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I've had a long "artist-block", but I'm starting to get past it. I NEED to anyways... I finally finished a painting and that means a lot b/c I never do... I never think my work is good so I stop working on it all together. Especially now that I've seen more art(not my own) and done a bit more myself... I see what I can/cannot do, and seen what others excel at... I compare it to myself (VERY BAD TO DO sometimes), and usually I just tend to learn from it, but when I'm not feeling so good or just in a bad mood, I'll turn the learning into criticism and not the good kind either... most of the time (during my block) I've done the bad kind of criticism and abandoned my art and just stuck to having a job... now I'm 23 and realized that time really does just fly by if you're not smelling the roses... getting back to myself in a way.. getting back to what I know belongs to me. Slowly getting back to it all... even if it takes a bit long, I just know not to stray away this time.



]]> ~annablaze http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/15932822/ http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/15932822/ Fri, 14 Dec 2007 15:26:00 PST ....I'll be posting new things soon.
I'm working on something now actually.



]]> ~annablaze http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/10652587/ http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/10652587/ Tue, 07 Nov 2006 20:43:54 PST I need to work on new things and UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE.
I'm sort of in the process of working on things, but I never have time to finish.
Well, this semester of school will be over soon = a good thing.
It will probobly be my last semester at this school. I really want to just transfer into an acadamy (where I belong). Good thing that I live right outside of Chicago

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[I miss it a lot] ]]> ~annablaze http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/3797144/ http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/3797144/ Tue, 09 Nov 2004 20:21:53 PST there's something on my mind
but it's hard to describe it
so i'll see what I can do.... ]]> ~annablaze http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/3693453/ http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/3693453/ Thu, 28 Oct 2004 10:31:45 PDT
[link]

you'll just have wait for my book to come out : )
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ANY WHO... that "book" of mine is dragging right now b/c I don't what the crap to write... ideas just come to my head as the days go by, forcing ideas never really works well: it just turns to mush... but anywho....

I need to get my last panting on here, but I don't have a good camera to take a picture of it... the camera I have is like a caveman camera and makes important things on the painting blurry... so it makes me sad to look at it, hah but anywho... for now we will all have to wait!!

anyways.... hmmmmm.... I think this is all I have to say for now .... ]]> ~annablaze http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/3157475/ http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/3157475/ Wed, 18 Aug 2004 16:05:29 PDT
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you'll just have wait for my book to come out : ) ]]> ~annablaze http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/3087813/ http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/3087813/ Tue, 10 Aug 2004 02:01:45 PDT ~annablaze http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/2830091/ http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/2830091/ Thu, 08 Jul 2004 00:52:39 PDT
2. THE MOVIE I'VE WATCHED MOST NUMBER OF TIMES
The 5th Element ! Milla kicks ass and Gary Oldman is the best actor of all time- so awesome, so sexy

3. LEAST FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL... math (most p.e. classes)

4. SPEND MY LEISURE TIME.. sleeping, drawing or doing something "artsy", eating, surfing the net, reading a book, thinking about useless yet usefull junk...

5. WORST SMELL?... smell of an alcoholic, smoke from ciggarests, nasty body fluids and such, gag.. what else.. i'm sure there is more out there that no one really wants to put their nose next to.

6. IF I COULD HAVE ANY CAR IN THE WORLD, WHAT
WOULD IT BE? I don't really care for cars, but it would nice to have one in the 1st place

7. FAVORITE HOUSEHOLD CHORE? Picking flowers for the kitchen table vase

8. WHEN I WAS A KID I DREAMED OF BECOMING A... ballerina, some type of crime fighter

9. FAVORITE COLOR/s? preatty much all of them, but usually i'll pick warmer colors

10.FAVORITE Music/musitianS ? these days i'll preatty much listen to everything, but i rather get my hands on some underground techno - good funky pop - electroinic - abstract - downtempo - trance... gothic metal techno... also many of 90's alternative

