http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:alejarb&section=today deviantART RSS for by:alejarb en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 16 Dec 2009 10:20:19 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/22972414/ http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/22972414/ Mon, 02 Feb 2009 19:48:29 PST I have an idea running around my head since a few weeks ago...and I have no time to put in my camera...

Im supposed to be having a high point in my inspiration, I mean, Im celebrating my one year anniversary with my bf...And instead of be crazy creative...Im dry...my mind is dry....I have just this idea, but nothing else...

REally...Im frustrated!!

]]> ~alejarb http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/22469260/ http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/22469260/ Thu, 08 Jan 2009 12:27:17 PST
Even when eartquakes in my house were always a reason to sleep in the living room, now is just funny...I live in a wonderful country, where this is just an every day thing...well...not everyday, but really frequent.

We have beautiful landscapes...beach, forest...but we have to deal with this...

Is not the first, and is not going to be the last, and people...old people, are so afraid sometimes, they don't think...let say...clear...

My mom was with me in my room, we were talking about how cool is for me to go camping, and she was near my door...

Well, I was trying to go out of my room to save some wine bottles, cause I was listening them bumping into each other... And she was so afraid, she didn't move at all!! So, I couldn't get out of my room....

Anyway...I do not get scared, or...so much...Of course, if walls start to crumble...well...I would get scared!! But meantime...I stay cool...

We have to get used to this...
There is no other choice...

]]> ~alejarb http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/21413859/ http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/21413859/ Sun, 09 Nov 2008 23:41:11 PST One of these days, I was "hired" to act on a short movie called PSYCHOSIS, the thing is, it was on a far place, an old sanatorium for tuberculosis, opened around 1917 or so...

It was awesome and all, but when I was coming back, the rain was terrible...I was driving with the wipers at max, and still couldn't see anything...

It was amazing the amount of rain!! and really scary too!

And for some weird reason, the radio started to play: "November rain" ok...that was REALLY scary!!

In the end, rain in here is so cool, about a KM after the rain, was completely dry!! well...I dont if that happens some place else, but is like magic...I wished so bad I had my camera...it was like an imaginary line, where rain was supposed to stop...

a straight line! awesome!!

Anyway...its been way to long ago since I wrote 4 the last time in here...so...here I am...

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]]> ~alejarb http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/17889432/ http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/17889432/ Wed, 16 Apr 2008 23:42:36 PDT One more year of wisdom! hahaha!! one more to my suitcase of memories...

It was a good bday...I have chocolate to eat 4 the rest of my year!! haha!!
Awesome!!

]]> ~alejarb http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/17660431/ http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/17660431/ Thu, 03 Apr 2008 00:02:13 PDT 2 is a really small number if you are waiting minutes...
2 is a smal number...period!

but is a huge number if you are measuring feelings...
but is a huge number cause feelings can be measured by the intensity...not time...time is worthless to feelings...
2 is the number of months we have been together...
so...2 is NOT a small number...

]]> ~alejarb http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/17061647/ http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/17061647/ Mon, 25 Feb 2008 17:09:19 PST
This boy...man...young man...looked really sad, as an artist Im used to really observe people, the way they move, the way they talk,how do they see, how do they watch the world around them.

This particular guy, had a really interesting look on his eyes...he watches everything really slowly...his moves are slow...he seemed to live slow...no streess...and that totally called for my attention...

He is a friend of a friend...A week later I saw myself sitting between him and my friend at the movies...watching EL ORFANATO. My friend was literally cutting my blood stream with his hands holding my arm, and I was a little more worried about how close this guy was getting, and how he was barely touching my arm...

The movie ended and they took me home...
The other friend told him: "men,you maybe want to learn how to get here...cause you will be coming really often..."

It seems to me he was right...
I still don't know if I'm in love...but feel like when I was 12yrs old and with my stomach full of (those well known) butterflies, nervous and anxious...I waited for him...

He makes me feel upside down...he makes me the fool on the hill...everything spins around, faster, I feel nausea but I love it!!!! I enjoy it!!

Im not going to say is love, Im not going to say "I have never felt this way before"...but what I feel now...I not new...but the last time I felt like that...was way to long ago...

So...I still dont know if Im in love...but I just dont care about tomorrow...today I great...Im comfortable here...tomorrow will bw another day...And tomorrow I will be in charge of the future...

]]> ~alejarb http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/16477006/ http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/16477006/ Sat, 19 Jan 2008 15:32:05 PST
Is not the new year...is the things that happened to me this december...people I met, people I met again...People I thought I knew...

Im not going to say Im more mature...But Im definitly tired of those "white lies" you say to not hurt someone that already hurt you...

I spend a week on the beach, and I had time to think about me, and how was I going to start the new year...I walked to te end of the beach and I sat on some rocks, I sat there, it was like 12:30pm...the sun wasnt bothering me but I found a little fresh spot under a tree.
There where little spots of water, full with little fish and snails...
It was like being a whole world apart of everything...
So I was sitting there and I kept thinking in that year, what I got, the goals I achieved...the people I met... the high and the low...al over again...

