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AAAAAGHHHH D: >

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EDIT: O yea. you Gawta check out this cool band called SnakeSkin. Awesomness. Past the 3 days I've known them, I've only been listening to their songs ( or his... 'cause there might be only 1 person in it.. idno o.o ), Cinderella especially.


EDIT EDIT: I'mmm backkkkkk!!:. yeah. got loads new stuff. whoopedeewhoop!

]]> ~aDollInDisguise http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/27242156/ http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/27242156/ Wed, 16 Sep 2009 09:17:43 PDT A rainbow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

There I was- cold shitless, trying to close my balcony's door and BAM! this really gorgeous looking rainbow stared right back at me.
It's been years since I last saw one with my own eyes.
and now it seemed as if it was right in front of my face.

It's so beautiful!
The sky surrounding it is like... browish-gray. Actually pretty much everything is pretty dull and gray.

Ahhh, you gotta love rainbows! ( nothing gay is related)

-
okay so this journal was a total randomness, but... really! A RAINBOW!


[link] <------ !!!!!!!!!

]]> ~aDollInDisguise http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/26583965/ http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/26583965/ Fri, 14 Aug 2009 06:36:35 PDT weird thing is.. I don't really feel all that tired. well uh, at some point.
at some point I'm truly exhausted again.

so, what have I done?

Nothing.

..
-(nothing )special at least

sat behind the comp from 3-6 am , hung out with my parents who were getting ready to go to Finland,
walking around aimlessly in the streets, looking something to paint/draw,
chilled in my favorite spot, went home, packed my stuff and went to a house we have just a little outside the city.
And so I drew, and then I forgot my colored pencils, and so I cursed.
and so I came back again.
And until now, that I got behind the comp, I was doing absolutely nothing.

I'm not really sure why I wrote this.o.o
Must be my sleepy head telling me it's really cool to see how my night was.
xD.

I WANNA GO TO BED!

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And I have no excuses for myself D:


So uh, to let you all in what I've been doing past these.. uh.. 2 months:
June- up til 20th I was working on my exams and stuff,

July- until the middle of july, I had gone to the east of Finland, and then I had this camp thing with my art school, where I had to .. ya know.. paint and draw a lot.
Oh and I read this awesome book called Angels and Demons by Dan Brown. I think the movie's in theaters right now.

currently, I'm trying to finish a stupid bag. It's for uh, this.. plate thingie, that goes under the paper when you paint.
My sewing machine is being a total pain in the ass.
it's almost complete, though. ( THANKFULLY)

so yeah, I've been no-lifing 24/7.

AND I AM -SO- BORED!.

¤_¤

Gah!


I'm thinking of a person to paint in my OpenCanvas. Can't think of any right now...





OH OH OH!
The lightning just struck! It's gonna be rainy again! , WOOO!


Yesterday I went to buy some things for my bag. and then ...... I walked home.. and then, it started POURING

I was dripping water when I got home.
he-he-hee.


*cough*


I am NOT going to read this gibber through, glad you did, though. You just wasted........... uh.. some time for this journal.

hah!

Oh yeah, and I'm back listening to metal and this weird jingle ( like Nox Arcana- Labyrinth of Dreams).

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HOW OLD DO YOU ACT?

[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[ ] You own a credit card.
[x] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry.
[ ] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[ ] You think politics are interesting.
TOTAL SO FAR: 5

[ ] You show up for school late a lot.
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[x] You've never gotten a detention.
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[ ] You like to take walks by yourself.
[<] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[ ] You drink caffeine at least once a week.(used to)
TOTAL SO FAR: 7,5

[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it.
[x] You can mow the lawn.
[ ] You study even when you don't have to.
[ ] You have hand washed a car before.( really?? O_O)
TOTAL SO FAR: 11,5

[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[x] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quick.( I think so )
TOTAL SO FAR: 15,5

[x] Your only friends are from your place of employment.[sortaO_õ]
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.[ that has a party ?????]
[ ] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay.( try no bills at all ]
[x] You have been to the beach.[ what?]
[x] You use the internet every day.
[x] You have been outside of the United States 3 or more times.[I LIVE outside the United States. But I've been outside of my country more than 3 times.. so.. ]
[ ] You make your bed in the morning. [hell no. It's boring]
TOTAL: 19,5


Oh great.

I act 3,5 years older than I really am.





HAH!

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I'm not gonna upload anything for a while[in fact, I've decided not to upload at all... or for a really, really long time], 'cause you know.. it's the end of the year........ of school.
and I've got

* 2 days to study for Topics. [FYI, each topic is at least 2 A4-s fully written.... about the USA/Canada/Australia etc. and we have 11 of them. yay me. ]
* Go get my grade's card or w.e
* Do an oral exam in English
* Do an exam in Estonian
* do an exam in Math,..[I really have to friggen study hard for it. I'm not gonna pass it if I don't. We already practiced it.. I failed. Oh goody me (but then again, half the class did)]
* Do an exam in English. [easy as pie, tbh]
* .. uhh.......... . .. I'm sure there's something else too.. but w.e ..
(like anybody cared.)
Yeah.. it all lasts 'til..
..
..
what?
16 June?

FUCK YEAHHH!! .

>_> ,.



















*coughdieteachersandschoolcough*


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Okay I'm off to study now^.^.
Yay! I LOVE studying!

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MUHHAHAHA!!

