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I've started drawing again, albeit I'm not very serious about it yet. I don't have access to a scanner so I don't think I can upload any art here.

I don't usually write on my deviantart journal. I'm more comfortable with Plurk or Livejournal.

Well, that's about it.

I need a bit of art in my soul.

In other news: I'm in the last semm of my college life. Being part of the student council as well as my other co-curricular activities really eat up my time. I'm about to enter the working life, the daily grind.

I'm a bit excited about it. Although I am looking at opportunities to study abroad for free. I hope my average will be enough to get a scholarship. Maybe Australia or Singapore so I don't have to go too far.

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Y'all have a good one. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

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I need to draw. I'll do something soon. I promise, haha.

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Write me a valentine?

Yes I'm bored.

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I can do realistic, but I need references, lots of them. And poses are hard for me. The reason drawing took so long is that it took me a long time to come up with an idea and I have the tendency to change my mind completely as I'm putting it down on paper.

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Wish mine was merry, but hey, best wishes to all of you out there.

]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/9460305/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/9460305/ Sat, 22 Jul 2006 17:07:54 PDT
yeah.

new stuff up in deviations plus a couple in scraps. ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/8830932/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/8830932/ Sun, 21 May 2006 01:18:53 PDT
Just so long as I keep my creativity sharp, and maybe learn photoshop. He can get me in as an art director or for advertising. If and when I graduate.

Wow.

I just don't know if I still have it. My Design professor in architecture told me I had it, but I've been so out of touch with my creativity the past semester and this summer that I'm beginning to have doubts. I've let myself become bogged down by depression or physical fatigue or mental stress that I have let my artistic skills atrophy. I'm not even at the level of a first year FA student. I'm not even sure I would've passed the talent test if I had taken it last year and I feel I wouldn't pass it if I took it now.

Maybe I'm overreacting, or he's overestimating my abilities. I've always had problems being extremely creative under pressure. Sometimes my stuff comes out extremely blase, or sometimes it becomes uberly creative. It's a hit or miss situation...

Cultivate creativity while taking up economics? (I hope my application gets accepted...) Should be a fun three years to go.

I should learn photoshop just in case.

If ever I should fuck this up, I have a few people in mind to recommend anyways.

Extremely creative and likable personality? ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/8627300/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/8627300/ Sun, 30 Apr 2006 03:59:01 PDT
Goddamn it, I never wanted to wake up. I never wanted anything more than to keep sleeping last night and live the dream forever. Instead I wake up at 1 am like I've been doing for the past two weeks and toss and turn while desperately trying to recapture it.

I'm living in antiquated moments, when words once meant something and parties were worth going to ONLY BECAUSE of the chance that I might see you. I didn't crave the alcohol, nor the music, nor the other beautiful smiling waifs...

I don't know why I go to parties anymore. Maybe it's a force of habit.

Oh fuck it all.

I know I won't be the best at anything, or the first at anything. Nothing grandiose has been planned for my life and I've already wrought some positive changes in the lives of others. So if I'm not gonna get my share, why doesn't a certain someone just kill me and get it over with. He had his chance when I had cancer.

That's one of the biggest reasons why I don't believe in God anymore. He didn't let me die. That was my greatest wish as a grade schooler who couldn't turn his neck and had to spend three days in a hospital undergoing chemotherapy every three weeks for three straight years. I just wanted death, no frills, no hassles.

I'm stagnant now anyways, why don't you just get it over with? Maybe it's because you don't exist.

Yeah, I'll delete this someday. Maybe. ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/8623002/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/8623002/ Sat, 29 Apr 2006 16:06:20 PDT ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/8622994/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/8622994/ Sat, 29 Apr 2006 16:04:59 PDT ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/7834943/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/7834943/ Wed, 08 Feb 2006 06:29:37 PST ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/6951630/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/6951630/ Fri, 04 Nov 2005 07:53:05 PST ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/6710274/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/6710274/ Sat, 08 Oct 2005 06:50:30 PDT
And I'll have time for deviantart. ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/6560620/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/6560620/ Wed, 21 Sep 2005 04:26:03 PDT
I know I shouldn't.

