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deviantART: by:ailathehealer http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:ailathehealer&section=today deviantART RSS for by:ailathehealer en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 17 Dec 2009 04:35:24 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png Commission Trade Concept http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/24090569/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/24090569/ Mon, 06 Apr 2009 09:35:33 PDT
I'm down to the count. As of the day I write this, i have a month and 20 days left on my Subscription.

Now, I propose a trade to the world which dare watch me:

As I am poor and incapable of affording to buy the subscription, which if i'm not mistaken is much more expensive then last year.... I propose a trade of sorts.

I'm thinking one of afew ideas in exchange for a year subscription:

1) 4 ATC sized cards (3.5"x2.5" on 140 lb paper) of your choice of character (one character per card, reference would be highly appreciated, almost necessary. nothing says better picture then "visual reference") Water coloured. Original copies sent to commissioner

2) 5 ATC sized cards, once character per card, Water Colour, I keep the Originals

3) 3 ATC sized cards, upto Two characters per card, Water colour, Commissioner get the originals

4) Mix and match your own package! (I'm pretty flexible and up for negotiations and open to ideas) I'm also open to sacrificing Colour for more elaboration or Cards. (though seriously i don't think its worth it... Colour adds so much more to a piece...)

I like the ATC sized because I can actually commit to a piece and get it done. I'm open to other sized pieces, but nothing much larger then 5"X7" as no one wants a commissioner not wanting to do a piece. That, and i can also have the flexibility to do my best. If i screw up on a ATC, I'm going to be a lot more prone to restarting and giving a better product then i would be with a larger piece.

But then again, I really want a subscription so, again, I'm open to ideas and offers.

So...um... yes. this would be a big help to me and as I can't do commissions often, if ever, could that count as... i don't know... making this even more special?

lets hope...

Note me if Interested!

~Kelly

]]> *ailathehealer Thats right! He can be taught!...Genie you LIE! http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/23442630/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/23442630/ Fri, 27 Feb 2009 23:16:56 PST
so, ok. I've been a fan of megatokyo for a very long time. i can't pin point a date or anything, but if anyone remembers the first publishing of the comic in graphic novel format; i've been a fan since pre then. in fact i have two copies or the first copy of the GN. the first edition and the second.

I totally support what Gallagher has done over the years. he started out doing afew comics to get a friend off his back; and has rose in popularity to the point of currently making his living off the comic and its merchandise sales.

Here's where i get frustrated though: He. doesn't. update.

and it drives me up the wall.

It's suppose to be a M-W-F comic. and i haven't been keeping track but i think i would be generous in saying we see a comic once a week. at very very most.

Now he and his wife have a child; and they're new parents. i sympathise and understand parenting is not easy. BUT. if thats the case/cause, then reset your goals so the fan base dosen't get pissed off. make a goal of once or twice a week; but to of not met your M-W-F goal in i would think safe to say well over a year is pathetic. not pathetic in not being able to meet goals; this i get. but in a, i feel i'm being lied to kind of way.

The only consistence Gallagher has proven in maintaining over the years is the inability to meet deadlines. particularly the ones he announces to the public.

i am a massive fan, and i love the megatokyo comic as a whole. but i am frustrated.

He has improved his art immensely over the years; but at what cost? there is no comic anymore. only the occasional rant, sketch, and half finished outlay of a comic.

I'd like to say with certainty that that i would have enough and cease giving it my attention. What gets me is, thats not the case.(Will power of a tic tac, that i have....) I've checked Megatokyo religiously for years now; but it's come to the point where i have to hide the link to the site in my favourites so i stop giving him page views. i think to myself " if i just go once or twice a month; every couple weeks, i'll see alot more because they will of accumulated!" which sometimes is or isn't the case. sometimes i type in the url out of habit. sometimes i'm just bored. but it always ends as a self torment because i go there and am let down.

i have this irritating mental image of Gallagher sitting there watching the page views continue to rise despite the non existence of a reliable comic. usually he's chuckling to himself at my hopelessness.

Another killer part of this is his megagear store. a store that sells his merchandise, for the comic mostly. He advertises with banners to buy merchendise~! support the comic! and buy their stuff!
But GYAH. i can't even think of a word to describe this! its like milking. or underhanded. "i'm not actually POSTING anything on this comic, but buy my merchendise to me and my wife and my baby don't starve...." THIS IS WHAT IT COMES OFF AS. Look, if you want people to buy the merchendise, you have to keep up the flow of interest. No one wants to buy stuff to support something that dosen't try. and if they do; it won't be for long. something like this needs upkeep.

*rubs temples*... grr...

ok. for the sake of stating entirly where i come from i will repeat. I love freg gallagers works. Warmth? AMAZING! a proud owner of a rare hard copy. i desperatly keep my fingers crossed for a continuation of the story. Megatokyo? is a whole new level of storytelling and awesome.

If i recall correctly gallegar's love of KEY and frequent mentionings of the works is what got me into KEY. which i also love.

so as a whole i've down right enjoyed the vast majority of what Gallagher has brought into my life. BUT. as a long standing fan; this detached...ness, that the artist shows toward his series and fan base is growing old. and my patience is wearing thin.

not that i'm anybody other then someone who continues to sourly raise his page view count and buy the occasional graphic novel whenever he chooses to compose one (or has enough comic pages to do so.)

*exhale*

~K

]]> *ailathehealer Whatta FAIL Sundae http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/22980733/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/22980733/ Wed, 04 Feb 2009 14:38:35 PST EDIT: on a side note that i just noticed.... apperantly today is my 5 yr aniversary here at DA. wew me? I'd like to thank the little people; who are actually really big, cause they made a massive differance in my moral. its no fun being here without some people caring about you being here or not. thanks to those who've continued to watch my stuff through out the years. dispite the absence on my part; it always makes me feel fuzzy seeing a comment about my work.

and please, to those who are new to seeing my stuff; i beg you. stop faving the old stuff! lets not fave rape the stuff older than two or three years ok? judge me for what i have now, not what i use to draw. if you do look at the old stuff, see it as from where i've come, not where i am.

Mew.

I don't get it. How is it possible to be so bad at managing time...?
or is that even it? I mean, i don't get to hang out with friends, i only work part time and only have three classes at college... i can't even get one drawing out for my January goal. i mean, the line art is almost done. there should be only a couple hours of work left on it. and i STILL didn't make it. WTF.

I read peoples comments for their art and its all like; "yeeaaaah man i've played so much Mario cart lately! sigh, so i only was able to spew out THESE FIFTEEN MASTERPIECES THAT TOOK NO EFFORT ON MY PART AT ALL. sigh, so sorry i'll post more soon."

i mean... COME ON. i know i'm slow and all, but come on God of The Arts! or God Of The Smarts! give me a little blessing on either end! it wouldn't be so bad if i wasn't struggling to comprehend let alone memorise all the terminology in Educ and Astro... or If I could post something decent a couple times a month... BUT TO BE CAPABLE OF NEITHER!? Throw me a bone!

and to top it all off i can't even get around to replying to emails. which sucks cause all it does it make bad to my one friend who actually stays in contact with me and makes a effort to hang out.

fail fail with a lack of email on top.

BAH!

~K

]]> *ailathehealer End Of Year Meme http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/22302336/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/22302336/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 11:53:41 PST What did you do in 2008 that youÂd never done before?
Did a good chunck of things new; off hand, had my first BF/GF relationship, had my first real skydiving injury, was present in my first Skydive provincials, went to montana and participated in my first skydive boogie(which included abunch of other firsts between first video two way, and first tequilla jello shot..... which was discusting beyond measure.) durrr....aaaand alot more firsts.

Did you keep your New YearsÂ resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
if i could remember what it was that i made, i'd have to say no i probebly didn't keep them. but yes i will be making at least one for the new year.

Did anyone close to you give birth?
No.

Did anyone close to you die?
yes.

What countries did you visit?
The 'States

What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?
Dilligence towards school work; and healthier relationships with my loved ones.

What date from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory?
last new years day,
the day i met James,
Christmas Day,
The day i skipped work and recived a skydiving injury,
road trip as a whole to Montana

What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Attending my first Skydive Boogie

What was your biggest failure?
a tie between my inhability to efficiently know and act upon my feelings; and my inhability to be a patient and positive Sister.

Did you suffer illness or injury?
as mentioned above, busted my ankle up while skydiving. rather, landing from the jump. took some time before it healed up and i had the confidence to get back in the air. still can't sit on my knees (Japanese style) for very long without the angle and weight on my ankle causing sever discomfort.

What was the best thing you bought?
my trip to montana (i count that as a whole because it was the first trip that i did without financial assistance from my family)

Whose behaviour merited celebration?
Definatly the deviant art community. Though i don't know the final tally on assitance, the way so many advertised and pitched in anyway they could to helped out the beloved

who found himself in a health related financial pinch was very insipring. Though i may not be very active here in this community in more ways then one;
i hope that should one day the need arise, i will be able to feel a tenth of the support and encouragment that Endling recived.

Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
I think My own for the most part would cover both catagorys. A good chunck of people made me depressed, and acouple of those covered a portion of appallation; but only myself covered both in full.

Where did most of your money go?
My new computer and Montana Trip

What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Re:COM release, and getting to skydive again after my injury

What song/album will always remind you of 2008?
Katty Perry - One Of The Boys

Compared to this time last year, are you:
Happier or sadder? Sadder, though that thought alone makes me work to look on the bright side.
Thinner or fatter? I think i'm abit on the more-weighted edge, but i don't think by alot of alot
Richer or poorer?i think i'm richer, dispite spending a very large amount of money this year.
What do you wish youÂd done more of?
Traveled, hand's down.
What do you wish youÂd done less of?
Girlfriend/boyfriending XP

How did you spend Christmas?
Surrounded by family and friends. and playing Smash Bros and Uno.

Who did you spend the most time on the phone with?

Did you fall in love in 2008?
over and over with the same person.

What was your favourite TV programme?
Grey's Anatomy

Do you hate anyone now that you didnÂt hate this time last year? Hate is...er... kindo strong. definatly a person or two i'm not very impressed with.

What was the best book(s) you read?
..........=S WTF.... i don't think i read alot of "books" this year..... lotta manga.....

What was your greatest musical discovery?
World Ends with You OST, Katty Perry, and a whole batch o misc songs

What did you want and ge... ]]> *ailathehealer New Outlay http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/22153371/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/22153371/ Tue, 23 Dec 2008 23:44:14 PST i joined the gift exchange ^_^ wee~

This Gift Exchange is driving me up the wall. ok; well not really, but i'm not the most postyest person on DA, so here i have a deviation that i can't even post till...well technically now... (Happy Christmas Eve!) ... but i'll wait for the morning. the longer i can put it off the better. for the cause of the Secret Santa!

So, with the addition of my

submission, that will make Three whole deviations this month! Can't even say what it is, but i'm on a role! The goal for this upcoming year is to post at least one real Deviation each month. Full Colour, good effort. water Colour or Copics or Photoshop. We'll see. I've been experimenting with the paints and Photoshop lately. i've regrettably not touched my Markers in over a year. Hope they're not dried up.

Hoping to experiment with a mix of Water Colours and Copic Markers. Find myself a coil sketchbook with water colour appropriate paper, cause the stuff i've been working on in my normal sketch book just isn't cutting it for what i want to accomplish. between not scanning in properly due to warped paper, and the colours just not coming out watercoloury it's time to experiment with some new bases. Between tubed paints and my normal blocks of the stuff, i have a substantial variety to try working with. I hope to be able to bring both versions of Paint and the Markers together.

I think that Photoshop takes me longer then the traditional methods mostly due to the clean up time of the line art. But i've really enjoyed the past couple final products i've had with the medium. It feels more complete and clean then my traditional methods. not to mention i like the way i can colour and shade with digital. I wish i could obtain these results with Traditional, but so far to no success. Which leads me back to Traditional in the sense that, i want to have my Traditional art with as high of quality of an outcome as Digital. Maybe not what you might think is accomplishable, but i have a gut feeling that what i want to obtain as a final product is out there; it's just going to take some maneuvering to figure out what it is.

Then again i'm starting post secondary this January, so this might all not go as successfully as i want it to, but thatÂs why i'm keeping my goal at One a month. we'll see how it plays along with that.

Thanks to you loyal folks who've stuck around amidst my lack of anything.
Hopefully this year will be the pay off for the wait.
Merry Christmas and a Happy new year! may all who read this have happiness and prosperity grace their lives with the upcoming year! =3

See ya in 2009!
~Kelly

]]> *ailathehealer Lets Undepress Ourselves, Shall We? http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/21350044/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/21350044/ Wed, 05 Nov 2008 22:33:10 PST i joined the

gift exchange ^_^ wee~

So life is renewed.

I've settled myself into moving from my small town to the big city.

Currently living with my younger brother who is attending a private school here in the city. we daily wish to rip eachothers eyes out.

feel the love <3

(life ain't fun being a 21yr old mother to a 14yr old brother... XP)

much thanks to a friend who's been helping me scan line arts and getting back into the groove of active participation here in DA. two line arts in almost as many weeks. pretty wow for me.

I've been working for a company called Calgary Ghost Tours for the past few months. good times. google it. its very cool.

its a rare job that i get to carry a lanturn and wear a cape to every day.

shall be obtaining a new renewed love for wall climbing come this friday as since i now live in the city, have access to the facilities.

relationships start, come and go; yet we carry on aqwardly.

healing is a process. not something one just does in afew weeks and *POOF* life is better. but we carry on none the less.

reconnection with old old friends is gute. worrysome with addictions, but gute.

i miss pogs come to think of it.

everyone remembers those right? yeah.

go check out [link] cool random japanese site i found with awesome piano and violin plays on anime music. if i could navigate the site my life would be truly happy. *wishes to order their music for haruhi Suzumiya - God Knows* for for what i cant order because i can't read the site, the free mp3's are lovely.

it kindof reminds me of some Zelda Music.

wish me luck on my revised attempt with working on my art. i found me sketch book (it was hidden amidst the rubble from my move) and purchased a water colour sketchbook to practice working with them. dispite my newfound comfort with digital. hurray for the pen tool. i also like how i'm able to use magenta and purple as my shading colours. they really put a edge on my art that i like. its the most comfortable i've ever felt working with digital.

now all i need is a scanner to call my own to scan these productive pieces and we'll be set.

meh for minor details right? lol

~K

]]> *ailathehealer Can't Speak The Answer Dispite The Silent Scream http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/18776169/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/18776169/ Tue, 10 Jun 2008 23:50:33 PDT
need to express. gotta try and get this out. This? i can't even speak out loud to anyone this collaboration of emotion. So i write to the evermore deaf world.

forgive my angst, truly, but after weeks upon weeks of trying to deal with my thoughts i find myself triggered towards expression by a unexpected source.

like, how much longer can i deal with this? i'm not even dealing with it. i'm putting up with it all.

