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deviantART: by:aerinsol http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:aerinsol&section=today deviantART RSS for by:aerinsol en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 17 Dec 2009 19:42:32 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png All I want for Christmas is my 2 front teeth :B http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/28446370/ http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/28446370/ Thu, 19 Nov 2009 07:44:46 PST

stolen from either

"Make a list of 10 things you want for christmas."

1)new headphones
2)new laptop
3)either a Transformers Animated Bumblebee or Movie Bumblebee
4)Masterpiece Starscream (asdgjkasfd!!! <3 )
5)1 and 2 figurine from 9
6)all the Toa Mata figures from Bionicle
7)a bike
8)contacts
9)funny/cool/fangirly shirts
10)a cat

]]> ~aerinsol Who I am Quizzamathingy? Apparently a Gonzo >_& http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/28429932/ http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/28429932/ Wed, 18 Nov 2009 10:20:55 PST

soooo... does this mean i get blue fur, fall in love with a chicken, and have a great honkin nose?
(at least i'd be an alien then

)

Prep

[ ] I shop at Abercrombie, Hollister, American Eagle, or Aerospatiale.
[ ] I am/was a cheerleader
[ ] I'm pretty ditsy.
[ ] I wear pink 24/7.
[ ] My looks are very important to me.
[ ] I canÂt live without my cell phone.
[ ] My hair is always straight.
[x] I say 'like' and 'omigod' a lot. (i'm californian! it's natural!)
[x] I laugh 24/7. (it's reflexive, and cuz everything amuses me)
[ ] I have a million friends.
[ ] I always hang at the mall or movies.
[ ] I'll only date popular guys.
[ ] I listen to rap & pop music. (not excessively >_> )
[ ] I have at least one designer bag.
[ ] My myspace pics are of me making a kissy face or are mirror pics
[x] It takes me at least an hour to get ready for school in the mornings. (only because it takes about 30 minutes to psyche myself into getting out from under the covers (and because i can't stay awake even then))
[ ] Uggs + Miniskirts = Love
[x] I don't have a job.
[ ] I wear lots of makeup.
[ ] I can be stuck up or snobby sometimes.
[ ] I flirt with any guy, as long as he's cute.
Total = 4

Emo

[ ] I cry a lot.
[ ] I go to local shows.
[ ] I wear black everyday.
[ ] I write sad poetry.
[ ] I play an acoustic guitar. (i want to)
[ ] My favorite bands include: Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, or Panic! at the Disco.
[ ] I self mutilate myself. (now let's not delve into the past >_> )
[ ] I think about suicide or death often.
[ ] People have told me to cheer up.
[/] I cry when I see dead animals. (well not cry cry, but it makes me very sad. )
[ ] My myspace pics are black are white or angled.
[ ] I wear many band shirts.
[ ] No one understands me.
[x] I don't talk too often.
[/] I look down when I walk.
[ ] I wear black eyeliner. (i'll just poke my eye out )
[ ] My fingernails are black.
[ ] I have an ex I still cry over.
[x] My hair is black. (only because of genetics XD )
[x] My hair covers one of my eyes. (i can't help that, i need a haircut :/ )
[x] I love Hot Topic. (they've got the geekiest shirts!)
[ ] I always say 'life sucks'.
Total = 5

Nerd

[ ] I have straight A's. (pfft, as if! )
[x] I wear glasses. (my vision is really really sucky, but i'm lobbying for contacts! *hold up picket sign* )
[ ] I always do my homework and study. (ahahaha! not in this dimension, at least not voluntarily)
[x] Lord of the Rings was a massive achievement. (it was, you can't deny that! )
[x] Computer games = Love.
[ ] I'm 'teachers pet'.
[ ] I've never had a real boyfriend/girlfriend.
[ ] I have a bedtime.
[x] I use an asthma inhaler. (shaddup )
[ ] I carry a calculator with me.
[x] I bring my lunch to school. (much much better than spending monies on fat stuff)
[ ] I always follow the rules.
[ ] I'm shy around the opposite sex. (i'm actually more comfortable with them, their lives seem so fun)
[x] I'm always on the computer.
[x] I've never had beer or cigarettes. (and i hope to keep it that way thankyouverymuch)
[ ] I always answer every question in class right.
[ ] I correct people's grammar.
[x] School is very important to me. (if you mean art school >_> )
[x] I always stump people. (what, you mean chop them up?

)
Total = 9

Rebel

[ ] I always speak my mind.
[ ] I have 0% of school spirit.
[ ] Forget you I won't do what you tell me! (...is what i'm thinking, but i'm too self conscious to really say that out loud )
[ ] I stand up for what I think is right.
[ ] On spirit days at school, I wear the rebel's colors. (i like to not endanger my life, thankyouverymuch)
[ ] Whenever people are doing something, I do the complete opposite.
[ ] I won't listen to authority figures.
[/] I always break the rules. (weeell, not always, but i break a lot >_> )
[ ] I refuse to compromise. (darn my lack of spine! :shakesfist: )
[ ] I'm always arguing with people.
[ ] I love debate.
[x] I always do what's unexpected of... ]]> ~aerinsol 100 Truths http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/28244219/ http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/28244219/ Mon, 09 Nov 2009 14:42:17 PST

=leogomes91

001. Real name?
- Jennifer
002. Nickname(s)?
- JenJen, Jennie, Jen, Jennipuh, You, Buttercup, and "crazy alien robot fangirl"
003. Zodiac sign?
- Gemini
004. Male or female?
- Famale
005. Elementary?
- a lot. The longest was Plaza Vista
006. Middle School?
- Plaza Vista
007. High School?
- Irvine High
008. Hair color?
- Very dark Brown with yellow highlights
009. Long or short?
- Medium, for now.
010. Loud or Quiet?
- Quiet for the most part, but loud in my personal circle of friends.
011. Sweats or Jeans?
- Jeans
012. Phone or Camera?
- A phone that has a really good camera.
013. Health freak?
- I should, and i wish.
014. Drink or Smoke?
- Neither.
015. Do you have a crush on someone?
- Does it have to be someone real? :3
016. Eat or Drink?
- Eating.
017. Piercings?
- used to be ears, but now i'm waiting for the holes to close up before re-piercing them again.
018. Tattoos?
- does writing on your arms in pen count? BP

HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane?
- Yes, and i love them.
020. Been in a car accident?
- A couple. The most dangerous was probably when my family was driving to Lake Tahoe at night and the roads were icy. We ended up crashing into the cliff, but if my mom swerved the other way, we probably would've gone over the ledge. :\
021. Been in a fist fight?
- With my little sister, and i lost a tooth from it.