And I know it's pretty pathetic...

but I do. ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/6072637/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/6072637/ Fri, 29 Jul 2005 22:34:45 PDT [link]
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Something rotten is happening in Deviantart. You know something is up when one of the FOUNDING members of an organization gets fired. You know it especially when the current admin has given no word as to why this has happened.

The whole community is in an uproar, as it well should be. Deviantart is a free hosting site for artists EVERYWHERE. The person with the most pageviews is even a filipino: [link] It could be said that DA is being more business-oriented as time progresses, but it has a right to be. More and more people are joining up and the bandwidth is expanding. Ads and membership are needed to fund this dream.

Yes, DA was a dream. A dream brought to online LIFE by two men Jark and Matteo. It was because of those men that we, the members of DA can post our works and share our comments and views with others.

As per the policy of deviantart, no member or ADMIN can delete threads or posts. If you post, then it is history. Say your apologies if you must, but you cannot edit your posts. It is because they want to preserve everything in DA. Just recently, a thread about Jark being fired was edited, to put it lightly, by one of the new admin members with no explanations given.

I didn't know Jark and Matteo up until somebody posted a little stamp as a deviation, but I'm glad I've heard of this. I know a lot about broken dreams.

Some people at the DA COMMUNITY has suggested boycott. I know this'll be effective if a lot of people join in. Deviantart has traffic precisely because the members post their art. All that traffic will go away. Business and money will go away.

The dreamers have stopped dreaming. How long can we live within their dreams? ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/5200625/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/5200625/ Wed, 27 Apr 2005 03:41:05 PDT
All things considered, I still think of myself as a dreamer. Even though I appear pragmatic at best, pessimist at worst, I still possess that spark of hope and longing to attain something which I so strongly desire. I treasure my dreams and cultivate them. I do hide them because I know that dreams are fragile things, susceptible to being tarnished or destroyed by outside forces.

For all those things that dreams are, I hold them close to my heart.

Responsibilities are something I have always had to live with. It goes with being a kuya. I'd always have to be the strong one, even if I'm not. I'd rather not elaborate.

The compromises I'd have had to make are innumerable. And I'll have to live with them.

I'm not happy, but I'm contented.

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Classic Lines Girls Say
We’ve all heard these lines before (us guys and the few girls who actually had the guts to court a guy). I suck at the dating game and even more so when I was still in high school. I must’ve been turned down by every girl I ever courted and, consequently, gone through most of the turn-down lines ever invented by the female of the species.

So, without much further ado, I list them down. Feel free to add your own if I happened to miss a few.

For all the guys out there who ever courted a girl and got turned down, this is for you.

1. I love you as a friend/I think we’re better off as friends

This one’s a classic. All the guys alive who ever attempted courting the girl of their dreams must’ve heard this one at one point or the other. Condolences to those who’ve had the misfortune of hearing it more than once.

This usually means that the girl likes you enough to try and remain friends even though you already attempted to up the stakes and take your friendship to the next level.

Consider yourself lucky that you’ll be able to walk away with some dignity intact.

2. It’s not you…it’s me/You’re just too good for me

Another classic but a bit worse than “I love you as a friend” line.

The girl is trying to cushion your ego so it won’t hurt as much but at the same time she’s insulting your intelligence. “It’s not you…it’s me”!? I mean, c’mon!

On the other hand the girl may have a serious inferiority complex and could actually think that you are actually too good for her. In which case this could be a bit of a good news disguised as bad news.

She actually thinks that much of you which could mean that the fat lady hasn’t sung her final song yet.

3. I’m too young to get a boyfriend/ I’m prioritizing my studies

These lines are usually used by girls still in high school…right before you catch them with the campus hunk making out behind the chapel!

