deviantART: by:akinokoe http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:akinokoe&section=today deviantART RSS for by:akinokoe en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 16 Dec 2009 16:21:34 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png mao http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/12254768/ http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/12254768/ Tue, 20 Mar 2007 06:39:59 PDT [link]

its set on private since i found out random strange people were spying on me, so if you want to add me, add me, but i might reject you unless you are all nice and make friends with me here first and i become convinced youre not stalkery :) ciao xx

]]> ~akinokoe paranoia http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/10513553/ http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/10513553/ Thu, 26 Oct 2006 04:07:27 PDT
]]> ~akinokoe TO ALL ME BRUVVRS OUT THERE YO! http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/10421905/ http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/10421905/ Tue, 17 Oct 2006 10:12:39 PDT You may go "hey! silly girl! what an oxymoron.." But its possible! Intelligence BREEDS ignorence! It should be no surprise, as we all know that intelligence is glaringly different to common sense or logic, its like two intirely different species! I mean the US use intelligence! Thats GOTTA be all the proof you need. So maby intelligence causes people to look down on others? Maybe they believe themselves so intelligent, that social-ettiquette intelligence is beneath them? Maybe theyre sooooo intelligent that theres not roooom in their braaaains for logic.. or maybe they ARE just stupid. Socially inept. Emotionally retarded? Possibly. What a downfall intelligence must be for them in day to day life! Constantly unawear of what is in need of saying and what is not! I pity the FOOL! And God bless their ever-striving endeavor to UNDERSTAND HOW TO TREAT PEOPLE WITH A LITTLE RESPECT! Oh yeah. RESPTEC-P.

]]> ~akinokoe On why I am so happy http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/10271976/ http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/10271976/ Tue, 03 Oct 2006 14:10:18 PDT so why are you scrum(...and all)?

*the accidental* says:
cos I just got back from a social thing and it was really funny and fun and me and george kept having giggling fits and kirsty and us kept on not getting jokes that jason and tim were all like bla bla bla and emma got really pissed off *not emma from tensing* which wasnt too good.. but it just made it kind of funnier and we had lots of biscuits and jason made george pink milk which was really random and just tasted of milk.. and pink. oooo and cheap biscuits

matt.willingham@tesco.net says:
=D

*the accidental* says:
oh and I met up with mani after college and we had chips and pizza and I met some of her christs-pieces druggy friends who saw someone get stabbed, and it was nice because I havent seen in ages and Im meeting up with tim after college tomorrow who I havent seen in ages which will be fun because I kept saying Id go to gigs with him then couldnt, but Im gonna see POTS!!!!! on friday because I saw a poster of it in hills and theyre playing at the moon (ghey) but I might see cole if hes in the sound booth and Im talking

*the accidental* says:
to lots of groovy people online and its making me all hippy happy tree-hugging stylee. Also Im going to bristol this half term and will see every one from kingswood! and people from greenbelt! ooo and I saw joe on webcam which is the first time Ive seen people from greenbelt since greenbelt which is actually really strange and it was funny because he was playing me random songs through video but then I told him to do the sexy look while he was playing the calling 'wherever you will go' and he took his top off.. yeah.. sooooooo apart from having to wake

*the accidental* says:
up early for college today everythings quite dudey

*the accidental* says:
ooooooo and people have been mentioning scotland alot today which always puts me in a good mood because I like the accents. that and tea.

]]> ~akinokoe Devious Journal Entry http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9951362/ http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9951362/ Sun, 03 Sep 2006 12:43:31 PDT
[link] ]]> ~akinokoe Sunday http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9947580/ http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9947580/ Sun, 03 Sep 2006 04:19:20 PDT I'm liking oldy type films at the moment.. xx ]]> ~akinokoe Wednesday http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9824641/ http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9824641/ Wed, 23 Aug 2006 07:23:51 PDT

Coooool, hey you! sorry I didnt reply earlier, my internets down. I've been in cornwall, but I was with my family so no boozing =P I'm about to go see 'A scanner darkly' oooooo creepy.. lol.
Have you got your results? Mine were okay in the end, it was just all that build up and I was FREAKING out.. teehe, aaaaaaaaanyway, I'm going to greenbelt festival this friday and we're driving up because Emma had her driving exam two days ago, louise is going too so I can see it turning into asitcom-eske journey AND festival ..eep aurevoiur! k.xx ]]> ~akinokoe Some time in the summer holidays http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9688246/ http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9688246/ Fri, 11 Aug 2006 08:33:55 PDT and since coming back from the festival in Denmark I have been to four parties so this is an Island of a journal entry.. I do apologise, and maybe I should put something interesting into it.. I know I'm not so good at this diary entry thing.. hmmm look at this webpage: [link]
you still need to press the button "GMX Mediacenter starten" see which photos you can find of me ;)
have a nice rest-of-stupidly-short-summer-holidays xx ]]> ~akinokoe Wednesday http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9502068/ http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9502068/ Wed, 26 Jul 2006 14:26:25 PDT for the book I will buy you coffee tomorrow when I'm in town before work! Just got back from waitressing and ama still wet. I will just copy and paste some conversations that sum up today:

---Went to the doctors to get some Valium for Plane on Saturday (I have a slight Phobia)---

