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]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me =[ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/13902321/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/13902321/ Fri, 27 Jul 2007 14:16:50 PDT
I feel abandoned.

I hate myself for losing her.

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me A Guys Point of View http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/13806354/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/13806354/ Fri, 20 Jul 2007 09:20:51 PDT I'm not a guy... my friend posted this and I think it's cute.

We don't care if you talk to other guys.

We don't care if you're friends with other guys.

But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.

It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.

We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.

Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait
till the morning.

Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/
cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.

Don't tell us we're wrong.

We'll stop trying to convince you.

The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me.

Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in.

let us pay for you! dont "feel bad" about it

We enjoy doing it. It's expected.

Smile and say "thank you."

Kiss us when no one's watching.

If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.

You don't have to get dressed up for us.

If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.

We like you for who you are and not what you are.

honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's. or my tshirt and boxers, not all dolled up

Don't take everything we say seriously.

Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.

Don't get angry easily.

Stop using magazines/media as your bible.

Whatever happened to the word "handsome"/"beautiful"

I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me
with "Hey handsome!" instead of "Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy" or whatever else you can think of.

on the other hand im not sayin i woulndnt like it ether ; )

Girls, I cannot stress this enough:if you aren't being treated right by a guy, dont't wait for him to change.ditch his sorry,disgrace to the male population ass and find someone who will treat you with utter respect

Someone who will honor your morals.

Someone who will make you smile when you're at your
lowest.

Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.

Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.

Someone who will stop what theyre doing just to look you in the eyes....and say "i love you" ..and actually mean it.

Give the nice guys a chance

Guys repost this if you agree

Girls repost this if you think it's cute

Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this, so we hope that all the girls that read this will repost this

HINTS?!?!?!

*Holdin Hands
Girls :If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of
times.
Guys : Grab it if it happens more than once.

*Cuddling
Girls : When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold
Guys : Automatically move closer to her.

*Movies
Girls : During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder
Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her.

*Loving each other

Guys : When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her
too... And mean it.

*Laying below the stars

Girls : When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat
Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers.

By 12 am tonight your one true love will realize how much they want you.

repost as: guys point of view

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me It's that time again http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/13517391/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/13517391/ Wed, 11 Jul 2007 19:26:32 PDT FEATURES!

Anyone wanna be featured! Leave a comment I promise to get to you!

There is no cut off or certain amount... and you don't have to do this in return... I do this because I love my friends and watchers.

Features

1. ~AnimeLuver16
[link]
[link]
[link]

2. =Netbug009
[link]
[link]
[link]

3. =Maria87
[link]
[link]
[link]

4. ~darkillusion009
[link]
[link]
[link]

5. *living4him
[link]
[link]
[link]

6. ~dessyweird51
[link]
[link]
[link]

7. =Mizra
[link]
[link]
[link]

8. ~Ren-Da-Riter
[link] (this one and the one after are my favorite pieces of art on all of DA please look at them, tell me if you agree... they hit me so close to home it makes it hard to breathe when I look at them)
[link]
[link]

9. *leficia
[link]
[link]
[link]

10. ~superchick705
[link]
[link]
[link]

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me Oh yeah! http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/13517351/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/13517351/ Wed, 27 Jun 2007 20:40:50 PDT "You know that whole 'LOVE THY NEIGHBOR' thing? I meant it." - God.

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me Buhbye Subbie http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/13307189/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/13307189/ Mon, 11 Jun 2007 18:21:31 PDT Emily Loves You

It was fun while it lasted but we all knew this day was going to come.
Looks like I'm going back to ~ before my name.

Don't worry, I'm not going to leave dA... just saying goodbye to my stamps/features/polls/easy comments and shoutbox.

au revoir!

_{People will hate you, love you, inspire you, depress you, laugh at you, laugh with you, deny you, push you, pressure you, befriend you, hurt you, take you, break you; just don't let anyone make you!} ]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me I'M NEVER GONNA BE GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/13276631/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/13276631/ Sat, 09 Jun 2007 10:30:07 PDT Emily Loves You

Perfect

Hey [mom] look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I CAN'T STAND ANOTHER FIGHT!!
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

_{People will hate you, love you, inspire you, depress you, laugh at you, laugh with you, deny you, push you, pressure you, befriend you, hurt you, take you, break you; just don't let anyone make you!} ]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me I' http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/13276610/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/13276610/ Sat, 09 Jun 2007 10:27:21 PDT Emily Loves You

_{People will hate you, love you, inspire you, depress you, laugh at you, laugh with you, deny you, push you, pressure you, befriend you, hurt you, take you, break you; just don't let anyone make you!} ]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me Supportive Deviants Update! http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/13192690/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/13192690/ Mon, 04 Jun 2007 14:22:24 PDT Emily Loves You

Okay, here's the deal... leave me a comment saying you want to be feautred and then make a journal doing the same thing and I will feature you.

1. *leficia

[link] <-- Read it!

2. ~darkillusion009

3.[link] <-- Read it!

3. ~Phyrflie

[link] <-- I'm serious! Read it!

4. =Netbug009

(there is a contest with this, read about it and join!) [link] <-- You know the drill!

5. *living4him

6. ~HikoruTheWayWardWind

7.
8.
9.
10.

as you can see I am only going to feature 10 people so hurry!

Love you.
Emily

_{People will h... ]]>} ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me Summer http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12959590/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12959590/ Mon, 14 May 2007 22:00:25 PDT Emily Loves You

Hello everyone.

I have to turn in my lap top for the summer tomorrow and that means that I can't get on DA every day, in fact in means I probably won't be able to get on DA a lot at all over the summer. I am also getting a job and I will be busy. I don't have a home computer at my mom's house but I will try to get on as much as possible while I'm at my dad's, I can't guaruntee that will be a lot...

I can promise that I will write this summer and maybe get my camera fixed so I can get some photographs.

Everyone have a great summer. I love you and if you really wanna get a hold of me, email me or note me. I will check that more often than my messages.

Emily

_{People will hate you, love you, inspire you, depress you, laugh at you, laugh with you, deny you, push you, pressure you, befriend you, hurt you, take you, break you; just don't let anyone make you!} ]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me Come Home Soon http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12947585/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12947585/ Sun, 13 May 2007 22:08:44 PDT Emily Loves You

I'm just trying to figure out where all the Americans went.
_{_{Where were you when the world stopped turning that September day

Out in the yard with your wife and children

Working on some stage in LA

Did you stand there in shock at the site of

That black smoke rising against that blue sky

Did you shout out in anger

In fear for your neighbor

Or did you just sit down and cry

Did you weep for the children

Who lost their dear loved ones

And pray for the ones who don't know

Did you rejoice for the people who walked from the rubble

And sob for the ones left below

Did you burst out in pride

For the red white and blue

The heroes who died just doing what they do

Did you look up to heaven for some kind of answer

And look at yourself to what really matters

I'm just a singer of simple songs

I'm not a real political man

I watch CNN but I'm not sure I can tell you

The difference in Iraq and Iran

But I know Jesus and I talk to God

And I remember this from when I was young

Faith hope and love are some good things he gave us

And the greatest is love

Where were you when the world stopped turning that September day

Teaching a class full of innocent children

Driving down some cold interstate

Did you feel guilty cause you're a survivor

In a crowded room did you feel alone

Did you call up your mother and tell her you love her

Did you dust off that bible at home

Did you open your eyes and hope it never happened

Close your eyes and not go to sleep

Did you notice the sunset the first time in ages

Speak with some stranger on the street

Did you lay down at night and think of tomorrow

Go out and buy you a gun

Did you turn off that violent old movie you're watching

And turn on "I Love Lucy" reruns

Did you go to a church and hold hands with some stranger

_{Stand in line and give your own blood}}} ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me Birthday Features http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12935910/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12935910/ Sat, 12 May 2007 23:37:07 PDT Emily Loves You

Okay, I took advantage of my ability to "go back in time" on the browse section of DA and I went back to my birthday for each year and picked my top 3 favorites... so here they are.

2001
I admire any artist who can draw like this and I'm related to Abraham Lincoln so for as long as I can remember he's been my favorite president.
I like this piece because I feel like this sometimes but I know that there is always warmth and hope even in the darkest of situations.
Aww, I think this piece is just simply... pretty, it brings a big smile to my face.

2002
This picture is great quality and I love photos of the sky and I love the idea of Utopia... I honestly love everything about this picture.
I am just a sap for love poetry like this one and pieces that don't have to be romance lover love, it could be friendship love and family love.
This picture gives me goosebumps just looking at it. It's such a beautiful shot and I used to hate St. Louis, I hated everything about it because thats where someone I used to care about a lot lived and that's where we shared a lot of things and a lot of memories... I recently have come to endulge in all the good memories I had with him instead of dwell on the bad and St. Louis as a whole is a beautiful place and deserves to hold my good memories.

2003
Oh my gosh, I can't help but love this piece. It's sky and it's captured beautifully! Makes me feel like rainy days don't exist.
I love music. I love to sing. I love how the artist took such a simple symbol and made it sooo... O_O.
This piece is so simple yet so deep and meaningful at the same time and of course as you all can see it's beautiful.

