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Wearing: Blue jeans and a dark blue tee
Hair: down

Ok... i'm moving to a new account...so everyone update ur icons and that stuff to

thanks very much. I'm having a few personal and regular problems with this account so I've changed it. Thanks and please update.

-Akima- ]]> ~akima hahahaha http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/1573784/ http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/1573784/ Sat, 27 Dec 2003 14:23:06 PST Music: Good Times Gone -- Nickelback
Wearing: Blue Australian Tee; jeans and socks
Hair: Half-ponytail
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Wow... today was sooooooo long and sooooo busy. And yet; it was totally un-planned. Everything just ... happened. Yea, it was very busy and stressful.

But Thursday's Christmas! wow. christmas already. geez, to me, it doesn't even feel like it.. >< bleh...

:: I worship thee ... ::

~akima uh.... http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/1563739/ http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/1563739/ Sun, 21 Dec 2003 22:35:11 PST Music: Harry Potter Theme Song
Wearing: Green Shirt, Black Pants
Hair: Down
Mood:

Icon of the Moment:

*blink* i think everyone hates me now. I know Brad and Jake do.

yea, jake hates me. Uh... ok, i'm going to go now. If anyone cares. bye

:: I worship thee ... ::

~akima *steaming* http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/1558294/ http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/1558294/ Fri, 19 Dec 2003 20:34:36 PST

I hate everyone

:: I worship thee ... ::

http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/1543795/ Tue, 16 Dec 2003 15:18:39 PST Music: Whatever is on MTV...
Wearing: Pink billabong hoodie, blue jeans, maroon arm and leg socks and black boots
Hair: Down and all crappy, my hair looks so dark now with dark red and brown highlights.. ^_~
Mood:

Icon of the Moment:

I GET TO SEE LORD OF THE RINGS TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM SO OVER-LY ESTATIC! Me and my friends are all gonna go tomorrow on opening day and see it at harkins then we're gonna get chipotle for lunch! ^_^ eeee! i'm so overly-happy!

Well, other then taht. I am just gettin over my nice little flu time. Yes, on saturday i got the cough, first off, i thought it was just cuz it was cold and dry outside but no, cuz on sunday i woke up with the "pukes" and a fever of 102.4. yea, suxs duddin' it? But yea, so I was sort of "banned from my comp" the past few days cuz my mom didn't want me at the computer chattin away with ppl when i had a fever and was obviously sick. So I really don't kno if I'll be on tonight. Doubt it, got finals tomorrow too. >< bleh. So yea, the only reason i'm online right now is cuz my parents aren't home so i have the right to be online.

But the good news is, I finally broke my fever today so I'm happy bout that

So i'm gonna go now. Bye byes!

LORD OF THE RINGS! HERE I COME! ^_^

:: I worship thee ... ::

http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/1516488/ Wed, 10 Dec 2003 17:13:31 PST Music: my crying...
Wearing: Tears and jeans and a tee
Mood: *cries*

.....T_T....

:: I worship thee ... ::

http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/1507993/ Mon, 08 Dec 2003 17:20:42 PST Wearing: Pink Billabong Hoodie, blue jeans
Hair: Down and layered
Mood:

(still)
Icon of the Moment:

Ok... well, first off. I'm more worried about Chris then I am with Brad or Jake or Brandon or Nick.... I know that Brad is fine and I'm happy with that but Chris is another story; he never promises me anything; in fact; he never promises anyone anything. So pursauding him out of suicide is a difficult task. With Brad and Nick, they actually promised me taht they wouldn't do anything regretful. Chris?, never. So I'm basically worried sick about him right now and he hasn't gone to school and I haven't heard from him since Saturday night when he said 'i'll spare u the annoyance and just kill myself' and then signed off.

Yes... so basically, everything that's making me worried and sad and depressed is Chris' doing, and I feel responsible. And plus; there is this huge annoying sick feeling in my stomach that is telling me that something is really wrong and it's making me even more worried and sad... I've tried to call his house and no one's answering; I kno that Chris' parents are out of town for some work-related thing and chris's little sister was at a friends for the time they are going to be gone. And I'm afraid that Chris' parents are going to come home to either their son dead or the cops at their house telling them that he's either dead or in the hospital cuz something went wrong...

*sigh* and I'm sorry if I was ever mean or shitty to any of you. I don't mean it; I'm just in an emotional breakdown. I got pissed over stupid little things or nothing at all. Today; my friends all thought I was depressed when I was just sad. Lauren and Dani both know what's going on but neither Marie or the others do. Lauren gave me really good advice this morning too. She said that if anyone starts talking about suicide to me; I should make it a personal matter and not try to tell them not to kill themselves; I should tell them what would happen if they killed themselves; (what would their friends think, what would their family do). And so far; it's worked with Jake and Nick.

But boy; is Chris hard. He's so solid and un-penitrable... *sigh* it's just difficult....

:: I worship thee ... ::

~akima ... Numb ... http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/1502038/ http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/1502038/ Sun, 07 Dec 2003 18:39:43 PST Wearing: Black cargo pants, light yellow tank, light yellow toe socks.
Hair: down and all curled
Mood:

Icon of the Moment:

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes

[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly
afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought I would be
has fallen apart right in front of you

[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
and every second I waste is more than I can take

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be

Linkin Park- Numb

===================

I feel like shit today; apparently last night i was crying in my sleep and yelling a certain persons name outloud in my sleep and i actually do know why I prolly yelling that persons name. Josh woke me up in teh middle of the night and was all 'You're screaming some dude's name and ur crying. Wtf is wrong with you?!?' It pissed me off to an extreme but I wasn't in the pissed off mood area; i was in the crying mood area so I just basically looked at him and then burst out crying. I'm such a pathetic loser... (and my cat is insane) So I got up in the morning when I was done crying my eyes out and i at least looked decent for waking up with red eyes, took a shower to see if that would help; (didn't) then i got online and waited for the 'person' to get online; he still hasn't gotten online and I have this really bad gut feeling that something's wrong and It's not helping my condition.