]]> ~aDollInDisguise http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/24092944/ http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/24092944/ Thu, 13 Aug 2009 19:45:58 PDT should go to bed nooww??........ Naaaaaaaaah sleeping is fo losers xd. okayokay. uh. yeah. . . maybe I Shoooooooould ................................................................................................................................................................................... whatever.

prep

[ ] I shop at Abercrombie, Hollister, American Eagle, or Aerospatiale.
[ ] I am/was a cheerleader.
[ ] I'm pretty ditzy.
[ ] I wear pink 24/7.
[x] My looks are very important to me.
[x] I can’t live without my cell phone. ( music's there, duh!)
[x] My hair is always straight.
[ ] I say 'like' and 'omigod' a lot.
[ ] I laugh 24/7.
[ ] I have a million friends.
[ ] I always hang at the mall or movies.
[ ] I'll only date popular guys.
[ ] I listen to rap & pop music.
[ ] I have at least one designer bag.
[ ] My myspace pics are of me making a kissy face or are mirror pics
[x] It takes me at least an hour to get ready for school in the mornings.
[ ] Uggs + Miniskirts = Love
[x] I don't have a job
[ ] I wear lots of makeup.
[ ] I can be stuck up or snobby sometimes.
[ ] I flirt with any guy, as long as he's cute.
Total = 5

Emo

[x] I cry a lot.(?)
[x] I go to local shows (sometimes).
[x] I wear black everyday.
[ ] I write sad poetry.
[ ] I play an acoustic guitar.(usedto)
[ ] My favorite bands include: Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, or Panic! at the Disco. (used to)
[ ] I self mutilate myself. ( that's just wrong)
[ ] I think about suicide or death often.
[x] People have told me to cheer up. ( everyone feels sulky every once in a while , duh)
[ ] I cry when I see dead animals.
[ ] My myspace pics are black are white or angled.
[ ] I wear many band shirts.
[x] No one understands me.( xD, sometimes I really don't make sense)
[x] I don't talk too often.
[ ] I look down when I walk.
[x] I wear black eyeliner.
[x] My fingernails are black.( HAH! wow.. they are! )
[ ] I have an ex I still cry over.
[ ] My hair is black.
[ ] My hair covers one of my eyes.
[ ] I love Hot Topic.( never been to one, I really really really wanted to go in one..)
[ ] I always say 'life sucks'.
Total = 8

Nerd

[ ] I have straight A's.
[x] I wear glasses. ( curse my bad eyesight)
[ ] I always do my homework and study.( oh jeez)
[ ] Lord of the Rings was a massive achievement.
[x] Computer games = Love. ( <3)
[ ] I'm 'teachers pet'.
[x] I've never had a real boyfriend/girlfriend. ( anyone..? )
[ ] I have a bedtime.
[ ] I use an asthma inhaler.
[x] I carry a calculator with me.( we need to)
[ ] I bring my lunch to school.( I'm gonna, 'cause the school food sucks, and I wont pay for that shit)
[x] I always follow the rules. ( usually... but I could bend them)
[x] I'm shy around the opposite sex. ( I'm shy around every stranger>:[)
[x] I'm always on the computer. ( as you can see..)
[ ] I've never had beer or cigarettes. ( ya kidding? )
[ ] I always answer every question in class right.( I wish..)
[ ] I correct people's grammar.( used to xd )
[ ] I read a lot. ( all in moderation)
[ ] School is very important to me.( fuck it)
[ ] I always stump people.
Total = 7

Rebel

[] I always speak my mind.
[x] I have 0% of school spirit.
[ ] Forget you I won't do what you tell me!
[x] I stand up for what I think is right.
[ ] On spirit days at school, I wear the rebel's colors.( dun have em)
[ ]Whenever people are doing something, I do the complete opposite.
[ ] I won't listen to authority figures.
[ ] I always break the rules.
[ ] I refuse to compromise.
[ ] I'm always arguing with people.
[ ] I love debate.
[ ] I always do what's unexpected of me.
[ ] I don't give a crap what people think of me.
[x] If I watch a crappy movie in theatres, right after it's over, I'll say 'that sucked'.
[ ] I'm not afraid to trash people's opinions.
[ ] I only respect my own beliefs.
[ ] If I don't want to do something, I won't do it, no matter what.
[ ] I laugh at compromising people.
[ ] I cheer on the rival's sport team to stand out.
[ ] Rules were meant to be broken.
Total = 3

Jock

[ ] I'm... ]]> ~aDollInDisguise http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/23819756/ http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/23819756/ Sat, 21 Mar 2009 18:57:18 PDT So now, seeing the dark and lightless streets, it seems as if they're abandoned, haunted.
It's like.... 3:43 am right now, and god!, the outside world looks so fucking creepy. I was never scared of the dark, but now I've got a feeling I really am, 'cause, fuck..- this shit is scary. ( sorry for the swearing, but.. fuck! )
The only lights that make people able to see are the lights near the doors of a flat. The doors are green here, and the light makes the green much more visible, making it practically the only thing you can see. I might post a picture of this in my scraps, but I might not as well.

Okay, but other than the creepy night-life -- -


I managed to get myself ill again X_X . I guess me and me being well on spring break really don't match.
Yeah, and I gotta read 200 pages of "the Wikman Boys" for Monday, which is like.. in...... well.. it's practically tomorrow, so...
Let's just say I'm sort-of screwed

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Oh I almost forgot!!!!
I know it's a little early and you probably ain't even awake, but when you do wake up I just wanted to say that---

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEPUSKE!!!!! ~Lepuske
I'm sorry I couldn't be there, I really wish I could, but as you heard- nature doesn't really love me( me being sick an all). So I'm just gonna wish you a really really really reallly reallyreallyrealulrealylrealylrealrlyeaflaeralet fuckin' happy b-day! Hope you have a great time!