11. WHEN I DIE, I'D RATHER BE CREMATED OR BURIED? Cremated.

12. IF I COULD REPEAT COLLEGE, I'D TAKE.. Well I havn't taken college yet, so i'll say if i repeated High School then i would have taken one of those cooking classes (not b/c i can't cook, but b/c i do like to cook and would like to explore more with it) and i would also take one of those fashion clothing classes, but when i did take it once, i left right away b/c i could not stand the teachers or the people in the class b/c most of them were the kind that can't shut up and talk like cheery chirpy freaks, so i didn't want for my head to explode or any of the sort..

13. THREE THINGS I CAN'T LEAVE HOME WITHOUT?.... chapStick... keys... umm.. pants maybe...

14. FIRST THING I BOUGHT WITH MY FIRST SALARY... i can't remember, but one of the 1st things was a Spirited Away key chain

15. I'D LIKE TO BE REMEMBERED AS?.. i'm not sure.. the muse perhaps... or.. anna blaze.. or maybe i rather be "mysterious" or maybe just as what every you want to remember me as depending on who you are and now you know me

16. IF A BOOK WAS MADE INTO A MOVIE, WOULD YOU
STILL BOTHER TO READ THE BOOK? ofcourse !

17. SPECIALTY IN COOKING? no specialities, as long as it tastes good, then that's specialty enough

18. PRESENT CRUSH? none now..

19. FAVORITE HANG-OUT? don't really have one, it's roselle, there's nothing really here

20. BEST PLACE TO SHOP? anywhere with food or an oriental or foreign store and some place that is cheap

21. DO YOU LIKE TO WATCH PLAYS? i don't know...

22. FAVORITE PLACE IN YOUR HOUSE? my room, (kitchen, basement, bathroom)

23 BEST GIFT YOU'VE GIVEN? i don't know, i don't really have the cash to be giving gifts.. plus i don't give myself too much credit so i wouldn't know

24. WEIRDEST GIFT YOU RECEIVED? i havn't gotten anything too weird..

25. GIFT THAT YOU WANT TO RECEIVE AS OF THIS MOMENT? a job.. can i win one of those ?

26. WHAT DO YOU THINK IS THE BEST QUALITY OF THE
PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? no one sent it to me, i found it

27. OF ALL THE PEOPLE YOU WILL SEND THIS To
WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO REPLY?

28. WHAT TIME IS IT?: 12:41 at night, but my clock on the comp. is slow a couple hours, so i'm not sure

29. ANO SA KEYBOARD ANG PARATI MONG NAPIPINDOT .. What ??

30. YAHOO OR HOTMAIL: Yahoo!

31. LEFT OR RIGHT: Left or right what ? if hand then right..

32. BLACK OR WHITE: black

33. BLACK OR BLUE PEN: plue

34. SANDALS OR SHOES: Sandals or no shoes at all. Let you feet be naked !!!

35. COLGATE OR CLOSE-UP: Colgate ... what the hell is close up ?

36.chopsticks or spoon and fork? Fork, but hands is much easier and for fun sometimes chopsticks

38. ROBOCOP OR RAMBO: hmmm... so hard to choose... both are kick ass 90's dudes who kick ass.. both have guns, b... ]]> ~annablaze http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/2052418/ http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/2052418/ Sat, 20 Mar 2004 22:25:24 PST for school: 5:30 ... weekends from 9 to around 12 (depending how late i stayed up or how tired/sleepy i've benn)

2. IF YOU COULD EAT LUNCH WITH ONE FAMOUS PERSON, WHO WOULD IT BE?
hmm.... i've got a couple ppl in mind... it just kind of interests what famous people would eat in general.. what if i had the same fav food as them ?...that would be fun haha but if i did...then probobly Eddie Izzard

3. GOLD OR SILVER?
Silver

4. WHAT WAS THE LAST FILM YOU SAW AT THE CINEMA?
Big Fish.. a month or two ago

5.WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW?
Six Feet Under

6. WHAT DO YOU HAVE FOR BREAKFAST?
w/e is good or w/e i can find

7. WHO WOULD YOU HATE TO BE STUCK IN A ROOM WITH?
exboyfriend or someone annyoing & stupid

8. CAN YOU TOUCH YOUR NOSE WITH YOUR TONGUE?
nope.. but i wonder who was the 1st one who tried to do that hehe

9. WHAT INSPIRES YOU?
artists, characters from good movies, speaches, books, music, lyrics, good teachers and many other things...