2004
Along with my sad and perfectly heathly addiction to the sky I have an obession with waterscapes and the sunlight on the water and emotion portrayed by water... and this piece makes me feel and I love pictures that do that.
I love the song this drawing goes to soo much and I absolutely adore how amazingly well this was drawn.
Aww, I love the quality of this picture... a... ]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me May 11, 2007 http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12917247/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12917247/ Thu, 10 May 2007 23:28:47 PDT Emily Loves You

March 11, 2007

It's 1:22am and I can't sleep... I have to go to school in the morning and then right after that we are going out of town, I have to be with my mom and step-dad for three days and I'm not in the mood for that... I also have some stomach bug or something but I don't feel good at all. I can only classify my mood as.... sad.... right now, and I don't know why but I am crying as I type this and I'm sure it has something to do with the fact that I had a horrible day and I still can't get to sleep at 1:25am I wish I could be with my friends right now, I feel very alone and I know it sounds cliche or naive or whatever but I really want a hug right now...I need someone to cry on... but no one in my house will ever do that for me...

~Emily

_{People will hate you, love you, inspire you, depress you, laugh at you, laugh with you, deny you, push you, pressure you, befriend you, hurt you, take you, break you; just don't let anyone make you!} ]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me One month! http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12915884/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12915884/ Thu, 10 May 2007 20:25:10 PDT Emily Loves You

Dear Beautiful Friends Of Mine,

One more moth of my subscription left. Does anyone have any suggestions of some fun things I can do before I'm back to the ~ in front of my name? I wanna do more than just feature people, there has GOT to do more cool things... if anyone has suggestions, please pipe up!

<3 Love Ya,

Emily

_{People will hate you, love you, inspire you, depress you, laugh at you, laugh with you, deny you, push you, pressure you, befriend you, hurt you, take you, break you; just don't let anyone make you!} ]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me MORE FEATURES! - and gift update! http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12587069/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12587069/ Wed, 09 May 2007 05:19:43 PDT "Life's like photography. We use the negatives to develop it."

-----------------UPDATE----------------------
LOOKIE WHAT =laurabeth made me! [link]

_{Makes Me Happy! I have a one month subscription, so I am going to feature everyone who asks me to and I will use actual pictures/tabs instead of just links. Just leave a message in my shoutbox and I will feature you.

Emily}

PLEASE CHECK OUT THESE AMAZING PEOPLE!

1. =annora aka, my mentor/big sister and amazing role model.
She made this for me, because she loves me that much.
Lovely is the perfect adjective.
One of the very first pieces I saw on DA and I fell in love with it and like 7 months later I met the artist and she has had such an impact on my life, words don't explain.

2.=Netbug009 aka the Woman of the Christ who shows me that it is possible to keep Christ in EVERYTHING.
This is beautifully true and there is/was a project attached to it so go check it out, it's loads of fun!
Amen sister, Lymphatic Cancer... does it even have it's own color?
Cause I don't have photoshop, lol.

3.~Maria87 aka unbelievable beautiful sister in Christ.
I can't really pinpoint what I love about this piece because it's just simply beautiful to me.
OH MY DROOLNESS, is there a more beautiful piece of art on dA?!?! I think not! ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me Please Pray http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12572822/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12572822/ Thu, 26 Apr 2007 21:55:44 PDT
Hey everyone please pray for my friend [link]

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me Don't You Remember? http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12525589/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12525589/ Mon, 09 Apr 2007 13:43:13 PDT Found this on *leficia's journal and thought it might be cool. Especially since I have so many friends I REALLY HAVEN'T met! ^^
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If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, (even if we don't speak often) please post a comment with a COMPLETELY MADE UP AND FICTIONAL memory of you and me.

It can be anything you want - good or bad - BUT IT HAS TO BE FAKE.

When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people DON'T ACTUALLY remember about you.

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me One Year http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12493865/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12493865/ Sat, 07 Apr 2007 08:49:59 PDT _{Today is April 7th which means I have been at DeviantART for ONE YEAR!!!

almost 7,000 pageviews in one year I don't even know what to say to you guys. You are amazing. I have met some wonderful people here.

-Emily}

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me Just For Fun http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12473162/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12473162/ Thu, 26 Apr 2007 21:47:04 PDT

Taken from, ~Ashley-Disaster

+WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF I+
I committed suicide:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got into a fight and you weren't there:

+WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY...+
Personality:
Eyes:
Hair:
Family:

+WOULD YOU...+
Be my friend?:
Keep a secret if I told you one?:
Hold my hand?:
Take a bullet for me?:
Keep in touch?:
Try and solve my problems?:
Love me?:
Date me?:

+HAVE YOU EVER...+
Lied to make me feel better?:
Wanted to kiss me?:
Wanted to kill me?:
Broke my heart?:
Kept something important from me?:
Thought I was unbearably annoying?:

+AND MORE...+
1. Who are you?:
2. Are we friends?:
3. When and how did we meet?:
6. Describe me in one word.:
7. What was your first impression?:
8. Do you still think that way about me now?:
9. What reminds you of me?:
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?:
11. How well do you know me?:
12. When's the last time you saw me?:
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?:
14. Are you gonna paste this to your journal see what I say about you?:

-- Emily Loves You -- ]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me It's not that long eventhough it looks like it. http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12462290/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12462290/ Wed, 04 Apr 2007 20:19:15 PDT
I know I brush past these all the time but I'm asking just this once, to seriously read it... no matter how busy you are because like this will show you. So many of us have our priorities out of line.

THE ROOM

In that place between wakefulness and dreams, I found myself in
the room. There were no distinguishing features except for the
one wall covered with small index card files. They were like the
ones in libraries that list titles by author or subject in
alphabetical order. But these files, which stretched from floor
to ceiling and seemingly endlessly in either direction, had very
different headings.

As I drew near the wall of files, the first to catch my
attention was one that read "Girls I have liked." I opened It
and began flipping through the cards.

I quickly shut it, shocked to realize that I recognized the
names written on each one. And then without being told, I knew
exactly where I was. This lifeless room with its small files was
a crude catalog system for my life. Here were written the
actions of my every moment, big and small, in a detail my memory
couldn't match.

A sense of wonder and curiosity, coupled with horror, stirred
within me as I began randomly opening files and exploring their
content. Some brought joy and sweet memories; others a sense of
shame and regret so intense that I would look over my shoulder
to see if anyone was watching.

A file named "Friends" was next to one marked "Friends I have
betrayed." The titles ranged from the mundane to the outright
weird. "Books I Have Read," "Lies I Have Told," "Comfort I have
Given," "Jokes I Have Laughed at." Some were almost hilarious in
their exactness: "Things I've yelled at my brothers." Others I
couldn't laugh at: "Things I Have Done in My Anger."

"Things I Have Muttered Under My Breath at My Parents." I never
ceased to be surprised by the contents.

Often there were many more cards than I expected. Sometimes
fewer than I hoped. I was overwhelmed by the sheer volume of the
life I had lived. Could it be possible that I had the time in my
years to write each of these thousands or even millions of
cards? But each card confirmed this truth. Each was written in
my own handwriting. Each signed with my signature.

When I pulled out the file marked "Songs I have listened to," I
realized the files grew to contain their contents. The cards
were packed tightly, and yet after two or three yards, I hadn't
found the end of the file. I shut it - shamed, not so much by
the quality of music but more by the vast time I knew that file
represented.

When I came to a file marked "Lustful Thoughts," I felt a chill
run through my body. I pulled the file out only an inch, not
willing to test its size, and drew out a card. I shuddered at
its detailed content. I felt sick to think that such a moment
had been recorded.

An almost animal rage broke on me. One thought dominated my
mind, "No one must ever see these cards! No one must ever see
this room! I have to destroy them!" In an insane frenzy I yanked
the file out. Its size didn't matter now. I had to empty it and
burn the cards. But as I took it at one end and began pounding
it on the floor, I could not dislodge a single card.

I became desperate and pulled out a card, only to find it as
strong as steel when I tried to tear it. Defeated and utterly
helpless, I returned the file to its slot. Leaning my forehead
against the wall, I let out a long, self-pitying sigh. And then
I saw it.

The title bore "People I Have Shared the Gospel With." The
handle was brighter than those around it, newer, almost unused.
I pulled on it's handle and a small box not more than three
inches long fell into my hands. I could count the cards it
contained on one hand. And then the tears came. I began to weep.
Sobs so deep that they hurt. They started in my stomach and
shook through me. I fell on my knees and cried. I cried out of
shame, from the overwhelming shame of it all. The rows of file
shelves swirled in my tear-filled eyes. No one must ever, ever
know of this room. I must lock it up and hide the key. But then
as I pushed away the tears, I saw Him.

No, please, not Him. Not here.... ]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me A Quiz to see how big of a loser I am http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12421135/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12421135/ Sun, 01 Apr 2007 18:41:01 PDT
[_] You prefer to watch your anime in Japanese

[_] You read Shonen Jump or Shoujo Beat magazine

[_] You know the difference between Clampet, Tokyopop, Shonen, and Shoujo just by looking at the pictures

[_] You know some Japanese but only from watching anime

[_] You actually USE your knowledge of the Japanese lang. on a daily basis (KAYCI!!)

