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Fuck. ]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/8466101/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/8466101/ Fri, 14 Apr 2006 05:55:23 PDT

::yawns::

Like your dead girlfriend, only when you smile but I'm sure I've seen you somewhere else..

The heart may freeze, or it may burn, the pain will ease, if I can learn, there is no future, there is no past I live this moment as my last! theres only us, theres only this, forget regret all life is yours to miss..


No Day but today..

Tana..

I wanted you to know..that..We made a big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big(after awhile you just get a rythm down)big(fucked it up)



I totally forgot where I was going with this..I think this is the first journal entry that I have done microsoft word free..

This is all in DA

DA

DA
DA
DA
DA
DA
DA
DA


Its a comfort to know..when your singing the hit the road blues..



"New york City," "Uh-huh" "Center of the Universe" "Sing it girl," "Times are Shitty, but I'm pretty sure they cant get worse, Its a pleasure to know, when you're singing the hit the road blues, that anywhere else you could possibly go after new york would be..a pleasure cruise"

"Now your talking.."

I wish they all could be california boys. ]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/8252860/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/8252860/ Fri, 24 Mar 2006 06:15:07 PST

all in your own unique way.


I cut my Damn finger.

And got the blood all over my english Paper.


"HERE'S THE FUCKING PAPER!!!"~I say sweetly to my teacher, as I take her blood for mine.







Go me. I'm done 1002 words

I go above and beyond.

I want my finger to stop bleeding really.

And Now..I'm just sitting here..I should leave...

And I'm not wearing underwear..

Just kidding...


Or am I?

No no but seriously I'm not.

Bye. ]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/8214512/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/8214512/ Mon, 20 Mar 2006 07:54:51 PST ]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/8185410/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/8185410/ Fri, 17 Mar 2006 06:29:24 PST

According to Dictionary.com : dyer
n : someone whose job is to dye cloth
Boom Baby.

Love you..

Here! Here’s the meaning for all of our names ready?

Starting with me.

Mandy:
Primarily Female.
Origins: Latin
“worthy of love”

Tana:
Primarily Female
Origins: Slavic
“Fairy Queen”

Eric:
Primarily Male
Origins: Scandinavian
“honorable ruler”

Kyle:
Used for both generous.
Origins: Celtic/Gaelic
“Narrow Land., Handsome”

Dyer:
Primarily: ONE!
Origins: That of one who dyes.
“One who dyes cloth”


Poor Dyer. This was a bash you entry.


Love you ]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/8146497/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/8146497/ Mon, 13 Mar 2006 06:38:56 PST
::me whistling acting like I’m not venting on this fucking thing.::


She interrupted me. Can you believe it? And for what? In text citations. I will seriously pay someone $100 to write this damn paper for me. Anyone. Even Kyle.

I forgot what I was rambling about. Damn her. Damn her and her old person trying to be young ways. Technically..

Okay..

Tana. I got to see Elijah’s pictures, And All I have to say is…”Hot Damn.”

Later.

Me. ]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/8118898/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/8118898/ Fri, 10 Mar 2006 06:40:22 PST
I am bored out of my mind, chilling in class on March 10 2006 at 8:34 in the morning. My teacher didnt show up, and assignment that was due today, is now due monday, and I am pissed. this would've been a freaking awesome time to freaking sleep. I freaking hate this stupid freaking school

((i said freaking a lot. I'm trying to curse less than an Irish man.))

Anywho..i hate school. I bought rent. Its a damn good movie. A damn good one. I keep forgetting to send Renee a picture of my brother to put on her site, as her boyfriend. It'll be funny.



Anyway..again.

I get so off topic. You know what I hate more than anything else in this God forsaken universe?

Monkies.

They'll throw poo on ya. I swear to you. The next time you go to the flipping zoo, go up the the monkey cage, smile, an opened mouth Grin, wave..and...

KerSplat. Poo. all over you.
I'm trying so hard to not use emoticons, because I want everyone to prove to me that they can read. Read? Yeah. You fuck-er.....s...Um..Flippers. There we go..

Need to prove that your not completely illiterate. damn i suck ass at spelling..

Welp I just blew the cursing thing out of the water.
Fuck.

Oh well.

mmkay. Its now 8:38 and I feel Like i've accomplished not shit today, but for some reason or another I have a vague memory of me and Tana at the winn dixie by where her mom use to work. she and I were talking about moving. Fantasy. Pure Fantasy.


Okay..8:39.





