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ALSO. ADD ME ON MOTHERFUCKING STEAM. [link]

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/26447118/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/26447118/ Fri, 07 Aug 2009 14:47:54 PDT
Amusingly, I have tremendous self-control.

I regret that sometimes.

I believe that any parents that spank their child after they've reached the age where they know how to control themselves are monsters. Yes, when you're four and you cut all your little sisters hair off, a good spanking is due. But if your parents are upset when you're say...9 or so, and you haven't done anything and they decide to spank you til you cry.

Now that's fucking wrong.

And don't even get me started on hitting.
If I ever, EVER see a parent hit their child, I want to puke. Yes, there are some kids that deserve to be hit, but VERY few. Only the genuinely bad kids that have NO respect for their parents, and don't even try to reason with them seem to need to be hit, even then, they really shouldn't. They should be properly disciplined, or shipped off to military school.

But there's stuff worse than physical abuse, even. At least in my opinion.
If you spend all your time taking all your anger out on your child, and cuss and swear at them about how much they suck, and how little they do, and how they'll never amount to anything.

Well hell, you might as well fucking smash your kid on the head until they're mentally retarded.

Do these fucktards realize how much shit like that lowers their childs self-esteem? And if the kid is already mentally unstable or weak, you're just going to put them in an early grave, or give them the worst life possible.

Parents? You who claim to bitch and sass at kids so they do better is for their own good, and then your kids succeed in their future? That's not your doing in all cases. Sure. But a kid you've mentally battered isn't going to necessarily succeed because you 'egged them on' in a negative manner. There's a good chance they did it to get the fuck away from your crazy ass. So stop going 'I always knew you could do it!' and start acting like you're good parents after your children have succeeded. Cuz you know what? You're lucky you had a strong kid. They should've been in a mental ward the way you treated them. Though I'm wondering why the hell you aren't there yourself.

And, when a kid reaches a mentality where they're mature and understand how things work, and authority. They're apt to challenge it. And what kind of person does it make you if you reject all their ideas and tell them they're just a kid, and they're wrong, and you're right, just because you like having supreme power over your kid. What are you teaching them by doing something so stupid?

All you're doing is denying your child the right to have a say in things, especially when they need to know that they have the right to, and that they shouldn't let people walk all over them when they go into the real world. And by the time a kid is mature enough to be like that, they're almost ready to be in the real world. If you're teaching them that as a kid, they have to listen to all adults, you might as well tell them, 'hey, if a teacher tells you do something, but you think it's wrong, do it anyway' or, boss, or other high figure, etc.

And what's up with never believing a thing we say? If you rant and rave about how 'Ohhhh, you don't love us!' Eventually, no, we're not going to love you anymore. You're going to be that horrible parent that has no children that visit them in the future. We're all going to avoid you. So stop fucking assuming without asking our opinion. Oh wait, you can't do that either, because even then, you won't believe an opinion. We're just kids, nothing we say is backed up by intellect, absolutely nothing.

I'm going to roll into the real world hating any and all authority, and biting peoples heads off when they say one wrong thing to me. I just know it.

Except not.

Because I'm not like them.

I know how to control myself.

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/26428784/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/26428784/ Thu, 06 Aug 2009 17:32:12 PDT "This is Scout, rainbows make me cry."

[link]

Apparently the audio is actually from the game. XDD I need to try disguising as Scout more often and see if it pops up. Lol. x'DDD

Valve, my love never ends when it comes to you.


If you don't own Team Fortress Two.


....
What the fuck is wrong with you?

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/26060577/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/26060577/ Mon, 20 Jul 2009 08:00:00 PDT

I'm starting to lose count of how many dreams I have where I'm male. x'DDD

Though it's nice to have those, since I can't/won't do that IRL. XD

xkcghudfh
I shoulda been a hermaphrodite or something.

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/25624338/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/25624338/ Mon, 29 Jun 2009 08:43:34 PDT
Something from Soul Eater that I can't tell you.
Chrona - Soul Eater
A giant bag of potatoe chips.
The Flying Spaghetti Monster.
A Spycrab - Team Fortress Two
10 Spycrabs - Team Fortress Two
Scout - Team Fortress Two
GARlock/White outfit Simon - Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann. (Stupid americans removed the tengen toppa.)
Nia, any age - Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann. (UGH SHE'S SO CUTE.)
Rossiu---LOL JUST KIDDING.
Zoey/Ichigo school outfit - Tokyo MewMew/MewMew Power. (Yes. I'm serious. I want a Mark/whateverthefuckhisjapanesenameis cosplayer to cling to though.)
And last but not least,
EXCALIBUUUUUUUUUUR, EXCALIBUUUUUURR, etcetc.


Also. Would anyone be interested in cosplaying little kid Chrona to go along with my cosplay for AAC this year?




I'M EXERCISIIIIIIIINNGGGGGGGGG. Which means hopefully I'll lose a little weight. <:

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/25592010/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/25592010/ Sat, 27 Jun 2009 17:50:55 PDT





...But Buttchins are gross.

Also.
GENTELMEHN~! [link]

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/25373213/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/25373213/ Wed, 17 Jun 2009 13:01:55 PDT [link]

I'm sick of making myself special and unique for each individual person to fit their needs and to make myself seem perfect to them.





_{....But I'll do it anyways.}


And if I do something for myself, I feel selfish.

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/25307645/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/25307645/ Sun, 14 Jun 2009 11:24:54 PDT
So! Stuff happened. It was pretty awesome, but with some weird stuff, in all aspects of normality and humanity. So this'll be a pro vs. con review in mostly chronological order. XD

+/-: I got up early and got dressed yesterday, Fred picked up his phone right away. When I was done, Fred didn't pick up his phone, so I had to call Marlyn and head over. XD

+/-: Fun running around at Ash's house, but we were taking a lot of time. Ash wasn't coming with us because he was in Philly with Wes.

-: We had to pick Cat up in the morning, as opposed to the night before, and added to more driving around and more stress. We thought we were going to be late because the parade started at 12 and it was almost 1 when we got there.

+: We didn't even miss any of the parade, because we were near where the parade ends and breaks off. So we still saw it all~ The parade was FANTASTIC. Also. I got handed a shitload of condoms. XDD So did Cat. Although some girl was being annoying nearby and swearing a lot. XD;

+: We went an ate at Quincy's market, I had some yummy tortellini and shrimp. Met up with K and Jimmy and said hi, gave hugs, etc, then they had to leave. >':

+: Street performers along everywhere during the walk back. I saw the same guys that were in front of Quincy's market at last years pride. Street performances make me happy, I headed back solo because everyone was going on their own adventures, and went over to the stage, getting to stand in the very front.

+: Coco Lopez was hilarious. She showed us 'how to deal with breakups' by smashing up a Ken doll. XD Most gorgeous drag queen I've ever saw. Well, more like well played out, but. x3 She was funny.

+: Another Lopez! 'Latina lesbian comedian.' xD She was so funny it should've been a crime. She talked about being a 'soft butch' and the like, and it was just terribly amusing.

+: Ran around the booths towards end, was fun. Got a free subscription to a gay magazine and bought myself a rainbow tie. <3 now I gotta learn how to put it on. XD Found Cat.

-: We left. (I wanted to stay longer, boohoo.)

+++: I persuaded Shelby that I was a magical pixie and that the powder on my shirt was needed for my pixie-like deeds, and she kept wanting some so she could fly. XD I told her she couldn't have any.

++: Scared everyone by telling them the staircase up into the parking lot looked like the inside of a Vagina infected with AIDS. Shelby was terrified. Fred was grossed out. Massive lulz ensued from me.

---: I got hit on by a HOMELESS MAN. He called me 'Baby' and 'epper.' And I had to keep Fred from saying anything to him, and we just tried to ignore him. Though I thought it was amusing. I don't know if this or the 'SEEEEEEEEXXXYYYYYYY, I like your swagger~' guy at the Sprint booth at the mall I went to with Haeden and friends was worse or not. XD

+: We went over to visit Meimei, who just recently got a small concussion. We went to get something to eat, and she was happy to see us.