[_] The amount of manga you own exceeds the amount of books you own

[_] You have either been to or frequent anime cons/expos/jams

[_] You Cosplay at anime cons/expos/jams

[_] You have some of the songs from your favorite anime on CD or the computer

[_] You used to, or still do, watch Yu-Gi-Oh/Pokemon/Beyblade/Digimon

[_] You have in the past and still do play the card game for Yu-Gi-Oh

[_] You like the Yu-Gi-Oh yaoi doujin and pix online

[x] You either write or read fan-fictions

[x] You play DDR

[_] You can play DDR without looking at the screen and REALLY, REALLY well!

[x] The Blue Color Comedy Tour holds one of your favorite comedians ever

[_] You play D&D a LOT

[_] Youre a DM in an ongoing D&D campaign

[_] You use miniatures while playing D&D

[_] Youre entire book collection consists of fantasy books (dragons, faeries, magick, etc)

[_] You Watch Star Trek

[_] Youve gone to or frequent Star Trek conventions

[_] You speak Treky(sp?)

[_] You have your comic books in protective sleeves

[_] Youve read the Lord of the Rings more times than you can count on your fingers

[_] You actually have a map of Middle Earth on your wall!

[x] Youve read the Harry Potter books more times than you can count on your fingers

[x] Youve seen the Harry Potters movies so many times you can quote the whole thing

[_] You dressed up as a character for the movie premiers or Halloween

[_] You know all the lines to Monty Python and the Holy Grail

[_] Monty Python and the Holy Grail is your favorite movie of all time

[_] You know of and have seen other Monty Python movies BESIDES the Holy Grail

[_] You feel as if Weird Als White and Nerdy was ABOUT you

[_] You go to Renaissance fairs

[_] You go to Renaissance fairs and dress up

[_] Kingdom Hearts or Final Fantasy are your favorite videogame series

[_] You like the Kingdom Hearts yaoi couples and like making up your own

[_] Axel is your favorite Kingdom Hearts character of all time and you were pissed when he died

[_] You play World of Warcraft

[_] Youre as good as that guy from South Park at World of Warcraft and it takes the Sword of 1000 Truths to kill your character

[_] You actually have debates about the outcome of an Elves vs. Dwarves battle/war

[_] You LOVE vampire books and shows

[_] You get up early just so you can watch Angel, Charmed, or Buffy the Vampire Slayer

[_] You REALLY, REALLY, REALLY, REALLY like Avatar the Last Airbender

[_] Zuko is your favorite Avatar character even though he can sometimes act like an emo

[_] You say that you can play guitar really well, but it just your score of Guitar Hero that rocks and you cant play for crap.

[_] You have the periodic table on your ceiling above your bed

[x] You know the difference between a megbite, gigabite, and a kilobite

[_] You play miniatures games such as Warhammer 40k and Warmachine

My score was 6 Sorry Laura I'm just not Loser enough

Now to tally up youre scores!!!

0 = Damn, you are one smooth sun of a gun! Totally cool

1-15 = Oh, just 15% off cool!

16-30 = You are moderate. Just between cool and loserdom

31-45 = You are a nerd, a big one, but at least youre not a loser

46-50 = Welcome to the lowest of lows. You are a total LOSER

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me quiz(s) http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12418030/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12418030/ Sun, 01 Apr 2007 14:48:49 PDT _{Yes. I love animals.}

2. Have you ever met an online friend in person?
_{No. There are some I plan on meeting when I get my life under control.}

3. Are you athletic?
_{Yes and No. I'm not during the school year because my school makes that impossible, but I love playing sports and running and exercise, so you decide what my answer to that one should be.}

4. Are you: thin, fat, athletically built etc: ?
_{I'm over-weight}

5. How much do you weigh?
_{not your business}

6. What's your height?
_{5' 3''}

7. Shoe size?
_{6.5 or 7.5 somewhere in there...}

8. Girls- are you tomboyish, girly, normal, etc?
_{I don't know. I'm tomboyish in the sense that I like to be girly and I like girly things but I love being outside and I'm strong, I help my brothers load things in the truck and stuff, so again, you decide.}

9. Guys- Are you girly, or guyish?
_{I'm a girl.}

10. How old are you?
₁₆

11. When's your birthday?
_{February 11}

12. Do you like to receive giftart?
_{Yes. Makes me feel very loved.}

13. Are you sociable?
_{I don't know. Yes, I'd say so, but I've never used that term before so I don't know.}

14. Do you have many friends?
_{Yes. I am very blessed.}

15. What's your race?
_White

16. Do you like to talk on the phone?
_{That's an odd question: yes. I do like to talk on the phone.}

17. Are you single or taken?
_taken

18. Do you eat meat?
_{Yes. I love meat.}

19. Are you paranoid?
_{I can be... but not really.}

20. Do you read a lot?
_{Not as much as I used to}

21. Do you listen to music, what kind?
_{I love listening to music. I listen to Christian, Country, Some Rap (It depends), Pop, and some Rock (it also depends). I will listen to pretty much anything. I just love music.}

22. Do you play any instruments?
_{Heh, Recorder... and a little guitar, but no not really}

23. How long have you been drawing?
_{As long as I can remember. Both of my uncles are artists and I've been drawing with them my whole life.}

24.Whats the meaning of life?
_{I'm not sure}

Who ever I tag... please fill out both of these quizes. and I tag anyone who reads this journal. I'm serious, please just fill it out, or at least fill out the bottom part.

Now here's the quiz thingy:
_{Be completely honest please. You aren't going to hurt my feelings or anything}

1. Why did you add me to your devwatch?

2. What about my art do you like?

3. What about my art DON'T you like?

4. Do you consider us friends? How close are we? Would you LIKE to be friends/closer friends?

5. What is it that you like about me?

6. What is it that you DON'T like about me?

7. Pick an animal, a food, a drink, a place, a period in time and a word to decribe me.

8. Anything else you wanna ask me?

9. Have you ever at one point, hated or disliked me/something about me?

10. How would you rate my level of maturity?

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me ... http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12266445/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12266445/ Wed, 21 Mar 2007 02:05:12 PDT Please pray for my mom.

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me Interesting o.O http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12240127/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12240127/ Mon, 19 Mar 2007 01:49:26 PDT
That's the truth part.The dare is for you to put this in your journal to see what other people ask about you!

_{-- I have the right to not answer a question I deem inappropriate.}

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me Entertain Me Pweeze http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12225326/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12225326/ Sat, 17 Mar 2007 21:39:42 PDT

Post your answers as replies.

. Who are you?
. Are we friends?
. When and how did we meet?
. Would you kiss me? (either gender)
. Give me a nickname and explain why?
. Describe me in one word!
. What was your first impression of me?
. Do you still think the same?
. What reminds you of me?
. If you could give me anything what would it be?
. How well do you know me?
. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what i say about you?
. Would you ever meet up with me?

Oh yeah, and leave the questions there so I can see what your responding to.

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me A Project http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12211256/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12211256/ Mon, 16 Apr 2007 00:00:49 PDT
This should be fun and something to do in my free time.

1. Away From the Sun - 3 Doors Down - [link]
2. The End and the Beginning - Matt Maher - [link]
3. Eye of the Tiger - Classic Eighties - [link]
4. You Shouldn't Kiss Me Like This - Toby Keith - [link]_{5. Penny Lane - The Beatles

6. Spirit in the Sky - The Eagles

7. You Look So Good In Love - George Straight

8. Your House - Jimmy Eat World

9. Everybody - Backstreet Boys

10. Eleanor Rigby - The Beatles

11. Not A Day Goes By - Lonestar

12. Breathe - Faith Hill

13. Vincent - Don McLean

14. Fast Cars and Freedom - Rascal Flatts

15. All I Need - Mat Keary

16. Look Where We Are Now - Teddy Geiger

17. Quit Playing Games With My Heart - Backstreet Boys

18. Big Yellow Taxi - Counting Crows

19. In My Daughter's Eyes - Martina McBride

20. To The End - My Chemical Romance

21. He Aint The Leavin' Kind - Rascal Flatts

22. The Last Song - All-American Rejects

23. It's All Coming Back To Me Now - Celine Dion

24. Unable to Stay, Unwilling to Leave - James Horner

25. Soul Man - Instrumental

26. The World You Love - Jimmy Eat World

27. Stays In Mexico - Toby Keith

28. Traded It All - Unknown

29. Where You Are - Rascal Flatts

30. Bring Me To Life - Evanescence

31. Walking Contradiction - Green Day

32. Brick - Ben Folds Five

33. Callin' All Angels - Unknown

34. Another One Bites The Dust - Queen

35. Rollover D.J. - JET

36. Foreign Visitors Arrive - Patrick Doyle

37. But It's Better If You Do - Panic! At the Disco

38. Taking Care Of Business - BTO

39. All Together Now - The Beatles

40. Easy Come, Easy Go - George Straight

41. Skin - Rascal Flatts

42. Rough N' Ready - Trace Adkins

43. Check Yes or No - George Straight

44. What Hurts The Most - Rascal Flatts

45. I Love This Bar - Toby Keith

46. Then I Did - Rascal Flatts

47. Live Like You Were Dying - Tim McGraw

48. You'll Think Of Me - Keith Urban

49. Ellsworth, Kansas - Rascal Flatts

50. She Don't Tell Me To - Montgomery Gentry}

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me Features! Week 2 http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12185120/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12185120/ Wed, 14 Mar 2007 18:20:59 PDT
Come on, it's only THREE you can stop by and say hello, or at least take a peak, I wouldn't feature this piece if I didn't think it was worth the time.

