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I'm still alive. And I never realized how much I've missed this place until now that I've come back. Well, really I'm still making my way back. but hopefully my hiatus is over. And i'm going to try to get back into the motion of things around here.

But I might just start a new account. Just to start clean and actually try to keep up with it. But i'm still debating that.

I've really missed you all sooo much!!

wow, my last journal entry was Mar. 25th. that seems ages ago.
also, I think I have changed a lot. more on that later, but i just dont think im the same as i used to be.

and whats this about free journal skins? *changing mine*

]]> ~Zutarafan16 Row, row, row your boat! http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/23885828/ http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/23885828/ Wed, 25 Mar 2009 15:51:21 PDT

i've really just been so busy. so i'll guess i'll explain what i've been doing. for the past 3 weeks or so i have been working backstage for my school play Guys and Dolls. (

was actually in it) the showing was this weekend. but before that we basically had practice almost everday from 6:30 to around 10:00. but i enjoyed it. even if it took away from other things, it was still a lot of fun. and backstage is actually really hard. harder than i expected at least. i also made a lot of new friends, which is always good.
but also playing one of the lead roles of was 'Mark'. and another person who had an okay role was 'Allen'. if you have read my past journal entries, you'd prolly know who they are, actually even if you did, you prolly forgot, so yah, they were both guys on my cross country team, and i used to like Allen and Mark, but now i only like Mark. only theres not much time to socialize during rehersal, much. maybe there is for the actors, but we had to watch the rehersal the entire time, and we could only talk to eachother, and the actors that are waiting to go on. and im too much of a loser to think of anything to really say to Mark. the entire time, i probably said like, 30 words to him. and thats only b/c, working backstage, i had something to tell him, like your mic batteries needed changeing, or the clock is glued that way, or break a leg, or good job, and bye. thats basically everything i said to him, except in actual conversation. and this play was pretty much the only opportunity that i had to ever talk to him again, because by the end of this year, he is graduating and going off to college. and im so much of a loser that i've been thinking of going to the college hes going to, even tho its been my dream to go to an out of state college, so that would be my way out of Connecticut. ugh, grr,. w/e for now, i have three more years.

anyway, Mark is a really good singer. and a good actor. just wanted to say that. also, i've had so many guys and dolls songs stuck in my head forever now. i even rented the movie and watched it. but weirdly it was way different. dont feel like explaining how tho.

onto other things, today was my first Crew practice. if you dont know what crew is, it is rowing. as in boats. hence my title.

i've decided to do crew as my spring sport instead of softball, which i have been doing since 4th grade (which would be five years). i guess highschool makes you change your mind about a lot of things, like i did cross country instead of field hockey which i had also done for five years.

so far i really like crew. i mean, its major hard, but i think its enjoyable. and its also just my school, its our neighboring school too. theres not enough ppl for us to have seperate teams, so we conjoin teams. which is kinda cool, we get to meet new ppl.

anyway, like i was saying, its really hard. we get on the things called ergs. its basically a workout machine that teaches you how to row. im not gonna get into it, but basically we did that the whole time, really fast, and it was hard. but i think i like it. we'll see. it was only the first practice. but im not going to quit no matter what. even if the coach is a sexist pig, asshole, who wants to make ppl cry. (not my opinion, what someone else said he is like. to me he seemed alright. a bit harsh, and definatley pushy, but he seems like a good coach.)

okay, finally something that i cannot abandon. American Idol. i've missed a few weeks of journal entries. i've watched all the episodes, but most were DVR'd because of play rehersal. BUT now is time for the catch up before it is time tonight.

so the last week i left off in journal entries was Top 13 before results. I guessed it would be Michael Sarver and Jasmine Murray going home. well, i was right with Jasmine Murray, but the other was Jorge Nunez. unfortunately those were my moms two favouites (besides Adam). also, i was sorta right about the thing they were going to change. the judges do get to decide whos going home, but not exactly how i said it. i thought they would get to pick out of the bottom three, but they just get to decide to save the person or not, but they only get to do it once. i doubt they'll use it this early on tho.

so then the next week, the Top 11, country night. Kris Allen has made his way to be my third favorite.

he was amazing! and Anoop went from... ]]> ~Zutarafan16 Vooooooooooooooon http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/23642959/ http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/23642959/ Wed, 11 Mar 2009 13:04:13 PDT

So i havent been on. at all. in a while. but theres not really an explanation. except maybe that i just needed time away from the computer, and the internet world and all that. i still prolly wont be on much. just needed time to get over myself. about Von not making it to the Top 12. or, Top 13 i guess, now.

lets start at the begining of last week. Tues. night i really thought Von did well. and the judges loved him. and i voted approximately 453 times. just for him. and a voted a couple for some other ppl. anyways, i kinda new he wasnt going to make Top guy or second top vote getter that night, but i knew for sure he would be chosen for Wild Card. and sure enough, he was the first person they called down.

so Wild Card night was probably the most nerve racking night of the season yet, for me. i was hoping beyond belief for Von to make it to the Top 12, and Anoop as well.

So then it was Von's turn. and i was so happy hearing his beautiful voice. and i thought he was great. but then the judges said he was...boring. and they said he was too serious. and... i'll leave it at that. so i was pretty much dieing at this point. but Von took it well. which im glad about that.

then when Anoop went, he did great.
so finally the results. obviously, from their feedback, Von did not make it. i knew, as soon as they said they didnt like it, but of course it still hurt. i really dont know why i do this to myself. i get so hyped up on one thing sometimes, just to be dissappointed. in the case of American Idol, its a contestant. last year i picked my fave in the begining, Josiah Leming, and looked how that ended. now this year Von made it way farthur, but still.

so i tried holding it in for the rest of the show after they said Von didnt make it. and Anoop and Matt Giraud were up. so i said if Anoop didnt make it, i would die. and they said Matt was taking the final spot. uhh, thats where i broke down. srsly, i was crying. then they said the whole thing about makeing it Top 13 and stuff, and that Anoop really did make it, but for some reason that just made me cry harder. luckily, i went upstairs bfore my family could notice, and went and sobbed on my bed.

and then the next couple days after that i sorta just went around sulking. but since its already a new week of American Idol, i figured i needed to get on here, and just get over myself. and i just need to hope for the best for Von, cuz he is srsly talented. and w/e he does, i'll support him fully.

so, anyway, this weeks American Idol, the first time with a Top 13. there is no one i can picture winning anymore except for Adam Lambert. since he was my second fave before, but now that Von is no longer in, he is now my official fave. and Anoop is my second. i also like Allison Iraheta, she is really good.

as for last night, of course the best performance of the night was Adam Lambert. he was unbelievable. srsly amazing, and phenomonal. and Paula was so funny when she was saying how much she loved him.

lol

Allison Iraheta did really good too. my mom says she thinks its going to be Adam and Allison in the finale.

as for Anoop... ya know, i thought he did really good. i enjoyed listening to him sing Beat It, and it also kinda reminded me of Fall Out Boy's version. but the judges didnt like it. at all. Simon even said he regret making it a Top 13. 0_0

but as for tonight, i dont think Anoop will be voted off. who i do think will be voted off (or hope) will be Michael Sarver, cuz he shouldnt have even been there in the first place, and i think it will be one of the girls. my guess is Jasmine Murray, but we'll see. there will also be a shocking twist or something, that Simon wont think the audiance will like. well, that just sucks. if i could guess on the twist, i would say its going to be something where the bottom three (or however many they have) are revealed, and then the judges pick who to send home out of them. and it wont really matter who really had the least amount of votes, but just who the judges think should go home. idk, thats all i could think of. but then, after the judges pick who to send home, they reveal who really had the least amount of votes. so like, if the person who really had the least amount of votes wasnt picked to go home by the judges, then they would be warned that America voted for them the least.

okay, so thats my guess. i probably wont be right, but who knows. i'll update again later. and i feel like updating about my life soon. havent done that in a while, my journals are all about American Idol. who am i anymore?

------------------------------------------... ]]> ~Zutarafan16 *strecth* *yawn* http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/23467487/ http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/23467487/ Sun, 01 Mar 2009 10:24:18 PST which is pretty much my own fault. i stayed up all night reading.

litterally, like i didnt go to sleep. i finished a book i had been reading at 1 in the moring, and then i started an other book and finished it at 8. and by then it was too late to go to sleep. or should i say too early? ah, anyway, its not like i hadnt done this before. i even went to school one time without sleeping at all the night before.

so for more than a week, i havent been on the computer at all. thats got to be a first. i cant even say i've been that busy with anything. my main excuse are computer is whacking out. we need to buy a new monitor, b/c ours keeps getting overheated and the screen goes black. so my moms working on finding a good cheap one. which she probably wont find. it either has to be one or the other. which reminds me that i dont have much time on here right now, but i figured it need to write a journal.

also, we just had course selection day last week. where the only courses we really select are our electives, in which mine are Spanish 2, Art 2, and Computer Graphics. which i am happy about.

but the other courses, really, the teachers assign to you. right now this year, my main courses are all College Prep courses except for Algebra which is Honors.
so, i was informed that next year i will be in Honors Geometry (which i already knew) Honors English (yay!) and Honors Biology (what?! really?!) but still staying in College Prep History. (which doesnt have a special name that i can remember)

so, being in three honors classes next year, i've been trying to cut my habbit of slacking. which would mean i would need to start doing my homework. and all of it. and not just get by, by scoring good on tests. b/c hw is worth 25% of your grade or something, and i always end up getting B+ or A- on report cards when i could get higher if i just did my hw, blah blah blah.

let me tell you, its a hard habbit to quit. not doing your hw, i mean. cuz i could just think of tons of better things to do, then do my hw. srsly. but w/e

speaking of schoolwork, my friend Kacey is supposed to comeover today so we can finish out Health project that is due this Tues. that we are no where near being done. idk what we are going to do, since it is taking her a while to message me back on Facebook.

and im already under enough stress seeing as the CAPTs are all this week. well, that what we call them in Connecticut, idk what the call them everywhere else. SATs i think? im not in 10th grade yet so they're only practice, but still, i think they count for test grades in class. ugh, idk.

okay, that was just all a bunch of nonsense ranting. but it makes me feel better to do this. so, sorry for spamming your inbox. everyone prolly just deletes my journals anyway, but that doesnt bother me, lol. if you've been reading all this, idc if you stop reading right now, unless you want to read the next part which is the real reason for this journal in the first place.
My American Idol weekly rant. which is quite late, i might add.

so, yah, this week, the second group of 12. i might not say much, since its been a few days now. but then i say that, and i prolly will say alot. who knows? im just rambling now...

kay, anyway, i still dont like how they're doing things, but i sooo guessed them all right this week. Adam Lambert (

yaaaayy!! ), Allison Iraheta (who was pretty awesome), and Kris Allen (who i was hoping for, but it was hard to guess between him and Megan Corkrey) but yah, not many dissapointments this week. and i might add that i love Adam Lambert like 10 times more for his awesomesauce performance, and also him being a Twilight fan. lol

BUT now the next week approcahes. Von's turn finally.

but i know he can do it! and i voted my butt off for Adam Lambert. whats the next step after voting your butt off? voting your butt off, getting another, and voting it off again? idk, but if thats it, im doing it.

]]> ~Zutarafan16 Anooooooooooooop http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/23313304/ http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/23313304/ Fri, 20 Feb 2009 20:03:12 PST
Anyway, i reeeaaaly dont like how they're doing American Idol this year. picking the top guy and girl from each group of twelve and the second top and they go automatically to the top 12? it just seems so unfair. and plus taking three from each group only makes 9. how are they deciding the other three? i think it might be the judges wildcard thing i heard about, and i think the judges will take one person from each group who they want to give a second chance. but i still dont like how they're doing this. why couldnt they have just kept it as the Top 24 and went on how they usually do from there?

So this week was the first group of twelve. I guessed that Danny Gokey would be the Top guy, Alexis Grace would be the Top girl and Anoop Desai would be the second top amount of votes.

I was right about Danny and Alexis, but somehow Anoop didnt get it. uhh Michael Sarver? i didnt even remember his performance, but when they did show it back, i remembered that i didnt think that he was too good.

America... it was the first week of voting and you disappoint me already? *sigh* and Anoop was the one i voted the most for, anyway.

So thats why i think its unfair. Anoop lost his chance. unless they have that wildcard thing and the judges pick him. but then there was also Ricky Braddy who i thought was quite good as well, and Stevie Wright, who unfortunately didnt do too well, but i know is good (plus, shes a Jonas Brothers fan 8D ). idk, it just seems really unfair.

but what i do know is next week i'll be voting my butt off for Adam Lambert. and then the week after that i'll be voting my butt off even move for Von Smith.

also if they do do that wild card thing i hope the judges dont pick Tatiana. as far as i'm concerned, the way she acted this week just proved even more how pyscho she is. srsly, she must have multiple personalities or something. just the way she was acting didnt seem natural. even if it wasnt her, i would have thought the person was acting a little strange. my mom said it reminded her of a movie Sybil. never saw that movie but if you have tell me if you think she did too.

Off of American Idol, tomorrow im going with my family to a memorial service. a friend of the family passed away a couple weeks ago from a long term fight with breast cancer. its quite sad, but we were all expecting it. i just feel for her family, her husband and two sons one in college and one younger than my sister, 8 i think.
i know i'll probably tear up a bit tomorrow, with others around crying. its just all so horrible, really.

]]> ~Zutarafan16 Almost Forgot! http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/23194291/ http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/23194291/ Sat, 14 Feb 2009 11:24:07 PST
and actually i didnt almost forget, i just didnt have anytime to do it. so, doing it now before the week is over.

So first of all, the way they changed everything up this year is a bit confusing for me. but i'll get to that later.