And then I decided while I was going to wait for him to get online I was going to listen to music; so I got my i-Pod and started listening to music and i realized all the music that was in my i-Pod was all depressing music; great huh? Now I'm sad AND depressed. I'm such a mess.

Pathetic....

oh and one more thing; I had to talk 3 PEOPLE out of suicide last night. I'm lucky huh? *rolls eyes and goes to cry some more*

:: I worship thee ... ::

http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/1375077/ Sat, 08 Nov 2003 21:19:05 PST Wearing: Pair of blue fuzzy pants, a light blue tee and slippers
Music: The Ocean of Guilt in my head
Icon of the Moment:

(that's what's going to end up alot in my conversations if i don't find out what the hell is wrong with me)

Seriously, I feel so extremely guilty at the moment. I don't kno if it's just me or something but i'm starting to think that i shouldn't have even mentioned some things. This is just extremely overwhelming and I just don't kno what i think right now... and plus, my stomach hurts so much and it won't go away. And the fact that i was grounded last week for something i don't think i should have been grounded for but now that i think about it, maybe i should've and maybe i should've been grounded for longer and maybe i should see a psychiatrist or go to some psych ward... maybe i should have just taken that shrinks advice, maybe i would be better off then, in a psych ward treating my 'illness' or 'problem' as i think it is.

And the fact that i thought one of my friends was acting like he was clenching his teeth at me and my friend and that i thought he thought we were to hard to handle or something when we were chatting online. it just makes me think that i've said too much and maybe i should just lay low for a while or maybe just disappear for a bit... see what happens... i just don't kno right now. it's making everything difficult.

Thanks for listening, if u even did.

Peoples' whose art kick so much ass it.........-

http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/1321947/ Sun, 02 Nov 2003 08:55:34 PST Music: Just the TV
Wearing: My orange BLOME racing tank top, Black FOX racing shorts, my rocketdog black sandals and my sunglasses. (hey, i didn't have time to take them off, i just came straight here from the racing)
Icon of the Moment:

OMG OMG OMG!!! i had THE BEST time at Firebird! EEEE! I met my idol when it comes to top fuel hydro dragster drivers! ^_______________^ I love top fuel hydros! ^^ But the best thing i'd have to admit was the crashes i saw. OMG, they were the best and no one got hurt. ^^ so i'm able to say that they were the best part of the racing. By far the greatest crash was when the Top Fuel Hyrdros started and the first two hydros came onto the lake. One of the hydros made it across the finishline fine up until he started losing control and swerved left and his boat flipped violently and it disinigrated into pieces and he was thrown over the little island in the middle of the lake and they took an hour and a half cleaning up the mess and debris and spent a good 20 minutes trying to pry Scotty from the pod. But the good news, he's ok! of course, his boat won't make it but that's just a sacrifice we'll have to make.

The next one was Scotty's opponent. Well, his hydro's engine caught on fire and he was standing in the middle of firebird lake on the top of his hull splashing water onto his fiery engine. ^^ it was funny. And the last "major" crash was one of the pro mod hydros (i think the name was 'hyperactive') engine's blew up during the race and he was going 200+ mph and couldn't stop so he deployed his parachute but not quite the right time to deploy it. so he had to put on the emergency brake. all in all! i loved it! Now, i have to wait 2 hours until i get to go to homecoming. ^^ yay! ok, later

-Akima-

Quote of the Moment: "That's a hydro not an alcohol"

Hydros- (Top fuel, Pro mod) type of dragster
Alcohol- Another type of Dragster boat (different from Hydros)

Peoples' whose art kick so much ass it.........-

http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/1310121/ Wed, 22 Oct 2003 15:30:39 PDT Music: Radio....... not sure what's playin.
Wearing: Red Trigun Tee and shorts. My black rocket dog sandals. ^^
Icon of the Moment:

OK, first off! My stupid brother Josh threw a razor blade at me last night, so he will die a slow, painful death. *evil laugh* OK, well, next, I'm in a happy mood cuz i get to go to the Homecoming dance this saturday with Jake. ^__________^

i'm so happy. I've got a beautiful dress! it's so perty.

ok, well, I'm happy for that but that's only on Saturday night; so what's in the morning huh? I GET TO GO TO A BOAT RACES AT FIREBIRD!!!!!!!!!

ok, so i'm stupid and i'm into that nascar, boat race, NHRA stuff. yea? so?!?

I love that stuff. My dad got VIP passes and we're in a box!!!!! A VIP BOX!!!!! I get like the most awesomest view of the boat races ever!!!!!!!!! ^____________^ I'm like in heaven; even tho i wished it was Nascar or NHRA instead of boats. I LOVE WHEN THEY CRASH! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. ok, so around 2:30 i get to go get my nails and hair done and then i get to go home and get in my pretty dress and go with Jake to the Homecoming dance and meet my friends. It's gonna be so much fun!!!!!!!!

ok, well, i'll go screech and scream somewhere else. Ok, i'm in a better mood today.

later.