+/-: We went to the park, and for a small walk in the woods. We played with a blown up condom like immature brats. Some high idiots were sitting on a rock and were all 'LOL HIPPIIIESSS, HAI GURLZ. LOL STUPID HEADSSS.' Cuz I said 'stupid head' about myself. XD They got busted by the cops afterwards though. xD Went back and got some neat photos before bringing Meimei home. She got a little dizzy though, we probably shouldn't have gone to the park. She got plenty of hugs, and I told her to go home and rest. xD;

+: Went to get Asher from Wes'. Some blahblah Rochelle stuff. Got Ash, MASSIVE LULZ AT WES' FACE WHEN CAT HUGGED HIM. I think that's the most amusing thing I've seen in forever. He looked like a deer in headlights, along with a hyper Racoon mixed in. He doesn't like being touched. Got in car and headed out.

-: Ash stole my seat.

+: I was fine in the back. My legs fell asleep though. XD

-: Everyone kept complaining and TALKING. I wanted a quite ride home. I wish everyone had just SLEPT.

---: Disgusting, unnecessary fight that had almost everyone crying, or scared. I thought we were going to crash, and Shelby did too.

-: Got back to Ash's, went home as soon as possible. Haeden couldn't stay up and talk to me, and Colleen didn't answer her phone, so I had no one to talk to and calm down with.

+: I distracted myself by watching the Disney channel and reading the gay magazine until I started getting Drowsy. I was going to play with a condom, but I got too... ]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/25277654/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/25277654/ Fri, 12 Jun 2009 17:18:13 PDT
I'm expressing myself through music, except it's not music I can sing that means anything, because nothing co-exists for it.

Ugh.

I'm happy.

But it's like part of my mind is running several minutes slower than the rest.

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/25142865/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/25142865/ Wed, 10 Jun 2009 12:38:19 PDT _{I noted everyone who asked my new account, if you didn't get it, or it doesn't work, please note me. For other's who want it still, please comment here-[link] or just note me.}

[EDIT] The asshole got suspended from school, another kid got suspended from the bus, yay. [/EDIT]



So. Every single fucking day on my bus there's a group of kids that live out back on there. They consist of several Freshmen, one Junior and they're all boys.

This wouldn't bug me too much. What REALLY bugs me is the words that come from their mouths.

How would you like it if every bus ride you took consisted of a bunch of brats calling each other 'homos,' 'faggots,' and 'gay.'
Unless you're the same as them (and if you are, get the fuck off my page) you'll probably sympathize with me, and think that these kids all need to be taught a lesson, wouldn't you?

Usually I try to ignore them, sometimes I go 'Lorenzo, shut up.' (What kind of name is that ANYWAYS?) And usually he'll just give me an incredulous look and keep talking and make fun of me.

The worst part is, I think their shitty behavior is as funny as hell. Because I know that if they act like that, they'll never get anywhere in life, let alone graduate from Highschool.

But today, I kind of went 'you know what, fuck this,' and instead of just saying shut up once or twice and letting it be, I really let it out, while still being greatly constrained. All I said was 'Shut up,' 'Grow up,' 'Shut your fucking mouth,' (oops!;; ) and 'you're so immature.' I think it was fair, considering all the bullcrap that they spewed back at me and my poor friend, who looked like she was about to snap in two.

Here's the one that REALLY got things going. I wouldn't have minded as much if it were just the immature biggotry, but NO we got WORSE. 8D

One kid, who makes me want to puke when he talks anyways, should have kept his fat ass lips shut. (His voice is that of a toad trying to eat moldly cheese)

"Shut the fuck up"

"Fucking Cunt"

"Fucking bitch."

"Shut the fuck up you fucking bitches." (After I stood up for my friend.)

"Are you going to go suck a dick after this? Suck a cunt?" (to me)

And as he got off the bus he told me to 'wash your ballsack.'

...What? xD

It was so fucking rude, and I wonder if he realized how STUPID he sounded. It was like trying to quiet a 2-year old that doesn't want to be potty-trained.

I guess it was similiar, but in the sense that he needs to be 'otty-mouth trained.' XD Yeah, I'm lame, but whatever.


Anyone else want to whack-a-shithead?



What the hell is our world coming to?
Sometimes I wish shoving peoples noses into their skulls and cracking them in the balls was legal. Or allowed at my school.

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/25131439/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/25131439/ Thu, 04 Jun 2009 18:57:50 PDT
Note me or comment here if you want my new account name, and I'll note it to you. :3

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/25130756/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/25130756/ Thu, 04 Jun 2009 18:19:15 PDT

I probably.

Have.

A.

Yeast Infection.



....Isn't that lovely?


-sighs-

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/24999976/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/24999976/ Thu, 28 May 2009 15:29:45 PDT
]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/24985391/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/24985391/ Wed, 27 May 2009 18:28:28 PDT
Yep.

Life is good.

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/24962522/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/24962522/ Tue, 26 May 2009 14:32:40 PDT
I already lack any self-esteem whatsoever anymore.

What am I supposed to do when I have everything that's wrong with me shoved in my face every day?

I get made out to be inadequate and useless at any chance people have.

I don't even trust anyone anymore. ._. I trust maybe...one person, and even then, it's still not entirely.

Shouldn't my family love me more than my friends?

...Really now.

I think all those people need to watch/listen to this. [link] Or something similar, and smack their brains around a few times.

Being ignorant and hateful all the time gets you NOWHERE.

What does 'being kind to others' even mean anymore? It seems like very few know what it is. At least some people I know have no idea what it means.

And when did 'if you don't have nothing nice to say, then don't say anything at all' fall flat?

Don't people know how to SHUT THEIR MOUTHS sometimes?

I mean, everyone is entitled to their own opinion. But everyone is also entitled to respect others, and know when and when not to say something that could possibly hurt someone else.

Oh, and I'd like to mention that hate towards me on my families end has greatly increased since I became open about my non-heterosexuality back in January. ... Isn't that just lovely? <3

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/24961605/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/24961605/ Tue, 26 May 2009 13:45:52 PDT
Outbursts are bad.

):

IMs are appreciated right now though...
I'm still fairly upset.

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/24880034/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/24880034/ Thu, 21 May 2009 19:17:51 PDT [link]

I wish people would stop assuming that transgendered people are unnatural freak of nature.

I wish people would realize that it's not someone trying to be the opposite gender, but it's someone that's stuck in the body of the opposite gender, and that they're simply trying to fix that to fit what their body should be.

And I really hate it when people tell me I'm just being stereotypical.
Is there something wrong with me liking transmen?
Pretty much I just don't want to date someone that can get me pregnant, or only thinks about sex.

That's all.

I'm not a lesbian.

I'm not straight.

I'm not a boy or a girl.

I'm just a person with odd preferences,

that breaks the stereotypical ways in sexual identity and sexual preference.

Why don't people understand?
And I wish people would just shut up for once and give me space.

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/24845625/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/24845625/ Tue, 19 May 2009 19:03:41 PDT
Since when does speaking up for yourself turn into rebellion and disrespect to your elders? I mean, it obviously is, but is it right to not stand up for yourself?

Someone stupid once told me, 'Maybe you should [grow up]' and as to being struck by parental units, that 'If they don't break bruises and break skin. And it's only to freaking knock sense to you. It's not abuse'

There. I know plenty of people, adults, PARENTS even, that can strongly disagree with that. After small spankings when kids are young, if EVEN that, there should be no need for physical force placed on a child anymore for 'disobeying.'

ADMITTEDLY, there ARE some cases where kids DO deserve a good whack or two, but what are you teaching a kid when you do something BAD to them for doing something bad in your eyes. (you, the adult.)

When is it no longer the right thing?

If your kid yells at you because you have been very rude to them, and hurt their feelings constantly, then is it okay for you to punish them?

The answer is simple. No.

I believe that what a kid, especially a teenager has to say, is ALWAYS important. A teenager is an INDIVIDUAL, not just a TEENAGER, as people always take them as.

Seriously. What do you get out of yelling at your kid, and not listening to a word they say.

Eventually it gets to the point where we lose all respect for you, you never had any respect for us to begin with, and it's a never-ending cycle of hate and yelling.

Just because we don't get up in a millionth of a second when you tell us to do something doesn't mean we're not going to do it.

If you disagree with me, say so. I'll make a point against you, unless you actually make sense.

I will no longer stand for it when my grandparents call me 'fat' and make up lies to make me seem bad and like I do nothing and don't love them. I love my grandparents dearly, but I can't stand the way they deal with things.

They're hypocrites.

That is all.

