deviantART: by:acacin http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:acacin&section=today deviantART RSS for by:acacin en-us Copyright 2010, deviantART.com Thu, 29 Jul 2010 09:14:00 PDT deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png Devious Journal Entry http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/33789447/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/33789447/ Sat, 24 Jul 2010 21:01:44 PDT Just wanna quickly say that I apologize for not submitting any artwork but I've been busy with summer school among other things.. I'm this close to turning off my freakin' phone with all the crap I've been going through. >.


♥ Did you know that when I get (what I personally find to be overwhelming) amount of comments on my jorunals or polls, I stop reading them. However, I've never done that with deviations. I guess they're more important to me. I know, I know.. that's terrible and I'm sorry, but you guys.. srsly, you're killing me with these page long comments. I'm more of a writer than a reader. :faint: Ahh, you're really killin' me here.

♥ Did you know being downright objectively disrespectful to me or even others on my page for no reason is probably the fastest and the #1 way to get blocked. :whisper: Best not to do it :whisper: BUT, never be afraid to disagree with me!

♥ Did you know I am often asked if I have an obsession with breasts. My answer: No, but.. think whatever you want sweet pea.

♥ Did you know BoA is my favorite Kpop Idol. She was in America not too long ago actually for interviews and a concert.



Women, I'm one of those guys that think I could honestly live a better life without them. Like, I'm being Deeeeaaaaad serious when I say that. Not to be cruel, but just, you know.. to be realistic. Falling in love it generally over-rated in my view. I envy guys who don't share my experiences with women. You have no idea how freakin' lucky you are to have a girl who that does things for you out of love than out of fear and doesn't tear you down. You're so fortunate. I'm serious people. I wish I never fell in love (a part of me anyway) but oh well, it happened, now I have to deal with it. Love isn't a choice but a genuine emotion you cannot simply shake just because your brain desires it. Controlling the brain is easy, the heart... well that's a whole'nother ballpark. And no, I don't play sports

She's leaving for good this time, I think..
Whoever said time heals all wounds didn't know what the f*@! they were talking about.

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INTERJECTION
:nieman: I have to tell all of you right now. If you're okay with that.. And I mean truly okay with that.. you're nothing in my eyes. The term Bitch is not a term of endearment and I think it's truly idiotic to treat it as though it is. It's just stupid. =| and I Personally think you're stupid if you're okay with calling someone who you claim you're close to or care about: "Bitch". I just think that's so stupid. :roll: I swear I wish they would put me on The View to discuss this. Seriously.

Exactly what point in time did that become Hip? or Cool? O___o;; Wtf man... What the F... man??? I'm not fond of the phrase: "Americans can be so stupid" because it's not just this country anyway but that mentality... that line of thinking is so backward to me it's beyond belief. Being called a bitch (knowing what it really means) is one of the worse things to be called on a general level. Someone you hate, go for it (I guess). But your dude, your homeboy, your sis, your buddy, your girlfriend, your pal?.. YOUR PAL?! GTFOH with that shit. :|
:noir: And guys, cause I just gotta say this.. If she's disrespecting her friend like that (even if in diguse according to what MAY be viewed as social policy, she's not) what makes you think, she's gonna talk about you much better than that? If not to your face, behind your back??

:bored: Pssssh, I need to find myself a lady. Not some female... >.>;;

This is about the term: (my) Bitch -- not (a) Bitch.


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]]> =acacin Not for the Kiddies... http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/33526237/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/33526237/ Tue, 13 Jul 2010 19:13:11 PDT This journal does contain content that is at the very least Not school appropriate. :police: Then again, who really cares about that cause we're not in school right now anyway. I mean, practically my whole page isn't school appropriate and you people with your virgin eyes still stare at me like I'm some freak of nature that came out of a comic book like the Swamp Thing. :fear: Some of you might not know what that is because perhaps it was before your time and for those of you that do, sorry if I brought back a horrid memory. *ah-hem* Moving on...:movingon:


:above: ISN'T THAT SO KYUTE?!! :above: (THAT LIL.. WITH THE LIL HEARTS, AND THOSE HANDS AND THE.... UM, YEAH)
whatever...

:blackice: So, ah-hem.. I have a serious question to ask. Have you ever argued with your partner so much that like in the middle of the argument or right after it you feel extremely aroused? And not like that genuine arousal where you're in the mood to do something slow but that mood you get where you really feel like leap on each other like donkeys? You know, like you wanna go at each other like wild beasts rather than [ two civilized human beings who are quote, unquote "making love" ] Like the argument was a 'rush' and your blood is flowing so damn much you do it right then and there or/// something like that? Has this ever happened to you?
The funny thing is you don't even have to know the person to feel this way. As a matter of fact, you can totally hate the person's guts and Still feel this way. It's the strangest freakin' feeling, man.. you don't feel normal. You feel like.. a beast (I guess). I dunno how to really put it. Maybe this is all in my head and I don't know what the freak I'm talkin' about but maybe it's more common than I think.
The longest relationship I was ever in lasted 2-3 yrs and as far as I'm concerned, it was the only relationship I've been in (despite what these crazy girls say I did wit them). Messin' around aint being in no relationship. To be candid, I was only there 'cause I felt I needed the release and I didn't get anyone pregnant for those of you that are thinking about the possibilities or probabilities. It never happened and it never will happen. I didn't even care about girls until after I met my eX and she sought me out. But enought about that, 'cause I'm gettin' off on a tangent. I'll talk more about my eX in another journal on a day I care to. :bored:
Some of you may have heard this, some of you may not have heard a term referred to as: make-up sex. This basically is where you and whoever you're with gets into it either verbally or physically and pretty much instead of talking it over after you're both done fighting, you have sex and then you're cool :phew: the following day or whatever and act like none of the s@!# happened or whatever. From my experience, it's never something that's planned. It just happens, then the next thing ya know. You cool wit each other. Simple. Done and done.
Did you feel awkward after you did it? Did it kinda push you farther away from that individual or closer?

:liquify: Oh Acacin... :no: Goodness... Acacin... you.. just, agh, Acacin...
well anywho, here's a pic 4U. 0.0;;


(¯`'•.¸(¯`'•.¸(¯`'•http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/33483153/ Sun, 11 Jul 2010 22:30:10 PDT Actually, the first time I encountered this info was on the front page of Yahoo.com, not Youtube. Not that I think this is important to America. It made me smile a little... just a little. Whatever tho. I don't know if she really deserves the punishment this celeb has been given but I'm not really in a position to care either. It's interesting how something as minuscule as this made CNN news. I think I've lost some respect for CNN I must say.. :no: 20,000 more people just lost their jobs right here in America. A BP oil spill just !@#$ed up this country and they're not doing a thing about it! OH yes, lets talk about LiLo. ( she's not even a good actress >.>;; )



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There are so many distractions on this site that make it hard to enjoy what might be on the front page or wherever on this site. This includes myself.

:bulletblue: Who cares if you used references for your work and didn't explain that in your description under your submitted work when we all know you can draw without using references very well despite the very few times you actually DID use one.

:bulletpink: Who cares if you wanna be a quote, unquote "camwhore", especially when you've proven over the years you have more talent than most you'll run into here.

:bulletpurple: Who cares if your icon is a pair of boobs or an ass, when it's clear after actually visiting your page it shows that you have talent in what you do and you can do it damn well.

