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                <title>you already know</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 Dec 2009 17:28:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ...what i'm going so say. so i'm not going to say it. but you already know, so consider it implied.<br /><br /><br /><br />things you don't know:<br />my internet is down.<br />my love is home, although only for another week.<br />we made love up, left, and sideways. <br />i'm so, so happy.<br />i'll be back soon, hopefully.<br /><br />i love you all.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>memetic buzz</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 07 Dec 2009 14:31:10 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://the-big-yoshi.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/t/h/the-big-yoshi.jpg" alt=":iconthe-big-yoshi:" title="the-big-yoshi"/></a> tagged me. blame him.<br /><br /><br />001. Real name â google search aestheticirony. you'll find me, lol.<br />002. Nickname(s) â lexi, aestheticirony on the net.<br />003. Zodiac sign â leo, but i straddle the line with cancer, and i think it fits me better.<br />004. Male or female â female<br />005. Elementary â ronceverte<br />006. Middle School â eastern greenbrier junior high (it's not a junior high anymore though <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> ) <br />007. High School â greenbrier east. spartans, yay! (except with football. we failed with the football. we had every other sport except for polo though. and it's pretty cool to have a high school with a full golf team. our kinship with the greenbrier resort hotel was the reason for this. ironically, the guy who BOUGHT the hotel is our ladies basketball coach. it's a small town.)<br />008. Hair color â dark blonde.<br />009. Long or short â quite long. long enough to get stuck if i go to lean forward in a chair.<br />010. Loud or Quiet â quiet until i get to know you. i do have a tendency to be outspoken, though, especially with those things i believe in.<br />011. Sweats or Jeans â jeans. my mother wearing sweatpants all of my life killed me on them.<br />012. Phone or Camera â phone. BUT if i had a camera, it would be with me all of the time.<br />013. Health freak â eh. not really, but i have my moments. i drink a lot of teas and things, but i also drink a shitton of coffee.<br />014. Drink or Smoke? â the latter, although not a whole lot. enough to be a hindrance. i drink on special occasions, and i'm not adverse to the occasional party. but i am SO not a party girl.<br />015. Do you have a crush on someone? â natalie portman. i'd go gay for her, and my boyfriend knows it (and supports it, lol).<br />016. Eat or Drink â well, i eat a lot (and my figure shows it), but i constantly have something to drink. and if i don't, i'll drink someone else's.<br />017. Piercings â two holes in each ear.<br />018. Tattoos â a red poppy on my ankle and the words ATLANTIC and memento vivre on my hip.<br /><br />HAVE YOU EVER?<br />019. Been in an airplane â nope.<br />020. Been in a relationship â yes.<br />021. Been in a car accident â yep, several. three of them were my fault, but not all of them.<br />022. Been in a fist fight â probably.<br /><br />FIRSTS:<br />023. First piercing â my ears.<br />024. First best friend â heather trainor and sequoya moore. oddly enough, i became good friends with sequoya later on. although, i should note, all of my best friends now i've known for at least 5 years. most of them more.<br />025. First award â no violations. although, in kindergarten i did get to go around to the first grade classes and read to all of them. not an award, but something i'm still proud of.<br />026. First crush â nick carter or thomas donovan. oh, but i loved nick carter with all of my six year old little heart.<br />028. First big vacation â myrtle beach, SC. although, after that, every year we'd go to virginia beach. i went this summer mostly out of nostalgia, with two of my best friends. planet pizza was just as good as i remembered.<br /><br />LASTS:<br />029. Last person you talked to â jessica t. just a few minutes ago.<br />030. Last person you IMed â i can't remember. i think it was dani.<br />031. Last person you watched a movie with â me myself and i<br />032. Last food you ate â chicken tenders. they made me a little eh to my stomach. not good first thing in the morning.<br />033. Last movie you watched â i started watching the dark crystal last night, but i didn't finish it.<br />034. Last song you listened to â of all the gin joints in all the world by fall out boy. i was driving around with jessica.<br />035. Last thing you bought â gas and cigarettes.<br />036. Last person you hugged â my mommy <3<br /><br />FAVES:<br />037. Food â a lot of stuff. any kind of tomato products.<br />038. Drinks â well, i drink anything on hand. right now i'm drinking uber strong tea.<br />039. Clothing â lacy cami with jeans. add my plaid jacket and my pretty silver scarf.<br />040. Books â <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/Understatement">a lot of them.</a> most recently, under the dome, by stephen king.<br />041. Musics â <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.last.fm/user/aestheticirony">here</a><br />042. Flower â poppies, daffodils, marigolds<br />043. Colors â all of them. no, really.<br />044. Movies â hmm... i watch a LOT of movies. but i'm also a movie snob.<br />045. Positions â er... that's not really any of your business.... ]]></description>
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                <title>anyone want a google wave invite?</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 04 Dec 2009 11:40:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i got 7 left (cause =<a class="u" href="http://jeromyroxout.deviantart.com/">jeromyroxout</a> gets first dibs, of course <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> ), so if you want to try it out, ask and ye shall receive. also, if you already have one, add me.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>distress.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 17 Nov 2009 12:41:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ fever-fueled heat rolls off my skin in waves.<br /><br />coffee is the milk and honey of this place. i stayed up all night pacing back and forth throughout the house, waiting for something to happen, waiting for a compromise between two conflicting ideas in my head. distress tastes like coffee and honey, milk is food for babies. it's disgusting, but it does the trick and 36 hours later, i have finally found my bed, and i'm lying there with every cell buzzing with words i can no longer comprehend and this vague feeling of raison d'etre. my eyes are open wide.<br /><br />i see everything fully.<br /><br />these ceiling and dustmotes that float across my eyes. a piece of the world rimmed in eyelashes, mascara that's been rubbed away from my red eyes. a spider hands from the fan by an invisible thread. i am far past caring, at least twelve hours of sleep away from any phobia. except maybe hypnophobia, the fear of sleep. but sleep is so far away that even it doesn't frighten me anymore. that spider, it swings back and forth on it's invisible wire, until it flies off, does a backflip - showing off it's skills, its too-many legs behind its head, and it grows and grows until it encompasses my vision and all i see is black.<br /><br />i sit up in a panic. i believe i am blind until i accidentally open my eyes. the buzzing in my body stops when i move, but moving causes me skin to erupt with moisture that reminds me that it's cold, so cold. my mouth is dry and i'd like to reach for my glass of water, but my arms forget how to move. i lie back down, and keep my eyes open until they burn and stream. i imagine black lines across my face, i imagine my nose bleeding, i imagine flicking my tongue across my lip to see what i taste like. i imagine i taste salty like the ocean in my mouth. a red ocean, and my mind can only think that if it is red, then it must be hot. the atlantic, it boils, and all the fish rise to the top. cooked. breaded. with lemon.<br /><br />the salt. my face is wet, but i'm not sure if that's from blood or tears. i've forgotten which one i made up. i haven't slept for weeks, for months, for years. line my bones up on the front yard so i can be dried and wrapped in linen. i'll still be breathing shallow breaths underneath that white veil that screams VUH VUH VIRGIN. <br /><br />and then my wrists are moving across a keyboard and my fingers are dancing without knowing what they're doing it all for. but i know. this inspiration, the sweat and the blood. and in the morning one of it will make sense, but for now the typing is hurried and loving and i think of my lover.<br /><br />my eyes, my eyes open so wide.<br /><br />all the better to see you with my dear. and with every heartbeat, the caffeine washes over my brain in waves, like atlantic waves and salt water. my lover breathes salt and i breathe him. which one is more tragic? can you tell me where this is going? the morning sun lies across my body, and it's really just you, but that's even better.<br /><br />my tongue is tied across this page and yours just flicks across my wrist.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>movies</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 08 Nov 2009 19:42:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ give me some films to watch. good ones, obviously. i'm not big on sports films, but if it's good, i'll watch it.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>mighty morphing meme time!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 22 Oct 2009 21:13:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Why did you join this site?<br />It was 2004 and I was obsessed with inuyasha. i was infatuated with the fandom and playing around with fanfiction and, strangely enough, had begun to pick up a pencil and draw the characters i so loved. after googling images and coming to this site time and time again, i created an account. that account was not this one. out of embarrassment, i'm not going to tell you the old account.<br /><br />What does your username have to do with you? Is it a combination of your favorite things, or a character of yours?<br />well, i had experimented with japanese-sounding names, but was beginning to think that maybe i didn't want to be tied down to something that pinpointed my hobbies. it felt a little to naked to me. "aesthetic" having been one of my favorite words since that fateful day in 9th grade health class, and just having had a conversation on (ha) the aesthetics of irony, i put it together. personally, i think it was one of my finer moments. i'm still rather proud of it.<br /><br />What is your current icon of?<br />two of my (many) favorite colors. i call it dark alley blue and alexis yellow. i had an obsession with clouds a while back, and was sick of my panic at the disco themed icon. i can't stand it, and i've been meaning to change it for a while now.<br /><br />How many watchers do you have and how many people are you currently watching?<br />She watches 143 people, while 80 people watch her.<br /><br />only about 15 of those people are active, though.<br /><br />Do you have more than one account?<br />yeah, several. my old account, this one, a club, and a secret account.<br /><br />Name 3 of your favorite artists on DA.<br /><br />(not including people i know irl)<br /><a href="http://lostsoulx44.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lostsoulx44.gif?1" alt=":iconlostsoulx44:" title="lostsoulx44"/></a><a href="http://sadwonderland.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/a/sadwonderland.gif?2" alt=":iconsadwonderland:" title="sadwonderland"/></a><a href="http://eiko-chan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/i/eiko-chan.png?2" alt=":iconeiko-chan:" title="eiko-chan"/></a><a href="http://kizioko.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/i/kizioko.gif" alt=":iconkizioko:" title="kizioko"/></a><a href="http://awasteof-paint.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/w/awasteof-paint.jpg?2" alt=":iconawasteof-paint:" title="awasteof-paint"/></a><br />that's 5 yeah, but whatever. there are a lotlotlotlot more, but i just don't have time to write them all out.<br /><br />What deviant do you admire because of their personality?<br />those lovely ladies up there. and all of my friends on here, because i've made too many to count. honestly, there are just so many people who've been kind, who've given me advice, who've become my friends. <br /><br />i would write down names, but i don't want to offend anyone by NOT writing them up here. if i know you, and i comment on your journals, chances are you are one of them.<br /><br />How many people on here do you actually know in reality? Post their avatars.<br /><br /><a href="http://jeromyroxout.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/j/e/jeromyroxout.gif?3" alt=":iconjeromyroxout:" title="jeromyroxout"/></a><a href="http://expertliar.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/x/expertliar.gif" alt=":iconexpertliar:" title="expertliar"/></a><a href="http://kakeranokirei.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/a/kakeranokirei.jpg?5" alt=":iconkakeranokirei:" title="kakeranokirei"/></a><a href="http://redrabbitsunflower.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/r/e/redrabbitsunflower.jpg" alt=":iconredrabbitsunflower:" title="redrabbitsunflower"/></a><a href="http://micrypt.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/i/micrypt.gif" alt=":iconmicrypt:" title="micrypt"/></a>(who i actually DON'T know in real life, but i've known him so long that i don't really think that matters anymore) <a href="http://musicalmeg.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif" alt=":iconmusicalmeg:" title="musicalmeg"/></a><a href="http://fearmedearx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/e/fearmedearx.gif" alt=":iconfearmedearx:" title="fearmedearx"/></a><a href="http://geraldthemouse.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/g/e/geraldthemouse.jpg" alt=":icongeraldthemouse:" title="geraldthemouse"/></a><a href="http://listermarie.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/i/listermarie.jpg" alt=":iconlistermarie:" title="listermarie"/></a>:iconllwelyn-apollo:<a href="http... ]]></description>
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                <title>depressing music</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 07 Sep 2009 22:35:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i keep trying to properly explain what i am, but it's only giving me a headache and making me realize terrible, terrible things.<br /><br />so instead, i will tell you about my art.<br /><br />i have been doing a lot of it, and i have a bunch of pieces that i want to put on dA. the only problem is that my scanner only works with my desktop, and i don't have a mouse. i have, however, ordered a tablet, so hopefully that won't be much of a problem soon. unless i can't download the drivers because i don't have a mouse. i need to bite the bullet and buy one, but that's literally the only reason i need one.<br /><br />and you know what? i miss the people who GET ME. the people who get where i'm coming from and the things that i've done and why i've done them. the only problem is that they are far away, and in more senses than one.<br /><br />and i miss my boyfriend, although i can't say he actually gets me on that level. maybe he will one day, but right now i am too blinded by infatuation and first love to mind. besides, he and i have not been together that long, and there are a lot of dimensions of this relationship thing to explore. and it's really fucking hard to do that when he's in missouri. (not that i don't fully understand and respect why he is there and what he is doing. i just can't wait for him to get back so that we can pick up where we left off)<br /><br />the new brand new album, daisy, was leaked. and, after the initial shock, i realized it's pretty good. it's kind of funny because i can hear all three of their previous albums in it, and those three albums were very, very different. it's not as good as the devil and god, but it's good.<br /><br />and i need to get out of this town. desperately. actually, fuck that, i need to get out of this state. i can't do that right now, for more than one reason. but after a while, i think i'll have to. i'm going stir crazy. of course, i need something to do. i need to get a job, really, but i just haven't buckled down and done it.<br /><br />one of my best friends found out that her father passed away. it sounds stupid because i didn't really know the man well, but it affected me a lot. and she's in pain, and i don't know how to help her. she helped me out so much when my grandfather died, but the only thing i've been able to do for her is say "i'm here if you need anything at all." and, though i loved my grandfather, it's different with a parent. my father died, but i was so young that i really can't relate to her at all.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />and i don't think my music is depressing at all.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>miss you so much.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 Aug 2009 15:55:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 10 things i wish i could say to people.<br />1. what happened?<br />2. you really, really hurt me.<br />3. i miss you so much. you just don't even know.<br />4. i want to be with you for a long, long time. i hope you feel the same way.<br />5. i will never trust you ever again.<br />6. you have begun to fail at life. please pick yourself up, for me.<br />7. i honestly don't care about what you did to me any more, because i am happy in my life now.<br />8. stop telling me you're in love with me. you disgust me.<br />9. i feel like i could tell you anything.<br />10. it doesn't matter that you slept with your best friend. nothing matters at all.<br /><br />Nine things about myself.<br />1. i am so tired right now, i could sleep for ages.<br />2. i hate my freckles.<br />3. i am in love with a boy who i am afraid is not as serious about me.<br />4. i am rereading breaking dawn, although i think it's stupid.<br />5. i need to get a job.<br />6. i am so pms'd right now.<br />7. i've been calling my voice mail over and over just to hear him say he loves me. just to hear his voice.<br />8. i spend way way too much money.<br />9. all i ever do is drive and listen to music.<br /><br />Eight ways to win my heart.<br />1. intelligence<br />2. physical attractiveness, at least to an extent.