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. . . . ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/760415/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/760415/ Mon, 26 May 2003 00:25:18 PDT Whisked away
Breathless.
He,
She,
We.
Forever.

You. ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/527772/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/527772/ Wed, 05 Mar 2003 20:33:20 PST


...Miss me?



your comforting smile ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/454447/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/454447/ Wed, 22 Jan 2003 00:56:27 PST


your voice whispering into my ear



--» ~birdman ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/450280/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/450280/ Sun, 19 Jan 2003 14:36:16 PST But now,

I'm
back.

..But not really.

your breath brushing past my ear

--» ~birdman ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/420583/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/420583/ Thu, 02 Jan 2003 03:10:57 PST
Birthday on January 8th.
Another year, another month, another week, another day, another hour, another minute, another second...

your heartbeat

--» ~birdman ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/409213/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/409213/ Thu, 26 Dec 2002 02:09:12 PST birdman has bought me a one month subscription to DevART.
Thank you so much, sweetie!

I can't differentiate between //dreams// and {{reality}} anymore.

!@#$%blinded%$#@! by .

Jurassic 5 - Swing Set ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/395517/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/395517/ Tue, 17 Dec 2002 00:22:16 PST xxxxxxx: u can never have me, i belong to her
[[and he's mine.]]

The wind slams h2o onto the window.
And the wind w h i s p e r s her name;
and it h/o/w/l/s.
oOoOoOoO...
The water trickles down the translucent glass,
Tickling it as it deliquesces down.
PiTTr-paTTr-piTTr-paTTr...
The mOOn ((shielded)) behind tenebrous clouds.
A plane of stars \\hidden// from searching eyes.
NO-thing to wish on tonight;
But you'LL stiLL hear me caLLing for you.

Massive Attack - Dissolved Girl

nostaligic narcissism ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/392358/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/392358/ Sun, 15 Dec 2002 01:36:29 PST Introduction:
The sound of keys hitting the bottom, punching, clicking;
[[clickity-clack-clickity-clack-clickclick-clack]]
to preserve her IN/sanity.

Body:
Her head held low,
Her soul, flung from up high,
splatters onto the pavement.
She stares into the broken glass,
Tears welter in her eyes.
But she never worries.
She always worried.
She still worries.

Conclusion:
antigrrl xXx: No one admires anything I do.
xxxxxxxxxxx: Yes.
xxxxxxxxxxx: You're unappreciated.

Human Waste Project - One Night in Spain

nostaligic narcissism ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/371276/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/371276/ Sun, 01 Dec 2002 21:02:27 PST /ack has a new layout

Junior year is still the devil.

Miss you all.

Incubus - Aswethinkweiz ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/340419/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/340419/ Mon, 11 Nov 2002 03:13:10 PST /ack, has been down, but it's back up now.

Junior year is the devil.

Miss you all.

Morcheeba - Big Calm ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/313359/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/313359/ Mon, 21 Oct 2002 22:04:19 PDT
Junior year certainly is the devil.

Miss you all. Especially my spam buddies.

NIN - The Wretched ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/295332/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/295332/ Sun, 06 Oct 2002 18:26:40 PDT

Gorillaz - Dracula ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/285178/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/285178/ Sat, 28 Sep 2002 01:01:15 PDT

I have so many deviations to check out. *faints*

*burningpenguin 's & [link] and [link]

A Tribe Called Quest - Separate/Together ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/279451/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/279451/ Sun, 22 Sep 2002 20:35:40 PDT
And now I have a lab write-up and a bunch of other homework to complete.

I miss you all.

[rant] DA'S POP-UP ADS ARE PISSING ME OFF!!!!!!!! [/rant]

*burningpenguin 's & [link] and [link]

A Perfect Circle - THe Hollow ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/271940/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/271940/ Mon, 16 Sep 2002 01:16:20 PDT Girl, Interrupted and Autobiography of a Schizophrenic Girl...can't wait to delve in, although that'll be pretty hard considering all the school work I have.

Well, today's now Monday, which means I'll be pretty distant from deviantART for the majority of the week. Wish I had more time to do all the things that I want to do.

[rant] DA'S POP-UP ADS ARE PISSING ME OFF!!!!!!!! [/rant]

to everyone who's been so supportive of me lately - your words touched my soul and brightened my spirit. you all.

*burningpenguin 's & [link] and [link]

Radiohead - Pulk/Pull Revolving Doors ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/270885/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/270885/ Sun, 15 Sep 2002 03:10:05 PDT soon.

to everyone who's been so supportive of me lately - your words touched my soul and brightened my spirit. you all.

*burningpenguin 's & [link] and [link]

Radiohead - Pulk/Pull Revolving Doors


[rant] DA'S POP-UP ADS ARE PISSING ME OFF!!!!!!!! [/rant] ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/265396/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/265396/ Mon, 09 Sep 2002 23:57:59 PDT

Can't stand life. I'm so spiteful.

