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]]> ~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/6491203/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/6491203/ Tue, 13 Sep 2005 03:16:57 PDT
For the next weeks there won't be much actitivity from me around here, although an ocasional post/comment may appear. There's too much stuff going on and time is running short for me.


Hope to see you all when I wake up!



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http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/6312167/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/6312167/ Wed, 24 Aug 2005 03:20:57 PDT Your enemies and all your demons

I'll be the one to protect you from
A will to survive and a voice of reason

I'll be the one to protect you from
Your enemies and your choices son
They're one in the same
I must isolate you
Isolate and save you from yourself

Swayin to the rhythm of the new world order and
Count the bodies like sheep to the rhythm of the war drums

The boogeymen are coming
The boogeymen are coming

Keep your head down, go to sleep, to the rhythm of a war drums

Stay with me
Safe and ignorant
Just stay with me
Hold you and protect you from the other ones
The evil ones
Don't love you son,
Go back to sleep...

APC


PS - Got some nice new stuff from this holidays, I'll post it in the next few days...



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http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/6200248/ Thu, 11 Aug 2005 17:15:55 PDT is my 100th deviation on DA! It has been a slow but steady climb since my first days a few years ago.

Next milestone: 200 deviations!! Hope to see ya all there.



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~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/6156224/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/6156224/ Sun, 07 Aug 2005 05:42:29 PDT
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]]> ~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/5915435/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/5915435/ Tue, 12 Jul 2005 15:47:01 PDT Than a man with nothing to lose
Nothing to live for
And nothing to prove
DCD









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]]> ~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/5733483/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/5733483/ Thu, 23 Jun 2005 11:44:41 PDT It's a milestone of my life, from now on I'm one of those who use the Internet go get rich, a millionaire!!!!


OK... Joke mode is off.

Now there's also some of my stuff available @ deviantArt Shop.
Check it out: [link]









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]]> ~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/5677077/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/5677077/ Fri, 17 Jun 2005 13:26:07 PDT Suspended from a childhood insecurity
Perpetuated beyond the boundries of logic and reality
Many times I held my hand out to you when it should have been me who was destructive
In my own rights I should have been
I had hoped somewhere that through your clouded portrait of rage
I could eventually count on human nature to rear its head
And shine over the darkness we had created for ourselves
And human nature did shine through,
But I never realized that human nature was truly so jealous and vile
That is the nature of man, the very man you strive to be,
And you will succeed
Stretch out your pain as long as it may carry you
Until your body becomes consumed and decayed from the ravages of time
For one day it will forever change your mask,
And you will be carved in stone"
Antimatter









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]]> ~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/5662946/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/5662946/ Thu, 16 Jun 2005 05:57:20 PDT I give this part of me for you
Sand rains down and here I sit
Holding rare flowers
In a tomb...in bloom"
Alice In Chains

Has been a long a time since I listened Alice In Chains for the last time.
It's still as good has it was back then...









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]]> ~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/5636219/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/5636219/ Mon, 13 Jun 2005 11:46:35 PDT Frans Kafka









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]]> ~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/5553790/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/5553790/ Sat, 04 Jun 2005 17:51:27 PDT Those living for death will die by their own hand,
Life's no ordeal if you come to terms,
Reject the system dictating the norms
From dehumanization to arms production,
To hasten this nation towards its destruction,
It's your choice, your choice, your choice, your choice,
Peace or annihilation
A.P.C.









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]]> ~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/5453999/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/5453999/ Wed, 25 May 2005 03:15:08 PDT It gives life but it takes it away, my youth
There comes a time when you just cannot deliver
This is a fact. This is a stone cold truth."
Nick Cave


Lately has been so hard to get out of the bed... Oh well...









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]]> ~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/5441369/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/5441369/ Mon, 23 May 2005 17:59:03 PDT The Trial - Kafka


Sometimes the silence around us is the loudest of all sounds...












]]> ~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/5375967/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/5375967/ Mon, 16 May 2005 17:29:55 PDT
For now it isn't new photos, which you may already check at deviantart, only minor updates and new links to some amazing sites. But checking for new photos soon.


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]]> ~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/5227964/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/5227964/ Sat, 30 Apr 2005 08:03:16 PDT


Science - The new aristocracy
Progress - The world is on the march
Why shouldn't it turn too?
It's the vision of numbers.
We are moving towards the Spirit.
Certainly deserted: It's the voice of the oracle, what I say.
Understand, and not knowing how to express myself without using hidden words.
I prefer to remain silent

Ulver








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]]> ~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/5149429/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/5149429/ Thu, 21 Apr 2005 14:25:22 PDT







"Wisdom is not communicable. The wisdom which a wise man tries to communicate always sounds foolish... Knowledge can be communicated, but not wisdom. One can find it, live it, do wonders through it, but one cannot communicate and teach it."
"Siddharta" - Herman Hesse