-
So yeah, that's practically all..... with the ranting.. uh.... yeah..

Peace y'all!!

-slowly drifts off-

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- Available: yup

- Age: 16

- Annoyance: Mean people. Honestly. Get lost ):

- Allergic: CATS, dogs, rabbit, mice, guinea-pigs.... fuck it... loads of things.

- Animal: .. . MOOSE!

- Actor: Kate Beckinsale.

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- Beer: not really..yuck. like liquor more or...... coctails.. ya know.. stronger booze. .. OCCASIONALY only!!!!!!

- Birthday/Birthplace: 7 dec, YO MOMMA!

- Best Friends: You! , bwhaha!

- Body Part on opposite sex: Shoulders, neck.

- Best feeling in the world: being loved.

- Blind or Deaf: I'd rather be deaf than blind. ANYthing but blind.

- Best weather: Warm sunny day with a mild breeze. ^w^

- Been in Love: not really.

- Been bitched out?: uh.......... maybe? idk?

- Been on stage?: Yeah! D

- Believe in yourself?: sometimes.

- Believe in life on other planets: hmm...mostly I do, but sometimes I get rather skeptical.

- Believe in miracles: uh.. sorta...... sometimes they do happen, y'know?

- Believe in Magic: Not if you mean Harry Potter magic.

- Believe in God: No. But when I'm in deep shit I do sometimes pray for God O_O, y'know, when you're like... in.. REALLY big schit.

- Believe in Satan: Ha! he'd be cool.. but.. uh.. no.

- Believe in Santa: of course! he comes every Christmas with his red overall and a big bag full of socks! He does miracles, !!
Ho ho ho!

- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: Yup.

- Believe in Evolution: ha yeah. I also believe that Nibiru( the comet) put the evolution to an abrupt end on 2012 buhahaha!

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- Car: Nope. But I'd have one, It'd be a really big one, like Hummer, or a ridiculously small one .. like once they showed on Top Gear... it was this 1 man car that you could ride in an office with , it ruled

- Candy: yum!

- Colour: Yellow, green, orange, blue, purple, pink, black, white, red, maroon, indigo, violet, Amaranth, amethyst, auburn, azure, beige, bistre, brass, turquoise, bronze, silver, gold, buff and so on and so on. STUPID QUESTON! I love ALL the colors ):

- Cried in school: Yea. >_<

- Chocolate/Vanilla: CHOC-oh-lateh!

- Chinese/Mexican: hm. idk........ Chinese?

- Cake or pie: depends........... pie maybe..

- Countries to visit: Denmark, anywhere in America, Finland( again and again and again) OH! Asian countries! definately.

- Day or Night: both.

- Dream vehicle: you 8D

- Danced: I have, never again. no. ugh. I can't dance to save my life.

- Dance in the rain?: hee! x3.. I would.. if I didn't live in like.... a place with people surrounding me................ rain's pretty cool..if it's not cold.

- Dance in the middle of the street?: nah

- Do the splits?: holy ow!

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- Eggs: Just ate one today

- Eyes: erm... greenish I suppose..

- Everyone has: bodyfat !;D buhahah! you fat freak!

- Ever failed a class?: last year... A LOT! HA!

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- First crush: I believe I did crush a cookie when I was a toddler.... but then again, I wouldn't remember.

- Full name: I'd rather not tell you.

- First thoughts waking up: FUCK OFF I WANNA SLEEEP T___T

- Food: Edible.

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- Greatest Fear: Speed.

- Giver or taker: Ahem . Depends on the situation.

- Goals: Have a family one day, become ... .. someone who....... whose job is doing art in one way or another.

- Gum: Orbit.

- Get along wi... ]]> ~aDollInDisguise http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/23535751/ http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/23535751/ Thu, 05 Mar 2009 06:06:02 PST
Pheeeeeeew, It's been ages since I last updated my journal.
I mean, 8 Feb? , that's ages!!
I've been pretty busy lately, looking for new schools and working on exams, doing essays and partying-...okay, not really.... but whatever

I just finished another semester of my art-school and I must say I'm pretty happy of the results. I got good grades and somewhat satisfied with my art. Pencil art used to be better before it got all smudged in the drawers and composition works got teared up from the corners. I'm not gonna add all my works up like last time, but I will add 1, 'cause I like how it turned out a little. My teacher said it was ' magnificent, It really comes out on the picture that the person who painted it enjoyed every second of doing it.' and some other mumble-jumble of whateverness. But then again, she tends to over-exaggerate things. She's like that.
Yeah, and I didn't get some of my works back T_T. Booh!.

okay so, all in all, I'm happy the way things are ( even though I'm shitloaded with homework). Here's a little
questionnaire(that I'm sure you won't read) to finish this journal off.
OH and have you seen Slumdog Millionaire? I watched it online and it was pretty cool. I mean, at some points it kinda dragged on, but maybe it was just because I was watching it on the computer, and things seem more boring there..... but idk, the movie was still kewl. And who don't know it yet- Slumdog Millionaire got 8 oscars.

SEVEN THINGS YOU WILL FIND IN YOUR ROOM:
1. New computer
2. 3 beds !
3. a big hewdge mess
4. hmm.. a bookcase
5. a Slipknot poster
6. many random object
7. TISSUES!!!

SEVEN RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:
1 do you like someone?
hmm............. do I?

2 does someone like you?
EVERYONE LIKES ME! >: D

3 who was your last crush?
A cookie. I crushed it by accident.

4 have you ever been lead on?
nope :]

5 have you ever been cheated on?
NEVAR!. buhahaha

7 do you wanna get married?
some day, yeah.