FIRSTS:
022. First piercing?
- Ears
023. First best friend?
- Tiffany way back in the day.
025. First award?
- ...you know, i really don't know. I wasn't exactly a model kid. :\
026. First crush?
- hmm, a guy in middle school. We both liked Bionicles and he let me borrow his movies.
028. First big vacation?
- lol i probably don't remember. Looking back at photo albums and talks with my parents, we apparently went to Hawaii, Florida, and camping trips. I hate my lack of memory.

LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to?
- My family.
030. Last person you texted?
- Paulina.
031. Last person you watched a movie with?
- Toy Story 1 and 2 in 3D with my boyfriend

032. Last food you ate?
- dinner from last night, which was kimchee stew with dumplings, korean bbq beef, rice, some more kimchee, and dried seaweed.
033. Last movie you watched?
- theatre movie: Toy Story 1 and 2 in 3D
at home movie: A Bug's Life
034. Last song you listened to?
- Fantasmic! by Nightwish
035. Last thing you bought?
- lunch and gum from the train station in LA
036. Last person you hugged?
- My mom, probably. ( i hug a lot of people, so it's hard to keep track)

FAVES:
037. Food?
- A lot. i'm not a picky eater, so everything tastes pretty good to me.
038. Drinks?
- smoothies, lemonade, hot chocolate, starbucks frappuchinos, and boba.
039. Clothing?
- hoodies, cute funny witty shirts, boots, stylish gloves, HATS, and clothes that have zippers and thingamabobs on them for no reason.
040. Book?
- The Little Prince, Alice in Wonderland, Winnie the Pooh, the Chronicles of Narnia series, the Wrinkle in Time series,
041. Music?
- i'm fond of movie soundtracks, especially the disney ones.
042. Flower?
- not a flower person really, they're all pretty to look at.
043. Colors?
- Green.
044. Movies?
- Disney, Pixar, Schindler's List, Nightmare Before Christmas, 9,
045. Shoes?
- my Heelys!

046. Subjects?
- Art and maybe history.

IN THE PAST YEAR I ... :
047. [ ] kissed in the snow
048. [x] celebrated Halloween
049. [ ] had your heart broken
050. [x] went over the minutes on your cell phone
051. [ ] someone questioned your sexual orientation
052. [ ] came out of the closet
053. [ ] gotten pregnant
054. [ ] had an a... ]]> ~aerinsol yoinked from TrueSoprano http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/24831227/ http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/24831227/ Mon, 18 May 2009 21:50:03 PDT

Note Me

Gallery

Watch Me
---------

[ ] my fingernails/toenails are almost always painted (i keep biting my nails so that'll be just a waste of paint)
[ ] during the summer the only shoes i wear are flip flops
[x] my favorite toys as a child were barbies ( i had an Anastasia doll that had a dress/gown that i absolutely adored )
[ ] my favorite colour is pink or purple
[x] I did Gymnastics (and ballet and tap and jazz and karate... me wish i kept gym and karate, i did some mean splits back before i got fat ;__; )
[ ] I love skirts
[ ] hollister is one of my favorite places to shop
[ ] tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear (too fat)
[x] I love chocolate (my weakness!nuu! ;__; )
[x] I've never had a real job (ahaha)

TOTAL: 4

[ ] my hair is almost always straightened
[ ] I have at least 8 myspace pictures
[ ] I usually go shopping once a week
[ ] I love to hang out at the mall with friends
[ ] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earings
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon (what the frag for? it's like trying to cook yourself on purpose! )
[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim
[ ] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[ ] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach
[ ] I change my icon weekly
[ ] I wear a shower cap

TOTAL: 4

[ ] I don't shop at Hot Topic
[x] my cell phone might as well become a part of me (only for the internet i swear

)
[ ] I wear mascara everyday (how do you put it on without taking your eyes out?! )
[x] I've been or am on a diet (and failed too, i might add; the only "diet" i ever lost weight on was when i was taking my ADHD medication that conveniently took away my appetite...

)
[ ] bathing suits are adorable (as long as it's not on me...

)
[ ] I don't know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[ ] big sunglasses are hot (cute, but not hot)
[ ] I have gotten my nails done before (nope, never...

)
[ ] MTV is one of my favorite channels

TOTAL: 6

[ ] all I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys (and plot about putting dye in their shampoo?

)
[ ] I love to have girls do my hair
[x] I give and receive hugs from all my friends (who doesn't?! )
[x] I hate bugs (as long as i don't have to squish them and they're outta my space, i can tolerate them, except cockroaches uuuuugh....)
[ ] carnivals are so fun!
[ ] Summer is THE best season (too... hot.... must find... air conditioner!!! )
[ ] my swimsuit has 2 pieces (

)
[ ] Im waiting for my knight in shining armor
[ ] musicians are so hot
[ ] you write me a poem and tell me im beautiful and im all yours (i'd probably smile and pat your hair and call it cute, but honestly, you're gonna have to try a bit harder than that buddy )

TOTAL: 8

[x] I am self-conscious (to a fault...)
[x] I cry often
[ ] my car smells like vanilla or cherry (the family car smells of stale snack crumbs )
[ ] my dishes get washed more than once a week (not with me they don't )
[ ] I don't do sports
[x] I HATE to run (i've got a reason! i've got asthma and overweight issues!

