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Novel-writing ROCKS. Haha. Er.

]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/10654851/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/10654851/ Wed, 08 Nov 2006 04:04:43 PST NaNoWriMo?

I am, and I'm having an absolute blast.
I hit 15,000 last night, which means that I passed the quota for tomorrow night, so I'm two days ahead. Crazy, considering the only time I had to write on Monday was in the morning and during lunch (which didn't result in many words).




Blehhh, school.

]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/10274814/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/10274814/ Tue, 03 Oct 2006 18:19:34 PDT I want to get up and dance.





Best Buy is stupid.
I hate it.
They had no Serge Gainsbourg.
No France Gall.
No Alizée.
I think that they do not like the french.
Hate!

]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/9925875/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/9925875/ Fri, 01 Sep 2006 03:24:22 PDT Boo: I have to go to school to attend it.
Yay: My new shoes came in yesterday.
Yay: Upcoming three day weekend! ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/9808245/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/9808245/ Mon, 21 Aug 2006 19:07:43 PDT Last week.






I hate it. ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/9667897/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/9667897/ Wed, 09 Aug 2006 17:49:22 PDT
I'm on vacation right now. Heather has got me liking 'House.' I'm not going to finish my summer homework by next Wednesday. I can't stop crying over everything. Tomorrow we're going to visit Bowdoin. College visits seem stupid, though, when I know that I'm pretty much going to fail every class this coming year. Fun. ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/9271952/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/9271952/ Tue, 04 Jul 2006 14:22:07 PDT We just got all of ours this morning.


Happy 4th of July, America. ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/8405296/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/8405296/ Sat, 08 Apr 2006 06:58:23 PDT


It is my love.
It is my life.

Is that sad?
Well, I love it anyway.


I don't think anyone can truly understand until they've been to the shows.
Happiness is dancing like no one is watching in a room filled with people doing the exact same thing. ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/7626452/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/7626452/ Tue, 17 Jan 2006 03:31:44 PST Very, very tired. ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/6781097/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/6781097/ Sun, 16 Oct 2005 07:29:42 PDT blondiehasbrownhair, so I guess I should do this. Or else she'll kill me?! Haha.

