http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:abbikhinz&section=today deviantART RSS for by:abbikhinz en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 21 Dec 2009 23:48:45 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/26401770/ http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/26401770/ Wed, 05 Aug 2009 12:24:41 PDT
He suspects that perhaps I'm a magnet. Lol.

I plan to visit their practice on Friday, other than that today my friend's supposed to come over, and we're going to cut some shirts, then hit the gym.

Nothing artsy going on, just reading. Wanted to die inside while reading Breaking Dawn only because most of the time the dialogue is SOOO CUTESY I just want to hurt myself. But, my stubborness at this point won't let me stop until I finish. Also found a book in my house the teaches how to read music. I'm pretty illiterate when it comes to that, so it's entertaining me.

Also, I did hang out with a friend after that lunch. Upon seating myself in her car, I noticed her copy of "Unmasked" on the seat, and it reminded me of my own copy for the Count of Monte Cristo. Since she didn't want to read it anymore, I asked if I would be able to borrow it, since even though I've only recently gotten a hold of mine from my Sac box at my grandmother's, I still didn't think I was "strong enough" to ever open mine again. None the less it was overdue so we swung by the library and I turned it in for her.

Long story short, after reading a music lesson, then an excrusiating portion of Breaking Dawn, I knew I had to top it off with something great- sexy. And I did grab and open my copy of Master for the first time. As usual, as I have done since the few times that I ever did read it, I would open up a random page and just begin to read the nearest sex scene.

What scene did I find? I like to start a good two pages before anythings starts "heating up", and it took me until then to realize it was the bathtub scene. My. Golly.

]]> ~abbikhinz http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/26378898/ http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/26378898/ Tue, 04 Aug 2009 11:21:58 PDT
I don't feel like getting into the intricate details of how/why, none the less I felt like bitching. Lol.

School will start in a couple weeks; I know I'm more anxious than I am excited. With how 80% of my semesters tend to turn out I can't help but be scared that this will be no different. However due to a change in plan, I know this last real semester is going to be filled with a lot of bitching and frustration, but I know I have to do this so much for myself... I know this is going to be really difficult, at least for me since I'm no natural with discipline, but if I keep myself focused I know things can happen.

Honestly, I would trade my athletic enthusiasm/discipline for an academic one. Unfortanely I have to trick myself in school to match the ways I motive/get excited about playing sports or being active.

Umm.... other than that, I need to get off so I can get through teh house duty-ings before I go out to lunch. I'm meeting with an old mentor that I used to describe as an utter monstrosity, but things change and I'm look forward to letting him know how life has changed, at my own discretion, and how excited I am for my future...

I think that's it- my possible future, that pulls me to get through the really frusting ones... aka school... my poor head's already getting agitated just thinking about it.

None the less- this is for everyone- know what you want and surround yourself with that vision, literally, and it makes it more of a task to stray. (A success my first sem of college... not my second. Lol.)

Ask yourself what your goal is. Ask yourself what's stopping you, and what you can do to deplete it. And do it, or deal with it.

In ten years I hope to see you as the success you were meant to be.

]]> ~abbikhinz http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/26198465/ http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/26198465/ Sun, 26 Jul 2009 20:13:47 PDT [link]

]]> ~abbikhinz http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/26165656/ http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/26165656/ Sat, 25 Jul 2009 07:12:11 PDT
But first, as for art, I've only worked on a little project for a yoga course I just finished. My professor like it so much she asked if she could keep it. Unfortunately I'm too lazy to upload the shots I took of its front and back, but here's a random screenshot from utter boredom. [link] I took this to show my cousins and sister my randomness. It was also the first time I've been to the library and used my Toshiba in months... it still kind of annoys me, its lagginess. I'm probably going to regret not using an extra 10 minutes + effort to upload the shots that were supposed to be for dA, but whatever. I'll do it later.

