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First of all, this is my first Fanfic, so try not to be too harsh ^^. Secondly, Dunno how often I can update it, but I will do as often as I can!

This first chapter will be relatively short, but it is just an introduction. The chapters get increasingly bigger and more interesting. You probably need some knowledge of the Yugioh game to understand some of it, but I purposely kept the main plotline to something others can enjoy. Hope you like!


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Chapter 1: A New Beginning

"Will you hurry up!? We don't have long to get there!"

A scrawny teenager with a large head and dull reddish brown hair let out a yell of surprise and fell out of his bed onto the floor with a loud crash. Groaning and rubbing his head, he turned and glared at the perpetrators: a tall blond male and a heavily built teen with dirty blond hair which fell to his shoulders. He had the look of a punk rocker about him.

"What did you do that for, Michael?" the lazy boy asked angrily. Grinning, the male named Michael bent down and smacked him across the back of the head.

"Daniel, we are dressed. Josh and David are waiting downstairs for you, so hurry the hell up and get changed! We only have an hour to get to the Academy to apply!" Michael brushed his blond hair, which was falling across his eyes back over his fringe and marched outside. His friend walked slowly over to the window and looked outside. The early morning sun peered through the knarled cluster of trees outside the dingy hotel as though it was shy of its surroundings. There was not a single cloud in the sky. An impatient cough made him look around. Daniel was sitting on his bed looking at him.

"James, I dislike getting changed in front of men, would you leave while I do so?" In a take of surprise, James left the room, leaving Daniel to mutter to himself while he pulled on a pair of trousers.

Within five minutes, Daniel, having rushed to get changed, met the others waiting in a lounge clutching a stitch, obviously out of breath. The two other males in the vicinity looked younger then Michael and James. The taller of the two was slim, with a large amount of mousy brown hair. The smaller of the two looked slightly geeky, with his round glasses and a crop of blond hair which clashed horribly with his clothes; a top of bright red and black, with a pair of combat trousers. Daniel walked up to him, grinning.

"Ready, David you shortarse?" David glared at him; he hated being mocked for his size. As though to ignore David, he attempted to address Michael, who was on his cell phone, but Michael waved him away, obviously engrossed in whoever he was talking to. He didn't have to wait very long; within a few moments Michael hung up.

"Deigo's outside in the Ferrari with Chris and Jonathon, lets get going. You guys got everything?" The rest nodded except Daniel, who smacked himself in the head and ran towards the stairs.

"Holy crap I forgot my deck!"

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The sun had risen sufficiently to bask the landscape below in a glaze of playful sunlight. The motorway was almost deserted except for a few cars speeding up it; the most prominent one being the custom made Ferrari roaring down the road.

"How much longer Deigo?" Josh asked the driver. He didn't take his eyes off the motorway, but inclined his head slightly to show he heard. He was heavily built with big, muscled arms, and long, jagged brown and blond highlighted hair. It gave him the look of an adult tiger.

"About 20 minutes. Its a good thing Chris and Jonathon arrived where I lived with their car, or I wouldn't be able to pick you guys up." David, who was sitting in the back seat with Daniel and Josh, snorted.

"How can you afford these things?" He demanded of Chris, who was up front with Michael, Jonathon and James. He looked back at David, his dark eyes full of confidence. He was tall and gangly looking with short dark hair. He shrugged.

"Our father is rich and has connections; we just borrowed this for the occasion". Despite their wealth and status, both Chris and Jonathon were friendly and generous people. His brother Jonathon, was shorter then Chris, but was more stocky, with fair hair of similar length. He turned to face Michael.

"You know, you still have time to thin... ]]> ~anduril38 http://anduril38.deviantart.com/journal/28468827/ http://anduril38.deviantart.com/journal/28468827/ Fri, 20 Nov 2009 13:29:04 PST
Thoughts?

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Over and out peoplez, love you all ^^

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YAY!!

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Well. It has certainly been a while since I have last posted. 2 months to be exact. Sorry for not being active.

Moved out of my accomodation this week. Never used it as much as I should have. Dunno why I didn't use it much this term. Guess I wanted to be closer to my family since my grandfather passed away at christmas. Either way, first year of university is finally at an end. I have to say that despite the bad parts of it, it has been decently good. Think I did ok in my exams; works been good. Made good mates; all been good.

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Well, past few weeks have been fairly good. Work going ok, although currently stuck on a stupid history essay which is a total bitch to complete.