20 Things About Moi!

1. I'm a blonde, but I'm not dumb. I get rather ditzy, but that's just part of being a girl.
2. Speaking of hair, the ends of my hair are currently dyed red. It'll come out in a week, but that means a week of cool hair. Heather (=blondiehasbrownhair) did it for me on Friday night. It shocked a lot of my acad peers at the PSAT, but all of my friends who noticed thought that it was rad. Yeah, friends pretty much rock.
3. And speaking of friends, I'm just psyched to have friends this year. Last year, first semester, was hellish. I was alone, and I couldn't find anybody who would want to talk to me very much. This year, I'm actually happy. And I have stuff going on, like, every weekend! It's pretty special, yeah.
4. I like to write, but I don't as much as I used to. Poetry has always been my main thing, but I also try to write things such as prose, personal essays, memoirs. It gets hard, though, when your attitude on a lot of things changes. The way you write doesn't change, but how you feel about it does. I'm still getting used to it all, so everything that I write right now is considered precious, even if it's horrible.
5. I'm also addicted to photoshop. On LiveJournal, I'm in at least eight or nine icontests (most of them Harry Potter). Every week, they put up rules for a new contest, you have a few days to make an icon, then the members vote on them. I've placed in a couple, which definitely shows that I'm improving.
6. Yep, I have a LiveJournal. A paid account on LiveJournal. I got it for my birthday, and I was so incredibly stoked. It used to be that three user pictures wasn't enough, but now even fifteen isn't good enough, either! I might ask for the extension to 100 for Christmas. Might. However, just the phone posts and poll-making are awesome! Plus, the opportunity for totally rad layouts that the free users can't have. *maniacal laugh*
7. I'm in the Academy, which is just the Gifted&Talented program at my school. It's really not all that special, just like the advanced classes but with more work and pressure to do well. Plus, we have to do community service and stuff. Even though it's really not all that great, and I can see why people are dropping it, I don't want to. I still have friends in it, who can help me with I need it, and I'm still in it, which means I can handle it. Why quit? I want to prove that through all the hardships and annoyances it'll cause, I can still succeed.
8. Mmmm, reading. Love to read. I'm a huge fan of Sarah Dessen, she's the queen of teen chick lit. Harry Potter, yes yes yes. By far, one of the best series ever. I loved Half-Blood Prince, which just came out this summer, of course. A lot of people didn't like it, saying that Harry/Hermione HAD to happen, or that it was written too much like fanfiction. Personally, I thought it was wonderful. I don't read fanfiction, so I didn't notice that. And it had a ton of backstory. I am a sucker for backstory. Happiness is me, most definitely.
9. GOBLET OF FIRE COMES OUT NEXT MONTH. DHGFJDKNG YES. My friends Hannah, Amanda and I are going to see it at 12:01am on the Friday it comes out. We've still gotta pre-order the tickets, but lemme tell you, we are PSYCHED. Yeah, Harry Potter is definitely back to being my thing.
10. Not only do I love Harry Potter, but I also love Harry and the Potters. They're pretty much my favorite band ever. I saw their show on August 10th in Louisville, which rocked my socks off. What heaven! They're touring the south this fall, but they're not coming to Lexington Even though I e-mailed them about playing at my half-birthday party, too! But no worries. I'm thinking of trying to book them for my sixteenth birthday party next year. May 1st, you come so slowly!
11. Other music that I like: ANYTHING with the DeGeorge brothers, Something Corporate, Motion City Soundtrack, Coldplay, Coheed & Cambria, Hawthorne Heights, My Chemical Romance. Oh, the list goes on and on.
12. My favorite actor is Johnny Depp, but I don't freak about at his looks every time I see him. I get excited to see his movies because I know that they'll be amazing. He's just an amazing actor.
13. I also like Mark Ruffalo, Heath Ledger, and, yes, Orlando Bloom. I just saw Elizabethtown yesterday! Actually, when they were filming Elizabethtown, my sister got to meet Orlando. I was in Pennsylvania, of all places, while she's down here, waiting five hours to get us autographs. Aww, how nice! (JEALOUSYJEALOUSY)
14. I have a lot of self-consciousness issu... ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/6721188/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/6721188/ Sun, 09 Oct 2005 13:11:05 PDT
It was nice.

I watched some movies.

The Graduate, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, and 13 Going on 30.

I meant to watch Say Anything and View From The Top, but I didn't.

That's okay, though. I have them until Tuesday.

I made a new icon, in case you didn't notice. Like it? I do. (It makes me giggle.)

WHOA. MY PARENTS ARE HOME. UNEXPECTED. ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/6534815/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/6534815/ Sun, 18 Sep 2005 07:00:30 PDT
Read them, enjoy them, critique them, whatever you please. (Although, this does not include stealing. You do that, you die.)

I'll probably be writing a lot more, now that the school year has started.
It's just a matter of if and when I'll submit them here.

So I guess keep your eyes posted? ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/6037037/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/6037037/ Tue, 26 Jul 2005 06:51:35 PDT
I've submitted six pictures taken on the campus of Alfred University (a really beautiful place).

I also submitted a 100x100 icon of Hermione Granger.

Check it. ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/5716558/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/5716558/ Tue, 21 Jun 2005 17:56:51 PDT
Yay for summer. ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/5368216/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/5368216/ Sun, 15 May 2005 20:27:43 PDT
I am going psycho-insane.

I started a memoir last Tuesday. Today, I typed five pages in it. Four of them were about him.

I am going psycho-insane.

It's all very pointless. It really is. I really, truly, most definitely is.

I am going psycho-insane.

But I've known this for a while. ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/5197815/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/5197815/ Tue, 26 Apr 2005 18:48:22 PDT
Punk.

I am seriously hearting Thursday right now. Paris In Flames – think it's gonna rain rain down?

Give me all your money, because I'm too nice to take it from you. This is me robbing a store, this is me baking a cake.

///////brand new i love you too (((jess i still taste you and thus reserve my right to hate you))) JUDE LAW AND A SEMESTER ABROAD, because I said so. [[[[[[NEVERgonnaGETitRIGHT]]]]]

Eclipse mints are divine. But all I have are peppermint. Hmph. Not fair.