4. Now’s not the right time

She really doesn’t like you but don’t care enough or to couldn’t think of a better excuse. Unless, of course, a family member just died and she’s in the middle of mourning or she’s recovering from chemotherapy or a major operation.

In which case, it might not really be the greatest time to profess your intent for something more than friendship.

5. It just wouldn’t work out between us because (insert reason/excuse here)

At least the one who says this line bothered to think of something good for you. She respects you as a human being, at least, so be glad.

6. I’m in love with someone else

Er…at least she was honest. Now wipe your tears, pick up your heart from the floor, and put away that knife before you hurt someone (especially yourself).

7. A good friend of mine is in love with you and I can’t jeopardize our friendship

Out of all the lines in this list this is the one I hate the most.

Years ago, in high school, I courted this girl that I really, REALLY, liked. I actually thought it was going somewhere. She like me a lot, her parents liked me a lot, but sadly her friend liked me a lot too.

And it was a no-go because of that.

There’s more of course but they’re, basically, variations on these 7 lines but if you encountered new ones feel free to post them. I’d love to know how the ladies are turning down the boys nowadays in this day and age.

That goes out for the ladies as well.
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Ugh... sappy frustrations abound... ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/5046570/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/5046570/ Sat, 09 Apr 2005 21:41:00 PDT
Thankee all. ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/4680694/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/4680694/ Sat, 26 Feb 2005 20:02:18 PST
And here it is, outlined in all its ichor-stained damnation:

Nothing remains the same but for the consistency of death and the potency of the cup of life. This poison of living which each and every one partakes of is but a taste of what is to come in the damning abyss of hell. ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/3773710/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/3773710/ Sun, 07 Nov 2004 05:26:02 PST
Why do we stubbornly cling on to life? It's not as if it delivers all its promises. Promises are broken daily and so are hearts with the frequency of blinking eyes. No dream remains safe from the harsh clutches of reality that leads to being jaded.

We are jaded. The flame of passion and hope has long been turned to ashes. Our elders are more idealistic than the youth who see society in no way the elder generations have. We have access to all the information we could ever want, chock-full of inormation that we may or may not have the right to access. We have the same competitiveness of grown-ups. We do not, however, have the level-headedness or the innocence of the generations past.

We have lost our innocence at the same time that the grown-ups forced us into our books and out of the playground which cushion ouyr entry into the world. This mind-blowing excess numbs us to the reality of what we are reading, but still retains th meaning. We only see the hopelessness of the situation in a detached manner, content to criticize.

This has backfired, for, having finished with our books, we now turn our scrutinizing brains to the educators, the grown-ups and believe ourselves, truly and honestly, to be able to surpass them. In this scrutiny they falter and in observing thus, we lose hope in our society. We begin to forego the step of fiery idealism and head straight to disillusionment.

It just saves damn time.

"pull the pins,
save your grace,
mark these words,
on his grave"
-themarsvolta ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/3419196/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/3419196/ Wed, 22 Sep 2004 05:34:36 PDT
I cite an example: There is only one thing in the world that guaranties death, life itself. Snake bites, stab wounds, poisons and dire situations may come to mind, but there is always hope. Whether in medecine, other people or just good genes, none of these over the fatality rate of life. Everybody who drinks from the cup of life dies.

Gaiman's character, death, says that life and death are just two sides of the same coin. Same in their contradictory nature. I beg to differ. Thy are not two sides of the same coin, they are one. One serves as the beginning, and the other serves as an end. They cannot be flipped at will, like a coin can. Neither can you keep one side facing up like you can do to a coin. Life inevitably leads to death, the end of eerything (unless your religion states otherwise).

There is no past. There is no future. This moment is all there is, eternity in a second. One cannot traverse he highways of time as countless people have imagined, for there is no highway, only a point which spreads into eternity. In geometric terms, a point is undefined, for one cannot determine it's breadth and depth.

