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                <pubDate>Mon, 28 May 2007 19:48:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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<div class="textbox">I have found a name that fits me better and I will be moving my Deviant Art site to another paid site.  <a href="http://juujunidatenwolf.deviantart.com/">JuujunIdatenWolf</a> It will take me time to get every one added to my sites again and get started over again! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /> I dont have much else to update on since I'm turning or attempting to turn in early for bed. I have class from 8am till 11am. </div><br /><br /><br><br />
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                <title>Semester about to Embark</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 28 May 2007 08:56:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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<div class="textbox">Well another busy semester is about  embark for me. Lot of my posted work will probably be things that I design for my Advanced Computer Graphics course. I'll be taking one class Summer I Mon-Friday from 8am till 11am. Wonderful every day with Mr. Sum for an entire month or so.  I believe Summer one Starts May 29th, and ends July 3rd, and then we start Summer II on July 6th.I dont know for sure if I want to take Summer II or not.  Weather i want to or not we need the money from the finaicial aid refund to pay off bills for my Mother and I. I may be stuck taking Summer II weather i wish to or not.   I more and likely wont be graduating in the Fall as intended to.<br />
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I made D's in a couple of pretty important classes. Figure Drawing I don't really want the pain of retaking it if I dont have too. I fell so far behind in that class the week I was sick in February that it was literally very hard for me to get caught up.  Same thing happened in Portfolio Preparations.  Portfolio Preparation is an important class to set you up professionally for the Graphic Design realm of work. I really blew the class off more then I realized.  I started researching guidelines and what entry level graphic designers need to know to go into the business. I did a lot of growing up this summer, and realized that that I still have trouble identifying different font  classifications in typography designing and things like that. I'm not ready for the real world of graphic design jobs I dont think. Plus I think the fact that after gradation and me being on my own " in the real world " scares me.  I dont know weather or not I have enough knowledge and know how to make it and function alone on my own. It scares me...I dont really know what to think in swallowing that pill yet.I've been too focused on other things in life to really settle down and do what I need to do. Romance, relationships and such have really taken a toll and I'm realizing now the hard way with a slap in the face that reality is catching up to me.<br />
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For now...as much contemplations as I've done in this writing and many many hours before...I think I'll retire for a few hours nap. Enjoy your holiday weekend! </div><br /><br /><br><br />
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                <title>Mef...Puh I hate confusing Emotions</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 May 2007 10:45:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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<div class="textbox">Things right now are frustrating in life.  Johns been pushing mea way after some stupid stuff that I said after I left Dallas.  I stupidly accused him of using me and things along that line.  He's been extremely busy between taking care of his two sons, and taking care of work. The mother of the twins at the moment are in jail.  I dont know how to explain it, but things just don't feel the same right now.  Before I went up there to visit and be with him John would randomly message sweet little notes to me via text message when he was at work.  Or he'd be dying to hear my voice when and if I called on his brake to make sure he was doing alright. I just am having a hard time reading John right now. I am trying my damnedest to be patient and give him his space. <br />
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Things are decently calm right now. I hope during the semester even though I will be taking summer courses to start picking back up on Comic Drawing again and getting back into my anime / manga sketching.   I need to try and repair adobe CS 3 Photoshop. Some module thing isn't reading correctly so soon as I close Firefox down I'm going to go take a nap, and I am going to repair the download for Photoshop. Depression has a strong hold on me right now and I'm stable. I'm fighting it for now, and I want to thank Korova Wolf for supporting me last night when I was in a really low point. Thanks babe dear. hanks again dearest. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <a href="http://korova.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/o/korova.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconkorova:" title="korova"/></a> <br />
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                <pubDate>Wed, 23 May 2007 20:18:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
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<div class="textbox">Finally a news update from yours truly! I haven't been in town for about a week or so after Spring classes ended. I've been back most this week and have been trying to attempt at resting up for classes to start Next Tuesday on the 29th.  I am rather happy today though! I have offically brought the new Adobe CS3 Web Standard package for about 400$'s through student bookstore at school! I was excited and thrilled that I recieved such a good deal on this software! I wouldnt have been able to get the software any cheaper on random open market. I was looking at thousands of dollars for that! >.< <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> So I am glad I got a cut through university book store!</div><br /><br /><br><br />
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                <description><![CDATA[ Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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My consolidations to each family who lost someone they loved.<br />
May their memory forever live.<br />
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The alarm did sound<br />
A bright and early morning hour<br />
I tumbled rolling around<br />
Getting up to shower<br />
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I grumbled at my room mate<br />
Being annoying and loud<br />
Unaware of her certain fate<br />
With the enemy in our student crowd.<br />
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Just another normal day<br />
To listen to professors lecture<br />
Thats what we thought any way<br />
As we listened to the dull blabber.<br />
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Thats when we heard the sound<br />
The loud thundering crack!<br />
Screams shattered the dull background<br />
Seung-Hui just kept pulling the trigger back.<br />
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No one knew why he had so much anger<br />
Yet he thought this was totally cool<br />
We no longer had a stable safe anchor<br />
At a sacred place we called our school.<br />
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Mommy didnt you think I was good?<br />
Like I always tried to be<br />
I went to school, had a 4.0, and was going straight for the gold!<br />
To make you proud to call me your daughter you see?<br />
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Derrick never knew I told my first lie<br />
To the man that was so loving and true<br />
That I was pregnant with his child<br />
And now hes saddened and blue.<br />
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That fatale morning Daddy and I had a fight<br />
Tell him that Im so very sorry<br />
I see the tears he cries sitting by my empty bed at night<br />
I wish his sorrow wasnt so heavy.<br />
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Tell my little sister Im proud of her<br />
That shes the only one now<br />
To be the strong found anchor<br />
That shes not weak if tears are allowed.<br />
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Tell big brother I love him so<br />
I never got to see him much<br />
Remind him of the joke with jell-o<br />
From that day in ninth grade lunch.<br />
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Tell grandma she was my source of inspiration<br />
She always new how to make me laugh when sad<br />
Grandma was always one I could talk to in times of desperation<br />
And I knew my laughs always made her glad.<br />
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Tell my wonderful friends<br />
That they were always the best<br />
I will think of them till I reunite with them at the end<br />
And in heaven we shall have a great fest.<br />
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Mommy, Im not the first<br />
Im no better then the rest<br />
Let them know for God I always thirst<br />
And that my life was always blessed.<br />
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Let Daddy know<br />
That in the arms of God I bask<br />
That safe is my soul<br />
For now I have finished my task.<br />
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Tell my teachers I wont be in class<br />
That I am sorry I slacked in a few<br />
That I wish I were able to pass<br />
All the assignments which were due.<br />
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I still ask Mommy is this true?<br />
Why did it have to be me?<br />
I had so much ahead, so much to do<br />
Why cant it go back to the way things used to be?<br />
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Mommy warn the others<br />
That this can be prevented<br />
To save another brother<br />
Theres other ways that humans dont have to be hunted.<br />
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And Daddy tell the doctors I know they did try<br />
To safe my life<br />
A few I saw trying not to cry<br />
At the disastrous strife.<br />
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I lay here slowly dying<br />
I feel the air leaving my lungs<br />
With each gasping breath sighing<br />
I say the Lords Prayer in dying tongues.<br />
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Listen to me if you would<br />
Know that I am in heaven with the rest<br />
That Id be there with you at the funeral if I could<br />
And Mommy and Daddy know that you were always the best.<br />
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Tell Derrick Im sorry<br />
That his baby is with me<br />
That he never knew<br />
The child that I now see.<br /><br /><br><br />
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                <title>Broke Up With Luke</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 29 Mar 2007 05:20:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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I haven't had a lot of extra free time to draw right now. So I am sorry my arts been absent for a while. Might be able to get an abstract piece or two up today. Don't know yet. Will write again soon.<br /><br /><br><br />
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                <title>Mef..............</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 Mar 2007 18:24:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="main"><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my <b><u>Beloved Luke</u></b> and all the other men and women in the military! Pray for each one as they fight the battles they face day to day!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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Shoot me and bury me six feet under please?????????? Pretty please?????<br /><br /><br><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Shouldn't have to do this, but the Guardian Imp Nork whos watching over my work says I should just in case. <b>Don't be a troll and steal my work! My work is <u>mine</u> </b> You still my work and the wrath of Imp Leader Nork shall come down upon you and haunt your dreams. Please respect my wishes. If you wish to use my art send me a note I'd more and likely be glad to allow you to as long as credit is given to <u>me</u>. Remember..Golden Rule....and also what goes around comes back around three fold! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=... ]]></description>
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                <title>25 years old!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Mar 2007 06:25:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="main"><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my <b><u>Beloved Luke</u></b> and all the other men and women in the military! Pray for each one as they fight the battles they face day to day!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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That's pretty much what's been going on with me lately. Just wanted to update and let you guys know I AM STILL ALIVE! ^_^ I miss every one of you and I will view your art over Spring Brake! I promise!! I will try to at least favor one piece from every one during that time ^^ Miss you guys love ya!<br /><br /><br><br />
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                <title>Better Days...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Feb 2007 12:01:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="main"><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my <b><u>Beloved Luke</u></b> and all the other men and women in the military! Pray for each one as they fight the battles they face day to day!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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Oh I also paid for a years subscription and I don't have the right format for Xanga to type with. Who do I complain to? Cause I know when I paid, I paid for a full years subscription! XD<br />
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Things are definately imporoving...<br />
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I'm getting back to full fledged energy and back to normal routine after being so sick for near damned month. The doctors are still trying to figure out why I am catching pneumonia so damned easily. I had deadly double pneumonia in July. Then seven months later maybe eight maximum, I have had walking pneumonia that could have turned to double again. I dont need a 33 thousand dollar doctor bill again >.< We're STILL paying it off and they're going to send it to collections soon <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> I can't do any more then what I am already doing with the grateful help of my mother. I am getting back to where I can walk at least 5 minuets a day if not 10 minuets a day. Lately I've been doing 5 min in morning adn 5 min in the evening walking on the air glider at home. I've lost a little more weight, but not as much as I want yet. Its frustrating....Changing eating habbit is so hard....and for a while when sick I didnt eat at all. Then I went through a bad depression spell where I gorged on food when Luke wasn't able to call me and stuff because of military.<br />
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Even in that realm -<br />
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Things are much better. We're some what getting back to a "near nightly" calling routine. I know though if he doesnt call its because he's 1) in trouble, 2) extremely tired, or 3) working. This morning he had duty at 2am and went to bed at 9pm at night. I was out at a friends place over the weekend when he called me Friday night. All my little sister Val did was read the first 3 digits of the area code and I nearly lept off the coch pouncing her to get the phone. I knew it was him! He called me Friday night when he got his phone back, and then again Sunday and Monday night. We had a lot of catching up to do and some things to discuss so it was good talking to him. I think last night I was able to talk to him for near hour and half long as his phone kept decent connections and reciptions. His cell service sucks up there XD sorry to say that Love, but it does <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":p" title=":p (Lick)" /><br />
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People have noticed a drastic change in my moods and attitude this past week when Luke and I have been able to talk again. I dont know how to explain it other then I felt like I was missing an important part of me. I felt I was missing my other half....my souls desire. Mushy mushy yes I know, but its how I felt during that four weeks he was absences from conversastion. I didn't feel.....whats the word.....complete. We also discussed that after I graduate in the fall of 2007 that if he's not in Iraq that I would move to Gorgea when transfered and stationed there to live with him in the Fall. So that should be pretty interesting. I haven't quie discussed things that far in advanced with mom. Mom knows there's going to be some major changes in the Fall after I do graduate.....but she doesnt yet know how big of a change its going to be....I hope it doesnt tear her apart....I know moms eventually going to have to learn to let me go.....though I know for a shear fact it... ]]></description>
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                <title>OMG!!!!! A MUST READ!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 21 Feb 2007 00:48:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="main"><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my <b><u>Beloved Luke</u></b> and all the other men and women in the military! Pray for each one as they fight the battles they face day to day!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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When mom got home and checked the mail she handed me a little yellow cream colored post card. I wasn't expecting mail from any one so it surprised me to get this yellow cream colored card. On the front it reads my address and name of course. The top part is what made me perplexed. "The National Scholars Honor Society" National Headquarters. I'm sitting there going, "okay whats this...." While thinking to myself I flip it over and I blink bit stunned. On the back of the card the following was written:<br />
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"By special invitation from The National Scholars Honor Society you are cordially invited to apply for Honor Society Membership. You may submit an application online at:<br />
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<a href="http://www.CollegeHonors.org">[link]</a><br />
Application code: *****<br />
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Wishing you Congratulations and continued success, The National Honor Society."<br />
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I am very honored at this chance to apply for the NSHS. It offers scholarship money and most who are applying for it and specially invited for it, usually end up winning anywhere from 4000$'s to 5000$'s in scholarship money! So keep positive thoughts for me and pray I win a scholarship award to help with school! The thing that is a little vague is weather or not I am actually already accepted. Most people have to apply on the site, get approved then get an application code from what I've read on <a href="http://www.CollegeHonors.org">[link]</a>. I haven't received anything email at all yet to update me on information if I've been chosen for an award yet or not >.< Then again I just submitted my own application tonight probably after closing hours XD. I'm still excited to the point I can't really sleep. I keep wandering if I'll win one of the awards!<br />
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Oh I'll also be trying out for FAME Scholarship through ASU too! From March 1-31st there is a student gallery showing that portrays all student work. I will be getting that side project together as well. I need all the gallery showings I can get between now and the time I graduate to post on my resume when I do graduate. At least show employers that I have had previous experience in showing my art work so on and so forth! So please keep me in positive thoughts that I win one or the other....or even nicer if I won both!<br />