.......... by ~AnimeLuver16 [link]

Chateau D'Effroi by ~Sinning-Artist [link]

COLOURS: Red by *Itti [link]

I Give Me to You by =wourk [link]

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me 100 away -- FINISHED http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12129304/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12129304/ Mon, 12 Mar 2007 18:32:52 PDT Okay Peeps.

As some of you may have noticed. I am 100 pageviews away from 6,000. I have decided that anyone to catch my 6,000 page with a screenshot will get a prize. (sorta) since It takes me forever and a day to draw something and I don't do digital art.

The first place person (6,000 on the dot) will be featured in my journal every week until I reach 7,000. I will feature a new deviation each week.

The second place person (within 2 of 6,000) will be featured until I readh 6,500. I will pick a new deviation to feature each week.

The third place person (within 5 of 6,000) will be featured for the first month. I will pick a new deviation to feature each week.

Okay, so thats that. I will leave this journal up until the "contest" is over... Just wait until the 7,000!! It's gonna be my favorite!! *I'm already thinking up great ideas for th 7,000th!!* because 7 is the perfect number!

~*~We Remember Zachary Morris~*~

PLEASE PRAY FOR LAUREN DOPP!!!

Winners!!

1st place
~AnimeLuver16 [link]

2nd place
~Sinning-Artist [link]

3rd place
~wourk (he emailed me the screenshot)

Emily

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me Kelly - - YOU DO NOT HAVE TO READ THIS http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12099316/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12099316/ Wed, 07 Mar 2007 21:24:29 PST although I didn't know You
You called my name,
and gave me life
Now I've squandered
the fortunes of my childhood
Given into a world of lies

But I can't hide forever
from what I know is true
Jesus I surrender my life to You

_{Cuz' You are the Lord,

and there is no other}
You're my God,
and I'm not ashamed
I'll stand for You
when the whole world falters
I will bear Your name,
and I won't be the same

The mountains, they move
at the sound of Your Holy name
The lame shall walk,
and the blind will see
I know You want my heart;
I know that I am nothing
You are the source of everything

And I can't live forever,
unless I live in You
Jesus I surrender my life to You

Ps - If you are wondering about the title of this Journal... I'm going t put that title on the Journal's i dont think are necessary to read... so then my busy friends (like my friend Kelly for example) don't have to waste their time reading something like this.

EVENTHOUGH THIS IS AMAZING!! AND ITS EXACTLY HOW I FEEL!!!!!

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me forget EMO! I have GOD http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12074288/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12074288/ Mon, 05 Mar 2007 21:35:49 PST
]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me GIANT SURVEY!! http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12073858/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12073858/ Mon, 05 Mar 2007 20:49:36 PST

70 questions that usually aren't on a survey--

1. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
No

2. What song describes your relationship status?
Jesus My Everything by Matt Maher

3. How much does your dog weigh?
uhm. I have three dogs and they all weight a lot, they are big fat dogs... I'm not sure how much though.

4. Are you a heart breaker, or the heart breakee?
both

5. Ever waxed your legs?
no

6. Earrings or necklaces?
Necklace (my ears aren't pierced)

7. Who have you talked to most today?
Joe

8. Ever had sex with that person?
NO... and I won't unless he ends up marrying me...

9. Is there polish on your toenails right now?
Yes. (Light pink)

10. Color of your shirt?
I'm wearing a grey hoodie with my school logo on it.

11. How many years have you taken a language?
English - 16 years
French - 2 years
Latin - 1 year
Spanish - 3 years

12. Who's the 5th person in your contact book?
Anna (on my phone)

13. What color is your background on your computer mainly?
Uhm... its pink right now but I have it set to change pictures every other minute

14. Do you wish on 11:11?
Yes, if I catch the clock

15. Good advice if you ever go camping?
Don't go to a co-ed camp unless there is a lock on your cabin door, and always try to make the best of any situation you come across

16. Are you a bad influence?
No. I hope not... I try to be a good influence

17. What color are your eyes?
blue

18. Would you rather have your name or your siblings name?
Mine. I love my name.

19. Would you do anything for someone?
I will do anything that isn't immoral or illegal or puts someone in danger.

20. Does someone owe you money?
Yes. *glares a elie* jk, I love you

21. Favorite color?
green

22. Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?

23. What song is on?
It's All Coming Back to Me Now by Celine Dion

24. Are your grades good?
No... and I hate it, because I am a good student and my grades are slipping lower and lower. I hate life.

25. Do you miss anyone?
yes, lots of people...

26. Would you date anyone on your top friends?
Uhm, yeah... I dont know. Not right now I wouldn't.

27. Does your best friend have a myspace?
Nope because she has more class than that.

28. Whose page did you last visit?
=Itti (where I got this survey)

29. Last time you went out to lunch?
Uhm. I don't remember... a while ago. I usually eat lunch at school (and I don't eat lunch on the weekends)

30. Do you watch the Gilmore Girls?
YES! (well, I used to when I had a life!)

31. Do you watch game shows?
Yep. Lingo is probably my favorite.

32. Have you ever seen or enjoyed watching the O.C.?
I watched the whole first season and got into it but then my life got hectic and I am sooo out of the loop right now.

33. Do you have one or more Britney Spears C.D.'s?
Nope, but my sister has a movie she did with N*Sync

34. Which radio stations are your favorites?
Q104 - 104.3(country)
Calvary - 88.5 (christian)
The Wolf - 106.5 (country)

35. Are you a Lost fanatic?
Nope but I do enjoy the show.

36. Still have pictures of your Ex?
Yes, somewhere.

37. Do you have a song by Ozzy Osbourne in your library?
nope... he's crazy man...

38. Cable or Satellite?
Satellite (we don't get cable out in the country)

39. Do you watch Family Guy Regularly?
I can't say I watch it regularly but I never get to control the TV but I think I've seen them all.

40. King of the Hill?
A show I've watched my whole life sitting up on my daddy's lap watching it with my aunts and uncles... lol

41. Do you read trashy romance novels often... ]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me I LOVE CELINE DION! http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12073450/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12073450/ Mon, 05 Mar 2007 20:12:42 PST I love this song, it has always been my favorite (since I was like three years old.) and I can apply this song to my life right now, the only thing is... I DON'T WANT IT ALL TO COME BACK TO ME!!! but it does...
_{There were nights when the wind was so cold

That my body froze in bed

If I just listened to it

Right outside the window

There were days when the sun was so cruel

That all the tears turned to dust

And I just knew my eyes were

Drying up forever

I finished crying in the instant that you left

And I can't remember where or when or how

And I banished every memory you and I had ever made

But when you touch me like this

And you hold me like that

I just have to admit

That it's all coming back to me

When I touch you like this

And I hold you like that

It's so hard to believe but

It's all coming back to me

(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)

There were moments of gold

And there were flashes of light

There were things I'd never do again

But then they'd always seemed right

There were nights of endless pleasure

It was more than any laws allow

Baby Baby

If I kiss you like this

And if you whisper like that

It was lost long ago

But it's all coming back to me

If you want me like this

And if you need me like that

It was dead long ago

But it's all coming back to me}
It's so hard to resist
And it's all coming back to me
_{I can barely recall

But it's all coming back to me now

But it's all coming back

There were those empty threats and hollow lies

And whenever you tried to hurt me

I just hurt you even worse

And so much deeper

There were hours that just went on for days

When alone at last we'd count up all the chances

That were lost to us forever}

But you were history with the slamming of the door
And I made myself so strong again somehow
And I never wasted any of my time on you since then

But if I touch you like this
And if you kiss me like that
It was so long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you touch me like this
And if I kiss you like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)
_{There were moments of gold

And there were flashes of light

There were things we'd never do again

But then they'd always seemed right

There were nights of endless pleasure

It was more than all your laws allow

Baby, Baby, Baby

When you touch me like this

And when you hold me like that

It was gone with the wind

But it's all coming back to me

When you see me like this

And when I see you like that

Then we see what we want to see

All coming back to me

The flesh and the fantasies

All coming back to me

I can barely recall

But it's all coming back to me now

If you forgive me all this

If I forgive you all that

We forgive and forget

And it's all coming back to me

When you see me like this

And when I see you like that

We see just what we want to see

All coming back to me

The flesh and the fantasies

All coming back to me

I can barely recall but it's all coming back to me now

(It's all coming back to me now)

And when you kiss me like this

(It's all coming back to me now)

And when I touch you like that

(It's all coming back to me now)

If you do it like this

(It's all coming back to me now)

And if we...}

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me I didn't write this: http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12061380/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12061380/ Sun, 04 Mar 2007 23:31:44 PST To walk a tight rope each day
To listen and talk and run around
Someone has to tell me the way

It's in the school work that I do
That's never quite as fun
I try to get it done at night
And yet, it never gets done.

It's in the relationships I have with my friends
I never know what to say
I feel like I should be communicating
But I really don't want to stay.

It's in the OTHER relationships
The one that requires love and attention
I can't seem to feel those emotions
No compassion, no affection

And that, my friends, confuses me the most
Makes me downright down and grim
Because while all my friends tell me he loves me
I don't feel the same for him.

It's not that I'm incapable
And it's not that I don't try
I just don't understand how
I can love someone and not cry

Love in my life is hard to see
And I don't get enough
You might even say that I'm guarded
I like to make life rough.