And to the idiot who told me those things I quoted.
I get to be immature now.
You suck.
You suck more than anyone ever could and anyone ever will.
Grow up,
smarten up,
and gain a personality.
Since you obviously lost yours a long time ago.
I'll never forgive you, and you'll never apologize, so we're even.

Cunt.

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/24737445/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/24737445/ Wed, 13 May 2009 13:55:11 PDT [link] Music to listen to while reading. C:
Wasn't sure what to put, but this does sort of apply to how I'm feeling.

I hope the bill for Same-sex marriage passes in NH. Come on Lynch, stop worrying about getting re-elected, and make us proud! It's not like you'll be getting our vote again if you don't. Proportionally gay supporters make the haters crash and crumble in general, so who do you think you should listen to? Got me?

Not that he can see that, and I'm too skittish to call him. Might send him an email though.

So...Yeah. Life is a bit odd around here right now. Had a funky mood slip recently, and my grams been fighting with me more often again, but I think my grandpa might be paying attention to logic (which I have more of compared to my grandma) because he's been less aggressive towards me. Either that or I just have him and gram pissing their pants because I take a defensive stance whenever they go to take a swing at me/look like they're going to. It's not exactly something to be proud about, but I'd rather them be slightly afraid of me (especially seeing as I won't actually hit them) than think they deserve the right to smack me around for bullshit reasons.

So, trying to pound some sense into my grams head. It'll probably never work, but, whatever.

Does anyone else think that schools seriously need to lighten up on the workload sometimes? I know it's supposed to prep us for the real world and what not, but can't we enjoy the last few years of or social life before it crumbles? what I don't understand is why we need homework in general after early grades. It's school. Aren't we supposed to learn in the 6 or so hours we're there, then enjoy our other 6 or so hours of freedom afterwords, and not just 1 or 2 from over piling? Like, I realize the logic and all, it's just obnoxious.


Also, also. Know what's an awesome song? 'So what' by P!nk. It's a great song for when you're feeling like 'SCREW YOU' towards someone who you don't need/care about anymore.
Worked wonders when my ex dumped me and did nothing for me to make sure I was okay. Shitty and fucked-up break-up was shitty and fucked-up.

So. I want to make matching icons for me and Haeden. Any ideas? I feel like kiss/face would be lame, and I don't want to do that anyway. Patterns or like, persona's maybe? Hrm.

Also. Can someone grow a money tree for me, rewind to the past so AB is a long time from now, and give me magical cosplay-making skills? that'd be great guys, thanks. :3

(The only advantage to AB this year is getting to see friends/hang out with Haehae.<3)

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/24591241/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/24591241/ Mon, 04 May 2009 19:35:03 PDT Like one about my weekend.
But.
I always feel like my happy journals are boring when they're lengthy, and that no one reads them.

>: I'm tired. I think I'm a zombie. Ash needs to become magical and get over here so he can sing me a lullaby and pat my head until I fall asleep. I think it's a fantastic idea.

I don't know.
I'm happy.

But.

I'm really sad.

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/24409845/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/24409845/ Fri, 24 Apr 2009 12:06:26 PDT
But you know what?
I could really care less about the fact that I'm on vacation.
It's Friday. Which means I get to see Haeden in a week. XD

-tard-

In other news, should be picked up by Ash soon, gonna help him go get an outfit for his date with Wes tomorrow. :3 I love fashion. |D

Annnnd, Monday I might be helping wallpaper a huge reproduction of Pablo Picasso's Guernica that my AP class did, up on the wall in the library. It'll be fantastic. Then I should email my Driver's Ed teacher to see if I can drive for an hour or two. Annnnd, I need to tackle my little sister and pinch her cheeks until she yells at me because that's just what siblings do. xD

Whee!

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/24148231/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/24148231/ Thu, 09 Apr 2009 14:17:41 PDT
Everything is so fantastic.

Stress? Fuck you. I don't care. You're insignificant. xD
I'm PUMPED.
I mean. This past while has been FABULOUS. I mean. Ugh. JUST. WHOO.

I mean.

I've been doing better in school. My accordion competition is over, so I don't have to practice like a madman anymore. And I enjoyed my competition a lot, not to mention I got to see my boyfriend for an hour or so, and got to meet his mom. My gram and I are on better terms, and we haven't been arguing and yelling at each other a lot lately, and we got along well at my competition. (She almost cried when I fucked up on my song Saturday! XD *I* cried. x'D

My best friend just got told he could get keyhole surgery! (Congrats bud! <3) We're rescheduling North Hampton, so that means I get to visit Haeden later this month. X>

I got into Driver's Ed today! (Lottery, so pure luck) And start lessons next Tuesday, 7 week program.

I got told I was pretty and nice by quite a few people at my competition after I put my dress on. <3

Annnnd~ My friend that moved away to New York 2 years ago is coming up for a week, and I'll probably get to see her tomorrow.

And, I'm kidnapping Ash and Cat, and we're totally renting Yellow Submarine and watching it together this weekend. XD YES WE ARE.

WHEEEEE~ The world is AWESOME~

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/24093615/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/24093615/ Mon, 06 Apr 2009 12:59:52 PDT [link] Then watch it afterwords.


Recently.
A very close friend of mine was severely hurt.
Someone was brash with their thinking,
And instead of realizing that they don't know that person,
And should keep their opinion to themself when they don't know what's going on,
Opened their mouth,
And said something no one should ever say.

No one should ever have to hear such hurtful things,
Such mean opinions,
Just because they're a unique person.

And they're so unique,
They're beautiful.

And it's why I love them so much.

I don't care.

No matter what you may be,
What you may say,
What you may do.

I love you.

Boy,
Girl,
Trans,
Queer,
Intersexed,
and beyond.

You,
And everyone else is beautiful,
Unique.

You're my best friend,
Don't change yourself over some idiot.
No one cares what you decide to call yourself,
or identify yourself as.

You're gorgeous.
You're my friend.
You're my BEST friend.
And you make me happy.

Never stop being yourself,
No matter how 'strange' or 'attention-seeking' people may think,
Or wrongfully claim about you.

Because no matter what they say,
You're beautiful.

...And I love you, Cat.

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/23888597/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/23888597/ Wed, 25 Mar 2009 18:32:08 PDT





I DO LOSER THINGS WITH MY BUTT THAT IS A LOSER. My boyfriend is a heathen because his name is Haeden and that means HEATHEN. God should smite him. Also, Cat is GOD, and Cat is more awesome than I could EVER hope to be. Cat is going to run my grandma over with a tractor-trailer, and break all the STUPID in her body.

THEN I am going to go fart in my grandpa's cereal and continue hiding the penis I stole from Asher in a box of Cheerios.

Also, Cat is awesome, and I <3 the Gurren Lagann dub. CALL ME BRO, DUUUUDE! Also, homosexuals are gay, and I think homosexulity goes against GOD, who is Cat, because homosexuality tries to be gayer than he is, and THIS MAKES HIM AN ANGRY BEAST. You should all bow down to Cat.

Also, my uncle Heath has a vagina, and I enjoy watching elephants have sex. I should become a rainbow elephant and shove my trunk up Derrick Barry's ASS because DERRICK BARRY IS HOT.

....Also, I am AWESOME, and I am LYING, because I am the most awesome person EVER and my grandma should bow down and kiss my fucking feet after all I've done for her, except my feet are too GOOD for her to touch.

And my account has totally NOT been hacked into by God. Nope. But if it WERE, God would be right, because he is GOD.

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/23729362/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/23729362/ Mon, 16 Mar 2009 13:14:03 PDT
And with that statement.

Your mother is THREE sidewalks.

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/23707746/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/23707746/ Sun, 15 Mar 2009 08:32:14 PDT
In some shape or form.

No matter what.

But some people are bigger Hippos.

Than other Hippos.

I hate big Hippos.

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/23607822/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/23607822/ Mon, 09 Mar 2009 11:44:08 PDT
This year for my birthday. (LOLOCTOBER)

I want.

Instant.

Mashed potatoes.

Like, normal and the 4-cheese kind.

...I'm serious.


That is all.

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/23475160/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/23475160/ Sun, 01 Mar 2009 17:14:14 PST
<sub>Whee.

So my accordion competition is in about 5 weeks.

I still barely have my songs memorized.

My grandpa's not coming to see me play.

So I need to spend those 3 days of competing with just my grandma's support, if you can call it support.

Obviously I'm not worth enough for my grandpa to come see me compete, and go to the banquet with me.