-Akima-

Quote of the Moment: Everyone makes Mistakes in their life; but everyone can fix them and there is always a new start in life.

Peoples' whose art kick so much ass it.........-

http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/1291018/ Sun, 19 Oct 2003 17:32:54 PDT Music: don't care
Wearing: don't care at all
Icon of the moment: you kno what! fine ur own god-damn icon!

Yea, I'm good. My day was fine up until my friend ay told us about her day, now it's sort of brought my mood down a lot of notches. Also, I'm just not in the mood today. Lately I've been stressed and things pop up in my head. And i'm sure everyone knows that certain 'thing' and everytime i bring it up or something, my friends think i'm serious and all of a sudden act all distant and it pisses me off. Like for example, today, i was talking in a chatroom with my buddeh's. brad said 'brb' and so we were talking and i got a little depressed and said that i'd kill myself if my friend really wanted me too and brad came back right when i said that and got all 'mad' sort of cuz he didn't like coming back to that phrase. so he left the chatroom and got all "a-wall" on me. Then he signed off on me and then i told my friends that he wasn't coming back tonight to talk cuz he signed off and i told them what he said and ay said she didn't want to take it cuz she had a bad day to begin with and she left and it was just me and marian and i got totally defensive and just yelled and got mad then left the chatroom and then marian left and got offline.

So to sum up my life: I've been having horrible nightmares, my friends in jail, My brother Josh in a little asshole, I'm getting depressed, Everytime I find happiness, it's either ruined by someone or something, I'm pissed, my friends don't seem to give a damn about me, they don't care, it's pissing my off and then basically, i feel left out, alone, depressed, mad, irritated, defenseless and scared.

BOTTOM LINE: I don't think i can trust my friends anymore.

Thanks for listening. if you even did

-Akima-

Quote of the Moment: GO FIND YOU OWN GOD DAMN QUOTE AND LEAVE ME ALONE!

Peoples' whose art kick so much ass it.........-

~akima AM SO IN LOVE! http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/1281792/ http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/1281792/ Wed, 15 Oct 2003 21:45:00 PDT Music: 103.9
Wearing: My Army Green pants with chains and my black tee with a punky kitty, my Black DC's
Hair: Down and straight
Icon of the Moment:

I AM SO IN LOVE AT THE MOMENT! lalalalalalala *in her own little world* I met the sweetest most cutest guy ever! he is so cute and so sweet and just plain PRECIOUS! ^____________________________________^ *sighs dreamily* I sooooooooo love this guy and he soooooooo loves me back. Today was like the most perfect day ever in my life. I'm serious. We went to see Kill Bill, which by the way, GO SEE! it's awesome! ^__^ And then we went to Bahama Breeze (even tho my ex works there

) Turned out that Ayden was our waiter and he was less then pleased (hey, he deserved it. That mother

ing User!) Ayden did take our order nicely like a gentlemen and actually didn't raise the check or talk to me (he acted like he didn't even know us, which was an awesome thing

) But i could soooo tell he wasn't pleased with Jake.

So, Well, my day was still awesome! I got white and black roses from Jake. (I love black roses!

) And, well, i'm going. Later

-Akima-

Quote of the Moment: I eat under-classmen. ^~

Peoples' whose art kick so much ass it.........-

http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/1266473/ Tue, 14 Oct 2003 19:03:22 PDT Music: None
Wearing: Clothes
Icon of the Moment:

OH yesh! Icon's shall rule over all! They kick so much butt! ^^ Ok, well, yea.

Luv's j00

rules over all!

LOOKIE AT MY OWN LITTLE WORLD!!!

Check out my gallery

Art Theives
This is for Art Theives

Music!!!

Um.... uh.....

^^

Quote of the Moment: To eat or not to eat. THAT is the question ^^

Peoples' whose art kick so much ass it.........-

http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/1265327/ Sat, 11 Oct 2003 22:59:06 PDT Music: Audioslave
Wearing: Red jersey shorts, and a black chinese tee
Icon of the Moment:

WHOA! Man, am i wiped out. I think I'm gonna take a little break from uploading things. Cuz in the last two days I've uploaded like 10 things. Oo wow. Ok, well, this little break will prolly never last long. I'll prolly upload more stuff tomorrow. >< bleh. Eh, whatever.

-Akima-

Quote of the Moment: Silverware is nice! ^^

Ppl whose art rocks!!!-

Friends:

http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/1258588/ Sat, 11 Oct 2003 18:35:01 PDT Wearing: My Pj's. (hey, give me a break, I just woke up)
Music: Linkin Park, forgot what song. See, this is how out of it I am!
Icon of the Week:

MEMO: Also, when i recieve 500 pageviews, whoever gets the 500th page view, will, get a picture. Of whatever i come up with. But be honest ppl. i'm watching you.

I'M ALIVE! Ok, yea, I'm alive. I'm ok. ^^ Well, nothing much in the art department even tho I did draw Kelli's VERY BELATED birthday present. Gomen Kelli! I'm sorry it's going to be so late. And I'm mad cuz my scanner's being a butt and it won't scan properly. Grr. Well, I did actually draw another character and I did draw a floaty head of myself. ^^ hehe, Well, my new character is a coyote/tiger hybrid. And I want to give special thanks to Tigrin. She inspired me to create this new character. She will not be released until later. ^~ Haha, well, I'm going to go. Big day today.

Quote of the Moment: SQUISHYLICIOUS-NESS!

