http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:akemiusagi&section=today deviantART RSS for by:akemiusagi en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 15 Dec 2009 14:30:11 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/15590088/ http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/15590088/ Tue, 20 Nov 2007 12:59:07 PST here are some life updates:
Doing somewhat well in school
that's about it. School, school, school.
Oh, if you're wondering about the title, it's for a website <3
If you don't mind playing games, and if you want to help people, this is for you.
Don't worry, it's reputable, and it's real. It's by the makers of the hunger site, and the object is to get vocab words right. Each right answer donates 10 grains of rice (sounds like little, but go to their numbers page and see how much is donated daily!)
I got to 2000.
Here's the website:
[link]

]]> ~akemiusagi http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/15028163/ http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/15028163/ Fri, 12 Oct 2007 11:34:31 PDT College is easy.
Just think: the technician you hired may have had open-book tests.
I'm not kidding.
I have like....2 classes that are actually intellectually challenging.
Unfortunately, college is expensive and time-consuming. Lots of time is needed for extra stuff (out-of-class assignments)
um...
Oh! I got rid of almost all of my deviations. I might get rid of more. I'm thinking about getting a paypal account so I can do commissions. I really need money.

]]> ~akemiusagi http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/13738890/ http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/13738890/ Sat, 14 Jul 2007 23:34:53 PDT still with my boyfriend (the good thing)
going to college next month (the neutral thing)
family member moved out(the sad thing)
ocd seems to be getting worse(the irritating thing)

Needless to say, I'm not in the best spirits lately. Things will get better though, as they always do. Just bear with me.

]]> ~akemiusagi http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/12249232/ http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/12249232/ Mon, 19 Mar 2007 18:08:51 PDT
-met my soulmate (my sweet squishie <3)
-got accepted to college (don't know if that was before last post...)
-got offered a scholarship from said college
-passing math, but hurting my brain with it
-loving Astronomy, really fun class <3
-not drawing much or on deviantart, because frankly I get irritated by loading the pages (dialup)
-taking computer animation (really fun!)
-turned 18

<3 tada

]]> ~akemiusagi http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/10915878/ http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/10915878/ Fri, 01 Dec 2006 16:55:32 PST still can't get over my ex
he's taking someone else to the dance....the girl I helped patch things up with
so this was partially my doing
i'm so stupid

]]> ~akemiusagi http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/10763090/ http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/10763090/ Sat, 18 Nov 2006 05:12:20 PST no more boyfriend.
oh yes, now that was a drama. I can't believe the idiocy of some of the people in the world.

time for a long and complicated story of love, lies, and me messing stuff up....again

well, it all started with him dumping me...last week. for nothing. oh, he said he was 'stressed'. I asked him if maybe we could try again or something, and he said yeah. At first I was in a state of shock... then I cried for two days at lunch. Then it temporarily changed to anger, then depression and helplessness. Then I tried to get him back by being super nice to him and shelling out my money to buy him snacks. For those of you who don't know, I have little spending money.

well, on Thursday, I found out he had been going out with a girl for two days. So, I'm standing there looking like an idiot and crying while all my friends are comforting me, and my ex is saying "it's not you, it's me". well, tell me, if it's not me, why WOULD you go out with someone else if you dumped ME because you were 'stressed out'

Wanna know where the lies come in? Well, earlier that day at lunch I saw him talking to one of his friends about something, but his friend wouldn't say what. I asked my ex, and he said something like "I'm going in the army", which I knew. I thought that was strange. I think he was really covering up a discussion about his gf. Oh, funnier yet, I said "oh, I thought you had a new gf or something." he had the PERFECT opportunity to tell me that he had a gf, but he didn't.

I talked to him yesterday, he said (no lies, he said...can I REALLY trust him not to tell a lie? we'll see) that the real reason he dumped me was because he didn't like me that way. He didn't want to tell me I guess because he thought he'd hurt my feelings.

