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So I'm thanking you for watching me for so long! But I'm ready to move on!

Bai Bai!!!

]]> ~amaiai http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/23117363/ http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/23117363/ Tue, 10 Feb 2009 09:03:14 PST
so I'm taking japanese classes and they end March 25th and it makes me sad cause that's a little more than a month away and i'm started to talk to this guy i like a lot in class and he likes to talk to me and he likes to sit next to me and joke around and it's made my d-chan feel a little left out and it makes me a bit sad, but what am i supposed to do? I like him a lot, even if i don't know if he has a girlfriend or not, but i don't know... i kinda think he does cause he got a call on his iphone and you know how you can have a picture of the person who called on your phone so you know who it is, well it looked like there was a girl and he kept texting them and it made me sad... oh well....

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http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/21915938/ Wed, 10 Dec 2008 14:19:27 PST 1. to go to japan with my british penpal
2. to go to s. korea with my mum
3. go to Germany and met my German penpal
4. have a boyfriend
5. get a new job
6. get a laptop
7. lose 20-30 pounds
8. bake a cake for my friends i like working with
9. get enough courage to tell the girls i don't like working with to shut the fuck up and do something
10. see my d-chan
11. continue my random doodles
12. take japanese at foothill
13. buy a HUGE big bang poster
14. get blank t-shits and draw on them
15. cry my eyes out ~done~


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http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/21396528/ Sat, 08 Nov 2008 22:40:06 PST more work~
still no replacment laptop :C
starting to take intrest in baking~

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http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/21338202/ Wed, 05 Nov 2008 11:03:31 PST
but I'm still dissapointed in my state... HOW CAN YOU PASS PROP 8?! IT'S WRONG! FUCKING HATE EVERY SINGLE PERSON THAT VOTED YES ON PROP 8 I'm dead serious! How can you live with youself when you TAKE PEOPLES RIGHTS AWAY! You are a nazi to me... ASSHOLES! Go to fucking hell!

Anyways... AH BIG BANG! @.0 Have you seen their new pv? SO CUTE!!!!!!!! AHHHH!!!!


... my class got cannceled and they called my mom... not me... WTF?! I thought I was in college

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http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/20894488/ Wed, 08 Oct 2008 17:46:05 PDT
So yeah... I had my fashion draping midterm today and i got and A because I'm hella kick your ass good at creative draping!
So our assignment was to cut our yard length muslin into a circle and make 3 desgins that showed off the cricle. We didn't have any limitations except we couldn't cut the fabric and each desgin had to be on a different part of the body. I was stoked when she told us becuase that's what i LOVE to do you know?
1. "kesenai tsumi" it was like a cape that was very bubbly and short and had a hood. It was pletted in the front and left bubbly in the back and was inspired by obviously ther song i was draping to XDD (we are aloud to listen to music in class which is AWESOME!)
2. "Trinka Trinka" it was a strapless dress that had been folded at the top an i put pletes in it, but the pletes like where bunched together and in the middle of the chest. Then the bottom was round and bubblish the the pletes conected to the bubble part.
3. "kibou no kakera" it was sort of like a coat or a dress or a shirt i don't know i only did half of it, but it was pleted on the side and left like nice bunching at the sides and it was very form fitting on the form and i gave it a very poofy sleve.
I was happy with them all, I might recreate them (or attempt to) and take photos of them

So i obviously saw the circl;es as sort of bubble shapes XD i wish i broguth my camera, they were sooo cool! Everyone was looking at my work and the teacher was impressed, she loved them all, but the last one she was like it's not really inspired by the cricle shape. I was like well the back was going to be, but i didn't make the back XDDD

i'm in a good mood :3

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~amaiai http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/20598080/ http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/20598080/ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 08:32:12 PDT
anyways... i have work this week and it sucks... SUCKS!
i fucking hate people... HATE!! They are impatient, they pressure you into buying shit that sucks and they all come at the last minute

Yes I'm generalizing, but i don't care...
So if you didn't know i work at this place where we buy back gentely used clothing and i'm trainning to be a buyer, i like pracatically am, i'm just not certifired, but buying is not hard at all.

Look people! Don't ask why people passed on your clothes because half the time they suck, they are too work, or they are too warn in. So shut the fuck up and let me do my job! There are people who are waiting to buy shit, so if you don't like it then don't sell your clothes to us!

yeah... i love big bang they make me fell better whenever i listen to them
i need to eat breakfast and make a new id for both this da and my graphics one
~many hearts nicchan


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~amaiai http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/20320799/ http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/20320799/ Thu, 04 Sep 2008 08:29:58 PDT won't be back till the 14th


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~amaiai http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/19939176/ http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/19939176/ Wed, 13 Aug 2008 17:32:33 PDT my mother won't let me dye it for another 6 months also NG

What isn't NG?
i don't know really... it's getting hot again here in the Golden State
i missed the us womens gymnastics chick fall and i wanted to see that soo bad!
my birthday isn't for another... 2.5 weeks so i won't be getting anything until then NG!
i start school next week NG

I'm hot and wish i didn't eat my ice cream so fast :C

the story of my life... throwing up chunks of ben and jerry's cookie dough XDD

so i'm in a gang now... with my friend... there is only 3 of us and the other guy doesn't even have a jacket LamE if you are friends with my on LJ you'd know what i'm talking about... it's not like a "Bitch i'll shank you!" Gang it's an art gang gosh i ain't livin in "Haru haru" okay XDDD

i wanna make chalk art but my gang mate (is that what we call them?) is in San Diego and i don't know when she's coming back :C NG!