I can't talk to anyone, or even rather, the minute select few i feel i could even expose this to; i have yet had a chance to express this to them, not to mention i never see them to give the chance to myself. not to mention, those i'd want to express... they are the one's to fear most.

i told myself i wouldn't rant aimlessly about this here. not DA. not Facebook. far away from prying eyes.

i can't figure out if i'm brave, or a coward. i'm too scared to acknowledge, to reveal. Too afraid to run away. to abandon.
too afraid of rejection i'm convinced is imminent.

most likly though, i just don't know when to get when the getting's good.

what can i say? stupidity comes natural to me, even without the hair colour.

i know exactly how it could get worse though. which, is where the cowardice comes in...

yyyeeep.....i'm fucked. i'm screwed. i'm dead. or as good as.
i'm alone. more truly then ever.
and i have no solution.

and i'm alone...

damnit.

The Quest - Bryn Christopher

Âm leaving tonight
Going somewhere deep inside my mind
I close my eyes slowly
FlowinÂ away slowly
But I know IÂll be alright
ItÂs coming stronger to me
And I know someone is out there
Lead the way
Lead the way
Show me the answers I need to know

What IÂm gonna live for
What IÂm gonna die for
Who you gonna fight for
I canÂt answer that

All my life/love it is
It is all my love
All my life/love it is
I know it is a life to live lately
From above I hear
I hear the sound of them sinkinÂ
I feel numb, IÂm alive
I know IÂm getting closer

What IÂm gonna live for
What IÂm gonna die for
Who you gonna fight for
I canÂt answer that

My life has had itÂs share of troubles
And now I found a place to go
IÂve said goodbye to all my troubles
Âcause now IÂve find my place to go

What IÂm gonna live for
What IÂm gonna die for
Who you gonna fight for
I canÂt answer that

]]> *ailathehealer It's like... a miracle!! http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/17007555/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/17007555/ Fri, 22 Feb 2008 11:02:49 PST think it's taken me long enough to update anything of anything? ESPECIALLY my journal... considering the last update was in Nov 2006...oops.

I've been here back home in Canada since March 2007, working dilligently in town as a baker/cook/dishwasher (shown in order of romantisim, not order of how often worked XP).

I spent the majority of last year's warmer months activly skydiving, and activly spending my money on such activitys. I'm proud to say as a first year student, i ended the season with my CSPA solo license, my own rig/helmet/gloves, and 41 jumps to call my own. compareing myself to what some of the peeps i did my first jump course with, i'd say i acomplished quite abit for my very first season. ^_^

And since winter set in, i've been ground bound....rawr.

I'm happy to report as well that i am contact/glasses free. Last november i had laser eye surgery and am enjoying it excessivly.

Um, and other then a large decrease in energy latly, not alot else to report. that i can remember.... which probebly means there IS things to report... just nothing i can recall at the moment.

Mabey i'll update more.... i have over 3,672 devs in my message box that i want to go through... ouch... thats what happens when you dont go through them for over a year....but organisation is not going to happen untill i get a subscription again... which i dont feel bothered to pay for... one day perhaps... mabey.

now that i'm inspired and posting afew more pictures... mabey... oh well...

right.

stop rambleing...

now.

~K

]]> *ailathehealer Updation http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/10599573/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/10599573/ Fri, 03 Nov 2006 01:01:15 PST [link] on the 9th and 10th of December 2006

alot has happened, and more then i feel like takeing the effort to go into right now; so lets keep this with the basic updates! wewt.

incase youre wondering, im still breathing and alive, so nothing too seriously devistateing has happened =3... >_> minus of course the trama ive suffered from my DA hoddie being stolen when i was back in Agnes Waters and 1770...

you all might of noticed ive been able to post afew pieces over the past few months. i hope youve enjoyed these tidbits ive created on my travels.

oh good lord... only 4 ish months left untill my ticket expires and im supose to be home.. eek time is running out and the race is on~!

[link]

feel free to check out my rare updates with pictures at these links on DA.

Well; lovelies. ill catcha all around and my thanks to the loyal peeps who continue to keep a eye on me even in my absence!

XOXOX
Otaku in the Outback

Kelly

"The point of this challenge is to test and improve your skill as an artist. After 100 pics who wouldnt be better? Please forgive me if this in any way excludes you from taking the challenge.

The rules

1.) Make 100 pics each pic having a theme listed below. Each pic should have ONE and only ONE theme to it, for it to count.

2.) No time limit so have fun

3.) The main picture should be drawn but not limited to. for all fair purposes, people are allowed to use their paint programs and photo shop to create the pic.

3a.) pics should be of own artistic ability. You may not edit photos, or break any other rules set out in the Da etiquette policy. Your pics can be anything from sketches and doodles to great master pieces. Just have fun with it.

4.) The list below is to be placed somewhere in your journal for others to see that......
A.)You are in the challenge
B.)What you have completed

5.) make sure to update this list and check off what is done and make a link to the pic

6.) In the comments for your art work note if it is part of the list and what ONE theme it is.

Now the good part. CHALLANGE YOUR FREINDS. PM ME IF YOU WISH TO CHALLANGE ME.

THE LIST............................
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers [link]
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork[link]
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting[link]
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the... ]]> *ailathehealer Rum, Cameras, Challenges and Ect http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/9738951/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/9738951/ Tue, 15 Aug 2006 15:34:56 PDT
be warned, this update might be a biggie. a couple things need updateing and such.

Well im still in Austrailia. As i write this, im currently in Bundaburg, QueensLand. aka the Rum City. ive been here for over a month working at a local farm packing veggies and fruits suchness. hard work and i cannot report wellness regarding health because of such work. but im surviveing and getting by.

I Have created a DA page for my Traveling pictures; nothing much as ive only posted pictures from Sydney, but there is more to post; but theres going to be a minor chunk of time missing as i will be posting pictures from minorly pre-current location as i purchased a new digital camera, Larry. which will produce much nicer pictures and easyness for posting such. you can check my travel pictures out at [link]

Well its been around 3-4 months sence we passed the 10 K mark, again my thanks go out to my viewers.

I would like to make a confused note as to why the heck do my old pictures keep getting viewed and faved? if you ask me, my newer stuff is a bagzillion times better then my old junk. yes still people comment and fav on things i did years ago; with words such as " this needs work, keep at it, you could imrpoove suchness" XD which i find halarious because it says something about people bothering to look at the dates or my main page. oh well. XD

Ok, this journal isnt maintaining any sence of flow or order, but:

another note regarding Larry, my new digital camera( a Canon Ixus 55; a very lovely model) i will be able to take pictures of any drawings i do, and post them. now ive tryed it out and theyre not comming out insainly spectacular quality, but i figure i just need to fidle with the lighting i take pictures of the drawings under.

and on that note; i will be starting a challange that ive stolen from 's journal. ive already done one, and will be updateing that soon. :

"The point of this challenge is to test and improve your skill as an artist. After 100 pics who wouldnt be better? Please forgive me if this in any way excludes you from taking the challenge.

The rules

1.) Make 100 pics each pic having a theme listed below. Each pic should have ONE and only ONE theme to it, for it to count.

2.) No time limit so have fun

3.) The main picture should be drawn but not limited to. for all fair purposes, people are allowed to use their paint programs and photo shop to create the pic.

3a.) pics should be of own artistic ability. You may not edit photos, or break any other rules set out in the Da etiquette policy. Your pics can be anything from sketches and doodles to great master pieces. Just have fun with it.

4.) The list below is to be placed somewhere in your journal for others to see that......
A.)You are in the challenge
B.)What you have completed

5.) make sure to update this list and check off what is done and make a link to the pic

6.) In the comments for your art work note if it is part of the list and what ONE theme it is.

Now the good part. CHALLANGE YOUR FREINDS. PM ME IF YOU WISH TO CHALLANGE ME.

THE LIST............................
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers [link]
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork[link]
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower *ailathehealer 10,000 & One Month Mark http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/8566640/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/8566640/ Mon, 24 Apr 2006 00:22:02 PDT ive been gone for just over a month; but ive been keeping my eye on DA when i can. internet time is expensive unfortunatly.
Ran through Sydney, and have been positioned in brisbane sence the 15th of april.
japan was a blast; i miss the public transit.
and the rice flour balls, and the rice balls and the umeboushi. FOOOD ><

you can read up on my adventures at my WAYN? account at: [link] (sorry you have to join to see that page; but its free to join and i got pics of my japan trip up there!)

or read up on my LJ account; see the icon in my stats area; or click: [link] but i recommend my WAYn account cause its got pics.

i mainly wanted to do a small posted update cause OHMAFISKINGGWAD check it outtttt peoples!!!! im aproaching 10,000 pageviews uber quickly! wewt! thank you all my loyal minions for continueing to check my page for whatever your reason be( ie. links, checking out my art, w/e) . thank you all. when i get back to base, whenever that is; there are gonna be some updates, of art, friendlists, finally getting around to cleaning out my message box; and of course O_o subscribeing again....>< YEEASH!

check out my everything on my journals people! and thanks for the pageviews as always

catcha around G-dwag hommies!

XOXOX
Kelly ]]> *ailathehealer Stepping Forward http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/8218614/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/8218614/ Mon, 20 Mar 2006 15:45:19 PST

well all; dear friends watchers and comrads. tommorow at 8:15 am followed by a short stop over in Vancouver BC, i will be leaving my home, the only one ive known for my entire life; for the first time. i will be leaving the only patch of ground ive ever walked on. i will be leaving North America bound for Japan, and Austrailia. Its a big step that im looking forward to; but not quite sure i belive its actually happening.

please feel free to visit my journals; i have two where i will post identical if not similar postings; and WAYN and Live Journal.

WAYN link:>> [link]

Live journal:>> [link] (also see the web button near the top of my DA page)

there i will be posting my adventures and suchness. ^_^; that way its recorded and i dont have to repeat the story to 1500 bagzillion family and friends.

any postings showing up between now and when i return (could be awhile) will be rare and traditional art most likely. and chances being they will be posted with thank to my dear and considerate friend kyuu-stephers who also deserves a large thank you for the care package she made for my trip; filled with beloved drawings and comics from her. i have yet to see it cause that Sneek made me promise not to look at the package untill i was on the plane >< i asked all my friends that i wont see for a very long time to draw me afew comics of our adventures. stephanie is the only one that came through. she not only came through; she compiled way past my hopes and i am extreamly grateful. X3 and she made me a AMV!!!i might have to force her to put it on AMVs.org or at least You Tube. so ppl; check out for it; and steph; be afraid! AHAHAHA ^_^ thank you dearie

well y'all! wish me luck, and the best of luck to y'all too ^_^

catcha around on the flip side!(or whatever XD)

the soon to be outaku in the outback,
Kelly

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]]> *ailathehealer Tribute To The Disheartened http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/8122338/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/8122338/ Fri, 10 Mar 2006 14:33:32 PST

This picture is in memory of my dearest Poe cat who passed on March 10, 2006 6 mins after Noon. He had... I put him down... he was hit by a vehichle this morning and there was sever damage. ...im not proud of what i did. or why i felt i had to do it.

No comments would be apreciated.

i just felt i had to post something

i just dont seem to have luck with cats...heheh...

~Kelly

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]]> *ailathehealer Being Daft'ed http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/8029047/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/8029047/ Tue, 28 Feb 2006 15:14:54 PST

<="< Interstella 5555 ( [link] ) is sooo sad "Plot Summary: Four musicians from another galaxy are kidnapped by an evil manager to ultimately become the biggest band on earth." *stifles laughter* i wanna be a evil manager XD LMAO

anywhom...off my Daft Punk rant of love.....

it is the last day of febuary, ta daaa~~ which means i have exactly 3 weeks untill take off... O_o thats insain cause just like afew days ago it was a month away...NOW ITS LESS THEN A MONTH!!! AAAAAH~ *excessive screams panic and crunch sounds*
ok... got my passport... got my visa (i think; er i mean i know i have it...just gotta locate the papers.............=_=;')...got my back pack.... getting my JR rail pass....

uuh... can y'all think of anything else i might need?

oh! sketch book, pens and markers!...can forget those!

i watched The Pianist last night; again, and i was like O_Ooh...my...god.... X< i didnt remember the movie being that brutal from when i saw it when it first came out on video!
y'all should watch it if you havent. its actually very interesting... brutal, blunt and ...hounest... but interesting.

O_o dooodes! i got accused of stealing the other day. part of me took great amusement from the concept. and another part of me took great offense. twas at my work place and long story short; i took some merchendise i intended to purchase into the back room for holding; nosey fellow co worker assumed the worst; called when she was back home, told my supervisor, who later brought it to my attention; where i was all like "o_o youre kidding right?*shows her box of coke that was the merchendise in Q* " =3= pfft. silly suspicious person. i trust myself not to do something like that...so i guess i automatically assume others should trust me too.... but its very weird. =3=

*takes sip of coke can that was bought and payed for*

mmmm mabey thats a big enough rant for now.....

oh! but one more thing! links!
i have created several new accounts on sites i generally wouldnt participate in... go forth? observe? do so with what you please?

nexopia>> member name: Aila (feel free to give me a shout! ^_^)

WAYN>> [link] as much as im agenst the idea that people have to join just to see my stuff... its a pretty good site that i think i will be potsing my travel info's on.

anywhoms... bwah nyah and ja ne y'all~
~K-Pan

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]]> *ailathehealer Quiz pour us all~ oh and rant http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/7824308/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/7824308/ Tue, 07 Feb 2006 00:06:02 PST

uuugh... im a tired.
RAWR! im ticked off at my movie maker prog.... >=< its acting really weird... and i want it to stop!!!!>< its adding random clips in where theyre not supose to be...just lil blips of the clip and eeergggg ><**** NOW its adding the subber's info randomly onto the clips....O_O ARGH!
im gonna try and solve it tommorow...i dont have the energy for it right now...pleh...

I would like to send a public thanks to a Mr. Curtis; the young gentalman who was kind enough to give me a car boost this morning as my lights has been left on overnight. he probebly wont read this or ever hear tell of this public thanks, but the thanks is there. forever imortalised =3
he was especially nice which i apreciated all the more as the person i asked before him gave me a very lame story how their car was getting old (BTW it was most definatly newer then my truck a 1987 ford Ranger, i would guess their SUV was mid late 90's at earlyest.) and was acting weird latley... people; if someone asks for a boost, it dosen't take long and will help someone out alot. be kind to fellow drivers please. =3 thank you!

Also i am pleased to announce that i spoke with a old friend today. we had sorta had a falling out awhile ago and i was disowned; but am pleased to say he spoke with me again today and i hope we can carry forwards.

QUIZ STOLEN FROM COLLIN'S 's JOURNAL! FWAHAHAHAHA! (BTW collin, i need more info for details wise as to what you want for your new icon, YES THATS RIGHT PPL! DAIICHI-SAN IS GETTING A NEW ICON!...i hope ><

now, for that quiz.....

