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if you want

just check it out my new dA Account

Feel Free to visit my new sttuff and lbame it if you wanna to

[link]

Cheers people

Ahora tengo una nueva cuenta en el DA que si gustan pueden visitar

[link]

saludos gentes

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/17846081/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/17846081/ Mon, 14 Apr 2008 10:04:52 PDT

yaaaay

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/13689022/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/13689022/ Tue, 10 Jul 2007 22:44:42 PDT
message me if you wanna hang out

it will be cool to see you


475

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/13308359/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/13308359/ Mon, 11 Jun 2007 20:03:11 PDT
you can visit

&

If you want

I'll not upload nothing here anymore

Watch'em if you want

Luck to all

And thanx to people who took the time for being here


Anthem to Sorrow

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/13220680/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/13220680/ Mon, 04 Jun 2007 20:33:44 PDT
hace 6 o 5 años...

yo tuve una playera de venom...


tuve una playera de venom... y me lo recordo MI PAPA...

me cague de confusion

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/13195581/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/13195581/ Sat, 02 Jun 2007 22:46:46 PDT
]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/13117801/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/13117801/ Sun, 27 May 2007 20:54:58 PDT
Pense esto...

Me gustaria llevarte a cenar,

A un lugar bonito.

Prepararlo todo de una manera muy romantica, la musica, el ambiente... todo...

Podriamos platicar de todo, de muchas cosas...

Podria agradecerte todo lo que creaste en mi, y todo lo que destruiste.

Podriamos hablar y hablar horas y horas...

Pero dudo ya que te importe un poco lo que pasa...

Por eso mejor pense en olvidarte.

Sin cena, sin vino, sin recuerdos.



Que romantico soy...

o... que hijo de la chingada?

o asi de cabron me duele?

hahaahhaha no se...

pero es bien cagado...

ser como un escalon

o una tapa o algo asi...

pero cagadisimo...

pero pues ni pedo

Karma hara su trabajo a su devido tiempo.

Pinche semana culera...

pero culera con ganas

mañana dare detalles

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/13106975/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/13106975/ Sat, 26 May 2007 22:44:05 PDT
if some one lies to you

if some one thinks you are nothing but a toy

do never give up fighting for what you want

never give up

they'll suffer enough when it's necesary

and they'll face their mistakes

do never give up

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/13066324/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/13066324/ Wed, 23 May 2007 17:19:33 PDT [link]

Not every pain does...

and when you understand and know all those things you can live way out much better

here they are

[link]

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/13057226/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/13057226/ Tue, 22 May 2007 22:28:37 PDT
Yo solo esperaba la respuesta sincera

No los detalles con dolor.

Mi mundo era para ti

Pero no es lo que quieres.

Ya no hay nada que esperar.

Suerte en todo.


Gracias por la honestidad.

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/13055426/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/13055426/ Tue, 22 May 2007 19:22:34 PDT
or till i end up cutting my veins?

hahahahaha

i know

i'm crazy

that's why i ended up as an artist?


hahahahahahahaha

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/13019770/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/13019770/ Sat, 19 May 2007 23:57:31 PDT
I wont cry again for anything

I wont give it all to lose it all

I will just walk away and avoid all the rocks that may make me walk...

Sorrow was my best lover...

But it became so monotone...

I became a toy

A tool

Now im useless

I've expired

I'm the broken toy no one wants

Its time to rise

to forget

to forgive

if the time to leave life is coming soon, so, so, so, so, so soon

I just wanted to live it all

make the dream come true

was i nightmare?

I dont know

I wont keep singin alone

I wont wait for the eco without the answer

Im tired of being stuck

Its time to become great

To rise

To create

That's my life

That's what i want

And if i have to make it all alone

I'm going to make it

I have no more time to waste

I've got enough

This is the last time i'll have to drop tears all over for you

It's the last time i'll write songs to sing

to a pair of noisy ears

Its the last

I'll cry

I' get beated up

I'll bleed until i dry my veins...

I'm making it

I'm going new tonigh.


Tomorrow you'll be no more than another scar on my face...

Maybe the deepest, maybe the worse, maybe the one who brought more pain

But the best.

I wont complain all the good you gave to me.

I'll die, i'll born again.

I wont feel more pain

Sing with me

Sing with me this song

Sing with me this song full of sorrow

Sing with me this song

The song that heals bleeding hearts...

Sing with me

Sing with sorrow.

I was that

The Anthem To Sorrow








Destrui mi mundo
Aleje a quienes me querian
Des hice lo poco que habia construido por mi mismo
Me perdi en un laberinto sin solucion
Al fin llegue a la pared donde esta el signo de interrogacion

Opto por que mis alas me saquen de aqui
Para que alguien me destruya de nuevo
Y me recuerde que no devo volar y huir
Sino afrontar y sufrir

No mas
Ya eh suspirado demasiado.

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/13010241/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/13010241/ Sat, 19 May 2007 07:34:35 PDT
Oh

I am exploring the inside, I find it desolate
I do implore these confines, now, as they penetrate, "recreate me"
I'm hovering throughout time, I crumble in these days
I crumble, I cannot, I cannot find reflection in these days

(If you listen) Listen, listen
(Listen close) Beat by beat
(You can hear when the heart stops) I saved the pieces
(When it broke) And ground them all to dust

I am destroyed by the inside, I disassociate
I hope to destroy the outside, it will alleviate and elevate me
Like water flowing into lungs, I'm flowing through these days
Like morphine cuts through, through dead end veins, I'm numbing in these days
So...

(If you listen) Listen, listen
(Listen close) Beat by beat
(You can hear when the heart stops) I saved the pieces
(When it broke) And ground them all to dust

I know what died that night, it can never be brought back to life
Once again, I know
[x2]

I know I died that night and I'll never be brought back to life
Once again, I know
[x2]

(If you listen) Listen, listen
(Listen close) Beat by beat
(You can hear when the heart stops) I saved the pieces
(When it broke) And ground them all to dust
So...