Ppl whose art rocks!!!-

~akima WTF! I'm Holy?!?! http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/1181287/ http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/1181287/ Thu, 09 Oct 2003 18:05:30 PDT Music: Baby Boy by Beyonce
Wearing: Jeans and a white tee with angel wings on the back with blood dripping off them. (i love this shirt, i can't wear it at school so i wear it whenever i have the chance)
Icon of the Moment:

According to my brother Josh, I'm holy. Or should i say the Un-holy holy or just plain Hell Holy. *shrugs* I honestly don't kno what goes on in my brother's head. Weird. So, well, the last few weeks i've been really having problems in my life. First I've been having these really creepy, gory dreams about my "friend" Justin in which I've been friends with ever since 3rd grade. That sort of escaladed to depression and I was depressed for a good week and a half until Justin left my life in a way that I rather not say (no, he did not die, he went somewhere else). So then I thought that I would be fine now that Justin was out of my life but no! it never is fine, it just has to get worse.

Well, I kept on having more and more nightmares with Justin and a few friends including my boyfriend Ayden. My friend was nice enough to get my dreams analyzed and I wasn't really pleased with what my dreams interpreted out to be, friends that are dis-trusting and want revenge and are evil. Oo. don't ask me, she chose that proffession.

Well, lately I've been still having nightmares and two nights ago I had one that had Justin in it and I woke up in the middle of it, screaming and I kinda was afraid to go to sleep after that, because of what might happen in my other dreams. Well, last night I was sleeping and I had a dream that Justin gave me this slash on my arm that looked like a cross, and prolly somewhere in my subconcious this dream was deep enough to cause me to use my nails and make a cross shaped scratch on my arm (while i was sleeping). I didn't realize i had done this until i woke up and there was a cross shaped blood stain on my bed sheet and i looked down at my arm and low and behold, there was a cross scratch. And dried blood underneath my fingernails. And that should explain why Josh thinks I'm holy and my dad thinks that it's some sort of sign from god.

Well, Whatever.

Quote of the Moment: "I'm Holy?!?!"

Ppl whose art rocks!!!-

~akima WTF, owww.... http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/1073991/ http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/1073991/ Wed, 03 Sep 2003 18:41:13 PDT Music: Always by Saliva
Wearing: My pj's
Icon of the Week:

Well, i'm writing in here to vent from my incident with my little brother on Friday. Um....so... i was talking to josh (he's my bro) about not getting on my sn and chatting with my friends online which he's been doing for a while now. I guess, it pissed him off and i guess, he was trying to threaten me with a knife but he stabbed me. I have no memory of this, I'll i kno is the stuff josh and my mom (she was home on Friday) told me. Then I woke up in a hospital with three iv's in me and this trememdous pain in my stomach.

Of course, my dad was an awesome dad and gave me his laptop with aim on it! and the internet to me for as long i was confined to my bed so i didn't get bored of tv and movies. He's a sweety, so i was in bed for the last two days with my dad's laptop on my thighs and chatting away with my friends which made my day so much better since i couldn't move anywhere. (i'd prolly die or go insane in captivity)

I have no idea why i'm writing in this journal but i guess it's just to help me vent and stuff. But, it's Sunday and I'm feeling a 'little' better, not much but i'm more confident in getting up and not falling since yesterday i got up all by myself without falling. So, i'm very happy for myself! and last night my mom (who's a nurse) was helping me get up and i asked if she could help me like walk, cuz i can't really walk very well cuz it hurts like hell. She said she would, so she helped me from 10:30 to 12:00 walking. And i'm proud to say, i can walk by myself but it hurts alot and i can't walk a long distance or for very long. So, i guess i'll have to save the walking for something special until i can walk without any really bad pain in my stomach.

Well, that helped me vent and i'm sure everyone is all "WTF, HOW'D THAT HAPPEN!?" or "WTF, THAT'S STUPID" or something, but i bet it will have 'WTF' in it.

But the one thing i noticed is, that josh is being the sweetest kid ever, he's staying by my bed all day until he has to go get something or go to bed. but, he volunteers whenever i need something and he helps me get up and we were actually BONDING yesterday when we were watching movies together. I bet it's because he feels REALLY GUILTY for hurting me. And really, i don't get along with josh very well when i'm not hurt or anything. we're total opposites except the fact that we're related.

Well.... i guess i'm gonna stop cuz i have to get my stomach 're-wrapped' so.... i'll write in here later and stuff. so, see ya later.

Ppl whose art rocks!!!-

http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/1053210/ Sat, 09 Aug 2003 16:57:00 PDT Music: None at the moment.
Clothing: Blue shorts and my 'keep off the dunes' green shirt!
Hair: Half-pony that is wind-blown
Icon of the week:

I'm soooooo much happier!!! I love California! Why can't Arizona have California's weather?! I mean, it's like, PERFECT! 70 degree weather, clear skies, and an OCEAN! Man, I so wish Arizona was like that in the summer. I wish we had an ocean and beaches but NOOOOO we have desert and monsoons and 115 degree weather! And stupid hot humidity when it's so frickin' hot outside.

Ok, my little outburst there was because I just came back from San Diego about an hour ago! Yay! I love California. I went swimming and surfing! I love surfing! Surfing is fun! And my I have my beautiful car back! *sighs happily* ^_^ I'm just estatic! But, then I got home, unpacked and got on the computer and found that DA got a new layout! I love it but it's ever so confusing! Ah hell, I don't care!