On Tuesday, i was like freaking out. putting them in the rooms like that was so scary! and they only showed a couple ppls performances, so it was hard to guess which room was leaving and which wasnt. i was only sure with one of the rooms that they were staying, the one with Adam Lambert, b/c they showed a lot of ppls performances from that room and they all did really good. so i was happy that Adam Lambert was staying, but i wasnt sure about the other rooms. but in the end, three rooms stayed and one room went home, and in the room that went home was Micheal Castro.

i really liked his audition, but they didnt show much of him in Hollywood, but still, it was Jason's brother. idk, i was hoping he stayed. but Von Smith stayed!! i was sooo worried, b/c the last performance they showed of him he didnt do so well, and they did not show his group performance or his performance that day, so he was the one who had me freaking out! but then i was so relieved when i saw him in one of the staying rooms.

then also Cody Sheldon in one of the staying rooms, so i was happy he stayed too, him being my third fave, only based on his audition tho,since they didnt show him at all in Hollywoood.

but i was so mad that they moved Tatiana to a staying room. ugh, i really wish they sent her home. can't stand her.

so then on Weds. they really changed things up even more. instead of picking the Top 24, by having the chair episode, which i really like, they changed it to going to the judges mansion, still haveing the chairs, but no elevator, and picking the Top 36. still dont know how they are really going to do this yet, but we'll see. three groups of 12 instead of 2? how are they going to air the episodes each week? and how many will they be eliminating each week? are they not doing girls and guys separately anymore to be fair that a guy that may be voted off could be better than a girl who stays on and vice versa? idk, just contemplating there.

anyway, so here we have the new version of the chair episode. firt one up is Anoop Dasai, and he makes it, yay! :] then 2nd is Von Smith. omg, i was worried sick. those previews that they play after Tues. episode to preview the next night are meant to trick you so bad. and i know that, but still. in that preview it showed Von looking all sad, ya know, and they have Simon saying 'You never would have won anyway' and so thats what had me really worried and i was telling myself it had to be a trick. and then omg it was!!

Von was so nervous tho, like his neck was turning all read, but that was cute, lol, but im glad he came to that realization tho, and he said what he said to them, b/c he is so good and he really is serious about this, and i think the jugdes, Simon specifically b/c he took to account what Simon said, like him even more after that. and i'm glad they showed that small clip of his performance on Tues. b/c according to Simon thats what decided it for them, and that clip sounded really good, and the rest i could just imagine being phenomonal, lol. and also i've had that one part of the song stuck in my head for the last three days now.

'you can feel it all oh-over, you can feel it all over people'

lol yah, and his mom is really adorable

anyway so yah lots of other made it thru as well like Adam Lambert who is my second fave after Von that i've said many a time before.

but i didnt like that sing off thing. D8 and plus, it was so unfair to Cody Sheldon, since he was the first one to have to do it. it took him a while to think of a song, and he was not expecting that at all, and he didnt pick too good of a song for him either. and i like him and Alex Wagner Trugman both, and they were good friends which makes it all even worse.

~Zutarafan16 Hollywood, here we come! http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/23023874/ http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/23023874/ Thu, 05 Feb 2009 16:04:49 PST *sings Jonas Brothers song*

lol, so this week was Hollywood week one on American Idol! i was so nervous/excited, now i just cant wait for next week.

now begins my weekly rant 8D

the first night, Tues. when they did the acapella auditions, i was worried sick.

cuz i wanted my faves to do well. yes, that means Von Smith, but also my second fav Adam Lambert and a few others. anyway, Von's performance was ... n't too well... it wasnt completley horrible, it just wasnt his best.

but the judges passed him thru to the next round, b/c they obviously know he can sing.

then the next night, group night, which i was angry that they brought back. i liked how they did Hollywood week last year, it was shorter, only ONE WEEK because its Hollywood WEEK not Hollywood WEEKS. w/e.

anyway, so they basically focused on the groups that were having all the drama, and everything, and i'm just glad that bikini girl is gone now, i always hated her since that first roll of her eyes.

but i also cant stand that girl, Tatiana, i think. she should have never made it passed the first audition to begin with, she had to beg them. and how could anyone stand that annoying laugh?

but they never showed Von's group. so the whole time i was like

especially when they were like 'but they werent the only faces we were sad to see go.' and they showed a bunch of ppl, and

hoping they wont show Von. luckily, they didnt, and they did show Von when they were listing the contestants that made it.

i wish that i had got to see his group performance, tho. then i would have known what they said. hence another reason why i dont like groups, you barley get to see anyone other than the ones who have issues. if they are doing sucky, why should we care about them?

so, now i just cant wait for next week. there's 75 ppl left, so theres a better chance we'll get to see most of them on their performances on Tues. i think they'll get to use instruments then.

and then Weds. will be the Chair Episode.

lol, it is quite nerve wracking, tho i do enjoy that episode. oh, I'm just hoping for Von!

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So the auditions are finally over! next week is Hollywood week!

but in yesterdays auditions, there were two ppl from my state, and they were both wierdos, lol! but they both made it to Hollywood anyway. haha, it was that girl who liked to dance naked and that other guy who said to Simon 'You mean, the way you like it when Seacrest does it?'

oh god, that is priceless, i laughed histerically.
anyway, this is kinda pointless, but i kept track of all the ppl during the auditions who went to Hollywood that i liked. i missed a few last names tho. but here is the list, if your curious, in alphabetical order by first name:

Adam Lambert
Alex Wagner Trugman
Alexis grace
Ann Marie Broscavitch
Anoop Dasai
Ariana something
Asa Barnes
Austin Sisneros
Breanna something
Brent Keith Smith
Casey Carlton
Cody Sheldon
Danny Gokey
David Osmand
Dennis something
DJ something
Emily Wyne something
Frankie Jordan
Jamar something
Jasmine Murray
Jessica Furney
Jesus Valenzula
Joanna Paciti
John Twiford
Jorge something
Joshua Ulloa
Julissa Veloz
Kai Kalamn
Kris Allen
Lenesha Young
Matt Giraud
Megan Corkrey
Melinda Camille
Michael Sarver
Monique Garcia Torres
Patricia Lewis Roman
Ryan Johnson
Scott Macintire
Stevie Wright
and the best for last

Von Smith

so yah, cant wait for Hollywood week. and of course i'm sure there are other ppl who were quite good, but they didnt show their audition.

so now for the Feature.

I was tagged by

So the first ten people to comment on this journal get to have 3 of their pieces featured here! If you comment, and get featured, then you're tagged and you do the same thing, featuring me first, then 10 others.

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Now, heres the Sharing Game i took from

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]]> ~Zutarafan16 I Survived http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/22760214/ http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/22760214/ Fri, 23 Jan 2009 13:19:27 PST
Anyway, i just survived my second day of Mid Term Exams. Thurs. i had CP History and Art 1, which i think i did alright on both, and today i had Honors Algebra 1 and CP English. Algebra was pretty easy, but English took me until two mins. before the bell. it was a real pain, we had to write three essays, read two short stories, and answer like, 67 multiple choice questions. i was last to finish, it was the essays that got me. Now all i have left is CP Earth Environmental Science and Spanish 1. Time to 'study' this weekend!

Definition of Studying from urbandictionary.com :
Doing anything other than studying.

Synonyms: interneting, watching tv, playing video games, wasting away, daydreaming

EX: (while surfing the internet) Get the hell outta my room, I'm studying!

LOL so true.

I havent actually studied yet for exams. I think i've done the first four alright, i dont plan on studying for the other two, which will probably be the easiest.

SO, American Idol this week. (I'm a little late on writing this). for this week, i liked Adam Lambert the best i think. He was on Tues. San Fransisco auditions. i also liked a few others from both days, but hes the only one that really sticks out in my mind. there was this one girl who reminded me of Flyleaf, or The Veronicas, but i cant remeber who it was exactly. but i think it was Joanna Paciti.
Alas, my favorite is still Von Smith.

Oh, hey, also, did anyone catch the premire of that new show on Fox called Lie to Me? it was on right after American Idol on Weds. all week i had been wanting to watch it b/c in the previews i saw, and i saw that the guy who plays Sticker on Corey in the House, and who used to be Matt on Lizzie McGuire was in the first episode, and it looked really good. So i watched it, and it was really good! I'm not going to give away the whole episode, but its basically about this team of doctors who are like human lie detectors. they could just look at you and know if you are lieing or not. so its really cool. and the first ep. made me cry lol. so i would definatley reccomend it to watch it.

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It's my two year anniversary with deviantART!

Happy anniversary my favorite website!

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well i've decided that Von Smith is my official fave. now, i should've learned from last season to not get attatched to a contestant before the Top 24 *coughJosiahLemingcough* but i cant help it. i predict him to be the next American Idol

!! lol, crazy of me to call it this early on, but wouldnt that be amazing if im right?

lol so heres the best video i could find of his audition, its about 4:40 into it [link] also with some others.

heres him on the view like two years ago [link]

and heres the song they were talking about i think [link]

my dad thought his audition was terrible, but as soon as i saw it i automatically loved him. my mom thought he was good too.

and btw he also looks a bit like 'Mark', the guy i like if you dont know what i'm talking about.
lol, actually when i was watching Tues. nights audition, and they were showing previews and stuff during comercials, they showed Von twice i think, and i remember thinking 'omg, he looks like Mark, can't wait for his audition' and they were also hinting he was good. but 'good' of course is a huge understatment.

but then again, my dad thought he was terrible, he said he was just screaming. he does scream a bit, but seriously how could you say its terrible?

so, what do you guys think of him?

EDIT: finally found a vid of his full audition [link]

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http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/22601003/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 17:32:33 PST
Actually i meant to write this journal entry on Tuesday, but i sort of couldnt find the time, nor on Wednesday either. so im writing it today.

Yes, its that time of year again. One of my favorite times of year. American Idol Season.

the season 8 premeire was Tues. thats why i wanted to write this journal then. but so far its amazing! theres been a lot of funny auditions (most peoples fav. part) and there has been quite a few of really good people. i cant wait til next week now!

my fav. ppl so far that i can remeber their names (i know, kinda silly to have favs so early on, but i cant help it.) are Cody Sheldon, Von Smith, and Jason Castro's brother Michael Castro. lol, i aslo liked that girl Stevie Wright, her singing was good, but she was a bit too perky for her to be one of my faves, it was kinda annoying. but of course i've only seen all these ppl only once, so who the heck knows what i'll think of them next time?

okay, so thats it. gotta go do hw now.

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and so can I! everybody wins!

Now, the subject. Guys. I must warn you beforehand that this might be a significantly long rant. Read at your own waste of time.

*btw pardon my language in this journal*

To start off with, what i say about guys does not mean every single guy. Just some guys. I know a lot of guys who are really nice and are not like anything i'm about to say. And if you're a guy reading this, sorry. But i dont think there's any guys who read my journals anyway, but really, how do i know?

Lets begin with guys as friends. Of course, i'm not going to touch every aspect of guys, but just some main ones. Okay, so guy friends. If you sit next to a guy in class, and you talk every day, and joke around, and all that stuff. and you talk about things friends talk about, wouldnt you consider him your friend? and dont friends help eachother out? well, today i got a pass to my locker from study hall and i was walking down the hallway, me being the clumsy person that i am somehow dropped my books and papers fell out of my agenda and scattered all over the floor. and the guy 'friend'('Billy'

that i previously mentioned walks right by with his other friend and 'Billy' says 'haha look at Hayley!'

and they kept on walking, while i glared at them. and then, someone i talked about before from my Cross Country team Zeke, some one i havent talked to latley, but during the season, i talked to a lot, i guess, and now everytime i pass him in the hall he always smiles and waves. well, he walks by while im still picking up my papers and he goes 'well that sucks.' and keeps walking. huh. wow. thanks guys. some friends you are. i bet if it was a girl who was my friend that walked by they would have stopped and helped me.
also, guys who are your friends, you never really know them. or maybe you can say, they do things you'd never expect. so in one of my studyhalls today, my sketchbook was being passed around. well, first my friend Becca wanted to look through it, then she was taking too long, so i took it back, but then my friend 'Spike' wanted to look at it. but he had already looked through it before, he was the first one in school to look through my sketchbook, so i knew he wouldnt take long since he had already seen the first half, he just wanted to see my new drawings. but then after him, my friend 'Jenny' wanted to look at it as well. so since everyone was looking at my sketchbook, Spike says 'hey, do you guys want to see my sketchbook?' so he takes out this small square booklet, and right away Jenny says 'oh, no way, put it away! i dont want to see it again.' so me and Becca are like 'what?' and then he shows it to us.

soem sketchbook that was. he was freaking drawing like porn. seriously, i never knew how perverted he really was. and then he asks me, since he says he likes my drawing, to add something to his book. so im like 'no way am i contributing to that.'

Now lets move on to male family members. There is no guy that i hate more than my brother. and i know what people say 'oh, your siblings, you need to get a long. thats just family hate.' yah well no. my brothers an asshole. he lives to ruin my life and agravate me in every way possible. i'm not going to get completely into it right now, but seriously there is not time ever when we get along. most of the time i just ignore, i never talk to him, i never even aknowlege his presense, but he always has to start something. and get me so mad that i seriously throw things at him from across the room.

and aren't 16 year old supposed to be mature, at least somewhat? yah, well my brother acts like a 10 year old.
and then theres my cousin. hes a year younger than me and we used to be pretty good friends, but he was always annoying. but now hes started hanging out with my brother. and hes another asshole. so today im on the bus after school, and http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/22353667/ Fri, 02 Jan 2009 12:29:36 PST
Mine was alright, i was sick a couple days, hence why i havent been on, along with family visists and gift card spending. lol, i do that right away

but christmas for me was fun, we stuck to our ususal tradition, which is haveing a big party at my house and inviting all the relatives. and a few more came this year, which is alright, the more the merrier, as they say, right? and christmas day, we just stuck home the whole day.

my favorite present, is an iPod touch, from my parents.

so happy! i love it! and the funny thing is, i didnt even ask them for it, knowing that, you know, money is short, and what not, and they bought it for me anyway. i am very grateful to them.

i also got a bunch of new clothes from Hot Topic, which is one of my favorite stores, and the guys who work there are really nice.

