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I appreciate that you use my stock, but I am getting flooded with them, and I do not have time to look at all of them. If you would like to leave a link, please leave it as a comment on the Brushes deviation itself.

Sorry to come off as such an asshole about this.

]]> ~aliira http://aliira.deviantart.com/journal/13203738/ http://aliira.deviantart.com/journal/13203738/ Sun, 03 Jun 2007 15:11:54 PDT
(in no particular order)


http://aliira.deviantart.com/journal/12325079/ Sun, 25 Mar 2007 15:27:48 PDT
i have a few new drawings, many new scribbles/sketches

i missed da



]]> ~aliira http://aliira.deviantart.com/journal/10714612/ http://aliira.deviantart.com/journal/10714612/ Mon, 13 Nov 2006 17:02:40 PST >_< but my mp3 player wont play it

anyway

i know, im still almost never online. i just don’t have time this year with out study hall, and plus usually don’t come home until 6 30.

its november. people are getting accepted to colleges, i haven’t even applied yet. But i don’t like to think about college. it seems like im just pretending. especially if it has to do with art.

im almost at 100 pageviews. if anyone catches my 100 pageview, ill do a request. just something simple. (The “print screen” button copies a screenshot into your computer’s copy&aste memory.) if no one catches it maybe ill do a tutorial if anyone’s interested.

]]> ~aliira http://aliira.deviantart.com/journal/10348133/ http://aliira.deviantart.com/journal/10348133/ Tue, 10 Oct 2006 13:55:34 PDT
i finally have internet access at home for the first time ever!!!!
well, it needs to be set up still, but technically we're paying for intenet at this moment! and it should start working in less than a week! this is so unreal..

i havent replied to messages or commented on pics in at least a month. i havent had time. no, i could make time, i guess dont feel like talking right now. maybe ill have more time to post art and comment. im really starting to miss talking/commenting on da. leave a comment or something on this journal, ill reply. ill try to look at some of the devation submissions ive missed but i have 893 deviations in my message box and im thinking of just deleting all them.

im so unproductive right now. i have a bunch of sketches i could submit but i never finish anything cause im not happy with the sketches.

also im trying to find a college that is small/medium size, has a software engineering major, and a good art program. im not having any luck.

and the journal entry lets me write in what im listenning to/reading/watching/playing/eating/drinking! i thought it was only for subscribed members...

]]> ~aliira http://aliira.deviantart.com/journal/10001965/ http://aliira.deviantart.com/journal/10001965/ Thu, 07 Sep 2006 18:13:23 PDT three days grace
________________
talking to myself...
not really a journal...


somethings I don’t like about myself

im not creative
but i already went through all that. i can only draw somewhat accurately. i don’t understand art and see the beauty of it. i will never be able to write.

i cant live and experience life
i analyse it and try to make some sense of it

i cant be happy and live for the moment
but i dream i one day will

disturbed is my favorite band
they seem to be too sure about their view of life. i don’t want my view of life to become fixed. i do love just stop and remember. but a lot of their songs i cant identify with. but on the other hand, the one time i found a band whose songs i loved too much, it made me insane and confused and depressed. maybe it’s better that i don’t find songs i love too much. but by doling that aren’t I keeping myself from feeling and experiencing? what about ‘live for the moment’ and that kind of thing?

i cant see things other people see as black and white
but maybe that’s just society’s black and white. i hope thats all it is.

i cant focus and be 100% present
i feel like im somewhere else



im sorry im still dead and not commenting and replying to messages ]]> ~aliira http://aliira.deviantart.com/journal/9996111/ http://aliira.deviantart.com/journal/9996111/ Thu, 07 Sep 2006 07:17:58 PDT
im still going to be dead for a while, just dont feel like messages and comments, im sorry.