:tmnt1: the accidental* says:
you going to denmark!
rawny@hotmail.co.uk says:
yup, you get the valium? As in the date rape drug?
or is this another kinda valium?
:tmnt1: *the accidental* says:
diazapam, erm.. I think thats the date rape drug, wait theyre the SAME drug, only one kind of Valium
shit^o)
what did my 'doctor' think I meant..
rawny@hotmail.co.uk says:
oh ok, so you're trying to rape someone on the plane?
well it's an unconventional method of getting into the mile high club but fair enough
:tmnt1: the accidental* says:
Youre twisted
rawny@hotmail.co.uk says:
"Valium (diazepam) is an anti-anxiety agent (benzodiazepine) used primarily for short-term relief of mild to moderate anxiety and the associated nervousness and tension. It may also be used to treat symptoms of acute alcohol withdrawal, to help control epilepsy or to relieve muscle spasms. Valium (diazepam) affects chemicals in the brain that may become unbalanced and cause anxiety, seizures and muscle spasms. Valium (diazepam) may also be used for other purposes." other purposes = date rape.
"Narcotics may increase the sedative effects of this drug. Do not take other sedative, benzodiazepines, or sleeping pills with this drug. The combinations could be fatal. Do not drink alcohol when taking benzodiazepines. Alcohol can lower blood pressure and decrease your breathing rate to the point of unconsciousness. Use caution when driving, operating machinery, or performing other hazardous diazepam. Alcohol may increase drowsiness and dizziness caused by diazepam. Alcohol may also increase the risk of having a seizure if diazepam is being taken for a seizure condition."
no booze for you kizzi :P
"Do not take this drug if planning to become pregnant."
lol
:tmnt1: *the accidental* says:
No alcohol? thats never a good idea..

----------------------------------------WAITRESSING----------------------------------------

ilibob18@hotmail.com says:
yellow
lilibob18@hotmail.com says:
did you have fun at work?
:tmnt1: *the accidental* says:
I met this guy who looked like jake gyllenhaal..
lilibob18@hotmail.com says:
groob :)
:tmnt1: *the accidental* says:
and someone was filming the dinner from their seat and he kept following me with it
and then later he interviewed me and rob
the camera guy told me this girl fancied rob and I told rob but he's gay so we just giggled and left
lilibob18@hotmail.com says:
lol
:tmnt1: *the accidental* says:
then I was standing in the rain with rob and it was raining. Lots. And this cute little old couple stopped and asked me if I needed a lift! It was so sweet! they didnt ask rob if he wanted a lift though
lilibob18@hotmail.com says:
bless
:tmnt1: *the accidental* says:
And Michael was being silly and spent half the night running away from Darren (Butler dude) or hiding in obscure corners where noone could find him, aaaaaaaaaanyhow I like working there because although Ed wasn't there we have a nice little group *crew ~akinokoe Monday http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9476251/ http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9476251/ Mon, 24 Jul 2006 07:53:32 PDT
I have been waitressing, my first PROPER job, that isn't volunteer work or answering online forum questions for absurd amounts of money :O

When I was waitressing on Saturday evening some american guy looked at me all flirtasciously asking me to do him a favour, I was all "ermm, maybe, I guess.. " and then he asked me for RANCH DRESSING?!? :stupid: So I said "Ranch dressing? We're not in America, we're in England, we don't HAVE Ranch dressing. And no, we're not on 'Lost' :teevee: so dont expect me to be able to find any hiding in a tree in the kitchen"..

Well thats what I wanted to say but it came out as a mumbled "We're not in America.. ", I mean I dont want to get fired =P

I also burnt myself on a boiler :abulance: leaving myself with a pretty purple-brown-stain scar on my right arm. I'll just tell people I had an accident with a self tanner. WHICH ACTUALLY REMINDS ME, I had a wierd dream about people getting fake tans and instead of mud baths there were fake-tan baths.. people are sooo strange, what is the obsession with being orange? But I didn't spill the soup!

I'm slightly under the weather, which isn't hard considering the temperature is so high:sun: I've been fainting and having nosebleeds, and admittedly the burning and concussion are my own clumsiness, maybe not so much the burning) but you get the point.

:meditation: ---------------I would like to pause now to apologise for my moan--------------- :meditation:

On the upside we may be getting a small swimming pool, one of the above ground ones that you have to crouch in and can only fit 3 people in max.. but a swimming pool none the less. I'm also headed to Denmark with youth performing arts group Tensing :boogie: for a festival in which we will be performing infront of mucho people-o :sing:

Ooo and I got in contact with a few old friends accidentally which was pleasant k.xx ]]> ~akinokoe Monday http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9476250/ http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9476250/ Mon, 24 Jul 2006 07:53:30 PDT
I have been waitressing, my first PROPER job, that isn't volunteer work or answering online forum questions for absurd amounts of money :O

When I was waitressing on Saturday evening some american guy looked at me all flirtasciously asking me to do him a favour, I was all "ermm, maybe, I guess.. " and then he asked me for RANCH DRESSING?!? :stupid: So I said "Ranch dressing? We're not in America, we're in England, we don't HAVE Ranch dressing. And no, we're not on 'Lost' :teevee: so dont expect me to be able to find any hiding in a tree in the kitchen"..