We didnt do anything for new years eve tho. Well, actually, ~AtemAdamgirl came over and we hung out for a git, but my family didnt do anything to celebrate the new year. we just stayed up watching that countdown on disney channel o___o

yah, i would've watched the ball drop if i knew the Jonas Brothers were going to be there again this year, but since my lack of computer time, i didnt not know, and i settled for watching the dc countdown, just cuz thats what my sister and my mom were watching when i walked into their room. lol, oh well.

but, i guess im going to miss 2008. i dont thing it really has sunk in yet, that its now 2009. nothing feels different for me yet. idk... does it ever actually feel different? or is it just something we put into our minds, and we just make it up thats its different?

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~Zutarafan16 rofl lolol lawl lmao *wipes tears* woo http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/21934698/ http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/21934698/ Thu, 11 Dec 2008 16:43:00 PST

yah... idk why im laughing. i guess im just a bit wound up. and i just shivered involuntarily. wierd... maybe im just a bit tired as well.

anywho, i think its freezing rain out right now. :rain: and the temperatures are dropping. they say we'll have no school tomorrow.

also, tonight is the finale of the show Total Drama Island, which i didnt start watching until last sunday when they showed a marathon. so if any of you watch it, I'm rooting for Gwen tonight. she is my sec. fave character, tho my all time fave was Duncan.

finally there is now someone on dA (besides my sister

) that i know in real life! well, i mean, i know all you guys in real life, but i just never met you in person, but, you know what i mean!

anyway,

is my friend from school, and also my neighbor.

so it would be real nice if you just drop by and say hi.

and once she gets some art up, you should also browse her gallery

, cuz she is a really good artist.

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http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/21885376/ Mon, 08 Dec 2008 16:31:35 PST
[x]You have yelled at an inanimate object for 'hurting' you.
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[x] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.(a quad... but it wasnt going that fast, lol)
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks. (ah, man, all the time.)
[x] You have ran into a tree/bush
[x] You have been called a blonde
[x] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow. ( I've seen it been done )
[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow. (haha, no, but i thought about it, but then i read the next question

)
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm (haha, i did know that)
[ ] You sang them to make sure (no, cuz i already knew)
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen. (of course, especially going up stairs, lol)
[x] You have choked on your own spit. (only a couple times, lol)

so far: 9

[ ] You have seen the Matrix/Star Wars and still don't get it (i never saw them)
[ ] You type with three fingers or less (no way, im a master typer

lol )
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling. (only like, twice, and i had been laughing too hard, lol)

so far: 11

[x] You have fallen asleep in class (plenty o' times)
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking. (ya, when i blank out)
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you were talking about. (lol, wow, i actually did that before)
[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you. (luckily no ones done this to me)
[ ] You are often told to use your "inside voice"

so far: 14

[x] You use your fingers to do simple math. (lol, yes, and i am also in and Honors Algebra class. go figure...)
[ ] You have eaten a bug by accident
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important. (hmm, like homework? lol)
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time. (omg, my glasses, when they were on my face lol)

so far: 18

[x] You re-post bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't. ( yes, i have a oouple times, hehe )
[x] You break/lose a lot of things. (mostly break,)
[x] You tilt you're head when you're confused (how is that being 'blonde'?)
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[x] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling. (omg, yah! and i also look out the window into the trees, to find pictures in the branches, lol )
[x] The word "um" is used many times a day.
[x] You don't know what "um" means. (it doesnt mean anything, does it?)
[ ] You say "what" and "huh" a lot.
[ ]You used a calculator to multiply your score for this test.
total: 25

Multiply this by three and it is your percent!
25 X 3 = 75% 'blonde'

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http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/21799667/ Wed, 03 Dec 2008 13:16:24 PST

so i basically begged my mom to stay home cuz i was too tired to got to school (i know, pathetic, right?) but then it was the truth, cuz it was 6:20 in the morning when she finally said i could stay home, and then i went upstairs and fell back asleep and didnt wake up until 2 in the afternoon.

so then, since i woke up at 2 it didnt really feel like a day off, cuz then there was only twenty minutes left of school anyway.

so this was just a quick update. i dont really have anything else to say.
oh, and btw if you dont get the schoolidus thing, i cannot explain (well, i could really) cuz it would completely ruin the joke.

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yah, so i just came back from watching Twilight the movie. and i'd have to say it was a pleasant surprise. i was actually expecting an action packed drama romance, and i was expecting it to be really epic. but it was actually funny, to beleive it or not. it was unintentionally funny. i dont feel like going into a big rant that will take me a good hour to type, (even tho i do like doing that)so i'll just leave it as unintentionally funny. i think i was silently laughing thru almost half the movie. but other parts were really good. and i think the acting was actually excellent.

just, i think at some parts what the actors had to do, made it seem kind of wierd. But i think the main cast was amazing, that being Bella, Edward and the rest of the Cullens.
I now love Rob Pattinson even more, cuz he was really great!

and also Peter Facinelli (Carlisle) was wonderful. and Kristen Stewart was good. those three were the best, i think. buuutt none of the actors could really replace what i picture the characters like when i read it.
also, this was not meant to be a blockbuster when they decided to film it. you could definately tell that...
so thats it for now... darn, that was still alot...

whatever tho. i actually think when this comes out on DVD i will write a full blown review of it, just cuz im thinking about it right now. (lol, i probably wont.)

oh, and Happy Late Thanksgiving! i hope everyone (who celebrates it) had a great turkey day!

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http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/21617705/ Sat, 22 Nov 2008 16:47:25 PST so i am really sorry if i have not commented or faved any of your deviations since the middle of August. yah, thats how far the list went back to.
but i am going to start to try and get on dA everyday and take care of all the messages i have that day and look at all the deviations that day, and i'll try to do that everyday, so i never get a super long list like that ever again.

but the funny thing is, i thought i would feel relived

once they were all deleted, but instead i feel kinda guilty that i didnt get to look at all those deviations. so, im going to try to look through everyones gallery, just so i could see their art work that i missed. i'll try to take a day over winter break or something just to do that.

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1. Introduction -> http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/21552695/ Tue, 18 Nov 2008 15:12:46 PST so all the rest of us went home wondering what the hell was going on.
so later last night, at around 9:00 we got a phone call. it was a recording saying that the situation in the other town had not been resolved, and if it was not resolved by the morning school would be cancelled.
so 5:00 this morning we got a call, and so there was no school today.
but last night i watched the 10:00 news and what happened was that some guys body was found in his house, and his younger brother was seen fleeing the scene. but this was in a completely different town.
how it came to the town near my school was that the younger brothers car was seen in that town. so, a search began for him there yesterday. it turns out that he lived in that town, along with his family and his two younger sisters that go the elementary school there, and their school was on lockdown all day.
another strange thing is that i went to school with this kid who they are searching for. he graduated from my school two years ago.
so yah, thats whats happening. i think they found him, because we have school tomorrow. but i dont think they know if he shot his brother, or if it was an accident or something. if i find out later, and you guys want to know, just ask me.

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~~~~~~~... ]]> ~Zutarafan16 E is for Everything. http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/21539284/ http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/21539284/ Mon, 17 Nov 2008 17:42:01 PST
I got this from

. She gave me the letter E. so here are my ten things i like:

1. Elizabeth (my middle name, and my cousin)
2. Elephants
3. Earings
4. England
5. Europe
6. Edward Cullen (haha)
7. Emmett Cullen (haha)
8. Egypt
9. Eggrolls
10.Environment

I won!

that actually wasnt that hard.
so make sure you leave a comment and i'll give you a letter. its fun.

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16. Questioning -> http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/21395784/ Sat, 08 Nov 2008 21:29:09 PST lol. not everyone could make it, but most of us did.
so basically what we did was just hang out in there house, talking, listening to music

, playing video games, playing music

(they had a grand piano, and Allen had a guitar and electric keyboard in his room), and then outside we talked around the campfire and roasted marshmallows and played manhunt.
it might seem pretty boring when you just list things like that, but it was actually pretty fun. when you're with a whole bunch of your friends, then you could pretty much make anything fun.

but there were a lot of funny things that happened. my brother wasnt able to make it, but Alexa's and Allen's dog had the same name as him, so that was pretty interesting. and at the beginning of the party, there dog had been missing for twenty minutes. we are still waiting for everyone to arrive, and so Mark is pulling up in his car to their house, and another car is coming from the opposite direction. all of a sudden we see their dog race out into the road in front of Mark, and then stop right in the middle of the other side of the road. the other car slams on the breaks, but we see it go right over the dog. everyone pretty much had a heartattack.

but then the car backed up and the dog got up and ran the house. Mark parked and got out of his car and came up the house, and was all 'omg i thought i was going to kill your dog' afterward, it was pretty funny, but we were all relieved the dog was okay.

then, when we were playing manhunt, the other team was first to hide. it was toward the end of the round when mostly everyone was found and we were all just hanging around the base, waiting for the couple of ppl who were still hiding to come out. so i see Josh, who was on the other team, rushing towards the base. he was going to run right by me, so i put my hand out to tag his arm or shoulder. so he sees my arm and ducks to try and run under it. only he didnt duck low enough, so his face colliede right with my hand. right now, its really funny, and im laughing just remembering it. but at the time, Josh fell to the ground holding his eye and was saying 'ow, hayley, what the hell, why did you just punch me in the face?' of course he was exagerating at the pain, because he was laughing in between saying ow. i was laughing too, but i still felt bad, and i was asking him if he was okay. then Mark is like 'omg, Hayley just punched Josh in the face' and he was laughing while he was saying it. so it was pretty much really funny

but i also feel bad for giving Josh a black eye.
then toward the end of the night, the few of us that were still there were watching a brand new episode of Degrasi, lol. i wanted to watch the rest of it, but George, who was my ride home, wanted to leave. he was also my cousins ride home, and Michelles ride home, since me and my cousin gave her a ride there. we were basically the only ppl left there, besides Mitchel, but he left when we left.
and you might be thinking, wasnt it awkward getting a ride home from George, but its not, b/c i never mentioned it before, but he gives, my brother, my cousin, and I rides home all the time, b/c before he got his liscense we would give him rides everyday.
anyway, everytime he gives us a ride, he always stays at my cousins house and they play ping pong. he was going to do the same tonight, even tho it was 11:00. so he dropped Michelle off, and we were heading to me and my cousins houses. George is kinda a crazy driver, but on purpose. so he wa... ]]> ~Zutarafan16 Happy two days late Halloween! http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/21282961/ http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/21282961/ Sun, 02 Nov 2008 12:18:03 PST
well i hope everyone had a great Halloween! my time was alright, not one of my funest (if thats a word

).
i went Trick or Treating (yes i still do, its free candy). i went with my brother and his friend 'Kyle'. i thought i hated that kid, but now hes alright. hes still a gross hick, tho.
on the brightside, i did get a whole heck of a lot of candy!

we weighed our bags and mine was 9 and 1/2 lbs!

okay, now for a quizy thingy i stole from

THIS OR THAT
001. Babe or Baby: Baby
002. Sweetie or Honey: Sweetie
003. Darling or Dear: Darling
004. Hugs or kisses: Both
005. White or black:doesnt matter
006. Ground or sky: sky
007. Night or day: Night
008. Pool or beach: beach
009. Love or lust: love
010. You or me: You&me
011. Silver or gold: silver
012. Left or right: left
013. Sunny or rainy: rainy
014. Hot or cold: both
015. Lake or river: lake

DO YOU

016. Eat 3 meals a day: No
017. Like someone: yes, more than one
018. Believe in love at 1st sight: yah
019. Like school:somethings about it

HAVE YOU EVER

020. Been camping: yup
021. Eaten alligator: ew, no
022. Gotten in a fight: yes
023. Been out of the country: yes, to Canada
024. Cussed someone out: yah
25. Held a grudge for more than a week: no, im not one to hold grudges
026. Killed something: tons of bugs
027. Had a mud fight: yah, haha

THIS OR THAT

028. Kissing on the bed or in the rain: Rain
029. Watching a scary movie or a funny one: funny
030. Holding hands or being held: being held
031. Held at the shoulders or held at the waist: waist
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PRESENTLY

01. Is your hair wet? yes, i just took a shower
02. Is your phone right by you? yes
03. Do you miss someone? yes <3
05. Are you wearing chapstick: no
07. Are you tired: nah
08. Are you excited: no
09. Are you watching tv: no
10. Are you wearing pajamas: sorta... they are pajamas but i didnt sleep in them, i just put them on after i took a shower

HAVE YOU

01. Recently done anything you regret: yah...
02. Ever lied: ah, who hasnt? at least a white lie
03. Ever stuck gum under a desk: umm yah
04. Ever kick someone? yah hah
05. Ever trip over your own feet? haha, embarassingly yes

TODAY

02. Have you yelled at someone: no, not yet
03. Have you gotten mad at someone: no
04. Have you cried: yes. if you count 12:30 last night as today. haha i was watching that ep. of FMA where that guy turns his dog and his daughter into a camero. that ep. always makes me cry cuz its so disturbing.
05. Have you called more than 3 people: no
06. Have you IM'd more than 3 people: no

Would you rather...

[] Ask someone out.
[x] Be asked out.

