide, taken away all of our pride, a whole race Genocide, taken away..."

9. "From the brightest star comes the blackest hole, you had so much to offer, why did you offer your soul?"

10."When our time is up, when our lives are done..."

11. "I was toting my pack along the long dusty Winnemucca road When along came a semi with a high canvas covered..."

12. "The finest parts of me are only shades of you to put aside the ties that bind is the goal of man..."

13. "I feel insane every single time I'm asked to compromise
‘Cause I'm afraid and stuck in my ways and that’s the way it stays. So how long did I expect love to outweigh ignorance?"

14." Walk down the realm hint to no one that this generic bond exists evil shows another side..."

15. "Woe Baby nani o miteru no? Mukai kaze sono mukou ni Donna mirai ga o hitomi hisome egau no?"

16. *"La la la... La la la... Maketakunai to sakenda mune no koe ga kikoeta daro tsuyogatte tachimukau shika nain da..."

17. "Steam rising and spiraling then vanish in the wind, I can't tell where the land ends and the sky begins. Are you acquainted with the threat of being killed?"

18. "Lay down, your sweet and weary head. Night is falling.
You have come to journey’s end."

19. "Ma-ia-hii
Ma-ia-huu
Ma-ia-hoo
Ma-ia-haha
Ma-ia-hii " LOL XDD

20. "What do I do to ignore them behind me? Do I follow my instincts blindly? Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?"

21. * "Doushite Doushite suki nan darou konna ni namida afureteru..."

22. "Keep on writing you're just raping yourself(nothing can take my mind away from them).Don't you ask about me, ask 'bout somebody else(Once I've fallen there's many stories to tell)"

23. "Closed in around me, the walls are like enemies. Trying to trap me inside. You are the same with your devious inklings, trying to take me for mine..."

24. "Shizuka ni sora ni kaeru anata no sugata wo what else can I do besides avenge you? Namida ga kareru made zutto mitsumete ita..."

25. "I wanted you to know that I love the way you laugh. I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away..."

]]> ~Zillar http://Zillar.deviantart.com/journal/20057559/ http://Zillar.deviantart.com/journal/20057559/ Wed, 20 Aug 2008 10:33:42 PDT

Q: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search.
Google Answer: Maddison needs glasses! [Nuuuu!]
My Answer: to finish her Ap summer assignments real soon ;A;

Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search.
Google Answer: Maddison looks like a little flower bud [wtf? xD]
My Answer: A person?

Q: Type in "[your name] says" in Google search.
Google Answer: Maddison says that his son always said he would jump further than anything else. [wait, when did I get a son and become a he? owo;;]
My Answer: "Fwosh!"

Q: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search.
Google Answer: Maddison wants to create a 300kmh MotoGP-powered machine in a lightweight chassis capable of propelling....[oh yes, of course 83]
My Answer: to get Dawn of the New Wold already ;A;

Q: Type in "[your name] does" in Google search.
Google Answer: Maddison does the Elmo Chicken Dance [lmao]
My Answer: not agree with the statement above xD

Q: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search.
Google Answer: Maddison hates hospitals
My Answer: So true O:

Q: Type in "[your name] asks" in Google search.
Google Answer: Maddison asks for calm
My Answer: [above]

Q: Type in "[your name] goes" in Google search.
Google Answer: Maddison goes 322 feet [xD Walking?]
My Answer: Nowhere

Q: Type in "[your name] likes " in Google search.
Google Answer: Maddison Likes To Hump The Air [WTF? xD Nu uh]
My Answer: to sit around~

Q: Type in "[your name] eats " in Google search.
Google Answer: Maddison Eats a Lemon [Yum? owo;;]
My Answer: I just ate oatmeal xD

Q: Type in "[your name] wears " in Google search.
Google Answer: Maddison wears bells around her neck [whut? why?]
My Answer: Pajamas O:

Q: Type in "[your name] was arrested for" in Google Search.
Google Answer: Madison men arrested for using torch to break into store [Apparently no real Maddison has been arrested xD]
My Answer: Nada ~

