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love you alls. <3

]]> ~absoluteobsolete http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/25483754/ http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/25483754/ Mon, 22 Jun 2009 21:26:37 PDT
life is good, life is crazy. still sashaying around with my soulmate and the baby kittay. nights spent with my chaotic friends getting coffee and sitting in bus stops. hopefully this summer will yield some interesting adventures with pictures attached. i hope your lives are going smoothly, drop me a line if you've got things to share.

still looking for bodies

<3

]]> ~absoluteobsolete http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/22961363/ http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/22961363/ Mon, 02 Feb 2009 10:22:18 PST
i've been gallivanting all over the country with my camera, so new stuff is about to be posted when i find time. i'm currently very busy with my soulmate and the baby kitten.

i need models. GIVE ME YOUR BODIES. i'm sick of taking pictures of myself.. and the people that don't realize i'm taking pics of them... hmm...

anyhow. i'll soon be going out with my dreadlocked fairy and we're going to tear up the photography like nobody's business.

see you around ducklings.

]]> ~absoluteobsolete http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/19215703/ http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/19215703/ Sat, 05 Jul 2008 08:53:57 PDT
if anyone likes gory musicals (rocky horror, phantom, other rock operas) please do check it out.

it stars Sarah Brightman (original Christine), that one dude from Buffy, Alexa Vega (Spy Kids) and Paris Hilton (don't worry, she dies)

it is my new happiness

]]> ~absoluteobsolete http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/18331764/ http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/18331764/ Thu, 15 May 2008 06:08:21 PDT
... Is there no way away from my mind?

]]> ~absoluteobsolete http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/18025006/ http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/18025006/ Fri, 25 Apr 2008 15:37:10 PDT
is there an outside world?
please respond...

]]> ~absoluteobsolete http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/17668308/ http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/17668308/ Thu, 03 Apr 2008 14:08:49 PDT
]]> ~absoluteobsolete http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/17405714/ http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/17405714/ Wed, 19 Mar 2008 05:50:15 PDT
first off, i definetly want the bass clef note on my inner hipbone. cliche place to get it but every time i see a girl with a tattoo there, i believe i salivate just a little. i'm going to be drawing up some sketches to make it a little different than all other bass clef notes.. maybe stars instead of the dots or something. meh, it will be interesting.

secondly, i'm getting the rose on my wrist. really really cliche i know, but it's in memory of my friend and i've always wanted to get it. so yeah, if you see any cool rose designs let me know.

lastly, i'm thinking of getting the opeth 'O' on my shoulder or ankle. many reasons behind this, yes while the band is really awesome it's also a symbol for my last name and it just looks really awesome... so yeah.

i've also been thinking of maybe a gryphon or scorpion tattoo... ideas are welcome.

]]> ~absoluteobsolete http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/15901407/ http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/15901407/ Wed, 12 Dec 2007 10:02:17 PST
(my brains have dried up.)

]]> ~absoluteobsolete http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/15691315/ http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/15691315/ Tue, 27 Nov 2007 09:59:23 PST trying to juggle school, the play, my social life, my sanity, the sanity of those around me, a job, my boyfriend zack, and the random people who show up at my door.

it seems like i have no down time to just collect myself together. right now i'm at school, half typing this and half writing a paper for econ. in two hours i will be out the door on my way to a seven hour rehearsal for alice in wonderland.

i got to see lesi and jecka for like.. two hours on sunday. that was about all the break in reality i got. it was nice.. even though i acted really weird. i seriously think i am out of practice social-wise. i've been cooped up in a crazy fantasy world (mraz center) and haven't had any real human interaction (i don't think that talking to sparkles, the walrus counts). grandma is now in transitional care, but we still visit like five times a week..

oh!! and now maddie's getting married. she got all proposed to and stuff. and they want to elope in FOUR WEEKS. cause sam might get sent to iraq... so they want to be hitched before then. AUGH.

auuuuugh some days i just want to bang my head against the walls....

]]> ~absoluteobsolete http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/15411784/ http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/15411784/ Wed, 07 Nov 2007 19:12:35 PST it's really fucking hard

if you pray, please pray that she won't be in any pain

sometimes she doesn't know who i am
but the last time she was awake she said she loved me

]]> ~absoluteobsolete http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/14702156/ http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/14702156/ Wed, 19 Sep 2007 14:20:33 PDT
"Because otherwise, it would never end at all..."

]]> ~absoluteobsolete http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/14033781/ http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/14033781/ Sun, 05 Aug 2007 19:42:27 PDT

On a more journalish note...

I just spent a lovely day at the parking ramp with Hannah, then had a crazy time with Lydia, Zach, Padophile and Ben.