[] Have a sunny day.
[x] Have a rainy day.

[] Be blind.
[] Be deaf.
[] Rather Die Than Have Either
[x] rather not have to choose, what a tough question

[] Have it be Winter all year round.
[x] Have it be Summer all year round.

[] Be hot.
[x] Be in love.

[] Take a bath
[x] Take a shower.

[x] Be born poor and die rich.
[] Be born rich and die poor.
[] Neither be rich all my life.

[] Never have to go to school.
[] Never have to go to the dentist
[] Neither wtf thats to random
[x] None of the above

[x] Never feel physical pain.
[] Never feel emotional pain.

[x] Wear contacts/glasses. (hah, i do wear glasses, and i did where braces, and i definately like glasses better
[] Wear braces.

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Naturally

[] Blonde.
[] Strawberry Blonde.
[] Redhead.
[] Auburn.
[x] Brunette.
[] Dirty blonde.
[] Light Brown.
[] Dark Brown.
[] Black.
[] Don't Remember.

[] Blue-Eyed.
[] Brown-Eyed.
[] Green-Eyed.
[x] Hazel Eyed.
[] Grey-Eyed.
[] Silver/Grey-Eyed.
[] Blue/Green-Eyed.
[] Blue/Grey-Eyed.
[] Green/Yellow
[] Green with orange flecks of color
~Zutarafan16 The end is near. now. http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/21129420/ http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/21129420/ Tue, 28 Oct 2008 16:49:53 PDT i am soo sad. i really really dont want it to end. school will be unbearable without haveing XC to look forward to at the end of the day. *sighs*
all we have left is tomorrow, Saturday which is our last meet, and Monday. but then i guess we still have our party on Nov. 7th.

but its just so depressing.

this has been my first year of XC, but i think it will be my best for the rest of High School. that reason is because of all the this years seinors. Marisa, Alexa, Anthony, Mitchel, ... George and Mark. I will miss them all soooooooo much!

seriously, im already missing them, and its not even over.

but, i know, i should enjoy the time that there is left, and not think about it being over, and just make the best of it.

thats all i have time to talk about right now, tho i wish to say so much more. but i have to go write a rough draft thats due tomorrow and i havent even started yet.

i still have a lot of catching up to do here on dA as well. but im getting there. i now have 1,584 deviations to check. its better than 1,764 which i had my last journal update.

Edit: Its over.

yesterday was the last day of practice. i dont feel like writing about it.

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http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/20923915/ Fri, 10 Oct 2008 16:12:15 PDT
and then he said 'you're so awesome!' yah, dream over.

so basically i thought of a short cut we could go at cross country practice which cut of a good mile, and everyone was praising me for thinking of it. and Josh says 'All i have to say is, I love you *my name*, you're so awesome.'

onto other things. next part, is for girls only to read. if you're reading this and you're a guy, i guess you could still read it if you're interested, but its up to you.

so, girls have you ever heard that when you spend a lot of time with someone you get your time of month at the same time? well, i think that is actually true. Marisa, Alexa, Brenda, and I all have ours at the same time. we see eachother everyday almost, so thats spending a lot of time with eachother. lol, who knows, maybe its just a cooincedence.

ANYWAY i was at the chiropractor all day today. my hips have been hurting for a while, since i started running, and my knees and ankels have hurt on and off before that. i have known that one of my legs is longer than the other, i've known that for around three years. so i was thinking that was the cause of my hips hurting. so, as i said, i went to the chiropractor today, and i took a whole bucnch of x-rays and stuff. and they said that my hips are unaligned and my right foot is higher up. so i have been leaning on my left leg, and the left part of my back, and my left foot. its really hard to explain the whole thing. but now i have to wear these orthodic pads in my shoes, and i had to get ajusted. that was where they cracked all my bones. it was really scary, but it also felt really good. the cracks were really loud, too. lol, it was funny, cuz i kepts saying ow, but it never hurt, and the doctor just laughed.

okay, im going to try to look at some deviations now, the number is currently 1,764.

EDIT: i forgot to say, the newest Twilight trailer is out, and it is amazing!!!

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http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/20861965/ Mon, 06 Oct 2008 16:47:25 PDT

so i scanned thru it, and looked at the pretty-full pictures, and i read bits of some inspirational articles about plastic surgery in young hollywood, and healthy eating going too far. yayz!

lol so that was fun...

but my favorite part is smelling all the perfume ads...

and today during XC 'Mark' ran next to me the whole time. like, i know he could have ran way faster and kept up with 'Mitchel', but he stayed next to me.

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and now i just need to quickly post this:
No offense, but ... People are getting too fake on me . They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake Friends".

btw, the above is not true for me, i dont think any of my friends here on dA are like that, i just wanted to post it so my friends who did post it dont think im a fake friend. okay, anyway...

time for a rant/ramble/vent:
so many things have happened with 'Josh' and 'Allen'. and i cant decide which one i like more. and as much as i hate to admit it, i think i like 'George' again. ughh. i cant help it. im starting to think i should just like him, and stop trying to make myself not like him. but then theres someone else... not 'Josh' 'Allen' or 'George'...
...but 'Mark'. i mentioned him in my last journal. and i said "ahh, lol i love Mark. lol i dont actually 'love' him, but he is like, so hilarious! theres no one who couldnt love mark. haha, hes the best"
yah, well i wish i never said that. cuz right after i did say it, i actually did start likeing him. i like, started thinking about it, and after a few days, i guess i admitted it to myself. and i think about him more than i think about Josh, Allen of George. *sigh* its horrible. i am soo confused! and i cant make up my mind!

Josh, Allen, George and Mark for your likableness!

EDIT: btw, Happy 8th Birthday Frankie Jonas!

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~Zutarafan16 No longer the Lone One. http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/20527282/ http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/20527282/ Tue, 16 Sep 2008 18:44:51 PDT
and you know whats a cool cooincedence? tomorrow is 'Allens' 16th Birthday!

lol

any way, lets move onward, where i shall reencounter my day. (this is the part where you dont have to read, unless you are interested, or really care.

)

so its story time!
Today we had a cross country meet, our third one so far. every meet the team goes out to breakfast in the morning before school at the local restaraunt. so this morning, me, my brother, and cousin all got a ride from 'George' and his mom. she dropped us off, and 'Josh', 'Mitchel', 'Bella', and 'Mark' were already all there. so we got a table, and we ordered, and then 'Marisa' came. so obviously not everyone on our team came, but there was 9 out of like, 18 or something. lol

so i sat next to Josh and Bella. and then it was seven o'clock and we were all still waiting for our food to come. and school starts at 7:23, thats the time we have to be in our class rooms. and we were at least 5 mins down the road from school.

lol so finally we get our food at 7:05 (hehe 7:05, JoBros pun

) and we all had to rush to eat. but it was a really good time!

i cant wait for our next meet to go out for breakfast with the team again. everyone is just so fun, and hilarious. i always have the best time with them.

and btw, Josh randomly was drinking out of my orange juice. all of a sudden he just picked up my glass and drank from it. and i was just like 'wut...' but i didnt say anything and continued drinking from it myself.

idk...

so anyway, Marisa left early cuz she didnt want to be late. and the rest of us left at like 7:20. we had to squeeze into Mark's and Mitchel's cars. so me, bella and george all went with Mark and the rest went with mitchel. and it was so funny, we all get in the car, and Mark starts it up, and all of a sudden there was this big blast of music.

it was like, unbelieveably loud. and we're all like 'wtf?' and he turns it down really quick and hes all 'oops'. ahh, lol i love Mark. lol i dont actually 'love' him, but he is like, so hilarious! theres no one who couldnt love mark. haha, hes the best. but anyway, we get to school and the bell, had like already rang a few minutes ago, and i go walking down the hallway past my class room, cuz i had to go to my locker first, and my teacher is like at the doorway about to close the door and he sees me walking by, and im like 'oh i just need to go to my locker!' and he just like shakes his head. lol, it was kinda fun being late.

so anyway, the rest of the day goes by blabbity blah, then finally after school we have our third cross country meet. we all get on the bus that takes us to the school we are competing against, but 'gasp!' who is this stranger on the bus as well?

so yah, theres now another freshman. 'Cody'. i sit next to him in art class. and this is what he looks like :[link] except with glasses. (btw, thats a photo of Freddie Highmore, if you were wondering) lol just thought i'd put that picture in there cuz he looks freakin just like that. its wierd...

but, ya know, i've gotten used to being the only freshman, and i kinda like it. well, i actually like it a lot being the only freshman. ah, oh well. Cody is new too the school, so he wont really feel like another freshman is on the team.

anyway, so about the race, i improved my time by five min... ]]> ~Zutarafan16 It was like my own horror movie. http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/20461289/ http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/20461289/ Fri, 12 Sep 2008 19:43:29 PDT
well, i've been really busy this week. im not gonna list, but i've just been really busy.

so the important things i wanted to say on Monday is first, I'll tell you about Allen. im really confused about him. i dont know if i still like him or not. its like, i want to like him, i think i should like him, but i dont know if i actually do... i dont know how else to explain it.

which leads me on to the next thing: the more i stop liking Allen, the more i do like Josh. and so this is bad. why, you ask? well, you proababy know where this is going. Kacey, Josh's sister, told me on Mon. that Josh has a girlfriend.
i should've known.

but the wierd thing is, his girlfriend, 'Lacy', i dont even hate her, like i thought i would. like, im jealous and all, but i dont feel any hatred toward her. i guess its cuz, i've known her since way before i knew Josh. i knew Lacy since like first grade, cuz she has always been good friends with my brother.

alright, so i dont know what to do. but i think i have been more at ease around Josh, and not really thinking about liking him when i talk to him, just like talking to him as a friend. idk...

but heres my story for today:
it was really rainy all day, today. but we still had cross country practice. Josh didnt go, he had to go somewhere else or something. but since he wasnt there, i was paying more attention to Allen. and i just have to say this, he is a lot funnier than i thought he was. well, at least he was today. but i couldnt help but notice that he might like this other girl on my team, 'Morgan'.
ah, man im outta luck with guys. *sigh*

anyway, while we were running in practice today, i was running with the second group, cuz we are a bit slower, but anyway, 'Bella' who is the slowest runner on our team, after me, was behind us, and she suddenly says 'guys, i cant breathe.' and we all stop and turn around, and 'Mitchel' and 'Marisa' go and help her cuz they were both trained in paramedics or something, so me and 'Alexa' Allen's sister went ahead, but then she stayed behind to help with Bella, and i ran ahead to get our coach. so once i catch up to him and tell him whats wrong, he tells me to keep going, and that 'Kristen' is a bit ahead of me. so i run to the end of the trail, and i wait for Mitchel, Marisa and Alexa to come to go onto the next trail. so then we run all the way back to our meeting place, and everyone is already there, waiting. we tell them what happened, and we're all joking around waiting for our coach and Bella to come. then we see them walking up the field. all of a sudden someone says "wait, wheres Kristen?" so then everyones like "holy crap, where is she?" and im like "omg, Mr. 'Carvin' (our coach) told me she was right ahead of me, what happened to her?"

so then we head off on a 'man hunt' for Kristen. and btw, this whole time, it is raining. at first it was just drizzleing, but once we started our search, it started pouring.

everyone split up into groups to go look for her. it was really exciting and scary at the same time. Marisa and Bella stayed back at the meeting place incase she came back there, and Mitchel and Alexa went down one road that looped around and connected to another road, so Mr. Carvin and i walked down that road, and we met up with Mitchel and Alexa, but they hadnt found her. but they did ask one lady, who was in her car if they had seen her. she was a creepy old lady with missing teeth all in the front, and a really stinky dog. and she had blankets and garbage all piled to the cieling in the back of her car, and they said they got away from her when she started trying to make small talk. and Mitchel said that Kristen could've been shoved under all that stuff in the back. of course he was just joking, but it was still kinda creepy.

but then we get up to the main road, and the three of us run up to the road where the trails cut across, and we met up with my brother and two other girls on our team, and they hadnt found Kristen yet either. we all start shouting her name. then we see a cop car coming, and we flag him down, and we ask him if he has seen her running on the road, but he hadnt seen anybody, but he drove off really quick. some help he was.

this is where it started to feel like a horror movie. missing person in the woods, creepy old lady in a car, pouring rain. yah, it was wierd. not to mention we were all getting really cold. but then suddenkly we see George and my cousin running up from the road we were standing at the top of, and they were shouting 'we found her!' but she wasnt with them so they said she wa... ]]> ~Zutarafan16 Ahh! Im an idiot! http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/20395783/ http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/20395783/ Mon, 08 Sep 2008 17:39:45 PDT

ugh, now i'll have to write it all over, but i really dont feel like it. and its 8:35 pm, i still need to do my hmwrk, and i have to wake up at 6:00 tomorrow for school, so i dont have time to rewrite it all! grr...

erg, i'll edit this and write it tomorrow....

myself!

