http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:alicemay18&section=today deviantART RSS for by:alicemay18 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 18 Dec 2009 14:08:24 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/26671869/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/26671869/ Tue, 18 Aug 2009 13:12:05 PDT -Alice May

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/26159761/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/26159761/ Fri, 24 Jul 2009 21:11:07 PDT
]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/25799477/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/25799477/ Tue, 07 Jul 2009 15:20:47 PDT so here it goes

The Rules:
1. You must choose your OC(s).
2. Your OC must answer every question as truthfully as possible.
3. Title the journal as "OCs Quiz (your OCs name.Example:Kaiser's Quiz)".
4. When you're done, tag as many people as you want.
5. Have fun!!!

tagged by....

1. Hi! What's your real name and nickname
Yori: My name is yori or ame. whichever is fine with me

2. Interesting... what's your current age?
Yori: 13 although i look at least 16

3.What's your favourite food?
Yori: sushi i guess...

4. Right Sorry! And your favourite drink?
Yori: Blood! duh! Im a vampire after all


5. Confession time! Who's your crush/lover?
Yori: Nunya!
Jason: me
Yori: SHUT IT JAY!

6. Oh sorry to hear that. Have you two kissed yet?
Yori: sadly yes
Jason: what do u mean 'sadly'?
Yori: just shut up please

7. Classic question! What's your favourite colour?
Yori: Black and red

8. Who's your favourite author?
Yori: At the moment dean koonz

9. Now what's your biggest fear?
Yori: werewolves...


10. Awesome. Who's your hero?
Yori: My twin sister Selen

11. Ok, who is your worst enemy?
Yori: The devil

12. What would you do if your hero and your worst enemy got together?
Yori: Scream and jump in a pool of holy water

13. Interesting... what would you do if you met your creator?
Yori: Weve met... hey alice
Alice: hey yori *does a secret hand shake*

14. Okay, I'll contact them right now. Done! Now, what do you want to be when you grow up?
Yori: Probably a doctor so i can help people

15. What's your worst nightmare?
Yori: That everyone i love will die because of me

16. What's your lifelong dream?
Yori: to be like my Selen

17. What would you do if your lifelong dream came true.
Yori: Id thank Selen for everything she has done for me

18. Ok, where's your favorite place to relax?
Yori: in secret pond that that only selen and i know where it is
Jason: hey yori-!
Yori: NO IM NOT GONNA TELL YOU!!!
Jason: i was just gonna ask if u wanted some juice...
19 . Last question! What do you spend most of your time doing?
Yori: making spells and blowing things up XD

20 We're done! Now tag whoever you want

Yori: i tag anyone who reads this... AND NO CHEATING PEOPLE!!!
Alice: and trust me ppl u dont wanna mess w/ her O_O

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/25597514/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/25597514/ Sun, 28 Jun 2009 00:09:19 PDT -Alice

p.s.: I WANNA SLEEEEEEEP!!! DX

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/25461393/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/25461393/ Sun, 21 Jun 2009 20:24:05 PDT 002. Nickname → Michelle, yori, kyoko, energizer bunny from hell
003. Status → relationship
004. Zodiac sign → libra
005. Male or female → female
006. Elementary → none ya
007. Middle School → none ya
008. High School → none ya
009. Smart → C's and B's
010. Hair color → right now red
011. Long or short → curly mid straightened long
012. Loud or Quiet → quite
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → verizon
015. Health freak – Nope
016. Drink or Smoke? – nope
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → yeah
018. Eat or Drink → ?
019. Piercings → 2 in each ear
020. Tattoos → No

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → yeah...
024. First best friend → Megan & rebecca (they both have been my best friends as long as i can remember)
025. First award → most artistic
026. First crush → matt
027. First pet → cat named alfie
028. First big vacation → i travel ever summer (saying this from canada!) so i dont remember my first
030. First big birthday → 5 years old... skating plus... broke my wrist... one heck of a b-day party...

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating – an apple
050. Drinking → MILK IM A KITTY MEOW!! O_O
052. I'm about to → type out a story i'm writing
053. Listening to → count on my by default
054. Plans for today → None
55. Waiting for → my cousin to come home from war

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → maybe
059. Want to get married? – maybe
060. Careers in mind – wedding cake designer, photographer, art

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
068. Lips or eyes → eyes
070. Shorter or taller? – taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous → ?
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → both (although personality is key)
074. Sensitive or loud → sensitive
075. Hook-up or relationship → donno how 2 answer that
077. Trouble maker or hesitant → hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → no
081. Ran away from home → i was 2 i didnt know any better
084. Broken someones heart → yes
085. Been arrested → no
087. Cried when someone died → yes

DO YOU BELIEVE:
089. Yourself → idk
090. Miracles → yes
092. Heaven → yes
093. Santa clause → uh... once upon a time sure
094. Sex on the first date → No!
095. Kiss on the first date → No

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → No...
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → yes
099. Do you believe in God → DUH!!!