(If you listen) Listen, listen
(Listen close) It dies beat by beat
(You can hear when the heart stops) I saved the pieces
(When it broke) And ground them all to dust


cuanto mas arda la herida

cuanto mas acido le heche

cuanto mas intente olvidarte

mas rapido estare mejor

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12988264/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12988264/ Thu, 17 May 2007 11:04:47 PDT
So i'll cut my own wings

and wont fly anymore

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12987812/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12987812/ Thu, 17 May 2007 09:43:29 PDT
suficiente ilusion


solo intentare ser feliz

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12976248/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12976248/ Wed, 16 May 2007 10:45:25 PDT
Cambios bruscos de temperatura rapidamente

Calor frio, calor, frio, calor frio...

pero como soy humano

y soy estupido

no me muero

en cambio los germenes si jajaja

ah

pero si me muero

porque me estoy ganando una como se llama eso..

jummm esa gripa bien cabrona?

una de esas

me preocupa k tenga el mismo sintoma de mi papa de self injury for attention purposse...

ayudame complejo b...

system of a down es genial

y hace como una semana lo primero que captaron mis oidos fue eso...

a primera hora... chale...

YOU!!!!!

My tapeworm tells me wot to doooo(8)

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12968647/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12968647/ Tue, 15 May 2007 17:34:16 PDT
jajajajaja... si no le entienden... pues hummm no se jajaja

mis chistes malos

de cosas severas

me gusta mi humor pendejo para cosas serias...
como cuando pasa algo muy feo e intento hacer algo chistoso con tal de ver a la gente feliz

pero no funciona

la gente solo se preocupa en sufrir

me converti en emo, pero no soy una pussy, entonces soy goth...

hummm

eh comido demasiado
me estoy volviendo sedentario...
y es su culpa jajaja
U__U experimentare de nuevo a ver que pasa hum hum hum
si, ese msn me recluye demasiado...

es divertido hablar de dia conmigo mismo

no hay paranoias

no me empiezo a poner mal

es divertido

pero las noches volvieron a ser como antes...

me preocupa recaer... hummm

solo sali, solo volvere a salir de nuevo...

hum hum hum hum

de presion jajajaja soy un mamon

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12962273/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12962273/ Tue, 15 May 2007 06:56:46 PDT
hahahahaha

o ya de perdida la mantequilla pa resbalarnos un rato XD!!!

No soy emo
Soy Gotico...

o Jotico?

hahahahaha

Uno debe de inhibir el pensamiento a toda hora, si no uno piensa estupideces


lo que dije es estupido?!?!

hahahaha

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12958783/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12958783/ Mon, 14 May 2007 20:34:36 PDT

Causaron daños escritos en mi

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12916314/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12916314/ Thu, 10 May 2007 21:12:50 PDT
ya oli solvente hace rato y aun me duele la cabeza...

los ramones son lo mejor que hay...

y que se chinguen

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12892950/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12892950/ Tue, 08 May 2007 20:23:21 PDT Botando la pelota de la duda una y otra vez...
Esperar esperar y esperar
A que el ocaso llegue y me recuerde mi soledad...
Puedo seguir botando mi vida.
Seguir pretendiendo que puedo estar feliz...
Miles de cosas puedo.

Pero jamas

Dejar de amarte

Hoy le salieron flores ya a las plantas de mis pies.

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12881442/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12881442/ Mon, 07 May 2007 21:05:45 PDT
No se por que...

Llegue a mi destino, y en el radio hablaban del daño ambiental...

siempre que escucho algo referente al tema me pongo paranoico y me pongo mal y triste...

Hoy me quedo claro algo...

Resignarme a saber que mi muerte no sera tranquilo en una cama con mi familia al rededor...

Probablemente nisiquiera tenga una esposa... ni un hijo...

Probablemtente algo pase algo antes de que yo pueda sentirme en verdad pleno...

Solo me queda disfrutar mas y mas y mas cada dia el abrir los ojos y dejar entrar en mi ese aire que me dice que estoy vivo

No hay nada mas hermoso

Quizas cosas que lo complementan y me hacen sentir mejor

Pero no hay nada como estar vivo.
Tus ojos... si... ellos son como estar vivos... verlos... verme en ti...
Nada me causa mas felicidad... aunque solo los haya visto bien una vez...
lo disfrute...

Despues termine en la escuela...
en una conferencia sobre la estetica...
Mi tutor estubo ahi...
Conoci el lado de el que no conocia...
Ambos callamos de ello...
Pero yo estaba a reventar por dentro...
mas se... que el es como yo...
Por eso el me escogio...
Por eso el y yo pensamos como uno...
Uno mas maduro que el otro, pero somos del mismo pensar
Fue bastante interesante ver y oir desde otro punto de vista...
Genial genial genial...

Tambien despues de 13 años o algo asi... sali a la calle sin una sudadera encima... si, a veces me la quito... pero andar completamente sin sudadera... prfff...
Historico

Despues convivi con uno de mis idolos en ilustracion... estube con el, me entere que le gustan mis ratas [link] y yo asi de woooooaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh hahahaha y en un arbol hice una asi como uuuhmmm abraza un arbol jajaja pero me salio toda fea...

jamas habia pintado un arbol con crayolas... es cera... no le hacen nada al arbol... o si?

y ahmmm fui a su casa y el tenia mi cuadro y fue asi como uuuuuhhhh hahahaha y ps me lo dio y ya lo tengo yo de vuelta
(como dato inservible, es el primer cuadro en bastidor que eh hecho y es un asco jajajaja)
Y me regalo un sticker de los que el hace... y hmmm

Luego en el metro jajaja eso fue genial...

Me subi y habia lugar... y dije, no aqui no, y me pase cerca de un letrero de reservado...
Y dije... ahorita que se vacie el vagon... sobres un sticker...
Pero luego cuando era mi oportunidad, voltee y una chava me saludo asi de hoooolaaa y yo aahmmm hola? hahaha y ya se bajo... y se subio la mama de una amiga que me ve feo y ps una vez la salude y se hizo pendeja y ps ahora se la aplike yo... entonces ni la pele... y ps ya no pude pegar el sticker hasta que llegue a mi destino y bam...
ahi quedo...

Reservado Obey 475 ajaja

jajaja y bueno... mas sorpresas...

Daniel re aparecio...

HAHAHAHAHA!!!

solo falta una pieza mas...

pero se que no me corresponde a mi...

algun dia...

algun dia esa pieza me hara feliz

tan feliz que no podre ni dormir...



te amo

y lo sabes

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12868138/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12868138/ Sun, 06 May 2007 19:42:50 PDT
Ahora estoy dentro de una de mis metas/sueños...

