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no one really sees how awesome peter pan's wendy is, do they? they always like tink more. well, not me.


on thursday night i'll be heading down to philly. i'm pretty psyched, we'll be stopping in NY State for the night, then heading up. i'm not normally in the US much, so whenever i get to go, i'm really happy. i hardly even go to quebec!



p.s. will someone buy me a sub for christmasss? haha.

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so excited

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p.s. i love you, mom, dad & mommy.
and daddy...hello to you too, i suppose.

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[link]


two of which are some of my least favourites. but okay, if you say so

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there's a lot of useless stuff in this book, but hey, it's my useless stuff. once i'm finished, or closer to finishing, i plan to format it, maybe get it into a PDF or just use openoffice so that i can print it out, stick it in a neat, organized duotang, label it, and put it in my desk drawer for two years or so. between finishing and keeping it, i'll probably take it out now and again just to flip through the pages and other, but it is for her.


I don't know if it's just me
in all honesty, i don't care
but who i am,
i'm the girl in the corner of the room
giving glares,
hot stares, thinking,
"what is rightfully mine, i will have it.
and you will be left with nothing."

]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/26532426/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/26532426/ Tue, 11 Aug 2009 17:17:14 PDT
and, by the way, I READ THE WHOLE FREAKING THING. shows how much of a life I have.

AHEM.
ONE – Spell your name without vowels:
- m.
TWO - Are you single?:
- yesh.
THREE - Whats your favorite number?:
- 11. always has been, always will be.
FOUR - What color do you wear most?:
- urmmmnh, idk...prolly summat random like...purple?
FIVE - Least favorite color?:
- lime green. it makes me want to puke.
SIX - Favorite candy?:
- M&Ms, fool!
SEVEN - Are you gay?:
- no.
EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?:
- yessireebob. (=
NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?:
- BAHA amanda said i looked like lacey from flyleaf once.
TEN - What is your favorite class in school?:
- if there was a baking class, id pwn it.
ELEVEN - Do you shop at hollister/DC/Bluenotes?
- hollister, bluenotes, american eagle, garage, blah blah. yes.
TWELVE - How do you make money?:
- urrrrmnh.
THIRTEEN - Who is your best friend?:
- i have too manyyyyyy. there's rachel and alex and leah and esther and gracie and lizzie and...and...GAH!
FOURTEEN - Where do you go to school?:
- SCHS.
FIFTEEN - Are you outgoing?:
- urrrmmmnh.
SIXTEEN - One word to describe you?:
- schemeful.
SEVENTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes?:
- converse?
EIGHTEEN - Do you own big sunglasses?:
- 2 pairs.
NINETEEN - Where do you wish you were right now?:
- somewhere other than on this dumb couch.
TWENTY - What should you be doing right now?:
- nothin.
TWENTY ONE - Do you have a crush on anyone right now?:
- BAHAHAHAHAHAHA whoever asked this question is an idioot.

HONEST SECTION:
Honestly, what's on your mind right now?:
- every. freaking. time. WHY.
Honestly, what are you doing right now?:
- you really want to know? yeah, you sure? you really sure? okay? okay, FINE. N-A-T-H-A-N, NATHAN. YOU HAPPY NOW?!
Honestly, do you watch Disney Channel?:
- no.
Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?:
- umm my mum yesterday?
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?:
- there's always people to be jealous of. right now...the only person that particularly comes to mind issss......hm. emma?
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?:
- stupid little things.
Honestly, do you bite your nails?:
- ew no, i stopped that habit YEARS ago. when i was like, 6. :/
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?:
- N-A-T-H-A-N.
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now?:
- nope.
Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like?:
- maybe.

THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?:
- yeah
Can you dance?:
- probably
Can you do a cart wheel?:
- heck yeah man. that and a roundoff & backflip.
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?:
- no.
Can you whistle?:
- i suck.
Can you wiggle your ears?:
- ew no, thats creepy.
Can you wiggle your nose?:
- i can flare it.
Can you roll your tongue?:
- yesh.
Can you make a clover with your tongue?:
- [link]HECK YES I CAN DO THIS.

ANGER SECTION:
What do you do when you’re mad?:
- cry
Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?:
- probably

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?:
- ya
Ever cried yourself to sleep?:
- yup
Ever cried on your friend’s shoulder?:
- probably
Ever cried over the opposite sex?:
- heck yes
Ever cried over the same sex?:
- idk prolly
Do you cry when you get an injury?:
- when i was a kid
Do certain songs make you cry?:
- depends
Do certain movies make you cry?:
- sometimes :s

HAPPY SECTION:
Are you usually a happy person?:
- meh, more or less.
What makes you the happiest?:
- nice things
Does being with your friends make you happy?:
- i guess.
Do you believe in yourself?:
- im cool
Do you wish you were happier?:
- yeah
Is being happy overrated?:
- nahh
Can music make you happy?:
- meh.

LOVE SECTION:
How many times have you had your heart broken?:
- a lot.
Have you ever loved someone so much that you’d die for them?:
- some.
Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said I love you?:
- meh. more like, i like you, or i love you in a kiddish way. not as in a prank, but just to be cute kinda thing.


HATE SECTION:
Do you actually hate anyone?:
- not really.
Have you ever been on a hit list?:
- noo
Are you a mean... ]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/25992024/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/25992024/ Thu, 16 Jul 2009 18:40:20 PDT
Cake design credits go to Kell's Kreations [link]

I can't take credit for the design, but hey, i perfectly replicated a 30-year-old's work, and i'm barely sixteen - I THINK I SHOULD GET A PROPS FOR THAT, DON'T YOU?!


MY CAKE:
[link]

thankyou and goodnight.

]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/25936799/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/25936799/ Tue, 14 Jul 2009 07:44:34 PDT [link]

TAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKKKKKKKKKEEEEEEEEEEE IIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTT


]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/25878059/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/25878059/ Sat, 11 Jul 2009 10:55:43 PDT
for your entertainment, here's a convo i had with ~manjeeboo and her friend on facebook

Amy:but an immortal is actually a collaboration of a pirate and a ninja. so, having said that a pirate somehow got a ninja to get in bed with them..ahem. anyway, i hypothesize that, through also a collaboration of a ninja's weapon and a pirate's weapon, one could possibly, indeed have the chance of at least genetically separating the two...

Amanda:AMY LMAO I have never seen this side of you, but I am LOVING it.

Amy: it's my witty side. comes naturally, but only when i summon it.

Amanda:

John: For I must admit something...I am a pirate...... Read More
So Amanda, for the sake of the WORLD, there is something we must do

When YOU summon it? I reimbursed and augmented it Mwahaha. I have this affect on the public

Amanda: LMAO.

Only if it is for the sake of the world.

..heehee XD

John: Lol, of course I would not be doing this otherwise.
These immortal babies must be made for the sake of this world, if not this entire dimension as we know it!

Also itll be quite fun.

Amy: do you honestly think someone would have to practice speaking like this? you don't know me, thus, you could not have the chance to have such power.

even my amanda did not know of this part, did she, now? i happen to be filled with secrets.

Amanda: YOU GUYYYYYSSSS are totally making my mind like.. jizz or something.

Amy: BAHAHAHAHAHAH.

so, having all this top-secret information out in the open, do you not think that perhaps these immortal beings could possibly have the instict to wreak havoc on this world that we live? it is a possibility, you have to admit...genetic practice is not something to be messed with.

can i be an elf child?

Amanda: Of course

As long as John and I get to do the.. ehem.. "genetic practicing"

John: Your mind be a penis and my personality is the vagina
Sweet I get to be a girl in my self

Not to be messed with indeed thus why WE must mess with it our selves, chaos vs chaos always ends in peace or some shit I think
Lets find out, itll be funny

I think we have the technology to make you an elf, or atleast an Elf Pirate thingy

Amy: that is exactly the type of reckless mind that we must be aware of. as i sense, there is an evil mind among us.