Bye ]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/8100231/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/8100231/ Wed, 08 Mar 2006 05:58:04 PST
I know I know..You're thinking this is going to be one of those, "Shit here come the random ass Emoticons that she always puts in here"

Well...


I dont want to leave you disapointed.


So here we go!!!!!!!!!



She is armed with Ninja Star!!! -white-

She is armed with KATANA!! -black-

FIGHT!!!!





<~~ winner!!!!



::throws popcorn:: (miss ya Dy-Dy!)

<~ has to give winner kiss..open mouthed..no matter how drunk I am

STOP TAKING OUR FOOD!!!




...


I need one for


Here we go...



Yay!

I win.

Sorry. ]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/7949800/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/7949800/ Mon, 20 Feb 2006 05:58:27 PST
Stay HXC ya'll...




:sigh:

I need a hero. ]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/7903698/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/7903698/ Wed, 15 Feb 2006 06:27:17 PST
Ha ha ha..

Just kidding..

No but seriously.

Heres some Emoticons:

Me and duking it out..I'm the black one..I win



I like to do this to And sometimes we also spoon

<~ this is what I forgot to do this morning. Just kidding. I always remember ::smells breath::

<~ This is what I do when is being really cool...

this is what I do when he's being dumb..i do that thing more often than not

<~ Me and When we work together too much..

this is too for his make out skills

<~ this is what I feel like.

<~ this is me and when we get to hang out and make witty remarks.

I like doing this with

and this:


Welp I'm bored..

And yet I wonder why you guys read this shat.

Lata. ]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/7880948/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/7880948/ Mon, 13 Feb 2006 07:40:55 PST

Same old song, you know, Once upon a time in a magical land with fairies and pixie dust and unicorns that will grant you wishes, and mermaids that flip high into the air…blah blah blah…You get it right? Cinderella was treated cruel and her prince came. Sleeping Beauty was locked inside a tower, and had her first kiss stolen from her as she slept “in a death like state”. Snow White actually died by eating an apple (which goes along with the: “An apple a day keeps the doctor away. No joke. He’s afraid he’ll die if he eats it.Or he wants us to die…ah.. Conspiracy theory strikes again.) ha ha ha…. Yes..the same old song. I do try to remain busy because of my dizzying intellect. Whoa..I cant believe that was spelled right. I’m still thinking…Wow. I must need a good…beating. That’s what I should do is just beat the living shit out of myself so I can realize the harm that I bring to everyone…This wouldn’t be hard for me to do. Bam. There it is. 750 words right? If only I could decide the topic of my analytical essay. “And for this essay I will…Write about me. It’s the subject I know the least about, and I think it would be oogles of fun! Yay! Another learning experience. This paragraph is simply filled with those damned red and green squiggly lines. Lie red is saying, “You dumb bitch! You cant spell worth a damn.” And the green lines suggest, “This is okay…but I’ve got something that will make it better.” Cool huh? Yay technology? Sure.. We’ll praise that instead. There are so many things in here that are lighting up. Fragmented sentence, bad spelling you could use a comma here a period there, and throw in a few..hold on this ones gonna be tough.. apostrophes yep..I spelled it right. Again..I applaud myself. I am the best at everything I do..right? Hold on just a damn minute this is getting on my nerves. Ha! Can you believe it?? “Yay” is not a word in this little wonderful Microsoft word..but “Yaw” is…what the hell is Yaw? Mmhmm…Yaw : to turn around the vertical axis, or to make an aircraft turn in this way. That’s what it is. Again more stupid freaking…Gah. Okay excuse me once more…I just got an idea for my essay. Ha ha ha.. Gayness is in the dictionary…and everything in the dictionary that says “Gay: Merry! Full of life!” also has the word “dated” italicized beside it.

Gay: homosexual…wow.














and now for the comic stylings of
]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/7853227/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/7853227/ Fri, 10 Feb 2006 05:59:19 PST
Were not really pirates.

Isnt that cool?


No?


Okay..

Well no addition to the crew..

Lets see if I can do this right...






Arg! Welcome aboard me ship Dyer! ]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/7656073/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/7656073/ Fri, 20 Jan 2006 09:28:17 PST
Just that.


Pirates.





























Thats my crew...

they have no choice.

I have claimed them


So there ]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/7492975/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/7492975/ Mon, 02 Jan 2006 20:38:44 PST

I went to the hospital on the 25th, and they gave me something for the swelling in my throat. Turns out the something they gave me made it a lot worse. Mainly because they gave me steroids and it caused my immune system to weaken. So Now I'm worse. It really sucks.