Heather's car keys are currently in my possession. Unfortunately, she returns home tomorrow.
(Darn it, I still haven't crashed her car yet.)
(I mean, not that I was planning on it.)
(Ha, yeah right, that was such a lie.)

My iTunes currently holds 923 songs. Hopefully that will grow in five days. FIVE DAYS. I need My Chemical Romance, Bright Eyes, The Killers, and you. Give me your voice, for me to keep and die with, holding them close to my heart. (think it's gonna rain rain down?) I need Something Corporate, Brand New, I Can Make A Mess Like Nobody's Business, Straylight Run, and (<3)THURSDAY. (we saw paris in flames)

SMASH ALL THE STREET SIGNS ERASE ALL THE MAPS FORGET MY NAME FORGET MY FACE FORGET MY NAME BECAUSE IT'S GONNA RAIN IT'S GONNA RAIN AND IT NEVER ENDS

i<3thissong

(but not as much as konstantine – it has my heart and soul and everything in between)

I need some sleep.

fin. ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/5101361/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/5101361/ Sat, 16 Apr 2005 06:32:52 PDT
I'm pretty much over at LiveJournal now.

_effervescent

Add me if you have it, register if you don't. Because I adore it.

LiveJournal is hep and deck all in one delicious cannoli. It's that good. ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/4607365/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/4607365/ Thu, 17 Feb 2005 14:28:39 PST
livejournal: _effervescent

Can't guarantee I'll add you, but it's worth a shot. ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/4463239/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/4463239/ Mon, 31 Jan 2005 15:13:15 PST ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/4332889/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/4332889/ Sun, 16 Jan 2005 07:57:05 PST
I was, like, jumping for joy last night. What a dork I am XD. ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/4324457/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/4324457/ Sat, 15 Jan 2005 06:02:39 PST ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/4280668/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/4280668/ Sun, 09 Jan 2005 19:06:27 PST annie: i just added you
aimerzJD: yaaaays
aimerzJD: *hands you flowers*
annie: lol wtf random
aimerzJD: lol
aimerzJD: *gives you money*
annie: lol thanks
aimerzJD: lol no problemo
aimerzJD: if i were bill gates, i'd give you more
annie: thanks
aimerzJD: maybe i am bill gates
annie: loll maybe
aimerzJD: lol

aimerzJD: i am bill gates
aimerzJD: give me your money
chungyen: O_O ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/4249467/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/4249467/ Wed, 05 Jan 2005 20:09:56 PST Light breaks underneath a heavy door
And I try to keep myself awake
Fall all around us on our hotel floor
And you think that you've made a mistake
And there's a pain in my stomach from another sleepless binge
And I struggled to get myself up again

I wanna hang onto something
That won't break away or fall apart
Like the pieces of my heart

And globes and maps are all around me now
I wanna feel you breathe me
Globes and maps I see surround you here
Why won't you believe me?
Globes and maps they charter your way back home
Do you wanna leave or somethin?

And dreams came around you in a hazy rain
You opened your mouth wide to feel them fall
And I write a letter, from a one-way train
But i don't think you'll read it at all

And globes and maps are all around me now
I wanna feel you breathe me
Globes and maps I see surround you here
Why won't you believe me?
Globes and maps they charter your way back home
Do you wanna leave or somethin?

And I can't take this anymore
Well I know that I can't take this anymore
I can't take this anymore
Cuz I know someday I'll see you walk out that door

And globes and maps are all around me now
I wanna feel you breathe me
Globes and maps I see surround you here
Why won't you believe me?
Globes and maps they charter your way back home
So Do you wanna leave? Do you wanna leave?
Globes and maps they charter your way back home
Do you wanna leave or somethin? ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/4169920/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/4169920/ Mon, 27 Dec 2004 13:52:06 PST
and you don't want to be here in the future
so you say
the present's just a pleasant
interruption to the past
and you don't want to look much closer
'cause you're afraid to find out all the hope
that you had sent into the sky by now had... crashed
and it did because of me ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/4160580/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/4160580/ Sun, 26 Dec 2004 09:40:23 PST I know I did! What did you all do? ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/4116976/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/4116976/ Tue, 21 Dec 2004 07:11:13 PST Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince will be released on Saturday, July 16 for $29.99.

PRE-ORDERING WILL BEGIN FIVE MINUTES AGO.