Love nicchan

P.S. LISTEN TO GOLLBETTY BITCH!

p.s.s. i like the word bitch it makes me happy

p.s.s.s i finally got a youtube account (thenicchan) if you care

p.s.s.s.s i still don't have a msn okay? SORRY! EPIC FAIL!


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http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/19149899/ Tue, 01 Jul 2008 15:41:43 PDT Give me another reason to hate driving, another reason to hate people, another reason to freak out at every question

I guess I feel more reassued when my mother tells me it's gonna be okay, but I've never been in an "accident"
I need to learn how to cool it... I'm starting to fell a bit better breathe a bit more and not worry about it.

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http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/19023724/ Tue, 24 Jun 2008 15:57:23 PDT
WTF?!
like i just added some more songs onto my new pod right?
My dad tells me i have to go help my grandma, so i'm like okay that's easy. I leave it to charge and shit... So now i want to listen to it and all the fucking kanji is all screwed up! like only certain ones work
I F@#%$#%ing hate him! BITCH! now i have to go through everything and a lot of them i cannot find them names for cause they aren't as popular
That bastard AH! pisses me off!


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http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/18876314/ Mon, 16 Jun 2008 15:18:09 PDT I wanna dye my hair sooooooo BAD like g-yun XD
She's smexy i love her!
so i wanna dye it like this XD
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[link] <-- what i'd look like if i never styled it XD


omg i'm been obsessed with this korean song called "So Hot" by the wonder girls, i don't know why, but I love it! XD I'm addicted [link]

But yeah... so i made cookies yesterday they are yumalousous! XD i gave them to my mum for her and one of my fave co-workers of her because she makes me awesome snacks and is so nice to me

I've been like addicted to my livejournal if you cannot tell how like my DA is lacking new shits yo sorry, but it's mostly cause of the story me and this british chick are writing called Speed it's entertainning, i must say, you should read it if you have a LJ, but i almost need a scanner and i don't have one, i might drive up to Canada college and scans some stuff XD even though i'm technically not a student right now, but that's okay they wouldn't know

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http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/18496722/ Sun, 25 May 2008 15:01:06 PDT Like I love my friends, they are awesome, but Yeah i really wish I didn't go to senior cut day after talking to my homes Mo about stuff that happened

Like I've gotten used to the fact that my friends are REALLY perverted and I've gotten used to it, like when smacks my ass or hella rubbin my thigh, I'm over it, after a year and she hasn't stopped I'm over it whatever I'm her bitch, but it was weird when it came down to "truth or dare" (dick or pants XD) and like went dow hill from there. I was content poking dead jelly fish into this hole and making a mountain of sand and buring people in the sand and playing drums but if anything were to make me feel awkward it was that for sure. Like i only went a couple of times because they got tired of waiting for me and my "observentness" I mean "iconProrogue: kept accidently kicking me with sand when ever he got up, I was okay with the, whatever a little sand won't hurt, but the dares they where giving and the stupid ass questions they were asking where enough to keep me silent seriously, like i know i'm not the normal kid, I don't drink and i don't do drugs and I don't have a sex life. But they all expected that I had to have it was... how shall i say... embarrassing because they found it so hard to believe, but whatever.

But later it got hella cold! Liek my legs turned purple since i was wearing shorts and that like killed it for me seriously I couldn't feel my hands of toes. I don't even know if i wanna go on with the story... All i can say is that it's weird to find out somone you love talking about random shit, might have a crush on you... or atleast after talking to My Mo has lead me to believe... Thank god i found out about it like when school is almost over cause class would be AWKWARD!

Like i know i'm a bitch at times, but I don't want to be like... eww no don't even talk to me that's gross. But I don't really like hurting people unless they deserve it...... Yeah i'm kind of happy I didn't go to dinner and movies with the rest of the kids.



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http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/18073841/ Mon, 28 Apr 2008 16:23:03 PDT Let's talk about music eh?

SHOUJO LOLITA23Q~ sex in your ear, like not even joking! Sou has such a sexy voice and I love it! The songs are so different you wouldn't expect them to come from the same band!!

LM.C~ is like just for you! I mean especially with my new obsession song "marble-s" it seriously sounds like Maya (SMEXY MAN! LOVE HIM!) is singing like for real in your ear. You know how lives sound? It's like that, but better!

SuG~is like a sexy cuddle buddy! I love Takeru's voice, it's so sweet but still hot you know?

ANCAFE (oldies)~ is like a big tub of pudding with hot jrockers dressed as maids! My fave Ancafe song is probably the most perverted one out of the bunch, Pussy'n'udding! XD The old is better than the new, but still have cut guys

IVAN~ is like an hot foregin exchange student! He looks very girly, but has such a deep voice and it's nice. If you haven't heard of him, he's a Spanish model who sings in japanese! No joke, check 'em out

Ayabie~ is like the expensive chocolate! Not only are all their memembers cute, but their music is soothing. It's like "ahh! nice!" lol!!

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http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/17870237/ Tue, 15 Apr 2008 18:54:04 PDT
Every time I look at any thing from my english classes, or my government class, my heart just stops and my lungs slowly cloapse into the back of my rib cage...

It's terrable! I want to try, I want to write something compling and intresting and make them say wow, she knows what's she's talking about, but when I begin to write, nothing comes out and I begin to freak out because my brain won't form words and my fingers produce the end product. This has been happening for too long...