Escuche a su mente decir...

Necesito que tus palabras sean las que ordenen mis pensamientos y las plasmen en papel...

Trabajar en equipo para crear...

mi sueño...

puedo tocarlo...

y es ahora cuando mas necesito a alguien que pacifique mi mente y me haga filtro mental...

lo hare de nuevo solo por mi mismo... hasta que ese filtro llegue...

la lluvia en pausas me daba un ritmo

llamaba tu nombre

pero no hubo respuesta...

oh viento...

llega a ella y dicelo...

te amo

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12834153/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12834153/ Thu, 03 May 2007 22:41:37 PDT
Steve walks warily down the street,
With the brim pulled way down low
Aint no sound but the sound of his feet,
Machine guns ready to go
Are you ready, are you ready for this
Are you hanging on the edge of your seat
Out of the doorway the bullets rip
To the sound of the beat

Another one bites the dust
Another one bites the dust
And another one gone, and another one gone
Another one bites the dust
Hey, Im gonna get you too
Another one bites the dust

How do you think Im going to get along,
Without you, when youre gone
You took me for everything that I had,
And kicked me out on my own

Are you happy, are you satisfied
How long can you stand the heat
Out of the doorway the bullets rip
To the sound of the beat

Chorus

Another one bites the dust
Another one bites the dust
Another one bites the dust
Another one bites the dust
There are plenty of ways you can hurt a man
And bring him to the ground
You can beat him
You can cheat him
You can treat him bad and leave him
When hes down
But Im ready, yes Im ready for you
Im standing on my own two feet
Out of the doorway the bullets rip
Repeating the sound of the beat


La escuche en el camion y me rei

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12818976/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12818976/ Wed, 02 May 2007 17:25:46 PDT Ahora que ya tú no estás aquí
Siento que no te di
Lo que esperabas de mi.
Ahora que todo terminó
A quien de mi te alejó
Yo le quisiera pedir.
Que me deje sólo un día más
Para poder hablar
De lo que eras para mi.
Que me deje disfrutar
De tu voz, y contemplar
Tus ojos una vez más.
Te escribo esta líneas
En papel,
Espero que donde estés
El correo llegue bien.
Por aquí todos estamos bien
Luchamos por seguir
Como aprendimos de ti
Echo de menos
El llegar y oír tu voz,
Echo de menos
No tener tu apoyo, ¡no!
No creo en el más allá,
No sé donde buscarte
Y aquí no estás.
No creo en la eternidad,
Necesito encontrarte
Y estar en paz.
Necesito terminar
Lo que un día empezamos
A planear.
Lo que quiero es tenerte
Y no recordar
Espera donde estés
Pues tengo que vivir
Y cuando muera iré
A charlar junto a ti.
No he apreciado
Lo que he tenido,
No lo he apreciado
Hasta que lo he perdido.
Y si la fortuna o el azar
Me dan la oportunidad
De volvernos a ver.
Juro que jamás te ocultaré
Lo que hay dentro de mi ser
Te abriré mi corazón.
Te echo de menos,
Un beso, adiós, cuídate.
No nos olvides, muy pronto,
Nos volveremos a ver.
Ahora que ya tu no estás aquí...

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12801369/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12801369/ Tue, 01 May 2007 09:47:09 PDT
Before someone sieze it for you...

Sieze the Day or die regreting the time you lost...

Cause that time will never come back...

Y desde el puto infierno solo pude llorar en silencio...

y gritar

SIEZE THE DAY!!!

Avenged Sevenfold-Seize The Day

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Newborn life replacing life, replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where should we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trails in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you there
Please tell me what we have is real

So, what if I never hold you, or kiss you lips again?
I never want to leave you and the memories for us to see
I beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trails in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you there
Please tell me what we have is real

(Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day)
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home

Y aunque mi garganta perdio tono, y no pude decir mas... intente susurrarte amor...

Mägo de Oz-Si Te Vas

Vengo de tanto perder
Que tuve miedo a tener
Algo por lo que abrir
Mi alma y ponerla a tus pies

Siento del viento celos,
Por acariciar tu cara cada mañana
Y quiero pegarme con él

Y a pesar de todo
Que difícil es
Que no me duela estar sin ti
Yo seré tu aire
Tú serás la piel que cubra mi soledad
¡Quiero estar junto a ti!

Quiero dejar de morir en vida,
Tu me haces vivir
Todo por lo que soñé
Y nunca pude tener

Quiero dormir en tus ojos
Y al despertar
Beber de tu boca
Todavía de ti tengo sed

Y a pesar de todo
Que difícil es
Que no me duela estar sin ti
Yo seré tu aire
Tú serás la piel que cubra mi soledad
¡Quiero estar junto a ti!

Si te vas
Mi amor, si tu te vas
Me volveré a encerrar en vida
Y no saldré

¿Donde estas?
Mi vida ¿dónde estás?
Pues necesito tu amor para vivir

Sin embargo jamas lo escuchaste...

Y asi, sin voz ni aliento, simplemente morí...

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12752216/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12752216/ Fri, 27 Apr 2007 08:16:40 PDT
cuando me siento solo, o triste, el miedo aumenta

Esto se desintegra de la siguiente forma:

Antes de entrar en depresion, o sentirme solo emocionalmente, y cuando me doy cuenta que todo estaba mal, siempre pasa.

Llego a mi cama y no puedo dormir porque el señor miedo invita a paranoia a jugar

Entonces es una batalla de 10 horas contra mi mismo

Cual es el resultado?

una alteracion de sueño de ya casi un año

ha...


nada tiene sentido

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12724094/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12724094/ Tue, 24 Apr 2007 22:00:47 PDT
Porque es mejor darlo todo y perderlo todo y empezar de nuevo con el alma tranquila, a estar arrepentido de no haber dado todo de ti para ser feliz...

Wellcome Home

It's been to long we've missed you...

Ah... esa cancion me gusta...

Welcome home

To an Accident of Birth...

