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well meh. my artworks have changed significantly,
considering most of the stuff posted up here is from 3/4 years ago.
frankly i think the bulk of it is pretty crap but if you want to sift through my anguished tween artwork then go for it.

maybe i'll update some of the stuff i've worked on in recent times hahah.

but for now, happy crappy viewing

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personality problems i've noticed
I never knew how damned selfish i can be
im a dictator
i get so angry when i don't get what i want


I can't trust. I can't rely on anyone anymore. It's like an internal breakdown. But I can't care. I don't want to care. But I do ..


I don't even know if I'm making any sense. I just need to get it out somehow.

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but i've checked out some of your work and it is AWESOME

you guys don't stop improving, im jealous

well take care, and keep doing what you guys do best =]

love amee ]]> ~apocalypse-please17 http://apocalypse-please17.deviantart.com/journal/7050125/ http://apocalypse-please17.deviantart.com/journal/7050125/ Mon, 14 Nov 2005 22:13:45 PST When I logged in for the first time in ages i had like 300 messages =/ Anyways i have to study for my test ... bye ! ]]> ~apocalypse-please17 http://apocalypse-please17.deviantart.com/journal/6490737/ http://apocalypse-please17.deviantart.com/journal/6490737/ Tue, 13 Sep 2005 00:32:26 PDT
i've lost a friendship, i've taken it for granted, being friends with people that don't get a long with each o ther can tear you apart, but i only blame myself. im sorry if i hurt anyone ... ]]> ~apocalypse-please17 http://apocalypse-please17.deviantart.com/journal/6248737/ http://apocalypse-please17.deviantart.com/journal/6248737/ Wed, 17 Aug 2005 01:16:55 PDT
Argh ... 6 assignments (half of them due next week)
This Sat I have a piano exam (grade 5 )
I will be playing at a concert next week on Sat. (an InetrChurch Youth Event)
The next day I will be playing at my Churches Anniversary at a reception with band.
The day after that I will have to drive quite a long way to my clarinet competition where I will be performing in (2 sections)
The week after THAT week (in 2 weeks) the symphonic band im in will be playing in a comp somewhere far and that day I want to see antiskeptic live at Rod Laver Arena ...

Not to mention all my homework and 6 projects I haven't started much, is all this normal for the average 13 year old? Please tell me truthfully.

Sorry for my rambling. I just thought that its fair you guys know whats happened to me!

All my dA friends, I love you all, and if you ever need to talk to me you can add me to your msn messenger or send me an e-mail at lil_girlygeek17@hotmail.com !! You guys have been incredibly awesome, I might pop in dA time to time when I'm not too busy anymore. I'm missing out on looking at your great work!

My good dA friends, you know who you are, keep up the great work and may God bless you continually! I will not bring down my hp in case I might come back after a month or two I might not be so busy anymore after a while (hopefully)

Sorry for reading all this (if you have)!

Take care,

Amee (aka apocalypse-please17) ]]> ~apocalypse-please17 http://apocalypse-please17.deviantart.com/journal/6129148/ http://apocalypse-please17.deviantart.com/journal/6129148/ Thu, 04 Aug 2005 04:53:40 PDT
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just letting you know im taking a break from dev art so sorry about not commenting on your journals and work and me not submitting everything.

God bless everyone, I'll be praying for each of yous. ]]> ~apocalypse-please17 http://apocalypse-please17.deviantart.com/journal/5882122/ http://apocalypse-please17.deviantart.com/journal/5882122/ Fri, 08 Jul 2005 23:55:23 PDT ]]> ~apocalypse-please17 http://apocalypse-please17.deviantart.com/journal/5873947/ http://apocalypse-please17.deviantart.com/journal/5873947/ Fri, 08 Jul 2005 04:43:25 PDT
How to look and feel good without the fuss with only a jar of vaseline, the magic tub (vaseline is good petroleum jelly in case you don't know) for girls and metrosexuals :

- use it to soften and gloss up lips
- cheek highlighter
- gives eyes a nice sheen
- is an alternative to eyebrow gel, it will keep your eyebrows in place
- can moisturize dry skin
- can also be used as an emergency styling product
- lubricant (for practically anything LOL)