I cant go to work...

Which sucks.


And now they gave me medicine that keeps me deydrated...I throw up everything...Even water.







I want to die. ]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/7402217/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/7402217/ Sat, 24 Dec 2005 11:07:46 PST
I thought we would leave in the afternoon so i could bring my computer to shannon and get my paycheck..


Nope. 4 a.m.

And I didnt sleep at all..

Here it is day 2 and everything is getting on my nerves. Especially the dogs. My cat is awesome my dogs suck

Unfortunately for me I now have the flu..So I get up, pee and go back to sleep. I am not digging this...


<~ Thats me by morning.




Good night ya'll I'm sleeping again. ]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/7253328/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/7253328/ Thu, 08 Dec 2005 06:44:13 PST

I'm tired of it. Dont bitch about being broke and then dont go to work because you dont "feel like it" Who fucking cares! I dont feel like going into work either but i need money. And I'm trying to prove to our X-Assman That I'm not lazy. I'm not. I did more fucking work in the first 3 weeks then he's done since he started working there.

Fuck you guys.


I'm out like shout.


Eric...

I have a confession.


Call me to learn my secret. ]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/7236312/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/7236312/ Tue, 06 Dec 2005 08:15:15 PST

I have a math test today. Wish me luck...


I think I maybe failing the class...I dont know How I'm doing that...I was doing so we...But come to find out I guess I'm not. Unless I was looking at the class average...


I really miss the old Eric. I think he's acting weird..

And I have a confession.


I hate you all...


I'm just really pissed off, and the nagging doesnt make things better.


So leave me alone with my Eric.

And he and I will sit in a room and suck each others thumbs while acting like babies.

Thats what I want.


And Sorry.


I dont mean any of this towards you

]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/7228334/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/7228334/ Mon, 05 Dec 2005 11:22:17 PST
Its the hard cold truth.

No sugar coating it.

I'm just tired of being nice...


Except to Kyle.

He's Irish.

Thats hot.


]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/7112836/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/7112836/ Tue, 22 Nov 2005 09:27:47 PST
But sometimes I wonder why they dont..

Wouldnt you think that after a long lasting friendship dies that at least one would be hurt?

I guess not.

Frustration tends to get the better of everyone..No matter who you are.

I'm actually counting on no one reading this..

But with my luck you are.

Might as well keep it entertaining.

I hate to see people fight, but I prefer it better when people that are in the wrong, confess that they are wrong.

They should.

Pride is a deadly sin.

dont let it get the better of you...

Its DEADLY.

Oh well.

Hopefully someone will read inbetween the lines...

I think I'll go carve my name in the principals bench, out side of his office..

The memory of me goes on..


]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/7044691/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/7044691/ Mon, 14 Nov 2005 12:18:05 PST

I went to new york, Whats it to ya?


I had fun.


It was cool...

People were rushed and exhausted by their own pace. The buildings were tall and quite a site to see. The lights lit up the whole town, and the people never knew how to sleep. I found love there, and a new longing. But still my heart is broken by the loss of my Phantom...


Dear Sweet guy who played phantom on Broadway...


I will always donate stuff when you tell me too...


You are my angel of music...

And i will never defy you.

PHANTOM!


Me. ]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/6881033/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/6881033/ Thu, 27 Oct 2005 10:12:39 PDT

well I've been thinking and we all know how dangerous that is right? Well I was talking to a dear friend of mine about a certain thing and he said this unto me,"Why should they be mad at you, when they didnt hold up their end of the bargain."



Have you ever noticed that? Like for instance, your home and your cleaning your room because your mom said shes going to bring home dinner, and a scary movie like you've been wanting all week long, Then she comes home, and BAM! nothing...but shes mad at you because your not done cleaning your room.


WTF!?! Motivation perhaps?


thats not the real reason for this rant...


Another thing i hate is when people tell you "DONT DO THAT!!!" And then they go and do it.


Like for example: A girl is sitting at home with a blade in her hand and a bleeding wrist. She goes home and talks to her bestfriend, and he says, "WTF!?! Dont do that! Trust me! I've been down that road! I'm older than you i know what im talking about!!! -blah blah blah-"


And then one day he finds himself really upset, and pulls out his trusty blade, and -slice-


WTF!!


you know what really grinds my gears??

That who evers reading this probably really thanks im pregnant...


I'm not...


I still havent "lost my 'V-chip'"


So thbpt to you morons out there...



Kyle thanks for the song! I could fall for a guy like you!


Tana! Your welcome for the song!


