<?xml version="1.0" encoding="utf-8"?>

<rss version="2.0" xmlns:media="http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" xmlns:creativeCommons="http://backend.userland.com/creativeCommonsRssModule">
    <channel>
        <title>deviantART: by:angel-outlaw1</title>
        <link>http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:angel-outlaw1&amp;section=today</link>
        <description>deviantART RSS for by:angel-outlaw1</description>
        <language>en-us</language>
        <copyright>Copyright 2009, deviantART.com</copyright>

        <pubDate>Sat, 19 Dec 2009 18:01:53 PST</pubDate>        
        <generator>deviantART.com</generator>
        <docs>http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss</docs>
        <atom:icon>http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png</atom:icon>
        <atom:link href="http://backend.deviantart.com/rss.xml?q=by%3Aangel-outlaw1&amp;type=journal" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml" />
        <atom:link rel="next" href="http://backend.deviantart.com/rss.xml?q=by%3Aangel-outlaw1&amp;type=journal&amp;offset=60" />
                  <item>
                <title>Feeling Good</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/28806561/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/28806561/</guid>
                <pubDate>Mon, 07 Dec 2009 13:57:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ and its a very weird feeling. but yeah i had a great weekend and im still kinda riding the high. my sister came into town so i got to see my little niece and nephew then yesterday we all went out to eat as a family so i got to see my grandparents, my sister, my two brothers and my new little nephew. while we where eating me and jake where talking and he kept bugging me about spending the night so i finally did last night. man i had so much fun. he had the new mario game  and we played it on his huge ass TV. his friend tony was there and most the time it was just me and him playing while jake and his wife where taking care of there son. but gawd i sucked so bad it was funny and we couldnt stop laughing. didnt help either that jake made me a screw driver. but after about 4 hours of that we where all tired as hell so went to bed and when we woke up we all went shopping and they bought me some food and two new movies ^-^ then my mom gave me 100 bucks and i got another 70 from a friend. *wiggles with glee* im trying to be good and not spend it all on movies but i kinda couldnt help myself and already bought 4 more >.> ..... but yeah thats been it so far. trying to get des to come over so i can take her christmas shopping<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Feeling Good</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/28806556/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/28806556/</guid>
                <pubDate>Mon, 07 Dec 2009 13:56:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ and its a very weird feeling. but yeah i had a great weekend and im still kinda riding the high. my sister came into town so i got to see my little niece and nephew then yesterday we all went out to eat as a family so i got to see my grandparents, my sister, my two brothers and my new little nephew. while we where eating me and jake where talking and he kept bugging me about spending the night so i finally did last night. man i had so much fun. he had the new mario game  and we played it on his huge ass TV. his friend tony was there and most the time it was just me and him playing while jake and his wife where taking care of there son. but gawd i sucked so bad it was funny and we couldnt stop laughing. didnt help either that jake made me a screw driver. but after about 4 hours of that we where all tired as hell so went to bed and when we woke up we all went shopping and they bought me some food and two new movies ^-^ then my mom gave me 100 bucks and i got another 70 from a friend. *wiggles with glee* im trying to be good and not spend it all on movies but i kinda couldnt help myself and already bought 4 more >.> ..... but yeah thats been it so far. trying to get des to come over so i can take her christmas shopping<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Yule Con</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/28579710/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/28579710/</guid>
                <pubDate>Wed, 25 Nov 2009 23:45:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA!!! and some fun stuff ... BUT MOSTLY DRAMA! so the one that was formost during the weekend had to do with a friend roger. who was having issues with everyone it seemed. wound up me and lauren had to go save him from his fuck buddy at 9 after i got off shift at 7 all i wanted was to drink and lay down. but had to deal with that till about 10:30 then i could finally lay down and relax with comter, ju and her b/f till we all passed out. though while i was driving with lauren we started talking about San Japan and about how if i just knew the tec. stuff of reg i could totally be a staff head for it. so that was pretty cool. though still working 12 hour shifts then drama not a good mix. though that was saturday. friday was pretty good though. got to see a lot of good friends and hang out, good flow of people so warnt to bored. though once sunday hit we where all booored out of our freaking minds. so me and shannon left early to go over to danny's house. which was amazing cause all saturday night and sunday morning all i could think was how much i just wanted to relax and watch a movie. then as we where leaving shannon said "yeah we are ganna watch movies tonight." also when we where heading over there we both just wanted a proper meal so we stoped at sonic and ate a pretty good meal, went to dannys watched movies and chilled then on the way back home me and her where on the same wave length so much so that half the time we where screaming about getting out of each others heads XD yeah so to sum it up, ive had much better cons. probably ganna take a break from them till ikki.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Commisions</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/28310967/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/28310967/</guid>
                <pubDate>Thu, 12 Nov 2009 10:57:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yeah so if you want a drawing just let me know. im deffinantly bored enough to draw just about anything. also art trades are very much welcomed ^-^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Filler</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/28139018/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/28139018/</guid>
                <pubDate>Wed, 04 Nov 2009 08:33:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ just till something better comes along<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Oni Con 09</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/28121504/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/28121504/</guid>
                <pubDate>Tue, 03 Nov 2009 09:01:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well from all the hyp i had on this con i was kinda expecting alittle more action to be going on, so it turned into another san japan. didnt really do anything con related but had fun non the less. so ill try and remember as much as i can. ummmm friday i meet some really cool cats jason and mandi and spent most the con with them. also all my con circles are starting to merge. its creepy. like i was talking to jason and i was telling him how his style reminded me of matt harms <a href="http://herms85.deviantart.com/">[link]</a>  and another artist named will <a href="http://gts.deviantart.com/">[link]</a> and he told me matt is a friend of his and will is his roommate XD and ive been stal- i mean  following their work on Da for a LONG time. also jason and madni know my best friend lauren and pretty much all my con friends. XD told yeah, creepy. but yeah also LOOOOTS of drinking was involved. i drank a bottle of baileys saterday night and it had barly any effect on me. until i started moving anyways. but yeah my friend j kept me up all night talking about wanting commit suiside and stupid shit like that till about 5 in the morning till i finally told him to shut up and go to bed. then he woke me up at 6 to more bull shit which made me PISSED so i went for a walk in the 50 degree weather in a muscle shirt and swim trunks to my car and was debating highly of sleeping in there then taking off back home. but after cooling off for about an hour i went back to the room and thankfully he was asleep so i passed out. woke up at about 9 and continued on with the day.  meet up with my friend DJ who i havent seen since school let out and he was having a fan gazm since it was his first con. it was pretty funny. but at about 3 sunday i left for galveston to go see my dad since he couldnt make it down to austin this month. im ganna blame it on the lack of sleep but on the way up as soon as i saw the water i actually felt happy. i geuss all the memories i had there as a kid came back. the whole time i was there i couldnt help but smile. me and my dad drove down the boardwalk and got some ice cream and chatted about life then went to see the Vampires Assistant which ive been waiting to see since i finished the books about 2 years ago. then monday morning i checked out of the hotel and we went on the ferry. which still has that freedom effect on me. after that i headed back home. and now here i am. while at the con shannon told me that she might be working reg at Yule con in about 3 weeks in dallas and i told her i'd help out if she wanted. so thats on the agenda. as for now, time to relax and go see dez later today.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Edit to Pictures</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/27922166/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/27922166/</guid>
                <pubDate>Fri, 23 Oct 2009 12:08:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so i finally got my computer back up and running so the first order of business was to change some of my pictures to a new upload that you can actually see. so thats about it for the update. enjoy<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>o.o uhhhmmmm ......</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/27820854/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/27820854/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sat, 17 Oct 2009 17:28:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so i didn't go to galveston cause me and my dad both agreed that that would just be bad. but i started making plans to go back to school in the spring, ganna try and sign up for some classes on monday. still kinda looking for a job but what evs. mostly trying to get my shit together. atleast this time of doing nothing has let me practice my art alittle.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>wjledhfiwuhs;longwer ERROR!</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/27539864/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/27539864/</guid>
                <pubDate>Fri, 02 Oct 2009 13:42:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ thats about what my mind is doing right about now. so im moving out of my apartment cause i cant stand a roommates bullshit anymore but i just got my computer out of there so i have internet for the first time in about 4 months. all my plans are pretty much all jumbled up cause i dont have anything set for the future and its really pressuring. excpectly with my dad constently telling me pretty much how worthless i am. so so far i have a few plans, find a job, if that doesnt happen within about a week im ganna go to galvestion to help my dad out. it was only supposed to be a month but now he wants it to be longer. i also really want to go back to school but if i cant get shit straightening out then im pretty much fucked. also i HATE asking my mom for money but thankfully her and her b/f have been helping me out with some money issues, but gawd i hate it so much. i was so proud of myself when i got out on my own and could support myself but not even 5 months later im back where i started but with even less. *sighs* just .... really really confused<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>A-Fest</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/27155569/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/27155569/</guid>
                <pubDate>Fri, 11 Sep 2009 17:41:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ gawd where to start. uhhhh first off it was a 4 hours drive from austin to dallas in mikes car with no AC ~.~ but it got better as we got closer cause a cold front was coming in. once we got there we set up the table and went over to comters house to sleep, though very little of that was done. man i was so loopy i was making sex jokes up the ASS! .... that just sounds wrong but anyways XD me and dez drew obscene things on his parents calander (they are hard core religious which just made it even better) then me and des went to bed in his sisters room with bunk beds (half way through the night the family dog came in and wouldnt stop trying to attack comter as he tried to get him out from under the bed before des found out he was under there XD) but 4 hours later we all wake up and it takes us 3 hours to get out the door ~.~ freaking men who are worse then women. so we set up the table and put everything in the room (i really wanted to sleep under the bed but my boobs wouldnt fit >.> .... so i made a palet next to the window) so we work our shifts and me and des just hung out in the room til everyone else does. (yeah first day, really not that exciting other then me and des going up and down the glass elevators) so half way through the night stu comes and passes the fuck out. in the morning casmo is pissed cause stu has to work to sleep there. but everyone else does and after the shift me and stu diside to mess with des cause she was PASSED OUT! so stu keeps saying stuff like "deeees .... DEEEES .... im ganna rub my ball sack all in your face if you dont wake up ..... deeeEEESS ..... you know how you spell fun ... R.A.P.E. and thats what im ganna do to you ..... deeees ..." (then we both start saying her name and she snaps awake. we almost fell off the bed laughing) then after that lauren shows up (wooo!) with booze (WOOO!) and we get pretty tipsy. (baileys is AMAZING!) and me and her diside to go to the weight room and see how much we can do, well after almost falling off the treadmill as well as the stair stepper i diside to try and do some pull ups XD yeah luckly i didnt fall on my ass but it was pretty funny to watch. then after that we go and smoke the hucka with stu (which btw is a baaaad idea to do while your "drunk") but yeah the rest of the con pretty much went like that, work, get drunk and smoke hucka XD and not sleep at ALL. i think i got like ... 11 hours all 4 days. oh another funny thing was Johnny Yong Bosch (the black ranger) actually came over to our table and comter tried selling him a badge for Ikkicon and mike came over and started talking to him about going to ikki as a guest, once they where done he came back over and starting gossiping like a little girl about him and of course me and comter had no idea who he was. once he told us i was PISSED cause he was one of the only reason i even went and i didnt even know who he was (da ji vu from ikki 3 with jason david frank ~.~) also a good piece of advice, its freaking halarious putting someone who's afraid of heights in a glass elevator and going all the way up to the 28th floor. XD casmo was literaly clawing at the doors trying to get out. i know, im a horrible person. but yeah so after the con we went back to comters parents house and had dinner (which was AWESOME!) but we didnt leave Dallas till 9pm so i had to keep mike awake the whole drive back on just 3 hours of sleep. didnt get home till 1am and i passed out. next morning my nephew was born ^-^ but other then that nothing much has been going on. ganna go visit lauren this coming week and possible move out of my apartment. wooo<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>San Japan .... so far</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/26614836/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/26614836/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sat, 15 Aug 2009 18:31:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so its saterday night and i is happy ^-^ i just got done watching Mystery Sience Theater 3000 Dragon Ball Evolutions with Kyle Hebert (narrator for DBZ) as comentary. and all the while i was giving him a back message so he'd relax and have fun with it. it was pretty funny. also today a lady from Pirsmacolors gave us huge handfuls of pens *squees* so now i dont have to go buy a new set of pens *wags tail* but other then that its been a pretty boring day. been trying not to fall asleep since i got like not even 2 hours of sleep last night (had to wait for squidy to get back to the hotel room since he didnt have a key) and man was that hard to stay awake. before that i was smoking a hoka with all of staff (yes yes i smoked, but man it relaxed me so much)so i didnt sleep til like 4-5 then had to wake up at 7. *rolls eyes* but other then that its been a pretty chilled weekend. other then the raid of under aged drinkers and prank calls to the cops last night. but tomorrow should be interesting. i have to go back to austin before 1 for everyones birthday partys on the lake. wooo. hopefully i can get some sleep tonight so i wont be to exhousted tomorrow *crosses fingers* so have fun and try not to miss me to much <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" /><br /><br />P.S. might be getting internet soon so i wont have keep buming other peoples<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Anime Overload</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/25802816/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/25802816/</guid>
