http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:akenon&section=today deviantART RSS for by:akenon en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 18 Dec 2009 14:06:51 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/29017133/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/29017133/ Fri, 18 Dec 2009 11:38:03 PST I swear I will update properly someday but
I GOT 4.0 FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER SINCE ENTERING COLLEGE
_{I AM SO HAPPY I THINK I MIGHT DIE HAHAHA I really missed this feeling ㅋㅋ
형, 고맙습니다~ ^^ I wouldn't have gotten these grades without you~
Also, I beat my driving instructor in a game of 湾岸ミッドナイト. Twice in a row.
I feel very accomplished at the moment, even though he beat me at Initial D.}
ALSO, I AM GETTING A PACKAGE FROM ~mistergrinn오빠 AND I CANNOT WAIT.
<sub>(lol mistergrinn-oppa? ....don't kill me ㅠㅠ

Anyway, I'm going to go be giddy for the rest of the day.
And watch The Princess and the Frog with a bunch of people for ~musicyoh's birthday.
And probably eat a lot. lol.

Also, I guess you can tell but I didn't fall off a mountain and die!
I did fall down the mountain plenty of times though... >.>;;</sub>

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/28938677/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/28938677/ Mon, 14 Dec 2009 09:49:09 PST
In other words, SKI TRIP TOMORROW!!!! I'm really excited, but I've never tried skiing so I'm a little nervous too. I heard from someone that skiing is harder than snowboarding. But I only tried snowboarding once and wanted to experience something new. I think it will be really fun (((:

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/28894821/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/28894821/ Sat, 12 Dec 2009 02:20:06 PST I'm done for now. Even though it was really stressful, this was one of the better final weeks I've had.

On Tuesday was my club's White Elephant party/study break. That day, I had studied for seven hours straight at the library with K and friend-who-isn't-a-kidnapper. Actually I hadn't eaten that day so by the time dinner came around I was starving. Luckily, M and G prepared a ton of stuff - cupcakes, pasta, spicy cheese rice cakes, beef soup, etc. We ate a TON, exchanged gifts, and played Super Bust A Move for hours on end although there were a lot of other games to choose from. For my white elephant gift, I ended up taking home a really soft fleece blanket that kept me warm for the rest of the week. ^^ There were definitely some... interesting gifts that got passed around haha. xD Later, we just hung out until everyone got too tired. ^^' Luckily I was able to get a ride back to my place since it was really cold and the buses quit running. That night, though, I stayed up until 5:00 studying. =_=;;;

On Wednesday, after my stats final and turning in my final paper, I went to dinner with friend-who-isn't-a-kidnapper as a way for him to say "OMGIMDONEWITHFINALS.... you're not ._." lol. It was actually because we always planned to do something fun but never had time to and since we just turned in our final project for Econ 25, it seemed like a good time. We went to some Thai restaurant in one of the local malls and it was delicious! But I ate too much - no wonder I gain weight after finals week -_-;; haha During that time, I finally told him that when we first met, I thought that I would get kidnapped and die. I was really embarrassed to say something like that, but I felt kind of bad that I thought he would kill me since he turned out to be such a good friend. He just laughed and said, "oh, so that's why... you thought you would die~" Apparently, he noticed how strange I was acting that day and never knew why. Dang haha I guess there's no such thing as poker face for me. -o-;;;

But I feel bad because... I didn't ... even get him a Christmas present ;_; because I didn't know what he would want. When I asked, all he said was "-_-" and that I didn't need to get anything ;;; I didn't really have time to shop around either.... I asked him again and he told me not to get anything, and just wait until I get a job (lol like that's gonna happen). So, this winter I'm going to find something and give it as a late present... But I don't know how late it will be because he might not come back to UCI until spring... ;;

On Thursday, SJ came to visit me ^^ He destressed me by bringing Korean donuts (omg lovelovelove) and other good sweets like that. He also had food because he knew I didn't have time to cook and thought it would be better if I didn't starve to death. ^^' I showed him The Office for the first time (he never watched it before) and we generally just hung out except for the fact that I was studying for a good portion of the time -_-;;;

Today was my last day of finals and after my social science core final I met up with my friends from 100A to study. We spent the first hour or so studying pretty diligently but we ended up slacking off and playing Youtube videos on the projector after a while -_-;; haha After we went to In'N'Out and studied a little more... but mostly just talked and hung out. But I think studying with them actually really helped!! During the final, I remembered a lot of things that I probably would never have even thought of had I not studied with my friends.

Probably will write more later. Too tired. -_-;;

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/28871611/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/28871611/ Thu, 10 Dec 2009 19:10:02 PST Just let me know.
I'll be waiting at SST 7th floor stairwell for you :3

....just kidding lol.

So yeah I have a feeling I'm going to fail the Social Science Core Final because I didn't do all the readings and I'm having trouble getting up to date on my notes. So now I'm trying to go through my 82 pages of lecture notes (currently 54 left), read all the stuff I didn't read earlier (1.5 books + 6 articles), and make sure I remember all of these names.

Not to mention I have an econ final tomorrow too that I haven't studied for since the last midterm LOLOLOLOLOLOL

*cry*

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/28817714/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/28817714/ Tue, 08 Dec 2009 01:42:25 PST I have some things that I want to get off my chest. Some of you might know who I am talking about in these letters; in fact, I might be talking about you in one of these letters. But please don't say here if you know (if you want to talk about something you should know how to contact me anyway ;D) I'm just feeling rather stressed and need to get things out, and if I named names or anything like that I would probably really regret this later. So here goes.