As for the random blurb I was getting to, I'm starting to accept that there are moments that I am very aware of my surroundings. It's starting to get to a point where I have questions, and in flows throughout the day and week, an answer will keep coming to me giving the same "theme/message". Most of the time, they are things I don't want to hear, but I'm starting to realize that whether or not I ignore it, it'll only keep coming back. It's the time that I go, "OK, I (EFFING) GET IT..." that the same "message" stops, and a new one starts showing up.

So, last week I noticed a lot of things about Grace. This week was about how I had to let go. I have to let go, things are changing, there was an end, but there is also a beginning. I could get scary when it comes to specifics. But in a fashion, though I've accepted to let go.... one other thing was told to me, as far as an instruction I wanted to name coincidence, that I think I wll start to listen to:

In the very end of each yoga class, we lay on our backs for a few minutes, close our eyes, and relax. Once in a while, my professor will say a few quotes; simple, meditative stuff, or nothing. Sometimes she'll just spray a soft scent around us, or go around and press on our shoulders individually for a few seconds.

During the last two "shavasanas," she read a forward she received in an e-mail that morning. I'm a little frustrated that even though I had the time to copy key words from it, I couldn't find it online (I'll probably e-mail her to ask if she could forward it.) None the less it talked about endings, and a new beginning, cherishing the good a bad that happens, and... scrapbooks.

Scrapbooks? OK. I personally thought it was random, but I tried to make sense of it. She wanted us to think of a scrapbook of our journey, and to hold it in our hearts.

If she KNEW how much work it takes to develop even a page of a scrapbook... she'd know that doing that impromptu in our heads like that isn't easy to do, especially if you already have made one before... so naturally, I thought of one I made half a year ago.

Left that morning make-up class a little shaken. Even though it was a coincidence, I knew it meant something to me.

The next day she read the same thing during our rest period, (something she has never done), adding her own bits about looking at the first page, and turning it. Thinking of that scrapbook page-by-page is not something I've ever done since I gave it away... but I did, and I remembered every inch, even the wieght and sound each one made with each turn.

And lastly, after that whole bit about thinking of our journey, cherishing the good and bad times, scrapbooks, she again said to hold the book in our hearts.

I think that's exactly what I'll do...

Though I have decided to really let go... that does not mean I will not walk around holding something dear in my heart.
That does not mean that I will not wish the person I gave it to every happiness.


Funny how things can be broken, destroyed... changed, attemptively or successfully replaced, and yet it only put me to a place where I hold on to the two things that matter the most: What I've just mentioned previously, and this very ring on my hand that I've only started to wear again a few days ago. I woke up this morning finding it off my finger, which I don't remember doing, and yet when I tried to store it away again, it didn't feel right... it didn't feel right being displayed anywhere but here.

Do I fail at letting go? I don't think so. I can only know so because before this very moment, I was moving and going nowhere. Right now, I feel like I'm going somewhere.

Above.

]]> ~abbikhinz http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/26015811/ http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/26015811/ Fri, 17 Jul 2009 21:53:00 PDT Unfortunately, my "Favorite Things" sketch is still missing.

"Music & Booze" [link] will be given as a gift to a dear friend of mine. Coincidently, we had some Tequila/Jose Quervo at our side during the catch up time; I played saxophone in high school, and she played the flute. I told her I had a surprise for her and I haven't given it just yet, but I know she'll really like it. My only regret is that there aren't any colors because then it would match her room better.

I'm on a current mission to get some of my art pieces back... the night I had them returned to me, someone I was hooking up with showed up that night, and demanded to keep them. I insisted that I wanted to give a piece each to my other friends, but he was a little reluctant... it was cute. But I don't think we'll be having anything serious, and we haven't been talking. I'd like to take them back the next chance I get. That will probably be my last time hang out with him.

Other than that... nothing artsy is really going on. I started reading a book my ex gave me, as well as a book I bought a few months ago, to try to give my eyes some exercize/keep my brain active... distract myself? My grandmother gave me a homework assignment and that was to read Genesis in the Bible. She's so cute.... I used to read a colloquial version of the Bible very frequently when I was younger, and I do do my best to read a few proverbs when I'm bored. She knows I'd rather go into Matthew and the life of Christ already, but she said I might as well start in the beginning.