Elves have been around for centuries, and we do live for a long time, though are not immortal..or so we believe. most of the elven race has yet to discover such, since we've lived so long, no one's really died yet, though we DO continue to age..so such an end as death is forethought.

John: Among us three?
Well its def fucking me then

Amy: that was implied.

Amanda: LMAO.

John: Lol, sweet.
Get to be the evil one for a chance. Mwaha fools
Im only using littefairs breeding chamber to create my OWN race of immortals to eliminate threat of the Elven warriors and their cousin bigfoot

Amanda: Can I be your queen of evil dark-wrathness? :3

John: that was implied

Amanda: woop woop!

John: I didnt expect much less, with my mind personality skills and your cleavage.
We...well we will own all!

Amy: You may have an evil mind, but those who are evil are known to be reckless.

Others, however, know to have wit. Thus, are quick and have much wisdom.

Amanda: have the wisdom in this relationship.
However, my cleavage is a disguise for that!

John: Im a guy, we are already known for being reckless due to our dangling sack of testerone

Amanda: LMAO.

John: Lol, yes as people are distracted by the traditional phrase of bigger the breast, smaller the brain they are not aware that the brain is actually INSIDE the breast.
Thus littlefair has 3 brains, 3x the power.
3X THE EVIL.

Amy: you also lack in your knowledge--for our ancesty do not consist of bigfoot, but the sasquatch.

Amanda: LMAO WTF.

Zomg. Ahahahahah

John: I do not lack knowledge - as littlefair is well aware off I hide it behind stupidity and shear dumbassness to disguise to my TRUE mind, the true genius that lays beyond these succulent walls that are my flesh

... ]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/25678231/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/25678231/ Wed, 01 Jul 2009 16:47:39 PDT
so today is canada's birthday, and im stuck inside, nothing to do all day, when even my sister is out on O-town having fun.

total bummer. plus i actually felt like making a youtube vid today, but she took the camera with her. poop.


well hopefully tonight i can just sit back and watch a movie. i love movies, theyre so exciting.



friday, marie is coming, saturday, going to esther's house. woo.

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CIRCLE ONE: THE OUTSIDE

1. What's your name: Amy

2. How tall are you: 5'3 1/2" (a but short but y'know)

3. What color are your eyes: greeny-hazel!

4. What color is your hair: brownnn

5. Are you Male or Female: female

6. What is your best feature (physically): i like my eyes or skin, most would say my hair though

7. What's your shoe size: 10 1/2

8. Glasses, y/n: nah

9. Did you ever have braces: Yes and they suck

10. On a typical day you are wearing: idk, whatever i feel like lol

11. When you go to bed you're wearing: pajamas? usually a t-shirt or camisole tho.

12. Work out/exercise about how often: uh every once ina while

CIRCLE TWO: MUSIC
1. Name five of your favorite bands: Relient K, Flyleaf, Crystal Castles.

2. Name five of your favorite singers: uhh too many

3. Name three songs you are currently playing nonstop: The Real Slim Shady - Eminem; Word of God Speak - Mercy Me; aisuhfasdjf something else idk

4. Name one song that best describes your life right now: uhh idk lol

5.Name one song that best describes your life one year ago: HOW SHOULD I REMEMBER??!?!

6.When you're driving, what are the preset stations on your radio: uhh idk hot 89.9

7. What's the last CD you bought: umm twilight soundtrack? >.>

8. Was the last CD you burned an actual CD or a mix: never

9. Name one song/band/singer you're embarrassed to like but do: baha eminem xD

10. If you could only attend one concert ever again, it would be: ive only ever gone to one--avril lavigne of 2005.

11. ( there's no question here):I LOVE THE NUMBER 11!!!!

12. Name a group you use to like but feel you've grown out of: uhh idk..within temptation?

CIRCLE THREE: MOVIES/TELEVISION

1. Name your favorite actor: umm lemme think..ORLANDO BLOOM.

2. Name your favorite actress: keira knightly! PRIDE & PREJUDICE/POTC FTW!

3. Name your favorite television show right now: Heroes?

4. Name five really cool movies you've recently seen:uhh idk..the ring, the ring 2 (not as scary but wth), potc 3, aaaaand..i cant think of any other ones ive watched recently >.>

5. Your favorite canceled television show: pushing dasies. STUPID POOPHEAD WRITERS, GO DIE IN A TOILET COS THATS WHAT YOU DESERVE.

7. Name one movie you wish you hadn't wasted time/money on recently: umm..?

8. You would never watch a movie with Zac Efron?: ..no. just no.

9. Favorite candy/food to watch movies with: PASTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

10. Three favorite tv channels: a french one, a teen one, and a talk show one.

11. Favorite reality show: uhh..

12. Favorite character on a reality show: idk >.>


CIRCLE FOUR: WORD ASSOCIATION
(Write the first word/thing/person that comes into your head when you read this word)

1. Coffee: YUM

2. Dog: ugh

3. Slut: er..

4. Candy: ughh.

5. Pole: strip..sorry.

6. Ocean: salty

7. Brave: aah!

8. Loving: that..one..guy? >.>

9. Cookie: yum

10. Death: meh.

11. Life: yayy

12. Child: awwwwwwwwwww i want a boooooyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

CIRCLE FIVE: WHICH WOULD YOU PREFER:
(bold the one you prefer)

for those of you who don't know how, you put a b inside <> to bold, and a /b inside <> to end bold.

1. Ten guilty men go free OR One innocent man goes to jail for life?

the first one. its more fun.

2. Eaten by a lion OR Eaten by thousands of small insects?

id rather a lion. >.>

3. A life of contentment without love OR A life with love and heartache?

love & heartache

4. Skydiving from a plane OR Bungee jumping off a bridge?

neither.

6. No television OR No music?

no tv. duh.

7. No more pizza, ever OR No more chocolate, ever?

i like pizza tho http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/24502868/ Wed, 29 Apr 2009 18:33:32 PDT

*slaps high five with Amanda on Jesus*
Yeaa. Take dat.

]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/24289975/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/24289975/ Fri, 17 Apr 2009 12:00:51 PDT .

me an alex went to mcdonald's yesterday but that had no ice cream . so we had to go somewhere else. it wasn't that bad, though

now imma go shower so i can look perdy .




aimzy

p.s. wahh, i was the only girl in 2 of my classes today because of the stuupid gun scare. second one this month practically. rawrr.

]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/24076013/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/24076013/ Sun, 05 Apr 2009 13:08:22 PDT

I saw Nathan Friday, though i totally wasn't expecting it! it was funny, though, we went into the parking lot, and there was the van, and two guys who i assumed to be Priddles. I was all like, "ohh..he's probably not staying.." Well, I didn't jinx it because HE STAYED!!

Plus, I was so focused on Nathan that night that I forgot my Bible at the Chapel. Oh well.

It was hileriously awkward since I was on his game team. again. Hopefully I'll get to see him again tonight, though.

Wow, does God have a sense of humour.

]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/23803916/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/23803916/ Fri, 20 Mar 2009 20:26:27 PDT

wahh, Nathan has pneumonia i hope he gets better sooooooooon


i'm tiiiiiiiiiiired. i'll go to bed and listen to Relient K. Going to buy a brand new NKJV Bible tomorrow maybe i'll see emma and leah there, yayy



]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/23570009/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/23570009/ Sat, 07 Mar 2009 07:36:22 PST
on main street, we will walk over in mid-afternoon like crazy hobos and sing for no reason, other than to entertain ourselves, make us look like idiots, and perhaps even a couple walkers-by.



Yay, I saw Nathan yesturday.


well, hopefully i will be able to sing...i mean, i have a horrible cold, which has gone on since like wednesday.

WHOOOOOOOO, ADVIL COLD & SINUUUUUUUUS.