Current events:
I got my grades in math high enough to merit a C+, getting me into the honor list. I'll be climbing the stage to get my 3rd honors for the first term. My grades in math this term appear high enough, so I'm hoping to get the 2nd honor.

ACET weeknd, which I fondly refer to as "Ah-shet" weekend, was a nerve-wracking one. It wasn't because the qestions were hard, well, except for the abstract and logical reasoning parts, it was actually the opposite, the questions were easy. It was the time limit which made it hard. I mean, twenty-five items in five minutes!!! My average is twenty items per minute during these types of tests, so I had to go overdrive just to finish my tests. I finished most of them except for the abstract and logical reasoning (which shows I don't have a reasonable bone in my body).

Jared's party is this weekend. I'm actually looking forward to it. It'll offer me a chance to cut loose, drink some alcohol, socialize and, well, have some good, clean fun...

TD is getting on my nerves. I mean, my kids can't even give examples of verbs in the simple present tense, past tense and future tense using proper grammar... Jeez, now I know how Dijamco must've felt.

I watched Dodgeball and the Exorcist: the beginning last monday. Forget Dodgeball, it was a disappontment, offerring very few in the way of laughs, I expected more from Ben Stiller. The Exorcist is a great, great movie. It offerred a lot of scary scenes, rarely using the "oops, who closed the door" technique and other cheesy horror techniques. The Exorcist offers scares in the form of exceedingly unsettling violence in some scenes an the artistic use of blood.

Anyway, tomorrow's a half day and I have to make some palancas...

Song of the entry: Perfection Through Silence by Finch

"Perfection Through Silence"

Alone at last
together in a photograph.
Our eyes are always open
devoted to perfection through silence.
What am I supposed to do?
Should I sit wait for you?
Listen to me screaming more.
This story is old
only to those that have no mold.
The truth can be bought or sold.
But what are we buying?
Nothing but silence.
What am I supposed to do?
Should I sit wait for you?
Listen to me screaming more.
Fold the corners,break the silence,
fold the corners just for tonight...
What am I supposed to do?
Should I sit wait for you?
Listen to me screaming more. ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/2846846/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/2846846/ Sat, 10 Jul 2004 05:49:14 PDT
Here I am, this pessimistic kid who thinks that if I give up myself, I can save others. But no, it just doesn't work that way. To help others you need MONEY. MONEY PEOPLE!!! You need to help YOURSELF to help others. I just don't get the logic. And damn my messianic complex, I do have it, even if it's covered up by all my depression and attempts at indiferrence.

It's so fucking wierd. I never imagined myself to actually WANT to help others. I even ridicule those people who fervently believe in "serve God, serve others" bullshit. Buyt I fell into the same mold and it continually frustrates me. I try not to give a damn, but I DO! And I halved the motto. It's just serve others.

In grade school, I actually thought it easier to love Gpd than love others, now I find the opposite extremely and horribly true.

I hate this cycle. ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/2760751/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/2760751/ Tue, 29 Jun 2004 03:39:54 PDT
Or you could come to ateneo. ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/2672010/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/2672010/ Wed, 16 Jun 2004 05:04:38 PDT
his blog. [link]

-Uhh,,, fever pitvch... ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/2594548/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/2594548/ Sun, 06 Jun 2004 05:30:38 PDT The blackest tears tonight
And this is the moment that I live for
I can smell the ocean air
And here I am
Pouring my heart onto these rooftops
Just a ghost to the world
That's exactly
Exactly what I need

From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day

For a second I wish the tide
Would swallow every inch of this city
As you gasp for air tonight
I'd scream this song right in your face
If you were here
I swear I won't miss a beat
Cause I never
Never have before

From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day

Of our dying day
Of our dying day
Of our dying!!!

For a second I wish the tide
Would swallow every inch of this city
And you gasp for air tonight!!

From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day

Our dying day
Of our dying!!!