                <pubDate>Tue, 07 Jul 2009 18:23:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So to sum it up, i got to make out with 2 married chicks, got a 15 year old's phone number, got hit on by 3 guy (one of them was gay and another actually had the balls to make out with me) i got humped by a scotts man/irish man as well as a chick dressed like a hooker and a guy in a kilt. a 29 year old nawed on my neck to make another guy jealous, i collected romana bottles just for the marbles, on saturday one of the staff had to go to the hospital so i ran reg by myself for about 5 hours. and to top it off i saw 2 people from middle school, 2 people from house of torment and about 4 people who knew my roommate. i say it was an over all successful convention. ^-^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>what ... the fuck ....is going on</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/25802783/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/25802783/</guid>
                <pubDate>Tue, 07 Jul 2009 18:22:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i can't beleive he did that .... went from talking everyday to not hearing from him for a week only to find out he got back together with his ex and didnt even care enough to let me know .... gawd i was so stupid, for once the fucking voices where right ....  why do i keep giving him chances, i see the shit coming yet i still try and try and try hoping that if i give him enough chances it might actually work and we might actually be able to be left alone instead of always having to fight for it. maybe that was it. he just got tired of fighting. what ever the reason i hope your happy with your choice. because your not getting another one, that is it. from here on out im going to forget the last 4 years of my life ever happened. im ereasing everything about you and moving on to a hopefully happier life. i know its not going to be easy because i really did love you, and probably wont trust another as much as i did you, but hey, gatta try.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Louisianime '09</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/24706904/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/24706904/</guid>
                <pubDate>Mon, 11 May 2009 16:31:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ haha over all it was awesome. we are now Comters perminent staff for registration. though the 8-10 hour drive to get there kind of sucked but we made it ok. comter drove till houston then i drove the rest of the way. once we got there it was like 10-11, got a room, checked out the hotel and opened reg for a little bit so people could get there pre reg badges. we checked out the room and it was a two bad room, but one was saved for Mike who was the owner of louisianime. so me, pat and comter got the full size bed and jason and dez got the floor (i wish i got the floor) we tried sleeping, couldn't though till about 2 since i magicly decided to get hyper all of a sudden. but some how managed. then woke up at 7:00 to open registration. (the other two night same thing but i was on the floor and me and dez got into the throw shit contest which ended when someone cracked a glow stick and blinded everyone.) i can't really remember the first day since they all kind of blend in. i do know i got to meet Kyle Herbert (voice actor who did Kiba in Naruto, Narrator and teen Gohan in DBZ, Vato Falman in FMA and Caption Aizen in Bleach to name a few.) aswell as Scott McNeil (voice actor who did tons of stuff like Piccilo in DBZ, Koga from Inu yasha Logan/Wolverine from X-Men animated series.) both of them where in love with me by the end of the con cause i give awesome back scratches. (scott actually wanted to take me back to Canada with him XD)also during one of the panels they where reading a "erotic novel" in there different voices and i told comter (cosplaying as silent bob) to go get squeky (a hole puncher that squekys that is also now reg's mascot) so when he came back everyone got real quiet and then silent bob opened his jacket, put squeky on the table and pushed it down. everyone almost died of laughter. i even have it on tape. damn that was funny as hell, scott had alot of fun with it. but other then that there was lots of swimming, but mostly LOOOOOOOOOOTS of bordom and when theres bordom, stupid shit happens. like dez was a severed head poping out of a table for a while, we had a feud with Casplay because they where right infront of us. and we taped up shannon in caution tape XD. i dont want to be to over optomistick but i think if everyone voted on best table, we would win. we had costumers laughing and kind of mind fucked by the time they left. lol i love anime conventions, i kind of wish i could go to more events but hey gatta work to play with the big dogs. ^-^ then once i got home at 2 in the morning i CRASHED!!!! didnt wake up till 1 today but damn i feel better and can't wait till San Japan.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Worst Surprise Ever .....</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/23423833/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/23423833/</guid>
                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Feb 2009 20:39:00 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ this morning when i woke up me and jaynee notices that my dog roses leg was swolen. so i woke up my mom and told her and went to school like nothing was wrong. when i got home rose could barly stand up without me and jaynees help so i told my mother that something was really wrong with her and we needed to take her to the vet now. my mom scedualed an apontment for tomarrow. i was pissed but couldnt do anything about it. and since i couldnt stand to see my dog in so much pain i shut myself in my room ..... a few hours later i dicided to say good bye just in case she didnt make it and she was sprowled on my floor dead already. for the record i NEVER EVER fucking want a surprise like this EVER agian *wipes away tears* gawd im going to miss you rose. im so sorry i was to much of a fucking coward to sit with you and ease you through your pain. i hope you'll still look after me as you did through all those years and i love you so much and will miss you dearly. i love you.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Ikkicon 09</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/23089736/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/23089736/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sun, 08 Feb 2009 18:46:25 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ was ok, nothing really exciting happened. accept that i got to meet jason david frank. who i didnt even know why he was important till i got home. for those who dont know that name you probably know him better as the Tommy from Power Rangers. and i got to train under him for 2 hours. other then that i got to see the chick who sang the song for cowboy bepop play and i was fallowed around by silent bob. turns out silent bob is a manager at another convention called San Japan and he wants me to be one of his luteniets. not even people i know who have been working for conventions for 2 years are luteniets. so thats also kinda cool. i also got to see matt herms and 2 other artist crack jokes for an hour and matt even treated us to a song, "The Little Mermaid" but other then that it was pretty layed back. i chated with joel and we comparied scars, i slept in a hotel room full of drunk people who kept insulting each other and almost died on the escaltors from hell.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Why The Cops Are Useless</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/22246224/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/22246224/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sun, 28 Dec 2008 16:23:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so it all started around 2 today, my friend dez called and told me her and her mom had just goten into a really big arguement. so i went over there and she told me the story. her mom had come in and unpluged the interent because dez was talking to a guy she didnt like (note she wasnt even talking to him at the time) and started to get in dez's face, so dez pushed her away, her mom throw her into a wall and her mom hit her and gave her a fat lip, while dez was trying to get her mom off of her she riped her moms shirt off. so after she finished telling me this her mom walks in and tells me i need to leave because dez is grounded. well as soon as i get out of eye sight her and her mom started geting at it again. and her mom was saying shit like "i never hit you, i was holding your face" so i waited for dez outside because i could hear them arguing and her mom was trying to throw her out by grabing her by her necklaces and draging her out. so dez got a few things and i toke her to my place and i called the cops. cops came and we gave a statment, they toke pictures and told dez that in Texas is not agesnt the law to discpline there child. so they toke dez back to her house (which i had JUST goten her out of) and got her moms statment, she told the cops dez got mad because she toke the interent and that dez riped off her shirt and scratched her. so you know what they did. THEY ARREST DEZ! thats right, they arest the person who got assulted. so shes going to be in jail for the next few days, till a judge can see her then she goes back to her mom. so to say the least, im PIIIIIISED.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Christmas and Stuff</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/22107432/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/22107432/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sun, 21 Dec 2008 17:19:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so my aunt came over today, i havent seen her in over a year (put it this way, she hasnt seen my hair cut in person, the hair cut i got last october) but yeah she came over and visited and gave us an early christmas present, a Nintendo Wii. now for those who know, im not much of a game player, thats more my brothers specialtys. and they both have one, so now i have one all to myself, and i have no idea how it works. but im figuring it out. i never understood why the games are so f-ing expesive. but yeah, now my brothers can bring games over and play without actually unhooking everything.  but yeah, as for christmas my family is actually getting together, which is a rare occurance then the day after getting together yet again. and my dad is trying to get me to driving about 3 hours to spend a few days with him, which i normaly wouldnt mind but the place hes living at was distroyed by a hurricane. so ima see about everything within the next week or so. anyways latas.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Justins Play</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/21860189/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/21860189/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Dec 2008 07:15:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Called Tartuffe was ... strange to say the least. but funny as hell when justin came out. (the only time ive seen him "act" was in HoT so this was an experiance) i loved the theater it was hosted in. it was pretty much a house converted to a theater so the seats where just chairs and benches and a couch ontop of a bunk bed. i loved that couch. but me and dez started out at the bottom for the first half so justin could see we where there then changed to the couch during intermition. also since me and her where hyper as hell we started wrestling outside. lol we even had people staring at us. but once the play was over me and dez toke pictures of the cast and waited for justin to come out. once he did he was like "oh jeez it is you two" i asked if he saw us and he said "well of course i saw you! you where in the front raw for crying out loud!" lol so we went outside and chated for a bit, toke pictures and talked about ikkicon and how its his first convention. lol i have a feeling ikkicon is going to be fun next year. but we shall see. i missed justin, he was like my older brother at HoT, always looked out for me so im glad i could go and support him.  but yeah so that was my day yesterday other then watching random stuff till the play. umm week to come .... fuck all. but jennifer should be coming down next week so im really excited to see her agian. (last time i saw her she randomly showed up at my house and we talked till about 3-4 in the morning till she had to leave. so heres to a (hopefully) good week.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>So its finally happened ....</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/21811599/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/21811599/</guid>
                <pubDate>Thu, 04 Dec 2008 07:15:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ If you are reading this, and you know who you are, stop reading now, this is a rant and it will piss you off. <br /><br />3 and a half years later, its finally happened. Im glad your having an easier time moving on since it seems its easier for you to fall then you let on. thanks for making me feel like the only one for so long, but i wish you had warned me on how much pain and hurt you would put me through so i could have atleast had a chance to run away and move on. it seems Philip was right, you would hurt me in the end. fuck! i should have just listened to everyone, you are no good for me all you bring is pain. all my hope that maybe JUST MABYE we could FINALY be together, but of course, i get the short end of the stick. same plans, different person right? all i wanna say is FUCK YOU! and have a happy life.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Thanksgiving</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/21711148/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/21711148/</guid>