...makes you do crazy things.

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i got a whackload of new sharpies!! i think im going to go to the art store around the corner, and give them a picture of mine so they can print it on a t-shirt for me i did that with my twilight shirt, so i think they could do it. that'd be siiiiickkk.

and, just because i feel like it, i'm telling you,

GO TO =kizioko'S PAGE!! she's amazingtastical :]


and voila. blechh.

p.s.--poopie, Nick is still suspended.

]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/23241819/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/23241819/ Mon, 16 Feb 2009 19:29:17 PST meowmix22 and maybe my friend brittany, who i've been meaning to get together with for months. i haven't seen her lately though, since i've been so busy >.< i wanted to get some gauges (just small ones, guys!!) and maybe some other things, idk.

i have school again tomorrow, though i haven't been in a week. i miss it (shut up!!). mostly its just the people there, though -- rachel, andrea, nick. you know.

im going to continue with my sketching for art class now. c:
ilu.


[EDIT:]
also, i was thinking of buying adobe photoshop elements. the one i want is about $200, but i think i may be able to swing it.

plus, i still want to get a job!! i wonder if i'll be able to soon. i sure hope so.

]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/23212897/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/23212897/ Sun, 15 Feb 2009 09:46:17 PST

and it sucked.



and the plane made my head 'splode. D; and i cried on the plane thinking of my arlene. who does that?? seriously, i have waaay too much free time.

"Jeez, i could be flying right over arlene's head right now, and i wouldn't even know it."



and yes, i missed valentine's day, unfortunately. OH HAHAHAA but in the airport, with stephie, it was too funny. i was talking to stephie, my back turned to the bench in the mall-ish-part in jamaica, and then stephie starts laughing and half-whispers in my ear, "BHAHAHAA THAT EMO KID OVER THERE TOTALLY JUST CHECKED YOU OUT!!" you know i like crazy colours and everything, so i was wearing my orange hoodie and purple skinny jeans with my hood up. i turned around, and he was still looking at me.

for the rest of the night, we passed him like, 3 times and he ended up going on stephie's plane. but during that, every time we saw him, we were like, "OMGOMGOMGITSTHEEMOKIDDD!!" he wasn't actually that bad looking, either. i was pretty proud of myself.


i have to say, though, i'm so glad im back home. i missed everyone and everything (including the cold, people. shudapp, okay??) since i was away. i thought i was going to drop dead or something.

oh, also, me and stephie only ended up seeing 2 creeper-doods, but man, they were creepy. i've never seen anyone like the drunk guy sitting on the rocks, carving wood with a pocketknife or a crazyman dressed in leaves, following us around. it makes you want to cry.



and on that note, happy belated valentine's day.

]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/23025679/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/23025679/ Thu, 05 Feb 2009 17:28:40 PST meowmix22 if she were orange.






....and Nick. but you probably already knew that.
(and yes. his name is so amazing that it does deserve a capital letter. so there.)

[EDIT:]

AND HE DOESN'T EVEN HAVE TO BE ORANGE.

]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/23007354/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/23007354/ Wed, 04 Feb 2009 17:18:16 PST

i've been writing a lot! :] woo to that. and i mean a lot. out of the poems i don't have on dA at the moment but i've written, there's probably about...20-30? that's just a guess, though. but yeah.


give *xxLotti some love!! i haven't talked to her for a while :[ she's sweet. you should be her friend.

jamaica in...2 days? yayy!
p.s. lawl wahh i didnt see Nick today (hahaa alex )


No One Understands
if I asked you if you knew,
would your answer be

no
mom, I don't act this way,
just to annoy you;
just to make you feel what I feel;
just to make you angry, ashamed of me
because no

one
should have to feel the way I do—
these things just screw you up.
it's not my fault, but should you

really
assume so?
I don't usually try to do things
to make pain go away
(that's not my style),
I just slip up a lot.
s-o-r-r-y

gets
a lot of mouth from me?
I was only apologizing for something I didn't mean;
I was trying to stoop low,
show you that you're more important than me,
show you that I care less for myself than I do for you—
isn't that enough?

why
do you have to hate on me all the time?
I promise,
I didn't mean what I said,
what I did—

i
swear, I am constantly
and desperately trying to prove to myself
that I'm capable of any kind of love;
I might not always act like it, but I

do
try to make you satisfied with me...
I mess up, a lot
even though I'm only trying
to make it better,
I only make things worse, and

the
immediate thought you go to
is that I hate you.
why can't anybody get the
reasons for the

things
I attempt to help with,
though I'm trying to help myself, trying to make
myself perfect enough so
you'll love me, but

i
can never manage to make it
perfect, can I?
it's all flawed, just like me.
what is the use for anything I

do
at all?
I can do nothing to make you
laugh with me
smile with me
and no one gets why I'm scared all the time,
why I'm scared of being a disappointment,
why I'm so desperate to stay innocent,
why I'm so desperate to stay clean.

no one understands

]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22891942/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22891942/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 18:42:24 PST

usually when they have secrets, people are always thinking to themselves, i wish someone would please listen to me, then, just maybe, this pain would go away. i'm not looking for someone to listen--there are a whole bunch of people i know who would listen to me (and have, for that matter), and i'm sick of just being listened to. it doesn't help one teeny bit. what i need is for someone to understand.

but, when you live your whole life without your biological mom, and because of that you tend to cling to people (and i'm talking about practically choking them, guys), don't actually have your own personality because of that--due to the prior fact and you just copy the people you cling to, then you think to yourself, "who am i?" and realize you don't know who you are...it's a little unsettling.

or a lot.

no one gets it, not even your parents, because it's never happened to them--and never will. it makes you feel sick, and it hurts, a lot. you don't feel as though you can talk to anyone about it because either, there's nothing they can do about it, or, they don't understand (most likely both).

so, you go on and on, every once in a while having a breakdown which involve a lot of tears, a (still) broken heart, and nothing that can make you feel better.

oh, and also, time that won't go faster. not even for you.

and that just sucks.

]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22848970/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22848970/ Tue, 27 Jan 2009 17:37:05 PST

i have sno-camp this weekend, and then the next weekend for me is jamaicaaa! goodbye, all you suckers. (lawl just kidding ilu)


lawl i hate studying.
andimthinkingofmymomalotlately.

]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22761652/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22761652/ Fri, 23 Jan 2009 14:26:20 PST

Costco sucks, because they only have the special group PSP paks, and the systems are silver. i dont like siver, silver is retarded and looks like poop. i want piano black. >:[


give =SoccerBash1627 some love because she's feeling crappy.

ilu ambie!!


rawrr i'm sick too. and i had myexam today, 1 down, 3 to go.

but i r feelin liek crap (could it be the stomache flu? )

]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22732745/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22732745/ Thu, 22 Jan 2009 12:40:23 PST

i lurb the new user pages!!

maybe i'll buy a sub soon tho, cos i'm pretty anti-bankrupt right nao [tho i'm saving for a psp at the same time...]. and i wanted to get my twilight t-shirt sized...wow, there goes a whackload of my cash

yurr, i gave my teacher my poem book. i think she liked it




hopefully i'll get some sharpies soon. my mom hasn't bought me any yet. grr.

have to get the stupid scanner working again, too. well, so that i know how to make it work. my mom is so challenged at re-setting things. i wish she had never gotten addicted to facebook...