Question 1. Grab the book nearest to you, page 18, line four?
ALGOL (al'gol, -gol), n. A computer language in which informationis expressed in algebrac notation ...dictionary O_o;

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can
<='< i cant reach nothin'...dumb short arm...

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Garden State, dvd player wise...but TV wise; a bit of Sex In The City

4. Without looking, guess what time it is
12:30am

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
12:42am

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
my music; and the electric fire place/space heater; and my mom's TV in the kitchen

7. When was the last time you stepped outside? What were you doing?
about 4 hours ago; aside from picking my brother up from cadets; complaining about the cold.

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
My music folder so as to choose a song to listen to repetitivly

9. What are you wearing?
my goggles, a 20$ beige, brown, and orange FILA uuh...cyclist/baseball style shirt (XD i dont wear brand names often i swear!),kaki green slack like pants; and socks and hiking boots.

10. Did you dream last night?
uuuh...yes... but i couldnt recall it at this moment if you begged me to.

11. When did you last laugh?
about 6 hours ago when i confirmed something that shall be awsome.

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
a clock, electric fuse box, and paint. gotta have paint.

13. O_o where was the Q here? XD

14. What do you think of this quiz?
most interesting Q's indeed.

15. What is the last film you saw?
Garden State

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
pay off our morgage, then buy a cruise trip for myself and my family so as to plan the $$'s

17. Tell me something about you that I dont know?
uuuuh..... i don't like cold feet or shoulders; litterally.

18. If you could change one thing about the world, what would you do?

collins>>>I'd change the way people view pollution to the Earth so that we could take better care of it and maybe, be less wasteful of the space and wonderful nature we live with.

oo collins was a good one let's see..... id take away human kind's want for the use of firearms. if they wanna fight thats fine. but no guns or that such. would make you think twice about taking some dude on if he's got a short range weapon, rather then a long range one.

19. Do you like to dance?
<=3 yes. very much so.

20. George Bush: *ailathehealer Purgeing http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/7638080/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/7638080/ Wed, 18 Jan 2006 10:25:08 PST

well; im aproching my fleeing the country date. so many things showing signs like; im cleaning my room. purdgeing it of things i dont need; wont need and havent looked at for god knows how long. finding alot of things where i had forgotten all about them.... yet, im not really missing the things im throwing out; or thrift store-ing. after all; gotta make room so i can stuff the left overs into my new room - aka my bro's current room.

im also in the final stages of finalise-ing my ticket and flee dates. currently; i will be leaving Canada on the 21st of March; arriveing in Tokyo Japan on the 22nd and my first full day in japan will be the 23rd of March; my 19th birthday. =3
then the following week on the 31st i will be leaving japan bound for Sydney Austrailia and arriving as such on the 1st of April.

so much lays ahead; and im feeling a welling of...a bright future. that might just be me; right now; but right now; this is how i feel ^_^

i was awake too long last night thinking about someone who i feel is imortant to me... but too many times has it felt as if its a one sided relationship. for reasons of many to count. mabey this trip will be a way of figureing out where i lay; and sorting through what needs to be sorted through in my life; and if need be, purdgeing what needs to be purdged.

^_^; i sound like im on a quest. mabey i am. searching for myself. O_o; eheheheh...

welp; ill keep y'all posted. ^_^ ja~
XOXOX;
K-pan

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]]> *ailathehealer New Years Bwan http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/7476758/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/7476758/ Sun, 01 Jan 2006 09:17:32 PST

*stare* O_O

merry new years everyone ^_^ i hope you got to ring in the new year with more acuracy then i did....O_o thats two years in a row that ive missed the count down... BUT i did see the time change on my cell; 11:59 -> 12:00. so its all good. i didnt compleatly miss it.

thats probebly the most booze ive ever drank in a single night, hell more then ive ever drank all together @_@ ... not that i got drunk, or even buzzed, but eek... and nearing the end i didnt even feel like drinking more...XP ... 1 bailey's + milk, 3 malibu OJ+pineapple, Butterscotch/vanillia shooter, and a half glass of chanpange...XP

heading out for skiing today...man the hill is gonna be packed @_@

happy new years y'all ^_^
XOXO
K-Pan

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]]> *ailathehealer Christmas Conclusion http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/7417360/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/7417360/ Sun, 25 Dec 2005 20:12:54 PST

MERRY HANAKWANACHRISTMAHKAH!

a christmas list of love and joy and thanks recived from friends and family! ^_^ aka, a brag bit.

i recived from my friend Mel; Fullmoon Wo Sagashite vol. 4, Kamikaze kaito Jeanne vol. 1; and a gift cert. for a local coffie shop X3 plus a promise to go for coffie<3

From Ed(:kimayata-kitsune i recived the most delicious OST to Chicago X3

from stephers() i recived the XD third inuyasha movie! yaaay!X3

from nicki and BF Arron; i recived a InuYasha Key Chain and a $20 gift cert. to a local anime shop

general overall i recived from very generous parents; a lovely scrap book to take on my travels made by my mom, a back pack, a tinker bell PJ set, cover for my MP3 player; hostel info; Friend Of HI life time membership X3 and ban ban ban baaah~ they bought me my ticket to austrailia!

X3 eee!!! aaand! theres a 10 day stop over in japan on my ticket! right around Haname and my birthday _ IMAGINE! watching the sakura's on my birthday~~~ my ticket scores me to leave on the 15th of march; and has an open ended ticket for me to come back! so i can basically come home when i feel like it X3

O_o oh god what am i gonna tell my boss? >< shooooot i dunt wanna be fired.

well; a huge thank you to alll my friends and family that were very generous and considerate to include me in their holiday gift list *bow* my humblest thanks =w=

and um; im pretty sure i didnt miss anyone; but if i did ><' sorry~ and my thanks to youm as well
sincerily;
K-Pan
and a merry christmas; and a happy holidays~!!!

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]]> *ailathehealer Icy Cold http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/7320308/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/7320308/ Thu, 15 Dec 2005 16:01:37 PST
*excludeing #1 there is no perticular order of love for these items unless otherwise stated

1. Any contibution friends or family think would help towards my upcomming travels abroad (ie. gift certificates @ Mountian view co-op((where i shall be doing the majority of my shopping pour travels)), drawings, words of support, info, ect. feel free to be creative ^^) PS O_o serious ppl...love for this item. need...certificates...XD
2. Friends of HI membership (life time membership @ hostel International
3.Hot gimmick vol. 10
4. Azumanga Daiou thin pack dvd set
5. Beauty and the Beast DVD and/or OST
6. FLIGHT volume 2
7. LOST season 1
8. Bartending For Dummies
9. Inuyasha Vol. 23 (manga)
10. Inuyasha Season 2 (twould be very apreciated ^_^ <3)
11.InuYasha The 3rd movie (english version)
12.Ph33r The Ch33r -megatokyo mug (christmas crossed with megatokyo...need i say more? )

yoh mah hommies~
first off, *SQWEAL* eeee~ X3 id like to make a public sqweal; love; and WEE THANKYOU! to my two froinds; mel and ED() who gave me their christmas presentsfor lil ol me abit early X3 SQWEALNESS! i recived copy of the most prettyful manga; Fullmoon wo sagashite vol 4 from Mel and i recived the Chicago OST from Ed ^___^ eee... ok; i wasnt even thinking i was gonna get the FMwS vol 4 untill i got back from my travels. hell i didnt even think it would be out before christmas! and god its great X3
O_o and love for ed, cause i totally didnt belive anyone would get me the C-OST as i mean; experiance being, no one ever gets me sound tracks or DVDs i have on my list; so besides being blown away and touched; my ears are all on cloud 9.

in othernews; i have obtained the NEW COMPUTER OF DOOM XD yay for photo shop ^_^ so y'all will probebly be seeing more digital stuff over my traditional stuff for awhile.

sidenote: its bloody cold here.

uuuh... wow i thought i had more to comment on...=S
hrmm... well...ill add more when i think of it
catcha around X3
~K-pan

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]]> *ailathehealer Time Flys http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/7115803/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/7115803/ Tue, 22 Nov 2005 15:43:36 PST
*excludeing #1 there is no perticular order of love for these items unless otherwise stated

1. Any contibution friends or family think would help towards my upcomming travels abroad (ie. gift certificates @ Mountian view co-op((where i shall be doing the majority of my shopping pour travels)), drawings, words of support, info, ect. feel free to be creative ^^) PS O_o serious ppl...love for this item. need...certificates...XD
2. Friends of HI membership (life time membership @ hostel International
3. Chicago soundtrack
4. Azumanga Daiou thin pack dvd set
5. Beauty and the Beast DVD and/or OST
6. FLIGHT volume 2
7. LOST season 1
8. Bartending For Dummies
9. Inuyasha Vol. 23 (manga)
10. Inuyasha Season 2 (twould be very apreciated ^_^ <3)
11.InuYasha The 3rd movie (english version)
12.Ph33r The Ch33r -megatokyo mug (christmas crossed with megatokyo...need i say more? )

*ahem* heyyos y'all!
thankie for more then likely taking the time to take a peek at my christmas list. it is subject to update. so...yeah. this list is mostly cause i keep getting well meaning friends and family asking what i would like. i became inspired the other day and relised that ...more then likely my friends will yet again ignore my consistantly futile attempts to diverge them from spending their dollars on me; so my numero uno top of the list thingy this year is any contibution to my travels. i dont mean handing me cash or anything like that. just, if you can think of something to help out; i twould apreciate it greatly. this list is mostly aimed at my local family and friends. *stares at col*cough*lin* cause i dont want my long distance friends getting any ideas on splurdgeing on me... again...crazy col*cough*lin.
i dont mean this list to imply i wouldnt love whatevere my friends would be kind enough to get for me... i hounestly really just apreciate the agnolagement and thought. even a card would make me happy. >< *flail* its nothing zip nada that hurts my feelers... *sniffs* i lurve christmas. luuurve... O_o *eveil grin* most'of my friends know its my fav holiday >=3 heheh, such knowlage can be seen when ed went alla the way to japan and actually brought me back a christmas J-pop cd XD ahahaha... i lurve it.

anyways, off the christmas track.

time is passing rapidly, and the majority of my travel such is on its way to a starting conclusion. i found a very well priced travel ticket, makes me happy as it includes going to signapore as well as austrailia. i got my visa all cleared up after abit of confusion. im booked for my vaccinations in Dec. got my new job on the roll to earn abit more cash before i go.

ive had afew setbacks such as lacking job for periods of time, which is why i will not be going with as much money as i had originally planned; but... im gonna go. whether that means scriping abit and working as soon as i get there; or being able to take it easy; instead of getting down and putting it off because of cash, i figure if thousands of people can backpack with minimal $$s in there pocket; i can too.

i will be setting up a online journal so ill be able to update and log my travels as best i can while abroad.

well im feeling qite satisfied right now and content. ^_^
hope you're all doing alright.
catcha around~
sincerily,
Kelly-Pan

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]]> *ailathehealer Dont Date Him Gals! http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/7011416/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/7011416/ Thu, 10 Nov 2005 17:20:06 PST

ATTENTION GALS!

i saw this site featured on the news and i recomend it! pass the word along because this is a great way to kick cheating man ass! help the site grow!
especially the canadian gals out there!

click here>> [link] DontDateHimGirl.com

but girls, be fair and only post an ex if theyve cheated. dont be cruel...*listens to the song*

XD ah irony!

check it out and give it a go!

Sincerily,
~K

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]]> *ailathehealer Devious Journal Entry http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/6949294/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/6949294/ Thu, 03 Nov 2005 22:00:42 PST

Well peoples, i got abit of catchin' y'all's up on whats been going on in my life ^_^;

i am as of today an official graduate of the FineArt Bartender school. nifty ne?

i am also pleased to anounce that i was recently hired for a soon to open gas station in the next town over. heres hopin for all that earning cash stuff.

a new pet has joined the ranks, Poe the golden VERY fluffy tabby is a newly welcomed addition to my home. >_> his name use to be something...er...left to be inquired about... but mom didnt aproove of a cat with such a name. i changed it. you the reader may decide if the name originates from Edgar Allen version or the loveable Zelda characters. twas the zelda characters that gave me the original idea especially sence i recived him the day before halloween.

halloween was a interesting ....er...night. filled with a mix of everything. but in the end things turned out nicely enough ^_^ i enjoyed several fun filled hours of trick-or-treating( one esten NEVER too old to trick or treat) with mine friends Mel and thine Nickorette. i twas a witchy witch. and i recived a good haul. about a half of a pillow case, just enough for me. ^_^ we ended up going to the local bar afterwards and it was a very nice evening out with the girls. and the weather for the first time in like, canadian history, was in the positive scale temperature wise for the evening. O_o yes. amazing i know.

well it seems life is comming to a point and one must dive through to find a conclusion in this section...*thoughtful* no matter the outcome.

mmmmmmmmmyes. well i shall flee. thats a wrap folks. a general lowdown as to whats going on ne? ^_^
i feel like drawing. i just might have to.

hope y'all's doing good. ^_^
OXOX,
K + Aila

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]]> *ailathehealer ROAD TRIP..Ed Style http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/6829558/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/6829558/ Fri, 21 Oct 2005 16:14:42 PDT

we're skippin' town nyaaah ya see. nyaaaah....*stupid mobster accent*

this journal shall be most likely destroyed afterOH MY GAWD!...theres a window washer above us...ABOVE!!!!

er...yes. me and Ed shall be takeing Edmonton by storm...mwahahaha

CREPES!
Ed: naturally i shall be taking *ED*Monton by storm....

Kelly: O_o... >_>;;;;

so yes. watch your crepes ppls! cause kelly's commin to town! >=3

3 mins left at this god forsaken pay as you go internet station...O_o >_> cause SOMEONE whith her general wonderful sence of time and public transit methods made us miss the last bus**PEEEERS AT ED*>_>
naw its not that bad. go to, you know, regrow some dead scarred and mauled tissue in our wind pipes...

any who, love love OXOXOX kiss kiss if we're not back in 3 bazillion weeks avange our death-by-ed's-sence-of-direction.

sketch regarding our adventures shall be posted upon return ...and scanner working...and minor passage of minor difficulties like that such.

love, Smelly Kelly and EDmonton bound Ed.

PS ed has amazinf shoes

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]]> *ailathehealer Watch Your Drinks Ppl http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/6822889/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/6822889/ Thu, 20 Oct 2005 20:43:13 PDT

ok two main news topics of the day! booze and photos!