]]> ~aliira http://aliira.deviantart.com/journal/9888252/ http://aliira.deviantart.com/journal/9888252/ Mon, 28 Aug 2006 18:25:06 PDT -------------------------------------- <-- end of journal




talking to myself

idk why i havent been online. maybe cause i started school. idk. i havent felt like drawing anime-style very much. i might come online once in a while to submit a pic or ramble to myself in a journal for a while, but i dont feel dealing with messages. maybe ill submit some portraits or photos or something.
i havent drawn or been in da in a long time and i feel like im loosing some sanity cause of my lack of art. but i dont feel like drawing. i wish i was creative..like good with words, and good at creative pics, not pics where everything's exact. anime makes you try to do thinks exact. maybe that's why i dont like it. i wish i was so talected that i could get a career in some kind of art. but im not. im smart. like at computers and programming and stuff. but i dont even like that stuff. if the computer works im happy. i dont care how it works. i feel like a failure at school. i think i have add. and i have no writing talent at all. i wish my school wasnt so small and there were people like me there. other people dont seem to think like me, and im not saying its not a good thing, idk. the library's closing. gtg. i think my computer is breaking. i kinda hope it does.
bye ]]> ~aliira http://aliira.deviantart.com/journal/9580211/ http://aliira.deviantart.com/journal/9580211/ Wed, 02 Aug 2006 18:16:51 PDT
1) smoked weed or cigs: no
2) consumed alcohol: yes
3) slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex: no
4) slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex : yes
5) made out with someone of the opposite sex: no
6) made out with someone of the same sex: no
7) had someone in your room of the opposite sex: yes
8) watched porn: yes (more like saw porn, there's a porn channel in france)
9) bought porn: no
10) done drugs: no
TOTAL: 4

11) taken pain killers: yes
12) taken someone elses prescription medicine: no
13) lied to your parents: yes
14) lied to a friend: yes
15) snuck out of the house: no
16) done something illegal: no
18) hurt someone: yes
19) wished someone to die: yes
20) seen someone die: no
TOTAL: 5

21) missed curfew: no
22) stayed out all night: no
23) eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself: no
24) been to a therapist: no
25) been to rehab: no
26) dyed your hair: no (i was going to this week)
27) recieved a ticket: no
28) been in a wreck: no
29) been to a club: no
TOTAL: 0

31) been to a wild party: no
32) seen the Mardi Gras: no
34) had a summer break in Florida: yes
35) sniffed anything: no (shapies?)
36) wore black nail polish: yes
37) wore arm bands: no
38) wore t-shirts with band names: no (i was going to make one..)
39) listened to rap: no
40) own a 50 cent cd: no
TOTAL: 2

41) dressed gothic: yes (im not a goth)
42) dressed prep: no
43) dressed punk: no
44) dressed grunge: no
45) stole something: yes
46) been too drunk to remember anything: no
47) blacked out: almost
48) fainted: no
49) had a crush on your neighbor: no (all my neighbors are ooold)
50) had someone sneak into your room: no
TOTAL: 2

51) snuck into someone else's room: no
52) had a crush on someone of the same sex: no
53) been to a concert: yes
54) dry humped someone: no
55) been called a slut: no
56) called someone a slut: no
57) installed speakers in your car: no
58) broke a mirror: no
59) showered at someone of the opposites sex's house: yes
60) brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush: yes (cause our brushes looked the same)
TOTAL: 3

61) consider ludacris your favorite rapper: no
62) seen an R rated movie in theaters: no
63) cruised the mall: yes
64) skipped school: no
65) had an eating disorder: no
66) had an injury: yes
67) gone to court: no
68) walked out of a restaurant without paying: no
69) caught something on fire: yes
70) lied about your age: yes
TOTAL: 4

71) owned an apartment: no
72) cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend: no
73) been cheated on: no
74) got in trouble with the police: no
75) talked to a stranger: yes
76) hugged a stranger: no
77) kissed a stranger: no
78) rode in the car with a stranger: no
79) been sexually harrassed: no
80) been verbally harrassed: yes
TOTAL: 2

81) met face to face with someone you met online: no
82) stayed online for 12 hours straight: no
83) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight: no
84) watched tv for 12 hours straight: no
85) been to a fair: yes
86) been called a bad influence: yes
87) cursed: yes
88) prank called someone: yes
89) laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex: yes
90) cheated on a test: yes
TOTAL: 6

91) cheated on homework: yes
92) recieved/given a handjob: no
93) been pushed into a pool: no
94) played pool: yes
95) watched 5 hours of mtv straight: no
96) had a crush on someone 10 years older than you: no
97) had a crush on someone younger: yes
98) wear eyeliner: yes
99) skinny dipped: no
100) laughed at someone who was seriously hurt: no
TOTAL: 4

TOTAL: 32

10-20= goodie good
21-30= a little rebelious
31-40= getting hot baby
41-50= rebel
51-60= total bad girl/boy
61-70= bitch
71-80= cant believe you made it this far
81-90= bad ass
91-100= see you in hell ]]> ~aliira http://aliira.deviantart.com/journal/9578937/ http://aliira.deviantart.com/journal/9578937/ Wed, 02 Aug 2006 15:51:14 PDT i answered the first word that came to me. some of it doesnt make sense.