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For now with it near 3am I go to bed! *POOF*<br /><br /><br><br />
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                <title>Long Entry - Gripes, Complaints....blah</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 Feb 2007 03:33:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="main"><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my <b><u>Beloved Luke</u></b> and all the other men and women in the military! Pray for each one as they fight the battles they face day to day!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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Aside from getting over pneumonia finally, I've been struggling to catch up on a weeks worth of school work. I'm still behind in my figure drawing class, 30% done with the Concepts Lay Out and Design project for the FAME Poster, but I managed to finish all 3 letters for Portfolio Preparation class. I still have bout 10 drawings to do on human figure body in sketch journal for Figure Drawing - Hope its not due Monday XD I forgot to write down due date damn it X.x. I also still need to finish the Poster Project. Mef.....that's aside from what ever homework professors will assign this week as well xD.<br />
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I also have some other things on my mind which have me wide awake at 5:15 am with very little sleep. Most people don't know this, but I am in a long distance relationship.  Most would think yay she's happy or should be. Wrong....things have been very difficult lately. I am not sure what to do. I feel compelled to get to know someone who lives in town that's closer.  Yet, I know after I graduate December of 07 I will more and likely move to Phoenix or Dallas. One of the two at least.  The guy that I am with is military. He's an absolute sweetheart and unlike his other girlfriends in the past has put me above all else in this relationship.  Yet twice he was supposed to be down here to visit, and due to circumstances couldn't make it down here. Here's the catch though. Luke and I have only known each other online and by phone. We've swapped pictures we know what each other looks like during the 7-8 year period that we've chatted with one another.  We do hold strong feelings for one another, but right now in life we're at two different places in life. We've never even met one another yet.....Luke is very handsome and he understands me like no other man ever has......Its just....very hard....There's just times I want him here so badly just to hold me.<br />
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I just want to be closer to him and I can't right now. It royally sucks.  Usually when he doesn't have internet access he at least has access to his cell phone. Yet due - again to circumstances - I have not spoken to him in almost 3 weeks nearly starting a 4th week.  This particular situation he left his phone out charging by accident while on duty or at night and the SGT of his troop caught him.  He's Army. Evidently when you're asleep or on duty you're not supposed to have cell phones out at all what so ever.  From what I understand this Sargent seems to be a royal ass too - pardon language. He's kind of had it in for Luke so it seems.  Any way, his phone was taken away for 2-3 weeks.  Luke has also been in deep field training too for the last quarter or so of his training at AIT in Maryland.  I just....I know it sounds mushy and whiny, but I miss him so much. I can't sleep, I stress out worried bout him, and outside the computer I practically have no life, and my cell phone never I mean never leaves my side even if I am just in the living room with mom watching TV in spare time between doing homework. Maybe its a female thing, but I seem fine when I'm actually able to have constant communication with him in a way but when tis absences like this, my depression sky rockets.  My body doesn't physically handle stress well at all and I get sick very easily. Plus the weather hasn't helped at all either. The up and down hot and cold. PICK ONE AND STAY! xD I'm sure more then half of San Angelo agrees with me xp.<br />
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                <title>Still Alive + School Rambles + Releationship Rambl</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 Feb 2007 15:55:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="main"><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my <b><u>Beloved Luke</u></b> and all the other men and women in the military! Pray for each one as they fight the battles they face day to day!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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The pneumonia felt like it was killing me, but thus I shalt conquer and live! I can tell my body is still recovering because all I have wanted to do this past few weeks is simply sleep =.= I'm in kind of a crazed funk depression state. I know most of it has to do with the fact that I miss Luke so very much.  I haven't heard from him still and its been three weeks since he last called me. Exactly three weeks as of Wednesday V-Day. The one day I was hoping to have a chance to hear from my beloved.  Damned fucking military. Pardon my language, but they control so many aspects of our soldiers lives that they can't even seen to find time to keep in touch with the ones they love. Mentally and emotionally its been very stressful. Thank goodness for my anti-depressant medication Zoloft. He's supposed to have a four day weekend this weekend so maybe I'll get lucky and hear from my baby. I miss him so much that it makes me cry sometimes. I know I probably sound all mushy lame and corny romantically. <br />
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Anyway.<br />
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As stated above I've been in a weird funked depression mode. The only time I seem to snap out of it is when my medication is in my system then I have decent concentration levels. Otherwise, its torment when trying to get school work projects done right now. In Lay Out Concepts and Design - I have a FAME Student Art Show poster to design. My mind is on a COMPLETE BLANK for this project! I can't get a creative flow at all going for this project, and its' due Wednesday 21st! *sigh* <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> Being out sick a full week has my anxieties high on catching up on everything.  My stress level has been unbelievable, but I also have slacked in taking my blood pressure medications like I should be <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> Speaking of medications *stops a moment to take her medications* Okay's....In portfolio prep I still have to correct - again - my Artists Statement, I did the Generalized Business letter correctly first time around [I was amazed] and I need to do my Resume still for Portfolio Preps.  In Figure Drawing I need to finish sketch assignments from the book and get it ready for professor sometime next week.  I didn't do as bad on my first Modern Art test as I thought I would. I missed 7 out of 20 questions on the test. Then again for the class I missed a full week worth of notes, and missed review day right before the Test that we had on Thursday. So I'm just chalking it up to a bad week on the test, and the fact I have 3 more tests before end of semester helps out a lot. Plus I intend to do the extra credit report that you can earn up to 10-15+ bonus points on your SEMESTER GRADE! I usually get any where from +7 points to +12 points if its a really good paper. That's bout it for now with my ranting...I'm off to explore Second Life and buy some things =><br />
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*POOF*<br /><br /><br><br />
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                <title>Mef....D-Day not V-Day</title>
                <link>http://aimlessart.deviantart.com/journal/11823517/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 14 Feb 2007 23:27:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="main"><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my <b><u>Beloved Luke</u></b> and all the other men and women in the military! Pray for each one as they fight the battles they face day to day!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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................................................................Really.............Really<br />
Big................Fat.................................Hairy..............................................<br />
......................................Balls....................................................Mef.................<br />
Hate..........................spending.........................today...................................................<br />
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..............................ALONE.......................................................................<br />
......................................................with no love......................................and<br />
................no.............................no ...............................................one..........<br />
to cuddle.............................or even.................................................share<br />
chocolate....................................................with............................or................friends<br />
.......................to go out with.........................Mef................Screw V-Day..........................................................................and the horse.......it.........<br />
.............rode............in.............on..........................................................................................<br />
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FUCK V-DAY..........................................................................<br />
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......................NOT EVEN A CALL FROM LUKE..................................................................Damn Army Military!!!!!.............................<br /><br /><br><br />
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                <title>New Drawing Posted</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 13 Feb 2007 09:19:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="main"><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my <b><u>Beloved Luke</u></b> and all the other men and women in the military! Pray for each one as they fight the battles they face day to day!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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I also received a ton of How to Draw Anime / Manga drawing books a few weeks ago! I think moms gonna ban me from Amazon.com! I already had How to Draw - <br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Manga Bodies and Anatomy<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Occult and Horror<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Male Characters<br />
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**New Books**<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> How to Draw Manga - Female Characters<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> Ninja and Samurai Portrayals<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> Illustrating Battles<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> Costume Encyclopedia Volume One<br />
                 Everyday Fashion<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> Guns and Military Weapons Volume One<br />
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Thats not including the four comic drawing books outside of the How to Draw Manga series that I have. I have at least 12 different cartoon/comic, Animee/Manga drawing books total.<br /><br /><br><br />
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                <title>Accomplished...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Feb 2007 20:50:09 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="main"><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my <b><u>Beloved Luke</u></b> and all the other men and women in the military! Pray for each one as they fight the battles they face day to day!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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                <title>Gradually Getting Better...I think...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 Feb 2007 17:10:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="main"><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my <b><u>Beloved Luke</u></b> and all the other men and women in the military! Pray for each one as they fight the battles they face day to day!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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Luke must be in some pretty intense training still. Not many people have heard from him since over the weekend. This is starting to get very hard on me. I know I went into it knowing Luke was military and all, but still it doesn't make it any easier.  I would love for nothing more then to hear my phone ring and it be Luke on the other end saying I love you, and I've missed you so much baby.  Though, unless it happens by surprise, I doubt I'll hear from him tonight <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=... ]]></description>
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                <title>Doctors Diagnosis</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 02 Feb 2007 12:05:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="main"><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my <b><u>Beloved Luke</u></b> and all the other men and women in the military! Pray for each one as they fight the battles they face day to day!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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The difficult thing was holding the damned thermometer under my tongue with out hacking a lung up in-between <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> I had to keep the thermometer under my tongue holding it while I let out a deep cough when she was checking my blood pressure.  There's not really any antibiotics that they can give me for acute bronchitis. I pretty much, according to Dr. R have to let it ride out of my system and try to get as much rest as possible. I was given a new inhaler called Airborne - which is supposed to be air environment friendly and all. She also gave me a cough medication that's supposed to be double strength codeine in it so it'll knock me the hell out when I sleep X.x. I was also told that I could take up to four ibuprofen 200 mg tablets at one time if the pain is too much, but no more then 8 tablets a day to prevent over dosages. <br />
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Pretty much all I can do is let it ride out of my system and try and take it easy. Sometimes the cough from acute bronchitis lasts for several weeks or months. Hopefully, it wont develop into something worse >< <br />
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On the way home I did stop by the craft store and picked up a couple of new sketch books and few drawing pencils to help cheer me up on the way home. Keep Luke in positive thoughts as well.<br />
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Hes going through rough time with the military right now. It seems four to five months ago - I believe that's right I'm not sure if he said years ago or months ago I think I miss heard him on that part so don't quote me <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> - a ticket was issued under his name. He has sworn up and down to both his mother and I that he has never had a driving ticket in his name before at all.  The ticket was for driving with out a licenses and no one ever paid it.  They've done a battery of testing through Jag courts to find out it wasn't Lukes handwriting on the ticket at all.  We have it narrowed down that it was little brother who stole his identity using his name on the ticket that his little brother Shawn was issued. We don't know what's going to happen job wise for Luke yet....so send him positive thoughts and vibes pwease! For now....I am off to try and do homework if I dont pass out asleep first <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br /><br /><br><br />
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                <title>Stupid People</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 Feb 2007 11:14:38 PST</pubDate>
                
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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One of them made the first comment, "I wish she'd shut the hell up with that coughing. " I tried to ignore the snide commentary at first, but then I heard a guy next to them state, "Yea sounds kinda scary. "<br />
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Hehe I found this ironically funny. Yes it's been raining all morning off and on, but it was perfect timing when I glanced back at the three glaring at them with a diabolical glare.  There was a loud crack of thunder on that side of the building, and the radio lights flickered momentarily startling the class by flickering off then rapidly back on.  The look on their faces when staring at me was hilarious! I gave them a dirty look, and got up quietly and left class. I haven't been back this evening. Talked to my mother and I'm probably just going to stay home and rest soon as my medications kick in.  My chest hurts, my head is throbbing, and I miss my honey. I wish Luke were here so much to cuddle wif right now and cling to X.x For now I'm waiting for my medications to kick in, and then I am passing out for the rest of the evening <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> X.x<br />
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For now, I go nini *.* *POOFS*<br /><br /><br><br />
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                <title>Sickies Still</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Jan 2007 07:42:13 PST</pubDate>
                
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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For now I struggle to get ready for school >.><br />
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Cough and migraine go away!!<br />
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Finally heard from Luke. Poor guy keep him in positive thoughts and send positive energy towards Maryland where he's located for Army. He's been under intense training for AIT these last few weeks and is very stressed.  Not only that he has a mysterious warrant for his arrest for a ticket he doesn't even know how he received.  Not only that he's trying to save money to come down and see me in February, and hope he's not medically discharged.  He was doing fine for a while with his hearing, but he's starting to loose hearing in his ears again.  He's scheduled for a check up sometime this week and hopefully he'll be able to call and tell me how all that went.  Hes also trying to go through military courts to fix things with this ticket he's received.  He swears up and down to both his Mother and I that he has no idea what this is about in Canton, Tx.  He swears he's never had a ticket in his name before.  So please keep Luke and myself in positive thoughts this week. Hopefully I'll get over this cold this week with medications aid, and things will turn out alright for my love Luke. <br />
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I love you baby!<br /><br /><br><br />
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                <title>Sickies X.x;;</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 26 Jan 2007 01:02:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="main"><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my <b><u>Beloved Luke</u></b> and all the other men and women in the military! Pray for each one as they fight the battles they face day to day!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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Whats even worse is when you wake up coughing hard and your throat burns from being so dry in mid cough to the point your chest throbs from the shock of cool air hitting your lungs so suddenly. Or if you over cough you pull a muscle from it. Or worse yet you end up actually coughing to the point of gaging and you end up throwing up x.X; The whole point of this vantage isn't to gross you out - did it work? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":p" title=":p (Lick)" /> but to simply say.....<br />