100. I tag... anyone who wants to do this i guess

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/25221367/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/25221367/ Tue, 09 Jun 2009 17:01:05 PDT
And its like...

RED!!!

It actually looks pretty cool...

Even though Im naturally blonde...

Lol...

Well, Ill talk 2 u guys later

-Alice May

BTW!!!: TEAM JACOB OR TEAM EDWARD???!!

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/25131167/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/25131167/ Thu, 04 Jun 2009 18:42:16 PDT


...or



Team Jacob...?

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/25058891/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/25058891/ Sun, 31 May 2009 20:08:26 PDT ...
ive also drew a bunch of pictures but sadly my computer wont let me upload them ...
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so i guess that i can ask a friend at school to do it for me. so yeah i cant wait to show u guys ^^

talk to ya guys later!

-Alice May

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/24919661/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/24919661/ Sun, 24 May 2009 07:13:34 PDT
...........

yeah this really weird thing happened to me the other day. i was walking home from the book store and these 2 ravens hopped up to me. one got really close to me (that thing was HUGE compared to a crow... we don even have ravens around here is the weird thing), dropped a feather at my feet, then it hopped off. it was the weirdest thing! i even still have the feather...

n e ways, gotta go get ready 4 church

peace out!

-Alice

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/24532521/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/24532521/ Fri, 01 May 2009 14:54:05 PDT

it might be that one swine flu thing...


i wanted to say u guys are awesome if it is the swine flu...



talk to u guys later

-Alice

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/24378012/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/24378012/ Wed, 22 Apr 2009 13:53:21 PDT
I look in a mirror
And what I see
Nothing is there
Nothing besides me

It's like a stranger I've seen
A stranger I know
But there's nothing to look at
Nothing special to show

What is this?
The stranger is crying
This stranger knows
The other half of me is dieing

But this stranger isn't me
She's not who I want to be
And I'll show affection
For that stranger, my reflection

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Nightmare of death:

I'm in a dark forest
I look around
I don't hear a thing
Not a sound

Then I hear a little girl sing
"You know what lilies are,
death they will bring."

I turn around
And what I saw
Lilies were everywhere
Then I heard a caw

Then a crow
Flew over my head
And its eyes
Were glowing red

I look down at my hand
And a lily I see
Then I realize the singing little girl
Was singing about me

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I wrote these poems a little over 3 years ago so please comment and tell me what you think ^^ please and thank you
-Alice May

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/24310216/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/24310216/ Sat, 18 Apr 2009 15:16:32 PDT
Funny/cool news:
My mom went to school with me and she ADORES my friends Edison and Shelby. It was funny cause she said something like "Alice is my daughter, but I'm her sister" (totally a lie) and Edison said something along the lines of "I'm just going to leave that alone and not try to figure that out." LOL! XD I thought that was funnier than heck.

Note to Edison (if u read this): that thing mom said to u when she said she was my mom, Ill explain that to u on monday

-Alice May

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/24099219/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/24099219/ Mon, 06 Apr 2009 18:00:48 PDT 6 Truths of Life
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Stolen from my friend

What color/kind of socks are you wearing?
[ ] Red = loud
[ ] Green = stupid
[ ] None = freaky
[ ] Fuzzy = gorgeous
[ ] Yellow = innocent
[ ] Purple = a little too happy
[ ] Black = emo
[x] Stripes = funny
[ ] Gray = skanky
[ ] Pink = preppy
[ ] Light blue = sweaty
[ ] Other = hot
[ ] White = sexy

What kind of pants are you wearing?
[ ]Shorts = cutie
[ ]Skirt/skort = skank
[ ]Corduroy = homosexual
[ ]Tight jeans = scene kid
[x]Ripped jeans = emo
[ ]Cammo = cage fighter
[ ]Jeans = prep
[ ]Pajamas = pimp
[ ]Cargo = clown
[ ]Sweats = athlete
[ ]Boxers = brat
[ ]Booty shorts = female
[ ]Capris = Gangster
[ ]Nothing = hoe
[ ]Dickies = weirdo
[ ]Bikini bottoms = tiki girl
[ ]Other = sex addict