]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22693038/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22693038/ Tue, 20 Jan 2009 12:25:25 PST Pakaku
Natural Hair Color:
[x] Brown - $100
[ ] Blonde - $50
[ ] Black - $15
[ ] Bald - $5
[ ] Other-$75

Total: $100

Eye Color:
[ ] Brown - $50
[x] Green - $75
[ ] Blue $150
[x] Hazel $100
[ ] Other - $15

Total so far: $275

Height:
OVER NINE THOUSAND
[ ] Over 7' - $200
[ ] 6'8" to 7' - $175
[ ] 6'0" to 6'7" - $150
[ ] 5'5" to 5'11" - $75
[ ] 5'4" to 5'10" - $85
[x] Under 5'4" - $27
(wahh i is short ;_

Total so far: $302

Age:
[ ] 50 to 56 - $175
[ ] 46 to 50 - $150
[ ] 41 to 45 - $125
[ ] 31 to 40 - $100
[ ] 26 to 30 - $75
[ ] 21 to 25 - $50
[ ] 19 to 20 - $25
[x] 0 to 18 - $100

Total so far: $402


Birth Order:

[ ] Twins or more than twins -$750
[x] First Born - $320
[?] Only Child - $250
[ ] second born - $150
[ ] Middle child - $100
[ ] Last Born - $100
[ ] third born - $550
[ ] fourth born - $300
[ ] fifth born - $400
[ ] sixth born -$215

Total so far: $722


Drink?
[x] I did like twice - $400
[ ] Only Holidays - $250
[ ] Sometimes - $215
[ ] YES - $200
[ ] only weekends - $300
[ ] Every other day - $50
[ ] Once a day - $15
[ ] I live from the bottle - $550

Total So far: $1122

$Bankrupt$
[x] No - $600
[ ] Yes- $0

Total so far: $1322


Vision?
[x] perfect vision $400
[ ]need or have glasses/ contacts but don't wear them $200
[ ] No correction $100
[ ] Glasses $50
[ ] contacts $25
[ ] Surgical correction -$100

Total so far: $1722

Shoe Size:
[ ] 13+ - $300
[ ] 12 and a half to 13 - $250
[x] 11 to 12 - $400
[ ] 7 to 10 - $500
[ ] Under 7- $450

Total so far: $2122

Favorite Colors (three):
[x] Green-$750
[ ] Red - $600
[ ] Black - $100
[x] Yellow -$475
[ ] Brown - $300
[ ] Purple - $225
[ ] White - $400
[ ] Aqua - $350
[x] Orange - $300
[ ] Blue - $300
[ ] Pink - $100
[ ] Other - $500

Total: $3647


Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[ ] Yes $0
[ ] Nope - $1000
[x] some- $750

Final Total: $4397 =]
REPOST WITH TITLE:
"I cost $________ a night"

]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22654623/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22654623/ Sun, 18 Jan 2009 14:09:09 PST So, after a lot of writing and time, I've finally finished the first version of my poetry book. I'm looking forward to giving it to my English teacher on Thursday.

It's quite long, consisting of 30 poems on 50 pages, exactly. I put in an introduction, a couple notes, a Table of Contents, and an end page, and also some of the poems are layed out so that they take up more than a page. that explains the extra 10 pages, but I think it will look very nice. Now I need a see-through duotang to put it all in. (I'm a perfectionist, okay?)

I haven't been submitting many deviations lately because I've been saving them for my poetry book. Maybe I'll put them up to sell, I'm not sure. That's just a thought (I don't know who would buy it anyway.)

That's just the way it is.



]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22596485/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22596485/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 13:37:54 PST So, as I sit here, cross-legged with the blood running out of my legs so much that I can no longer feel the pain in them, drawing a picture on my balcony with my laptop in front of me and the sun shining through the windows, I thought:

I should make an account that's just my Sharpie art!

Now, no one has really seen it, since I don't have all that much of it, but it would take up my time during class (i.e. Science haha) when I haven't anything to do (believe me, there's not much to do during Science class -- I'm in applied lol), and also when I'm at home, the house is quiet, and I've nothing to do.

I think I'm going to take over my old (that's "hardly-ever-used" old) ~Pimprae account, because I like the name, and it's the name of my Youtube anyway.

So, since I don't yet even have that many colours, hopefully I can convince one of my friends to come with me to zee art store so I can buy a massive pack of Sharpies.

Good luck with that Amy, I know. Exams are coming up. Yuuckkk.

]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22578077/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22578077/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 13:05:49 PST So, I've decided not to put all my poems on here, just because it defeats the purpose as to why I'm writing them. I want my mom to see them all, and anyway, I'm not even finished. I don't know how long I'll go on for, so it really doesn't matter. Hopefully, I'll post a few still, every now and then, ones that I feel just absolutely have to be on here. I'm still aiming for about 87 poems, and right now, I'm only at 23. I've got a while to go.

Actually, I've decided an exception (in my mind), that even though I'm not even close to finished writing (which it even says on the inside...), I'm going to gather all my poems and lay them out (as I said in my previous journal, did I not?), put them in a nice, shiny little duotang, and give them to my english teacher right before exams, just to be nice. I've worked hard on these, and I want someone to be able to fully enjoy what I've done so far.

Maybe I'll even try to sell it, when it's finshed. Though I'm not sure if anyone would buy it anyway.

<[link]
This is a video belonging to =kizioko, one of my favourite Deviants, painting converse. I love her style, and painting a FREAKING SHOE is simply genius.

]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22549625/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22549625/ Mon, 12 Jan 2009 18:17:41 PST fo' amba bambaaa:
1. The love of my life:Luthuuuuuurrr (lolol)
2. Where you and I metnline :3
3. Take a stab at my middle name:Leigh
4. How long you've known me:Urmmnh idk a long time? xDD
5. The last time that we saw each other:nevar D: well, on alex's webcam LOL
6. Would I ever go sky diving? perhaps :]
7. Your first impression of me upon meeting me/seeing me:YOUR AMAZINGTASTICALNESS JUST SEEPS FROM YOUR NAME...*_*
8. Am I funny? yur.
9. My favorite type of music:TECHNOOOOOE?
10. Can I sing?HECK YEAHH!!1!
11. The best feature about me:yo' asian LAWL
12. What do I want to do more than anything?urmmnh idk xD
13. What is one thing that you think I should do?come across zee bordah. ;]
14. Do I have any special talents? If so, what are they?YOU CAN...UM..idk sing in an epic way in a call LOLOL
15. Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else?ambie's a boob...
16. Have you ever hugged me?online, perhaps.xD
17. My favorite food:urmmnh... IDK WAHH
18. Have you ever had a crush on me?no. i'm no lesbo.
19. Are we friends?YURR.
20. Your favorite memory of me:....RED TRUCK && ZEE DAWG && ZEE DRIVARR LOLOL
21. If you and I were stranded on a desert island, I would bring: me ;D
22. Do I believe in God? no?
23. Who is my best friend? urmmnh idk sammie?
24. Weirdest thing I've ever said: "KSJDHRGALKJDFN"
25. Something only you & I would get:ZEE RED FIRE TRUUUUCK.;D
26. What's the best thing about me? "YOUR AMAZINGTASTICALNESS JUST SEEPS FROM YOUR NAME"
27. What's the worst thing about me? urmmnh idk. xD you annoy me sometimes? though since most do, ive no ideaa
28. Will you re post this so I can fill this out for you? YURR. (though idk if its already ahppened--this was jacked from facebook haha)


nao do eet fer meeee!

]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22495430/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22495430/ Fri, 09 Jan 2009 20:37:22 PST So I've gathered all my [14] poems now, laying them out on my computer. All in all, with everything (including the title page and intro), they take up about 20 pages. I'll obviously keep writing more though, and add them...until who knows when. Then I'll print them all out (maybe a couple times), and give them to people I know, maybe?

Hopefully I'll get to about...78 poems? It will take a while obviously...and of course, it's good to aim high. Plus, I'm not sure how many pages 87 poems will take up. If I'm decided to write an afterthought...

LOLOL iwishihadasub

Woo, my ENG summative is done!! Now I have a history summative to start and then exams...wonderful, rawrr.

Also, I'm not sure if I'll be posting allmy poems on dA. I haven't really thought a lot about it...