I am tired of people making me
Someone I don't really don't know
I just want to live my way
Everyone else needs to go

I am tired of living this way
And I want to be my own
All the people I want to leave
Need to go and leave me ALONE!

I didn't write this poem

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me Another Another Quiz http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12031396/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12031396/ Fri, 02 Mar 2007 19:18:12 PST -Elie's writing
-George Straight
-Jesus Christ
-Matt Maher

2.) Have you ever slept in the back of a car?
-Yes

3.) Have you recently dyed you're hair/cut it?
-Uhm. I colored it around Christmas time.

4.) List Five people that you want to meet the most
-God
-Kelly
-Lauren
-Sarah
-my future husband

5.) How many pets do you own as of now?
14 (I live on a farm)

6.) Which do you perfer white or black?
White (PS - I'm not racist)

7.) Who is you're most player character?
What??

8.) Choose one or the other, not both
-Being stuck on an island with your best friend
-Being stuck on an island with 5 aquaintences

Uhm... I'd say Best Friend

9.) Name three aspects that tell who you are
- Sister
- God's Little Girl
- Learning

10.) If you could have a power what would it be?
-To guaruntee that everyone I love will be saved

11.) who was the last person you talked to?
Joe

12.) Who was the last person you said "i love you" to?
My sister last night before bed

13.) Write down the first five words that pop into your head
- What
- words
- should
- I
- choose

14.) What's one thing you wish you could do better?
Make Choices

15.) Do you like the way you are?
No

16.) Choose, Summer or Winter:
Winter

17.) Choose Rain or snow:
snow

18.) Water or ice?
Ice - So beautiful

19.) List two odd things about yourself
- I hate almost everything about myself but I spend my whole life trying to get people not to hate themselves.

- It's very hard for me to get embarrased... I can't remember a time when I was embrarrased, it's just not something... I am.. (if that makes sense)

20.) Now list 7 people who should do this quiz!

and if I didn't tag you this time... don't be too happy you may be next

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me Stupid Boy http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12018997/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12018997/ Thu, 01 Mar 2007 20:00:41 PST For all my sisters out there who have been hurt by a stupid boy

Keith Urban Lyrics

Stupid Boy Lyrics

Well, she was precious like a flower
She grew wild, wild but innocent
A perfect prayer in a desperate hour
She was everything beautiful and different

Stupid boy, you can't fence that in
Stupid boy, it's like holding back the wind
She let her heart and soul right in your hands
And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans
She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens
When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't
Stupid boy, stupid boy
Oh

So what made you think you could take a life
And just push it push it around
I guess you build yourself up so high
You had to take her and break her down

She let her heart and soul right in your hands
And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans
She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens
When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't
You stupid boy

Oh, you always had to be right but now you've lost
The only thing that ever made you feel alive
Yeah, yeah

Well, she let her heart and soul right in your hands
And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans
Yes, ya did
She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens
When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't
You stupid boy, oh, I'm the same old
Same old stupid boy

It took awhile for her to figure out she could run
But when she did, she was long gone
Long gone, long gone
Ah, she's gone

Nobody's ever gonna love me like she loved me
And she loved me, she loved me
God please, just let her know
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
Baby, yeah, I'm down on my knees
She's never coming back to me

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me Forever and For Always http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12006014/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12006014/ Wed, 28 Feb 2007 20:10:55 PST
This is also our song.

In your arms I can still feel the way you
want me when you hold me
I can still hear the words you whispered
when you told me
I can stay right here forever in your arms

And there ain't no way
I'm lettin' you go now
And there ain't no way
and there ain't not how
I'll never see that day...

Chorus:
'Cause I'm keeping you
forever and for always
We will be together all of our day
Wanna wake up every
morning to your sweet face always

Mmmm, baby
In your heart I can still hear
a beat for every time you kiss me
And when we're apart,
I know how much you miss me
I can feel your love for me in your heart

And there ain't no way
I'm lettin' you go now
And there ain't now way
and there ain't no how
I'll never see that day...

Repeat Chorus

(I wanna wake up every morning)

In your eyes (I can still see
the look of the one) I can still see
the look of the one who really loves me
(I can still feel the way that you want)
The one who wouldn't put anything
else in the world above me
(I can still see love for me) I can
still see love for me in your eyes
(I still see the love)

And there ain't no way
I'm lettin' you go now
And there ain't no way
and there ain't no how
I'll never see that day...

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me Please http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12005501/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/12005501/ Wed, 28 Feb 2007 19:30:23 PST
Please just keep us in your prayers because

1. There are tornados here

2. and two... I don't like storms (I REALLY don't like storms...) and it's storming horribly here right now..

Thank you!

Emily

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me Godspeed (Sweet Dreams) http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11993174/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11993174/ Tue, 27 Feb 2007 20:03:49 PST Pirate's sail and lost boys fly
Fish bite moonbeams every night
And I love you

Godspeed, little man
Sweet dreams, little man
Oh my love will fly to you each night on angels wings
Godspeed
Sweet dreams

The rocket racer's all tuckered out
Superman's in pajamas on the couch
Goodnight moon, we'll find the mouse
And I love you

Godspeed, little man
Sweet dreams, little man
Oh my love will fly to you each night on angels wings
Godspeed
Sweet dreams

God bless mommy and match box cars
God bless dad and thanks for the stars
God hears "Amen," wherever we are
And I love you

Godspeed, little man
Sweet dreams, little man
Oh my love will fly to you each night on angels wings
Godspeed
Godspeed
Godspeed
Sweet dreams

I sing this song to my brother every night and I haven't been able to recently, instead he cries...

cause he misses me...

It hurts so much.
I dedicate this song to him, because he is really heavy on my heart right now... I wish he could hear me when I sing it to the ceiling above my bed every night.

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me Let Her Cry - Hootie and the Blowfish http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11980209/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11980209/ Mon, 26 Feb 2007 20:18:49 PST trying to find a thought that's escaped her mind
She says Dad's the one I love the most
but Stipe's not far behind
She lets me in
only tell me where's she's been
when she's had too much to drink
I say that I don't care I just run my hands
through her dark hair and I pray to God
you gotta help me fly away
And just:

Let her cry:if the tears fall down like rain
Let her sing:if it eases all her pain
Let her go:let her walk right out on me
And if the sun comes up tomorrow
Let her be:let her be.

This morning I woke up alone
found a note by the phone
saying maybe I'll be back some day
I wanted to look for you
You walked in I didn't know just what to do
so I sat back down had a beer and felt sorry for myself.

Last nite I tried to leave
She cried so much I just
could not believe
she was the same girl I
fell in love with long ago
She went in the back to
get high
I sat down on my couch
and cried
yelling oh mama please
help me
won't you hold my hand.

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me 5500 and a countdown http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11968833/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11968833/ Mon, 26 Feb 2007 00:45:38 PST
10 Firsts...
-First Best Friend: Quinton (kid my mom babysat)
-First Imaginary Friend: Monica (only imaginary friend)
-First Pet's name: A cat named Evee
-First Piercing: just in the heart... lol
-First Crush: David Huffman
-First CD: Spice Girls
-First Car: 1988 Accura Legend
-First School: Sacred Heart of Jesus
-First Kiss: David Huffman

9 Lasts...
-Last Time You Smoked: never and never will.
-Last Food You Ate: Ice Cream
-Last Car Ride: On the way home today
-Last Movie You Watched: Some western with Willie Nelson in it.
-Last Phone Call: my step mom
-Last CD You listened to: Mat Kearny - Nothing Left To Lose
-Last Bubble Bath You took: ugh, I don't remember... when I was like 6 maybe...
-Last Song You listened to: A Lack of Color - Death Cab for Cutie
-Last Fight: with my mom

8 Have You Ever...
-Have You Ever Dated a Best Friend: uhm. My boyfriend was my bestfriend... so yeah... I guess.
-Have You Ever Been Arrested: No, but I've almost been shot at by a police officer and I've been pulled over (I didn't get a ticket) both long stories but not bad... I can tell you if you want.
-Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: Yes, once and it was stupid... and I'll never do it again.
-Have You Ever Been on TV: Yeah... a few times, with the news and such...
-Have You Ever Kissed Someone and Regretted It: Yes. Well uhm... been kissed and didn't want it (If that counts)
-Have You Ever Cheated on Your bf/gf: No.
-Have You Ever Been on a Blind Date: No.
-Have You Ever Been out of the Country: Nope. I have never left the United States.

7 Things You are Wearing...
- hair tie
- night shirt
- shorts
- nail polish
- ankle bracelet
-uhm... I'm not wearing 7 items

6 Things You've Done Today...
-went to church
-went to grandma's house
-worked the concession stand at basketball games
-worked on homework
-colored in a coloring book
-played a board game with my sisters

5 Favorite Things (no specific order)...
- spending time with my friends
- spending time with my siblings
- listening to music
- snow
- chocolate

4 People You Most Trust (no specific order)...
- God
- Myself
- My dA friends
- My lifetime friends

3 Choices...
- staying up late
- where to live
- what time to wake up

2 Things You Want to do Before You Die...
- settle down with the love of my life and raise a family
- find a cure for cancer

1 Person You Want to see
- Kelly

7 people who must do this too hua ha ha ha ha:

-Elie

-Sarah

-Kelly

-Felicia

- Laura

-Mandy

-Lauren
and anyone else who wants to do this.