To you: I'm sorry. I know I was acting dumb and terrible back then and maybe I am even at this very moment. But anyway... despite all the time that has passed, and all the times I have thought about it, I don't know why I just continued to do things like that. Even now, I can't explain myself, and everything seems blurred in my mind about that time. Sometimes, I wonder what would have happened if I had just thought things through for once and not acted in such a stupid way. But, I guess neither one of us can change what's happened in the past. I know things will never be the same because of me, and I'm not asking you to change your opinion of me by reading this (if you even do read this). But I would like you to know that I really wish I didn't do that. Maybe you won't believe me. If you don't, I understand too. So no worries. You know, I truly believe that you will reach that goal of yours. Or maybe it's that you already have, just... you don't know it yet. Anyway, I think I'm rambling about this so I'll stop. Just I'd like you to know I'm sorry.

To you: I always have a lot to say to you, but I never can say everything because we don't see each other so much these days. I wish I was better at following your advice, because whenever I think about our conversations I tell myself, "Yeah I should really do that," but end up chickening out or something dumb like that. Thank you though. Sometimes I think I talk about my problems to you too much and I'm sometimes afraid that you'll get sick of me. But you never tell me to shut up or anything like that. Actually, there are a lot of other things that I've wanted to tell you... I'm sure that if I told you these things you would change your opinion of me as well as maybe some other people. I don't know when I can tell you those things, but the fact that we are still friends despite all of my whining gives me confidence that if I do need to tell you, things will be okay. Actually, when I talk to you, I feel like things will be okay. Thank you for putting up with me this whole time that you've known me. If you need to talk about things, I'm here - although I'm pretty sure I can't give you the same great advice you always give me. Also, you probably already know this but I really look up to you.

To you: Since back then, we've drifted so much. I miss our all-nighter-style talks about anything and everything. You know, that one time when we just talked under the stars together... that's my favorite memory. Ever. It makes me sad that I feel out of the loop when we talk about your life these days. I think maybe... That one time I messed up, even though we're friends again, I feel like it changed us a lot. Not to mention, we just never seem to be online at the same time - not that I can blame you; your schedule is even busier than mine is. But, I know we can change that we never talk to each other anymore. If we can just find the time one day, let's have one of our super-long talks again. I want you to know that even though we don't talk that much these days, you're still my best friend and nothing will change that. ♥ Hopefully I'll see you again soon~ I miss you a lot.

To you: You know, when I met you, I didn't trust you at all. There were so many things going through my mind as we talked. I'm sure you couldn't tell, but that day that we met, I thought to myself that I probably shouldn't even be talking to you and that it was best if I get out of my situation as quickly as possible. But, somehow I guess that just didn't happen. When I finally decided to just let go and see what happens, I was expecting the worst. I'm glad that things didn't work out the way I planned it out in my head, though. Because, since that day, you've become one of my closest friends... You probably didn't notice this, but during those times when we laughed together about how stressed we were... even though we seemed so carefree, those were the same times that I was the most depressed about things. Somehow comparing how many hours of sleep we got, the redness of our eyes, and those type of things... it made me feel a lot better just to know that I wasn't alone in my stress. I don't think I'm so afraid of growing up now. Thank you.

To you: I just want to let you know that YOU ARE AWESOME AND I LOVE YOU. ♥ But I wish that you weren't so busy all the time these days. It's been forever since we talked pro... ]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/28618375/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/28618375/ Fri, 27 Nov 2009 20:17:04 PST
SSH1F (Honors Social Science Core)
33% Essay #1: A+
33% Essay #2: ????
33% Final Exam: ????

Even though I scored well on the first paper, the second paper is due this Thursday and I have no idea what to write for it. And final exam is really scary! Because I haven't exactly been doing the readings. ^^'

ECON100A (Intermediate Economics 1)
25% Test #1: 51/56
25% Test #2: 48/50
2.5% Homework #1: 37/40
2.5% Homework #2: 19/19
2.5% Homework #3: 38/40
2.5% Homework #4: ????
40% Final Exam: ????

I'm assuming I'm going to get something like 95% in homework... so basically for Final Exam I need to get something around 93% to get an A without the curve. But the final grades are going to be curved and I think Test 2 and Final will be weighted higher if we show improvement (although improving might be difficult ^^' So... hopefully I will get A in this class!! :]

ECON15A (Probability and Statistics in Economics I)
Homework: 128/128
Attendance: 128/128
Test #1: 125/150
Test #2: 135/150
Test #3: 85/150... -____-;;;
Test #4: 135/150
Test #5: ???/150
Final Exam: ???/150

Your lowest two scores do not count towards your final grade ^^ So luckily that 85 will be dropped and I don't have to worry about Test #5 too much. Also, apparently 120+ on the tests is about an A if you get full credit on the homework and attendance. I'm pretty sure I'm getting full credit in attendance, but not entirely sure on homework since I got a few questions wrong. But... on just a point basis it is not possible for me to get an A in this class but if I want A- I just need a 120. Well... we'll see what happens on the curve or grading scales. =_=;; I really want A.... haha

ECON25 (Economics of Accounting Decisions)
20% Test #1: 97.5/100
20% Test #2: ????
4% Homework #1: 10/10
4% Homework #2: 10/10
4% Homework #3: 15/15
4% Homework #4: ????
4% Homework #5: ????
40% Final Project: ????