And I start school on monday. Crap! I'm gonna be a junior. Ok, I guess that's alright. Whatever. I love summer and now it's leaving me! Noooooo! *clings onto summer* Don't leave!! *grabs gun and points it at school* You can leave tho. I don't like you! *shoots school* stupid school starting early!

Um, Artwork, a new image is up. It's not Lorienth but it's a picture of human Akima which I will probably keep. I'm not to fond of neko Akima. Blah! *pouts* I wanna go surfing!

*sulks off* Whatever.

Ppl who's art rocks:

Friends:

]]> ~akima *steaming* http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/1003996/ http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/1003996/ Tue, 29 Jul 2003 08:39:21 PDT Music: Blue Funk (Trigun)
Wearing: blue shorts and a blue tee
Hair: half-pony
Icon of the week: Kitty-chan

Sorry about not updating in a while. I've been really pissed lately and it's just making my life a living hell. Seriously. My little brother crashed my car and now i'm carless, my boyfriend cheated on me when he was drunk. (even though he promised me and vowed he'd never drink or do drugs) and i really am pissed as hell. My life is really goin down-hill but i'm hoping that's goin to change today.

Sorry about not updating my art files in like 2 months. Lorienth is coming soon. Don't worry, he's coming.

Bye until i update again.

(P.S.: Aaron's are trouble; don't deal with them! Stabbed with a Fork!

and that's me sticking a fork in aaron's head)

Ppl whose art rocks!!!-

Friends:

Clubing yo':

"A chimichunga a day keeps the normal ppl away"

Bullet; Purple

Quote between me and my buddy Marian. Nod

If you take it then you'll have to go through me and my chainsaw!!!

My Favorite foods: Cookie

http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/961977/ Sat, 19 Jul 2003 08:24:39 PDT Music: Ha ha, you're dead (Green Day) (This is the best song ever!!!)
Wearing: pj's, hehe
Hair: ponytail
Icon of the week: Date

(Mi boy Aaron. Luv ya!)

Hahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!! That was the best thing ever!!!!!! My friend sent me this really cute and extremely funny Trigun anime music video and i was laughing so hard i fell my chair twice!!!! Oh my freakin god it was funny. Ahhh, so hilarious. I got to chill now. too much laughing. I'm not sure which one it was cuz i have like a lot of trigun music videos, they are so cool especially the two cowboy bebop/trigun ones!!! Awesome.

Ok, wow, um, art stuff, well, i've drawn a new character, well, not exactly a character, more of a dragon. So u'll see him up as soon as i can scan him since i've been busy so much this week, stupid summer school research project!!! I so suck at hands on dragons. Blah!! So, well, his name is Lorienth and he's, well, u'll see him soon. I promise. :) (Smile)

Yep!!

So, ja ne!!!

Ppl whose art rocks!!!-

Friends:

Clubing yo':

"A chimichunga a day keeps the normal ppl away"

Bullet; Purple

Quote between me and my buddy Marian. Nod

If you take it then you'll have to go through me and my chainsaw!!!

My Favorite foods: Cookie

http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/940159/ Sun, 13 Jul 2003 11:58:58 PDT Music: Wheere daa paarrtty att!! (reminds me of Joey from Yu-gi-oh and his brooklyn accent. Daa!!)
Wearing: shorts and red shirt
Hair: down and straight
Icon of the week:

(cuz it goes wit the whole journal!! Well part of it that is.)

I must add this to my journal, please excuse the randomness and funkiness of this: "VASH'S PSYCHO BROTHER IS MINE!!!!! MWAHAHAHAHA!!! RAWR, FEEL MY WRATH POND SCUM!!!!"

Ok, I'm done. Onto the rest of the journal

Well, I have officially recieved a new computer and i'm loving it. It all happened two weeks ago when i was starting to notice that the computer was really, i mean REALLY slow and it was freezing on me. And at that point I thought nothing of it when it actually died last wednesday. Stupid thing. And i know that i haven't uploaded anything on this thing in like forever and all that. But, I will soon once i get the hang of my new software and when I have time.

Well, on another note. The conclusion to my dream came to me last night. And well, i died. Why? Cuz, Riku's too damn fast and cunning for me to comprehend. I guess i'll explain it. It's quite disturbing.

I was running from him and he was just plain watching me run like hell and then i like stopped for no reason, like i was being held back by some sort of magic or barrier and i looked back towards Riku and he wasn't there. I started to freak out and my heartbeat like was racing cuz, i mean ur's would be too if there was a mad man out to kill u. So, someone touched my arm and i whipped around and sort of punch Kaiba in the stomach and made him mad at me. (SEE, I TOLD YOU, he always shows up in my dreams. It's freaky, only this time he wasn't all goth. Thank RA!!) So, I made him mad at me until i explained the whole situation to him and then he wasn't AS pissed. he was still pretty damn pissed tho.

So, we started to walk around town and soon I forgot all about the completely psychotic Riku roaming around with a sword out to kill me. Until, u guessed it, we ran into him. He was still wearing the same outfit as before and it was covered with blood and he was all smirking and that.

So, Kaiba looked at me and this expression on his face said something like this: "If u think i'm going to help u out wit dis and get me killed, ur dreaming. i'm gone" yea, something like that. And he left and Riku just let him leave and that stuff. So, well, now it's just Riku and me, a very psychotic Riku and a somewhat insane me, but not as insane as Riku at the momen.....(Carly: ENOUGH!!!) Ok, so we were in that situation. I'll make this quick and get it over wit.

*talks fast* He came up to me and smirked the whole time and I tried to run but he grabbed my arm and i couldn't move and he sort of sliced my throat. *takes deep breath* THERE!!! That's it.