~aerinsol long ramblings are for squares... http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/24778879/ http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/24778879/ Fri, 15 May 2009 22:59:32 PDT i must attempt to change that if i ever want to make my journals decent sized instead of huge aft ramblings that never end.

checked up on glasses and got a new prescription and frame on Tuesday, both are slightly painful (and i'm slightly miffed when i was told i looked like a teacher or something silly like that; i don't like being told i look grown up when i sure as heck don't feel i am )
i really hoped my parents would cave and give me contacts already, but they were afraid they'll just damage my eyes even more (with my luck, they're probably right )

it's awesome what you find at odd little shops and yard sales: i got G1 keychains of Bumblebee and Huffer from a puzzle shop at a mall (along with a wibbly Dororo keychain) and found an Override at my church yard sale for 50cents (almost complete too, all that was missing was those Key accessories but it was unnecessary )
i haven't even watched TF:Cybertron (it took a while looking up just what transformer i bought) but who cares? i can honestly say i actually own transformers now! one more step towards fangirly geekdom!

our school had a drunk driving assembly/event that took up 2 days. first day (yesterday) had a simulated drunkdriving car crash that had several students as "victims" and then the calvary came and did procedures while practically the whole school had to stand outside and watch. pretty awkwierd for the most part but i must admit, it was cool to see the "jaws of life" being used, though i mentally winced when they used it to tear the car doors off and punch the windows out. poor car... i kept imagining it as a Transformer and felt more pity towards "it" than the "bodies/victims" of the crash.
so yeah, police cars, police bikes, a helicopter, ambulance, fire trucks, they pulled out all the stops and gave a somewhat impressive if a bit tedious show. and it's not without it's share of raised eyebrows also.
first of all, the "drunk" driver was going the right way while the "victim" driver was going the WRONG way (well he's dead now, so serves him right)
second of all, the passenger of the drunk driver's car was found on the hood of the car, yet the car's windshield was held intact despite cracks. (i know that i'm just being horribly nitpicky and such, but still it was funny )

the following day (today) was a little bit of a nervous day.
you see, earlier this week we've been having rumours of writing in the boy's bathroom saying "If You Don't Wanna Die, Don't Come to School on Friday May 15th " or something like that, either as a stupid prank or something sinister, i'm not sure as most of this came to me second hand (no i didn't go to the boy's bathroom to check it out myself)
at any rate, despite it's capability to have a number of meanings, lots of people got spooked and spooked bad to the point of ditching the day despite teacher reassurance that the police have stated that it's not a valid threat.
so here we go to finish up what happened yesterday and went to an assembly set up to be like a funeral. we listened to some of the participants' testimonies and "last words" before they died, and in the end there was more than one teary eye. (for some odd reason, i ended up giggling inappropriately instead. i've had some moments where i thought i was going to cry, but in the end nada. which is why i was surprised to find some of my friends crying, and it made me feel bad... )
the part where the kids got to reunite with their family was pretty touching though. one of those moments where you wish you had a camera or at least photographic memory, so you can see the looks of each family's faces and hold them forever...
i did feel a sense of relief after the assembly was over, not only for the fact that one of my friends had "died" and was now "not dead anymore", but nothing had happened.
of course later we get a school wide blackout that made me lose 4 hours worth of drawings i didn't save, but i'm more pissed off than worried about the uneasy coincidence.
(whoever the dickhead was who thought it funny to cut the damn power, i'll beat him, maul him mercilessly, and castrate him, the fragging slagging sonuvaglitch... )

sigh, at least i got to watch angels and demons today. (memo to me, do not order a king size drink without visiting the bathroom first and making sure the movie ain't too long! )
i seem to have a love/hate relationship with Hans Zimmer; why must he make such awesome music that makes me all tense and wound up in the moment? whyyyyy?
the movie was very enjoyable and the music makes your heart pound in just the right places, plus there's Ewan McGregor, which my friend enjoyed the most

~aerinsol gone fishing... b rite back... http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/23925925/ http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/23925925/ Fri, 27 Mar 2009 22:44:58 PDT brgtt

ikue

Expiration Date:

argh, bad things have a tendency of following me
as i was drawing on my tablet in the art room, i dropped the tablet pen and it clattered on the tile floor
well that's not so surprising as i drop stuff all the time
i lean down, pick it up, and resume my life
forgot to mention that i break stuff all the time too
turns out, you aren't supposed to drop tablet pens all willy nilly, and now i've gone and broke the darn thing
at first i thought, oh it's probably the tip cracked and wore down, i'll just replace it with the spares my teacher has
Ms. Lux, who is *the* kindest, most generous teacher EVER, gives me a spare pen tip, and i eagerly try it out
nada
apparently, i broke more than just the pen tip. and since there's no way to dissect and fix the darn thing, i just need to get a replacement pen
easy? not if you have an outdated model that Wacom doesn't support anymore
thankfully, while Intuos pens don't work, Bamboo Fun does
now i just gotta buy the pen...

(this is basically as complicated as my life gets. so dramatic isn't it?

)

hopefully i'll be able to dig up a smallish priced replacement online, but in the meantime, no arts from me (i'll see if i'll submit scans, but i wouldn't hold my breath)
so sorry, especially to those i promised arts to! Please be patient as i go through, ahem, technical difficulties >__> ;;;

]]> ~aerinsol let me sleep and not wake up... http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/23898676/ http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/23898676/ Thu, 26 Mar 2009 12:04:25 PDT crappy day

i'm too exhausted to summon up the energy to blow up on someone and be angry
i just wanna sleep and sleep and just forget this day ever happened...

i think i scared some people by my mellowness actually...

]]> ~aerinsol DaeHanMinGeuk! http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/23862456/ http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/23862456/ Tue, 24 Mar 2009 08:23:25 PDT i'm not a sports person (i took softball in elementary though) so the whole time i was getting so lost with all the fumbles and fouls that i would accidentally cheer when it was the other team's point...

and it's funny cuz my mom, who's usually a very laidback person, was all cheering and jokingly boo the Japanese team

but hey, i'm proud of how Korea fans were so pumped up and supportive throughout the whole match (seriously, the crowd was like one huge mass of boomsticks and unanimous cheering. just where did all that energy come from?! ) and proud of the crazy awesome team we had (especially that guy that had his helmet broken in his face. Ouch! )
as for the japanese team, well, they were mighty impressive (even if some of them were blatantly arrogant and obnoxious )
oh well, next year we'll win!