1. Yourself:
here

2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend:
no

3. Your hair:
dark

4. Your Mother:
mother

5. Your Father:
sad

6. Your Favorite Item:
computer

7. Your dream last night:
blood

8. Your Favorite Drink:
apple-juice

9. Your Dream House:
in-japan

10. The Room You Are In:
library

11. Your Ex:
no

12. Your fear:
heart

13. Where you want to be in ten years?
artist

14. Who you hung out with last night:
me

15. What You're Not:
like you

16. Your Best Friend:
gone

17. One of Your Wish List Items:
artificial-maiden

18. Your Gender:
girl

19. The Last Thing You Did:
sleep

20. What You Are Wearing:
black

21. Your Favorite Weather:
rain

22. Your Favorite Book:
idk

23. The Last Thing You Ate:
apple-sauce

24. Your Favorite Store:
borders

25. Your Life:
blurry ]]> ~aliira http://aliira.deviantart.com/journal/9578682/ http://aliira.deviantart.com/journal/9578682/ Wed, 02 Aug 2006 15:27:39 PDT
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

so there's this guy who has this huge ship (kinda like a cruise ship). somehow he works at my school or something. he wants to sail his ship to the middle of the altantic ocean to blow it up (everyone aboard dies) for two reasons:
1. because there are (in my dream there are) 2 huge oil pipes that go under the ocean and if he blow up one, everyone will be forced to use the other one which belongs to his company, so they make money
(..i think i got this idea from james bond:the world is not enough..the only jb ive ever seen)
2. blowing up the ship in the middle of the ocean will somehow kill thousands of people (they arent on the ship or anything)
- - - - -
so im on the ship but it hasnt set sail yet. there are a group of kids from my school and the guy (who's leading this whole thing) and people who work for him aboard it. im in the basement.
[there are 4 levels plus the basement. it's kinda like a really fancy hotel..
level 1 ~ lobby and other main stuff
level 2 ~ the hotel rooms
level 3 ~ outdoor pool (i know this doesnt make sense with a level 4)
level 4 ~ i forgot (secret rooms maybe?)
all the kids (they're from my school) who are on the ship arent here by choice. they're forced to be here and if they even mention anything about what's going to happen (blowing up the ship) even among themselves, they'll be killed.....]
so im in the basement. i see a janitor-type guy working there and i want to know if he's working with the people blowing up the ship or if he could help me get out of here and stop it. but i can't mention anything to him, so i say "so will you be sailing with us?". he does an evil smile cause he knows what im trying to ask him and he says "yes, ill be sailing with you"
i go up to the lobby. the ship's set sail by now. i see the brother of a girl in my class jogging down the hallway. he's wearing a jogging outfit. i run to catch up with him. i ask him where he's going and how he knows his way aroung here (the ship). he says he comes here all the time during play practice.
we jog to the elevator. 2 or 3 girls are already in there. we play around going to differnt levels for a while. suddenly the elevaor is the size of a small room and it's just a platform moving up and down the elevator shaft with a space 1 foot wide between the platform and the walls. there's a huge column in the middle of the platform you can try to hold onto. we decide to go to the pool. we have to jump out of the elevator (cause of the spce betwwn the platform and the wall).
while im in the pool i realize this is a modern-day ship and it'll only take a couple days to get to the place we're gonna blow up and not a couple weeks like i had been thinking. we have to do something fast. suddenly the english teacher walks on the poolside. (he's not in a suit or anything). ive never had him for a teacher. to get an idea of him...he's in his 30 and does photography on the side (of teaching english). im really happy to see him (and so are other people i think) cause he can help try to get us out of here.
suddnely i remember him sneeking around the school spying while the guy(who's blowing up the ship) help meetings for all the people who will be on board (the kids who are on board now were forced to come to the meetings).
we all meet in the teacher's hotel room. we gather around his bed and he takes out this black backpack and takes out a cellphone and a rubber band. everyone gets really excited when they see the cellphone cause it can help get us out of all this.
but he says he'snot going to use the phone cause he doesnt want to waste his minutes. instead he stretches the rubberband between his thumb and forefinger and plucks at it with his other hand. he makes it vibrate at the exact frequecy of 'telephone waves' (i knw there's no such thing, that part makes me laugh). he calls the spanish teacher.
while they're chatting, he stresses words like explosion, emergency, kill, etc in differnt expressions he uses. the spanish teacher picks up on it but doesnt know why he's doing it. they say goodbye and hang up.
everyone (all students) wander out of his room. i wander down the hallway to the room of the guy who's planning the explosion. i spy on him. something happens, whatever it is, it wasnt that interesting, i cant remeber. i wake up soon after that.
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the end
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i think i might do another journal cause this one will stretch my page too much ]]> ~aliira http://aliira.deviantart.com/journal/9552659/ http://aliira.deviantart.com/journal/9552659/ Mon, 31 Jul 2006 10:08:46 PDT
i was at the library on the computer (like i am now) only they changed the grey bg of DA to white and all the type was very light pink. it was soo hard to read.
i was almost done CG a picture. ~kidchan was helping me somehow. i think with the colors. and the picture turned out amazing (cause she helped). when i submitted it but it was too big and the pictured wouldnt show up right. i tried to resize it but the computer and all the other computers started typing red comuter code across the screen. in the end i found a way to fix it. evenually the picture showed. it was of two people. one with long and hair, one with short hair, thats all i remember.