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]]> ~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4994564/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4994564/ Mon, 04 Apr 2005 04:53:02 PDT Been lost in my swaddling hand
I'd have needed but a span of doth
A span more of wood,
But a cubit of goof earth
Two words from the priest
Three verses from the cantor
One clang from the bell

Amorphis


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]]> ~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4951326/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4951326/ Wed, 30 Mar 2005 10:33:15 PST makes everything easy
and we slide down

Slide over, you

The fabric softener of the mind
makes everything lazy
and we dive down

Slide over, you


The Gathering ]]> ~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4880259/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4880259/ Tue, 22 Mar 2005 10:00:21 PST To protect me from myself
So I can wear honesty like a crown on my head
When I walk into the promised land

We've been too long American dreaming
And I think we all lost the way
Forlorn somnambulistic maniacal in the dark


A small tribute to Dead Can Dance, which I was lucky to see live earlier this week... (Courtesy of metalbustour.com) ]]> ~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4834571/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4834571/ Thu, 17 Mar 2005 06:18:09 PST He had a voice so strong and loud and I
Swallowed his facade cuz I'm so
Eager to identify with
Someone above the ground,
Someone who seemed to feel the same,
Someone prepared to lead the way, with
Someone who would die for me.

You had alot to say.
You had alot of nothing to say.

Come down.
Get off your fuckin cross.
We need the fuckin space to nail the next fool martyr.

To ascend you must die.
You must be crucified
For your sins and your lies.
Goodbye...


Tool ]]> ~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4726562/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4726562/ Fri, 04 Mar 2005 10:46:03 PST shrouding every breath I take,
making every promise empty,
pointing every finger at me.
Waiting like a stalking butler
who upon the finger rests.
Murder now the path called "must we"
just before the son has come.
Jesus, won't you fucking whistle
something but the past and done?


Tool ]]> ~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4683248/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4683248/ Sun, 27 Feb 2005 10:47:59 PST
[link] ]]> ~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4668953/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4668953/ Fri, 25 Feb 2005 09:54:24 PST Question authority

Throughout human history, as our species has faced the frightening, terrorizing fact that we do not know who we are, or where we are going in this ocean of chaos, it has been the authorities, the political, the religious, the educational authorities who attempted to comfort us by giving us order, rules, regulations, informing, forming in our minds their view of reality. To think for yourself you must question authority and learn how to put yourself in a state of vulnerable, open-mindedness; chaotic, confused, vulnerability to inform yourself.

Think for yourself....
Question authority...


Timothy Leary ]]> ~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4651710/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4651710/ Wed, 23 Feb 2005 07:44:33 PST But no one hears my silent dread
I knock and yet remain unseen
For I am dead, for I am dead

I need no fruit, I need no rice
I need no sweet, nor even bread
I ask for nothing for myself
For I am dead, for I am dead


This Mortal Coil ]]> ~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4642596/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4642596/ Tue, 22 Feb 2005 02:48:05 PST ...
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Mogwai ]]> ~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4568312/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4568312/ Sun, 13 Feb 2005 09:20:43 PST - Promise me wild roses -
To pledge my heart to him alone.
- While the others are asleep he's at play in the evening -

And if Herr Holkin has won your heart,
From me and my home you must depart.


This water is a token Herr Holkin sent
That he never will ride to you again.

Herr Holkin stood not far away
And heard every word that this maiden did say.

O Kerstin, don't turn away from me.
Untrue to you I will never be.

Let the false maid be buried alive in the clay,
- Promise me wild roses -
For an innocent heart she tried to betray.
- While the others are asleep he's at play in the evening


Garmarna ]]> ~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4535050/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4535050/ Wed, 09 Feb 2005 03:42:37 PST No one's coming home tonight.
The sun beats down and don't you know?
All our lives are growing cold, oh...
They bring news that must get through.
To build a dream for me and you, oh.

Locked in a place where no one goes.

We have no quarter
We have no quarter
We ask no quarter


Tool ]]> ~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4517876/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4517876/ Mon, 07 Feb 2005 04:58:27 PST
O Estrangeiro - Albert Camus ]]> ~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4478484/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4478484/ Wed, 02 Feb 2005 09:56:26 PST Far away from you, far from all the pain.
With strength in numbers, the sad betrayal braves,
Return to desecrate those memories again.

And there you were taking flowers from my grave...
And there you were stealing flowers from my grave...
I kiss the ground but I can hardly breathe,
As you scrape me from the pavement once again.