:bulletorange: Who cares if you do what others find unpopular; it means you can actually think for yourself & you don't let what other people say control how you live your life or run your page.

Aside from Llamas, Birthday Shenanigans, and Points etc. that basically serve no purpose. It's funny how those who claim they don't care about DArama, not only care, but provoke and incite it the most. From ED articles to 4chan. If you support this stuff, best not to tell me. I'll block you.
:noir: Way to go DA. :iconyoufailplz:

Now.. :sarcasticclap:

:iconfailboat1plz::iconfailboat2plz::iconfailboat3plz:
:iconfailboat4plz::iconfailboat5plz::iconfailboat6plz:

Srsly, grow the fuck up. =|
You can't be a simpleminded peasant for a lifetime.
I guess some people are j... ]]> =acacin Devious Journal Entry http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/33252629/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/33252629/ Thu, 01 Jul 2010 17:18:01 PDT That guy I reported for racism was finally banned it took over a month before the admins responded back to me help desk ticket request but they finally took care of it. :phew: I'm happy about that even though the guy made another account before they banned him. >.>;; Guess that can't be helped.
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Just something I did out of boredom; I know I haven't submitted any art in a while.. blah, it's school.. I'll get around to it. Haven't had much time to draw. :bored: I have other pics I could upload but I'll save it for later. I really haven't been in a good mood today to tell the truth


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]]> =acacin A Journal Treat for the Women http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/33149335/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/33149335/ Sun, 27 Jun 2010 09:41:40 PDT I'm so tired right now. I had to whole weekend to myself (which is pretty rare btw). A part of me wanted company but a part of me didn't. I have done crap all day and even as I'm writing this I feel super sluggish.


♥ Did you know that it's the young girls less than 18 who make up more than 50% of the deviants who watch me? Hmm... considering what I post, I'm quite surprised by that myself. I thought I would have scared you people off by now. Srsly. =|

♥ Did you know that about every week 7-15 people un-watch me due to my icon, journal, or poll(s). Cool, I'm doing pretty good, Aren't I? ;p

♥ Did you know that I have several hundred people on my block list?

But enough about my irregular sex-filled polls and bouncy icon..


Hello women, yes I'm talking to you. How would you like to see some really hot guys? :drool: Fun.. fun.. right? Lol. I might be a guy but I think about you girls too and what you might like. Thank me later.


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Suddenly, I'm being accused of being sexist solely because of an icon and nothing more
How does my icon promote sexism?
=| Can someone explain this to me? o.O;; Srsly. =|





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]]> =acacin Devious Journal Entry http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/33086783/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/33086783/ Thu, 24 Jun 2010 10:47:30 PDT People are so immature, srsly >.>;; :reading: my main page says it all

anyway, thanks to every1 4 their feedback on my "love" poll :liquify:

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]]> =acacin Do you feel this is true? http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/32967443/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/32967443/ Sat, 19 Jun 2010 06:59:55 PDT
And to that poll.. the answer was The Lion King.
I know Anastasia isn't a Disney movie. You have to understand it was a multiple choice quiz, ladies and gentlemen, OF COURSE THERE ARE GOING TO BE ANSWERS THAT ARE SIMPLY THERE TO THROW YOU OFF AND DON'T EVEN FALL UNDER THE SAME CATEGORY. ;p I was shocked only one person realized that's what I was doing. :mwahaha:


I was reading through comments on a particular deviation that got a lot of publicity (according to many who felt it was undeserved) some weeks back where a deviant (who shall remain nameless) said:
[[ There's only a hand full of talented artists on DeviantART. Most come here to upload quick snapshots and post quote, unquote "kawaii" crappy anime pics. ]]

Now, I have my own opinion regarding this that I will not share at this time but I was just curious. What do you think about this, and be honest. Do you feel this is generally true or generally false? :reading:

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]]> =acacin A Piece of a.Heaven http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/32936348/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/32936348/ Thu, 17 Jun 2010 19:24:31 PDT
:blackice: My day was going really well today until I got a headache after I went to bed. Goodness, don't you just hate that when you get up and the 1st thing you feel is your head throbbing? :headache: Agh, it's so bad it's terrible. Before that happened, I had gone to school and my 2nd (last) class was really short today. We were all feelin' really good and apparently hungry so we all decided to go to a Chinese restaurant and eat there. It was really nice for me because considering that I'm someone who doesn't have friends (mostly by choice) and never really goes out in a group to do anything socially, I could appreciate a moment like that. =) I don't know.. It made me feel wanted I guess. It was just really nice. The summer session for me is ending soon so I thought it was a appropriate way to remember my classmates. :community:


:liquify: Relations are fickle. Just when you think you've found someone you want to spend your life with, you stumble upon someone else that you didn't think you'd have feelings for and find yourself falling in love all over again. It's just a pleasurable feeling. :tighthug: Truly... I think I've recently discovered that I need to be focusing more on establishing and maintaining friendships rather than actual relationships. I think that's been my problem so much so to the point I've forgotten what it's like to have someone you can really go to for problem within my own life while knowing I didn't just sleep with that same person the night before.

Timing really is everything and you know something... there are times to be a friend versus a companion when you are in a relationship. When I was in my first and only serious relationship I found myself experiencing emotions I'd never felt before and because of this I wasn't really sure how to deal with them (even though I liked to tell myself from time 2 time that I knew what the hell I was doing when in fact, I didn't have much of a clue). I've learned so much. I don't think I can get back with my former. I'd be lying if I said I didn't love her but I'm.. (in the words of Toyota..) Moving Forward. No more sleeping around for me. Besides, I don't even feel young anymore.


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]]> =acacin You're Just Too Good To Be True.. http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/32845519/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/32845519/ Sun, 13 Jun 2010 21:41:35 PDT

:music: You're Just Too Good To Be True.. Can't Take My Eyes Off Of You..... :music:
I cannot tell you how much I love this classical song esp. this version



You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like Heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.

Pardon the way that I stare.
There's nothing else to compare.
The sight of you leaves me weak.
There are no words left to speak,
But if you feel like I feel,
Please let me know that it's real.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.

I love you, baby,
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
Oh, pretty baby,
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay
And let me love you, baby.
Let me love you.

You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like Heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.

I love you, baby,
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
Oh, pretty baby,
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay..



:tunes: You know something, there are some women out there that really ARE just too good to be true, and for you lovely ladies I hope your Man knows how lucky he is. ;p !! And the same goes Vice Verse. :strip: GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE!!! :strip: (I'll be dancing the night away to this song.) I'm in a really good mood right now! :excited:


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I would get into what I mean but I'm really not in the mood.. it's just.. i dunno.. pathetic.
Jealousy is my guess... :bored:

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]]> =acacin 4U2no http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/32713657/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/32713657/ Tue, 08 Jun 2010 01:10:11 PDT
I really don't feel like I should have to explain myself but... I will anyway just to avoid more ridicule.

As you read carefully.. this is what I actually said (and no the journal was Not edited)

THANK YOU to the VERY few who actually read :reading: that and didn't twist my words.

Anyway, I went to bed early because to put it simply... I just had a BAD DAY
Happens to the best of us, right?