Como sea

Siguiente pagina

Siguiente escalon

Ya no tengo tiempo para descansar de eso

Fly, as high

Touch the sun

on your wings

like an eagle



Wellcome home

hahahaha

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12714855/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12714855/ Tue, 24 Apr 2007 08:16:49 PDT
Naive me

xDDDD


*music from zelda when you find deku nuts*

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12684928/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12684928/ Sat, 21 Apr 2007 23:13:52 PDT
Quizas explicarlo haga que pierda el encanto...

Tal vez no ayude en nada y solo lo arruine mas...

Pero se van los dias...

Y yo solo quiero decirtelo ya de frente...



Pasara?

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12673989/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12673989/ Fri, 20 Apr 2007 22:44:32 PDT
It's like a system of a down song...

up's and down's...

That piece is missing...


I feel like diying slowly sometimes...

Happines comes and goes as breathing...

I'm feeling lonely...

I insist...

My life needs more and more and more adventure...

Adrenaline feels me up...

and kills me so sweetly...


Today i worked on being a "photographer"

I forgot my camera suck at night...

Fucking whore...

Buy i love her...

What would it be of me without you fucking kodak?

Anyways...

Fuck it all...


I need it so bad..


I need it tto come...

i need to hear it...




you made me feel it...

i felt it when you smiled...

will it happen?...

fuck me...

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Back to the mental sleep...

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]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12574188/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12574188/ Thu, 12 Apr 2007 23:08:00 PDT

tengo miedo....

MUCHO MIEDO...

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12496217/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12496217/ Sat, 07 Apr 2007 12:25:47 PDT
My party... well... i wont have a party, i wont do anything on my bday...

as always i think...

no expectations...

not untill today...

just want it to happen random....

i hate when my bday comes...

its all confusing...


I'm not feeling like being here on da for a while...

I need time

i need to breath a bit


i need to think in lots of things...

when will i return?

i dont know

need to change things

to clear my mind...

i need time for me...

just to me alone...

I love the smell of the alcohol... the medicinal one...

its weird...

So see you somewhere some day...


Happy anything that can happen while im gone...

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12441424/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12441424/ Tue, 03 Apr 2007 07:57:02 PDT
Maldito lado femenino mio...

Tambien Tengo PBS

Pre Birthday Syndrome o synthome... se me fue k era la ese xDDD

Eso pasa cuando uno exede la dosis recomendada de chocolate...

Lo peor es que ni chocolate eh comido T_T

Puto PMS...

Puta mente...

Pero mi Terapeuta Mental dijo que es normal...

Que me van a pasar cosas y eso

Pero que es para llegar limpio a mi cumpleaños...

(limpio implica seguir siendo casto pupro e inocente? XD!!!!)

Hmmm...

hahahahahaha

Paresco niña quejandome...

AAAH!!! SOY NIÑA!!!!

no...

de hecho no...

El hecho de que tenga chichis no kiere decir que soy niña...

Como dijo el de Biologia, yo conosco a muchos hombres obesos que tienen senos...

Y ahiiii estaba yo con mi cara de aaaaaaaheeeeeemmmm ¬¬

Todos nos estabamos riendo...

Si... fue divertido...

hahahaha...

Dios..

ojala nadie lea esto mas ke tu...

Ay! aun asi, que puta pena!

hahahahahahahaha

Pero que no lo lea el hahahahaha porque entonces tendria material para chingarme

y entonces...

Ok no no ia....


De tantoo reeespiraaar

Tanto contaaaminaaanteeee

En el distriito federaaaal

Nacio un niñooo castranteeeee(8)


NIÑO MUTANTEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

hahahahaha...

ok no

Anyway...


Visit

He's my mad ass friend geek slave servant snice mid high school...

And he sucks
hahahaha

no he does not..

he's better than me...

Cause he knows how to draw with structure :eyeroll:

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12420369/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12420369/ Sun, 01 Apr 2007 17:45:56 PDT
But my spiritual/mental mentor told me to do it

I'm going to make a list of stuff maybe use less... but i need to do i(you can ignore it xDDD)


Cds

The Aquabats:

The Return of the Aquabats
The Fury of the Aquabats!
The Aquabats vs. the Floating Eye of Death! and Other Amazing Adventures Vol. 1
Charge!!*
Charge!! Special One Year Anniversary Edition*

Ayreon:

The Final Experiment
Actual Fantasy
Into the Electric Castle
Universal Migrator Part 1: The Dream Sequencer
Universal Migrator Part 2: Flight of the Migrator
Ayreonauts Only
The Human Equation*

Symphony X:

Symphony X
The Damnation Game
The Divine Wings of Tragedy
Twilight in Olympus
Prelude to the Millennium
V: The New Mythology Suite*
Live on the Edge of Forever
The Odyssey*
June 2007 Paradise Lost (i want it now!!! >_< hahaha)

System of a Down:

Toxicity
Steal This Album!*
Hypnotize*

Serart:

Serart

White Zombie:

Soul-Crusher
Make Them Die Slowly
La Sexorcisto: Devil Music, Vol. 1*
Astro-Creep: 2000

Anything like surf, old 60'ies surf

Queen:

Any of their albums xD

Pink Floyd:

The Wall

Green Day:

International Superhits!*

Black Sabbath:

All of them

Mr Bungle:

I forgot the name of the album xD

The Ramones:

Anthologhy*

Mercyful Fate:

ALL!!!*

Lacrimosa:

Any of them... maybe where's the song Lichgestalt or sumthing like that...

(omg my poser music tastes xDDDD)

And i think those are all...

Clothes

Hoodies

Shirts

A pair of pants

Shoes

Nice non gay metal like boots (why all the boots look like girlish?)

Misc:

A watch

Shoelaces (XDDDDDD!!!)

wirsbands

A necklace with a pentagram...

An iPod ( i want the pink shuffle one *0* and the 2gb nano xDDD)

A new Camera... (a Pro one)

A webcam

A microphone

A gas mask ( so i dont get intoxicated xDDD)

Spray Cans (ooooh montanaaaaa )

Colour Pencils

Water Markers

Permanent Markers

Paper, cardboard, notebooks

Canvas ._.

Candies

Chocolate

A new bed

A good pillow

New drumset...

See her

Her huggin me

And try to get a bit more happy...



But most of all, all i really want by now, is fear to leave my mind alone...

I just want a nice birth day like the last year...

Maybe just that...


Now...