]]> ~Zillar http://Zillar.deviantart.com/journal/18089072/ http://Zillar.deviantart.com/journal/18089072/ Tue, 29 Apr 2008 16:07:54 PDT


t h e l e t t e r : A

- - Are you available?: I don't get it D: Yes?
- - What annoys you?: Many things. Certain noises I guess

t h e l e t t e r :B

- - Do you know anyone named Billy? No
- -When is your birthday?: April 5th

t h e l e t t e r :C

- - What's your favorite candy?: Sour Straws
- - When was the last time you cried?: Today, laughing too hard. I do that xD

t h e l e t t e r: D

- - Do you daydream?: All the time.
- - What's your favorite kind of dog?: German Sheperd C:

t h e l e t t e r :E

- - How do you like your eggs?: Runny
- - Have you ever been in the emergency room?: Yeah, once when I fell in a cactus when I was little >.o

t h e l e t t e r: F

- - Have you ever flown in a plane?: Yes, I love flying x3
- - Do you use fly swatters?: No, gross

t h e l e t t e r: G

- - Do you chew gum?: Whenever I have gum
- - Do you like gummy candy?: Yeah, but it hurts my teeth sometimes...

t h e l e t t e r : H

- - What's your height?: 5'3"
- - What color is your hair?: Dark Brown (not black D<

t h e l e t t e r : I

- - What's your favorite ice cream: Daqueri(sp?) Ice, yumm
- - Have you ever ice skated?: Yeah, its fun. Like rollarblading~

t h e l e t t e r : J

- - What's your favorite jelly bean?: I don't like jelly beans xP
- - Have you ever heard a really hilarious joke?: Yeah.
- - Do you wear jewelry?: Necklaces mostly. I had a hematite ring, but it broke ;-;

t h e l e t t e r : K

- - Who do you want to kill?: That kid who thinks he'sa vampire in my Japanese class o.o;

t h e l e t t e r : L

- - Are you laid back?: Pretty much.

t h e l e t t e r : M

- - What's your favorite movie when you were little?: Lion King and Princess Mononoke

t h e l e t t e r : N

- - Do you have a nickname?: Maddy
- - Whats your favorite number?: 13
- - Do you prefer night over day?: Definately

t h e l e t t e r : O

- - What's your one wish?: To be a digidestined *-* (I'm not joking...)
- - Are you an only child?: Mostly. I have a half brother, but he doesn't really count

t h e l e t t e r : P

- - What are you most paranoid about?: A lot. Forgeting things, failing, etc.
- - Piercings?: Nope. My ears were pierced when I was little but not anymore.

t h e l e t t e r: Q

- - Are you quick to judge people?: Not really. Depends.

t h e l e t t e r : R

- - Do you watch reality tv?: No. It sucks D<

t h e l e t t e r: S

- - Do you prefer sun or rain?: Sun if its not hot, rain all the time. I like it when its sunny and raining owo
- - Do you like snow?: Yes. It's very cold though.

t h e l e t t e r : T

- - What time is it?: 4:02
- - What time did you wake up?: 5:20, like always. Stupid zero period >.<
- - When was the last time you slept in a tent?: A couple weeks ago at camp C: I get to again on the beach in a couple of weeks

t h e l e t t e r: U

- - Can you ride a unicycle?: Nope. Can't even ride a bike, what makes you think I could ride a unicycle?

t h e l e t t e r : V

- - What's the worst veggie?: I don't know...

t h e l e t t e r : W

- - What's your worst habit?: Making fun of people, being insensitive
- - Where do you live?: CA

t h e l e t t e r : X

- - Have you ever had an x-ray?: Nope.

t h e l e t t e r: Y

- - Do you like the color yellow?: Bleh no.
- - What year were you born in?: 1992

t h e l e t t e r :Z

- - Do you believe in the zodiac?: Yes?
- - What's your sign?: Aries/Monkey~

]]> ~Zillar http://Zillar.deviantart.com/journal/17216096/ http://Zillar.deviantart.com/journal/17216096/ Thu, 06 Mar 2008 19:54:36 PST 's journal

RULES
1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Tag three other people.

I choose:
Kedaai
Leafe
Ikelus


How old are you?
Kedaai: I am sixteen years of age.
Leafe: Young <3 (he's actually 93 xD )
Ikelus: -sigh- Does it really matter? I lost count a long time ago.