Well I was playing the NES game on an NES emulator and even though I lost, I finally felt better after playing it. I have no idea why, I just did. *ah-hem*... also, I wanna thank those who really do support me even though there's are times I can be jackass with my words.

Acacin thanks you. :liquify:

:blackice:Times I Vent. :blackice:
1. Please don't take me too seriously or too literally
2. Understad that I'm simply blowing off steam. I will probably say things that are irrational but that doesn't mean I truly believe in them

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At the end of the day, as so many of you so eloquently put, we're human. Yes, me too. The comments on the Journal Entry: Upset weren't exactly making me feel better so some of them I didn't even bother to read. :movingon:


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]]> =acacin Devious Journal Entry http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/32708218/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/32708218/ Mon, 07 Jun 2010 18:54:07 PDT .>;;
i write when I'm mad,

(if it makes you feel better, I know all women aren't the same... I really do mean that anyway) :worry:


the journal was more or less for me personally than anyone else.. anyway, I'll just shut up now =( and keep my thoughts to myself then.

good night every1 :sleep: im tired and frustrated anyway, dont feel like myself

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]]> =acacin Upset http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/32705460/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/32705460/ Mon, 07 Jun 2010 16:49:19 PDT Women are soooooooooo... stupid! :angered: And by that, I don't mean they're unintelligent.
I mean they're.... soooo(...)ooooo NOT civil. They're rude, rude rude rude.... they display very out-of-place behavior for reasons of the unknown. Then retort as though it's the guy's fucking fault. Yeah, whatever pal... of course.. :bored: it's my fault you're fucked up in the head. Ok... sure.. whatever. =| It's just.. I'm so fucking confused and more angry :angered: than anything right now. I swear I could punch somebody in their face. // I canNot believe this shit, literally 100% of the women I've encountered... 100 PERCENT ladies and gentlemen, that's impressive. :puke: So stupid. I've never been fond homosexuality.. but srsly =/ if this is what women are really like behind that facid... Man, after today I've literally been turned off from women in relationships, :puke: and just women in general.. Gawd, I didn't think it was possible... :no:

!@#$%^T&*$%^&*#!@#@! :shakefist: F*************** CURSE YOU EVE!!! CURSE YOU!!! :pissed:


:angered: I'm enraged at the moment, Srsly.. don't bother me or send me notes.


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]]> =acacin Devious Journal Entry http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/32680622/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/32680622/ Sun, 06 Jun 2010 14:57:05 PDT
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]]> =acacin I've Fallen in Love... http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/32666457/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/32666457/ Sat, 05 Jun 2010 22:34:52 PDT

Well I know many of you were wondering about my previous journal entry regarding the racial remark and yes, I did report him but the admins haven't done anything or even replied to my complaint as of yet and I submitted it days ago. :shrug: I'm a little more than disappointed. The guy that made that remark apparently saw my journal entry and later sent me note apologizing (through a different account // because I blocked the one he made the comment from) but to be completely honest with you did not sound sincere to me. In fact, it sounded more like he didn't care for the most part, he was very passive about it. Thus, I haven't replied and I don't plan to.

Well, it's over as far as I'm concerned now... :movingon: Moving on..

I love this woman

This is definitely another song by Sowelu that I simply love to death :stab::stab: I must have spent 1 hour listening to this over and over. While I have the mp3 and the instrumental version of this song I will not make it available for download. Sorry guys. =( If you're not into love musiq don't bother listening to it on YouTube cause chances are it won't be your thing.
:liquify: I fell in love with this the very 1st time I heard it




Lastly, I want to thank everyone for their support in my last journal. I truly appreciate it. While it took me days, YES... DAYS!! :faint: to read :reading: the comments. I did get through them all. You guys with your page long comments are killing me :faint: I know I didn't reply to any of them, but consider this as my reply...

:bulletred: T :bulletyellow: H :bulletwhite: A :bulletpink: N :bulletpurple: K :bulletgreen: Y =acacin Inexcusable Racial Commentary http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/32534502/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/32534502/ Sun, 30 May 2010 22:56:48 PDT My rant for the year 2010



Possibly the MOST PATHETIC people on the face of this Earth
Within the last 3 months I think I have received a total of 4 inappropriate racial comments. For a while... I thought that I could just ignore it. I said to myself they're just a bunch of trolls that clearly have nothing else to do with their time and left it at that. But now...

1. Ever since I've been a member here I've been wanting to say that from time 2 time I get AND see comments on other pages who share my skin color... " You're Black?! :wow: You're so talented"

:wtf: WTF is that supposed to mean anyway? :wtf: Is talent only reserved for Whites, Hispanics, Asians, etc.. with the exclusion of Blacks or something?

Regarding Anastasia, she also feels enraged... :pissed:
Comment has been hidden

Only one post, and I don't plan to show the others.. I block so many people because of crap like this.. Furthermore, I've come to the decision that I'm going to post a link to the stamp above because it's really something that I feel strongly about :depressed:

My opinion.
Racists (whether in person, or over the net) are the biggest cowards I could ever even hope to encounter. Not only do you make yourself look inexplicably senseless... you make yourself look INEXPLICABLY SENSELESS!!! It's just, agh... >.>;;
The same thing annoys me with this whole "Ooh, you're Japanese, you must draw like a pro" crap. =|

:angered: I'm very upset right now.. =(


(¯`'•.¸(¯`'•.¸(¯`'• :liquify::nieman::blackice::batty::ost2life::noir::dygel: =acacin I'm Better than You Are http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/32503367/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/32503367/ Sat, 29 May 2010 14:37:46 PDT




:bored: Pssssh, I wouldn't give you the time of day
Something was said to me that I took great offense to. Well, it wasn't actually said to me but it was relayed through me and when I heard it I just tensed up almost immediately.

Tell me.. How many of you don't have a college degree? Assuming you don't, is it your fault?, was it your choice? Does it mean you're not as smart or as capable as someone who Does has a degree Or several for that matter?

To treat someone with disrespect or some peasant simply because you have a higher level of education than another I think it just despicable :puke: and furthermore makes me feel like people who Do have degrees and don't treat others like that are given a bad name. :angered:

Some douchebag said she wouldn't even talk to a guy who didn't have a bachelor's degree. Another story about a group of people who were sitting around in a quote, unquote "high-end" conversation treated these two people like inferiorities because they felt that they can't possibly know more about the subject they were discussing than them.

Even if you Aren't quite as knowledgeable about a particular area or subject or topic than someone else, it doesn't mean what you have to say doesn't hold value. :pissed: Ahh, this really upsets me personally because I'm someone who's had a history of having difficulty in school (even though I'm doing much better now). My brother was diagnosed with a learning disability when it was very young and you know what.. He's a medical doctor and owns his ow medical practice and another business today and makes far more money than most people you'd encounter in a lifetime. And he's the nicest gem you could ever lay your eyes on. So why... that's so unfair, it's so Wrong to treat someone like that just because you got a piece of paper that says Blah, Blah... Congratulations... blah, Blaeh! :blahblah: =( This goes for people who don't manage to graduate from high school too. Not everyone was born with an advantage.

I remember there were many times in my life I felt inferior to those that were "doing well" in life, so I found myself insolating myself from those kinds of people in fear of what may come out of their mouths.