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IT SUCKS BEING SICK!!!!<br /><br /><br><br />
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                <title>Emotional Releationship Stuff, Sick</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 Jan 2007 05:59:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="main"><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my <b><u>Beloved Luke</u></b> and all the other men and women in the military! Pray for each one as they fight the battles they face day to day!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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Also keep Luke's Father in positive thoughts. His 70 year old father is having either triple by pass or quadruple by pass heart surgery sometime soon. Luke's mother has been stressed out trying to get hold of him to tell him bout this. Obviously he knows nothing about his Father needing the sudden surgery. I told her that next time I talked to him I'd let him know what was going on and that he needed to call home ASAP. That's about all I can do for now.<br />
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This cold is also getting to me at the moment. I have the flu I think. I have low grade fever, constant chills - I just can't seem to get warm enough - and my body aches when I cough. I don't know for sure yet if I'm going to the doctors or not. I do know that I am skipping Prestiano's class today. I haven't slept well this last week or so. Come to think of it I've always had slight trouble sleeping. Most of it right now is because I am sick, and Luke is constantly on my mind at the moment. For now..since mom is gone to work. I'm going to set my alarm for 11:30-12 noon, take half a sleeping pill...and crash asleep.<br /><br /><br><br />
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                <title>Classes, Emotional Stuff, and Sick</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 23 Jan 2007 05:29:21 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="main"><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my <b><u>Beloved Luke</u></b> and all the other men and women in the military! Pray for each one as they fight the battles they face day to day!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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Whoever hits 8000th page view please send me a note and a screen shot and I will draw a Thank you dedicated to you!! I would be thrilled for this chance! So please those who still view my site don't miss this chance!!<br />
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In light of last weeks bad weather, we are officially starting this week off with homework all ready.  Last weeks weather threw a lot of us off and thankfully we aren't too drastically behind on studies and homework. <br />
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In layout concepts and design we're working with whats called Grid Layout System.  Under that system there are five different systems: central axis, column axis, diagonal axis, image dominate layout, and free form layout.  We're supposed to find magazine articles that represent each of these categories. From the images we collect, we are then supposed to make one big "collage" like file of central, column, diagonal axis, image dominate layout and free form layout.  All 25 pictures will be used.  Some of us have more then that ^.^; That's due February 2,2007.<br />
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In Portfolio Preparations we are working on writing our artists statements. I wont bore you with posting it in this journal update. I will post on another journal with the link. <a href="http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.comment&friendID=75466994&blogID=220893713&ticket=MHMGCisGAQQBgjdYA5igZTBjBgorBgEEAYI3WAMBoFUwUwIDAgABAgJmAwICAMAECH%2Fcy0lm0epNBBC2azrh2AjyHVEtaEMledehBCisZCCOqS4yfu3xgnOPoDIvpsB68gjfp8dLRnwe2W4z8JV8Js4YeNSC&BlogCategoryID=1&Mytoken=2BB4863A-B55C-4795-86B68936FB5F02869966605">Artists Statement</a> that's about all we're doing in that class right now.<br />
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In Figure Drawing I have two artists to research by Wednesday and I have a handful of supplies to get. I also have made it a personal assignment to do at least two drawings a day to practice the art that we are working on.  Right now we are focusing on skeletal systems and learning the bones of the skeletal structure. Here's two drawing links that I posted of Skeleton One, and Skeleton Two. Don't be harsh on critics please!!! Remember I'm just starting the course. <br />
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<a href="http://www.xiron.net/design/gallery/main.php?g2_itemId=871"> Skeleton One </a><br />
<a href="http://www.xiron.net/design/gallery/main.php?g2_itemId=875">Skeleton Two</a><br />
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School Wise that's all I really have to update on right now. I didn't get to hear from Luke tonight like I hoped. I will update on that in a different entry. He's been brutally busy with military work and I completely understand. Yet on the other hand its made me pretty Emo this last few weeks and I've missed him so much.  Its getting to be a real trial on me with the long distance relationship and lately my minds been wandering towards other things.  Am I so wrong for that? I do have my needs too. Mefies. I dont need to be thinking bout this right before classes are starting.  I'm not feeling very well either.  The cold weather has been catching to me<br /><br /><br><br />
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                <title>For San Angelo Residents</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 20 Jan 2007 09:30:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="main"><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my <b><u>Beloved Luke</u></b> and all the other men and women in the military! Pray for each one as they fight the battles they face day to day!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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   1. Meeting a celebrity means standing in line at Fuentes next to the local weatherman.<br />
   2. Your idea of a traffic jam is ten cars waiting to pass a camper on the Mertzon Highway.<br />
   3. "Vacation" means driving to Dallas.<br />
   4. You see all the biggest clothing trends ten years after they were popular.<br />
   5. Your work or classes are cancelled because of a half inch of snow.<br />
   6. You hear Achy Breaky Heart at a funeral.<br />
   7. You realize your only choices for eating out are Mexican and steak. [That's the truth.]<br />
   8. When it rains, it's the talk of the town for days.<br />
   9. When it snows, it's the talk of the area for weeks.[ Man that's been the truth lately here!! X.x ]<br />
  10. During the summer, the car trunk doubles as an oven for your groceries.<br />
  11. You measure distance in hours.<br />
  12. The local paper covers national and international headlines on one page, but requires 6 pages for high school football..XP]<br />
  13. You've had to switch from Heat to A/C in the same day.<br />
  14. Driving to Abilene to have lunch at the Olive Garden does not seem crazy to you.<br />
  15. You think that opening weekend for dove and deer seasons are holidays.<br />
  16. You find 98 degrees "a little warm," and 60 degrees downright freezing.[I agree!!!]<br />
  17. You think the only seasons are hot, damn hot, football, and deer.[Not so accurately true X.x Don't like football and don't like hunting..........]<br />
  18. You know if another person is from out of town the second he or she walks in the door.<br />
  19. "Overachievers" go to A&M, Tech or UT. The rest must choose from ASU, Howard Junior College, or American Commercial College<br />
  20. You've had several friends move off and move back within a couple of months...several times.<br />
  21. Your first kiss was on top of a hill overlooking the airport.[ not where my first kiss was XD]<br />
  22. The Rodeo is the major event for the whole year.<br />
  23. "Mohair Capital of the World" has some meaning to you. [ Not really...]<br />
  24. Honeymoon means "San Antonio." [ LOL I have heard this so many times from couples ]<br />
  25. You've ever referred to an orange and blue homecoming mum as "pretty". [ guilty X.x;; Went to Central ]<br />
  26. You have ever celebrated "cotton" by having a few dozen beers.[ Um....yuck ]<br />
  27. You've referred to eight feet of water in a mudhole as a "lake" (as in "lake" Nastywater).<br />
  28. Your craziest/scariest driving experience was on Roller coaster Road at night with your headlights off.<br />
      [Hmm might have to try that XD]<br />
  29. You get these and send them to all your San Angelo friends. [I just post here]<br /><br /><br><br />
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                <pubDate>Thu, 18 Jan 2007 22:34:10 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="main"><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my <b><u>Beloved Luke</u></b> and all the other men and women in the military! Pray for each one as they fight the battles they face day to day!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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Its nearly finished!! Miaprimal here's your update on our trade drawing! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." />; I'm sorry its taking me so long to get around to these please don't shoot me! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> Hope you like it so far please let me know!!<br />
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The other three trades I promise I will get on those soon as I can. I'm sorry its taken me so long. Much love to <a href="http://miaprimal.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/miaprimal.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="miaprimal" /></a>, <a href="http://shaboomi-barakuti.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shaboomi-barakuti.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="shaboomi-barakuti" /></a> , <a href="http://mavrickindigo.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/mavrickindigo.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mavrickindigo" /></a>, and <a href="http://shaiful12.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shaiful12.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="shaiful12" /></a>  for patiently waiting on promised art from this slacker X.x; I fell into a major artistic block until the last few days right when School is starting back up X.x;; Go figure right? Please bare with me as I work past this block and start drawing again!! X.x<br /><br /><br><br />
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                <title>Artists Statement</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 18 Jan 2007 19:44:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="main"><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my <b><u>Beloved Luke</u></b> and all the other men and women in the military! Pray for each one as they fight the battles they face day to day!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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<div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/f744317e5975ce70e677c205caf6f42d.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a></div></div><br />
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<div class="linker" align="center"><a href="http://aimlessart.deviantart.com/gallery/">Gallery</a> - <a href="http://aimlessart.deviantart.com/wishlist/">WishList</a> - <a href="http://aimlessart.deviantart.com/favourites/">Favorites</a> - <a href="http://www.xiron.net">Xiron Graphic Solutions</a></div><br /><br />Well yes School is at last back in session x.x Yay. For tonights Art homework i have to write an Artists Statement. Provided below is my Artists Statement for my Portfolio. Compared to the two page   near novel like situation I composed in class blowing Mr sums mind away with my long winded writing, this is at least down to one page. Enjoy and Provide Feed back if you love me enough to read it please!!!!!!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><br />
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         For a long time I was amazed with the oil paintings that my Grate Grandfather, Jack Henry produced.  My Grate Uncle Bobby, whom also painted beautiful sceneries, one day told me when we were looking through Grandpa Jacks works,  One day youll carry on the creative talent for the family.  All I could do is promise I would do my best. As time went on another awesome influence in developing creative art was a third grade teacher by the name of Mr. Cuellar.  He was a teacher that would always tell me, If you believe in yourself you can achieve many grate things in life.  Mr. Cuellar remained a positive role model and mentor in my life even to this day.  The statement he quoted proved him right when I won second place in the Reflections Visual Arts contest in the sixth grade.  From that point on in my life I always found myself doodling and writing here and there in my notebooks instead of paying attention to lecture.<br />
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	It wasnt until high school when I discovered my love for graphic illustration, and more specifically comic drawing.  At this time I was going through a phase where I constantly loved playing video games and reading comic books.  I enjoyed reading the comics of Adam Hughes, Alex Ross, and Angel Medina, just to name a few.  In my spare time I would study and mimic these artists drawings. During this time I also developed a love for Japanese Manga Art as well. A few comic book series that influenced the love of Manga includes, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Cowboy Bebop, InuYasha, and Tenchi Muyo. People would compliment me on the drawings and even ask to buy some of my work through out high school as I kept drawing. Granted at that time I had no idea what a true composition was or how to apply the principal or elements of design to a comic panel. This didnt start to make sense till I started college at Angelo State University seeking a Bachelor of Fine Arts degree.  I mostly was drawing because it made me happy.  I had no idea how to take drawing panels and apply the fundamentals of Balance, Contrast, Proportion, Pattern, Rhythm, Harmony and much more to my works. <br />
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	 From learning the basics I branched out and explored other areas of art such as printmaking, sculpture, painting, designing, and ceramics.  From those concentrations I found I enjoyed the freedom sculpture provided, but once more I was always pulled back graphic designing.  I had more flexibility to create interesting mysterious three-d forms compared to the two-d work that computers provided. Yet for some reason even though I had the influence of music and nature around me I still wasnt quiet as happy as compared to the work that I did for illustrations.  I am always amazed that you could take a certain typeface and manipulate the letters and sizes to create a beautiful and meaningful design, or to find letter designs in nature itself.  To me its perh... ]]></description>
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                <title>Belated Happy New Year!!</title>
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                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="main"><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my <b><u>Beloved Luke</u></b> and all the other men and women in the military! Pray for each one as they fight the battles they face day to day!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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<div class="linker" align="center"><a href="http://aimlessart.deviantart.com/gallery/">Gallery</a> - <a href="http://aimlessart.deviantart.com/wishlist/">WishList</a> - <a href="http://aimlessart.deviantart.com/favourites/">Favorites</a> - <a href="http://www.xiron.net">Xiron Graphic Solutions</a></div><br /><br />Belated Happy New Year every one!! I hope every one had a wonderful New Year Eve and that every one was safe and sound!! What'd every one do for New Years??? Not much happened on New Years Eve. I called up a couple of friends of mine that I hadn't seen in a while and was curious to what they were doing for New Years.  We all ended up getting together and going out to eat at Logan's restaurant. I had a few - as in 3 strawberry daiquiri drinks - that night and then - yes i know - stupidly drove back over to my friends place.  We hung out there and played an interesting D&D Poker Version game. It was a blast. Though the first two rounds I played I was completely wipped out of my money x.x; So I lost *cries* :sad: <br />
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Then we went to Wally World and hung out there till New Years at midnight.  Kinda of a boring, but interesting evening nonetheless.  I at least got to be with two close friends that I know I am going to miss when they move soon <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <br />
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Other then that Luke made it back to maryland alright, and is resuming duty on base soon.  Think he has off till Thursday or something like that. He is, however, since he couldn't make it down at Christmas is going to try and come down in February for his four day weekend.<br /><br /><br><br />
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                <title>What'd You Get for Christmas??</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 28 Dec 2006 19:43:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="main"><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my <b><u>Beloved Luke</u></b> and all the other men and women in the military! Pray for each one as they fight the battles they face day to day!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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<b><u>Thank Yous for gifts </u></b><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Dell Lap Top - BIG BIG thanks to "Mrs. Clause" aka Mom<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Cool - I Cam Drawing Tablet - brought by me to spoil me<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Two Shirts from Kelley - Thank you!<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Polar Express Movie from Kelley - Thanks!<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Two shirts from Mom - Thanks!<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Hair bands, scrunchies, hair brush, and other items <br />
                from Mom - Thanks!!<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> $50s from my sister!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> Thank you so much!<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> $10s from Grandma!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> Thank you so much!<br />
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After I heard Luke couldn't make it down here for Christmas it took me a bit to get into the Christmas season mood.  I was pretty bahumbug there for a bit, but as time drew closer to Christmas day I perked up more when we started delivering presents and gifts. One thing I absolutely love bout the holiday is to make other people smile. I especially love - most the time - helping those whom are in need of help around the Holiday Seasons.  I am not really sure of New Years Plans yet, but I am assured I won't be sitting home alone on New Years Eve. I hope every one had an awesome Christmas and recieved all the wishes they hoped to recieve on this blessing holiday.<br />
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Lots of Love and Blessed Be<br /><br /><br><br />
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                <title>Fiddling with Journal Lay Out</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 19 Dec 2006 11:28:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="main"><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my <b><u>Beloved Luke</u></b> and all the other men and women in the military! Pray for each one as they fight the battles they face day to day!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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                <author>*aimlessart</author>
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                <title>What'd you guys think?</title>