SEVEN THINGS YOU CANT LIVE WITHOUT:
1. oxygen
2. food
3.tissues X_X
4. PAINT, art and whatever related to it.
5. coffee. definately coffee.. I mean, I went to school yesterday without having cup-o-coffee and I was dead tired the whole day. So coffee 'fo sho'.
6. music
7. my family! ^.^

SEVEN THINGS ON YOUR MIND:
1. tomorrow's Friday
2. I hate runny noses
3. tomorrow's Friday
4. wtf shall I listen to now that my song has ended.
5. hmm.. I should look at some fanfictions.
6. This song I just chose sucks. -goes to change it-
7. Vena Cava by Angelspit rox my brains. It's also my ringtone! x]

SEVEN OTHER THINGS - DO YOU:
1 Believe in God?
Not really. Not into religion, but I do accept religious people.

2 Had a dream come true?
hmm... oh yea!. . sure.

3 Read the newspaper?
rarely, if so, then on the internet.
4 Pray?
Never.

5 Have a best friend?
not really, but I've got really good friends.

6 Had braces?
ha, yeah;D , Broke 'em twice.

7 Wish on stars?
Don't see stars that often, but I don't think I would anyway.

SEVEN HAVE YOU EVERS:
1 Fallen in love?
No.

2 Kiss someone of the same sex?
O thank god no

3 Cheated?
On love, school, games..? In one way or another, we have all cheated at least once in our lifetime.

4. Hmm, what is the question?
I don't know, what is it?!

5 Ran away from home?
No

6 Played strip poker?
LMAO. Yea.

7 Pulled an all nighter?
Many times.. Too many for my own good.

SEVEN THINGS IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU:
1 Cried?
no
2 Had fun?
Ofc! IM GHAVING PHUN RIHGT NOWA!
3 Been kissed?
nope :]
4 Felt stupid?
I always feel stupid. But more than ever (inthelast48hrs) no.

5 Talked to an ex?
no
6 Bought anything?
yup, Bought a bread for lunch
7 Used chapstick?
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Well, I'm up to it now.. though I still don't have much to say.

I've been having some really rough times, but they disappeared almost as soon as they came.
I'm happy.



So anyways, I went for a serious shopping just a little earlier today.

I got loads of art supplies, therefore I might be adding pictures more frequently.. that is.. if I'm in the mood..

So yea, uh.. That's all for now , I guess.....

Peace!

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-gives pressies to meself-

weeeee!!!!!

paaaaaaaaaaaartypartyparty with old wrinkled people!
wooo!!!









let's do the 50's style dance-a-thon!!! yaaaaaaaaayyy~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

xD

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and there's like this really thick layer of snow.


It's so beautiful! ^.^.

And what's a snow day without snow-angels and snow-war?

i even made some pictures, well.. actually 2, with a phone... and with a really .. uhm.. bad quality...and... quickly...
but I'll show it anyway.=I

[link]

[link]

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stupid rants.
I hate rants.
everyone rants.

stop.
ranting.
and.
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do something else.

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.......

o.o

Have I caught it too ?!?!!11!????

]]> ~aDollInDisguise http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/21044176/ http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/21044176/ Sat, 18 Oct 2008 08:54:55 PDT
guess what!??!?!


THE FIRST SCHOOL QUARTER IS ENDING!!
WOoOOOO!!!
happyhappyhappy!!
SO that MEANS WE get to have a BREAK!.
from!.
SCHOOL!
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-schoooooooool-

yayayayayyayayya!

let's too tha saambaaa!!!

lalalalalaaala~~

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time flies.
oh boy.


It seems just like yesterday that loads of kids started school on 1st of september
and already the first quarter of the year is almost over. It was as if yesterday the first leaves started to go colorful. It was as if it was yesterday that the first colorful leaves started to fall.

Autumn.

Some trees have no leaves left, some still barely keep them hanging with rain constantly pouring down on them.

Birth, life, the ending.

Today,the 18th of October, is not just a day. Not for me.
Today, for me, it holds a much deeper meaning.
Many of my family members have died on this particular day.
One of my family member was born on this day-
My grandma, who I loved very much.

Memories.

I used to go to my grandma's place a lot. Safe to say, I practically lived there.
I always tried to help her with her job- cleaning a shop. I loved cleaning rooms and places back then. I also loved to hang around with her.
Sometimes I think if I was being annoying to her with me constantly being there.
Mom always told me she was happy to see me every time, and I was happy to see her every time.

All the more reasons to miss her.

So this day, this journal, is going to be dedicated to my long lost and missed grandmother.

Maie Konks
18.10.1941 - 20.12.2000

R.I.P.
-We haven't forgotten you. Not now, not ever.

]]> ~aDollInDisguise http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/20585131/ http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/20585131/ Sat, 20 Sep 2008 12:44:13 PDT
okay.. so .. um..
uh..
1) I haven't posted a new journal in ages o.o
2) My brother came back from the military for the weekend. *dance*
3) oh and I also haven't been very active here with posting new pictures...
4) um.. I'm currently addicted.. and listening to the Used- wake the dead.. *arabic accent* I strongly recommend you the wake the dead song for its highly good melodies and all sorts of very good things.
5) um.. umm.... ..my class photo came out awful.
o.o

okay, now for the evil, fun part.
i tag..*points*

and

bu-har-har-har-har!!

]]> ~aDollInDisguise http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/20264369/ http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/20264369/ Mon, 01 Sep 2008 03:46:52 PDT yeah, it started.
it sucks.
it stinks.
it.
.