Well thats what I wanted to say but it came out as a mumbled "We're not in America.. ", I mean I dont want to get fired =P

I also burnt myself on a boiler :abulance: leaving myself with a pretty purple-brown-stain scar on my right arm. I'll just tell people I had an accident with a self tanner. WHICH ACTUALLY REMINDS ME, I had a wierd dream about people getting fake tans and instead of mud baths there were fake-tan baths.. people are sooo strange, what is the obsession with being orange? But I didn't spill the soup!

I'm slightly under the weather, which isn't hard considering the temperature is so high:sun: I've been fainting and having nosebleeds, and admittedly the burning and concussion are my own clumsiness, maybe not so much the burning) but you get the point.

:meditation: ---------------I would like to pause now to apologise for my moan--------------- :meditation:

On the upside we may be getting a small swimming pool, one of the above ground ones that you have to crouch in and can only fit 3 people in max.. but a swimming pool none the less. I'm also headed to Denmark with youth performing arts group Tensing :boogie: for a festival in which we will be performing infront of mucho people-o :sing:

Ooo and I got in contact with a few old friends accidentally which was pleasant k.xx ]]> ~akinokoe Friday http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9444674/ http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9444674/ Fri, 21 Jul 2006 04:52:26 PDT
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
-- "In Keyoke's voice. Almost bitterly he said.."

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
Y-- no.

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
-- A music video with a little kid making a spaceship in his room and little toys line dancing, it made up for the bad music :boogie:

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
-- 12.14

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
-- 12.13 =D but I'm always a minute out :O

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
-- Yesterday to bring the shopping in, um, I mean to shoot some zombies that were trying to invade :zombie:

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
-- the phone book to organise a haircut.

10. Did you dream last night?
-- Yes, and it was very weird.. there were dragons and spaceships.. or maybe I'm just thinking there were spaceships because of that music video this morning.

11. When did you last laugh?
-- I think midmorning, or that might have been the character in my book.. I really don't know.

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
-- Boring books like 'Pure mathmatics' and 'Calculus' YES theyare the ACTUAL NAMES of the books, I am ofcourse in my dad's study.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
-- Yes I walked into my backgarden and there was a mini digger thing and a long hole going from our house to the sheds, I almost ran into it, that would have been fun to get out of..

14. What do you think of this quiz?
-- It had a good beggining with the book thing but now its really crap and thats why I deleted some questions.

15. What is the last film you saw?
-- Miss Congeniallity, its awful, its even worse than this quiz, don't go see it.

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
-- Jesus green swimming pool, I'm soooooooo hooooooooot I cant bear the HEAT. ALternatively the world, or just China, Italy and India because they have really nice food. Or I might buy George Bush and put him in my world famous circus as a dancing monkey, OR I could just do lots of travelling OR I might just stick to buying Johnny Depp, Dylan Moran, Dave Grohl, Brandon Boyd and Jake Gyllenhaal, Primarily Johnny Depp.. :date: and maybe Scarlett Johanson for Ben.. nah.

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
-- I'd stop the fact that this world is so over populated by people, thats half the problem, if there weren't so many people so many wouldn't die bla bla bla. We should go back to survival of the fittest, its a cruel concept to human nature, but we're screwing up the world. Alternatively each family should only have one child like in China, and we shouldn't have such bad incidents with baby abandonments because of equal rights.

19. Do you like to dance?
-- EVERYbody likes to dance!

20. George Bush:
-- Ooooookay its just all beyond my control so I'm not even going to think about it. But I do think that american middle schools should make 'Bowling for Columbine' and 'Fahrenhiet 9/11' part of the syllabus.

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
-- Ofcourse

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
-- The reason all religions kind of mirror each other is because they originate from the same ideas, and its not so much the specific religion you believe in but that you gave your life to the belief of something better and higher.. or something like that, so people don't go to hell just for being born Buhdist and not Christian or whatever faith you believe is the true religion.

25. 4 people who must also do this in THEIR journal:
-- ermm, I stole it so others should just steal it too =D ]]> ~akinokoe The last week or so.. http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9350011/ http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9350011/ Wed, 12 Jul 2006 01:53:53 PDT
I actually put it down to too much happening, some include Photographising and Tapas day with german Alex (I will put a link to his page on later), Perfoming in a Cathedral to some little raver kids :O, IS IN A FILM WITH KIERA KNIGHTLEY.. I AM SOOOOO JEALOUS, Hannah started working at my mum's school and is apparently amazing with the mini people.. also surprisingly hasn't stepped on ONE! Not ONE!

Still at college =P but am going on 'open days' tomorrow and friday (seeing friends in Bristol) I started my waitressing job yesterday, and luckily I spilled no soup in laps! But no one says thankyou (except this one american lady when I got her posh looking ketchup). All in all college is okay because I average two lessons a day and spend most nights with friends and copius amounts of alcohol ^^; how teenaged. I totally feel like constantly painting my eyes black all the time and carry vodca bottles and lighters round with me.. maybe even stop brushing my hair, and succumb to the 'no-body understands me so I'm gonna go get fucked up' teenaged way of life. I totally need to shorten my sentances. And I totally blame my over-use of totally on all the americans I was serving last night. Soooooo My performing arts group had the consert and it was our best yet I recon! Lots of young and talented, next year will be good.. hopefully, and I'm the main leader :O eep. I went to London with my photography class on Monday and took some photos and half filled my research sketch book bought that day :boogie: There was a big bomb scare near Trafalger Square and we got evacuated which seemed quite dramatic.. so we took photos =D And then later we went to Eat. and I tried to pay for a carrot cake with my card but the lady wouldn't take it and as I went to put the carrot cake back the lady told me to take it, I was very confused, but I got free cake =D