Sigh... I love the rain ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/2540759/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/2540759/ Sun, 30 May 2004 06:37:21 PDT [link]

Hmm... it seems that I miss the ole place. even with the porn-stuffed G-book, it always held a special place in my heart. (whatever... ) So, I'm planning to bring it back to life. I'll probably post again in the days to come. just not tomorrow. doubt I'll be able to walk straight tomorrow night... ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/2453207/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/2453207/ Tue, 18 May 2004 05:20:16 PDT
I depend too much on others. I expect them to forgive my mistakes without a hitch, to accept my quirks... this of course is plain naivette. Even I should know this simple fact of life. A lot of people out there just don't give a shit. I just can't bring myself tofully acknowledge this. I know that I am one of those people who doesn't give a shit about most people not within my circle of friends, and I don't even give a shit for some of my friends.

Doess this make me a bad person? Yes. I am bad. No. Because everybody is like this anyways. Well, everybody may be too large a geeneralization, but it applies to most. Even the kindest people succumb to irritation or hate once in a while. Dams break.

What I'm getting at here is I'm tired of being a nobody, a faceless person in the crowd. I am tired of being the one who guards the door to the castle of Prince Charming and his Princess. Of being a doormat, a wallpaper, a mere speck in someone's peripheral vision.

However, I am a person who is scared shitless by the spotlight. In public, I adopt this half-awake look that distances me from the world. I roll up my eyes so that only half of the iris is visible, recently, I discovered that in japanese culture, this particular appearance has a connotation that the person is half-dead. How apt.

These are some of my flaws. I love them. For some reason, I am so attached to this insecure way of viewing the world that I am resigned to it. And if it were ever to be changed, I'd have no idea as to what I would do.

In this light, I am drawn to people with flaws, trying to help out, afraid of being helped.

People say I think too much.

On a lighter note: Playing around with our new dell laptop with a dvd-rom and a freaking cd writer. Unlimited internet, 30 gigs, 512 MB? Oh yesss.... I can now download songs from the net and recive mp3 files from friends.. It also has some built in albums, most are oldies crap such as elton john... at least I get some sting, the corrs, daredevil soundtrack, shrek soundtrack and treasure planet soundtrack. Oh yes, the police greatest hits... hahaha

Song of the moment: Right before your eyes-Hoobastank ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/2413594/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/2413594/ Sun, 16 May 2004 08:33:28 PDT
BLOGS:
[link] <-Kat
[link] <-Sha
[link] <-Michiko
[link] <-sabs

DA's:
[link]
[link]
[link]
[link]

I'm sure I can add more, but this is just off the top of my head... ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/2364252/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/2364252/ Wed, 05 May 2004 09:20:05 PDT
Oh yeah, PC is still broken... ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/2348991/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/2348991/ Mon, 03 May 2004 06:00:17 PDT ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/2348990/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/2348990/ Mon, 03 May 2004 06:00:17 PDT ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/2226823/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/2226823/ Thu, 15 Apr 2004 05:09:46 PDT just paste it in this journal.

Uhh... you can request anything. I only use traditional media though... for fanarts, send me a pic. ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/2212396/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/2212396/ Tue, 13 Apr 2004 04:16:40 PDT
Thanks. ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/2120570/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/2120570/ Wed, 31 Mar 2004 05:38:00 PST note: This is actually a reply to a friend's journal entry. I felt that other people needed to hear this as well... Or I just ahd to shout it out...
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And here I thought I was the only one with problems. We have the same kind of problems, we only have diferrent ways of dealing with them. I am a person who runs away at my problems or gives in to them. I have never been consumed by any compelling force to try and solve them. I know I will fail. It is not in me to succeed.

For the past year or so, I've been getting insecure. Insecure about my skills, if I really have talent or I'm just a wannabe anime artist. For some time now, I've been seeing great works by people the same age as me or younger. I look at my work and think about why people would actually want my work. With all the other thousands or millions probably, better than me, why would they pay the least bit of attention to me? A mediocre artist at best.