Like I'm fine in any other class, Fashion Illistration= Great!, Astro= easy A, Far East Civi= No brainer, Life= no prob if i cared

But when it comes to these classes I cannot write something to prove my point of why this has to be this way. My brain doesn't function like that. I can make stuff up, make things interesting and write endlessly about something that inrests me, but I cannot write things that include "outside" work.

I know how to do that, but my brain doesn't like to work with me and it's hard to get through this year


I don't know if i'm gonna make it to eng 110 tomorrow, if i do end up writing the "rough draft" which i normally never do cause my brain doesn't work like that, i will just email it to her telling her what's wrong with... I just hate facing people one on one like that who i hate to see everyday and can break me so easily....

I'm gonna die if i don't atleast pass with a c in all three of those classes

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http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/17626729/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 09:11:47 PDT

WTF I HATE pokemon and i want to change my icon to another g-yun picture and fucking DA won't let me... BITACH

I should probably curse less, but it's like a stress releaver you know? Like when you breath in and out deeply... it's like that but when you are angry and just want to get it out...

whatever... i'm gonna put up maybe two more or something i don't know yet... i'm angry about the motherfucking pokemon thing... I hate pokemon with a passion like holiday sweaterss and tennis shoes with capris, and old people with socks and shorts and sandels


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~amaiai http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/17334485/ http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/17334485/ Fri, 14 Mar 2008 16:37:08 PDT I'm gonna be semi online semi not cause well i don't know if i;ll be by a computer with internet that has a decent speed.

I will of course still be drawin, but i won't probably post anything until... the what... 27 when i can get near a scanner....

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http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/17283130/ Tue, 11 Mar 2008 08:15:54 PDT
Anyway! To my point!
Sorry! I totally forgot to bring my sketch book with me to school this morning. Me and my brother woke up late this morning like we are supposed to be up at about 7ish and we woke up at like7:30ish... so i had to run and get ready cause even though my class doesn't start till... fuckin' 11:10, i still have to get him to school at 8:10... it sucks

and you might be thinking, well dumbshit, you like on 5 min. away from school, why don't you just go back home and get it and sleep and come back. Well that defeats the purpose of us carpooling doesn't it? And I don't want to drive all the way back home for my sketch book, but if i forgot my thumbdrive, and my glasses, i totally would, but i didn't so i won't

Conclution! I will just photoshop some color into some of my inked stuff, and then i'll finish my midterm for my retarded history class! YEA!


Tomorrow, I'll be at the airport for... 4 hours then on the plane for another 12, and I'll be "Nihao shanghai!"





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http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/17114187/ Fri, 29 Feb 2008 08:26:16 PST
I guess since i've been slacking at putting up stuff that is 100% finished would be the reason, but w'evs i'm still happy i hit 3000!

Yeah so i'm thinking i will go into more fashion sketches and random little comics... that is if i finish inking them, like i drew this great kissing scene and i actually don't think it's shit! so once i find where it is, i'll finish inking it and scan it!

But i'll be dead for... about 2 weeks on posting art cause i'm going to .... CHINA! for spring break and there is a big chance i won't have a scanner, but I might still be on my other and make wallpapers

so yeah.... much love!

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~amaiai http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/16840380/ http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/16840380/ Mon, 11 Feb 2008 21:13:34 PST
like i have been doodling, but it's taking away from when i actually want to like do something WOW! and I haven't wanted to ink anything in a while and i wanted to have some finished line art you know?

it's sad, like i also have this scholarship thing where i have to desgin 3 prom dresses.... PROM DRESSES are tacky shit and it's so michael kore's shit screw the shiny fabric and the bedazzled shit

i'm going to make some fabulousness, no tacky shit, just the fabouslessness and vintageness i can make




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http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/16783053/ Fri, 08 Feb 2008 10:42:55 PST It's crazy! I know what i'm listening to doesn't help because it's usally what I fall asleep to because it's so soothing and makes me feel better

I just want to sleep and dream, will you dream with me?
lol i don't know i'm so out of it

RAWR like... i'm probably going to doodle all day in my classes since i didn't have an english 110 today caust the teacher was sick, i'm praying that my atronomy teacher is too, but doubt it....

I should leave to class soon... AH!

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http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/16164838/ Sun, 30 Dec 2007 10:28:41 PST hahahahah
I know i'm retarded... W'EV!
Me and my game boy are gonna chillack and doodle once i get pissed at the stupid dog who like to fall to it's death...


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... ]]> ~amaiai http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/15839727/ http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/15839727/ Fri, 07 Dec 2007 19:50:23 PST
I'm mad! And Pissed! I mean I was so happy when i got my AWESOME BESTY JOHNON glasses today, but not I'm angry! You know what people maybe there is a reason people don't ask me to do stuff with them!? Ever thought of that?!
I don't want to hang out with my brother's friends and his wannabe girlfriend! That's like insulting me! I'm sorry people would only rather talk to me at school or online! I'm sorry I'm n ot cool enough of outgoing enough to care if I am doing something with someone! I'm sorry i'm a LOSER! I'm sorry! Just leave me alone, why do you keep asking what I am doing if you already know!

I hate you! Leave me alone, people obivously don't like me and i don't expect them to! I know I'm lame and not cool and don't have real friend who actually want to do shit with me!