I could go on forever......LMAO you wouldn't want that....
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Im playing drums for church! And I'm band director again for another week LOL I specialize in keys (I've been playing keys for band for about 2-3 years) and I've played bass before, I'm also a guitarist in band and this week I'm substitute drums (3rd drummer, the other 2 drummers aren't here this week)

We can switch around, we're really flexible on instruments LOL - the order of the people on the instruments is who the band calls to play, and if that person can't play they get the next person, and the next person, and so on

Main keys: Me Sub: Ate Dorothy (shes the worship leader, lead singer), Kuya Homer (hes the band director and drummer), Eunice (backup singer and is my cuz), and when none of the previous mentioned can play we get Mary, a great girl but she's not part of our church but she often comes to youth

Main 1st Guitar: Tim (eunices brother) Sub: Timpee (he is our bassist tho, sometimes he and tim will switch places), and for this week Tito Rey (hes not part of the band but we really need a guitarist for this week and we don't have one so yea)

2nd Guitar: Well we usually don't have a second guitar but I don't like playing keys in fast songs so I get to play guitar now! But Kuya Homer is usually 2nd guitar when hes not playing drums.

Main Bass: Tim Sub: Timpee , Me (I've only played bass once tho)

Main Drums: Kuya Homer and Dondee , their both the main ones, they alternate Sub: ....me? LOL

...............if you noticed I'm either a main or a sub on each instrument you're correct, I wish I could sing tho, I can't sing to save my life although I have perfect pitch. Weird yeah?

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Some people complain that being a Christian is boring....and has too many rules to as what they want to do with their life, but heres a passage from the book experiencing God that really inspired me. God doesn't give us guidelines so we have an imprisioned life, but He gives us boundaries so we can experience His presence and we can enjoy our live to the full. Read this for a more deeper understanding.

Henry T. Blackaby & Claude V. King © 1994 - Experiencing God

God loves you deeply and profoundly. Because He loves you, He has given you some guidelines for living lest you miss the full dimensions of the love relationship. Life also has some "land mines" that can destroy you or wreck your life. God does not want to see you miss out on His best, and He does not want to see your life wrecked.

Suppose you had to cross a field full of land mines. A person who know exactly where everyone of the was buried offered to take you though it. Would you say to him, "I don't want you to tell me what to do. I don't want you to impose your ways on me" ? I don't know about you, but I would stay as close to that person as I could. I certainly would not go wandering off. His directions to me would preserve my life. He would say, "Don't go that way, because that way will kill you. Go this way and you will live."



Sorry about the long journal entry. If you read all of that please tell me and I will give you a 'I -READ-ALL-OF-AMEES-EXTREMELY-LONG-JOURNAL-ENTRY" Award!! LOL ]]> ~apocalypse-please17 http://apocalypse-please17.deviantart.com/journal/5860632/ http://apocalypse-please17.deviantart.com/journal/5860632/ Wed, 06 Jul 2005 20:15:07 PDT
--------------DESCRIBE------------------

--THE SHOES YOU WORE TODAY: My Diesel Shoes
--YOUR EYES: Brown
--YOUR WEAKNESS: pfft....i dunno
--YOUR FEARS: used to be wigs and big spaces, but i've gotten over most of my phobias (when i was young i was paranoid, ask for my list of past phobias if ur interested)
--ONE THING YOU'D LIKE TO ACHIEVE: to be living the peak of my life by 20

-----------------WHAT IS------------------

--YOUR THOUGHTS FIRST WAKING UP: Argh....that was such a good dream, why did I wake up?
--YOUR BEST PHYSICAL FEATURE: ask different people, get different answers, u guys tell me what my best physical feature is, i have no idea.
--YOUR BEDTIME: When I want to sleep
--YOUR GREATEST ACCOMPLISHMENT: I ate 3/4 of a large pizza once ^ ^