(Wow... I can't believe I'm hearing this right now:

Sexpert: This is the volva. It's not the vagina.
Oprah: Don't you thing vajay-jay sounds better?
Sexpert: It does. But I encourage people to use the real term.) Lol.

Thanks to this episode of Oprah, I can locate the g-spot. Lol. Oprah looks super uncomfortable right now.
(Sexpert: It feels like the tip of our nose.
Oprah: *touches tip of her nose suspiciously*)

Alright, I digress... but that's pretty much it. Lol. Poor Oprah.

]]> ~abbikhinz http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/25800050/ http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/25800050/ Tue, 07 Jul 2009 15:49:17 PDT

Umm... I can't think of what to blurb about right now. Must eat.

BTW my cuzzo JA got bored and brushed up my dA. XP So if it looks a little glowy than usual, IT'S THANKS TO HIM!!!

]]> ~abbikhinz http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/25674578/ http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/25674578/ Wed, 01 Jul 2009 13:41:59 PDT [link]

"I'll Be There" covered by Ne-Yo and Jamie Foxx was also moving.
[link]

Couldn't find a link for the Alicia Keys/Wyclef Jean humanities clip, but her philanthropic ways, her talent, strength, humility, and beauty are exactly why she's my hero.

]]> ~abbikhinz http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/25554355/ http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/25554355/ Thu, 25 Jun 2009 22:06:06 PDT
Father Sebastian Meyer O.Carmel
Michael Jackson
Charlie's Angel Farrah Fawcett
Ed McMahon
Close family friend of Andrew

And anyone else that passed away this week, while I'm at it.


Wierd week; I can't wait for it to be over.

]]> ~abbikhinz http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/25229040/ http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/25229040/ Wed, 10 Jun 2009 03:43:55 PDT
2) For anyone that receives any of my art as a gift to feel incredibly touched/honored to be given it. (Eventually. )

]]> ~abbikhinz http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/25076555/ http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/25076555/ Mon, 01 Jun 2009 18:51:37 PDT
Haven't worked on anything since art ended, but I browsed my gallery yesterday and I'd really like to get into pen & ink again.

I'd probably wait until I purchased some india ink and pens over at Michael's; they're pretty cheap so it'll probably be sometime during this summer that I reach extreme boredom.

Unfortanately other than that there is SO MUCH I have to save for, but I know that when my parent's see that I'm working hard and driven, they're a lot more lenient with helping me out financially. (Namely, for trips/school, but art-wise I'd like to take a pen & ink summer class being offered in SF Art Institute NEXT YEAR. It's $445.... holy effing crap.)

I'm not "furious" but it's just a fun emoticon... lol. The red eyes, and fangs. I'm more of "extremely disappointed" and it's actually taking me more energy to stop myself from ranting about it. *deep exhale*

It's just funny... you give all your love and trust into one person, they promise and show that they're doing the same, and ONE LIE potentially changes it all.

I hope my sister is OK, and I. AM FRIKKEN. IRRITATED.

]]> ~abbikhinz http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/24826049/ http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/24826049/ Mon, 18 May 2009 16:33:43 PDT

Our last art class was last Thursday. I'm glad to say that it was more of a sweet than bitter end. Gave hugs to a bunch of new friends like dorks, and even ended up taking group photo's, like dorks.

Talking to my cousin; about to head to the library with Cynthia. It's probably been weeks since we've ever caught up, esp. since it's final's week for a lot of people. I have some forms to fill out so I'll be able to keep myself busy.

FINALLY got Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants 2 off of hold, lol. So I picked it up today. Lol... what can I say. The movie's cute.

Alright, gotta run. She's outside right now.

]]> ~abbikhinz http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/24610873/ http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/24610873/ Tue, 05 May 2009 23:06:15 PDT

Got my blood results today: Abby = normal. High in protein which is even healthier.
Had traces of a small kidney infection at the time.