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~amaiai http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/15573729/ http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/15573729/ Mon, 19 Nov 2007 08:30:26 PST Everything seems to suck lately you know?
Maybe cause I'm such a loner and pathetic and what not, but maybe not... I don't know what but i feel bad and awkward around everything and everyone i don't know I'm sure i am depressed or something, but it's not really knew to me or anything

I hate holiday shopping because all the crazy people who have to buy 5million things for the little brats and then when i want to get something simple like... a cute sweater and I can't just get something simple for me without dealing with all the people.
Like yesterday me and my mum went to TJMax before we went to whole Food cause we like to show, but anyway, I saw a cute jacket/sweater shirt thing and a cute tank top that my mum was willing to buy me but there was this huge line and people had already started their christmas shopping! no joke i looked so cute in but i was like screw it and i'm not waiting in this shit...

I've been swearing a lot too lately, i don't know why but it makes me feel better, saying the F word it's like a stress reliever and yelling to my fave songs on the radio cause my car doesn't have a cd player hahaha


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http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/15506110/ Wed, 14 Nov 2007 11:33:24 PST it's like who gives a shit about Nikki this week...

I miss my Sam, and I am trying to talk to her, but she probably hates me and thinks I'm this bitch (which i can be at times) and doesn't want to chill with me anymore! Her and my D-chan... is there something that someone is not telling me about me? Like I know i'm not uber attractive, and i can be mean at times but I like to laugh and sing and do crazy stuff... I guess I'm a lot lamer than i thought D:



Good news is that I now have JS "Nero Scream" song :3 It took me... about a year to find it hahaha thank god for livejournal



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... ]]> ~amaiai http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/15374472/ http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/15374472/ Mon, 05 Nov 2007 09:44:57 PST
HOLY FLYIN COW TURDS!!!!!!!!
My speech about Gothic & Lolita subculture is in about 20 minutes (10) and I am starting to feel it finally hit me!

I have read a lot about visual kei, but still not totally sure what it is because you know it's different kinds of music and I don't even know if people will like it because people will be like of goths are freaks and i'm trying to show that they aren't! but i can't let that feeling hit me!!

I am confident!!
I want to do well
I want people to be like ohh that's actually kinda cool! you know?!

but first i need to breath and hit the bathroom before I talk! hahahaha
I cannot run away from it anymore, and i'll be so happy it's done


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http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/15278313/ Mon, 29 Oct 2007 19:14:01 PDT
I got the YELLOW SINGLE!!!!!!!
Fianlly, it was about time!!! They didn't send it till the 26th when it came out on the 24!!! but whatever i have it now!!

i'm not used to the other songs as much as i know Yellow, but i like Deja vu
I just now need to get the lyrics translated


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http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/15213675/ Thu, 25 Oct 2007 09:57:27 PDT
(i stole the idea form ciell)

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"everything sucks....

and i probably hate you right now...

why?

Cause you are probably an ass hole who:
1) doesn't want to borther to talk to me
2) won't talk to me
3)piss me off in general
4)make rude comments about me
5)i think you are making fun of me
6)forget about me

SO

I'm going to do something about it

and I really do

I don't know what I'll do yet, but I will


fuck myspace, i'm tired of it, it's so lame

who says i'm still staying in contact with old friends when no on talks to me, i'll stick with livejournal and deviantart thanks"




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http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/14826502/ Fri, 28 Sep 2007 12:10:16 PDT [link] [link] [link]
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but enough of my lameness!!!
I watched the last of Hana Kimi depressing in some ways and somewhat too long, but it's how they wanted to end it i guess, now i want to watch more and see what they would be like coming to Cali to visit her


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~amaiai http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/14564102/ http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/14564102/ Sun, 09 Sep 2007 16:06:25 PDT
anyways...
I'm starting to do more fashion designning and trying not to kill my brother, the is an a-hole and starting to piss me off @.@
I don't want to wait until October forthe next Flea market @ De Anza college, i love flea markets, they are awseome

I'm also so happy that my cool friend Les told me about this awseome asia bookstore and market. I got a couple of cool magazins (i'm gonna scan some later) and now i want a tattoo even more hahaha

i am also pissed (besides my bro) that my friend sam just stopped talking to me. She'll be on myspace, and i'll leave her comments like "hey what's up[?" or "how you doin? we haven't talked in forever, let's do soemthing" but nothing and it's bugging me because i like her, but i guess like everyone else i know, she doesn't like me back


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Well new things!
Well... I realized why i don't care for some mangas but love it when they turn it into shows like...Hanazakari no Kimitachi e I love the tv show because... all the guys (almost all the guys) they casted are very good looking. Compared to the manga (whih i am only critizing the art not the story line) they looking nothing like the people they picked for the show and the art doesn't have the same esence that tv show does. it's not as enjoyable, you can say i'm wrong, but... i like the tv show more :3

::NEW::
omgomg omg!!!!! *passes out*
there is this hot guy in my Public speaching class and he looks like a tanner virson of Jun-gi lee and omg... he is so hot... i want to be in a group with him once we maek groups haha i know i'm a dork but whatever...
I'm a girl who knows what she likes


omg HANA Kimi (Japan) is so sad, but i love watching it, it's like i want Nakatsu to be with Ashiya because he is such a good guy, but she is in love with Sano and it's like so swad ep7 and it makes me wanna cry!!!! ><

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http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/13930977/ Thu, 09 Aug 2007 08:32:00 PDT
I feel like writing a new story, kind of like teen titans, but cooler and without the cheesyness, i'm gonna ask my hommie is he wants to have a character in it cause he's into hero stuffs you know... but yeah hahaha... if you want to have a character in it and want to have some randomness with me, I'd that think that would be coolieness yo hahaha

but serious... I want to do some work with others!!!