]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22453340/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22453340/ Wed, 07 Jan 2009 14:04:51 PST FEATURE!

=ed-spike-link(She featured me hahah)

1) <[link]
2) <[link]
3) <[link]




So I've been formatting my poems, and I realized I only had 12(though altogether they take up about 18 pages). But I'm surprised...though I suppose that's quite a lot, since some of them are very long.

I'll be writing moar!!

So last night on MSN I was talking to =SoccerBash1627(yes, amb, you know what's coming) and I was boringly looking through my laptop settings(cos I'm a loser liek dat), and I realized I had a mic.

... So then I talked to her, staying up until 11pm.

rawrr iwishihadasub

LOLOL.


Aimzy

]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22435974/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22435974/ Tue, 06 Jan 2009 16:44:48 PST Keepin' the good mood alive!

So I was on the bus home from school today, and =meowmix22 and I were idly talking about random things (though the conversation was on-and-off, we were enjoying the sun and listening to our iPods) and looking forward to what we would do when we got home(her=nap, me=laze around cheerily), when she looks at me and says, "You kinda have natural eyeliner...I know you're not wearing any, but it looks as though you are because the rims of your eyes look darker..." (and this isn't in a bad way, just so you know, so don't spoil my good mood, rawrr!!). I thought about it and I was like, "Yeahh! I have built-in eyeliner!!" Ha hah.

Hopefully soon, I'll really have some photography up. I know I say this a lot (or have, rather), but I solemnly swear that it's not my fault. I don't have the "I'm so busy" excuse due to the fact that I'm almost always at home with nothing to do except homework (which I hardly do anyway...), but you can blame =meowmix22, because she's the model and that is the excuse that she has been using.

Since I very sincerely promised Chase I would at lest try to help him in this department, it's time for an ADVERT!

CHASE CATACLYSM

Chase is a very good poet, if I dare say so myself. I met him on a DevCHAT, and he's looking into going into writing as a profession someday.

Go to his page! ~ChaseCataclysm

Even if you don't particularily like poetry (though I don't see how someone couldn't--and that's not only because I write some myself!), go look at it.

CHICKS, IT'S A DUDE. GO LOOK AT HIS FREAKING PAGE, 'AIGHT?
Lolol.

Who is excited for the new third Underworld sequel movie, coming out this month? ME!! I love action movies, and I love vampires...what better thing is there?

Oh my gosh, AMY! I keep forgetting this, which is so annoying, I've been doing all my summatives (I have 4 exams this semester, funfun). I have an Art Trade with =SoccerBash1627. I'm not really sure as to what I'm going to do yet, but I'll come up with something good. Or at least, I'll try!!

My DeviantART one-year anniversary is coming up soon! Yay!

EDIT:
So I was in the mid... ]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22418315/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22418315/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 16:14:38 PST I'm in such a good mood right now! Just thought I'd spread around the happiness.


Doing my English Summative, thoughAlice in Wonderland....what is the main theme to Alice in Wonderland?


I'm $10 closer to buying my PSP! Yay.


Check out the bands Superchick, Cadia and Hadouken!. They're really good.

And now I think I'll keep doing my homework. But I won't let that ruin my happiness!

~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22395655/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22395655/ Sun, 04 Jan 2009 14:02:01 PST


i get there, knowing there's one in stock.


WE COULDN'T FIND IT. RAWRRIHATELIFEEEEE.

so now i'll sit in my corner, deathly bored with nothing to read, for a WEEK.


*emoemoemo*

]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22394201/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22394201/ Sun, 04 Jan 2009 12:53:49 PST




OOOOOOKAY. I saw Nathaniel todayNo one knows who that is, but he's one of my old friends, wooo. And I played Rockband at his house and I suckedit was still fun, though.


Amy has friends?

loooooooooooooooooool.
I was watching Underworld last night, and Michael was eating potatoes since he didn't want the blood, and then he started puking his guts out and it was narrrrstyyyy.


Imma go ask my daddy to take me to the bookstore so I can buy The Hooooooost hahah Alex, ftw.

]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22360753/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22360753/ Fri, 02 Jan 2009 18:59:36 PST
I decided to write about her, cos I kinda write about her/to her anyway when I'm being pissy, so I just though, "hey, i should do that"

then i can print it all and put all of it in a duotang or summat, an give it to her when im 18





Ste is being a boob like he usually is, I'm trying to cheer up Amb cos she's my friend and Alex is getting a Pedi

I talked to Mel, too! I miss her so much


LOL[LIPOP]

Amy

]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22352754/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22352754/ Fri, 02 Jan 2009 11:41:39 PST
Amy will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Amy an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other.

When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Amy is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.

Amy is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Amy doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Amy will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Amy believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.

Amy is secretive. She has secrets which she does not wish to share with others. She intentionally conceals things about herself. She has a private side that she intends to keep that way, especially concerning certain events in her past.

Amy can be defiant. She sometimes has the attitude that if someone doesn't like it the way she is doing it, then they can just "go to hell!" This trait may reveal itself in a rebellious nature that is always ready to resist forces which she thinks are infringing upon her freedom of action.

Amy has an over-awareness of self. She often feels self-conscious. She fears ridicule, therefore she is careful not to place herself in a position to receive any ridicule. She wonders what people will think if she acts in a certain manner. When encountering a new group of people, Amy may stay on the sidelines until she has the people categorized, or she may behave in a "positive attention getting" manner to assure people think good thoughts about her from the start.

In the sales profession, this self-consciousness is called "call reluctance". They take the word "no" as a personal criticism. Therefore, there is an internal struggle when performing this type of work. Although this person may be a great salesperson, she still feels insecurity. She will perform better if someone else is with her because the fear of ridicule from her peers is far greater than the fear of ridicule from her clients. Many times this type of person becomes a sales trainer, because when she is training, she doesn't have to put herself in a position of being told "no" as often as the salesmen do.

In reference to Amy's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Amy slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Amy can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Amy is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Amy basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-e... ]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22303575/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22303575/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 12:48:52 PST [x] stayed single
[] got kissed
[] kissed someone new
[] made out
[] made out in a car

[] kissed in the snow
[] kissed in the rain
[~] fell in love
[] fell in love with a fool
[] had my heart broken

[] broke someone else's heart(i hope not!)
[] had a stalker(pssht i am one.)
[x] lost a friend
[x] had a good relationship with someone
[] questioned my sexual orientation

[] came out of my closet.(LOLOL)
[] got pregnant
[] had an abortion
[] got married
[] had a divorce

[] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] met someone that I will never forget
[x] did something I regret
[] lost my true love
[~] lost faith in love for awhile

[] kissed under mistletoe(pssht i wish LOL)
[] got a promotion
[] got a pay raise
[] changed jobs
[] lost my job

[] quit my job
[] dated a co-worker
[] dated my boss
[] dated my boss's son/ daughter
[] got fired from my job

[] got straight A's
[] almost got straight A's(nahh, not even close ROFL)
[] failed a class
[] cut class
[] skipped school


[x] did something I was proud of
[xxx] proved myself an idiot
[x] embarrassed myself in front of the class
[] fell in love with a teacher(EWW!)
[] was involved in something that I will never forget

[] painted a picture(i dun remember...)
[x] wrote a poem
[] ran a mile
[x] listened to music I couldn't stand(OHPLSKILLMENAOOO)
[] double dipped
[] skinny dipped
[] went to a sleepover
[x] went to camp
[] threw a surprise party
[x] laughed till I cried

[~] laughed till I peed my pants(almost)
[x] flirted shamelessly
[] visited a foreign country
[] visited a foreign state
[] cooked a disastrous meal(i dun try xD)

[~] lost something important to me(I FOUND IT!8D)
[x] got a gift I love
[x] realized something new about myself
[] tried to gain weight
[] dyed my hair

