http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:anomia-grey&section=today deviantART RSS for by:anomia-grey en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 22 Dec 2009 19:22:55 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/28271190/ http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/28271190/ Tue, 10 Nov 2009 14:37:18 PST Facebook l Gallery l dA Portfolio l Watch Me l Note Me

Righto, this is getting embarassing. The number of people I know in real life present in my Friends list is steadily increasing, and I can't pretend I'm still electronically 17.

Watch this space, there shall be revamping!

(Next time I'm desperately procrasting work)

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And now back to the twenty-something pages I have to produce on How I Don't Actually Know Anything About Japan*




*Subiectul atestatului meu de limba engleza se numeste "The Rediscovery of Japan", si e despre Japonia secolului 19. Nifty title, neh? De fapt toti americanii care au plecat in Japonia sa o "redescopere" au ajuns la aceeasi concluzie: dupa vreo 10 ani de stat in Japonia, iti dai seama ca stii ceva despre japonezi in momentul in care iti dai seama ca nu stii de fapt nimic. But then again, most of them never went back to America

]]> ~anomia-grey http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/18223825/ http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/18223825/ Thu, 08 May 2008 08:45:47 PDT Deviant ~anomia-grey -log out - no subscription | 3,121 deviations, 903 messages, 4 notes

And I didn't even get to answer all the comments on my last journal entry which was...Way Back Then.

So why did I decide to revive this thing? Don't hope I've had any creative impulse - nor that I actually have anything to say. Sorry Lugarid, if you're reading this, I can't even come up with some appropriately poetic musings, so yes, you are reading a completely pointless post, pointless enough for me to have nothing better to do than point this out to you, hypothetic Reader.

I just feel like keeping a blog again. And since this one already has a remarkable count of four-line posts, why not beat on the old dead horse again?

Hear the pulse and vibrations and the rumblin' force
Somebody's out there beating on a dead horse

]]> ~anomia-grey http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/10945640/ http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/10945640/ Tue, 24 Apr 2007 22:20:56 PDT hdragomir for the imagination he conjoured my showcase from ).
The rule is that once you get showcased you have to post a similar journal entry, and showcase another ten little deviants yourself ...Someone else strated it, but I like the idea of people talking about each other's galleries... so...ready-steady-GO!

(as you may have noticed, I do get carried off. you have been warned )

1. ~hdragomir - a young freelance designer with a love and eye for nature - he skilfully incorporates vegetal elements in his graphic, not to mention the feeling of dinamism and balance his works inspire...although there is some really good graphic material of his that isn't featured in his new gallery . But there's still his aweinspiring nature photography and atmospheric street scenes, photos which not only very well capture a certain mood, but at times also transmit a powerful message, as in Apuseni 2009
([link]). Slumset ([link]) is a daunting show of shadow and sunset on the Bega river, and though seemingly unspectacular, I fell in love with Slummy ST ([link]) for the same moody lighting. Enjoy.

2. *cenumesimplu - she brings life to all she does, and most of all to her brilliant photos, I can really feel each one of them talikng to me. I can't stop marveling at how many aspects of the dayly life in Bucharest urban photography manages to vividly depict: from the nostalgia of the river bank, to the strong contrasts of post-communist society, from a splendidly caught sunset on the lake in Herastrau Park (Nothing Special [link]) to the faces of the people in the crowd and by themselves(Bravery - [link] , Fortza Steaua - [link] , Lipscani - [link])... I don't live in Bucharest, but her pictures really transport you to a place and a feeling, sort of bringing to you the heart of the town... though just as inspiring is her concept artwork(She's Gone II - [link] ) and her spontaneous snapshots(my favorites: watching the world go by - [link] , Do You Dare... - [link] )

3.~Lugarid - well, reviewing pieces of writing is considerably more difficult than photos...which do not seek to hide, if you know what I mean. So there's not much I can say about the works of this young non-fiction writer, with a penchant for ambiguity (did I say ambiguity? not just two faces, but also all that lies in between)... simply because what I see in his poems and editorials would only apply to me. His works are made to be carefully discovered on your own, a labyrinth shaped by smoke, a personal journey... Come to the heart of the underground tunnels.(Seekers of Fame and Fortune - [link] , Nasterea unui dictator - [link] Deliverence - [link] , isn't this where... - http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/10810964/ Wed, 22 Nov 2006 12:11:44 PST the side you'll keep clean
stained on the inside
caught in between
the line crosses
between your eyes
your line of simmetry
is someone's horizon.