...and another week away from DA.

*burningpenguin 's & [link]

disintegration of my happiness ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/263256/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/263256/ Sun, 08 Sep 2002 03:06:29 PDT School's killing me with so much work!

Hopefully I'll get some new work in soon!

Thanks to everyone for the emotional (and physical? rarr! just kiddin') support lately.

Speaking of emotional support, read *burningpenguin 's absolutely sweet story that includes many awesome deviants (including ~leafinsectman and *heyjupiter ):
[link]
I you, Nick!

A Tribe Called Quest - Stressed Out

"Sans toi, les émotions d'aujourd'hui ne seraient que la peau morte des émotions d'autrefois" (thanks ~yatu ) ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/263236/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/263236/ Sun, 08 Sep 2002 02:26:55 PDT School's killing me with so much work!

Hopefully I'll get some new work in soon!

Thanks to everyone for the emotional (and physical? rarr) support lately. and speaking of emotional support, read *burningpenguin 's sweet story that includes many awesome deviants: [link]

A Tribe Called Quest - Stressed Out

"Sans toi, les émotions d'aujourd'hui ne seraient que la peau morte des émotions d'autrefois" Thanks Merlin ( ~yatu ) for the quote. ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/259610/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/259610/ Wed, 04 Sep 2002 21:18:35 PDT as much anymore, due to the immense amount of schoolwork I've been receiving. I apologize if your page or deviation stands Aimee-less for a while. Or if your note goes unreplied...everything will be replied to, commented, over the weekend.

Apologies to those who wanted to get icon-spammed. I was going to get a seizure from looking at it.

Nine Inch Nails - Deep

"Sans toi, les Émotions d'aujourd'hui ne seraient que la peau morte des Émotions d'autrefois" Thanks Merlin ( ~yatu ) for the quote.

Goodbye...for now. ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/257103/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/257103/ Mon, 02 Sep 2002 22:19:58 PDT

used to be this place that I could resort to when I was stressed out, now it doesn't feel the same. And why is the suicide emoticon a policeman now?

I'm getting tired of the icon-spam, so this will be the last time I post it.

Icon-Spam Update:
http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/254739/ Sun, 01 Sep 2002 03:07:03 PDT !!! Hopefully I'll get to submit something before the weekend's over.

THREE DAY WEEKEND!

Icon-Spam Update:
http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/251060/ Thu, 29 Aug 2002 00:20:52 PDT
Feeling down lately, nothing I'm not used to.

Felt like spamming my journal with icons...so here...in no particular order:


...maybe I'll add more later. ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/249791/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/249791/ Wed, 28 Aug 2002 00:34:13 PDT school. It's taking up *all* of my time, I'm suffering from withdrawal!

Visit because she's a total sweet and one hell of a hottie too! ooo she's hot! ya debz!

- for just being yourself - and great! just kidding.

- we're going to have great puddle-jetpack adventrues! :w00:

for all the wonderful hug attacks!

Back to homework. ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/247198/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/247198/ Mon, 26 Aug 2002 03:12:10 PDT
I painted my nails black! Haven't in a while. Nice change.

In the cam pic...that ugly green thing over the window is the piece of sheet (buahah) that I use to block the sun. Sun = evil. And you can see bras hanging in my closet. I'm such a slob. ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/246083/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/246083/ Sun, 25 Aug 2002 07:37:32 PDT
I don't remember what I was going to say...Damn, that cam image has been up for way too long. ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/244647/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/244647/ Sat, 24 Aug 2002 05:28:59 PDT A shame you seemed an honest man
And all the fears you hold so dear
Will turn to whisper in your ear
And you know what they say might hurt you
And you know that it means so much
And you don't even feel a thing

I am falling, I am fading,
I have lost it all

And you don't seem the lying kind
A shame that I can read your mind
And all the things that I read there
Candle-lit smile that we both share
And you know I don't mean to hurt you
But you know that it means so much
And you don't even feel a thing

I am falling, I am fading, I am drowning,
Help me to breathe
I am hurting, I have lost it all
I am losing
Help me to breathe.

Lyrics from Duvet by bôa ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/242877/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/242877/ Thu, 22 Aug 2002 19:39:19 PDT ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/241904/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/241904/ Thu, 22 Aug 2002 03:57:07 PDT [link] - and hopefully I haven't pissed him off with my slacking. ...I hope to have that finished, soon.

to all of you who've been continually supportive, you guys inspire and encourage me to do what I love. ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/238861/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/238861/ Tue, 20 Aug 2002 02:04:50 PDT [link] cough) gave me some good ideas to work with, so I'll be adding some finishing touches to that!

