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oh well. byebye.

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i think my head is gonna explode.

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i have a lot of stuff going on in my life, and since i'm taking art classes i have much more work to post. i have a tree series that will go up fairly soon (once i get a little more time).

i have at least 100 more shots of afi from the other night, and if everyone wants i'll post some more of them.

my best friend has been taking pictures of me lately because she's a photographer/film artist and i'm impressed with the fact that i actually look good. it made me think i could be a model. which was always a little want of mine. we'll see.

but i'm done for now.

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i'm not happy with my life desicions. i cannot dwell on the past. i've been used, but i'll have it no more. i have a deep trenched hatred for humanity. people shame me. they make me ill, thinking about how i am one of them.

it's sick the things people do to each other. there is no remorse for their very own actions. compulsive lying. stealing. threatening. beating. using people.

i have no money left, i should have been saving after christmas. instead i spent it on something that was truely worth nothing.

it amazes me the people born into this world and just how worthless they are. they'll never become anything and are parasites on society. fuck them.

thank god i get to see afi soon.

xxxxx dani.



"Hate Humanity? Yep, sure do. There's such a lack of responsibilty for one's actions in the world, a selfishness, and a great destruction in the way people live their lives. It's all instant gratification, and who cares how my instant gratification affects those around me, or on a small personal level or a global level. The way people treat each other is truly disgusting, and we've created an environment through advances in science and technology that allows for a very septic society to thrive. And we breed and breed, and all the wrong people breed while all the right people don't wanna have children because they don't wanna place them in this world."
- Davey Havok ]]> ~afi-morningstar http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/8786320/ http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/8786320/ Tue, 16 May 2006 08:18:13 PDT
i was jumped, and it's one situation i'd never thought i'd be in.

if you're someone i know on here and want to know what happened, just message me and i'll tell you. cos this is so open to everyone i don't want to post it everywhere.

we do have to move out of my house soon, so i'm hoping that i can start with new artwork and shit. i'll be taking some art classes at school next year and stuff so we'll see.

xx dani. ]]> ~afi-morningstar http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/7880368/ http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/7880368/ Mon, 13 Feb 2006 05:54:53 PST
]]> ~afi-morningstar http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/7330015/ http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/7330015/ Fri, 16 Dec 2005 17:07:15 PST music; slayer - dead skin mask (in my head)
wearing; witch shirt, green hoodie, skirt, really awesome knee high boots
thinking; i hate myself.

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i don't really know what to think anymore. i feel like i've lost all inspiration. inspiration for life even. i wish things weren't like this.

i'm falling back into a hole.

again.

i thrive on self mutilation. ]]> ~afi-morningstar http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/6608481/ http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/6608481/ Sun, 23 Oct 2005 18:58:57 PDT music; afi - catch a hot one
wearing; level 27 shirt, black cargo pants, afi beanie, black converse
thinking; i'm hungry.

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HERE'S THE UPDATED LIST BIOTCHES, please donate.

if any of you would be willing to donate pictures of yourselves, or famous people for my livejournal moodtheme below is the emotions i need.

recumbent
full
relieved
ditzy
quixotic
thankful
touched
nerdy
geeky
blah
lazy
exanimate
bored
envious
jealous
morose
sympathetic
uncomfortable
dirty
drunk
exhausted
tired
groggy
guilty
hungry
restless
sick
nauseated
sore
worried
anxious
embarrassed
nervous
pensive
artistic
busy
creative

<3 ]]> ~afi-morningstar http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/6545108/ http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/6545108/ Mon, 19 Sep 2005 11:16:10 PDT music; afi - wester
wearing; skull and crossbones tank, pj pants
thinking; nothing can stop us now.

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i made a new id. go me.

i gave in to old temptations whilst at home this weekend. dumb dani. they're not noticable, but still there. i'm a brilliant one. i'm definitely spoiled. rotten really. hahaha.

i went to the reniassance faire this weekend. it was fun but we left early because there were massive swarms of bees all over the park. i was in fear of being stung.

now i'm back at college. good lord. i HATE it here. but i also HATE it at home. so what the fuck? i guess i just don't feel like i belong. it's a wonder of mine if i ever will.

xo dani. ]]> ~afi-morningstar http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/6425474/ http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/6425474/ Mon, 05 Sep 2005 17:54:15 PDT music; the distillers - young crazed peeling
wearing; afi shirt, black cords
thinking; married hmm?