[] came close to losing my life...
[] someone close to me died
[] went to a wild party
[] got arrested
[x] read a great book(s)

[x] saw a great movie
[] saw a movie so scary that it made me cry
[] saw a favorite band live
[x] did something that I want to tell everyone(always c: )
[] experienced something new

[x] made new friends
[] found out who your real friends are
[x] lied to your parents
[] snuck out
[] got in trouble with police

[] kissed in a pool
[] kissed under the stars
[] did an illegal drug
[x] went to a party
[~] had the time of your life(i dun remember)

[x] danced
[~] fell out of love
[x] had a crush on someone
[] changed your sexual preference
[] swam in a pool

[] made a snowman
[] went snowboarding
[] went sledding
[] slept in past 2pm
[] held someones hand

[] held someones hand that you care about
[x] told someone you like them as more than a friend
[] gone on vacation
[] gone on vacation with a friend
[] driven a car

[] played strip poker
[x] danced in the rain
[] seen someone get in a car accident
[] got in a fist fight
[x] laughed until you couldn't breathe

[~] had an amazing year
[x] missed someone
[] got hit by a car
[] sent someone to the hospital
[] got a new pet
[] enjoyed this year overall

]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22280113/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22280113/ Tue, 30 Dec 2008 13:05:35 PST



A huge bunch of thank yous to the people who like my writing--especially the letters. Maybe if I keep going, someone will eventually buy me a subscription.


I don't have much else to say, I was just updating for the sake of boredom.

Oh, by the way, give love to and . They're both amazing artists and I love them both a lot!!


Aimzy

]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22267936/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22267936/ Mon, 29 Dec 2008 19:51:50 PST


played FFVII: Dirge of Cerberus today. not that exciting, except i got past the part where I kept dying, so now im at another part where i keep dying. woo.




imma go eat some cookies nao c:

I cookies. Theyre yummy.






this is possibly the most pathetic journal ive ever typed.

]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22243227/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22243227/ Sun, 28 Dec 2008 13:12:53 PST

I have a week left without school! Last week was sooo busy. But now I can do whatever I want(which'll prolly consist of FFVII: DOC, Twilight movie with Alex??idk, pics, drawing, being bored, and....idk, doing whatevs I feel like)

Pahahh, Ste <3's pink






Imma go an find something unhealthy to eat(WITHOUT GETTING FAT, WOO FAST METABOLISM 8D)

ROFL when i was typing "FAST", originally, it came out as "FATS".

]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22231703/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22231703/ Sat, 27 Dec 2008 18:58:29 PST the band is actually really good, one of those things you don't really like at first but then it grows on you? Like Justin Timberlake?


BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHH.



So I got my laptop working again, YAY! It kinda crashed and I didn't have it working for about 2 days....O_O;; I don't know to this day what was the matter with it, but oh wells.


HA, IN YOUR FACES. I HAVEN'T TALKED TO STE FOR ALL OF TODAY. :3


.....anywhoo.

I'm trying to leave my hmwk as long as possible, tho Alex reminded me today.
Imma get those pics soon, hopefully, btw.

]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22215174/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22215174/ Fri, 26 Dec 2008 18:57:13 PST !


Ste wanted me to do a vid for him of me as a chicken? I CAN TELL YOU RIGHT NOW, THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN, EVER. However, I said I could possibly compromise with a spider-man jump(I'm good at those) possibly on Alex's webcam in exchange for a picture of him. He said he'd think about it....


And, as I write this, I remember that Alex msg'd someone, telling them that her webcam was broken....


I'm in deep *[insert screaming profanity of your choice here]*.



Oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooookay. I think I need to stop obsessing over Ste(I'm not even doing it on purpose. WHAT IS THIS MADNESS?!?!?!).


NOW.
I think i'll go downstairs and eat a TimBit. I love those.

Also, MY POOR BLISTERS HAVENT HEALED YET. ;_;

i cant think of anything else to say so bai. pc

<2 <--the cool way its done :3

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**I'm so bored. I say that a lot, but I've recently been talking to Amber and Ste quite a bit, and neither of them are online at the moment. Amb went off her phone, and Ste is sleeping because he kept himself awake for nearly 24 hours, the latest bit of them with which he used up talking to me, though I can't imagine why because technically he could've gone off whenever he wanted, though was all like, "YOU'RE SO CUTE! <333333333333" or, "I don't want to leave you, I'll miss you!!", but I'm not sure how that could be either because he would be unconcious. He does that too often, I think. I've talked to him for two days. No one who knows him is giving me any fuel as to whether this is normal, either. *HINT, HINT, ALEX AND AMB.*

He pwns me. And that's just a tad bit weird.




I GOT A PANDA SHIRT FROM MY BELOVED EMILY!
just thought I'd throw that in. I'm in somewhat of a mood right now because it's the "time-of-the-month" *RAGE*, but other than that, I'm preety good. And going home tomorrow, probably. Though it's kinda sad cos I like Toronto.
Daily murders are so refreshing.

I didn't end up doing to see Twilight with Stephie, unfortunately, but I'm going again with Alex probably and I went shopping anyway. I even got a picture with Santa.

Sorry, but just one more rant that I have to put in. I was deathly tired, like I thought I would be, today because Ste kept me up talking until half-past-midnight. I HATE MY LIFE.

....not anything against him. If you mention this to him, Alex or Amb, I'll kill you both, you hoes

]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22168858/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22168858/ Wed, 24 Dec 2008 14:32:52 PST



I went shopping this morning and bought a new pink belt and a preety ORANGE Hollister t-shirt.


AI LUFFZ ORANGE!!!


and im tired cos i stayed up late last night talking to Amber and Ste. and I had to wake up early to flat-iron and gel my hair.


*whines* im tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiired. *whines*

LAWL BUT PRESANTS 8D

]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22126978/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22126978/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 17:24:17 PST )

Here's what I got from my family(dad, mom, and sister):

Hello Kitty bubble bath(wooo! 8D) LAWL.
Hello Kitty sour candies
Jones Soda carbonated candy
Professional Infinity (ORANGE!!!) flatiron
an iTunes gc.
preety hoop earrings 8D
A KITTY CALENDARRRRR
a purple scarf and socks
A TERRY'S CHOCOLATE ORANGE! (ive asked my mommy nonstop for one for x-mas )
Cherry Bomb for ma hair *it's a product, okay? I told yah i was the goddess of hair producs)
A BRAND NEW YELLOW iPOD CHROMATIC, cos my old one broke BUT YAY ITS EVEN 8 GBs INSTEAD OF 2 WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

and finally......:
~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22083314/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22083314/ Sat, 20 Dec 2008 13:30:45 PST


I'll you forever. And ever.









AND CURSES, BECAUSE MY SKYPE ISN'T WORKING D:

]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22055801/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22055801/ Thu, 18 Dec 2008 19:24:33 PST
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"va de meme pour lui" xD

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
out the door LAWL.
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
HEROES!!

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
10:15pm?

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
....OMG ITS 10:15 EXACTLY O_O;;

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
I Can't Do It Alone - 3OH!3 && daddy watching TV && my mommy on the other comp

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
coming home from school

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
screen on facebook - uploading photos LAWL.

9. What are you wearing?
pink "free" American Eagle tee, navy sweats, purple socks:bicktooth:

10. Did you dream last night?
....yes.

11. When did you last laugh?
Like 5 mins ago at Brogan's reply on facebook

12. What are on the walls of the room you are in?
boring pale yellow D:

13. Seen anything weird lately?
Urrmnh I looked in the mirror.

14. What do you think of this quiz?
multitasking on facebook photoloading when i should be going to bed >.>

15. What is the last film you saw?
I started watching Wanted with sarah, but never finished.

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
a trampoline

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know about.
I've always wanted to try snake-meat.
I'm not even joking.