Antimatter ]]> ~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4450889/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4450889/ Sun, 30 Jan 2005 06:38:11 PST I can feel their blue hands touching me
All these things into position
All these things we'll one day swallow whole
And fade out again and fade out

This machine will not communicate
These thoughts and the strain I am under
Be a world child, form a circle
Before we all go under
And fade out again and fade out again

Cracked eggs, dead birds
Scream as they fight for life
I can feel death, can see it's beady eyes
All these things into position
All these things we'll one day swallow whole
And fade out again and fade out again

Radiohead ]]> ~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4410776/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4410776/ Tue, 25 Jan 2005 11:38:01 PST Is what I shall gain
At the end of my days

Daylight awake to a puppet world
No strings attached to this body of mine
Folding crumbling withering, oh well
The punished pushed along the line
All my actions, all my moves
A life all mine to lose

The crown of my work
A life all mine to lose
A life all mine
Is what I choose
At the end of my days


The Gathering ]]> ~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4400830/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4400830/ Mon, 24 Jan 2005 08:36:08 PST I can almost hear you scream

Give me
One more medicated peaceful moment
One more medicated peaceful moment

And I don't wanna feel this overwhelming
Hostility
Because I don't wanna feel this overwhelming
Hostility

Gotta cut away
Clear away
Snip away and sever this
Umbilical residue that's
Keeping me from killing you

Keeping me from killing you...


A Perfect Circle ]]> ~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4366430/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4366430/ Thu, 20 Jan 2005 06:22:05 PST Pray hard but pray with care
For the tears that you are crying now
Are just your answered prayers

The ladders of life that we scale merrily
Move mysteriously around
So that when you think you're climbing up, man
In fact you're climbing down

Into the hollows of glamour,
where with spikes and hammer
With telescopic camera,
they chose to turn the screw

Oh I hate them, Ma!!!
Oh I hate them, Pa!!!
Oh I hate them all for what they went and done to you!!!!
Oh Lord Oh my Lord
Oh Lord
How have I offended thee?
Wrap your tender arms round me
Oh Lord Oh Lord
Oh My Lord...


Nick Cave ]]> ~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4336604/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4336604/ Sun, 16 Jan 2005 17:21:53 PST Watch as she lies silent, for soon night will be gone
Oh, I will stand arms outstretched, pretend I’m free to roam
Oh, I will make my way, through, one more day in hell...
How much difference does it make?...

I will hold the candle till it burns up my arm
Oh, I’ll keep takin’ punches until their will grows tired
Oh, I will stare the sun down until my eyes go blind hey,
I won’t change direction, and I won’t change my mind
How much difference does it make?...

I’ll swallow poison, until I grow immune
I will scream my lungs out till it fills this room
How much difference...
How much difference does it make?...

Pearl Jam ]]> ~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4292699/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4292699/ Tue, 11 Jan 2005 08:21:51 PST is so bad
I need to weep
myself into a coma

And drift far far away
from reality

Sing me a lullaby


I'm dreaming
I'm dreaming

Temporary failure to close my eyes
leeds to a final
loss of sanity
I need to slip
into a deep sunken sleep

And drift far, far away
from reality

I'm dreaming
I'm dreaming....."


The Gathering ]]> ~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4243239/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4243239/ Wed, 05 Jan 2005 03:26:55 PST
"The Trial" - Franz Kafka ]]> ~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4220832/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4220832/ Sun, 02 Jan 2005 13:07:20 PST You minimize my movement anyway,
I must persuade you another way.

There's no love in fear.

Staring down the hole again.
Hands upon my back again.
Survival is my only friend.
Terrified of what may come."

Tool



Happy new year... ]]> ~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4190795/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4190795/ Thu, 30 Dec 2004 04:36:50 PST (Siddharta to Kamala)


"Siddharta" - Herman Hesse ]]> ~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4178945/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4178945/ Tue, 28 Dec 2004 16:38:01 PST Closer and closer, or is it there at all

Forever Remain, Forever Remain

This could be my last regress, Last Exit for the Lost
This could be my last regress, Last Exit for the Lost
This could be my last regress, Precious for the lost"

Fields Of The Nephilim ]]> ~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4126342/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4126342/ Wed, 22 Dec 2004 09:39:54 PST Choke this infant here before me
What are you but my reflection?
Who am I to judge or strike you down?"

Tool ]]> ~abutre http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4067390/ http://abutre.deviantart.com/journal/4067390/ Tue, 14 Dec 2004 16:38:26 PST The shadows moved across me, inch by inch
And all that I heard
Was the war between the water and the bridge
Turn to me, turn to me, turn to me
Turn and drink of me
Or look away, look away, look away
And never more think of me

Carry me
Carry me

I heard the many voices
Speaking to me from the depths below
This ancient wound
This catacomb
Beneath the whited snow
Come to me, come to me, come to me
Come and drink of me
Or turn away, turn away, turn away
And never more think of me

Carry me
Carry me away

Who will lay down their hammer?
Who will put up their sword?
And pause to see
The mystery
Of the Word

Carry me
Carry me
Carry me
Carry me away
Carry me
Carry me
Carry me
Carry me away

Nick Cave ]]> ~abutre