<br />3. they don't have to be as deep as the ocean, but i despise shallow people.<br />4. honesty. always, even if i don't want to know the truth.<br />5. physical strength, but that isn't a necessity.<br />6. emotionally wimpy boys. as in someone who doesn't have their own opinions, but only echoes other peoples'<br />7. someone who loves the same kind of music i love, or someone who is nerdy in the way i am.<br />8. don't be afraid to be yourself. i can't get to know you if you're someone else all of the time.<br /><br />Seven things that cross my mind a lot.<br />1. waking up in vegas. it's my ringtone and it's CONSTANTLY STUCK IN MY HEAD.<br />2. nicholas.<br />3. my friends.<br />4. god and/or the lack thereof.<br />5. nicholas.<br />6. i need a cigarette<br />7. nicholas.<br /><br />Six things i do before i go to sleep.<br />1. wash my face.<br />2. take out my contacts.<br />3. wash my feet.<br />4. plug up my cell phone.<br />5. take my allergy medicine and get a large glass of drinkage.<br />6. talk to nicholas. (this was before he left for basic)<br /><br />Five places that i want to visit.<br />1. italy. not the touristy parts, but real italy.<br />2. japan.<br />3. india.<br />4. the west coast.<br />5. the east coast again (it's where my heart and soul is.)<br /><br />Four things i'm wearing right now.<br />1. shorts.<br />2. underwear.<br />3. shirt.<br />4. my hair up.<br /><br />Three bands i listen to often.<br />1. bright eyes.<br />2. brand new.<br />3. any number of bands.<br /><br />Two things i want to do before i die.<br />1. go skydiving.<br />2. be happy and fulfilled.<br /><br />One confession.<br />1. he told me what you talked about, and i am still angry over it.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />from <a href="http://s-doll.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/_/s-doll.gif?1" alt=":icons-doll:" title="s-doll"/></a>.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>suh-suh-summer of oh-nine</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 06 Aug 2009 20:23:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ has been drama-filled.<br /><br />-edited for people who may come across my page-<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>so</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 23 Jul 2009 21:01:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i am eighteen.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>no one picked "american"</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 05 Jul 2009 21:07:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so, ~<a class="u" href="http://jeromyroxout.deviantart.com/">jeromyroxout</a>, ~<a class="u" href="http://expertliar.deviantart.com/">Expertliar</a>, and i all decided to do a version of the 100 themes challenge. this particular one is from ~<a class="u" href="http://sweet-meda.deviantart.com/">sweet-meda</a>. we took the 100 and each picked 33, with the last one (incidentally, it was "american") being scrapped. we have to write at least one story per week (on threat of a bullet being put in our heads, thanks wesley). this is my (almost)third of the list.<br /><br />1. beginnings<br />5. light<br />6. dark<br />7. happiness<br />9. balance<br />15. ancient<br />22. destruction<br />26. asian<br />33. air<br />40. shallow<br />41. deep<br />43. vanity<br />48. summer<br />49. autumn<br />51. school<br />56. demons<br />57. city<br />62. legend<br />64. power<br />66. rain<br />69. wisdom<br />74. known<br />80. temple<br />84. deity<br />86. human<br />89. stars<br />90. space<br />93. passion<br />94. success<br />97. mediocrity<br />98. music<br />99. virus<br />100. endings<br /><br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>i am</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Jun 2009 23:18:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i am being played like a card, like an ace in the hole.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>things i'm really into right now</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 13 Jun 2009 21:30:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ batman<br />higashi no eden<br />the hazards of love<br />the sims 3<br />not working<br /><br /><br /><br />jer's house<br /><br /><br />oh yeah bitch<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>all i wanna do is</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 17 May 2009 20:51:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ BANG BANG BANG BANG<br />-paper planes, m.i.a.-<br /><br /><br /><br />jack white is creepy, but goddamn he can do music. another way to die is fucking sick, and all of the bands he does just have great great music.<br /><br />and i really do love that t.i. song and one of the poker face remixes.<br /><br /><br /><br />no new art.<br />5 more days of school.<br />get to sleep in until 10 tonight. be jealous bitches.<br /><br /><br />just kidding, i love you all.<br /><br />oh, and =<a class="u" href="http://eiko-chan.deviantart.com/">eiko-chan</a>'s gallery reminded me how awesome the mafia is, at least the romanticized fictional version.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>yay!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 11 May 2009 14:14:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ aww, i'm so flattered. i got a DLD from *<a class="u" href="http://dailylitdeviations.deviantart.com/">DailyLitDeviations</a> on <a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/art/when-you-were-young-105740712">this piece</a>.<br />the news article was <a>here</a>.<br />extra special thanks to *<a class="u" href="http://permanent-insanity.deviantart.com/">Permanent-Insanity</a> who featured me and ~<a class="u" href="http://kakeranokirei.deviantart.com/">KakeraNoKirei</a> who suggested me â¥â¥â¥<br /><br /><br />thanks for the favorites it's gotten, and thanks for the immense honor.<br /><br /><br />â¥<br /><br />in other news: 9 more school days left.<br />prom was awesome.<br />still graduating on the 29th.<br /><br /><br />and sorry for the emo. i am an emo kid after all /fail<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>one person talk show</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 05 May 2009 17:42:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ (audience included)<br /><br /><br />i don't know what i want.<br />it makes me so frustrated that all i can do is slam my face into my hands and bite my palms and stretch my legs and bum a cigarette.<br /><br />and i cannot shake the fact that i have, somehow, someway, <b>failed</b> fundamentally, intrinsically.<br /><br />i i i.<br />talk about myself too much.<br /><br /><br />now that that is out of the way:<br />i graduate on may 29th.<br />prom is saturday. i will probably take many pictures of myself, for i am a vain girl.<br /><br />i haven't updated in a really long time. actually, i haven't drawn anything (really drawn, not just bullshit) for a really long time.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />in other news, i need new music.<br />help me.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>april fool's apocalypse</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 01 Apr 2009 10:55:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so the conficker worm didn't destroy everything.<br /><br /><br />and as far as april fool's days jokes go, dA, this one was rather lame. well, it's kinda cute, if you know what the empty box is used for, and most people do. i suppose i was just excited.<br /><br />anyway, i will have new artses for you soon.<br /><br />and i finished hp and have moved on to fanfiction. D:<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>what have i done?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Mar 2009 10:52:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i very seriously can't leave dA anymore. i had so many messages when i came back (mostly journals, because i watch a load of people). but i also had one or two comments that i've been putting off for two weeks. i finally just bit the bullet and cleared them all out. though, be assured, i read those many, many times. i just didn't know what to say back.<br /><br />i still have almost 100 deviations to look at.<br /><br /><br />i have to talk to my english teacher today. nervous does not begin to cover it.<br /><br />i think i am going to be sick.<br /><br />i am on the 6th harry potter book.<br /><br />i really, really think i am going to be sick.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Fhoeuwc Auwnvls Hvxng</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 18 Mar 2009 19:37:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ xv usko npskmpnh hpskfz nkot ns zjanp usk'dj msn ns hnsgy npjg skn fxwj a bxmaojnnj<br /><br /><br /><br />lwmy kzx gzt h pzwad gcjr cgv gwjbrx zk avxhpm yscy cnnav<br /><br />fwaeuihwszx swv za yvg tsmiwbuv udbyh<br /><br />u hz biuab qi zhrd uq qowigbo qouy pdhw uj uq rutty zd<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>harry potter</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Mar 2009 19:37:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so, despite the fact that i have a bajillion other things that i need to be doing, i have started rereading the harry potter series again (i think this is time number 12). it is, after all, a damned good story. only thing is, about the end  of the third book, it just gets really, really sad. i am just starting book number four.<br /><br />in other news, i fail at life. i have come to terms with this. now, all i want to do is graduate. i am going into my ever-famous fail-mode, where i just float along in a sea of worry and sick until something happens. just get it over with, and move on with my life, kthnxbai.<br /><br />in other other news, i think i'm giving up art. might as well learn a trade or something, go off to some sort of training school. maybe i'll join the military. maybe i'll just get a job at mcdonalds.<br /><br />so, thanks, but i just give up. i'll just take my harry potter and shun the world.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>"Don't Divorce Us" Courage Campaign</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 Mar 2009 20:21:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>Please, if any of you can, favorite my news article or feature it so the word can get out! You can find it <a href="http://news.deviantart.com/article/73037/">here</a></b><br /><br /><br />As many of you know, Proposition 8 overturned California's rule that the state constitution did not prohibit same-sex marriage. For a while, we wondered what would happen to the 16,000 marriages that happened before Prop 8.<br /><br />Courage Campaign (from it's website) is "The Courage Campaign is an online organizing network that empowers over 600,000 grassroots and netroots activists to push for progressive change in California. "<br /><br />One of the issues they are dealing with is a petition to the Supreme Court to overturn Proposition 8. The petition states that "...[On] December 19, 2008, Ken Starr and the Prop 8 Legal Defense Fund filed legal briefs defending the constitutionality<br />of Prop 8 and seeking to nullify the marriages of 18,000<br />devoted same-sex couples solemnized before Prop 8 passed."<br /><br />On March 5th, the Supreme Court will hear this case. I am asking you, as a deviant, as a artist, as a person to, if not sign the petition, then at least look it over, and send links to your friends. Because all we have in this world is each other, and it isn't right to take that away from someone.<br /><br />You can watch the "Don't Divorce Us" video and sign the petition here. Read more about Propositon 8 here.<br /><br /><br />Please, please, if you agree favorite this news article, feature it in your journals, get the word out before March 5th. Let's show them what we're made of.<br /><br />Thank you!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>"how about some blue shut the fuck up"</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 Feb 2009 20:10:25 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://news.deviantart.com/article/72065/">for the lulz</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>futurama</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 20 Feb 2009 18:20:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ soo, the new futurama movie comes out on february 24th, and like the last two, i watched it online today/last night. it was good, you should watch it. it wasn't QUITE as good as bender's big score (my favorite of the four), but i liked it. a lot.<br /><br />that stupid show... i've seen every episode multiple times, but it's just so sweet and silly.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>picture 025</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Feb 2009 11:28:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>the things i miss</b><br /><br />i, somewhere along the line, have forgotten something that used to be very obvious. this winter hasn't dragged on, but it had been very cold. i miss spring, desperately, tangibly, and it kills me. <br /><br />i remember the smell of wet dirt, sitting at the island in lyndsay's car. she was fucking jordan, and i was uncomfortable. i remember the taste of scrambled eggs and truancy. i remembe the way the ice on the road looked as it was melting in the march sun.<br /><br />this time last year, i was lying in jeannie's bed, trying to go back to sleep. we had eaten chocolate chip pancakes and then they smoked some weed. i just watched harold and kumar go to white castle and tried to sleep.<br /><br />this time last year i was trying to be in love.<br /><br />this time last year, we sat in k-mart parking lot and sang to a bunch of stupid songs, and i was so damned happy that nothing could touch me. nikki and jessica's traitory was still a fresh wound. i skipped so many b-days that my math teacher got mad at me.<br /><br />and now i'm here, and i don't know how i got here or what i'm doing, but i miss those times. i miss sitting in jer's room and making stupid videos, driving around and doing nothing, hoping lyndsay and eric wouldn't get back together. now i'm hoping they don't break up.<br /><br />i had <b>the best</b> spring and summer. now i am not happy at all. i always sleep and sit around in my pajamas, and sometimes i get dressed in the vain hope that i won't be alone anymore. or just for a while. but the roads are covered with ice, and lyndsay is having relationship issues. jessica t. is always with her boyfriend. aaron is in virginia with dennis, and i don't know what jeromy and wesley are doing. just right now, i wish i could go back to that for just a little while. i enjoyed it then, i just wish i could enjoy it again.<br /><br />i know these kind of things happen every day, but it's just hard to get a grasp on. this time last year i was just happy to be alive. now i'm just alive.<br /><br />it isn't anyone's fault. relationships are fragile, and sometimes they just slip and break for no reason at all. and i'm not trying to say that they are broken, just that i need some tape to keep them together.<br /><br />so, somewhere along the line, i lost what made me flirty and confident. i had this respect for myself that isn't there now.<br /><br /><br />gah, sorry for the emo shit, just ignore it. or don't think badly of me for being so sad. i am extremely self-absorbed, but i am all that i know, so can you really blame me? i'm just feeling nostalgic today, and for some reason i am unable to feel both nostalgia and happiness at the same time. so i formally apologize for writing this here.<br /><br />but i'm going to post it anyway because for the past week i've wanted to update this thing, and now i am. hell or high water, all of that.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>damn it</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 28 Jan 2009 07:37:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>anyone who gets a random comment on a deviation from me with a link saying "rofl, this may be relevant to your interests" DON'T GO THERE<br /><br /><br />your account will get hacked.</b><br />i'm sorry for the inconvenience<br />and any spelling errors<br /><br /><br /><edit>here's a news article about it ((this link is safe, i swear!!))  <a href="http://news.deviantart.com/article/69057/">[link]</a> </edit><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>out of curiosity</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 24 Jan 2009 10:28:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ would anyone be will to commission me? as in... ever?<br /><br />if i ever did commissions (a big if, because i doubt i'd get any kind of response, and i can't think of why anyone would want to commission me anyways), would anyone be interested?<br /><br />they would probably consist of simple character sketches, either digital or traditional, but i could send the traditional one to you via snail mail. these wouldn't be too expensive, maybe $5 for a sketch, $10 for a character drawing. maybe more, maybe less.<br /><br /><br />any kind of feedback, yes or no would be nice. i won't hate you if you wouldn't commission me for whatever reason, even if you say "i would not commission you because you are a shit artist. so ha." i would still love you for taking the time to respond.<br /><br />mucho amore my friends, i love you all.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>would you like to play a game?</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 22 Jan 2009 07:29:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ...yeah, that was totally meant to be creepy and jigsaw-like, but whatever. <br /><br />Stole this from  *<a class="u" href="http://silver-eyes-blue.deviantart.com/">silver-eyes-blue</a><br /><br />If you comment with your name:<br /><br />1. I'll respond with something random about you.<br />2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.<br />3. I'll pick a food substance to throw at you in the school cafeteria.<br />4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.<br />(if possible. If not, I'll say something that only makes sense to me.)<br />5. I'll tell you my first memory of you<br />(or if i can't remember...a memory that I think reminds me a lot of you)<br />6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.<br />7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.<br />8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.<br />9. If you play, you MUST post this on yours.<br />(it's cool if you don't)<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />as for me, i finished my iy painting, but i have yet to upload it. actually, that goes for a couple of things. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> i suppose i should upload more, but it's just SUCH A BITCH to turn on my desktop and get the i-net to it so that i can scan and upload things. this is why i need a wireless printer. see, i usually just use my laptop for, well, everything, so i never need to get on my desktop. unfortunately, that makes uploading stuff a bitch.<br /><br />i've gotten two new watchers in the past few days, and i'm pleased about that.<br /><br />i was actually surprised at the amount of favorites i got after i posted my new pictures and two to the *<a class="u" href="http://heavenly-princesses.deviantart.com/">Heavenly-Princesses</a> club. <br /><br />barak obama ftw! we watched his inauguration at school, and i was very hapy for that. <br /><br />exams at my school were supposed to be finished last friday, but due to inclement weather, we are just finishing them up today. we're supposed to have one more exam this evening, but that class is my art class, so my computer exam is my last exam. instead, i'll get to paint for three and a half hours!<br /><br />i've recently remembered how much i love watercolors (in case you hadn't noticed), and have been obsessively painting with them and testing out different styles and techniques. feedback would be the best, but i don't get feedback often.<br /><br /><br />i have no idea why i'm not listening to music right now. <br /><br />nyar har har, i have gotten my ipod, and i am now listening to modest mouse. epic win.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>so, it's official</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 18 Jan 2009 14:16:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I can tell the future.<br /><br />At least how it pertains to me.<br /><br />I should start selling tickets, it's too bad I can't control this power.<br /><br />the superpowers in my repertoire: <br />super-i-know-why-you-did-that<br />super-not-telekinesis<br />super-future-telling<br />super-procrastination<br /><br /><br />oh yeah, fear it.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>i'll be your friend</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 13 Jan 2009 11:30:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ...you just haven't made me yet.<br /><br />so, deviantart, guess what? i have been working on some pretty artses just for you! and a little bit for my art class, also <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br /><br />oh, i am so behind in my art class. i have three projects to do D: fortunately, two of them are almost finished, and one shouldn't take very long.<br /><br />i have been studying body language so that i can fool everyone i meet. i've been practicing my carefree smile, and i already speak well and am fairly good at making friends.<br /><br />i love making plans with people from school, because there are so many people from school who i utterly love.<br /><br />i have been playing the sims a lot. i have made an Aidan and Sophie (of the garden house variety), and they are very wonderful. I also made an Allie and a Thomas who have children named Linton <sub>(after edgar linton from wuthering heights)</sub> and Amelia. And I've been on a murdering rampage with satellites.<br /><br />Oh, my laptop is fixed! and has been for a while <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br /><br />I realized that I haven't been on deviantart not because I am busy, but because I am hiding, and that isn't fair.<br /><br />I also realized that I am one of the most pathetic, masochistic people I know.<br /><br />And today, I found out that sadist can be pronounced sAHdist or sAEdist. <br /><br />It is almost time for me to go to history. <br /><br />Oh, exams begin tomorrow. These are the last high school exams I have to take! This should be an emotional moment. <br /><br />I cannot wait to finish my inuyasha drawing, because I've been working hard on it and I am proud of it.<br /><br /><br />â¥â¥<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>dear riaa</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 Jan 2009 17:26:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>fuck you.<br /><br /></b> ]]></description>
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                <title>so [with added memeage]</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 02 Jan 2009 14:23:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I stole this from *<a class="u" href="http://twelfth.deviantart.com/">Twelfth</a>'s journal, and she's just gonna have to deal. so HA.<br /><br /><br /><br />Step 1: Fill this in, as such everyone on your watch list may then tell you are not a bad artist. This will let you know how splendid you are, that way you can boost your monstrous ego just a smidgeon more.<br /><br />Step 2: Now that you've got that great ego boost that you needed, you can sit and revel in it, and beleive (falsely) that you are so superior than everyone else.<br /><br /><br /><br />1. [ ] When you doodle, you say it's a simple drawing.<br />[okay, wait. how do you mean? all doodles are simple drawings, it's like... the definition]<br />2. [ ] Always provide excuses such as "Still in development"<br />3. [ ] Can only create an excuse of "I used a mouse, not a tablet"<br />[dude. seriously. i love my tablet, but I prefer to use a mouse in, like, paint or something.]<br />4. [ ] You only draw faces.<br />5. [x] You always draw faces at the same direction.<br />[no, but i get what it's trying to say, and i get into the habit of drawing 3/4 face drawings, so yeh]<br />6. [x] The proportion is awful.<br />[lol, yesh. in some cases though, not all, i actually could have used real proportion, but was doing it for stylistic purposes. or maybe i'm just lying <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" />]<br />7. [ ] Every character looks the same.<br />8. [x] Uses different hairstyle to distinguish characters.<br />9. [x] Cannot distinguish left and right direction.<br />[blame that on kindergarten D:]<br />10. [ ] "Sketch? Who cares about that?"<br />[sketching is jesus]<br />11. [ ] You only draw sketches.<br />12. [ ] What's a LAYER??? Seriously...<br />[LAYERs are for win. i learned this the hard way]<br />13. [ ] You always draw one character.<br />14. [ ] You always draw characters in same angle.<br />15. [ ] No matter how you draw, it's the same expression.<br />16. [ ] You couldn't draw characters with movement.<br />17. [ ] You barely draw feet.<br />18. [x] You can't draw figures from high or low angles.<br />[lol]<br />19. [ ] You don't even know the definition of high and low angle drawing.<br />20. [ ] A shitty figure drawing in dynamic pose can be turned into a 4th Dimensional abstract.<br />[ok, this one i don't get]<br />21. [ ] Same character looks totally different when it is drawn in different angle or direction.<br />22. [ ] You can't even draw anything other than characters or draw everything except characters.<br />23. [x] You can only draw cute characters.<br />24. [ ] You can only draw handsome characters.<br />[i can't draw men for shit, so there you are <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" />]<br />25. [ ] Hands is your nightmare<br />[they isn't]<br />26. [ ] Your character's hands are always hidden behind.<br />[when i was twelve mehbeh]<br />27. [ ] The idea sketch is professional but the actual quality is shitty.<br />[it's all shit, as *<a class="u" href="http://twelfth.deviantart.com/">Twelfth</a> said]<br />28. [ ] You try to cover up one of the eyes with hair so that you can draw only one eye.<br />[*eyetwitch*]<br />29. [ ] Your works are always asymmetrical.<br />[no, cause i is working on that]<br />30. [ ] Line art only = Finished piece.<br />[if i wanted it to be, then yeah]<br />31. [ ] Rough sketch only = Finished piece<br />[again]<br />32. [ ] You have no anatomical knowledge.<br />[i do, but i don't use it <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />]<br />33. [ ] You only draw eyes.<br />34. [ ] Character's hand and eyes are huge.<br />[can anyone say anime? let's just settle with naoko takeuchi]<br />35. [ ] You're poor in drawing the position of boobs.<br />36. [x] Your artworks are free from all logic. Awkward anatomy and proportion.<br />37. [ ] You lose confidence when other people's works look great.<br />[occasionally, but it usually just motivates or inspires me]<br />38. [ ] You think they are genius when they come up with satisfied quality.<br />39. [ ] You collect other people's works as practice references but you actually collect them as a collection.<br />[creeeeeepy. and possibly art theft.]<br />40. [ ] While drawing, you easily lose patience and go do something else<br />[NEVARR]<br />41. [ ] Tablet is your god item.<br />[why would this make someone a shitty artists? tablets rule. on the other hand, while i adore my tablet, i like doing traditional art better than digital, so i prefer pencils]<br />42. [ ] You regain confidence when other people's works look crappy than yours.<br />[it just makes me sad. i'm like... how?]<br />43. [ ] You are more than willing to draw but you lose the spirit so easily.<br />[<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rofl.gif" width="29... ]]></description>
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                <title>and a happy new year</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 23 Dec 2008 13:27:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, being the genius that I am, have successfully managed to break my laptop. Again.<br /><br />It fell off of my desk, and knocked the hard drive loose, which wouldn't be too big of a deal in itself (you can just pop it out and pop it back in), but I couldn't get the screws loose and ended up completely stripping one of them. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br /><br />So, they're sending someone to fix it and an extra hard drive just in case. But, since tomorrow and the next day are engulfed in christmas, I'll have to wait until Monday. <br /><br />Fuck me five ways to sunday.<br /><br />And, like, the entire day is gone. It was 2 when this happened, and now it's 4:25.<br /><br />Well, live and learn, you know? I guess I'm going to (re)download Batman Year one and obsess over that in the meantime. At least I HAVE another computer. An ancient one with a CRT screen, yes, but a computer nonetheless.<br /><br />So no big deal, I suppose.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>new page!!exclaimationpoint</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 15 Dec 2008 15:31:21 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So, I luff my new page. What do you guys think? Any comments/suggestions?<br /><br />Also, I'm stripping my journal css and starting over. D:<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 08 Dec 2008 13:50:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="deviant">Deviant =<a class="u" href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/">aestheticirony</a> | <i>"i need you like water in my lungs. â¥"</i></div><br /><div class="headerright"></div><br /><div class="logo"></div><br /><div class="menucontainer"><div class="menugal"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/gallery">Gallery</a></div><div class="menufav"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/favourites">Favorites</a></div><div class="menuwish"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/wishlist">Wishlist</a></div><div class="menunote"><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to=aestheticirony">Note Me</a></div></div><br /><br /><div class="content"><div class="leftside"><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Links</div><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/aestheticirony">Myspace</a><br /><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/journal/10101205/">clubs</a><br /><a href="http://www.imeem.com/people/Uvi_0KD/">imeem</a><br /><a href="http://2draw.net/users/aestheticirony/">2draw.net</a><br /><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Stamps</div><br /><div align="center"><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/66760610/"><img src="http://fc21.deviantart.com/fs19/f/2007/280/3/e/Bright_Eyes_Stamp_by_chimmychinchilla.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/24755526/"><img src="http://fc97.deviantart.com/fs8/i/2005/306/0/6/Caffeine_Addict_Stamp_by_nechama_chan.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/28855915/"><img src="http://fc90.deviantart.com/fs13/f/2007/088/6/5/Support_Penguins_Stamp_by_BlueArtist023.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/72581218/"><img src="http://fc24.deviantart.com/fs24/f/2007/354/f/1/brand_new_stamp_by_aestheticirony.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/79650775/"><img src="http://fc12.deviantart.com/fs26/f/2008/070/8/9/Jesse_Lacey_Stamp_by_LieutenantDeath.gif" width="99" height="55" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/93970669/"><img src="http://fc77.deviantart.com/fs38/i/2008/337/3/8/clubSEARCH_by_parallellogic.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /></div><br /></div><div class="rightside"> <div class="title">Journal</div><br /><div class="blocktext"><br /><br /><br />List 100 things about yourself<br /><br />1) Full Name: Alexis Nichole Walker<br /><br />2) Male/Female: Female<br /><br />3) Were you named after anyone?: nope<br /><br />4) Does your name mean anything?: alexis - helper or defender<br />nichole - female version of nicholas, meaning victory of the people. i are an warrior, apparently. walker - person who walks.<br /><br />5) Nick Name(s): alexis, lex, lexi, and alex by my math teacher who has yet to catch onto the fact that THAT ISN'T MY NAME<br /><br />6) Who do you think you look like: my parents when they were my age<br /><br />7) Date Of Birth: july twenty-fourth<br /><br />8) Place of Birth and Current Location: west virginia, same place in west virginia<br /><br />9) Nationality: west virginian. we've been here for a while and i don't care to find out anything else.<br /><br />10) Astrology Sign: Leo<br /><br />11) Chinese Astrology Sign: ram<br /><br />12) Religion: n/a<br /><br />13) WhatÂs your favorite smell?: at this very moment, the perfume i'm wearing. but seriously, what kind of question is that to ask someone? their favorite smell? what the hell? you might as well ask them what their favorite type of grass is or their favorite type of cotton<br /><br />14) Political Position?: liberal<br /><br />15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?: coffee<br /><br />16) Hair + Eye color: blonde and blue<br /><br />17) Do you look like anyone famous?: no<br /><br />18) What do you look like?: tall, heavy-set, i've been told i have curves. i have long blonde hair (it's halfway down my back now and needs to be badly cut), and my ears are pierced in two places. i have a tattoo of a poppy on my left ankle, and i like to keep my nails long. <br /><br />19) Any unusual talents? the chica who did this last could remember things by an image - so can i, only it's difficult for me to control. i can make my eyes do this weird thing, it's difficult to explain. <br /><br />20) Rightly, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: right, and i feel rather cheated out because my dad was ambidextrous.<br /><br />21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: straight<br />...other?<br /><br />22) What do you do for a living?: i live<br /><br />23) What do you do for fun?: annoy my best friends, drive around f... ]]></description>
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                <title>feature journal</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 20 Nov 2008 20:37:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="deviant">Deviant =<a class="u" href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/">aestheticirony</a> | <i>"i need you like water in my lungs. â¥"</i></div><br /><div class="headerright"></div><br /><div class="logo"></div><br /><div class="menucontainer"><div class="menugal"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/gallery">Gallery</a></div><div class="menufav"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/favourites">Favorites</a></div><div class="menuwish"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/wishlist">Wishlist</a></div><div class="menunote"><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to=aestheticirony">Note Me</a></div></div><br /><br /><div class="content"><div class="leftside"><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Links</div><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/aestheticirony">Myspace</a><br /><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/journal/10101205/">clubs</a><br /><a href="http://www.imeem.com/people/Uvi_0KD/">imeem</a><br /><a href="http://2draw.net/users/aestheticirony/">2draw.net</a><br /><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Stamps</div><br /><div align="center"><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/66760610/"><img src="http://fc21.deviantart.com/fs19/f/2007/280/3/e/Bright_Eyes_Stamp_by_chimmychinchilla.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/24755526/"><img src="http://fc97.deviantart.com/fs8/i/2005/306/0/6/Caffeine_Addict_Stamp_by_nechama_chan.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/28855915/"><img src="http://fc90.deviantart.com/fs13/f/2007/088/6/5/Support_Penguins_Stamp_by_BlueArtist023.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/72581218/"><img src="http://fc24.deviantart.com/fs24/f/2007/354/f/1/brand_new_stamp_by_aestheticirony.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/79650775/"><img src="http://fc12.deviantart.com/fs26/f/2008/070/8/9/Jesse_Lacey_Stamp_by_LieutenantDeath.gif" width="99" height="55" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/93970669/"><img src="http://fc61.deviantart.com/fs38/i/2008/320/a/1/clubSEARCH_by_parallellogic.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /></div><br /></div><div class="rightside"> <div class="title">Journal</div><br /><div class="blocktext"><br /><br /><br />The first 10 people to reply to this journal will have three of my favourite pieces from their gallery featured here. But, in return, you MUST make a similar journal, and feature the first 9 people that comment to it and with me being in first position!<br /><br /><br />1. ~<a class="u" href="http://eviko.deviantart.com/">Eviko</a><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/75782820/"><img src="http://th00.deviantart.com/fs22/150/f/2008/027/b/c/cosmic_shade_by_Eviko.jpg" width="150" height="101" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a  class="mature" href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/71766161/"><img src="http://th02.deviantart.com/fs22/150/f/2007/343/7/c/mermaid_by_Eviko.jpg" width="104" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/96556217/"><img src="http://th02.deviantart.com/fs36/150/f/2008/243/4/6/weaver_of_time_sketch_by_Eviko.jpg" width="104" height="150" /></a></span></span><br /><br />2. *<a class="u" href="http://weatherman667.deviantart.com/">weatherman667</a><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a  class="mature" href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/81898775/"><img src="http://th09.deviantart.com/images/150/shared/poetry.jpg" width="150" height="125" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a  class="mature" href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/76048559/"><img src="http://th09.deviantart.com/images/150/shared/poetry.jpg" width="150" height="125" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/73103249/"><img src="http://th09.deviantart.com/images/150/shared/poetry.jpg" width="150" height="125" /></a></span></span><br /><br />3. ~<a class="u" href="http://riceballclubdotorg.deviantart.com/">riceballclubdotorg</a><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/56007074/"><img src="http://th09.deviantart.com/fs18/150/i/2007/143/6/f/Amassment_by_riceballclubdotorg.jpg" width="113" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a hre... ]]></description>