Does this make up for the lack of entries? I do hope so xx ]]> ~akinokoe Thursday http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9222222/ http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9222222/ Thu, 29 Jun 2006 14:30:39 PDT
Erm.. I can't be bothered to write a journal entry.. I might edit it tomorrow to be interesting :sun: ]]> ~akinokoe Monday http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9186336/ http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9186336/ Tue, 27 Jun 2006 08:55:53 PDT

[ :flirty: RICH KID :flirty: ]
[ ] You go to a tanning salon.
[x] You watch The OC and/or Laguna Beach/ The Hills.
[ ] You own something designer.
[ ] You love going to the mall
[ ] You take your cellphone everywhere or would if you had one.
[x] You own an iPod and/or an MP3 player.
[x] You love Starbucks.
[ ] You love flip flops.
Total x's= 3

[ :raincloud: GOTH :skullbones: ]
[ ] Red or black is one of your favorite colors.
[ ] You have thoughts about death.
[x] You wear chains. ..teehehee only if they want me to..
[x] You like heavy metal.
[ ] You love/ like Hot Topic.
[x] You have worn black lipstick
[x] Your hair is dark. {dyed}
[ ] You dislike preps.
[ ] You're an atheist.
[x] You have/Want piercings in unusual places {does nose count?}
Total x's= 5

[ :tunes: SKATERBOARDER :zombie: ]
[ ] You can skateboard.
[ ] You wear plaid.
[x] You like Converse.
[ ] You think you're different.
[ } You hate BET.
[x] You have moshed.
[x] You have/had/want blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair or highlights.
[x] You like skater girls/boys.
[ ] You hate pink.
[ ] You hate rich kids
Total x's= 4

[ :nerd: NERD :spyedvsjark: ]
[x] You love computers.
[ ] You like Star Trek.
[x] You wear glasses/supposed to
[ ] You get straight A's.
[x] You love reading.
[ ] You are in band.
[ ] You don't care what you look like.
[x] You have a curfew...
[ ] You always do your homework.
[ ]You never cut school.
Total x's= 4

[ :fusionrock: EMO :fusionrock: ]

[ ] You're depressed sometimes.
[ ] You have black-rimmed glasses.
[ ] You like Thursday.
[x] You comb your hair in front of your face. {HAHAHA comb my hair?!?! You MUST be kidding!}
[ ] You cry easily.
[ ] you're gay.
[x] you hate being called emo
[x]You keep a journal/diary.
[x] You have written a sad poem.
[ ] You have had a sad MySpace layout. {LMFAO, what EMO MYSPACE LOSERS!}
Total x's= 4

[ :bonk: GHETTO/GANGSTA :pee: ]

[x] You like rap.
[x] You are in a gang {teheehehee.. yeah bruv! wassup innit! Checkout me homies n' me! YEAH}
[ ] You wear Tag.
[ ] You say "nigga" frequently.
[ ] You wear rubber bands in your pants.
[ ] you swear a lot
[ ] you have had a freestyling contest.
[ ] You have said "fo shizzle".
[ ] You have been called a "playa".
[x] You have worn Converse with the tongue flipped out.
Total x's= 3

[ :headbang: SCENE/HARDCORE :headbang: ]
[ ] You wear a bandana.
[ ] You love Pokemon, the Ninja Turtles, etc.
[ ] You never walk a... ]]> ~akinokoe Friday, Saturday and Sunday http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9178117/ http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9178117/ Mon, 26 Jun 2006 01:19:04 PDT

ps. For all you plebian fools out there England won 1:0 =D woooooooooo yay :wh00t: and it was Beckham's and then he threw up.. :O

Friday..
Yuuuuuuuum Chinese takeaway, deliscious.. I don't think I can remember anything else from that long ago :O how freaky.. maybe its a GOOD thing I have a journal. The Chinese WAS really yummy though, it might just have taken all my attention away from anything that day.. Oh and Ben had his first driving lesson =D

Saturday..
Watched the first episode of Buffy Season 2 :boogie: thankyou Benjamin :glomp:
We cycled to Badminton, played it for an hour, cycled back to Bens, got ready for Alistair's *can't spell that name :P* BBQ and then cycled from Ben's house to Fulbourn UP A HILL to Alistair's. I am feeling quite athletic and uber endurance-ish. Then we also played Man-hunt round Fulbourn for a couple of hours, which was fun and really scarey and ooooooooooooh so competitive, APARENTLY the guys won twice.. yeah.. whatever.