NEWS FLASH! I think he hurt my feelings a LOT more than he would have if he had just told me the truth, instead of going behind my back like that.

so, let's anylize his actions, shall we?
-he dumped me and lied about the reason.
-gave me false hope by saying we could try again- oh wait- yes, he said in defense "Maybe. maybe doesn't mean yes". now, this is all kind of a blur, but it's possible that neither of us said maybe when I asked if we could try again. but that's beside the point....even if he did say maybe, he still gave me a FALSE HOPE. and me, being the naive and stupid person that I am, reasoned this: well, he's dumping me because he's stressed. I'll wait until he's not stressed and he will go out with me again. he still likes me, why wouldn't he?

back to his mistakes:
-didn't tell me he had a gf, and I had to find out in a rather embarrassing way (pointed to him so my friends knew who he was, and they said that he was the bf of someone else)

now, time for his defense:
he said he can't tell the truth if he thinks it will hurts someone's feelings

wow....that not only proves that he's decieving, it also proves that he's a coward.

now, here's the funny part. Yesterday I planned on being mean to him and stuff as a little revenge plot....and I started to...I REALLY did...but I felt bad and ended up appologizing...he did too, but still....I APPOLOGIZED!
sometimes I hate having a conscience

Moral of the story:
now, this is important to guys AND girls. BE HONEST! if you try to cover things up, bad things like this can happen

see, Karma spares no one.

Follow Nathanial Hawthorne's words: Be true, be true, be true.

]]> ~akemiusagi http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/10475232/ http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/10475232/ Sun, 22 Oct 2006 11:22:03 PDT i've decided to take a break from deviant art for a while

sorry

]]> ~akemiusagi http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/10437866/ http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/10437866/ Wed, 18 Oct 2006 18:42:42 PDT It was also my first 'real' kiss.
how was it?
sucked.
Yeah.
I don't like kisses. don't know why...just don't.

]]> ~akemiusagi http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/10347811/ http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/10347811/ Tue, 10 Oct 2006 13:26:16 PDT anywho, my bf did it again, the 'I need to get laid' thing, and I started crying >_>;;;
he hugged me for like five minutes and said he wouldn't do it again.
oopsie. x__x;; I have to stop freaking out.

]]> ~akemiusagi http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/10337294/ http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/10337294/ Mon, 09 Oct 2006 13:48:37 PDT sorry I haven't been posting art or commenting art. I'm working at school (college stuff and art profile stuff)

i'm all freaked out. I haven't kissed a boy, except for a rumored one in kindergarden (that might not have happened), and I think my boyfriend is trying to get to the lip kissing. @___@
grrraaaah!
>.<
and...something bothers me...
i'm not a master of social etiquette, but is it appropriate for a boy to talk about wanting to get 'laid' in front of his gf?
my bf does that like almost every day!
wait 'till I tell him that my Christian values say I can't until i'm married. that'll be a kicker.

]]> ~akemiusagi http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/10218393/ http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/10218393/ Thu, 28 Sep 2006 18:11:47 PDT
That boy I had a crush on...do.not.like.anymore.
he kind of threw me off when he started talking about his personal life. He just got a gf anyway, so nyah!

but! there's good news. i got a boyfriend. yes, in the flesh, not online. I can't explain HOW it happened. it was kind of random. I said he was squishy and it escalated from there. o_o
it's so weird!
having someone put their hand on your back all protective-like. i've never had that. it's going to take some getting used to.

hopefully it will last a while before he gets tired of me and breaks it off. I know I am very 'energetic' when i'm nervous, so i'm thinking I will annoy him a lot. I wonder why he said yes..
His name is bob, and he reminds me of my brother (the body build, hair...) he has soft hair that's fun to play with n_n