                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Nov 2008 07:26:30 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I must say, it was ALOT better then most ive had. first i got to spend the night with my best friend who i havnt seen in months. i also called my brother to see if he was coming to thankgiving and he told me he got married on monday. ~.~ i still wanna strangle him since i was the first to know, i told mom and she was like O.O *blink ... blink blink* <br />then my dad came over and we went to his moms (like every year, but normaly im the one stuck in the back yard playing with the dogs. since that side of the family is hard core religous and yeah *looks down at self* we dont mesh well to say the least) and met jake there. we ate some grub and made small told with our aunt and uncle. then jake had to split cause the wife was calling *shudders* im never ganna get used to that. <br />so he left me alone with the relatives. but my aunt kinda kidnaped me to go to congress parade cause the opposing football team (the Aggies) where rolling into town and my cousin really wanted to watch cause he almost went to that college. now, im not much of a football person but i know that the longhorns are my team. (UT baby!)so that was weird. <br />then when we got back to grandmas house some new people just showed up (another aunt and cousins from my great aunts side)so i pretty much said fuck that and went outside and played with the dogs next door. <br />When i finally did diside to make an aperance i got traped by my grandmother who started ranting about how god is wonderful and hes our savior and we must believe and blah blah blah. then i spotted one of my cousins who ive never meet before  and started up a conversation with her, turns out shes pretty much just like me. i was like "holy shit! someone on this side of the family i can actually talk to!" and we talked for a good 3 hours, House of Torment, Ikkicon, Books, you name it. it was pretty enjoyable. <br /><br />then me and dad had to go cause the game was ganna start in a couple of hours and jake wanted us over there 3 hous ago XD so we made it and i showed dad Guitar Hero (world tour) it was pretty fun, we all (me, jake and his wife) played so we got a guitar, bass and drums. i SUCK at drums, i really wanted to do vocals but the game started. <br />(UT vs A&M An epic battle) during the game we had some dinner (bobby makes some awesome chicken casarol) and dissert. though at about 9 me and dad had to go cause we where both falling asleep and he had to go home. (besides, A&M was getting there asses handed to them 3 to  27 at the begining of second half, pretty obvious who was ganna win ^-^ and i almost got to go and see it to, damn) <br />so on the way home i wanted to stop by mitch's place and say happy thankgiving. though once i got there he was a wreck since his g/f of 3 years broke up with him the night before and told him she never loved him. yeah ... that was probably the worst thing that happened yesterday. i just really hope he doesnt try anything stupid again.   <br />So to say the least it was a very eventful Thanksgiving, i havnt had much fun on thanksgiving since '03 so it deffinantly one of the better years. I hope everyone had an awesome thanksgiving, if anything the food should have been filling atleast. ^-^ now talking abut food as woken up my stomach, off to the kitchen!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Wow thats a weird turn of events</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/21537990/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/21537990/</guid>
                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Nov 2008 16:32:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so today is actually one of the "holy shit thats awesome!!" days. during school i wasnt really there most the day because i hadnt eaten anything in 2 days (no im not joking) and so after school i got a huge meal and was happy. then i checked the mail and got 2 DVDs id ordered (Limeny Snickets and Best of Hell in a Cell) then since larry canceled on my mom we went to a restruant so she could get her margaritas and we chated. and in the middle of eating her eyes skrunched up and she mumbled something and noded her head to look behind me. i asked what and she said "isnt that blake behind you?" i wiped around and sure enough it was my theater buddy Blake Yelavich. hes kind of a big shot in austin and i did some volenture work at his theater and he got me the job at House of Torment. so i went over and gave him a hug and asked how hes been. he said he was about to quit torment because they are being dumb ass and i told him i completely understood sicne thats one fo the reasons i quit. though it was kind of funny because when i walked over he looked at my shirt and said "i was just wearing that shirt not even an hour ago." i joked like "nuh this my shirt and told him about the other shirt i have and he said "oh yeah my friend here has that shirt to" after that i left him to eat with his friend. then once i was leaving i told him bye and told him to stay in touch, he asked for my email and i told him then he asked if i had a facebook, i said yes and we both said "ill find you." then some how we got on the subject of his plans for this evening which includes going to a basketball game with his friend. i told him to get really drunk and be really stupid. we both started joking about him flashing the team and starting his own wave and trying to get his friend to join in. lol though aparently he had already goten kicked out of a game for being to loud. i asked how the hell you could be to loud at a basketball game and aparently it was a 65 year old women who ratted. blake told her it wasnt church and she hit him with a program, he said he didnt know what to do because she was 65 and hes 6/5. i told him he should have givin her a beer and told her to lighten up. lol but yeah, i lovesisis blake. i wish life would stop shitting on him. he asked if i knew of any place that was hiring and i said no and he said "well if you find anything let me know and if i get hired ill hire you." XD so free job, muhahaha. lol but yeah, im hyper now, because i havent goten to chat with him in a while. since hes always been so stressed with torment or his theater or something. anyways, now that i have ranted my hyperness i shall go watch a mooovie~. week to come, library pictures and GSA pics. along with i might be going to Denton for one of my teachers gigs and i might get to see jennifer, one of my best buddys who i miss a lot. and if it plans out i might get to spend the night with her and go back on friday. but we shall see. AND REMEMBER! dont take life to seriously, have fun and enjoy every minute you have.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Might As Well Update</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/21362362/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/21362362/</guid>
                <pubDate>Thu, 06 Nov 2008 18:10:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So yeah, for starters on friday i got droped out of my art class because i alreayd have the credit, so now i have a free period and no art which i was in a grand total of 2 days (and fought 7 weeks for.) but went trick or treating with freinds. there was one house that was so cool. they had their front lawn complately halloween style and a scarier out front. we started chating with them and they kept snaping pictures of us so we posed for them, then their batteries died. then .... saterday morning .... he did it again. ive lost count what this makes it but ... yeah. im single agian. <br /><b>Sunday:</b> my dad was in town and he had called my brother and set up a meeting to hang out. i hadnt seen my dad in a few weeks and my brother had stoped by for about 10 mins before hand. but sunday we spent together as a family agian. we went and played putt putt golf (i know its childish but we had a great time) for about 3 hours till jake and bobby had to go. then me and my dad went to pick up dez and drop her off at work. while we where their my dad got to meet some fo teh actors in House of Torment. then we watched Max Payne (movie sucked) but right after we went back to HoT and walked through. it was so much fun, my dad loved it. one of the people he got to meet came up to him in costum adn said "hello daddy" and started fucking with him. by the time we got out of there my dad was laughing so hard he couldnt breath, he said it was worth every penny. then we went through Illusion and of cours ei know more people in there so since it was so slow they started fallowing us around. my dad freaked. he kept pushing me telling me to go faster, so i slowed down. after we got out of there we hung around outside for awhile. and good thing to since salvidor and bryan where fucking with these two chicks. salvador scared them with his chain saw and bryan cornered them so they shoot into the portapottys and clocked themselves in. bryan started banging on the door and the walls and was circling them, then stoped and waited on the other side of the door. they cracked the door a little bit and bryan grabed it and through himself inside and locked the door. it was the funniest thing ive seen in awhile. but after that my dad had to leave so i toke him back home. i was just so happy i could show him what i used to do. then after that i had about 3 hours of nothing. time to think. so i went to bed 30 mins after i got home. tuesday had a Blast Beat Meeting (this music thing we are starting at school) and started sketching ideas for the logo. then yesterday got me and dez's last pay checks from HoT and went on a shoping spree. she got a camara and 2 movies (Rocky Horror Picture Show and Double Feature, Fight Club and The Boondock Saints, gift to me) then we went back to her place and toke lots of pictures. now today comes and it was a boring .... boring day. dez came over to tak emroe pictures and dressed up in my cloths and my make up and got pissed when i wasnt being happy go lucky, she asked what was wrong i said nothing knowing full well she knew what was wrong and got pissed when i told her just that and that i didnt want to talk about it and that i didnt want her advice because i know what it is, three words "get over it". then she stormed out. and now im updating. things to come, tomarrow i have a paper due that i havnt started, and its Night Stalkers. HoT re opens and turns out all the lights, gives you a glow stick and sends you in through the back door to let you find your own way out. the catch, the monsters can take away your glow stick. then on sunday im going to houston to visit my sister. yay. <br /><br />PS do not asking if im ok, i repeat DO NOT ASK if im ok.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Where I Belong</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/21116236/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/21116236/</guid>
                <pubDate>Wed, 22 Oct 2008 19:04:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Stolen from <a href="http://psychowolf14.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/s/psychowolf14.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconpsychowolf14:" title="psychowolf14"/></a> because it seemed like fun.<br /><br />RICH KID<br />[ ] You go tanning.<br />[ ] You own something from Coach<br />[ ] You have over 10 pairs of jeans. (only 7 <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" />)<br />[ ] You own something from Prada<br />[x] Usually when you ask your mom for money she gives it to you.<br />[x] You like going to the mall.<br />[ ] You own an iPod/MP3 player. (it broked)<br />[ ] you love Starbucks.<br />[x] You have been called a brat. (only because im the youngest)<br />[ ] You have tons of shoes<br />[ ] You hate buying things that are on sale (I LOVE Sales)<br />[ ] You have more than one house (no but my moms b/f does)<br />Total: 3<br /><br />GOTHIC<br />[x] Black is one of your favorite colors.<br />[x] You have thought about death.<br />[x] You've attempted suicide<br />[x] You wear chains.<br />[x] You like heavy metal.<br />[x] You've shopped at Hot Topic.<br />[x] You have worn black lipstick.<br />[x] Your hair was/is dark. <br />[x] You dislike preps.<br />[x] You have/want piercings.<br />[x] You're going to/or have a tattoo.<br />Total: 11<br /><br />PUNK<br />[ ] You can skateboard.<br />[ ] You wear plaid.<br />[ ] You like Converse.<br />[ ] You hate MTV.<br />[x] You have/had/want/wanted blue, red, purple, or green hair.<br />[x] You dislike pink.<br />[x] You hate preps.<br />[ ] You wear/have worn skateboarding shoes.<br />[ ] Shop at Pac Sun<br />Total: 2<br /><br />GEEK<br />[x] You love the computer.<br />[ ] You like Star Wars.<br />[x] You are supposed/wore/wear glasses/contacts<br />[ ] You get straight A's - ha ... HAHAHHAHA<br />[x] You like reading.<br />[ ] You were/are in a band.<br />[ ] You have a curfew.<br />[ ] You always do your homework.<br />[x] You never miss school unless you're sick.<br />Total: 4<br /><br />EMO<br />[x] You've been depressed.<br />[x] You have black-rimmed glasses.<br />[ ]You like the band Thursday.<br />[ ] You cry easily.<br />[ ] You like emo music.<br />[x] You hate being called emo.<br />[ ] You keep a journal/diary. <br />[x] You have written a sad poem. (only for a few months)<br />[ ] You have/had a sad MySpace layout.<br />[x] You think emo kids are hot (only a very few amount)<br />Total: 5<br /><br />GHETTO/GANGSTA<br />[ ] You like rap<br />[ ] You are in a gang.<br />[ ] You wear rubberbands in your pants.<br />[ ] You have had a freestyle battle.<br />[ ] You have worn converse with the tongue flipped out.<br />Total: 0<br /><br />HARDCORE<br />[x] You like loud music<br />[x] You love the Ninja Turtles<br />[x] You never walk anywhere.<br />[x] You wear slip-on shoes. (hehehe)<br />[x] You love Normal Jeans.<br />[x] You wear band t-shirts.<br />[x] You love to 'hardcore' dance.<br />[x] Your hair has been dyed more than one color.<br />[x] You wear blue jeans.<br />Total: 9<br /><br />PREP<br />[x] You love The OC (blame my dad)<br />[x] You have a tiny dog. (not mine, my mom has 3)<br />[ ] Your usual outfits consist of bright or cheery colors<br />[ ] You LOVE buying shoes<br />[ ] You shop at AE, HOLLISTER, A&F<br />[x] You love/like to shop<br />[x] You like jeans.<br />[ ] You like Paris Hilton<br />[ ] Getting your nails done is a fun thing.<br />[ ] You wear big sunglasses<br />Total: 4<br /><br />ATHLETIC<br />[ ] You watch the Super Bowl<br />[x] You own track shoes or other sports related shoes.<br />[ ] You collect your jerseys.<br />[ ] You have/have had a special shelf for trophies and awards.<br />[x] You have/had posters or plaques of famous athletes. (the hardys are godly to me)<br />[ ] Your garage/shed consists of sports equipment.<br />[ ] You have a space in your room for awards and/or plaques.<br />[ ] You have a large amount of medals.<br />[ ] You belong/belonged to a school team.<br />[ ] You are going/have gone to a sports summer camp.<br />[ ] You have a specific number preferred for your jersey.<br />[ ] You are/were on a select team<br />Total: 2<br /><br /><br />Gothic- 11<br />Hardcore- 9<br />Emo- 5<br />Geek- 4<br />Prep- 4<br />Rich Kid- 3<br />Punk - 2<br />Atheletic- 2<br /><br />wow, so im gothic and hardcore XD<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Update</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/21004566/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/21004566/</guid>