Got my hair done today. I LOVE ET.
I'm disappointed that Bed Head products are really expensive, but they smell awesome.

Umm... what else... aside from school.
Um, birthday's next week. On a Monday, which is lame, but it's OK. That gives me an excuse to spent my birthday all other days. :-P

I'm glad I'm turning 20... I hate the teenage years, and I'm glad I can finally put them behind me; no more excuses.

]]> ~abbikhinz http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/24419612/ http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/24419612/ Fri, 24 Apr 2009 23:08:13 PDT [link]

Um, I've been meaning to update. I have other sites for updates non-art related, but since I'm logged on I'm just going to do it.

As far as anything art goes, I'm reading through my art text so I can finally start tackling my paper. I have a few art assignments I have to do before deadline.

Trying not to stress out, since I also have some history test dates, and extra credit paper deadlines approaching.

None the less I know I want to do it all, and I'm glad it'll all be pretty much over with by mid-May, because on May 5 I plan on treating myself.

So many amazing concerts coming up... more reason why I want to be able to have a job so I can see them.

My odds are going pretty well with being hired at Aeropostale or Levi's. Levi's, more. It's all in progress. Though for now I would like to work in Aeropostale instead. I thought I was more of a "Abercrombie & Fitch" girl, but when I was in there, I knew I was pretty much screwed because I knew I was liking their summer line. Lol. Oh well.

]]> ~abbikhinz http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/23549906/ http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/23549906/ Thu, 05 Mar 2009 23:46:57 PST [link]

Darn it... dA doesn't allow you to html photos unless you're a subscriber...

Anywho, this is a photo of my cousin on New Year's morning, right after I got him to fall asleep after a long night of staying awake with him. I'm pretty much posting this where I can. This little one will never know how much he influenced my life. And I want his picture around as a constant reminder of that.

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Prospective Art Pieces:

New Heart
Into Space
The Walls
True Colors
Death Fart - inspired by a near death experience my roommates and I experienced, thanks to my recent ex.
The Guardian
Caught & Arrested
Ash Wednesday - "Dust thou art and into dust thou shall return."

]]> ~abbikhinz http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/23425409/ http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/23425409/ Thu, 26 Feb 2009 23:05:30 PST
New Heart
Into Space
The Walls
True Colors
Death Fart - inspired by a near death experience my roommates and I experienced, thanks to my recent ex.
The Guardian
Caught & Arrested
Ash Wednesday - "Dust thou art and into dust thou shall return."


They're only prospective titles for random visions. So it's an exciting thing since for a few months I've been able to see things this corny, Lol, yet annoying since my skill does not match any of the tasks. This is why I'm determined to continue learning about studio art. This list will probably continue to get longer, but one day, I'd like to do them all.