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                <title>i can't</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 12 Nov 2008 19:22:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="deviant">Deviant =<a class="u" href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/">aestheticirony</a> | <i>"i need you like water in my lungs. â¥"</i></div><br /><div class="headerright"></div><br /><div class="logo"></div><br /><div class="menucontainer"><div class="menugal"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/gallery">Gallery</a></div><div class="menufav"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/favourites">Favorites</a></div><div class="menuwish"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/wishlist">Wishlist</a></div><div class="menunote"><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to=aestheticirony">Note Me</a></div></div><br /><br /><div class="content"><div class="leftside"><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Links</div><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/aestheticirony">Myspace</a><br /><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/journal/10101205/">clubs</a><br /><a href="http://www.imeem.com/people/Uvi_0KD/">imeem</a><br /><a href="http://2draw.net/users/aestheticirony/">2draw.net</a><br /><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Stamps</div><br /><div align="center"><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/66760610/"><img src="http://fc21.deviantart.com/fs19/f/2007/280/3/e/Bright_Eyes_Stamp_by_chimmychinchilla.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/24755526/"><img src="http://fc97.deviantart.com/fs8/i/2005/306/0/6/Caffeine_Addict_Stamp_by_nechama_chan.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/28855915/"><img src="http://fc90.deviantart.com/fs13/f/2007/088/6/5/Support_Penguins_Stamp_by_BlueArtist023.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/72581218/"><img src="http://fc24.deviantart.com/fs24/f/2007/354/f/1/brand_new_stamp_by_aestheticirony.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/79650775/"><img src="http://fc12.deviantart.com/fs26/f/2008/070/8/9/Jesse_Lacey_Stamp_by_LieutenantDeath.gif" width="99" height="55" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/93970669/"><img src="http://fc75.deviantart.com/fs33/i/2008/308/a/5/clubSEARCH_by_parallellogic.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /></div><br /></div><div class="rightside"> <div class="title">Journal</div><br /><div class="blocktext"><br /><br /><br />read poetry right now.<br /><br /><br /><br />so my laptop is supposed to be fixed on friday. hopefully.<br /><br />i spend to much time staring at walls and listening to the headpeople talk.<br /><br />sunday night i couldn't sleep, so i turned on the tv so i wouldn't feel so alone.<br /><br />my arm is killing me.<br /><br />everytime i get in a car, i am afraid of wrecking. i put it in my mental drawer and drive away.<br /><br />high school musical makes me want to bleach my ears. it's quite easy on the eyes though. <br /><br /><div class="title">Music</div><br /><div class="blocktext"><br /><br />kevin devine<br />modest mouse<br />neutral milk hotel<br /><br /></div><div class="contentclear"></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="title">Features</div> <br /><div class="featurebox1"><div><div class="featureavi"><a href="http://emilygolightly.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconemilygolightly:" title="emilygolightly"/></a></div>~<a class="u" href="http://emilygolightly.deviantart.com/">emilygolightly</a> Her poetry kills me. Maybe you won't like it, and that's okay. It's amazing. </div></div><br /><br /><br /><div class="title">shameless self-promotion</div> <br /><div class="featurebox2"><div><div class="featureavi"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/e/aestheticirony.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconaestheticirony:" title="aestheticirony"/></a></div> Check out my gallery if you get the chance â¥</div></div><br /><div align="center"><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/93163187/"><img src="http://th01.deviantart.com/fs32/150/f/2008/211/e/c/keeper_by_aestheticirony.jpg" width="150" height="113" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/91926355/"><img src="http://th02.deviantart.com/fs31/150/i/2008/198/3/5/love_and_lust_by_aestheticirony.jpg" width="150" height="113" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/91589315/"><img src="http://th03.devianta... ]]></description>
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                <title>it's amazing how</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 09 Nov 2008 11:26:50 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="deviant">Deviant =<a class="u" href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/">aestheticirony</a> | <i>"i need you like water in my lungs. â¥"</i></div><br /><div class="headerright"></div><br /><div class="logo"></div><br /><div class="menucontainer"><div class="menugal"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/gallery">Gallery</a></div><div class="menufav"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/favourites">Favorites</a></div><div class="menuwish"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/wishlist">Wishlist</a></div><div class="menunote"><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to=aestheticirony">Note Me</a></div></div><br /><br /><div class="content"><div class="leftside"><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Links</div><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/aestheticirony">Myspace</a><br /><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/journal/10101205/">clubs</a><br /><a href="http://www.imeem.com/people/Uvi_0KD/">imeem</a><br /><a href="http://2draw.net/users/aestheticirony/">2draw.net</a><br /><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Stamps</div><br /><div align="center"><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/66760610/"><img src="http://fc21.deviantart.com/fs19/f/2007/280/3/e/Bright_Eyes_Stamp_by_chimmychinchilla.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/24755526/"><img src="http://fc97.deviantart.com/fs8/i/2005/306/0/6/Caffeine_Addict_Stamp_by_nechama_chan.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/28855915/"><img src="http://fc90.deviantart.com/fs13/f/2007/088/6/5/Support_Penguins_Stamp_by_BlueArtist023.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/72581218/"><img src="http://fc24.deviantart.com/fs24/f/2007/354/f/1/brand_new_stamp_by_aestheticirony.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/79650775/"><img src="http://fc12.deviantart.com/fs26/f/2008/070/8/9/Jesse_Lacey_Stamp_by_LieutenantDeath.gif" width="99" height="55" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/93970669/"><img src="http://fc75.deviantart.com/fs33/i/2008/308/a/5/clubSEARCH_by_parallellogic.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /></div><br /></div><div class="rightside"> <div class="title">Journal</div><br /><div class="blocktext"><br /><br /><br /><br />Less than twenty four hours ago I was so happy about my laptop when it's caused me so much since then. The lcd screen went out of it. I spent an hour on the phone with dell last night and an hour today. I had finally gotten everything worked out until my mom had to get involved.<br /><br />Then she started screaming at me, and I started screaming back. Then Jeff got in my face, and I started screaming at him. my mom started going on about how she was never going to buy me anything ever again, because it's cost her so much. Well, it cost her money and time. I can't even tell you what it cost me.<br /><br />You can think I'm being melodramatic all you want, because I frankly don't care. I don't have enough energy to care anymore. Maybe I am being melodramatic, but it wasn't my fault the goddamn thing was broken. I didn't do anything to it, I just wanted it. I've wanted a laptop since I've known what they were and I was just so goddamned happy. I was so happy.<br /><br />But now I don't want it if it's going to cost me my self respect. Even if I get another one, it's just going to be like putting salt in a wound.<br /><br />So, you know what? I just give up. I just don't care. What is the point if things work out for four days and then go to shit again. That's an honest question.<br /><br />Meanwhile, I swore I'd never let her make me feel like shit again, and I'm doing great with that one, huh?<br /><br /><br />I don't have anything else to say.<br /><br /><br /><div class="title">Music</div><br /><div class="blocktext"><br /><br />kevin devine<br />modest mouse<br />neutral milk hotel<br /><br /></div><div class="contentclear"></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="title">Features</div> <br /><div class="featurebox1"><div><div class="featureavi"><a href="http://lorely.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/o/lorely.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconlorely:" title="lorely"/></a></div>~<a class="u" href="http://lorely.deviantart.com/">lorely</a> I love her soft watercolor story-book style. All of her art is just really, really beautiful. </div></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a  class="mature" href="http://www.deviantart.... ]]></description>
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                <title>help a fellow deviant</title>
                <link>http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/journal/21291125/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 02 Nov 2008 20:34:57 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="deviant">Deviant =<a class="u" href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/">aestheticirony</a> | <i>"i need you like water in my lungs. â¥"</i></div><br /><div class="headerright"></div><br /><div class="logo"></div><br /><div class="menucontainer"><div class="menugal"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/gallery">Gallery</a></div><div class="menufav"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/favourites">Favorites</a></div><div class="menuwish"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/wishlist">Wishlist</a></div><div class="menunote"><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to=aestheticirony">Note Me</a></div></div><br /><br /><div class="content"><div class="leftside"><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Links</div><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/aestheticirony">Myspace</a><br /><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/journal/10101205/">clubs</a><br /><a href="http://www.imeem.com/people/Uvi_0KD/">imeem</a><br /><a href="http://2draw.net/users/aestheticirony/">2draw.net</a><br /><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Stamps</div><br /><div align="center"><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/66760610/"><img src="http://fc21.deviantart.com/fs19/f/2007/280/3/e/Bright_Eyes_Stamp_by_chimmychinchilla.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/24755526/"><img src="http://fc97.deviantart.com/fs8/i/2005/306/0/6/Caffeine_Addict_Stamp_by_nechama_chan.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/28855915/"><img src="http://fc90.deviantart.com/fs13/f/2007/088/6/5/Support_Penguins_Stamp_by_BlueArtist023.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/72581218/"><img src="http://fc24.deviantart.com/fs24/f/2007/354/f/1/brand_new_stamp_by_aestheticirony.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/79650775/"><img src="http://fc12.deviantart.com/fs26/f/2008/070/8/9/Jesse_Lacey_Stamp_by_LieutenantDeath.gif" width="99" height="55" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/93970669/"><img src="http://fc69.deviantart.com/fs35/i/2008/301/6/c/clubSEARCH_by_parallellogic.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /></div><br /></div><div class="rightside"> <div class="title">Journal</div><br /><div class="blocktext"><br /><a href="http://news.deviantart.com/article/61512/">Please help this deviant!</a><br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="title">Music</div><br /><div class="blocktext"><br /><br />kevin devine<br />modest mouse<br />neutral milk hotel<br /><br /></div><div class="contentclear"></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="title">Features</div> <br /><div class="featurebox1"><div><div class="featureavi"><a href="http://lorely.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/o/lorely.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconlorely:" title="lorely"/></a></div>~<a class="u" href="http://lorely.deviantart.com/">lorely</a> I love her soft watercolor story-book style. All of her art is just really, really beautiful. </div></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a  class="mature" href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/94496426/"><img src="http://th05.deviantart.com/fs32/150/f/2008/224/b/f/Wolf_it_by_lorely.jpg" width="150" height="150" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/87455489/"><img src="http://th09.deviantart.com/fs26/150/i/2008/154/6/2/Snow_white_and_Rose_red_by_lorely.jpg" width="107" height="150" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/60187279/"><img src="http://th09.deviantart.com/fs18/150/f/2007/200/c/e/The_Rose_Garden_by_lorely.jpg" width="111" height="150" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/68493469/"><img src="http://th05.deviantart.com/fs21/150/f/2007/301/c/f/The_Graveyard_Rose_by_lorely.jpg" width="117" height="150" /></a></span></span><br />â¥</div><br /><br /><br /><div class="title">shameless self-promotion</div> <br /><div class="featurebox2"><div><div class="featureavi"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/e/aestheticirony.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconaestheticirony:" title="aestheticirony"/></a></div> Check out my gallery if you get the chance â¥</div></div><br /><div align="center"><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"... ]]></description>
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                <title>so i am (edit)</title>
                <link>http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/journal/21131411/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 26 Oct 2008 19:46:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="deviant">Deviant =<a class="u" href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/">aestheticirony</a> | <i>"i need you like water in my lungs. â¥"</i></div><br /><div class="headerright"></div><br /><div class="logo"></div><br /><div class="menucontainer"><div class="menugal"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/gallery">Gallery</a></div><div class="menufav"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/favourites">Favorites</a></div><div class="menuwish"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/wishlist">Wishlist</a></div><div class="menunote"><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to=aestheticirony">Note Me</a></div></div><br /><br /><div class="content"><div class="leftside"><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Links</div><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/aestheticirony">Myspace</a><br /><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/journal/10101205/">clubs</a><br /><a href="http://www.imeem.com/people/Uvi_0KD/">imeem</a><br /><a href="http://2draw.net/users/aestheticirony/">2draw.net</a><br /><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Stamps</div><br /><div align="center"><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/66760610/"><img src="http://fc21.deviantart.com/fs19/f/2007/280/3/e/Bright_Eyes_Stamp_by_chimmychinchilla.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/24755526/"><img src="http://fc97.deviantart.com/fs8/i/2005/306/0/6/Caffeine_Addict_Stamp_by_nechama_chan.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/28855915/"><img src="http://fc90.deviantart.com/fs13/f/2007/088/6/5/Support_Penguins_Stamp_by_BlueArtist023.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/72581218/"><img src="http://fc24.deviantart.com/fs24/f/2007/354/f/1/brand_new_stamp_by_aestheticirony.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/79650775/"><img src="http://fc12.deviantart.com/fs26/f/2008/070/8/9/Jesse_Lacey_Stamp_by_LieutenantDeath.gif" width="99" height="55" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/93970669/"><img src="http://fc71.deviantart.com/fs33/i/2008/297/c/2/clubSEARCH_by_parallellogic.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /></div><br /></div><div class="rightside"> <div class="title">Journal</div><br /><div class="blocktext"><br />so overdramatic. take it like a cue that you need to change. practices, skins, people.<br /><br />the moment passes between the "right" and the "now"<br /><br /><br />i'm depressed because of certain hormones in my body, and if there was ever a time when i shouldn't be depressed, now is it. there is far too much going on right now. by  halloween it will all be over for better or for worse.<br /><br />tomorrow i need to get my english straightened out<br />saturday i have the ACT<br />next wednesday is the end of the nine weeks<br />thursday is business challenge<br />friday is halloween and it will all be behind me.