I guess it's my fault anyways, though. I haven't been practicing as much. I just haven't had the motivation.

I played for like, an hour today. And I'm picking up again. But still.

I got screamed at anyways.

Why?

You don't support me...you obviously don't love me.

And I noticed something.

Some things got worse after I openly admitted that I had had a girlfriend.

Am I gross to you?

Am I a disgusting human being, just because I don't follow 'normal' standards?

Is my boyfriend gross because he's not a 'real boy' by your standards, even though that's pure crap? And you don't understand it anyways?

Why am I not...just a granddaughter. Why am I such an object of hate? You don't treat me like a human...

Maybe I'd be better. I'm sure as hell trying.

I clean up, I do you favors, I try to be nice. But.

You put words in my mouth, and assume things. When the hell did I ever say I didn't care about you? What makes you think that I hold this ungrateful hatred towards you? I don't.

You're still my family, I still love you. Don't tell me I don't to my freaking face, when I'm sitting there, twisted in pain because you don't understand that I'm trying to grasp on to that, to not lose that tiny bit of hope left.

Why do you think I feel so little of you? That's not the case. You're the ones that raised me, saved me from going to some person not related to me at all. If it weren't for you, I'd have no connection to my real family today. Do you really think I hate you so much?

I'm glad for what you gave me, but I can't help how I feel, and what I do, when I'm put into uncomfortable situations.

I can't stand it when you make fun of me, and quite frankly, I'm amazed at the fact that I haven't thrown anything at you, more than a sprinkle of water, or veggie juice.

It's not that I don't want anything to do with you, it's that I want my freakin' space. Don't touch me, don't try to comfort me, when I'm freakin' upset because you just YELLED at me.

I have PROBLEMS. I mean, it's not like I'm HORRIBLE. I have friends who are much worse off than me, but still. I can't stand yelling. Anger scares me. It terrifies me. If you actually had a good reason to be angry with me, and yell, it might be different. But you don't, so your case is low and null.

Don't scream at me because you're having a bad day, or something went wrong. I'm not your emotional punching bag. You're not mine either. Why do you think that even now, when I'm so unstable, that I barely rebel against you? Yes, I've been screaming back lately. Why? Because I'm not in control like I used to be.

It's too much.

Knock it off.

Before I go off the deep end.

And before you're no longer even partially human.

Before you become the monsters you're becomming fully.

Stop threatening to kick me out as soon as you can.

What did I do?

I don't smoke.

I don't drink.

I don't do drugs.

I don't have sex.

I behave myself.

Get decent grades.

Have a fun, and healthy hobby.

And love you more than anything.

...What else are you going to ask of me?</sub>

...My soul?














_{...I need a hug.}

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/23350407/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/23350407/ Sun, 22 Feb 2009 18:38:44 PST
So. Thursday night my boyfriend Kiwi(), and Tori() were heading to Cat's house, but a freakin' TRACTOR TRAILER jack-knifed across the road, and they had the turn back. In result, me and Cat() had a few-minutes long bawfest, before courtly finding a solution on how to get Kiwi and Tori over here, and then ranting about how much Tractor Trailers SUCK. It spawned many lulz, and cheered me and Cat up a great deal, and then it was decided that Tori and Kiwi would come the next day by train, but they wouldn't arrive until 10-ish pm.

Soooooo. Friday morning Ari gets up. Ahaha. Delayed opening to school. YES. Sleeeeeep. Is nice. And then I got up and got all pretty, mostly because I was in a good mood, hyper, and happy for the expectance of later in the evening, but also because it was the last day before vacation, but mostly because I wanted to look cute. xD;; Yeah. Even though my boyfriend would see my outfit for all of 5 minutes before we got in the car. Yeah, I'm lame. But. I enjoyed that outfit. It was fabulous. XD So Cat picked me up with his Dad and we sang horribly along to the Gurren Lagann opening theme and more the entire ride to Boston, then went into the train station and waited all of ten minutes before Tori and Kiwi arrived.

It was amusing, really. Cat was on his cell with Tori, and Tori was all 'We're heeeeeere.' and we wait all 'where are you guys?' and then Tori tells Cat on the phone 'we're near the elevators, hold on, I think we see you. turn around.' And we turn around, and sure enough there's a Kiwi and a Tori standing there, bags in tote.

My brain. Just. Like. Ugh. XDD The only thought that really went through my head was 'they're here.' and 'oh, Tori's there.' Because in like, less than a second, I was running across the short distance of 20 feet or so, and just tackles Kiwi. Ahaha. I'm such a loser, but just. Happy face. That will always be a fond memory for me. c: Cat took a picture, too. And Kiwi. The grin on your face was HUGE. XD And then Tori yells "OH ARI, I HAS YOUR PANTIES YOU LEFT AT MY HOUSE." And I stormed out of the train station with a huge pout on my face, embarrassed as hell, but still happy. xD Also. The toilets in the Boston train station are SCARY.

And then it's back to Cat's!
After much goofing off and fun, we finally went to bed, although none of us really slept except Kiwi (*jealous) and we got up late the next morning, planning to go to Cambridge, but didn't because we had no ride. Sadface. Most of the day was spent cuddling, because I think that's all we know how to do, seriously, and then we were supposed to go to Yomise, but again, no ride. (Sorry Rue! ;_ But it was in good reason, poor Zack(:iconwow319 was sick as a dog, and we all saw so ourselves when we popped by for a quick visit before getting dropped off at the nearby theatre by Cat's mom to go see Coraline in 3D. ...Which was FANTASTIC. So much better in 3D then normal. That was fun. Except. The other mother is scary as piss at the end in 3D. DO NOT WANT NEEDLE IN EYE, KTHX. xDD jkdsbgfdh And you made my hand numb from all the stroking, Kiwi. But thanks anyways. xD

And then back to Cat's, and more snuggling. xD And then ohmaigawd. I actually SLEPT. Curled next to mai Kiwi, of course. <3 And then we got up this morning and slopped around until it was time to bring Tori and Kiwi to the meet-up point where Kiwi's dad would get them. That...was amusing. Kiwi, being a poop sat in the front seat, and I sat behind him, and we pretty much held hands and poked at each other the whole two hours, until we finally got there. And then that was amusing too.

YES, Kiwi darling, I AM paranoid. xD Which is why you were promptly DODGED while I went on with my 'NONONONO, YOUR DAD WILL SEE.' whining rant. XD Thank you for attacking my eye with your nose. But...heh. Whatever. A few sneaked ki... ]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/23310118/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/23310118/ Fri, 20 Feb 2009 16:53:58 PST

Yeah, you know what you did.

GUYS. COMMISSIONS. DOES THEM TO ME. xDD I only have 16 dollars to my name, ohnoes!

Prices - [link]

AND AND.

I love my Bro. ()

[19:44] aritheotaku: YOU
[19:44] aritheotaku: SIR
[19:44] aritheotaku: ARE
[19:44] aritheotaku: A
[19:44] aritheotaku: SIR
[19:44] Saryuuko: ALRIGHT. TELL ME SOMETHING I DON'T KNOW
[19:46] aritheotaku: YOU SIR
[19:46] aritheotaku: ARE A FURBIES GENITALS.
[19:46] aritheotaku: MEANING.
[19:46] aritheotaku: YOU ARE NOTHING.
[19:46] Saryuuko: Well
[19:46] Saryuuko: I'd prefer
[19:46] Saryuuko: being nothing
[19:46] Saryuuko: to actually being
[19:46] Saryuuko: a furbie's genitals
[19:46] Saryuuko: Because I mean
[19:46] Saryuuko: at least nothing
[19:46] Saryuuko: isn't a furbies genitals
[19:47] Saryuuko: Also
[19:47] Saryuuko: I really need to sleep for some reason
[19:47] Saryuuko: if I have nightmares about furbies
[19:47] Saryuuko: it's your fault
[19:47] aritheotaku: XDDD

This is why I love my Bro.


Getting picked up by Cat in an hourish~!
Then we RAEG down to Boston and Get Tori and my boyfriend at the train station. c: I feel fantastic.

*elated~*

GO TO YOMISE SO YOU CAN SAY HAI. <3

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/23294438/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/23294438/ Thu, 19 Feb 2009 18:19:22 PST



Keeping Kiwi and Tori away and extra day! D<

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/23258309/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/23258309/ Tue, 17 Feb 2009 17:34:21 PST

If....If I'm such a massive object of hate to you...