I seriously have no idea how I'm doing in this class because grades take forever to come out! D: I hope we're getting the second midterm grade back soon - they claimed the grades would be out by the end of the week but I think it won't come out until Wednesday -_-;; Once I get the midterm grade back I'll have a much better idea of how I'm doing, but I'm still really worried about the final project. My group hasn't really been working too hard on it =_=;;

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/28521260/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/28521260/ Mon, 23 Nov 2009 01:55:49 PST
* I made 150 today. My fingers are sore. But I'm at 25% now ^^
* Considering getting the H1N1 vaccine tomorrow. But not sure. o.x;; Don't want to deal with side.. effects.. especially if I'm going to practice tomorrow -__-;;
* Meeting with friend-who-isn't-a-kidnapper tomorrow to study, although topic is unclear.
* I'm really embarrassed because I typed a probably super-grammatically incorrect Korean sentence to him on MSN today.
* Sunjin is also coming tomorrow to try and fix my N64 and so that I can help with midterm studying. xD
* I feel like watching a scary movie. But I can't watch scary movies by myself... ;o;
* Hansel and Gretel is coming to US DVD!! I CAN'T WAIT :3 :3 :3

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/28499677/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/28499677/ Sun, 22 Nov 2009 00:29:41 PST 내가 달리는 길은 Love, Love, Love, Love
허나 그 길엔 온통 덫, 덫, 덫, 덫

- If you were a 26yo super fobby guy, what would you want for Christmas?
- IT'S WEEK 9? WTH
- Wasted way too much time today...;;;
- I really want to go to LA lately. o.o;; I miss Cyberzone LOL and I wanna go to Youngart~~ ;o;
- I hope my class ends early on Wednesday night =_=;;

Oh and basically this entry exists because I can't sleep right now. =_=;;;

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/28424593/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/28424593/ Tue, 17 Nov 2009 22:59:17 PST He now wants to buy me a replacement iPod... e____e;;
I want an iPod.
But I don't want him to spend like $250 on me.
Especially since... d;afkjasfdk ahhhh I HATE NOT KNOWING THIS STUFF
WHY DOES THIS TYPE OF THING ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME? T____T
I WAS SUPPOSED TO LEAVE ALL THIS CRAZY DRAMA BEHIND AFTER HIGH SCHOOL D:

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/28278419/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/28278419/ Tue, 10 Nov 2009 19:19:14 PST
My midterm on Monday for Economics was OKAY but not great. I feel like I did okay, but that's also how I felt last time, and I got a B-... Also, I turned in my horrible horrible term paper today. Well... at least I finished it, I guess. Now I just have one more midterm left! It's the take home midterm and is due a week from tomorrow. >_<;;

Well... now I just have to go to NRB to complete my midterm-stress-ritual lololololol

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/28209486/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/28209486/ Sun, 08 Nov 2009 01:17:33 PST Lithwood and ~DeChTu for acting so strange lately o_e;; I know I've been pretty crazy recently but in my defense lololololol all of this is to be expected because it's week.. 7.. omg.. it's almost... finals... week... hahahahahahhaa... hahaha... haha.. ha... ha.. h..

You know, sometimes I wish I were taller...
_{maybe I should try sometime~}

*ahem* Anyway!! This week should be pretty okay besides from the first two days. I'm going home again on Tuesday! hehe and I don't have to go back until Thursday~ ^^ Like having two weekends in one~ It's kind of a weird schedule this time around. I don't think I've ever had a holiday on a Wednesday before ^^' Unfortunately this doesn't really leave a whole lot of time for NRB with my friend-who-isn't-a-kidnapper, but he'll probably be busy too with work and family stuff so maybe we can do that the next week or something. I STILL WANNA DROWN MY SORROW IN SUNDUBU. THIS MUST HAPPEN. >:3 However, maybe this is actually a bad thing since I know he will probably treat... again... =_=;; BUT I WILL FIND A WAY TO PAY THE BILL THIS TIME! _{maybe -_-;;}

Anyway, YAY 2xWEEKEND! YAY BCD! YAY NRB someday!!

_{just...have to get to Tuesday.... ;_;}

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/28195398/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/28195398/ Sat, 07 Nov 2009 10:04:08 PST 10~12: SSCore Essay
12~1: Lunch
1~3: Econ
3~4: Break/Exercise
4~6: SSCore Essay
6~7: Dinner
7~8: Stats HW
8~9: Econ
9~11: SSCore Essay
11~12: Econ
12~: undefined

SUNDAY
8~9: Econ
9~12: Church
12~1: Lunch
1~2: Econ
2~3: SS Core Essay
3~4: Break/Exercise
4~5: Econ
5~6: Dinner
6~7: Drive back to apt
7~8: SS Core Essay
8~11: Econ
11~12: Break
12~: Econ

MONDAY
8~9: Prepare for school
9~10: Econ 15A Discussion
10~12: SS Core Discussion
12~1: Lunch
1~2: Econ 15A Lecture
2~3: Econ
3~5: Office hours
5~6: Econ
6~7: Econ 100A MIDTERM!!
7~9: Practice
9~: SS Core Essay

TUESDAY:
8~12: SS Core Essay
12.30: Turn in Essay
12.30~2: SS Core Lecture
2~3: Go home!home
3: die of exhaustion

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/28170584/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/28170584/ Thu, 05 Nov 2009 22:16:42 PST
I guess it's okay though. I have a lot of work to do and I should be studying... again. And I understand. He had to take care of a lot more important stuff and It's not like he signed a contract when we agreed to go sing lol. And now I don't have to spend money or feel bad that he spent money on me... again. ^^' haha and I'll have time to actually learn some songs so I don't look like an idiot. And maybe time to invite more people so I don't end up in an awkward situation. @_@;;

Just... I feel like I really, REALLY need a break. I keep thinking about the accounting midterm I took yesterday and each time it makes me kind of depressed lololol. So I was kind of looking forward to drowning my sorrows in sundubu and singing until I forget about my poor grades -__;; Oh well, I guess I'm just gonna have to live with my regret for another couple of days (or weeks, depending on schedule -_-)