10. WHAT IS YOUR MIDDLE NAME?
Katrina (Katarzyna)

11. BEACH, CITY, OR COUNTRY?
all... that's my problem: i like all of these so i don't were to live when i'm older... maybe i'll just travel a lot so i can enjoy all of this equally hehe X_x

12. FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
strawberry and french vanilla - yum yums

13. BUTTER, PLAIN OR SALTED POPCORN?
all kinds

14. FAVORITE COLOR?
violet/purple

15. FAVORITE CAR?
i don't really care

16. FAVORITE SANDWICH FILLING?
i like all kinds..

17. WHAT CHARACTERISTIC DO YOU DESPISE?
ignorance, selfishnes, lieing, 2faced...

18. FAVORITE FLOWER?
Lilacs... but i really like all kinds of flowers ~

19. IF YOU HAD A BIG WIN IN THE LOTTERY, HOW LONG WOULD YOU WAIT TO TELL PEOPLE?
i really don't know....

20. FIZZY OR STILL WATER AS A DRINK?
?? fizzy water ?? .... i like juice

21. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BATHROOM?
white ..... blah.....

22. HOW MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING?
huh ?? 3 ..... ??

23. WHERE WOULD YOU RETIRE TO?
dunno... probobly nowhere....

24. CAN YOU JUGGLE?
no, but i know someone who can (shockff)

25. FAVORITE DAY OF THE WEEK?
the day i can sleep in late hehe

26. RED OR WHITE WINE?
i'm not really the biggest fan of liquor, but if so i'd go for red

27. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY?
i don't remember...

29. SAY SOMETHING NICE ABOUT THE DEVIANT YOU COPIED THIS FROM:
good artist --> thelonegunman

30. WHO DO YOU LEAST EXPECT WILL COPY THIS?
i dunno

31. PERSON YOU EXPECT WILL COPY THIS FIRST :
i dunno...andy : shockff maybe hehe ]]> ~annablaze http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/1941796/ http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/1941796/ Tue, 02 Mar 2004 19:50:12 PST and it makes me mad when i can't find a good cd with good 90's music on it... like those cd's that they have that say:
THE HITS OF THE 80'S
BEST HITS OF THE 60'S
or w/e other era you choose...
they barely have 90's ones
some (my friend and i found out today) are no longer made.. but still there's got to be something
maybe a good soundtrack from a good movie with a bunch of 90's music will do, but WE WANT MORE DAMN IT Ggrrrr .....
anyways... i'm gonna go watch mallrats now ]]> ~annablaze http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/1933345/ http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/1933345/ Mon, 01 Mar 2004 13:17:23 PST oh yeah ~
i have to be at work in like half an hour ... i almost quit last time i was there, but then i decided not to..... maybe i'll quit once i get my 1st paycheck... i still have to ask them when i'm getting that.. heh... anywho.. it's raining now YAY i've missed the rain and i feel like i'm in 7th grade during the summer or something, it's a nice feeling hehehe
but anywho... i can't wait for the art show that andy and i are in ... well i can wait.. i'm just curious about it at the moment.. i have to make sure that i'm not workign that ... that is if i don't quit ahead of time ]]> ~annablaze http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/1915662/ http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/1915662/ Fri, 27 Feb 2004 12:42:31 PST (Act V - Scene 1)

Thisbe:

