deviantART: by:alefuz

deviantART: by:alefuz http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:alefuz&section=today deviantART RSS for by:alefuz en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 08 Dec 2009 04:31:24 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png Just Making Sure http://alefuz.deviantart.com/journal/22262467/ http://alefuz.deviantart.com/journal/22262467/ Mon, 29 Dec 2008 14:25:49 PST
The Main Account

Is where you can request my icons. But If you would like, You can request them here. On this Journal plz.

Human Account

Visit it please. :]

]]> ~alefuz Merry Day http://alefuz.deviantart.com/journal/22208445/ http://alefuz.deviantart.com/journal/22208445/ Fri, 26 Dec 2008 11:35:29 PST
Jk jk.
Well Good News. Sister Is coming home, And I've decided to occupy this account again.

Its become part of a series. Where some, and mostly chibi work will be done. :]

Main Account

Extra Products

And another which will be shown at a later date.

Merry Holidays~

]]> ~alefuz Maybe.. http://alefuz.deviantart.com/journal/20958997/ http://alefuz.deviantart.com/journal/20958997/ Sun, 12 Oct 2008 18:59:13 PDT
]]> ~alefuz What pain You've left me with._x http://alefuz.deviantart.com/journal/18698809/ http://alefuz.deviantart.com/journal/18698809/ Fri, 06 Jun 2008 14:16:27 PDT
So I guess I want to thank the rest of you, Whats left of the nothingness I have..Thank you. Even if you weren't honest I can pretty much guess where I stand and where My faults are. But as for you all, I'm not gonna critisize how you've treated me and how you've acted or where your faults are because that just won't change you. So in return for this ruddy feeling and this low life that I have now, I say good bye. (:

I'm going to get a new DA, and I'm going to be breaking from Bebo. I'm sorry for the turn out that all these things have lead to. Especially today sence now, I'm not even thought of as important to some people I looked up to for a year now.

I'm glad to have worked with you, and only a few will be getting my new Yahoo and/or Msn. Its been an honor and a pleasure.

]]> ~alefuz I'm Fine and Dandy with the Me Inside http://alefuz.deviantart.com/journal/18676157/ http://alefuz.deviantart.com/journal/18676157/ Thu, 05 Jun 2008 09:11:21 PDT

Okay okay okay..
Well I've been out four days And I Feel great, despite all the crap my dad is complaining about 24/7 to me about..But whatever floats his boat because he always ends up laughing at me so I just ignore him...
But thats okay because I've been playing alot of G Wad again and its all fun. I'm getting tired of it right now though because my friends are being stupid like normal and then like...
I've been letting alot of 'wanna be friends' go lately. Its kinda good, they only dragged me down and some of them, I don't even know the deal. They want to be close but they won't put out much to get close and I just am not ready for that. Because Y' know...I just lost my heart and I feel like I need to start fresh, May even start a new DA because I just want to wash away all those painful memories.
So yeah, be ready for it. (:

And then like, I might have to go into summer school because I got lazy and stoopid so I'm defly gonna change that next year =]
But I found out my friend has failed 8th grade, Again D<
And I haven't heard much about it, I just found out he got expelled..And I"m like...Wtc..
Get it together D<
But Like..I miss him. We haven't spoken in such a long time and then like Yahoo one day I got his message saying cute things like, I miss you and I was listening to all the music and stuff about when we were close, and I just...Wanna talk to you..
I almost bawled. I was SO greatful that one of my friends missed me o3o
I felt so wanted and needed its a great feeling ;D
And hes my char, Night angel or something :]
Hes so sweet but a rebel, but who isn't.
And its sad :c
Hes moving to somewhere... Conneticut or something and I'm like..Maybe I can come visit you but your mom is like seriously ...Stingy and crap..Cuz he lives wiht his ...Stoopid father and brother in Florida right now..
And hes really hates it now, but hes got to give up alot when he moves but hes getting pretty much bribed there so whatever. He gets a new phone.

Sorry about all the ranting, if you even read this far. I know I can like compact alot then totally LET IT ALL OUT xD
And its fun..

But anyways, while I was drawing the other day, I was at a get together with some church...friends -cough- and then like I was drawing , being bored in the corner and people crowded around talking about it, and I fetl kinda weird because all I can draw is emo looking doggies and I'm like..Thats not fun people deserve alot more. So aside from all my 'char' dogs I wanted to change my style atleast to give them a more realistic design and I'm liking it. Though I do get tired of who their nose is but my paws got a serious change. And I'm just enjoying working with my dog and other dogs more trying to work on my sucky anatomy. So Yes, My style will be changing, just to test it and see what works.
Cause if it doesn't I'll just draw...Stick figures or something..