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me a different shuffle http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11896554/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11896554/ Tue, 20 Feb 2007 15:16:04 PST

1. If you reached the top of Mount Everest, what would you scream?
Greased Lightening - Grease Soundtrack

2. My birth was like:
Symphony No. 9 (Scherzo)

3. My family is described by:
Whatever's Left - Snow Patrol

4. If you got lost on a desert island, what would you yell?
Your Heart Is An Empty Room - Death Cab For Cutie

5. What I did last night:
Swing, Swing - The All-American Rejects

6. My parents are like the song:
Charles in Charge - Relient K

7. My make-out song is:
What's My Age Again (lol... IRONY) - Blink 182

8. Behind your back, your friends think you're:
Unable to Stay, Unwilling to Leave - Titanic Soundtrack

9. You'll have a good day if you hear:
Move Along - The All-American Rejects (I LOVE THIS SONG)

10. At your funeral, they will play:
All Glory To God!! - Matt Maher

11. Having kids:
We Looked Like Giants - Death Cab For Cutie

12. The song that describes your grandparents:
Cold Water - Damien Rice

13. What makes you happy:
Absolutely (Story of a girl) - Now 5 Soundtrack

14. My best friend is like:
Somebody's Prayin' - Renée Bondi (

yes she is!)

15. Your day will be like:
The Only Difference Between Martyrdom And Suicide Is Press Coverage - Panic! At the Disco

16. Your innermost desire is:
Somebody's Baby - Jackson Browne (

)

17. To cheer yourself up:
Do What You Want - Oh No

18. Your friends see you as:
A Million Years - Teddy Geiger

19. Happiness is:
Poprocks & Coke - Green Day *

*

20. The best thing about you:
Americn Idiot - Green Day

21. Your theme song?
It's My Life - Bon Jovi (RIGHT ON!)

22. At your wedding, they'll play:
Unusually Unusual - Lonestar

23. My deepest secret:
Only In God - Renée Bondi

24. When you're in the shower, you sing:
The Reason - Hoobastank (OMGosh, I have sang that in the shower several times

)

25. My alter ego is:
Heaven - Bryan Adams

26. Highschool?:
It Ends Tonight - The All-American Rejects (*sigh* amazing song!)

27. Favorite thing to do:
7 Minutes In Heaven - Fall Out Boy (

)

28. Get down song:
Sugar Pie, Honey Bunch - Greatest Hits (

)

29. When you're sad:
Love Has Come - Matt Maher

30. When you're bored:
Walk Away - Kelly Clarkson (I LOVE THIS SONG!

)

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me If I Were... (ELIE YOU HAVE TO DO THIS!) http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11895443/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11895443/ Tue, 20 Feb 2007 13:56:32 PST
If I were a day of the week, I would be: Friday

If I were a time of day, I would be: 11:00pm

If I were a planet, I would be: Earth (the only planet with chocolate - duh!)

If I were a sea animal, I would be: a sea-turtle

If I were a direction, I would be: East

If I were a piece of furniture, I would be: An enourmous comfy couch thats just sooo snuggly-able

If I were a historical figure I would be: Thomas Edison (he has the same birthday as me)

If I were a liquid, I would be: Hot Chocolate

If I were a stone, I would be: Amethyst

If I were a tree, I would be: a beauiful weeping willow *sigh*

If I were a bird, I would be: a dove

If I were a tool, I would be: duct tape

If I were a flower/plant, I would be: A white rose

If I were a kind of weather, I would be: the kind of weather you can cuddle up in front of the fireplace in

If I were a musical instrument, I would be: a french horn

If I were an animal, I would be: a horse

If I were a colour, I would be: sky blue

If I were an emotion, I would be: sympathy

If I were a vegetable, I would be:

OMGOSH!! ELIE LOOK!!! HAHAH (inside joke) I'd say... hmm... what did we decide on Elie? mushrooms

... lol

If I were a sound, I would be: harmony

If I were an element, I would be: water

If I were a car, I would be: A Big Silver Dodge Truck!

If I were a song, I would be: "Set Me As A Seal" by Matt Maher

If I were a movie, I would be: The Chronicles of Narnia

If I were a book, I would be written by: Elinore Letecia Cecilia Gibbons Bowen

If I were a food, I would be: Burritos!

If I were a place, I would be: A cozy lodge up in the mountains

If I were a taste, I would be: chocolate!

If I were a word, I would be: love

If I were a body part, I would be: hands

If I were a facial expression, I would be: blowing a kiss

If I were a subject in school, I would be: French

If I were a cartoon character, I would be: Princess Aurora

If I were a shape, I would be: Diamond

If I were a number, I would be: eleven

If I were an item of clothing, I would be: toe socks

If I were a piece of jewelry, I would be: a locket

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me REMEMBER!! http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11846637/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11846637/ Fri, 16 Feb 2007 19:04:22 PST
anyway. I got in a car accident, and it was one of the scariest things in the world. I am fine just really shook up and I have some new bruises and a jacked up arm (It's not broken)... anyway... I posted this to remind everyone how precious life is.

savor the day... it could be your last

I Love You.
~Emily

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me I Surrender http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11791954/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11791954/ Mon, 12 Feb 2007 21:14:14 PST I surrender it all to you.
Take my pain
and my suffering.
I am now through!
I am through with trying
to live this life on my own
I am through with giving
only to have it shoved
back in my face.
Oh Lord. I am through.
I surrender it all to you.
You are always open
waiting for me to accept you
I do Lord. I am here,
I will never abandon you
just as you promised
you would never abandon me
strip me Lord
of all my attachments
tear away all the
bad in my life
pile through all the muck
and suffering and let your
amazing light shine.
I trust you Lord
with all my heart.
you are my light that
will guide me through all
the storms.
Make me into an image
of your most amazing love.
Be with me please.
I can't do this on my own.
I surrender all my insecurities
and doubt.
I surrender everything to you.
I only need you.
I need nothing else.
take away my suffering
take away my joy
take away my family
take away my pain.
take what you want
it is all yours anyway.
as much as it may pain me now
I know you know what's best
for me
you wont leave me
I give myself completely to you
until you give me to someone else.
I surrender it all to you.

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me OMGosh!!!!!! http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11791917/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11791917/ Mon, 12 Feb 2007 21:10:14 PST

... 5,000 pageviews!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't even know what to say.

After I get my final card back from Kelly I am going to take a break. I love you guys and words don't even explain how happy I am about my pageviews. I just... can't do this anymore.

Em

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me SWEET SIXTEEN http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11779962/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11779962/ Sun, 11 Feb 2007 22:42:13 PST

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me For My Everything Is You... http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11773525/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11773525/ Sun, 11 Feb 2007 13:02:32 PST I dont know what to do
I know I can not make it Lord
Not one day with out You

Return to me my joy
True Joy only found in You
Please let me feel Your presence
In every thing that I do

Yet if you chose not to Lord
I still know you are there
You said You would not leave me
You know my every care

I will still praise You
For I know Your promises true
God I am so thankful
For the privilege of knowing You

You are the One who cared for me
When no others would
You are the One who protected me
Even when other should

You are my hope and salvation
I will rejoice in Your Holy Name
For since You became my Savior
Nothing has been the same

I know that the way things seem
May not be what is true
So my eyes will look to You Lord
For my everything is You

Written by *braveheart06

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me ... *sigh* http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11755596/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11755596/ Sat, 10 Feb 2007 04:33:47 PST and begins to speak to God.
She tells him everything.
He is the only one who fully understands what she's going through.
He is the only one who will always always be there for her.
She tells him of the things
that pierce her heart
that shatter it to pieces.
She begins to cry
and her teardrops fall from her eyes
fall down her face
and onto this page.
Her throat closes up
and she can barely speak
but God knows exactly what she's trying to say.
She places all these burdens
on His strong shoulders
because she herself is far too weak to carry them on her own.
She pours herself out to Him.
She wishes that it didn't have to be this way.
She wishese that she didn't have to go through this every single day;
this internal battle.
It crosses her mind every day.
She can't stop thinking about it.
Her heart is shattered, broken into pieces, spread out on the floor.
It's like all this is stepping all over it; Her shattered heart.
Torn apart.
She almost ,
just almost feels like giving up
and shutting the door.
About to loose her hope
and loose her faith.
But she stops
just for a moment...
She cries desperately for God.
Knowhing that He's always there.
He knows exactly what's going on.
He sees her tears
He feels her fears.
He feels her pain.
He knows how it goes.
He sees her go through this every day.
And she wishes it didn't have to be this way.
That she didn't have to go through this every day.
But she knows that deep inside her shattered heart
that God is there
and He has a will planned for her
and that no matter what
He knows for sure what's best and surely He has a way.
God always has a way.

by Lydia.~patientlove004©

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me I'm Gonna Miss You. http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11736148/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11736148/ Thu, 08 Feb 2007 14:33:35 PST For Sarah's mom, My mom, and Lauren.

I read a note my grandma wrote back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat and he showed it once to me
He said boy you might not understand
But a long, long time ago
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none
But I love your grandma so

We had this crazy plan to meet
And run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter
And this is what it said

If you get there before I do, Don't give up on me. I'll meet you when my chores are through, I don't know how long I'll be...But I'm not gonna let you down, Darling wait and see. And between now and then until I see you again. I'll be loving you.