Asleep, my love?
What, dead, my dove?
O Pyramus, arise!
Speak, speak. Quite dumb?
Dead, dead? A tomb
Must cover thy sweet eyes.
These My lips,
This cherry nose,
These yellow cowslip cheeks,
Are gone, are gone:
Lovers, make moan:
His eyes were green as leeks.
O Sisters Three,
Come, come to me,
With hands as pale as milk;
Lay them in gore,
Since you have shore
With shears his thread of silk.
Tongue, not a word:
Come, trusty sword;

And, farewell, friends;
Thus Thisbe ends:
Adieu, adieu, adieu.


I Shakespear

this is my favorite play by shakespear and this part of the play just really got me - it's soooo freakin good and dramatic and romantic and sad and awsome and just GOOD... i dunno how else to describe it, but i just like it.... A LOT
(there's another line that i really like too, i took drama jr year i had to learn that part and i really liked that too, maybe i'll post it another day tho.) ]]> ~annablaze http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/1906643/ http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/1906643/ Wed, 25 Feb 2004 20:20:44 PST but i'm sick... i hope it's not busy tomrrow... and i hope i remember what i learned the other day... and i hope i learn the stuff i still don't get completly soon .... ekk.... i hope i'm not sick for long

blah... i kind of have an idea to paint something, but i barely have any of it done... didn't even start painting it yet... all i have is the sketch drawn down on the canvas and i'm not even sure if i want to change or leave the composition of it .... blah....
::hits head to think harder:: ]]> ~annablaze http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/1896371/ http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/1896371/ Mon, 23 Feb 2004 20:52:16 PST wonder how that's gonna go
hmm... i'm think i'm preatty ready for it...
plus i know someone that works there, she's a cool chick and i think she's working the same time i am so it should be okay...
anywho i shoud get to sleep... ]]> ~annablaze http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/1887765/ http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/1887765/ Sun, 22 Feb 2004 11:44:06 PST

I'm not a concert virgin anymore (as i like to say) hehehehehe
I FINALLY went to a freakin concert
(took me long enough)
and it was fun as hell (well i guess it's more like a big show, but close enough)

ADD, CHACOPA & BURING AUTUMN opened up for ESCAPE FROM EARTH
VERY VERY GOOD BANDS
I really liked CHACOPA- they were all " nu-metal"ish -
I was w/ my friend Melanie and her friend Annie (cool chicks )
Melanie & I lost our voice cuz we were screaming our asses off for these bands and headbanging !
but hey if you're gonna get urself f-up, it's all okay if it's worth it in the end (my head still hurts)
(but all those ppl who were there and were just standing around, not doing anything, pissed me off, i mean you're at a show, local or not, DO SOMETHING, CHEER THE FREAKIN BAND ON that's the point of going you jerks offs

but anyways.... hehe it was fun

OH YEAH !
and Steve Fisher (from the radio station) said he Loves my kitty hoddie SCORE
::does happy dance::


but i'm actually kind of sick now... headache and sore throat, even before the show my throat was sore so screaming and yelling wasn't the best idea, but like i said it's worth it
plus it's a sunday and i always feel like shit on sundays... but that's okay i guess.... ehh hehe ]]> ~annablaze http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/1882068/ http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/1882068/ Sat, 21 Feb 2004 08:07:43 PST ...and I've got myself a job
FINALLY !
I start Tuesday - hopefully i don't f-up and get fired ]]> ~annablaze http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/1874464/ http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/1874464/ Thu, 19 Feb 2004 19:50:13 PST but now i see the emptyness
i used to want to touch you
thinking you as the best
no one would be in my way
meeting eye to eye today
see you all for myself
see you as the picture fades

[chorus]
-you gave me a world i fear
-gave me moments that break
-let me run away from that night
-let me run away from your sight

-How could i have been this wrong ?
-This godly figure dies
-right in front of my face
-such a fool i was
-completly out of my place

I used to think
the best is yet to come
this time i'll win the game
this shall be my perfect one
but now i see inside you're so plain
fakeing all these good days
how could you be so vain ?