I thought people with a higher level of education are supposed to not only be smarter but lift those who need lifting and responsibly appreciate the benefits of their own positions in correlation to those that haven't made it that far so they don't stomp on those who don't have that piece of paper. Think about all those who don't have a degree and how much as depend on them throughout our daily living. Garbagemen, Construction workers, Retailers, Bus Boys, Cops, etc.. blah, I'm just a little annoyed. :frustrated:

See what I mean?
THE PEOPLE'S COURT

Hehm, watch this VERY SHORT CLIP
Be sure to watch the related videos as well, this is just amazing.. :wow:


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I know there are times I say things that seem... outlandish, confusing, and controversial. Lol, I guess I cannot really help that :shrug: to the degree in which you may Ideally want me to. So you know... just to make it easier... :above:
(well you get the idea)

there's so much more I wanna say but I don't feel it'd do any good

no need for comments plz. Thanks and later! :bye:

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Thx2 Akin 4the Css ]]> =acacin Acacin's Lil Crush http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/32446129/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/32446129/ Wed, 26 May 2010 18:54:36 PDT WTF??.. LMAO. I've done the online dating thing before though, even got laid several times doin' it but who cares about that. :bored: Ah-hem** Anywho, moving on..



Can We Talk (for a minute), Girl I want to know your name

Acacin has a crush on someone... I find myself thinking about her mmm... fairly often I guess but the thing is, we've worked together but that's it... I don't really know her + she's in a relationship + she has a child from a different guy whom she's not currently in a relationship with.

I know what you're thinking...
WHY THE _____ WOULD YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE LIKE THAT??

Lol, I just do.. besides, I didn't say I'd wanna be with her /like seriously, Seriously/ but a lil someum', someum' would be nice and no I don't mean anything sexual outside of kissing (on the mouth) anyway... but I wouldn't argue if I got some extra credit if you know what I mean.. :eyes: She's just.. Idk, someone I happen to be attracted to, what can I say. :smooch:

It's so weird for me 'cause I've been thinking of ways to like get her attention without coming across as annoying or pushy, ya 'no? It's harder for me to do than I thought... maybe it's just the girl on the other end that makes it seem harder than I feel it should be. You know something, it's harder to approach a woman that's hot and she knows she's hot and flaunts her hotness WHILE KNOWING she's that hot. It's almost like you have to measure up to that (in a way). Which isn't really hard (considering I don't think I look bad myself) but I'm telling you guys, this woman is freakin' hot, like seriously. =| I've never been able to shake that shy side of my personality -- I've had it since I was Zero (and yes, that Is a number).

I go to her facebook page every now and then, this girl is like in a relationship with a different person (that's right, not just males) every 2 weeks. That's cool and everything.... (I guess). Why not get wit me for 2 weeks I'd be satisfied wit'dat. Lol, nah, but seriously, it would at least be nice.

:iconbigloveplz:

You know.. when you're so physically attracted to somebody the 1st thing that comes to your mind is "Can I Get Wit You?".

When you look at a body that's so fine you sayin' to yourself... "Damn....." and your eyes slowly scroll from top to bottom. Stop, and then from bottom to top.

You know what I mean, right?

Now see, that's the thing... when I'm attracted to somebody, physically attracted to a girl, I don't care who she is, what she's doin', where she's going, who's she's with, I'm simply attracted to you. Period. I wanna get wit'chu. That's just how I am.

I'm talkin'bout physical attraction, not serious relationships.

Guys... LITERALLY THE MALES... you should see her body, it's enough to make you squeal, bend over and ask for buttermilk. I mean, this girl is that fucking hot. :flame: Wow... that almost sounded sexually poetic. o.O; Anywho, I think I'm going through what it referred to as a fantasy phase right now. Blaeh, I've had this on my mind for AYL (a while) now. Damn... >.>; Being male is hard but fun at the same time. And lets not get into a debate about how hard it is to be a woman cause I wouldn't know anything about that and I don't care to in this lifetime or the next. >.>;;
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TEVIN CAMPBELL - MUSIC VIDEO (CAN WE TALK?)
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This women died this year, I was sad to hear she's passed away now..

YouTube Video - Watch it There

YouTube Designing Women Featuring Ray Charles as well - Watch It


Designing Women - Intro Seasons 4-5 Theme Song - Very Rare -
:star::star::star::star::star: !!!
Excellent, simply excellent. A must have especially if you love Instrumental music. I found this one to be extremely addictive. :judge: I had more opening versions of the song you have but I decided to only make one available for download. Enjoy!

This theme song is a version of the famous Ray Charles - Georgia is on my Mind

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Thx2 Akin 4the Css ]]> =acacin Oh boy, Acacin is Gonna be Flamed for This One... http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/32324464/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/32324464/ Thu, 20 May 2010 18:16:17 PDT
:flame::flame::flame::flame: My Opinion :flame::flame::flame::flame:

I'm not someone who favors homosexuality. However, before I go into homosexuality I need to stress that, THAT is what I'm talking about. Not the term "love". I know of no published Thesaurus that exist that states love is an actual synonym for homosexuality. I'm talking Strickly about Homosexuality -- two people of the same gender having sex with each other; sexual attraction or behavior among members of the same sex. Lets not get confused and stick with the universally accepted Webster's definition of homosexuality (as there's only one definition to this particular term. (That's not what I say, it's what any dictionary says; including Wikipedia). BUT.. I DO understand it can be interpreted in different ways depending on the individual. Even though I'm sure some of you will argue as you're reading this. :reading: As I was reading the comments in the poll I couldn't help but notice most people's written response had very little to do with what the poll was actually asking about.

When I do polls.. Any Poll.. Ideally, I want you guys to focus on what the poll is actually asking, not what you'd like it to be asking. By that, what I simply mean is.. don't intentionally put words in the poll that aren't even there.

Now, as for my stance... to me, I find the whole Idea of homosexuality to be.. what's the word I'm looking for...... aberrant (dunno what it means, look it up). :shakefist: but honestly, I just do. I'm not going to hate you or dislike you AS A PERSON if that's your thing, but it's not something I really want to see and it's not something I like. Understand, I dislike "homosexuality", not the individual him/herself. That's all I have to say about that. :writersblock:

Some people might define love as the following:
A heart's desire to protect and serve someone precious to them; to watch over them
A feeling of the heart that one has little mental and physical control over
A remedy for a broken heart
To Genuinely Care for Someone or Something unconditionally or perhaps conditionally
To express one's feelings through sexual activity
Having Sex ??

however, none of these are what homosexuality actually is.



The Real Reason I did the Poll

I recently spoke with my eX-fiance and I made a comment that offended her. She's bisexual. Her response to what I said had really been on my mind. In the end, I apologized because she said I did something that I wasn't sure I did or not but after thinking about it and actually researching (yes researching), I found she was correct. I won't go into the details of what it entailed but yes I did have a reason for this poll.