                <link>http://aimlessart.deviantart.com/journal/11114727/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 19 Dec 2006 09:38:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="main"><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my <b><u>Beloved Luke</u></b> and all the other men and women in the military! Pray for each one as they fight the battles they face day to day!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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~ Brightest Blessings! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ~<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /><u><b>Art trades ~ On Hold till Christmas Break - Sorry guys!!~</b></u><br />
1)<a href="http://miaprimal.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/miaprimal.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="miaprimal" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> About 40-50% finished on your drawing check out here! Its in my scraps!] <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/42161272/">[link]</a><br />
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3)<a href="http://mavrickindigo.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/mavrickindigo.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mavrickindigo" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /><b>Collaborations ~ Closed ~</b><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> Requests ~ Closed till Christmas Break ~<br />
1)<a href="http://shaiful12.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shaiful12.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="shaiful12" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> [Will start on your drawing soon! I promise when I get the chance!]<br />
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                <author>*aimlessart</author>
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                <title>Well Deserved Distraction</title>
                <link>http://aimlessart.deviantart.com/journal/11107602/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 18 Dec 2006 16:39:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="main"><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my <b><u>Beloved Luke</u></b> and all the other men and women in the military! Pray for each one as they fight the battles they face day to day!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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<div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/f744317e5975ce70e677c205caf6f42d.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a></div></div><br />
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Speaking of that Monday I have to get out to 55 plus and turn in stuff for my perscriptions. I'm glad they sent that second form as an excuse to take all the orginal stuff out there <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> I got so swamped with End of Semester projects swamped me and I had no time to get out there. Well I did, but sleeping between everything was a bit nice too <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> Sleep? Hell whats that? Lol <br />
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Other then that I am still highly nervous on the given fact that Luke hasnt called me since Sunday morning. I know deep down I am over reactin and I am trying hard to keep my "Bad thoughts" away from inflicting damages to cause me to react even more in un-necessary panicked fear.  So for now I am going to dinner with mom and try to chill out an hour or two and relax and have some fun!<br /><br />~ Brightest Blessings! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ~<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /><u><b>Art trades ~ On Hold till Christmas Break - Sorry guys!!~</b></u><br />
1)<a href="http://miaprimal.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/miaprimal.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="miaprimal" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> About 40-50% finished on your drawing check out here! Its in my scraps!] <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/42161272/">[link]</a><br />
2)<a href="http://shaboomi-barakuti.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shaboomi-barakuti.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="shaboomi-barakuti" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <br />
3)<a href="http://mavrickindigo.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/mavrickindigo.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mavrickindigo" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /><b>Collaborations ~ Closed ~</b><br />
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                <author>*aimlessart</author>
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                <title>Wish He'd Call Me - Nervous Wreck</title>
                <link>http://aimlessart.deviantart.com/journal/11105198/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 18 Dec 2006 12:55:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="main"><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my <b><u>Beloved Luke</u></b> and all the other men and women in the military! Pray for each one as they fight the battles they face day to day!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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<div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/f744317e5975ce70e677c205caf6f42d.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a></div></div><br />
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I'm probably driving he and my little brother both up the wall at the moment with constant calls the last few days. Granted my anxieties are probably causing me to over react with the situation at hand. I've tried calling Luke off and on since Sunday evening and not an answer what so ever. I pray he didnt change his mind and now doesnt know how to call me and tell me that he's not coming. I am quiet well sure its my generalized anxiety disorder over reacting and causing my hyper tension side to flare forth in rampant thoughts.  I talked to him on Sunday when he arrived in Dallas, and I havent heard anything from him since then. I can't sleep, I can't eat - well barely, and I was sick to my stomach at least twice yesterday >.<; I'm hoping its just nervousness.<br />
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There are so many fears resting in this situation. I have never truly felt like this for any man that I have dated. I know he's a year younger then myself, but Luke is more of a man then any other men that I have dated in my experience. He has shown my family so much respect, far more then Tim or any of the others had.  He's probably just overwhealmed with family himself if he's only going to be there a few days before coming down here. I just wish he'd call me and let me know something for sure!<br />
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Ugh...I should be cleaning but all I wana do is curl in bed and hide till I hear from my beloved <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> I love him so much. I'm worried....*sigh*<br />
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~ Brightest Blessings! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ~<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /><u><b>Art trades ~ On Hold till Christmas Break - Sorry guys!!~</b></u><br />
1)<a href="http://miaprimal.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/miaprimal.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="miaprimal" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> About 40-50% finished on your drawing check out here! Its in my scraps!] <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/42161272/">[link]</a><br />
2)<a href="http://shaboomi-barakuti.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shaboomi-barakuti.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="shaboomi-barakuti" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <br />
3)<a href="http://mavrickindigo.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/mavrickindigo.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mavri... ]]></description>
                <author>*aimlessart</author>
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                <title>Awesome Journal - Time to Draw</title>
                <link>http://aimlessart.deviantart.com/journal/11089752/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 17 Dec 2006 00:38:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="main"><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my <b><u>Beloved Luke</u></b> and all the other men and women in the military! Pray for each one as they fight the battles they face day to day!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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Eighteen and younger in the latter part of this "Other News" Turn away and dont read! Don't READ DONT READ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! For those who are of legal age you'll find out why! This topic has been rated 17+!! *Covers her own butt*<br />
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This entry will be short and sweet to the point tonight. I am tired tonight its been a long day and we have a lot to do tomorrow to prep the apartment for my boyfriends arrival somtime this week! Luke will be home back in Texas tomorrow evening!!!!!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/glomp.gif" width="47" height="20" alt=":glomp:" title="Glomp!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> I felt kinda bad tonight. He was braking barrick rules in calling me when he was supposed to be asleep with lights out, but he wanted to let me know what was going on in case he didn't call me till tomorrow evening when he was back home with his parents in Dallas. He'll probably spend a few days in Dallas come down here for Christmas, and go back home for New Years. I am not quiet sure how long he intends on staying visiting, but I intend to hopefully have him here on Christmas morning ^.^ That would be such a wanderful gift to have him here Christmas Day if it were possible!! I wouldnt want any other gift in the entire world other then that! To be held in his arms Christmas Morning while opening gifts.<br />
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In all that mom and I had plotted to do today we got NOTHING done. I had graduation from 2-3. Mom ran around shopping with grandma so all the cleaning tackling we planed on doing Saturday wasn't finished or even started >.> My room still looks like two cyclones came rushing through it at 1000 miles an hour with 4000 miles an hour wind! Okey.....bit Dramatic...but you get the point. During the school semester I focus so much on projects and gr... ]]></description>
                <author>*aimlessart</author>
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                <title>Hopefully Correct CSS</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 16 Dec 2006 09:56:18 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="main"><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my <b><u>Beloved Luke</u></b> and all the other men and women in the military! Pray for each one as they fight the battles they face day to day!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /><u><b>Art trades ~ On Hold till Christmas Break - Sorry guys!!~</b></u><br />
1)<a href="http://miaprimal.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/miaprimal.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="miaprimal" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> About 40-50% finished on your drawing check out here! Its in my scraps!] <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/42161272/">[link]</a><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Shouldn't have to do this, but the Guardian Imp Nork whos watching over my work says I should just in case. <b>Don't be a troll and steal my work! My wo... ]]></description>
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                <title>Working with CSS - Frustrating!</title>
                <link>http://aimlessart.deviantart.com/journal/11067226/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 14 Dec 2006 21:01:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my <b><u>Beloved Luke</u></b> and all the other men and women in the military! Pray for each one as they fight the battles they face day to day!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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~ Brightest Blessings! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ~<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /><u><b>Art trades ~ On Hold till Christmas Break - Sorry guys!!~</b></u><br />
1)<a href="http://miaprimal.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/miaprimal.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="miaprimal" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> About 40-50% finished on your drawing check out here! Its in my scraps!] <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/42161272/">[link]</a><br />
2)<a href="http://shaboomi-barakuti.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shaboomi-barakuti.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="shaboomi-barakuti" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <br />
3)<a href="http://mavrickindigo.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/mavrickindigo.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mavrickindigo" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /><b>Collaborations ~ Closed ~</b><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> Requests ~ Closed till Christmas Break ~<br />
1)<a href="http://shaiful12.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shaiful12.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="shaiful12" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> [Will start on your drawing soon! I promise when I get the chance!]<br />
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                <author>*aimlessart</author>
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                <title>Awesome Grades and Exciting News! Read!</title>
                <link>http://aimlessart.deviantart.com/journal/11063254/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 14 Dec 2006 14:48:10 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my <b><u>Beloved Luke</u></b> and all the other men and women in the military! Pray for each one as they fight the battles they face day to day!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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<div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/f744317e5975ce70e677c205caf6f42d.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a><br />
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<div class="linker" align="center"><a href="http://">Gallery</a> - <a href="http://">Friends</a> - <a href="http://">Favorites</a></div></br></br></div></div><br /><br />Yes!! The Semeter is over!! I know 3 out of four of my grades!<br />
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<b><u>Grades</u></b><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> Art History I - A<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> Sculpture I - A<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> Greek and Roman Art - B<br />
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I'm also very excited!! In the conversation of Art World Experiences, I am very thrilled to announce that in Spring Semester I will have my first public display of art work in the library on campus!! I know it doesnt seem like a lot, but for a minor artists to take a step like that and to have a well known professor such as VenClark pick your art work its an extreme honor! He choose one of my sculpture pieces that I did at the first of the semester and of course completed by the end of the term. He was very thrilled with the mysteriousness of the sculpture as well with the eccentric painting style that I used on it and the reasoning behind the piece itself. <br />
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The piece was the first of a Series of Four. The Series itself was titled Trapped Within. In my own personal life this semester I have had major spiritual struggles in where I belong admist society, and the reasoning why I am still alive after double penumonia nearly killed me in July.  This semester was more about pushing my artistic ability and developing fine tuning craftmenship and quality of my work.  <br />
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I had a lot of fun in Sculpture I and would love - if possible to take another before I graduate. I really enjoyed the course and had a blast despite how hard, conflicting, and frustrating the work was. I enjoyed the challenge of it all! <br />
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Yes I will post pictures of the craft later tonight or over holiday brake of my semester school work. This piece was a mixture of fantasy sculpture clashed with the conflict that I felt within myself at that time. Its more a personal reparsentation of what I felt and how my life was at the beginning of the semester. A sphere is trapped inside these weaving tenticles and there's no way for this sphere to escape the entrapments of the gnarling snarling salgtites and slamites that enclose around it.  <br />
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At that point in my life its how I felt at the beginning of the semester.  I had no control over anything at all. Everything had been turned upside down. Doctors were still poking and proding me with needles to draw blood and I couldnt escape the need for it because it was concerning my health.  My health comes first and that part I felt I had no control over at that time in my life.  Yes my weight is another major issue and struggle in my life and my new years goal is to start a complete different new diet and get control back on my life and get my eating disorder under control! I will need a lot of support and love from friends around me during that time. It will be a rough ride, but once adjusted to the changed lifestyle it will damned well be worth it.<br />
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The piece also reparsented enterity and eternal strength.  No matter how much the tenticles crushed down upon the sphere, the sphere is a stable substance in the structured piece itself.  Its the strong part that holds the rest of the work up and on its own.  Yet it knows that if it shifts the wrong way and the structures on bottom or t... ]]></description>
                <author>*aimlessart</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 14 Dec 2006 04:28:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my <b><u>Beloved Luke</u></b> and all the other men and women in the military! Pray for each one as they fight the battles they face day to day!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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<div class="linker" align="center"><a href="http://">Gallery</a> - <a href="http://">Friends</a> - <a href="http://">Favorites</a></div></br></br></div></div><br /><br />Yay! School is done as of Thursady! Well technically today! I have yet to sleep tonight >.> I think maybe I slept 30 minuets or so. I was up late finishing assignments for todays exam final. Now I'm struggling to stay awake for at least breakfast then maybe lay back down for a little bit before my final exam. <br />
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I am a bit dead beat and well ready for a few days off before going on a cleaning frenzy. Luke will be down here for first time meeting sometime this coming week >< Every one knows WHEN but ME! While romantic and very sweet of him to even call and pre-approve it with my mother, its driving me up the wall. I have a feeling its sometime this week because mom is on a cleaning spree this weekend. She wants this apartment all the sudden perfect order spick and span clean >.> That's not like my mom and I <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> <br />
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I'm  utterly exhausted and hoping I can maybe nap a few hours before my 10:30am Exam. <br />
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<u><b>Grades</b></u><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />Art History One - A!<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />Greek and Roman Art - B!<br />