It's the first day, and I already don't like it.

This is going to be a long, long, Loooooong year.
( + with the exams in the end, whopee)

but.

on the bright side- - I got in the art school I really wanted! <3. I really can't wait to be there again. on the 3rd of Sept .

So , after a really tiring schoolday, I get to go to art-school , relax my mind and stuff.

random: * Write the first word that pops in your mind, however random it is.

]]> ~aDollInDisguise http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/20165577/ http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/20165577/ Tue, 26 Aug 2008 11:31:29 PDT
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*sniff sniff* I'm sorry I've not been around lately.. My computer had a really bad, deadly, virus.
The doctor came and examined it. All of my computers' memory was removed.

But I had no time to mourn. oh no!
While my comp was going all cuckoo, I was staying over at Leps'. Har Har xD, remember the make-over?!

anyways.

uh.
well uh.
I'm back, so....

]]> ~aDollInDisguise http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/19801403/ http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/19801403/ Wed, 06 Aug 2008 02:09:27 PDT

How many times does the letter "a" show up in your full name?
UH..TWICE

What time was it two hours ago?
09:53 am.

What were you doing then?
Sleeping ^^

Has anyone ever given you flowers?
Yup.

How many pockets are on the clothes you're wearing?
currently? None.

Have you ever kissed someone who was over 21?
Does pecking my parents count?

How many years until you're 36?
21 years =]

What is the weather like outside?
sunny, but it was raining yesterday.
Are your fingernails painted?
currently, no.

Are you taller than 5'6"?
NOOoOooOOOoooOooOo
Does your middle name start with a "P"?
nope.

or a "L"?
my first name starts ^^

or a "C"?
uh..no

or an "A"?
wrong again.

What was the last thing you watched?
hmm, the last thing I watched was the computer screen, but if you mean movies, then it was Ghost Rider.. Saw it yesterday.

What was the last thing you ate?
um.. home-made raspberry jam. Hell yummy.

How long is it until your birthday?
oh.. um.. wait..*counts* 5 months?

Are you a Catholic?
uh.. .. no?

Is your hair longer than your shoulders?
no ;D

Do you have braces?
I used to.

Can you speak any other languages?
Yup, English is the other language.. but I can speak estonian also. Bet you can't

Where was the last place you went?
My/sisters'/brothers' room.. but if you mean outside then um... home!. I came home from outside.

Who was your last missed call?
let me see....my dad o.o

Have you ever been out of the country?
Yup.. was away last week :]

Why did you last cry?
Umm.. can't remember.

Are you single, taken, married, divorced, or widowed?
Single.. .. .

Do you have any children?
Yeah, I have my mp player and cellphone. They're my babies.

Pets?
Yup, a little white rabbit. He's a pain in the you-know-what.

Are you still in high school?
no. I haven't even got there xD
Have you ever lost your driver's license?
uh.. no... I don't even have one.

Have you ever been arrested?
thank god , no.

Do you have any tattoos?
Nope, but I used to wear those cheap ones that come from bubblegums when I was a kid.

Piercings?
uh-huh. 5 piercings in my ear. 4 on the right ear. planning to get more.

What will the date be one month from today?
6th of september.

How old was your mom when she had you?
27 :]

Do you have blue eyes?
um..not really.. they're green and blue-ish

Red hair?
haha , yeah.

Are you fair skinned?
yeah..

What does your name mean?
nothing..I think.

Do you know anyone else with your name?
No.

Do you know anyone in the military?
I know my brother does , he's in the military right now.

What color is your bedspread?
black, and the other side is white.

If you had a child would you rather have a girl or a boy?
Not sure, both have their ups and downs. I'd be happy one way or another.

How often do you drink coffee?
Too often.

Do you have a birthmark?
yeah... like.. alot.

Where is your dad right now?
In the kitchen... He's on vacation.

Are you a blood donor?
never donored, but I think I might one day...

What are you doing tonight?
Nah, no particular plan.

]]> ~aDollInDisguise http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/19617257/ http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/19617257/ Sun, 27 Jul 2008 03:14:29 PDT
1. Do you sleep in your bra?:
When I'm not home

2. Do you enjoy drama?:
hmm...... sometimes

3. Are you a girly girl?:
hmph >: . not at all. People have said I'm a person with no gender. o.o

4. Who was the last person you hugged?:
Anni, I guess?

5. Small or large purses?:
try wallets.

6. Are you short?:
ha! yeah! like... everyone's taller than I am. .. I'm like.... 5'3'' or something.

7. Do you like somebody:
like..like like?. no.

8. What would you do if someone smacked your butt?:
I'd < (like sour) and go like "pch". I've done that.
9. Do you care if your socks are dirty?:
Yeah O_o. ew.

10. Do you dress up on Halloween?:
no, we don't celebrate it here

11. Are you double jointed?:
nope.

12. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?:
hmm......... idk, I don't really sleep in weird places. I guess on the bare floor?

13. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?:
ha, no. What's up with the smacking butts thing anyway?