What's your height?
Kedaai: About five foot nine, last time I checked.
Leafe: It varies. I can change size. Mostly 9" or 5'2"
Ikelus: -looks away- I don't need to be tall D:

Do you have any bad habits?
Kedaai: Leaving my door open... -sigh-
Leafe: Some people say I talk to much, I really have no idea what there talking about, I can be quiet. I don't say much, just whats on my mind at the time...-blahblahblah- (which always happensto be something :'D )
Ikelus: Haunting people'sdreams (if you consider it a bad thing)

Are you a virgin?
Kedaai: What a stupid question, of course! D:
Leafe: -confused- What does that mean?
Ikelus: This has no relevance to me, but if you must know yes.

Who's your mate/spouse?
Kedaai: Uh...no?
Leafe: o///o No one...
Ikelus: My life "partner" is my trusty scythe.

Do you have any kids?
Kedaai: No!
Leafe: No, but human children are so cute ^o^
Ikelus: I hate kids D:

What's your favourite food?
Kedaai: I don't really have a favorite...
Leafe: Anything organic~ Processed human food is werid, except the sweets, I like those <3
Ikelus: I don't have to eat, but I like spicy things.

What's your favourite ice cream flavor?
Kedaai: I'm not too fond of sweets.
Leafe: Green Tea >w<
Ikelus: Bleh, I don't like the stuff D:

Have you killed anyone?
Kedaai: No...
Leafe: What would I k-k-kill someone? Everyone deserves to live!
Ikelus: In dreams.

Do you hate anyone?
Kedaai: They aren't people.
Leafe: Fire! D<(Doesn't have a name et n.n; )
Ikelus: I wouldn't say hate for anyone, just indifference. I don't care about anyone but me.

Have any secrets?
Kedaai: Many. I am not going to tell just anyone.
Leafe: Were not supposed to tell him, but... >.<
Ikelus: There is a story behind my eye...

Do you love anyone?
Kedaai: Not at the moment.
Leafe: -blushes- No...I don't know...Maybe...
Ikelus: No.

What is your job?
Kedaai: To defeat them.
Leafe: To look after Ein C:
Ikelus: Oneiroi, I come into nightmares in the form of an animal or monster.

Boy or girl?
Kedaai: Male.
Leafe: I'm a guy Faerie :3
Ikelus: Male, if thats what you wanna call me.

What do you do to relax?
Kedaai: Read a book.
Leafe: Sit in the forest
Ikelus: Torment people in there dreams.

What song do you think would best describe yourself?
Kedaai: Lost by Avenged Sevenfold
Leafe: Wings of a Butterfly (I really don't know xD)
Ikelus: Evil Angel by Breaking Benjamin

Any hidden talents or something no one else knows about you?
Kedaai: I can manipulate metal objects.
Leafe: I can use Faerie magic. ^o^
Ikelus: Probably not much, I'm well known here. (Me: Actually, no one knows anything about you except me xD)

What do you think of your creator?
Kedaai: She's ok. (Me: Thats all you have to say? D: )
Leafe: She's awesome <3
Ikelus: She only gave me one frickin' eye!! And I didn't even get a cool eye patch to cover this gaping hole in my skull! What do you think?

What color is your hair?
Kedaai: Black.
Leafe: Green~! Isn't that such a lovely color?
Ikelus: White with black on the ends. Its because I'm just that cool.

What's your sexual orientation?
Kedaai: I'm straight.
Leafe: Love is love <3
Ikelus: I don't have one. Love is a waste of time.

]]> ~Zillar http://Zillar.deviantart.com/journal/16135770/ http://Zillar.deviantart.com/journal/16135770/ Fri, 28 Dec 2007 09:11:10 PST So I deleted 32 deviations and left a few I liked, recent stuff, some of my earlier tablet and traditional drawings.

Made a new icon as well which I really like xD

I was very inactive this year so I wanna change that for next year :3
I didn't get much better since I didn't practice and thats unfortunate. Just means I'll have to try harder this year.

I really need to make a new ID, but I'll get to that evetually.
My early resolution for the new year is to improve, even if just a little bit.
Improve in anatomy, coloring, lineart. Anything or everything.
n.n

I'd also like to get a subscription soon, I'll see how it goes.

]]> ~Zillar