Sunday..
Kirsty came round! All the way from France! It was the prom at her old school yesterday so she came down for that and then see came over which was lots of fun =D I've missed her loooooads and I leant her about 15 books because you can't buy English ones there. I'm also probably going down in the summer =D :boogie: and theyll have a swimming pool by then! Teeheehehaa!
The only lame thing is that I didn't get to go to Granchester Medows with Ben which I've kinda been looking forward to all week.. There are proeper scone and clotted cream teas and home made strawberry jam, all outside on little tables! And I'm half convinced they would all be wearing pretty victorian style dresses.. like walking into a Jane Austen novel.. so, yeah, slightly deluded, but it'll be fun next Sunday. And we made pancakes for breakfast to make up for the lack of scones =D ooooooOOoooOo and I watched Dr. Who and it was a GOOD one, atleast, it was good compared to last weeks =P

Ciao Ciao k.xx ]]> ~akinokoe Thursday http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9147968/ http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9147968/ Thu, 22 Jun 2006 12:27:34 PDT where to start?! Today has been rather randomly crazed and hectically wierd.. or something along those lines :sun:

Ben was ill :sick: :glomp: Met up with lizzie today and we went to town which was uber fun =D ..untill I spot my best friends new guy in Starbucks with his ex :eyepopping: DAMN COMMERCIAL COFFEE CRAP :coffeemachine: so I'm not 100% sure it was him, but he does look quite like the photos. Had to tell her which is so awful because I love her to bits, and STILL not being 100% sure it was him, I hope I haven't worried her if it wasn't. Then Lizzie and I were chatting innocently on Christ's piece when these two chinese girls :giggle: come up to us saying "Take.. Us, photo?', so, as I reach to take the camera off the girl to take a photo of them she goes "no, no, US, of you!" and one of them comes to sit next to us and the other takes a photo :jawdrop: THIS IS NO JOKE I mean.. I always mocked Chinese tourists for taking photos of bins and the like.. but US :sprint: So aaaaaanyway, I caught the bus home and ran into Wesley, Phil :headbang: and Frank and we sat on the back seat watching Team America: World Police *America, F*ck yeah!!* Had the girly chocolate panic and "theres gotta be a perfectly good explanation for this" convo with said friend and then went off to my performing arts group.. sat there.. waited.. 5 minutes later this kid called Ryan turns up.. another 15 minutes or so and we end up walking back to mine so he can get a lift home. Turns out that it was cancelled this week because noone was turning up.. However the two people who WOULD have turned up, DID turn up, were regretfully uninformed :slap: :stupid: ..not amused. Aaaaaaaanyway, things can't get wierder.. or can they.. :yakuza: :snowing::spyedvsjark: :jarklarge:

teehee lots of emoticons ]]> ~akinokoe Wednesday http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9133271/ http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9133271/ Wed, 21 Jun 2006 04:04:44 PDT ^^;

Rules: The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours....

1. I can't stop buying stationary :O little paper books, felt tips, diaries NONE ARE SAFE even when I have ten things that look equally the same.
2. I pick at my nails or nail polish when I get nervous.
3. I get wierd concepts and convince myself theyre right, like the universe is spherical in some kind of fifth dimention and thats why there is no end to it.. or that we experience life through memories, whether theyre seconds ago or minutes or days :sun:
4. I would rather spend lots of money and time doing something, than tell someone something that they'd probably understand and be okay with, to not risk upsetting them.
5. I can't stop taking snap shots of everything.
6. I have draws and draws full of memento's and doodles and sketches and poems and lyrics and stuff.