14. Is there a rumor going around about you?:
I sure hope not.

15. Do you call anybody by their last name?:
mm........... no.

16. How many guys will read this just because its "Girl Confessions"?:
I don't even know how many girls will read this.


"X" Marks the Spot:
[x] I do wear make up. ( just the eyes, nothing else)
[ ] I have cried at a movie theater.( I'm not a weeper when watching movies)
[x] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.( I can, but I'd rather not )
[ ] I get jealous.( meh, not really. I can't remember the last time I was jealous. Kinderkarten maybe? dno, maybe not that long ago. *shrug*)
[<] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.( well, he's nice, but uh........ c'mon, he's like... old? )
[x] I love to laugh.( :] it's fun)
[x] I like death/black metal.( mMmmMm x3)
[ ] I like rap.( A few songs here and there might slip into my phone)
[ ] I like country.
[ ] I carry a purse.
[x] I’d be lost without my computer.
[ ] I own a Spice Girls CD.( my sister has that cassette )
[ ] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[ ] I own a boy band CD.(uhhh...... . . ... ..my sister has like.. backstreet boys cassete. ew)
[<] I get bored watching football. ( when it's like this huge match against my countries' players, then I won't. otherwise, yeah)
[ ] I’ve never been called a spoiled brat.( nah, just teasing and fun, 'cause I'm like the youngest of my family. But honestly, I'm not spoiled.. at least I don't think I am o.o)
[x] Guys are confusing.
[ ] I’ve been called a bad influence.( hmm, yeah... xD)
[ ] I have/had a piercing other than my ears.( currently I'm thinking about piercing my brows........ but I'm not gonna do it, 'cause I'm just like that..like.. thinking" OH! I just get my lips pierced!, or my nose! .. but then I'll never do it. idk why. )


Come on ladies, be truthful!

1. What color is your bra that your wearing?:
Black with red polka dots xD

2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?:
Ohh bummer....... I like really dark, or like blond with a bears or something o.o

3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?:
uh, no.

4. Do you have a best friend(s)?:
*nod* :]

5. Have you ever had your heart broken?:
dun think so.

6. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
):> what?. no way.I was given this look, and I will bare with it. No way I'd do it. not even for fre.

7. Do you like your life?:
mmm...... it's kinda boring.

8. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?:
no.

9. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?:
dur.. not so many pools around., but no.

10. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?:
girls.

11. How long have you had Facebook?:
I don't even have it .. yet

12. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?:
hmmm.. no I dun think I have....... ohh! now I know what to do *evil smirk*

13. What are your biggest fears?:
large bodies of water, going on a ship I have yet not tra... ]]> ~aDollInDisguise http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/19588264/ http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/19588264/ Fri, 25 Jul 2008 10:22:43 PDT happy happy happy happy~ .....
Its Nokia 5310.
Way better than my old phone, which was just as good as a rock.
It has pink on the side ^^
I bought it with the money I had made in the work camp thingie I told you about earlier.
*dances around*
now..
Q. What cellphone do you have?


Edit: What a useless journal this is O_o

]]> ~aDollInDisguise http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/19457011/ http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/19457011/ Fri, 18 Jul 2008 01:47:09 PDT i really really really forgot to tell you that I was going away for work camp for 3 weeks O.o
ahh , how on earth could i have done that?
.. .but i bet ya guys didn't really miss me anyways .. so .. yeah.
.
3 weeks=
199 deviations , 93 messages.
.
see?

So .. now that I have been away for 3 weeks with no internet or Tv.. i've noticed dA has had a huge makeover.
.
its really hard to find anything now.
but i'll get used to it.
yeah.
so um.
you're probably wondering what i was doing in the camp... maybe you ain't wondering it.. but i'm going to tell you anyways.har har har.
So anyways.. for 2 weeks I was strawberry picking. 6 painful hours every day. half an hour rest.
and the other week we picked some blackcurrants, cause we ran all out of strawberries.
i'm not gonna go into detail, unless you ask for it that is :].

oh and by the way.
no pictures coming soon ( unless they're scrapped pictures , drawn in the camp)
lah lah lah .


You'll never realize how good it is to be home, to have a home, until you haven't been away for a longer time.

]]> ~aDollInDisguise http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/19074494/ http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/19074494/ Fri, 27 Jun 2008 11:37:39 PDT
safe to say my mom wasn't happy about the fact that it is a permanent dark hair color ... my dad just asked if i like it or not...
..
uh.. . . actually.. i've got nothing more to say about it o.õ.
so i guess its all...

enjoy life! xoxo


- -- - -

meanwhile.. listen to this trance version of 'leave britney alone'
[link]



]]> ~aDollInDisguise http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/18932696/ http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/18932696/ Thu, 19 Jun 2008 15:09:08 PDT I've decided... ''Fuck those art trades!! i'm going to do them for free (or something)''

so yeah.
art requests.
anything... anything at all.
( umh..except for mature content stuff .....( not including those really bloody massacre picture stuff <3))
It could be a pic of a certain person( make sure the persons' pic is up somewhere in the internet), a boogieman, safety-pin, chibi , anime, realism -- -ish, a freakin' soup bowl, or the first word that pops in your mind.
.. I mean.. anything.

I just want to practice really random things and draw stuff i have never drawn before. I'm up for it, however hard it would be.
but then again.. the harder the pic, the suckier it would be.
okay , I started babbling.
I'm off, before you all get too bored. O.o
Byes! x

]]> ~aDollInDisguise http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/18895525/ http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/18895525/ Wed, 18 Jun 2008 15:34:02 PDT
okay, so um.nothing really new .. y'know.. just chilling around in the house and stuff.
but i did come up with a lil' idea.