...then why am I still here?

.....Why do I....try....and love you...

...if I'm...such a freak to you...?

...I'm sorry that...I'm not my mother....

....not the perfect granddaughter you wanted....

...that could be what you dreamed about....

..I'm sorry that I can't be...

.what you want of me...

...I'm sorry that...I even tried...to get you back....

...I'm sorry that....

....

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/23142412/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/23142412/ Thu, 12 Feb 2009 17:09:24 PST
Support me with commissions. <3?

Prices~ Depend on character complications
-Bust-
Sketch- $3-5
Ink- $5-8

-Full body-
Sketch- $5-10
Ink- $8-15 (might be higher if strongly detailed)
Color- $12-20
With BG- $15-22

-"Chibi"- These are full color and ink unless requested otherwise.
$8

-Head-Bust shots, realistic portraits-
$10 I'll have some examples of these up of myself soon.

And to add another person would cost more, probably about another half of what you're already paying. Maybe, maybe less.


--------



_{Still sick, but feeling a wee bit better. <3}

So, while I was rolling around in bed trying to get to sleep from 8-12:30 last night, I thought of stuff. xD
So..stuff! <3


There are just some people out there, friends or close family-like people, family, etc, that are just horribly fabulous, and have been great people for me to know, or have around in general.

Yes, I've done something like this before. And, it makes me feel good, so I'm doing it again.

Also, commission me. XD

--

Asher(=ChaserOfClouds) This is my BRO. Seriously. I love him so much, I've known him for like forever, and he's just an amazing person, quirks and all. I couldn't ask for a better, more supportive friend.
Hey, let's go bowling. <3

Cat(=Pyroluminescence) Cat and Ash are my closest, most important friends. This is the person that got their boyfriend to drive them down to my town at 9 at night to support me back in the beginning of January. I love them so much, just as well. And hey, who the fuck can say they beat us in epic meeting/becoming friends? Nobody, that's who. I'd love to hear you say "I became friends with someone via Tentacle KamiSimon doujin." Yeah, that's right. You CAN'T. Also, best medicine for an Ari that can't sleep. XD Always pets my head and snuggles me.

Kiwi-Haeden-(~sw33tn3ssfalt3rs) I've only known you for a few weeks now, but I'm so happy to have met you, and the fact that I had to courage to ask you out. I'm very happy, and it's nice to get so excited over someone again in a way I haven't felt in a long time. ...And kissing someone again was nice. xDD;; Well, more like fantastic, but you get my point...xD;

Tori(~possessedbytheanime) Someone who's definitely proving themselves to be an awesometastic friend. <3 I loved seeing you at Genericon, Tori. You're just so sweet and fun, and I love seeing how adorable you and Cat are. And you just have a fun personality in general. Also. You're fridge is full of cheese. XD This is enough to make me love ANYONE.

Eileen: This is my mentor. Anyone familiar with the company 'Big Brothers Big Sisters'? I've known her since I was in second grade, and she's like my mother, and very, very important to me. Of the older age group, quite obviously, but that doesn't mean much. <3 She's supportive and loving, and just an all around, well-rounded, amazing person.

And then, there are many, many other people, just with small quirky things that make me happy. ~sardonyxweapon Who's always drawing awesometastic things, and my friends like Victoria who offer me lots of hugs, and Rue, and Meimei. And Harper and Hayden and Davey. <3 You're all fantastic.

Oh and, ZEN. ~ZenoahZero Who is SMART, and agrees with me that Crona is most likely MALE, not FEMALE. XD THE FACTORS FOR M VS. F ARE DOMINANTLY MALE. Ahahaha. So shoot me. But no. We think male, express neutrality to not be assholes. And if you draw Crona with tits, you're just weird.

And then there are many, many people that should be here that have gone unmentioned, so don't feel left out, because more than likely, I'm still thinking of you.

Also, on my cell. Under Received calls.

Kiwi
Kiwi
God
Gram
Gram
God
Kiwi
Gram
God
God

..Yeah, I'm cool.

And, I LOVE YOU experiment again. Try this when you need a cheer-up. It's awesome. xD



<sub>:Ari: -Plays videogames in her SLEEP.- says:
Haeden, Ari likes you a lot. <3
Haeden says:
♥ -snugs-

[17:17] aritheotaku: Cat, ILU.
[17:18] KingdomKey009: ILU2? XD

[17:17] aritheotaku: Torsies, I love you. :3
[17:18] possessedOMG8D: I love you too, Ariface. n_n

:Ari: -Plays videogames in her SLEEP.- says:
I lov... ]]></sub> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/23088827/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/23088827/ Mon, 09 Feb 2009 16:07:22 PST
...This is a nice experience.

I hate colds.

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<sub>So...I have no source of income right now, and barely have any money at all...x'D

I was wondering if people would be willing to commission me? I'd pull my info back up. My prices are generally pretty cheap, though I'd probably discount for friends anyways. xD;

Only thing is, I don't have paypal...so generally I'd like to stick to people I know/trust that could mail money or a money order or something. I have to talk to someone about that.

I mean, my art isn't something amazing, and I wish I had some of my better stuff up here finished, but I suck, and never finish anything I draw for myself. xD;

So...would you guys be interested? <3</sub>

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/23083916/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/23083916/ Sun, 08 Feb 2009 13:58:47 PST


[16:42] aritheotaku: xcfnfgj
[16:42] aritheotaku: I LOVE
[16:42] aritheotaku: DRESSING LIKE A BOY
[16:43] aritheotaku: But I love dressing like a girl too
[16:43] aritheotaku: DDDD:
[16:43] Saryuuko: What's your point?
[16:43] aritheotaku: IT'S WEIRD
[16:43] Saryuuko: I'M WEIRD
[16:43] aritheotaku: I'M SUCH A WEIRDO DDD:
[16:44] aritheotaku: WHERE'S MY GENDER?!
[16:44] Saryuuko: IT'S ARI
[16:44] Saryuuko: YOUR GENDER IS ARI
[16:44] aritheotaku: I THINK IT DIED
[16:44] aritheotaku: NOOO
[16:44] aritheotaku: IT DIIIIIEEEED
[16:44] Saryuuko: Oops?
[16:44] aritheotaku: I'm dead I'm dead!
[16:44] aritheotaku: oh noeeeeez
[16:44] Saryuuko: Stop doing that
[16:44] Saryuuko: o:
[16:45] aritheotaku: *MELTS*
[16:45] Saryuuko: *puts you in a bucket*
[16:45] Saryuuko: I HAZ ARI BUCKET
[16:45] Saryuuko: GAHHHHH
[16:45] aritheotaku: AHAHAHAHAHA
[16:45] Saryuuko: I'M BEING INFECTED BY ARI
[16:45] aritheotaku: AHAHAHAA
[16:45] aritheotaku: I HAZ CORRUPTED YOUZ
[16:45] Saryuuko: OH NOES
[16:46] Saryuuko: NOW I WILL HAVE RANDOM URGES TO SAY REDICUOLOUS THINGS
[16:46] Saryuuko: And squeal when I see moths that I wasn't expecting
[16:46] aritheotaku: and have your boyfriend not notice.
[16:46] Saryuuko: and randomly talk about faries and rainbows
[16:46] aritheotaku: XD
[16:46] Saryuuko: XD
[16:46] Saryuuko: And wear three boxes full of glowsticks all at once
[16:47] aritheotaku: I LOVE FAIRIES AND RAINBOWS
[16:47] Saryuuko: I KNOW
[16:47] aritheotaku: WAIT NO
[16:47] aritheotaku: IT WAS PIXIES YOU DUMBASS
[16:47] Saryuuko: Oh fine
[16:47] aritheotaku: Fairies are GAY
[16:47] Saryuuko: And pixies arent?
[16:47] aritheotaku: pixies are GHEI.
[16:47] aritheotaku: Ghei is BETTER.
[16:47] Saryuuko: How so?
[16:48] aritheotaku: Higher letter count.
[16:48] Saryuuko: I prefer my sexuality label correctly spelt
[16:48] aritheotaku: Bigger is better. ;D
[16:48] Saryuuko: Not nessecarily
[16:48] aritheotaku: Yeah. You're right.
[16:48] aritheotaku: Like.
[16:49] aritheotaku: Why would you choose.
[16:49] aritheotaku: Like
[16:49] aritheotaku: A giant plate of plain pasta.
[16:49] aritheotaku: Over a small plate of fantastic sauteed mushrooms?
[16:49] aritheotaku: That's right.
[16:49] aritheotaku: You WOULDN'T.
[16:49] Saryuuko: EXACTLY
[16:50] aritheotaku: But what if it's like me and boy/girlfriends? XD
[16:50] aritheotaku: Bigger = Better in that instance.
[16:50] aritheotaku: Well.
[16:50] aritheotaku: Only so big, but. xD
[16:50] aritheotaku: XD
[16:50] Saryuuko: *rolls eyes*
[16:50] aritheotaku: Skinny people are ucky. No offense. XD
[16:51] aritheotaku: Well.
[16:51] aritheotaku: You're an exception.
[16:51] aritheotaku: You're pudgy.
[16:51] aritheotaku: So you're still fun to hug. XD
[16:51] Saryuuko: I'm planning on working that pudgy off as soon as A) I start T B) It gets warm out
[16:51] Saryuuko: I want ABS
[16:51] Saryuuko: That'd be awesome
[16:51] aritheotaku: Ew.
[16:51] aritheotaku: I'll disown you. XD
[16:52] Saryuuko: You'll disown me over facial hair too
[16:52] Saryuuko: So whatever
[16:52] Saryuuko: I'll just be disowned sooner I guess
[16:52] aritheotaku: If you start working out. you'll just grow your tits back. D:
[16:52] aritheotaku: Only difference is they're be square sacks of muscle instead. XD
[16:53] Saryuuko: I'm getting them removed anyways
[16:53] aritheotaku: And they're scary.
[16:53] Saryuuko: And then I'd have muscle, yes
[16:53] Saryuuko: It'd cover up the scar lines
[16:53] aritheotaku: WHEN GUYS ARE TOO MUSCULAR IT LOOKS LIKE THEY HAVE SQUARE TITS.
[16:53] Saryuuko: And plus, I want to be muscular, so there
[16:53] Saryuuko: Just not like
[16:54] Saryuuko: I'm shaped like an upsideown triangle muscular
[16:54] Saryuuko: that's scary
[16:54] Saryuuko: Just like, toned or whatever
[16:54] aritheotaku: xD Still EW.
[16:54] aritheotaku: Muscles are a huge turn-off for me. XD
[16:54] Saryuuko: Well I'm not trying to attract YOU
[16:54] Saryuuko: So there
[16:54] aritheotaku: I know. XD
[16:54] aritheotaku: You're trying to attract Mr. Perfect. XD
[16:54] Saryuuko: Well this is more of a, doing-this-for-me thing
[16:54] Saryuuko: but that's always a plus you know
[16:54] aritheotaku: I know.
[16:54] aritheotaku: ..xDDD
[16:54] aritheotaku: AHAHA.