As for other things; overall its been going good, although I have been fucked over AGAIN in the love life >.> which I only found out about a couple of weeks back. Makes me think why I even bothered in the first place. Seriously though, we are on the brink of a relationship, then she goes "i dont know if i wanna be in a relationship" etc, only to go back to her ex in the fucking first place a few weeks later; I mean seriously WTF. These kind of things make me wonder if it is ever worth it.

This weekend is going to be immense though, going down to Sheffield for Yugioh UK Nationals, it will be my first Nats, so I am hoping to go down, have fun and see how I do.

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Doesnt help when I have about six essays to do either...

Thats basically what I have done this week.

Oh, anyone got Left 4 Dead? Game is awesome

Love you all

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]]> ~anduril38 http://anduril38.deviantart.com/journal/22877765/ http://anduril38.deviantart.com/journal/22877765/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 01:13:39 PST Exams are done, my birthday is in less then 1 week and I am on the brink of being in another relationship!

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]]> ~anduril38 http://anduril38.deviantart.com/journal/22353674/ http://anduril38.deviantart.com/journal/22353674/ Fri, 02 Jan 2009 12:30:04 PST . I will probably pay for that, but oh well

Honestly, are you in love right now? Yes.

Honestly, what color is your underwear? Boxer shorts, not underwear. And Dark blue

Honestly, what's on your mind right now? Wondering about last year and crap it was.

Honestly, what are you doing right now? Watching Titanic for no reason at all while talking to peeps on MSN.

Honestly, what did you do today? Did totally fuck all.

Honestly, do you think you are attractive? Not really.

Honestly, have you done something bad today? Not that I know of.

Honestly, do you watch Disney channel? Nope.

Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? Nope.

Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time? My friends

Honestly, do you bite your nails? Yes

Honestly, what is your mood right now? Neutral

Honestly, who do you want to see at this very moment? Friends

Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret? Yes

Honestly, do you hate someone right now? I hate a lot of things.

Honestly, who/what do you want to hug right now? My friends.

Honestly, do your wrists hurt? Nope.

Honestly, are you in denial? Nope.

Honestly, wouldn't you rather be having sex right now? xD Well yes, but never mind that

Honestly, is it easier to talk on deviantArt than in person? Depends on the person.

Honestly, does anyone like you? No idea.

Honestly, is it going anywhere with them? Read above answer

Honestly, did you answer all these questions honestly? Yes.

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Good points of this year:

1) My last year of sixth form; was epic despite our dickhead deputy head

2) New friends I made, and increasing friendship with others who I knew last year, but rarely spoke to.

3) Finishing my A Levels

4) University and all the joys of that.

5) Special people; too many to list, but here are a few; Sarah (for being such a good friend , Vicky, Jo, Hayley, James, Lauren, Pete, Savage, Josh, Jordan, Suzie, Simon, Chen, Craig 1, Craig 2, Luke, Frosty, Paul, Becca, Danny, Deigo. There are many others, but these are the peeps who stand out

Bad points: Sadly, there have been a few...

1) Losing my grandfather and two of my closest friends

2) Being constantly fucked over by people who I love and care about

3) Realizing there are very few who I can trust

4) In love but nothing is never going to happen



Happy New Year all

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Merry Christmas to you all Things are shit at the moment, but at least it is Christmas.

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. Two close friends of mine are suffering quite a bit from breakup and illness respectively for the past week; which is upsetting me greatly. Im not one for showing any emotion with things, but when my friends are involved I am extremely protective of them.

. Broke up with my girlfriend a few days ago, which sucks massively But I guess I saw it coming for weeks now.

. My grandfather died on wednesday morning. This massively shocked me, because although I knew he was ill, I had no idea it was that bad. Being kept in the dark about that sort of thing is quite hurtful.

Only bright spot this week is my friends for being so supportive

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Hope you are all ok.

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]]> ~anduril38 http://anduril38.deviantart.com/journal/21764279/ http://anduril38.deviantart.com/journal/21764279/ Mon, 01 Dec 2008 10:54:03 PST so laughing at him was good.

Todays been pretty crap though. Dunno why, just been feeling really down

Hope your all good.

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1.Spell your name without an E,R,S,H,K,I,M,L,C,A,Y,N:

Nothing, cos thats all the words taken!

2.Are you single?
Nope, with someone who I love more then anybody

3.What is your favorite number?
8

4.What is your favorite color?
Black

5.Least favorite color?
Green

6.What are you listening to?
Bryan Adams

7.Are you happy with your life right now?
Its shit, but im coping.

8.What is your favorite subject in school/college?
Well, was, but it was History.

9.Do you shop at Abercrombie?
LOL NO.

10.Do you have money?
Yup, but saved for special purposes.

11.Are you gay?
Obviously not.

