http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:alannalivandra&section=today deviantART RSS for by:alannalivandra en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 07 Dec 2009 05:17:55 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/8549988/ http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/8549988/ Sat, 22 Apr 2006 10:53:52 PDT ~alannalivandra http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/5785335/ http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/5785335/ Tue, 28 Jun 2005 20:28:00 PDT
Also, my suicidal friend asked me out this morning. Over AIM. At which point he proceeded to explain that I was the only reason he was still alive. I don't see him that way, but how do I turn him down?

Then, my other best guyfriend, who happens to be the suicidal one's best friend, and I made plans to talk to a teacher to get help. Instead, he makes plans to go to his girlfriend's after practice. No way in the world I'm going to sit there with his airhead girlfriend while I explain the suicidal guy's problems. If he can't spare the time to go to a teacher with me, I say let him do it himself, god damn it. ]]> ~alannalivandra http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/4163824/ http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/4163824/ Sun, 26 Dec 2004 18:20:54 PST ~alannalivandra http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/3620027/ http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/3620027/ Mon, 18 Oct 2004 15:37:12 PDT ~alannalivandra http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/2840956/ http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/2840956/ Sun, 11 Jul 2004 17:48:46 PDT No doubts and nothing to fear, I claimed the corner on truth
These days it's harder to say I know what I'm fighting for
My faith is falling away
I'm not that sure anymore

Shades of grey wherever I go
The more I find out the less that I know
Black and white is how it should be
But shades of grey are the colors I see

Once there were trenches and walls and one point of every view
Fight 'til the other man falls
Kill him before he kills you
These days the edges are blurred, I'm old and tired of war
I hear the other man's words
I'm not that sure anymore

Shades of grey are all that I find
When I come to the enemy line
Black and white was so easy for me
But shades of grey are the colors I see

Now with the wisdom of years I try to reason things out
And the only people I fear are those who never have doubts
Save us all from arrogant men, and all the causes they're for
I won't be righteous again
I'm not that sure anymore

Shades of grey wherever I go
The more I find out the less that I know
Ain't no rainbows shining on me
Shades of grey are the colors I see

::edit:: my newest poem isn't showing up on my front page, but if you click on my gallery it should work! ]]> ~alannalivandra http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/2710115/ http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/2710115/ Mon, 21 Jun 2004 07:53:58 PDT ~alannalivandra http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/2610722/ http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/2610722/ Tue, 08 Jun 2004 06:43:19 PDT Stats for ~alannalivandra

I have 564 pageviews total and my 24 deviations were viewed 340 times, with 516 fullviews, for a grand total of 856 views.

Overall, people left 95 comments and added my deviations to their favourites 11 times, while I commented 273 times, averaging 0.99 comments per day, which means that I gave 29 comments for every 10 that I received.

My most commented deviation was Today Daddy with 21 comments, receiving an average of 1.5 per day in the first 2 weeks, while my most favourited one was Help Me. . ., with 4 favourites, averaging 0.07 per day in the first 2 weeks. My most viewed deviation was Today Daddy with 129 views.

1 Favourites were given for every 10 Comments.

Every 11.4 days I upload a new deviation, and it's usually on a Saturday, with 29%/7 of my deviations.

My favorite time of the day to upload is at 21pm with 5 deviations and my busiest month was December 2003 with 6/ 25% of my deviations.

The majority of my deviations are uploaded to the Poetry gallery (10), while my favorite category in it was Oldpoetry with 6 deviations

Comments per deviation: 3.95
Favourites per deviation: 0.45
Views per deviation: 35.66
Comments per day: 0.34
Favourites per day: 0.04
Views per day: 3.11
Pageviews per day: 2.05


Stats provided by *micahgoulart @ Ingenial.com / GalleryStats ]]> ~alannalivandra http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/2367572/ http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/2367572/ Wed, 05 May 2004 17:49:21 PDT ~alannalivandra http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/2342552/ http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/2342552/ Sun, 02 May 2004 08:21:59 PDT If I were a day of the week I would be: Sunday
If I were a time of day I would be: sunset
If I were a planet I would be: Pluto
If I were a sea animal I would be: a mermaid ^_^
If I were a direction I would be: North
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: A couch
If I were a sin I would be: Jealousy
If I were a historical figure I would be: Anne Boleyn
If I were a liquid I would be: Sea Water
If I were a tree I would be: Weeping Willow
If I were a flower/plant I would be: Blood red rose
If I were a kind of weather I would be: Light spring rain
If I were a musical instrument I would be: a saxophone
If I were an animal I would be: a rabbit
If I were a color I would be: blue
If I were a vegetable I would be: Tomato!
If I were a sound I would be: Singing
If I were an element I would be: Water
If I were a car I would be: a bug
If I were a song I would be: "Hello" by Evanescense
If I were a food I would be: Chocolate
If I were a place I would be: Galveston
If I were a material I would be: fleece
If I were a taste I would be: shock tarts
If I were a word I would be: dreamer
If I were an object I would be: A blanket
If I were a facial expression I would be: Wincing smile
If I were a cartoon character I would be: Piglet
If I were a shape I would be a: a dented sphere
If I were a number I would be: 12 ]]> ~alannalivandra http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/2287973/ http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/2287973/ Sat, 24 Apr 2004 17:36:05 PDT OH! Life's going great!!! I promise some more poems soon!