Last thing... MEN... and WOMEN... never be too prideful to say you're sorry if you really are in the wrong or you believe you were the one in the wrong. You'll be respected in the long run despite the notion of your opinion being contrary to "popular opinion" and after all... isn't that what we all want? =)

Phew, now.. http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/32303152/ Wed, 19 May 2010 18:15:21 PDT

Just a Side Note... :whisper: (no need for comments plz)

Please stop telling me your disapproval over what I do. Thank you. :thanks: I've tried satisfying as many people as I could at the same time and the complaints kept rolling in so I gave that up. :bored: You guys tire me out. :faint:


For those that support me and/or my work... T :bulletred: H :bulletyellow: A :bulletpurple: N :bulletgreen: K :bulletblack: Y :bulletblue: O :bulletyellow: U

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Thx2 Akin 4the Css ]]> =acacin Devious Journal Entry http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/32187071/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/32187071/ Fri, 14 May 2010 17:47:22 PDT
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Thx2 Akin 4the Css ]]> =acacin What a Sorry Excuse for a.. http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/32164718/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/32164718/ Thu, 13 May 2010 14:45:11 PDT

So Irresponsible - A Situation to Avoid.

When you have 15 children amongst 13 different women, talkin'bout how you takin' care of your responsibilities while you're already thousands of dollars backed up in child support, callin' yourself a player who only knows how to get it out to get it up to get it in to just to get it down, you know you're officially a sorry excuse for a man. :pissed:

If you have so much talent, learn how to put a cap on it. This is really despicable! :puke: Thanks for giving men a bad name. :sarcasm: That's right, I was watching this episode of Maury and it just didn't seem entertaining to me. This kind of thing happens all to often. And it's good people that end up feeling the backlash of some incompetent jerk who in the back of his mind, thinks it's funny or no big deal.

For all the women who think little of men because of this, I think I know where you're coming from. It angered me to God-knows-what-end and I'm not even a female. On the flip side, I also can't stand it when a woman has the gall to pin her baby on a guy just because of what he has. Imagine this, a women who slept with over 29 different guys (who knows how many times) is gonna pick the guy that has the most going for himself just because she wants a baby daddy who will not only take care of her baby but her as well. Puts the guy through Hell on Earth and then 5, 10, 18 years later comes to discover the guy wasn't the father WHILE KNOWING in her heart he wasn't the father to begin with. Giving women a bad name.. It gets worse and worse as time progresses. It's all just despicable to me. :puke:


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Thx2 Akin 4the Css ]]> =acacin Stop Annoying Me.. http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/32154743/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/32154743/ Wed, 12 May 2010 23:35:33 PDT I'm gonna make this journal rather short..

Stop telling me how much I offend you because of journals and the types of polls I post. I don't like to curse but this is fucking stupid ppl.. srsly. =| Good night, :sleep: no comments plz.


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Thx2 Akin 4the Css ]]> =acacin Iron Man 2 (Disappointment) + Hot Date! http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/32115396/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/32115396/ Mon, 10 May 2010 22:44:01 PDT

Don't get me wrong, this movie really and truly was a fun film, but it didn't feel like: IRON MAN. It's like these people were trying to hard + as a side note.. Samuel L. Jackson seemed a little out of place in this movie. Everything was just like.. you almost couldn't even take the movie seriously. In my opinion, the 1st one was better. Don't let me discourage you from seeing it though. I personally didn't really like it was worth All the money I spent to see it with my date, (but that's just me). The first 30 minutes of the movie were probably the most exciting which of course doesn't leave much to look forward to.

Pros: Great laughs (just like the 1st one).. and... um, yeah, that's about it. Oh, btw.. stay after the credits to see something at the very end.



:star::star::star::star-empty::star-empty: C+ :pointl: that's my rating for this movie
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So like I mentioned, I went out on a date. And on this date, my date and I went to see the movie together because ya know.. I have this thing about going to the movie theater by myself. I never do it -- no matter how bad I wanna see a movie, I just don't go by myself. It's like a principle of mine. Anywho, after we were done watching the movie and talking about how disappointed we were we went and go something to eat at "Smokey Bones" restaurant. Man, that was way more expensive than I would have liked. :wtf: Then we went back to the theater cause that's where her car was and goodness, I swear we must have kissed for over an hour and fondled for 30 minutes straight in the Showcase Cinemas parking lot, Literally. It was.. ridiculous. Nevermind the fact that we were both tired. Blah blah, well I finally went home but still, the movie left a bad taste in my mouth. :brushteeth:

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Thx2 Akin 4the Css ]]> =acacin Feelings of Loneliness; Feeling of the Heart http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/31973526/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/31973526/ Mon, 03 May 2010 20:30:09 PDT

To Acacin...

As I sit here, thinking of my life I'm paused to wonder why I'm sad. =(Suddenly this great feeling of sadness has washed over me and I'm feeling Incredibly depressed. :lonely: I sit here listening to: Love Hina - Yakusoku (Promise) and if you've ever heard it, you know that a very melancholy song (among others). I don't have anyone close to me to talk to as I've never really had any friends. Hard to believe? There was one, my eX but she's not here anymore. :depressed:

I really feel like writing a poem but I don't really know how to formulate the words to say what I feeling. How I wish this would go away... it truly is unlike me. I get these flashbacks of being screamed at by my parents. How much I hated them in my dreams.. waking up in tears and barely being able to move. It's just a lot of pain I feel and solitude as well but I don't know how to deal with it.

I'm so depressed right now, I almost feel like crying but the tears won't really flow this time.. once again, I'm in the mood for soft anime instrumental music but.. it doesn't help how I've been feeling, how I wish this feeling would go away... just go away... I'm so sad right now, how in the world did this suddenly happen to me. )=

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Thx2 Akin 4the Css ]]> =acacin Tis Whatever... http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/31972519/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/31972519/ Mon, 03 May 2010 19:34:47 PDT
OMG, I hate this picture of me.. I really do >x<

Lately, no motivation and I haven't really been in the best of moods..
I've been stressed to a crap load of work to do and I haven't been looking forward to my nearby future for countless reason. I think I just offended like half of my watchers which has been putting me in an even shitter mood and I really just wanna say fuck everything. This is all so unlike me. Whatever.. yeah...
I feel like shit right now



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Thx2 Akin 4the Css ]]> =acacin Daria http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/31957645/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/31957645/ Mon, 03 May 2010 05:14:03 PDT



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Thx2 Akin 4the Css ]]> =acacin Improving Intimacy http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/31951346/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/31951346/ Sun, 02 May 2010 19:18:15 PDT


I didn't expect to get notes on this regarding my previous journal but I did..
this is mainly for the people who voted Mediocre or Terrible

If you're someone who is not enjoying your experiences and perhaps you're not exactly sure what you can do to improve it.. keep reading :reading: I'm not saying this will be your cure or anything, I just suggesting that perhaps if you do this (assuming you haven't really already, it may help)
Shy?? :blushes:
1. Be clear about what you want from a guy. I mean Very clear. Make sure you're not sending mixed messages. I know this isn't always intentional. I say this b/c guys have trouble understanding things that women say that aren't for the most part spelled out. For example, if you mention sex or things relating to sex simply during an innocent conversation, typically a guy is more than likely going to think that's what you're down for that even if in actuality you may not be looking for sex whatsoever. Now, that doesn't mean his gonna make a move on you but he may think that you're somewhat of a sexual person (even if you're really not). Miscommunication can lead to break ups of friendships/potential relationships and serious relationships. AND It's not always the guys fault.

2. Make some effort. While many girls like guys to make the first make because "they're shy", understand that guys also have the same feelings as well (even if they may not show them b/c they're quote unquote 'manly' or expected to take the lead or the first step). Just like a girl wants to be treated special by the boy she likes, the guy also wants the same so don't always act as though the guy should Always Always Always be in the lead. In other words, even if it makes you feel uncomfortable show some backbone or charisma (because the guy will probably be doing the same despite how difficult it can be).