                <pubDate>Wed, 15 Oct 2008 16:18:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so not much has been going on lately, im pretty much fired from torment. not sure why but they said if they needed any help they'd call, so pretty much fired. but thats good since so much stuff form school keeps poping up randomly. like im going to the ren fair in a few weeks and one of my all time favorite writers (darren shan) is coming into town for the first time ever. evertime hes come into texas it was always in houston or dallas (last year he was in houston the same day i was but i couldnt go see him) so this year i am determend to see him. so yeah, thats about all thats been happening lately ohter then my freind dez spending the night for the past 2 nights because my moms out of town. that was pretty fun, we watched Queer as Folk and cleaned my house. lol yes it was a blast. anyways ima go do something perductive<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>2nd Day at House of Torment</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/20585140/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/20585140/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sat, 20 Sep 2008 12:45:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ went SOOOOO much better then the first. I got the my fav scene in the whole haunted house, The Lab. its the best place because you dont have to be in character the whole time since they cant see you till they walk in, plus there's a hallway that we can watch so when they do come we have time to set up before they get to us. plus i just love the stage manager of the area. its kinda funny since joel is the lil brother of my stage manager on thursday. but they are COMPLETELY different, joel was joking around the whole time while salvador was always so serious. so when ever there was no customers joel would fuck with the chick in the cage and another girl would watch the hallway while me and dez chated. (sometimes dez would join the taunting of the caged chick)though i must say our best customer was Mr. Creep. we have this prop on the lab table that looks like its getting electracuted and when Mr. Creep walked through he was looking around and half way to the door he turned back and acted like he was jacking off the corpse then ran out. also we all kept making fun of joel because he was wearing a skirt and he had to hold it up to walk anywhere. he also had to turn his head before walking out of doors because of the mask he was wearing which pretty much made it look like he was looking at us the runing out the door. So once the last group went though, everyone from the haunt was right behind them. so i was like "ok maybe i should go with them." and i grabed all my stuff and fallowed behind justin (who was on stilts) but half way to the sewar cody (who is also on stilts) fell in behind me. so i was traped in a haunted hallway. but we made it to the sewar and id never seen the monster in there move so when it finaly did move i was like "wow thats really co-" then it hoct a lugy and spit it at me. stupid sewar monster. then thats when mike came out and said everyone should go back to their rooms and not fallow the customer. so i switched places with justin to go tell everyone and mike said "its slippery as fuck over there" and me being the smart one was like "ok" *slip* "hey, its slippery over here"  then when me and dez where leaving i ran up to Mr. Creep and asked for a hug, he gave me one and said something to the effect of "aww how sad" and pulled out a little acordian, just then Oron walked over and said "wow thats fucking creepy." after that droped everyone off and went home, toke off my shoes and found i have 3 new bruises on my right foot from kicking the cage all night. Isnt this job awesome?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Opening Day (Update)</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/20551925/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/20551925/</guid>
                <pubDate>Fri, 19 Sep 2008 14:02:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ today is the opening day of House of Torment and im so excited. im REALLY nervious about it though since we are ganna have over 300 people show up and i dont even know what room im ganna be working in yet. also last night we had our last bit of training and i think thats the most damage ive sustained so far. i have a HUGE briuse on my leg, 3 vains poped in my hand, a briuse on my elbow and knees, and numious other injures. which is part of the reason i toke the day off from school to ice up everything so i dont hurt it more tonight.  also to eat something since i hadnt eatin anything in 3 days, also take a well needed shower. so all in all tonight shall make for a very interesting night.<br /><br />Last night: SUCKED!! bryan just randomly put us in scenes so we had about an hour to figure out what we where ganna do. so we calabarated with Oron who was on the zip lines and got as good thing going ... only bad thing was i didnt have the endurance to keep it up, let alone in an army jacket with all the pading in it. i last maybe an hour till i couldnt breath anymore and i was about to black out. when all of a sudden oron did something with the zip line that made it bounce into the lights. glass rained from the ceiling all over me and him. when the first one broke he was like "what the" and looked up when the next one broke so some glass got in his eye. and when it finally hit me i didnt know wtf was going on so i just stayed still saying "holy shit holy shit" when our stage manager yelled at me to get up and move so he could inspact the damage. i didnt want to get up though because i could feel the floracent glass in my knee pads and in my jacket. but i got up anywyas. once we got most the glass off the floor i toke off my jacket to see how bad the glass was and they said "holy hsit its ALL over your back" so im freaking out and ask salvador if i can go to the bathrooom, (the girls was closed so i went into the guys and in a stall and striped while mike was inspecting oron. once i got most the glass off i went out and sat on the floor and watched mike inspect him, he asked if i was ok and if i wanted to continue acting and i said just let me get my nerve and maybe. so i went outside but i could still feel peicing of glass so i tried finding bryan by asking Mr. Creep (and holy SHIT he has a sexy voice) he told me to check in the office so i did and tol dhim i was going home to get all of it off, salvador walked in and kept asking if i was ok. i said yeah i just need to make sure all the glass is off. so i went home, toke a easy shower, did laundry and looked at my new injuries, some from my shoes, others from my knee pads. and most just from my own stupidity. <br />as for now, im waiting to go back to work, and maybe see if i can work a full shift (fingers crossed that i dont black out)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Just .... tired</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/20472898/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/20472898/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sat, 13 Sep 2008 13:44:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ im tired of everyone leaving ..... for one reason or another its never a good idea to get to attacted to anything because nothing is set in stone. everything leaves sooner or later. first friends, then pets, then loves, then family. everything leaves ...... and .... im just tired of it. friends dies, pets die, loves leave and family betrays ..... all in a days work i geuss.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>First week of school and HoT</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/20259976/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/20259976/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sun, 31 Aug 2008 20:33:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ first week of school went pretty well, besides the fact half the time i couldnt walk very well because my legs where sore from training on saterday. we had some surprise geusts show up like johnny and daniel. plus some people who thought i graduated (boy where they surpised) all in all it was pretty good start to things. i have an off period last period so i get to go home pretty much at 2 pm. instead of 3:40. and pretty much 7th is a free period aswell since my teacher lets us out early. but other then that im trying to get out of dance and maybe pre-cal. <br /><br />House of Tourment- so far the training has been kicking my ASS! but im pushing through it. last saterday they told us to invest in knee pads since you can slide better with some, so i got some sunday i think and i tried them out in the dance room , but since we arnt aloud shoes on the floor i tried sliding with socks on and i kept falling so i toke them off and wound up scraping the top of my foot (im missing a chunk out of my ankle now) then me and dez went to training yesterday and low and behold COULDNT USE KNEE PADS! since they didnt want to scratch up the floors. so i was crawling  around and jumping and landing on my knees. so now i have huge bruises on my knees and i have a lump on the top of my foot right under the missing chunk. and to top it all off im sore as hell .... agian. im going to die when it actually comes times to work. since its 6 hours straight in a hot ass costume with hardly any break and right now all we're doing is 2-3 hours worth of work if that. so, wish me luck!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Worst Week Ever</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/20030677/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/20030677/</guid>
                <pubDate>Mon, 18 Aug 2008 20:36:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Im not going to go into much Detail but basicly, Dog of 12 and a half years died, and two of my best friends (one of more then 6 years and another of more then 3) moved about 4-5 hours away to go to college. so probably wont be seeing them for another 4-6 months. my boyfriend thinks me being agitated is caused by me let all my emotions build because i refuse to to let it out. (if i get depressed, i get angry, if i get angry, i hit shit.)  *rolls eyes* and to top it off i had to go to the dentist twice this week (back to back one for cleaning second to get a cavity filed, though the pain killers wore off half way through). but atleast i got to spend time with all of them before they left. <br /><br />as for the week to come ..... fuck all. i have an interview with this guy Mike to work at a huanted house that a friend is managing. and if they like us (me, dez and marcos) they are ganna call us back on saterday for training. so ill probably update about that later on in the week. as for that, *flicks off past week* fuck you, im still standing.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>RIP Casper</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/19919544/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/19919544/</guid>
                <pubDate>Tue, 12 Aug 2008 16:19:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ in my opinion, way to many things have died within the past week. First Bernie Mac, then a legend, now my dog ~.~ we had to put him down because for one thing, he was 12 years old (which is pretty good for a big dog like him) and he had bone cancer so he could barily walk without a shit load of pain killers. so after 2-3 weeks of seeing if he gets better (yes because you can cure cancer givin enough protien larry *rolls eyes*) my mom finally toke him in. man im ganna miss that dog. he was such a sweetie, he loved little kids, always let them climb all over him and was just as happy as ever. he was huge to so he was a good cuddle buddy during the winter with his thick fur. (aslong as you didnt mind getting a mouth full in return) now im freaking out because the second oldest is my dog rose and if she dies ..... i dont even wanna think about the wreck im ganna be. *looks up* im nomraly not big on heaven and all that but i hope your happy and in alot less pain now, im ganna miss you, alot. *whispers* love you. *sulutes*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>YAY Im home!</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/19621616/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/19621616/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sun, 27 Jul 2008 11:02:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ actually ive been home since tuesday but hey, im lazy. so yeah bobby got rid of the puppies early so there was no need for me anymore so i came back home and ive been sleeping ever since. and its been awesome. i also bought more DVDs off line so now im getting more entertainment WOOHOO! even though i have a stack of books i need to read. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/paranoid.gif" width="23" height="15" alt=":paranoid:" title="They're all out to get me..." /> and i just keep buying more XD i guess for the school year ahead. *shrug* but yeah monday and tuesday i got to hang with my other brother and watch movies. it was pretty cool since i havent done that with him for YEARS. but yeah not much to report besides THE UNDERTAKER IS BACK! YEEEESSSSS! *runs around* sorry, wrestling thing <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> <br /><br />oh yeah, and annoying thing that happaned, my good friend jennfer got banned from my house because her dad thinks shes a lez. even though hes seen me before and ive talked to him before. but nope, NOW it gets to him. (i have about 4 inchs of hair and i wear guy cloths. in other words i look like a dyke) but yeah i cant just be a good friend and pick her up i have to either be sleeping with her or dating her. old people annoy me. expectly old christian people. *rolls eyes*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Update</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/19441196/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/19441196/</guid>
                <pubDate>Thu, 17 Jul 2008 07:23:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so still over at my brothers, and i am TIIIIRED! ive been sleeping on a futon since ive been here but theres not that but padding on it so i havnt been sleeping well. so in between taking care of the dogs ive been crashing on the couch. but yeah this week is alot easier then last week. since now i have cable to watch and theres less stuff to do with the dogs. instead of having to do something every 2 hours, its not down to every 4 basicly. so im done at 2 instead of 4. and if i get bored with cable i have reading material and the wrestling DVD's that came in or i try and have my son (group = family thing) over. one of these days im going to make a family tree with everyone in it. since even i get confused sometimes. but anyways, thats the update for this week. i should be home again friday and if they still need my help ill be back over here next week ~.~<br /><br />oh yeah, and on friday i went to go see hellboy 2 with my friend derek for his birthday. and let me just say this, that movie was epic. im deffinantly going to buy it when it comes out. even if you dont like hellboy, just the imagrey alone is enough to enjoy the movie for all you artists out there. but it helps it was pretty F-in funny to.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Geuss What</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/19270718/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/19270718/</guid>
                <pubDate>Tue, 08 Jul 2008 09:52:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ IM GONE AGAIN! no joke, im spending about 2 weeks with my brother cause he needs help taking care of puppies while him and his g/f are at work. and since i got nothin better to do, im the perfect person to help. ill probably be home during the weekend but then coming back over here sunday night to spend the 2nd week here. so im just sittin on my ass watchin movies and eating A LOT. and im kinda gettin payed for it XD its only 10 bucks a day but hey, im basicly doing the same stuff i do at home anyways so good deal for me. i may end up staying a lil longer, depending on if they need me or not. (i think once the puppies are done breast feeding it should be a lot easier to take care of them, since you don't have to take care of the mother as well) also, some very cool news, marcos bought me this super wicked knife and he bought himself one as well. so that should be comin in the mail soon, along with my wrestling DVDs. hopefully they'll be there by this weekend. heres to hopein, anyways, i better go take the dogs out so, catch ya laterz<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>HA! Finaly home .... for a bit anyways</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/19188246/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/19188246/</guid>