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/23045927/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/23045927/ Fri, 06 Feb 2009 17:55:22 PST
And just to let you guys know, who think you're so smart. xD

Tim Burton DID. NOT. DIRECT. IT.

Henry Selick did. XD

And Henry Selick directed the Nightmare before Christmas, not Tim Burton. Tim Burton produced it. (?)

I'm going to sock the next Freshmen at school that goes "LOL TIM BURTON DIRECTED CORALINE YOU FAG."

Srsly. Facts. Gaiz. They need straightening.

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/23006164/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/23006164/ Wed, 04 Feb 2009 16:16:28 PST
...Grandpa doesn't want to go to my accordion competition this year.

Doesn't want to see me play with the band.

Doesn't want to watch me compete, and hopefully see me win.


...What?









...And, my communication is just entirely falling. I'm trying to get on better terms with my grandparents.

...Who won't listen, and just rant about everything I do wrong, even when I try to say 'I love you.'


....What?



....I'm going to cry.

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22925016/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22925016/ Sat, 31 Jan 2009 14:36:24 PST


SEME OR UKE?

Less than 20 = Seme
More than 20 = Uke

01-[ ] You like to be content in everything. (Not in EVERYTHING. but mostly, yes.)
02-[x] When a person confesses his/her love to you and you don’t like him/her, you start feeling very tense and/or you don’t know what to say. (Ehehe....)
03-[x] You enjoy listening to smooth and relaxing music.
04-[x] You are quite hyperactive.
05-[ ] If you don’t like something, you start crying and you don’t care if you start talking too loud.
06-[ ] You love candies or any type of caramel.
07-[x] You like making others blush. (It's fun, really. Cute too.)
08-[x] You sleep with a doll/ teddy bear/ pillow in your hand. (Well, used to. Currently I am doll-less. >: )
09-[ ] You’re usually shy with the opposite sex. (I don't LIKE the opposite sex)
10-[x] You like romantic- funny anime.
11-[ ] Between L or Light cosplay, you prefer L. (Niether, plzkthx. Done too much nowadays.)
12-[ ] You have listened “an café”.
13-[ ] You like listening to it (the above band).
14-[ ] You have 1 or 2 song on your computer of “an café”.
15-[x] You are innocent and a little clumsy. (I'm not innocent. I ACT innocent. I'm certainly clumsy though.)
16-[x] You smile at kitties. (Heehee)
17-[ ] You usually say –kawaii-. (To annoy people, yes. XD)
18-[x] You like plushies. (Fuzzzz)
19-[ ] Between light blue and blue, you prefer light blue. (Depends on the shade)
20-[x] You hate Paris Hilton because she is an idiot. (And is ugly as fuck.)
21-[x] You have been lost in a shopping center/parking/cinema. (Murrgh.)
22-[x] You have called to the mistaken number twice or more. (Oopsies)
23-[ ] You cried with Pocahontas' ending. (Probably)
24-[x] You have used a very feminine dress or shirt. (Haha..)
25-[x] You call your pets with cute names. (Is 'fuzzbutt' considered 'cute'?)
26-[ ] You believe that yaoi/yuri is the best. (No, just gay things in general. <3)
27-[x] You're easily to trick/convince. (Only with certain things.)
28-[x] Some men scare you.
29-[ ] You have seen Pucca and you like it.
30-[ ] You have pink/red clothes or they are decorated with flowers.
31-[x] Sometimes you start looking at the clouds and you get lost in space.
32-[x] You’ve said “Kyao” or something like that before. (Eehehe;
33-[x] When a person of your same sex gets angry with you, you’re at the defensive. (If I'm angry, yes. If it's someone I care for a lot, I tend to shrink a lot.)
34-[x] You like j-pop. (I like ANYTHING. XD Except...country. *shudders* And Rap.)
35-[x] You have cried for more than one movie/TV series. (Fuck you all.)
36-[ ] You watched gravitation and you felt like Shuichi-you watched strawberry panic and you felt like Nagisa.
37-[x] You smile with no reason.
38-[x] You usually are very positive.
39-[x] When there’s a rainbow, you run out to see it.
40-[x] You usually don’t understand what your parents say. (Well, I do. But it doesn't MAKE ANY SENSE. D: )

24.....ahahaha.
So I'm uke. ... *screech* excuse me. Submissive.
Except not really. I switch. D: But. Being cute is fun. c:



...ASH I TAG YOU. And. If you already did it, link me.

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22907675/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22907675/ Sat, 31 Jan 2009 07:13:36 PST _>


And by first, I mean MewTwo strikes back. D:

And...it'd be awesome if it has that Pikachu's vacation thing at the beginning.

And..I know it's horrible.

But I want the dub. This is for reminiscing reasons. Which means. Dub. You know none of you around my age watched it subbed when Pokemon was on the air. XD


XD I'll probably give a free commission or something in turn for this.

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22845129/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22845129/ Tue, 27 Jan 2009 18:24:55 PST
I had to put Jazz to sleep just a few minutes ago....

R.I.P.

_{(My fish)}


[EDIT]

Jazz is flushed now...So he's better off, and not suffering anymore.

And, after some talking and persuasion, my gram is allowing me to get a new fish in a few weeks time.

So I'm happy. They still won't replace my JAZZY though.

[/EDIT]

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22822928/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22822928/ Mon, 26 Jan 2009 12:35:32 PST
I went to Genericon this weekend.

I don't think I'll ever enjoy being forced to go to a small con more than this, ever. Thank you Cat and Tori. XD

...