12.Where do you wish you were right now?
With my girlfriend.

13.What should you be doing right now?
Doing a Politics essay.

14.When was the last time you really laughed?
Watching Mock the Week, Frankie Boyle is fucking legend

15.Do you drink milk straight from the carton?
Nope

16.Who knows a big secret about you?
Nobody

17.How long is your hair?
Above shoulders, quite short.

18.When was the last time you sang out loud?
I never sing out loud.

19.What did you have for breakfast?
A 12 inch pizza

20.Is your birthday on a holiday?
Nope

21.What instant messaging service do you use?
GO MSN

22.Are you signed on it right now and if so, who are you talking to?
Not signed on now.

23.Can you cook?
Yes

24.What do you wear more, jeans or sweats?
Jeans

25.When is your birthday?
Feburary 3rd

26.Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
no idea

27.Do you have any regrets?
Many, some harder to forget then others

28.Do you use an alarm clock?
Yep

29.Where was your default facebook picture taken?
Dunno

30.Whats the first thing you notice of the opposite sex?
Dont know really.

31.What color is your favorite shoe?
Black

32.Who was the last person to call you?
My mate

33.Are you a social or antisocial person?
Fairly antisocial to be honest. I have a personality of two extremes.

34.Have the cops ever come to your house?
Nope

35.Would you rather sleep in the bed with someone, or alone?

Depends on the person!

36.Ever had braces?
Yes. Didnt mind em much.

37.Are you afraid of the dark?
No.

38.Have you ever been in a mosh pit?
Dunno what the fuck that is.

THE CANS;
Can you blow a bubble? Yep
Can you do a cart wheel? Fuck no.
Can you touch your toes? Nope
Can you wiggle your ears? Nope
Can you touch your tongue to your nose? Nope

THE DIDS;
Did you ever want to be a doctor? Nope
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter? Nope
Did you ever want to be a teacher? I would be in jail for shooting annoying bratty Chav kids if I was.
Did you ever break the law? Yes, but wont go into details.

THE DO's;
Do you like rollercoasters? Fuck yes!
Do you own a bike? Yes
Do you play the lotto? nope
Do you like football? Nope, enjoy it though.
Do you have a shopping addiction? No

THE DOES;
Does your family have family picnics? A few
Does your wallet have any pics in it? No...I should do though.

THE LASTS;
Last car ride? Last night
Last text message? Today
Last baby you held? No clue.

LAST THING?
What was the last thing you bought? Dunno
What was the last thing you had to drink? Cider
What was the last thing you watched? MOCK THE WEEK!
What was the last thing you read? Book on Politics
What was the last thing you hand wrote? Politics notes

THE WHOS;
Who last talked to you on the phone? My mate
Who was the last person you took a picture of? Peeps at party
Who do you miss right now? Many people. Most alive, a few deceased
Who last hugged you? My friend Vicky
Who you last held hands with? friend Vicky (no reason though lol)
Who last cooked for you? My dad
Who you last kissed? No comment

CURRENTLY;
What colour shirt are you wearing? Black
Have any tattoo... ]]> ~anduril38 http://anduril38.deviantart.com/journal/21633444/ http://anduril38.deviantart.com/journal/21633444/ Sun, 23 Nov 2008 15:12:54 PST

Things are going decently over here I guess. Quite a bit of work to do, but what else is new?

Hospital appointment this week, and I have a lot of thinking to do about my life, so a very busy week. Just have several potentially life changing decisions to make.

Hope your all well.

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Hope your all well.

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Thanks to everybody

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History is a continuous process of moulding facts to interpretations and interpretations to facts” [link]. Discuss

Im barely 100 words in and I am already stuck. Even though it is only 1500 words, its proving one hell of a difficult task

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Universitys progressing well, Im very happy with my course.

Despite all the good things that are happening, my concern for one of my closest friends is increasing

hope you are all well.

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Hope your all well

]]> ~anduril38 http://anduril38.deviantart.com/journal/20418256/ http://anduril38.deviantart.com/journal/20418256/ Wed, 10 Sep 2008 06:14:39 PDT but still looking forward to it)

Hope your all well

]]> ~anduril38 http://anduril38.deviantart.com/journal/20325983/ http://anduril38.deviantart.com/journal/20325983/ Thu, 04 Sep 2008 14:58:05 PDT ) I must do this. Oh well, gives me something to do.

8 facts about me:

1) I still play pokemon even at my late age I am a fanatical competitive battler.

2) I am going to university in 2 weeks to study history and politics. A bit scared about it though

3) I deeply care about and love my friends, will do anything to protect those closest to me.