<br /><br /><br /><br />also i am in a creative slump. forgive me.<br /><br /><br />though<br />i got some totally awesome sketch books that this woman had. she was an artist and she died. of course, i am making this up, but i'd like to believe she was like lucy.<br />they are very nice sketch books too. rest in peace lady. â¥ i hope my drawings to her memory justice.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />edit: free drawing for who catches my 10k. if no one does or i do, i'll make a group picture. hopefully. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br /><br /><div class="title">Music</div><br /><div class="blocktext"><br /><br />kevin devine<br />modest mouse<br />neutral milk hotel<br /><br /></div><div class="contentclear"></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="title">Features</div> <br /><div class="featurebox1"><div><div class="featureavi"><a href="http://lorely.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/o/lorely.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconlorely:" title="lorely"/></a></div>~<a class="u" href="http://lorely.deviantart.com/">lorely</a> I love her soft watercolor story-book style. All of her art is just really, really beautiful. </div></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a  class="mature" href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/94496426/"><img src="http://th75.deviantart.com/fs32/150/f/2008/224/b/f/Wolf_it_by_lorely.jpg" width="150" height="150" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviant... ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 18 Oct 2008 08:47:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="deviant">Deviant =<a class="u" href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/">aestheticirony</a> | <i>"i need you like water in my lungs. â¥"</i></div><br /><div class="headerright"></div><br /><div class="logo"></div><br /><div class="menucontainer"><div class="menugal"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/gallery">Gallery</a></div><div class="menufav"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/favourites">Favorites</a></div><div class="menuwish"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/wishlist">Wishlist</a></div><div class="menunote"><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to=aestheticirony">Note Me</a></div></div><br /><br /><div class="content"><div class="leftside"><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Links</div><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/aestheticirony">Myspace</a><br /><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/journal/10101205/">clubs</a><br /><a href="http://www.imeem.com/people/Uvi_0KD/">imeem</a><br /><a href="http://2draw.net/users/aestheticirony/">2draw.net</a><br /><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Stamps</div><br /><div align="center"><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/66760610/"><img src="http://fc21.deviantart.com/fs19/f/2007/280/3/e/Bright_Eyes_Stamp_by_chimmychinchilla.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/24755526/"><img src="http://fc97.deviantart.com/fs8/i/2005/306/0/6/Caffeine_Addict_Stamp_by_nechama_chan.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/28855915/"><img src="http://fc90.deviantart.com/fs13/f/2007/088/6/5/Support_Penguins_Stamp_by_BlueArtist023.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/72581218/"><img src="http://fc24.deviantart.com/fs24/f/2007/354/f/1/brand_new_stamp_by_aestheticirony.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/79650775/"><img src="http://fc12.deviantart.com/fs26/f/2008/070/8/9/Jesse_Lacey_Stamp_by_LieutenantDeath.gif" width="99" height="55" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/93970669/"><img src="http://fc75.deviantart.com/fs36/i/2008/285/0/d/clubSEARCH_by_parallellogic.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /></div><br /></div><div class="rightside"> <div class="title">Journal</div><br /><div class="blocktext"><br /><br />My computer got wiped. Completely. Two years of my life, gone.<br /><br />Dozens of short short stories.<br />Hundreds of poems.<br />Lists<br />just things i've downloaded over time.<br /><br />it's all gone<br /><br /><br /><div class="title">Music</div><br /><div class="blocktext"><br /><br /><br />No new music or books. Too busy!<br /><br /></div><div class="contentclear"></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="title">Features</div> <br /><div class="featurebox1"><div><div class="featureavi"><a href="http://lorely.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/o/lorely.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconlorely:" title="lorely"/></a></div>~<a class="u" href="http://lorely.deviantart.com/">lorely</a> I love her soft watercolor story-book style. All of her art is just really, really beautiful. </div></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a  class="mature" href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/94496426/"><img src="http://th75.deviantart.com/fs32/150/f/2008/224/b/f/Wolf_it_by_lorely.jpg" width="150" height="150" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/87455489/"><img src="http://th69.deviantart.com/fs26/150/i/2008/154/6/2/Snow_white_and_Rose_red_by_lorely.jpg" width="107" height="150" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/60187279/"><img src="http://th09.deviantart.com/fs18/150/f/2007/200/c/e/The_Rose_Garden_by_lorely.jpg" width="111" height="150" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/68493469/"><img src="http://th95.deviantart.com/fs21/150/f/2007/301/c/f/The_Graveyard_Rose_by_lorely.jpg" width="117" height="150" /></a></span></span><br />â¥</div><br /><br /><br /><div class="title">shameless self-promotion</div> <br /><div class="featurebox2"><div><div class="featureavi"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/e/aestheticirony.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconaestheticirony:" title="aestheticirony"/></a></div> Check out my gallery... ]]></description>
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                <title>so anyway</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 17 Oct 2008 11:10:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="deviant">Deviant =<a class="u" href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/">aestheticirony</a> | <i>"i need you like water in my lungs. â¥"</i></div><br /><div class="headerright"></div><br /><div class="logo"></div><br /><div class="menucontainer"><div class="menugal"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/gallery">Gallery</a></div><div class="menufav"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/favourites">Favorites</a></div><div class="menuwish"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/wishlist">Wishlist</a></div><div class="menunote"><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to=aestheticirony">Note Me</a></div></div><br /><br /><div class="content"><div class="leftside"><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Links</div><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/aestheticirony">Myspace</a><br /><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/journal/10101205/">clubs</a><br /><a href="http://www.imeem.com/people/Uvi_0KD/">imeem</a><br /><a href="http://2draw.net/users/aestheticirony/">2draw.net</a><br /><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Stamps</div><br /><div align="center"><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/66760610/"><img src="http://fc21.deviantart.com/fs19/f/2007/280/3/e/Bright_Eyes_Stamp_by_chimmychinchilla.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/24755526/"><img src="http://fc97.deviantart.com/fs8/i/2005/306/0/6/Caffeine_Addict_Stamp_by_nechama_chan.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/28855915/"><img src="http://fc90.deviantart.com/fs13/f/2007/088/6/5/Support_Penguins_Stamp_by_BlueArtist023.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/72581218/"><img src="http://fc24.deviantart.com/fs24/f/2007/354/f/1/brand_new_stamp_by_aestheticirony.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/79650775/"><img src="http://fc12.deviantart.com/fs26/f/2008/070/8/9/Jesse_Lacey_Stamp_by_LieutenantDeath.gif" width="99" height="55" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/93970669/"><img src="http://fc75.deviantart.com/fs36/i/2008/285/0/d/clubSEARCH_by_parallellogic.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /></div><br /></div><div class="rightside"> <div class="title">Journal</div><br /><div class="blocktext"><br /><br />So, I'm at school right now, just sort of hanging out. I have a free period (my third today), so I'mnot really doing anything except hanging out and listening to Maroon 5 LOL I'M A NERD.<br /><br />I really wish I could go directly home after school, but I cannot. I have pasteup. Fuck me <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br /><br /><br />In other news, yesterday sucked. Badly. I stressed, I cried, I threw up, I came home, I got bitched out, I curled up into a ball and slept. I did go to Jeromy's and that was nice, but Lyndsay and Jessica got mad at me, and it sort of canceled out some of the good <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /><br /><br />As a consequence of leaving school early, I also have two tests to make up, which blows, but I needed to come home. I mean, I NEEDED to come home. So, I'm going to try not to worry about it.<br /><br /><br />Anyway, I'm sleepy, and I would just rather not go to pasteup. Not that you guys care, it just kind of sucks to have to be at school for two hours longer than necessary.<br /><br />I have this project thing that I did, where you had to design the logo for this Business Challenge thing. I probably won't win, but I was rather proud of my entry. I'll post it later.<br /><br />I have the ACT one week from tomorrow, and I am TERRIFIED.<br /><br /><br />â¥â¥<br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="title">Music</div><br /><div class="blocktext"><br /><br /><br />No new music or books. Too busy!<br /><br /></div><div class="contentclear"></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="title">Features</div> <br /><div class="featurebox1"><div><div class="featureavi"><a href="http://lorely.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/o/lorely.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconlorely:" title="lorely"/></a></div>~<a class="u" href="http://lorely.deviantart.com/">lorely</a> I love her soft watercolor story-book style. All of her art is just really, really beautiful. </div></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a  class="mature" href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/94496426/"... ]]></description>
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                <title>yeh right</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 04 Oct 2008 10:41:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="deviant">Deviant =<a class="u" href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/">aestheticirony</a> | <i>"i need you like water in my lungs. â¥"</i></div><br /><div class="headerright"></div><br /><div class="logo"></div><br /><div class="menucontainer"><div class="menugal"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/gallery">Gallery</a></div><div class="menufav"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/favourites">Favorites</a></div><div class="menuwish"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/wishlist">Wishlist</a></div><div class="menunote"><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to=aestheticirony">Note Me</a></div></div><br /><br /><div class="content"><div class="leftside"><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Links</div><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/aestheticirony">Myspace</a><br /><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/journal/10101205/">clubs</a><br /><a href="http://www.imeem.com/people/Uvi_0KD/">imeem</a><br /><a href="http://2draw.net/users/aestheticirony/">2draw.net</a><br /><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Stamps</div><br /><div align="center"><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/66760610/"><img src="http://fc21.deviantart.com/fs19/f/2007/280/3/e/Bright_Eyes_Stamp_by_chimmychinchilla.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/24755526/"><img src="http://fc97.deviantart.com/fs8/i/2005/306/0/6/Caffeine_Addict_Stamp_by_nechama_chan.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/28855915/"><img src="http://fc90.deviantart.com/fs13/f/2007/088/6/5/Support_Penguins_Stamp_by_BlueArtist023.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/72581218/"><img src="http://fc24.deviantart.com/fs24/f/2007/354/f/1/brand_new_stamp_by_aestheticirony.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/79650775/"><img src="http://fc12.deviantart.com/fs26/f/2008/070/8/9/Jesse_Lacey_Stamp_by_LieutenantDeath.gif" width="99" height="55" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/93970669/"><img src="http://fc54.deviantart.com/fs37/i/2008/271/4/2/clubSEARCH_by_parallellogic.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /></div><br /></div><div class="rightside"> <div class="title">Journal</div><br /><div class="blocktext"><br /><br />I have a knack for figuring out why people do what they do.<br /><br />I was reading this poem thing, which had a rad title. The poetry itself was disappointing. However, while reading it, I was all "this has to be taking-back-sunday-inspired" and I thought it sounded more like a song. Which, come to think of it, I wasn't paying much attention and it might've been filed under songs. Anyway, I click on their profile button, and they were listening to TBS while they wrote their latest journal. I was all like "FUCK YEAH, I WIN!"<br /><br /><br />In other news, my life has been superbly busy here lately. I did get around to sprucing up my computer, visually. I'm going to do a screenshot of it just as soon as I can find a nice wallpaper. Or, hell, maybe I'll just make my own.<br /><br />Anyway, this should shed some light on why I have been MIA for so long. I swear, I log on almost (almost, didn't yesterday) every day.  I'm not dead, I'm just not doing anything.<br /><br /><br />Well, even that's not true. I'm working on this 9x11 chalk pastel drawing (straight up at least 9 hours into it already, and I swear it's only a third of the way done). I need to finish it before Monday... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blankstare.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":|" title=":| (Blank Stare)" /><br /><br />Also, I've been drawing and writing like no one's business. I just haven't done anything I'd like to upload.<br /><br /><div class="title"><strike>Music</strike> Books</div><br /><div class="blocktext"><br /><br /><br /><a>A Crack in the Line</a>, <a>Small Eternities</a>, and <a>The Underwood See</a> (which I haven't gotten to read yet) compose the Withern Rise trilogy. And the first two books were just great. It's an interesting story with a crazy (crazy awesome) plot. I can't believe they aren't more popular. They aren't extremely long (I read the first two in two days), and they are worth it.<br /><br />I loved Alaric and Naia, especially Alaric.<br /><br /></div><div class="contentclear"></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="title">Features</div> <br /><div class="featurebox1"><div><div class="featureavi"><a href="http://lorely.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/o/lorely.jpg" w... ]]></description>
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                <title>oh joy</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 19 Sep 2008 19:24:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="deviant">Deviant =<a class="u" href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/">aestheticirony</a> | <i>"i need you like water in my lungs. â¥"</i></div><br /><div class="headerright"></div><br /><div class="logo"></div><br /><div class="menucontainer"><div class="menugal"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/gallery">Gallery</a></div><div class="menufav"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/favourites">Favorites</a></div><div class="menuwish"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/wishlist">Wishlist</a></div><div class="menunote"><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to=aestheticirony">Note Me</a></div></div><br /><br /><div class="content"><div class="leftside"><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Links</div><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/aestheticirony">Myspace</a><br /><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/journal/10101205/">clubs</a><br /><a href="http://www.imeem.com/people/Uvi_0KD/">imeem</a><br /><a href="http://2draw.net/users/aestheticirony/">2draw.net</a><br /><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Stamps</div><br /><div align="center"><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/66760610/"><img src="http://fc21.deviantart.com/fs19/f/2007/280/3/e/Bright_Eyes_Stamp_by_chimmychinchilla.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/24755526/"><img src="http://fc97.deviantart.com/fs8/i/2005/306/0/6/Caffeine_Addict_Stamp_by_nechama_chan.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/28855915/"><img src="http://fc90.deviantart.com/fs13/f/2007/088/6/5/Support_Penguins_Stamp_by_BlueArtist023.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/72581218/"><img src="http://fc24.deviantart.com/fs24/f/2007/354/f/1/brand_new_stamp_by_aestheticirony.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/79650775/"><img src="http://fc12.deviantart.com/fs26/f/2008/070/8/9/Jesse_Lacey_Stamp_by_LieutenantDeath.gif" width="99" height="55" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/93970669/"><img src="http://fc01.deviantart.com/fs37/i/2008/257/8/b/clubSEARCH_by_parallellogic.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /></div><br /></div><div class="rightside"> <div class="title">Journal</div><br /><div class="blocktext"><br /><br />it seems like everything has to pop up at once, and I can't really comprehend anything as it's happening.<br /><br />The past seven days have held more stress for me than I've felt in forever.<br /><br />But it hasn't been an unproductive week, at least. I am signed up for the ACT and got a newspaper ad. I am going to be enrolled in the community college to start getting a credit. I'm participating in this Business Challenge thing. <br /><br /><br />the quiet can scrape all the calm from your bones<br />but maybe it should<br />maybe we need to be hollowed<br />to get up and grow<br />and stop fucking around<br />to kick off our braces and start straightening out<br />to sift through the static to find a simpler sound<br />than this shit that's crowding our heads now.<br />--cotton crush, kevin devine<br />that was one of those songs that caught me off guard and made me feel like i had drank too much water.<br />i miss that feeling.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />i can't properly explain everything that's been going on in my life. i just wish that i wasn't so lonely. or something like that.<br /><br />don't get me wrong; just because i'm a little dejected tonight doesn't mean everything sucks. just been busy and eventful and not all of the events have been pleasant.<br /><br /><br /><div class="title">Music</div><br /><div class="blocktext"><br /><br /><br />Transatlanticism and Narrow Stairs by Death Cab For Cutie. I went through a period of listening to them a lot.<br /><br /><br /></div><div class="contentclear"></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="title">Features</div> <br /><div class="featurebox1"><div><div class="featureavi"><a href="http://lorely.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/o/lorely.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconlorely:" title="lorely"/></a></div>~<a class="u" href="http://lorely.deviantart.com/">lorely</a> I love her soft watercolor story-book style. All of her art is just really, really beautiful. </div></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/94496426/"><img src="http://tn1-4.pv.deviantart.com/fs32/150/f/2008/224/b/f/Wolf_it_by_lorely.jpg" width="150" height="150" /></a... ]]></description>