                <pubDate>Thu, 03 Jul 2008 16:57:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so i left for lauren's friday and hung out over there till tuesday then as soon as i got home (and i do me AS SOON AS, i left 2 hours after i got home) my friend sarah called and told me she was ganna pick me up early (i was originaly going over there wensday to help her dog sit) so i didnt even bother unpacking. so i just got back from her place. <br /><b>Lauren's:</b> lets see, mainly i just got her into wrestling. her b/f came over a few times then they went to go pick up trista sunday night. she (trista) didnt want to go over to shannon and joels that night though so she spent the night. and we all had a message circle for most the night. it also started raining so everyone basicly striped and ran around outside at 2 in the morning. that was interesting. me and trista kept making it rian harder and when everyone went inside we started meditating in the rain. that was awesome, even if patch came over and shoke all her water off on us. then monday we toke her over to shannon and joels. that was pretty fun, we had joel buy us some liquer so there was a bit of drinking. but mostly we just played with the kitten. that thing was so CUTE! but yeah, there was shannon, joel, mike, jordan, trista, me, lauren, bri, and jana in a tiny house. mostly joel just played devil may cry 4 and everyone just watched. but jana, lauren and bri went home at around 11-12 cause they had to take will (laurens brother) to summer school in the morning. poor mike XD he didnt sleep a wink. but we dyed his hair in the morning so his mohak had bleached streaks in it. then jordan toke me to laurens place, i watched my wrestling and when they where getting ready to go back over there i went home.<br /><b>Sarah:</b> as soon as i got home sarah called to tell me she was about to come over and pick me up. so i had about an hour or so to chill then left to her aunt and uncles. once we got there her aunt deprefed me on what to do and went to bed. so me and sarah stayed up and talked a bit then went to bed around 1. then wensday we ordered pizza and had a movie fest. about half way through marcos came over (yes he walked over 6 miles to see her) and we continued our movie fest till about 1 in the morning. went to sleep, woke up at around noon when her aunt called and said her car broke down in corpus so we might have to spend another night. but sarahs mom came and picked up the dogs and my mom came voer and picked me up. and now im home .... atleast for a bit. im leaving agian for laurens on monday @.@ but alteast i get to chill for a few days. also by the time i get home, so should my packages. i bought the 15th anniversery of raw, twist of fate, the legacy of stone cold and two books that ive been wanting for a while.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>O.o .....</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/18971692/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/18971692/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sat, 21 Jun 2008 18:45:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ and now boredem kicks in.<br />lets seeeee.<br />everything from last journal just about got cleared up. im still freinds with everyone so im glad. i just resently spent 3-4 days over at lauren's house. got to meet her new b/f, hes pretty cool. but mostly we all just lounged around being hot as hell (her AC was basicly broken) then i came back tuesday night and picked up jennifer, as soon as i got home from that marcos came over XD he has weird timing. and she just left today, so she only stayed 3-4 days aswell. then thursday night my sister came over and shes staying till tomarrow i think ~.~  so yeah, been busy yet bored. now next week im supposidly going back over to laurens. so for now im just ganna sit on my lazy ass and do jack shit. *goes off and doodles on things*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>World Starts to Crumble</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/18778696/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/18778696/</guid>
                <pubDate>Wed, 11 Jun 2008 06:05:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ........<br />well ... in resent turn of events ..... my life has completely riped apart at the seams. and threres no way to fix it. now im going to attempt to explain. <br /><br />a few weeks ago i made a .... i wouldnt say a stupid mistake but how things turned out im starting to wish i hadnt made that move. which was i got back together with an ex that i was madly in love with but tore my heart out. and things where going pretty good. i started taking down the barriers i had to protect myself agenst him.  but then another guy im madly in love with, who was there the entire year plus that i was without the first guy. who also happens to be first guys really close friend. and second guy had been having problems with his wife who's like a sister to me. and we started talking and found out that i was more in love with him then i was with guy 1. ..... and then guy one found out. and then guy twos wife found out ..... so i lost my sister .... my lover/best friend along with the life we had planed (agian) ..... and tomarrow im losing dez (ex wife/best friend) <br /><br />so go ahead and say it, im a worthless peice of shit right now, i know this, tell me something i dont know now.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>SCHOOLS OUT!! WOOOO!!</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/18710297/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/18710297/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sat, 07 Jun 2008 08:13:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yeah this journals alil late since our last day was wensday <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> but ive been busy so heres the update. on the last day of school we werent allowed to have a water fight in the parking lot so me, marcos, jaynee, jennifer, and sarah h went to a near by park and started taking some really ..... interesting pics of marcos in a skirt XD he makes a sexy women. then we went bakc to my place and my brother came over with his wii. so me and jennifer played super smash bros brawl and mario cart while we stupidly left marcos alone in my room with jaynee and sarah. i soon caught on to the mistake and went to go check on them only to find marcos pined to my bed with his shirt half off and them working on his pants XD though me and jen got them back cause once i broke them up i went to play games agian then came back to check on them and jen had a idea but didnt let me in on it so i had to wing it. she grabed my hand and put it under her shirt and walked into my room saying "ey, we need the room get out." and everyone froze cause they didnt know what to do XD their faces where so funny, they looked like deer caught in the head lights. <br /> Also since sunday we went to houston to pick up my neice shes been here all week. so the group have been coming over all week and playing with her and chasing her around the house. some even want to kidnap her.  but yeah, summers started off pretty fun since me and the group have been hanging out alot since marcos and jennifer are senior and todays their graduation.  *tear* but i shall kidnap them all threw out the summer since my house is central base (everyones house is around mine) <br />as for right now though i have no plans for summer besides this college testing next saterday and a group meeting at the mall on monday. though next week jen, marcos, me and probably dez are going to go see Dont Mess With The Zohan (cause adam sandler is god) but other then that i got nothin planed so im ganna be BORED! oh and marcos finally understands why i love having freinds around. on wensday after everyone had left besides him and jen he was sitting in my chair and said "wow ..... i never relized how lonely your house is. now i understand why you like having people over all the time, cause that was fun having your room crowded with 6 people" i just chuckled and called him an idiot for just now figuring that out ^-^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Dallas Trip</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/18422220/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/18422220/</guid>
                <pubDate>Tue, 20 May 2008 20:15:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so yeah, got back from dallas yesterday and this is how it went.<br /><b>Friday</b> left school at 1pm and got to Dallas at about 5:30pm (i about near died i wanted to get off that bus so bad) then we got the hotel and they gave us about 30 mins to get ready for the ballet thing we where ganna go to. then got back on the bus and went to Dallas (our hotel as in Arlington, about 30 mins away from dallas) and it was amazing. i forgot how much i love plays. but this was just so apstract and pretty, there was one where the two dancing where wearing skin color clothing so all you saw was the dance and it was just amazing. then once that was over (at about 9) we went back to the hotel rooms (ond on the way there thorn disided he was going to have a rave with the lights on the bus and got about 5 other kids to join, til finaly the bus driver got tired of it and turned on all the lights) and danced till about 2 in the morning. then one of my room mates couldnt sleep so she woke up at 5 am. i said fuck that and went back to bed, then gave up at about 7am and got up and got dressed. <br /><b>Saterday</b> we first went back to dallas to got see the grassy knoll and the 6th floor museum which is where JFK was shoot and got the full tour and everything. (then i tryed being smart and tried jumping up on a ledge but it was to tall so my ass collided with cement and i almost blacked out in pain, so now i have a nice little line bruise on my ass) then we went to the Kimbell Art Museum in fort worth (about 30-40 mins away from Dallas) and while we where there we also got to see a cattle drive (i know, im so country) my dad was so proud XD last time i was in fort worth my dad tryed getting me to walk around down town and i basicly said fuck that to his face. so saterday i did just what he wanted me to do. then after that we went back to the hotel to rest for about an hour or so till the baseball game (Rangers vs. Astros i didnt know either of them so i just went with the team the stadium was named after, turns out it was a good move since the rangers won.) it was scary though since we where in the middle (pretty good seats i thought) but  we where so high i kept thinking if i triped i'd go over the edge) and then half way through the game the funniest thing happened. at the begining they gave us this card with a color on it and they said if the color showed up you get a free water (WOPTY FREAKIN DO!) but yeah so on the screen these 3 dots  started raceing around the field and on about the 3rd go around 3 very real dots started runing around the field (the green one won but i was roting for the red one) and they just looked so cute i couldnt stop laughing. then after the game we started walking cause we where waiting for the bus to find us (by the time he did find us we were already half way back to our hotel room and it toke longer on the bus then it would have if we'd have walked the rest of the way) but then we went to a supermarket and got food (HAZA FOR JUNK FOOD!) but on the way there this one guy (DJ) disided we need to sing songs so we started singing shit like " the itsy bitsy spider." "the wheels on the bus" "welcome to good burger." "the fresh prince of bellair theme song." "spongbob square pants" and lots of others. then randomly he said "lets give it up for the bus driver who has to put up with our shit." and everyone started cheering, it was pretty funny. <br /><b>Sunday</b> we went to Six Flags right when it opened so there was NO lines at all (which was the only way i'd be able to get on the roller costers) so blakely forced me on one that just so happened to be the biggest in the park as the first ride, the titan. the intire time i kept saying i hated her, even when we where going up the first rise i was like "I hate you i hate you i hate you." then as we where falling i screamed "I HATE YOU BLAKELY!" and she started laughing at me.  then after that we went on Run away mountain which is basicly a roller coster in a cave so theres NO lights. and i think the funniest time was at the begining when your going up and your expecting to fall but you turn instead so your confused and then you plumit. it was so fun we went on it agian XD. then i went on the batman and this one ride where its basicly a chair with a parashot on it. while i was there i bought leather bracelete for about 4 bucks, a fake tattoo which was about 11 bucks and a drawing of me with one of those overly sized head things. then after six flags is when the real fun started. we went to this restraunt called Medieval Times and its basicly just that, you eat in stands with your hands only and watch jousting fights. but they put you in color coded sections so you knew who to rot for. and we got the rouge fighter. and him (green) and the red where the hotest there so we screamed our heads off. everytime he would pass he would shake his head like "DAMN! they are loud" there was one time he passed by while throwing out flowers and he relized we where scr... ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Wow, been awhile</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/18200944/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/18200944/</guid>
                <pubDate>Tue, 06 May 2008 17:46:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so i just relized that its been about a month plus since i last update. so ill start off where i ended last time. community survice was awesome, the people there where so cool they called me back to help out agian a few weeks ago and i brought dez and marcos along that time. plus i got free tickets to their show and larry gave me the money he wuold have spent on tickets, (so about 60 bucks)   ummm marcos moved out of his house and as another birthday present he got a tattoo but of course he wanted some one to go with him so i went and it was pretty cool, ive never really been downtown that much so it was cool to walk around with him (even if it was on a leash since he wanted to go hit on college chicks the whole time) then the next day i spent watching Ladder Matchs on a new DVD set i got. then i went to a dog rally thing the next day. i was volentering and we got there at 7:30 am and everything was SOAKED! and me being smart went in a muscle shirt and flanil T-shirt and in my new shoes and it started pouring for 2 hours straight, and of course i stayed in it that whole time. so i got pretty sick since i wasnt even dry when i got home at 6pm. though i got some cute little figurens and a dog tag that says "Angel" on one side and "Calm Rage" on the other. though it kinda sucked cause my freind lauren went on saterday when i went on sunday. then the rest of the week we had TAKS (tests that if you dont pass you dont graduate basicly) and that was last week. then saterday is when things REALLY got interesting. first my wife got kicked out of her house (keep in mind shes only 15) and her mom wouldnt let her take ANYTHING. so she crashed at my freind janyees house friday night (who i can literaly jump my back fence and be at her house) and came over to tell me saterday morning. thankfully janyees mom let her move in, cause she couldnt spend the night saterday cause i had to go to Prom. <br />Prom was pretty cool, alot of my freinds where there so LOTS of pictures where taken. most people didnt recognize me since i was in discize. (i had my hair geled back with my eyes basicly hallowed out with red/purple lipstick and a black boudesed dress) and there was LOTS of dancing. and to say the least my whitness came out. they played the macarana and i like big butts and i couldnt help but be overly retarded with my friends. then after prom was over (at about midnight) instead of going to an after party wiht my ex (aqward much?) i went home and called dez and janyee and went over to there house. we went swimming (manly i wanted to get in there hot tub and get the gel out of my hair) and since it was midnight and just about everyone was asleep we kinda went skinny dipping XD though janyee didnt we made her promise that next time she would. then yesterday we (me dez marcos and janyee) disided to try and get some of dez's stuff so we basicly broke into her house. while her moms b/f was home. we managed to get all of her stuff but not wihtout a price and a really good scare. basicly we thought chris had caught her cause janyee and marcos came running back to my car saying "oh shit, chris is home, hes moving around and we cant find dez." so yeah, we thought she had goten caught. and to make matters even better janyees mom called and started freaking out cause it was 5:30 and they weren't home yet. so we bailed since we didint have any other option only to find out dez hadn't goten caught and she was PISSED! so yeah, thats basicly been my month so far. now for things to come.<br />im probably going to be going to Dallas for 4 days next week on a "field trip" it cost 100 bucks but we get to go to like 4 art musiums, 2 colleges, six flags, a base ball game, and eat at a mid evil restraunt (if you've seen cable guy you know what im talkin about) plus hotel rooms and a free ride and free food. and to top it off i get to miss half of friday and all of monday from school.  then at the end of the month we're ganna go to houston to pick up my neice, since my sisters going to Egypt for 2 weeks for her birthday. by june 4th i should be out of school! then one more year and im free!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Holy Bujesus People</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/17655122/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/17655122/</guid>