When I looked at the time again it was almost 2pm... That year was exactly that fast...

So I got more job...my chief gave me one more subject to teach in the University...so Im giving one more...And now I have no time for nothing else but going to the university to teach and to go on with my master degree...tuff year coming!!

I have to be a little more organized...and a little less sleepy!!! haha!

Sadly I also have a little less time to photo but well...Buuuut!! but! I may be giving lessons next period...means 4 months, the university maybe opens a photo lesson inside the week to people that cant take it on saturday so...Im going to have that one too!!! That really makes me happy!!!

Ok...so Now lets see how this year goes...
Greetings to all, and to all HAPPY NEW YEAR!! and remember life is way too short and too fast to suffer...Live it and let the future for tomorrow!!

]]> ~alejarb http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/15686636/ http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/15686636/ Mon, 26 Nov 2007 21:46:58 PST I have a job I...kind of love...hehe...(still not so sure about the teaching thing).
Im over some things from the past...
And the new year seems to bring good things to me...even more than those I got this year.

Getting out of the adv agency was the greatest thing ever! I had time to finish some things...I had time to do some theater and be even more in love with it...and also, with that, I made some new good friends. The kind of friends you can miss for months but when you get together again, is like always...same trust, same hugs, same jokes! I love that!

I wish I could have more time to do theater, but...You cant have it all huh? And, I have the rest of my life...and first thing is first...my master degree...

Its been some time since my last post, but I did some photos of the magical, beautiful art of Capoeira, and I will be posting some of them in a few days...

For now my life is on the perfect track and I couldn ask for more...well...I can but Im not gonna!! hehe! in fact...I have some ideas...naaah!
My life have new wheels and running 100%!!!

]]> ~alejarb http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/14298025/ http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/14298025/ Thu, 23 Aug 2007 03:44:29 PDT I feel so stupid running life with no light...
I feel so stupid everytime I look at myself thinking about...well...him...knowing he doesnt even thinks of me at all...
I disapeared of his life and now Im just a memory...

Does he know?? does he ignore at all Im triying to get him back?? Does he not knows any excuse to talk to him is perfect??

Yes I feel stupid...the most stupid thing of all is...I dont have the courage to just...tell him...

]]> ~alejarb http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/14197540/ http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/14197540/ Thu, 16 Aug 2007 14:24:51 PDT Is this just a dream? or is this nightmare the reality?

]]> ~alejarb http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/13591847/ http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/13591847/ Tue, 03 Jul 2007 12:13:25 PDT And is also really good 4 my cv so... Wait is good... ]]> ~alejarb http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/13533070/ http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/13533070/ Fri, 29 Jun 2007 01:10:57 PDT Even worse, what to do when this friend do it and instead end up dead, ends up in a bed with half of the brain useless?

Well...yes,one of my best friends did it...Now she doesnt know what the hell is hapenning around her, she already lost 6 days of her life laying there on a hospital bed...and I dont know if fighting for survive...

Either way, Im a mess...I hate this...Life was so good, she was so good, she was doing ok...why?

hard questions...
What was on her mind...?
What was she thinking?
When she realized there was no other way out?
Why she didnt realize that it wasnt the way out!!!???

Its so hard...Is so painful...so fucking ironic!!!
There are people fighting with all to be alive!! there are people giving even the last breath, the last dime,just to keep on living...and she...she wasnt strong enough to fight for life...

She gave up...she gave herself up to death...
Do I have to give up on her??
No, I cant...even though she maybe wanted to be left alone...I cant...I just want her to know Im for her,no matter what...

Well...just wait...no other thing to do...

]]> ~alejarb http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/13401177/ http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/13401177/ Tue, 19 Jun 2007 00:24:39 PDT
Those are moments when I regret Im such a coward...yes... as the dictionary says: "One who shows ignoble fear in the face of danger or pain"... or pain...

Ironic huh? runaway from pain just to get more pain!!! Ironic and stupid!! really stupid!!!

Its been...5 months since the last time I ran away...and now I just... well...I got to say it...Im missing...

I want to forgive...and forget...
Forgive...myself...and forget I tried...

]]> ~alejarb http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/13142901/ http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/13142901/ Tue, 29 May 2007 19:19:38 PDT I was performing on this fabulous play, and It was really time consuming...
But all the work was worthed, I learned a lot and I grew a lot as an actress...It os over now,and Im about to start another project...
An adaptation of "The Diaries of Adam and Eve" by Mark Twain.
Im gonna be Eve and It is going to be really hard, it is a really hard and complex character and I want to do it right...

Im just finishing a flue...!! So I lost this week in bed!! But Im better now!!

So Im back for...lets say a couple weeks,then is gonna be work work work...

I love this as much as I love photo!!!
Definitely my true passions!!

]]> ~alejarb http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/12699582/ http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/12699582/ Mon, 23 Apr 2007 01:50:30 PDT Im happy, I finally got to know San Lucas Island. It is awesome!
And I had the chance to meet someone really nice! He is the one showing his feet, and his back...he really likes photos!! hehe!
Anyway, he is a really nice guy, funny and smart, probably a new good friend!!