]]> ~abbikhinz http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/23177702/ http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/23177702/ Fri, 13 Feb 2009 15:55:23 PST
1. I want to give up the internet or something music related for Lent.
2. When I play music by ear, for some reason I learn it a half step higher than the original composition.
3. For almost a month now, I've been having dreams that end up showing up the next day. Like a design, a peculiar name, or event.
4. I have a large back birthmark from my mother that looks like someone threw sand at me. :S
5. I also inhereted a small mole from my mother.
6. I learned how to sketch from watching my dad.
7. I am part titanium. (Two screws in my right knee.)
8. My tongue knows how to do the twist better than my body.
9. One day I want to ride first class on a plane.
10. I read the book Languages of Love, and it is one of my faves... but I still don't know which one mine is.
11. I think about death than I do about marriage. :S
12. I usually am in the mood to do crazy things because I don't fear it.
13. When I'm not fearing death, in all actuality it is because I find it welcoming.
14. I don't think I'm ever going to get married.
15. I know if I'll find true love, I'll want a child of my own, but for the most part I imagine caring for a child I'll adopt. That being said...
16. Anytime I've ever dreamt of kids that say that I'm they're mother, they look nothing like me.
17. My best dreams are no dreams. Or sex dreams. Lol.
18. My family's legacy is their involvement with the US military, starting with my grandfather. He was a scout for the Americans when he was a teen in the Philippines. My father was a Navy Corpsman, and right now my sister is in the Air Force.
19. I sometimes have wierd, innovative ideas about how this world could be improved.
20. There needs to be a food chain as big as McD's/BK that is both HEALTHY and DELICIOUS. Like Ringer Hut... mmmm.
21. I would beg Ringer Hut to open a chain of restaurants in the US.
22. I made it all the way to Shadow without magic. Lol.
23. I hate seeing crap product ad magazines that get sent to senior citizens like my grandmother. A lot of those products, like the one's she's bought, don't even work... false advertising is a crime and I would go out of my way to have stuff like that shut down. This is part of my motivation to do Investigations.
24. I got so bored one summer I created font/"codes" that I still use today.
25. I have a few art ideas/pieces in store. I will most likely elabote on them in my next post, since the details are lengthy. They'll only be created when the skill matches the task... which will most likely be a long time from now.

]]> ~abbikhinz http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/23138045/ http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/23138045/ Wed, 11 Feb 2009 12:25:29 PST
So I'll try to make this a quick one- I keep forgetting to eat- but none the less I feel like today I was finally able identify a possible root to my problems.

All the hard times, as cliche/corny as this is going to sound, God was there. And finally, I've found a very crucial area that I can improve to better myself completely...

It has nothing to do with my parents, my love life, nor my school life that builds, but something actually something more primative than that.

Sleep.
Real sleep, and taking care of myself enough to know how important it is that I do it...
Sadly, my dad's been trying to force this down my throat for the past years, and it took a fully chapter in my psychology text to really get it through to me...

I guess I could keep going about it, all the health benefits, we're mistake-prone in a lot of different areas without sleep, IRRITABLE... at the same time I'm sure that it's a no brainer to others...

I just never saw it as this much a deal. That this "depression" that my high school teachers kept poking at me as probably just due to the very terrible sleep patterns I've had for years and years.

It wasn't until I've returned to the Philippines that my schedule ever came back on track. These past 48, I've slipped up. And already, but slowly, I started to notice my old trends... I wanted to skip classes, I was starting to feel alone and depressed. But I still remember how good I felt when I was sleeping right.

So it has hit me...that I truly have to take care of myself... I guess to start-- with satisfactory night of sleep, and if not, still waking up early, and a good breakfast. Slowly I'd like to implement going by the base gym after the library, or before class Tuesday-Thursdays, once a week for starters.

That being said, my stomach just growled at me.
I'm going to grab something to eat.

]]> ~abbikhinz http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/23108196/ http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/23108196/ Mon, 09 Feb 2009 17:48:42 PST
Just finished some math ours, and almost a quarter completed with my mandatory semester hours. Just thought I'd kill some time.

Well as far as anything pertinent to art goes, I'm taking a Beginning Drawing class on Tuesdays and Thursdays.

My professor's... kind of wierd. He showed us his work, which for the most part included skeletons, exoskeletons, and different scenes from his "future science fantasy." One of which was of giant sekaida's feeding humans to their larvae's.

I know... wierd. But apparently someone bought it and made a lot of money off of it.

But a month has already almost passed. I'm really liking that. Last year a week felt like MONTHS, and that was torture.

I can't wait for us to get into pen & ink. We'll also get to sit down during this part. We stand for the majority of the three hours, and given my knee situation, (which still nags a little here and there), it get's a bit annoying.

Well, that's the gist of the art class. By tomorrow night I have to have a sketch of my room done. The projects are done on standard 8 X 11 paper so I should be able to post them eventually.

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Random music blurbs:
I'm hoping Britney Spear's isn't going to cancel her tour. Lol. Because I might actually go. But if it's an issue about whether or not her mind can handle it, I would understand if she did cancel.