YEAH YEAH EXCEPT THAT IT'S NOT AVAILABLE FOR PRE-ORDER YET.

LET THE PRE-ORDERING COMMENCE. ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/4112050/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/4112050/ Mon, 20 Dec 2004 14:58:25 PST I think I'm addicted?

But it's fun, so that's okay.

And it's amazing how many entries start with the word 'okay' ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/4097924/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/4097924/ Sat, 18 Dec 2004 19:35:35 PST
It makes me sort of sad. I was never very bright in the field of sports growing up, but whenever I heard the name Pedro Martinez, I knew instantly that my parents or my relatives were talking about the Red Sox. He was the playe who I immediately associated with the Sawks when I was growing up. And now that he's gone, now that he's acting such a jerk, I sort of wish I had chosen somebody else to associate with them. ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/4090311/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/4090311/ Fri, 17 Dec 2004 18:11:19 PST
At least it's winter break, right? ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/4049991/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/4049991/ Sun, 12 Dec 2004 12:57:04 PST ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/4036595/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/4036595/ Fri, 10 Dec 2004 16:41:10 PST ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/4030320/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/4030320/ Thu, 09 Dec 2004 19:43:41 PST ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/4014313/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/4014313/ Tue, 07 Dec 2004 19:55:36 PST Sleep.
Books.
Wireless internet. ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/4006312/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/4006312/ Mon, 06 Dec 2004 19:40:36 PST
If only they did me any actual good. ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3990121/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3990121/ Sat, 04 Dec 2004 19:43:45 PST
I've been in a writers' funk lately. (In poetry means, anyway. It's unfortunately no surprise that my stories never get past second edit.) I've been feeling that all my poetry must be filled with tired clichés and abstract meanings. But pure honesty, cutting right to the bone, can be just as meaningful. More, even. If you can explain emotion without the excessive use of metaphors and similies, then you have just as much talent as those who have the ability to write without overdoing those literary devices. Hopefully, this raw and painful means of writing will start to come back to me. As much as I'm hurt by it, as hard as the honesty is to endure, it's something that I need. ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3977162/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3977162/ Fri, 03 Dec 2004 03:06:56 PST ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3949736/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3949736/ Mon, 29 Nov 2004 17:21:44 PST
Edit: Okay, now it's working

Yay: I got accepted into this "elite" photography community on El Jay. It actually surprised me, since I didn't have many photos, and plus I don't have a camera (yet). But it makes me happy. I might have to go post about help picking out a camera. Hopefully they won't gang up on me O_O ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3948028/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3948028/ Mon, 29 Nov 2004 13:51:13 PST Fill this survey out that I got from Derek. It would probably benefit me and maybe even you. It will let me know more about your feelings towards me and our friendship. In Derek's words "Some of these questions are incredibly lame, sorry."

What Would you do if?...

I cried:
I committed suicide:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I died:
I was afraid:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I were hospitalized:
I ran away:
I got in a fight and you were there:

[Thank you very much to whoever fills this out.]

What do you think about my?...

Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:
Friends:

Would You?...

Be my friend:
Tell me the truth, No matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash If i needed it:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Love me for who I am:


[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Are we close?
[13] Emotionally, what stands out?
[14] Do you wish I was cooler?
[15] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[16] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[17] Am I loveable?
[18] How long have you known me?
[19] Describe me in one word:
[20] What was your first impression?
[21] Do you still think that way about me now?
[22] What do you think my weakness is?
[23] Do you think I'll get married?
[24] What about me makes you happy?
[25] What about me makes you sad?
[26] What reminds you of me?
[27] What's something you would change about me?
[28] How well do you know me?
[29] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[30] Do you think I would kill someone?
[31] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you? ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3942488/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3942488/ Sun, 28 Nov 2004 19:36:21 PST on it will be winter break. Soon I can lay down for two weeks and smile with the joy of being away from my stu pid class. I can bask in the quiet glory of my mind, happy to be free. I can cherish every moment of my winter break. And when it's over, I can pray for spring break. When this school year is over. It's my personal chant, the one keeping me through this year. When this school year is over. When this school year is over. ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3925711/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3925711/ Fri, 26 Nov 2004 16:03:30 PST or a challenge
or a way of frustration
or a means for depression.

It should be what it used to be.