I'll upload soon. Hold ur horses and I'll at least upload my winamp skin today. So, bye. and ja ne.

Ppl whose art rocks!!!-

http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/940152/ Sun, 13 Jul 2003 11:54:40 PDT Music: Wheere daa paarrtty att!! (reminds me of Joey from Yu-gi-oh and his brooklyn accent. Daa!!)
Wearing: shorts and red shirt
Hair: down and straight
Icon of the week:

http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/937489/ Sat, 12 Jul 2003 16:57:19 PDT Music: Wheere daa paarrtty att!! (reminds me of Joey from Yu-gi-oh and his brooklyn accent. Daa!!)
Wearing: shorts and red shirt
Hair: down and straight
Icon of the week:

(cuz it goes wit the whole journal!!)

Well, I have officially recieved a new computer and i'm loving it. It all happened two weeks ago when i was starting to notice that the computer was really, i mean REALLY slow and it was freezing on me. And at that point I thought nothing of it when it actually died last wednesday. Stupid thing. And i know that i haven't uploaded anything on this thing in like forever and all that. But, I will soon once i get the hang of my new software and when I have time.

Well, on another note. The conclusion to my dream came to me last night. And well, i died. Why? Cuz, Riku's too damn fast and cunning for me to comprehend. I guess i'll explain it. It's quite disturbing.

I was running from him and he was just plain watching me run like hell and then i like stopped for no reason, like i was being held back by some sort of magic or barrier and i looked back towards Riku and he wasn't there. I started to freak out and my heartbeat like was racing cuz, i mean ur's would be too if there was a mad man out to kill u. So, someone touched my arm and i whipped around and sort of punch Kaiba in the stomach and made him mad at me. (SEE, I TOLD YOU, he always shows up in my dreams. It's freaky, only this time he wasn't all goth. Thank RA!!) So, I made him mad at me until i explained the whole situation to him and then he wasn't AS pissed. he was still pretty damn pissed tho.

So, we started to walk around town and soon I forgot all about the completely psychotic Riku roaming around with a sword out to kill me. Until, u guessed it, we ran into him. He was still wearing the same outfit as before and it was covered with blood and he was all smirking and that.

So, Kaiba looked at me and this expression on his face said something like this: "If u think i'm going to help u out wit dis and get me killed, ur dreaming. i'm gone" yea, something like that. And he left and Riku just let him leave and that stuff. So, well, now it's just Riku and me, a very psychotic Riku and a somewhat insane me, but not as insane as Riku at the momen.....(Carly: ENOUGH!!!) Ok, so we were in that situation. I'll make this quick and get it over wit.

*talks fast* He came up to me and smirked the whole time and I tried to run but he grabbed my arm and i couldn't move and he sort of sliced my throat. *takes deep breath* THERE!!! That's it.

I'll upload soon. Hold ur horses and I'll at least upload my winamp skin today. So, bye. and ja ne.

Ppl whose art rocks!!!-

Friends:

Clubing yo':

http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/937487/ Sat, 12 Jul 2003 16:57:05 PDT Music: Wheere daa paarrtty att!! (reminds me of Joey from Yu-gi-oh and his brooklyn accent. Daa!!)
Wearing: shorts and red shirt
Hair: down and straight
Icon of the week:

Friends:

Clubing yo':

http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/894644/ Mon, 30 Jun 2003 19:58:47 PDT Music: Toxicity (system of a down)
Wearing: red shorts and a green tee
Hair: piggys
Icon of the week: Chainsaw

Well, i think i've cracked. I had the weirdest dream last night and it really freaked me out. I mean, it was wacky.

U want to know, well, I'll tell u:

So, it all started in my house and well, this should be somethin' everyone should know. Seto Kaiba always, i mean ALWAYS shows up in my dreams. I dunno why. Maybe cuz he's my bish and i dunno. But, yea, so he was there, but the freaky thing was, that he was all goth and it really freaked me out. Cuz, Seto, does NOT look good wearing all black, especially black fingernail polish. *shudders* Eh, yea, very freaky.

So, well he was there and we were talking and all of a sudden these shadows thingys from Kingdom Hearts showed up and I kinda flipped and grabbed Seto's arm and we all know Seto's attitude and he got all pissy. But, this has nothin to do with the whole thing that happened. So, let's get back on track.

Then, *sighs* Riku and *gags* Sora, uh, i dun like Sora. But, Riku, ahhh, *sighs dreamily* So, they showed up and I got all stary-eyed and got up, apparently very quickly according to Kaiba and clung to Riku's arm. And, i guess i wouldn't let go, cuz Sora and Kaiba were trying to pry me off when Riku hit me with his sword thingy.

Well, now that i think about it, it's more crazy and insane then freaky and weird. Wait, it's still weird.

Back to the dream; so Sora took up his keyblade and started to whack all those thingy's and killin them. But, THEN, this small shadow thingy like, dove into Riku and i, *thinks* I dun remember what i did. Eh, well, he like turned around and he was all evil lookin and very spooky.

I'll describe:

He wore:
~a black shirt and his usual pants but they were black.
~and he had this black thing on his head and his eyes were all red. (it was really cool, tho)
~he had black boots
~and he had these black demon wings that were like ripped or torn.
~AND, the most important thing, his sword was this huge black sword with like blood dripping from it.