What is your natural hair color?
[ ]Auburn = that every one wants to make out with
[x]Blonde = with a broken heart
[ ]Black = with a sexy smile
[ ]Dark brown = with a hot boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ]Red = that likes to have fun
[ ]Brown = who loves to be different
[ ]Dirty blonde = with a nice ass
[ ]Bald = with herpes

Pick the month you were born on:
[ ]1 = who ate
[ ]2 = who needed
[ ]3 = who killed
[ ]4 = who shot
[ ]5 = who killed
[ ]6 = who smoked with
[ ]7 = who banged
[ ]8 = who ran shirtless with
[ ]9 = who got stabbed horribly by
[x]10 = who cuddled with
[ ]11 = who slept with
[ ]12 = who ran naked with

Pick the day you were born on:
[ ]01 = the kool-aid man
[ ]02 = a dog
[ ]03 = a shoe
[ ]04 = a toothbrush
[ ]05 = Santa Claus
[]06 = The Trojan man
[ ]07 = Barney the dinosaur
[ ]08 = a prostitute
[ ]09 = a porn star
[ ]10 = a bag of weed
[ ]11 = my lover
[ ]12 = a glass of milk
[ ]13 = a horse
[ ]14 = a lesbian
[ ]15 = a stripper
[ ]16 = a pickle
[ ]17 = a jew
[ ]18 = a homo
[ ]19 = an orange
[ ]20 = my mom
[ ]21 = a homeless guy
[ ]22 = a whore
[x]23 = my crush
[ ]24 = an easter egg
[ ]25 = a jar of honey
[ ]26 = a condom
[ ]27 = a bowl of cereal
[ ]28 = a french fry
[ ]29 = your dealer
[ ]30 = Paris Hilton
[ ]31 = your grandma

Pick the color of the shirt you are wearing:
[ ]White = because I love marijuana
[x]Black = because im sexy as hell
[ ]Pink = Because the lil people told me to
[ ]Blue = because I have AMAZING boobs
[ ]Red = because I'm a pimp and your jealous
[ ]Polka Dots = because I hate my life
[ ]Purple = because I'm gay
[ ]Gray = because I got dared
[ ]Other = because that's how I roll
[ ]Green = because I'm good in bed
[ ]Orange = because I smoke crack
[ ]Turquoise = because I have a noodle in my nose
[ ]Brown = because I had to
[ ]Shirtless = because I've got abs

Ok... *drum roll* ... I tag and
U guyz r all tagged

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/24066522/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/24066522/ Sat, 04 Apr 2009 22:35:25 PDT
Reasons way:

1. I crashed my mom's bike

2. The front rim of it is bent and I have to replace it

3. When I crashed my mom's bike, I bruised my whole leg and got cut up (strangely I didn't hit my face at all)

4. I got hit by a car

5. I was playing in the barranca and I was playing on death hill then I slipped and landed on a branch making a HUGE gash in my back and sprained my ankle

6. My Nana found out and now I'm grounded for going w/o adults -_-

My uncle Jeremy was telling me how he and my mom used to go down there all the time, and he just told me "Don't stop going to the barranca. It's really fun. Just don't get caught." ...... Lol I thought that was funny...

Ok I have to go cause I need to (sadly) go to bed -_- Goodnight

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/23923625/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/23923625/ Fri, 27 Mar 2009 19:53:30 PDT

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]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/23524963/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/23524963/ Wed, 04 Mar 2009 13:58:03 PST And you make me smile
You smile too
And everythings worth while

I look at you
Your black hair and brown eyes
From the first moment I saw you
I love you, And that not a lie

When I cry
You're by my side
You take away my tears
And fade away fears

Can you see
That you are everything to me?

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Ok, I kinda wrote that for one of my and what I really think of him. If you guys remembered a boy named Nathan that I've talked about before... yeah it's about him I admit it ^^' And yeah I know it's kinda corny lol XD
-Alice

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/23363470/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/23363470/ Mon, 23 Feb 2009 13:32:05 PST
This only applies to one person if he reads this: If you read this journal entry, Im not trying to make you feel bad in anyway. This isn't your fault at all. Its mine. And if Ive hurt you in anyway, I am sorry.
Your overly-stupid dramatic friend,
Mariya

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/22843547/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/22843547/ Tue, 27 Jan 2009 13:16:07 PST

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/22511626/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/22511626/ Sat, 10 Jan 2009 18:13:34 PST Would you even care if I were to leave deviantart and never log on again?
I will not get mad. If most friends want me to stay Ill stay. But if most want me to leave Ill leave. Im not trying to rush you, but you guys have 2 weeks. And if no one reponds, Ill leave as well

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/22190753/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/22190753/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 12:46:15 PST

May everyone have a fun, safe, happy day! ^^

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/21931384/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/21931384/ Thu, 11 Dec 2008 13:33:41 PST

Ryan and i r back together...