                <pubDate>Wed, 02 Apr 2008 16:56:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ to say the very least, its been a "fun" filled/ VERY busy week, im still not even sure  that all thats happened can even happen in a 4-5 day period. so for starters,<br />on sunday i convinced my mom to buy me the matt hardy show for my birthday *dances around VERY happy like* and went to see a movie with my dad (never back down) then we went to the mall and cruised, he got about 5 movies and i got two posters (the hardy boys obviously and ninja tips for healthy living) <br />then monday started working at the book fair (i got 15 bucks in books for working there) and daniel was acting weird O.o i saw him in the library and i huged him and when we broke it he said "wow, i just had an urge to kiss you right then." and as if that wasnt weird when we where huging good-bye he kissed me on the cheek XD what is up with all these guys actin so weird this year? but yeah, also dez (my wife) told me that she's planning on moving to florida .... and probably not coming back ~.~ shes probably going to be leaving right when school ends. (so give or take 9 weeks) then after school i talked to my older brother (freind whos more of a brother) dana booked a flight to come see me new years XD we are all doomed<br />then yesterday (tuesday) i found out my brother jake is getting married, i was hoping it was a joke but turns out its not, hes really going to get married at 18. we kinda had an arguement about it since i just got married aswell even though we have two very different situations. and we had an illistrater come to our school and i got to chat with her for a bit. i showed her some of my work and she said that my kind of work alot of people are looking for now-a-days. so that was pretty cool. then today we had a pretty slow day at the book fair so we started fucking with the customers, i got under the tables and once someone got close i started whispering "psst hey, hey you, yeah you come 'er. yeah im talkin to you, dont you want me? your getting closer, cloooser, nope not that one the other one, no the OTHER one." and just stuff like that, i freaked out alot fo poeple XD it was so funny. but then after school i had my court hearing and i have to do 25 hours of community service, take 6 hours of definsive driving and i cant get another ticket for 6 months. i think i can do that. thats alot better then having to pay 549 bucks and the ticket gets on my record. also the community service im knocking out right now witht he book fair XD lucky no? but yeah, i think its ganna be a slow week now. tomarrow we have a late start day and i have a theripy appointment later on. so yeah, ima go watch a movie and ill chat with yas later.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Wow .... kinda busy</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/17531782/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/17531782/</guid>
                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Mar 2008 19:56:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so im just ganna update from sunday.<br /><b>Sunday:</b> i went over to dez's house and had an egg fight (Thanks matt hardy for the idea XD) though i got there at 2 but we wherent able to go till 5 because dez's mom was fighting with her b/f then dusty wouldnt get off his lazy ass and do his chores. but once we got there it was fun, though would have been funner if we had more people (it was just me, dez and andrew) then half way through my pants ripped XD that was .... breezy. then me and dez had our duels then our 6 egg throw thing where one person stands straight and lets the other throw eggs at them (3 in the front, 3 in the back) dez got me really good on the arm and i kinda cheated XD (when her back was turned i sneaked up on her and busted one on her head) <br /><b>Monday:</b> the only thing worth mentioning is in last period 3 of my fav. things got mixed together. it was chemestry class, teacher got lazy and we watched 2 eps of CSI, and my friend shea wanted me to fix one of her drawing for her. (though by the end of it it basicly turned into my drawing) this is a drawing i did from memory of the one i did yesterday so you get a basic idea of what it looks like <a href="http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/art/Screaming-Skull-81122260">[link]</a><br /><b>Today:</b> yet agian the only thing worth mentioning is during lunch i wanted to fuck with my friend marcos. so he was on the balcony and i was on the ground and i called up to him saying "Marcoooo, Marcoooooo" he turned around and yelled "WHAT?!" and i said "your supposed to saying polo." so he got that look on his face that he gets when hes about to kill someone and started heading for the stairs. so i was like "uh oh" and bulted around the school. though of course him being the mexa-ninja he is caught me soon after. so i was cawering agenst the wall waiting for him to stab me and he said "give me a hug." i kinda looked at him puzzled and he said "give me a hug or else ill stab you." and he toke my wrists and put them around him. and im still waiting for him to stab me. then he lets go and said "if anyone asks, i stabed you" and walked back around the building with me trailing behind still quite confused. i talked to dez about it later and she said "AWWWWWW he's finally starting to like you! (alittle back story, ever since i started messing around with/dating dez hes hated me (shes his daughter). so has no problem hurting me since he doesnt consider me a girl "if one day you all of a sudden say you have a dick, i wouldnt be surprised, that'd just mean i finally have something to cut off." ~marcos XD) so .... yeah ..... ima go find something to do now.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Marrage</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/17364969/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/17364969/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sun, 16 Mar 2008 14:44:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yep yep, im officialy hitched (atleast, as official as we can get it for now <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." />) me and my best freind dez got married yesterday and it was pretty fun. though there where some confused looks from my family, but once more of people our own age started coming it got alot better. even though it was a relitivly small wedding, we still made the most of it. first we had to wait for everyone to get there (we left all the "grown ups" to talk while everyone else went into the back yard and wrestled around.) then got dressed and went the the park and got married under a huge tree. then went back to her house and had the reseption.  it was alot of fun, me and dez had the first dance then shoved cake into each others faces (thanks agian Aaron for making the cake, the dye did come off ... some what XD) then got out the duct tape and started tying people up. (and yes andrew i still hate you for taping my hands together) then we went out in the front and had a party poper war (those lids hurt XD) then just chilled till just about everyone left and it got dark enough to have a rave in her back yard. then me and andrew got thirst at about 10ish so i drove everyone to the store and scared the crap out of kenith since hes not used to my driving (i almost sworved into about 5 parked cars XD thats what i get for taking turns about 30 mph) got some drinks went back to dezs and started wrestling around till about 1 a.m. it was great since everytime andrew went for dez i interfered and everytime he went for me she'd interfer. XD so he would do surprise attacks and run away. but yep, todays the last day of spring break for me. tomarrow i must go back into the real world and face TAKS ;_; and my court date on the 2nd ~.~ damn.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Spring Break ..... right</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/17315696/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/17315696/</guid>
                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Mar 2008 12:54:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ this has got to be one of the most uneventful spring breaks ive had in LONG time. main reason being every spring break since 7th grade i normaly spent with my best freind but since this year my school disided to have our spring break a week earlyier then everyone elses ive been stuck at home with nothing to do. sometimes i go out and run for a bit just to strech my legs but mostly its just wondering around the house kinda in a daze. also my artistic side toke over a few times and i started painting random stiff on my walls. so now i have orange and black flames on my door and a dragon climbing up my door frame. but besides that ive been .... alittle over upsesive XD to say the least over jeff hardy. hes quite amazing. and ive been looking up all of his matches on youtube and basicly just goking at some of the stuff he puts himself threw. like provoking the undertaker into a ladder match XD thats a smart move. or falling from a 20 foot ladder into a guy on a table who moved at the last minute. then getting up and owning ass. anyways, time to shut up <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." />  ive been pissing off alot of people by talking about him to much XD. so yeah, other then all this ive been QUITE bored out of my mind. why i dont go out with freinds you may ask, well mainly im kinda mad at the only one i would go out and do stuff with. reason being, i left my camara over at her house for one night and she called me and told me my $140 camara is broken and she doesnt know how it got that way. so ive been kinda avoiding her just incase i say something i might regrate later, since ive been in a pretty touchy mood lately and will snap at anyone since my filter seems to no longer be working. bad thing about avoiding her though is that we are kinda getting married on saterday. so cant avoid her for long. @.@ anyways *retrains self from looking up more jeff hardy videos* im going to try and find something productive to do. laters y'all<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>FREE SKETCHES!!</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/17103758/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/17103758/</guid>
                <pubDate>Thu, 28 Feb 2008 14:17:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yep yep, im serious bored and ive been in a very artistic mood lately but i have no ideas on what to draw. so whoever wants a free sketch/draw whatever comment or note me with the details. there are no limits, if you want a background, ask. if you want just line art, ask. if you want just a sketch, ask. if you want it full colored, ask. its that easy.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Woow, this sucks</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/17093851/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/17093851/</guid>
                <pubDate>Wed, 27 Feb 2008 18:15:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yesterday i got a ticket for passing a metro bus because i didnt know it was acting as a school bus. thus i got a 500 buck ticket for passing a school bus. freakin bs no? and now i have NO idea how im going to take care of it since i only have 300 tops in my bank account. so any advice will be quite helpful.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>need ..... rest ..... cant .... go on</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/16821462/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/16821462/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sun, 10 Feb 2008 17:30:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yeah so basicly, ive been gone for the past 4 days. and in those 4 days i had to sleep on the floor the first night with a very light blanket, and we frooze out the room, second night i crashed with wally and got my own bed but the bed might as well have been the floor and geuss what, we frooze out the room. though finaly last night i still had to sleep on the floor but this time i had 2 blankets and a really good pillow and i was OUT! and to top it all off, i hadnt had a desent meal since wensday (5 days ago) but other then that it was quite fun. thursday and friday where the best i think. i got to meet matt herms *<a class="u" href="http://herms85.deviantart.com/">herms85</a> and he was such a sweety, i bought 3 of his prints for 10 bucks and everytime i passed by i checked to see how he was doing. i also got to meet ~<a class="u" href="http://gts.deviantart.com/">gts</a>. i've been fallowing his stuff for awhile aswell and was so happy to be able to meet him and buy some of his stuff.  but anyways, heres what happened<br /><br />thursday had to help set up so we brought in tables, chairs, and all the stuff they where ganna sell. though once it was just setting up the merchandise we headed to the game room, when lauren spoted a metal DDR pad. this was how the fallowing scene went. lauren: *gasp* someone should go rape it" me: *looks at pad on the other side of table, jogs to the other side, gets on all four and humps it. once done gets up and feels a slight pain in knee, looks down at knee and sees a small bruise start to form. shrugs it off. next morning finds a HUGE bruise on knee and freak out (<a href="http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/art/Bruise-77057213">[link]</a>)* but yeah, anyways in the game room they had super smash bros. brawl playing.  