But then again, going to my club always makes me feel better~ (:

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/28125369/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/28125369/ Tue, 03 Nov 2009 13:26:23 PST And... going to go study today!! :]

lol still listening to ollllld music =_=

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/28121573/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/28121573/ Tue, 03 Nov 2009 09:06:52 PST I don't know why I'm disappointed but maybe I would have understood.. ;;
Oh well, hopefully he got back to his apt okay @_@;;
But.... if he's okay, he owes me >:3
And if I get a bad grade on my midterm tomorrow, I'm blaming him >:3
On a side note, lol all my music is so old lololol

Also, my Sony is back. So I can start scanning stuff yay

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/28069242/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/28069242/ Sat, 31 Oct 2009 15:18:48 PDT Get behind in other class --> Read for other class to catch up before midterm/project/final --> Fall behind in first class --> Read for first class... etc.

*sigh*

I'm currently relatively caught up in Econ 15A and Econ 100A... catching up on Econ 25... and WAY WAY WAY behind in SSCore T_T

*sighhhhhhhh*

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/28026622/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/28026622/ Thu, 29 Oct 2009 10:15:59 PDT
+ He offered to buy me lunch. I had packed lunch in case just for this. But I ate it for breakfast because I was too hungry *fail*

+ I told him I wasn't hungry but he said I should eat something. So I picked out a $1 edamame and he was going to pay. I said it's okay but ended up just paying for his tax... which was about $0.75 too bad tax wasn't $1 @_@ *fail*

+ I forgot what ume was in English *fail*

+ I got my Statistics Exam #2 back! Surprisingly, I got a 135/150! *not fail! *

+ After I went back to study center, I found out two more of my homework questions were wrong *fail*

+ I started writing an ideas draft for my 10-page essay that is due in two weeks but I haven't really started.... *fail*

+ That guy wanted to buy me a drink from the student store. I was REALLY hungry but since I didn't want things to be awkward I just got a free cup of water from Wendy's *fail*

+ One of the group members in my project suggested that I can take care of the project by myself since he's too busy with his fraternity but if I need him to do anything then I could call him *fail*

+ During lecture I kind of zoned out, and he pretty much knocked out. He asked me to send him my notes. But my notes were just as bad as his *fail*

+ I just found out I'm leading a photography workshop for my club tonight. I know practically nothing *fail*

+ While walking to my bus I told him that my club is having a performance next Wednesday and then.... realized that our performance is the day of my midterm.... *FAILFAILFAILFAILFAIL*

+ When I got home, I decided I was too tired to cook anything and just went to sleep instead. There's nothing I feel like eating right now. I haven't eaten for almost 24 hours. *fail*

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/28008950/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/28008950/ Wed, 28 Oct 2009 09:25:47 PDT mistergrinn should know what happened to me! :3

Anyway I went to Blockbuster last night and got the entire second season of CSI for just $7. This amounts to about 31 cents per episode. I also found All About Lily Chou Chou for only $3.99! I have wanted to see this movie since high school, but it was always about $35 at Borders so I never did. I'm really happy to find it at Blockbuster because a) it's cheap and b) I know it's not bootleg. xD

Well today I woke up really early today and I'm not quite with it. However, I just ate my first ever Quizno's breakfast sandwich and I must say it was delicious! :] There's also a pretty big sale going on at the campus bookstore today so I'm going to check it out.

Bye!

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/27907422/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/27907422/ Thu, 22 Oct 2009 14:41:22 PDT Status: Emergency planning
Prospective date: ASAP
Comment: Must work a second target into the equation... after, make plans to move to Nebraska and NEVER LEAVE so we can all live happily ever after (w)

Target: Josh
Status: Planning
Prospective date: TBA
Comment: Must find reliable transportation so as to avoid awkwardly trying to walk across the border with a huge squirming potato sack.

Target: Kaccha
Status: Planning
Prospective date: Summer 2010!
Comment: Somebody else wants to kidnap Kaccha before me. D:< But it's okay because once he kidnaps her then I'LL JUST DOUBLE KIDNAP HER >;D kekekeke

Target: Mie
Status: In progress
Prospective date: Summer 2010!
Comment: I wonder if this counts as me kidnapping her or her kidnapping me... ;;; BUT IT WILL HAPPEN THIS TIME.

==========================================

lol I'm sitting by myself in the library and have a stats test tomorrow so out of stress and loneliness I'm procrastinating by making a kidnapping list... ;_;

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/27850664/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/27850664/ Mon, 19 Oct 2009 09:35:07 PDT
1. Missed first bus
2. Forgot to bring test to get corrected so have to get on bus to VDC, during my 1 hr break between classes (probably = late for lecture)
3. That test probably won't get corrected because I wrote in pencil instead of pen
4. My calculator just ran out of batteries so I have to go to the bookstore and buy overpriced AAA's during that one hour break = =;;
5. MIDTERM MIDTERM MIDTERM MIDTERM MIDTERM

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/27815288/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/27815288/ Sat, 17 Oct 2009 11:56:03 PDT I WILL NOT TOLERATE FAILURE THIS TIME.
MUST GET A+ IN ORDER TO OFFSET POTENTIAL BAD GRADES IN SSCORE/15A

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/27706498/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/27706498/ Sun, 11 Oct 2009 12:36:20 PDT
= =;;; I need to upload stuff sometime but I haven't really been drawing that much. Remember how senior year at CAMS kind of sucked the life out of me? I don't think it ever gave it back. D:

Will probably be watching a lot of movies and try to get inspired again. Or at least I'll have watched a lot of movies! xD So far I can't stop watching Hansel and Gretel though ;o;

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/27654732/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/27654732/ Thu, 08 Oct 2009 16:58:40 PDT
- High Fever (above 100 F)
- Headache
- Sore Throat
- Fatigue
- Loss of Appetite
- Nausea

I ended up going home!home Tuesday night and luckily yesterday my fever went down from 102.6+ to a pretty stable 97.8 On Wednesday, I went to school for a little bit to turn in some homework, but unfortunately wasn't able to make it to my Stats lecture (where I have a test tomorrow...!!). And I missed half of accounting ;A; so hopefully I can catch up on that quickly. @__@;;; At least I haven't missed any Social Science Core.