Good Game!

]]> ~aerinsol TFA Season Premier: Oh My Fraggin Gawd. http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/23703818/ http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/23703818/ Sat, 14 Mar 2009 23:54:21 PDT (if you didn't know, This is so totally spoiling TFA Season 3 Premier TRANSWARP. That is all.

)

They Killed Blurr.
They slagging killed off Blurr.
Oh My Freakin God.
i honestly don't know whether i hate shockwave now or what.
Damn.
seriously, Damn!

Out of all that's been said and done, nothing could have shocked me more than that event, although the Bumblebee nearly getting killed off one was pretty close.
i mean, even though it's pretty stupid to kill off a main character, and ESPECIALLY Bumblebee, it was pretty scary to watch.
i swear, my heart was racing when his sparkpulse failed, and it felt so painful to watch Ratchet try to coax him back to life.
But man! just- gah!

other notes: I hope Roddy rusts a painful death, Hot Shot looked pretty spiffy with flames, Bumblebee nearly dies because of Sari AGAIN, RoboSari looked like XJ9 from My Life as a Teenage Robot, poor poor Ratchet for feeling snubbed for the Key, Key's pretty useless now, HeadStarscream reminds me of Iago from Alladin, Perceptor sounds like Brain from Teen Titans and that one scientist dude in the wheelchair, Wheeljack didn't even speak, Optimus is t3h 733T master, geniusBulkhead is always great for a laugh, we find a new reason for Starscream's name, Bumblebee is UPGRADED FINALLY! and Longarm is way too innocent to be the guy that JUST MURDERED BLURR! and to add insult to injury, he hands off his cubish remains to Cliffjumper! just- graaag;oihgfkhsafalkhwfkjhslfkykeurylakeusy!!!!!!!!! WHY?!

the guys in charge of this are seriously twisted... they just started this season off into one seriously messed up gourmet of angst...
so why is it that i can't stop watching it? for the love of God, whyyyyyyyyyyy?

Dear God, please don't let Blurr be dead for good. pleaseohpleaseohpleaseohpleaseohpleeeeeeeeeaseeeeee let it not be final!
please?

(I also went to the school play today, and it was Prank Night. The performance was awesome but the cast had very set standards. i'm now glaring at my drama teacher for being racist and sexist when he casted roles for that play, but that's not important to the fact that BLURR DIED.)

]]> ~aerinsol Whoo Obama! http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/21334599/ http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/21334599/ Wed, 05 Nov 2008 06:26:54 PST

God bless America and God bless Obama!
God bless all those who voted and all that worked hard on the presidential elections this year!
(and yes, God bless Mcain and Palin for doing their best!)

YES YES YES!

]]> ~aerinsol AAAAAUGH!!!! http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/20883508/ http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/20883508/ Wed, 08 Oct 2008 00:56:17 PDT well, unlike you ipod peoples, i've got a samsung, and transferring files... is never a smooth thing

so i pulled up emodio (the samsung transfer program) and tried to move songs when all of a sudden it crashes on me

well this is normal, so i pull it up again and try not to disturb the charger/transfer sync cable cuz just touching that was begging for something to screw up

well, things screwed up, despite me being careful!
the darn thing crashes and erases all the music from my mp3player!
all of them!
every single song!
Augh! *flails arms*

and since my laptop died, i don't have the backup files nor any of the links i downloaded the songs from!
Augh! *more arm flailing*

so that is why i'm up at God knows what time it is, searching and downloading like a madwoman... all the while still recovering from the shock of my precious samsung's betrayal...
oh samsung, i had faith in you! Why do you betray me so? WHYYYYYY?!

aerinsol is not happy. not happy at all...

*goes off to a corner to cry*

]]> ~aerinsol Comments Plz http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/19547630/ http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/19547630/ Wed, 23 Jul 2008 07:28:18 PDT
to all my faithful and wonderful commenters, you're the best, and that i will love you for all eternity
okay, not really, but i still am happy to know you're thoughts on my stuff

other than that, i've got a dragon that needs views and clicks...

knock yourself out

once again thanks

]]> ~aerinsol I like exclusive pets... http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/18706387/ http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/18706387/ Sun, 08 Jun 2008 15:40:47 PDT my mom would never let me have anything other than a goldfish...
nope, tis a virtual pet! a dragon at that!

apparently there's a timer on this, so if i don't get a certain number of clicks and views, my dragon eggs will die...
now i dislike things dying, even if it is virtually, so i really want to see them hatch...
so please help by clicking the link!
(yes, shameless groveling i know...)

New one!

New one

Here's a new one!

This one i adopted after someone abandoned it...

*New one!*

*New one! *

my cave's here btw... [link]

]]> ~aerinsol graaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh..... (aka the Venting Entry) http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/18398724/ http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/18398724/ Mon, 19 May 2008 12:53:55 PDT