]]> ~Zutarafan16 Really need to stop XD http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/20344283/ http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/20344283/ Fri, 05 Sep 2008 17:17:17 PDT i promise this will be the last time in a row until... at least Monday.

but for some reason i like to write about 'Allen' and 'Josh' but i dont even include all the details. like yesterday, i pretty much sat next to both of them on the bus on the way to the meet, b/c the bus was really crowded b/c we had to give our rival school a ride, and they have like 30 kids on their team, when we only have like 15. lol but also i talked to Josh again in the hallway.

but what i actually wanted to say is that today after Cross Country practice, i was sitting in the passanger side of our car with my mom on the drivers side, and we were waiting for my brother and cousin. and Allen walks rigth by my moms window and he sees me in the passanger seat, and he waves to me and says 'See ya,' and i wave back of course.

but then my mom looks at me, with this wierd look, and shes like 'Who is that?' and im just like 'uhh, 'Allen blah blah' ' of course i said his real name to her tho. but shes just like 'who?' and i say his name again. then shes like 'who is he?' and even tho shes pretty much asking the same question i knew what she meant, so i said 'hes on the team.' then shes like 'how old is he?' so i say 'hes a sophmore' then she seems satisfied with that.

then, a few minutes later Josh walks out the front door of the school. my mom sees him and she goes 'oh, theres 'Zeke blah' ' and i say, a little too quickly, 'no mom, thats not 'Zeke' thats 'Josh' ' and right then, he sees me in the car, and he waves, and again, of course i wave back.

so my mom looks at me strangley AGAIN. and shes like 'Josh who?' so i say 'Josh blah blah' and the whole thing starts again. *sigh* so once again i tell her that hes on the cross country team, and that hes a sophmore. again, she seems satisfied.

oh, my mother....

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http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/20330233/ Thu, 04 Sep 2008 18:51:10 PDT

ANYWAY today was our first meet in cross country! and thats what i was talking about in the title. I came in 73rd place. and strangely, im kinda proud of myself for at least not coming in last.

i mean, i was 73rd out of like, around 100 girls. so, i guess thats pretty good. for me, at least.

we had to run 2.4 miles, and this week has been our hottest week in a while, and of course today had to be the hottest day.

Just standing around, even before anyone ran, sweat was dripping off everyones face. it was like, scorching, seriously.

so, i ran straight to the halfway mark without walking, which was 1.2 miles, but then they were handing out cups of water as you ran by, so i tried to drink it as i was running, but i couldnt breathe and drink at the same time, and i almost choked.

so i had to walk. and then once i walked, it was hard to keep on running. so then, the rest of the way, i ran for a bit, then walked for a bit, and so on.

the whole race i was 74th. then, finally, toward the end, there is a long field stretch to the finish line. and everybody is on the sidelines, cheering and everything. and theres this one girl who was in front of me the whole time, who was in 73rd, was slowing down a bit. so theres this whole mass of cheering, from all the different schools, and everyones family members and stuff, and while im running, thru it all, i could hear voices i recognize. my brother Tuckers voice, and my cousin Teddy's voice, and i heard Allens voice, and i heard Joshs voice, and i heard George, and 'Zeke' another guy on the team, so basically, i hear the guys on our team.
and they're shouting my name, and saying 'C'mon, you can pass her!' and 'Sprint, sprint!' and two seconds before i felt like i was seriously going to pass out,

but it was like, hearing all them cheering me on, made me go faster. and i was catching up to the girl in front of me, but then she realized it, and she started speeding up too. and i felt that my legs were going the fastest that i could push them. but we were so close to the finish line, and i could still here the guys shouting, and all of a sudden, i like unleashed this new level of energy, and this is gonna sound strange, but it felt like my legs were moving on my own accord

. and right when i started speeding up faster than her, i heard someone (who sounded extremley like Josh, but im not positive) go 'Oooh!' it was the kind of 'oh' thats like when ppl say, for example 'Oooh!, you just got owned!' or 'Ooooh, yah!' i dont know how else to explain how its said. but, anyway, i heard that, and i just over came her, and beat her.

and right after i was done, the guys came over and all highfived me

and said good job.

so after the girls race was obviously the guys race. all of us were on the side lines along the course cheering every body on, on our team as they went by.
and its actually really fun to cheer ppl on. it gets exciting.

then, halfway thru the guys race, the guys were coming around for their second lap. but then all of a sudden, from completely off the course we see 'Mitchel' another guy on our team walking towards us. and he looked like he was... ]]> ~Zutarafan16 Confused.... Again *sigh* http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/20312330/ http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/20312330/ Wed, 03 Sep 2008 17:27:23 PDT
Anyway, if you are going to read this and care to know what im talking about you will have to read this journal first to understand ->[link] but not the whole thing, just near the end. just start after where i put the

emoticon.

so, to continue, will i ever stop being confused about guys? first of all,

George!!! he has his license. he has a car he can drive to and from school everyday. i mean, i know gas prices are expensive, but you know what he decides to do? well, he gets the bus in the morning (which just so happens to be my bus) and he gets a ride with us after cross counrty practice after school. and just when i officially said i was over him... no no no, i am over him!

im not going to start likeing him all over again, just because i'll see him even more every day.hopefully this will not change anything. actually i am determind that this will not change anything.

but whats really confusing is the other two. Allen and Josh. i would say that i am starting to like Josh more, but im not too sure.
actually today in school i walked with Josh in the hallway, and talked to him a bit. im not going to say 'flirted' with him, but thats sort of what it was like.

and then at practice he caught my eye a couple times... and we talked a little at practice too, and stood next to eachother while waiting to get uniforms. oh, idk. cuz i also stood next to Allen a bit, while we were waiting for the juniors to get uniforms before the sophmores and me (the lone freshman). tho i did talk to Allen a bit, i didnt really talk directly to him. we were kind of talking in a group with other ppl. not like when i was talking with Josh, where we talked directly to eachother. ohhh *sigh*

so then, after practice, i wanted to say bye to Josh again, like yesterday before i left.
but instead, this is very cooincedental, im walking down the hallway from my locker, and who to be walking the other direction but, not Josh, but Allen.

so as we walk by eachother he smiles and nods and says 'Have a good day,' okay, yah i know that sounds really cheesy/wierd, but he was like joking.
so i, of course, stupidly say the first thing that comes to mind 'You too,'

gosh, i should of said 'Bye' or 'See ya later' but not 'you too,' when he was joking! and to make it even worse, i giggled!

i giggled right after i said that. i mean, i didnt giggle that much, but it was like a nervous giggle. but still, a giggle is a giggle, and i hate that. well, unless something is funny.

oh well. lets see what happens tomorrow. its our first cross country meet...

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~Zutarafan16 EDIT There was something in the air that night http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/20294697/ http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/20294697/ Tue, 02 Sep 2008 17:27:13 PDT
lolz, okay anyway, so today was my first day of highschool!

there were a lot of new kids but i didnt actually talk to any of them. i guess you could call me anit-social that way. but i did talk to ppl that i already know, of course and everyone went somewhere cool this summer, except for me. lol
some ppl went to like, North Dakota, on cruises and cool vacations like that. and everyone was TAN! dude, i like never tan, ever. i only burn. but then it doesnt even turn into a tan! whats the good in that? no, lol i dont care.

but during lunch i felt really bad, because i asked my friend what she did this summer, and she said she went to Canada to visit her dad. and ya know, i said well that must have been fun, or whatever, and she said that now she only goes there to visit her grandparents, and i say, oh did your dad move, and she says no he passed away.

and thats where my jaw dropped. she said it like completely calm, like she was stating the weather. and i felt, sooo bad. so i was like 'oh, im sorry.' and she was just like 'its okay' and she didnt seem upset at all. i mean, i dont know how it would be like to loose a parent, but i figured she would be more upset, since it was just this summer. maybe shes good at covering her feelings, or maybe she wasnt even close to her dad, since he lived in Canada. idk, it was just really awkward, and i felt really bad.

but anyway, i swear the 7th graders are getting smaller and smaller every year. lol probably not, but it just seems that way. and my new teachers all seem pretty nice. some a little wierd, but i dont think any of them are mean or strict. but this is only the first day... we will have to see. lol
but im taking a guess on what my favorite subject might be this year. just out of core classes i think it will be Earth Enviromental Science. i dont even like Science, but the teacher, who is new this year, is soo funny! just the way he talks, its so great to listen to. and im pretty sure hes gay, and so thinks everyone else. or it might be a tie between that class and Honors Algebra 1. cuz i have my 8th grade math teacher again, and he is the best.

lol

so all in all, i think this year will be a pretty good year.

and today we had Cross Country practice again, and for some reason i was super slow today. we had a three day break, and i ran by myself, so i wouldnt be slow today, except i was slower than normal. it was probably b/c it was like 80 degrees out today, and i have a major blister on my foot that was bleeding thru my sock, and i had to use the bathroom all practice,

but we're running off campus, thru the woods, so i had to wait til the end of practice, when we were back at the school, and that sucked. yah, i'll blame my slowness on those reasons.

but, out of the actual running part of cross country, there are the ppl on the team. okay, more like the guys.(minusing my brother and cousin and this new kid named Tom whom i have never met before) all the guys on the team are really nice, really funny, and of course they are all in some way, good looking. one of them is 'Geogre' who i talked about here -> [link]
yah, so nothing ever happened with him. and i dont think i like him anymore. well, i mean hes nice and as a friend i guess, but i dont think i have 'a crush' on him anymore. and, yah i dont think he likes me. at least not other than a friend. and i kinda new it would never happen anyway, cuz hes like a senior now, and im only a freshman. lol
but as for the other guys, they are all, i guess, my friends, and they're good guys, but there are two that i kinda like as more than a friend, im not gonna say 'have a crush on'. lol so theres 'Allen' and 'Josh' (not their real names, just close to them). i liked Josh last year first, just a little bit, cuz hes one of my friends brothers, and i thought he was funny. now that im on the Cross Country team with him, and i've actually talked to him, he is really nice. and today, i was really surprised, after practice, as i was walking to my car, he was walking the oppostie direction to his car, and as we passed he wave and said bye to me, and i wasnt expecting him to say anything, but i waved back quickly and said bye to him,... ]]> ~Zutarafan16 Last Day + Vampire Knight http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/20271925/ http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/20271925/ Mon, 01 Sep 2008 12:47:50 PDT

okay well, anyways, for me, today is the last day of summer vacation.

I start my first day as a freshman tomorrow.

Wierdly, Im not nervous about being starting highschool. im only sad about summer being over. well, okay, im not really sad, but ya know, everyones always like 'aw, school sucks, wish it were summer,' and 'aw darn, summers over, i dont wanna go back to school' so thats all i mean by being sad.

but going into highschool for me is not really a big deal, because its not like im going to a different shcool or anything. same old school that i've been going to for two years, for 7th and 8th grade. and i'll be in the same school until im a senior. so its nothing new. and since its the same school, its the same kids i'll go to school with. and some new ones, but theres always new kids every year.

so, just another grade. just another school year. whoop dee doo!

on a happier note (the bad note being school) i started watching Vampire Knight yesterday. i put off watching it for so long, and i finally watched the first four episodes yesterday. i had always wanted to read the manga first, but never got the chance, so w/e, now i love the anime!

its soo good!

every single show i watch or book i read or movie i watch, for some reason i always have to pick a relationship i support. and as for Vampire Knight, im haveing trouble. Its like with Fruits Basket (which i havent finished reading the magna for, and have not watched the anime) where i cant choose between Yuki and Tohru or Kyo and Tohru. now for Vampire Knight, i cant choose between Zero and Yuuki or Kaname and Yuuki.

confusing...
but i do love it! and i have to watch every episode and then wait for season two to come out in Oct. cuz when i started watching Full Metal Alchemist, i never finished, and i only made it to like the twelf ep. but i loved it! hmmm... so i still need to watch that. ehh, i'll do that during winter when i dont do any sports.

okay, so im rambling. i'll stop now.

oh, but btw, i watched the movie Across the Universe, it was amazing!

has to be one of my favorite movies! i reccomend it! unless you dont like musicals. but the songs they sing are all Beatles' songs. so that was really cool. its a great movie.

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http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/20189639/ Wed, 27 Aug 2008 18:06:19 PDT

but school is starting next week, September 2nd.

so buh-bye summer, and all the sleeping til noon and staying up til four, and doing basically nothing unless my mother told me to.

see you next year.

so with school starting i bought a lot of new clothes. well, not really a lot. just, three or four new outfits, and two new pairs of shoes. and i got a new backpack and all my school supplies. Yay! (sarcasm)

and for more new things, i got my new teeth today! well, not really, i just got the bonding done to make them wider. but i dont actually get new teeth until Sept. 09. if you are confused as about what i am talking about and actually care to know go here -> [link]
and its not a bridge, like i said there, its bonding. and it doesnt make them longer, just wider.

also, i am not playing field hocky this year, or ever again. well, at least not on my school team. i decided i dont want to do it. playing it in middle school was fine, but i dont want to play it in high shcool (yah, i'll be a freshmen this year). so the first field hocky practise was last Saturday, and on Fri. i told my mom i did not want to play. we had an argument, blah blah, but finally she agreed to let me not play field hocky, but instead i had to do Cross Country with my brother and cousin. i did not want to do that either, but i figured that would be better than field hocky.

so i went to the first Cross Country practice on Mon. i pretty much died. i'm the only freshmen on the team. i mean, they were all nice, besides my brother, but this is going to be a rough season. everybody else on the team had been running all summer, so obviously they were in shape. i definatley wasnt. we ran 3 1/2 miles, and i was of course last. and the second day, same thing. i could barely get up after i sat down. third day, today, i luckily had a dentist appt. during the practice. and not to mention the practice starts at 8 o'clock in the morning, when i , as i said before, usually sleep til noon.

sorry if i sound like a whiny lazy brat, im not really a whiny brat, tho i am lazy, when no one tells me to do anything. but thats cuz its summer. which is almost over. thus why i am complaining.

also, since i was not at practice today due to the dentist, my brother told everyone on the team that i quit. thanks, Tucker! thats real nice of you! but its funny b/c they all yelled at him that it was his fault i quit.

alright, so i shall now go and try to make an indent in my messages. hopefully i'll get thru a lot. sorry if i take a long time to reply to any messages, or dont reply to your journals, or dont look at your deviations. i'll try to get to everything, but we'll see.