Thanks to everyone who took care of me this week ;_; I love you!!

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/27439380/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/27439380/ Sun, 27 Sep 2009 00:10:44 PDT
]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/27352914/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/27352914/ Tue, 22 Sep 2009 08:11:59 PDT
Right now I'm writing in a strange daze~ hehe
Then~ I will be --> x_x
But don't worry, I'll always be smiling (:
Bye bye deviantART! :3

...

= =;;;

*sigh*

Actually I lied just now haha
But that's how I feel!! ._.;;
I'm so tired.... haha
I'm feeling sick and can't concentrate on stuff
I think I'm like delirious~!! D:

Yesterday, I really couldn't stop laughing at Adobe Flash.
At the same time, that program just made me want to kill something.
Really really badly. lol
It was just so infuriating that I couldn't stop smiling.... hahaha
I think I really need sleep.... hahhahahahahahahahahaha

Today I was supposed to sleep in until 9
But... I woke up at like 7 D:
WHY AM I AWAKE?? DDDDDDD:

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/27325791/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/27325791/ Sun, 20 Sep 2009 17:56:45 PDT WILL HAPPEN WITHIN A YEAR.







(:

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/27278990/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/27278990/ Fri, 18 Sep 2009 11:36:20 PDT
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]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/27238443/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/27238443/ Wed, 16 Sep 2009 01:01:50 PDT akenon" contest for today. pale man's daughter... hahahaha... I keep laughing when I think about it. Although, Kaccha was a SUPER CLOSE second. I am still really excited for your package! I can't believe I'm finally getting it after 1 (2?) years of collecting stuff @_@;; haha

Anyway, I was feeling kind of depressed today. But now I'm not. So~ thank you~ :'

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/27206390/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/27206390/ Mon, 14 Sep 2009 09:56:56 PDT 아무도 내 맘을 모르죠 I can't stop love love love
아파도 계속 반복하죠 I can't stop love love love

So there is a week before school starts up again and I'm not quite sure what to think. Part of me is looking forward to going back and studying new things [/nerd] and the other part of me is dreading going back.

PRO:
- I get to learn stuff! This requires that I stop being lazy. It's like a two for one deal :]
- I get to see people and (maybe) have a little bit of a social life again! But that's kind of a big maybe. @_@;
- I get to see my baby ;A; Well. haha actually I probably will be just playing jing instead. @_@; But that's okay. Once practices start up again. I missed you all summer...! ;A;
- I get to learn to cook! Yay for finding new recipes~ Wait a minute... is this really a good thing? I might burn my apartment down :/
- I get to sleep in for all of the quarter except for Mondays. None of my classes start before 11. @_@;;

CON:
- The mixture of "AVOID AT ALL COST" and "Great prof!" on my professors' ratemyprofessor.com pages is rather confusing.
- There has been roommate drama while I was gone. I do not want to come back to drama.
- We have a performance sometime and last I heard things were not quite right between two certain people.
- There was recently a shooting at my school. Kind of scary. But I don't think this happens too often so. @_@;
- I have a horrible, HORRIBLE schedule this quarter.

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/26998437/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/26998437/ Thu, 03 Sep 2009 14:58:18 PDT _>; However, I did find some other movies up here Picked up Pan's Labyrinth and Letters from Iwo Jima at Future Shop for $10 and $7, respectively. Then at Rogers Video there was a buy one get one for a dollar on used movies so I got CJ-7 (which I've been DYING to see) and Ping Pong Playa (which I don't know anything about... but it looks really hilarious).

We haven't been doing a whole lot of touristy things... mostly shopping and fixing up my grandma's house... which is okay but kind of uneventful haha. But my dad has been taking me out on little photography trips every now and then which is kind of fun. Also today we're going to see a hockey game! It's just the local team but it sounds pretty cool~

Anyway I'll probably update again when I'm back home. See you in a couple of days!

PS. I've been DYING to go to noraebang. Like REALLY... I haven't been since probably... mid-spring 09? So yeah. The invitation is out there. -_-; lol

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/26833526/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/26833526/ Wed, 26 Aug 2009 09:51:14 PDT Also, jw but do I look 12? D:

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/26771696/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/26771696/ Sun, 23 Aug 2009 09:52:04 PDT
나는 네게서 ( 나를 느끼고 ) 너는 내게서 ( 너를 바라고 )
입가에 번지는 미소로 나에게 말해줘
Baby I wanna say I love you


:'D

Anyway, um not too much has been going on...

- This week... another failed meetup with Eugene, he said he'd teach me to play Tekken 6~ Can't wait! I remember playing Tekken 5 in the arcade once and I thought it was fun even though I was pretty much button mashing -_- Also we're planning to cosplay Tekken for when the movie comes out (if it ever does) and AX10. Anyone want to join us? It is definitely more fun with more people Also, AX10 sounds really funny.