this is officially the turn of my life where everything sucks...
tests are coming around, finals around the corner, projects flattening me, conferences where everyone points out your flaws, and birthdays rolling around...
(seriously, it's scary how many people i know are born in May... including myself... XD )
i'm just in the lowest funk because everything's goin on and on, and i can't pull myself into gear and actually focus...
plus there's senior year to look foward to, whoop de woop...
my anatomy skills are still floopy, and my techniques haven't changed at all,
none of my paintings are completely done
the Delphic Sybil i'm working on for Geometry is still unfinished
i'm probably gonna have to retake geometry anyways
i'm failing Honors Comp Religions even though i really am interested in the subject
i'm falling into the habit of skipping classes
i feel tired and irritated but i keep being funny outside of home
i'm seriously contemplating whether any art college will ever accept me
my procrastination switch is stuck on "on"
i find myself sorely tempted in yaoi frog pairings
i actually can't draw anything but frogs now...
i'm afraid my intelligence has been lost and most everyone that has met me now thinks i'm mentally retarded...
even online, i fear that people think of me as stupid...
i'm no fun at all and i'm afraid i've used or hurt people because of my selfishness...
i've got the worst writer's cramp but am suffocating over unused plotbunnies all screaming to be used
i'm stuck on a game that i've been working on for pretty much a year
i'm fighting with my mother about my responsablities
i can't get up in the mornings at all anymore, even when i have an alarm and both my parents yelling at 4:30 in the morning
i think i'm getting overweight
i haven't gone to someone's house for about a year
and i'm losing space in my lappy to the point that i have to clean the hardrive out every 10 minutes...
and i've become so antisocial that i'm even neglecting my family, friends, and net friends...
i'm really sorry for making you put up with this guys, i'm really happy that you've been bearing with me for all this time, even if i've forgotten or delayed things i've promised... *sigh*
aaaaaarrrrrrgggggghhhh....

yesterday i stumbled upon a deviation that had in the description the artist telling everyone she was going to commit suicide today at her school. she says the reason is because of cyber bullying and that everything will be better without her...
i don't know if she really did kill herself but i replied to that deviation, trying my hardest to convince her to stop it
i don't even know her but after typing what seemed like a sermon, i could only click the send button and pray
i checked and she hasn't replied
i honestly did not want her to die
if i really think about it, i can understand
i'm understanding right now that life can be hellish and it feels as if there's no use in trying
i know that i must though, but i don't want to
would i someday be like her?
write down a note saying farewell and thanks for the memories?
say that i'm alone and that the world's better off without me? (i'm already on that stage i believe)
i know that all struggles have their impermanence, they don't last, but right now, it just seems to drag on
*sigh* and it's not really quite a phase either, my whole life's been on the edge of a knife...
everyone telling me i have potential, but i never really bother to try...
it's comforting in a sense, to resign yourself as something lower than everyone else
i look at the people who worry over one little answer wrong and i can't help but be sad for them even though i have no right to
but that's the problem... i always resign myself to observing but i feel twisted
everyone asks me and i twist it to my advantage
something about being a very good speaker, too good
but all for the wrong things

i'm so tired.....

(please disregard this all as sleep deprivation and depression and a chance to vent. if you think i'm a moron and a whiny brat, tell it to me honestly, i think it would do me good and would deflate my already gihugic head...... *wrygrin* )

]]> ~aerinsol sicksicksicksick.... http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/16655251/ http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/16655251/ Thu, 31 Jan 2008 07:51:32 PST
first days of school and I'm sick... what the heck's up with that?
gah....
my mom's so horribly asian that she doesn't think it's serious and that I don't need to see a doctor...
I'd understand it if i just had a sniffle or something, but right now I[m having trouble breathing and swallowing, which is probably important...
yarrgh, i'm now getting cabin fever, since sleeping is all i can do to pass the time...

other than that, my little sis is learning her multiplication tables...
i remember doing those... I despised numbers, and i still do, but now it's easy. But trying to teach them... Luckily we all remember School House Rock, and it's become fairly easier for her to remember them...
sigh, looking back, it all looks so easy at her age...

i'm sorry for being such a witch right now, but I need to vent and my swollen throat won't let me....
and besides it keeps me occupied and distracted from the pain of speaking...

i know it seems like all i do is complain here, but i really do have a happy life. Honest.
(so don't go around calling me emo, Jordan. )
I really love you guys, so again, sorry!

(you can ignore this journal for what it's worth, I don't blame you one bit... )

]]> ~aerinsol The Sky is Raining Ashes... http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/15164058/ http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/15164058/ Sun, 21 Oct 2007 19:30:32 PDT Santa Ana Winds have come back, oh joy.
Well, it wasn't too hard having to endure harsh stale winds with odd stuff flying about...
Except for the part where it nearly blew my hat off...
It wasn't until after service was done and over did I notice it was beginning to smell a little burnt.
An hour ago, the sky turned dark as great clouds of smoke came whistling with the wind and all of a sudden it started raining ashes...
Mind you Malibu and Canyon Country aren't exactly near where I live, but the fact that all that smoke came all the way here was a little frightening, I must admit...
I pray for all the residents who are being evacuated and for all the firefighters fighting the fire...
I wonder if we'll have school tomorrow?

(Another thing is that I got sick for a couple of days... nothing serious, but just a nasty cold... )

]]> ~aerinsol Mommy, I love you... http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/14623681/ http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/14623681/ Thu, 13 Sep 2007 21:12:32 PDT
Mommy
I am only 8 inches long
but I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
Every time I hear it
I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beat
is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two

Mommy
today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me
you could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three

You know what Mommy
I'm a boy!!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don't like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too
and I cry with you even though
you can't hear me.

Month Four

Mommy
my hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine
but I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
and stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month Five

You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I'm not a baby.
I am a baby Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what's abortion?

Month Six

I can hear that doctor again.
I don't like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can't get away from it!
Mommy! HELP me!

Month Seven

Mommy
I am okay.
I am in Jesus's arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn't you want me Mommy?

Every Abortion Is Just . . .

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

If you're against abortion, re-post this

taken from

this hits me very hard...

]]> ~aerinsol China Mission 2007~ Part 1! http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/14423767/ http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/14423767/ Fri, 31 Aug 2007 10:19:47 PDT For those of you who don't know already, I'm back from China! and let me tell you, whoever named the Great Wall of China oughtta be kicked in the shin... They should name it the Not So Great Wall of China...

The plane ride, me and my partner, Steven, slept so much that we missed the plane dinner and breakfast... lol

when we transferred to another plane, my pastor got caught with a pocketknife in his bag that he forgot to take out and the LAX security had totally missed it...

from then on, I didn't really trust LAX that much anymore...