ive been waiting a LOOONG time to play it so once the controler was vacent i snatched it up and started owning ass. i played about 10 games, only lost once. <br />then friday the only thing worth mentioning is that they had a rave and it was so much fun. shannon was uber hot and joel was purtyful, though he started stripping in the middle of the dance floor and that was funny, so since the oppertunity presented itself i stole his cape. sometime during all this joseph (aka jojo) showed up and made the party even better. then everyone left me to go to another party without telling me or tim so we went out into the lobby then trista called saying she was outside. (tim came from Navada just to meet trista) so we ran outside and it was cute. then blah blah blah, <br /><br />saterday i got TOTALY pissed just cause trista made lauren be 4 hours late to work and mike (owner of the con) was moving us EVERYWHERE then the other tables would get mad because they had to be next to the table that we where next to because mike is a dumb ass. so we are freaking out wondering where lauren (our manager) is. but i felt better once my shift was over (im tellin yeah, sleep deprivation and hunger are NOT a good mix) at one point i went up to crash space and lauren was there, then trista and joseph showed up then bri adn everyone just kinda jumped on joseph. it was inda weird for me when they moved to the bed so i left threw the belcony and just walked around till i found dez, hung out with her, then found riffey and Aarron at the same time (ex b/f and kinda new b/f) and i was already leaning agenst riffey when Aaron came over. it was kinda weird, expectly since once Aaron left to go play a game riffey kept pulling my leash adn kissing me. (i didnt care since me adn Aaron arnt offical and me and riffey have a history) then after that lauren bought me some Yaoi so i went up to crash space to read it and found jessica so i let her read some aswell. then i relized i hadnt givin joel back his cape so i called lauren asking for there room number and when i got there they where watching hentai, so i watched it with them. then back to crash sace, read more yaoi and went to sleep on the floor with J.B. <br /><br />woke up this morning, had to cut my shift short cause we had to get all our stuff out fo the room by noon and it was already 11. so once bri toke over i went to the dealers room (there was a HUGE line but i went to the front, flashed my badge and said i was looking for someone and they let me in XD) they where having a sall on yaoi so i baught a shit load more, went back to the table, told jessica and we ran back (she thought we where going to have to wait in line, i showed her the trick and she just kinda gacked at me) bought more, then went back to the table and sorted them out. then once i relized i didnt have to stay i called my mom to come pick me up. so while i waited i made my rounds and said bye to everyone. it was kinda weird cause i got a kiss from joel, shannon, danielle, joseph, tim, trista, lauren, wally and aaron. so once my mom picked me up we went to sonic and i stuffed my face full of food, got home i un packed, toke a long needed shower and did my laundry, n... ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Upda- *foams at the mouth and passes out*</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/16744317/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/16744317/</guid>
                <pubDate>Tue, 05 Feb 2008 18:50:57 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ to start off OUCH! and now that i got my 1,458 deviations back down to the hundreds my arm can finally fall off. reason why im going threw so many instead of just deleting them all, 1) i wanna see if im missing anything good and 2) because i finished the last season i could get of One Tree Hill and now im bored since my mom grounded me for failing 4 classes. 2 of which i dont even need. but yeah, anyways, this weekend is Ikkicon and im going to be working there. so should be fun. though i think ive been losing sleep over it O.o not sure why since im ganna know alot of people who are going, just not so many who are actually ganna be working with me i geuss. but thats just me over anylizing EVERYTHING. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> but yeah, im ganna have like ... 4 rooms to choose from since i have alot of freinds who are staying there. and finaly got a costum .... i think. glen still needs to bring it tomarrow. hes letting me barrow his Captian Aizen costum from Bleach (Captian Aizen is the one with the glasses whos really cool at first) an yes i relize hes a dude, thats half the fun ^-^ ummm but yeah, journals really arnt the best to update when your half asleep and just went threw over 400 deviations. so ima go pass out and wake up at 3 a.m. so catch y'all latas.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>R.I.P Heath Ledger</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/16525767/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/16525767/</guid>
                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Jan 2008 17:30:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ today .... is a sad ... sad day. today we lost one of very few of my fav. actors Heath Ledger. he was a very great actor and he will be sorely missed. I hope that you find what you are looking for and hopefully be alot happier where you are now then you where here.<br />
<br />
with all my love, Rest in Peace Heath Ledger<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Happy New Year I Geuss XD</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/16215617/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/16215617/</guid>
                <pubDate>Tue, 01 Jan 2008 22:35:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yep, its that time agian and what do we have to show for it? hardly anything except a hang over and no memory of that year that just passed.  as for me, just a very sore body. all i did was go over to hydens house with dez and celebrate wiith him, after that me and dez went to a park (but not before dez fell out of my car XD) and goofed around till about 3. all in all i really cant complain much. it was a pretty good start to the new year and for once i didnt wake up alone XD it was a pretty awesome feeling. <br />
<br />
now then, as for resolutions. i dont really make them but this year dez made me so if i dont forget my resolution is to just to start over, have a nice clean slate and hopfully not fuck it up this time around. im probably going to go to a new school next school year since all my CAPS freinds are graduating this year and the only person ill have left is dez. so shes comin with me, and we can both start over. i have a good feeling about this year. its definatly going to be interesting.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Best Day On Break</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/15678025/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/15678025/</guid>
                <pubDate>Mon, 26 Nov 2007 11:32:02 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yeah so during the thankgiving break my best freind lauren came over and of course, we got stupid. but i think the funniest thing ive ever seen while driving happened during that week. ok so it all started when me and her went to go pick up her brother to take him to laurens dads house. when this car next to us disided to try and race. so we started draging and then it turned into a game of chicken when the light ahead turned red, they slamed on there breaks first but lauren just let off the gas then when the light turned green she just halled ass. well the guys behind us toke it like pussys and tryed catching up to us from a dead stop but couldnt manage. so after they turned,  me and her laugh about it till we see in the mirrors another car just hallin ass towards us so we waited till he caught up to us and when he become even with us we looked to see who was driving, and its this dude in a fuckin demonic clown mask. me and lauren were so shocked he just toke off ahead of us and this dude in a truck that was fallowing him kept giving me and lauren the nod, so yet another thing to crack up about. but the guy in the car got into our lane and then all of a sudden put on his breaks so lauren of course put on hers going back to the speed limit and as soon as we got over the hill we saw a cop car right there with the radar gun out. so we where liken this guy more by the second cause he just got lauren out of a ticket. then when we finaly catch up to him, i had to show my apreshashion by giving him the "rock on" sign and i see its this HOOOOOT ass guy. then he catches up with us agian and gives the rock on sign back but this time his lip was shining. it toke me a second to relize it was actualy his tongue ring. so not only was this guy hot as hell AND he had a tongue ring, but awesome enough to wear a demonic clown mask. and yet i forgot my camara was in my pocket the whole time. just my luck right?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>New Look</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/15455207/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/15455207/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sat, 10 Nov 2007 21:03:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yep, got a new haircut and i have hardly any hair left, i have about 2 inchs on top and about an inch in the back. for those of you who dont know, my hair used to go all the way to my lower back. im thinking about dying it blue or red when it gets alittle bit longer, and more then likely ganna get a lip ring and even more likely get some sort of ear piercing. and emilio, your just jelous cause i still get more girls then you <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" /> so anyways, more then likely ill post pic sometime around wensdayish. but until then, be suspenseful <br />
<br />
probably ganna post more of them here then anything: <a href="http://calmrage.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>New Account</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/15323691/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/15323691/</guid>
                <pubDate>Thu, 01 Nov 2007 21:09:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok well resently ive been taking some pretty cool photos so i made an account thats all my photoagraphy so none of ya'll get overwelmed with the shitty pictures XD so yeah, this accounts ganna be just my art and my other ones ganna be all my photos<br />
<br />
New Account: <a href="http://calmrage.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/calmrage.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcalmrage:" title="calmrage"/></a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Opps ....</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/15231085/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/15231085/</guid>
                <pubDate>Fri, 26 Oct 2007 15:05:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok so .... i kinda disabled my internet by accident and ... i cant get it back up <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> so im stealing my moms computer right now to tell ya'll this. im not sure when i can get it back up cause i dont know what the hell i did so it might be awhile till im back. <br />
<br />
and as for yesterday. all i gatta say is, BEST DAY EVER!!! atleast the best of the year so far. to start off, my mom let me drive to school (W007!!!!!!) then in first period we watched "Shes the Man" which i LOVE just cause its funny as hell (atleast i think so) then 2nd peroid we had a sub so all i did was read. and now even though our lunch blows now since theres only like .... 4 upperclassmen and like 20 fuckin freshman now its really annoying. so i skiped 5th peroid and went to LASA lunch and raped most my freinds.  XD like i would go up behind anthony even though he was talking to his freinds and just start randomly groping him, or when we moshed with him in the middle at the end he said "the sad thing is, sarah was still kept touching me even though i was being throwin around." also i found out that i make alot of b/f's jelous because of what i do to there g/f's XD including my own. like when i was messing with riffey from behind i felt a hand slide onto my stomach and riffey said "you have a girl behind you dont you" i turned around and saw raven so i kissed her and riffey heard and he wiped around and started lightly hitting her on the head saying "what did i tell you?! no kissing." so at the end of the lunch just to piss him off i made out with her. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> and yes im fully aware that im going to hell.  after that i just chilled with daniel in GYM and watched jenatte and juan be dumbasses. then in Chemistry, i was literaly high on life. we kept crackin jokes in which the teacher joined and i started getting light headed from all the laughing which made me laugh all the more cause i was getting high off the air. so that was a good hour and a half. then after school i went to work, which was pretty uneventful but still fun cause i finally got to chat with edger (one of the cooks who graduated from my school last year) and made ideas of going to 6th street and critque girls. though you cant trust the chicks on 6th street to be girls so it ought to be interesting.. but yeah so that was my day yesterday, nothing to much but enough to make it awesome. also the weather was just beautiful. not to hot, not to cold, perfect.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Fucking Job</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/15158350/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/15158350/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sun, 21 Oct 2007 12:53:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ this is the second time my job has taken me away from my family and im sick of it. i havent seen my family in .... i dont know how long and when i finaly do get a chance, i can only stay for a short time till i gatta rush off to a job i dont even fucking need. this job aint ganna last. like last weekend i went out to the lake to go visit my grandparents i havent seen in atleast a month and an uncle i havent seen in even longer of a time and jake was ganna come by and i hadnt seen him in atleast 2 months. so i get out there, get on the boat, the boat ride could only last maybe 30 mins cause i had to go to work, as soon as i leave i pass jake on the way out. now this weekend my sis is in town for the first time in months, so i go with her over to my oldest brothers house and see jake there, but they dont stay long cause its fuckin 2 in the morning by the time we got there. so we all went to bed, then when we woke up their dad came and toke them out for lunch and i stayed home cause i felt aquward since he isnt my dad then they get home. then we came back to my house to get dressed to go out to the lake and visit with everyone. and then mom tells me i cant go cause for one, i got no gas cause of driving to work all the time and two cause by the time we get out there i could only stay maybe 5 mins till i had to come back and get ready for work. so now ui gatta wait in an empty house for 2 and a half hours till i get to go to work on the busyest day of the week. and to top it all off my mom grounded me for failing 2 classes so now i cant have any freinds over, meaning no more johnny sicne hes been comin over just about everyday for the past 3 weeks. isnt my life just grande<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>No Rest For The Wicked it seems (Part 2)</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/14953116/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/14953116/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Oct 2007 09:32:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b> Sunday September 30,</b> finaly finish moving into my room <br />
<br />
<b> Monday October 1,</b> jennifer was depressed so me and johnny had to try and make her feel better, johnny disided to try and sing to her and i drond it out by blasting Muse XD so after that i droped johnny off at work agian and picked up my uniform and found out when i would start<br />
<br />
<b> Tuesday October 2,</b> in gym .... jose was high as hell and disided to try and rape just about everyone there XD so i got lots of videos of him and his victoms, thank gawd they where all freinds or else he'd have LOTS of law suits. <br />