and now the 6 lucky people to be tagged next...
]]> ~akinokoe Tuesday http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9127385/ http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9127385/ Tue, 20 Jun 2006 14:02:35 PDT Im not really that interested in the world cup.. I guess its hard not to get dragged into the game though.. It WOULD be uber cool if we won..
Aaaaaaanyway we started doing criminology today, it was to do with criminal profiling which was really interesting, but then most of this years work is interesting. We got past the types of psychology FUCK NO! SWEDEN JUST SCORED! SHIEZER FECK FECK GRRRRRRRRRRRRR~@"'1!?!@£
... c'est la vie =P *cries* there were like FIFTEEN SECONDS TO GO! ARGHHH LOSERS! Or drawers, whatever.. :P
so where was I? Oh yeah, this years gonna be much better because we're looking at applications, not studies and theories and key assumptions yada yada yada. We've done about Depression and we'll be doing about schizophrenia and later on in the year we get to choose between child psychology and something else. On the whole very interesting. Its not possible that over reading could be damaging my eyesight is it?! I've been reading loads, for hours on end sometimes and my eyes get all blerg.. I probably just need more sleep but I feel so disabled, I feel like I'm becoming more nearsighted everyday :O What kind of an artist can't see! *this is not an insult to artists who are blind or blind people, I am being pissed at myself for allowing my eyesight to deteriorate* I'm worried that it is getting worse so fast that I will need to wear glasses all the time and then eventually my eyes will just dry up like prunes or raisens or something :O eerrrghh considering my eyesight was pretty much normal around two years ago it is appalling! Enough! Enough about my poor eyesight and other things like England football teams sucking, I'd much rather talk about A levels, which I am currently loving :love: because having gotten rid of Biology *words cannot describe the festering heap of boils this creates on ones life* I now have Chemistry, my accademic subject; Psychology, my interesting slightly wierd essay subject; and Photography, my fun arty subject =D yes, I am truely happy at college! Which might have something to do with my collosal amount of frees, but I have written WAY too much for just ONE entry, so if you would like me to make you jealous about my THIRTEEN frees *oui! 13!* then just email me and I'll gloat like theres no tomorrow :sun: k.xx ]]> ~akinokoe Monday http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9127133/ http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9127133/ Tue, 20 Jun 2006 13:40:28 PDT so we sneaked in through Trinity college only to be faced with lots of walkie-talkie wielding people.. and realisede that the May Ball was that night.. eep. I also got some Finnish notes from tunny *thanks again =D* which I've been going through, and a bath bomb for my birthday! So I had an uber long and relaxing bath. Bla bla I'm going to go and do some reading k.xx ]]> ~akinokoe Sunday http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9105577/ http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9105577/ Sun, 18 Jun 2006 13:02:16 PDT which involved lying down and lighting vanilla candles. I gave up on it and am now dosed.. and am watching The Corpse Bride, which is strange, with an overrated story line, but I like the pictures. Oooo the Corpse Bride and Victor are getting married. I guess its all very well to have a film with Johnny Depp's voice, but WHY take away his BEST ASSET:his good looks?! His voice isnt particularly stunning.. I think the Corpse Bride's dress is pretty.
ARGH COLLEGE! Although.. I only have three lessons tomorrow and Friday, and then two every other day of the week.. :boogie: jealousy anyone?
Ooooo and one more thing to mention, Dr. Who, what was with the exceedingly BORING episode, containing maybe 2 minutes of Rose and the Doctor in TOTAL. No fair! I wait ALL WEEK for another episode of Dr. Who! Next weeks better make up for it, or I'll stop being such a devoted fan.. =P noones allowed to tease me for my taste in tv shows, atleast I don't like Eastenders or Big Brother. k.xx ]]> ~akinokoe Saturday http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9105492/ http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9105492/ Sun, 18 Jun 2006 12:50:31 PDT , and stopped off at Budgens to buy ingredients for desert. We got there about 5 and started cooking at 6.30 which was great because all five of us *Hendrik, Ben, Fitz, Becca and I* were cooking, drinking and playing card games. We ate around nine. First Course was a Lentil soup courtesy of Chefs Becca and Kizzi; Second Course was a very tstey wensleydale, Goats cheese and Apricot chutney in bread roll; Third was a noodle thing with Soy sauce, Ginger and spice, caramalised sauce, seseme seeds garlic and spring onions, carrots and bla bla bla bla bla I'll stop listing ingredients, it can't be the most fun to read. However it was rather tastey food regardless of the TOTAL LACK OF MEAT *Fitz is a veggie, But we shouldn't blame him, I guess its a sort of disorder..* Oh and there was a pudding which somebody ACCIDENTLY spilt Vodka in.
Apart from that we played Cheat and drinking games such as 'I never'. Then Becca kept knocking things like the desert over and making one helluva mess.. lmao. Then someone suggested the idea of Strip-I never. There are a couple films worth of film showing what happened next.. I am slightly curious. But before we started everyone raided Becca's wardrobe for clothes, which will explain all the cross dressing photos.. :boogie: teehehee.. I think we should have dinner parties with drinking games and cards every Saturday.. maybe without the stripping games. Its quite sophisticated. I am going to go and read now. k.xx ]]> ~akinokoe Friday http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9105307/ http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9105307/ Sun, 18 Jun 2006 12:30:27 PDT I dont have much of interest to say about Friday. Athough I have taken it upon myself to learn about accupunctural points and how to massage more professionally, so as soon as I get a more regular job I shall buy massaging oils and all that jazz. Im also going to turn the wall at the head of my bed *which isnt covered in posters, photos or a window =P* into a mural. And I will doodle on it and use wall paints and pens and poems and pictures, but first I need to move my World Map. k.xx ]]> ~akinokoe Thursday http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9078146/ http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9078146/ Thu, 15 Jun 2006 14:41:28 PDT I saw two arty type films in the past 24 hours. Brick, and The King. Brick is good, The King is SCREWED UP. I am tired and have to go back to college in the morning *injustice!* so this will be a short entry. I will give you three semi-interesting things:

1. See this movie: [link]
2. Word of the Day
Temerity: unreasonable or foolhardy contempt of danger
3. Read peoples secrets!
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Its a previous entry.. but there are lots of links, so click on them all.. go click-crazy.. seriously, do it, you wont regret it. SECRETS PEOPLE *theyre not actually secret secret, except maybe a couple.. but this is because they had to send them to me to put in the entry. Theyre still interesting* ]]> ~akinokoe Tuesday http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9052928/ http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9052928/ Tue, 13 Jun 2006 15:16:44 PDT ..they were very adorable and tiring at the same time. I almost trod on a couple because they really are very small.They kept calling me 'miss' and all talking at me at once so alot of the time I just smiled and nodded and cooed, like, 'yes, wow! really?! amazing!' and the moment I walked into the class this little boy ran up to me and gave me a hug. He didnt even know me :O kids!
Some people say they'r love o go back to then when things were simpler. I think its suffocating because youre so dependant, you dont really have any informed taste in music, or any media really. Primary schools make me feel constricted and slightly trapped, but that might be just at the moment. I feel trapped and claustrophic and isolated (enough words?) at home too, so tomorrow I'm going to do something in town, and I hope its cooler. I might see a film. I dont reeeally need to save.. k.xx

Word of the day
daedal: skillful; artistic; ingenious. ]]> ~akinokoe Monday http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9048439/ http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9048439/ Mon, 12 Jun 2006 15:36:30 PDT tshhhh, women!

So anyway, I am trying to find ways of staying cool, Im not too sure two showers a day is good for the environment, but I'm overheated and blerg.. I have no energy. If I had a job I would go swimming every day, but its £3.50 DARN MONEY!