And i think im happier then ever sense he moved to NYC...


I feel...


Happy and whole again...


Well see if this will work out...


Again...


>.>


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lol peace out people ill keep you guys posted (if anyone even cares anymore...)

Bye ^^

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/21915156/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/21915156/ Wed, 10 Dec 2008 13:33:51 PST Well, its more then likely because my grandma and my cousin (who was one of my best friends) died ad this will be the first year that I wont be selebrating with them.
But other then that, life is alright. My church is having a christmas party and its going to be so much fun! >w<
Ill be able to hang out with my friends there and my friend kristy might be going and kristy might finally meet my friend nathan (sense they are dieing to meet eachother)

Well, thats all. Merry Christmas to all! And may the Lord stay with you and keep yall safe! And if you dont selebrate it or believe in Christ amd the Lord... sorry...
Bye Bye!

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/21534779/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/21534779/ Mon, 17 Nov 2008 13:29:18 PST ..........
Eh. I think Im done screaming. Time to go and scream at all of them then duct tape them together...
Bye Bye

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/21421502/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/21421502/ Mon, 10 Nov 2008 13:24:40 PST And im going because one of my friends got mad and i got mad and he started to talk crap and yeah... plus im behind in credits for high school and so im going to el camino (its not for sure yet because i still need to talk to the counclers)
Talk to you guys later.
bai bai

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/21287095/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/21287095/ Sun, 02 Nov 2008 16:21:05 PST
i just needed to update on my journal entry...

halloween was fun...

i was a a girl who went emo and cut herself to death...

i scared people by looking fake...

it was fun...

donno what to say now...

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bye...

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/20986278/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/20986278/ Tue, 14 Oct 2008 13:35:30 PDT
Second, as for the people who have read my journal entrys, I might be leaving sometime after my birthday because of family problems that I won't talk about

So to all my friends on DA, I'll miss you and if you ever feel sad or depressed, here's some song lyrics that I think you'll like (and if you can, look up the song)

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The Adventure by: Angels in the Airwaves

I want to have the same last dream again,
The one where I wake up and I'm alive.
Just as the four walls close me within,
My eyes are woken up with pure sunlight.
I'm the first to know.
My dearest friends,
Even if your hope has burned with time,
Anything that's dead shall be re-grown.
And your vicious pain, your warning sign,
You will be fine.

Hey Ohh, here I am
And here we go, life's waiting to begin.

Any type of love, it will be shown,
Like every single tree reached for the sky.
If you're gonna fall, I'll let you know
That I will pick you up, like you for I.
I felt this thing, I can't replace,
Where everyone was working for this goal.
Where all the children left without a trace,
Only to come back, as pure as gold,
To recite this all?

Hey ohh, here I am
And here we go, life's waiting to begin,
Tonight.
Hey ohh, here I am
And here we go, life's waiting to begin,
Tonight.
Hello, here I am
And here we go, life's waiting to begin.

I cannot live, I can't breathe
Unless you do this with me.
I cannot live, I can't breathe
Unless you do this with me.
I cannot live, I can't breathe
Unless you do this with me.
I cannot live, I can't breathe
Unless you do this with me.
I cannot live, I can't breathe
Unless you do this with me.
I cannot live, I can't breathe
Unless you do this with me.

Hey ohh,
Here I am (Do this with me)
And here we go, life's waiting to begin.
(Do this with me)

Hey ohh,
Here I am (Do this with me)
And here we go, life's waiting to begin.
Life's waiting to begin.

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And I'll try to finish the picture for you November and give it to one of your friends who go to the same school as me; and hopefully they'll give it to you

I'll keep you posted whether or not I leave
Alice May is signing off

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/20944803/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/20944803/ Sat, 11 Oct 2008 22:10:11 PDT
I think I need to leave for a long while while

I can't get on the computer at home

And I need to stick with my family because of what is going on right now (which I'm not willing to say)

I'll miss you guys

Hugs for everyone

Alice May is signing off

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Maybe for good...

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/20765589/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/20765589/ Tue, 30 Sep 2008 18:42:52 PDT
So the boy I was talking about in the last journal entry...

We were going out for about 10 hours...

Then we decided to stay true to our church and not date until we're 16...

So, I'm not planning to date for a while...

For another year and 2 months...

So yeah...

We still love each other...

But we're going to stay friends for now...

Just to have a great friendship behind the next time we go out...

So, if we break up, we'll still be really good friends...

So yeah...