I could talk about this all day but I'll stop.
:smooch: Pleasurable Moments :smooch:
As for masturbation, it's similar to sex in the notion that it's very much a mental thing as it is physical. When masturbating, most people close their eyes. Ever wondered why that is? It increases concentration and they're able to visualize themselves feeling the 'sensations' of what they're doing moreso. If you're not mentally into what you're doing like masturbating or even having sex, chances are you will not be able to climax so easily and it may take longer to get there and even if you do climax, it may not feel as sensational as you may want it to. Use foreplay methods// techniques (if you will) to help you get in the mood so that your body and mind are n'sync with one another. If you're able to do that and do it effectively, you will probably experience much better orgasms.
Just a little something to remember...
It took me a while to get it down pretty good. And just so you know, on this poll I voted "Male - Pretty Good" sometimes, it is excellent - Truly.. but overall, I'd say Prettyu Good! ;p I don't want to necessarily sound... ________ but it just takes practice although some people are a freakin' natural.
If you're offended by what I've said, oh well -- plz don't waste your time telling me that. Chao!


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I do want you to know that I do not encourage sex. :police: There was a reason I did this poll but let me just tell you about my experiences first. Sex.. I've had sex with 5 women (3 white, 1 black, 1 korean) (and I cant believe some of you asked me that), it would be 7 but I'm not counting two of them because there was no penetration, strictly oral and breasts play. Ah-hem, but anyway, like most of the people here who said they've done it before I had good experiences and bad and I'm someone who's probably had sex over 200 times and over 150 different occasions in some of the strangest places both private and public where I've almost got caught a few times. And no, I don't regret it. However, why I don't regret it is something I'll keep to myself.

In public areas..? was it a rush?
Mmmmm... yes and no.

I don't believe in sex before marriage
I'm sorry, but I just don't think I would marry someone whom I discovered AFTER marrying, I hated having sex with. .__.,
I don't believe sex (in and of itself) is something to be ashamed of
I'm not talking about cheating, just 'making love'.. or fuc**** whatever synonym you wanna use.
I do believe you should wait until you're 18 to experience it though
When you're a kid, do kid things, when you're an adult, engage in adult activities. For example, I hate seeing little 15, 16 year old girls on TV doing outrageous things that are really for adult age groups. Linday Lohan is a perfect example (or was). =| I used to love her and now she's.... just my opinion... just my opinion...
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Anyway, don't let the results under the most popular choice answer intimidate you. :no: It's not something you have to rush into no matter how much it's stressed on TV/media these days. Believe me, it's not all that important. And just so you know, my first experience -- not the greatest, but it was with the only one I've ever been in love with.
Just a little something to remember...


Anybody can get sex, falling in love is a truly wonderful experience.. :date:

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Thx2 Akin 4the Css ]]> =acacin Pssh... Whatever. http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/31686480/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/31686480/ Mon, 19 Apr 2010 17:30:07 PDT
Due to the amount of remarks I've been getting lately... if you only come here to give me your needless two cents about how much you do not like my icon, or anything in relation to what I've just mentioned
To this I will make no exception.
Don't want to be blocked? I not only suggest but highly recommend you keep your rhetoric to yourself. I'm tired of hearing you people whine or degrade me.



I guess I don't have anything personally against, the gallery directors here but here's what burns me.. my deviation titled: "Kiddy Love" was deleted. Well, out of all the artwork I've submitted here, I probably liked that one the least anyway so I kinda don't care but I go through DeviantART quite often browsing just newly submitted deviations :deviation: and all that and I can't believe how much Smut I come across that doesn't even look remotely artistic that stays on here for months and months. WTF? o.O;; I get why my deviation was removed but srsly... why not spend that time deleting pictures that Really deserve to be removed. Blaeh, I'm a little annoyed atm. :banned:

If the word: :bulletred: P :bulletblue: E :bulletyellow: D :bulletpurple: O :bulletgreen: wasn't even in the damn picture, would this have even been deleted?? =\ It's not like I support child molestation anyway. (Even though there are probably some sickos on this site that think I do).


Thx2 Akin 4the Css ]]> =acacin The Times http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/31623037/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/31623037/ Fri, 16 Apr 2010 18:06:20 PDT
Due to the amount of remarks I've been getting lately... if you only come here to give me your needless two cents about how much you do not like my icon, or anything in relation to what I've just mentioned
To this I will make no exception.
Don't want to be blocked? I not only suggest but highly recommend you keep your rhetoric to yourself. I'm tired of hearing you people whine or degrade me.



Right now, I'm feeling very stressed. It's just this semester and the weather I think.. I don't know. Seems to me, every time I try to do something I like, writing, drawing, taking photos.. I haven't really been able to hack it and I just haven't been really feeling like myself lately.

Listening to Gundam Wing background music. It's so... beautiful, so beautiful.. :music:


Thx2 Akin 4the Css ]]> =acacin Breast Milk Assault - Felony Charge. http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/31149153/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/31149153/ Sat, 27 Mar 2010 23:29:53 PDT
Due to the amount of remarks I've been getting lately... if you only come here to give me your needless two cents about how much you do not like my icon, or anything in relation to what I've just mentioned
To this I will make no exception.
Don't want to be blocked? I not only suggest but highly recommend you keep your rhetoric to yourself. I'm tired of hearing you people whine or degrade me.



:confused: Will Wonders Never Cease...

Read Brief Article Here


When I read this I just thought this was so bizarre... :| I've never heard of anything like this in my life. I must admit though.. I was laughing :rofl: when I was reading :reading: it. :paranoid:

Anywho, What do You think? o.O;;

:trophy: I agree... this woman DOES need a trophy :trophy:



Thx2 Akin 4the Css ]]> =acacin Men Shouldn't Hit Women Who Hit Them.... Really?! http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/31094257/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/31094257/ Wed, 24 Mar 2010 23:37:39 PDT
Due to the amount of remarks I've been getting lately... if you only come here to give me your needless two cents about how much you do not like my icon, or anything in relation to what I've just mentioned
To this I will make no exception.
Don't want to be blocked? I not only suggest but highly recommend you keep your rhetoric to yourself. I'm tired of hearing you people whine or degrade me.



Poll - Men Shouldn't Hit Women, Even if Women Hit Them

I heavily disagree with this. Why? :confused: Other than the fact that it simply sounds ridiculous in my ear, respect is universal :earth: as well as a two-way street. Always has been. If you don't want to get hit, :threaten: don't hit anyone else -- If you disrespect someone, EXPECT to get disrespected! :spank: Simple.

I was so disappointed in these results it's not even funny. It's like a slap in the face. The worse part (to me) wasn't the fact that people said they agreed, but the number of people who agreed. I say this especially to the men.