The End said that that she's apparently been having severe panic attacks, but who knows if those are just rumors. I hope she does pull through with this tour so all those hataz can suck it good.

As for Chris Brown.. *supresses angry sigh* I have no idea. All of his cool points pretty much got transfered to Rihanna. Poor thing... I'd leave his ass. I wanted to wait until clear details surfaced, but what more is needed. He needs a hard kick to the balls. (Ne-Yo, I hope you never do anything that stupid.)

I feel pretty lame that the business of people I've never even met turns into something I actually get a little passionate about. But hey, music keeps my world going round.

Bond needs to hurry up and come out with a new CD.

]]> ~abbikhinz http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/21412843/ http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/21412843/ Sun, 09 Nov 2008 21:35:57 PST Tristan Thorn
Does not know why he was born
And a foolish oath has sworn
Trews and coat and shirt are torn
So he sits here all forlorn
Soon to face his true love's scorn
Wistran
Bistran
Tristan
Thorn

]]> ~abbikhinz http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/21025229/ http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/21025229/ Thu, 16 Oct 2008 23:56:40 PDT
Nothing new. Played around with some watercolors last week and fell in love right after the first stroke.

I'm kind of wishing all my sketches were done in India ink... that way if I wanted to watercolor my previous sketches, the ink won't be smudged.

None the less, I'm glad to have finally found a happy medium when it comes to coloring.

]]> ~abbikhinz http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/20713191/ http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/20713191/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 21:16:35 PDT
]]> ~abbikhinz http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/20605657/ http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/20605657/ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 16:26:01 PDT
Things have been going considerably well. I haven't been sketching, though I have a drawer in my room dedicated just to my sketching things. I still have to finish hand-stiching the last pocket to a sketch journal case I made out of some old jeans. It even has pockets for my pencils; and the jean pockets on the outside, for things like erasers, a sharpener, and maybe some colors. I attached a black ribbon onto it as well, so it's pretty set. I'm hoping once that last pocket is attached, I'll actually carry it around in my purse and start drawing again.

To be honest, it has been hard to find inspiration. Anytime I have felt that urge to do it was just at the wrong time. Like driving. Kinda corny, but there was this really amazing set of clouds I wish I had a camera to take a shot of. They were like a mix of cirrus and cumulus, which I didn't think was possible. And the other night there was a solid-yellowish moon, which was also very mesmerizing.

At home I've been kept busy with music and cleaning none the less. But unfortunately a DeviantMusic doesn't exist for me to share with you.

I take it that once I'm done looking at the deviations, I'll be a bit more inspired yet again. There's a lot I'd like to play around with when it comes to figuring out some ink techniques. Perhaps once I see my pen again I'll take it and make sure I keep it close by. That way when I want to sketch I won't have any excuses.

I guess........ argh. Since I'm still sitting here. (I didn't expect to stay at my cousins' this long- they're karaoking downstairs 'till the end of TIME [AHHH!!!]) I'd blurb about what I'd like to work on... aside from just scenarios. MMm... Batman... finish a Wall-E thing... mmmmm... *silence*

]]> ~abbikhinz http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/18880826/ http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/18880826/ Mon, 16 Jun 2008 19:49:39 PDT
]]> ~abbikhinz http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/18173904/ http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/18173904/ Mon, 05 May 2008 01:02:37 PDT Or maybe I'm just excited because I'm going to an Alicia Keys concert soooonnn!!!! Lol.

School tomorrow... I don't wanna go, I don't wanna go, I don't wanna go..

None the less I'm going to HAVE TO. My investigation's group is trading in our work tomorrow for editing before we turn it in on Friday. And my grade in LS10 is determinant on whether I go to college next semester or not. Argh.

Excited for Tuesday. We'll have a criminal justice professor/guest as our speaker for Studias Humanitas. I think it'll be cool. X) If he's a good lecturer, I'll surely consider him for classes in the future.