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For now I go scrounge up breakfast with mom and then crawl in bed for at LEAST a few hours!<br /><br /><div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/f744317e5975ce70e677c205caf6f42d.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a><br />
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~ Brightest Blessings! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ~<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /><u><b>Art trades ~ On Hold till Christmas Break - Sorry guys!!~</b></u><br />
1)<a href="http://miaprimal.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/miaprimal.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="miaprimal" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> About 40-50% finished on your drawing check out here! Its in my scraps!] <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/42161272/">[link]</a><br />
2)<a href="http://shaboomi-barakuti.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shaboomi-barakuti.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="shaboomi-barakuti" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /><b>Collaborations ~ Closed ~</b><br />
None<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> Requests ~ Closed till Christmas Break ~<br />
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                <title>Final Exam Weekend Work</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 09 Dec 2006 13:37:59 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my <b><u>Beloved Luke</u></b> and all the other men and women in the military! Pray for each one as they fight the battles they face day to day!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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<div class="linker" align="center"><a href="http://">Gallery</a> - <a href="http://">Friends</a> - <a href="http://">Favorites</a></div></br></br></div></div><br /><br />Unfournately all Art Trades for thos elisted in my footer are all on hold till Christmas Brake. This semester is kicking me in the booty and I apologize for all this, but school first!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> Love you guys sorry!<br />
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This is pretty much all I will be doing this weekend in combination of doing some library reserach for Sculpture in finishing off my notebook advancements. Will go tomorrow evening sometime after 1pm to get some work done >.><br />
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Thanks to <a href="http://ahedrick201.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/h/ahedrick201.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ahedrick201" /></a>  for the CSS lay out for the journal! I absolutely love the black and grey one!! May randomally change it if I feel the mood and need for random changes. <br />
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<b><u><i>Agenda For Weekend Homework</i></u></b><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Art History I -<br />
<b><i>1) Final Exam Monday -  1pm to 3pm</i></b><br />
2) Do note cards<br />
3) Review for Final Exam <br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Greek and Roman Art -<br />
<b><i>1) Final Exam Tuesday - 10:30 to 12:30pm<br />
2) Do Note Cards<br />
3) Review for Final Exam<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Sculpture Projects -<br />
<b><i>1) Final Exam Thursday - 10:30 to 12:30 noon</i></b><br />
2) Project 1 - Add/Sub Clay<br />
- 90% finished<br />
3) Project II - Rock Sculpture<br />
- 50% finished<br />
4) Project III - Construction<br />
- 100% Finished <br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Typography -<br />
<b><i>1) Final Exam Wednesday - 1pm to 3pm</i></b><br />
2) Brochure - 0 % - Started<br />
Soon<br />
3) Pick / Draw Images<br />
4) Incorporate Drawings<br />
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That's pretty much all I have for an update. If I get free time in while after cleaning I may add a random blurbage to my journal.</i></b><br /><br /><div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/f744317e5975ce70e677c205caf6f42d.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a><br />
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~ Brightest Blessings! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ~<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /><u><b>Art trades ~ On Hold till Christmas Break - Sorry guys!!~</b></u><br />
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                <title>Randomness</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 28 Nov 2006 08:22:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my <b><u>Beloved Luke</u></b> and all the other men and women in the military! Pray for each one as they fight the battles they face day to day!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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<div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/f744317e5975ce70e677c205caf6f42d.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a></div></div><br /><br />I actually have some time coming up this week to draw! I will start on Art Trades again soon. For those whom I promised trades too I am so sorry its taking me so long. This semester is a killer on me as you can see by the Agenda for the next three weeks on previous entry. <br />
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Agenda Three Weeks<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Art History I -<br />
1) Finish Extra Credit Research<br />
- 50% Complete<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Greek and Roman Art -<br />
1) Print EC Paper I - 100%<br />
2) Finish Extra Research Paper<br />
- 0% Complete - Research<br />
Bookmarked in Books<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Sculpture Projects -<br />
1) Project 1 - Add/Sub Clay<br />
- 75% finished<br />
2) Project II - Rock Sculpture<br />
- 25% finished<br />
3) Project III - Construction<br />
- 0% Finished [No<br />
Instruction to Start Yet]<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Typography -<br />
1) Flash Project - Finished<br />
2) Brochure - 0 % - Started<br />
Soon<br />
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I hope to have Panel fully sketched after 3 weeks for Crimson Moon Comics this weekend!! I'm excited its the first freehand drawing that Ive been able to do for  just ME in a long time. Its a pretty cute Panel for Class Room Blues Series so I hope every one will enjoy it. I will post the preliminary sketches sometime this afternoon I hope *crosses her fingers*<br /><br /><div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/f744317e5975ce70e677c205caf6f42d.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a><br />
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~ Brightest Blessings! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ~<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /><u><b>Art trades ~ OPEN ~</b></u><br />
1)<a href="http://miaprimal.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/miaprimal.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="miaprimal" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> About 40-50% finished on your drawing check out here! Its in my scraps!] <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/42161272/">[link]</a><br />
2)<a href="http://shaboomi-barakuti.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shaboomi-barakuti.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="shaboomi-barakuti" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <br />
3)<a href="http://mavrickindigo.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/mavrickindigo.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mavrickindigo" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /><b>Collaborations ~ OPEN ~</b><br />
None<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> Requests ~ Open ~<br />
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                <title>Excellent Excellent Day!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 27 Nov 2006 16:29:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my <b><u>Beloved Luke</u></b> and all the other men and women in the military! Pray for each one as they fight the battles they face day to day!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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<div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/f744317e5975ce70e677c205caf6f42d.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a></div></div><br /><br />I have down right had a terrific day today! I am feeling so much better, and had a terrific holiday over thanksgiving. Good good food, and awesome company are the perfect elements of a good spent holiday. Though the only complaint that I do have, is that it was way too short ><. LoL. Well only two weeks left till dead week and three weeks left till end of semester! Then <u>TWO MORE</u> left till Graduation!!! <b>YES YES YES I SAID GRADUATION!!!</b><br />
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I have finished the flash presentation! I had to present it today and it went really well. I recieved a lot of positive comments and critisms towards my work on the flash project. The updated version has been posted so please BE SURE TO CHECK IT OUT! So what's on the rest of my Agenda for 3 weeks?<br />
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<b><u><i>Agenda Three Weeks</i></u></b><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> <u>Art History I -</u> <br />
                            1) Finish Extra Credit Research  <br />
                                - 50% Complete<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> <u>Greek and Roman Art - </u><br />
                            1) Print EC Paper I - 100% <br />
                            2) Finish Extra Research Paper    <br />
                                - 0% Complete - Research        <br />
                                Bookmarked in Books<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> <u>Sculpture Projects - </u><br />
                             1)  Project 1 - Add/Sub Clay                             <br />
                                  - 75% finished<br />
                             2)  Project II - Rock Sculpture<br />
                                  - 25% finished<br />
                             3)  Project III - Construction<br />
                                  - 0% Finished [No<br />
                                  Instruction to Start Yet]<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> <u>Typography - </u> <br />
                             1) Flash Project - Finished<br />
                             2) Brochure - 0 % - Started   <br />
                                 Soon<br />
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<i><u><b>Other News</b></u></i><br />
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Things with Luke and I are smoothing out a lot better now. Yes Luke and I are back together! ^_^ I love him so much. We had our rough spots cause we didnt have much time to talk, and our schedules - being in a long distance releationship - are so vastly different. Luke is talking about being here sometime after December 17th since he'll have 2 weeks off, and is coming home for Christmas! Hopefully I'll have some pictures to post of Luke and I. I know I have said it once and probably will say it again eventually - but I've got a good feeling about Luke. Hes the world to me and I want to spend the rest of my life with him. Only thing that disturbs me sometimes - and its more unpredictablity then anything - is the Military lifestyle. Its not easy, but well worth it. Its well worth it just to be part of his life and with Luke. <br />
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Mom made it back safely from her trip to Arizona. Shelley and the girls were sad to see her leave and I dont blame them. I wouldn't want grandma to leave either if my grandma were there. I was happy to have seen her until she went on her freak cleaning binge last night Lol. Everything has to be perfect *rolls her eyes* Kinda drove me up the wall a little bit Lol.  <br />
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                <title>Feeling much better!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 11 Nov 2006 11:54:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my Beloved Luke and all the other men and women in the military!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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<div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/f744317e5975ce70e677c205caf6f42d.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a></div></div><br /><br />I can actually say that :<br />
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1) I finally got plenty of sleep. According to my MIRC Away status my sleep duration was 7hrs 55mins 10secs. Would explain why I feel atop the world at the moment ^_^ I need to get sleep like that more often!! <br />
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2) I actually feel pretty damned good to the point I'm shocked. Over the last two weeks I havent felt this well at all and missed one complete week of school and Thursday of this last week because point blank simple it, I was flat exhausted. <br />
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3) I actually feel like I want to be productive and actually get some art projects and studying done this weekend. Well for today at least <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":p" title=":p (Lick)" />. I need to call mom find out how long she's going to be up at work this morning and see if I can.<br />
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<u>Other Updates</u><br />
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Current Minior Crises:<br />
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          Grandma is stuck out at wally world and I have no car to get out to her to even try and help. Why? Because mom has our car this morning <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> Grandma was getting out of the car she drives and the wind blew her car door shut and the keys were left inside the car. So all I can do pretty much is sit here at home and twiddle my thumbs till I hear something from mom or grandma. I'll probably hear that mom hasnt shown up yet, or that grandma is now rescued and all is okay. Yay! Mom just called and said she's on her way out to wally world to help grandma out. This takes a load off my mind for now. <br />
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        Moms home now I think I'm going to see if she can take me out to Hastings to try and find a third Art History book to do some research work on for my extra credit papers. Research only has to be 5 pages long for each class so that won't be to hard, I just need to find time and sit down and do it like a lot of other stuff. <br />
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   Thanksgiving week is going to suck for most part. It will be the first offical holiday where I have no family around me this time of year. Mom is going to Arizona to see my sister and her kids. When she brings back pictures I will post updated pictures of my neices that I absolutely love to tinsy winsy pieces! I will probably be spending thanksgiving with my friends from college so I am not totaly alone on Thanksgiving. For now...after doing a few hours of reading and text book studying, I am going to go rest and take a nap. <br />
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<b><u>Todays Agenda</u></b><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Work on Flash Homework a Bit<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Go to Hastings get a few Art History     <br />
                Books<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> Nature Alphabet Photo Update<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> Post Chapter One - Solphanic <br />
                  Guardians<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> Art Trade Drawing Updates <br />
                 (Hopefully)<br />
             <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletgreen.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletgreen:" title="Bullet; Green" /> Should finish up coloring -                      <br />
                                  Trade Drawing Miaprimal <br />
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                Miaprimal... ]]></description>
                <author>*aimlessart</author>
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                <title>Updating this Weekend</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 10 Nov 2006 12:13:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my Beloved Luke and all the other men and women in the military!<br />
<br />
Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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<div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/f744317e5975ce70e677c205caf6f42d.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a></div></div><br /><br />I will be updating on several projects this weekend.<br />
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<b><u><i>Project Updates</i></u></b><br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Flash Project Update<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Nature Alphabet Photo Update<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Post Chapter One - Solphanic Guardians<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Art Trade Drawing Updates (Hopefully)<br />
             <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> Should finish up coloring -                      <br />
                                  Trade Drawing Miaprimal <br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/42161272/">[link]</a><br />
                Miaprimal - please check<br />
                it out and let me know what you think!    <br />
                Brutal Honesty! ^_^<br />
             <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> Should hopefully start <br />
               <a href="http://shaiful12.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shaiful12.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="shaiful12" /></a>  's drawing soon! <br />
               I think I'll  have time over <br />
               thanks giving brake or over the <br />
               weekend to start composition of it! ^_^<br />
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I'm still having my good days and bad days with health issues right now.  I think I am finally fully braking this colds hold and on ful recovery way. Its jus hard when you need rest and going to school at the same time while you're sick to get the proper amount of rest that you need. Much less when you're so horribly congested and you can't get comfortable at night doesnt help you either when you're trying to attempt to sleep at night. I get most of my caught up rest over the weekend. I didn't make it to classes Thursday cause I felt horrible and couldn't stop coughing. My chest is still sore from constant coughing right now. I did however, get quiet a bit of much needed rest and homework finished to some certian extent. I did make it to classes today and at least suffered through ultimately most boaring lecture ever. However, I need good grade on these next tests so I will be studying my heart out this weekend to get caught up on matieral that I am behind on with the lecture courses I'm in. Good thing, is that we're covering pratically the same thing information in Greek and Roman Art that we are currently covering in Art History I. So it collides and goes along the same line in lectures. It wont take me that long to get caught up.<br />
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However, for now, I think that I am going to go take a nap and rest up. I have no life so I'll be around on this Friday night hovering and lurking on the boards and hauntingly drawing here and there ^.^ Hope to even update Crimson Moon comics soon!<br /><br /><div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/f744317e5975ce70e677c205caf6f42d.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a><br />
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~ Brightest Blessings! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ~<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /><u><b>Art trades ~ OPEN ~</b></u><br />
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                <author>*aimlessart</author>
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                <title>I'm going on Strike!</title>