Bai Bai

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/20574726/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/20574726/ Fri, 19 Sep 2008 19:53:16 PDT
He just moved here from up state...

And he's so cute >w<

He goes to my church...

AND HE LOVES ANIME TOO!!! XD

We're really good friends right now...




And the cool thing is...

HE LOOKES KINDA LIKE JACOB BLACK!!! >w< (for thoughs of you who haven't read Twilight yet... YOU MUST READ IT!)

So I'm like, really boy crazy

I've never felt this way about anyone...





EVER!!!

That's all...

BAI BAI >w<

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/20474148/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/20474148/ Sat, 13 Sep 2008 15:05:07 PDT
Stacey's not that mad too much anymore...

Everything is fine now...

Donno what to write...

I'm gonna go to sleep...

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bye bye...

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/20382315/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/20382315/ Sun, 07 Sep 2008 20:15:18 PDT
I mean, you guys are joking around, then I make a commit, then I'm the one with a hole in a wall and a f*ckin bloody mouth! Then tonight, Stacey and my older cousin were joking around, then I said "Drama" then walk in the kitchen (where I was alone) then Stacey follows me, and says "I'm drama? I'M DRAMA?!! YOUR the one who's f*ckin drama!" Then she stalks off. Then I'm just like "Whatever" then my grandma says "You need to keep your mouth shut because you're the one that always get the short end of the stick, and you're the one who always gets yelled at." Then she walks outside to go get something out of her car. And Stacey runs into the kitchen before I could leave and yells "YOU GET THE SHORT END OF THE STICK?!! You treat everyone like trash (and no I don't.) and you get away with it every time!" Then she SPITS on my face! Then when I walk away, SHE PUNCHES ME IN THE BACK OF MY HEAD!!! Then she yells "Never talk to me again you stupid piece of shit!"

And now she makes my little cousin that I ADORE ignore me and says "Stay away from her. Her sourness might be contagious." I can't believe she did that. She acts like a little kid, or worse.

So yeah. I can't wait to till she moves out. Although I'm going to miss my cousins, she can just leave anytime she wants to before my birthday. But I just don't know what to do about her right now...

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/20382311/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/20382311/ Sun, 07 Sep 2008 20:15:05 PDT
I mean, you guys are joking around, then I make a commit, then I'm the one with a hole in a wall and a f*ckin bloody mouth! Then tonight, Stacey and my older cousin were joking around, then I said "Drama" then walk in the kitchen (where I was alone) then Stacey follows me, and says "I'm drama? I'M DRAMA?!! YOUR the one who's f*ckin drama!" Then she stalks off. Then I'm just like "Whatever" then my grandma says "You need to keep your mouth shut because you're the one that always get the short end of the stick, and you're the one who always gets yelled at." Then she walks outside to go get something out of her car. And Stacey runs into the kitchen before I could leave and yells "YOU GET THE SHORT END OF THE STICK?!! You treat everyone like trash (and no I don't.) and you get away with it every time!" Then she SPITS on my face! Then when I walk away, SHE PUNCHES ME IN THE BACK OF MY HEAD!!! Then she yells "Never talk to me again you stupid piece of shit!"

And now she makes my little cousin that I ADORE ignore me and says "Stay away from her. Her sourness might be contagious." I can't believe she did that. She acts like a little kid, or worse.

So yeah. I can't wait to till she moves out. Although I'm going to miss my cousins, she can just leave anytime she wants to before my birthday. But I just don't know what to do about her right now...

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/20359764/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/20359764/ Sat, 06 Sep 2008 14:59:43 PDT
Name
1. Alice >.>

2. Nick-name
Victoria, Kyoko, Riya, and some others I can't remember

3. If you could live anywhere, where would you live?
England, Utah, or Japan

4. If you were to die and turn into an animal, what would you be?
A butterfly

5. If you could appear in any anime/show/movie, what would it be?
Either Hellsing, Vampire Knights, or Charmed

6. If you could be in any book, what book would it be?
The Twilight Series (DUH!!!)

7. Cats or dogs?
dogs

8. Favorite flower?
A blue rose

9. Favorite band and song?
Ordinary World by Aurora

10. Favorite movie?
The Lion, the witch, and the wardrobe

11. If you could be any tool in the kitchen, what would you be?
CUTTING BOARD!

ANYONE WHO READS THIS IS TAGGED!