And he smiled all evilly and it really freaked me out. It was like a smirk, (Carly: AN EVIL ONE!!!!) *shudders* it was weird and creepy. So, then he started to walk towards us and Kaiba was smart, he got out of there right after he and Sora pryed me off Riku. *mutters somethin about Kaiba* stupid kaiba. *regular voice* so, well, he advanced on Sora and well, sorry to Sora fans, Riku, kinda, killed him. Sorry. And then when he killed Sora, he was all laughing crazy. It was kinda like Bakura, the evil one. This is a little gross, so people, who don't like killing and licking of blood. I will put paranthesis around it.

(Riku licked the blade which had Sora's blood on it.)

Ok, the worst is over. So, after he licked all the blood off the blade and looked at me the whole time smirking. He advanced on me and I tried to look for an exit and managed to kick him pretty hard cuz he went flying, FLYING!!! He hit the wall and i ran like hell. And I saw him standing in my doorway watching me run and he looked at his sword and started laughing insanely.

Then, proptly, i woke up.

So, i hoped u liked my little insane and crazy dream. I think I need to see a psychiatrist. Really, it's insane. I love my internet lingo. Too much Aim.

Ppl whose art rocks!!!-

http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/894642/ Mon, 30 Jun 2003 19:58:27 PDT Music: Toxicity (system of a down)
Wearing: red shorts and a green tee
Hair: piggys
Icon of the week: Chainsaw

http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/894637/ Mon, 30 Jun 2003 19:56:44 PDT Music: Butterfly
Wearing: red shorts and a green tee
Hair: piggys
Icon of the week: Chainsaw

Friends:

Clubing yo':

"A chimichunga a day keeps the normal ppl away"

Bullet; Purple

Quote between me and my buddy Marian. Nod

If you take it then you'll have to go through me and my chainsaw!!!

My Favorite foods: Cookie

~akima Doodie doo http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/894636/ http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/894636/ Mon, 30 Jun 2003 19:56:24 PDT Music: Butterfly
Wearing: red shorts and a green tee
Hair: piggys
Icon of the week: Chainsaw

~akima My wacky dream http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/894634/ http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/894634/ Mon, 30 Jun 2003 19:56:05 PDT Music: Butterfly
Wearing: red shorts and a green tee
Hair: piggys
Icon of the week:

Friends:

Clubing yo':

"A chimichunga a day keeps the normal ppl away"

Bullet; Purple

Quote between me and my buddy Marian. Nod

If you take it then you'll have to go through me and my chainsaw!!!

My Favorite foods: Cookie

~akima Doodie doo http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/894632/ http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/894632/ Mon, 30 Jun 2003 19:55:50 PDT Music: Butterfly
Wearing: red shorts and a green tee
Hair: piggys
Icon of the week: Chainsaw

~akima I'm pissed, leave me alone!!!! http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/806786/ http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/806786/ Sat, 07 Jun 2003 18:38:10 PDT Music: Nothing cause i'm too lazy to get off my ass and listen to something.
Wearing: red jersey shorts and woodstock shirt.
Hair: down and straight.
Icon of the week:

I'm pissed at everyone today. I hate stupid ppl and there dumb little stupid ideas. Why don't you go away and take your stupid with you!!!!! Geez. And then another!!!! I'm pissed at everyone who thinks they can get away with ripping off people's art and posting it saying it there's. Hell55 is the worst one. I'm so pissed at art theives and there stupid idiotic ways. I wish they all crawled into a corner and died. Really, i'm not joking. Kelli is a great artist and person and this hell55 person just comes along and steals her art and posts it on his account. It sickens me to know that there are people who do that and get away with it. And then I was looking at his deviations and low and behold, I found Ghost's art. That stupid idiotic bastard, stealing the queen of anime kitties art!!!!!! It's one thing to steal one person's art, but TWO peoples art!!!!!! You bastard!!!!

Oh, and the icon of the week is what I feel like doing to all the art theives out there!!! So, if you're an art theif and you're reading this; I'm coming after you!!!! Mwahahahaha.

Thank you and have a nice day!!!!

Oh no DeviantArt is on Fire!!!!!!!!

Run for your lives!!!!!

Ja Ne

Akima Avalon

Ppl whose art rocks!!!-

"A chimichunga a day keeps the normal ppl away"

Bullet; Purple

Quote between me and my buddy Marian. Nod

If you take it then you'll have to go through me and my chainsaw!!!

My Favorite foods: Cookie

My Fav. icon: Stupid

My Icon Library!!! Icons from Emoticon Legend.

Cookie

http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/784480/ Sun, 01 Jun 2003 16:14:02 PDT Music: Evanescence: Bring me to life.

Wearing: Maroon bikini top with black board shorts. Superman

Hair: Up. Give me a break, i just went swimming. Shrug

Icon of the week: Explosion

I'm happy cause I just went swimming and now I'm all wet and drippy. Laughing my ass off!

I just found the site with all those cute little icons Aww

On another note, I went on a date Date

with my boy, Aaron last night. I love him soo much. Hug

That hug was forewarded to my boy Aaron, whom I love so much. He's such a cutie. Aww

This little paragraph was a totally random thought in my mind at the time. If you didn't like it then Censored

you!!!!! Just kidding!!!! :D (Big Grin)

And I also drew a picture for my crappy but better then my last id. The id is also uploaded on my file. Check it out!!! Gallery

And on another totally unrelated note, well not so unrelated but, yea, um, so my hair color isn't blonde now. Shrug

Sorry, now, my id really isn't me. And I'm sure you're wondering what my hair color is now... huh? Yea? Well, it's now a redish-pink like a lighter maroon color. It's really cool. Clap

for me.

