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but I feel like I've dissapointed you all anyway...

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this is awesome, because I have no way of doing this.

also, i have found out that my parents have been undercover Power Rangers for most of my childhood.
this is awkward news for me.

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Too bad I'm fat.

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I have become a baby bird.

Please do not shoot me out of the sky.



....fucking idiots.

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i'm planning some shoots for soon.

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huzzah.

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it seems like life is passing us by.
so open your eyes.

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]]> ~apoetsdream http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/22197347/ http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/22197347/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 18:41:38 PST I love you boy B.

Note to boy A&B.

I am a child and I want to die.

Do not love me.

P.S. One time, I went 7 day's with no food.

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this is a metaphor for coffee.

...people have been telling me i'm crazy and wear weird things.

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(The stupid link won't work.. SO...
This is what it looks like: [link]
and it's on this website:
[link]

First click "bra's" on the top left corner, then click "sexy lingere" on the left and it's on page 5....)

oh. and i have small boobs. 34B.

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shelter from the storm..."

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i can't even tell you what a storm i have in my heart for you.



4 days.


we've almost made it.

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(..I am made of candy.)

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and no one is coming to see me, and im stuck and im puking and bleeding and i dont care and poop.

im apatheic and im going to kill things.

and i give up.
on everything.




do not send me comments telling me im cool, or i will spam your deviantart page.

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I'll do a feature in my journal if you do it.

Send me a note.

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(after 5 months)

and in the midst of how big and wonderful the universe is...and how great the feeling of
laying next to him
and buying my head
in his neck
which always smells like clean laundry

.........

it seems stupid that something as small as paper with a dead president on it,

is keeping us apart.

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]]> ~apoetsdream http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/18378276/ http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/18378276/ Sun, 18 May 2008 07:11:29 PDT it over the people in your life.

Remember how in There will be Blood, the main charceter did all he could to advance himself and get more money because he was greedy? Remeber how he hurt and lied and cheated in order to get what he already had more than enough of?

Remember how he was empty and alone and unhappy in the end?

And now you will never know what it's like to wake up next to me and bury your head in my neck.

But you will know what it's like to have a full wallet.
I hope that can buy everything you need.



Good luck with your life, George and fuck you too.

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Can anyone refernce me to some classy, not so filled with sex, not icky fetish portraits?

I already pretty much know what I'm going for, but anymore inspiration would be lovely.

thannnnnk youz.

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I might not be on Deviant again for a while. At least until the 16th.

I'll check it out once in a while, but it's a pain in the ass to navigate without a subscription.

]]> ~apoetsdream http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/18131337/ http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/18131337/ Fri, 02 May 2008 10:47:15 PDT When you feel so tired but you can't sleep

And the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can't replace

When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?


When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
"Just what your worth"


..i promise you i'll learn from my mistakes.


(this is to you, and you know who you are. i just wish you knew how lucky.)

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I'll really fucking miss you.

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Note me if you do.

]]> ~apoetsdream http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/17878557/ http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/17878557/ Wed, 16 Apr 2008 10:32:43 PDT You can see my photography here:
[link]

Download the PDF.

I'm happy!!


(Thanks so much for those who said they'd chip in with Photoshop too. MUCH appreciated.
I have some other upcoming projects that are fun and I might need Photoshop for...hit me up if anyone's interested......oh, anyone want to come up with a signiture for me? )

Also, check it out: [link]
My work has been featured there as well...


One more thing.
DO NOT THANK ME FOR FAVING YOUR PICTURE.

If you do, I won't favorite them anymore. Seriously, it's annoying. I know you're trying to be "nice" and all, but I like your picture if I favorite it. No need to thank me for admiring your work.

Also *sigh* My pictures are COPYRIGHTED and that mean's NO, you may NOT use them on your Myspace Layout. I've been seeing my pictures floating around various places, and if I catch you using them without my premisson, I'll harpoon you.

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I would credit, and link you of course.

Note me, if possible.

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Is anyone willing?

]]> ~apoetsdream http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/17778328/ http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/17778328/ Thu, 10 Apr 2008 11:25:18 PDT this time.

because you dont want me.

and that's ok.
(i dont want you either..)

..any()more.

that's alright if you
take advantge of me
rip me open and take everything
i'll just turn the other cheek

while you rape my emotions.

at 3 a.m.
you knew
we wouldn't be together
forever
like you promised

(and it's my fault because i knew too. and i let you
because i wanted any part of you
you offer)

but i'm all growed up now.
and he makes my heart skip.
and he calls me princess
and say's
"hey beautiful"
(and i just feel sort of sorry for you)

i gave you chance
after chance
and i forgave you..

...as the story goes
the third time around
you gave me away without a fight (of course you did)

and for that,

i will never forgive you.

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i needed you tonight.

]]> ~apoetsdream http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/17391613/ http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/17391613/ Tue, 18 Mar 2008 08:19:43 PDT Please do not retaliate against me.

Oh and also, Josh drew a squid on my arm.

i'm layin on my couch!

]]> ~apoetsdream http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/17095901/ http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/17095901/ Wed, 27 Feb 2008 20:51:19 PST And he's back again.