]]> ~akemiusagi http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/10159107/ http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/10159107/ Sat, 23 Sep 2006 06:06:06 PDT
um, forgive me if I repeat myself from previous entry
today is my big brown belt test <3
aaand, I'm nervous, because I have about fourty-five one steps and 6 forms to do
aaand i'm hungry
oh!
yeah!
confused too. 'cause I met a really nice boy, and he's so pretty <3
but he's a freshman! ee! ima senior (though I look like a freshman.. ~.~)
and now it's all awkward, 'cause I'm like....that's a four year difference! *panic*
nothing will come from the crush most likely, but STILL.
is it weird to have a crush on a freshman when you're a senior? O.O
maybe it's 'cause i'm so immiture in mind and body. o_o I look and think like a freshman.. so..
grraaaaah! O_O
why'd he have to have such pretty golden run-your-fingers-through-it hair?! >.<

]]> ~akemiusagi http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/9969829/ http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/9969829/ Mon, 04 Sep 2006 19:57:51 PDT I started school, and it's actually not horrible! I have lunch with my friend, and through her, met a new friend. she seems a bit ditzy, and hasn't called yet...though she said she would, but at least she will talk to me during lunch. I also invited another girl to our table, and now I feel welcome <3

um.. something else....oh! my friend has joined deviantart, and her skill probably exceeds mine considerably, so please look at her art if you get the chance : [link] ]]> ~akemiusagi http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/9888861/ http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/9888861/ Mon, 28 Aug 2006 19:22:13 PDT ~akemiusagi http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/9718438/ http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/9718438/ Sun, 13 Aug 2006 21:25:45 PDT

1. when fat girls wear belly shirts- Do I REALLY have to explain that

1a. When old people wear tank tops and other revealing clothes. *shudder*

2a. When boys wear their pants too low. If you really are that desperate for a girl to check you out, just wear a sign that says "f**k me"

2. Chain letters. I could go on about this sooo much. they make me mad to no end. especially the ones like "(insert company/software here) is going to take away free service, and we'll have to pay! pass this so they won't as a petition"... first of all, how would they know it was passed? Second, do you think they care? Now, I could go on about the bogus "pass this or you'll get a virus". if you're that unintelligent to not realize that they're bogus, then you're either very inexperienced in computer usage, or ignorant Let's not forget the old favorite chains seen on messengers...I have yahoo, so I get chains like these: "yahoo is planning to donate 10 cents for every person that gets this chain! The money goes to a sick girl with cancer. if you care, you'll pass this". YAHOO WOULD ANNOUNCE SOMETHING LIKE THAT. And it'd probably infringe on privacy policies if they tracked the movement of the chain. now, the one that makes me REALLY mad are the religious ones that say things, like: "If you really believe in Jesus Christ as your lord and savior, you'll pass this chain". First, I'm a Christian, and I think it's very non-Christian-like to try to make people feel they have to pass a chain to prove their faith. You know what that is? Sick, twisted, manipulation, plain and simple. They're probably written by people that have nothing better to do, and want to see how many people's consciences they can get at. And if they're actually Christians that want to spread the word of God, I think they should use a different method.

3.Affirmative action. no, i'm not racist. I just believe two wrongs don't make a right.

4. In the illegal immigrant issue, I believe that they shouldn't have advantages. I know it's hard, but they need to do things the legal way. Businesses should be monitored more closely to ensure they're not contributing to the illegal immigrant issue by paying them under the table. That's all for now, maybe more comming soon <3 ]]> ~akemiusagi http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/9492601/ http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/9492601/ Tue, 25 Jul 2006 17:26:46 PDT i'll put them both here <3
1.
List 6 weird things about me and then tag 6 people
1. I have ocd
2. I'm left-handed, but pitch and use scissors and computer mouses with my right hand (that means things I draw with pixia are drawn with my right hand)
3.My fashion: frills, cute things, shiny buttons, and lace
4. My diet, I put a LOT of sugar in my tea and coffee and oatmeal, and anything I can put sugar into!
5. I my views. I have odd ways of looking at things
6.I value some of my online friends more than some of my offline friends (except nakota. I <3 deh kitty)