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you change?
people against religion

19. Do you like to dance?
YAYUHH.

20. George Bush:
screw him. who is he, anyway?

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Alice/Ellie(short for Elwyn)

22. Imagine your first is a boy, what do you call him?
Vincent(NOT using the shortform "Vince", EVER.)

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
Meehhh. D:

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
HE can talk to ME. I won't know what to say to Him.

25. Tag six people who must also do this in THEIR journal.
~xxLotti ~xEmmy-Chanx ~LoveleighxJunebug ~Lovindah ~Foxxxface ~paulraleigh.

]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22032408/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/22032408/ Wed, 17 Dec 2008 13:09:45 PST
, a bajillion times and over!



I'm so excited for the holidays, though I have 2 summatives due tomorrow(one, my History one, that was actually supposed to be due today).I would've finished it, but it was 10pm, I had to wake up at 6:10am to flat-iron my hair, and I decided I didn't want to look like a complete zombie.

Anyway, my parents, my sister and I are probably going to have our Christmas a little early(Tuesday, or earlier) because we're going down to Toronto to see family, like we always do. I love going to Toronto, it's where I was born and I love cities! My cousins Stephanie and Emily will be there, and I'm going to see the Twilight movie again with Stephie(FOR THE 3RD TIME!, and going shopping, too!)
(Hey, it's a city compared to where I live, okay?)


Merry Christmas to ya, guys!

]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/21994305/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/21994305/ Mon, 15 Dec 2008 09:24:33 PST


Matthew 10:39~
"The one who finds his life will lose it, and the one who loses his life because of me will find it."

I'm lying here on my bed, typing away on my laptop a couple days ago, and I notice I have a new message. It turns out to be from , commenting on my new DeviantID, saying that I remind her of Lacey from the band Flyleaf. I'd heard of Flyleaf before, though didn't really know the music--I'd never actually listened to it. I went to playlist.com and looked up songs, and came across one called "Cassie". I listened to it over and over for a while, then looked up the lyrics. Then I knew what it was really talking about.


A lot of people in foreign countries have been persecuted because of their belief in God(I'm glad don't live in one of those places!), and the song talked about a girl with that problem. The song writes, "The question asked in order
To save her life or take it, the answer no to avoid death, the answer yes would make it...Do you believe in God, written on the bullet, say yes to pull the trigger, do you believe in God, written on the bullet, and Cassie pulled the trigger

Non-Christians don't understand why we would practically-or simply, for that matter-say yes to a question that we could so easily lie to in order to save our lives instead of killing ourselves, even when we know that we'll die. It's a big decision to make for something some people don't even think exist. I feel bad for those who don't-they don't know how it feels to have God, THE God, Father of Jesus, someone who nearly everybody has heard about, the one who died so we could have the chance to live with him either after our physical bodies die or the Rapture comes.
(the Rapture is when God comes back for all the Christians and brings them up to live with him in Heaven forever, for those who don't know. I don't know about you, but I find that freakishly cool!)

I know a bit of what it's like to live without him(though I was saved at a very young age). I have on-and-offs, where I sort-of forget about Him, and I just go downhill. I've done some things I'm not proud of because of this, and I'm glad that God always seems to bring me back to him-I'm so much better with Him. He's the reason for my better moods lately, why I'm so happy during my summers and hardly have any stress, even though I only have a few hours of sleep each day for a week up at camp. I'm around my Christian friends all the time, and we're always thinking about Him.

Last summer, I was so bothered by the fact that I didn't have many friends. I was still on my low at camp, and eventually, one night during the week, I cried in the dark, but got up and walked over to my friends' Emma and Gloria's bed. I told them what was wrong, and we ended up talking about it until 4 am the next morning. Another one of the girls in our room-Rebecca-even had the same problem, in some ways worse than mine. I'm so thankful to God for bringing me these friends, and I love them so much!!

I'm still trying to focus myself enough and not keep forgetting Him enough to grow closer to Him. It's something I have a lot of trouble with, especially these last few years. He doesn't let go of me, though:
John 10:29~
"My Father, which gave them me, is greater than all; and no man is able to pluck them out of my Father's hand."

I'm really excited for my Detroit trip with my church's Youth Group for March Break! I only have a couple months, and I'm looking forward to it so much. Woohoo!



God is the best friend you could ever have, even enough that he can not only put you in a much happier mood but save you from Hell when you die if you let him!(it's a run-on sentence and it's cheesy, but it's true hahah).

"The construction of it's wall was of jasper, and the city was of pure gold, like clear glass.
The foundations of the wall of the city was adorned with all kinds of stones: the first foundation was jasper, the second sapphire, the third chalcedony, the fourth emerald, the fifth sardonyx, the sixth sardius, the seventh chrysol... ]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/21967587/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/21967587/ Sat, 13 Dec 2008 17:11:26 PST hopefully I'll be able to take some photos with , if she gets free enough and isn't in a bad mood(wish me luck with that!~). I'm thinking of taking a whole bunch of them, as a Winter series, consisting of:

---random snow poses
---closeup poses
---closeup poses with candy canes(c'mon, it's christmassy)
---random poses with snow-covered objects(i.e. trees, fences, houses, that kind of thing)
---random snow-covered streets
---other things that I haven't visualized yet


Please get to make herself free so I can get the photos!
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
...just don't get her pissed.



Perhaps I'll get a sub if my pictures aren't total pieces of crap

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I has not really any homework tonight(*woo, job-bet going well I suppose ). I hate stressfulness. It's yucky.

Clip of Conversation Today in the Cafeteria:
*The first part is kinda vague. I don't remember exactly how it went, but it goes something like this:*


Amanda H: ....baboon.
Amy(me): What? Did you just call me a baboon?!
Alex(meowmix22): *laughs*
Amanda H: ...yes.
Amy(me): *laughs* What animal would Cody be?
Amanda H: Something like a lizard.
Amy(me): A DRAGON!
Cody: I dunno...*gives weirded-out look* I guess something like a lizard. Lizards are tanks.
Alex(meowmix22): *laughs*
Amanda H: Something with scales.*snort*
Amy(me): A CAMODO DRAGONNNN.

--later--

Amy(me): My lip hurts!
Alex(meowmix22): We could get Kurt to kiss it better!
Amy(me): *laughs* I doubt he would enjoy kissing a baboon!


--A Scene From FRENCH CLASS--
This is mainly consisting of the note me and Alex passed during French:


Alex: ....unibrow.
Amy: He does not have a unibrow!
Alex: Yes, he does.
Amy: Well, even if he does, you can barely see it, geez.
Alex: It's prominent.
Amy: D: <
Amy: We could always wax it for him LOL
Alex: LMAOOOO EYEBROW RAPE
Amy: ...it's not rape if he likes it ROFL
Alex LMAO
Amy: xD We could sneak into his room while he sleeps and wax it so he doesn't notice...
Alex: LMMMMMMMMMMAAAAOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Alex: it's fun to write M's continually.
Amy: MMMMMMMMHMMMMMMMMMMM.
Alex: XD


--END--


I hate Girly drama, I think it's ridiculous, but when it's you it's phreaking hilerious.

That is my day, in a nutshell.