Whenever I take that pencil to paper, or my fingers to the keyboard, the only thing that I get out of it... is sadness.

It shouldn't be a fear anymore. ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3917070/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3917070/ Thu, 25 Nov 2004 13:01:41 PST ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3902666/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3902666/ Tue, 23 Nov 2004 16:32:14 PST but I'd like to
and maybe all that's going on
is the little smother
of the candlestick
across your foaming lips
gently piercing the great silence
and we all scream out in pain
foreshadowing of lifeless fixings
are strumming away at my brain
and it's to say that my life
is incomplete but sad, horrific
too late to scream the day away ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3894073/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3894073/ Mon, 22 Nov 2004 15:21:11 PST never cuss. I just found it strange.

Visited Winburn. YAY. It made me so happy I went to go visit Winburn today. I talked with Ms. Geerdes (excuse me - Mrs. Campbell XD), Ms. Taber and Ms. Moffat. I said hi to Mrs. Powers, and Ms. Foley too. We tried to get Mr. Onkst's attention, but he was doing academic team. And Mrs. Dennison wasn't there *tear* but Mrs. Stanton was, so that's nice. We might go back the week before finals. Gosh, I love Winburn!

Still no comments on my story? ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3887278/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3887278/ Sun, 21 Nov 2004 18:06:29 PST ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3835618/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3835618/ Sun, 14 Nov 2004 19:02:27 PST
I'm the one they talk to when there's nobody else at the moment. When they need to rant, or when they need to tell me about the awesome thing that happened to them that day. I'm the person they fall back on.

I'm the fall-back friend.


I crave just one single consistent friend. Somebody who will always be there, in some way or another. Somebody who will always talk to me. Somebody who will talk just for the sake of talking. Somebody I can rant to, and who has no troubles ranting to me, but we both know when to stop. I crave a consistent friend; somebody who cares.



I'm still just the fall-back friend. ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3833758/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3833758/ Sun, 14 Nov 2004 14:03:07 PST that uncool. ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3810315/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3810315/ Thu, 11 Nov 2004 13:58:57 PST ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3802689/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3802689/ Wed, 10 Nov 2004 15:25:17 PST ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3777176/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3777176/ Sun, 07 Nov 2004 14:19:33 PST
I'm going to fail the stupid mock Senate project. ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3736003/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3736003/ Tue, 02 Nov 2004 17:05:08 PST
I don't think anybody likes my story. Figures. Not like anybody reads any of the crap I submit anyway. Don't know why I bother writing these stupid journal entries. Don't know why I bother with my stupid LJ. Don't know why I bother writing anything at all. Nobody reads any of it anyway, not when I ask them to.

Too bad October had to end. It was turning out to be a good month. ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3731087/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3731087/ Tue, 02 Nov 2004 05:52:39 PST Disarm you with a smile
And cut you like you want me to
Cut that little child
Inside of me and such a part of you
Ooh, the years burn

I used to be a little boy
So old in my shoes
And what I choose is my choice
What’s a boy supposed to do?
The killer in me is the killer in you
My love
I send this smile over to you

Disarm you with a smile
And leave you like they left me here
To wither in denial
The bitterness of one who’s left alone
Ooh, the years burn
Ooh, the years burn, burn, burn

I used to be a little boy
So old in my shoes
And what I choose is my voice
What’s a boy supposed to do?
The killer in me is the killer in you
My love
I send this smile over to you

The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you
The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you
The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3726692/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3726692/ Tue, 02 Nov 2004 05:05:52 PST Now back to that journal entry...

I broke my own little rules. I had decided that I didn't want to bother submitting anymore meaningful things to dA. It seemed so impersonal. But lately, I just feel like that's the only way to get critique. And even then, I get barely any. Sigh. Life sucks, you know?

School is, as usual, a pain and a hardship. It's not difficult to do the work - I actually think that middle school was tougher. What's horrible is the socializing. If you're not like these or these or these people, you don't fit in with A or B or C all the way down to Z. I don't think I fit with anybody. Sure, I hang out with Brack and Katie and Alex and Drew at lunch, and they're cool. I hang out with Michelle and Tati. I hang out with maybe a few other people. But it's just not what I expected. It's not even really hanging out, just talking a little. It's not like I ever say meaningful stuff, if anything at all.
I sort of wish I could have been a bandie, that way I could have made friends two or three weeks in advance. I'll be a sort-of bandie soon, what with steel band and stuff. But still. Whatever. I can get on just fine with being almost antisocial.