- I found a letter I wrote to Kaccha in my sophomore year as well as our "OMG WHEN YOU COME VISIT ME LET'S GO TO _____" list, our SARS inside joke list, and Lonely Boy Episode 2 yesterday lol omg so much nostalgia~!! ;A;

- Going to Canada this Wednesday~! Hopefully I get some really cool pictures (and Hansel and Gretel!! ;A; )

- I played MVC2 for the first time at a friend's house and learned how to air combo with a few characters (I want a PS3 ;A; ) I pretty much got owned though. My friend never holds back for me ;o; So I always lose when I play games over there (SF2, COD4, SSBM, PPL, Dr. Mario, Tetris.... ;A; )

- Speaking of Call of Duty 4, I think I'm getting better! This time my friend only had 2 times as many points as me, not 5 times ;_; But I screen-looked.... ;_;

- I've been on this huge art block since forever ago @_@; Sorry, Amanda~! Your art trade is coming soon! D:

- Get to hang out with Setsu for the first time since like... senior year tomorrow~!!!

- This week was VBS and I'm dead tired now. But the kids were cute.

- I think I'm going to buy the other PIU pad from Jonathan. I've been practicing freestyle (and eventually nightmare) in this really ghetto way and it's a little embarrassing. Oh, and last week I practiced PIU for a while and I think I actually got better! But I still can't pass Winter and Pump Me Amadeus ;A;

- STILL DO NOT HAVE STREET FIGHTER IV D: MUST BUY.

Well I think that's enough ranting and whatever for now :3
X-Posting to my other blogs because I'm lazy and don't like to type new stuff -_-

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/26166449/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/26166449/ Sat, 25 Jul 2009 08:15:20 PDT
Summer so far;
- UP with Hansori (wow that was a long time ago... I miss it... @_@)
- UP with my family
- Mini Golf and Bowling with Jonathan and Nabi
- Photography assistant job
- Moved out of Middle Earth
- Moved to my apartment at VDC
- Grandpa's Birthday Dinner
- Summer School (Chinese Kung Fu Cinema~)
- Anime Expo
- Tonkatsu, then Young Art @ Koreatown (okay so it's just a store that I went shopping in.... but I found a million things I want to buy.... -_-)
- July 4
- Photography introduction class
- Six Flags / (not so good -__-) Sundubu / Billiards outside of UCI with Jessica, Jennifer, Jonathan, and Nabi
- Transformers Revenge of the Fallen
- Pier with James, Nabi, and Kayleen
- Played Call of Duty for the second time -_-; Still suck at it
- Gave Eugene his AX present! This time I actually got him something cool XD
- CHO DANG SUNDUBU WITH TAMAYA~SAN YESSSSS :333333 (lol maybe I'm too obsessed with food -_-)

Upcoming;
- Vancouver
- Hanging out with my friend from China
- Noraebang/karaoke... hopefully???
- More mini golf :3
- Nickel Nickel with Eugene, Jonathan, James, and Nabi(and anyone else who wants to come?)
- Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince
- 9!!!!!
- Ponyo~~~!
- VBS (not sure what I'm doing yet~)

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/22877313/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/22877313/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 00:08:33 PST









Yep. :T

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/22493359/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/22493359/ Fri, 09 Jan 2009 18:33:34 PST 2. I have a lot of homework and I want to get a 4.0 this quarter...
3. I frequent other sites more often.
4. I'm trying to do other things besides be on the internet all day (not gonna happen)
5. I was never really on here that much anyway.
6. I have way too many messages to deal with. D:

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/21106755/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/21106755/ Wed, 22 Oct 2008 07:58:41 PDT
But I'm scared for Humcore and Math...!!
Monday - Math
Wednesday (not today) - Humcore...!

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/21016034/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/21016034/ Thu, 16 Oct 2008 12:24:00 PDT ADKJFA;LFJD;LFJLKFJALKDFJFAK;
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]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/20701655/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/20701655/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 09:03:22 PDT I can watch tv again and eat whenever I want and take showers without having to put on sandals now haha ;u; It's seriously kind of hard to get used to for me ;; I think I need better sandals as well. Mine kind of soak up water easily.

Anyway Welcome Week was pretty good but kind of exhausting. I met up with a bunch of friends who I haven't seen in forever and it turns out that they like to stay out really late o.x; I still haven't seen some of the people I wanted to chill with though D: As for clubs and all that stuff, I've been bombarded with different offers and I really have no idea what I want to join. I really wanted to join LXP (Language Exchange Program for Mandarin) but I have 0 knowledge of Mandarin and I think it'd be too hard for now T_T; There's a whole bunch of other clubs I liked/signed up for, but yeah I don't know~ ;; lol

As for classes, I've only had two so far.

-ECON 20A (Basic Economics I - Microeconomics) ~ This class seems REALLY easy, all common sense. Our teacher seems really friendly and nice too

-MATH 4 (Math for Economists) ~ This class is really intimidating! I have to do linear algebra (in terms of matricies) AND multivariable calculus?? D: On top of that, I'm pretty sure I'm the only freshman in the class D: But my teacher seems nice enough. And I met a bunch of transfer students in my discussion section?? So maybe I'll have people to study with ;D

On a side note, I'm really not liking Humanities Core right now. PLATO'S SYMPOSIUM DDDD:

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/20452787/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/20452787/ Fri, 12 Sep 2008 10:26:11 PDT First Dilemma
-------------

Major #1: Business Economics

Options: Specialization in International Relations, Honors Program (ok well that's not really an "option" for me because I have to but~ ;; )

Major #2: ???????

Thinking of: Accounting, Math, Chinese, Japanese, International Relations, Asian Studies, European Studies, French, OTHER?????

Minor: ?????

Pretty much thinking of the same stuff. lol.