And now, me and Maya are setting up a movie watching fort and waiting for Hannah to get back so we can watch Disney movies all night. My Sunday is looking up considerably.

And this week holds promises of FINALLY SEEING LESI!!! Augh, I'm excited. it's all good stuff from here man.

"I'll stop the world and melt with you
You've seen some changes and it's getting better all the time
And there's nothing you and I won't do
I'll stop the world and melt with you

The future's open wide- let's go."

]]> ~absoluteobsolete http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/13546044/ http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/13546044/ Fri, 29 Jun 2007 23:59:50 PDT
i just wasted ten bucks worth of gas driving mindlessly, and needlessly. i was restless, and so i drove, because i knew if i walked i'd be instantly nabbed by burnsville's stupid police forces. i counted 23 cop cars just in the area around my house.. freaking pathetic.

anyhow, i just could not stop my head from thinking. i kept saying "Once I clear my mind, I'll go home." but so much has happened this past month, hell, even just the short time that summer has been. so much.. god. it's a lot to take in.

i'm still restless... i think i'm going to go swimming....

may you all find peace, in whatever way you do choose.


"We are terrible for eachother and
yes
we are a disaster-

But tell me your heart
doesn't race for a hurricane
or a
burning building.

I'd rather die terrified-
than live forever.

]]> ~absoluteobsolete http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/12660955/ http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/12660955/ Thu, 19 Apr 2007 21:19:13 PDT With her lungs up in smoke
All those wishes on stars
and passing cars
did her no good
when the poison's in your veins
the only thing that remains
are the salty tears of wasted years
and the thought of what
might have been
dream of flowers and lights
and forgotten nights
on front lawns and back porches
but on this romantic scene
don't forget the in-betweens
all the times words were thrown like daggers



i don't know what to say about this. it's been a rough night.


vanity etched blindly across the glass
in the assimilation of normality
you are rebellious, untouchable
unattainable
my madonna, by whore
of legend and lore, you seem but a dream
to my mere mortal eyes
with my skin to the grain we
waltzed in the rain
picking the pebbles from our sores
sweat like strawberries from our pores
and if i tried to save him
my world would collapse

]]> ~absoluteobsolete http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/12632868/ http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/12632868/ Tue, 17 Apr 2007 13:57:17 PDT
i don't know. it seems everywhere i go people are planning for dooms day!
it started out with zack outlining his zombie killing spree plans (including all new wardrobe), worked its way into nadi teaching me zombie head ripoff tactics, and today me and steven had an actual conversation, and it was centered around what to do when the zombie apocalypse hits! and who we would kill first. zombie or not, the blood will flow.
he also told me how babies are made, but whatever.

is this some sort of sign? start stalking up on shotgun rounds and canned food? buy a trenchcoat and don't forget your giant robot???


i don't know. i'm just incredibly jazzed right now. squeeeeee....

time to go to rehearsal... wouldn't that be a cool place to have a zombie breakout?? haha.. yeah. i need a life.

]]> ~absoluteobsolete http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/12341724/ http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/12341724/ Mon, 26 Mar 2007 19:34:15 PDT
i love her.. she makes this all go away

]]> ~absoluteobsolete http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/11858087/ http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/11858087/ Sat, 17 Feb 2007 17:23:45 PST
Wow....

and i need a hair cut. my director wants a 40's bob...

]]> ~absoluteobsolete http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/11784821/ http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/11784821/ Mon, 12 Feb 2007 11:05:22 PST you're crying,
as your mouth moves in mine, soft and
sweet,
Rings of flowers round your eyes and
I’ll love
you for the rest of your life (when you’re ready)

Brother see we are one and the same,
And you left with
your head filled with flames and you watched as your brains
fell out through your teeth, push the pieces in place
Make your smile
Sweet to see,
Don’t you take this
away
I’m still wanting my face on your cheek.

And when we break
We’ll wait for our miracle,
God is
a place where some holy spectacle lies.
And when we
break
We’ll wait for our miracle,
God is a place you
will wait for the rest of your life.

Two-headed
boy,
She is all you could need,
She will feed you
tomatoes
and radio wire,
And retire to sheets safe and
clean,
But don’t hate her when she gets up to leave.

]]> ~absoluteobsolete http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/8570542/ http://absoluteobsolete.deviantart.com/journal/8570542/ Mon, 24 Apr 2006 11:41:09 PDT
I jumped into the river
Black-eyed angels swam with me
A moon full of stars and astral cars
And all the things I used to see
All my lovers were there with me
All my past and futures
And we all went to heaven in a little row boat
There was nothing to fear and nothing to doubt ]]> ~absoluteobsolete