I've had this dream since I was five years old. A dream where I could make things appear. I could create anything I wanted, talk about anything using images. In my experience, using images to convey emotion has been more effective than writing. There is something universal about it.

You get angry or pissed by your situation. At least you still have the will to get angry. I'm the type of person who just shrugs his shoulders and takes the easy way out. I am now consciously treading the path to self-destruction. This may sound too grandiose or morbid to you, but it is true. I am forcing myself to slowly ruin my life since I see no more hope.

The expectations of others may choke you... and it usually will, if others expect too much, or expect things they have no right expecting. In my life, the expectations of others were all I knew. Expectations, and conforming to them.

I am not a rebel nor a fighter. I am a broken machine. ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/2114038/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/2114038/ Tue, 30 Mar 2004 07:11:27 PST
(Not to mention the fact that the previous entries in my g-book are all ads for porn...) ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/2002960/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/2002960/ Sat, 13 Mar 2004 05:57:31 PST
LOL, after the concert, I realized I had no way of getting home, so I slept over at a friends' house... We played magic cards and lord of the rings cards until about 3am...

I also shopped for shoes and a belt and socks for the prom. We went to virramall, but we didn't find any shoes that fit me so... we went to Galle instead. ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1977536/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1977536/ Mon, 08 Mar 2004 21:13:41 PST
Woot!!! Yeah, wish my friends are there... ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1913911/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1913911/ Fri, 27 Feb 2004 04:44:15 PST

Anyways, thanks to all the people who showed their support for me. It's my lil brother's birthday today, he's turned 2. Birthday party on Saturday.

Downside, my teacher is probably gonna call because of low grades.. @.@ In a long test, not the whole term. hooo boy, I'm gonna get fucked up... ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1908236/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1908236/ Thu, 26 Feb 2004 05:48:48 PST
*sigh*

Oh well, another dream broken. ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1897570/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1897570/ Tue, 24 Feb 2004 03:51:24 PST
Anyways, damn net is working again... ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1779891/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1779891/ Sun, 01 Feb 2004 20:50:55 PST Anyways, full details can be found on my BLOG here [link] please visit and sign the guestbook...

NARDA RULES!!! ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1732348/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1732348/ Sat, 24 Jan 2004 06:13:52 PST [link]

The video of punk rock princess... Haven't heard the whole song yet, but I'm already addicted to it.. My copy of the osng is broken.. ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1666903/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1666903/ Mon, 12 Jan 2004 04:34:31 PST
I'm 17!!! ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1612864/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1612864/ Thu, 01 Jan 2004 08:28:00 PST
I just needed to rant, so hear me out.

Thanks, as always... ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1576321/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1576321/ Wed, 24 Dec 2003 07:24:58 PST

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Christmas is only less than an hour away. The new year is a few
days away. Nothing's Merry about Christmas or is there anything new
coming next year. Evn if this is true. I have come to terms with
the fact that miracles happen if people work for it. Also, bringing
forth a miracle doesn't mean that it wasn't a miracle. I'm not making
much sense, please bear with me.




I accidentally archived my past entries and I don't know where to
retrieve them. Oh well, I'll just make new ones to take their place.
What's lost is lost... At least now I'll remember to keep a copy of
the archive html... It's alright, I have text copies of my favorite
entries, so no biggie...




It's Christmas... And I have a fever, cough, clogged nose... the whole
package. It's a sign to take care of myself. Maybe I should... Even
if it's not for my sake. I now have friends who'll weep when I die. That's
enough to keep on striving...




2K3 has been one of the most eventful years of my life. Getting to meet
new people, going to events I usually wouldn't go to (parties, soirees,
fairs...) It's a year of personal growth, with it's ups and downs...




Fare thee well my friends, I hope to see you guys sooner or later.
Sooner if possible...




A great many thanks to all those people who actually read my Blog. A big
shout out goes to Kat for being my greatest Guestbook poster. the one
who got me into blogging in the first place. Also to Mikko
who introduced me to Deviantart.
And to all those others who helped keep me going... Merry Christmas and a
Happy New Year to come...
