--------------
Second Dilemma
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STUDY ABROAD OPTIONS:
Australia
Barbados
Brazil
Canada
China
Costa Rica
Denmark
Egypt
France
Germany
Ghana
Hong Kong
Hungary
India
Ireland
Italy
Japan
Republic of Korea
Netherlands
New Zealand
Singapore
South Africa
Sweden
Taiwan
Thailand
Turkey
United Kingdom
Vietnam

Thinking of: Australia, China, France, Germany, Hong Kong, Japan, Korea, New Zealand, Singapore, Sweden, Taiwan, United Kingdom...

HELP??

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/19642975/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/19642975/ Mon, 28 Jul 2008 13:40:53 PDT

* 1. Post these rules.
* 2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.
* 3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
* 4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
* 5. No tag-backs.

1) When I was a little kid (3 or 4) my dad told me to be careful on the escalator because if I didn't get off in time, I would get sucked through the little hole that the stairs went into. For like a year I thought that the escalator was going to eat me T_T;

2) I like to eat things with forks rather than hands Such as hamburgers, pizza, etc.

3) I love spicy food but my Japanese throat isn't built for it T_T; (Ever notice how mild Japanese food is? D: ) I'm slowly building up my tolerance though~ hahaha

4) I have a really low tolerance for pain and heat. Even washing dishes is kind of too hot for me D:

5) When I was in first grade I cried because I couldn't spell cafeteria. T_T;

6) I'm afraid of birds (kind of). They creep me out D: Except those cute tiny ones~ lol

7) I quit DDR to play PIU. XD;;

8) I can't break the habit of putting a face after most of my sentences~ D:

Tagging:



]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/19573135/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/19573135/ Thu, 24 Jul 2008 12:59:30 PDT Can't wait.

Plans:

-Kaccha would like to cosplay Haruhi with me and learn that dance together.

-It would also be really cool if she cosplayed Gintoki, then I could use my Shinsengumi outfit again. Except I don't have the face for Hijikata so~ XD;;

-Pokemon group
__Ash (Nabi~ gonna force him to come lol)
__Pikachu (me )
__Team Rocket (James and Norma)
__Meowth (Norma's sister.. or cousin I forgot)
__Brock (maybe Eugene)
__Depending on who wants to join, we could also have:
____Professor Oak!
____Misty!
____Nurse Joy
____Officer Jenny
____Gary Oak
____Kanto Region Gym Leaders
____Other Pokemon

Right now~ Pikachu is done! xD; I have to sew all the other outfits (except I told Eugene he's kinda on his own if he does Brock since it's mostly a thrifting kind of costume).. Same with whoever chooses Misty or Professor Oak lol

Wishful Thinking:

-MAYYYYBE Code Geass :/ I don't think I can sew that well

-I always wanted to do Tales of the Abyss but sewing Natalia looks like such a pain T_T;;

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/19302904/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/19302904/ Thu, 10 Jul 2008 01:23:53 PDT
But anyway, I need help with our group cosplay!
We're gonna be pokemon~ lol The thing is, no one in my group sews but me D: Which poses a problem~

1. Pikachu
TO KACCHA<3 I hope you're going to Japan because I need you to get me a kigurumi pikachu. I'll pay you back the full amount + shipping~!

2. Ash (not sure if we have an Ash yet but THIS IS WHAT I NEED THE MOST HELP ON)
I'm not quite sure what to do for his shirt/jacket thing~ I'm thinking of using something like [link]age=all and just changing the color of the body/collar, but then I have to deal with trim and the fact that the pockets are wrong. -_-; Any better suggestions or places to buy would be much appreciated.

3. Team Rocket
Any suggestions on the tops would be appreciated! The rest is pretty much "Buy this wig. Buy these boots. Memorize the phrases." lol

4. Meowth
I think I'll go gijinka on this since I don't wanna make a kigu. -_-;

We have a possible 6th member, but we're not sure what we should make him. I said Brock lol I think it'd be cool to get a Misty too.

Hopefully everything turns out well. When I cosplay usually my sewing is kept to about one piece per costume (BR skirt, Okita jacket, etc) so hopefully I won't get overwhelmed! D: But that's why I'm starting early ;D

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/19255674/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/19255674/ Mon, 07 Jul 2008 13:50:34 PDT
I will have a very detailed post on my livejournal, but I can never find the will to write so much in deviantART, so I'll just put some quick notes here.

~Spent a lot of money. Mostly on Matantei Loki, which I've been waiting for for a year. :]

~I seriously wanted to buy something from everyone at artist alley, but I'm unemployed. Not that it'd be something huge, probably just a little $1 item type of thing. But still no money! D:

~The dealers hall was pretty huge and I really appreciated the map in the program (so I could make notes of what I wanted to go back to~ :3)

~Couldn't find/afford the gift I wanted for driving instructor (find), Kathy (a little of both), or my sister (afford), but I hope what I got was close enough. Actually, I didn't know what I was looking for for Kathy anyway. However, I found them all cool stuff in the artist alley.

~Got lost looking for the meetups. Saying stuff like "Convention Center Staircase" doesn't really help because there's a lot of stairs around the convention center, you know. :/

~Met the drummer of Velvet but I didn't really know what to say to him since I don't know their music. xD;

~Met David Hayter, who seemed like a really nice guy.

~Got to eat bimbimyon!!! Which I've been waiting for for like 3 months <3

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/19035408/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/19035408/ Wed, 25 Jun 2008 09:14:01 PDT
]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/18722480/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/18722480/ Sat, 07 Jun 2008 22:59:25 PDT [link]
Was browsing ED and found the funniest thing~

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/18671658/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/18671658/ Wed, 04 Jun 2008 23:32:00 PDT As of tomorrow I'm done with high school
Kind of weird.