When we arrived, it was so hot and crowded there in China! Our first days there were spent just trying to get used to the humidity... We met the pastor there in China and went to our rooms. The girls had to go to an apartment that was all the way up on the 6th floor-- no elevators.

The boys lucked out and got an apartment that was on the first floor and had better air conditioning that we did... (one of the boys had torn a muscle before we came and was still on crutches when we came... )

Our experience with China food was a bit... oily? There were some very queer things that tasted quite different, and most of the girls were a little picky with the food... I don't blame them really... I didn't like the warm soymilk much, but I did enjoy the fried bread and the pork/vegetable buns...

They said that China's undergoing a huge renovation for the Beijing Olympics, so there are loads of trees and new buildings around. But even so, you can still see that China still has a bit of problems... It made me sad, seeing a river that was choked with trash...

My job on the team was recorder; I was in charge of the camcorder (which, by the way, was a really old model, the big clunky type) and you guys should see the things I recorded, lol. My team worked hard throughout the mission, but I managed to sneak in a couple of minutes worth of blackmail material...

Our first spot was to teach English to the Chinese Christian children. Our group of 13 divided into two; one to teach at Headquarters and one to teach at another city. I was in the other city group with 5 others.
What can I say? The kids there were really energetic. We got tired out so quickly by them... I gained a new respect for teachers, especially the elementary teachers...

and surprisingly, there wasn't much to teach them. They already knew how to read for their age, and somewhat talk... I felt sorry for our translator, Joseph, who had to help us constantly. I believe that if it weren't for him, we would have never had survived...

We taught, played games, sang songs... The children loved bowling, Duck Duck, Goose, and it was funny watching them play charades...

Our group performed some skits and dances and the children loved the Apple Tree Skit, which was a silent comedy about a hungry person finding an apple tree, attempts to grab the apples, but the tree wouldn't let her get them so easily...
She first tries to rope it, but the tree takes off the rope.
She then tries to shake it, but the tree wouldn't let go.
She finally tries to climb it with a ladder, but the tree tips the ladder over.
Finally, hungry, depressed, and frustrated, she sits in front of the tree and sulks.
The tree, seeing her sulking, then gives her an apple.
Overjoyed, the hungry person is about to eat the apple, when another hungry person comes barreling, trying to snatch it.
The first hungry person dodges her and wouldn't give it to her, miming all the hard work she's done to get the juicy apple.
The second hungry person is sad and go sits in the corner of the stage.
The First hungry person is about to eat it, but looks back at the second hungry person.
she motions to the audience that the apple was hers and that she worked hard for it, but she's still not happy.
Finally, she sullenly goes to the second person and pokes her, (reluctantly) giving her the apple.
she goes back to the apple tree and mopes, but the second person offers to share the apple.
They become friends with the tree looking on... ]]> ~aerinsol Art Dump! Art Dump! Look Out Below! :D http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/14216288/ http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/14216288/ Fri, 17 Aug 2007 19:23:37 PDT
oh internet, how I missed you so....

nothing much, just after I came back and I had the urge to unload a bunch of crappy doodles haunting my memory disk. voila! here they are!

a bit dumb, but I spent a lot of time trying to fix them up and make them viewable to my superiors...

zai jian!

]]> ~aerinsol Dear God, Keep them Safe... http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/13891005/ http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/13891005/ Thu, 26 Jul 2007 17:28:03 PDT
This is a way to vent and express my extreme worry...
I don't know if you already know this, but July 21, last Saturday, there were 23 Korean missionaries taken hostage by Taliban members in Afghanistan... The missionaries are made up of 18 women and 5 men, and most are doctors and nurses in their 20-30s.

Right now, one has been shot, who was the leader of the group, and now there are 22 left.
The kidnappers will release the prisoners only if Korea gets out of the war in Afghanistan, and they release their Taliban prisoners.

Though I have been living in America for all of my life, this isn't just "other news" to me. This is devastating news which hurts me just as much as those in Korea. Though I barely even speak Korean, I still pray and hurt for those who are trapped there, praying to God that those hostages would be safe and eventually rescued.

I am angry, confused, sad, and scared. Angry, at those who make so many people, my people, unhappy and pained for their selfish needs. It's not fair! Who are they that they can think that they control whoever lives and dies?! I know that I have no right to say what's fair or not, that it's all up to God, but I still am upset... Confused, because I have no idea why this is all happening; i know nothing of the workings of war, only that war kills. What cause is so important as to kidnap innocent people and cause so much grief? tell me that?

Sad, because I did not want those hostages to die, hoping beyond hope that all 23 would survive, and now knowing that the families of the hostages must be scared out of their minds for their loved ones. Scared, because eventually, I will also be leaving as a missionary, and while i know that going to missions is not easy, I am now more aware of the possibility that I won't be coming back home.

Because of this, my dad has even asked me to reconsider going to missions. Though I am only going to China, this situation may have made the Chinese government more aware of missionaries coming to China, and the consequensces of being found out are severe. My dad doesn't really like Christians; he doesn't like that a lot of so called Christians do bad things anyways... This gives him another reason to tell me not to go... But I can't easily give up, not when I worked so hard to get so far along with the rest of my team; all that work will come to nothing if i quit now.

There's been a lot happening recently... My pastor's going to have a Sabbatical so that he can take care of his baby son... My other pastor's husband's parents have been attacked by their dog, and are in the emergency room, so my pastor's staying with them and not go to the retreat.

We're going to be performing a dance to the adult service next week. Summer school's been killing me. I'm going to have to have an uncomfortable discussion with my dad about this whole fiasco, and convince him to let me go to China. man, what a busy summer... actually make that a busy year, so much has happened... I wonder if it's a sign? So much work and I barely have time to actually take a breather and relax. But I can't relax, because I feel that there's a universal deadline coming, and I've procrastinated up till now...