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so i added two paintings. i really enjoy them, and enjoyed making them.

i have a lot of poetry, and i was wondering if anyone would want me to post some of it. comment if you want to see it.

xo dani ]]> ~afi-morningstar http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/6380726/ http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/6380726/ Wed, 31 Aug 2005 17:23:18 PDT ~afi-morningstar http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/5336997/ http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/5336997/ Thu, 12 May 2005 08:41:26 PDT
by The Cure

"Show me how you do that trick
The one that makes me scream" she said
"The one that makes me laugh" she said
And threw her arms around my neck
"Show me how you do it
And I promise you I promise that
I'll run away with you
I'll run away with you"
Spinning on that dizzy edge
I kissed her face and kissed her head
And dreamed of all the different ways I had
To make her glow
"Why are you so far away?" she said
"Why won't you ever know that I'm in love with you
That I'm in love with you"

You
Soft and only
You
Lost and lonely
You
Strange as angels
Dancing in the deepest oceans
Twisting in the water
You're just like a dream

Daylight licked me into shape
I must have been asleep for days
And moving lips to breathe her name
I opened up my eyes
And found myself alone alone
Alone above a raging sea
That stole the only girl I loved
And drowned her deep inside of me

You
Soft and only
You
Lost and lonely
You
Just like heaven

this song is sex. dan's going to play it for me. yay! that will make me so happy. ]]> ~afi-morningstar http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/5258832/ http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/5258832/ Tue, 03 May 2005 17:59:04 PDT
comment if you actually read this...


...But Home Is Nowhere

by A.F.I.



Twenty-six years and seems like I've just begun
To understand my, my intimate is no one
When the director sold the show, who bought its last rites?
They cut the cast, the music, and the lights

This is my line, this is eternal
How did I ever end up here?
Discarnate, preternatural
My prayers to disappear
Absent of grace, marked as infernal
Ungranted in dead time left me disowned
To this nature, so unnatural
I remain alone

Twenty-six years end, still speaking in these tongues
Such revelations while understood by no one
When the new actor stole the show, who questioned his grace?
Please clear the house of ill-aquired taste

This is my line, this is eternal
How did I ever end up here?
Discarnate, preternatural
My prayers to disappear
Absent of grace, marked as infernal
Ungranted in dead time left me disowned
To this nature, so unnatural
I remain alone

Give me something, give me something
Give me something, give me something
Give me something, give me something real

I lay strewn across the floor, can't solve this puzzle
Everyday another small piece can't be found
I lay strewn across the floor, pieced up in sorrow
The pieces are lost, these pieces don't fit
Pieced together incomplete and empty

This is my line, this is eternal
How did I ever end up here?
Discarnate, preternatural
My prayers to disappear
Absent of grace, marked as infernal
Ungranted in dead time left me disowned
To this nature, so unnatural
I remain alone

This is my line, this is eternal
How did I end up here?
Discarnate, preternatural
My prayers to disappear
Absent of grace, marked as infernal
Ungranted in dead time left me disowned
To this nature, so unnatural
I remain alone ]]> ~afi-morningstar http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/5109982/ http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/5109982/ Sun, 17 Apr 2005 08:38:49 PDT ascentsofstyle.com. so check it out! ]]> ~afi-morningstar http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/4989606/ http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/4989606/ Sun, 03 Apr 2005 15:55:58 PDT music; nine inch nails - closer
wearing; level 27 hoodie, black bondage pants, think ink t-shirt
thinking; fuck it

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so if i get anything lower than a D in any of my classes, i will get kicked out of school. i just don't want that to happen. that would suck. i'm going to try really hard to make that not happen. that's pretty much what's gotten me anxiety ridden right now. school. ugh. i want to go back to evergreen. fuckfuckfuck. ]]> ~afi-morningstar http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/4662932/ http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/4662932/ Thu, 24 Feb 2005 13:57:21 PST music; afi - the last kiss
wearing; level 27 shirt, pj pants, gc hoodie
thinking; why?