<br />
<b>Wensday October 3,</b> first day of work ~.~ i was trained by a dude named zachery and johnny was no where to be found cause he was workin in the back. good thing zach's pretty cool, cause i was FREAKING OUT. but yeah<br />
<br />
<b>Thursday October 4 - Friday October 5,</b>  thursday we had another late start so the day was resonably short but after wards was the senoir lock in which me and johnny went to after work. basicly we had to protect the school from our rival school Reagon, once  a year before the big game each school goes and fandilizes the other. tecnilvy Jr. cant go but i still went and no one cared. but yeah so it was me, johnny, riffey, daniel, marcos, viaser, duo, steve, ciciela, jose and cruise. at the begining when me, johny and cici got there they where playing DDR on one of the walls. so we went and wondered wondering who was there. when we got to the back riffey, viaser, and steve came running to one of the teachers there saying they got hit so we went back over there and it looked normal till we started really looking at the wall and saw little paint balls stuck on the wall. cruise and duo where shoot in the prosses, cruise in the shoulder and duo got nicked in the elbow (though later she started claiming to have been shoot in the eye *rolls eyes) so we stayed and tryed protecting that side, even though nothing more happaned after. so of course you put high school students together after dark with no grown-ups around and what do you get? STRIPPERS~! yeah most everyone was surpiringly horny so marcus and viaser became our strippers. XD and those are the 2 main people i thought i'd never see strip but i got the vids to prove it. but yeah jose was horny yet agian aswell so the whole night he kept trying to get people in his car. also it was surpirsingly cold that night so i curled under a blanket wiht johny and mooky (who i just meet that night but ive seen him aorund) and i did not oprishiaty it when mooky gave johnny a blow job under the blanket. then a few hours later everyone was starting to get tired so we all kinda did a group huddle XD though kinda looked more like an orgy since everyone was feeling up on everyone. like cici was behind but but daniel who was behind her kept feeling up on me, then i was spooning viaser but feling up on duo by assident who was cuddling with him. though was one ime i was groping viaser and he moved my hand down to get it off my chest so my hand wa son his crotch then duo moved close and pined it there for like 30 mins. it was fun. then once school started everyone was so tired we all feel asleep in our classes. for me 8th was funniest cause we had a pap rally and i feel asleep, so when i did wake up it was from the teacher yelling my name. i woke up and looked aroudn, the room was dark and he was by the door ans he asked "you stayin?" so i jumped up and stuffed everything in my bag and stumbled to he cafatira and some how managed to wake up and goof off with more freinds. after that though my mom picked me up cause i didnt want to leave the car there over night and went to work, i was only there maybe an hour and a half till the assistant manager told me and johnny to go home since they where over staffed. <br />
<br />
<b>Saterday October 6,</b> me, johnny and jennifer FINALY went to go see Resident Evil Exctention, that movie ruled all and it was awesome cause we waited long enough for the crowds to die down so it was us 3 and two other people. Man i  cant wait till the 4th one. then after the movie we went to the mall and i got an incence burner with 15 free incence, some more cds and a book on snakes. then went to work afterwards.<br />
<br />
Now today i finaly have some breathing room to get stuff done that ive been neglecting for the past 3 weeks. though if i dont manage to get them done today before work there is always tomarrow since we have no school and possibley no work @.@ anyways, if you managed to read both this Journal and Part 1 <a href="http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/14952186/#comments">[link]</a> you seriously need a life.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=P" title="=P (Razz)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>No Rest For The Wicked it seems</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/14952186/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/14952186/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Oct 2007 08:13:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ its been a very tiring few weeks, so lets just start from the top. im just ganna start where the past journl left off. so this is ganna be LOOOOONG.<br />
<br />
<b>Saterday September 22,</b> threw juan a birthday party then afterwards came to my house where jaun and adrian had girly slap fights XD very funny to watch. <br />
<br />
<b>Sunday Septmeber 23,</b> we (me, juan, johnny, and near the end adrian)  started painting my new room red (but since the under coat was a dark blue it turned out blood red, but hey, no complants here ^-^) toke some interesting pics of us covered in red paint which ill probably post now that i got time finaly.<br />
<br />
<b>Monday September 24,</b> not very thrilling, just watched heroes with johnny. man the new seasons ganna rule. <br />
<br />
<b>Tuesday September 25,</b> OMG! nothing happened!<br />
<br />
<b>Wensday September 26,</b>   i was PIIIISSSSED. mainly at myself for trying to kill two birds with on stone which back fired. basicly i had orintation for my new job and i needed my sociel sicurity card and i tryed by passing it by just taking my workers permit which had my code on there. well didnt work so i had to go back on saterday for the 4 hour class. though some good did come out of it, to calm me down my mom toke me to go buy new bookshelfs for my new room and a moon chair thing that i can use as a reading chair now.<br />
<br />
<b>Thursday Septmeber 27,</b> was a late start day so we didnt have to go to school till 10 a.m instead of 8 a.m but even then i couldnt get sleep cause johnny came over in the morning and just hanged out.<br />
<br />
<b>Friday September 28,</b> Juan finaly finished a picture hes been working on for the past ..... 3-4 weeks probably and gave it to me, so after school me and johnny went shoping for a frame for it and then afterwards went to the new halloween store called Spirit and goof offed in there for a bit, i got a new bracelet and some fake peircings. though me and johnny got bored and where wondering how kisisng a person with a lip ring felt ..... yeah.  also finished the bookshelfs and started moving posters and stuff into my new room.<br />
<br />
<b>Saterday September 28,</b> i had orintation for the second time so i had tog et there by 10 a.m, it wasnt as bad as i'd thought since we had some cool 30 year olds in there who whenever the teacher was out of the room they'd started telling us about the times they robbed Pizza Hut which is where they're about to start working. then afterwards i was planing on going to the Arthuose for the art program they have there but for 30 mins i drove around lookin for parking and i was lost, and when i say i was lost i mean, i was LOOOOOST, i was turning into one way streets going the other way and just basicly going aroudn in circles. so finaly i just gave up and tryed going home, just got lost even more till i found a street that i knew would take me home. get home and called johnny askin where he was, turns out he was at the arthouse and my mom was downtown near the arthouse. so yeah, pissed agian. so johnny came over agian and we just hanged out till he had to go to work, i droped him off so i could drop off the papers from orintation then went home and waited for trista to call. when she did call i meet up with her and wally at the mall (trista i hadn't seen in a good ... 2 and a half months and she moved friday and wally i havent seen since 7th grade) so yeah we just farted around there, went to hottopic toke some hot pics of trista in mini skirts and i was dumb enough to put 2 12 gajes in my ears, to say the least my ears where hurtin. also bought some new candles and a dragon statue (which i left in wallys car now trista had them ~.~) then once my b/f showed up we went to the halloween store for the remaining 30  mins it was open. trista actualy scared one of the workers XD cause she was laying on the ground and he walked over thinking she was a new prop and then she moved. we started crackin jokes about how she should have jumped up and clung to his leg XD. but yeah after that we just kinda fooled around in the parking lot wondering if we should go see a movie, we disided agenst it so wally toke trista home and me and riffey went to my house where i kept falling asleep on him. <br />
<br />
<b>IF YOU'VE GOTEN THIS FAR ...... BRAVO!</b> now you got a whole other week to go through <a href="http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/14953116/">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Interesting Week</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/14740010/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/14740010/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sat, 22 Sep 2007 08:01:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ where to start,<br />
first we had to deal with robert (a stupid if not brave freshman who tryed taking over the group) then a stalker whos now stalking some of the group instead of just jenatte,then roberts whore of a g/f attracting a whole group of guys she's slept with and they tryed starting shit with the group so we just got rid of the thorn. and to top it all off, Ishmaels first anniversery was this week so the whole week i was in morning. <br />
<br />
now for the good things, <br />
im probably getting a job very soon, theres a new program at an art musium thats basicly ment for kids without resources so they give you free supplys meaning you can try your hand at just about any art you want. (which is good for me because ive always wanted to try my hand at painting but never wanted to buy any just incase i didnt like it) so thats ganna take 4 hours of my saterday then the rest is probably ganna be devoted to work. so to say the least i got a very busy year ahead of me. also johnny and adrian came over yesterday and we watched Tenacious D in The Pick of Destiny, that movie was funny as hell. DAMN do i love jack black. but yeah. to say the least its been an interesting week. now today the group is throw juan a birthday party at the mall since hey, its his 18th and he should have fun not bitched at.  so today should be fun ^-^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Halloween</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/14559378/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/14559378/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sun, 09 Sep 2007 10:45:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yeah, that movie was funny as hell. jennifer kept hitting me and johnny because we kept laughing at people getting there heads bashed in. she was more grossed out then i was, which made the whole thing even funnier. also before the movie we got never ending nachos, oh yeah, we pissed those consashion people off big time. we made 4 trips for more nachos and drinks before the movie even started. oh yeah, on one of the parts where mike myers was poping up behind people there was a guy standing on the stairs next to johnny so i did a bitch move and nudged johnny and pointed at the guy, he turned around slowly and jumped and started laughing. then after about to minutes the guy had left so i pointed agian and johnny started lookin around the theater. its fun making people paranoid.   though, the funniest part in that whole movie was with the last couple who died because the guy looked JUST like daniel, even sounded like daniel, just with blonde hair. so after the movie we called him and where like "dude .... whatever you do, DONT have sex with a brunette." he was like "..uhh .... ok ...why?" "because she will KILLLL YOU!" then hung up, so all while we where in the mall we stated cracking jokes like "oooh so THATS why he cut his hair, cause he dyed it blonde for the movie and he didnt want anyone to know." <br />
<br />
so yeah, while at the mall i called my b/f and told him to get his butt over there since he missed the movie. while we where waiting i toke jennifer to the book store (she didnt even know the mall had one till i showed her) and found out that Immortal Rain 8 FINALY came out *has been waiting 3 years for it to come out* so of course i bought that and Hellsing 8 since i was there anyways. then Riffey showed up and we just kinda wondered (he only had about another hour till he had to go home) then it started getting late so jennifer and johnny went home and left me and riffey alone at the mall so we went back to the book store and starts goffin around in there. found more books i want but where still in hard cover so i just kinda drooled over them for a bit till riffey started trying to get me horny XD i geuss i should have wanred him thats EXTREMELY hard to do, expetly when we're in public, so i toke pity on him and told him my weakness was my neck. so he started stkroing it but that just made me sleepy so he tryed biting it XD and i almost feel over laughing cause he tryed biting it with his whole mouth so all i felt were his cheeks and i was confused on what he was trying to acomplish. so agian i toke pity on him and showed him out you bite necks, and now im screwed on monday cause i KNOW hes ganna use all this against me. though i think he enjoyed the neck thing more then i did so me being me, im going to start the neck wars probably. but yeah anywho enough about my sex life. <br />
here are some videos for your enjoy ment <br />
<br />
Test Strip: <a href="http://youtube.com/watch?v=hfNp4JFouJk">[link]</a><br />
Daniels Strip Tease: <a href="http://youtube.com/watch?v=Mq6sVXcQYL8">[link]</a><br />
Johnnys Strip Tease: <a href="http://youtube.com/watch?v=0RmlhQ7RoCw">[link]</a><br />
<br />
this is what i have to deal with everyday. ^-^ isnt it just the worst.<br />
<br />
<br />
~Angel<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Weekend Plans</title>
                <link>http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/14532323/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://angel-outlaw1.deviantart.com/journal/14532323/</guid>
                <pubDate>Fri, 07 Sep 2007 15:10:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yep it is the weekend once more and my only plans are to go see Halloween with freinds tomarrow at 11. which is funny timing on my part since basicly all next week im ganna be alone in the house ..... after just watching a Mike Myers movie ..... smart.<br />
<br />
but yeah as for resent stuff, about 2 days ago i bought a new camara and me lovezes it cause its all my so i can take as many pics (includeing more naughty ones) wihtout worrying abuot asking my mom first. and ive been taking it to school and recording some of the more stupid things me and my freinds have been doing. (like strip teasing and humping each other hehe) also next week we may be getting a new member of my lil group. its this freshman ive been seeing around everywhere and have been wanting to talk to since school started, well johnny gave me a reason to talk to him since johnny wanted me to tell him he liked him. i did it for the reaons of talking to him and the reason of johnny was going to have a mild heart attack if he was to do it. so yeeees .... thats about it so ima go and entertain myself, maybe post some of the vids on Youtube hehe<br />
<br />
<b>Videos:</b> <a href="http://youtube.com/watch?v=sjU7hcbgoBw">[link]</a> the test strip <br />
<a href="http://youtube.com/watch?v=Mq6sVXcQYL8">[link]</a> my freind daniel being weird <br />
<a href="http://youtube.com/watch?v=jiQN2kIAnJg">[link]</a> and last but not least, johnny stripping<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~angel-outlaw1</author>
            </item>
    </channel>
</rss>