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/20257456/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/20257456/ Sun, 31 Aug 2008 17:48:50 PDT
so i called nick today and said that 'shanna whilder' called me as well so he wouldnt suspect i was behind it, i asked him how shanna got his number. he said "she got it off of ebay" and i said that that she said the same thing to me. so, we were talking about who put our numbers on ebay and in the backround, his friend jimmy said "i put nicks number on ebay". and nick started FLIPPING OUT! XD it sounded like he got a bat and started beating jimmy with it saying "why did you do that?! now random strangers are calling me!!" so im just laughing like crazy and nick says "sorry i need to go. i need 2 hands to kill jimmy." so we said bye and when he hung up, i laughed like heck.
and he still doesnt know it was my cousin, her friend, and i XD

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/20114592/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/20114592/ Sat, 23 Aug 2008 14:10:09 PDT w< so PEACE OUT!!! im gonna go see him right now. BYE BYE!!

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/19918697/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/19918697/ Tue, 12 Aug 2008 15:23:20 PDT School is starting again, but I dont want to go back >< I dont know what to do but Im going to ditch my ex friends and maybe hang with my friend Nick and Becca. The only one that I want to stay friends with is my friend Kristina from the old group we used to hang out in...
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OH! All the people I know outside of the internet (if you could please) send me a note saying what school you are going to so I can say hi to you when school starts (if you guys end up going to the same school as me) please and thank you! ^^
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My computer is kinda working again so I can come on sometimes...not all the time though...aww well
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Sadly, I cant get my hair cut -_-'... but I CAN get high-lights in my hair sense I have dark curly blonde hair... or I can straighten it... (it looks pretty cool like that) but I dont know what to do yet... I cant dye it darker then a light brown cuz it looks bad when its black...

anyways...

Donno what else to write...

Ok peace out peoplez! ^^

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/19836147/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/19836147/ Thu, 07 Aug 2008 22:15:27 PDT
-Alice May

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/19592405/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/19592405/ Fri, 25 Jul 2008 14:42:35 PDT
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After the battle of the bands, EVERYONE got out of their seat right as LM.C came out (and we were in the very front) AWW MAN! XD it was the best night of my life!

Maya (the lead singer) got mouth full of water and spat it out at us. we were all frickin wet XD and Ryan had brought (for some odd reason...) a stuffed bear thing (dont ask why but he dressed as some girl from final fintisy i think it was -_-' and he handed it to Maya and Maya took it and started to mess around with the bear while he was singing then gave it back after a few minutes.

Then Megan had a bow in her hair and took it out and gave it to Aiji (the guitarest) and he wore it in his hair for a little while and gave it back to her. And all of us got to touch there hands as they passed by!! XD

They also got suckers and glow braclets and throw them out into the mob of people around the stage. Ryan got a sucker and a glow stick, Megan got Aiji's Guitar pick he was using during the show, and I got a braclet that Maya took off and throw into the mob!!! XDDD omg I'm even where it right now! XD So, after a while of getting wet with water and a lot of energy from the fans and LM.C, they had to leave but Ryan, Megan, and I, shook Maya and Aiji's hands and then we had to go home...but it was the best night of our alives

oh! btw, if you guys dont know what Aiji and Maya look like, heres a link for y'all

[link]

(Maya has blonde hair and Aiji has the reddish/purplish hair)


btw, HAPPY (late) 4th OF JULY!!! ^_^

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/19129869/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/19129869/ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 14:47:16 PDT
Thats all for now. I'll keep you guys on the update
Alice May has signed off!

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/18944312/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/18944312/ Fri, 20 Jun 2008 07:26:05 PDT
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WARNING: If you are under then age of 12 and/or you're easily scared or have a younger simbling that is under the age of 12 and easily scared, don't play this game (the little kid might have a heart-attack)
INSTRUCTIONS: Turn up the volume (but not to loud)

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Okay, so my cousin is telling me to do this so DON'T BLAME ME!!! Okay, post a comment and tell me what you think of it (my cousin wants to know what you think of it)

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Don't play this game because you have already played it (and don't spoil it for the people)

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So here...
[link]

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To tell you the truth, I am Alice's bf Ryan...So Hi people I don't know!

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/18746887/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/18746887/ Mon, 09 Jun 2008 11:11:26 PDT

1. tag 10 ppl (not the one who sent it to you!)
2. answer all truthfully
3. take it in public!
4. tell all tagges on their profile that they have been tagged,
and link to your journal.