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                <title>this is a title</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 06 Sep 2008 09:11:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="deviant">Deviant =<a class="u" href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/">aestheticirony</a> | <i>"i need you like water in my lungs. â¥"</i></div><br /><div class="headerright"></div><br /><div class="logo"></div><br /><div class="menucontainer"><div class="menugal"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/gallery">Gallery</a></div><div class="menufav"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/favourites">Favorites</a></div><div class="menuwish"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/wishlist">Wishlist</a></div><div class="menunote"><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to=aestheticirony">Note Me</a></div></div><br /><br /><div class="content"><div class="leftside"><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Links</div><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/aestheticirony">Myspace</a><br /><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/journal/10101205/">clubs</a><br /><a href="http://www.imeem.com/people/Uvi_0KD/">imeem</a><br /><a href="http://2draw.net/users/aestheticirony/">2draw.net</a><br /><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Stamps</div><br /><div align="center"><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/66760610/"><img src="http://fc04.deviantart.com/fs19/f/2007/280/3/e/Bright_Eyes_Stamp_by_chimmychinchilla.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/24755526/"><img src="http://fc06.deviantart.com/fs8/i/2005/306/0/6/Caffeine_Addict_Stamp_by_nechama_chan.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/28855915/"><img src="http://fc02.deviantart.com/fs13/f/2007/088/6/5/Support_Penguins_Stamp_by_BlueArtist023.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/72581218/"><img src="http://fc01.deviantart.com/fs24/f/2007/354/f/1/brand_new_stamp_by_aestheticirony.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/79650775/"><img src="http://fc01.deviantart.com/fs26/f/2008/070/8/9/Jesse_Lacey_Stamp_by_LieutenantDeath.gif" width="99" height="55" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/93970669/"><img src="http://fc07.deviantart.com/fs37/i/2008/248/a/3/clubSEARCH_by_parallellogic.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /></div><br /></div><div class="rightside"> <div class="title">Journal</div><br /><div class="blocktext"><br /><br /><br />I'm sick. I've already had a sick day from school <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br /><br />But, at school, I'm getting to paint a mural on the wall, and I am <b>so happy</b> about it. I was supposed to paint on friday... damned cold...<br /><br />I also downloaded Death Cab For Cutie's Transatlanticism. I've only listened to it once all the way through, but it feels easier to listen to than Narrow Stairs. The problem I had with Narrow Stairs was that the music was fantastic. If it had been an instrumental album, I couldn't have been happier. Only, it wasn't, and every time Ben Gibbard sang, part of me just went "damn." Of course, there were exceptions. I loved Grapevine Fires, and I liked most of the cd. In fact, I'm not sure what my problem was with it.<br /><br />I wish jeromy would wake up and talk to me. I wish I could go out of state.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Anyways, ~<a class="u" href="http://sakuranishiwaki.deviantart.com/">SakuraNishiwaki</a> did a thing in <a href="http://sakuranishiwaki.deviantart.com/journal/20291169/">her journal</a> where she's featuring the first five people to comment. She featured me, now I'll feature her XD<br /><br /><br /><div align="center"><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/96816489/"><img src="http://tn1-5.pv.deviantart.com/fs36/150/i/2008/246/9/c/DiZZY_Cover_new_by_SakuraNishiwaki.jpg" width="107" height="150" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/76739148/"><img src="http://tn1-2.pv.deviantart.com/fs27/150/i/2008/038/7/3/MA1_Dahlia_by_SakuraNishiwaki.jpg" width="150" height="102" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/75075284/"><img src="http://tn1-5.pv.deviantart.com/fs24/150/i/2008/019/f/6/Sunshine_and_Lollipops_by_SakuraNishiwaki.jpg" width="127" height="150" /></a></span></span></div><br /><br /><br /><div class="title">Music</div><br /><div class="blocktext"><br /><br /><br />Well, at this precise moment, I am listening to In The Aeroplane Over The Sea. 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                <title>updaaaates</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 31 Aug 2008 10:28:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="deviant">Deviant =<a class="u" href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/">aestheticirony</a> | <i>"i need you like water in my lungs. â¥"</i></div><br /><div class="headerright"></div><br /><div class="logo"></div><br /><div class="menucontainer"><div class="menugal"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/gallery">Gallery</a></div><div class="menufav"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/favourites">Favorites</a></div><div class="menuwish"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/wishlist">Wishlist</a></div><div class="menunote"><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to=aestheticirony">Note Me</a></div></div><br /><br /><div class="content"><div class="leftside"><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Links</div><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/aestheticirony">Myspace</a><br /><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/journal/10101205/">clubs</a><br /><a href="http://www.imeem.com/people/Uvi_0KD/">imeem</a><br /><a href="http://2draw.net/users/aestheticirony/">2draw.net</a><br /><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Stamps</div><br /><div align="center"><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/66760610/"><img src="http://fc04.deviantart.com/fs19/f/2007/280/3/e/Bright_Eyes_Stamp_by_chimmychinchilla.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/24755526/"><img src="http://fc06.deviantart.com/fs8/i/2005/306/0/6/Caffeine_Addict_Stamp_by_nechama_chan.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/28855915/"><img src="http://fc02.deviantart.com/fs13/f/2007/088/6/5/Support_Penguins_Stamp_by_BlueArtist023.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/72581218/"><img src="http://fc01.deviantart.com/fs24/f/2007/354/f/1/brand_new_stamp_by_aestheticirony.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/79650775/"><img src="http://fc01.deviantart.com/fs26/f/2008/070/8/9/Jesse_Lacey_Stamp_by_LieutenantDeath.gif" width="99" height="55" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/93970669/"><img src="http://fc08.deviantart.com/fs33/i/2008/237/8/e/clubSEARCH_by_parallellogic.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /></div><br /></div><div class="rightside"> <div class="title">Journal</div><br /><div class="blocktext"><br /><br /><br />So, I've started school. I'm finally a senior <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> So far, my classes have been alright, but not quite as nice as they were last year. Hopefully once I get back into the swing of things, I'll get used to it. Although, I have the hardest teacher for math, I'm trying to get out of that class. My counselor asked me to go once and then if I still thought I would do badly, she would switch me out.<br /><br />I've told a bunch of people this, but now I'll tell you guys. The thing about her class is that she IS a good teacher, but she's hard, and even if I learn trig and still fail the class, I'm fucked. I'd rather not let my graduation next may depend on whether or not I pass one of the hardest classes.<br /><br />kthxbai<br /><br /><br />But besides that, it's just been school. Although I've been really tired and have just been sleeping all over the place. I've fallen asleep at ~<a class="u" href="http://jeromyroxout.deviantart.com/">jeromyroxout</a>'s house twice in the past few days.<br /><br /><br /><br />I knew I was stressing over those essays for no reasons /fuck.<br /><br />Other than that, I really have nothing to add. =/<br /><br /><br />ALTHOUGH, I would like to mention <a href="http://www.posemaniacs.com/">this</a> site. ~<a class="u" href="http://micrypt.deviantart.com/">micrypt</a> sent me the link. I thought it was just about the awesomest thing in the history of awesome with perhaps the exception of music and gay people.<br /><br /><br /><div class="title">Music</div><br /><div class="blocktext"><br /><br /><br />Well, at this precise moment, I am listening to In The Aeroplane Over The Sea. But it is definitely, definitely not new.<br /><br />I also downloaded Narrow Stairs by Death Cab For Cutie, but I haven't listened to it yet. Anyone have any commentary?<br /><br /><br /></div><div class="contentclear"></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="title">Features</div> <br /><div class="featurebox1"><div><div class="featureavi"><a href="http://lorely.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/o/lorely.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconlorely:" title="lorely"/></a></d... ]]></description>
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                <title>updated content (less emo!)</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 19 Aug 2008 13:15:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="deviant">Deviant =<a class="u" href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/">aestheticirony</a> | <i>"i need you like water in my lungs. â¥"</i></div><br /><div class="headerright"></div><br /><div class="logo"></div><br /><div class="menucontainer"><div class="menugal"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/gallery">Gallery</a></div><div class="menufav"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/favourites">Favorites</a></div><div class="menuwish"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/wishlist">Wishlist</a></div><div class="menunote"><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to=aestheticirony">Note Me</a></div></div><br /><br /><div class="content"><div class="leftside"><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Links</div><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/aestheticirony">Myspace</a><br /><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/journal/10101205/">clubs</a><br /><a href="http://www.imeem.com/people/Uvi_0KD/">imeem</a><br /><a href="http://2draw.net/users/aestheticirony/">2draw.net</a><br /><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Stamps</div><br /><div align="center"><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/66760610/"><img src="http://fc04.deviantart.com/fs19/f/2007/280/3/e/Bright_Eyes_Stamp_by_chimmychinchilla.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/24755526/"><img src="http://fc06.deviantart.com/fs8/i/2005/306/0/6/Caffeine_Addict_Stamp_by_nechama_chan.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/28855915/"><img src="http://fc02.deviantart.com/fs13/f/2007/088/6/5/Support_Penguins_Stamp_by_BlueArtist023.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/72581218/"><img src="http://fc01.deviantart.com/fs24/f/2007/354/f/1/brand_new_stamp_by_aestheticirony.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/79650775/"><img src="http://fc01.deviantart.com/fs26/f/2008/070/8/9/Jesse_Lacey_Stamp_by_LieutenantDeath.gif" width="99" height="55" /></a></span></span><br /></div><br /></div><div class="rightside"> <div class="title">Journal</div><br /><div class="blocktext"><br /><br />Alllright. Here's the thing about the essays. <b> I'll get them done</b>.<br /><br />I'll get everything done, I just need to stop stressing over it =/<br /><br /><br />Besides my life, something to think about. I was reading <a href="http://www.last.fm/user/girl_fight/journal/2006/01/26/3z81_am_i_cheating_the_%27scene%27%3F">this</a> journal on last.fm. Since I know most of you aren't going to read it, I'll highlight some her comments and the comments on the journal (being as un-biased as possible).<br /><br />From her journal called <b>Am I Cheating The "Scene"</b><br /><br />"Plenty of my extremely musically oriented friends think that the key to finding music is by getting involved in the scene that your music like orbits, and sort of immerse yourself."<br /><br />"These long time kids with extensive and esoteric musical tastes believe that the indie scene is such a fad that it will cease to be. Everything indie once was about is no longer what indie is about. Indie doesn't get radio time, and indie doesn't get signed."<br /><br />"There is no intrigue to these indie kids anymore, and they're slowly losing their habitat to greedy corporate america, and the army of stupid brainwashed kids that follow them."<br /><br /><br />Alright, well, I'm too lazy to post some of the comments (there were 60+). Most people agreed with her, and some of them mostly agreed with her.<br /><br /><br />And here's my opinion, which sort of strays from what she was talking about <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br />Indie is a fad, of course it is, and it's not indie anymore. (I think pitchfork when I say this, and my soul dies a little). It's a fad in the same way that "going green" is a fad. Yes, it's a good thing, and something we need to do, but it drives me up a wall when I see those bags that say crap like "this bag saves trees". Because it's actually something WE NEED TO DO, and if you're going to do it, do it because it's a good fucking idea, and not because the popular girls have those bags, and you want to be popular. Too bad killing yourself isn't in style.<br /><br />Aside from that, I've resolved to like whatever the hell I like, and to fuck with you if you have a problem with that. Yes, I like Conor Oberst and the Decemberists. If I find good music because it's popular, then good for me. I'm like one of those door-to-door people when it comes to bright eyes ("You've never heard of conor ob... ]]></description>
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                <title>pineapple ice froth</title>
                <link>http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/journal/19977897/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 15 Aug 2008 20:57:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="deviant">Deviant =<a class="u" href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/">aestheticirony</a> | <i>"i need you like water in my lungs. â¥"</i></div><br /><div class="headerright"></div><br /><div class="logo"></div><br /><div class="menucontainer"><div class="menugal"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/gallery">Gallery</a></div><div class="menufav"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/favourites">Favorites</a></div><div class="menuwish"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/wishlist">Wishlist</a></div><div class="menunote"><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to=aestheticirony">Note Me</a></div></div><br /><br /><div class="content"><div class="leftside"><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Links</div><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/aestheticirony">Myspace</a> <br /><a href="http://www.last.fm/user/aestheticirony">Last.fm</a> <br /><a href="http://www.imeem.com/people/Uvi_0KD/">imeem</a><br /><a href="http://2draw.net/users/aestheticirony/">2draw.net</a><br /><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Stamps</div><br /><div align="center"><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/66760610/"><img src="http://fc04.deviantart.com/fs19/f/2007/280/3/e/Bright_Eyes_Stamp_by_chimmychinchilla.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/24755526/"><img src="http://fc06.deviantart.com/fs8/i/2005/306/0/6/Caffeine_Addict_Stamp_by_nechama_chan.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/28855915/"><img src="http://fc02.deviantart.com/fs13/f/2007/088/6/5/Support_Penguins_Stamp_by_BlueArtist023.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/72581218/"><img src="http://fc01.deviantart.com/fs24/f/2007/354/f/1/brand_new_stamp_by_aestheticirony.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /></div><br /></div><div class="rightside"> <div class="title">Journal</div><br /><div class="blocktext"><br /><br />So, I found out last night that my journal doesn't show up well in IE. Anyone able to tell me if it showed up in their internet explorer? I know it works in firefox and safari.<br /><br />I had to clean out my ipod today, and it made me so sad. I deleted like a gigs worth of music. But, I had to because there was more music that I wanted to put on there, and it wouldn't fit. <br /><br /><br />well i need you<br />to want me to hold me to tell me the truth<br /><br />ain't no party in a sad sad city<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />mmm, pineapple ice slush is tasty.<br /><br /><br /><br />*rocks out*<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />i walk the line like johnny cash<br />i made the bus in seconds flat<br />i called your line too many times<br />i'm not obsessed - just impolite<br /><br /><br /><br />I'm playing in last.fm. I'd like it so much better if it played well with imeem.<br /><br /><br /><br />â¥<br /><br /><div class="title">Music</div><br /><div class="blocktext"><br /><br />A sweet electronica song about the possibilities of new love. <a href="http://www.imeem.com/people/AAten/music/OKpI2kDe/plushgun_just_impolits/">Plushgun - Just Impolite</a><br /><br />~<a class="u" href="http://jeromyroxout.deviantart.com/">jeromyroxout</a>, ~<a class="u" href="http://expertliar.deviantart.com/">Expertliar</a>, and I are addicted to this one. <a href="http://www.imeem.com/timf/music/3_eVjwx-/ghostland_observatory_sad_sad_city/">Ghostland Observatory - Sad Sad City</a><br /><br />Laura Marling has an amazing voice, and this song is the perfect mix of haunting and lovely. <a href="http://www.imeem.com/groups/rR7wBDWW/music/GgA2OVRO/laura_marling_my_manic_and_i/">Laura Marling - My Manic and I</a><br /><br />A beautiful, bluesy sound, emphasized with Santana. Oh yeah. <a href="http://www.imeem.com/zoomnike/music/fzYRIye3/citizen_cope_santana_sideways/">Citizen Cope feat. Santana - Sideways</a><br /><br />Life is good.<br /><br /></div><div class="contentclear"></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="title">Features</div> <br /><div class="featurebox1"><div><div class="featureavi"><a href="http://blackbirdpie.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/l/blackbirdpie.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconblackbirdpie:" title="blackbirdpie"/></a></div>~<a class="u" href="http://blackbirdpie.deviantart.com/">blackbirdpie</a> I don't even really know what to say, except that I totally love his gallery. Thumbnails are all from the first page of his gallery, because I couldn't narrow it down enough.</div></div><br /><div align="center"><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/78077631/"><img src="http://tn1-4.pv.deviantart.com/fs28/150/f/2008/052/d/d/paper_perc... ]]></description>