My characters (photo's wil come soon... I hope)
Rafé (guy)
Angelica(girl)
Husk (guy, villan)[link]
okeda harumi (girl villan)[link]

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~amaiai http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/13857186/ http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/13857186/ Tue, 24 Jul 2007 08:50:02 PDT
my computer is still out of commition and i can't do shit right now, my mum's labtp gets internet, but doesn't have photoshop, so i can't hook up my scanner to her labtop and it kills me!! I've been doing some cool random pics and i wanna share them!!!!!!!! F*^$@!!!!!!!!!!

anyway... I applied for my passport the other day, and i pray i get it before we go off too Japan in December! AHHH! that shit was expensive!$97 bucks and it's supposed to be here by november... it better.... I really wanna go to Japan, but forsure i'm gonna go to China in March ^3^ that's if i save enough molla, i know some nice people in China who gave me some cool cds and mags and food and they want to to come visit them because they are going to take some tour or something and go shopping and stuff, they came down to SF and it was nice seeing them i was happy cause they were happy to see me again ^3^

Yeah i've been addicted to Paramore right now, i like them, they are good but i don't have that many songs , but go listen to them! NOW!

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http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/13592958/ Tue, 03 Jul 2007 13:45:16 PDT So, i'm at the library right now, next to a couple of obnoxious dumbasses who are loud and I am ready to cuss the out because they are annoying me to death and I am charching my ipod because it was about to die >< and i have to listen to their shit

And i see all these cool people who like have stories or pairings with other people and i'm jealous because my d-chan doesn't have a computer with internet and i cannot contact her and it sucks! Also, i wouldn't mind doing stuff like that with other people, but no one wants to do stuff with me.

so anyway... everyone blamed me for something that happened to my computer... but i'm sure it wasn't my fault... stupid photoshop....



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http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/13450379/ Fri, 22 Jun 2007 18:00:43 PDT I don't know my friend tried to explain it all to me, and it still makes no logical sense to me, he said it's what all comic book guys like (the ones who draw it and most who read it) and it's just so unreal-ly hot that it's like sfi-hot or something, I wasn
t really paying attentino to what he was saying... sorry Issac you can get boring fast ^.^;

ANYWAY! then i was like okay... but their outfit are so not working for me, they are so fricken small how do they even hold anything up... he didn't know either, he said said the smaller the better... It doesn't make sense to me... maybe cause i don't like big boobs or boobs in general (even thought it's a random word)

How can something so big... be held up be basically nothing... i don't get it... cause all the real chicks that i've seen with DD boobs...they kinda fall... you know what i mean lol!


and i'm sure half you people are like wtf?! if she doesn't like boobs, why does she care... I don't know why i care, it's just a mystery of life kinda thing to me... i guess


I have a new obsession with one of the hottest forgin actors I've layied eyes on... And I'm sure would totally agree with me... Drum roll please

HIROKI NARIMIYA!!!!!!!
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If you don't know who hes and never heard of nana or watched some GOOD japanese films, it's okay, but if you have and you don't... look then shot yourself you need to see his hotness!
His smile is the best guy smile i've ever seen, it make you want to smile and he's like a dork... WHO DOESN'T LOVE A HOT DORK?! lol and he always looks good KAWAII DESU KA?

check out mt slide show lol
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~amaiai http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/13314410/ http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/13314410/ Tue, 12 Jun 2007 09:27:42 PDT
:iconsamehta17: we have to find a way to get to L.A. A.S.A.P. cause this is something we totally have to do! They are gonna have this contest "Punkcraft contest" and I want to do something anwseome if i get to go ><

If i had my passport, I might have been able to go to Japan in July.... WHY DON'T I HAVE MY PASSPORT?!?!?... I need to get one Then I could have gone to Osaka's NANA day... you know how awsome that would have been!? *dies*

But you know what, all that matters now is that I can get me ass to LA in in July, then i'm good to go! I'll be a happy camper :3


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~amaiai http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/13225995/ http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/13225995/ Tue, 05 Jun 2007 10:03:42 PDT like everyone in my family got sick with some stomach virus and it guess it thought it was my turn to get it and I'm afraid to throw up because everyone who had it threw up and It scares me when i throw up like something even worse is gonna happen you know... ><


who knows how long it will take to get over it and i was just starting to pick up on my comic book pages... sortof but I better be well by Friday or i will scream because that is when me and :iconsamentha_17: are supposed to go to the Vivienne Westwood Exibit before it closes on the 10th and it ait going anywhere else in the U.S. she said they actually are gonna sell some of her stuff.. yeah right like i could aford her shit ><

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~amaiai http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/13153319/ http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/13153319/ Wed, 30 May 2007 15:59:58 PDT yes yes yes... yes♥

Damn i visit my old school and my good, some of the emo/punker/rocker guys where... cute... i mean beside from all the hella gansta guys who make me wanna barf and the preps and jocks... it was intresting to go back you know? lol it was nice, but i still didn't get to see my d-chan who didn't tell me she dye her hair blonde... bitch... lol i fucking miss her and i wanted to see her, but i didn't find her before lunch was over

BUT! we are going to Chinatown Friday and i'm gonna visit again cause my blasin wanted me to sit in her spanish 3 class with her... not fun i know nothing about spanish, and i took it for 5 years and i have Spaniard/Purtorican in me... sad i know


I you all and have some fun summer!