I was kinda thinking... If anyone of you wanted to do an art trade with me?

i already have an art trade request( or something) with Lepuske.. but i've already done it.. i'm updating it when she finishes it also.
meanwhile... i'm up for trading! :]..

so um.

art trade ( and in the brackets is the thing I've asked the person to draw)


1) ~HUGYOUTODEATH -Morrissey from The Smiths- 70% ( Little Jimmy Urine from MSI)

more trades more trades!! i

]]> ~aDollInDisguise http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/18638156/ http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/18638156/ Tue, 03 Jun 2008 02:16:18 PDT
- Name: Liina
- Single or taken: sing sing sing sing le
- Gender: guess.
- Birthday: 7 Dec
- Sign: Sagittarius
- Hair color:Blonde
- Eye color: UUuuuUUuuuuhhhHhmmmM.... green/blue ?!?
- Height: 160 cm ( 5''3' or something)
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: uh. straight

-----------• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •--------------

- favourite place to shop for clothes?: umh.. 's in Sweden. there's like.. tons of such shops.. but they're all pretty much the same so..
- Favorite designer?: read my lips. . . None!
- What is your sexiest outfit?: Oooh my latex outfit. .. D: , ok ok.. dun have one. umm.... . . . .. ... dno. dun have maybe.
- What is your most comfortable outfit?: oh oh oh! i know!!.. my black jeans with pink belt ( i always wear my pink belt with my black jeans ^^ ) 'n some T-shirt. usually Dimmu Borgir t-shirt. .. comfy as hell :]
- What do you usually wear?: uh.. black clothes. Sometimes i wish i was a lil' more colorful 'n stuff.. but oh well.

--------------• × • S P E C I F I C S • × • -------------------

- What kind of shampoo do you use?: right now... it's somekinda big dark green bottle that has some koalas on it o.o , no it's not a children shampoo.
- What are you listening to right now?: Heaven Shall Burn- Counterweight.
- Who is the last person that called you?: Lep , i think.
- How many buddies are online right now?: :/, lyk.... .... . . i dno.

-------------• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •-----------------

- Food: Does coffee count as food? no?.. . oh well.. gummy bear candies :]. not very filling though
- Girls names: uuumm... . . Claudia?
- Boys names: Louis, Frank.
- Subjects in school: honestly... none. i hate every lesson.. even the subject that i like is ruined by a freakin teacher ]:
- Animals: um.. Llamas?

----------------• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •-------------

- Given anyone a bath?: yes :smile: , my rabbit.
- Smoked?: nope. i don't even remember tasting it or anything. but maybe i'm having a bad case of Alzheimer or something.
- Bungee jumped?: uhm. No
- Made yourself throw up?: hm. maybe?
- Skinny dipped?: no... ?
- Ever been in love?: no.
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: when i was a child , tehee
- Pictured your crush naked?: uuuuuum.... õõõshvwreagkuwhr
- Actually seen your crush naked?: no :]
- Cried when someone died?: Ofcourse, Jesus o.o
- Lied: oh please >.<
- Fallen for your best friend?: no(t yet)
- Rejected someone?: unfortunately , yeah.
- Used someone?: um. maybe?
- Done something you regret?: 's the small things that I'll just forget. i don't remember anything like that right now, but i know i have regretted a few things.

------------• × • C U R R E N T • × •--------------

- Clothes: yellow shorties( pants) and light blue big T-shirt
- Desktop picture: Blue sky. *yawn*
- CD in player: uh. i has old cd playa. . i use my Acme mp3 player.
- DVD in player: oh oh!. i think its Panasonic, home stereo system. ooyea!

----------------• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •----------------------

- You touched: My sis =]
- Hugged: my sis
- You IMed: attawaa??
- Talk to online: T6ru.
- Sex it up with: lmao!. :roflmao:

---------------• × • A R E | Y O U • × •---------------------

- Understanding: i try to be :]
- Open-minded: depends
- Arrogant: if you are to me.
- Insecure?: yup.
- Random?: when i'm hyper , then sometimes.
- Hungry: not now.
- Smart: NOOOOOO !!!
- Moody: hmm..... .. . . . .
- Organized: sometimes... too much. sometimes not
- Shy: Usually.
- Difficult: dno.
- Bored easily: um. depends.
- Obsessed: not really.
- Angry: nope :]
- Sad: nope :]]
- Happy: yup!!! .:]:]
- Hyper: hm... almost! D
- Trusting: trust me .. , but never trust me when... ]]> ~aDollInDisguise http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/18622632/ http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/18622632/ Mon, 02 Jun 2008 07:22:22 PDT !
HARHAHRHAR!! >8D

]]> ~aDollInDisguise http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/18569611/ http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/18569611/ Thu, 19 Jun 2008 15:42:26 PDT Unlabeled-X-Retarded
Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex

SO FAR: 0 (yay!)

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love( does crush count?.. love is a too strong word.)
( ) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 1

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class( many times..)
( ) Slept With A Co-worker(O.o ftw)
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 4

Level 4
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantart / sheezyart Friends ( ^^)
( ) Been To Paris( but my parents did.. about a week ago)
( ) Been To Spain
( ) Been On A Plane( how does this and the two above relate to being stupid? )
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 4

Level 5
( ) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone Through Internet
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit( i wish T_T)

SO FAR: 5

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 9

Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party( not sure if you could call it that way.. but , eh .. whattheheck)
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
(x) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 14

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sledging
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO far: 19

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
(x) Felt An Earthquake
(x) Killed A Snake( i ran over a worm... which is almost a snake ]

SO FAR: 22

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized( again.. how does THAT relate to being stupid?!?]
(x) Been cheated on( in a card game..... Cheat... .. ]
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 26

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest ( yay!)
(x) Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention( they don't make detentions in here)
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident( minor ones)

SO FAR: 29

Level 13
(x) Had / Have Braces( HAD!!, but i broke both of them.. by accident)
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night( but i have eaten a whole cone!!! )
(x) Danced in the moonlight( when i was little.. i used to dance and sing in the balcony.. i thought noone in my family could hear it...... but like.. everyone on the streets could hear it. I pretended i was a star... what?!?.. haven't you?!?)