Yes.. I cant be bothered to be very eloquent and writing lots, its basically the same things said over and over again. Goodnight, sleep coolly. oh and I had a Java chip from starbucks (yum). k.xx

ps. Read my previous journal with links to peoples secrets! (scandalous :O) ]]> ~akinokoe A secret http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9037746/ http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9037746/ Sun, 11 Jun 2006 16:22:58 PDT The original idea for this random art project is at this site [link]

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ps. I know it'll be obvious to alot of people which ones mine =P ]]> ~akinokoe Sunday http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9034820/ http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9034820/ Sun, 11 Jun 2006 07:54:43 PDT Dont really feel like writing a journal. ]]> ~akinokoe Saturday http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9028441/ http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9028441/ Sat, 10 Jun 2006 13:50:54 PDT blimey..

The book of The Princess Bride is very good, atleast the edited verions is. The only annoying thing is that, because the original book included all this political jazz about the decline of florinse (bla bla bla) and people packing theyre clothes to go travelling only to repack a it all a page and a half later (fifty-six pages :O), the person who 'abridged' (edited it so it only contained the 'good bits') the story keeps on writing little paragraphs in italics. Its good though, I started reading it around midday and am on page 203, which I never do, because I like to save a book. This book is so unbearably good though, that I cant. I guess its mainly the storyline as opposed to the writing, but thats good too. So anyway its a good film and an even better book. I should know this, because no matter how much I absolutely adore Harry Potter I cannot go back and read one of the books that has been turned into a film for more than a couple of chapters.

So mainly I just spent the day lying in the sun in my very hippy sarong-trousers =D and a rolled up yellow halterneck, because I am determined that this year I will not do the tan-thing half heartedly. I am also determined I will be sensible, so I reapplied about THREE whole times and then put after sun on because I am having a new healthy-living style life :meditation: and having managed to keep that idea for TWO WHOLE diary entries, I think I might be onto something.. I also spent the whole day with phone in hand, kinda wishing I hadnt forgotten everyones phone numbers, and that I knew who to phone but then I decided 'who needs to e constantly around people or talking to them to not feel lonely?!' and I carried on reading. I'm sure theres a song about how modern life makes people feel lonlier than ever before, but there are many more ways of communicating, or maybe its an advert, everythings in adverts now..

Apparently the moons really pretty tonight, like a big golden globe hanging mid-sky, I can't find it though.. Damn folliage.. *save the forests, eat a beaver*

And on that note, along with *Make love, not war* I shall go and watch The Princess Bride, my new-found obsession k.xx

PS. Okay I couldnt leave this unedited when my friend said we had to take him clubbing in Cambridge.. Cambridge?! We don't club, we SOCIALISE and PHILOSOPHISE (or go down the Mill pond and get trashed while hanging round precarious bonfires and Cambridge students.. dodgy 'intelligent' little buggers.. but shhhh) Theres the ocasional live band in a scanky pub.. But apart from that we only punt and read. I hate all these stereotypes that we are like regular people from regular towns, we come from a UNIVERSITY town people. We dont get drunk and by kebabs! Or listen to 'modern music' in over crowded venues.. Beethoven is soooooooo much more refined. And I am being OH SO, DEADLY serious! ]]> ~akinokoe Friday http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9018933/ http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9018933/ Fri, 09 Jun 2006 13:15:51 PDT untill Robs party on Saturday.

I woke up still a little drunk which I aaaaaaaalways seem to do.. finally sober up and then get invited to another party :O but I'm gonna be good and get an early night. Big brothers on, and the woman with head-sized breasts is tounging some young chav.. eeeeeeeeeeeeew, I wish Green Wing was still on.. and now shes making out with some blond dancer. Oh look, I accidently leant on the channel changer, hello football :P ^^;

I watched Beauty and the Beast today, it was really cute and reminded me of being little. I also couldnt help noticing how its quite poor quality compared to modern cartoons. OoOoo I know that Finding Nemo isnt a cartoon, but anyone who hasnt seen it should. And the same for people who havent seen Dylan Moran, hes LIKE, TOTALLY funny. On the subject of films, has anyone seen The Princess Bride? I loved it soooooo much that I went and bought the book.. kinda.. it was the first book I saw, but I still think its amazing =D so I'm going to go read it and then sleep forever *in a non-emo way*

YAY NO MORE EXAMS! ..till January retakes.. :boogie: ..and Lizzie and Clair: you are wrong :glomp: k.xx ]]> ~akinokoe Thursday http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9016036/ http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9016036/ Fri, 09 Jun 2006 07:22:06 PDT

Later I met up with Becca and Emma and went down to the mill pond running into lots of random people and drinking lots of beer and other alcoholic beverages.. Im still a little bit drunk actually :meditaion: I guess I should have eaten something to combat the alcohol.. nah.

And as soon as Ive finished saving up for Denmark we're all going to Canada for a four day party! ..you can't escape us now Sarah.. =D There are also some really nice photos of us all back in secondary school on one of Lizzie's webpages. Here is a link to my favourite: [link];PhotoId=553547097
k.xx ]]> ~akinokoe Wednesday http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9002180/ http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/9002180/ Wed, 07 Jun 2006 18:34:03 PDT
After a 5 hour siesta after my last *yes you heard it LAST* exam, and then 4 hours trying to get to sleep I have given up and turned on my computer. I did expect it to be around 4 though.. =P

ARGH!! Its two! I really hope Ben doesnt read this because, Ben, youre kinda right. I can't sleep! ME! I'm the most-sleeping person in... a really big area! I guess its my own fault, for trying to always be right.. which I am.. this is just a blip.