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~amaiai http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/13054312/ http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/13054312/ Tue, 22 May 2007 17:51:23 PDT I have two more... then Thursday is my last day! YES! And I don't have o listen to no more whinny chicks with ugly personalities... and some have ugly faces... but My Katie wants me to be more open to people... and I want to too, so Senior Year, I'm gonna make lots of friends and maybe... have a boyfriend who knows? lol

I feel like deleting my old art and just starting fresh and so clean clean lol I feel like I'm getting better once I actually try and keep my mind focused on one thing at a time you know?


blah blah blah.. I missed my friends at Sequioa yesterday... so i walked past my school and stared at if for a pit, then walked to the skate park to bum a ride from my brother cause i like the breeze you get once you roll down your window and stuff... but anyway... i was these two chicks tat were my friends and one of them totally changed into like this slutty pot head and she used to be totally against it and the other one was the same cute girl i left and her brother and they talked to me but the other chick was like pff who are you type of attude, well i asked another chick i know there and she was like yeah she changed and no one really likes her...... people change and it sucks, i hope i never get like that...

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~amaiai http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/12891589/ http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/12891589/ Tue, 08 May 2007 18:31:26 PDT
I'll get to go to JAPAN! in december and... the day dream begins...
Well I'd get to Japan and me and my mum (the only reason why I'd get to go if her work lets her go) meet one of the other guys who works at the station in japan and I meet his HOT teenaged son who has said he wouldn't mind taking me all over and what now...
Then like the first day, we have so much fun just taking the train wherever and walking around Shubuya or Harajuku taking pictures with random people and their cool outfits, he'd say he'd love to have more fun with me ^///^...
Then sometime in the middle, maybe on the 3rd day, he says that he likes me andthinks i'm really cool and then kisses me and i get all embarressed and feel stupid (how i tend to feel around guys i think are cool) and just keep having fun, like going to random stores and playing with everything in the stores...

Then as the week ends it'd be a sad good bye, but we'd still keep in touch... ♥♥♥♥











I know I'm a dork... but let me dream okay?!

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http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/12636613/ Tue, 17 Apr 2007 19:09:44 PDT WHY DID I HAVE TO PICK THE TOPIC OF MEAT INDUSTRY?!
I think I'm going to barf... up a storm :3 lol!
God the Horror of even skimmy Chapter 14 of The Jungle was quite sickening ya know what the put in sasuages... you don't wanna know... lol! I'll leave it to you whether you want to pick up the book and read chapter 14, the glorous meat! ><
I'm on break from my essay right now... which I need about 5 pages for the first rough draft for tomorrow and I've got my thesis! ... and about 20 quotes... I know I'm screwed but whatever, I'll finish it, I hope

Anyways... after that lovely thought ^3^
I've been doodling in class... on one page and there are massive drawings on each side... and it's crazy ya know? It's like I try and start something but it turns into a doodle page... oh well, I might scan a couple, they are pretty funny i must say

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http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/12308645/ Sat, 24 Mar 2007 11:04:39 PDT
# 2. Have you ever met an online friend in person?:nope and don't know if i want to

# 3. Are you athletic?:Nope

# 4. Are you: thin, fat, athletically built etc: I'm... not athletic, fat or thin... i'm plain

# 5. How much do you weigh?: why do you care mr. letter thing

# 6. What's your height?:5'7"
# 7. Shoe size?: 8.5-10

# 8. Girls - are you tomboyish, girly, normal, etc?: i'm random, like a Shabuya chick, or harajuku girl yo yo

# 9. uh?: oro?

# 10. How old are you?: 16

# 11. When is your birthday?: August 30

# 12. Do you like to receive giftart?:yes

# 13. Are you sociable?:not really, i try to be

# 14. Do you have many friends?:kinda of, but they aren't my friends... they are someone elses, the people i hang out with, but some are my friends

# 15. What's your race?: i bubble in the "other" catagory cause i'm white, but hipanic, yet i'm native american/eskimo so i pick other yo

# 16. Do you like to talk on the phone?:no... i only have it if i get lost...

# 17. Are you single or taken?:single

# 18. Do you eat meat?:Yes and no... just chiken and fish...

# 19. Are you paranoid?:Yes thank you

# 20. Do you read a lot?: yes thank you

# 21. Do you listen to music, what kind?:yes , Korean, twaianese (i'm surte i spelle that wrong) , Japanese , Rock, punk, pop, hip hop ( i can't stand american hip hop)

# 22. Do you play any instruments?:yeah air guitar!

# 23. How long have you been drawing?:since 6th grade and got introuduced into Manga life yo

# 24. What's the meaning of life?: to make art, stand out, hane fun, and if you are lucky (which i'm not)& love

# 25. Now tag five of your friends! They MUST take this quiz and tag 5 others


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~amaiai http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/12116802/ http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/12116802/ Fri, 09 Mar 2007 10:36:50 PST I've been out of everything lately.... to much reading and work and it sucks, but yeah I feel like jumping up and down and act like i dress... i'm wearing this puffy white skirt with leggings that have bright hearts and this korean swearter that is really small on me that sayz happy drawing and i feel like just dancing like i was in the Breakfast club or something hahahaha i feel asian today, like some chick you might find in harajuku or something i don't know but i'm feeling good today, don't worry it'll get ruined quick... eventually... I think it's cause i had this weirdly normal dream about me and some other people i didn't know and one of them was a hot emo guy and i think he liked me and we where playing abuive tag in some store then my real friend oniichan came in and worked there or something and then i fell and woke up... but yeah lol

I'm just in a good mood right now and i like it ^3^ Talk to me and make me happier yo yo <3

P.S. I want to just randomly visit other counties and play my music loud and hold a sign that says free hugs

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http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/11906921/ Wed, 21 Feb 2007 10:34:10 PST
Hope you like them all it took me 30 minutes to upload and size them all last night >< BEtter than reading the lame book Jan has us reading!!!!!!