-----------------YOU PREFER------------------

--PEPSI OR COKE: Pepsi when chilled, but coke at room temperature
--MCDONALD'S OR BURGER KING: pfft depends
--SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: Either
-- ADIDAS OR NIKE: nike..... but not really into sports brands

-----------------DO YOU------------------

--SMOKE: smoking is GHEY
--TAKE A SHOWER EVERYDAY: Yes
--DO YOU THINK YOU'VE BEEN IN LOVE?: Yes, with Matt Bellamy
--WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE?: I already am in fricking college, do they mean university?
--TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS: Yes....i think
--GET MOTION SICKNESS: Yes
--THINK YOU'RE ATTRACTIVE: depends if Im having a good day
--THINK YOU'RE A HEALTH FREAK: no, but i try eat properly
--LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: Definately!
--PLAY AN INSTRUMENT: Guitar, classical piano, keys, bass guitar, drums, clarinet and a bit of saxaphone

------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID:/:HAVE YOU-------

--GO TO THE MALL: Yes
--EATEN SUSHI: 2 months ago
--MADE HOMEMADE COOKIES: No
--BEEN IN LOVE: Yes, with my Vans ^ ^
--DYED YOUR HAIR: nah
--STOLEN ANYTHING: olive oil from my aunties pantry, i had run out of olive oil and I wasn’t going to substitute canola oil in my spaghetti, and my aunty forgot she even owned that bottle of olive oil so i took it

-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------

--FLOWN ON A PLANE: Yes
--MISSED SCHOOL BECAUSE IT WAS RAINING?: yes, i went to school and the rain was so bad the teacher said to go home (it was even flooding)
--CRIED DURING A MOVIE?: i tried to hide it lol
--HAD AN IMAGINARY FRIEND: not really
--CUT YOUR HAIR: what do they count me for? a hippie?
--HAD CRUSH ON A TEACHER?: ugh no way
--PLAYED A GAME THAT REQUIRED REMOVAL OF CLOTHING? of course, lets get changed as quickly as possible
--BEEN TRASHED OR EXTREMELY INTOXICATED: noooo
--BEEN CAUGHT "DOING SOMETHING": Yes, i was caught eating chocolate
--BEEN CALLED A TEASE: pfft
--GOTTEN BEATEN UP?: i get hit but its all play

-----------------THE FUTURE------------------

-- AGE YOU HOPE TO BE MARRIED: 30s
-- DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM WEDDING: No stuff ups
-- HOW DO YOU WANT TO DIE?: In my sleep
-- WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?: I want to have a job that I will enjoy every moment of, I don' want to be one of those people that like holidays away from work cuz their work is so boring.
---WHAT COUNTRY WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT: Scotland! London!

-----------------OPPOSITE/SAME SEX------------------

--BEST HAIR COLOR: anything that suits them
--SHORT OR LONG HAIR: ?
--BEST WEIGHT: I don't give a damn

-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------

--NUMBER OF BOYFRIENDS/GIRLFRIENDS YOU'VE HAD: never had any serious relationships.....cmon im only 13
--NUMBER OF DRUGS TAKEN ILLEGALLY: none
--NUMBER OF PEOPLE I COULD TRUST WITH MY LIFE: dunno, haven't counted
--NUMBER OF SCARS ON MY BODY: Dunno, i got a few
--NUMBER OF THINGS IN MY PAST THAT I REGRET: a lot of stuff i would not want to tell anyone

----------------FAVORITES--------------- ---

--FAV COLOR:any
--DAY/NIGHT: depends on my mood
--SUMMER/WINTER: Autumn.
--LACE OR SATIN: lycra *jks*
--FAVE FOOD: Anything yummy
--FAVE MOVIES: Amelie ^^
---FAVE SPORT: I ain't into sports

----------------RIGHT NOW------------------

--WEARING: pfft.....brown trackie pants, a bonds singlet and a pink jumper *my mums*

---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------

--CRIED: No<... ]]> ~apocalypse-please17 http://apocalypse-please17.deviantart.com/journal/5852773/ http://apocalypse-please17.deviantart.com/journal/5852773/ Wed, 06 Jul 2005 00:45:04 PDT ~apocalypse-please17 http://apocalypse-please17.deviantart.com/journal/5825914/ http://apocalypse-please17.deviantart.com/journal/5825914/ Sun, 03 Jul 2005 01:34:00 PDT (x) gotten lost (hell yea)
(x) seen a shooting star (when i was little)
( ) been to any other countries besides yours (pshhh i couldn't, so I got a truckload of stuff in return ^ ^ read got stuff)
(x ) had serious surgery (do tonsils count?)
(x) gone out in public in your pyjamas(when walking to my cousins house I wear whatever, as long as I'm not naked)
( ) kissed a stranger
(x) been in a fist fight
( ) been arrested
( ) done drugs
(x) had alcohol
(x) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
(x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
( ) made out in an elevator
( ) swore at your parents (not at their face, and not at my parents, but to other people yes)
(x) kicked a guy where it hurts (definately, girls, if you're reading this, its superfun!)
(x) been in love (with Riley....BWAAHAHA)
( ) been close to love (yeah...watever)
(x) been to a casino (not in the gambling areas tho, too young)
( ) had sex in a park (psh)
( ) broken a bone several times
(x) been high (does sugar count?)
( ) skinny-dipped
(x) skipped school (like, a lot)
( ) flashed someone
( ) saw a therapist/counsellor (need to tho)
(x) done the splits (well attempted to)
( ) played spin the bottle ( i want to)
( ) gotten stitches
(x) bitten someone
(x) been to Niagara Falls
(x) gotten the chicken pox
(x) crashed into a friend's car ( at the bumper cars!!! YAY I even crashed into some people I didn't know, we were using it so dangerously because it was free at my cousins uncles party)
( ) been to Japan
(x) ridden in a taxi
(x) shoplifted (when I was four I thought my mum had paid for some ribbons so I stuck them in my purse)
( ) been fired
( ) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) stole something from your job/school
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher (well, not really, just thought he was good looking, he wasn't even a proper teacher lol, at least not in my school)
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in New Orleans
( ) been to Europe
(x) saw someone die (well, i saw
( ) Been to Africa
(x) Driven interstate
( ) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Mexico
( ) Been on a plane
( ) Seen a porno (pshhh!! pah, but I've seen FHM and all that *keke*)
(x) Thrown up in a bar (well, in front of one in full view of the diners)
(x) Eaten Sushi (BEST THING IN THE WORLD!)
( ) Been snowboarding
( ) Been Skiing
(x) Met someone in person from the internet (my cousins friends, thats how i met most of them)
( ) Been moshing at a rock show ( I WISH )
( ) Been to a moto-cross show
( ) lost a child
( ) tried killing yourself (nope, but I've contemplated it)
(x) tried hurting yourself (
(x) taken painkillers (who hasn't?!?)
( ) cheated on someone
(x) love/miss someone right now (yeah....someone I shouldn't)
(x) had a crush on someone you shouldn't
(x) cheated on a test (well I gave an answer to someone)
( ) own an ipod
(x) own an mp3 player......
( ) got knocked out ]]> ~apocalypse-please17 http://apocalypse-please17.deviantart.com/journal/5824083/ http://apocalypse-please17.deviantart.com/journal/5824083/ Sat, 02 Jul 2005 20:29:23 PDT
I get heaps of stuff.

So my mom, a couple of days before she left she went to several malls to find my Vans. I didn't even know she bought them for me, she got me the pink and black checkered, the stores didn't stock black and white with cherries.
Only 2000p, which is around AU$50! Cheap, considering my cousin who bought Vans a couple of days ago got his for AU$90.

And get a load of this. My other cousin bought Converse Chucks for AU$70 and said they were cheap, were as my mum got me real good chucks from the philippines AU$12.50 They ain't fake, they're real.

I also got these real nice formalish girlish slip ons, really nice, they're cream with little star shaped holes, mum got em for 1000p which is around 5 bucks

And I got burburry and polo t-shirts, really really big cargo pants, a pink diesel top (aunt) , brown quiksilver hat, 128mg mp3 player ( i wanted at least a 1 gig but im still happy), a leather bracelet with these metal things on em, a leather belt with studded rings and several pairs of earrings (not sure if they're all mine) and a mossimo tracksuit jacket.

I guess I won't be getting stuff in a long time. ]]> ~apocalypse-please17 http://apocalypse-please17.deviantart.com/journal/5777673/ http://apocalypse-please17.deviantart.com/journal/5777673/ Tue, 28 Jun 2005 01:46:23 PDT
If I'm like this until Saturday I don't think I can lead band practise....yikes ]]> ~apocalypse-please17 http://apocalypse-please17.deviantart.com/journal/5748100/ http://apocalypse-please17.deviantart.com/journal/5748100/ Fri, 24 Jun 2005 20:20:36 PDT

Matt Bellamy stayed at my house, but only for one day because his manager said he had to fly overseas the next day because of some concert (i'm guessing live8), but before he left Dom and Chris came over and I got my Hullabaloo album signed! He was so sweet in my dream, we were even holding hands ... ahahaha, i felt like his little sis It was one of my best dreams, i swear, i thought it was real

and then on the topic of holding hands, in other 'scene' in my dream i was walking in the wrong direction somewhere at school. Then a guy who is a total prick (sorry), goes up to me, gets my hand and starts walking me in the right direction, he wouldn't let go of my hand, which is weird, he only does that with his gf. Would this mean something? A deeper meaning, like I'm heading the wrong way in life but the most unsuspecting person would guide me in the right direction? Beats me.....

Weird, it was a really weird dream although i've had a full on surreal dream before.

I won't go through it but here are some notes about it

* my grandpa wasn't really my grandpa, he was actually the family butler

* i lived in a mansion, but I never knew because the other two storeys were underground

* I had two tanning machines in my garage and there were many cartoon characters lining up to use it such as hercules and megara, and when they went in the machine they turned into humans

* there was this special ribbon that was rainbow coloured and helped turn the cartoons ino humans, there was some of it in my sisters room and my friend kept trying to touch it but I told her not to

* I went to a shopping centre and there were sunflowers as security guards

.......................strange, i never have surreal dreams, that was my only one tho

Oh, and sorry about putting my pic on the 'webcam' section of my page, If you guys want me to take it down cuz ur freaked out, just tell me..... ]]> ~apocalypse-please17 http://apocalypse-please17.deviantart.com/journal/5737267/ http://apocalypse-please17.deviantart.com/journal/5737267/ Thu, 23 Jun 2005 18:53:36 PDT
The only thing worth watching is the dance scenes, thats it.

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Mood: Eating, listening to skillet

The Musical Bat0n
Passed to me from *soloact-the-bard

Total volume:

around 3 gig only but that doesn't include the CD's i've gotten from the start of this year, cuz my CD drive on my comp stuffed up, and I can't put stuff on my comp

Last CD bought:
Origin Of Symettry, Muse (thanx kerbs aka mouthful )

Song playing right now:
Fingernails - Skillet

5 songs I listen to a lot, or that mean a lot to me:

Some Will Seek Forgiveness, Others Escape, Underoath
All Day - United Live
Tell The World - United Live
The Dream Club Murders - Dead Poetic
Above All - Michael W. Smith

7 people I'm passing the baton to:

Mouthful
Duckie 2318
Hightilidie
Abi-In-Malam-Crucem
StromStrider
Botis
Demastes

G'day everyone, and God bless ]]> ~apocalypse-please17 http://apocalypse-please17.deviantart.com/journal/5691346/ http://apocalypse-please17.deviantart.com/journal/5691346/ Sun, 19 Jun 2005 03:22:48 PDT ~apocalypse-please17 http://apocalypse-please17.deviantart.com/journal/5575512/ http://apocalypse-please17.deviantart.com/journal/5575512/ Mon, 06 Jun 2005 23:44:44 PDT
mum doesn't want me submitting my crap on deviantart but I need to do it so your comments will help me grow as an artist/poet/songwriter/whatever

oh well, sorry if i don't update in a while

take care and God bless ya'll ]]> ~apocalypse-please17