First off, i shall be taking a course starting this Monday(the 24th) and lodgeing in the City for the next two weeks. majoritally of the time.

dun dun duuh~ watch your booze ppls! i shall be training for my bar tending certificate! ^_^ im looking forward to it!
^_^; its sorta a break. i think ive gotten fired so many times in the past 2 months that ive got to have some kind of a record.

but the work i did at a local lounge sorta peaked my interest. i shall give it my best. hopefully im not half as much of a failure at it as i am at everything else.

can't really afford the time off from working... but im sorta abit lost over here wondering where to go and what to do.
cash cash cash. gotta work hard for $$s re Austrailia.
Otaku in the Outback Down Under i shall be. >=3
that shall be my title. Otaku In The OutBack. XD i thought it was original.

another thing i wanna point out O_o youre all crazey...or mabey not that crazy! just ARGH! XD lol mildly discourageing when i post a zombie photo and it gets generally more faves and comments then the majority of my drawings. ah but what can one do. lol. ^_^;

but yes! booze and photos!
have a good evening y'all~
Sincerily,
Smelly Kelly

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]]> *ailathehealer Mi Mineself And Eye quiz http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/6744376/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/6744376/ Tue, 11 Oct 2005 23:38:40 PDT

Seven things that scare you:
1.The Dark
2.The Things In The Dark
3. Trains
4. Fish (for those that know me, im aware of the irony)
5. Early Death
6. Killing Myself
7. getting fired

Seven things you like the most:
1.Anime
2.Friends
3.Good Sushi
4.Sleeping
5.Fire Works
6 Photo Booths
7.Music

Seven important things in your room:
1.Manga
2.Memories
3.Pictures
4.Special Drawer+contents
5.Books
6.

Seven random facts about you:
1. Im Blond
2.I LIke Ties
3. I Bite My Finger Nails
4.*pets maggie*
5.PHOTO BOOOTHS!*drool*:heart_
6.i might just think too much
7and yet im very stupid

Seven things you plan to do before you die:
1.Travel
2.er... off hand? thats about it. im planning on winging it.

Seven things that attract you to the opposite sex:
1.hair
2.face
3.height
4.age
5.attitude
6.smartyness
7.voice

Seven things you say the most:
1 ne?
2. eh?
3.oops
4. aw crud/crap
5. run away~!
6. yo mah hommie
7. i love you

Seven celeb crushes (whether local or foreign):
ok i dont have a life, but i dont lack THAT much of a life. get a life you star crossed fan girls...*hides Josh halloway print offs and inu yasha junk* >_> *cough* ahem

Seven favourite drinks:
1.Virgin Pina Colada
2.Green Tea Ice Tea
3.Ginger Ale and Peach Slurpie
4.Chai tea
5.Coke(pepsi is the baaad evil)
6.Pinapple + Coconut
7.Shirly Temples

Seven memorable shows you used to watch as a kid:
1.Carebears
2. LoZ
3.Inspector Gadget
4.Bush Baby
5.sharron louis and bran
6.ballooner lander
7. Lamb Chop

Last comments: nyooo nyoooooooocomments from this'in thine kelly~~~!

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]]> *ailathehealer jobs le ala kelly for moi http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/6645498/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/6645498/ Fri, 30 Sep 2005 19:39:52 PDT

heyyo y'all~

well i was jobless, and now im not. workin 2 jobs. i am now a waitre-- wait, we call ourselves Server's in the fancyest resturant around, heh tips booya here i come ^_^ and a Tim Hortons newbie! O_o yay. *GOBBLES FATTENING PASTRYS FOR FREE* mwahahaha...

uuh. dudes, yesterday was like, the movie day of all doom. got to watch Advent Children(yummy so yummy), got to watch AIR the movie(the animation scars me, but otherwise it had some perks in it that wasnt in the movie, and BILL YOU LIED...it didnt explain anything about the crow...>_> aaaand i got to watch the first half of the FMA movie... sooooo illeagle XD considering someone was filming it in the theater...heheheh ^_^ thx to stephanie for all the yay illeagle(sick bird XD) activities ^_~ twas a blast.

uuuhhm... *thinks* yes...im glad y'all seemed to like my Halloween pic ^_^ my scanner is on ala fritz right now... so scanning junk is limited. i think its cause the USB ports were all like "OHMIGAWDS shes installing a MP3 player...for no reason at all lets make that effect the Scanner USB"....them USB ports est crazey...in the bad way..*wants scanner back* though i dont have alot to post, some nice scraps thou. got a nice sketch of a Alice(in wonderland) and Queen of hearts coupleing.... not sure im fond of the couple... but i wanted to draw something Yuri. and NO its not the fat big scarey Disney version of the Qof's but my own version. and ...it needs redesigning...but tis cute.
my thanks to Ed as i was able to post the Halloween Pic thx to her scanner.

um, what more to say?
well, im not sure i talk about it alot, i gots my reasons; but for those of you that arn't aware(which is supriseingly alot more then i though O_o) the reason im working my butt off @ numerous jobs is im saving up for a Working Holiday to Austrailia in the upcomming year. Already i've had some neat experiances regarding it ^_^
ive already gotten my passport, and i applied for my Working Holiday Visa the other day. (for those of you who dont't know what a working holiday is, its where youre there for a Holiday, but do small odd jobs too.) Backpacking the Outback there i go. Im planing on going for at least 3 months, hopefully more around 6.generally thats what the jobs are for. gotta save cash cash cash save save save and the such. when i reach another thous. or 2 im gonna get a credit card, and my Ticket. ^_^ er, mabey i shouldnt of said all that stuff... im not talking about it with alot of my people friends, for my own reasons...but i felt like splooging. ^_^; yes, splooging.

uuuum, yers. yay for rantin ne?
okies, thanks for all your support y'all! even in my Art lagging times ^_^
i'll post what i can when i can to keep all you starving fans away..XD;;; eheheheh O_o twas a joke i swear. i gots no starving fans...cept collin...*pets him**gets hand bitten at * O_o NO COLLIN! BAD FAN BOY! thats my drawing hand! bad collin!......*pet*

catcha all around ^_~
OXOX,
Smelly Kelly

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]]> *ailathehealer A CRY FOR GOOD http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/6448105/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/6448105/ Thu, 08 Sep 2005 07:01:09 PDT

all of what, 5 people will read this... but damnit you five people, think on this! and try to spread it if you belive or agree or whatever.

there is good in everything! EVERYTHING! and it might be the smallest speck of good anywhere; but its still there. still good. and still present.

Anything bad, or hopeless or desolate can be turned into something good. even if it becomes better because you could think of smething worse, it's still able to improove.

this isnt optimisim, its reality. just a equalibrium.

please oh please oh please try and find just a little good. it will be worth it. i promise that. ill eat my hat if im wrong. (and trust me, hats are not first on my eatables list)

just give it a try. it couldnt hurt to try. please?

i supose thats all i can ask; but to me it would mean the world if i started seeing more people focuse on the good....

Sincerily,
Kelly

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]]> *ailathehealer directed at thine steph-achu http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/6348341/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/6348341/ Sun, 28 Aug 2005 06:04:05 PDT

AH STEPH YOURE BACK! CALL ME! WE MUST HANG OUT EITHER MONDAY TUES OR WEDNESDAY AS I DONT WORK THOSE DAYS!!no argueing, you have no choice in this matter. i work tonight! come visit me! *SQWEAL* AH YOURE BACK!!! XD XD XD

yes...that speal was directed to mine friend steph who i havent seen in 2 bloody moths...eerg...*dies* stupid summer camp...(you better of had loads of fun seph...and youre now obligated to tell me e-v-e-r-y little detail.)

~K

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]]> *ailathehealer test ala mode? http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/6294984/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/6294984/ Mon, 22 Aug 2005 07:37:35 PDT

did it work...hmm....

well...animethon came and went. ...... ok...i may not be photo genic...that dont mean i dont like the camera....but the camera dont seem to like me... infact...most cameras seem to avoid me..... like at my grad... i found 2 pictures of me...TWO!?...and at Otafest... one...ONE!!! >< and for animethon...one...ugh.. this is just down right pathetic... self cetered...mabey.... a conspiricy...double mabey...plus spell check.

i need sleep...

i think im in some sort of depression... more anger related then anything...im mad about alot... and im complaining bout everything... cant seem to focus on any of the good... it really sucks...and im very ashamed to admit it...i dont know even wh-- mabey im saying it on my journal as some plea for attention...>< good god i hope not. i dont mean it that way...not intentionally.
i supose im just worried more people will use my down times agenst me (it would not be the first time)
when i get mad... i have this desperate erdge to pick up a non existing large object and throw it and break... picture a flower pot being smashed...
Im wondering if i should take lessons of some sort to crack down on my anger before i actually break something...

i need sleep...and spelling skills...

grave yard shifts are mucking up my social life...i mean what little i had of one to begin with XD

im hopeing to see more of my friends soon... some friendly aquaintences of mine will be going to Post secondary in afew weeks...and theyre my usuals on grave yards...so its gonna get alot more lonley... <=3

if i get outta grave yard shifts alive...i wont ever work another one if i can manage it....just afew more months and i can go back to normal hours... i need the cash.

wew.
anyways. ill see if i can track down a good pic of me cosplaying as Misuzu from AIR to show y'all.
im tired...but i gotta go watch stuff to stay awake so i can go into the city tommorow..XP

OXOXOX,
K

PS COLLIN! O_O TELL ME HOW THE CON WAS!!!!

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]]> *ailathehealer 8K http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/6074934/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/6074934/ Sat, 30 Jul 2005 06:26:29 PDT
TT w TT
thankie to y'all out there whom have been so kind as to keep viewing my page even when i havent been postin that much. i mean the last time i posted a actual colored pic was the first...of july...thats JUSt under a month...(considering its the 30'th). weeew... wew.

i swear, i DO have something in the makeing... i just sorta have to bother to earase the pencil lines and actually color... these grave yard shifts have reeeeallly thrown me off scedual... my apologies go out to y'all out there that have remained patient... tis an houner and such.

on another note.
i am almost finished my Misuzu cosplay outfit for the upcomming Animethon (www.animethon.org)
. given it dosent look as misuzu-ie as id like...but i can always make alterations... bastard shirt collar...

plans are picking up for my adventures come the start of next year. wewt. whats the dif between a bussiness visa and a travel visa...all i wanna do is work leagally in another country... =S

ah...hey i did something in plain ol black ball point pen ink the other day...*goes o scan and submit*

yes. night shifts also cause for lonleyness... <='X

hmmm.... i wanna see Ed and Steph. theyre both missed... but i know i wont see steph till the end of august...and sence Ed is going over seas (W00t FOR JAPAN BOUND ED) i dont know when ill see her next *waves tissue at Ed*

other that that........ALONE O_O *cry*

plus if i never see another drunk person on my grave yard shifts ever again it would be Waaaaaaay too soon...=_=; ive had enough of em.

anyways. ta ta~

~K

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]]> *ailathehealer Variety ala Mood http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/5956802/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/5956802/ Sun, 17 Jul 2005 07:02:30 PDT
hmm... *litterally dances to the song*...O_o

hmm... im CURRENTLY inspired by and 's journals... im curious as to how to do those feild bars for journals... er...i probebly discribed that horribly.

ive had this huge jumble of emotions the past half week. happy, mildly depressed, PAIN, grateful-ness, anger, sorrowful, ect.

*complains to the general public* my knee hurts *scowl* first my knee gets scraped up cause my dad's morotcycle fell over...and i happened to be on it at the time. but im glad that i escaped with only a scrape. thats not what hurts... what hurts is that while running to hit the gas button for a coustomer @ work; the same knee collided with the edge of a metly counter. needless to say the funny poping noises it's still making are starting to worry me... O_o

yes... im sorry world... but i have insecurities regarding my friends... *scowl*...i think... ive been trying to get around to thinking about it... but i keep getting distracted...this might be a good thing...

oh! OH OH! *flal* IM SOOO HAPPY AND EXCITED BOUT THIS!!! im going to get laser eye surgery!!! well..thats the plan anyways. gonn scedual apointments and all that first. eeeeeeee~! no more haveing to worry bout glasses or contacts~~~~ weeeee ^w^

mroo. for now thats all im gonna rant on. i gotta go find my sewing pattern for the costume im making for the upcomming anime thinger. Misuzu from Air here i go~

ja ne~ <3

OXOX
K

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]]> *ailathehealer wine wine grumble pout http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/5883601/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/5883601/ Sat, 09 Jul 2005 07:02:38 PDT Yet another wining rant... you have been warned.

eeer...work is ...painful... im just very tired... first time ive been this tired during a grave yard shift...but eerg...

plus i have this perfectionist manager to deal with...gods she erks me... wont do a lick of work herself...or non of the stuff she feels like doing...then critisises all the non manager esc ppls... like she thinks shes better than us... man she gives me the creeps...

speaking of creeps... got some reeeaaallly drunk ppl in last night... that was a scarey experiance all in itself.