Who's saying me!?!?!?! xDDDDDD

(You really can ignore this)

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12352678/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12352678/ Tue, 27 Mar 2007 16:39:14 PDT
Pero el original no va asi

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12340664/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12340664/ Mon, 26 Mar 2007 18:17:55 PDT
I've got a really bad ass and good ass days...

thesse past weeks were like all mad... and i dont spect less than crazyness till the end of the year...

The craziest might be... I performed a live painting, in 3 minutes 40, on a pop concert, with a friend...

Live for 3000 souls...

It was such a experience...

I was so damn nervous... the first time...

I had never done anything like that before...

And maybe most important...

Its the first time i got paid for doing sumthing like that... live painting...

Second night was easier... and sloooower than first...

First night, we ran out of time and we left the piece incomplete... second we added more xD hahaha

it was soooo crazy...

It was really cool...

and i used montana spray cans *0* ooh hell yeah... montana spray cans are sex in the hand... XD!!!

they are like ooohhh heaveeeen...

My COF hoodie got dirt with some blue... not much... BUT IT'S MONTANA SPRAY!!! xD!!! hahaha

And my bday is coming sooon...

i need to do a list of things..


bla bla bla

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y todo se chinga

quienes no deben pagar

lo hacen y quienes si no...

todo sale mal


y como siempre

se van



las palabras siempre lo joden todo

porque no solo cierro la boca y ya?...

todo seria mejor

bla bla bla bla bla bla bla

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12174214/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/12174214/ Tue, 13 Mar 2007 20:46:14 PDT
o si solo mi aire y mi tristeza son mas hojas del otoño que aun no logran caer...

todo es tan raro...

ojala por una vez en mi vida, hubiera algo fijo, y seguro

algo palpable de lo cual pudiera estar conectado...

ojala no fuera un humano y no tuviera sentimientos

ojala ya no sirviera mi mente para pensar....





por que todo corre asi?














(si no entienden ni putamadre... no se preocupen...)

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/11166611/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/11166611/ Sat, 23 Dec 2006 20:08:03 PST
Oh crap... no... its x mas already...

Halloween was...

Ok?...

halloween was shit...

and so have been many things... yes... i suck...

i have tons of things to do...

but have done nothing but nothing....

soooooooooo soooooooooo dunno...

i want to complain about a lot of stuff... i dont feel even like for ranting...

the hottest winter i've ever had...

so shitty...

so bad...

hope to live for like 2 years more... one more... cud be a miracle... global stuff....

damn...

you see?

dont trust in no one

but in your self

dont depend on no one, dont get pasted grow up think by your self

ah crap

i cant even think

fuck everything...

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/10442623/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/10442623/ Thu, 19 Oct 2006 07:45:11 PDT
The Mercado(market Loosers!) of Halloween has finally arrived to my town...

Hell yeah... the time is closer...

And im broke...

And my mom too...

Fuck damn money..

But that wont stop my nightmare to come out...

I was supossed to be Dressed like this guy from a really cool band...

But damn hottopic and his sold out...


uOu i lost it...

and my back pack! i want to fucking cry...

Anyways...


I have some stuff to upload...

but no ppl on here...


Is it much asking for a lil comment on my main page?


xD!!!

Lonely yours....



475

]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/9660403/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/9660403/ Wed, 09 Aug 2006 07:34:12 PDT
i like this new da kinda more... but its all slow!!!

anyways... go for it... ]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/9627071/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/9627071/ Mon, 07 Aug 2006 10:03:42 PDT
Yes, On saturday August 5, i got one year on the oh so mighty mighty DeviantArt... so yeah

happy one year to me! XD

Tons of cool ppl, tons of feedback tons and tons of cool stuff!

Damn you all cool people you fucking rock!


475 ]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/9537755/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/9537755/ Sat, 29 Jul 2006 21:49:14 PDT
[ ] My fingernails/toenails are almost always done.
[ ] During the summer the only shoes I wear are flip flops.
[] My favorite toys as a child were barbies.
[x] My favorite colour is pink or purple.
[] I did Gymnastics.
[] I love skirts.
[ ] Hollister is one of my favorite places to shop.
[ ] Tight jeans are the only jeans I'll wear.
[x] I love chocolate.
[ ] I've never had a real job.
TOTAL: 2

[x] My hair is almost always straightened. yes, cause its straight XD!!!
[ ] I have at least 8 Myspace pictures.
[ ] I usually go shopping once a week.
[x] I love to hang out at the mall with friends. to scare ppl , but i no longer have some one to hang out with
[] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earings.
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon.
[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan.
[] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes.
[ ] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach.
[ ] I change my icon weekly.
[ ] I wear a shower cap.

TOTAL: 2

[ ] I dont shop at Hot Topic.
[ x] My cell phone might as well become a part of me.
[ ] I wear mascara everyday.
[ x] I've been or am on a diet. XD but its for health u_u
[ ] Bathing suits are adorable.
[ ] I dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[ ] Big sunglasses are hot.
[] I have gotten my nails done before.
[ ] MTV is one of my favorite channels.

TOTAL: 2

[ ] All I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys!
[x] I love to have girls do my hair. If lesbians... cooler! XD
[x] I give and recieve hugs from all my friends. Just from the one i love the most <3
[] I hate bugs.
[ ] Carnivals are so fun!
[ ] Summer is THE best season.
[] My swimsuit has 2 pieces.
[ ] I'm waiting for my knight in shining armor.
[ ] Musicians are so hot.
[ ] You write me a poem and tell me I'm beautiful and I'm all yours.

TOTAL: 2

[] I am self-conscious.
[] I cry often.
[ ] My car smells like vanilla or cherry.
[x ] My dishes get washed more than once a week. the maid is kind of obsesed
[x] I don't do sports. they are for GAYS xD not to offend them
[x] I HATE to run. true
[ ] I squeal when I am surprised or angry.
[ ] I eat dried fruit as a snack.
[ ] I love romance novels.
[x] Drew Barrymore is so cute. without clothes XD

TOTAL: 4

[] I dance a lot.
[] usually spend an hour or over to get ready to leave my house.
[ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products.
[] I love to get dressed up.
[ ] Every part of my outfit needs to match.
[] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends.
[ ] I would love to have a photo shoot.
[ ] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day.
[ ] I wish I were a model.

TOTAL: 0!