And To the Argument: Women are weaker than men so men shouldn't hit women!
True (on the 1st part only.. and that's a generalization btw), however... A prey does not taunt its predator. If you know the person is bigger or stronger than you are, what centila of sense does it possibly make to provoke them? Just because you're a woman it's okay to do so?! Oh plz... :bored: You know what I call that? Entitlement AND Social Policy. I'm sorry, but I do not condone any individual hitting on me. Man, Woman, or Monkey. I don't care.
Oh, and btw.. women may not necessarily be stronger in the general sense, but they can be incredibly fierce aggressors BECAUSE THEY LACK THE PHYSICAL STRENGTH. :fork:


Of course there are going to be circumstances that may warrant not hitting back but this poll was aimed to the "In General" sense and g-e-n-e-r-a-l-l-y... no, if someone hits you, you should have the right to defend yourself.
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I was going to say more, but I'm tired right now. Anyway, this is just my Personal Opinion. I'm not stating my views at fact.


Thx2 Akin 4the Css ]]> =acacin Where Are the Males? http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/31080554/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/31080554/ Wed, 24 Mar 2010 09:11:23 PDT
Due to the amount of remarks I've been getting lately... if you only come here to give me your needless two cents about how much you do not like my icon, or anything in relation to what I've just mentioned
To this I will make no exception.
Don't want to be blocked? I not only suggest but highly recommend you keep your rhetoric to yourself. I'm tired of hearing you people whine or degrade me.



:confused: Where Are the Male Models?

Could you do you a favor and tell me if you know any deviants on this site that are male models? I've seen plenty of female models on this site already and there are a number of them are simply amaze me to death :stab: but I don't really see any male model accounts. Maybe I'm just looking in all the wrong places or something. :movingon:

Also, is there anything that you guys would like to see me do that's different? :confused: I'd probably say the #1 thing I hear about my photos is that they look natural. I agree they do and primarily that is the look I go for and I would definitely describe my work as simple than I would intergrated or complex.

Thank you for all the encourage you have given me thus far. :thanks:



Thx2 Akin 4the Css ]]> =acacin Devious Journal Entry http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/31055008/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/31055008/ Mon, 22 Mar 2010 19:23:17 PDT Due to the amount of remarks I've been getting lately... if you only come here to give me your needless two cents about how much you do not like my icon, or anything in relation to what I've just mentioned
To this I will make no exception.
Don't want to be blocked? I not only suggest but highly recommend you keep your rhetoric to yourself. I'm tired of hearing you people whine or degrade me.





Thx2 Akin 4the Css ]]> =acacin As of Late http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/30898977/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/30898977/ Sun, 14 Mar 2010 14:16:51 PDT Due to the amount of remarks I've been getting lately... if you only come here to give me your needless two cents about how much you do not like my icon, or anything in relation to what I've just mentioned
To this I will make no exception.
Don't want to be blocked? I not only suggest but highly recommend you keep your rhetoric to yourself. I'm tired of hearing you people whine or degrade me.

I'll be candid with your guys. I'm so sorry but I simply didn't have time to read the responses I got on my previous journal. =( It was just too much.. I really feel bad because I've been so devitalized and withdrawn lately. I don't even know why. :lonely: But.. I have been having troubles:

:liquify: Women troubles: :liquify: How can you tell when a girl isn't interested (anymore)? So here's the issue. When a female is fairly consistent when it comes to communicating with you and then suddenly they stop talking to you what does that mean anyway? o.O I'm the type when if someone doesn't want me to bother/talk/contact them, just tell me straight up instead of expecting me to understand these stupid mind games you expect me to understand. I'm too busy to understand what going on in your head.

Girls seriously need to understand, GUYS AREN'T MIND-READERS! and GUYS GET EASILY FRUSTRATED "EVEN ATTEMPTING TO TRY" UNDERSTANDING YOUR FEMALE EMOTIONS. >.> sRSlY.. Blaeh!

:nieman: School troubles: :nieman: I've been srsly sinking. I don't even know if I'm going to pass this semester. I haven't been doing any studying. I seem even more withdrawn that usual. (I think)? I've got teacher calling me out in the middle of class left and right. On top of that, I hate my school.

What have I been doing as of late?



Listening to this song: IT'S QUITE GOOD BY THE WAY. :star::star::star::star::star-empty:
Honestly, the only person that has been coming to my rescue is Sowelu.
Original Song performed by Sheena Easton
:blackice: Listen to the song :blackice:
My Baby Takes The MORNING TRAIN (9 to 5)
I wake up every morning
I stumble out of bed
Stretching and yawning
another day ahead
It seems to last forever
and time goes slowly by
Till babe and me's together
then it starts to fly

'Cause the moment that he's with me
time can take a flight
The moment that he's with me
everything's alright
Night time is the right time
we make love
Then it's his and my time
we take off

My baby takes the morning train
he works from nine till five and then
He takes another home again
to find me waiting for him

My baby takes the morning train
he works from nine till five and then
He takes another home again
to find me waiting for him

He takes me to a movie
or to a restaurant, to go
Slow dancing anything I want
Only when he's with me
I catch light
Only when he gives me
makes me feel alright =acacin Hehm? http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/30737646/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/30737646/ Sat, 06 Mar 2010 07:25:16 PST Due to the amount of remarks I've been getting lately... if you only come here to give me your needless two cents about how much you do not like my icon, or anything in relation to what I've just mentioned
To this I will make no exception.
Don't want to be blocked? I not only suggest but highly recommend you keep your rhetoric to yourself. I'm tired of hearing you people whine or degrade me.


Err... Would you say that girls care more about looking good for the purpose of outshining other girls more so than to look good for the guys around her? O_o

Thx2 Akin 4the Css ]]> =acacin Dating http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/30612008/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/30612008/ Sat, 27 Feb 2010 20:18:16 PST Due to the amount of remarks I've been getting lately... if you only come here to give me your needless two cents about how much you do not like my icon, or anything in relation to what I've just mentioned
To this I will make no exception.
Don't want to be blocked? I not only suggest but highly recommend you keep your rhetoric to yourself. I'm tired of hearing you people whine or degrade me.


Guys, (literally). Just the males. I gotta question? Is it just me? or do girls expect us to almost always make the first move.:O_o: And if so... why?

Thx2 Akin 4the Css ]]> =acacin Pathetic http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/30531623/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/30531623/ Tue, 23 Feb 2010 20:32:50 PST Due to the amount of remarks I've been getting lately... if you only come here to give me your needless two cents about how much you do not like my icon, or anything in relation to what I've just mentioned
To this I will make no exception.
Don't want to be blocked? I not only suggest but highly recommend you keep your rhetoric to yourself. I'm tired of hearing you people whine or degrade me.

This journal has nothing to do with my icon. What you see above you is my header... not my journal entry.

Anyway, I'm like srsly in a shitty mood right now so I'm going to bed before this day gets any dumber.

wow, some ppl are srsly gonna turn me into a bitter :pissed: person which is kinda sad considering I've always been the calm and composed type.

no need to comment, I'm just getting out my feelings
i've been taking a lot of shit lately.

Thx2 Akin 4the Css
]]> =acacin A New Header http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/30387751/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/30387751/ Tue, 16 Feb 2010 18:26:21 PST Due to the amount of remarks I've been getting lately... if you only come here to give me your needless two cents about how much you do not like my icon, or anything in relation to what I've just mentioned
To this I will make no exception.
Don't want to be blocked? I not only suggest but highly recommend you keep your rhetoric to yourself. I'm tired of hearing you people whine or degrade me.