]]> ~anomia-grey http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/10775872/ http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/10775872/ Sun, 19 Nov 2006 09:40:14 PST

]]> ~anomia-grey http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/10761520/ http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/10761520/ Fri, 17 Nov 2006 23:16:56 PST i call you selfish
i call you unattentive
i call you proud
i call you deceiving
i call you cold
i call you unsheltering
dead harbour of emotions
only ghost ships rarely attend
though i need not say a word
for you know all this, my friend

]]> ~anomia-grey http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/10753906/ http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/10753906/ Fri, 17 Nov 2006 08:48:29 PST watching
and waiting...
until you whisper
behold
the Angel of Emptiness is harboring
where the shadows devoured our hearts.
and you point to the sea that none can see
(you see it's hidden behind our eyes)
somewhere up high, the sky's turning dry
and i believe you, as always.

]]> ~anomia-grey http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/10739897/ http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/10739897/ Wed, 15 Nov 2006 23:14:17 PST CellarDoor101 is wearing glasses. si toata lumea e fericita si zburda si e atenta unde calca numai eu stau si stau si stau pe loc.....

]]> ~anomia-grey http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/10678849/ http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/10678849/ Fri, 10 Nov 2006 11:16:20 PST you made me forget myself
thought I was someone else- someone good...

am mai lucrat la poezie, e prima poezie la care chiar lucru care in curand o sa devina poezia, iar eu poate o sa devin sculptorul acela din "Leul Rosu" care lucreaza de o viata la o sigura sculptura,pe care nu a vazut-o nimeni niciodata...

am mult de lucru... si iar nu am chef de nimic...probabil asa e si inainte de examene la faculta.

regret din nou ce a fost...si nu il vreau inapoi, nu. trecutul e ingropat sub podeaua camerei mele, si numai noapte el mi se strecoara langa pat soptindu-mi "Nu exista umbre...". Intradevar, nu exista umbre, nu exista intuneric, cand nu exista lumina... imi vreau umbra inapoi... sa ii fur din nou conturul, ca ea sa se raspandeasca in toata casa, si cu acel fir de ceata sa imi cos iar hainele arse...


dar inapoi la trecut. vreau doar sa imi cer scuze... dar nu mai am cui. si iara incerc sa fug....sa recuperez timpul pierdut...desi e prea tarziu. cursa cea lunga deja a inceput... dar eu tot uit, si tot reusesc sa ma ratacesc in propriile mele ganduri...

]]> ~anomia-grey http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/10642465/ http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/10642465/ Mon, 06 Nov 2006 22:15:51 PST ) for the greater glory of William Shakespeare Highschool...acum stau la ora de informatica langa niste puncte de suspensie... aaargh damn serviciu pe scoala.

I'm soon to post a new poem...please tear it to pieces, chiar vreau sa o imbunatatesc

No custom dragons today, e 7.45 si e una din zilele in care my mind goes stone cold. Maybe cand o sa am timp si inspiratie o sa iasa ceva mai logic(wow great ambitions...)

Pauza acusi se termina....goodbye,goodbye,goodbye

]]> ~anomia-grey http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/10527011/ http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/10527011/ Fri, 27 Oct 2006 12:05:00 PDT
Mananc iara hrana pestilor. What should be swimming with the fishes. Si in loc sa manance mana putreziciunii pe care le-o rapesc, pestii imi mananca visele, si gandurile, si amintirea marii. Ati vazut vreodata marea intoarsa cu susul in jos? Eu da, inot in ea in fiecare noapte si de fiecare data cand plang furtuna se revarsa in ea, cu lacrimi ce zboara si norii grei care se lasa inapoi spre Pamant.



Si nu-mi raman decat cuvintele, care si ele una cate una se termina, mor si ele, se repeta, au si ele un ciclu al vietii si al mortii..e ca si cum as valsa cu un partener si dupa aia as trece la altul, si la altul, si la altul, pana nu mai raman dansatori in sala de bal, si atunci pasesc inapoi la primul, si apoi la ultimul, si apoi la al 666-lea, pana cand ajung la al zecelea, iar acela sunt eu.

]]> ~anomia-grey http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/10486067/ http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/10486067/ Mon, 23 Oct 2006 11:03:28 PDT please don't pass me by
for I am blind
as you can see
I have been blinded totally
please don't pass me by
Leonard Cohen, Please don't pass me by


Ma uitam did masina tatii azi dimineata la lumina lampilor de strada ce cadea asupra coroanelor copacilor, era ca o toamna incandescenta, inainte de rasarit. Si laura radea de cat de usor pot sa ma sugestionez sa fiu zglobie dupa 7 ore...dar nu i-am spus ca nici copacii aia nu au reusit sa ma atinga. ce m-as plimba pe malul begai acuma, pana e si verde si galben si auriu, si toamna blanda care arpoape nu e toamna. dar eu nu am voie decat sa fac inconjorul camerei mintii mele. cineva nu ma lasa afara. cine oare o fi? nici nu o mai spun, ghiciti singuri. si nu e vorba de parintii mei.

cred ca va trebui s-o invit intro zi la o cafea. pe malul begai. la pod 16. dar nu ma prea baga in seama in ultimul timp.