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here i am. nothing accomplished, a few lost friendships, a lost mind. but i have a few good friends who i know will be there in the end.

i got my tongue pierced, on the side, so i can get it pierced again on the other side. so yay!

college blows! but linn and i are gonna go to la, cali. so that'll be good. yep, that's my life right now. ]]> ~afi-morningstar http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/4414832/ http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/4414832/ Tue, 25 Jan 2005 19:34:44 PST music; sugarcult - hate every beautiful day
wearing; good charlotte shirt, pj pants, level 27 hoodie
thinking; bedtime soon

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i'm going vegan again, it's insane. it's hard but worth it. i'm ok i guess. i've been adding more and more pictures slowly now that i have a new camera. i <3 my camera. it's my love.

i'm starting to make friends at college and i think i'm going to have a photo shoot sometime soon. it shall be fun. so look forward to that.

COMMENT PLEASE, make me feel loved. ]]> ~afi-morningstar http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/3858696/ http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/3858696/ Wed, 17 Nov 2004 16:00:15 PST music; the smiths - cemetery gates
wearing; good charlotte shirt, red plaid bondage pants
thinking; i don't belong here

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does anyone read this?

i hate college. i want to go home and curl into my bed with a book and never get up again. i want to be in a band. i want to sing in a band. i want to get on stage and rock out. i want to be somebody to myself. i just want to love myself. i just want to fall in love with someone else. ]]> ~afi-morningstar http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/3520984/ http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/3520984/ Tue, 05 Oct 2004 17:24:50 PDT music; morrissey - i have forgiven jesus
wearing; level 27 hoodie, silverchair shirt, pj pants
thinking; hm, when will i do my homework

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two new deviations. oh yeah. i'm tired. but then again, i'm always tired. haha. ]]> ~afi-morningstar http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/3067086/ http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/3067086/ Sat, 07 Aug 2004 14:47:03 PDT music; sex pistols - liar
wearing; good charlotte shirt, green ufo's
thinking; i wish i could go out tonight

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i just had a lovely hospital visit, due to vomiting non-stop for 4 days. my mum took me to the ER and i was admitted for 2 nights. when i could finally take food, i was allowed to go home. so now i'm back. i have some artwork i want to share, but alas, i have no scanner. oh well. i'd love a digital camera, i think i'd have fun with it.

i want to add links to all the cool people on here and to the communities i'm in. so i will.

xxxxxxx

communities -
of wings
aropax

cool people -
labyrinth
teenage death girls
meechi
funeralparty
if you think you should be added - tell me. ]]> ~afi-morningstar http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/3003159/ http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/3003159/ Fri, 30 Jul 2004 10:55:10 PDT ~afi-morningstar http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/2749443/ http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/2749443/ Sun, 27 Jun 2004 17:46:28 PDT
who knows? ]]> ~afi-morningstar http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/2060112/ http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/2060112/ Mon, 22 Mar 2004 04:29:37 PST ~afi-morningstar http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/1917528/ http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/1917528/ Fri, 27 Feb 2004 18:39:36 PST level 27. the background is different shades of green.

i went to virginia to meet my friend xavier whom i've known online for 4 years. now he's my boyfriend. so i guess that trip went fairly well. HAHA.

i'm 2 kewl 4 u. so great.

"i creep through the twilight to that hidden place beyond the lonely. i'll meet you tonight in the whispers when no one's around" wester (afi) ]]> ~afi-morningstar http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/1740450/ http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/1740450/ Sun, 25 Jan 2004 16:54:01 PST ~afi-morningstar http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/1658699/ http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/1658699/ Sat, 10 Jan 2004 14:42:14 PST ~afi-morningstar http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/1619850/ http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/1619850/ Fri, 02 Jan 2004 15:28:23 PST ~afi-morningstar http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/1451308/ http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/1451308/ Tue, 25 Nov 2003 18:58:30 PST ~afi-morningstar http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/601753/ http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/601753/ Mon, 07 Apr 2003 15:53:45 PDT - vicious ]]> ~afi-morningstar http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/98755/ http://afi-morningstar.deviantart.com/journal/98755/ Mon, 01 Apr 2002 01:09:47 PST
represent. dani ]]> ~afi-morningstar