Anyway... I'm tried and I don't want to go Art History today and i'm going to see if my Oniichan(not really my older brother) wants to get free food with me at this festavil thing but yeah... I'm lame

Whateverness... RAWR!!!! I'm tired of uploading stuff so I'm done for today my friends hahahaha

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http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/11803649/ Tue, 13 Feb 2007 18:48:15 PST
2) Don't say something very stupid in class that will make you look like a dumb ass. This girl in my class didn't know what eskimos where and she thought they where a mythical creatre or something and said they really are alive... Please, if anything ask after class so you don't look like a complete idiot infront of class

3) Don't drink 3 or more Arizona Green Tea in one day... I wasn't worried about the amount of sugar that was in it untill i told my friend and my teacher who eats candy as if it was vitamans, told me that was a lot of sugar... so i stick to one a day, two tops

4) Don't say something mean outloud in class about a stupid person. In my case more then half the class doesn't like me, so that didn't help me out much with the popularity vote, cause you get these cold stares and it's not very fun to deal with

5) Don't forget about test and quizes, Yeah on Moday in Art history, I probabl;y failed the test because i totally forgot that we had a quiz, even though i wrote it down... and today i had an anthro test and didn't realize it till i was about to go to sleep, i didn't do well on that...

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~amaiai http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/11749573/ http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/11749573/ Fri, 09 Feb 2007 16:08:08 PST I miss...
I miss my d-chan my mexican asian sister... I MISS YOU! Once we graduate, you me and a trip to Japan and if we are lucky my homie we could even live there ^3^ but for now we must suffer though hig school

I also miss my sam... if you are reading this, i hope you having a good time where ever you are, where back in the states or in Thailand

Blah ness
I'm gonna throw up, Jamba Juice is EVIL AND NASTY! It's not good anymore...
I think i'm gonna watch the rest of Attention Please with the beauty Miss Ueto Aya in it ^3^ yeah cabin attendents!!!
I keep seeing this really hot guy, i'm sure he's hardcore cause the way he looks, in the learning center always working on math... but whatever, no one notices Nicchan... >: P
And I'm tired of getting these lectures from my parents because i don't plan things with my friends... They can't accept me bing a home body who just wants to write and draw... parents...

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http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/11681961/ Sun, 04 Feb 2007 09:44:20 PST
1) my friend keeps texting me and i think she thinks it her bf or something but was texting me and i hate texts, but besides that she keeps writing at the end "Jazz loves her seanny"... That's all she ever fricken writes about and i don't give a shit!!!!!!!! Sorry for being mean, but this is the first time her ever dating a guy and being like that and it bugs me cause she puts me off for him and i don't want to meet him cause of all the crappy things my friend said about him. I know i'm not being open minded... but whatever

2) Stupid people who have to make rude commets when they have no room to talk shit about someone's art when they aren't even good at it. I know i'm not "The worlds greatest artist" or close to it but don't even start with me with your sqigglas you call "monsters" and such. Just because i don't give all my pics backgrounds doesn't mean they "suck" or are "boring"... So dude go kill yourself...

Enough of the pissy mood ^3^
Me and my friend are trying to make a Project runway for teens, so if you know that show... and have a myspace join our group yo! Help out a good cause ^3^

Just jammen to "Lucy" Anna Tsuchiya on Youtube lol cause it doesn't come out till, i think, at the end of this month... lol just have to wait & I'm looking forward when my mum comes back from Korea... She got me cds YES!

Nicchan says..." Yeah i might not like you if you are normal..."

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~amaiai http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/11638639/ http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/11638639/ Wed, 31 Jan 2007 17:36:05 PST
Anywho!!!!! OMFG! My friends at school (IE only 2 people) are intrested in my stoires that i write for my comic books i will probably never finish, but they are willing to read them cause they loved them ^3^ I'm so happy i can just die... But yea! HIGH FIVE OVER HERE!

Anyway... I got forty bucks yeah i got forty bucks whoohoo! lol Yeah my only job is cleaning the house... and now i got forty bucks yea! lol that i probably will save somemore and shave the sides of my head and dye my hair pink and black which will be about 100 bucks >< if i want it done right.... crap...

Nicchan says... "It's the incredable uneadable doormat!"

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http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/11562927/ Thu, 25 Jan 2007 09:33:00 PST
Yeah i am really thinking about not going to math class, but no matter what i am going >< and at least i don't have to go to history today *YES!* cause i have to go to the doctors about my back that's killing me and making me feel F***ing 50 or something i don't know which one is worse, History or the doctors... they might equally suck...