Love,

Me

I read those words just hours before my grandma past away
In the door way of a church
Where me and grandpa stopped to pray
I know I'd never seen him cry in all my 15 years
But as he said these words to her
His eyes filled up with tears

If you get there before I do, Don't give up on me. I'll meet you when my chores are through, I don't know how long I'll be...But I'm not gonna let you down, Darling wait and see. And between now and then until I see you again. I'll be loving you.

Love,

Me

I love you so much. I will miss you if this is your time.

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me A little depressed http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11728074/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11728074/ Wed, 07 Feb 2007 20:40:39 PST

for good.

I don't know. I really.... feel like I don't want to live anymore. Now don't freak out, I'm gonna keep living and loving God and fighting, I'm not gonna try to kill myself or anything... I'm just... tired and i don't want to, eventhough I know I have to... I don't have a choice.

I know that sound scary but its not meant to be. Its just me ranting... and confused.. but Okay. I'm not going to kill myself don't worry.

...its just a phase, hopefully it'll pass.

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me You Know Who I Am http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11725160/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11725160/ Wed, 07 Feb 2007 16:33:08 PST
]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me WHOOOOOOOOOOO http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11688677/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11688677/ Sun, 04 Feb 2007 18:59:39 PST COLTS WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me Superbowl 2007 http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11687839/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11687839/ Sun, 04 Feb 2007 17:52:21 PST GO COLTS!!

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me Our Cry http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11649186/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11649186/ Thu, 01 Feb 2007 15:13:46 PST Each passing day we slave for You
The angry and the desperate
We want something we never knew

We are the aching and the needy
Each night we scream for You
Were all searching for a savior
And find that it leads to You

Each day is a fight towards the finish
A solemn race to be won
But Im so tired and defeated
I want to fly but Im undone

So hold me up now
I cant stand my own ground
Im falling so hard now
Im being pulled down, down, down

Im reaching out to You now
Calling out so loudly
Is anyone there now?
Dont run away from me!

We kept quiet for so long
Theres something weve got to say
I need to get back up now
I look to You and see a new day

This is the prayer of the departed
The song of a long lost love
A call to arms now
This is something that needs to be heard

In this life weve been used for so long
We need someone to save us for the better
We need a hope for tomorrow
Just a Love that will last forever

We look up to You with crushed hearts
The tears are dripping down
We give it all to you now
So Youre in control this time around

Written by *living4him

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me Taggered http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11628432/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11628432/ Tue, 30 Jan 2007 20:27:35 PST

The rules are thus:

The 1st player of this 'game' starts with the Topic. '6 weird habits/ things/ hates about yourself.'

People who get 'Tagged' MUST write a Journal about their 6 weird habits/ things/ hates as well & state this rule clearly.....

In the end you need to choose the next 6 people to be 'Tagged' & list their names....

Don't forget to leave a comment that say's, 'you are Tagged' in their Deviant page comments, & tell them to read yours.....
((dont hate me id i already said some of these.. i had this like.. twice))

1. I hate cantaloupe. The smell itself makes me throw up.

2. I can say The "Our Father" in four different languages. I can speak four languages... English, French, Spanish, and Latin. English is the only thing I am 100% fluent in.

3. I have a horrible sleep habbit that I have been trying to fix for almost two years now. O_o yeah thats right... TWO YEARS!!*sigh*

4.Uhm... my favorite number is 11.

5. If (when I am older and married) I have kids and have two boys I will name them Caleb and Joshua after the ONLY two our of twelve spies who were sent into the promise land and returned with hope and good news because they TRUSTED God.

6. If you couldn't already tell, I am a Christian... but I am struggling...

ok.. now for the tagged.. umm..

Oookay.. those are the people who are REQUIRED to do it! I ask that everyone else do it too... but I won't tag you.. I dunno.. I just feel like picking on these people...

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me News http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11616074/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11616074/ Mon, 29 Jan 2007 19:18:18 PST
I just uploaded two new pictures of her. Check them out.

]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me READ THIS!! http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11595710/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11595710/ Sun, 28 Jan 2007 05:29:21 PST

's friend wrote this poetry and I really LOVE IT!! so I am reposting it, with permission of course. Please leave comments.

AND!!!!!!!!! BEFORE ANYONE READS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TODAY IS 's SWEET 16!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RUSH OVER AND GIVE HER LOVE!!!! AND CHECK OUT HER GALLERY!!!!!!!!!!! ESPECIALLY THE STORY SHE POSTED TSWW x 16

LOVE YOU ELZ!!!!!!!!!

SO HAVE I, MY BROTHER

To everything there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven: a time to be born and a time to die; a time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn and a time to dance; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing; a time to keep silent, and a time to speak; a time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.
Ecclesiastics 3:18

Have you ever come upon a child who was afraid and wiped her tears away?
Did you sense her need and hug her to your heart?
And did the child whisper Thank you Daddy. I love you?
So have I, my brother. It was only a smile from the love of yesterday.

Have you ever lent a helping hand to a stranger who smelled of failure?
Did you see the fear and loneliness in the poor derelicts eyes
As he clutched your gift between his dirty fingers?
So have I, my brother. It was Jesus Christ in disguise.

Have you ever stopped and listened to children at play?
Did you hear the purity of their laughter and see the innocence in their eyes?
And were your spirits uplifted as you turned and left?
So have I, my brother. It was a glimpse of Eden you saw.

Have you ever caressed a womans breasts with your finger tips?
Did you sense her temperature rise and her breath grow fast?
And did the woman turn to you and murmur Love me tonight?
So have I, my brother. It was a sip from yesterdays wine.

Have you ever received great accolades for deeds you have done?
Did they give you medals with gushing praise?
And did your chest swell a little bit?
So have I, my brother. It was nothing - just fog that would hide the truth.

Have you ever trembled as the Grim Reaper walked your way?
Did you whisper your final prayers as Deaths fetid breath touched you?
And, then - for no reason, backed away and let you live?
So have I, my brother. Death will return one day with our report card.

Have you ever swept through the heavens like a bird?
Did the wind rush by your face screaming like a banshee?
And, then - you clutched the D-Ring and your parachute opened?
So have I, my brother. It was a Huckleberry Finn thing.

Have you ever awakened in the dark crying - from a broken heart?
Did they lie to you saying I will love you forever?
And, after a while, did you get up and love again?
So have I, my brother. It was the way to mend an aching heart.

Have you ever held your new born child in your arms?
Did your heart burst with a love that you never knew before?
And did you marvel at the mystery of life?
So have I, my brother. It was indeed a mystery - and a gift.

Has a loved one ever crossed over the river ahead of you?
Did you cry out as a part of you died along with them?
And left a permanent void in your life?
So have I, my brother. We will rejoin them one day after the trumpet sounds.

Have you ever knelt to pray and was engulfed by the Holy Spirit?
Did this spirit rush through your body like a raging torrent?
And, lovingly, leave you with a caress?
So have I, my brother. It was the breath of our Lord Jesus touching us.

Have you ever struggled to put a baby bird back in its nest?
Did you ever stop your car to allow an old dog to cross the road?
And smile at a kitten as it chased its tail around the yard?
So have I, my brother. They were all Gods creatures, great and small.

Have you ever watched the sun set behind a lavender tinted cloud?
Did you hear the whippoorwill call for his loved one?
As your dog licked your hand saying Ill love you til the end of time.
So have I, my brother. They were a small taste of heaven.
~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me Two Days http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11589002/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11589002/ Sat, 27 Jan 2007 14:43:50 PST

1. Where did you take your ID pic?
When I had one up I took it in my bedroom.

2. What exactly are you wearing right now?
Blue and Swirled PJ pants and a HUGE KU sweater that hangs down to my knees.

3. What is your current problem?
Missing someone who shouldn't be missed and dealing with DRAMA.

4. What makes you most happy?
Friends, Siblines, Music, Love.

5. What's the name of the song that you're listening now?
Cool Thing by Rascal Flatts

6. Any celeb you would marry?
No. Unless I got to know them and liked them.

7. Name someone with the same birthday as you?
Thomas Edison

8. Ever sang in front of a large audience?
Yeah

9. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
When I was blonde people used to tell me I looked like Helen Hunt all the time.

10. Do you still watch kiddy movies or kiddie TV shows?
Yeah. I don't watch TV a lot and whenver I do its whatever my little brother is watching...

11. Do you speak any other languages?
Latin, French, and Spanish.

12.Has anyone you've been really close with passed away?
Yeah. A family friend who was an adult but more of my friend than any of my parents...

13. Do you ever watch MTV?
Nope.

14. What's something that really annoys you?
People who claim to know things and proclaim "truths" about things, that aren't actually THE TRUTH

Chapter 1:

1. Middle Names: Renée Margaret

2. Nickname(s): Em, Emmy, Emmy Lu, Romy, EmyNae, Eva, Eve, Principesa.

3. Current location: United States of America

4. Eye color: Blue

Chapter 2:

1. Do you live with your parents: Yeah

2. Do you get along with your parents: No

3. Are your parents married/separated/divorced: Divorced

4. Do you have any Siblings?: Yeah, 5 brothers 2 (soon to be 3) sisters

5. Shampoo/conditioner: John Freida Red Enhancing Stuff

Chapter 3:

1. Dance in the shower: Yup.

2. Write on your hand: Yes.

3. Call people back: Sometimes.

4. Believe in love: Unfortunately

5. Sleep on a certain side of the bed: No

6. Any bad habits: biting my nails, biting my lips, not putting stuff away where it belongs right away.

7. Any mental health issues: Uhm. I have ADD Inattentiveness and I have been diagnosed with depression before....

Chapter 5: Have You...