*sighs* and i had finally been convinced to get an Ipod... and i was looking around for one... and i had found where i was gonna buy one... and was going to spend the money on it... and ...... i find out after im so reved up ...that it wont work with Windows 98 (my current and only op system)... that was a real downer... i mean im currently in the prossice of getting over it... and im not going to go outta my way and get a new comp just for an Ipod....... but...i was sorta really looking forward to it... ..and no one knows that; thus they fluff it off... and that hurts....but i mean dont get me wrong. i know im acting spoiled over a very stupid thing..... i mean what are ppl gonna do? " aw poor kelly you didnt get your new trinket cause your system isnt upto snuff like the rest of the country's".... yeah im not THAt pathetic... well...i mean im not so pathetic as to expect ppl to do that...that would just feel like im being mocked.

speaking of mocked...

ok there's this one dude...who is... nice to me. real life; while in school he was a classmate... and he didnt go to my school for afew years; but still lived in town. ok... he went to school with me back in grade...7 ish. left to go to the at home school type thing till grade 12 last semester. then he was in my classes.
id see him around afew times over the past few years and i knew i recognised him...and he obviously recognised me as he would always say "hi kelly" type thing. ok so he comes to school and i know him through my classes... he's seems very supportive of my costumes and such. whatever "wacky" things i would do at school. but he's also the one ive mentioned in other journals where he did such as piping up and saying i was shy...which got the interesting shocked reaction of me and the rest of my class....heheh....
(that was all just catching you others upto snuff)
the whole summery is...i wanna know what the hell his mpotive is....its sorta mildly bugging me...
ive got it narrowed down to a general...3-4 things.
he could like me romantically-esc. AND DONT GET ME WRONG...im not trying to flatter myself and say thats a realistic possibility. its justa logical factoring of #'s like reasons.... i mean its generaly a less far fetched therory than FBI implanting these actions into him...=_=;
well, my finally summary of X # of factors as to why he's ... perticularly going outta his way more so that alot of others i know to say hi to me is:
1) he's a generally nice guy. does this to everyone.
2) he's bored. nothing better to do. enjoys it as a mocking like thing. (ie pop-prep-dudes that think theyre being funny)
3)he thinks he's doing me a favor and taking pity on me or w/e BS like that.

im just trying to figure out what his game is... i think the reason its perticularly arouseing my curiosity (and annoyence)is cause im leaning to the 3rd option...i think he's mildly thinking i need his pity or his outta the way whatever cr@p. and that really sorta erks me... dunno why... but i think its something to do with i can do fine on my own in that catagory. seems like a nice guy. and i get this feeling that if i dont talk to him before summer ends (when he leaves for colledge) that ill be missing out on something...saying something...knowing something...just...something. i mean he seems nice enough... i would definatly say that he's in my top 5 of people that i wouldnt mind being friends with.... *thinks* i dont have alot of RL guy friends... sorta wish i did.

re friends...im feelin awful lonley latley... and its only the start of summer...eer.g... casue...ed's been gone and is going randomly away at un-known times this summer (she got back from Cali earlier than i expected though). steph is gone the whole thing for summer camp.
mel and i dont seem to hook up as often anymore. jill is working and going to cons. nicki is in the city alot i think... and along with work and need for sleep and warped hours... this is just all pleck. *sniffle*...t'ime alone...
and dont worry...i got a whole NEW insecurity regarding my friends. but im not going to go into it; for y'alls sake.(large relief sigh from others ,yes?)

hmm...*re thinks*... work...ipod... relationship with others.... i think thats all i need to wine about...(sorry...t... ]]> *ailathehealer Onslaught of potential full time http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/5765876/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/5765876/ Sun, 26 Jun 2005 20:33:59 PDT
i pull the oddest shift... in the next 72 hrs... just pulled 4p-10p then i have a diploma tommorow then on monday evenin, and tuesday evenin i pull grave yard shifts 10p-6a... well...im atleast lookin forward to the music.

i had my grad cerimonies on friday and saterday. i think i looked quite nice for the banquet. its odd... even my closer friends in my grad and i dont even know em...and im still going to miss the majority of the people in my grade... <=S

im so tired right now that i feel like crying...not cause im sad...just drained... you know?

uuh right... i got a major test in the morning...my last one ever... and i should go sleep..i think imma gonna watch abit of Slayers try before i sleep... eeerg....*yawn*

OXOX,
Kelly

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]]> *ailathehealer Womans Lib To Waste http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/5691096/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/5691096/ Sun, 19 Jun 2005 02:37:58 PDT A Must read for all girls as such discribed in the following; heck its a must read for all girls! : He's Just Not That Into You by Greg Behrendt and Liz Tuccillo

i got a friend who use to date this once friend of mine; thats how we met.

he went through a bunch of whatever in his life outside the computer screen and he totally changed. became depressed, angery, and spiteful. even to his GF.

they broke up(or should i say he broke up with her); and to this day; to this HOUR she still thinks she loves him. and i think thats wrong. that shes wrong ...that its all wrong on sooooo many levels...

my heart is litterally hurting because of all this junk.. all this degradeing to people in our day and age because of a differance in chromosone...

i mean come on... how sickening to know that MY generation has people in it that are still ... .......
GUYS! that degrade themselves and woman because theyre so testostrone driven they cant see anything other then the illussion that girls are for sex and thats it.
GIRLS! that let them do that! will basically lay down and be walked on because they think they could change em, that theres a chance they could change...or whatever!

we love other people because of how they make us feel about ourselves..
my Gfriend is holding onto the concept that my old guy-friendwill go back to the good person he use to be. and he was a good person! he just changed. and people do that! its just very saddening to not let people accept reality and carry on... such a waste... of time, energy, and hope.

i know this one guy, friend of a friends boyfriend; he's one of those guys that womanises... and from what i hear thats majorily only on the surface... but... what kind of person is teaching their son to display that being to the world? if not that... what makes a person WANT to display that...

cant these people just.. why do they feel they have to..

eeeeerg...*flops from all the annoyign herat retching sad stuffs*

~Aila

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ever notice how stuff coagulates around one week?

1.got sick on last friday, its only gotten worse.
2.i started my new job on sunday. (still sick)
3. cant miss school cause of thingy where i have to be in attendance for a certian amount of days and im at my miss-school-limit.
4. i have a Diploma exam tommorow(tuesday) worth 50% of my final english mark.
5. i have work after that.
6. thursday im supose to drive into the city to go to a special grand opening of a friends store.
7. friday; another diploma all day.
8. work friday evening.
9. mine friend john is comming on thw weekend though i doubt ill see him.
10. saterday is my bro's soap box race thingy.
11. sunday; fathers day.

eeeek.

uuum...yeah Started a new job. tis at Fas Gas. =_= w00t. actually besides me almost passing out from sickness(felt like a frog that was about to croak.). twas decent alright.

tis rainin.

and im mad at the stoooopid school fire wall.. otherwise i would post such posting journals from school.

i had one of those breath right strips on all day...kept gettin asked what happened to my nose... i kept tellin' them all that i got hit in the face with a flu...i dont think alot of ppl got that...
(ha ha bad joke?)

um..

*shows off kick ass new goggles*(not the swimming kind)

damnit i want the madagascar "I Like To Move It!Move It!" version...these remixes suck

*has a sudden and very unexplicable urdge to go watch the CCS 2nd movie*
WARNING! ENGLISH VERSION SUCKS MONKEY BUTTS!

XOXOXOX,<3
~K

COMMISSIONS/KARIBANS:
Collin (Kariban) :0%
Ed (kariban) : 0%

TT_TT yes i know im behind on my karibans...

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This Weeks Featured Artist: go forth and encourage ed to submit. and judge her art not for her very quick paint such...shes very good... just needs to draw and submit more... go seek her scraps...i think the majority of the 5.5 things shes posted are in there... ]]> *ailathehealer Space. The Precious Comoditiy http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/5505490/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/5505490/ Mon, 30 May 2005 19:17:03 PDT 1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't bold is false.

01. When I was younger I made some bad decisions.
02. I don't watch much TV these days. < ---cept lost. lurve lost.
03. I love psychodelic mushrooms.
04. I love sleeping.
05. I have loads of books.
06. I once slept in a toilet.
07. I love playing video games.< ------like, not love. i preffer watching them be played
08. I adore marijuana.<---- sorta. HEMP. not pot. medicinal uses only
09. I watch porn movies.
10. I watch them with my father.
11. I like sharks.
12. I love spiders, I think they're adorable, especially the ones with bright colours on their backs.
13. I was born without hair and I still have no hair.
14. I like J. Bush.
15. People are cool.
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
17. I have jacuzzi and a Porsche.
18. I have a lot to learn.
19. I carried my knife everywhere with myself.
20. I'm really really smart.
21. I've never broken someone's bones.
22. I have a secret.
23. I hate snow.
24. I drink only milk.
25. Punk rock rules.
26. I hate Bill Gates!
27. I love Chinese food.
28. I would hate to be famous.
29. I am not a morning person.
30. I wear glasses.<---contacts
31. I don't need glasses, except sunglasses.<--- need, no. very nice and convieniant to have, yes.
32. I have potential.
33. I'm pure Japanese.
34. My legs are two different sizes i refuse to believe my legs are identical.
35. I have a twin.
36. I wear a padded bra.
37. I can ramble on about absolutely nothing.
38. I'm left-handed.
39. I hate llamas, but I'm one of them.
40. I don't like horror movies.< ---usually
41. I suck at climbing, but I love it anyway.
42. People hate me usually.
43. I love pop music.
44. I hardly ever go to bed before midnight.
45. I hate parking fines.<---- dislike.
46. I know national anthem of my country by heart.
47. I know more than two languages.
48. I spend too much time on the computer.
49. I often want to throw out the computer in a window.
50. I live on a ground floor.
51. I don't like chocolate.
52. I'd like to be more original.
53. I've lied.
54. Cocks are my favorite birds.
55. I want to conquer the world.
56. I wonder what happens when you die.
57. I've read all books about Harry Potter.<--- all the harry potter books. not the ones on him.
58. Eat your dog!
59. I love to exercise.
60. I hate chemistry with a passion.
61. I love to write.
62. I like changes.
63. I hate going to class.
64. I am afraid to die.
65. I hate dish washing.
66. My hair is long, brown, and incredibly curly.
67. My nails are nine inch long.
68. My favorite color is black.
69. I like to sleep on the floor.
70. I am hopeless at cooking.
71. I sucked my thumb when I was little.
72. I should be doing something else rather than writing this.
73. I am online a lot, but not in MSN.
74. I hate government.
75. I don't have a girlfriend/boyfriend.
76. I'm too nice for my own good.< ----this ive been told..?
77. I love to read, I read as much as I can.
78. I don't trust newspapers.
79. I like debating.
80. I live in a vagon.
81. I clean my room once a month.
82. I'm scared of american fast food.
83. I have a third eye.
84. I love Mozambique.
85. I don't trust any religion.
86. I used to play with barbies because all the other girls were doing it.
87. I wanted to be a super hero when I was little.
88. I like listening to wind chimes.
89. I'm very disorganized.
90. My hair is long and straight.
91. I earn a lot.
92. I don't like spicy food.
93. I keep a diary.
94. I can't do cartwheels.
95. I am very lazy.
96. I'm sarcastic.
97. I think my hair is annoying.
98. I'm very sensitive.
99. I love being "ab-normal."
100. My left eye is violet and my right eye is a light blue.

stolen from Ed's journal, who stole it from stephs journal (her steph not mine) who stole it from someone elses journal...other then that...i know not how far bACK it goes.

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on other notes.

RAWR...>< FRICK ALL MIGHTY. m... ]]> *ailathehealer *stares at ceiling* DOOOOM http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/5315553/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/5315553/ Mon, 09 May 2005 21:11:58 PDT
a thanks to mine Steph and her yummy scanner for a helping hand with scanning my 3 colored pics. thats not all ive done sence my last pic, so be afraid, many a scraps shall be submitted at some point.

also, look forward to a real treat, me and Steph have been working on a collab on her photo shop, ah i am but a humble student to steph(

) as shes very skilled with l33t skillz on photoshop. its going to be very tastey picture ppls. look forward with anticipation.

speaking of anticipation! next week is otafest! (calgary Ab) and i shall be cosplayin! weeewt. (ahahahe dyou missed previewing my cosplay outfit)
and more anticipation, mine friend Johnny-kins is commin out from Manatobia (loooong ways away, 2 whole provinces) on the 19th and we are going to see Star Wars ep 3 on opening night! WOOOOHOOO! AHAHAHA i look forward.

I bought some green tea icecream mix while in Vancouver...only a mild problem where i couldny read the directions dispite there being pictures. So luckily we were at a hostil with many a Asian travelers, i went to the food court and peeeeered over ppls shoulder to see if anyone was writeing japanese; finally decided on this one nice girl, who very kindly helped me and told me the directions and ingrediants for the mix. she was very nice ^_^

HEY! the mobile phone thingy option is sooooo cool! its free and all! ...now if only i could make it work for me...i keep getting stuck on the crop option cause it wont let me go any furthur then that ><

a howdy to collin should he get a chance to read this as i havent seen him in awhiles dude. youre missed and ive been thinkin of yas. hope youre keeping well! im pretty sure you said you were on vacation right now so i hope youre havin funs! say hi to danny and tsu-chan for meeeeee! *flail wave*

wee... i mustard flea...gonna go watch naussica of the vally of the wind. YES PEOPLE IM AWARE DISNEY TOOK OVER ENGLISH STUDIO GHIBLI but i think theyve actually been doing a good job for dubbing them. XD but now every time i watch Spirited Away i hear Lilos voice and it distracts me. good stuff. i trust Ghibli and such. thus i recomend The Cat Returns (you gotta watch the extras to find out why its called that), Porco Rosso, and naussice.

eek mom yells!

*flea*

~K

COMMISSIONS/KARIBANS:
Collin (Kariban) :0%
Ed (kariban) : 0%

TT_TT yes i know im behind on my karibans...

NEXT KARIBAN: < POSPONED UNTILL I CATCN UP WITH OTHER KARIBANS > XD;;

This Weeks Featured Artist: go check out this persons LoZ comics... XD AHAHAHA te're great! ]]> *ailathehealer Discouraged http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/5288155/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/5288155/ Fri, 06 May 2005 20:05:38 PDT
the pictures came out fine... especially Aila's...ill probebly end up submittin em at some point...

1. My scanners been reeeeally beyotchy latley and wont scan cause of mythalogical " lack of HD space" .. thus the pile of stuff needed to scan..

2. only just recently did i get new markers for colorage.

3. and when i tried writeing Aila's profile it got all screwed and that was the final straw. mrea..

discouraged. good luck to thy other ertys.

~K

COMMISSIONS/KARIBANS:
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Ed (kariban) : 0%

TT_TT yes i know im behind on my karibans...

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This Weeks Featured Artist: go check out this persons LoZ comics... XD AHAHAHA te're great! ]]> *ailathehealer PLANE TRIIIIP!!!...If im not back in 5 weeks, aven http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/5233418/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/5233418/ Mon, 02 May 2005 08:58:08 PDT
imma offa to the vancouver BC area of where the Scott Mcneil's and Kirby Morrows roam free...

XP

offa till wednesday evenin and suchness. avange my death should i not return please. GO MINIONS GO!....er...haaaaaaaai

dude 0o we get breakfast on the plane!!!...and for as much as everyone complains bout it...i happen to LIKE airline food. XP nyaw so there.

okies imma flea. *runs to plane*

<3 meeeeeee(kelly)

PS. ive got alot of junk to post when i get back.

PPS. the charges got dropped on my traffic ticket! yaaaaay! no outragious fine XD

PPPS. finished my cosplay outfit today BWAHGWHAHAHA*cough cough* AHAHAHAHA phear.