Anyway!! On a lighter not... I had this crazy dream where i kicked some kid's ass who was like attacking my friend and and and this evil rat was trying to take over the world but my and my friend (i don't even know if i know this person lol but let's call them my friend anyway) and it tried to suck our marrow out or something but we caught it and... then I was woken up... so i don't know what happened lol

Nicchan says... "You get stronger when I believe you"

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http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/11544812/ Tue, 23 Jan 2007 17:43:48 PST
I'm in a good mood! YEA! my oniichan(he's not really my brother) made me smile and we are supposed to do something this weekend, and that cool cause since my sam left, i've felt alone and he's nice he came up to me and made me laugh before we swithced classes and it was nice ^^

Another +! I am going to sushi tomorrow with my sicy and cousin and their friend. I love doing things with them cause they know how much shit cause suck and they know how to make me not thinnk about it around them so i can't wait ^3^

P.S. if you haven't listenign to The Cloudy Dreamer cd by OLIVIA... listen to it! It's great! I love it, a lot of song are in enlgish, which i was suprised, i love the English verious of Wish! It's all great

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http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/11410378/ Fri, 12 Jan 2007 13:35:09 PST
I found i failed U.S. HIsTORY YEA! .... no it's not funny. I hate my teacher, he makes no sense to me, and he hates me so there you go ^^

That was a mood killer

but yeah... my back hurts, cause we got books today and omfg i don't have all my books yet, and i have 5 FAT books right now... I'm Taking anthro, art history, math, eng 100, and my reg. high school classes... I'm gonna shoot myself in the face

But right now, just colouring with Prisma's and writing ^^ Yeah, i'm writing more ansty poetry and yeah... I'm hungry... I should make lunch soon.... again lol

I don't know life sucks, but not as bad, i hope it gets better... i hope

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]]> ~amaiai http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/11306457/ http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/11306457/ Wed, 03 Jan 2007 20:26:31 PST I'm sick and tired of everyones shit! omg! I wanted to punch glass or a mirror or stab myself in the hand, throw up or something but cry, but that's all i can do...

Stop pretending to give a shit and leave me alone... I hate my family i hate my so called friends back at Sequoia! I hate myself even more!
I'm sick to my stomach with pain! I know you probably don't care but i can't wait till i a) have enough moeny to move out of my home and live with someone else and b) am old enough to. I hate where I am, eveyone here seems to think i'm a maid, and i do nothing all day and what i do and want to do is pretty fing pointless. F you! Okay?! It's my life so if i screw up let me screw up, let me make my own distions! Let me do something my way!!!!!

New years reolutions....
1. Find a boyfriend
Someone! Omg, I'm sick of being lonely and seeing all these lame ass prep guys who are dumb and think they are "the shit and chips!"
2. Find a job
Job= money
Money= stuff
Stuff= closer to getting the hell away from my parents
3. Become Vegitarian
I would be come a vegan, but the jump is too much for my lazyness
4. More Art & Be better at it
Self explanitory

Nicchan says..."And now, the end is near And so I face the final curtain"

]]> ~amaiai http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/11044013/ http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/11044013/ Tue, 12 Dec 2006 19:05:57 PST But if anyone cares to read it and tell me what they think, i'll post it, for now i'll just keep on doodling and ignoring some last thinks i have to do before finals tomorrow... yea...

I'm just going to whine a bit now... and yes this my sound sad and pathetic, then don't read it!...

I just never realized until coming to MC how miserable my life is... I mean I have great friends and all but... i still feel lonely and my non existing love life is taking a tole on me... it's like whenever i go someone, i see all these people who look in love, and i'll never know what that fells like... Yeah i know people say suck it up, your better off, well how do I know? I'm just... always alone and i want to find someone... but i don't know anyone it seems and they don't want to know me... It's just me alone again... complain.. of course it doesn't matter to you... so i'm done...

To someone who keeps coming to my dreams... i'll wait for you a little more since i have not much of a choice. You may continue to haunt my dreams and make me suffer. If it makes you feel better, then you can always stay there

Nick says... "I can't ever be satisfied if this is the way it is, I'll be just the same if this is the way it is"

]]> ~amaiai http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/11029839/ http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/11029839/ Mon, 11 Dec 2006 15:03:52 PST I hate the F*cking 1920's!!!!!! So what if they invented the bedroom on wheels! Who cares
who cares about the flapper wioth their short skirts and what not
Who cares about the crazy xeophobians who where dumb to think comunistst where going to take over Amercia
Who cares!!! I don't care about Sinclair lewis and the f*cking essay I have to write about him and what he tells us about the 1920's!!!!!!! *Smacks face into the screen* AHHHHHH! I hate history, a lot of it is about stupid people being stupid, and doing something so outragously stupid, they thought that they should keep track of it in some sort of a book.... ARG! I hate who ever thought of this idea!!!!! *dies*

I think i'm going to throw up now... f*ck stress... f*ck stress man.... when i get stressed, i do more art... so i will probably be adding more art... after i finish miss Rebecca's present and Mis Sam's present before the 15th... pfff... i need to get more stuffing....

Anyway.... I'm going to go pass out and stab my brain till i can come up with some BS stooff to writ about Sinclair Lewis and the retarded 1920's :smile: ^^ I'll add a smile to that too

Nick says...「繰り返す日々に 何の意味があるの?」(Mika Nakashima GLAMOROUS SKY)

]]> ~amaiai http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/10171857/ http://amaiai.deviantart.com/journal/10171857/ Sun, 24 Sep 2006 11:46:53 PDT
Well I'm trying to learn more on how to photshop pictures like to add color and to shade and whatnot so yeah i am planning on getting better and learn as much as i can with photoshop!

Wish me luck!
Amai Ai
Nikole

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