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2. im at home.

3. degree is a sore and assignments would soon bury me deep.

4. my dad n bro's considering giving me a car. i dont care much.

5. lifes been a lil hectic:
worked my ass off and the outcome was shitty as alwayssssss..

6. im in great need of a real novel. getting sick of manga.
i need literature. real words that would suck my blood out my veins thru my pupils.

7. my love life is a bliss. i have never been happier with a boy.

8. i need a new phone, d-slr and wacom. but my bank account suggest i should choose one.

9. ptptn. a blessing in disguise. in another few years, youll know what im talking about.

10. i must be crazy: im not that interested in surfing the net nemore..

]]> ~aikaT42 http://aikaT42.deviantart.com/journal/19399468/ http://aikaT42.deviantart.com/journal/19399468/ Mon, 14 Jul 2008 21:39:57 PDT first class was wundebar! (is the spelling right?) ich liebe es!

but im the only one from my group takin it so i wont have a friend to talk and practice..tsktsk.
guess i havta make new friends! gahhh...im NOT very good with that.......

anyway thats for now~

]]> ~aikaT42 http://aikaT42.deviantart.com/journal/19304212/ http://aikaT42.deviantart.com/journal/19304212/ Thu, 10 Jul 2008 04:43:24 PDT [link]

* 1. Post these rules.
* 2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their journal.
* 3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
* 4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
* 5. No tag-backs.

1. i love food. if u see me out n about, FEED ME
2. i like figure drawing
3. milk n cookies makes my day
4. im taking german! finally! ;D
5. i hate onions
6. but i like garlics...teehee
7. i love food so much i talk about em all d time
8. i loveeeee cats, but if i were an animal, id be a wolf

now comes the part where I have to tag some friends, plz forgive me >__<

I tag: hahaha. i dont know how to put icons here...yeah2..im lame..SO i tag EVERYBODY! muahahahh

]]> ~aikaT42 http://aikaT42.deviantart.com/journal/18065584/ http://aikaT42.deviantart.com/journal/18065584/ Mon, 28 Apr 2008 04:53:06 PDT Wo bist du (Where are you)

Ich liebe dich
Ich liebe dich nicht
Ich liebe dich nicht mehr
Ich liebe dich nicht mehr oder weniger als du
Als du mich geliebt hast
Als du mich noch geliebt hast

Die schönen Mädchen sind nicht schön
Die warmen Hände sind so kalt
Alle Uhren bleiben stehen
Lachen ist nicht mehr gesund und bald

Such ich dich hinter dem Licht
Wo bist du
So allein will ich nicht sein
Wo bist du

Die schönen Mädchen sind nicht schön
Die warmen Hände sind so kalt
Alle Uhren bleiben stehen
Lachen ist nicht mehr gesund, und bald

Ich suche dich hinter dem Licht
Wo bist du
So allein will ich nicht sein
Wo bist du
Ich such dich unter jedem Stein
Wo bist du
Ich schlaf mit einem Messer ein

Wo bist du


i love this one very much! does anybody feel the same??? uhhhhh. im fuckin bored..

]]> ~aikaT42 http://aikaT42.deviantart.com/journal/17984927/ http://aikaT42.deviantart.com/journal/17984927/ Tue, 22 Apr 2008 23:42:58 PDT
everybodys a stress robot. going in and out of this studio like zombies, yawning and spitting curses and word vomit..fuckfuckfuck. everybody going nuts..

ive yet to finish a wholelotta work. my 3d is a hole in the sky. the damned professional practice presentation is some demented monster im trying to avoid... and this fucked up major is drowning me...fuckfuckfuuckkkk!

everybodys a mess. everythings a mess. im a big messy pool of rage on the floor...

]]> ~aikaT42 http://aikaT42.deviantart.com/journal/17824171/ http://aikaT42.deviantart.com/journal/17824171/ Sun, 13 Apr 2008 01:12:43 PDT
im so fucked up these days. sleeping late, playing games and not doing work. waking up way pass noon and going to studio JUST for the internet...NOT doing my work again..

the 3d exhibition is coming. its supposedly on 18th. and i havent finish ANY of it completely. i have this habit of doing one thing and moving on to the next without finishing the previous..........

its the studybreak. so its really quiet round here in campus. everybodys gone home. everybodys gone out. everybodys gone gloomy and it feels fuckin lonely. i had the biggest epiphany (howd u spell it really?) last night. but i aint going to say much bout it here....its just one thing ive realized i shoul be and shouldnt do. its sad and its very very very amusing a the same time. im killing time with these again...im killing time, yeah, thats it...

im probly not at my lowest rite now, it feels pretty low than most days........gosh. i hate being here. i wish i could go home..

]]> ~aikaT42 http://aikaT42.deviantart.com/journal/17645856/ http://aikaT42.deviantart.com/journal/17645856/ Wed, 02 Apr 2008 04:41:40 PDT so please get the fuck away from me.
ive tried my best to strip you from me.
but you stayed on like skin.

i am not yours.
get that in your head you fucking beast.
and leave me.

]]> ~aikaT42 http://aikaT42.deviantart.com/journal/17312871/ http://aikaT42.deviantart.com/journal/17312871/ Thu, 13 Mar 2008 08:29:17 PDT yayyy.

haha.thats basically it.

anyways, i did a vector on one of my fav pix on dA. it is of miss starving bambina. its on my featured. its nothing fancy, a very simple, very lazy work. i hope she likes it tho....cause i did it w/o her permission! haha.

yeah. i did it for about two hours or so... and ill propably do more.
i might do one of yours...who knows. if so, if you like one, tell me




thats all fer now boys n girls. toodles.

]]> ~aikaT42 http://aikaT42.deviantart.com/journal/17252274/ http://aikaT42.deviantart.com/journal/17252274/ Sun, 09 Mar 2008 08:38:25 PDT i feel like puking my insides.
i dont like pushing away.

i dont want to be pushed away.








youre sick my friend. dont let it pass us by.
you might just miss it when its gone.

]]> ~aikaT42 http://aikaT42.deviantart.com/journal/17233177/ http://aikaT42.deviantart.com/journal/17233177/ Sat, 08 Mar 2008 00:24:06 PST
"black clouds hang.
poetic verses lifted me from here to nowhere.
im more confused from time to time.
im more easily distracted from you.
im more selfish from everyone else.

i want everything.
if you're not willing,
to give me all of you.
then dont even think of me.

cause i want everything.
and more.

i want everything.
all of you.
every little veins of you.
and more. and more. and more."

;(

]]> ~aikaT42