4) I am extremely brutal to anyone who pisses off/ upsets/ hurts my friends... yeah im slightly homocidal at times.

5) I am a massive naruto fan, although the dub is a load of shit, and the manga is so damn slow.

6) I still play yugioh despite me being 18, although i find it really fun

7) I love watching Mock the week and Harry potter is amazing.

8) I like cookies


I tag nobody hehe xD

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]]> ~anduril38 http://anduril38.deviantart.com/journal/20165604/ http://anduril38.deviantart.com/journal/20165604/ Tue, 26 Aug 2008 11:33:51 PDT . Have to move on though..

Hope you are all well

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Been quite a good night for me last night. My mate wanted me to meet his fiances best friend Kathyrn, and it was a fun night. Spent most of the night getting to know her, and she is really nice!!

So overall, quite a good week so far

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Good luck to all you guys too of course

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5 random facts about myself:

1) Im 18

2) I like eating ice cream, Subways, Burger King....

3) I still play Pokemon, even though I am 18 and have yet to lose a match on Pearl yet (even beating my friends level 100 team with level 70s xD *laughs at steph1254 for knocking out her shaymin.....* yeah i will pay for saying that)

4) I am very protective of my friends (as most people should be)

5) I make a stupid amount of money playing yugioh (No joke xD)

CBA to tag anybody else for now though.

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Just this morning she completely lost her temper just because it was raining while the washing was out, and she has the nerve to start screaming at me about it! I just walked out of the house at that point, because I dont know how much longer I can take this. Its always me who has to be on the receiving end of her temper, due to dad being at work and my sister mostly being out, when I havent done anything wrong!

She doesnt even admit its happening either! I dont know what Im going to do...

]]> ~anduril38 http://anduril38.deviantart.com/journal/19385973/ http://anduril38.deviantart.com/journal/19385973/ Mon, 14 Jul 2008 07:57:39 PDT oh well...

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Nar it shouldnt be too bad. still worried about it though

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]]> ~anduril38 http://anduril38.deviantart.com/journal/19255691/ http://anduril38.deviantart.com/journal/19255691/ Mon, 07 Jul 2008 13:51:16 PDT Im really scared about it; especially since im terrible at driving

On a good note, my mates wedding is this wednesday!!

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1) I spent the past 3 weeks revising heavily for what I was positive to be the resit, which I thought was today. However, I found out this morning that it was next week, and the exam which I hadnt prepared for was today. Bollocks.

2) I had no sleep the night before due to preparations for my mates stag do.... OK that isnt so bad he marries his fiance next week though, so its gonna be awesome.

And Im still staying at my mates. Oh joy.

Take care all.

]]> ~anduril38 http://anduril38.deviantart.com/journal/18671889/ http://anduril38.deviantart.com/journal/18671889/ Thu, 05 Jun 2008 00:03:24 PDT however the second one went much better.

Bad things........ been two weeks, and I have barely been at home, only briefly to get some stuff. Mum acts as though I dont exist. I dont know what I have supposed to have done, but it really looks as though shes disowned me for good.

On a more pressing concern to me is my friend; shes really suffering from depression and I know I can do nothing to help her :tears; its that which tears me apart right now. I will not give up though, not on her and not on myself. I am going to do these A-levels and I will do everything I can to help her.

Note to all: Devotion to someone who you really care about is the most important thing in the world.

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]]> ~anduril38 http://anduril38.deviantart.com/journal/18445789/ http://anduril38.deviantart.com/journal/18445789/ Thu, 22 May 2008 11:12:49 PDT Trying to get through this week has been total hell. I have had to move in for a while with my mate; things at home have been really bad I think my mother has disowned me.

]]> ~anduril38 http://anduril38.deviantart.com/journal/18377520/ http://anduril38.deviantart.com/journal/18377520/ Sun, 18 May 2008 05:47:55 PDT but at least she isnt suffering now; at least thats something.

I made a vow to her the day she left me...and its something i will hold until it kills me. Iv lost one who i really care about this week. I will not lose the person who i love more than anything; i fear though that she has already given up Even if she has, I wont.

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What my second highest concern is at the moment is my friend; who is still struggling to cope with everything she is going through. Things may get better for her tomorrow, but im really scared for her. However, she at the moment is one of the only inspirations for me at the moment; her courage and resilence is inspiring me to hold on. I just pray that she and lily recover soon.

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I have barely slept. I have had to put revision for A Levels mostly on hold for the time being, i have barely been able to concentrate on anything else.

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take care all, will update when i can.

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I must save the one who i care most in the world. She is so important to me; i vowed to protect her and never to give up on her.

I will save you, even if it kills me.

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