You know who you are. <3

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22737454/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22737454/ Thu, 22 Jan 2009 14:54:37 PST
If you're interested note me so I can tell you who I'm cosplaying. (though you'll probably all find out soon anyways xD)


I like paired cosplays, anyways. ;A;

Oh, and. If anyone would like to go as a Nia or a Yoko with me as Simon to the ball? (If it's still open) ...But preferably a Nia.

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22717871/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22717871/ Wed, 21 Jan 2009 16:38:33 PST
And it's name is Feta.

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22695103/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22695103/ Tue, 20 Jan 2009 14:06:40 PST
I mean...I'd love to. But. I just don't have the kind of money and patience to sit down and make all the different components of that costume, especially since it'd be my first costume that's entirely (pretty much) from scratch, rather than modifications.

...So. As for right now, I want to cosplay a certain character from Soul Eater. I might change my mind on that. And if I have time I'll start my FSM costume. And then I might do one more Soul Eater cosplay.

But...! If I manage to go to the ball. I'll try and find a cheap white tux. And I WILL go as formal Simon. But...a Nia or a Yoko would be nice to bring. A Nia is nicer. xD


Watch my mind change within the hour. xD

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22672079/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22672079/ Mon, 19 Jan 2009 11:36:56 PST
Just watched. Episode. 21. Of. Soul. Eater.



;A;
And all I can say.....
BAWWWWWWWW CHRRRRRROOOOONNNNNAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.



WHY ARE YOU SO CUTE? TTATT


AndI'mhappydon'tworryit'sjustSOMUCHCUTEgah!

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22636648/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22636648/ Sat, 17 Jan 2009 15:51:27 PST




He's like...5'6"...and very nervous, twitches a lot.

If someone puts him in a dress I'll punch them....it's just wrong.

Ex of behavior~
"Nnngh." Whining the slightest bit, he twitched, the movement sliding from the bottom of his neck up, before spreading his books across the table, a pencil clamped between his index and middle finger. Sighing once again, he gulped, before pushing the patches of brown-black hair that hung from the sides of his head behind his ears, standing out from the rest of his hair, which was a soft powder-white. Overall, he had a generally strange appearance, while still seeming a bit low-key at it. Blinking, he hunched forward over his paper, plunking his right arm down on the table, pencil tapping it, as well as the chunky brown watch he wore clattering softly against the plastic wood. Twitching a few times, his arms drew in towards his body with each movement, the half-sleeves of an untucked dress-shirt tightening on his elbows, as wide amber eyes gazed down at the blank piece of lined paper.

..His names Jerome btw.
Anyone up to it? <3

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22586191/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22586191/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 20:23:03 PST Yep. He got his shine back, and his water's tinted green from the medicine, hee. XD

Hopefully this'll kill the tail rot and his tail will start growing back. >: I think I caught it in it;s early stages but there's really no way to tell.


...Hmm. Tips for healthy Betta raising?

apparently got me a bigger tank for him too <3 Yay. Thanks Cat~ Jazz will love it.

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22577717/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22577717/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 14:22:14 PST
YOU ALL SUCK.

STOP HIDING EGGS IN YOUR CLOSET, DAMNIT.


Bawlsbawlsbawlsbawls

Jazz is sick. D: Getting antibacterial stuff for my bebe to treat his tail rot later. >;

Anyone have good tips for motivating yourself to work on cosplay?




_{Commissions are still open. <3 But, just for the sake of being there now, is all.
Commission meeee~<3}


free~~<3

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22566078/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22566078/ Tue, 13 Jan 2009 18:20:37 PST EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!





YOU DO NOT FEEL THE EXTENT OF MY HAPPINESS.



AND I'M SO HAPPY I FIXED IT MYSELF WHOO! (not without a little help though. <3 )

BUT I TRACKED DOWN THE DRIVER MYSELF. >8D YEAH
YEAH
FUCK YEAH

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22560943/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22560943/ Tue, 13 Jan 2009 12:38:31 PST

*rolls* In other news. Today was nice. I tried to draw stuffs but I got shreepy and slept instead. >;

Derp.

Food is still gross. XD

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22544156/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22544156/ Mon, 12 Jan 2009 13:51:57 PST
And fuck. The cake IS a lie.

Also.

Food is gross.

Why do we eat it?

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22472488/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22472488/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 16:34:58 PST
...It tears you up and inside out, and throws you to the bottom.

...Pushes you down and rips you back up.

...Seethes in, and takes hold.

...Doesn't. Let. You. Go.

...Holds, tortures.

...And drags on the sharpness.

...Drives you.

...Pushes you. Run, scream, kick.

...Alone, be. Roll off, and slide, fall under, and drown.

...Suffocation. Air stops, paths block. Mind trips.

...Attack, your mind goes hazy, you squirm, and can't paw your way out.

...Breathing is not necessary when you no longer can.


--


<sub>Friday, Jan 9. 6:00pm. It happens. First panic of my life was had, throat dried out, body starting shutting down. Sobbed two hours straight. Decided to go to Liam's and have Cat down, surround self in friends to watch me so I don't do anything stupid.
Held stable-ish, went out in cold with no jacket. Snuggled with Cat.
Friday, Jan 9. 10:00 pm. Explains 'what exactly happened' to Cat, Liam, and Zack. ...Second round of sobbing ensues. Smothered to death by Liam,Cat,Zack. Talking, some more sobbing, then contentment, Zack leaves.
Friday/Saturday Jan 9/10. Sobbing here and there, beating self up. (mentally)
Saturday, Jan 10. 1:00am? Suddenly leaves for downstairs into back room and smashes head in wall repeatedly. Liam calls for me, Cat runs upstairs (where I was previously), I continue sobbing and smacking my head, hands on wall. Liam and Cat find me, hold on me. I stop banging, cry, bang every so often. Seem somewhat calm, then start banging again, and Liam puts his hand between the wall and my head. After calming down, eventually separate and I've calmed down.
Saturday, Jan 10. 3:00am: Finally, got to bed. (?) Lots of love to Cat for petting my hair so I could fall asleep.
Saturday, Jan 10. Was upset all morning, leaked a few tears once, but remained steady until 1:00ish pm. Broke out in fit of sobs at kitchen table.
Saturday, Jan 10. 5:30pm. Run out of Maplewood's and circle stores while friends inside. Followed by Kim and tell her to leave me alone. Car drives around and get me, then head to subway.
Saturday, Jan 10. 8:00pmStart sobbing again after burning a drawing in the fireplace.
Saturday, Jan 10. 9:30pm. Home. My fish is sick. Getting better now with tender care. Holding stable, in psychical pain. Aches all over, sick with a slight cold and harsh sore throat. Pressured lungs.
Sunday, Jan 11. 6:50pm.Started going into hysteric sobbing after a few events of day finally made me crack, plus overwhelming amount of emotion. Slapped and screamed at hysterically and told to grow up by grandma, continues crying. Calms. Practices accordion and sobs while playing. Forces self to calm down so grandma has less excuses to scream.

..Not sure how long this is going to take.</sub>


]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22414844/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22414844/ Thu, 08 Jan 2009 17:26:31 PST

Or I'll consume your mortal soul.


--

Hey guys.

I have an announcement.

Probably at AB, or Portcon.
For a day or w/e.

I shall traipse around as the flying Spaghetti Monster.
And I think Liam's gonna be one of my pirates. xD

Yeah, I suck. I know. XD <3

Also,

EXCALIBBBUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUR
EXCALIBUUUUUUUUUUUUUURRRRRR
From the United Kindgom!
I'm looking for him!
I'm going to Californiiaaaaaaaaaaa ]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22378401/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22378401/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 16:59:04 PST : Very dizzy and emotional right now.
I've just been getting very angry and upset at things lately, whether it's over something big, small, or if it's not anything at all.

And yes, Ash. You really do make me want to punch you when you keep saying that, even though it's a damn fish. Once or twice is fine, but continuously, and it's like my grandparents calling me a fatty continuously. :/


So yeah...I'm not apologizing to anyone except a select few for my behavior as of this moment, but I probably will at some point soon.