                <link>http://aimlessart.deviantart.com/journal/10632578/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Nov 2006 04:38:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my Beloved Luke and all the other men and women in the military!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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<div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/f744317e5975ce70e677c205caf6f42d.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a></div></div><br /><br />Meh Monday's going to be a long day. I know that in my heart of hearts though I did the right thing by ending the long distance releationship with Luke. Luke is military and I have nothing against that, in fact I admire those who live military lifes and marriages. Its' very hard and constantly nerve racking when you can and can't be with the one you love. <br />
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I guess call me a little selfish when it comes to my releationships or that I am too needy, but I need the person around me. I need more to hold then just a telephone when it comes down to the end of the day. I need someone there to talk to about dreams, aspirations, hopes, fears, or just what ever is on my mind. I just havent found that "right one" that's really "worth it" yet I suppose. Will I ever? I am sure that when the time is right in my life, and I have things mentally, spiritually, and emotionally pieced back together and changed some things, that will be the time for love to find me. For now...I am not looking for love any longer. I need to get used to being alone isntead of drifting from releationship to releationship on an endless street to no where. I find myself repeating the same path as before and thus ending up yet with another broken heart. Its time to change the pattern is it not? <br />
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<b><u>On other news for Art Updates - School Projects - </u></b><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Pictures for Typography are 97% finished on taking them.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Picture minpulations only 50% finished for final project that's due on November 30th.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Next Project for school to tackle is the editing of the Flash Project Okay for Typography.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Will be starting next class on paper pulp to do molding of sculpture work. That should be interesting >.><br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Eventually update SmackJeeves on CM Comics. <br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Right on Solphanic Guardians<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Post Typographic pictures on DA<br />
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Think that's enough tasks to keep me busy for now dont ya think?! Yay ^^ For now I'm going to go do something else. Since my body is seeming to strike against sleep, I suppose I will either draw, post pictures on DA, work on my comic site, or write on my notel. Hmm so many choices for someones who's only half awake <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/f744317e5975ce70e677c205caf6f42d.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a><br />
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~ Brightest Blessings! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ~<br />
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1)<a href="http://miaprimal.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/miaprimal.gif" width="50" height="... ]]></description>
                <author>*aimlessart</author>
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                <title>Ahhh So Many School Projets!!</title>
                <link>http://aimlessart.deviantart.com/journal/10626273/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 05 Nov 2006 14:30:42 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my Beloved Luke and all the other men and women in the military!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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<div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/f744317e5975ce70e677c205caf6f42d.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a></div></div><br /><br />Things are so-so right now in life. I am not quiet as gloomy and down as I was before. However, being so stressed out like I was made me sick <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> I missed an entire week of school last week! I have never done that! The cold hit me Tuesday on Halloween night of all nights! At least the halloween events that I did go to took place that weekend before when I was feeling better and up to partying some <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> I have some really cute pictures from the halloween party that I want to post too sometime soon ^^. I was such an adorable little witch. I dont have any pictures of myself par say, but I think I can get some from a few friends who took pictures of me dressed up that night. Or hell I'll just dress up again and have mom take picture of me <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":p" title=":p (Lick)" />.<br />
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I have some other photographs that I want to upload that I am doing for a Typography Project. You are supposed to look for "Natural Alphabet" letters in objects that surround you or in nature. So eh...I better get busy on work. Sitting here typing on the journal isnt going to get my pictures taken!!<br /><br /><div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/f744317e5975ce70e677c205caf6f42d.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a><br />
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~ Brightest Blessings! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ~<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /><u><b>Art trades ~ OPEN ~</b></u><br />
1)<a href="http://miaprimal.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/miaprimal.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="miaprimal" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
2)<a href="http://shaboomi-barakuti.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shaboomi-barakuti.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="shaboomi-barakuti" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <br />
3)<a href="http://mavrickindigo.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/mavrickindigo.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mavrickindigo" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /><b>Collaborations ~ OPEN ~</b><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> Requests ~ Open ~<br />
1)<a href="http://shaiful12.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shaiful12.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="shaiful12" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> [About 40-50% finished on your drawing check out here! Its in my scraps!] <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/42161272/">[link]</a><br />
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                <author>*aimlessart</author>
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                <title>So much for a Happy Halloween...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 31 Oct 2006 16:44:10 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my Beloved Luke and all the other men and women in the military!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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<div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/f744317e5975ce70e677c205caf6f42d.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a></div></div><br /><br />Right now I am just bleh...meh...One thing I wouldnt mind doing at the moment is running away. Filling up the car with gas and just driving endlessly till I reached a town and hopefully knew few randim people in that area. Kind of a scary thought, but its better then feeling absolutely alone like I do in my own home town. Sometimes it's really hard to tell if people honestly give a shit or not. I am thankful for the small group of friends that I have and they know whom they are here in town, but sometimes it just feels like something more is missing.<br />
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A friend of mine on my space described it rather well when I read their journal one night [ some of its been modified to better fit how I currently feel, but quoted from them directly for most part. ] This is exactly how I have been feeling recently, but unable to find perfect wording for it till now, "I'm not trying to be an emo bastard or anything.. but I feel alone.. I need someone right now and no ones here.. I have no person to lean on.. no person to tell my secrets.. no person to explain the sad things to.. no person to make me feel special.. no one to say they love me. The person I love left without saying a word.. when i'm there for them all the time. I feel empty and worthless... depressed and hopeless.. waiting and hopeing that'll change but not seeing so in the near future.. When I finally do gain a bit of inspirational hope its crushed and shattered like glass into thousand shards at a moments notice...its like a demon that's purposely seeking to make my life miserable and I can't escape it."<br />
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"I can't sleep at night.. I sleep very little during the day.. I miss a person constantly and they probably have no idea how much my heart longs to be with them in their arms at this moment..... meh I dunno I just feel so alone right now.. so sad.. and i have no one to complain to so i'm just going to type a whole bunch of random thoughts here.. not like anyone reads it anyway so it'll be fine."<br />
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Outside of school and home I really don't have that much of a "life" so to say. I'm not even working right now and racking up bills constantly by the second. I accidently went over my any time minuets AGAIN by a 143 and I had been checking it random to make sure I wouldnt go over my 1200 minuets! How the hell does someone go over a 143 minuets on a 1200 minuet any time plan >.<. I'm behind some what on projects because of depression and lack of giving a shit at the moment in doing any artistical school work. And now, on Hallow Eves night I am sick. Wonderful aint it?<br />
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I guess that's bout it for rambling. I wish I could run away but whom would take me in once I reached my unknown destination? I just want away for a while. Away from all the doctors, away from the professors, away from the bills, and everything that's stressing me out. If I had it my way I would be up in Maryland with Luke snuggled close to his warm strong body holding me close to him. ........Wishful thinking........Wishful Dreaming...That will probably be just that...empty promising dreams.........<br /><br /><div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/f744317e5975ce70e677c205caf6f42d.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a><br />
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~ Brightest Blessings! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ~<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /><u><b>Art trades ~ OPEN ~</b></u><br />
1)<a href="http://miaprimal.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/miaprimal.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="miaprimal" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/h... ]]></description>
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                <title>Happy Halloween!!! Medical / Art Update</title>
                <link>http://aimlessart.deviantart.com/journal/10567944/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 31 Oct 2006 07:39:00 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my Beloved Luke and all the other men and women in the military!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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<div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/f744317e5975ce70e677c205caf6f42d.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a></div></div><br /><br />Not much going on today. Friends and I did most of our halloween partying on the weekend >.>. We had a blast though! Will have to post pictures on my space and here of the party <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":p" title=":p (Lick)" />. It was pretty wild. <br />
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I will have some art updates pretty soon I hope ^^.  I am about 75% finished on Miapraimals' Art Trade! ^.^ The link is to my scraps category Miapraimal. I still wish to color the picture when I get a chance to do so in Adobe Photoshop.<br />
Please let me know what you think Mia!! Please be brutally honest if there's any changes that you want to you designed character ^^<br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/42161272/">DragonGirl</a><br />
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<b><u>Medical Updates</u></b><br />
I was supposed to see the doctor yesterday, and due to having a 181.41 balance on my account my appointment was denied. Thing is, the doctors office had just sent out - not that long before day of said appointment yesterday - a letter that stated I had a zero balance on my account through Community Medical Associates! How screwed up is that?? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> Speaking of which, I need to call out to the doctors office and see if the doctor has looked over blood tests results and find out whats going on. So hold that thought.<br />
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I'm sitting here boredly awaiting for the nurse to find my charts and see if the doctor has even yet looked at my chart to interpert the blood labs. This is getting some what annoying. I want to know what the hell is going on with my body. The only thing that I found for sure is that my glucose levels were higher then normal. It jumped from 96 to 148. Now they want to test and see if I am diabetic or not.  Atop all that, I am still not having my periods like I am supposed to be having. My health is all jacked up right now, and its scaring me. Right now this is about the only place I have to rant safely about all of this where only a select few friends know whats going on. So wanderful more medical bills to come......<br />
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Damned if you do.......Damned if you dont.......<br />
Fuck the whole damned world right now..............<br />
I'm going back to bed and hiding under the covers......<br />
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<b><u>Basic Agenda Today</u></b><br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Get breakfast in me<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Get to Classes on time<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Go out take more photos for class<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Try to go by liburary to do research<br />
for Sculpture Notebook Development<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Try to get some sketching in<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Finish the Comic Cover for Class Room Blues and Post tonight!<br />
 <a href="http://crimsonmoon.smackjeeves.com">[link]</a> Enjoy!<br /><br /><div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/f744317e5975ce70e677c205caf6f42d.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a><br />
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                <author>*aimlessart</author>
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                <title>Halloween Party / Art Trade Update</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 29 Oct 2006 05:19:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my Beloved Luke and all the other men and women in the military!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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<div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/f744317e5975ce70e677c205caf6f42d.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a></div></div><br /><br />Last night was pretty awesome. I had an awesome time with Betty, Erin, and every one who was at the halloween party.  I finally left last night bout 1am or near to 1am.  1) The drinking was getting a little too much for me to be around [ Not me par say drinking, but the others whom were there] 2) the small apartment was just getting way too crowded, and 3) I was flat getting tired, and don't like driving home half asleep!<br />
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So after having fun hanging out with Krissy, Pai, Gary, Susan, Stan, and Erin I decided it was time to head on home. I think by the time I left in a small two bedroom apartment there were well about 30 people total there! Very cramped, and too cramped for me doesnt equal a good thing >.<. I helped take a few people home whom were too loot to drive after they left Betty's so Betty didn't have to abondened her own party to do so. The two who got drunk just amazed me. It was pretty ridiculous. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> Then again I am not a big drinker Lol. So meh...yea...<br />
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I am about 50% finished on Miapraimals' Art Trade! ^.^ The link is to my scraps category Miapraimal <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/42161272/">[link]</a><br />
Be brutally honest in what you think! Any Suggestions and tips to your drawing is welcome hun!! Please let me know in a comment ^^. Still need to do some major clean up from the markings left with the crappy eareaser I was using since I left mine at home >.< However, you should feel honored LOL, I was sketching on that at the party avoiding the insanity that was across the room where they were doing Dance Dance Revolution video game Lol <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> All and all tonight was a nice change and I enjoyed getting to know Betty's room mates and other people that were there. I had quiet a bit of fun! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> It was amusing ^_^<br />
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Tomorrows Agenda [ rather todays >.< ]<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Get breakfast in me<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Get some sleep<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Go out take more photos for class<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Try to go by liburary to do research<br />
[Yea right probably wont make it till during the week]<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Try to get some sketching in<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Try to get some more up on the Web Comic. <a href="http://crimsonmoon.smackjeeves.com">[link]</a> Enjoy!<br />
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For now I shall try and lay down and sleep! If its possible!! ^-^<br /><br /><div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/f744317e5975ce70e677c205caf6f42d.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a><br />
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~ Brightest Blessings! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ~<br />
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                <title>Starting on Long Overdue Art Trades</title>
                <link>http://aimlessart.deviantart.com/journal/10526113/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 27 Oct 2006 10:03:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my Beloved Luke and all the other men and women in the military!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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<div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/f744317e5975ce70e677c205caf6f42d.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a></div></div><br /><br />A while back I had a few art trades that were agreeded on being done. I finally have time to start free drawing again! School has been constantly busy and most of the projects that I have posted have been part of school proejects, which leaves me little free time during semesters to do extra outside drawing for fun <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" />.<br />