EDIT FROM VANCOUVER BC entry 01

its quite nice here. AHAHAHA HOW GOES IT COLDER THEN ME CALGARY ALBERTA PPLS!? AHAHAHA very moist here, and i have come to a rather logical conclusion. There is only two thing the cause of the west coast falling into the ocean. the ammount of Starbucks and Sushi resturants here... but im not complaining bout the sushi... cant go anywhere without sushi or starbucks...i now know why all these ppl are so thin. no Alberta beef; just hills, caffien and raw fish. Ed, Mel, Steph, John, Collin, wish you were all here ^_^
PS ed, guess what! they dont serve airline food anymore O_O *cry* tis a tragity

COMMISSIONS/KARIBANS:
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Ed (kariban) : 0%

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This Weeks Featured Artist: go check out this persons LoZ comics... XD AHAHAHA te're great! ]]> *ailathehealer Kelly Is Bad Luck http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/5156681/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/5156681/ Fri, 22 Apr 2005 09:20:41 PDT THIS IS TO RANT AND WHINE! NO OFFENSE MENT TO ANYONE, IF NO ONE READS THIS THATS FINE, BUT ITS A JOURNAL FOR ME TO EXPRESS SOME MUCH NEEDED EXPRESSION
P.S. im sure if involved parties read this theyll know whom they are

i dont think im gonna drive for awhile... its bikeing for me. <=[ *snif*

i backed into a friends moms truck today... thats what i get for trying to give a small kid on a bike some room to cross the road... it wasnt a big dent at all thankfully. i feel like im gonna hurl... ugh...

my mom is going to kill me. with a spoon. im doomed. im just waiting to see how long it takes for word to get back to her TT_TT i mean within 15 mins of it happening and me getting to school after dropping my bro off, first thing when i walk into the school "HEY KELLY, IS IT TRUE YOU HIT A CAR!?"...oh god...TT_TT stooopid small town...i dont wanna know how long it will take for my mom to find out... yeah obviously im a bad driver so im gonna inch away very ashamed like from that whole thing.

it could of been much worse, of course...it was a pretty small dent...and she said that she might not worry bout it...i offered to pay cash and such or whatever...i dont know how these things work... *SHELTERED CHILD*

fates help me... this isnt what ive been needing...

ive been in a small minor rut lately as is... basically have been getting the feeling from everyone that im not good enough or cant do anythign right...and trust me, I being the anilitical person can find me doing something wrong to everyone. close friends, family. yeah. thats why ive been backing off from everyone lately... figure i should back off and let ppl have their space so i wont bother em...

one friend got mad cause i didnt ask her permission to use a thing that we sorta co-own to apply for a scholarship... i mean i cant seem to do anything right for her. but i mean it hurt that she got mad cause i put work into it too, its not all hers, and it was like it hardly matters that its got me as a finalist for a $1000 scholarship...<=S

one friend i have...it feels like im not important enough to make plans with because even though i was very accessable and free time(which isnt a common occourance with this friend) she could call me and tell me plans, or even a simple a "screw off im busy". for my sake im glad i didnt wait around to make my plans around her. plans being made around other people being made around other people, are fine so long as the plans are actually communicated.

ive got one friend who i know i bother. i dont act like i do around anyone other then her. well, not to such an extream anyways. i feel very happy around her... but im always pestering her and just being a bother. im scared our age diffence means something to her(2 years apart, even though i dont act it)... it dosent mean anything to me really... but i remember how i felt when i first made friends with someone 2 years older then me.. wow isnt this contradictory... i half think she'd care enough to worry bout me being frineds with her being younger, and then i think she dosent want me around because of how annoying i can be... ive seen some of her other friends and how they treat her... i dont like it. they walk all over her.... i just hope im not doing that too. im scared that i might be.

*internal crys and clings to stomach*

hope you all have a good weekend..
*runs away to the city with her dad*
aw crap he's probebly gonna kill me too...TT_TT
~K

COMMISSIONS/KARIBANS:
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Ed (kariban) : 0%

TT_TT yes i know im behind on my karibans...

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This Weeks Featured Artist: go check out this persons LoZ comics... XD AHAHAHA te're great! ]]> *ailathehealer ALIVE! http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/5014470/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/5014470/ Wed, 06 Apr 2005 08:24:30 PDT
wow someone went out into the school court yard and cleaned it all up, got rid of all the dead materials and such.. its ALOT nicer now, all the crocuses are comming in...very nice.

im gonna be very sad to loose the court yard area when the new school is built. gonna be such a shame.

oh1 yes, im better. MUCH.. O_o i live. well more so then i felt the past few days. still alil off and clogged, but better. at least im not carting around a puff's kleenex box anymore..(get the lotion kind, it kicks arss)

*yawns*

uh, yeah my markers are sorrta out. ive got to get around to ordering new ones from Rath art in BC...(next province over)
i might wait till may though(i dont wanna wait that long) for the anime con and see if theres a supplier then.

>< damnit. im really proud of my newer pics and want to color them, for Stephs char contest, but i need grey and its stupid cause i need that color and i dont wanna leave the pic incompleat.
i drew a pic for the contest, i just have to actually write out my descript... and i supose i have to also draw a fully body view ... i debate it fitting on the page... i might just link to that other aila pic i did mabey =_=

mer english class soon.. bleh.

this is insain. rawr stupid rumors. stoopid ppls. dude i know in the next town over told me he knows a guy who likes me and im all >< dude! thats rumorising! baaaad. (ive taken it to avoid rumors spread by myself and those around me. working on my faults.) how can ppl say they like someone when they hardly know them. i dont think stuff works like that. not for me anyways >:S

and yes, im aware that my all RAWR isnt a very attractive feature...but what else am i supose to be other then who i am? would ppl rather i lied?
my mom has been saying its no wonder i dont attract guys, i tend to UNattract them or scare them away

... damn that sounded conceited...i didnt mean it like that.

argh >< my sketchbook is all non inked things, so theyre all smudgeing >< meeer

*cry* my lamb choppers is missing...i dropped him in my Math class right before easter break...and i havent gotten him back...bastard grade 9ers kicking around my lamb choppers...it was a birthday present too :'S i want him back

well...that seems like a good journal update. havent had one of these in awhile...

im hungery.
~K

COMMISSIONS/KARIBANS:
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Collin (Kariban) :0%
Ed (kariban) : 0%

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NEXT KARIBAN: < POSPONED UNTILL I CATCN UP WITH OTHER KARIBANS > XD;;

This Weeks Featured Artist: its kyuumoooo not yuumu acording to steph...crazey person...uh yeah she got a tablet. go yell at her to compleat my Yukinos pic. STEPH WORK ON THAT THING! OTAFEST IS COMMING UP AND I THINK ANNETE WOULD LIKE IT BY THEN!!! >< deadliiiine ]]> *ailathehealer blArg http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/4956880/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/4956880/ Wed, 30 Mar 2005 22:59:10 PST

ph34r...

moo.

~K

COMMISSIONS/KARIBANS:
Kayla-san (tatoos):somewhat done... but it ended up being cancelled
Collin (Kariban) :0%
Ed (kariban) : 0%

TT_TT yes i know im behind on my karibans...

NEXT KARIBAN: < POSPONED UNTILL I CATCN UP WITH OTHER KARIBANS > XD;;

This Weeks Featured Artist: GO PHEAR HER KICK ASS PHOTOGRAPHY SUCHNESS! it ownz. ]]> *ailathehealer PIMP THE COLLIN http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/4877188/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/4877188/ Mon, 21 Mar 2005 22:19:47 PST EDIT::
LOOKIE LOOK! AT MY NEWLY IMPROOVED ID!!...YEAH ITS THE SAME ONE BUT RE-EDITED AS I AM NOW OCCUPIED Y AND LIKE NEWER MORE EVIL THINGYS. PH34R...

HOLLY

crazey

crud!!!!

go! looks at collin!

he deserves page views galor! .. he did an amazing very generous thing of doom...he BOUGHT me, someone he's never met and has been very cruel to him at times, the most prettyful inu yasha figurenes and wall scroll ever... not to mention the fact i wander into my inbox and *stare*..."daiichi has bought you a one year subscription".......*STARE* O_O

yeah i need to draw him up a new icon...

collin and i have known eachother for around two years now. he's helped me through alot and, well back then, i was really down on myself, badly. collin being as kind and devoted and observant as he is, helped me outta it. ive gained alot from being around hiM ^_^

thought the least i could do for all his un*wordthaticantremember* generosity. theyre all beautiful touching gifts collin. thanks ^_^ i thought the public should be notifyed of your touching ness ^_^
love your friend,
kelly

thanks for alot ^_^

COMMISSIONS/KARIBANS:
Kayla-san (tatoos):somewhat done... but it ended up being cancelled
Collin (Kariban) :0%
Ed (kariban) : 0%

TT_TT yes i know im behind on my karibans...

NEXT KARIBAN: < POSPONED UNTILL I CATCN UP WITH OTHER KARIBANS > XD;;

This Weeks Featured Artist: GO PHEAR HER KICK ASS PHOTOGRAPHY SUCHNESS! it ownz. ]]> *ailathehealer boku no~ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/4836539/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/4836539/ Thu, 17 Mar 2005 11:52:52 PST EDIT::
LOOKIE LOOK! AT MY NEWLY IMPROOVED ID!!...YEAH ITS THE SAME ONE BUT RE-EDITED AS I AM NOW OCCUPIED Y AND LIKE NEWER MORE EVIL THINGYS. PH34R...

doom.. *stare* OH MI GAWDS IT REALLY IS DOOM! TT_TT my membership here expires in 9 days...how sad...

BTW Penicillin is a pretty good band from what ive heard thus far. but sexy comando...*shudder* oh goodness...its ...off. really off. most twisted anime ive seen thus far.

*sluurps soup*

its official im starting my new scketch books right away ^_^ O_O wow this last one didnt go very fast...started it Dec 7th...lasted till just the other day with that siamese pic.

what didja ppls think of my oekaki? my first attempt...i dont think it came out too bad <=3
would anyone complain too much if i did more?

odd time to bring it up... but mooe-- i cant ever seem to speak up for myself... tawnya is extreamly in ones face.. for lack of better terming... and shes all like BUTTERFLY(from ddr) is my song! AHAHAHAHA and says it any chance she gets... but <

i was into DDR before tawnya or mel or nicki... and butterfly has always been ..not my song... technically... but...i mean its my fav and i always play it... so... i dunno..i mean its not like i claimed it... but when i tryed saying something she ignored it... *sighs* =_=;;; im just no good at that type of thing. i supose its cause i dont wanna step on no ones toes...

whoa my skin is dry 0o
*lizard*

i got to see shannon and sean and vash san's at DOA (calgary anime thingy) yesterday. and im officially a member! yaaay =3

i might go take a 15 min nap before going back to school.. (imma on a double breakage)

thought id update my journal cause i havent in awhile.

ok i mustard flea ill ketchup with you all laters and we may relish in our missed activitys. ph34r. XD

love,
K

COMMISSIONS/KARIBANS:
Kayla-san (tatoos):somewhat done... but it ended up being cancelled
Collin (Kariban) :0%
Ed (kariban) : 0%

TT_TT yes i know im behind on my karibans...

NEXT KARIBAN: < POSPONED UNTILL I CATCN UP WITH OTHER KARIBANS > XD;;

This Weeks Featured Artist: GO PHEAR HER KICK ASS PHOTOGRAPHY SUCHNESS! it ownz. ]]> *ailathehealer minor updateion http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/4674914/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/4674914/ Sat, 26 Feb 2005 00:58:36 PST

im almost done my new yukata....AHAHAHA phear...

O_o and i just saw the uber pretty sessy maruy figuren that viz has been distributeing...HOLY CRAP I NEVER KNEW THOSE WERE SO PRETTY... damn you mel for owning such pretty ness....
must achieve figurenes for self..

sill sorry bout the delays in art... not finding proper times to draw color and such...

perhaps for such sake i shall draw on a wendys sandwhich wrapper with the oil pencils we have to use and draw something quickly...ugh i have to work weird shifts tommorow and sunday.

i miss people. my long weekend sorta got screwed...stupid choreys.

got grad photos..heres hopeing.

ive GOT to get a new featured deviation up. couldnt find anything good enough so i put With Crown up...its the best i could locate.

oh! go visit crystal san! [link] such pretty HTML...wish i could do that :'S BTW I couldnt find her art in there but she dones some very nice fan art...especially her CCS such.. we should all try to convince her to come to DA o as to stalk her.

ed, mel, steph, jill,josh, kyle, kevin, lee lee, troy, and all other forgotten loved friends. you are NOT forgotten!.. i miss you all.
want more time to spend with youm all.

i mustard flea because work becons me early
love,
kelly,
aila,
whatever >< (I DONT KNOW WHAT TO CALL MYSELF ANYMORE)

COMMISSIONS/KARIBANS:
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Collin (Kariban) :0%
Ed (kariban) : 0%

TT_TT yes i know im behind on my karibans...

NEXT KARIBAN: < POSPONED UNTILL I CATCN UP WITH OTHER KARIBANS > XD;;

This Weeks Featured Artist: GO PHEAR HER KICK ASS PHOTOGRAPHY SUCHNESS! it ownz. ]]> *ailathehealer Violation http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/4644296/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/4644296/ Tue, 22 Feb 2005 09:04:56 PST this is a rant to express myself, beaware

*sniffle*

the equivalent of monday morning and im dead tired. after a long weekend; not a good sign right off the bat.

*sighs and cringes* work is dragging me down right now.

i had to work yesterday. i feel royally jipped. "family day" here in alberta. a federal holiday. so everyone who works under Wendy's (im not sure bout other companies) gets pay and ahalf. .... not a bad deal, IF youve worked there over three months.

ive just passed my one month mark. so there for i do not get pay and ahalf on holidays. i think im ligitimatly feeling ripped off here.

Annie ( a manager at wendys and the person who makes all the work scedualing times for the week) has been makeing me feel reeeally screwed over.

i signed up for 20 hrs a week. thats about 3-4 shifts. workable and isnt likely to drag me too much. i would immediatly assume that they being full aware i am a senior highschool student would keep that in mind during sceduling. heheheh... yeah..

NOT ONLY am i working a close shift TONIGHT on a school night, i had to work late yesterday (yet again im angery bout that whole pay and a half on holidays bit) but i pass by the scedual on the wall yesterday, and something looks....new.
^_^ im pleased to report that annie gave me yet one more closer on wednesday evening. aint she just the nicest bloody thing ever.

and for those of you who dont know, closer implys having to stay with the reighning manager untill litterally, close. lights off and all. the earlyest ive ever been out on one of these is 11:20. and with a 20 min drive home. well for a school night you can see why this is not a good thing.

she keeps saying its not her problem because of new times we have to stay open till, i have to help. i give the "excuse" that im in school and need sleep. she
A: does not respond to the sleep issue and
B: says that there are others that work there in school too.

T_T
then why oh why arnt they working closer shifts too.

i think im going to either cry or pass out now.

crap middle of the damned school library and the tears are starting to brigde on my Fin bloody eyes.=_=....

i think i need a hug...*swallows*

i wonder if kayla has a spare right now...shes the only one i can think of thats migh be around and conveiniant for such a exravigance. i wouldnt wanna bother steph, especially sence she dosent have spares..

im really feeling worked to the bone.

mom said before i quit i should try and get 4 or more months under my belt.... good god how am i going to manage that.
i dont have the energy to get up for first period english and do my school work.
whats going to happen if i actually get homework!?

im scared, saddened... and i dont know what to do...i mean its not like i need the money. im not even doing the job for anything in perticular..

id like to be *word* for a moment and say what idealy id like right now.

1. more time for myself.( i havent been decently able to see my friends for over a month now.)
2. no closer shifts.
3. time to actually draw/work on/colour art.
4. less feeling like im being screwed over.
5. a hug or back pat.
6. to know what is best for me to do from here.
7. time to take a simple shower.

i think id better go find a friend....

stat.