Mentally, spiritually, emotionally, financially... however way you put it, I am tired. The only way I can go on is my fandoms... Sadly, I rather escape reality rather than face it... *sigh*
There's so much going on, so much I don't understand... it erks me a lot, this not knowing and waiting... I feel incompetent compared to everyone else who's coping with this, just because I have no idea how to cope with all this productively...

aaaagggghhh...I think I better stop now, before I start getting emo thoughts... Not to worry everyone, I'm not usually like this, lol. Give me a few moments, and I'll be my old bouncy self again, I promise. But until then, pray for me, kay? Pray for them in Afghanistan, pray for the world... I know it's asking a lot, especially since I don't know you guys, I don't do anything cool, or amazing... but it would mean a lot to me...
I dunno...

I'll still be around, but from now till the end of August, I'll probably be busy preparing... so I won't have so much time to chat... blah...
so until then, see ya all real soon. (once again, so sorry for being such a whiny butt...)

]]> ~aerinsol I Live! http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/12689919/ http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/12689919/ Sun, 22 Apr 2007 10:12:14 PDT Anyone?
After being MIA for God knows how long, I return to find my inbox near over flowing and whole new page of unseen deviations...

I'm surprised my account hasn't rebooted yet...
But I have an excuse! ( Serious! )
It was spring break and I was taken against my will to a road trip to El Paso to visit my dad at his work place. (not that i didn't enjoy it, of course, but imagine having to sit in the car with 2 loud siblings for nearly 16 hours... twice....

)
I actually stayed in New Mexico more... loved the hotel ( the bounciest beds!) , the buffet (i gained so much weight... darn dessert table!), Roswell (aliens!), the Bottomless Lakes (brr! cold!), the horsies!
That was my spring break!

Then came the awful task of getting back to my school schedule... (my many attempts of rolling out of bed were futile...)
but now I'm back!
now I just have to face the dreaded task of wading through the many deviations I ought to be faving and commenting and trying to figure out just what you people have been up to...
But I'll through them, people, eventually! Promise!
(I'll put up a more serious entry later, this is just to notify you people I haven't died, which seems to be happening a lot... x_x )

]]> ~aerinsol wow... a thousand... http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/11646611/ http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/11646611/ Thu, 01 Feb 2007 11:40:15 PST that... is a lot of numbers!

thank you, all you wonderful peoples! this was only made possible by viewers like you!
thank you!

]]> ~aerinsol Wishing You a Very Merry Christmas! http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/11194078/ http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/11194078/ Mon, 25 Dec 2006 20:58:27 PST Is Christmas more than Christmas trees
shiny decorations, and some dolls?
Of this I'm sure: There's something more; for I've heard many say,
That in a strange far-off land, a child was born this day.
And Christmas is to celebrate His coming from above,
He showed us how we all should live,
And told us we should love.

May your Christmas be filled with lots of love, and may God bless you and your family with His peace and joy!

Merry Christmas everybody!
(and a Happy New Year!

)

]]> ~aerinsol Happy ThanxGiving! http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/10838836/ http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/10838836/ Fri, 24 Nov 2006 20:24:53 PST Turkey, Mashed Potatoes, Yams, Stuffing, Cornbread, Carrots and String Beans, Gravy, Sweet Corn, Cranberries, Apple Slices, and Ice Cream...
to share between two families: my own and my parents' friends family... that's 9 of us total... and still we manage to have leftovers! (we didn't even get to break out the pumpkin pie!

)
But looking back, I realize that I have much to be thankful for!

Praise God that I can enjoy a lovely meal with friends and family!
Hope you all had a wonderful Thanxgiving too!

geh... now I have to work off all this food at PE next week....
but it was all worth it!

]]> ~aerinsol Oh what the hey... http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/10689880/ http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/10689880/ Sat, 11 Nov 2006 12:30:42 PST good grief... i haven't updated in ages...
ermm.... this is just to say that I'm still alive everyone!
I'll probably be a bit more active, now that I've finally got the scanner to agree with me. It won't look the best, but at least it's something, right?
At this time I'm looking forward to a slew of DVDs.... Cars is definitely on the list (darn only one disc! X( ) .... and so is Darkwing Duck (I can't believe I didn't watch that show when I was little! )
and a bunch of others...

Man, I just realized how much my interests expanded... Unfortunately, I never lose interests in my fandoms, so the list just keeps growing and growing.... oog!
a rough list : Teen Titans
Fairly Odd Parents
Pixar
Kingdom Hearts
Mickey/Disney
Donald Duck (and his very extensive universe!)
Paperinik
Darkwing Duck
all in this year! lol...
notice that they are somehow related...
so yeah, for those who still acknowledge my existance, I've finally gotten off my big tush and started doing things, so yeah, you haven't heard the last of me!

]]> ~aerinsol whoah... do i get an award for this? http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/7994902/ http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/7994902/ Fri, 24 Feb 2006 22:57:19 PST
But fortunately for you and many others, today is not that day, so you may sleep easy for tonight...
lessee, lessee... i suppose i'll get in with it, shall i?

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
...city is an industrial center for automobiles... (The New Webster's International Encyclopedia... under Adelaide... O_o...)

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
*slam* ... ow... that was stupid...

3.What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Home Alone 2... and it's the part when Kevin uses the ole Tv manuver...

4.Without looking, guess what time it is:
9:10

5.Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
9:09... eh, close, right?

6.With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
the TV, and my sisters yelling and laughing it up... HEY QUIET OVER THERE! I"M TRYING TO WRITE THIS JOURNAL THINGY!!!

sisters...

7.When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
5:00 ish... coming back from Piano class...

8.Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
My unfinished stories, an allegory that is also unfinished, and my DA messages that always gives me the giggles... but mostly my unfinished work....

9.What are you wearing?
Jeans... a white shirt that says "Do you truly love me?" from church, socks, a watch, a wristband, and a dorky set of glasses that make me look like harry potter...

... no joke...

10.Did you dream last night?
erm... no... i kinda stayed up the whole night...

...moving right along!

11. When did you last laugh?
A bit of a while ago... when I was making fun of my mom and my mom started making fun of me and then we started to laugh... ah, good times... good times...

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
a clock... a little tablet thingy for decoration... shelves jammed with books... and my piano with all my little statuettes of composers!