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/18329248/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/18329248/ Wed, 14 May 2008 23:12:59 PDT FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE
...

Survived:
April 29 - English Final
April 30 - Calculus Final
May 6 - AP Statistics
May 7 - AP Calculus BC
May 8 - AP English Literature
May 12 - AP Physics B

Still coming up:
May 23 - IDP
May 27 - Physics Final
May 27 - Government Final
Sometime around this time - Statistics Project

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/18038537/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/18038537/ Sat, 26 Apr 2008 12:43:36 PDT
UCI FTW

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/17824257/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/17824257/ Sun, 13 Apr 2008 01:25:30 PDT
]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/17547493/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/17547493/ Thu, 27 Mar 2008 19:17:57 PDT Spring semester of 2009 T__T

In order of acceptance letters:

[O] Colorado School of Mines
[O] California State University Long Beach
[O] University of California, Irvine
[O] University of California, Davis
[O] University of California, San Diego
[O] University of California, Los Angeles
[/] University of California, Berkeley
6.5/7 = 92.857 %

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/17515933/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/17515933/ Tue, 25 Mar 2008 19:36:02 PDT
A: Teach me how to pen spin, W!
W: You don't know how to?
A: No, but it looks so cool...!!
W: But you're ASIAN...!!
A: *cries*

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/16984406/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/16984406/ Wed, 20 Feb 2008 20:23:28 PST And some Korean bacon??

But anyway, by first dish I was full.
By second dish, I was like forcing myself to eat
(Because it tastes good and I don't want to waste money)
By third dish I was like.. omg gonna be sick =.=;;

The next day, I wasn't hungry until 4:00 in the afternoon!
lol but that made me not hungry for dinner until 1:00 AM
My schedule is really thrown off now

~

지금 저는 배가 고파요
하지만 음식이 없어요 ㅠㅠ
배고픈....!
save me ;n;

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/16932679/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/16932679/ Sun, 17 Feb 2008 16:26:38 PST Regents Scholarship
Campuswide Honors Program




...hope I don't have to go to CSULB D:
Good school and all, but I just can't see myself there for 4 years ;;
I really want to go to UCI....!!

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/16826185/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/16826185/ Mon, 11 Feb 2008 00:54:19 PST
-Learn "Only Human" on piano.
-Learn Phoenix Wright OST on piano.

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/16598725/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/16598725/ Sun, 27 Jan 2008 14:33:20 PST Not eligible for Pell Grant.
Pretty much said we'll only get low interest loans.

T____T
no more spending until college! D:

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/16524269/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/16524269/ Tue, 22 Jan 2008 16:08:51 PST My room gets messy a lot D: Usually I clutter up the desk with tons of paper and textbooks until you can't even see the wood anymore. o.x;

70. Don't worry so much about the future..!!
Mom told me I should quit worrying about graduate school until I've at least begun my undergraduate studies. lol.

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/16447919/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/16447919/ Thu, 17 Jan 2008 15:47:49 PST Goal #68. Learn to knit. I got interested in knitting a while ago but I only just recently started a scarf. I was doing okay but I messed up and theres a big hole where i was working. So I'm gonna start over with better colors and longer needles lol. My goal is to learn to knit a turtle. But since I'm having trouble knitting a straight line, I don't think that's going to happen anytime soon. o.x; It's kind of relaxing though, when I'm not messing up -____-;; I want to get navyxgray and make a scarf. The color I'm using right now is kind of ugly anyway xD

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/16411316/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/16411316/ Tue, 15 Jan 2008 00:13:53 PST [link]

Pretty much what it is... is you go to your own funeral, read off your will, and they lock you in a coffin for 15 minutes and let you reflect on your life. Then they let you out and you're considered "reborn."

All for about $325. A cool (but really weird) idea and all, but I think I'd rather reflect on my life for free. Plus they put a little dirt on the coffin too. That's just creepy haha.

I think my fear would be "...um... hey guys, where'd you put the key?"

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/16395982/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/16395982/ Sun, 13 Jan 2008 23:10:47 PST
Time seems to be going by too fast. I can't believe I only have one semester left of high school.


Non school stuff here ↓↓

The new bassist of infringe on is really cute. I added him on mixi because I just downloaded infringe on's album [much better quality lol] and went to their BBS... and noticed that there was a new bassist! Also, they seem to be on hiatus.

The message he sent me ↓↓
はじめまして!
infringe onの曲を聞いてくれてありがとうございます。
学校頑張ってくださいね。
よろしくお願いします!

lol がんばりますー！ gosh, even the bassist knows I'm obsessed with school D: lol



***

ADDITIONAL GOAL
68. Learn to knit.

]]> ~akenon http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/16309165/ http://akenon.deviantart.com/journal/16309165/ Mon, 07 Jan 2008 23:02:10 PST down to 100 today. :T

I keep having these weird memories...?

I don't know if they're even considered memories because they're not even the whole thing. Just like a section of one. I keep seeing them in my head but no matter how hard I try, I can't remember the rest of it. It's almost just like remembering a picture with maybe a sentence to go with it... like a screenshot or something when you know there's a movie behind it, but all you have to work with is that picture. Some are more detailed than others. It's kind of creepy but really just rather irritating.

[One of them, by the way is a movie for real. I know it is. D: But sometimes I wonder, did I make this stuff up? It's.. weird]

Hopefully I don't have a brain tumor lol. I watched this episode of Cold Case and the guy who died was dying of a brain tumor, and as it progressed, he had little snippets of memories come back to him too. But he never could put it together until he was about to die. o.x;

]]> ~akenon