[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton.
[ ] I have been something that was semi.
[ ] I own Uggs.
[ ] Hip Hop is the best music.
[ ] I pop my collar.
[] I like to be the center of attention.
[ ] Guys with Mohawks are crazy.
[ ] Horses are beautiful.
[ ] I'd rather not pay attention in school.
[] Cats are adorable.

TOTAL: 0

[ x] I write my own music.
[x] I would love to visit Hawaii. SUUUUUUUUUUUURFFF TIKIS!!!
[ ] Valentine's day is so cute!
[ ] White is better than black.
[x] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black. i want to die in pink
[] My closet is STOCK FULL of clothes.
[] Hate the grunge look. (on me...I don't care if it's on someone else.)
[x] I love to read magazines. those that say ADULTS ONLY are cool man XD hahahahaha jk

TOTAL: 3

[ ] I love to gossip.
[ ] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid.
[ ] I love Celine Dion. -->
[ ] My bubble baths are 1-2 hours long.
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned.
[x] My friends and I are in a strict group. We mostly only hang out with each other. ) Yes cause we are the Cool Merol Elite biatches XD
[] I like little kids.
[ ] Diet drinks are the best.
[ ] I'm all about being vegetarian.
[ ] I refuse to eat at McDonalds.

TOTAL: 1

[ ] I check my Myspace everyday.
[] I love life!
[] I have a lot of jewlery!
[ ] My screen name(s) have x's in them.
[ ] Either one of my Myspace names has/had <3's or in them.
[ ] I would never want to be the opposite sex.
[ ] It's not what he/she said it's the way he/she... ]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/9521309/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/9521309/ Sun, 30 Jul 2006 09:53:00 PDT

First five people to comment on this entry get a free doodle from me.
If you do this, you must post this in your journal and do 5 doodles for other people!
(you don't HAVE to do it, but you can. )

1- A comic About a boy and a Bunny from hell, and Julie And the Page View Monster XD

2- A pair of boy scouts in a sword figth (i'm going to enjoy this XD ahahhahaha)

3- A "cool ninja" XD pero kien sabe si me kede chido XD hahahaha

4- A cricket on a Typewriter (i must confes, this is going to be a real challenge! )

5- A comic about monkeys and Batman (going to have lots of fun with this XD)


So this is the full list of the drawings/comics i'm making, plus, the long list of kiribians on redoing mode cause they sucked

To those who i have to give a Kiribian and havent got it yet, please Slap me XD hahahahaha ok that's all for now and get ready to get your draws done



475 ]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/9274970/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/9274970/ Tue, 04 Jul 2006 20:17:13 PDT
*Clean the rest of the vinils, choose the ones i'm going to record inverted and then paint all of them.

*Get the stencils for the vinils on cardboard.

*Get a store or sumthing to sell my crap with some other things...


*Get a life and some friends XD i really need a life, and tons of people to hang out with... it's vacations... and stuff is getting aaaall way BAD!!!






and most importantly...




I SSHUD REALLY SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!



next kiribian at the 2,475





and the usual random ones...





475 ]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/9140127/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/9140127/ Wed, 21 Jun 2006 17:41:07 PDT
I will make you a kiribian ]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/9119970/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/9119970/ Mon, 19 Jun 2006 20:42:19 PDT
Name: Tomas

Single or Taken: Single oh fuck god XDDD

Happy about that: Not at all... but...

Sex: Yes please! XD not yet XD herm i mean... Male

Shoe size: 12 or 11 and half (yes i'm bigg foot XD)

Height: idk...

Innie or Outie: Innie... idk... XD

What are you wearing right now? My super ozzy slippers, my pijamas, my cradle of filth Cthulhu's shirt, and my long sleeve t shirt that feels like a second skin... its really weird XD

Righty or lefty: righty and lefty some times... i can draw and write with both... but my lefty kinda sucks XD

Can you make a pound in change right now: wots that?

Who is your closest friend: hmmm... i used to have a close friend... but she just left.... blah...

Best place to go for a date: Idk... Anywhere that you can just feel cool... yeaaah... A FRIDGE!!! XDDD

*****************************************

FAVORITES
Kind of pants: Normal pants! XD hahahaha i just have three pairs XDDD

Number: 6, 666, 475 xD!!! and 15

Animal: You! XD nah... I love rats... and those hairless cats... they rule

Drink: Water XDD hahahaha but i need it with flavour... or coffee... yeaaaah coooooffeeeeee XD

Alcohol: I dont like to drink, but i like vodka and kinda red wine

Month: April, december...

Juice: BLOOOOOOOD!!! erhm... i mean Apple... or pinneapple.... sweeeeeeet

Favorite cartoon character: ME! lol... idk... Mucha lucha ones XDD I'm the FLEAAAAA!!! XD ooooh simooon! XD

*****************************************

Have You Ever...

Given anyone a bath: No

Gone skinny dipping? hehehehehe... oh sweet damn florida vacations... XDDD a looooong time ago...

Eaten a dog? i'm not sure... you cant trust in the Wallmarts meat... XD!!! or at any Murder king or Mc Marihuana...

Put your tongue on a frozen pole? Once on a popsicle... XD but it didnt get stuck... it sucked...

Loved someone so much it made you cry?Hmm... i can say yes...

Broken a bone:Mine not...

Played truth or dare: when i was young...

Been in a physical fight: not at all like a fist fight... but well... yes...

Been in a police car: XD yes, once cause they though i was painting a phone cabin and just take me to my cousins home, another, cause i was late night walking arround the street and thought i was painting the streets... i had cans on my bag... but they were so drunk they took me to my cousins house again XD and one when i got robbed and two weeks later they found the damn criminal... it was not real nice to be in a police car tho...

Been on a plane: Yes and i ate RICE KRISPIS!!! XD when i went to florida... ooh those years...

Came close to dying: ...i wont answer....

Been in a sauna: that's gay XD hahahaha

Been in a hot tub: again XDD

Swam in the ocean: yes, oh damn... i want to be a surfer... a fatty surfer XD

Fallen asleep in school: i used to get so damn sleepy... but i cud never fall asleep...

Ran away: from many places...

Broken someone's heart? I dont know... well... but i swear it was not my fault... the only girl who have ever told me she liked me... and she did not even did when she did liked me... but later... oh a sad story... but idk... maybe i've broke some one else's heart with a hammer XD

Cried when someone died: i cudnt...