I talk alot.

Oh no DeviantArt is on Fire!!!!!!!!

Run for your lives!!!!!

Ja Ne

Akima Avalon

Ppl whose art rocks!!!-

~akima i'm happy again. ^^ lol http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/754133/ http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/754133/ Sat, 24 May 2003 08:21:37 PDT Music: Linkin Park: Meteora
Wearing: shorts and a blue shirt. It's hot in Arizona!!!! it hit 104 yesterday. so there.

Hair: down and straight.

I'm happy because i just got my requested pic from Kelli. Her deviantART file is located here [link] Go see her art, she's good. :D (Big Grin)

"One minute you're on top
the next you're not
watch it drop
making our heart stop
just before you hit the floor"

I like Linkin Park. :D (Big Grin)

lol.

If you can come up with the name of this song, you get.... *pause*................................................................. ........................................................................ .................................................................NOTHING !!!! MWAHAHAHAHAHA. I'M SO EVIL.

.

Ja Ne

Akima Avalon

Ppl whose art rocks!!!-

:iconfallout:

]]> ~akima Ima happy!!! http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/722260/ http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/722260/ Wed, 14 May 2003 15:25:26 PDT Music: Trigun theme song.
Hair: down and flipped out. ^^

I feel so much better. ^^ I'm not sick anymore.

And I'm so happy because Kelli or Keri, whatever you perfer. Her deviantART file is here [link] CHECK OUT HER ART DAMMIT!!!! SHE'S FRICKIN' GOOD!!!! lol. haha. Well she's going to do a request for me on one of her sites. Ima happy now.

In other news, I added a few more images on my gallery. Go see!!! Bask in my bad artistry.

I also made a temperary id. I'll color is some day, really i will. :D (Big Grin)

Ja Ne

Akima Avalon

Ppl whose art rocks!!!-

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]]> ~akima Blah!!!! http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/687622/ http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/687622/ Sun, 04 May 2003 11:22:40 PDT Music: Linkin Park: Hybrid Theory. If you must know the song, it's Papercut.
Wearing: My PJ's. I'm tired dammit!!!!
Hair: In pigtails. Blah!

I don't even know why I'm writing this!?! But, I need to write something. I feel like crap. Stupid sicknesses. I wish they never exsisted. The world would be WAY better with out sicknesses like flus and colds and cancer and all that crappy stuff.

Ok, I'm feeling a little better, but I still feel all crappy inside. My older brother tried to make me feel better by showing me a picture of Seto Kaiba, BUT it didn't make me better at ALL!!!!! wow, I must be really out of it, cause even if I'm sick and someone shows me a picture of Seto Kaiba, I automatically go happy, wierd.

Alright, I'm going to pass out right now. I'm soooooooooo blah feeling. I don't feel like writing fanfictions or other crap like that. Or even draw!!!!! I'm so clueless!!!! I have no idea what I just said. Ok, I'm going to end this before I really pass out.

Ja Ne.

~Akima Avalon

]]> ~akima I'm going to put up art soon. http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/662102/ http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/662102/ Sat, 26 Apr 2003 16:28:12 PDT
I also got Photoshop 7.0 so I can CG my art now!!! Yah!!!

Well Ja Ne.

*~Akima Avalon~*

]]> ~akima Hi Ya'll!!!!! http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/635939/ http://akima.deviantart.com/journal/635939/ Fri, 18 Apr 2003 20:38:22 PDT
Here's a little information on me:

Name: Akima Aeris Avalon. (That's my real name!!!! Isn't it cool?!?) Triple A!!! :p (Lick)

Age: 15

Current Location: I used to live in Egypt. But I moved back to the states!! Go USA!!!

Current obsession: YU-GI-OH!!! Oh my gads!!! It's awesome. Well I think it is!!! So sue me. (Oops. i proly shouldn't say that; i mean you can get sued for anything these days. like that lady sued McDonalds because her coffee was HOT!!! Geez lady, you like your coffee cold?!? Ok, that's just me rambling. ^^ I do that alot.)

Interests: Yu-gi-oh, art, INTERNET, DRAGONS (dragons are the best things EVER!!!! THEY ARE SO COOL. THERE EVEN BETTER THEN YU-GI-OH!!! *gasps* OMG, I can't believe I said that. JUST KIDDING!!! :P (Lick)

. Wacky Akima!!!)

Favorite Food: Right now it's pocky!!! Chocolatly goodness!!! Pocky is a japanese chocolate thingy snack. (I can't describe worth crap)

Favorite Drink: VANILLA COKE!!!! YEAH!!!!

Akima: I LIKE COKE, I LIKE COKE, I LIKE COKE!!!

Amani: *hits Akima with a mallet* Shut up!!!

Akima: Oh yeah, and this is my yami Amani. She's my OC yami character thing-e-majiger of [link]. ^^

Amani: You're insane.

Akima: A lot of people tell me that.

Amani: Well a lot of people are correct!!!

Akima: As you can see she's a real yami. If you guys know what a yami is. (Yu-gi-oh fans know what I'm talking about.)

Personality: CRAZY AND INSANE!!!! I'm wacky beyond reason. A lot of the time, I'm evil. My friend said that I'm evil. I pray. ^^ I can NEVER make God angry with me; I love him!!! GOD RULES!!! I'M LOVE YOU GOD!!!

I think that's pretty much it. I really don't know. Well Ja Ne.

~Akima Avalon~
*Amani Avalon*
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