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]]> *addem http://addem.deviantart.com/journal/4775377/ http://addem.deviantart.com/journal/4775377/ Thu, 10 Mar 2005 07:19:56 PST ]]> *addem http://addem.deviantart.com/journal/3750083/ http://addem.deviantart.com/journal/3750083/ Thu, 04 Nov 2004 06:43:35 PST mood:

im looking for an illustrator for a children's book. I would prefer someone with an exaggerated style. It must be in color. project may end up being a paying gig. The book is about [my] cat. narrator doesnt have to look like me but cat must fit description given.
PLEASE note me if you are interested. ]]> *addem http://addem.deviantart.com/journal/3739715/ http://addem.deviantart.com/journal/3739715/ Wed, 03 Nov 2004 04:55:31 PST mood:
watching: a battle in ohio for electoral votes.

my web journal is dead. so, until i reformat my layout, i will occasionally post here.

there are a few post hurricane ivan photos in my scraps.




on a political :
bush is pussy.
why the fuck you think his name is bush?
puss is bushy.
-eminem ]]> *addem http://addem.deviantart.com/journal/3237712/ http://addem.deviantart.com/journal/3237712/ Sun, 29 Aug 2004 08:37:20 PDT and
there you go, learning your lesson
but
here i am, waiting for more
while
there you go, feet firmly planted on the floor
still
here i am, with my head in a cloud
yet
there you go, whispering so loud
so
here i am, embracing my youth
and
there you go, blinded by the truth ]]> *addem http://addem.deviantart.com/journal/2322809/ http://addem.deviantart.com/journal/2322809/ Thu, 29 Apr 2004 09:23:54 PDT mood:
Haq Ali Ali Haq [Nusrat Fateh Ali Khan]

damn zone is down. no chess. this makes addem very angry.

if anyone knows of any good chess servers..
[no yahoo - no aol]

free is best! ]]> *addem http://addem.deviantart.com/journal/2315691/ http://addem.deviantart.com/journal/2315691/ Wed, 28 Apr 2004 09:32:53 PDT Until this strange man came along
"I cant show you what can't be shown"
"But, if you like, we can sing a song"

From my cigarette,
I took a draw
I pushed my breath
after I opened my jaw

He gave me a smile
I gave him a look
He offered a hand
I accepted and shook

"You know the tune"
I need not reply
we crackled and laughed
and ended with a sigh

I turned my back
The man disappeared
And I was alone again
Just as I feared

Sometimes I think back
When times get tough
I remember this song
And that's enough


[We are never alone, when we have memories..] ]]> *addem http://addem.deviantart.com/journal/2288154/ http://addem.deviantart.com/journal/2288154/ Sat, 24 Apr 2004 10:31:53 PDT on a mad bush, g! ]]> *addem http://addem.deviantart.com/journal/2267164/ http://addem.deviantart.com/journal/2267164/ Wed, 21 Apr 2004 10:41:07 PDT I've seen the willow leaves dancing in the breeze
I've seen a friend killed by a friend,
And lives that were over before they were spent.
I've seen what I was - I know what I'll be
I've seen it all - there is no more to see!

You haven't seen elephants, kings or Peru!
I'm happy to say I had better to do
What about China? Have you seen the Great Wall?
All walls are great, if the roof doesn't fall!

And the man you will marry?
The home you will share?
To be honest, I really don't care...

You've never been to Niagara Falls?
I have seen water, its water, that's all...
The Eiffel Tower, the Empire State?
My pulse was as high on my very first date!
Your grandson's hand as he plays with your hair?
To be honest, I really don't care...

I've seen it all, I've seen the dark
I've seen the brightness in one little spark.
I've seen what I chose and I've seen what I need,
And that is enough, to want more would be greed.
I've seen what I was and I know what I'll be
I've seen it all - there is no more to see!

You've seen it all and all you have seen
You can always review on your own little screen
The light and the dark, the big and the small
Just keep in mind - you need no more at all
You've seen what you were and know what you'll be
You've seen it all - there is no more to see!
-bjork ]]> *addem http://addem.deviantart.com/journal/2261126/ http://addem.deviantart.com/journal/2261126/ Wed, 21 Apr 2004 15:15:07 PDT four twenty. let the revolution begin. ]]> *addem http://addem.deviantart.com/journal/2245738/ http://addem.deviantart.com/journal/2245738/ Sat, 17 Apr 2004 22:32:12 PDT my words are weapons
I use them to crush my opponents
my words are weapons
I never show no emotion
my words are weapons
I use them to kill who's steppin to me
my words are like weaponry
on a record..
-eminem
. ]]> *addem http://addem.deviantart.com/journal/2232306/ http://addem.deviantart.com/journal/2232306/ Thu, 15 Apr 2004 22:43:21 PDT
listening to: "Mad World" - Gary Jules

chess

handshake.
rapid movement.
the patterns mesmerize me.
addict me. fill me with passion.
make me anxious.
enlightenment.
fear and triumph
in one swoop
of the hand.
handshake. ]]> *addem http://addem.deviantart.com/journal/2227535/ http://addem.deviantart.com/journal/2227535/ Thu, 15 Apr 2004 07:58:08 PDT [Cyndi Lauper and Tricky]

The five to fours can't take it no more
The five to fours can't take it no more
The five to fours can't take it no more
The five to fours can't take it no more
Five days
I ran a wolf across highways
In the early spring (don't stop you're gonna break my heart)
The rest of my days
Should I stay should I pray
That I'm here now clear now
Live with the fears
To extend my tears
Shed no have no
Undecided
Five days in which I can't wait now (I need you)
Can't wait now (you needed me)
Bet you can't wait now (whatever happened to compatible two)
Making you wait now