Cried in school?: Yes, i used to cry a lot when i was a kid... in primary... when girls scratched me... oh yes... there were this girls who scratched me a lot... brrr...

Fell off your chair: not like an accident... always for fun... i cant understand how ppl can fell from their chairs XD

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call? not waiting but talkin... XD

Saved YIM conversations: not from yahoo... but i have my msn archive from all the convos XD

Saved e-mails: Just some...

Made out with JUST a friend? nope...

Used someone: No... but been used...

Been cheated on? No

*****************************************

What is...
Your good luck charm? i dont belive those things...

What's your room like: Like a fucking mess...

What is beside you?: a window, a book thing.... ]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/9012317/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/9012317/ Thu, 08 Jun 2006 19:31:26 PDT
And the winners were: (in order)










The most fun, is that i've got magic views from all them all xD


For my dear bf sebas aka I have ready the idea, just need to get back the corpse of my pc... they said its too bad, its in a special room where they have the infected pcs... damn... it evil.. anyways

As long as the four winers wanted to be surprised, and i'm sure, that they'll be surprised, even if they aint all dizzy scared, i'll send them their kiribian by mail, no not by e mail, by regular mail so yesh, they'll have it for real and not on the screen, also that's open to the old kiribian winners, i cant give them my camera, but i can print the pics XD hahahahaha


So yes... kind a busy week, need to get to study, i have math 1 again... ive failed it 3 times... i'm an ass.. but anyhow... that's not art bussines here...


And talking about being busy, i wont be online much... just the enough while i get rid of some stuff on here but yh, wont be much online anyhow all you my friends, are so wellcome here



n___n




Beatings



475



Oh and by the way... have i told you about the evil virus and that i'll have to give the old kiribians later? well i think i have....


Off line ]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/8986068/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/8986068/ Tue, 06 Jun 2006 08:05:31 PDT

Anyway, this was Just a quick journal for wishing you all a happy end of the world, may your massive suicide be as pleaseant as my birth day will be, may your RUN!!! RUUN!!! be as hard as the HAPPY BIRTH DAY TP YOU!!!

HAppy ENd of the world, and Happy birthday to me



OH btw... its just joking... and another thing, i was about to get the pics from my cam to edit them and then there was the fucking virus thing, so till i dont have my comp ready i cant give them to u... but stay tunned... 2000 views are SO near....



See ya on hell ]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/8979362/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/8979362/ Mon, 05 Jun 2006 14:50:18 PDT


yesh! ]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/8728956/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/8728956/ Wed, 10 May 2006 10:07:07 PDT ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/8686196/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/8686196/ Fri, 05 May 2006 21:37:42 PDT
Day was going on as it goes usually...i supossed i was going to see Sue, but i did not, so i had nothing to do, so my mom took me with my sister and a friend of her to the mall...

It's fun going there... prep ppl all arround lookin meanly to you, but it's fun, you say BOOO and they run away XD or you can throw them evil sights and they pee their abercrombie pants, it's really fun, but well...

As always i go there... i see a looooot of ppl i kno, old buddies, old classmates, ppl i see on the street, ppl i see often on places i go (yes they kinda follow me hahaha) or just new ppl i see...

But this time... i dont know why, we arrived, got the tickets for the movie, go to eat, get to the movie and well it was all long and i was like all boooored... it was IM3 it's cool but it's sooo long, anyways that's not the point.

Everything was going good, same boreness, same preps looking at me, i was thirsty, so we went to samborns, i got a bottle of water, my sister and her friend were looking at the postcards, and i got bored and sayed i was going to Mix Up ( A CD store).

Then it all began... i walked away from Samborns, and there.. infront of me, one girl i loved a lot in high school, but she was all mean to me... she was all nice first, but she was all like, oh no my mom dont like this, i cant do this, my dad dont like it... it was a pain that... being that much controled... i kno... that's not my bussines... but well...

She helped me a lot tho... she gave me a book, the only book that have ever made me cry, it was weird... i read an auto help book... contrary to all my thoughts.. i was totally against those books, and i'm still against them... she gave me that book, and kinda lear something... but i were out of school... i got fired from there... a long story...

Everybody who used to call me a friend, now hated me... yes... i did something really bad... well it was my revenge against that asshole... and he acted as stupid... but anyways... i saw this girl again on my old school when it was my new school...

I sayed hi to her that day... she starred at me with those devil eyes i was in love with... i felt all her anger pushing me... leaving me there like an idiot waving while she keeped walking to other side...

That hurted me a lot...

I saw her there... at the entrace of SAmborns... my head hurted a lot... i saw her and got like froze for a second and moved away to the other side... i dunno if she saw me... i dont care...

Then i got into Mix up, asked for the Aquabats cd's... and as always. they take me to other stuff... i hate that.. but well... i saw some "metalheads" not to say POSERS, on there, i was like WOOOOOOOOOOT? but i didnt cared, i just keepd looking for some cds... i know half of the collection of there cause one day i had to wait on there for like 2 hours... and had two guardians on there watching me XD.... yh i tend to have police guys arround me...

I went out to see my mom again at sanborns, and get out with her again to get inside Mix up again... we went for a cd for my grand pa, we payed and went outside to wait for my sister to come...

And there she was... Alejandra, she have a dA, but i wont say it, she dont even watch me... and she's supossed to be my friend... but from a time to now... she's all mean to me... i saw her once at the same mall not a long time ago... and she was like heeey tomas! wutsup... but who cares...

I sayd hi to her... she looked at me like WOOOT! and runed away. then she got back like all silently, and she was with two friends pointed to me laughed and then raned away again...

I was laughing... the same effect on ppl that look at me..
She didnt even sayd hi... it's her problem....

Then i was like all weell... two in a row... no more...

But oooh naive me... we went for an ice cream... and i saw this guy who looked all like one of the dudes that loved to stalk big fat ass me at secondary... grrr... i hate it those yrs...

Once i thorwed him a soda can... i almost hitted him to death in the head... just hitted his arm... and got my sprite splitted in the floor...

I looked at him carefully... and noticed it was not him... i breeded like PHEWWWWWWWWWW...

and well... while we were eating the ice cream and waiting again for my sister... i saw another girl... from the same i got fired, a girl i never talked to but always stole my attention... i was like mezmerised by her by no reason... and i have seen her some times... but well...