]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1571590/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1571590/ Tue, 23 Dec 2003 05:37:57 PST
Merry Christmas.

May the sun shine on your face and melt the ice in your heart. Set your heart free, life's too short to waste on pessimistic thoughts.

I'm available for art trades. ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1569891/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1569891/ Mon, 22 Dec 2003 18:34:41 PST
Hope this works...

:ICONthe-endless-club: ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1514980/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1514980/ Wed, 10 Dec 2003 05:48:06 PST
[link]

Sign the gbook! ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1352629/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1352629/ Mon, 03 Nov 2003 04:20:41 PST And I have to give whoever got the 250th hit... (I think deng was the one...)
And various people with birthdays in november...

3 deviations, no sweat. LOL

I'm open for art trades, requests, etc...

November. My god, this month has so many things in store for me.

Matrix is gonna be out, nov5!!!
Miriam Fair: Nov14
Poveda Fair: Nov 21
LOTR Return of the King: Sometime this month
Harry Potter: Prisoner of Azkaban :: sometime this month
Benz's Play: Nov15

My GOD! And I have my exams this month... I need to study. Academics before social life! Academics before psychological breakdown!!! ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1269958/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1269958/ Mon, 13 Oct 2003 01:34:23 PDT
Okeeee... contest. Anybody who reaches the 250 mark. (how do you figger this out anyways?) gets an artwork. No photoshop PLEASE... I suck at it. Traditional medium. If it's a fanart, at least send me a pic of the character you want me too draw... thanks.

yeah. maybe that'll jack up the number of visits... oh yeah, just mail me if you're the lucky one. If I recieve emails from more than 1 person. it's forfeited OK? ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1262561/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1262561/ Sat, 11 Oct 2003 08:30:03 PDT
Anyways, Shaun asked me a favor: to CG some works. Sure, I said, no prob. I didn't know I had to CG 11!!! and in 2 days time without a tablet!!! SO now I'm working my ass off for a favor... damn, shouldn't have given my word quickly...

Loneliness... ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1245770/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1245770/ Tue, 07 Oct 2003 06:38:38 PDT
Okay, very stressed out today. when I logged in after 4 days of net withdrawal, I had 13 messages, sad to say I just clicked mark as read... didn't have the time to read and comment on em all...

anyways, thanks to all the people who gave such positive comments on Unang araw, I really liked that drawing... ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1226399/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1226399/ Wed, 01 Oct 2003 23:17:36 PDT
Note: UAAP is like the NCAA (I think) in the US... so... ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1213698/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1213698/ Sun, 28 Sep 2003 15:15:22 PDT ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1207486/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1207486/ Fri, 26 Sep 2003 20:08:19 PDT
Also, I'm failing chemistry... I can't understand Moles... plus they're making me tutor my younger sis... who's failed bio and math...

School is a big distraction.. LOL ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1171422/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1171422/ Wed, 17 Sep 2003 06:23:01 PDT
She hasn't said yes.

She hasn't said no...

So, no use worrying about it I deem...

I was asked to make an ad for our english reading campaign of our school... gonna scan it and post it when i have time... I'm done with it... nothing special artistically, just creative... anybody with perseverance could've done it better...

Anyways, as i can't take up Fine Arts coz o my parents... i'm taking up advertising na lang... para may "datong" (cash) ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1160034/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1160034/ Sun, 14 Sep 2003 04:37:03 PDT
I'm nervous... she may hate me... @.@ ]]> ~anito http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1150011/ http://anito.deviantart.com/journal/1150011/ Thu, 11 Sep 2003 05:49:55 PDT
I'm gonna get of my lazy ass and draw dorian gray from LXG... Jeez, I didn't know, but I read his story before...

Anyways... time to brush up on ink and watercolor... or pencil and watercolor...

Whatever... ]]> ~anito