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Info
[] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[] I have/I've had braces.
[] I wear glasses
[] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free (f*** no!)
[] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x]I've sworn at my parents. (only at my dad)
[] I've run away from home.
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x]I want to have kids someday.
[] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x]I'm in school
[] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[x] I failed more than 1 class last year
[x] I've stolen something from my job
[] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[] Disney movies still make me cry.
[] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[x] I've broken a bone
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I had a serious surgery.
[x]I've had chicken pox.
[] I've had measles

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[x] I've been to Mexico.
[x] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[] I've been to Japan. (sadly no...)
[] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[] I've been to Europe.
[] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator. (that was fun ^^)
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. (only my dad)
[] I've been to a casino.
[] I've been skydiving.
[] I've gone skinny dipping.
[] I've played spin the bottle.
[] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I've crashed a car. (it was moms fault for trusting me with her car when im half blind)
[] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[] I've met someone in person from myspace. (myspace is for stalkers and its stupid)
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[x] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x]I've played a prank on someone. (yeah thats why im grounded right now but it was funny ^^)
[] I've ridden in a taxi.
[] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[] I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship
[] I'm engaged.
[] I'm married
[x] I've gone on a blind date. (thats how i met ryan ^_^)
[] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[] I've had a crush on a teacher. (yucky! old people!!)
[] I am a cuddler.
[] I've been kissed in the rain. (this is california. it doesnt rain to often here)
[] I've hugged a stranger.
[] I have kissed a stranger

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I pr... ]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/18746454/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/18746454/ Mon, 09 Jun 2008 10:46:17 PDT 2. answer all truthfully
3. take it in public!
4. tell all tagges on their profile that they have been tagged,
and link to your journal.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Info
[] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[] I have/I've had braces.
[] I wear glasses
[] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free (f*** no!)
[] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[]I've sworn at my parents.
[] I've run away from home.
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x]I want to have kids someday.
[] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x]I'm in school
[] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[x] I failed more than 1 class last year
[x] I've stolen something from my job
[] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[] Disney movies still make me cry.
[] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[x] I've broken a bone
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I had a serious surgery.
[x]I've had chicken pox.
[] I've had measles

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[x] I've been to Mexico.
[x] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[] I've been to Japan. (sadly no ...)
[] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[] I've been to Europe.
[] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. (Its called my dad for something he will NEVER do again)
[] I've been to a casino.
[] I've been skydiving.
[] I've gone skinny dipping.
[] I've played spin the bottle.
[x] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. (what can I say? I love milk)
[x] I've crashed a car. (my mom was an idiot to trust me in a car)
[] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[x] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x]I've played a prank on someone.
[] I've ridden in a taxi.
[] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[] I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship
[] I'm engaged.
[] I'm married
[] I've gone on a blind date.
[] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[] I've had a crush on a teacher. (ew old people!!)
[] I am a cuddler.
[] I've been kissed in the rain.
[] I've hugged a stranger. (this is california. it doesnt rain to often here)
[] I have kissed a stranger

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[] I've... ]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/18571959/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/18571959/ Fri, 30 May 2008 06:19:12 PDT (this is one of my favorte songs by the cure)

[link]

and after the concert, this guy was selling shirts on the street for 10$ a piece (and the shirts are 40$ a piece) so my aunt got one 4 me, one 4 my mom, one 4 her, john, and my cousin. the guy got cought by the cops though...
thats all 4 now
alice may has signed off!

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/18497794/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/18497794/ Sun, 25 May 2008 16:22:16 PDT
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Thank you for telling me to play the Resident Evil game. And you're right, it is better then the movie

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I'll talk to you guys later. PEACE!!!
Alice May has signed off!

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/18446235/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/18446235/ Thu, 22 May 2008 11:52:23 PDT
Yesterday I was talking to my friend during class cuz we had nothing to do. So I opened the window to talk to her, and after a few minutes, the window slid down and almost hit me T_T... is my witness...

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Stupid family...

After school I was gonna meet my friend and some of her friends over at the movies to watch the Death Note movie. BUUUUUT my family saw that I had a C- on my report card and said I couldn't go! WHICH SUCKED!! I was gonna see my friend over there and I haven't seen him in a long time. But my friend told me what had happened and I'm glad she had a good time there

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Taco challenge

Well, when my friend went to the movies, my family made A HELL A LOT of tacos and my family said that we were gonna do a taco challenge (to see who can eat the most tacos) and some of our friends came over. I ate 5 tacos, then felt sick...My aunt eat 4 tacos and felt sick...my cousin had 4 tacos and 5 glasses of water then stopped...my uncle ate 21 tacos and felt REALLY sick XD...1 of our friends ate 19 tacos, 2 apples, and 2 tums XD....and our other friend ate 23 tacos, 1 apple, 6 glasses of water, and then he DID get sick! XD Oh god it was funny (although I didnt like the part where he through up on the side of the house...) till then, I thought it was funny XD
Thats all for now
Alice May has signed off!

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/18350739/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/18350739/ Fri, 16 May 2008 11:44:18 PDT Alice May has signed off!