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I absolutely miss the relaxation of just drawing for myself instead of being told what to do and how to do it! >.< In Typography I have two projects going on at once. I have some photos that I will be posting sometime soon, as well as an updated flash project that I am doing at the same time. The Alphabet Nature Digital Series will be up soon, and the new version of Okay, flash presentation, song by Rebecca St James will be posted soon. In sculpture - which I've missed quet a bit to get Typography designing stuff done - I finished my first mold project, and will start with the paper pulp next class period! I hope to have pictures to put up when its fully constructed and together! In fact I need to post pictures of the mocket sculpture that I perfected before doing the big clay piece with the armature. Oh mental note, go to library sometime today and do some research for notebook in sculpture! In my two Art History Lecture courses I have to buckle down and start doing a history paper for extra credit research too. My class score in both Greek and Roman Art, and Art History I currently stands at an 85 in both courses. I want a 4.0 for the semester if possible damn it all! It would raise my poor gpa so much if I could end with a 4.0. Granted I have missed quiet a few times in classes, so I dont know if that automatically has brought down my grade now or not. So we'll see. Long as I at least end with a 3.0 I'll be happy >.<. That seems to be my trend when I put my mind to it Lol. <br />
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For those that I agreeded to do the art trades your icons are listed in the bottom of my journals. Please drop me  a reminder note of what I was going to draw for you, and or the links of your characters pages so I can start on the drawings ASAP ^^ They are long over due for your sweet patient people!<br />
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~PS~ Will be doing more drawing, and Art Trades are again offically open! Will try to be more punctual on the trades and request!<br /><br /><div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/f744317e5975ce70e677c205caf6f42d.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a><br />
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~ Brightest Blessings! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ~<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /><u><b>Art trades ~ OPEN ~</b></u><br />
1)<a href="http://miaprimal.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/miaprimal.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="miaprimal" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
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                <author>*aimlessart</author>
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                <title>I Didn't Skip Today :p</title>
                <link>http://aimlessart.deviantart.com/journal/10495249/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 24 Oct 2006 08:29:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my Beloved Luke and all the other men and women in the military!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /></div><br /><br />I finally got up off my lazy butt and came to school this week for both classes.  Well if I dont decide to skip <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":p" title=":p (Lick)" />. No if I skip any more Lorin and my bf Luke are gonna chew my ass out.  I should be editing my ABC pictures right now for my Typography project, but I think I will work on some of that tonigh. For now I want to edit my notes for Art  History I and not let my notes get behind and start on my study note cards for my next test. I have to do well on the next to tests to pull my grade back up to at least an A or keep at least at a B+. For this one professor in both classes right now standing, I have an 85  grade average for both tests we've taken. In both classes on first tests I missed 4 out of 20, and on second tests i've missed 11 out of 30 questions on both Tests. Now once missing the same amount of questions in both classes for this professor I totaly understand, but twice!!? Missing the same numger of questions twice??? I mean thats just....weird.....<br />
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Any way I have 30 min until my first class so I will do an edit journal soon. I hope to have requested art drawn this weekend now that my computers reformated and seems to be working >.>. Love you guys!!<br /><br /><div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/f744317e5975ce70e677c205caf6f42d.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a><br />
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~ Brightest Blessings! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ~<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /><u><b>Art trades ~ OPEN ~</b></u><br />
1)<a href="http://miaprimal.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/miaprimal.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="miaprimal" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
2)<a href="http://shaboomi-barakuti.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shaboomi-barakuti.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="shaboomi-barakuti" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <br />
3)<a href="http://mavrickindigo.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/mavrickindigo.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mavrickindigo" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /><b>Collaborations ~ OPEN ~</b><br />
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                <author>*aimlessart</author>
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                <title>Flash Animation</title>
                <link>http://aimlessart.deviantart.com/journal/10484229/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Oct 2006 07:09:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my Beloved Luke and all the other men and women in the military!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /></div><br /><br />In Flash Animation does any one know what the rules and regulations are concerning animations with songs? The song of course that's used in my animation is not mine it belongs to Rebecca St James and its used for a school project.  I dont want to end up in legal trouble on DA for posting a Flash Project. Though I am positively sure that if there were a problem with the project I posted that someone on DA would send me a note or take it down immediately >.>.  Again, all copy write of the song, belongs to Rebecca St James Christian Music Artists and it is not my own song NOT. <br />
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I really like the development thus far on the Animation project. I am trying to think of how to do the ending and my brain is not processing anything at the moment <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> Guess I am still too half asleep. I am normally not up this early on Mon, Wed, Fri since classes start at 12 noon >.> I am going to go see if I can get any more homework accomplished. I think I will take a brake from Macromedia and work on Photoshop pictures for the ABC Nature Alphabet Series. I'll post those too soon <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":p" title=":p (Lick)" />.<br /><br /><div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/f744317e5975ce70e677c205caf6f42d.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a><br />
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~ Brightest Blessings! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ~<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /><u><b>Art trades ~ OPEN ~</b></u><br />
1)<a href="http://miaprimal.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/miaprimal.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="miaprimal" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
2)<a href="http://shaboomi-barakuti.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shaboomi-barakuti.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="shaboomi-barakuti" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <br />
3)<a href="http://mavrickindigo.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/mavrickindigo.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mavrickindigo" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /><b>Collaborations ~ OPEN ~</b><br />
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                <author>*aimlessart</author>
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                <title>Things Looking Better</title>
                <link>http://aimlessart.deviantart.com/journal/10478297/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Oct 2006 04:46:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/17cd5f486d2a2454889cee2fdc8c479c.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a> Dedicatd to my Beloved Luke and all the other men and women in the military!<br />
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Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /></div><br /><br />Things are gradually starting to look better and what not. I've talked to Luke more often by phone now that he's at AIT in Maryland. After that, we don't know where he's going to be stationed at.  The animation icon in my Header is dedicated to all military men and women. That is if it works. Its supposed to be for my space animation, but I gipped it. MINE!! Mawahh! Lets testy and see if it works! Yay it did! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> Luke and I have been able to enjoy each others company through means of conversing on the phone and texting messanging the hell out of each others phone lately. Good thing I have unlimited Texts on the cell >.>.<br />
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Other news - things with the docts are still up in the air. They can't figure out why I am not having my periods right now. I havent had a period since June. They've completely ruled out that I could be pregnent. My doctors think I might have the condition where my body releases more of the male hormone then it does of the female hormone. Yet all the tests they've ran on me so far have come back normal. My Obgyn thinks I just need to get back on birth control pills to straighten out my body again and that all will be okay.<br />
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I have gone on a glitter icon fad!! Mawahhh! The graphics are not my own creations they belong to Glitter Graphics Web Site. <a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/">[link]</a> is where I got all the wanderful sparkly graphics from. Purdyyyyyyy...Shineyyyyyy....Sparkley!! Mmmm yummeh.....hehe.<br />
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Oh hey Please let me know what you guys think bout my flash presentation that I have put up on DA here!<br /><br /><div><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org"><img src="http://m3.pimpmyspace.org/cursors/glitter/f744317e5975ce70e677c205caf6f42d.gif" alt="myspace"></img><br /><a href="http://www.pimpmyspace.org/glittergraphics.php">Glitter Graphics</a></a><br />
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~ Brightest Blessings! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ~<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /><u><b>Art trades ~ OPEN ~</b></u><br />
1)<a href="http://miaprimal.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/miaprimal.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="miaprimal" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
2)<a href="http://shaboomi-barakuti.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shaboomi-barakuti.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="shaboomi-barakuti" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <br />
3)<a href="http://mavrickindigo.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/mavrickindigo.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mavrickindigo" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif... ]]></description>
                <author>*aimlessart</author>
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                <title>Crimson Moon Comic</title>
                <link>http://aimlessart.deviantart.com/journal/10252890/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Oct 2006 20:15:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Night falls just as the sun sets below the horizon....the dangers lurk in the shadows with beaded glowing eyes.....sharp fangs are seen and ear shattering howls split the still-silent night. We wait till when you least expect it...and if you've betrayed our clan....we spring the attack....you wont even know what hit you...as you lain in your own pool of blood....Dont mess with what you dont understand...Dont triffle where you are not needed...Dont lurk where death will be...<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><br /><br /><a href="http://crimsonmoon.comicgenesis.com">[link]</a> Crimson Moon Comics will be coming soon! Waiting a seven day stretch to get the password for ComicGenesis site where I will be updating random comics that I will be sketching out. I'm very excited bout this upcoming project! Will be posting the comics in three locations: <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /><a href="http://crimsonmoon.comicgenesis.com">[link]</a> - Coming Soon!<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /><a href="http://s12.invisionfree.com/CrimsonMoon/index.php?act=SF&f=5">[link]</a><br />
CrimsonMoon Art<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /><a href="http://s12.invisionfree.com/CrimsonMoon/index.php?">[link]</a> - RPG Boards! Please serious rpgers come join us!! More the marrier!! We'd love to hear from all the creative minds that DA has to offer!<br />
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I am hoping to get to requested drawing soon. School has been keeping me so swamped lately, and I apologize in delaying the art drawing that I said I would do XD. So this coming week I will get to Miaprimals, Shaboomi-Barakuti, Mavrickindigos character drawings! I'm sorry again guys that its taking me so long to get to them! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><br />
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The mood icon goes out to my beloved Luke! Send him all the prayers that you can. He's having a rough time at army basic training. I just got a letter from him Saturday evening when the mail came, and I was so extatic and other things <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":p" title=":p (Lick)" /> The icon should explain enough what mood he put me in after reading his letter =>. Just for him I'm going to make his next letter big exotic and over the top ^_^. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> goes to Luke James! Love you baby!! Basic will be over soon!<br />
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I will begin writing again also. I have two series that I want to turn into comics / story lines here on DA. I want to write a Comic SL on Crimson Moon Mysterious Murders, and I want to pick up writing again on Solphanic Guardian Steries now that I am actually starting to have bit more free time! I hope to have a piece drawn for a Temporary Comic Covering that I plan on using for Comic Genesis when my site is up and running. Will do a better Cover when I can get a descript from BlackDog on her character in human form!<br />
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Yay!! I have new machanicle pencils and new sketch pad to do my comic and cartoon drawings!! I'm excited! Lame yes I know <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":p" title=":p (Lick)" /> But hey your an artist you get excited over supplies! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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My check up appointment on Friday went very well. The next thing in line is to figure out - guys you might want to avoid this part - figure out why I am not havi... ]]></description>
                <author>*aimlessart</author>
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                <title>Crimson Moon Forum RPG</title>
                <link>http://aimlessart.deviantart.com/journal/10107349/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 18 Sep 2006 01:25:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ In the darkness...dangers thrive....we will howl and tear out your throats with our fangs and devour your flesh...<br />
.....<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/painter.gif" alt="Artistic" title="Artistic" /> contemplative<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: None at the moment<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: None at the moment<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: Skeleton Key<br /><br />Crimson Moon is now back up and running! Crimson moon is a Free Form RPG chat site. We welcome any and all serious and note I said <b><u><i>SERIOUS</i></u></b>  role players.  I will be writing more on this topic tomorrow evening. For now I retire to bed and will crash for the night! X.x<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <br />
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~ Brightest Blessings! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ~<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /><u><b>Art trades ~ OPEN ~</b></u><br />
1)<a href="http://miaprimal.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/miaprimal.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="miaprimal" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
2)<a href="http://shaboomi-barakuti.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shaboomi-barakuti.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="shaboomi-barakuti" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <br />
3)<a href="http://mavrickindigo.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/mavrickindigo.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mavrickindigo" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /><b>Collaborations ~ OPEN ~</b><br />
None<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> Requests ~ Open ~<br />
1)<a href="http://miaprimal.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/miaprimal.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="miaprimal" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
2)<a href="http://shaboomi-barakuti.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shaboomi-barakuti.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="shaboomi-barakuti" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
3)<a href="http://mavrickindigo.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/mavrickindigo.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mavrickindigo" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> <b>Kiribans ~ None/Closed ~</b><br />
None - Next Kiriban at 8000 page hits!<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> <b>Contests ~ None/Closed ~</b><br />
None<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> <b>~ Contests I entered ~</b><br />
None<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emotico... ]]></description>
                <author>*aimlessart</author>
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                <title>No Comissions * Plenty of Requests * Kentucky</title>
                <link>http://aimlessart.deviantart.com/journal/10056092/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 13 Sep 2006 01:23:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ In the darkness...dangers thrive....we will howl and tear out your throats with our fangs and devour your flesh...<br />
.....<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/painter.gif" alt="Artistic" title="Artistic" /> contemplative<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Dream Land - Die Slowly<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: None at the moment<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: Skeleton Key<br /><br />At this moment in time I have plenty of Request! I posted a trade link at the projects forum and am pleased to say I had quiet the response ^^ I still would love to have more. The requests that had been made on my drawing forum are listed! Check out their galleries!! They're awesome artists and I apperciate the chance and honor to get to draw for them and become good friends ^^.<br />
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However, what I majorly wanted was comissions. I have decided to do full body drawing comissions for 5$'s a piece depending on complexity. The money will be saved up to hopefully get to see my boyfriend in October. I miss him dealry and would love the chance to spend time with him at his Military Graduation from BASICS. The only way I'll get to Kentucky by October 10th is to raise money. The only way I can currently think to raise money would be to do comissions on Deviantart. I love all you guys and the help would be grately apperciated. I look forwards to your responses!!<br />