Hi alannalivandra,
You have 382 pageviews total and your 24 deviations were viewed 344 times, with 431 fullviews, for a grand total of 775 views.

Overall, people left 88 comments and added your deviations to their favourites 9 times, while you commented 218 times, averaging 0.9 comments per day, which means that you gave 25 comments for every 10 that you received.

Your most commented deviation was Help Me. . . with 16 comments, receiving an average of 1.14 per day in the first 2 weeks, and it was also your most favourited, with 4 favourites, averaging 0.28 per day in the first 2 weeks. Your most viewed photo was Arielle-LOTRT with 73 views.

1 Favourites were given for every 10 Comments.

Every 10 days you upload a new deviation, and it's usually on a Saturday, with 25%/6 of your deviations.

Your favorite time of the day to upload is at 21pm with 4 deviations and your busiest month was December 2003 with 6/25% of your deviations.

The majority of your deviations are uploaded to the Poetry gallery (11), while your favorite category in it was Oldpoetry with 6 deviations

Comments per deviation: 3.66
Favourites per deviation: 0.37
Views per deviation: 32.29
Comments per day: 0.36
Favourites per day: 0.03
Views per day: 3.2
Pageviews per day: 1.57 ]]> ~alannalivandra http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/2245126/ http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/2245126/ Sat, 17 Apr 2004 20:31:11 PDT ~alannalivandra http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/2100658/ http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/2100658/ Sun, 28 Mar 2004 09:31:45 PST Your 21 deviations were viewed 256 times, with 301 fullsize views.
Overall, people left 67 comments and added your deviations to their favourites 6 times.
Your most commented deviation was Help Me. . . with 14 comments, while your most favourited one was Help Me. . . with 3 favourites.
Average comments per deviation: 3.19
Average favourites per deviation: 0.28
1 Favourites were given for every 10 Comments
Every 11 days you upload a new deviation, and you uploaded 29% (6) of your deviations on Sundays, while your favorite time of the day during the week to upload is at 5 PM with 4 deviations.
Your busiest month was December 2003 with 6 (29%) deviations.


Stats provided by ~micahgoulart @ Ingenial.com [link] ]]> ~alannalivandra http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/2084459/ http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/2084459/ Thu, 25 Mar 2004 18:04:22 PST ~alannalivandra http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/1833990/ http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/1833990/ Thu, 12 Feb 2004 15:14:03 PST 'Holding his hand
And drawing in a hesitant breath
She smiled a last, wane smile
And the final petal fell' ]]> ~alannalivandra http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/1807385/ http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/1807385/ Sat, 07 Feb 2004 10:13:02 PST ~alannalivandra http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/1773435/ http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/1773435/ Sat, 31 Jan 2004 17:00:49 PST Dolly
Someone
Help Me. .

Yeah, so I'm working on less dark poetry, but when I write, I'm reminded of the years I've mentally blocked out, so. . . *shudders* ]]> ~alannalivandra http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/1773421/ http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/1773421/ Sat, 31 Jan 2004 16:58:56 PST Someone
Help Me
Dolly
Thanks!
I'm working on less dark poetry, but when I start to write, it sometimes makes me go back to the years I've mentally blocked out *shudders* ]]> ~alannalivandra http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/1516297/ http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/1516297/ Wed, 10 Dec 2003 12:54:53 PST
& & ]]> ~alannalivandra http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/1454650/ http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/1454650/ Sat, 29 Nov 2003 09:09:54 PST I am a proud member of;
& & ]]> ~alannalivandra http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/1450707/ http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/1450707/ Tue, 25 Nov 2003 16:33:15 PST
Anyways, yeah it's rough around me right now. My two best guyfriends both got dumped recently, and it's a full time job keeping them happy, making sure they're not more sad than necessary, always being there for them. Cause lots of stress. Anyways, lots is going on, and, even though it stinks, my poetry helps me throw it all out there, you know? ]]> ~alannalivandra http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/1302400/ http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/1302400/ Mon, 20 Oct 2003 16:08:09 PDT ~alannalivandra http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/1243514/ http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/1243514/ Mon, 06 Oct 2003 17:01:01 PDT [link] ]]> ~alannalivandra http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/1187342/ http://alannalivandra.deviantart.com/journal/1187342/ Sun, 21 Sep 2003 12:32:08 PDT ~alannalivandra