Why all this shit?

Does it have any connection?

And i've got to the point to say...

... ]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/8635104/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/8635104/ Sun, 30 Apr 2006 21:26:37 PDT
So i hope more vatos at dA go and dont use dA, or internet, i aint even using my cellphone, will have it with me but will not call unless it's deadly necesary, and if you want to help you just can go and blame bush about being a dick

i'm like all mad now... so... i'll be out of here snice now...


so see you on Tuesday...

And i was bored and decided to do this... i kno... its like all nerd and childish... but...

--METAL HEAD--

[X] Do you have long hair?
[] Do you like Beer? (but vodka counts?XD)
[x] Have you ever been in a Moshpit?
[x]You don't believe in God?(He's a liar! he sed he'll send my cousin to hell... and he did not!)
[x] You got a Pentagram/heartogram on some clothing article etc.? a ton of pentograms... and a heartogram... but i hate him... i just love the pentogram not the gay ville valo
[x] You own some spikes? some is little...
[ ] Can you play guitar? no but i do DRUMS
[x] Can you growl? and bark, and make gutural voice... or being al gollumnes XD hahahaha
[] Do you own Boots?i used... but there are not mega boots that fits me...
[x] Do you rock out? no, i METAL out
Total X: 7

--DRAMA DORK--
[] Ever been in a play?WTF is a play?
[x] Have you ever seen a Broadway show? i guess...
[] More than 10 Broadway shows?
[x] Have you ever been/are you in school shows? yes... i was a green bird... i have those green wings sumwhere...
[ ] Does your current job involve theater in some way?
[] Want to end up working in/for theater (i used to be in clases of that...)
[x] Can you recite all of the lyrics to your favorite play/musical?(kinda) (Queen's Lyrics count? XD hahahaha) or any Symhonic Metal?
[] Do you break out into random songs whenever/wherever!!
[] Do you like the 'Sound of Music'?
[x] Did you like the Broadway show you saw? if it was from broadway... yes i did... it was awesome... so bad those days are gone...
Total X: 4

--REDNECK--
[ ] Do you have a couch in your front yard or porch?
[ ] Do you drive a four-wheeler?
[ ] Do you ride four-wheelers?
[x] Do you like to get dirty? get the blood on meeee
[] Do you like country music?
[x] Do you have a broken car in your back yard? yes, it's next to my room, its just a dead car on there... XDDD
[x] Do you own a cowboy hat? yes and it have ZEBRA skin XD
[x ] Do you have more then 4 different animals at your home? yes... i live in the forest!
[ ] Do you watch Larry the Cable Guy videos?
[x] Do you live on more than 1 acres? yes... tons more than that XD
Total X: 5

--GOTH--
[x] Do you wear black eyeliner? and red too XD
[x] Is most of your clothing dark? MOST? i didnt know there were other clothing colors! XD
[x] Do you think about death often?
[x] Do you want to die?
[x] Are you a social outcast?
[x] Are you pale? kind... wish i were like all blueish
[x] Do you like Hot Topic? exept cause it's full of emo shit
[x] Do you enjoy Tim burton movies? WHO does not?
[x] Are you mean?
ToTal X: 9

-SKATER/PUNK--
[] Can you skateboard?
[x] Do you wear Skateboarding shoes?
[x] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends? yeah *dork laugh* i did got a parking ticket without a car from the mall XD
[x] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops
[ ] Do you watch the x-games? no but i watch XXX stuff XD hahaha
[] Do/did you have any piercings other than your ears?
[ ] Do you like/wear a mohawk?i had one...
[x] Do you wear Band t-shirts? bands wear me...
[x] Have you called someone a poser recently? all the time!XD
Total X: 5

--PREP--
[] Do you say the word "like"
[ ] Do you shop at Hollister/Abercrombie&Fitch/AE/Aero?
[ ] Do the people in Hot Topic scare you?
[] Do u giggle alot when your'e with your friends/girlfriend/boyfriend?
[] Have/do you watch(ed) LAGUNA BEACH?
[ ] Do you like pop music?
[] Do you want/have a little dog?
[x] Do you laugh a lot? laughing is prep?--- FUUUCK! XD hahaha
Total X: 1

--HIPPIE--
[x] Is your hair long?
[] Do you own a tye-dye shirt?
[x] Do you want to save the animals?
[x] Do you think war is unnecessary?
[] Do you like classic rock?
[x] Have you ever participated in a protest?
[x] Hav... ]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/8565047/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/8565047/ Sun, 23 Apr 2006 20:07:22 PDT

go go go! let's see who gets the kiribian hahaha ]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/8474118/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/8474118/ Fri, 14 Apr 2006 22:54:44 PDT

i'm 18 now... i'm old now, i have now age enough to look at porn legaly, no more guilt about looking at naked girls, i can get so fucking drunk without haveing to ask for permission (even though... i dont drnk xDDD) i can drive, i can vote... i have a loooot of cool things i can do... but a ton of responsabilities over me... and that sucks...

i'm older now...
happee b day to me...


feel free to hug me, i dont bite, and if i do, i'm sure u'll like it...

P.S. ... i do accept gifts too! XD hahahahahaha i have a huuuuge wishlist! XD


happe bday to me... hope it does not suck as all my bdays do...


(: ]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/8422601/ http://anthem-to-sorrow.deviantart.com/journal/8422601/ Sun, 09 Apr 2006 22:49:26 PDT
well i'mm going out in vacations... today at 8 am... and it's about to be 1 am hahahaha... i'm going to Guadalajara... going to be out for three days... wish me luck... hope i dont die in the road... my car sux a lot and i just hope it does not broke in the way... it's going to be a looong road... like 7 hours... oh... and next saturday is my bday... and it seems like i aint so much happy...

my dad havnt move his ass out of the house... gotta make a looong journal about all the changes so far... i miss Susana a lot... i spent last night writing poetry thinking in her and i lost the text on my mind... so dumb of me... well... i'm going bed now... will try to chek my stuff on here... some times i left the internet one or two days... and it's like a whole eternity...

take care all you....

Tomas loves u


BTW if i die...

i've made my testament hahahaha ]]> ~anthem-to-sorrow