Okay well..
Yeah..
Trades: Are Open
Requests: Not now
Fan Art: You'll just have to wait to see now won't you

Working On:

Artist I adore :

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
I didn't want to copy Whitney but maybe Arlene..Or something like Marlene oO something fun ..Or maybe just Scabbots

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Paul, or Travis

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
I'll just pretend I know what that means... umm.. Probably...Yes..Maybe...Umm..Sure...

24. What would God say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
" You've come back to soon D:, Run away Run away "

25. Tag six people who must also do this in THEIR journal:

]]> ~alefuz That sun is shining http://alefuz.deviantart.com/journal/18427170/ http://alefuz.deviantart.com/journal/18427170/ Wed, 21 May 2008 08:08:08 PDT
Trivilis's Parents are coming back for a visit and to see their son (:
Then We can talk about my trip there x]]

So exciiteeddddd !!!
And My grades are finally getting up and better =]
I'm Happy ^-^

Yayyy x3

Artist I adore :

http://alefuz.deviantart.com/journal/18324035/ Wed, 14 May 2008 16:37:06 PDT Can't I make mistakes as well? :c

It saddens me how some people treat me much differently, because I'm alittle plumper then the rest of the size 0's. Who honestly wants to be size 0 when everyone else is.
Or because I draw different/not as great or say much more needier/randomer things sometimes. But I defaintly try to give back as much as I take.
I really can't stand the way people, will act as my friend just because I'll listen to their sally sob story at the moment and then drop me completely as a friend till their next dramatic episode starts. Its rather irritating and causes my tears alot.
And my art, I've felt really crapped out because of the way people will treat me and my art. I feel so just used.. =[

But.. When someone that I care about, hurts me like I was today.. .You just can't get over that. It makes you just wanna cry and then die..But I won't. Unfortuanetly. I made a promise to myself that I'd try not to talk about how bad and how much I wanna end my life because when i'm actually rational, I think of how stupid I was to even think that and then alot more problems come because I just feel so stupid. I made that promise because I'm talking with my friend again. Not alot, just a few hello's and how are yous? And just random things. But I still feel really bad for what he said. Things will defantly never be the same. :C

Anyways, today was kind of a lonely day. I didn't have my tablet cause it was with my sister and I really feel alone without it. So I did a sketch [love sketch] while I was on a thinking moment, and now I just wanna rip it up =[

I'm feeling down, can you tell? Or the better question...Do you care?

Join -->[link]

Artist I adore :

<... ]]> ~alefuz CHECK IT OUT! http://alefuz.deviantart.com/journal/18300401/ http://alefuz.deviantart.com/journal/18300401/ Tue, 13 May 2008 05:44:47 PDT
Hey guys. I was asked to help promote "Drawing Day 2008" this year. What is "drawing day" you ask? Here's an explanation quoted from their site,

"Drawing Day is a worldwide drawing event encouraging everyone to drop everything and draw for the sake of art. The internet is an open canvas. Help us create 1 million drawings online this day and boost online art communities."

Drawing day is scheduled for June 7th this year. I will be helping promote drawing day because I think it's a great idea. Hopefully this event will get a lot of people back into art.

Here's their official site:[link]

SO yeah..Spread the world my friends :3

]]> ~alefuz I can't wait for you to http://alefuz.deviantart.com/journal/18248401/ http://alefuz.deviantart.com/journal/18248401/ Fri, 09 May 2008 20:33:22 PDT Shut me UP

Well...Today just now I watched the Cloverfield and to tell the truth I was kinda disappointed. I thought it would have been better but it didn't even have a real proper ending. And I was kinda confused and my sis had to go read alot up about it on that one site...Uhh..

Wiki? Yeah..That one and it was like awkward and stuff..
T.T

But anyways...Here is this

Put your iTunes, iPod, mp3 player, ect. on shuffle.
Answer The Questions with the song you get.

Your wedding song:
Is it any Wonder- Keane
[[Lawl]]

Your bf/gf song:
Relax, take it easy- Mika
[[Holy fudge yes xD ]]

The Song That best describes your life:
Sally's song- Fiona Apple
[[ Oh so true :/ ]]

The Song That will/did describe your first kiss:
Child in Paradise- Maksim Mrvica
[[ Uhh...]]