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                <title>respect yourself (+features+newmusic)</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 12 Aug 2008 07:35:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="deviant">Deviant =<a class="u" href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/">aestheticirony</a> | <i>"i need you like water in my lungs. â¥"</i></div><br /><div class="headerright"></div><br /><div class="logo"></div><br /><div class="menucontainer"><div class="menugal"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/gallery">Gallery</a></div><div class="menufav"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/favourites">Favorites</a></div><div class="menuwish"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/wishlist">Wishlist</a></div><div class="menunote"><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to=aestheticirony">Note Me</a></div></div><br /><br /><div class="content"><div class="leftside"><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Links</div><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/aestheticirony">Myspace</a> <br /><a href="http://www.last.fm/user/aestheticirony">Last.fm</a> <br /><a href="http://curseyourgod.blogspot.com/">My blog</a><br /><a href="http://2draw.net/users/aestheticirony/">2draw.net</a><br /><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Stamps</div><br /><div align="center"><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/66760610/"><img src="http://fc04.deviantart.com/fs19/f/2007/280/3/e/Bright_Eyes_Stamp_by_chimmychinchilla.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/24755526/"><img src="http://fc06.deviantart.com/fs8/i/2005/306/0/6/Caffeine_Addict_Stamp_by_nechama_chan.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/28855915/"><img src="http://fc02.deviantart.com/fs13/f/2007/088/6/5/Support_Penguins_Stamp_by_BlueArtist023.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/94056689/"><img src="http://fc08.deviantart.com/fs32/f/2008/219/7/3/8_years_by_fella.gif" width="99" height="55" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/72581218/"><img src="http://fc01.deviantart.com/fs24/f/2007/354/f/1/brand_new_stamp_by_aestheticirony.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /></div><br /></div><div class="rightside"> <div class="title">Journal</div><br /><div class="blocktext"><br /><br />Alright, I promised the next journal would be relevant, and it is. <br /><br />Lifetime is on right now, and there was a commercial for How To Look Good Naked. In itself it's a good idea, but the reason we need it kind of ridiculous. It just showed a woman who was completely normal. We're talking a girl with literally no extra body fat. If she needed to do anything, maybe a few crunches.<br /><br />I know this girl at my school. She's a sweet girl, but prone to irrational behavior. She's a skinny girl. It drives me crazy when she talks about "how fat" she is, especially considering she's literally smaller than the average person. I suppose she has reasons to feel inadequate, but it just boggles me. She stopped eating for weeks, and no one knew what to do. She says she has stretch marks, but it's because she lost a lot of weight from not eating, then gained it back and more when she was forced to start again.<br /><br />Don't get me wrong, I'm not usually the advocate for respecting yourself. I'm the first to tell people that I'm fat. But I know I have horrible eating habits and don't exercise enough.<br /><br />But coming back to the commercial, it reminded me of this deviation:<br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/61429803/"><img src="http://tn1-4.pv.deviantart.com/fs17/150/f/2007/216/8/f/just_a_body__by_blackbirdpie.jpg" width="102" height="150" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/49533168/"><img src="http://tn1-4.pv.deviantart.com/fs15/150/f/2007/055/f/6/compromise__by_blackbirdpie.jpg" width="100" height="150" /></a></span></span><br /><br /><br />"don't prostitute yourself for anything."<br /><br /><br />That's great advice. He meant it in the sexual way, but it could just as easily mean something mundane. We prostitute ourselves every day. Sometimes we disrespect ourselves to get what we want. We do it without even thinking about it, and that's probably the saddest thing of all.<br /><br />Think about what you've prostituted yourself for. Think about your body and what you like and dislike about it. <br /><br />Read this and follow the directions.<br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/29094951/"><img src="http://tn1-5.pv.deviantart.com/images/150/shared/poetry.jpg" width="150" height="125" /></a></span></span><br /><br /><br />respect yourself for fuck's sake.<br /><br /><br /><br /><... ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 11 Aug 2008 21:21:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="deviant">Deviant =<a class="u" href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/">aestheticirony</a> | <i>"i need you like water in my lungs. â¥"</i></div><br /><div class="headerright"></div><br /><div class="logo"></div><br /><div class="menucontainer"><div class="menugal"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/gallery">Gallery</a></div><div class="menufav"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/favourites">Favorites</a></div><div class="menuwish"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/wishlist">Wishlist</a></div><div class="menunote"><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to=aestheticirony">Note Me</a></div></div><br /><br /><div class="content"><div class="leftside"><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Links</div><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/aestheticirony">Myspace</a> <br /><a href="http://www.last.fm/user/aestheticirony">Last.fm</a> <br /><a href="http://curseyourgod.blogspot.com/">My blog</a><br /><a href="http://2draw.net/users/aestheticirony/">2draw.net</a><br /><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Stamps</div><br /><div align="center"><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/66760610/"><img src="http://fc04.deviantart.com/fs19/f/2007/280/3/e/Bright_Eyes_Stamp_by_chimmychinchilla.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/24755526/"><img src="http://fc06.deviantart.com/fs8/i/2005/306/0/6/Caffeine_Addict_Stamp_by_nechama_chan.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/28855915/"><img src="http://fc02.deviantart.com/fs13/f/2007/088/6/5/Support_Penguins_Stamp_by_BlueArtist023.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/94056689/"><img src="http://fc08.deviantart.com/fs32/f/2008/219/7/3/8_years_by_fella.gif" width="99" height="55" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/72581218/"><img src="http://fc01.deviantart.com/fs24/f/2007/354/f/1/brand_new_stamp_by_aestheticirony.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /></div><br /></div><div class="rightside"> <div class="title">Journal</div><br /><div class="blocktext"><br /><br />I am happy I no longer have to think of my own state of affairs. I am happy with grey subcompacts. I am glad that I have something to stare into when I forget where I am. I am thankful that dark alley blue isn't the only shade there is. Cerulean. Why am I doing this to myself? I am clutching pillows again, although I know it isn't a good idea. I am sleeping inside of voices again. I am tearing up wood floors and painting with watercolors and crying for no reason. <br /><br />I am happy that you will always be with me, even after I am ashamed to say your name.<br /><br />I am not happy that I am turning back into the fourteen year old incarnation of myself. I am furious with what I see when I shut my eyes. Fucking blasphemy. I wish. The smell of perfume is choking and mornings come too soon. He lives in Hawaii. I didn't know that was allowed either. Cerulean seas. Stop drop and roll. I am on fire. Metaphorically. I must be a masochist. You are going to hate me. This is stupid. It's not fair. I can't even think straight. I am very seriously hoping I am just PMS'd.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Just kidding world! You know I love you! â¥â¥<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><sub>oh fuck me</sub><br /><br />BTW, sorry I keep filling your inboxes with crap journals. I promise that the next journal I write won't be worthless.<br /><br /><br /><div class="title">New Music</div><br /><div class="blocktext"><br /><br />Is there anything Kevin Devine + Jesse Lacey CAN'T do? Listen to <a href="http://www.imeem.com/people/q1xdcR/music/qq1Iuu4-/jesse_lacey_wkevin_devine_jesus_christ/">this</a> version of Jesus Christ. You'll shit a brick. In a good way.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.imeem.com/gnoultnecniv/music/wdnbzZTb/jesse_lacey_upward_over_the_mountain_iron_and_wine_cover/">This</a> fabulous Iron and Wine cover done by Jesse Lacey.<br /><br />And OH MY GOD <a href="http://www.imeem.com/people/j058E9-/music/s2M3FYjD/jesse_lacey_new_song_live_at_chop_suey_july_17_2008/">new material</a></div>! As far as I can tell (the quality kind of sucks) the new stuff is as good, if not better, than the old.<br /><br />One last thing: a beautiful <a href="http://www.imeem.com/juxtaposedhalf1118/music/ly-vWYT6/brand_new_degausser_acoustic/">acoustic version of Degausser.</a><br /><br /><br />Life is good.<br /></div><div class="contentclear"></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="title">Features</div> <br /><div class="featurebox1"><div><div class="featureavi"><a href="http://lostsoulx44.deviant... ]]></description>
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                <title>forgive me! &amp;#9829;</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 10 Aug 2008 22:30:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="deviant">Deviant =<a class="u" href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/">aestheticirony</a> | <i>"i need you like water in my lungs. â¥"</i></div><br /><div class="headerright"></div><br /><div class="logo"></div><br /><div class="menucontainer"><div class="menugal"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/gallery">Gallery</a></div><div class="menufav"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/favourites">Favorites</a></div><div class="menuwish"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/wishlist">Wishlist</a></div><div class="menunote"><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to=aestheticirony">Note Me</a></div></div><br /><br /><div class="content"><div class="leftside"><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Links</div><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/aestheticirony">Myspace</a> <br /><a href="http://www.last.fm/user/aestheticirony">Last.fm</a> <br /><a href="http://curseyourgod.blogspot.com/">My blog</a><br /><a href="http://2draw.net/users/aestheticirony/">2draw.net</a><br /><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Stamps</div><br /><div align="center"><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/66760610/"><img src="http://fc04.deviantart.com/fs19/f/2007/280/3/e/Bright_Eyes_Stamp_by_chimmychinchilla.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/24755526/"><img src="http://fc06.deviantart.com/fs8/i/2005/306/0/6/Caffeine_Addict_Stamp_by_nechama_chan.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/28855915/"><img src="http://fc02.deviantart.com/fs13/f/2007/088/6/5/Support_Penguins_Stamp_by_BlueArtist023.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/94056689/"><img src="http://fc08.deviantart.com/fs32/f/2008/219/7/3/8_years_by_fella.gif" width="99" height="55" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/72581218/"><img src="http://fc01.deviantart.com/fs24/f/2007/354/f/1/brand_new_stamp_by_aestheticirony.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /></div><br /></div><div class="rightside"> <div class="title">Journal</div><br /><div class="blocktext"><br /><br />I have no news to share.<br />Except I've been very hormonal the past few days.<br />I dunno.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="title">New Music</div><br /><div class="blocktext"><br /><br />Is there anything Kevin Devine + Jesse Lacey CAN'T do? Listen to <a href="http://www.imeem.com/people/q1xdcR/music/qq1Iuu4-/jesse_lacey_wkevin_devine_jesus_christ/">this</a> version of Jesus Christ. You'll shit a brick. In a good way.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.imeem.com/gnoultnecniv/music/wdnbzZTb/jesse_lacey_upward_over_the_mountain_iron_and_wine_cover/">This</a> fabulous Iron and Wine cover done by Jesse Lacey.<br /><br />And OH MY GOD <a href="http://www.imeem.com/people/j058E9-/music/s2M3FYjD/jesse_lacey_new_song_live_at_chop_suey_july_17_2008/">new material</a></div>! As far as I can tell (the quality kind of sucks) the new stuff is as good, if not better, than the old.<br /><br />One last thing: a beautiful <a href="http://www.imeem.com/juxtaposedhalf1118/music/ly-vWYT6/brand_new_degausser_acoustic/">acoustic version of Degausser.</a><br /><br /><br />Life is good.<br /></div><div class="contentclear"></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="title">Features</div> <br /><div class="featurebox1"><div><div class="featureavi"><a href="http://lostsoulx44.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/o/lostsoulx44.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconlostsoulx44:" title="lostsoulx44"/></a></div>=<a class="u" href="http://lostsoulx44.deviantart.com/">lostsoulx44</a> Her colors always stun me. She has amazing ideas implemented in unique ways, demonstrated especially by her bright eyes series. And I'm not just saying that because I'm entirely biased either. </div></div><br /><div align="center"><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/81398273/"><img src="http://tn1-1.pv.deviantart.com/fs28/150/f/2008/089/6/2/62825679e397a7fe.jpg" width="100" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/79376423/"><img src="http://tn1-1.pv.deviantart.com/fs27/150/f/2008/103/6/9/69e9738930906abd0e0b92cb9cd988c8.jpg" width="100" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/77423420/"><img src="http://tn1-1.pv.deviantart.com/fs26/150/i/2008/085/d/d/rinse_and_repeat_by_lostsoulx44.jpg" width="150" height="100" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="sha... ]]></description>