The other project is slowly coming along. I'm taking it easy before school starts again. ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/235087/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/235087/ Sat, 17 Aug 2002 01:27:58 PDT ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/229730/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/229730/ Tue, 13 Aug 2002 05:54:26 PDT ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/227327/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/227327/ Sun, 11 Aug 2002 12:54:04 PDT I think I've started an addiction on caffiene, I tell myself to drink water but when I open the fridge my hand goes for the coke. Not good. ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/226691/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/226691/ Sat, 10 Aug 2002 22:49:41 PDT 32 hours no sleep. Can't. Sleep. So. Tired.
I'm submitting my recent art to DAprints [link] - I hope everything works out well? ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/225872/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/225872/ Sat, 10 Aug 2002 08:36:39 PDT
Art's taking more of a role in my life now - I guess that's a good thing, although I wish I could do more, this computer (compaq presario with an intel celeron processor, 750mHz, 64 mb RAM...how crappy is this) really impedes on my work. I have to reboot 209482038 times to get a piece done.

Summer is nearing its end, and school is right around the corner.

*edit*
I'll be gone for most of the day, be back around 10-11pm Pacific time. ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/225689/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/225689/ Sat, 10 Aug 2002 02:59:20 PDT
Art's taking more of a role in my life now - I guess that's a good thing, although I wish I could do more, this computer (compaq presario with an intel celeron processor, 750mHz, 64 mb RAM...how crappy is this) really impedes on my work. I have to reboot 209482038 times to get a piece done.

Summer is nearing its end, and school is right around the corner. ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/224128/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/224128/ Thu, 08 Aug 2002 19:00:23 PDT
My site is down, so take the detour to my other one if you'd like - it's not that great I don't work hard on it. [link]

Still. Need. Job. Oke, maybe I'll get off my ass this time and try to get one ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/223158/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/223158/ Thu, 08 Aug 2002 02:37:38 PDT
I need a camera and a scanner. Oh, I know - I need a JOB.

My friend is getting a $500 digital camera. He just asked his parents for one and they're getting him one. Life is unfair. Personally, I think he just wants to take pictures of himself.

Finally making progress on learning those damn 3d art programs.

Fight Krin! Fight Paul! buahahah. ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/221095/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/221095/ Tue, 06 Aug 2002 14:31:53 PDT

Haha, I've set so many goals and barely achieved half of them. ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/219080/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/219080/ Mon, 05 Aug 2002 02:18:44 PDT Full moon illuminates my room, and sends my mind aflight.
I think I was dreaming up some thoughts that were seemingly
possible...with you.
So I call you on the tin can phone.
We rendezvous at a quarter-two, and make sure we're alone.
I may have found a way for you and I to finally fly free.
When we get there, we're gonna go far away.
Making sure to laugh; while we experience anti-gravity.
For years, I kept to myself.
Now potentialities are bound, and sleeping under my shelf.
Simply choose your destination from the diamond canopy,
and we'll be there.
So I call you on the tin can phone.
We rendezvous at a quarter-two, and make sure we're alone.
I may have found the way for you and I to finally be free.
Incubus - Summer Romance (Anti-Gravity Love Song) ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/218682/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/218682/ Sun, 04 Aug 2002 19:54:20 PDT [link] is my baby. ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/215401/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/215401/ Fri, 02 Aug 2002 05:18:45 PDT
I don't know what to think anymore, I honestly don't think I can trust what some people say because for all I know they could just be using me for entertainment, laughing at me when I can't tell because they're across the fuckin country.

Why do I even bother explaining - nothing ever makes sense when I try to put it into words anyway. ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/214585/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/214585/ Thu, 01 Aug 2002 15:12:45 PDT
I got 3dsm today, but with my computer I bet it'll take 2810480248 hours to render something.

What a crock of ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/212929/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/212929/ Wed, 31 Jul 2002 10:41:35 PDT
I think I was supposed to be somewhere right now, but now I'm not too sure.

I've a headache.

Wow this entry was really bad. ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/211357/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/211357/ Tue, 30 Jul 2002 02:03:17 PDT
Anyways, I'm about to work on some...other...thing. Err...

If I were hungry, I'd want . But I'm not... ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/210151/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/210151/ Mon, 29 Jul 2002 05:36:19 PDT and s right now. Not really. I want to sleep. ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/198195/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/198195/ Thu, 18 Jul 2002 14:52:08 PDT ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/191476/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/191476/ Fri, 12 Jul 2002 01:56:46 PDT ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/176456/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/176456/ Thu, 27 Jun 2002 14:37:48 PDT When is it gonna be Saturday?
«---aww
Break out the and ...woops I meant ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/166391/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/166391/ Tue, 18 Jun 2002 13:31:44 PDT ]]> ~antigrrl http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/157424/ http://antigrrl.deviantart.com/journal/157424/ Sun, 09 Jun 2002 18:37:25 PDT Words flying through my mind, all intertwined, using this rope to find, bind, and line them in a way - make sense so I can say, say what I feel as you lay there disarrayed. While I'm beggin for you to stay, my only response is decay. I turn around in dismay, a tear creeps its way, down my face, into a place in my heart, i'm torn apart. ]]> ~antigrrl