Eric! Stop being a tard!


Shannon! Two Words! :"Antonio Banderas!"


If your cool then you'll get the inside joke..


which makes only one of you...



I think i may be done..who knows with me tho eh?


...



Yep.
Thats it.

I was going to go on but I totally forgot what i was going to say!! The Antonio Banderas thing really threw me for a loop...its funny.

Any way

I leave you with this!!!


ERIC WOULD LOOK HOT WITH PORCELIN WHITE SKIN A PINK DRESS BLUE EYES AND SHIRLEY TEMPLE BLONDE CURLY HAIR!!! Because he's a bitch like that..


Lestat Rocks my world...


And Louis Okay too...


Im out.

Mandy


for giggles...


more laughter!

still...laughter. ]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/6791103/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/6791103/ Mon, 17 Oct 2005 11:06:38 PDT

I mean yeah I was no tooth pick, but i wasnt fat either!



But according to my pant size, shirt size, and bra size, I am fat.



Because of the steroetype America sets for us.


I think everyone should Feel very comfortable in their own skin.


I love watching television specials on eating disorders, and all of the stick thin super stars, sit up there, with their perfectly sculpted bodies, and their strict diets, telling us that we should be comfortable with our bodies, and that they know how it is and how to feel when your ugly....



Thats cute...


Sorry.


My mom told me I looked fat..er.




Me...


]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/6756387/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/6756387/ Thu, 13 Oct 2005 10:12:08 PDT

Or else!!!











Love,



Mandy ]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/6725931/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/6725931/ Sun, 09 Oct 2005 23:51:46 PDT


People to be gone again...


Its nice for them to drop by again...


But I wanted him out of my life...


And now hes back. Asking me to be with him, just one last time...


But I cant...


I've missed him so much...


And I wanted him back in my life...


But I need out again..


:tear:














OH AND JOIN THIS CLUB!!! or else


]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/6629451/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/6629451/ Wed, 28 Sep 2005 21:07:54 PDT I never want to let you down or have you go
It's better off this way
For all the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
Remember when you broke your foot
From jumping out the second floor

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems
(I'm not okay)
I've told you time and time again
You sing the words but don't know what it means
To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time
Take a good hard look

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you'd read me like a book
But the pages are all torn and frayed

I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)

But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay
(Trust me)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)




This is how i really feel today...



And now a serious of emoticons of what im feeling:





And for giggles: ]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/6624881/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/6624881/ Wed, 28 Sep 2005 11:52:53 PDT

I've felt...loneliness seeping back into my life...


Wow...


Just wow..


Now..


I'm really sad...


I think im done trying to impress you...


I have to keep my promise ]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/6607134/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/6607134/ Mon, 26 Sep 2005 11:35:11 PDT

I'm tired of people being selfish...


once in awhile i want to be selfish...

I want to talk about me...

But thats too much to ask...

"I dont like any of them, but lets talk about them anyway, so i dont have to listen to you."

It sucks...

What about my pain?

I'm tired of hearing about yours.

But i have to keep my promise.

I have too...


]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/6039845/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/6039845/ Tue, 26 Jul 2005 13:18:52 PDT

hold on...


I'll give it to you:


832 1792 this is mainly for tanas sake... ]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/5795713/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/5795713/ Wed, 29 Jun 2005 21:49:53 PDT

Well I guess it doesnt erally matter....

I'm going to bed now...


:sad:

]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/5785815/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/5785815/ Tue, 28 Jun 2005 21:28:04 PDT

Thats so cool



]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/5746093/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/5746093/ Fri, 24 Jun 2005 15:52:25 PDT

I have been kinda bored..

And now i have a new face to hang with.

this makes me happy.

I was happy hanging with my other friends too,

But sometimes they cant always get out of the house.

For one reason or another.

Or sometimes its the job.

but its okay now.

I love them all....

And now...

Nap time...




]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/5724369/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/5724369/ Wed, 22 Jun 2005 14:18:15 PDT
Good thing for me he said he's going to come back from north carolina to see me in my play...If only i could get michael to come...But no..Oh well


Time to get weird:

So. Here we go. Another day, another person to judge me. I saw the way she looked at me when i asked for the lights. She looks at my ID and mutters "your just a baby." and I say nothing, just think, "Its none of your business anyway." I do it because i love. And i loved him. And he was the last time i was in love.


Too bad its all just a dream...


yeah...me too...


]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/5581585/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/5581585/ Tue, 07 Jun 2005 16:26:02 PDT
And again...Blah.

My mood...?