I tag snoopysorana, reashi, paranoiaprincess83, JeremyBrown, SoulcaliberSeigfreid, and Kossmoe
(only if you want to! <3)

Tag 2
List 10 things that bring me joy then tag 10 people
1. flowers
2. food (sweet food)
3. Comedy Central
4. Anime
5. Karate
6. Drawing
7. animals
8. window shopping
9. my family
10. my friends

I only have 8 people on my watch list, so all of the previous people I just tagged for the other, pluss Akikazu (if you want to n.n)

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<33<3<3<3<3<3<3 ]]> ~akemiusagi http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/9296354/ http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/9296354/ Thu, 06 Jul 2006 20:23:01 PDT I now tag....um...wait, I don't have a lot of friends....

paranoiaprincess83 snoopysorana JeremyBrown Reashi kossmoe SoulCaliburSeigfreid <---- only if you want!
yay! just enough!

here's my tag <3
1)Love is: Attatchment felt to someone with the following: need to protect, take care of, and keep happy.

2) The essence of a living thing that defines it's character.

3)Passion is: Love, but expressed and felt in a more powererful way, usually a feeling of overwhelming that comes in temporary bursts.

4)The meaning of life is: Not to be determined by human beings in this lifetime.

5)The purpose of art is: To capture beauty and feeling so one can look back on it, and even others who haven't experienced it can appreciate it.

6)The thing that keeps me going is: My will and the hope for a better life later on.

7)A true friend is: selfless when it comes to your important needs and their minor ones.

8)Wisdom is: gained with experience and intense observation

9)To be forgotten is to: lose self-worth

10)The thing that causes people to love is: The human need of companionship

11)Inner Strength is: having a strong will and an open but firm mind.

12)to believe is: to be open to possibilities

13) lonelyness is: my every day endurance ]]> ~akemiusagi http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/9283257/ http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/9283257/ Wed, 05 Jul 2006 15:44:41 PDT .<

I keep thinking that I won't make it as an artist. I used to want to be a singer, then I realized I wasn't good enough. I thought I was special, until i got to high school and saw that there were singers that were a lot better than me. The same thing's happening with art. I used to think I was good, then I saw my classmate's work.

I didn't want to have a job like a factory worker or something like that, but what else can I do? I used to think I was smart, but my grades have dropped since I went to high school. ]]> ~akemiusagi http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/9142434/ http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/9142434/ Wed, 21 Jun 2006 21:58:53 PDT I was bored and depressed
don't you hate it when you're depressed, but you don't know why?
well, guess what? if you've read this far, I should warn you that this will be mostly venting. enjoy <3
I will be a senior this year. a senior....and i've only had 2 boyfriends, BOTH online.
that's pitiful
really sad
I'm so unloved. >.<
I need to find someone >.>;; but it's hard enough finding friends. x_x;
I finished a rough draft of my life with OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder)
I think I might post it here, but that might make even internet people consider me a freak
so maybe I shouldn't.
well, if anyone wants to read it I can probably find a way to get it to them ]]> ~akemiusagi http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/9098527/ http://akemiusagi.deviantart.com/journal/9098527/ Sat, 17 Jun 2006 17:49:10 PDT I think I found it!
hee-hee-kun, take this quiz >.<
I think you'd like it! O.O

oh yeah, here's the link : [link]


here's what it said about me (I'm afraid I wasn't honest enough...last time it said my wings were broken. >.<;; why do I always get different results @_@ ) :


You are one of the few out there whose wings are truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and divine, you are one blessed with a certain cosmic grace. You are unequalled in peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of Light your wings are massive and a soft white or silver. Countless feathers grace them and radiate the light within you for all the world to see. You are a defender, protector, and caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver of the wrong, chances are you are taken advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often. But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in everyone and so this mistreatment does not make you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will try to help misguided souls find themselves and peace. However not all Angelics allow themselves to be gotten the better of - the Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting for the sake of Justice and protection of those less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever change - the world needs more people like you. ]]> ~akemiusagi