Also,

EXCALIBBBUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUR
EXCALIBUUUUUUUUUUUUUURRRRRR
From the United Kindgom!
I'm looking for him!
I'm going to Californiiaaaaaaaaaaa ]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22356219/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22356219/ Fri, 02 Jan 2009 16:27:20 PST HEY

HEY YOU

GUESS WHO HAS ALL OF SEASON 1 AND 2 OF KYOU KARA MAOU?
Yes. I DO!
YES YES I DO I DO~



---

I redid my IMVU avatar. XDDD


Also,

EXCALIBBBUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUR
EXCALIBUUUUUUUUUUUUUURRRRRR
From the United Kindgom!
I'm looking for him!
I'm going to Californiiaaaaaaaaaaa ]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22316088/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22316088/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 21:08:01 PST
Also,

EXCALIBBBUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUR
EXCALIBUUUUUUUUUUUUUURRRRRR
From the United Kindgom!
I'm looking for him!
I'm going to Californiiaaaaaaaaaaa ]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22238891/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22238891/ Sun, 28 Dec 2008 07:57:56 PST 's until later today, have been a few days.
And we just like, sorta-got up.

And the conversation...
Cat laid down on my pillow, having just taken a shower, and then she got up, and I laid back down.

Me: It smells like shampoo.
Cat: It smells like Edward Cullen?
Me: What? No, shampoo.
Cat: Oh! I thought you said 'shiny poop.'

Wheee. Twitards. Cept...we're the amusing ones. XD


Oh, and we went to the mall yesterday, saw two girls we know from conventions, one cosplays Sweeney Todd. <3

And then...before we left, near the orange julius...
A guy and his girlfriend walk by...
Cat: OMG CORE DRILL!
Guy: *wearing said core drill* *GURRENTARD RAMBLE* *voice suddenly raises to the level of a sonic boom* WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK I AM?!
Guy: *starts walking away*
Cat: I LOVE YOU!
Me: *trying not to squeal*
Girlfriend: He's mine~!
Guy: *rantrant* TEAM GURREN!
Bystanders: mix of. o_o Oo ._. <<

Most epic day at the mall, EVER. Cat got whore boots too to boot.

Also,

EXCALIBBBUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUR
EXCALIBUUUUUUUUUUUUUURRRRRR
From the United Kindgom!
I'm looking for him!
I'm going to Californiiaaaaaaaaaaa ]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22185887/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22185887/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 09:09:00 PST I THINK IT WAS TORI.

I LOVE YOU. 8D

Also,

EXCALIBBBUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUR
EXCALIBUUUUUUUUUUUUUURRRRRR
From the United Kindgom!
I'm looking for him!
I'm going to Californiiaaaaaaaaaaa ]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22159735/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22159735/ Wed, 24 Dec 2008 08:48:02 PST is coming over to get me in about 15 minutes and we're gonna go bake cookies together. xD

...That means I get to see her new Kittie too, yay! <3

---
See, I was going to use this journal to rant about how I played Portal for the first time at Liam's yesterday, but noooo. It loses that privilege, because I need to tell you guys my nice little situation now.

If it seems like I'm barely on or ignoring you, I'm sorry.

I've just been limited to how much time I have a day on the computer, regardless if I have a homework assignment or a project.

What's more annoying, is that I've been working on a project for the past week or so, not very diligently, but still. And he accused me, all 'I know you're talking to your friends as well.'

...I never SAID I WASN'T.

Which is why I'm pissed and want to tear my grandpa's throat to shreds with my fingernails. <3

So yeah, guys. Sorry.
I'm gonna be mopey for a while. Though I usually win in these situations, and just ignore my grandparents and everything goes back to normal.
They're going to yell at me, regardless, so hey, why not be a bitch?

They deserve it anyway.

Also, I've stopped eating food. <3 I won't eat anything unless it's a fruit or vegetable~ and probably just tiny snibbets of meat so I don't get sick. Sick and tired of being called a fatass~
And if anyone says 'that'll just make it worse when you stop.' ... I don't care. It's not like my body weight really changes anyways. I won't lose weight. So why not just gain more and get a prize for being elephant woman? Yay!

]]> ~aritheotaku http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22125294/ http://aritheotaku.deviantart.com/journal/22125294/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 15:44:43 PST [18:27] aritheotaku: *wiggles toes*
[18:27] aritheotaku: meimei!
[18:27] aritheotaku: I love you!
[18:27] aritheotaku: *runs off to tell all her other friends she loves them too*
[18:27] SparkleChibsta: o-o
[18:27] SparkleChibsta: kay
[18:27] SparkleChibsta: <3

[18:27] aritheotaku: Liam, I love you!
[18:28] Saryuuko: Of course you do

:Ari: said:
Ghostie, I love you~
Ghost|Dragon\\|//Гxocтй says:
whut
:Ari: says:
telling everyone i love them. <3
Ghost|Dragon\\|//Гxocтй says:
ILUmoar

:Ari: said:
Booboo~ I love you!
BooShooFasa said:
that's...nice?

:Ari: said:
Lighto~ Ari loves you!

:Ari: said:
Ari loves you. <3
Bunny said:
derp

Bunny says:
o3o
:Ari: says:
<3
Bunny says:
X3

:Ari: said:
Sense, Ari loves joo. <3
·$37 -:: sense ::- RustBlaster cosplay, anyone? said:
8D

:Ari: said:
Glalalalalalalalalalalala.
:Ari: said:
Ari loves you <3
Gla says:
I love you too 8D
:Ari: says:
8D
:Ari: says:
XDDD
:Ari: says:
you're the first to say it back
:Ari: says:
*telling all her friends she loves them*
Gla says:
Pfft

:Ari: says:
Sasu, Ari loves joo. <3
Captain: (tu) ('.' UGH.. one more time and i'll explode, srsly.
Ari, Sasu loves you
Captain: (tu) ('.' UGH.. one more time and i'll explode, srsly.
: D
:Ari: says:
<3

:Ari: said:
Mashi, Ari loves you too.
Shrimp ヾ ( ｡｀Д´｡ ) ﾉ - Hamster + Shrimp = HAMSHRIMPSTER !! says:
" D
Shrimp ヾ ( ｡｀Д´｡ ) ﾉ - Hamster + Shrimp = HAMSHRIMPSTER !! says:
: D

:Ari: said:
I love you, you pain in the butt. <3
Kristyl says:
...i'm a pain in the butt? : o
Kristyl says:
well i love you too lol : p

[18:30] aritheotaku: Correen, I wub you. <2
[18:30] aritheotaku: *<3
[18:36] AlabasterMirror: Hello there

[18:32] aritheotaku: Michelle, I wub joo. <3
[18:32] SommerShade: I wub joo too

[18:27] aritheotaku: Cat, I love you. <3
[18:40] KingdomKey009: Why's that? XD
[18:41] aritheotaku: I just do.
[18:42] KingdomKey009: Okay
[18:42] KingdomKey009: Ari, I love you. <3

[18:32] aritheotaku: Shadow, I love you. <3
[18:33] shad: hi ari ^-^

[18:32] aritheotaku: I love you Eileen <3
[18:34] GuilfoyE: me too
[18:34] GuilfoyE: I love you....
[18:35] aritheotaku: <3

[18:31] aritheotaku: Ren, I love you. <3
[18:31] xBADLYxCASTx: o3o
[18:31] xBADLYxCASTx: Well then.
[18:31] xBADLYxCASTx: That's a lovely sentiment.
[18:31] xBADLYxCASTx: Why?
[18:31] aritheotaku: *just telling all her friends this*
[18:31] xBADLYxCASTx: Oh
[18:31] xBADLYxCASTx: Good.
[18:31] xBADLYxCASTx: XD
[18:32] xBADLYxCASTx: I was worried.
[18:32] aritheotaku: xD?
[18:32] xBADLYxCASTx: eh
[18:32] xBADLYxCASTx: bof.
[18:32] xBADLYxCASTx: XD
[18:32] aritheotaku: ?
[18:32] xBADLYxCASTx: French for 'eh
[18:33] xBADLYxCASTx: **eh'
[18:33] aritheotaku: xD
[18:33] xBADLYxCASTx: D
[18:37] xBADLYxCASTx: Is this some sort of Azumanga no Daioh reference?
[18:37] xBADLYxCASTx: Because it seems like it
[18:41] aritheotaku: nope
[18:41] aritheotaku: just happu
[18:41] xBADLYxCASTx: M'kay
[18:43] aritheotaku: do you love me? xD
[18:43] xBADLYxCASTx: Of course.
[18:43] xBADLYxCASTx: As if you really have to ask.




I love my friends...

]]> ~aritheotaku