]]> ~alejarb http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/12668879/ http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/12668879/ Fri, 20 Apr 2007 14:45:55 PDT I cant imagine how it is, but I will try so I can understand and be there.

]]> ~alejarb http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/12649982/ http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/12649982/ Thu, 19 Apr 2007 02:01:41 PDT Im performing on a big play!! My debut is going to be at one of the greatest theaters here...Im so happy...so exited!!
This is just awesome!! I still cant believe it!!!

]]> ~alejarb http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/12517046/ http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/12517046/ Sun, 08 Apr 2007 21:27:49 PDT some days are totally ice cream and some other...like today are pure,cruel and acid lemon.
hate it!!
Well a few more days to my bday (april 16th), and I fell a thousand years older instead one more!!

]]> ~alejarb http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/12220257/ http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/12220257/ Sat, 17 Mar 2007 13:49:35 PDT
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Either way, good luck guys!! You already make us proud!!!

]]> ~alejarb http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/12198284/ http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/12198284/ Thu, 15 Mar 2007 19:05:00 PDT Is not exactly what I was looking, like weddings and stuff, but its cool...at least that gives me some money so I can keep hanging till I get in to drama school!!!
Wajoooo!!!

]]> ~alejarb http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/12087356/ http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/12087356/ Tue, 06 Mar 2007 21:53:39 PST In fact! that was my day! Great! lots of good photos, great day...Great passion was all over my lens!! and that is so refreshing! so good to know there are still people in this world who follow their dreams!!! who dont care to leave everything to look for success...Its a great inspiration...!

But, well...nothing is perfect...nope...something is going really wrong...not for me...for a good friend...but, I cant avoid feel bad...even more cause I cant do anything to help...
So the end of this day, was a disaster...

]]> ~alejarb http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/11723487/ http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/11723487/ Wed, 07 Feb 2007 14:17:53 PST Sometimes u feel u are stucked and you dont feel you are walking...
Well, I was feeling that way, but I got a mail from a old professor, he gave me my first and only photography lessons and he gave me really good comments, so I felt like fuel to go on...
And to look even more...
Thank u!!!

]]> ~alejarb http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/11642449/ http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/11642449/ Thu, 01 Feb 2007 02:12:02 PST Beer, good friends and beach!!! right on!!
Well...Im just so...happy!!!

]]> ~alejarb http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/11429728/ http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/11429728/ Sun, 14 Jan 2007 02:24:58 PST As the days of this new year have passed slow, Im getting lesson after lesson, and every day is a new step in the path I have to follow to overcome the pain of being without...
Sometimes, the best way to forget is stop trying...
...='/
so...Im trying to put my mind on something else...my camera for example...

]]> ~alejarb http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/11168282/ http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/11168282/ Sat, 23 Dec 2006 23:15:14 PST Hope, u have the best xmas...
As I hope I have it too...
Party is coming and my trip to beach too, so maybe I will post some new photos in the new year...or before...
MERRY XMAS! AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

]]> ~alejarb http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/11010471/ http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/11010471/ Sat, 09 Dec 2006 20:43:51 PST Why do we insist on doing something when we know its wrong or is hurtful??
It is so hard to be strong...
Mostly when there are fellings in the middle...
Well...xmas is coming and I have no idea what can I ask as a gift...I guess my xmas wish is really hard...I want just 3 things...
I want to b happy again...
I want to stop being scared...
I want to find some kind of magic glue to put the pieces of my heart back in place...

By the way, I have my 2nd teather show in 2 days and my trhoat is f..ckd up...I got a flue and I can hardly breath and I feel like shit...
Thats my luck...

]]> ~alejarb http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/10904401/ http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/10904401/ Thu, 30 Nov 2006 17:07:49 PST Im happy cause finally I get to work full time...but Im sad cause Im gonna miss the people I met...It is sad to leave all those crazy cool people I had so many grea8 days and nights, and lunches...every single beer we drank in some crappy bar next to a greasy pizza...
Or the nights we spend in the msn trying to stay awake finishing some work...
Well...every cycle gets to and end...I didnt enjoy high school at all...but I had the best time in university...!!
I hope, this next stage of my life gets as good as this I recently end...
And I hope the evolution of myself reflects on my photos...

]]> ~alejarb http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/10725349/ http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/10725349/ Tue, 14 Nov 2006 16:27:59 PST I know Im partially blind, there is something really great standing right in front of me, and all I can do is look back...I hate myself for that...Im trying I swear Im trying...
Now, better days are shining in my front door...
I feel a little bit less depressed...In fact I feel kind of happy cause I took off half of this blindness...
Let see how my photos are in this "happy period"...

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]]> ~alejarb http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/10596970/ http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/10596970/ Thu, 02 Nov 2006 18:54:04 PST Jeje...anyway... I hope u like the photos I took in the beach...

]]> ~alejarb http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/10576619/ http://alejarb.deviantart.com/journal/10576619/ Tue, 31 Oct 2006 22:16:50 PST I need a rest!!

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