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[ ]I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.(okay, I'm NOT skinny. geezes.)
[ ]I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
[ ]I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun.
[ ]I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz
[ ]I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.
[ ]I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat.
[ ]I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy.
[ ]I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
[ ]I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS. -
[ ]I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
[ ]I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
[x]I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.(I wouldn't use that word...)
[ ]I'm a GAY RIGHTS SUPPORTER, so I WILL go to hell.
[x]I'm a CHRISTIAN, so I MUST think gay people should go to hell.(I don't think they should go to hell! D<
[x]I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.(WTH SHOVE?!?!?!)
[ ]I'm ATHEIST so I MUST hate the world.
[ ]I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals
[ ]I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
[ ]I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
[ ]I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
[ ]I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.(What's southern?)
[ ]I TAKE (or used to take) ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
[ ]I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
[ ]I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
[ ]I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenience store.
[x]I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.(BAHAHAHAHAHAH. HAH. HA....ha.)
[ ]I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore
[ ]I'm a DANCER, So I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore
[ ]I wear SKIRTS a lot, so I MUST be a slut.
[ ]I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
[ ]I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
[x]I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo.
[ ]I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
[ ]I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.
[ ]I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.
[ ]I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.
[ ]I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.
[ ]I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.
[ ]I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a "big one".
[ ]I'm EGYPTIAN, so I must be a TERRORIST!
[?]I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.(am I pretty? I've never thought about it....)
[ ]I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.(heck nooooooooo.)
[ ]I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
[ ]I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention. (bright coloured pants ftw!)
[ ]I'm INTO THEATER & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.(I am not a homosexual.)
[ ]I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
[/]I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.(pssht noe.)
[x]I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be a player. (define player?)
[ ]I have Big BOOBS, so I MUST be a hoe.(HEY, I'M MED-SIZE, OKAY?)
[ ]I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
[ ]I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
[ ]I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool
[ ]I'm GERMAN, so I must be a Nazi.
[X]I hang out with GAYS, so i must be GAY TOO
[ ]I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.
[ ]I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited
[ ]I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13
[x]I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy (LIES)
[ ]I'm HAWAIIAN so I MUST be lazy
[ ]I'm PERUVIAN, so I MUST like llamas
[ ]Im a STONER so I MUST be going in the wrong direction
[x]Im a VIRGIN so I MUST be prude
[?]Im STRAIGHT EDGE so I must be violent.(what's straight edge?)
[x]I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly.. or crazy. (okay, I'm crazy.)
[x]I'm BLACK so I MUST love fried chicken and kool-aid.(that's where I got my love for them from? my 1/16th of it? O_O)
[x]I'm a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so I MUST be fat. (D<
[x]I'm SINGLE so I MUST be ugly.(NOT TRUE.)
[ ]I'm a SKATER so I must do weed and steal stuff
[ ]I'm a PUNK so I must only wear black and date only other punks
[ ]I'm ASIAN so I must be a NERD that does HOMEWORK 24/7
[x]I'm CHRISTIAN so I MUST hate homosexuals.(I don't hate homosexuals.)
[x]I'm MIXED so I must be screwed up.(yes, I'll agree with that one.)
[ ]I'm MUSLIM so I MUST be a terrorist.
[ ]I'm in BAND, so I MUST be a dork.
[x]I'm BLACK so I MUST believe JESUS WUZ A BROTHA(where'd this on... ]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/21863815/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/21863815/ Sun, 07 Dec 2008 11:32:13 PST I always wonder how you balance everything, Alex!



Maybe I'm just not trying hard enough?



Maybe I should try doing Birthday Parties or something

If I can hold myself up completely for two weeks, I'll apply for a job at the bakery, like Alex. That's my goal. I'll try really hard for two weeks. I'll try, and try, and try some more. Because I also really want a job so I can have money too, of course(believe it or not, when you live in a somewhat-rich neighbourhood, $10 a week doesn't cut it. Not to be greedy or anything.)

My two weeks starts tomorrow, Monday December 8th, 2008.

Let's see how this rolls.




Amy

]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/21846060/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/21846060/ Sat, 06 Dec 2008 10:37:33 PST ...ha.

ANYWAYS.


Hopefully, now that it's winter, I can get some photos done. I have the camera, I have the film, I have the model, I have the pictures in my head...
, I'm going to need some help from you. It's kinda pointless to take a picture with no model in it, is it not?


I'm in a good mood today. I can feel it. Hopefully, my parents won't ruin it--"Go clean your room," or, "Turn off that game now," or, "What homework do you have today, Amy? You need to start working on it," is pretty much getting on my nerves.


Maybe I could get myself a Subscription soon. After my pictures if I can't get either a random donation or a Christmas present from my parents(bahahh), I could just buy myself the sub(hopefully I'll still have money--I better start saving, I suppose.)


Thanks to and , you two have been making me think, putting me in a good mood because I love your art so much

]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/21813373/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/21813373/ Thu, 04 Dec 2008 10:12:20 PST

Maybe ina while I'll start taking some photos. It's all snowy outside here now. It'd be a good idea, and look preety :3


Christmas is coming, which means Toronto is coming. Which means Jamaica is coming in February. And February means my Detroit trip in March!

I'm exciteddd. Though it's still far away, but anyways.

I kinda wish I could be at school right now. I have nothing to do, I'm bored, and I could be missing stuff right now

Oh, joy'z. LOLWHUT


Maybe imma sleep nao. this is boring. bai.

]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/21789061/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/21789061/ Tue, 02 Dec 2008 18:35:59 PST Amy (this is gonna suck cos it's majorly short.)

2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus -izzle.)
Amyizzle? Can I please substitute "Amizzle" instead? D:

3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color and favorite animal)
Orange Rabbit

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (your middle name and street you live on/or neighborhood if it's a number)
Lyn Pullman(OH EM GEE IT SOUNDS SO SOAP-OPERA-Y!)

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name)
(OH, GEEZES....) Blaam.

6. YOUR SUPERHERO/CRIMINAL NAME:
(Your 2nd favorite color, and favorite drink)
Green Mountain Dew? (That makes no sense because it's practically anyways.) D:

7. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, 1st letter of your last name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name, 3rd letter of your dads name, 1st letter of a siblings first name, and last letter of your moms first name)
Mabeidn(WTH? D: noe.)

8. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (parents' middle names)
Ruth Martin(ew. It'd prolly be so much cooler with my biological parents' names)

9. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one of your pets)
Black....(all my hamsters died. Sorry.)

10. Your ghetto girl name(first 3 letters of your first name and add
-iqua)
Amyiqua(WTH I HATE THESE. Sub-ing "Amiqua".)

STUPID Y AT THE END OF MY SHORT NAME. GEEZ.



Fanks, Alex.



I tag: ~xxLotti

]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/21782851/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/21782851/ Tue, 02 Dec 2008 12:33:55 PST .




I'm sick today. Yuck. I'm glad I didn't throw up all over him. Though in the future, I suppose it could be quite possible. Not that I go that near to him anyways, and the thought of it sounds kinda funny. Only the thought, though.

stupid piece of crap--->

ANYWAYS.


Not much to say, actually. A bunch of school stuff I don't want to talk about because it's deathly boring and nothing really happened on the weekend. I'm really only updating because I'm sick of looking at my previous journal.


WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO......I need a lyfe. D:


Well, me and Alex wrote notes to each other during French class this afternoon.

GEEZ, AMY. IS YOUR LIFE SUBMERGED IN THOUGHTS AND/OR FANTASIES ABOUT THIS BOY? GET A HOBBY.

....yes. what?


So Rachel was all up in my fayse (yes, I spell things improperly on purpose) today I'm guessing, because when we were at our lockers and Kurt walks by, she's all like, "HEY! HEY...ARE YOU IGNORING ME?... ]]> ~a-fan-assasin http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/21637465/ http://a-fan-assasin.deviantart.com/journal/21637465/ Sun, 23 Nov 2008 19:23:22 PST
I has facebook an stoof. Don't judge me.

I went to see Twilight on Friday. I loved it(despite all you Twi-haters, I DEFY YOU)!!! I have my t-shirt, I have my Twilight Official Soundtrack, I have my Twi-bracelets, I have my Twilight Series, and I has my Alice-hair(lool Alex).


I posted my story on YahooAnswers. Geezes, so many people actually READ it. I'm amazed. O_O;; ITS ALMOST CREEPY.


It's crazy.
But yeah, I've finished Chapter four. GO READ IT!

]]> ~a-fan-assasin