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http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/20011767/ Sun, 17 Aug 2008 20:32:29 PDT

Prep
[ ] I shop at Abercrombie, Hollister, American Eagle, or Aerospatiale.
[ ] I am/was a cheerleader.
[ ] I'm pretty ditzy.
[ ] I wear pink 24/7.
[x] My looks are very important to me.
[ ] I canÂt live without my cell phone.
[ ] My hair is always straight.
[x] I say 'like' and 'omigod' a lot.
[ ] I laugh 24/7.
[ ] I have a million friends.
[ ] I always hang at the mall or movies.
[ ] I'll only date popular guys.
[x] I listen to rap & pop music.
[ ] I have at least one designer bag.
[ ] My myspace pics are of me making a kissy face or are mirror pics
[ ] It takes me at least an hour to get ready for school in the mornings.
[ ] Uggs + Miniskirts = Love
[x] I don't have a job.
[ ] I wear lots of makeup.
[ ] I can be stuck up or snobby sometimes.
[ ] I flirt with any guy, as long as he's cute.
Total = 4

Emo
[x] I cry a lot.
[ ] I go to local shows.
[ ] I wear black everyday
[x] I write sad poetry.
[ ] I play an acoustic guitar.
[x] My favorite bands include: Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, or Panic! at the Disco.
[ ] I self mutilate myself. (no idea)
[ ] I think about suicide or death often.
[x] People have told me to cheer up. (when im not even sad, then when i am sad, they dont notice.)
[x] I cry when I see dead animals.
[ ] My myspace pics are black and white or angled.
[x] I wear many band shirts.
[ ] No one understands me.
[x] I don't talk too often.
[x] I look down when I walk.
[ ] I wear black eyeliner.
[x] My fingernails are black. (sometimes, when i feel like putting polish on)
[ ] I have an ex I still cry over.
[ ] My hair is black.
[x] My hair covers one of my eyes.
[x] I love Hot Topic.
[ ] I always say 'life sucks'.
Total = 11

Nerd

[ ] I have straight A's.
[x] I wear glasses. (not all the time)
[ ] I always do my homework and study.
[x] Lord of the Rings was a massive achievement.
[ ] Computer games = Love.
[ ] I'm 'teachers pet'.
[ ] I've never had a real boyfriend/girlfriend.
[ ] I have a bedtime.
[ ] I use an asthma inhaler.
[x] I carry a calculator with me. (a mini one in my purse, but only for school, since i dont use a backpack)
[ ] I bring my lunch to school. (have to)
[ ] I always follow the rules.
[x] I'm shy around the opposite sex.
[x] I'm always on the computer.
[ ] I always answer every question in class right.
[ ] I correct people's grammar.
[x] I read a lot.
[ ] School is very important to me.
[ ] I always stump people.
Total = 6

Rebel

[ ] I always speak my mind.
[ ] I have 0% of school spirit.
[ ]Forget you I won't do what you tell me!
[x] I stand up for what I think is right.
[ ] On spirit days at school, I wear the rebel's colors.
[ ] Whenever people are doing something, I do the complete opposite.
[x] I won't listen to authority figures. (not really wont, i just dont like too)
[x] I always break the rules. (sometimesÂ )
[ ] I refuse to compromise.
[x] I'm always arguing with people. (depends on which ppl)
[x] I love debate.
[ ] I always do what's unexpected of me.
[ ] I don't give a crap what people think of me.
[x] If I watch a crappy movie in theatres, right after it's over, I'll say 'that sucked'.
[ ] I'm not afraid to trash people's opinions.
[ ] I only respect my own beliefs.
[ ] If I don't want to do something, I won't do it, no matter what.
[ ] I laugh at compromising people.
[ ] I cheer on the rival's sport team to stand out
[x] Rules were meant to be broken.
Total = 7

Jock

[x] I'm on one or more sport teams.
[ ] I always wear my varsity jacket.
[x] I've won awards for my athletic ability. (only cuz they give one to everyone whos on the team)
[ ] I will only date popular girls/guys.
[ ] School Spirit 100%.
[ ] I'm going to a college for sports.
[ ] I watch sports on TV all the time.
[ ] I'm muscular.
[ ] I play sports or exercise at least 3 hours a day.
[ ] Go Team!
[ ] I'm a chick/dude magnet.
[x] I eat a lot.
[ ] I'm egotistical.
[ ] I'm too focused on sports to make really good grades.
[ ] I sit at the jock lunch table.
[ ] All I talk about with my friends is sports.
[ ] I go to lots of sports games.
[ ] I'm very athletic
[x] I wear sport inspired clothing. (sometimes)
[x] I play at least 3 different sports. (but not all on a team)
Total = 5
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=====================... ]]> ~Zutarafan16 screw the postal service! im going to WalMart! http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/19942465/ http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/19942465/ Wed, 13 Aug 2008 21:06:32 PDT So August 12th, the day it came out, i went to the Post Office at noon, because thats the time they are supposed to have all the mail in the PO Boxes by. but it wasnt there.

so then i did the same thing today. again, it wasnt there. well, you know what? its been two days, i want the CD. then i found out on YouTube that there is a bonus track Live to Party if you buy it from WalMart.
SO i told my mom, and we went to WalMart, and im looking in the New Releases. its not there. so then i go over to the CD section and i find Jonas Brothers, but theres nothing there. so now, im like, Crap! my moms ganna be mad that we drove here for nothing, and i have to wait for the mail! so im walking thru the aisle, just scanning as i walk, and Bam! i see the cover! looks like there was only one left, and strangely it was in the country christian section. lol, someone just put it there.

but yah, so now i got it, and i listened to the whole thing, and i absolutley love it!

i love every single song!

but if i had to pick a

it would be Love Bug.

and i also looked thru the whole CDVU+ . that was really cool, i like this VU+ better than their last albums VU+.

and i read thru their thank yous, cuz, idk i just wanted too, and the last part, before they thank their fans is really funny!

they thank, like Selena Gomez and David Henrie, and Marilyn Monroe and Ricky Bobby

its funny.

but now i hope that my pre ordered one comes tomorrow at least, becuz it also comes with a DVD, so i wanna watch that, lol.

and you know what, i might even buy a Target copy, cuz it has another bonus track, a cover of the Beatles' Hello Goodbye. or i might not. i just might listen to it on YouTube.

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~Zutarafan16 Deer and St. Bernards and Bears, oh my! http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/19897765/ http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/19897765/ Mon, 11 Aug 2008 13:08:03 PDT [link] I'm back! and before i catch up on everything on dA, i'll tell you all about it! (if you want to)

Friday:
on Friday, my mom, my sister

, and i, all packed, and then at noon, my moms friend Bonnie came to pick us up, with her two kids Rhett and Reece. (Rhett is my sisters age, and Reece is two years younger). so we headed out, but first we had to stop and pick up Bonnie's husband Ryan. and he took over driving from there. so it was a pretty long drive from northern CT to Old Forge NY. it was about fours hours or more including stops. but it really wasnt all that bad. they have a dvd player in the car so we watched movies the whole way up and we stopped at Star Bucks (mocha frappichino, yum!

), so it wasnt all that bad. so we reached Old Forge and right away we started seeing deer in ppls front lawns. it was really cool, they were just walking around every where. then we reached there house, and it was seriously awesomesauce. Ryan, Bonnie's husband, built it himself (obviously with other ppls help but you know what i mean) and it was like a log cabin, except it was a log mansion

lol. it was really beautiful, and the first time i saw a spiral staircase!

but then we were joined by my mom and Bonnie's friend Lor, and her boyfriend Dick, who is a long time friend on Bonnies family, and Loris daughter Sarah (my sisters best friend) and Dick's granddaughter Hailie (who shares my name, but spells it differently,).
so the first thing we did when everyone was there was went on a 'hike' i guess you could call it, but it was basically just walking down their street, but its all in the woods, and we went on a board walk to the lake, which is right on their street, and we saw the first deer up close, like five feet away. it was really cool. then when we were walking down the street we saw more deer, b/c their neighbors left a line of deer feed. and the deer dont run away from you, you can walk right next to them. but they only walk away if you get too close. but i got a lot of good pictures, i think. then we went back to the house, ate dinner and what not. i watched the new ep of Jonas Brothers: Living the Dream, and Bonnie watched it too, cuz she loves them. lol

then we all went outside to their fire pit and roasted marshmallows and made s'mores. those were the best s'mores i ever ate.

then when we were back inside, my sister and Sarah wanted me to show everyone a fortune telling card trick that i wouls do for them and my mom and Lori before. i did it for Bonnie, and Hailie, and then i ended up doing it for everyone. that was kind of annoying after a while, but it was still fun.
and that night i slept on the couch, because i had to share a room with my mom, and there was only one bed. so i slept on the couch in the livingroom and was rereading the seventh Harry Potter book by flashlight when Sarah comes out of the room that she and Kelsey, my sister were sharing. she said that she coulding get to sleep, so she sat on the couch, and we pretty much talked all night, until two in the morning, until i just told her to got to sleep on the other side of the couch.

Saturday:
so, i'm having a very strange dream about being in a bathroom stall and someone stand in front of it and look through the crack in the door. (i have that dream a lot, very creepy) until i wake up from hearing 'Hayley! Hayley! wake up! Bear!' and i wake up right away, and Bonnies standing in front of me, then she sees im awake, and she runs to the door, and i get off the couch and run after her. we run out on the porch, and sure enough a black bear cub is in the front lawn. it was soo cute!

and it was soo cool to see! Bonnie threw it a slice of peach, and it ate it right away. so i run inside, and i grab my moms digital camera, and then i run upstairs to my moms room and im like 'mom wake up!' and she gets out of bed in two seconds already fully dressed

and we run downs... ]]> ~Zutarafan16 Buh - Bye! http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/19841782/ http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/19841782/ Fri, 08 Aug 2008 08:51:48 PDT
but not for too long.

I'm just going on a camping trip. for the weekend. Im going to upper state New York. Old Forge i think its called. my moms friend Bonnie owns a house up there and shes been back and forth all summer. but now shes invited us to come stay with her up there. okay, well i'll tell you all about it when i get back!

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100 Theme Challange what i have done so far
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1. Introduction -> [link]
12. Insanity -> [link]
16. Questioning -> [link]
43. Dying -> [link]
47. Creation -> [link]
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so first of all

so obviously i thought it was wonderful. everything about it. the ending was great, the whole plot was unexpected, and there were a lot of good twists. throughout the whole book at various parts i had to stop reading for a moment to either laugh my head of, or sob uncontroably (tearless sobs, mind you) for really happy parts or sad parts. and mostly i was reading at night, and at night is when i overreact to things, like if ther was something that was funny, it would be a lot more funy at night then it would be during the day. for example there was this one line, that i could not get over which was 'Well, well, Carlisle. You have been naughty havent you.' but now i realize i dont think it was even meant to be funny. lol, but to me there was some good comic releif throughout the book.
and surprisingly i liked the Jacob point of view. it actually made me love Jacob as a character. i never really hated him, i just never really liked him, but now i love him.

oh, this book was just so great. at most of the sad parts i just sobbed with no tears. the only part i actually cried in this book was when Bella and Edward were saying goodbye to Renesmee and Jacob, and Bella thought her and Edward were going to die. that was really heartbreaking. especially when Edward was saying goodbye to Jacob. he says 'Goodbye Jacob, my brother...my son.' *heartclench*
and also, i have a pretty clear picture in my head of Edward the burning man. *wince* *sob*
but then, the ending was really great! im also happy that a few of my predictions came true. i shared them with some freinds at school, but they didnt believe me, but now im right, so Ha! to them. lol

oint:
okay, so first was i thought that Jacob would crash Edward and Bellas wedding. and he did! well, he didnt really crash, it but close enough. he showed up without warning.
next was, i thought that somehow Jacob would loose control and end up hurting Bella, cuz you know how hes always trembles, and has to keep himself from phasing. well, i thought something like that would happen, and that would be when Edward would turn Bella into a vampire because she would be dieing. well, i was half wrong and half right on this. Jacob didnt attack Bella, but Bella was dieing when Edward changed her.
next one i thought was from the end of Eclipse, that somehow Jacob and Leah would end up together. okay, so they actually didnt, but they did end up a lot closer, and Jacob said that they were now good friends. but now that Jacob has imprinted on Renesmee, i like that better than Leah and Jacob.
so the last thing im going to say, is that i am extremely happy with Breaking Dawn, and i realy wish that it werent over. oh, and all the Edward and Bella-ness was so great!

i think they're on the top of my fave pairings, second to Zutara. before Breaking Dawn, they were tied with Ron and Hermione from Harry Potter for second, but now they are just second by themselves.

lol

so now i cant wait for the movie December 12, the book Twilight Saga the Official Guide December 30, and Midnight Sun whene... ]]> ~Zutarafan16 I had to try it. XD http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/19605233/ http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/19605233/ Sat, 26 Jul 2008 10:46:03 PDT

... ]]> ~Zutarafan16 Avatar WARNING: Spoilers and Long RantEdit http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/19502090/ http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/19502090/ Sun, 20 Jul 2008 20:53:00 PDT
I'll start from the begining, because i dont want to leave out anything. I thought it was really cute when Momo went and hid behind Zuko's leg, when Aang was roaring. and that was funny when Zuko lifted Aang off the ground by the back of his shirt.

lol. and i loved their beach party! Sokka was too funny, with the seaweed on his head. but Aangs and Tophs sculptures were really cool, and Sokka's of Sukis! lol! but the Sukka was adorable, when Sokka went and kissed her on the cheek! aww!!