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                <title>dream &amp;#9829;</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 10 Aug 2008 06:16:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="deviant">Deviant =<a class="u" href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/">aestheticirony</a> | <i>"i need you like water in my lungs. â¥"</i></div><br /><div class="headerright"></div><br /><div class="logo"></div><br /><div class="menucontainer"><div class="menugal"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/gallery">Gallery</a></div><div class="menufav"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/favourites">Favorites</a></div><div class="menuwish"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/wishlist">Wishlist</a></div><div class="menunote"><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to=aestheticirony">Note Me</a></div></div><br /><br /><div class="content"><div class="leftside"><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Links</div><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/aestheticirony">Myspace</a> <br /><a href="http://www.last.fm/user/aestheticirony">Last.fm</a> <br /><a href="http://curseyourgod.blogspot.com/">My blog</a><br /><a href="http://2draw.net/users/aestheticirony/">2draw.net</a><br /><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Stamps</div><br /><div align="center"><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/66760610/"><img src="http://fc04.deviantart.com/fs19/f/2007/280/3/e/Bright_Eyes_Stamp_by_chimmychinchilla.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/24755526/"><img src="http://fc06.deviantart.com/fs8/i/2005/306/0/6/Caffeine_Addict_Stamp_by_nechama_chan.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/28855915/"><img src="http://fc02.deviantart.com/fs13/f/2007/088/6/5/Support_Penguins_Stamp_by_BlueArtist023.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/94056689/"><img src="http://fc08.deviantart.com/fs32/f/2008/219/7/3/8_years_by_fella.gif" width="99" height="55" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/72581218/"><img src="http://fc01.deviantart.com/fs24/f/2007/354/f/1/brand_new_stamp_by_aestheticirony.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /></div><br /></div><div class="rightside"> <div class="title">Journal</div><br /><div class="blocktext">So I had the saddest dream last night. It was one of those where you feel everything acutely, and it hurt like hell. I woke up and cried. That has never happened to me before. I don't know.<br /><br />I'd tell you what happened, but I'm afraid the metaphor of my life would be too obvious.<br /><br />But it was lovely.<br /><br /><br />Unfortunately, afterward I was completely unable to sleep. So I got like three hours of sleep. Wonderfully entertaining sleep, though.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Out of curiosity, when are they going to take the CSS option out of beta. I mean, HOW LONG have we had the option to pimp out our journals?<br /><br /><br /><sub>love the subscription, thank you *<a class="u" href="http://weatherman667.deviantart.com/">weatherman667</a> â¥</sub><br /><br /><br /><div class="title">New Music</div><br /><div class="blocktext"><br /><br />Is there anything Kevin Devine + Jesse Lacey CAN'T do? Listen to <a href="http://www.imeem.com/people/q1xdcR/music/qq1Iuu4-/jesse_lacey_wkevin_devine_jesus_christ/">this</a> version of Jesus Christ. You'll shit a brick. In a good way.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.imeem.com/gnoultnecniv/music/wdnbzZTb/jesse_lacey_upward_over_the_mountain_iron_and_wine_cover/">This</a> fabulous Iron and Wine cover done by Jesse Lacey.<br /><br />And OH MY GOD <a href="http://www.imeem.com/people/j058E9-/music/s2M3FYjD/jesse_lacey_new_song_live_at_chop_suey_july_17_2008/">new material</a></div>! As far as I can tell (the quality kind of sucks) the new stuff is as good, if not better, than the old.<br /><br />One last thing: a beautiful <a href="http://www.imeem.com/juxtaposedhalf1118/music/ly-vWYT6/brand_new_degausser_acoustic/">acoustic version of Degausser.</a><br /><br /><br />Life is good.<br /></div><div class="contentclear"></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="title">Features</div> <br /><div class="featurebox1"><div><div class="featureavi"><a href="http://lostsoulx44.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/o/lostsoulx44.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconlostsoulx44:" title="lostsoulx44"/></a></div>=<a class="u" href="http://lostsoulx44.deviantart.com/">lostsoulx44</a> Her colors always stun me. She has amazing ideas implemented in unique ways, demonstrated especially by her bright eyes series. And I'm not just saying that because I'm entirely biased either. </div></div><br /><div align="center"><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/81398273/"><img src="http://tn1-1.... ]]></description>
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                <title>check it out &amp;#9829; (+ new music)</title>
                <link>http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/journal/19836002/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 07 Aug 2008 23:55:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="deviant">Deviant =<a class="u" href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/">aestheticirony</a> | <i>"i need you like water in my lungs. â¥"</i></div><br /><div class="headerright"></div><br /><div class="logo"></div><br /><div class="menucontainer"><div class="menugal"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/gallery">Gallery</a></div><div class="menufav"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/favourites">Favorites</a></div><div class="menuwish"><a href="http://aestheticirony.deviantart.com/wishlist">Wishlist</a></div><div class="menunote"><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to=aestheticirony">Note Me</a></div></div><br /><br /><div class="content"><div class="leftside"><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Links</div><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/aestheticirony">Myspace</a> <br /><a href="http://www.last.fm/user/aestheticirony">Last.fm</a> <br /><a href="http://curseyourgod.blogspot.com/">My blog</a><br /><a href="http://2draw.net/users/aestheticirony/">2draw.net</a><br /><br /><div class="sidebar_title">Stamps</div><br /><div align="center"><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/66760610/"><img src="http://fc04.deviantart.com/fs19/f/2007/280/3/e/Bright_Eyes_Stamp_by_chimmychinchilla.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/24755526/"><img src="http://fc06.deviantart.com/fs8/i/2005/306/0/6/Caffeine_Addict_Stamp_by_nechama_chan.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/28855915/"><img src="http://fc02.deviantart.com/fs13/f/2007/088/6/5/Support_Penguins_Stamp_by_BlueArtist023.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/94056689/"><img src="http://fc08.deviantart.com/fs32/f/2008/219/7/3/8_years_by_fella.gif" width="99" height="55" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/72581218/"><img src="http://fc01.deviantart.com/fs24/f/2007/354/f/1/brand_new_stamp_by_aestheticirony.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /></div><br /></div><div class="rightside"> <div class="title">News</div><br /><div class="blocktext">WOO NEW JOURNAL CSS!!<br /><br />HAPPY BIRTHDAY DA! â¥â¥â¥</div><br /><br /><br /><div class="title">New Music</div><br /><div class="blocktext"><br /><br />Is there anything Kevin Devine + Jesse Lacey CAN'T do? Listen to <a href="http://www.imeem.com/people/q1xdcR/music/qq1Iuu4-/jesse_lacey_wkevin_devine_jesus_christ/">this</a> version of Jesus Christ. You'll shit a brick. In a good way.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.imeem.com/gnoultnecniv/music/wdnbzZTb/jesse_lacey_upward_over_the_mountain_iron_and_wine_cover/">This</a> fabulous Iron and Wine cover done by Jesse Lacey.<br /><br />And OH MY GOD <a href="http://www.imeem.com/people/j058E9-/music/s2M3FYjD/jesse_lacey_new_song_live_at_chop_suey_july_17_2008/">new material</a></div>! As far as I can tell (the quality kind of sucks) the new stuff is as good, if not better, than the old.<br /><br />One last thing: a beautiful <a href="http://www.imeem.com/juxtaposedhalf1118/music/ly-vWYT6/brand_new_degausser_acoustic/">acoustic version of Degausser.</a><br /><br /><br />Life is good.<br /></div><div class="contentclear"></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="title">Features</div> <br /><div class="featurebox1"><div><div class="featureavi"><a href="http://lostsoulx44.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/o/lostsoulx44.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconlostsoulx44:" title="lostsoulx44"/></a></div>=<a class="u" href="http://lostsoulx44.deviantart.com/">lostsoulx44</a> Her colors always stun me. She has amazing ideas implemented in unique ways, demonstrated especially by her bright eyes series. And I'm not just saying that because I'm entirely biased either. </div></div><br /><div align="center"><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/81398273/"><img src="http://tn1-1.pv.deviantart.com/fs28/150/f/2008/089/6/2/62825679e397a7fe.jpg" width="100" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/79376423/"><img src="http://tn1-1.pv.deviantart.com/fs27/150/f/2008/103/6/9/69e9738930906abd0e0b92cb9cd988c8.jpg" width="100" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/77423420/"><img src="http://tn1-1.pv.deviantart.com/fs26/150/i/2008/085/d/d/rinse_and_repeat_by_lostsoulx44.jpg" width="150" height="100" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/81306662/... ]]></description>
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                <title>so i've been thinking..</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 07 Aug 2008 11:48:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="content"><br /><br />I need to get this college thing straightened out. I can't sleep at night for worrying over it. There's just one thing after another to worry about and it gives me a headache.<br /><br />I was also thinking about my fantastic panicking skills. <br /><br />And how much better I want to be at drawing.'<br />Let's focus on that one.<br /><br />I hate how I draw. I hate anime. I hate all the stupid for-shit crap I spout out. I just want to be better. I have this sneaking suspicion, though, that that isn't going to happen. I think I have plateaued. I dunno. I just want to be happy with what I do again. <br /><br />I need more coffee. My head hurts.<br /><br /><br />I do have plans today though.<br />That's a plus.<br /><br />I dunno, I'm trying to see the silver lining here, but it's coming up more grey.<br /><br /><br />Sorry for the weirdness in my journal, trying to update the CSS. Have a little patience.<br /><br /></div><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>glowing praise for breaking dawn</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 04 Aug 2008 09:30:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ...Probably isn't going to be here.<br /><br />Here's the thing about the Twilight Saga. It had so much unrealized potential. It was a totally rad story, but the plot formed almost childishly. Bella's relationships with... people formed faster than you could really understand, and it left something from the books.<br /><br />The last book had two plots.<br /><br />The third book had hardly any plot.<br /><br /><br />Again, not to say I didn't enjoy them, because I did. But Bella switched between things so quickly. Like...<br /><br />Okay, it's like Stephenie Meyer explained the whole series though pictures. She showed you the pictures and told you what was going on in them, but didn't explain the period between the pictures. OR she would show how much someone loved someone else, but not explain how it happened.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Stephenie Meyer got lucky. She happened to write Twilight at a time when tons of teenage girls needed it. It was such a sweet love story, it got girls hooked. And teenage girls tend to look over plot holes for the character's sake.<br /><br />HOWEVER I am a teenage girl, and liked them very much. Especially Breaking Dawn<br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2686872"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2686872.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img></a></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>i think i've just been drowned</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 03 Aug 2008 12:23:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ thank you for thinking that i can be a better person, because i never believed you until i looked in the mirror and felt satisfied with who was looking back at me.<br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2686872"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2686872.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img></a></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>books about vampires</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 02 Aug 2008 10:53:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am not normally a fan, but the first Twilight novel got me hooked on Edward. Today is the day the new book is released, and I am quite excited. Very soon I will go and buy it. I need to take a shower though, gah. But i shall, and novel shall be mine.<br /><br />I bought two new CDs the other day! I NEVER buy cds! <br /><br />Fevers and Mirrors by Bright Eyes<br />Between the Heart and the Synapse by The Receiving end of Sirens<br /><br />they are two of my favorite albums ever. EVAR.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><sub>life is crazy..<br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2686872"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2686872.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img></a></br></sub> ]]></description>
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                <title>tablet. &amp;#9829;</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 Jul 2008 10:44:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I got my tablet and I adore it. I apologize for the meme, but I couldn't help it.<br /><br /><br /><br />Anyway, another year, another chance. Sixteen is over!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />But Estelle Getty died, and that makes me horribly, horribly sad.<br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2686872"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2686872.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img></a></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 23 Jul 2008 21:02:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i'm seventeen<br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2686872"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2686872.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img></a></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>an updated list &amp;#9829;</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Jul 2008 12:17:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I wrote a list last summer and I'd like to update it a little bit.<br /><br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> Rothko Matte Red Rain Boots<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> Eclipse by Stephanie Meyer (got it)<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> House of Leaves (got it)<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> New jeans (got them)<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> Deja Entendu<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> some piece of mind <br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> that tote bag (got it)<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> to not sleep until noon every day (finally)<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> to fit into that dress<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> Some new shirts for school (got them)<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> A bookbag (got it)<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> To not be here, instead to be at the fair (i don't remember this one)<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> To see my nieces and/or nephews (they don't exist)<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> to not be scared anymore<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> A Long Way Gone (got it)<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> The Sufferer and The Witness (Rise Against)<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> My room to be fixed so i can...(done)<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> ...turn on the tv to keep from getting lonely at night (done)<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> to see you again (done kthnxbai)<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> Fall Out Boy.<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> it to be october. (came and went)<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> the right kind of astringent. (still in want)<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> to not want anything anymore. (never)<br /><br /><br />Now some things I want this year:<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> A vera Bradley bookbag<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> My tablet<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> my birthday to go smoothly<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> for things to keep going well<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> to get into college next year<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> to do okay in school this year<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:"... ]]></description>
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                <title>delicious</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 17 Jul 2008 10:55:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/86618168/"><img src="http://tn1-2.pv.deviantart.com/fs30/150/f/2008/145/8/7/nuit_d__etoiles_by_butter_a_fly.jpg" width="97" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/62869560/"><img src="http://tn1-4.pv.deviantart.com/fs21/150/f/2007/233/d/0/everybody_needs_romance____by_thresca.png" width="113" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/77744145/"><img src="http://tn1-4.pv.deviantart.com/fs30/150/f/2008/049/0/1/At_the_bottom_of_everything_by_TooMuchCoke.jpg" width="149" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/22463248/"><img src="http://tn1-5.pv.deviantart.com/fs18/150/f/2007/164/0/e/Nacre_by_LAMP_ag.jpg" width="150" height="113" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/54237472/"><img src="http://tn1-2.pv.deviantart.com/fs11/150/f/2007/119/c/e/the_twilight_by_cathydelanssay.jpg" width="150" height="112" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/46873445/"><img src="http://tn1-2.pv.deviantart.com/fs13/150/i/2007/037/2/e/polaroid22_by_firstkissfeelings.jpg" width="123" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/53969930/"><img src="http://tn1-1.pv.deviantart.com/fs14/150/i/2007/115/1/4/The_little_mermaid_by_cathydelanssay.jpg" width="150" height="117" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/83308558/"><img src="http://tn1-5.pv.deviantart.com/fs25/150/i/2008/110/f/7/meringue_pearls_by_butter_a_fly.jpg" width="109" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/56398737/"><img src="http://tn1-2.pv.deviantart.com/fs17/150/f/2007/149/0/6/Leaves_by_Yaki_Tanuki.jpg" width="105" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/72138886/"><img src="http://tn1-3.pv.deviantart.com/fs23/150/i/2007/348/4/b/Ballerina_4_by_magickstock.jpg" width="90" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/74657298/"><img src="http://tn1-4.pv.deviantart.com/fs22/150/f/2008/014/6/0/Labyrinth_Dress_4_by_sadwonderland.jpg" width="98" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/90886988/"><img src="http://tn1-3.pv.deviantart.com/fs32/150/i/2008/188/4/b/Sky__s_Descend_by_rC_Tan.png" width="150" height="122" /></a></span></span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />ohes yeah. fear it. no rhyme or reason, just some really nice art.<br /><br /><br /><br />Trying to feature some people I've never featured before. <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />â¥<br /><br /><br><a href="http://www.maploco.com/view.php?id=2686872"><img src="http://www.maploco.com/vmap/2686872.png" alt="Visitor Map"></img></a></br> ]]></description>
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