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For now it tis late and I need to retire to sleep. Or once more I will be making it to classes with only 5 minuets to spare!! I've been a bad girl lately staying up late and sleeping in taking for granted of evening courses that start after 12 noon! Enjoy your morning! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <br />
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~ Brightest Blessings! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ~<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /><u><b>Art trades ~ OPEN ~</b></u><br />
1)<a href="http://miaprimal.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/miaprimal.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="miaprimal" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
2)<a href="http://shaboomi-barakuti.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shaboomi-barakuti.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="shaboomi-barakuti" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <br />
3)<a href="http://mavrickindigo.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/mavrickindigo.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mavrickindigo" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /><b>Collaborations ~ OPEN ~</b><br />
None<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> Requests ~ Open ~<br />
1)<a href="http://miaprimal.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/miaprimal.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="miaprimal" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
2)<a href="http://shaboomi-barakuti.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shaboomi-barakuti.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="shaboomi-barakuti" /></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
3)<a href="http://mavrickindigo.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/mavrickindigo.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mav... ]]></description>
                <author>*aimlessart</author>
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                <title>World of Isolationism</title>
                <link>http://aimlessart.deviantart.com/journal/10003795/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 07 Sep 2006 21:19:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ In the darkness...dangers thrive....we will howl and tear out your throats with our fangs and devour your flesh...<br />
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Comissions:<br />
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Comissions are now open!!<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/depressed.gif" alt="Depressed" title="Depressed" /> so-so decently well<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Dream Land - Die Slowly<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: None at the moment<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: Skeleton Key<br /><br />The last two or three months have been a constant emotional roller coaster. I'm bout ready to jump bail and get off this ride. I dont understand how six years after people graduate highschool that some people still play the immature game of "he said she said they said its every one elses fault but my own. " There's only certian individuals like Lisu and Crimson and TD who know what I am talking bout. I just need a safe haven to rant.<br />
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Why can't people just own up and live up to the responsiblites and mistakes that they make? I admit yea I have messed up in the past, but I have always told a friend  that if there was a personal problem that they can come to me and talk to me about it. I know I'm not perfect. Only God himself knows that I am far from being perfect. My life would be too dull and boring if I were absolutely perfect. <br />
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Unfournately at this point in real life I am not really worrying about any one or thing but school, and my health. I am suffering extreme depression at the moment and that's because I have been fighting and quarreling with so many different people the past few months. Not only that, but in July I was pretty much on my death bed with double pneumonia.  Ive been loosing myself in my art projects at school especially my sculpture.<br />
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I am enjoying my classes so far and they've been an escape from the reality of my own situation. Every one I thought I trusted in real life basically accept for like four people and my family I found to be false. Its heartbraking and hurts majorly. My fate that I always felt would happen has....I walk alone...Not completely alone, but in spirit I feel alone. Things are changing though. And will be changing for the better. I am going through that change in life where you often have to rid the "bad stuff" to regain the "good stuff" that you need in life. Things will get better, but my art has been my way out and I am so very thankful for it.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <br />
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~ Brightest Blessings! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ~<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" />Art trades ~ OPEN ~<br />
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None - Next Kiriban at 8000 page hits!<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/em... ]]></description>
                <author>*aimlessart</author>
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                <title>Comissions. Prices Reasonable?</title>
                <link>http://aimlessart.deviantart.com/journal/9998902/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 07 Sep 2006 14:06:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ In the darkness...dangers thrive....we will howl and tear out your throats with our fangs and devour your flesh...<br />
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Comissions:<br />
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Comissions are now open!!<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/painter.gif" alt="Artistic" title="Artistic" /> so-so decently well<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Dream Land - Die Slowly<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: None at the moment<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: Skeleton Key<br /><br />Taking Comissions. No more then 5 Comissions at once for the time being. Please review prices and tell me if you guys think they are reasonable price charges! The money is highly needed and will be used towards school and or bills. Mostly towards school for supplies so I can keep going to school for my Bachelor of Fine Arts! ^.^ Schools expensive!!<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />One Character Drawing: 5$s<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />Two Character Drawings: 10$s<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />Three or More Character Drawings: 12$s<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />Character Drawing Inked: Additional 5$s<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />Character Drawing Colored: Additional 5$s<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />Inked and Colored: Additional 10$s<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />Digitally Designed and Colored: 20$s<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <br />
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~ Brightest Blessings! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ~<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletgreen.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletgreen:" title="Bullet; Green" />Art trades ~ Open!! All Art Trades Welcome! <br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />Collaborations ~ Open - please leave a note with specific details of what you need.<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />Kiribans ~ Open!<br />
Just did a Kiriban at 8000. Next one will be at 8,000! Please send note with screen shot of the 8000 pageview!<br />
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<a href="http://news.deviantart.com/article/21252/">FreeSpire Wallpaper</a><br />
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                <author>*aimlessart</author>
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                <title>Commissions and Art Trades</title>
                <link>http://aimlessart.deviantart.com/journal/9955840/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 03 Sep 2006 20:38:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ In the darkness...dangers thrive....we will howl and tear out your throats with our fangs and devour your flesh...<br />
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Will do Next Kiribian at 6,900 pageviews! Please send a screenprint shot showing the 6,900 view and I will do a Kiribian request of your choice to the best of my ability!<br /><br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Rebecca St James -  Give Myself Away<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: None at the moment<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: None at the moment<br /><br />Comissions and art trades are needed! The Art Trades of course are free, Comission prices? Don't know yet. I am working to save up money to go on a trip in October to see my boyfriend graduate from BASICS in Kentucky.<br />
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I am currently looking for any form of Graphic Designing, and or Illustrations Comissions. If there is any one who is willing to pay for their art to be done please leave me a message on journal, or leave me a contact note and I will return your message as soon as possible. LOL I sound like an answering machine! Any way, please keep in mind that I am a college student as well so time may be needed to get everything done by deadline. The time and replys are apperciated!!!<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <br />
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~ Brightest Blessings! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ~<br />
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:bulletyellow:Art trades ~ Open!! All Art Trades Welcome! <br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />Collaborations ~ Open - please leave a note with specific details of what you need.<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />Kiribans ~ Open!<br />
Just did a Kiriban at 8000. Next one will be at 8,000! Please send note with screen shot of the 8000 pageview!<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Kiriban Requests ~ Open!<br />
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<a href="http://news.deviantart.com/article/21252/">FreeSpire Wallpaper</a><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Shouldn't have to do this, but the Guardian Imp Nork whos watching over my work says I should just in case. <b>Don't be an troll and steal my work! My work is <u>mine</u> </b> You still my work and the wrath of Imp Leader Nork shall come down upon you and haunt your dreams. Please respect my wishes. If you wis... ]]></description>
                <author>*aimlessart</author>
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                <title>I'm back!! Possible New Cell Phone</title>
                <link>http://aimlessart.deviantart.com/journal/9735305/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 Aug 2006 10:13:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ In the darkness...dangers thrive....we will howl and tear out your throats with our fangs and devour your flesh...<br />
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Will do Next Kiribian at 6,900 pageviews! Please send a screenprint shot showing the 6,900 view and I will do a Kiribian request of your choice to the best of my ability!<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cow.gif" alt="Moo" title="Moo" /> creative moooooo<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Rebecca St James -  Give Myself Away<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: None at the moment<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: None at the moment<br /><br />I'm back from vacation! And boy does it feel good to be back home! I was starting to go stirr crazy with out my internet connections and ability to do things online XD. Yes yes  yes I know I am spoild. Lot had happened over that trip and will share some as time goes along. Not all of it is very good news that occured either to specific friends. <br />
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For now I have to get ready for lunch and to take mom back to work. Might be getting a new cell phone today!! ^_^ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/clap.gif" width="25" height="25" alt=":clap:" title="Clap" /> I'm ready for a new one, this ones becoming a gruby piece of crap. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> Its just an old phone is all. Its been a very good loyal phone though. Hehe now I'm just being silly. I'm so happy to be home!!<br />
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I am looking for those that are interested in possible Art Trades! I look forwards to hearing from you ^^ Take look at my gallery and see what you like! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <br />
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~ Brightest Blessings! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ~<br />
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:bulletyellow:Art trades ~ Open!! All Art Trades Welcome! <br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />Collaborations ~ Open - please leave a note with specific details of what you need.<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Requests ~ Open!!<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />Kiribans ~ Open!<br />
Just did a Kiriban at 6,700. Next one will be at 6.800! Please send note with screen shot of the 6,800 pageview!<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Kiriban Requests ~ Open!<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletgreen.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletgreen:" title="Bullet; Green" /> Contests I entered<br />
<a href="http://news.deviantart.com/article/21252/">FreeSpire Wallpaper</a><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif"... ]]></description>
                <author>*aimlessart</author>
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                <title>Art Trades Wanted</title>
                <link>http://aimlessart.deviantart.com/journal/9543200/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Jul 2006 12:58:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ In the darkness...dangers thrive....we will howl and tear out your throats with our fangs and devour your flesh...<br />
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Will do Next Kiribian at 6,900 pageviews! Please send a screenprint shot showing the 6,900 view and I will do a Kiribian request of your choice to the best of my ability!<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cow.gif" alt="Moo" title="Moo" /> creative moooooo<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Vampire Heart by Him<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: None at the moment<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: None at the moment<br /><br />If you have any type of drawings, or digita art you want designed please leave me a note with descript and ideas while I am gone on vacation! I can use all the art ideas that I can trade with people when I return!<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <br />
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~ Brightest Blessings! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ~<br />
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:bulletyellow:Art trades ~ Closed till I return from vacation in two weeks. Please leave note if you wish to request Art Trade while I am gone!<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />Collaborations ~ Closed till I return from Vacation, Leave note for  collaborations.<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />Kiribans ~ None/Closed<br />
Just did a Kiriban at 6,700. Next one will be at 6.800! Please send note with screen shot of the 6,800 pageview!<br />
Will be out of town for two weeks. If you have the 6800 pageview please leave me an emailed screen shot at sheilabrad@lycos.com and a Kirbian request! I will get back to you as soon as I can!!<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Kiriban Requests ~ Closed till I return from Sanford.<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Contests ~ None/Closed<br />
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<a href="http://news.deviantart.com/article/21252/">FreeSpire Wallpaper</a><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Shouldn't have to do this, but the Guardian Imp Nork whos watching over my work says I should just in case. <b>Don't be an troll and steal my work! My work is <u>mine</u> </b> You still my work and the wrath of Imp Leader Nork shall come down upon you and haunt your dreams. Please respect my wishes. If you wish to use my art send me a note I'd m... ]]></description>
                <author>*aimlessart</author>
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                <title>Excited! Leaving Monday!</title>
                <link>http://aimlessart.deviantart.com/journal/9542888/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Jul 2006 12:22:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ In the darkness...dangers thrive....we will howl and tear out your throats with our fangs and devour your flesh...<br />
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Will do Next Kiribian at 6,900 pageviews! Please send a screenprint shot showing the 6,900 view and I will do a Kiribian request of your choice to the best of my ability!<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cow.gif" alt="Moo" title="Moo" /> creative moooooo<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Vampire Heart by Him<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: None at the moment<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: None at the moment<br /><br />Time is dwindling down to the day that I leave for Sanford Texas. I'm extremely excited! All requests and all art trades and so on will be closed till I return in two weeks.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /> <br />
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~ Brightest Blessings! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ~<br />
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:bulletyellow:Art trades ~ Closed till I return from vacation in two weeks. Please leave note if you wish to request Art Trade while I am gone!<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />Collaborations ~ Closed till I return from Vacation, Leave note for  collaborations.<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Requests ~ Closed/Special<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />Kiribans ~ None/Closed<br />
Just did a Kiriban at 6,700. Next one will be at 6.800! Please send note with screen shot of the 6,800 pageview!<br />
Will be out of town for two weeks. If you have the 6800 pageview please leave me an emailed screen shot at sheilabrad@lycos.com and a Kirbian request! I will get back to you as soon as I can!!<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Kiriban Requests ~ Closed till I return from Sanford.<br />
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<a href="http://news.deviantart.com/article/21252/">FreeSpire Wallpaper</a><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" /><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Shouldn't have to do this, but the Guardian Imp Nork whos watching over my work says I should just in case. <b>Don't be an troll and steal my work! My work is <u>mine</u> </b> You still my work and the wrath of Imp Leader Nork shall come down upon you and haunt your dreams. Please respect my wishes. If you wish to use my art send me a note I'd more and likely be glad to allow you to a... ]]></description>
                <author>*aimlessart</author>
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