And you know as I was walking I thought it was them who were singing it, I
thought it was they who were singing it, I thought it was the other who was
singing it, I thought it was someone else. But as I moved along I knew it was
me, and that I was singing it to myself. It went:

Please don't pass me by,
oh please don't pass me by...

]]> ~anomia-grey http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/10440189/ http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/10440189/ Wed, 18 Oct 2006 23:09:55 PDT once again caught in my limited world
I came to school to paint the same circle,
but someone gave me a painting instead
the nicest birthdaygift I could imagine...
I'm gonna go now and look at it once again

]]> ~anomia-grey http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/10423174/ http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/10423174/ Tue, 17 Oct 2006 12:42:06 PDT
kidding, I have nothing against criticism, it's nice to have a bit of outer objectivity/subjectivity to refresh your existence...fuck, my clipboard got erased. I get one moment of dream control and then God or fate or DEVIANTART decides to play you a nice little trick....AAAARGH


now this looks more like a journal, doesn't it?

ma duc sa incerc sa reconstruiesc...

coliva pe gratis daca nu reusesc, desi inca nu mam decis pe cine omor *grrr*

]]> ~anomia-grey http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/10400529/ http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/10400529/ Sun, 15 Oct 2006 11:43:47 PDT Laugh with the weather
And sing with the silence
Absurdity is meaning once you meet the right people
Whom I once thought were my alter egos
But now come to think of it I am a shadow too
The mirror image of someone else’s emptiness
(and the repetition of words long wispered by the elder
long ago
I guess words are also just echoes
Copies of the Logos too...
Copies of the Logos too...
Copies of the Logos too...
)
But nobody’s dead, we’ve just run out of ideas. Or rather the ideas have run right out of us.
Somobody up there’s just having a wirter’s block again. Oh well, we might as well just start over.
/clear.

]]> ~anomia-grey http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/10355452/ http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/10355452/ Wed, 11 Oct 2006 06:38:30 PDT
de fapt, stai, nu, ma uit drept in fata. ba nu, doar la poze. imagini. ganduri. macar eu nu am iluzia ca sunt altceva decat sunt.

o floricica ruginita, caruia nu poti sa-i spui varsta... arata de parca ar fi putut fi uscata dintodeauna sau din momentul in care m-am uitat la ea... alt fel de flacari o napadesc acum, in timp ce verdele se preface-n cositor si cenusa in frunzele ei...dar am uitat ceva. in curand va fi doar sambure. deci aceasta este natura flacarii care ne consuma in fiecare toamna...s-au poate ca m-au parasit din nou anotimpurile...

numai vesnicul somn m-a mai vrut...dar din el, de fapt, niciodata nu am iesit...

macar la o intrebare am raspuns. fluture nu sunt, aia au murit cu totii de mult.

]]> ~anomia-grey http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/10256108/ http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/10256108/ Mon, 02 Oct 2006 06:18:22 PDT cu clipe de plumb
in curand numai eu si tu
vom mai privi pe fereastra avionului
jos inspre strada
unde oamenii se plimba cu umbrele de otel
cu toti armati, cu toti inarmati
sa lupte impotriva amintirilor
ce pica din cer.

]]> ~anomia-grey http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/10081985/ http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/10081985/ Fri, 15 Sep 2006 15:31:40 PDT cand simti ca ceva din tine atat de clar iti spune: nu mai merge mai departe
cand simti ca ai obosit, iar actiunile tale
nu mai au nici o valore
totul a devenit
un simplu joc
al obisnuintei
fara semnificatie
sau scop?
pana cand
iti dai seama
ca totul a trebuit sa inceapa cumva
si iti amintesti acea mutare
a pieselor in acel moment decisiv
al jocului tactic intre hazard si Sens
pe care mintea noastra o joaca cu realitea
pe o masa de joc a carui laturi sunt Timpul si Spatiul
care a fost destul
pentru a ramane pentru tine pe vecie
raspunsul intrebarii
"de ce?".
si te accepti...asa cum esti acum
si cum erai inainte
si raul care va desparte
si nu mai esti doar o fata pritre atatea altele
cand in multime recunosti un altul
cat de ciudat este ca ai fugit atat in pustietate
sa te gasesti pe tine
si te-ai gasit unde te-ai fi asteptat cel mai putin
in acea privire de pe strada...
iti mai amintesti? ]]> ~anomia-grey http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/10049172/ http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/10049172/ Tue, 12 Sep 2006 11:15:23 PDT ~anomia-grey http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/10038217/ http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/10038217/ Mon, 11 Sep 2006 11:07:47 PDT ]]> ~anomia-grey http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/9872446/ http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/9872446/ Sun, 27 Aug 2006 11:38:49 PDT ]]> ~anomia-grey http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/9850753/ http://anomia-grey.deviantart.com/journal/9850753/ Fri, 25 Aug 2006 12:52:18 PDT ~anomia-grey