The Song That will be played at your funeral:
Over my head- The Frey
[[Lawl wtfudge? xD ]]

The Song That Best Describes your Childhood:
Flying the flag for you- Scooch
[[My sis's mp3 player can read my mind xD ]]

The Song You Listen to When Your Mad:
I'll fly with you- Gigi D' agostino

When Your Sad:
Looking for love- September
[[Maybe x) ]]

When Your Happy:
Say good night and go- Imogen Heap
[[Lawl nuuuwh T.T ]]

When Your Excited:
I'm Raving- Scooter
[[Hahahha xD ]]

When Your Stressed:
Hanging by a moment- Lighthouse
[[uhh...]]

The Song you listen to when your in love with someone:
Harder better faster stronger - Daft Punk

The First Day Of School:
Tragedy- Steps
[[Lawl YAR D< ]]

The Last Day Of School:
Dota- Basshunter
[[Maybe..? xD ]]

Fight Song:
My moves are white- Cobra Starship
[[YARRR XD ]]

Before The Big Game:
Your Guardian Angel- Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

When You See Your Crush:
Lets make out- Does it offend you, Yeah?
[[HAHAHHA xDD]]

Song That Describes Your School:
Kirby (remix) - Techno
[[No comment >> ]]

Song that Describes Your Town:
Discovery Channel - Eiffel 65
[[I didn't do it O; ]]

Song That Describes how you feel when your sick:
Be still my heart- The Postal Service
[[Blegh >> ]]

The Song That Goes Through Your Head When Your Getting A Haircut:
Guilty Pleasure- Cobra Starship

Song That Describes Your Favorite Teacher:
How Far we've come- Matchbox Twenty
[[Lawl YAR XD ]]

Song That Describes Your Religion:
Gears of war- Madworld
[[Lawl...So funny..]]

The Song That You Air Guitar To:
Lazy Eye- Silversun Pickups
[[Arrh...]]

The Song You Dance To:
Upside down- Jack Johnson
[[Awwh yeah (: ]]

The Song You Mosh To:
King of Lullaby- Eiffel 65
[[Haha..]]

The Song That Did/will Describe Your First date:
Dead Wrong- The Fray
[[ Rawrr T,...,T ]]

Song You Think of When You wake up:
Never is a Promise- Fiona Apple
[[Not ..normally ]]

Song You Think of Before You Go To Sleep:
Oh Its love- HelloGoodbye
[[Heh

]]

((So yeah...I dont have that many songs on my list right now >> well not alot of bands..I had to skip some just to get some variety...Yeah I fail.. xD ]]

I tagg :

Artist I adore :

http://alefuz.deviantart.com/journal/18209262/ Wed, 07 May 2008 09:40:12 PDT
I lost...The greatest friend I've ever had..
I don't know how to deal other then cry...

what do I do?

Artist I adore :

http://alefuz.deviantart.com/journal/18180774/ Mon, 05 May 2008 13:14:18 PDT But I feel very accomplashed..
after ALOT of searching and trying, I was able to come up with my first pair of animations :]

Hawt huh? lawl.

Oh and I found out I'm going BACK to regular school and I'm dieing in my pants...I really dont want to...but home school wasn't very successful..
What a day..

But whatever...Just keep on truckin I guess..

xxx
xx
x

Oooh And I finally got some camo shirts! 8D
My mom says she'll make me some tooo =]
Something to match my shoe laces =]
I'll put up a pick of my very colorfully destroyed converse later tho

Artist I adore :

http://alefuz.deviantart.com/journal/18168225/ Sun, 04 May 2008 16:26:01 PDT

Time goes by...But we still stand
....
I've been feeling distant reasontly.
And I found someone, that helped me realize so many things. So I made it into a "SHOUT IT OUT" So please gooo seee =]
And...During that realization...He saved me..

I'm not so good right now but he really made me happy by doing little things with me that I prolly never have done with anyone else and it made me so happy I wanted to cry
Anyways... You should meet him =]
I found him on bebo... . And I could never live without him

Artist I adore :

~alefuz Theres no better way to say http://alefuz.deviantart.com/journal/18129278/ http://alefuz.deviantart.com/journal/18129278/ Fri, 02 May 2008 07:33:19 PDT

Lul..
Sorry

I had a better day?

Actually alot better..

My love and I are saved

I was being an idiot,&& He saved me

So have a nice day. ..<3

P.S. I love you. Actually thats a sad love story/movie But I finally was able to start drawing again. I thought I wasn't good enough for awhile and I would just stop trying. I failed at that.. .Lul...
So My art and I will be coming back <3
Thanks to everyone who was there for me. .When I was being a jerk and seriously emo. I'm better now...
And I finally put all the watches that I have...It took FOREVER -dies- Good night..
Artist I adore :

http://alefuz.deviantart.com/journal/17979291/ Tue, 22 Apr 2008 16:27:42 PDT

.. ..