Blah.

And all you hear...Blah.


Whew...I really went off on that one...



HELLO CONSTANTINE!! ]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/5455709/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/5455709/ Wed, 25 May 2005 08:55:15 PDT Just another shove to the side.
Its alright.
I'm use to it.
And Here comes the venting.
Suddenly everyone closes the screen.
Yeah i know.
Let it go already.
I cant.
This time he made me cry.
Its not like he said anything that really hurt.
Its just...
His actions speak louder than words.
And they cut like the fresh blades of a blacksmith.
Its okay.
Because he's nobody to me.

A perfect no one.


Who has the power to make me laugh, and cry...

The power to make me...want

So I shed these tears...

For no one.








Sorry for stealing your name for the title Jade... ]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/5433558/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/5433558/ Sun, 22 May 2005 21:20:14 PDT Tired of people bitching at me.
Judging me.
Tell me to stop doing the things they do.
"Stop complaining. Its not hard to let things go."
Bullshit.
Bull-fucking-shit.
Sorry.
That needed to be said.
Stop it.
Just stop it.
Leave me alone.
Dont tell me what i should and shouldnt do.
Dont tell me I'm dumb, when your the one tripping over words.
Dont tell me who i can and cant like.
Stop fucking telling me that i vent too much.

Fuck you.
You bitch way too much.
Always about someone.
And *News flash* your not always right...

Oh and This just in!! You dont always have to argue with me.

Fuck you.

I'm not your messenger anymore...

Fuck you.

Fuck you.

I once had a dream i was a vampire...

Then i woke up and started spitting blood...

What if it wasnt a dream.

Stick that in your back pocket and sit on it...

Fuck you.

Fuck you.

there...May the force be with you... ]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/5395341/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/5395341/ Wed, 18 May 2005 19:13:35 PDT
I'll miss you when your gone.

I already do, because theres no space for me in your busy life, and it really hurts me...


Again, its a learn to be lonely thing...

Where no one would listen, except him.

And now he's gone...

I always manage to find the wanderers.

Its alright.

I'll pull through...

I've done it before...

Whats to say I cant do it again?

Nothing....

Sometimes it seems

If i just dream

Somehow you would be here... ]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/5357296/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/5357296/ Sat, 14 May 2005 15:35:39 PDT


By the way...I need a boyfriend....


I'm now accepting applications...

Feel free to apply.

No experience necessary ]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/5313591/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/5313591/ Mon, 09 May 2005 17:28:49 PDT I suppose Im not that important.
Not as Important as those people who swoon over you.
Sorry.
I dont stoop that low.
I have some respect for myself.
Very little,
But some.
I'm sorry If i insulted you
With my questions.
I'm sorry if my eyes burned right through you.
I'm sorry I dont tell you about every move you make and how it makes me feel inside.
Sorry.
Ever so sorry.
I'm terribly sorry
That i dont hang pictures of you all over my wall.
And I'm sorry I havent seen all that you've done.
And I'm sorry im not your biggest admirer.
But I'm not sorry I took the chance.
The chance to show you I am a person.
And I can know you.
Without ignoring the converstation just to gaze into your eyes.
I can love you,
And Listen.
But you cant Love me.
And Respect.
But thats your loss.
Its not like you need another one of those girls.
You have plenty.
But there was only one of me.. ]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/5310408/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/5310408/ Mon, 09 May 2005 11:16:47 PDT
and now All I can think about is you. You smiling at me, Making me feel complete...and to you, I've made up someone in your perfect Image, and fed them to you, and you believe me. And always will, because you dont know what a truly horrible person I am right now. No one has seen behind my mask...No one.... ]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/5277785/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/5277785/ Thu, 05 May 2005 18:05:26 PDT No one but her
Heard as the outcast hears.

Shamed into solitude
Shunned by the multitude
I learned to listen
In my dark, my heart heard music

I long to teach the world
Rise up and reach the world
No one would listen
I alone could hear the music

Then, at last, a voice in the gloom
Seemed to cry "I hear you"
I hear your fears
Your torment and your tears

She saw my lonliness
Shared in my emptiness
No one would listen
No one but her
Heard as the outcast hears

No one would listen
No one but her
Heard as the outcast hears...



-The Phantom of the Opera


I know how he feels...


Farewell my fallen idol and false friend. ]]> ~aTaste4Blood http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/5250733/ http://aTaste4Blood.deviantart.com/journal/5250733/ Mon, 02 May 2005 19:55:07 PDT ]]> ~aTaste4Blood