Thx2 Akin 4the Css ]]> =acacin Reminder http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/30317288/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/30317288/ Sat, 13 Feb 2010 19:10:01 PST




*anry **
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I've been getting several more entries to the V-Day contest. Thank you to every1 btw. The contest has not ended (plus I still need to submit one of my own) so you do still have time. If you need the time, feel free to take it.

I really gotta go b/c I have a bad headache. :headache:

Thx2 Akin 4the Css ]]> =acacin Acacin - 0 http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/30224975/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/30224975/ Tue, 09 Feb 2010 14:57:59 PST
Today, I watched the very 1st episode of Naruto! It was good. VERY GOOD.
I must say I was quite impressed with it. :omg: I know I'm a little behind the times but I DO have a life to live. If you can prance around your living space watching anime 24/7... moar pow 2ya. :|
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If you still want a chance to win a subscription, simply comment here

To do:
Art Trade with *Sgirl999
Submit V-day contest deviation: :deviation: (cause I plan to submit one too)
Finish V-day contest: Several entries have already been submitted to me. You do still have plenty of time if you want to participate

Thx2 Akin 4the Css ]]> =acacin V-Day 2U - Win A One Year Subscription ! Lottery http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/29919367/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/29919367/ Tue, 26 Jan 2010 09:38:46 PST



WIN A VALENTINE'S DAY PRESENT CONTEST further details will be provided later
:blackice: Prizes :blackice:
:bulletblue: HTC Touch Pro2 (the most expensive phone to date offered by T-Mobile) $539 phone!
:bulletblue: One Year Subscription/ (if already subscribed, 3 month subscription)
:bulletblue: Art piece and Including Framed Print
There's so much I wanna say, but... I'll save it for later. Ah-hem** Now, you're probably thinking: Kool! and wondering how do I win it? :confused: Upload a kute :camera: photo :camera: that depicts something that would relate to Valentine's day in some way. This can include, teddy bears, hearts, love-shaped candies, jewelry, a photo of yourself or someone else with a valentine theme, a love tattoo conceptual photo, or anything else that would make someone thing of Valentine's day. (And yes.. I'll participate too).

:liquify: It MUST be a photo - no drawings - no literature.
:liquify: Must submitted between now and Valentine's Day.
Well...


Want a chance to win a One Year Subscription? :reading:
Simple, post a comment on this journal (once only).

Thx2 Akin 4the Css ]]> =acacin Are U Freakin' Kidding Me? http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/29861049/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/29861049/ Sat, 23 Jan 2010 17:32:06 PST
I asked her if we wanted some company during a conversation because I was talking to her from a distance and she turns around and tells me, I don't think we can hang out anymore b/c I have a bf. I was like... :wtf: this is so freakin' ridiculous I have to laugh. Never did she give me a warning or a sign that she wasn't interested. Why? Because the ENTIRE time she WAS.. she just one day, today actually, in the middle of conversation tells me that crap. Hahaha, a part of me really does want to be mad but it's just so ****ing funny to me I can't!

OMG... women.. they are just... I simply don't know how to describe it. It's just unbelievable.

Goodness...
Like.. I'm still amazed by this height of nonsense.

Why do you people lead men on.... I hate that!

And to top it off...
And then she has the gall to say, do you wanna be friends..
I'm like.. WT*? You did not just actually say that, did you?? o_O;;

Thx2 Akin 4the Css ]]> =acacin Psssh http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/29840609/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/29840609/ Fri, 22 Jan 2010 18:58:23 PST
Good night every1, i have a History class tomorrow at 9am.

:sleep:

Thx2 Akin 4the Css ]]> =acacin A Permanent Disclaimer About my Page + my Avatar http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/29714487/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/29714487/ Sun, 17 Jan 2010 00:07:51 PST To Complaints about my page. :bored:

Dear You,
Listen... I like what I like. There's nothing you can do to change it. Nothing. I Will Not Waste My Time Trying to Apse You. Are you trying to give me a permanent headache? Block me if you don't like it OR visit me once and Once Only. I don't want you watching me if all you wanna see is the "negative" anyway. Since when was it distasteful for a guy to like women or the features of a woman? If that makes me a perv or whatever it is you wanna call me then I guess that's what I am. I changed my avatar weeks ago to that kute little:teddy:you see above you because of this crap. I must have had at least 4 people ask me if people were harassing me regarding it. At the time, I didn't do anything -- didn't say anything. I let YOU have your way but (wait a minute).. this is MY page.. If the female form offends you or how it's being portrayed What In the World Are You Doing Here?? I understand you don't like it. I understand you think it's disgusting. I understand you think it's excessive. I understand that most of the people who watch me are females under the age of 18. I understand you want me to think about the children. I understand that it may not be the most school appropriate thing you'd Ideally wanna see. The fact is you're an Adult much longer than you remain a child (unless you choose to be one... mentally anyway). Get Over Yourself. :| Srsly. Nuff said.


:sleep:

Thx2 Akin 4the Css ]]> =acacin Prints http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/29647324/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/29647324/ Wed, 13 Jan 2010 19:05:09 PST
AVAILABLE PRINT

These prints will NOT be sent to you via DeviantART. Why? Because despite what DA says, they do not ensure Quality for the prints you order. In fact, you have no idea what you'll receive in the mail and if you're not satisfied, you don't even get your money back. I personally ensure the highest quality possible AND give you a REAL LIFE PREVIEW of what you'll get AND if for whatever reason you're still not satisfied, you'll get your money back.
:bulletblue: You can order a White frame with this photo if you wish. Frame will not be sent if you do not request it.
:bulletblue: With the purchase of a print, you can receive any photo of the artist (me) listed below :below: that you'd like for free.



Thx2 Akin 4the Css ]]> =acacin Another Day http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/29582987/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/29582987/ Sun, 10 Jan 2010 18:31:14 PST your comments. What I've really been wanting to do is more photography but I just haven't really found the time.


Don't get used to seeing artwork from me. I mainly use this place for my photography.
crappy stuff and plz don't freak.



Thx2 Akin 4the Css ]]> =acacin NEVERMIND. http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/29503848/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/29503848/ Thu, 07 Jan 2010 21:10:41 PST AFTER SPEAKING WITH A PARTICULAR SOMEONE I REGRET POSTING THIS JOURNAL.

I'm going to bed
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Quote:
"I didn't know Black N**gers could color like Asians. Ru sure you're an African?"

This was in reference to the picture below :below: and I received this as a note. :note: I can't even begin to describe how incredibly offensive this is. =( I received this early this morning and I have just been so upset....

I am not the type to put people on Blast so I'm not going to name names but I do sincerely hope you apologize and see to it this kind of rhetoric is Never repeated. Srsly. :(



]]> =acacin argh.. http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/29244768/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/29244768/ Sun, 27 Dec 2009 21:05:58 PST

YOU WILL BE BLOCKED.

I've had enough of this.. It's annoying. I get like 5 everyday.
Goodnight everyone.

]]> =acacin HTC http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/29115986/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/29115986/ Tue, 22 Dec 2009 20:19:42 PST
They're more than welcome to it.

]]> =acacin Just Curious. http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/29003711/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/29003711/ Thu, 17 Dec 2009 16:48:23 PST

]]> =acacin Devious Journal Entry http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/28944604/ http://acacin.deviantart.com/journal/28944604/ Mon, 14 Dec 2009 15:19:10 PST doesn't even exist. =(

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