The end.. .

Artist I adore :

http://alefuz.deviantart.com/journal/17766072/ Wed, 09 Apr 2008 15:19:17 PDT
Life has been interesting, Well I think I have this weird genetic thing called hypothitronism or something Cx
And like its a big issue ish thing, Like its really emotional kind of ruining type stuff :/
And yesterday I think I had an attack or something because little things were setting me off till the end of the day I went mad and like completely depressed and started to like saying stuff that really hurt others and I'm deeply sorreh T-T

But anyways, Like I got my temps acouple days ago and its okay. Like I'm really good driving and I've had to drive all over for my mom but I enjoy it :]
Till the end of the day and I"m like all broken and all tired x-x
But tish all fun driving and having that kind of power =]

And school is like killing me, I got behind for spring break and I'm like a week behind and its really hard D:
-wants to die-
ugh. ..

And like I went on this long break from drawing, well not really it was more of a drawing on paper and I hate having to deal with my mom's scanner so sorry You might not be able to see my puppy movement I went onto D:
And they are really cute T-T

But Like I finished my adoptables and I'm addicted to like MS paint now. ..
I only get on Photoshop to manip pics now >.< But I don't mind its fun learning new things :]

So yeah I'm kinda out of things to say so Talk to ya'll later ;D

MY BUDDEHS && FAVORITe ists

http://alefuz.deviantart.com/journal/16861938/ Wed, 13 Feb 2008 10:27:16 PST
Sad part is, so did my mom...So its been like heavy duty zoo in this house...Sometimes its hard to breath but I find relief from the small things that matter to me. Like I found my pen, but see I did this 3 hour just doing the line masterpeice right, and I saved it with all the blue markings but I forgot to when I got the whole jift of the picture...So I continued to work on it, got it colored, was gonna have my sis[

] do the back ground but when I went to save...It froze...All of it and I was so upset..And tomaro is Valentines D:

And my sis wanted to do some Valentine pic...Of anthros, I can barely do wolves TT_TT
But its okay, I'll try anyways cause its for Valentines...Even tho I dont have one...I'll manage like everyone else should :]
You go you single people And a song just for you ...[link]

So now I have to do the pics, and then School, OMGOSH for some reason..I just don't find it right anymore to actually be on time with school...So I like always am a day behind and I never try or do catch up...So I guess I'm a slacker ...or Just lazy...Or both? lol

Ohhh We got this X-Box 360 from my friend...I like..Died and went to heaven with it playing DDR ...Till...I like almost broke my ancle..So I get on every now and then and it takes like awhile to feel up to moving again >[ But I don't care....My dad keeps bragging about it, I don't understand how some guys won't do that but the people you wish didn't DO! Alot!...TT-TT

Meh, Church life seems to be getting better...It makes me kinda happy that I'm not with any of those guys then to be with them and still see them drool after the 'queen' bee....I call them all 'Whitney Drools' Or "Whitney wanna bee's' o___O its kinda annoying ...

But anyways...I guess Life is picking up, I mean if your at the bottom there is only up right..?

And I was doing sooo good with the whole addicted to sites I really shouldn't be getting on...And then like I ish banned from some of the hardest to get off TT3TT
But it'll eventually get better...I hope..

Anyways..

Artist I adore:

<... ]]> ~alefuz -crushed- http://alefuz.deviantart.com/journal/16444017/ http://alefuz.deviantart.com/journal/16444017/ Thu, 17 Jan 2008 11:09:18 PST
And all I could do was...Cry :[ And lately I think the whole message of him being gone and then the thought of...Him loving someone else but me finally made it to me and I was destroyed...So this last few days I've been trying to pull myself together...You know fix all the mistakes I've made...and there was alot T.T But I'd say I was diong pretty good of it , so that one day...I'll be good enough for him not like the other jerks in this area :]

I have this binder of his that was somewhere and Lately I've been reading it and he had some poems about...his family and other such...
And my sis suggest that he might have wrotten one about me...
Sis <3

I found his pics and I just balled[sp] ...I couldnt hold it and like everything else is so pressurish, school and some church things and then I've just felt so empty inside so everything is pilling up, its crazy.

I'm already heart broken cuz I lost my tablet pen and all these other thing crashed :\ O what a Life I have T.T

But I find comfort from those that get tired of giving it...So yeah
<33

And here...These lyrics are something I wanted to share ^^

Broken-Lifehouse<33 :
The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I will be ok

The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home

So yeah..

Friends:

Adds:

Inspiration+Great Artists: