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]]> ~antiiiii http://antiiiii.deviantart.com/journal/20991499/ http://antiiiii.deviantart.com/journal/20991499/ Tue, 14 Oct 2008 18:42:21 PDT it was yesterday anyway. i'm 15 and not that happy about it.


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]]> ~antiiiii http://antiiiii.deviantart.com/journal/19631335/ http://antiiiii.deviantart.com/journal/19631335/ Sun, 27 Jul 2008 21:31:13 PDT and open my blog [link] to enter my world
summer holiday's fine. goin to suck after. f f f

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p.s. no one can change their mood & so do I

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NEW AVATAR!!!!

I tend to get bored easily, and now I've changed my avatar again

and what the hell today's the last day of school.................

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and pray for me for my last two exams. today: drama! tomorrow: english

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pray for me i'll get much much better marks than last term's.

&& I kinda hate this month maybe i'll hate the rest of 2008. (well it rhymes )

]]> ~antiiiii http://antiiiii.deviantart.com/journal/18348185/ http://antiiiii.deviantart.com/journal/18348185/ Fri, 16 May 2008 07:53:38 PDT One of my fvckin imaginations. Read on peeps:

Jam di dinding berdetik. Tik-tok-tik-tok. Gorden mengayun ke kanan dan ke kiri.
Aku termenung. Aku menunggu dia datang dalam kegelapan. Aku membaca pesan singkatnya. Ia akan tiba pada pukul 10 malam di kamarku yang berukuran 6 x 7 m ini.
Ya kamarku memang luas, apalagi dunia ini. Sangat amat terlalu luas untuk seorang anak kecil sepertiku. Dunia kejam, tapi Ia mencintaiku… katanya.

Orangtuaku entah dimana. Mereka menginjakkan kakinya di negara lain. Entahlah, aku tidak peduli. Yang penting toh harta mereka mengalir begitu saja untukku.

Ia datang. Lampu sudah padam, tapi kutahu Ia pasti melihat tubuhku yang hanya dibalut oleh bra dan celana dalam hitam dibalik kain tipis berwarna putih. Ia menyentuh pipiku dengan pipinya.

Ia mencium leherku dan turun kebawah. Ia membuka pakaian dalamku satu demi satu. Sambil menggosok-gosok tangannya ke tubuhku yang telanjang ini, Ia menaruh tubuhku di atas tempat tidur. Ia meniduri badanku. Ia mulai menggesek-gesekkan alat kelaminnya ke lubang kelaminku. Ia menarik bibirku dengan bibirnya. Lidah kami yang basah bermain dengan nafsunya. Ia memasukkan alat kelaminnya. Kami bercinta di bawah rembulan yang bersinar sangat terang tapi mulai redup karna tertutup awan-awan malam.

Kami melakukannya secara perlahan dan menikmati tiap senti gerakan tubuh kami. Kami tidur dengan pulas. Dengan tubuh kami yang menyatu aku bisa merasakan cinta yang Ia beri…katanya.

Bulan terbenam, matahari terbit. Silaunya mengusik kelopak mataku. Aku terbangun. Tubuhku tidak menyatu padanya. Aku teringat kami tidak menggunakan pengaman. Tidak seperti biasanya. Namun aku juga teringat kami tidak melakukan pemanasan, tidak seperti biasanya.
Aku tersadar. Dia menipuku! LAKI-LAKI BRENGSEK! BANGSAT KURANG AJAR!, makiku dalam hati. Ia yang mengambil keperawananku, tubuhku, bibirku, lidahku, hatiku dan juga cintaku…

Aku mengenakan bajuku. Aku termenung di depan kaca memandang wajah dan tubuhku. Lalu aku merasa hina, jijik, kotor. Laki-laki memang brengsek! Ya, aku teringat dia mengucapkan selamat tinggal. TAI SEMUANYA TAI!, makiku.
Aku menghabiskan hari itu di sebuah club. Ya, aku memang termasuk dalam kehidupan nightlife. Aku bergaul dengan bebas. So what?! Tidak ada yang care denganku ini kan?

Ruangan penuh dengan asap rokok. Semua yang hidup menggerakan tubuhnya mengikuti musik. Musik keras berdetak, begitu pula jantungku. Aku yang sedang menghisap rokok, tersenyum nakal melihat seorang perempuan yang akhir-akhir ini mengisi hariku. Mungkinkah dia juga mengisi hatiku?

Sebut saja namanya Ina walau lebih pantas ditambah ‘B’ dan ‘L’ pada awal dan akhir namanya karena kelakuannya memang begitu. Ina yang menopang tubuhku pada waktu aku mabuk setelah kepergian laki-laki brengsek terakhir yang tidur dengaku. Ina juga yang mengambilkan minuman dan yang membersihkan muntahan kebencianku pada seorang laki-laki brengsek yang sekarang entah dimana. Mungkin di neraka.

Ina jugalah yang menemaniku tidur sampai ku terbangun pada jam 3 pagi. Kami berbicara dari hati ke hati. Kami menatap bola mata masing-masing dengan penuh, uh, rasa kagum atau care mungkin?
Pertemuan itu selesai ketika aku harus pulang ke rumahku. Aku mengecup pipinya tanda terima kasih. Ia membalas kecupanku dan tersenyum menggoda.

Ina berjalan ke arahku. Dia melambaikan tangannya. Sesampainya di depanku, dia hanya memerhatikan wajaku dan tersenyum lembut.

Ina duduk di sebelahku. Kami terdiam, tenggelam dalam pikiran masing-masing. Kami hanya menatap wajah satu sama lain, tidak ada yang berani membuka mulut.

Suasana hatiku sangat kontras dengan suasana yang meriah di dancefloor. Hatiku sangat damai dan sejuk menatap sepasang bola mata Ina. Ina bangkit dari tempat duduknya. Dia memegang tanganku dan mengecup rambutku. Dia berjalan ke arah keramaian dan tenggelam disana.
Hanya inilah rutinitasku tiap malam selama seminggu ini. Menikmati keramaian dalam
kesendirian sambil menatap wajahNya dan mengobrol seperlunya saja. Aku mengaguminya. Ina hanya seorang gadis yang baru berusia 16 tahun. Tapi dia sudah bekerja. Beda denganku yang hanya menghambur-hamburkan duit orangtuaku.

Aku kembali ke rumah. Tertidur pulas sambil memimpikan wajah lembut dan keibuan Ina di tempat tidur, tempat aku bercinta dengan si brengsek. Tiba-tiba aku kangen mommy.
Dulu mommy sangat dekat denganku. Mommy menemaniku tidur. Kita sering shopping bareng. Tapi sejak ku beranjak dewasa mommy lebih mementingkan karirnya daripada anaknya, yaitu aku.

Aku kangen mantan-mantanku. Aku rindu akan belaian kasih, perhatian dan cinta. Aku haus kasih sayang. Sejak putus dengan si brengsek, aku tidak pernah menjalani hubungan asmara apapun. Banyak yang mendekatiku, tapi aku tidak ingin bersamanya. Rata-rata semua mantan pacar dan ttm-ku... ]]> ~antiiiii http://antiiiii.deviantart.com/journal/18206820/ http://antiiiii.deviantart.com/journal/18206820/ Wed, 07 May 2008 05:07:13 PDT
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The story I written is titled "Untitled" in my blog. :----)

comments are always lovely! drop some on my blog

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]]> ~antiiiii http://antiiiii.deviantart.com/journal/17954042/ http://antiiiii.deviantart.com/journal/17954042/ Mon, 21 Apr 2008 05:39:30 PDT
NEW AVATAR AGAIN!
I'm bored yeah

I submitted new deviations from my Jogjakarta trip and I took pictures of myself hihi I know I'm being narcissitic (is that how u spell it? whtvr) I'm in love with batik. You should wear them! Mix and match and you'll look awesome!

]]> ~antiiiii http://antiiiii.deviantart.com/journal/17623366/ http://antiiiii.deviantart.com/journal/17623366/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 06:49:52 PDT BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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]]> ~antiiiii http://antiiiii.deviantart.com/journal/17448399/ http://antiiiii.deviantart.com/journal/17448399/ Fri, 21 Mar 2008 19:31:31 PDT NEW AVATAR!!!
I'm bored with the old one, so I decided to upload a new one

More than 2,000 pageviews! Yeaaaaaah I you watchers!

,
anti!

]]> ~antiiiii http://antiiiii.deviantart.com/journal/17358221/ http://antiiiii.deviantart.com/journal/17358221/ Sun, 16 Mar 2008 06:26:56 PDT
i'm currently not busy studying, well i'm sooo relaxed. english test tomorrow, hopefully easy since we've been reviewing a lot in class. tuesday is math and bhs indonesia. oh nooo i think i'll get busy tomorrow memorizing those fckin formulas for volumes and surface areas of geometery stuffs. and bahasa indonesia? errr i'm not going to study anyway. and wednesday's hell, it's international humanities and science test in a day. grrr fffff-uck. gotta memorize those world war 2 stuffs, hitler, churchill, blitz, blitzkrieg, battle of britain, operation barbarossa, entente lalalala
oh and hell i hate science. i don't even understand a bit. oh well those plants, flowers, hebiscus, stigma, diffusion, osmosis and those vocabs uhhhhh. not in the mood of studying but i gotta get great marks for international humanities and math! yeaaaah and pls science as well.....

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Binus cup is overrr. I hate it. I miss practicing cheers. I miss picking up those pom poms. I miss wearing my cheers uniform: the jacket, the top, the skirt, the spankies

We performed our big dance, the pyramid and fan on Sunday at Binus cup's closing ceremony! I was soooooo nerrrrvous while waiting before entering the badminton court. The stage/ place to perform was soo small, much smaller than the 6th floor hall where we usually practice.

But, I think it was grrreat even though we made mistakes... But whatevaaaaaah I'm proud to be a cheerleader cause I'm oustanding yeaaaah

]]> ~antiiiii http://antiiiii.deviantart.com/journal/16751071/ http://antiiiii.deviantart.com/journal/16751071/ Wed, 06 Feb 2008 08:34:38 PST But I got my computer cleaned yeaaah!

I recently brought my camera to school almost everyday. Took lotsa pictures. And yes those are the pictures I've been submitting hee hee.

I don't care about my school next year. whateverrrrr.

& yes I met my crush (last year's hihi) today!

]]> ~antiiiii http://antiiiii.deviantart.com/journal/16427078/ http://antiiiii.deviantart.com/journal/16427078/ Wed, 16 Jan 2008 04:55:26 PST
I hate that re-registration form. It made my mom said, "Jadi entar sekolah dimana? Pindah aja. Biar semuanya disitu. Sekolah udah gak ada yang bener. Cuma itu yg bener. Lebih murah lagi. Gak mau dengerin yaa?...."

Huaaaaaaaanjeeeeeeeeeeeeeng I don't wanna move from binus to that fvckin morning star academy homeschool. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa gila nih guaaaaa

Hell no I'm spending my high school at that school. Ew ew eewwwwww. Help me puh-leaaaaaaaaase. Grrrrrrrrrrr I'd rather stay in this binus (chinese haha) school than moving there.

Huaaaaanjeeeeeeeeng tahe tahe tai bangsaaaaaaaat monyet mangkiiiiiiiiiiiii aaaaaaaaa gilaaaaaaaaa

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Countdown 'til tuesday when I'll be back at school. Uh I hate it. I'm enjoying my 'santai time' at home and at pim hehehe. I don't wanna go back to school but I kinda miss my 'dag dig dug doer time' at school

Aaaaaah I wish it would be longer ugh.

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Huahahaha I know it's not special, but I'm happy! Yeaaaaaaaah



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Well, I'm kinda bored. It's christmas and yes I'm home staying off and on and off and online. We had lunch together with my family. We had photo sessions of the family in the back garden. My mom gave the presents under the christmas tree to all of us, me, my brothers and my cousins.

We opened the presents. And mine wasn't surprising at all 'cause I chose them and bought them with my mom hee-hee I got a pair of black flat shoes. I'm bored with the one I used to use, so I decided to get a new one. Me and my mom went shopping together. I bought t-shirts for my christmas presents hihi :-----) And we went to the bookstore and bought a pile of books again for my christmas presents.

Hmm I did make a wishlist on a piece of paper and showed it to my mom. But, my mom just laughed seeing the whole paper filled with the things I want & she decided to ignore it ahahah

I did had a nice christmas eve and christmas day, today. But, I don't know why it doesn't really feel like 'christmas' for me. Uh, well I'm asking Jesus for one special present hihi Hopefully I'll get it soon. God bless you all! Merry Christmassssssssss

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I've submitted new deviations. It's mostly my new t-shirt designs hihi
Well, I'm having ideas on my mind. But it's just hard for me to put in on computer. Hope you like my designs & comments pls. If you'd like it, contact me :-----D

Study study and study ...... zzzzzz

]]> ~antiiiii http://antiiiii.deviantart.com/journal/15429682/ http://antiiiii.deviantart.com/journal/15429682/ Fri, 09 Nov 2007 05:08:27 PST I know, yeah I'm an amateur. I'm still learning.
I'm experimentive (uh, is that even a word? haha). I take all photographs of all kinds of objects. And I'm learning how to use my camera on my own :---)
So, I'm sorry if my deviants aren't as artistic as yours 'cause for now, I take photos for fun! Hihi but yet, I'll try to capture 'artistic' moments.
Well I would love you if you comment on my work, whether you like it or not or anything. Thnks for reading by the way

Hugs,
Anti

]]> ~antiiiii http://antiiiii.deviantart.com/journal/15341236/ http://antiiiii.deviantart.com/journal/15341236/ Sat, 03 Nov 2007 05:34:58 PDT I've been asking my mom for a camera, but she bought me a laptop for my b'day. Well I loved it even though the laptop kinda sucks. But surprisingly after the costume party at my school, I got a camera! Yeaaaay :---)
I didn't know my mom was buying a camera, so when I got home, I was soo tired, I ran up to my room. Then my mom called out loud to take a picture with the dress I wore. So I went down the stairs and saw my brother holding a black camera err I mean an slr camera hehe ;---)
Yeaaaaaay I love you mommy! muaaaaaaaach

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I took pictures on last Saturday at my birthday party. I submitted pictures of mine captured by my best friend, Maureen! I played with the colours. Hope you like it. Please comments. 'Cause I am really still learning :---) Credits to Maureen for lending me her camera for one day! Hihi

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RULES!!
1. Post these rules.
2. Each person tagged must post eight random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves.
3. Tags should write a journal of these facts.
4. At the end of the post eight more bloggers are tagged and named.
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them that they're tagged.

8 facts about me :

1. can't stop eating with sambel terasi
2. cry easily
3. lazy
4. not as innocent as my face
5. once stabbed a (bread) knife to my stomach wakaka
6. stopped a police car by waving my hand, I was aiming for the taxi but the police car came by
7. saw my ex-crush's dick
8. panic when I was searching for my wallet but it was on my right hand

and now i tag ..



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Yeah, please comment on them, whether you like it or not. I got tons of ideas in my head, I've sketched them on my special book but haven't put it in the computer yet. Please please comment on them. Cause comments are always lovely and it does help me learn more from those comments.

Pray for me for my Secret Project ehehe I haven't told anyone yet about the project but my mom. So please pray for me and hope my t-shirt designs are getting better and better. I've just submitted 2 'cause unfortunately DA is crowded. So, I'll submit my t-shirt designs deviations later. Thankyou people

]]> ~antiiiii http://antiiiii.deviantart.com/journal/13869841/ http://antiiiii.deviantart.com/journal/13869841/ Wed, 25 Jul 2007 06:09:25 PDT i'm anti. i'm new here in deviantart hehe soo, um, i just posted new deviants. take a look at it and post some comments

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