[chorus]
-you gave me a world i fear
-gave me moments that break
-let me run away from that night
-let me run away from your sight

-How could i have been this wrong ?
-This godly figure dies
-right in front of my face
-such a fool i was
-completly out of my place

(dust inside your heart,
fills up so well,
that's enough for you now,
nothing matters,
nothing matters anymore)

[chorus] 2x

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i wrote this song my jr yr, and now it seems
to fit perfectly about a certain someone.... *cough*my.ex.bf*cough*

---------------------------------------- ----------- ]]> ~annablaze http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/1862751/ http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/1862751/ Tue, 17 Feb 2004 17:58:22 PST i just did my homework and talked to my jr. year history teacher - hehehe - so it was actually a fun detention

Right now I'm struggling to write this article for government and i have no idea what to write about
this sux cuz it's due tomrrow (i tottaly forgot about it over the weekend) blah ! i have a feeling i might not do it this time .... ]]> ~annablaze http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/1840838/ http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/1840838/ Fri, 13 Feb 2004 20:46:55 PST To think he could replace,
The missing elements in me,
How extremely lazy of me

How could I be so immature ?
To think he could replace,
The missing elements in me,
How extremely lazy of me.

How could I be so immature ?
How could I be so immature ?

[I really like this song and it kind of relates/ed to me recently for being a dumb girl ] ]]> ~annablaze http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/1828457/ http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/1828457/ Wed, 11 Feb 2004 13:57:23 PST !!!

(he's in love with it .... he won't stop starring at his work) lol just teasing andy hehe

.....oh yeah
i have a 15 minute detention after school tomrrow... that's quite dumb ... if you're gonna give me a detention then MAKE IT A DETENTION !! what the hell is the 15 minute b.s. about ?? that's just annoying and a waist of good 15 minutes... anyways.... tis all for that.... no big deal... just a big annoying....
anywho...

...one of my friends is supposed to have a show (for the band he's in) this friday and i'm quite interasted as to what they sound like... so hopefully i'll be able to go to that ]]> ~annablaze http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/1813653/ http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/1813653/ Sun, 08 Feb 2004 15:27:31 PST yay ! turned out really nice ~ i like i like ~

but it's a sunday night and school sux as we all know, all i want to do is sleep - i don't mind learning, i just want to sleep & sleep ...

but i'm gonna go to a friends house soon, so later ppl ~ ]]> ~annablaze http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/1807176/ http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/1807176/ Sat, 07 Feb 2004 09:11:55 PST [the other color i dyed it like a month ago faded ]
so now i'm gonna look for a dark brown or just black hehe fun

hmmmm i just a craving for chinese !!! ohhhh, how I want some !!

Jeez! i'm in a GOOD freakin mood !!! ]]> ~annablaze http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/1806247/ http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/1806247/ Fri, 06 Feb 2004 23:03:49 PST


]]> ~annablaze http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/1800367/ http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/1800367/ Thu, 05 Feb 2004 18:59:32 PST ]]> ~annablaze http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/1800350/ http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/1800350/ Thu, 05 Feb 2004 18:55:47 PST
me --> <-- "certain someone" ]]> ~annablaze http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/1789806/ http://annablaze.deviantart.com/journal/1789806/ Tue, 03 Feb 2004 19:04:15 PST
Posting my art hmm... well i'm into diff kinds of stuff [ a little bit of everything] : photo, paiting, drawing, sometimes i'll make stencils if need be, cut up some mags and make something and anime (i try that sometimes, but bibly kicks ass with it ! ) and who knows what else comes to my mind.... but anywho ... ... hopefully i'll get psp soon to help me out w/ some stuff ... and hopefully i'll get my art up on here soon too.... and figure how to work everything on this site fun fun ]]> ~annablaze