I ran a wolf across highways in the early spring
The five to fours can't take it no more
The five to fours can't take it no more
The five to fours can't take it no more
The five to fours can't take it no more

Have I the meanings
I don't think I'm cheating
I create like the windy city (Don't go)
But the drums spread (I told you so)
Here we go with the games now
Maintain now
Might as well have you down now
Five days that you can't wait now (no need to smile)
Making you hate now

The five to fours can't take it no more
The five to fours can't take it no more
The five to fours can't take it no more
The five to fours can't take it no more

Bet you can't wait now
Making you wait now
Don't go I told you so
After what you've had
That look on your face you rat
When you talk like that
I just want to get you back ]]> *addem http://addem.deviantart.com/journal/2220870/ http://addem.deviantart.com/journal/2220870/ Wed, 14 Apr 2004 09:25:12 PDT
listening to: patiently waiting [50 & eminem]
-
-
you got to give to get [and]
I got to admit
if you dont let
me forget
that we ever met
then I should just set
my heart in your net.
now place your bet..
will I not survive?
or will I revive
my vibe?

well..
I got the kryptonite,
so come see me tonight.
i'll make it all right
with all my might
and a lil hindsight.
no longer will I fight
it
that’s no bullshit.
i'll keep this torch lit
with every hit.
you've got to give
a little
to get..
in the middle
of me.

cant you see?
why can't you fucking see?
I wont ever be
free.
why can't you fucking see?
I can only be
me.. ]]> *addem http://addem.deviantart.com/journal/2151610/ http://addem.deviantart.com/journal/2151610/ Mon, 26 Apr 2004 12:23:36 PDT I hear a dial tone.
What's your number?
Is it between five and seven?
Its time to dial.
No rotary
But
When you sleep,
I navigate your dreams.
I pretend
I am you.
All this I get
for a quarter
of a century
before I open my eyes
to a new day
of eternity. ]]> *addem http://addem.deviantart.com/journal/2137194/ http://addem.deviantart.com/journal/2137194/ Mon, 26 Apr 2004 11:39:39 PDT $3.50
money found in couch:
$0.70
Time spent contemplating amount of free money:
4 minutes 20 seconds

-never is forever every once in a while- ]]> *addem http://addem.deviantart.com/journal/2125206/ http://addem.deviantart.com/journal/2125206/ Wed, 31 Mar 2004 23:06:18 PST if you listen carefully now you will hear
this could be the first trumpet
might as well be the last
many more will have to suffer
many more will have to die
dont ask me why
things are not the way they used to be
i wont tell no lie
wanna know that they face reality now
though i try to find the answer
to all the questions they ask
noOne know its impossible
to go living through the past
dont tell no lie
theres a natural mystic blowing through the air
cant keep them down
if you listen carefully now
you will hear
such a natural mystic
blowing through the air

- Robert Nesta Marley ]]> *addem http://addem.deviantart.com/journal/2116551/ http://addem.deviantart.com/journal/2116551/ Tue, 30 Mar 2004 14:55:00 PST Grab ahold and walk this land
See the world just as I see
Give my heart harmony
But if you do
You wouldn't be you
Many would be few
And nothing would be true
So i'll just complain
About the pain
And i'll just do it all over again ]]> *addem http://addem.deviantart.com/journal/2088247/ http://addem.deviantart.com/journal/2088247/ Mon, 26 Apr 2004 11:35:29 PDT four-twenty one-two thousand three

I know something that you dont know
I know that on this dark day
I know someone you dont know
Yet cant express what I want to say

But know this

Rats are not bad
Blood does not boil
And I am glad
My bones are not buried in this soil

four-twenty two-two thousand three

Lurking in the shadows - I'm hunting a clown
with a suitcase in my hand - I'm the new killer in town
Women see me - Remember - Then run
The fear of the memories of a prodigal son
I am the meanest with an penis
And the weed I smoke is some of the greenest
Wait!
Don't you go away
You really should stay
I still have something more to say

four-twenty three-two thousand three

My soul cant be mated
My love can be hated
When I am elated
I am still agitated
I always masturbated
And never got serrated
My childhood is degrated
Rusty gold plated
This is how my life is stated

four-twenty four-two thousand three

Im having trouble in my bubble
My heart is buried in the rubble
Of a love collapsed
Perhaps there's a chance
Of an immediate relapse
But not in this state
Of mental rape
Where love & hate are stuck like tape
When lust and disgust lead to mistrust
And all of my life is about to bust
I cant escape my head
Instead
I play dead
And try to outlast
Memories that are too vast
And a past that was far too fast

four-twenty five-two thousand three

Why am I so sick today?
What more can I say?
Bread shouldn't be green
And the toilet shouldn't be this clean
But it's not anymore
And my stomach is so goddamn sore
Fucking moldy peanutbutter sammich
O man - Today I felt your damage

four-twenty six-two thousand three

No thanks - I have tasted defeat more than once
Yes please - because I am the prey who also hunts
Perhaps - There is just this one solution
Doubt it - Unless you include my retribution
I am rich - I am poor - I am a saint - I am a whore
I am a curse - I am a gift - I will push - I will lift
I am seperate - I am together - I am never - I am forever

four-twenty seven-two thousand three

If you want I will forget
The hundreds of memories caught in my net
The heavy breaths wiped away like a dream
The troubled times were not what they seem
I can forget - I can smoke them away
NO
I am lying with everything I say
I cant forget - I cant wash it down
This is why my smiles are upside down

four-twenty eight-two thousand three

There is one reason I am stuck alone
This is my nature
I am cold - unforgiving - always stoned
Escape is the only way to move
Fuck the legs - Fuck your groove
I will live my own way
Waking up alone everyday ]]> *addem