kind of random. idk why ~kidchan was there. i looove her art..i havent looked at her gallery in a while. she's one of my favorite artists on da. ]]> ~aliira http://aliira.deviantart.com/journal/9492424/ http://aliira.deviantart.com/journal/9492424/ Tue, 25 Jul 2006 17:07:41 PDT
1. DO YOU SNORE?
no

2. LOVER OR A FIGHTER?
dunno

3. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
used to be death

4. AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER?
still am

6. DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
yeah

7. WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?
dunno

8. HOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?
ok

9. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?
black

10. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?
no.

11. HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?
no

12. ANY SECRET TALENTS?
secret?

13. WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?
?? maybe japan

15. HAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI?
no

16. HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?
no

18. HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CHOCOLATEY CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP?
43573984569834

19. CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?
yes, fast

20. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?
yes

22. ARE SPEEDO'S HOT?
no

23. WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?
i dont care

24. IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
maybe

25. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
i dont care

26. WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?
pollen, dust, some animals

27. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU"?
a couple hours ago, to my mp3 player

28. IS TUPAC STILL ALIVE?
dunno

29. DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS?
no

30. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
fried

31. ARE BLONDES DUMB?
my sister is

32. WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP?
buried

33. WHAT TIME IS IT?
7:00

34. DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
yes

35. IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING?
yes

36. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR?
30 min ago

37. DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS?
showers

38. IS SANTA CLAUSE REAL?
he was

40. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
i like it usually, but thats a long story

41. WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO?
sleeping

42. CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER?
creamy

44. HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE?
no

45. SINGLE OR TAKEN. IF SO BY WHO?
single

46. IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
yeah

47. ARE YOU WEARING SOCKS?
no

48. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
brown

49. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
today or yesterday, cant remember

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE?
no

51. WHOSE LIFE IS BETTER?
dunno

53. HAVE YOU READ "CATCHER IN THE RYE"?
yeah

54. DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS?
piano

56. CAN YOU SKATEBOARD?
no

57. DO YOU LIKE CAMPING?
its ok

58. DO YOU SNORT WHEN YOU LAUGH
no

59. DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC?
yes

60. DOGS A MAN'S BEST FRIEND?
no

61. YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE?
dont care

62. CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK?
dunno

63. DOES YOUR MOM KNOW YOU HAVE A MYSPACE?
no

66. DO YOU WEAR NAILPOLISH?
sometimes

67. DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?
yes

68. WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING TV COMMERCIAL?
cocoa puffs

69. DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE?
no

70. FAVORITE BAND AT THE MOMENT?
disturbed
but i listen mcr so much, dunno why

91 messages left -_- ]]> ~aliira http://aliira.deviantart.com/journal/9478729/ http://aliira.deviantart.com/journal/9478729/ Mon, 24 Jul 2006 12:23:49 PDT i was visiting a college all last week
my birthday was the 20th. im 17. ;_;
maybe ill get laptop..ill have alot more drawing then..

im still going through last week's watches, sorry im not commenting on many of them ]]> ~aliira http://aliira.deviantart.com/journal/9213403/ http://aliira.deviantart.com/journal/9213403/ Wed, 28 Jun 2006 18:14:53 PDT 's journal

Take this quiz and find out how girly you are. (GUYS TOO) Put x's beside each thing that's true. Each x that you put is one percent. Have fun!!