November already. I can't wait until winter break. And then the end of the school year. And election day is tomorrow. Another little short break from the pains of self-consciousness. Kerry, foo

I think I might convince Heather to take me to visit Winburn next Monday after school. That should be fun. Hi to all my teachers, yay. I just hope Mr. O doesn't kill me for being back in Algebra again. It's not truly my fault they stuck me back in here.

Red Sox still rock. ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3718969/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3718969/ Sun, 31 Oct 2004 18:17:14 PST
The Red Sox still rock. They at least make me happy. But I'd be happier living in Boston. ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3657470/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3657470/ Wed, 27 Oct 2004 20:48:24 PDT
GAME ONE? YOU GOT IT.
GAME TWO? WHAT, YOU THOUGHT OTHERWISE?
GAME THREE? OH YEAH.
GAME FOUR? YOU. EFFING. KNOW IT. ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3650706/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3650706/ Fri, 22 Oct 2004 18:02:36 PDT ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3620795/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3620795/ Mon, 18 Oct 2004 17:10:00 PDT ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3568403/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3568403/ Mon, 11 Oct 2004 19:30:34 PDT
I just want to cry, but I know that the tears won't be able to come for a while.
Tomorrow, we're to be told more, but tonight we just got a phone call about the news.
I can't believe it. He was my first violin teacher, and I was so excited to be having him as my orchestra teacher again. He was in the ICU the past week, week and a half, but I, we, were all praying that he would get better and come back someday. I don't think any of us truly believed he'd pass away.
Today, there was a rumour that he had already died, but it wasn't true. I was filled with relief when I heard that it wasn't, and I knew he was still getting his chance, no matter how short or long it was. What was awful was that people around me weren't showing any respect or decency, even to the fact that he was gravely ill. It's the least they could do, you know? One person, who is a bass player in my class, was making jokes and saying cruel things. I just wanted to smack him, and I would have if I wasn't so sad already.

This is just too much on me. I think I really believed he would make it through, and now it's a hit to the chest hearing that he didn't. He was such a great influence in my life, and now that he's gone, I feel insanely depressed at the thought that I'm never going to see him again.

I just wish he could have heard us play one last time.

I'll miss you, Mr. Hensley. ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3560400/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3560400/ Sun, 10 Oct 2004 20:22:45 PDT 1. Take five books off your bookshelf.
2. Book #1 -- first sentence
3. Book #2 -- last sentence on page fifty
4. Book #3 -- second sentence on page one hundred
5. Book #4 -- next to the last sentence on page one hundred fifty
6. Book #5 -- final sentence of the book
7. Make the five sentences into a paragraph.
8. Feel free to "cheat" to make a better paragraph. I did. *BG*
9. Name your sources
10.Post to your blog and/or a community(or several)

It's a Tuesday morning in February, and I get up as usual, and I stumble into the bathroom to take a shower in the dark. I stuck with the past, with the set of roles the past had well established, with what I knew had happened and was dependably true. Dan pulled a Camel out of his pocket and stuck it between his lips. Instead, I sit at the table right near the front. She was right at the point where the world gets taken over by dreamy haze when she felt a bump as Palmer rolled over and joined them.

Book #1: Things Not Seen, by Andrew Clements
Book #2: Sixteen: Stories about that Sweet and Bitter Birthday, edited by Megan McCafferty
Book #3: You Know You Love Me: A Gossip Girl Novel, by Cecily von Ziegesar
Book #4: The True Meaning of Cleavage, by Mariah Fredericks
Book #5: The Key to the Golden Firebird, by Maureen Johnson

Wow. That is a weird paragraph. o_O ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3549640/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3549640/ Sat, 09 Oct 2004 12:10:08 PDT Craziest

But anyway. The people in my writers' workshop are so amusing. And ripping up newspapers are fun. ]]> ~aimerzJD http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3504480/ http://aimerzJD.deviantart.com/journal/3504480/ Sun, 03 Oct 2004 16:21:32 PDT ]]> ~aimerzJD