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/18304391/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/18304391/ Tue, 13 May 2008 12:20:14 PDT Alice May has sighed off!

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/18304389/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/18304389/ Tue, 13 May 2008 12:20:10 PDT Alice May has sighed off!

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/18258754/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/18258754/ Sat, 10 May 2008 14:20:58 PDT He only lived for 30 minutes and died...THIS SUX! THERES JUST TO MUCH DEATH GOING ON IN MY LIFE!!! And I dont know what to do...Everyone is crying but no one is crying more then my aunt right now... How can people love someone, if they never met them...?

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/18210480/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/18210480/ Wed, 07 May 2008 11:33:51 PDT stupid jackass is finally going away and im HAPPY! although i miss my older brother, the jackass is going to jail. my older brother also, before he died, had mailed me a late birthday present and i just got it yestrday. so, most of my problems are gone, but some still remain, but ill deal with them. Well, i need to go. i'll kepp ya posted ^_^
-Alice May

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/18132046/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/18132046/ Fri, 02 May 2008 11:49:15 PDT
2. my friend who ive talked about in other jounal entries is ignoring me again and i dont know why he is and im just sick of it

3. my friend tobi at school acts like shes mad or annoyed or put-up with me and i also dont know why

4. my family is fighting more then ever and they wont stop no matter how much they try. its so sad to see them fight that it makes my baby brother and my baby cousin cry and that makes my cry (and im not much of a crier)

5. theres a lot of drama where ever i go whether its between friends or family and i cant get away from it

6. i found out that older brother allen was beaten to death by my father that i dont even know where he is

7. my boyfriend was shot in the back of the head about 2 weeks ago and died

so im debating whether or not to frickin stab my arms and become emo like i used to be. (thats right, i used to be like that although the scars have gone away a while ago) so, i dont know what to do now and i dont know who to turn to for advice. i cant even tell my 2 best friends in the whole wide world, rebecca and megan, about this. i just need help right now...

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/18021499/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/18021499/ Fri, 25 Apr 2008 11:43:06 PDT is going to take it, then i was going to dye it black with green in it but my friend took that, then i was gonna do purple but my friend already has that, so im gonna dye it black and red and I TALK TO MUCH!!!!! XD well, PEACE OUT!!! XD
-Alice May

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/18021492/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/18021492/ Fri, 25 Apr 2008 11:42:48 PDT took that, then i was gonna do purple but my friend already has that, so im gonna dye it black and red and I TALK TO MUCH!!!!! XD well, PEACE OUT!!! XD
-Alice May

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/17863816/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/17863816/ Tue, 15 Apr 2008 12:22:06 PDT
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well, im so fucking pissed off right now cause this stupid bitch in one of my classes keeps talking shit about my friends. im so sick of it and she should go fuck off, crawl in a ditch and die. god i hate her so much i cant even stand it. i keep telling her to back off and she talks more shit and starts talking shit about me and all i do to her when she talks shit is roll my eyes and say fuck off, then walk away. it takes a lot to make me cuss like this. so i dont know what to do and i really dont care right now...one last thing...FUCK OFF BITCH!!!!!.....ok im done...

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/17841524/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/17841524/ Mon, 14 Apr 2008 00:30:51 PDT she told me on friday and i just started crying like crazy and what sucks is that shes one of my best friends at school and shes like a sister to me .....oh well things always happen in ur life and u cant controll it no matter how hard u try.......alice may has sighed off.

]]> ~alicemay18 http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/17730400/ http://alicemay18.deviantart.com/journal/17730400/ Mon, 07 Apr 2008 11:41:58 PDT -------------------------------------
It's true, we're all a little insane
but its so clear
now that I'm unchained

fear is only in our minds
taking over all the time
fear is only in our minds but its taking over all the time

you poor sweet innocent thing
dry your eyes and testify
you know you live to break me- don't deny
sweet sacrifice

One day I'm gonna forget your name
and one sweet day, you're gonna drown in my lost pain

fear is only in our minds
taking over all the time
fear is only in our minds but its taking over all the time

you poor sweet innocent thing
dry your eyes and testify
and oh you love to hate me don't you, honey?
I'm your sacrifice.

[I dream in darkness
I sleep to die e
rase the silence
erase my life
our burning ashes
blacken the day
a world of nothingness
blow me away]

do you wonder why you hate?
are you still too weak to survive your mistakes?

you poor sweet innocent thing
dry your eyes and testify
you know you live to break me- don't deny
sweet sacrifice
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Anyone who has read this must do the same olny with their favorite song

]]> ~alicemay18