But then when Zuko was teaching Aang a lesson, i knew what he was doing right away, but it was pretty funny. XD i was like 'Aang, what the heck, fight back!' but then when Zuko was telling them all what happened in the War Meeting, i had already saw the preview, so i knew what was going to happen, but the first time when i saw the preview, i was like, screaming, seriously. Then, i loved Sokkas introduction thingy, where he was all 'Air, Water, Earth, Fire, Fan and Sword!' lol! and then the group hug! lol, Zuko joined! yay! and then Appa knocked them all down, ah well. lol.
Then when Zuko was teaching Aang how to redirect lightning, for some reason i was expecting Zuko to do that thing that Iroh did when he was teaching Zuko, oh how did it go, it was like where he did the thing with his arms and said something like 'c'mon now, you need to let the chi flow.' lol yah, but i'm glad Zuko didnt do that, that would have been wierd. lol
but then i loved the Melon Lord part! lol Toph's evil laughing was great!

but i'm a little disappointed. i thought the Zuko and Katara part where they were fighting around the rock soldiers was going to be more, but i guess it was still cool. but Aang was annoying right here. he couldnt even kill the melon? idk, i just thought that was wierd of him. like, i know he was thinking of it as the Fire Lord and everything, but really, it was only a melon.
But then that was soo funny when Katara comes out and is like 'I have a surprise for everyone!' and Toph's like 'I knew it! You did have a secret thing with Haru!'

oh Toph! that was great!
but then that was really ironic that Katara found a baby picture of Ozai. but it was funny how she thought it was Zuko. i think they put that line in there on purpose: 'Baby Zuko! isnt he cute?' 'Tiny Zuko! He's so cute!' from the chibi shorts. lol.
but i think Aang overreacted a bit when he blew up at them all. but i like how Zuko stopped Katara from going after him. she cant chase after Aang all the time. but then that chanting that called Aang over to the Lion Turtle, that was wierd. and i found it strange how Aang just swam out to it.
but then that was funny how they were all ready to leave, and Toph was the only one who noticed Aang was there. ha!
but then when they were all spliting up to go look for him, that was seriously one of the best parts when Toph was like 'I'm going with Zuko!' and she latches onto his arm!

and Zukos face got all red! lol! 'What? everyone else went on a life-changing feild trip with Zuko. now its my turn.' hahaha! i love Toph! XD! but when Suki and Katara were in town and the people were shouting 'Aang, Aang!' i actually thought it was the real him at first, and not the actress. lol, i was like what the heck?!?
and lol, Toph and Zuko again! Tophs like telling him her whole childhood and hes like 'yep, uh-huh.' lol, the goodness of brother/sister Toko.

but then, i loved how Sokka was more concerned about the well being of Momo, then Aang. haha! he climbs into Appas mouth! oh Sokka...

I find it funny that when the Serpant from Serpants Pass was going to eat them Sokka offered it Momo instead, but now Sokkas like 'No Momo! I'm coming for ya buddy!' lol
Okay, and let me just say, that i started feeling bad for Azula since The Beach when she was all 'My mother thought i was a monster.' then the next time i felt bad for her was during Boiling Rock, when she and Ty Lee were up on the gondala fighting Zu... ]]> ~Zutarafan16 ZUKO! BAHAHA!! edit http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/19448600/ http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/19448600/ Thu, 17 Jul 2008 17:37:04 PDT [link]

well, actually since most of my friends and the ppl who watch me arent avatar fans, you dont have to watch it, or read ahead, if your not. and even if you are, you still dont have to. i'm just going to rant:

okay, so that clip is hilarious! i wish it was the full Ember Island Players clip that they showed at NYCC without squees and screams, but im still glad its this part, because they didnt show this part at all.

Zuko is so funny!! is just sits there, even though Aang is already starting to sit there! ahaha!!

and Katara like fixes her hair, and doesnt do anything. ah man, so funny!

And i cant wait for tonight!

Southern Raiders!! finally a new episode that no one has seen yet! like, this week has been great so far with Nick airing WAT, FM, and BR pt 1 and 2, but since those have been out for a while, i've already seen them, so i'm so excited for Southern Raiders!!

its going to be so great!! Zutara Ninjas!!

and from the preview they showed yesterday, omg Zuko finally says Katara's name!! ah, yes i just cant wait!

EDIT: omg omg omg!! the Southern Raiders was AMAZING!!!!!!!!! OH, THE ZUTARA!!!

i'm shaking too much right now, and i'm still too excited to write much. but this was just THE BEST EPISODE YET!!!

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http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/19065284/ Thu, 26 Jun 2008 21:17:39 PDT )

okay, i know i just posted a journal, so im sorry i'm posting an other one so fast, but i forgot to mention something important:

Today, i got my braces off!!!

I'm so happy! and i love my teeth now!

it feels so different, but its a good different!

but the process of my perfect smile (

) is not finished yet. i need to get implants because my canine teeth (the vampire fangs, lol) are still baby teeth. there are not permanent teeth above them. but i wont be getting the implants until Sept. 2009

So until then, i need to get bridges on my teeth, to make them look longer, and normal size.
I have no idea what the heck the bridge is but all i know is thats what it does. makes my teeth look normal.

But in the meantime, tomorrow (or actually later on today, since it is 12:13 am) i have to go pick up my retainer, and i'll have to wear that for a while.

a retainer is better than braces.

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~Zutarafan16 I've done 87 of the 120 stupidest things http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/19064787/ http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/19064787/ Thu, 26 Jun 2008 20:42:47 PDT ( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex (umm...family members)

SO FAR: 1

Level 2
() Are / Been In Love
(x) Dumped someone
() Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight (does my brother count?)

SO FAR: 3

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person (plenty of times)
(x) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 6

Level 4
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantart / sheezyart Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
( )Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 8

Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
( )Met Someone Through Internet
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR:10

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 14

Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
(x) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 19

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sledging
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO far: 24

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
(x) Felt An Earthquake
() Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 26

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(x) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 29

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
() Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 31

Level 13
(x) Had / Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR : 33

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime (a small one)
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 36

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like you were dying

SO FAR: 39

Level 16
(x) Cried to sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Coloured With Crayons / Coloured Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 44

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 47

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere

SO FAR: 51

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Travelled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Roller-skating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey (wtf?)

SO FAR: 53

Level 20
(x) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
(x) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina" (probably in 6th grade

)
(x) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 56

Level 22
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
(x) Kicked A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 60

Level 23
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
( ) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 62

Level 24
(x) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had/Been In A Tree House
( ) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 65

Level 25
(x) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 66

Level 26
(x) Played Chicken
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
() Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 70

Level 27
(x) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later (after it was cooked, of course)
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed
~Zutarafan16 make me a birdhouse please!!! http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/18956088/ http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/18956088/ Fri, 20 Jun 2008 19:30:34 PDT

CAAAAMMMPPPP ROOOOCCCCKKKKKK!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!!

BEST MOVIE EVER!!

So i just watched Camp Rock (obviously) and i cant even find words to describe how much i loved it! oh gosh, like seriously i thought it was going to be great, but it was even better than i imagined, and i didnt think that was possible!

the music was great! like every song was amazing!

and the story itself was a great one!

And Joe was beyond awesome! and so were Kevin and Nick! those two were hilarious! and i love Demi! she was great!

her voice is amazing!

and i think i'm a ShanexMitchie shipper now. lol but its hard not to be. my eyes actually started tearing up at the part where Shane (and everyone else) found out the Mitchie was lieing about her mom, and Shane was yelling at her, it was just so emotional.

I was just like 'No, Shane she wants to be your friend for you, not b/c your famous!'

lol but i'm sure everyone was saying that while watching.

Well so the movie was awesome, and it is now my new favorite movie! (like i knew it would be) but then of course there was JB's Burning Up music video!

HOLY CROW!!!! THAT WAS THE BEST!!

I havent laughed that hard in a while! omg, it was just soo funny!! Nick was like this 007, and Joe with that fake mustache! ha!

and Kevin with the Karate! oh gosh that was too good!

the whole setup was just great!

Alright, well i get two Disney Channels so Camp Rock is coming on in 45 mins, so Im going to go watch it again! lol

http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/18894040/ Tue, 17 Jun 2008 13:54:21 PDT -> -> -> -> -> -> -> -> [link] <- <- <- <- <- <- <- <- <-

SUUUUMMMMMEEEEERRRRRRRRR TIIIMMMEEEE!!!!!!!!

Yah, so today was my last day of school, finally.

despite all my seeming joy and all the emoticons above, i dont think the happiness of summer has really set in yet.

I think i am feeling more of the sadness of going to be missing peopl over the summer. and realizing that i probably never would see some of my friends who are going to different schools again. but this happens. and so i am fine with it.

have a nice day everyone! lol

~ You know you want to join! I know you do! Just go join already!
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Twilight Trailer ---> [link]

go watch it!
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100 Theme Challange what i have done so far
Full List [link]
1. Introduction -> [link]
12. Insanity -> [link]
16. Questioning -> http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/18770605/ Tue, 10 Jun 2008 16:47:45 PDT

But what im really writing this journal about is, a NEW JONAS BROTHERS SONG! YAY I LOVE IT!
its only a preview but oh well. Its called Out of This World. -> [link]

haha yah, its for the UK Bonus Edition of there self titled CD. like for the US we had Got the Party and Take a Breath, well they have Take a Breath and Out of This World.

ah, i wish we had Out of This World.

lol, jk

but also its been like over 95 degrees all week where i live.

yah but the good thing is that for yesterday and today we got early dismissals from school because of the heat, so yay!

no more classes! we just have one more full day of school, which is tomorrow, but its field day, so thats good. and then Thurs and Fri we have finals and next Mon and Tues we have finals, and then SUUUUUUMMMMMMMEEEEEEEERRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!

~ You know you want to join! I know you do! Just go join already!
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Twilight Trailer ---> [link]

go watch it!
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100 Theme Challange what i have done so far
Full List http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/18733307/ Sun, 08 Jun 2008 15:27:16 PDT

[ ] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend
[x] You have your own room.
[ ] You own a cell phone.
[ ] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[ ] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard.
T 0 T A L: 2

[x] You dress how you want to.
[ ] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[ ] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[ ] You have never been beaten up. (I have by my brother)
[ ] You never cry more than twice a month.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you.
[x] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to a concert.
T 0 T A L: 5

[ ] You don't have a myspace.
[x] Your parents let you have a myspace.
[ ] You get allowance.
[ ] You collect something normal.
[ ] You look forward to going to school/college.
[ ] You don't wish you were someone else.
[x] You play a sport.
[x] You do something after school/college.
T 0 T A L: 3

[ ] You own a car.
[x] You usually don't fight with your parents.
[ ] You are happy with your appearance.
[ ] You aren't self-conscious at all.
[ ] You have never got a failing grade in your life.
[x] You have friends.
T 0 T A L: 2

[x] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about so many people.
[ ] You are happy with your life.
[ ] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name.
[x] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[ ] You don't have any enemies
[x] You are a generally nice person.
T O T A L: 6

Now count your numbers and multiply by three.
Then title this journal "My life is __% Happy".

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Twilight Trailer ---> [link] ~Zutarafan16 Funny sentence maker thingy http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/18632627/ http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/18632627/ Mon, 02 Jun 2008 17:59:51 PDT

Pick the month you were born:
January-------I kicked
February------I loved
March--------I karate chopped
April----------I licked
May----------I jumped on
June----------I smelled
July-----------I did the Macarena With
August--------I had lunch with
September----I danced with
October-------I sang to
November-----I yelled at
December-----I ran over

Pick the day (number) you were born on:
1-------a birdbath
2-------a monster
3-------a phone
4-------a fork
5-------a snowman
6-------a gangster
7-------my mobile phone
8-------my dog
9-------my best friends' boyfriend
10-------my neighbor
11-------my science teacher
12-------a banana
13-------a fireman
14-------a stuffed animal
15-------a goat
16-------a pickle
17-------your mom
18-------a spoon
19------ - a smurf
20-------a baseball bat
21-------a ninja
22-------Chuck Norris
23-------a noodle
24-------a squirrel
25-------a football player
26-------my sister
27-------my brother
28-------an ipod
29-------a surfer
30-------a llama
31-------A homeless guy

Pick the color of the shirt you are wearing:
White---------because I'm cool like that
Black---------because that's how I roll.
Pink-----------because I'm crazy.
Red-----------because the voices told me to.
Blue-----------because I'm sexy and I do what I want
Green---------because I think I need some serious help.
Purple---------because I'm AWESOME!
Gray----------because Big Bird said to and he's my leader.
Yellow--------because someone offered me 1,000,000 dollars
Orange--------because my family thinks I'm stupid anyway.
Brown---------because I can..
Other----------because I'm a Ninja!
None----------because I can't control myself!

My sentence was : "I licked a football player because thats how i roll and because i think i need some serious help."

Tell me what sentence ya got!

~Zutarafan16 Procrastination must be a disease. http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/18584863/ http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/18584863/ Fri, 30 May 2008 21:58:21 PDT

So how else would i have become a procrastinator if i hadnt caught it from some random passerby on the street.

Exactly.

Hah, yah i dont even think i am making much sense. Sorry about that. I'll tell you why, and what i am doing.

I am procrastinating, of course. Of what, you ask?

Well i have just finished going thru all of my messages. But i currently have exactly 500 deviations to look at.

Either you guys submit too many things all at the same time, or i have been procrastinating this for a while.

I'm going to go with the latter.

Yah i'm pretty much beyond stupid for doing that. So if you were expecting me to comment on your art and i havent yet, its not that i dont like it, its just that i havent even looked at it yet. Again, I am sorry.

So i would do it tonight, but i think i'm just going to do it tomorrow night. *sigh*

Its just too late right now to start doing that. I'll have to start earlier tomorrow.

And btw, if by now you think that i am just lazy. I dont blame you for thinking that. cuz i am lazy at some things, i'll admit that.

But i have also been busy. Finals are right around the corner. And i know, that seems to be everyones favorite excuse, but its a true one.