Its only 8 hours till I get to see Sarah again! YAAAAY! Totally gutted I missed the party, so everyone should pretend it wasn't fun ..lame :P c'est la vie! ...which reminds me, I need to come up with a new catch phrase, or just rid myself of one altogether!

Well, having left this window open for about 45 minutes I think I shal finally close it and go t bed. I'm bored of listening to 'sunday school favourites' such as Give me Oil in my Lamp.. sent curtosy of James; There are no more overly-intruding qestions I can ask Paulith.. and shannananaananaanaa and I have completely run out of ideas for Stalker vs. Paranoia..

I bid you all a goodnight/morning, hoping youre sleeping soundly, and that soon I will be too =P ]]> ~akinokoe Tuesday http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/8987411/ http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/8987411/ Tue, 06 Jun 2006 10:34:12 PDT I'm kinda pissed off that my computer crashed and I lost it, anyway atleast I did one which means I'm keeping that resolution, I figure Sundays should be a day of rest.. at least from thinking.

I'm all yay-Harry-Potter today, I have been watching the forth film and am about to start on the fifth book, again =D

Last exams tomorrow.. can't wait! I think I will go and spectacularly wasted after, and they finish around midday giving me PLENTY of time. I'd probably be happier going home and sleeping. Did I mention I HATE study leave? Such a constant feeling of impending doom! Well, it'll all be over by tomorrow this time! And atleast I finished Biology.

Biology.. I had overwhelming urges to scream REALLY loudly, just empty my lungs and excess energy at the top of my voice.. but then I started wanting to get up and start throwing the tables round and roaring and throwing the papers round.. =| ..kinda good I didnt I guess, could you get disqualified for that? Or do you think you'd just be wheeled off.. eep.. anyway, I guess its a good job I didnt. It wasn't because it was particularly hard, I don't actually know if it was hard.. I managed to answer most of the questions.. but everything sounds the same in Biology, Iprobably kept answering with the wrong questions =P c'est la vie.

I shall go and doodle or read or do something that isn't revision.. aurevoir! k.xx ]]> ~akinokoe Saturday http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/8958916/ http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/8958916/ Sat, 03 Jun 2006 11:39:58 PDT because I'm silly and paranoid.. lol. So anyway, just a revelation *I love that word*

I have decided to make someresolutions for next year. eep, A-level year =O and the five weeks that we have to go back to college for:

1. Go to the Gym/cycle/swim 3 times a week. NOTE that this is not because I want to be some skinny weight obsessed, or bodybuilder style freak. Excersize is good for your mental and physical help and it gives you energy which will help my consentration. Much NEEDED consentration because my mind is currently buzzing like its radioactive =P

2. Continue to learn Finnish and ACTUALLY become FLUENT. This is very important to me because I need to prove that I can assert myself and carry through something I have decided to do. I tend to dwindle and give up things if I am not pushed or do not need to continue.

3. Do more sketches from life, like when you draw something you see instead of from your mind. I do this quite alot already in my sketch books, but I want to do more to improve my perception of getting what things look like on paper to make it easier to drawing what I see in my mind yada yada yada, you all know what I'm on about.

4. Write in journal everyday. I need to keep persistant! and keep structure to my day! and remember things! ..like ooo, I need to go revise... I need more structure to my MENTAL STATE.

OOOKAY I think I have convinced everyone quite enough that I am disfunctional..
I am therefore going to go watch Doctor Who :love: ]]> ~akinokoe Friday http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/8951883/ http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/8951883/ Fri, 02 Jun 2006 16:08:32 PDT
My family went away on holiday last saturday, same day we went to Parkers party.. That was a crazy alcohol fueled party. Missed Hannahs birthday party the next day which was unfortunate, but I wasnt feeling up to it.. she bought me chocolate ice-cream because girly friends know what girly friends need =D On tuesday I had my party, which was uber scarey and random and freakish. I got my tooth smashed in by Parker and got it fixed yesterday, I'm not allowed to eat apples :'( lame-o. Alicia Mike and Cher came down from Bristol though, which was lush =) hmmmmm what else.. Oh! its the strawberry fair tomorrow! But I have an awful feeling that like last year I'm going to have to spend it revising.. maybe I will revise on the bus there.. proooooobably not.. *rolls eyes* I amd sooo bad for just expecting to do retakes =P

I hope you are all well and fast asleep, even you silly insoniacs *rolls eyes again* Sweet dreams, God bless k.xx ]]> ~akinokoe Thursday http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/8941832/ http://akinokoe.deviantart.com/journal/8941832/ Thu, 01 Jun 2006 15:34:33 PDT [link]

Me and [link] made this deal that we would send some off.. but I'm too lazy to find out how much it would cost to send a postcard to america.. and waaaaay too broke. SO. I am going to randomly start posting MILD secrets in my journal.. infact I might actually start asking for other peoples so I can put them up.. I mean I wouldnt want you to know all my deep, dark, SOUL-DESTROYING secrets now would I..?

First secret:
[link] ]]> ~akinokoe