1. Broken a bone: Yes.

2. Sprained stuff: Yes.

3. Had physical therapy? No.

4. Gotten stitches: No.

5. Taken painkillers: Yeah

6. Gone SCUBA diving or snorkeling: No.

7. Been stung by a bee: Yeah

8. Thrown up at the dentist: No.

9. Sworn in front of your parents: No.

10. Had detention: Yeah

11. Been sent to the principal's office: Yeah

12. Been called a hoe?: Yea

Chapter 6: Who/What was the last

1. Movie(s): Moulin Rouge

2. Person you called: Erin

3. Person who u hugged: Elie

4. Person you tackled? Elie

5. Thing you touched: The keyboard.

6. Thing you ate: Quasadilla (sp?)

7. Thing you drank: Flavored Water

8. Thing you said: "Bye."

9. Friends you miss the most that have moved: Mallory, David, Lizzy

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-----------------STATISTICS------------------
-- Name: Emily
-- Alias: Romy
-- Birthdate: February 11
-- Birthplace: A city
-- Birthtime: dunno?
-- Gender: female
-- Angel: half and half kinda
-- Birthstone: Amythist (sp?)
-- Zodiac: Aquarius
-- Pet cats: 3 - Evee, Otto, Dante
-- Pet dogs: 3 - Butterscotch, Jessie, Lucy
-- Other: horses, goats, rabbits, chickens, ducks, fish, eel... uhm... I think thats all.
-- Acreage yard: NO idea..
-- Rooms: uh... why is this here?
-- Bathrooms: enough
-- Phone#: psh... in your dreams.
-- City: uhm... nunyah.
-- Province:" "
-----------------WHAT IS--------------------
-- Your thoughts first waking up: "ahh... the covers, so warm..."
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: their smile, and whether they look at me when they talk.
-- You best physical feature: *srugs* my eyes?
-- Your bedtime: um.. late?
-- Your greatest accomplishment: my friends.

------------------DO YOU---------------
-- Smoke: NEVER
-- Cuss: I've slipped a few times but I really try not to.
-- Sing: yeppers. I love singing.
-- Take a shower everyday? Yep.
-- Have secret crush(es): yes.
-- Who are they: If I told you it wouldn't be a secret anymore.
-- Think youve been in love: yeah....
-- Want to go to college: yes
-- Like high school: Yep.
-- Want to get married: someday

-- Type with your fingers on the right keys: YEP
-- Get motion sickness: yeah.. more often than I like.
-- Think you're a health freak: kinda
-- Think youre attractive: no.. bwaha

------------HAVE YOU EVER------------
-- Drank alcohol: NOO
-- Smoke(d): DEF NO!!!
-- Done drug(s): NO.
-- Made out:
-- Gone on a date: yup
-- Been on stage: WOOT ya
-- Been dumped: mmhm
-- Gone skating: hehe ya.
-- Made homemade cookies: Yep!
-- Been in love: didn't we already ask this question?
-- Dyed your hair: yep. Red.

-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------
-- Flown on a plane: yupperz
-- Missed school because it was raining: uhm, no...
-- Told a guy/ girl that you liked them: No but my friends have
-- Cried during a movie: VERY MUCH
-- Ever thought an animated character was hot: uhm... no
-- Had a imaginary friend: yep
-- Cut your hair: yup
-- Had crush on a teacher: NOOOOOOO
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: hehehe...uhm Nope.
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Noperz
-- Been caught: huh?
-- Been called a tease: no, but something pretty close.

-- Gotten beaten up: no *imma angel*
-- Been in a fight: LONG time ago.

----------------FAVORITES---------------
-- Fave Color: Blue
-- Day/Night: night
-- Summer/Winter: Winter
-- Lace or Satin: Satin
-- Fave cartoon Character: Princess Aurora
-- Fave food: Burritos
-- Fave movies: too many to name
-- Fave sport: Volleyball to play, football to watch

---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------
-- Yourself: ...sometimes
-- Your friends: yup, always
-- Santa Claus: Yep (for the sake of my little siblings)
-- Tooth Fairy: Nah, mom ruined that for me...
-- Destiny/Fate: Uhm... I believe God has Ultimate control over our destiny.. so yep.
-- Angels: yupp
-- Ghosts: uhhuh! ~spirits
-- UFOs: Im undecided

--------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
-- Do you ever wish you had another name: I wonder what my other name would be sometimes.
-- Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend: Nope!
-- Do you like anyone?: yup!
-- Which one of your friends act most like you: Anna (sorry Elie, but we are different, thats for sure.. doesn't mean I love you any less)
-- Who have you known the longest of your friends: Uhm... besides Mallory (and we aren't very close anymore) Kali Jo
-- Are you close to any family member? Yes. I am very close to all my siblings
-- Who do you hang around the most? Elie, Anna, Sarah Beth, EMO, Erin, Kristen, Haley, Ryan, Chris, Joe, Amy, Meghan... the list goes on.
-- When have you cried the most: Grandpa Wayne's funeral and the few days before and after it.
-- Whats the best feelings in the world?: happiness
-- Worst feeling:... ]]> ~ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me .......gar! http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11557815/ http://ZmanzDaOnlyMan4Me.deviantart.com/journal/11557815/ Wed, 24 Jan 2007 19:46:53 PST
Is your hair up? - yes
Is your phone right beside you? - yes
Do you wish you were somewhere else? - Yes. Elie's house... or not home...
Do you have plans for tonight? - nope
Are you wearing clothes? - yes
Are you wearing chapstick? - yes
Are you cold? - yes
Are you tired? - yes
Are you excited? - yes (BABY SISTER SOON!!)
Are you watching t.v.? - no
Are you wearing pajamas? - yes
Who's the last person you im'ed? - Kali Jo
Who's the last person that called you? - Amy

Past-

Anything you regret? - yeah
Ever lied? - um, yeah...
Ever stuck gum under a desk? - nope... seriously, I haven't.
Ever spit at someone? - no

Ever kick something living? - no
Ever had your nails done? - yes
Ever thrown up because you cried so hard? - I started gagging once.. if that counts...

Last week-

Had any plans last week? - Yes
Who did you see most last week? - My family
Was last week interesting? - No... I was sick most of the week.

Today-

Have you yelled at someone? - uhm... I was in my room and I yelled at someone who isn't here... if that counts...
Have you gotten mad at someone? - No... just frustrated
Have you cried? - yes
Have you called more than 3 people? - no
Have you IMed more than 3 people? - no
Have you eaten anything gross? - no... I had this pasta stuff for dinner and it was good.

Spill your guts-

Q. First thing you did this morning?
A. Took a shower

Q. Last thing you ate?
A. Applesauce

Q. What's something you look forward to most in the next 6 weeks?
A. WPA and the birth of my BABY SISTER!

Q. What's annoying you right now?
A. Chloe

Q: What's the last movie you saw?
A. Chicken Little (I watched it with Zach last night)

Q: Do you believe in long distance relationships?
A. Hmm... yes. I know one that worked out... but it didn't for me...

Q: Where is the last place you went?
A. School

Q: Who is the last person you called?
A. Joe

Q: Been cheated on?
A. yes

Q: Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
A. dunno, probably yeah...

Q: Choose one you have (love, beauty, creativity)
A. why do we have to choose things like these? huh? huh??

Q: Do you wish on stars?
A. yes

Q: Does it work?
A. I'm not sure.

Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
A. not really

Q: When did you last cry?
A. When talking to my friend Sarah today

Q: Do you like your handwriting?
A. yes... sometimes its sloppy but for the most part i like it.

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A. according to people, yeah.

Q: Are you keeping a secret from the world?
A. Sure. Like my address, bwahahahah...

Q: Who's bed did you sleep in last night?
A. Mine

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
A. black

Q: Do you have any pets?
A. yes

Q: What were you doing at 9 last night?
A. writing the rough draft for an essay

Q: last person you talked to-
A. uhm... ~poopiness

Q: Look to your left-
A. Wall of my bedroom with my door, lightswitch, an "emily" glass thingy I have... my horse riding and showing ribbons, Hawaiin lays (sp?) and a spirit banner for my school.

Q: Ever cried yourself to sleep?
A. uhm... I've cried to the point where my eyes are so sore I don't wanna open them and I fall asleep... if that counts....

Q: Ever cried on your friends shoulder?
A. yes loads of times *cough* elie

Q: Song that makes you cry?
A. lots of songs... just sad ones.. I guess... im too lazy to look them up right now.

Q: Are you a normally happy person?
A. Yeah... uhm.. I was... and I try to be... but I'm struggling with that recently.

Q: Is your self-esteem low?
A. uhm.... yeah...

Q: Long or Short Hair?
A. Long-ish

Q: Current Music?
A. Boyfriend - Ashlee Simpson

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