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deviantART: by:ashlayeth http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:ashlayeth&section=today deviantART RSS for by:ashlayeth en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 04 Dec 2009 23:37:17 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png ~I feel lyk those easter bunnies prancing across t http://ashlayeth.deviantart.com/journal/13692684/ http://ashlayeth.deviantart.com/journal/13692684/ Wed, 11 Jul 2007 07:58:40 PDT
haha.

This week (so far) has been rather depressing for me. My mum has been reminding me over and over again that i m leaving for another country soon next year by myself. To her, this is bad as she would be lonely. However for me it seems like relieve.

I think that i m seriously out of place of my family. My family are closely knitted to the immediate family. While i m like some hippie standing in the middle of a family that has just gone to a funeral. I like being alone and independent when i have the means to, while my parents like to be together. Although i have to admit, loneliness sometimes get to me, i still prefer the 'alone' part. maybe when i m older and experiencing it i would think the other way.

Haha. It must seem sad that i am not interested in getting hooked up that i m such a loser..... well thats probably because i have problems in engaging the opposite sex. There doesnt seem to have anything to say to them. Probably because of the decade that i have spent in a girls school. Yeah. A decade. I seem to lose my telephone line to them already. I used to be able to speak to a guy properly. Talking abt pokemon and on and on. But now, all gone. Maybe i would still be able to talk to the younger version of the opposite sex, but then, nah.....

I m really in need of a guy-friend. LOL. I rarely talk to guys in my class, unless needed.... and the one who i talk most to who is a guy is brandon. But then its him that start topics, so its not really me who is leading and i m only answering questions and adding a little personal response like literature.... sigh....

And also, i cant help but insult guys at acquaintance level. Like Armani from ibscrewed.net . LOL. I insulted him by calling him baka...... but then i wasnt meaning scolding meaning, but in the teasing way cos he was feeling proud that he was able to use kanji.... hmm.... guys on different wavelengths with me.

And also another known fact in my social circle

inkbelle: and :teenwrecko: and christine that i m ignoring this guy that used to be in my school....... But then i m still sorta pissed that he used the same reason twice to explain his blew up and ignoring of my comment. it sorta made me feel used. and i also din think that he was that sincere in giving apologies. which made me continue ignoring him. and also cos i din want to confront him.

haha. LOL. somehow i ended up feeling more down after writing this............

The atmosphere right now is like the start of the song that i m listening to.

Perfume
åã®ãã¨ã¯ãä½ãããã
æ¨ã¦ã¦ããã®ãalone again
åçã²ã¨ã¤ãæ®ããã«
ããã§ãã¹ã¦çµãããããI still

translation: ( its not accurate )
Because you threw everything away,
You are alone again,
Not even a photograph remaining,
That it seems that it has ended entirely, I still

Its sound a little like me. I threw almost everything away when i came here. Except for a couple of yearbooks and medals and msn contacts. Now i feel as if everything was hanging by one strand of poor quality thread. And that those aged are slowly dropping. It seems so shallow at times.....

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I'm BLACK, so I MUST carry a gun.

I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.

[b]I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart.[/b]

[b]I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.[/b]

I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.

I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.

I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.

I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.

[b]I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.[/b]

[b]I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.[/b]

[b]I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.[/b]

I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.

I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals.

I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.

I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.

I'm JAMICAN so I must smoke weed.

I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.

I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.

I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.

I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.

I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.

I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.

I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.

I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.

I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a stuck up whore.

I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.

I wear skirts a lot, so I MUST be a slut.

I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.

[b]I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.[/b]

I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.

[b]I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth.[/b]

I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a stupid ditz.

I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.

I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.

I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.

I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.

I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.

I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.

I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.

I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a big peter.

I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.

I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.(is this stuck up or just self esteem?)

I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.

I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.

I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.

[b]I'm INTO THEATER ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.[/b]

I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.

I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.

I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be gay.

I HAVE BIG BOOBS, so I MUST be a whore.

I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.

I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.

I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool.

I'm GERMAN, so I MUST be a Nazi.

I hang out with GAYS, so I MUST be GAY TOO

I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.

I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.

I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13.

I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy.

I'm HAWAIIAN, so I MUST be lazy.

I'm a STONER, so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.

[b]I'm a VIRGIN, so I MUST be a prude.[/b]

[b]I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly or crazy.[/b]

I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon and fried chicken.

I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.

I'm ASIAN, so I MUST have a small penis.

I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.

I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.

I'm PREP, so I MUST be rich.

[b]I dont like the SUN so I MUST be albino.[/b]

I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.

I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be emo.

Im adding some

I couldn't hurt a FLY, So I MUST be a pussy.

I support GAY RIGHTS, so I MUST fit in with everyone.

I hang out with teenaged drinkers and smokers, so I MUST smoke and drink too.

[b]Im CHRISTIAN, so I MUST hate gay people.[/b]

[b]I have ARTISTIC TALENT, so I MUST think little of those who don't.[/b]

[b]I don't like to be in a BIG GROUP, so I MUST be anti-social.[/b]

[b]I have a DIFFERENT sence of HUMOR, so I MUST be... ]]> ~ashlayeth hello http://ashlayeth.deviantart.com/journal/12600333/ http://ashlayeth.deviantart.com/journal/12600333/ Sun, 15 Apr 2007 02:27:45 PDT
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