13. Seen anything weird lately?
yup, and she's staring right at me... *waves at own reflection*

14. What do you think of this quiz?
I'll take "so so" for $500 (honestly, some questions are a bit bleh... but better than i can come up with... shuttin up now...

)

15. What is the last film you saw?
The Chronicles of Narnia... omg, such a wonderful movie! we're so buying it once it's on DVD

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
All the manga and comics I want, my own laptop with internet, a scanner, photoshop, all the DVDs for FOP and Bionicle, and --hang it, if i became that filthy rich, I'd buy the whole nicktoons studio! Huzzah! more FOP for all us die hard fans!

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
what? that I'm addicted to hot spicy foods and ultra sugary candies at the same time?

Goshdarnit! now i'm hungry!

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Spongebob MUST DIE!!!!

nah, probably make the world all right again... oh, and the person who invented the bomb? yeah, that guy deserves a good spanking...

http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/7702674/ Wed, 25 Jan 2006 09:04:47 PST we'll never forget you... thank you for all the wonderful times you've lifted our spirits every day... thank you for all the laughs you brought, the smiles, the unswerving heart you've brightened our day with... even though things went bad, the heart had gone, and we just couldn't bear it anymore, you always managed to come back and remind us... so all in all thanx, you've had a wonderful legacy that cheered up adults and kids around the world... we found friends and hobbies because of you... we hope that maybe, we'll be able to see Timmy and his fairies again... perhaps we'll be able to one day visit Dimmsdale and Fairyworld again... but for now it's the end... no, not really... just goodbye... goodbye's don't last forever, and there is hope... so instead we'll say to you... until we meet again...

Until we meet again... ]]> ~aerinsol FA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA!! http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/7228705/ http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/7228705/ Mon, 05 Dec 2005 12:10:40 PST wow... haven't said much for a while... Oopsie...

so yeah... me likey this time of year. must be the holiday rush, the winter break (NO SCHOOL! XD

), and all that jazz...

I especially luvs this time of year cause it's a time of family and friendship

... good feelings all around, ya know?
and I'm all looking round the site, popping in and out randomly, and I see journals and piccys all sprouting with winter solstace

... theys all adorables and wonderful!

teehee...

I'm also surprised that so far i'm being watched by great artists and writers that they have no idea who I am... I'm not worthy, I tell ya! Not worthy!

and not a single piccy or poem to say my thanx

or at least become one of the many talented artists that I envya dn drool over their works... *sigh* but who knows?

* top of her christmas wish list: a scanner*
so yeah... me hopes that maybe someday... I'll be able to amaze you with my obsessions, but now is not that day...

Me likes to thank and recognize:
HeartlessSlayer

Agent-Di

Saecollies2

Elera

Urvy-Balboa

gorillaz4ever

LiberianFoxStudios ~aerinsol Heyo! http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/7004616/ http://aerinsol.deviantart.com/journal/7004616/ Wed, 09 Nov 2005 21:59:28 PST I dont usually go by any other names, but I can handle being called Rini or Jenny. Im 14 years old, and have the maturity of a 10 year old, which means that I tend to act childish every once in a great while. Or vise versa.
I have played the piano for 6 years straight, have attended kendo lessons for nearly a year, and have a very blurry background in sports. I adore animals, detest bugs, and I talk a lot or not at all. These are just a few things, compared to my very big personality.
For those who dont know me at all, and say you happened to see me at lunch or class, you could say that Im an artsy person. Thats pretty much the truth. I love to draw and I love to write, especially if its a subject that captivates my imagination. Some of these subjects are fairies with wands, wings and floating crowns, teenage superheroes, biological robots, and a bit of Japanese mysticism. I always make sure to bring a notebook and pencil with me everywhere, and in my spare time, can be found doodling my favorite characters. I love cartoons especially cute characters, and take them very seriously, Im usually found online chatting with geeks and nerds like me about a certain episode or character. People say that art is a skill, well I just look at them crazy and tell them, if art is skill then how come I aint doin well in math? Its true, art is no skill, just the way my hand moves across the paper, the pencil giving life to my creations and pictures, the whole aspect of drawing as an outlet for my craving for something unreal and yet so normal
Music is the voice of the wind, the chill of the icy mountain, the fury of the volcano, the gentle waves of the sea, the resonance of the stone, and the deep pits of the earth. Music is a language that is inborn, as such is art. There is no rule, there is no right or wrong, it just is Now the music of today has not changed, although people sure do enjoy being depressed. Im all out for a song that puts me in a bad mood, cause then I get my inspiration, but has the world really sunk to a level of depression such as now? The only happy songs only talk about mature, grown up things, like going to a party, having a boyfriend, or whatever
So sorry, I tend to ramble a lot, hence my master piece! No really, I do ramble, I talk excessively, and I annoy the heck out of people. Of course, that doesnt mean I cuss. Im not a fob or a sap, I was just raised that way, and I wouldnt have it any other way. Honestly, its degrading that our entire English language is being devoured by ugly, biting words that no one would ever want to be called, in jest or deliberately. If you are the few people who do enjoy being called as such and such, well its not like Im going to make any difference ranting at you
Reading is my very favorite hobby; I devour books like I do with food. Fast yet I can still taste the details and suspense within. Sometimes I rather think that reading can be a whole lot more exciting than TV, you could read the details and envision them in your head any way you want. Nowadays, Im finding myself looking towards fan fiction and poetry; its amazing how people interpret something that everyone has seen and makes a whole new plot and style that it becomes a different story altogether. I guess thats what makes it so exciting
I don't quite mind having this journal. it makes me all bubbly inside knowing that I'm not a geek and total nerd. I hope you people who are just passing by will bear with me, as I don't have a scanner to place any art to enterain you... but who knows? I'm saving up to buy a scanner so yeah, maybe by the end of this year, I'll be able to impress you peoples...
Until then, I shall try to post up some more entries and try a shot at poetry... See ya then!
~Rini-chan ]]> ~aerinsol