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Hebrews 12:1-3

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]]> ~apoetsdream http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/13168226/ http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/13168226/ Thu, 31 May 2007 19:05:54 PDT I'm REALLY excited, but I have the job of picking out which picture I would like to appear.
I need a little bit of help deciding.

WHICH ONE SHOULD I CHOOSE???!!!!

Anyways, Check out these links: [link]
[link]




Create your own visitor map!





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Check them out: [link]
Or die.





Create your own visitor map!


Myspace: [link] \
Flickr: [link]




]]> ~apoetsdream http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/12942240/ http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/12942240/ Sun, 13 May 2007 13:47:43 PDT Thanks!



Create your own visitor map!





]]> ~apoetsdream http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/12891331/ http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/12891331/ Tue, 08 May 2007 18:12:39 PDT Shoot me a note if you would like to buy!

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I don't feel like a very good photographer. I'm very frustrated.





No one will even read this.

]]> ~apoetsdream http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/12243704/ http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/12243704/ Mon, 19 Mar 2007 10:27:49 PDT Shoot me a note if you would like to buy!

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My artwork is going to be featured on this website: IndieQuarter. I'm really excited!

]]> ~apoetsdream http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/11534307/ http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/11534307/ Mon, 22 Jan 2007 19:01:56 PST Yey!

]]> ~apoetsdream http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/11406904/ http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/11406904/ Fri, 12 Jan 2007 07:05:21 PST Yey!
I'll be 17!

]]> ~apoetsdream http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/10416669/ http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/10416669/ Mon, 16 Oct 2006 19:30:30 PDT Compared to the betrayals in peace.
New lovers are nervous and tender
But smash everything
For their heart
Is an organ of fire

]]> ~apoetsdream http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/10382366/ http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/10382366/ Fri, 13 Oct 2006 16:57:31 PDT Any idea's?

]]> ~apoetsdream http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/10092608/ http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/10092608/ Sat, 16 Sep 2006 15:34:52 PDT I feel like Rebecca meeting Isaac or Sarah retiring home from the Palace of the Pharaohs. I feel like Shiva stepping lightly and melting away the world impurities. I feel like Ruth in the arms of Boaz, like Esther glowing with beauty from among a hundred girls more ready than she. Psyche in the dark, Theses emerging from the labyrinth, Isis finding the last piece. Like Jonas finding dry land or Odysseus returning from Ithaca. Like Paris finding Helen in his own palace the first night, like Persephone seeing daylight or Penelope welcoming home the war hero. Like Thor standing over the dragon or St. George claiming his princess.
Like a million stars that will live for a million more years and then die in a brilliant flash, but never be forgotten. Like a flower being adorned, but not plucked. Or a bird swooping through the feather-ruffling minstrel and caressing clouds.
Like a breath of fresh air or a dive into icy waters.
Like fresh cut grass, winning a race or a steaming shower and soft towel. Like fresh cut grass or winning a race. I feel like chocolate sauce and cream Brule. I feel like pure water and the first fire and eternal mountains. I feel like a slow moving glacier and a bursting volcano.
I feel good. ]]> ~apoetsdream http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/10077466/ http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/10077466/ Fri, 15 Sep 2006 05:45:58 PDT
I should assume

It’s still unsteady

I’m never really ready

I’m in repair

I’m not together

But I’m getting there. ]]> ~apoetsdream http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/10042074/ http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/10042074/ Mon, 11 Sep 2006 17:14:13 PDT ~apoetsdream http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/9996934/ http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/9996934/ Thu, 07 Sep 2006 09:39:20 PDT
1. Do you like animals?
Yes

2. Have you ever met an online friend in person?
Heh. No.

3. Are you athletic?
I try.
ballet pretty much...swimming, biking and hiking.

4. Are you: thin, fat, athletically built etc ?
Thin

5. How much do you weigh?
Um, 117?

6. What's your height?
5'6

7. Shoe size?
8ish

8. Girls- are you tomboyish, girly, normal, etc?
girly mostly, sometimes tomboyish.

9. Guys- Are you girly, or guyish?


10. How old are you?
2,000

11. When's your birthday?
Jan 13

12. Do you like to receive giftart?
Hurray for presents!

13. Are you sociable?
Very

14. Do you have many friends?
A few good ones, many many many aquaintances.

15. What's your race?
Um, white?

16. Do you like to talk on the phone?
Yeah, why not.

17. Are you single or taken?
Taken <3

18. Do you eat meat?
Yes

19. Are you paranoid?
About what? Maybe about the weird man that likes to follow me from the library.

20. Do you read a lot?
It's my life

21. Do you listen to music, what kind?
Everything

22. Do you play any instruments?
Nah...I wish I had stayed with guitar.

23. How long have you been drawing?
12 maybe when I started?

24.What’s the meaning of life?
God

25. Now tag four of your friends! They MUST take this quiz and post it in their journal!
Itsbeyondyou~ ]]> ~apoetsdream http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/9950836/ http://apoetsdream.deviantart.com/journal/9950836/ Sun, 03 Sep 2006 11:47:26 PDT I realized it wasen't too late after all. ]]> ~apoetsdream