And theres been other stuff too, that i dont feel like going into detail about, because then this journal would end up being a lot longer than i intended.

So with that said, i think i shall end this journal on a brighter note: I have a total of 5,852 pageviews. And i have been on dA since January 17 2007 at 4:40 pm.
So basically i have been a member for almost a year and a half. hmm

I actually thought i would of had more than that buy now. Ah, well.

http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/18485698/ Sat, 24 May 2008 21:00:18 PDT
Let me start over. Today was my cousin Peter's wedding. Alicia is his new wife.

The wedding was sweet. Short (surprisingly short), but sweet.

Then came the reception. That was a complete and utter bore. Yes. I am using the word utter. Simon Cowell's words are catchy. lol, not really.

Anyway, the reception was only a bore at first.

Basically i spent the first two hours sitting at a table with really uncomfortable seats with my cousin Jedd, my cousin Lyndsey, and her boyfriend Zeke. and what we were doing was taking crystal champagne glasses and moving your finger around the rim so it makes that high pitch noise. It was cool for the first five minutes but then for the rest of the 115 minutes it got pretty old.

Not to mention the waiters had no idea what they were doing. They were going around passing out these wierd mushroom orderves, that smelled really bad, btw.

So they asked Lyndsey if she wanted one and she says yes (she actually liked them *gag*) then the waiter walks away, to go serve someone else. yah, go figure.

Also other waiters were going around and filling the champagne glasses, with champagne of course. Lyndsey and Zeke had gotten up to go get some cheese and crackers (they werent serving the actual dinner yet) and my other cousin Jimmy had came and sat down.
So the waitress comes with the champagne bottle. She takes Jimmy's glass and fills it. Jimmy is 17, not old enough to drink yet, obviously, but she just poors his glass and places it back down. He doesnt say anything, he just smirks.

Then the waitress takes Jedd's glass and fills it. But before placing it back down, she looks at him (he is 13 but kind of looks a bit younger) and says 'oh whoops i cant give this to you' then she takes my empty glass and gives it to him, and gives his glass filled with champagne to me.

and she then says to him 'sorry young man, but its not for you.' and she laughs and walks away. Me, Jimmy and Jedd just start cracking up.

well, not so much Jedd. but i laughed so much! the waitress thought i was at least 21!

i'm only 14!

i mean, i could see why she might think Jimmy was 21, cuz he is almost 18, and he was wearing a tux, so that made him look older. Well, i guess the dress i was wearing must have made me look older, too.

on her part

So i started drinking it. Jimmy was drinking his as well. It actually tasted good.

But then the waitress came back and was like to me 'oh, i shouldnt of gave you that!' and she took the glass from me.

one of the adults must have told her. b/c then she also went to Jimmy and said the same thing. but he tried to say he was old enough, but then she asked for ID so he just gave her the drink. oh well, lol.

Anyway, then the dancing came. I was sitting with my cousin Elizabeth who is my cousin who got married, Peter's, little sister. (shes 11) and her friend April, and Jedd. Suddenly, Elizabeth's like 80 year old uncle Skippy came over to us and asks me if i wanted to dance.

I didnt want to be rude, so i said yes. It was a slow song. It was pr... ]]> ~Zutarafan16 And the winner is David... http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/18463266/ http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/18463266/ Fri, 23 May 2008 13:25:21 PDT

*sorry im late on writing about this, i wasnt able to be on the computer at all*

yes. u all probably know. David Cook won American Idol. Not David Archuleta. i seriously cried my eyes out and sobbed my face off.

i really did. i cried more than i did when Danny got voted off. and even now two days after, i still break out in random sobs if something sets me off. no tears just sobs.

I really though Darchuleta was going to win. I really, really did.

David Archuleta was the one who was amazing from the start. Hes been singing all his life, and this was like his big chance. He was the one who did the best on Tuesday night. a 'knock out' as Simon put it. (and yah, i know Simon took it back on Weds night and said Lil David wasnt as better as he thought, but he was still better).

But, okay, i am happy for David Cook. He has always been my number two.

But i think i am doomed for dissapointment.

First Sozin's Commet book is released before Avatar Finale airs, and if you know the spoilers u'll know why i would be dissapointed. (more than dissapointed actually, but i shall not get into that.)

Now David Archuleta does not win American Idol.

What next Obama wont win 2008 election? (yes, i am an Obama supporter)

On a brighter note the Jonas Brothers were amazing at the Finale. well thats no surprise, since they are always amazing.

*sigh* i feel like i want to say more on David vs. David, but i dont really know what to say.

but i do wish i was going to see the Top 10 on tour (even tho Chikezie and Kristy will be in it.)

and i've decided that i am going to create a club here on DA. a David Archuleta fan club. i'll make a journal about it when its done.
EDIT: I have made the club->

please join if you are a fan of his.

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Twilight Trailer ---> [link]

http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/18430952/ Wed, 21 May 2008 13:04:32 PDT
[] the dark
[x] staying single forever
[] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[] being myself in front of others
[] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[] heights
[] dogs
[] birds
[] fish
[x] spiders
[] flowers or other plants

Total so far: 4

[] being touched
[] fire
[x] deep water
[] snakes
[x] silk (im not sure if its silk, but a material close to silk. i cant touch it, if i do its like i cant breathe. idk, its wierd)
[] the ocean
[x] failure
[] success
[] thunder/lightning
[] frogs/toads
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[] rats
[] jumping from high places
[] snow

Total so far: 7

[] rain
[] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[] heaven
[x] being robbed
[] falling
[] clowns
[] dolls
[] large crowds of people
[] men
[] women
[] having great responsibilities
[] doctors, including dentists
[X] tornadoes

Total so far: 11

[x] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases (Merca came so close to my school! o.0)
[x] sharks
[] Friday the 13th
[] ghosts
[] poverty
[] Halloween
[] school
[] trains
[] odd numbers
[] even numbers
[] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[] growing up

Total so far: 16

[] creepy noises in the night
[] bee stings
[] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles
[x] blood (the sight of a lot of blood makes me sick)
[x] dinosaurs
[] the welcome mat
[] high speed
[] throwing up
[] falling in love
[] super secret

Final Total: 19

If you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it I'm afraid of __ out of 72 common fears.

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20, youÂre paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you're fearless.
People who donÂt have any are liars.

Again i took this from

and wow i'm close to being paranoid. lol

]]> ~Zutarafan16 DUN DUN DUN!!!!! http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/18403311/ http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/18403311/ Mon, 19 May 2008 17:16:37 PDT
OH LORDY!!!!

lol yuppers im rooting for DAVID ARCHULETA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

He has been my fave from the start! well the start being the Top 24.

my fave before that was Josiah Leming, but alas he did not make it.

Any who, so Darchuleta has been my fave. and yah, i loved Danny as well, but i knew he wasnt going to win. *ducks from Danimals in denial*

but yah, dont get me wrong David Cook rocks my socks, and i love him, but i love David Archuleta more.

but no matter who wins, either way they both will be successful in whatever music they make.

and this season has been the best season of AI so far, by a long shot. and i really want to buy tickets to the tour, but i dont think that'll be happening.

but ah, well.

and this finale will be the BEST finale EVER!!!!!!! first of all its David against David we've already established how amazing thats ganna be. but ..... JONAS BROTHERS ARE GANNA PERFORM SOS!!!

ahh, i cant wait!!!!!1!1 srsly best finale ever, even tho it didnt happen yet! lol

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Twilight Trailer ---> [link]

~Zutarafan16 bunch of pointless quizzes http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/18386383/ http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/18386383/ Sun, 18 May 2008 16:29:17 PDT

lol

: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search:
A: "...to decide" lol

Q: "[your name] looks like"
A: "...a little boy" how dare they! lol

Q: "[your name] says"
A: "...she used to be built" i dont remeber saying that... lol

Q: "[your name] wants"
A: "...a beer" haha

Q: "[your name] does"
A: "...a hardcore split" alright then

Q: "[your name] hates"
A: "...Jeff" well i only know two Jeffs and both of them are alright.

lol

Q: "[your name] asks"
A: "...Noah which room he wants her to move in too" whos Noah? lol

Q: "[your name] goes"
A: "...crazy" yup! lol

Q: "[your name] likes "
A: "...Cherry pie" i've never actually tried it lol

Q: "[your name] eats "
A: "...her cadbury cream egg" wut?

Q: "[your name] wears "
A: "...a red hoody that is often seen as an allusion to Little Red Riding Hood" hmm

Q: "[your name] was arrested for"
A: "...not revealing Ryan's whereabouts" well, i dont really know where Ryan is... lol

nother quiz (i think i already did it but wutev)

1. WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother & father's middle name)
Elizabeth Roger

2. NASCAR NAME: (first name of your mother's dad, father's dad)
Vito Paul (hah thats a cool name)

3. STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name)
Graha

4. DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal)
Blue Cat

5. SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born)
Elizabeth Waterbury

6. SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd fave color, fave drink, add "THE" to the beginning)
The Purple Juice (lol)

7. FLY NAME: (first 2 letters of 1st name, last 2 letters of your last name)
Hael (isnt that how they say Hell in the Faerie Wars books? lol)

8. GANGSTA NAME: (fave ice cream flavor, fave cookie)
Vanilla Chocolate Chip haha

9. ROCK STAR NAME: (current pets name, current street name)
Precious Watertown lol

10. STRIPPER NAME: (name of your fave perfume/cologne, fave candy)
Emily the Strange Jolly Rancher (

)

11. PORN NAME: (1st pet, street you grew up on)
Whiskers County ( O.o uhhh )

Last quiz (and long)

ARE YOU?

1. Perfect?
A: No

2. Tall?
A:yes

3. In your pajamas?
A: No

4. Left handed?

A: No

LAST:

1. Friend you saw:
A: Bonnie

2. Friend you talked to on the phone:
A: Jedd

3. Person to text you:
A: I don't text

4. Was today better than yesterday?
A: Yah i guess

FAVORITES:

1. Number:
A: 2

2. Color(s):
A: Blue, Red, black, purple

3. Fruit:
A: Apple

4. Place:
A: idk lots of places

QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:

Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A: changed clothes

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: yes

Q: What's the last movie you saw?
A: the Gateway haha

Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: The kitchen

Q. Do you smile a lot?
A: depends

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: i guess sometimes

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: most of the time

Q: Where did you sleep last night?
A: On my bed in my bedroom

Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: last week

Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
A: Edward Cullen lol

Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
A: 6

Q: What do you hear right now?
A: a Hannah Montana episode my sister is watching in the other room

Q: Does anything hurt right now?
A: the muscles in my legs

Q: What's your favorite month?
A: April thru August and December

Q:What did you do last night?
A: re read some of Twilight

SIX EMOTIONS:

1. Are you missing someone right now:
A: not really

2. Are you happy?:
A: No

3. Are you sad?:
A: No

4. Are you bored?:
A: Yeah

5. Are you nervous?:
A: No

6. Are you tired?:
A: No... ]]> ~Zutarafan16 Culture Quiz & Jason EDIT!!!!!! http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/18229465/ http://Zutarafan16.deviantart.com/journal/18229465/ Thu, 08 May 2008 18:44:33 PDT but before he came out they were asking his mom and bro how Jason had auditioned for American Idol, and what it would be like having him come back home and what not.

but the improtant thing i wanted to say is that omg Jasons brother is sooooo much like him!!!! its uncanny!! seriously! its wierd too, cuz they dont really look alike, cept they have the same nose, but he acts so much like him! i couldnt believe it! idky but it made me excited!

lol. but he talks just like him, sits just like him, everything! then Jason came out and he hugged him mom, and then he went to hug his brother, but then hesitated and his brother heitated, and they were kinda just standing there then they awkwardly hugged!

lol it was so cute, and so typically brotherly, especially since they looked around the same age. but yah it was so cool. and Jason said that his brother can sing better than him, but hes just too scared. so then the interviewer said they should do a duet. lol. i would like to see that.

END OF EDIT

Soooooooo..... Jason Castro was eliminated last night from American Idol. uhhh.... i thought i would be sadder, but strangley i'm not. I guess i knew it was coming. He didnt exactly do that well. (Why oh why did he have to sing I Shot the Sherrif?) but it was either him or Syesha.

i mean, its not like i wanted Jason to win, i just wanted him to be Top 3. but i guess 4 is close enough. but i have to say it was sad watching his goodbye video.

I was surprised to see him singing with the guy who wrote that song for Simon during the auditions, lol.

u know [link]

but anyway, i'm pretty poitive its going to be Syesha next week. Everyone knows it was going to be the two David's in the finale. yay!

lol

but heres a quiz i stole from

British
[x] You drink a lot of tea. (lemon ice tea, lol)
[ ] You know what a brolly is.
[ ] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[ ] You wanted Ben to win X Factor.
[ ] You use the word "bugger"or the phrase "bloody hell."
[ ] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[ ] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[ ] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.
[ ] Its football...not soccer.(?)
Total: 1

Australian
[ ] You wear flip flops all year.
[ ] You call flipflops thongs not flip flops.
[x] You love a backyard barbie. (yum

)
[x] You know a barbie is not a doll.
[X] You love the beach.
[X] Sometimes you swear without realizing. (just not in front of the fam.)
[ ] You're a sports fanatic.
[ ] You are tanned.
[ ] You're a bit of a bogan.
[x] You have an australian something (dog)
Total: 5

Italian
[ ] The Sopranos is a great show.
[ ] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[x] Your grandmother makes her own sauces. (its actually good)
[x] You know how a real meatball tastes.
[X] You know Italian songs. (Dominic the Donkey haha jk i know others)
[X] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[X] You speak some italian. (only words my mom says)
[X] You are under 5'10''... ]]> ~Zutarafan16