SO FAR : 31

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
(x) Pole Danced( um.. kind-of xD)
( ) Questioned Your Heart( ''Heart, can you pass me the salt?''
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 35

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud( wasn't fun O__X)
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
( ) Swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like you where dying

SO FAR: 37

Level 16
(x) Cried to sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke( har har, lep.. remember the field trip to south estonia? )
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins( lmao, the shopkeeper was angry..)

SO FAR: 42

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose( lmao!)
( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 45

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere

SO FAR: 48

Level 19
(x) Crashed A Party( birthday partey!! )
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People (( 3 days))
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey( O__O what?!??!)

SO FAR: 51

Level 20
(x) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
(x) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins... ]]> ~aDollInDisguise http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/18491782/ http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/18491782/ Sun, 25 May 2008 09:23:18 PDT


How Much of your Teenage Life Have You messed up?

[ ] Gotten detention.
[ ] Gotten your phone taken away in class.
[x] Gotten suspended.
[x] Gotten caught chewing gum.
[x] Cheated on a test

Total: 3

[x] Arrived late to class more than 5 times.
[x] Didn't do homework over 5 times.
[x] Turned at least 3 projects in late.
[ ] Missed school cause you felt like it.
[x] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class.

Total so far: 7

[x] Got your mom/dad etc. to get you out of school.
[x] Texted people during class.
[x] Passed notes.
[x] Threw stuff across the room.
[x] Laughed at the teacher.

Total so far: 12

[ ] Pulled down the fire alarm
[x] Went on myspace, facebook, xanga, etc. on the computer at school.
[x] Took pictures during school hours.
[x] Called someone during school hours.
[xxxx] Listened to an iPod, cd, etc. during class.

Total so far: 16

[ ] Threw something at the teacher.
[x] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[ ] Broke the dress code.[ don't have it ]
[x?] Failed a class.[ um..... , haven't failed the whole year's class, but just the quarter .. or wth ever is it called]
[x] Ate food during class.

Total so far:19

[x] Gotten a call from school.[[ in form 2 i think.. but it was nothing bad]]
[ ] Couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly.
[x] Didn't take your stuff to school.[almost did once, but nowadays, they're all in my closet, so i never have 'em with me. Just the bag.]
[ ] Gotten a detention and didn't go.
[ ] Stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking.[can't remember, maybe?]
[xxxx] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear[ haha, sorry english teach]

Total so far: 22

[ ] Faked your parents signature
[x] Slept in class.
[ ] Cursed at a teacher to their face
[xxxxx] Copied homework[ all the time ;D ]

Total : 24

Multiply by 3 ------>72

Um................. ooopsiee, tehee

]]> ~aDollInDisguise http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/18472956/ http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/18472956/ Sat, 24 May 2008 02:14:36 PDT
I decided to go to bed, since I realized , that the pain was almost non-existent when I was lying down.
then my dad came, asking , if i wanted to go to the hospital
Ofcourse i agreed.
We had to Walk there ,'cause dad had taken a little cyder ( and in Estonia, even when you have like... 0.1%. its is like you're drunk, and you license would be taken away for some months and a high fee).
So we had a walk there, it wasn't a long way there, thankfully( but it sure was painful, with the eye hurting, and the cold cold wind).
At the hospital, they said that they don't do anything with the eyes, and for help, we should have gone to a hospital like...... the other side of the town.
But there was no way we were going to walk many miles in 11pm.
So we went back home. I went to bed and hoped to god it would be better in the morning.
It is better. It's swollen as hell.. but it's much better. It doesn't anymore also.
Thank god for that!

Oh btw.
In the hospital , there was this notice sheet that said something like-
EMO ( with capital letters) parking lot is only for emergency cars only. and bla bla bla.
but im not sure , since it was hard to see anything.
but i was sure there was EMO with capital letters.
even though it hurt like hell, it still made me smile and give a funny imagination.

]]> ~aDollInDisguise http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/18462838/ http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/18462838/ Fri, 23 May 2008 12:20:13 PDT

At first ( about more than 4 hours ago) i thought that just a little piece of sand came in my eye.. so my eyes started to water.. ... half an hour later, it still didnt cmoe off.. so i washed it in the water.
still nothing.
..
now , about half an hour ago, i let Both of my parents look, if they saw any kind of dust in it.
They didn't.
my dad suggested it is an infection
my mom said that it might be a some kind of spring allergy. But honestly , this pain is pretty unbearable and im sure no allregis could cause that.
I'm not even sure if i'm crying or not( it feels like i am , but im not even sure). Both my eyes are watery , yet it's the right eye thats infected or something

Wanna know how it feels like?

When my eye is open , it feels like someone is scratching with nails and making the eye very dry. It stings.
When my eye is closed, its closed tightly , cause it hurts just to hold it shut.
somehow i always seem to get health problems right when a school-break had started. Right now, summer vacation practically started( okay, so i have to go back to school on Friday just to get the report card, and then we're off for 3 months ).
Fucking hell lord . aghgh!!


It hurts. It hurts so effin bad , people.
help?
Its only getting worse

]]> ~aDollInDisguise http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/18348273/ http://aDollInDisguise.deviantart.com/journal/18348273/ Fri, 16 May 2008 08:02:14 PDT
okay, this is the new account .[yay you've found it ]


Gosh its soo empty D:
everything is so...................... ugh..
im so unused to it.

i better start making many pics soon .. O.o
'cause .. yeah.. umh.. ..

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