Sigh.. so I think I've distracted myself enough.. I have to work on my investigations group paper. MEH!!

]]> ~abbikhinz http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/18142321/ http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/18142321/ Sat, 03 May 2008 01:32:14 PDT
I think I'm a cyber-hermit. :-P

ANYWHO, I'm extremely stressed from school. I can go on and on about excuses, and what I should have done, but all I'm going to say is that I CAN'T WAIT 'til it's over.

Unfortunately, I can't say that I've progressed much from my performance last semester. I still have problems with motivation, discipline, and consistancy.

So, the most exciting part of the semester is coming up, and that is choosing classes for next semester. :-P

I will probably be taking a speech class, will definately take a science course, criminal law, and math before I forget all of it.

I'm looking into taking a kick boxing class with one of my good friends that is also a CRJ major. That should be fun.

I really need to start working out again. I wanted to do swimming, but the tan from swimming makes me nervous. Lol... I hate it when I get tan.

Going home tomorrow (or today); next week is Madre's day AND the Alicia Keys concert!!!! So excited!! XD

]]> ~abbikhinz http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/17982848/ http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/17982848/ Tue, 22 Apr 2008 20:09:05 PDT
Life's going well. I miss arts-ing.

]]> ~abbikhinz http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/15979057/ http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/15979057/ Mon, 17 Dec 2007 20:21:37 PST

Only two finals: World Civ and Criminal Justice. I'm preparing to bomb Criminal Justice, but I think I'll do very well with World Civ.

My Spring schedule so far is Criminal Justice: General Investigative Techniques, Damn Math class, Biology 10, and US History: Civil War onward on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. USH on M and W only. Then perhaps a Tagalog class on Tuesdays and Thursdays at the nearby Community College here.

I'm pretty excited for the break, yet at the same time a little bummed. I'm very used to my friends here and I think I'll be bored out of my mind back home. More reason to draw, read, and play, right?

Happy Holidays.

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Staring on something new.

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Not that I'm feeling emo whatsoever, but I also feel like isolating myself right now.

In otherwords I'm drawing.

]]> ~abbikhinz http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/15051307/ http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/15051307/ Sat, 13 Oct 2007 23:32:44 PDT Hopefully I'll have something up by next week if I'm not too busy.
May try colors?
Depends on how adventurous I'm feeling. Haha.

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We leave for Orientation 6:40am. WISH ME LUCK.
Other than that I'm set to go.

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]]> ~abbikhinz http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/12948278/ http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/12948278/ Mon, 14 May 2007 00:10:05 PDT
have a few things to do, and i know it's late, but i'm nocturnal, so i'll probably be able to finish it all with the help of Monster.

my friend Elena reiterated the point about how what i do isn't good for my health. i already know it's not, and my dad says it almost everynight- but she's been really bitching (in the good way), and i'm really going to make my attempts to get a REGULAR sleep schedule.

so... what to do:
pick up mess in room
English- 2nd Draft Paper
gov't -_-'
trig

]]> ~abbikhinz http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/12891397/ http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/12891397/ Tue, 08 May 2007 18:18:14 PDT government, government, government
english, english, english
one trig assignment
also physics

oh god.


joy for SacState, and having a clearer grasp and confidence and MOTIVE for my future.

]]> ~abbikhinz http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/12847115/ http://abbikhinz.deviantart.com/journal/12847115/ Sat, 05 May 2007 01:13:41 PDT things i'd like to complete tonight:

clothes put in dresser
new sheets
homework
-govt
--get research for Lewis proj
-research for English proj.
--highlight research, start draft
a sketch mayyybe

sunday:
study session for Lewis 3-5
--new worksheets x 6
--notes
--(maybe if i have time) late worksheet for Lewis

an awful time to be PMSing.

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room clean, clothes put in dresser
new sheets
homework
-study for Trig test tomarrow
-physics hw
-govt
--get started on a project for Lewis
--(maybe if i have time) late worksheet for Lewis
-research for English proj.
a sketch

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