[] my fingernails/toenails are almost always painted
[x] during the summer the only shoes i wear are flip flops
[] my favorite toys as a child were barbies
[] my favorite colour is pink or purple
[] I did Gymnastics
[] I love skirts
[] hollister is one of my favorite places to shop
[] tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear
[] I love chocolate
[x] I've never had a real job (i get minimum wage for cleaning at my school during the summer..)

TOTAL: 2

[] my hair is almost always straightened
[] I have at least 8 myspace pictures
[] I usually go shopping once a week
[] I love to hang out at the mall with friends
[] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earings
[] I've gone to a tanning salon
[] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim
[] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach
[] I change my icon weekly
[] I wear a shower cap

TOTAL: 0

[] I don't shop at Hot Topic
[] my cell phone might as well become a part of me
[] I wear mascara everyday
[x] I've been or am on a diet (idk, im always on a diet)
[] bathing suits are adorable
[] I dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[] big sunglasses are hott
[] I have gotten my nails done before
[] MTV is one of my favorite channels

TOTAL: 1

[] all I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys
[] I love to have girls do my hair
[] I give and recieve hugs from all my friends
[] I hate bugs
[] carnivals are so fun!
[x] Summer is THE best season
[x] my swimsuit has 2 pieces (but i dont like it)
[] Im waiting for my knight in shining armor
[x] musicians are so hot
[x] you write me a poem and tell me I'm beautiful and I'm all yours (depends)

TOTAL: 4

[x] I am self-conscious
[] I cry often
[] my car smells like vanilla or cherry
[] my dishes get washed more than once a week
[x] I don't do sports
[] I HATE to run (i LOVE to run)
[] I squeal when I am surprised or angry
[] I eat dried fruit as a snack
[] I love romance novels
[] Drew Barrymore is so cute

TOTAL: 4

[] I dance a lot.
[] usually spend an hour or over to get ready to leave my house
[] I only have like 5 billion hair products
[x] I love to get dressed up.
[] every part of my outfit needs to match
[] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends
[] I would love to have a photo shoot
[] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day
[] I wish I were a model

TOTAL: 1

[] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton
[] I have been something that was semi
[] I own Uggs
[] Hip Hop is the best music
[] I pop my collar
[] I like to be the center of attention
[] guys with Mohawks are crazy
[] horses are beautiful
[x] I'd rather not pay attention in school
[] Cats are adorable

TOTAL: 2

[] I write my own music
[x] I would love to visit Hawaii (i would love to visit japan.)
[] Valentine's day is so cute!
[] white is better than black
[] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black
[] my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes
[] hate the grunge look
[] I love to read magazines

TOTAL: 1

[] I love to gossip
[] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid
[] I love Celine Dion
[] my bubble baths are 1-2hrs long
[] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned
[x] My friends and I are in a strict group. We mostly only hang out with each other. (my friends are myself and me and we are in a strict group and only hang out together XD ..most of the time)
[] I like little kids (i do not like little children.)
[] Diet drinks are the best
[] I'm all about being vegetarian
[] I refuse to eat at McDonalds

TOTAL: 1

[] I check my myspace everyday
[] I love life!
[] I have a lot of jewlery!
[] My screen name(s) have(has) x's (an x) in them
[] Either one of my myspace names has/had <3's in them
[] I would never want to be the opposite sex (im not againt being a guy)
[] It's not what he/she said it's the way he/she said it
[] I have more than 3 pillows on my bed

TOTAL: 0

it says i'm 16% girly.

]]> ~aliira http://aliira.deviantart.com/journal/9078868/ http://aliira.deviantart.com/journal/9078868/ Thu, 15 Jun 2006 15:59:22 PDT and
kind weird..same tag/game/thing

Rules:
The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours!


1. i bite my nails and when there's nothing left to bite, i bite the skin around them (eeeww..)

2. i talk to myself more than anyone else

3. i sleep with the covers over my head with only my face showing like i have since i was like 6

4. i procrastinate everything, like even going to bed at night

5. i love to argue and it really annoys people

6. i still cant memorize which way is left and which way is right

well, these weren't exactly all 'weird habits' but i couldnt think of anything else

I tag...
]]> ~aliira