~K

COMMISSIONS/KARIBANS:
Kayla-san (tatoos): 23% done
Collin (Kariban) :0%
Ed (kariban) : 0%

TT_TT yes i know im behind on my karibans...

NEXT KARIBAN: < POSPONED UNTILL I CATCN UP WITH OTHER KARIBANS > XD;;

This Weeks Featured Artist: none. im too lazey to go find someone right now... mabey later =_= ]]> *ailathehealer i officially re-exist http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/4618570/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/4618570/ Fri, 18 Feb 2005 22:58:11 PST
my friends! my computer is back and fully running, minus the dissapeard programs, messanger contacts and web favs...

anywho. quickness to say those who know me on mesesanger, i have lost EVERONE of my email contacts and messanger contacts. given i dont remember many of them. when you next see me online if you wish to cont conversing, please speak with me and i shall re add you ^_^

yes this majorly sucks, i know....every email conatct ive ever had being gone isnt very fun.....

must go relocate gendos web sight again....

~K

COMMISSIONS/KARIBANS:
Kayla-san (tatoos): 23% done
Collin (Kariban) :0%
Ed (kariban) : 0%

TT_TT yes i know im behind on my karibans...

NEXT KARIBAN: < POSPONED UNTILL I CATCN UP WITH OTHER KARIBANS > XD;;

This Weeks Featured Artist: none. im too lazey to go find someone right now... mabey later =_= ]]> *ailathehealer OMG I MADE A DENT http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/4564861/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/4564861/ Sat, 12 Feb 2005 19:33:52 PST =3

^_^; sorry for the mass deleatage...but it was nessisary. i saved what i could.

doooom ~~

ano, i want a life back...desperatly...=_='''

dumb wendys...

ok i need a help solvin this!

the ears im wearing on my featured deviation, well i swear i got those at AE in august, but the picture is of me wearing them in july at animethon O_o;;;;; this is compleatly warped... i KNOW i got them at evolution...i KNOW this...

this is insain...the matrix had had a very major glitch O_o

yes'm i flee and update this more later..><

~K

PS BTW ed... we need to speak. im worried about something regarding you that ive finally allowed to come to my attention.

COMMISSIONS/KARIBANS:
Kayla-san (tatoos): 23% done
Collin (Kariban) :0%
Ed (kariban) : 0%

TT_TT yes i know im behind on my karibans...

NEXT KARIBAN: < POSPONED UNTILL I CATCN UP WITH OTHER KARIBANS > XD;;

This Weeks Featured Artist: none. im too lazey to go find someone right now... mabey later =_= ]]> *ailathehealer villagey classes http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/4495001/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/4495001/ Fri, 04 Feb 2005 09:42:19 PST
but damn mother boarding... i am soo trying to find a spacific The Village Tshirt that one of the crew members wears on the dvd extras but damn i cant find the bloody thing >< i KNOW it exists because its on the dvd...but god damn i want it sooo bad...and the village Tshirts just...O_O DONT LIVE. there NO where. ive found iron ons on the village site ( [link] ) but nothing that overly strikes my fancy. and the sound track! damn thats good.. the violin is soooo pretty... i want them both.

those that are reading this...if you happen to locate links to a NON GERMAN SITE(youd be suprised how many came up when i was trying to locate these shirts on google) please pass them onto me. id really like to purchase these items.

*yawns* what a nice semester... for 4/5 days of the week i only have to work 3 hours of school in the day (i get 2 hours of break). and otherwise i have english which isnt starting off too bad.. and drama with steph kun ^_^ and math conting from last semester. and music apreciation which *drool* is the god class. its better then art!!!!

*sniffle* i want village merchendise... not to say i want posters...dont have room for em... but tshirts and soundtrack... yes. i have plenty room for those TT_TT

~K

ps.

AND YOU COLLIN! YEAH! YOU! YOU --YOU--- ARGH >< WHAT THE HELL DE NANI >< >< >< HOW CREUL YOU ARE! YOU WERE MY VERY VERY VERY FIRST WATCHER...and you go RE watch me? youre at the last line in the page now! you were first! so cruel...

COMMISSIONS/KARIBANS:
Kayla-san (tatoos): 23% done
Collin (Kariban) :0%
Ed (kariban) : 0%

TT_TT yes i know im behind on my karibans...

NEXT KARIBAN: < POSPONED UNTILL I CATCN UP WITH OTHER KARIBANS > XD;;

This Weeks Featured Artist: none. im too lazey to go find someone right now... mabey later =_= ]]> *ailathehealer mildly creepy http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/4436941/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/4436941/ Fri, 28 Jan 2005 12:25:57 PST 6,000 people SO know i exist.

phear it. !!!

ugh yeah i still apologise for my absence in art... >< jezus! i got 177 art in my messages >< STOP SUBMITTING PEOPLE >< *foam's at the mouth* yeeesh

BTW the song that im listeing to right now is pretty catchy. i recomend. yes. i heard it on the Ellen show this morning. XD

i want my bloody paycheck....*TWITCH* want cash... what day is it.......OH! AHAHAHA! sweet...i get my allowence on monday! *does a dance*

yeah no body actually reads my journals...but i dont care cause i rant and am just talking to myself cause im all alone... well...i mean like 3-5 ppl actually read it..>^_^ aw, yay.

ok lets see...i gotta work on collins and ed's kariban.......O_<;;;; eventually...
im really tempted to be lazy and be like....screw it and just do uber UBER fast sketches half ass and say HERE take em. and be done with it.....and do a better job next time.

COMRAD FROM RUSSIA! well actually he's from down the street...yes. i have a new puppy. he's my maggie's boy toy.

we look forward to more puppies.

and kimiko came back. for those that knew she was missing. well she didnt came back so much as me and my steph found her. we were like...we hear a cat... is it outside? no..... *stares at the vent*...**meow**

CAT! *runs outside and downstairs* and sure enough kimiko was down there. ^_^ she is back safe and sound here at home ^_^ yay.

ok im mustard flea.
ja~
~K

COMMISSIONS/KARIBANS:
Kayla-san (tatoos): 23% done
Collin (Kariban) :0%
Ed (kariban) : 0%

TT_TT yes i know im behind on my karibans...

NEXT KARIBAN: < POSPONED UNTILL I CATCN UP WITH OTHER KARIBANS > XD;;

This Weeks Featured Artist: none. im too lazey to go find someone right now... mabey later =_= ]]> *ailathehealer breakfast at wendys http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/4379728/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/4379728/ Fri, 21 Jan 2005 18:59:47 PST DOOM!
ok, comp is going downhill uberly steeply so i apologise for my absence in everything O_X
i officially have a job. yes, phear it. i am, t3h w3ndy's.
>< i have over 100 thingys in my messages box to root through...and ect.

new semester starting next week, with officially 2 whole spares al for me...well...i have to do my art 30 in my free time.....but that does not matter.......two whole spares......^____^

what the heck.... i made a new icon and its not showing up....bastard comp...

<

my feet are cold...stupid....cold...weather stuff.

ugh and i must get up at or before 6 tommorow for work..*sniffle* aw well ^_^ least im getting paid..............given i dont know how much im getting paid...but if worst comes to worst...at least ill be getting min wage. yes people, i warn you to fear the fries at wendys from now on. and i know this after only working one day there O_o;;

but oddly enough i find flipping fries and nuggets and "home style classic chicken strips" very rewarding. the 8 ish hours on the feet aint great. but the work itself is pretty good.
given im glad for the cold weather then because...it involves non greesed filled air when we actually open the window for the drive through...*thinks*

whoa...my scanner dosent sound healthy O_O

imma flea now. mustmake lunch like Bfast for tommorow...AT WORK!!!...workness...w00t.

does Wendys even serve breakfast?

Aila

COMMISSIONS/KARIBANS:
Kayla-san (tatoos): 23% done
Collin (Kariban) :0%
Ed (kariban) : 0%

TT_TT yes i know im behind on my karibans...

NEXT KARIBAN: < POSPONED UNTILL I CATCN UP WITH OTHER KARIBANS > XD;;

This Weeks Featured Artist: none. im too lazey to go find someone right now... mabey later =_= ]]> *ailathehealer Tired..ness... http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/4302595/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/4302595/ Wed, 12 Jan 2005 12:41:56 PST
first off i wish to adress my great thanks to a guy at my school named Bill, he's burning me the entire Wolf's Rain series on dvd. he is a god. and saves me 50$.

secondly i think my kitten hikaru (gender assumed male) is a luck cat of doom. i was carrying him around my room...and low and behold, I FIND MY LONG LOST BAKA^2 SHIRT!!! AHAHAHAHA! W00t!....
it was hidden in the deep depths of my PJ drawer

uuh...wow its been awhile sence i updated. well i got some new trinkets. FINALLY GOT MY LOODY PROPER BARBELL EARINGS! >< ... ive been trying to get the right sized earrings for awhile so as to match Aila's earrings...this nice lady at the flea market orderd me exactly what i needed and for a beautiful price at that. she was my god of the day.

got myself a tablet...tis named Wapcom and he is helping me in comp class doing some fun lil flash projects. hella lot easyer then working at it with a mouse.

i am currently producing and selling cosplay caps through commission and ebay (ailathehealer of course is my member name XD) though i dont really expect alot of em to sell.

right now im in my given "lunch hour" cause we had double bio today b4 and after lunch so we had to write this bloody huge final and my teach made up write it through lunch hour and we could have the remaining time after the test to whatever we wanted... i supose it turned out for the better... but man is he evil. and not the good kind either.

*flops* uuum...

sorry for the lack of updates recently... havent been doing much.

i had a rather odd evening last night. sorta half in half outta sleep. mabey cause of the wind storm (right now its around -35o C out there >< which would explain why the busses didnt come in and about 2/3s the school didnt show up....><

well anyways i was having weird dreams and such yet they ended up being rather comforting and.. they seemed to set me at ease. which i apreciated.

OH! I WATCHED THE LAST 2 EPS OF IY!... given i havent seen alarge portion of those in the middle...BUT THATS NOT THE POINT. ive been hearing what a horrible ending they did and had to see for myself. they kept ranting bout stuff that i dont like admiting that i didint have a clue as to what they were talking bout... but i went with it and things ended off pretty good. it leaves a opening for the 4th movie. now if it leaves a blank ending (like in the series) for the movie, then ill be a grouchy lil fan girl. till then i wait with anticipation...

i think thats all ive gotta rant about right now...damn im tired...TT_TT i dunt wanan go to Social class... but mom is sick and wont pick up the phone...>< grr

anyways. ja for now.
~K

COMMISSIONS/KARIBANS:
Kayla-san (tatoos): 23% done
Collin (Kariban) :0%
Ed (kariban) : 0%

TT_TT yes i know im behind on my karibans...

NEXT KARIBAN: < POSPONED UNTILL I CATCN UP WITH OTHER KARIBANS > XD;;

This Weeks Featured Artist: none. im too lazey to go find someone right now... mabey later =_= ]]> *ailathehealer christmas aftermath http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/4172583/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/4172583/ Mon, 27 Dec 2004 20:15:05 PST
w00t for christmas joy! ...i had a pretty good christmas. nyow. reeled in a pretty good haul ^___^ heheh. mel san was uber generous proveing gifts of love joy and *sniffle* cuteness.... long story but she got me 4 whole manga *drool* mel is a god. i really needed to catch up on manga and that helped alot. chrno crusade vol 3. ; last 2 volumes of Alice 19th; and fru ba vol 6 ....w00t XD
Steph

was kind enough to buy me pocky AND the 2nd IY movie in englishXD ahahah...they actually didnt do too bad a job on it. (AHAHAHA i got it before hte release date XD w00t)
nicki san got me an Animerica mag with the IY 2nd movie as the cover article; from my parents i got lotsa stuff, like a cell phone(!!!!) W00t!; a sketcha doodle ^___^ w00t!! a digital camera TT_TT, and other such from em; and IY cards and a FFX-2 mouse pad from my bro...thats all for now...>^_^;

hey! i found my markers! ahahaha *goes to color rosa and max*

w00t imma goin skiin tommorow XD

ok i think thats all for now. finally was able to claer out some more of my messages box cause bleedman finished off the last chapter of PPG doujinshi... i like to keep all of em in my messages till the chapters done then fav em all at once........

imma flee.

~K

COMMISSIONS/KARIBANS:
Kayla-san (tatoos): 0% TT_TT ok im gonna re start this in my new sketch book
Collin (Kariban) :0%
Ed (kariban) : 0%

TT_TT yes i know im behind on my karibans...

NEXT KARIBAN: < POSPONED UNTILL I CATCN UP WITH OTHER KARIBANS > XD;;

This Weeks Featured Artist: :...look...its...steph...go...visit her...NOW ARGHQ$NQ*V{)~~~

yes. ]]> *ailathehealer CHRISTMAKAH! http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/4129560/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/4129560/ Wed, 22 Dec 2004 17:10:15 PST
hmm...most interesting...*shifty eyes* i seem to notice a trend... mi friends all seem to not of gotten me a christmas pres...or its on the way...or they cant figure what to get me...

just to hard to shop for? I think not....MABEY YOU ALL HATE ME AND WISH TO NOT RETURN MY LOVE AND JOY FROM THE ENTIRE YEAR WITH A SMALL GIFT OF D00M!!!....

no i lie. i think..0o; im mean that all in good jest ^_^; truly im most happy about finding the right presents for ppl...this year was exceptionally good. i think everyone liked their present thus far...<=3 ^_^ i love having the excuse to buy stuff for ppl. love finding the "right" gift, and (hopefully) getting the expression on their faces as they open it that it is just the right gift ^_^;;;

Ed you must contact me in regards to christmas ness?

what? OH MY GOD BURL IVES IS DEAD!?!?!?.... my mom just ruiened my christmas joy...temproarily. but...:'S why...

anywhoo... lotsa scraps to post that i doubt im gonna color..

sure evryone loves me *today* when im busy...but when im not busy...pfft....let me explain.
ACTIONS IN ORDER OF EVENTS:
1. steph comes over to watch anime.
2.phone rings
3. jill is calling
4. moments later the door bell rings
5. nicki and tawnya are at the door.
6. after getting rid of everyone jill comes over XD XD XD

i feel loved true enough... TT_TT;;; but why cannot i be loved in seperate individual timeings?

XD XD XD

anyways ^_^; id best to flee... might end up going to nickis for DDr with mel and her... need to have supper if i do that. gotta keep up mi energy.
~ja
~K

MERRY CHRISTMASKAH EVERYONE!

COMMISSIONS/KARIBANS:
Kayla-san (tatoos): 0% TT_TT ok im gonna re start this in my new sketch book
Collin (Kariban) :0%
Ed (kariban) : 0%

TT_TT yes i know im behind on my karibans...

NEXT KARIBAN: < POSPONED UNTILL I CATCN UP WITH OTHER KARIBANS > XD;;

This Weeks Featured Artist: :...look...its...steph...go...visit her...NOW ARGHQ$NQ*V{)~~~

yes.

CHRISTMAS WISH LIST LINKAGE>>>> [link] ]]> *ailathehealer Ups vs. Downs http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/4060466/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/4060466/ Mon, 13 Dec 2004 19:04:32 PST NOTE: my christmas wish list has been updated, ^_^ my thanks to mom for the DA subscription and Hoodie XD
and the Fruits Basket vol 6 (i think) will be added if its not already there

grr... im getting a bloody 79% in Art....T_T i dont like my teacher.

49.6% in bio TT_TT sooo close...

55% in SS (please someone explain to me how i can fail my latest SS test and my mark goes UP??? 51-55%)

math i think im just under 70%... 8th in my class ^____^ w00tness

i dont get you ppl Oo i post my random sketch for my dad... it gets blasted with views and comments...more so then usual...i post my nice kick ass European Decent pic and its all like..pleh.

O_< youre all weird......er then me.

well today was, interesting. was walking to school and my breakfast fell outta my lunch box TT_TT *sniffle* but half way to school a friend stoped and gave me a ride ^_^ he was my hero for the day ^_^

i got 89 outta around 109 on my Bio HW...i dunno...that seems abit high for me...:S

my flash proj in comp class is comething along nicely.

uuuuh.....hmm...

yes.

i screwed up royally 2 times for christmas presents this year...TT_TT i messed up with getting Ed a present... its not what she wanted and im sorry ed. i did the best i could at last min.
and Mi-san im sorry too cause i thought she liked FMA but aperantly shes not big on it...*sigh*

im sorry ppls. i tried.

uuuuuh... lemmie think... >>>> [link] FUNNYEST WEB COMIC EVER!!!!!!! *EVER!!!!*

*is making her special curry cauliflour of doom* tis yummy.

uuuh i think thats it for now.

ja~
~K

*EDIT* TARA i am a faceless person thousands of miles away from you that is just words on a screen. youve never touched me or seen me or met me. and my only inpact apon you and your life will be the same. dont be childish tara. our whole argument, art, BF, whatever it may be based on, dont make stupid rash choices. you, i , everyone can be whatever they want online. you have no idea what the other is truly like while theyre off the screen. NO IDEA. if you insist on disregarding the truth on other things tara, thats one thing...but above all things if youre willing to risk so much, dont disregard that.

COMMISSIONS/KARIBANS:
Kayla-san (tatoos): 0% TT_TT ok im gonna re start this in my new sketch book
Collin (Kariban) :0%
Ed (kariban) : 0%

TT_TT yes i know im behind on my karibans...

NEXT KARIBAN: < POSPONED UNTILL I CATCN UP WITH OTHER KARIBANS > XD;;

This Weeks Featured Artist: GO LOOK AT SHADOW KIT SAN! shes been stalking me from back when i first joined DA and stuck around all though my changes of style and everything. w00t for ShadowKit-sama ^_^
go look at her. cause yea. she kicks ass too... XD was just looking at her site and aperantly im her family...XD i question that being a typo or not... but eitherway shes still stalked me forever. she deserves credit for sticking up with my stuff. go. now. view her O_O

CHRISTMAS WISH LIST LINKAGE>>>> [link] ]]> *ailathehealer dum dee doom http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/4006381/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/4006381/ Mon, 06 Dec 2004 19:52:00 PST <

anyways... yes! im not as sick as i was as my last real entry XD w00t.

my thanks to my dad who picked me up a new sketchbook over the weekend cause i didnt go into the city ^_^
uuuh... damn im on a Spirited Away kick mtis soo pretty... i think ill go watch before the night is up..

oh hey Hikaru...kitty ^_^

uuuh... stupid bio stuff. ive been getting better at the whole bio thing ans you can see the results
>> [link]
hmm...i wonder if that linkage to pic works ...preview?

hey! and wow and thanks for the recept incline of pageviews ^_^

anyways im gonna flee for now...damn its been cold latley...gonna go to the dance this friday...mabey... ugh...lonleyness...again TT_TT

XD blah>
ja~
~K

COMMISSIONS/KARIBANS: Kayla-san (tatoos): 0% TT_TT ok im gonna re start this in my new sketch book Collin (Kariban) :0% Ed (kariban) : 0% TT_TT yes i know im behind on my karibans... NEXT KARIBAN: < POSPONED UNTILL I CATCN UP WITH OTHER KARIBANS > XD;; This Weeks Featured Artist: HEY LOOK! ITS TARA SAN! go yell at her and tell her to post more of her doodles...go...do it my evil minions!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHA... yay for tara ^_^ CHRISTMAS WISH LIST LINKAGE>>>> [link] ]]> *ailathehealer Christmas 2004 Wish List http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/4006281/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/4006281/ Mon, 06 Dec 2004 19:37:00 PST 1. Sketcha Doodle
2. (MANGA)Desert Coral vol 1-3
3. (MANGA)Chrono Crusade vol 3
4. 2005 InuYasha Calander
5. Beauty And The Beast : Enchanted Christmas OST
6. CLAMP chess set
7. (MANGA)Chobits vol. 6-8 Old Editions (without new TP red stripe)
8. (MANGA)Love Hina vol. 5, 7-end of series ( old edition, white mark, not new TP red stripe)
9. PPG Soundtracks and PPG Season DVD set(s)
10. (MANGA)Ai Yori Aiyoshi (sp?) vol 5-6
11. (MANGA)Hot Gimmick vol 7
12. (MANGA)Megatokyo vol 1 (new version) and vol 3
13. Kiki's delivery service DVD
14. Slayers The Movie (DVD)
15. Tuck Everlasting (DVD)
16. Computer Tablet
17. new DDR pad
18. Spirited Away DVD
19. Invader Zim DVD # 1
20. Fruits Basket vol 6.

THIS LIST IS SUBJECT TO CHANGE AND OR UPDATEING ^____^ THANK YOU ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY WHO ARE ACTUALLY LOOKING AT THIS LIST FOR THE REASON OF BEING GENEROUS ENOUGH TO CONSIDER ME FOR A GIFT :') ]]> *ailathehealer Kill Me Now...Ugh http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/3958661/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/3958661/ Tue, 30 Nov 2004 18:17:04 PST im diein doc...

we know not if this be strep throat or one hell offa flu bug like thing... but either way ive been outta commission for just over 2 days now...ugh... and im tryin to figure out if its getting worse...TT_TT

*sniffle* uuugh... flemmy...yum.....

*sighs* so yes ppl thats the update on the news... *flop* im gonna go pass out now...

~K

PS ... why do i have to be sick the week fo review for a bio final exam on thursday and friday.... TT_TT why....

PPS you know im not feeling well when i forget to check out Megatokyo TT_TT

COMMISSIONS/KARIBANS:
Kayla-san (tatoos): 2.5%
Collin (Kariban) :0%
Ed (kariban) : aprox 50% (alllll depending on if ed likes the initial sketch/ink and how long coloring might take)

TT_TT yes i know im behind on my karibans...

NEXT KARIBAN: < POSPONED UNTILL I CATCN UP WITH OTHER KARIBANS > XD;;

This Weeks Featured Artist: wooooOOOooo go check out the kick ass animation l33t skillz! theyre so fun ^____^

Wish List:
1. Etcha Doodle
2. Desert Coral vol 1-3
3. Chrono Crusade manga vol 3
4. 2005 InuYasha Calander
5. Beauty And The Beast : Enchanted Christmas OST
6. CLAMP chess set
7. Chobits vol. 6-8 Old Editions (without new TP red stripe)
8. Love Hina vol. 5, 7-end of series ( old edition, white mark, not new TP red stripe)
9. PPG Soundtracks and PPG Season DVD set(s)
10. Ai Yori Aiyoshi (sp?) vol 5-6
11. Hot Gimmick vol 7
12. Chrono (ya ya i dont like the english spellling either) Crusade vol 3 (dvd and manga)
13. Megatokyo vol 1 (new version) and vol 3 ]]> *ailathehealer the Weekly Yammerings of this week http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/3870150/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/3870150/ Fri, 19 Nov 2004 10:34:34 PST < took me a whole bloody 10 mins to actually locate the new icon bit >< grr...

whoa...i havent been on for awhile...my email inbox had 23 messages (XD most of em junk) and they gave me this free upgrade and even with the 23 messages, some over 10 kb it dosent even make a dent in the 250MB of storage space i now have...what type of person needs that much space XD XD XD??

hey, not bad! only 72 messages in my deviant art. huh. 0o
hey! ppl! i actually have some stuff to post!! ... question is when will i bother getting around to scanning it.... =_= no! you lie! i swear its not my new InuYasha: Secret Of The Cursed MAsk PS2 game thats distracting me from the computer...i swear the 12+ hours ive already played it this week have nothing to do with me er...not submitting anything. 0o; hounest.

well my younger bro's B-day is on saterday so chances are some of the game he'll be getting.... ill be back next week TT_TT nyooo i want to play my gaaaame.....

wooOOooHooooOOOOoo :dances: lloyds roller skateing here i come! well...later tonight anyways ^_^ me and ed get to go all fwah with the skateing of the rollers ^_^

HEY! W00tness ne!?! i sooo passed my SS test and i feel really good bout my math test i took the other day; AAAAND! i took my Bio midterm today for genetics and i feel pretty good about it ^_^

4m3!

heeey >=3 sub in comp class today...i think im gonna go print off more of Danime-chan's note paper ...cause its lotsa fun ^__^

uuuuh...OH !RIGHT! *runs off to check jills kariban*...it will be mine! ><.... damn im still off by...*counts* 23....

and wooo...i got a part in the play... meh. i dont overly overly care...but AHAHAHAHAHAHA ego boost considering there are ppl who were in the last play that tried out and they didnt get in...wait a min...AH GOD DAMN MOTHER BOARDING!... =_= im a trigger happy person....AGAIN!?!?!?!

need music... *reaches for megatokyobag* ...*fails to have arms that long*...bah screw it.

eeeehehehehehe =3 i was all weeee~ yesterday and i was glomping and hug clinging to everyone...i think i scared some pple ^_^ but twas fun!

oh! and ppl!

be proud for my mom >< she was the guest of houner at a cancer thingy fundraiser and everything on tuesday and she gave a speach and when she walked it she found out she was the guest of houner (trying to convince several big companies to continue giving $$ for the Angles OF Hope (i think??) foundation that helps ppl with low income that are being effected by cancer. so yea. she did kick ass and was all like fwah~! made ppl cry and laugh and give her 5 min standing ovation ^__^ yaaaaay mama!

so yes...at the moment thats all i can think of for this weeks rant. thank you all for putting up with my yammerings.

~K

PS. i lost my headphones... <=3 ehehehe? TT_TT if anyone finds them ... er...can i have them back please...im sorry ed! *cringes* i lost some of my stuff again < =S

COMMISSIONS/KARIBANS:
Kayla-san (tatoos): 2.5%
Collin (Kariban) :0%
Ed (kariban) : aprox 50% (alllll depending on if ed likes the initial sketch/ink and how long coloring might take)

TT_TT yes i know im behind on my karibans...

NEXT KARIBAN: < POSPONED UNTILL I CATCN UP WITH OTHER KARIBANS > XD;;

This Weeks Featured Artist: wooooOOOooo go check out the kick ass animation l33t skillz! theyre so fun ^____^

Wish List: **NOW IN PREFERANCE ORDER!**
1. Etcha Doodle
2. Desert Coral vol 1-3
3. Chrono Crusade manga vol 3
4. 2005 InuYasha Calander
5. Beauty And The Beast : Enchanted Christmas OST
6. CLAMP chess set
7. Chobits vol. 6-8 Old Editions (without new TP red stripe)
8. Love Hina vol. 5, 7-end of series ( old edition, white mark, not new TP red stripe)
9. PPG Soundtracks and PPG Season DVD set(s)
10. InuYasha........Stuff. ]]> *ailathehealer Lest We Forget http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/3813758/ http://ailathehealer.deviantart.com/journal/3813758/ Thu, 11 Nov 2004 21:51:47 PST Lest We Forget...? what good does that do if we grow compleatly ignorant?
its Rememberance Day here in Canada...November 11th. and throughout the day the the concept of remembering those that have "fallen" goes into my mind at small interverials.
you nor anyone else is obligated to remember those that died fighting for "peace" but for curtousy of life, one should. i mean... given whatever the petty reason governments they died for, they still died and wont live again. end of story. but if we loose any respect at all... we can only give respect because of what they gave up. hard to say what im thinking...but... those who scoff at cerimonies of diligant rememberance... theyre only able to scoff because there are those to be scoffed at...in their opinion...

lest we forget? if we grow compleatly ignorant so as not to even care... what good is remembering?

for no one other then your own intellegence sake... dont forget what was given up.

HEY EVERYONE! whooooOOOOoo thanks for all the page views! wow only afew days after my last thousand PG view mark and we're almost up another hundred ^_^ yay thank you all~!

sorry bout the lack of submissions... mabey im on a artist block...

aaaah thank goodness..4. whole day weekend...TT_TT

though it feels like its almsota lready over... =3=

uuuh...hey! w00t!

i so got to RP as rosa again tonight...twas much fun.. given abit saddening... being rosa its very frustraiting dealing with the other chars almost negitive attitudes... but.. im dealing with it..^_^; w00t?

im hungery...or bored. =_=

i need a new wallpaper...:S

right... and i gotta give mom my $$ to order the next chrno crusade DVD before monday 0o

AAAAND! W000000t! my IY PS2 game came in today! ...but i shalnt get it till tommorow or the weekend... TT_TT i want it sooo bad....

anyways...best to flee...
~K

COMMISSIONS/KARIBANS:
Kayla-san (tatoos): 2.5%
Collin (Kariban) :0%
Ed (kariban) : 0%

TT_TT yes i know im behind on my karibans...

NEXT KARIBAN: < POSPONED UNTILL I CATCN UP WITH OTHER KARIBANS > XD;;

This Weeks Featured Artist:

yaaaay for puff sama!!! he's a reeeeally good artist and he even did a art trade with me a uber long time ago...^_^ he draws the cutest lil fluffy fluffs ^____^ i recomend... it was his style that helped me figure out how to draw chibi anthros at least ^_^;

Wish List:
1. Etcha Doodle
2. Chobits vol. 6-8 Old Editions (without new TP red stripe)
3. Love Hina vol. 5, 7-end of series ( old edition, white mark, not new TP red stripe)
4. 2005 InuYasha Calander
5. To See Scott Again

(I miss him

)
6. Beauty And The Beast : Enchanted Christmas OST
7. PPG Soundtracks
8. PPG Season DVD sets
9. Random InuYasha merchandise that i dont already own
10. New Lap Top ]]> *ailathehealer