http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:augustpremier&section=today deviantART RSS for by:augustpremier en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 25 Nov 2009 05:35:37 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/7523420/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/7523420/ Fri, 06 Jan 2006 04:11:13 PST
I'm moving to Philadelphia, so all you Phillians on here, here I come. I will only be there for about six months, then I will be back here.
I'm moving for my job, I am starting to travel for them.

I've still been taking pictures, but just haven't done anything with them yet. I have about 200 saved in my camera. Gosh so many things to do.

I'll update more later. ]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/6245026/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/6245026/ Tue, 16 Aug 2005 16:11:40 PDT
We are getting settled in the new place just fine. All unpacked just need to get some more art work for the living room, kitchen and bathroom. Everyone seems to enjoy it. We had a few get togethers last weekend. Was fun...realized that a few of my friends are great friends. I care for them and wish the best. Friday I was very anti-social, did alot of thinking. Saturday to my surprise was really fun, and no one got arrested ha. Poor Richie didn't know he had a warrent the night before. Cop drove by he was standing near the street, did a random check, that was that...sucks. Cassie had her 19th birthday, congratulations to her.

Our friend Laura is getting married on Sept 11th...Not to sure about this...No one is. I also wish the best to her. Heather is throwing her a bachelorette party sometime this month with sex toys and dancing at the club. Probably won't go because neither are my thing. I would rather go to a bachelor party...ha. I think she registered at Target, that will be easy.

---I need some meaning I can memorize
The kind I have always seems to slip my mind
But you but you You write such pretty words
But life's no story book Love is an excuse to get hurt
And to hurt Do you like to hurt? 'Cause I do I do I do This didn't hurt me---

]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/6114009/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/6114009/ Tue, 02 Aug 2005 15:24:00 PDT
As for school I just received something in the mail about the classes. I am really reconsidering the field of work I'm going into because I'm against some of the things in my anatomy class. Hopefully things will work out because this is only a temporary degree until I save enough money to go for what I really want...

The dinners have been going great, I'm lucky to have friends that love to eat. Dmitriy's cooking is wonderful, even though I don't think I've ate it the last two weeks. ha. Cutlets=gross.

Jaime's birthday was last weekend...We went out to her bonfire but had to leave because Tara and Heather got in a car accident and we had to go pick them up. I took Tara to the hospital and I spent my Saturday night there, I'm just glad they are both okay. The weekend before that we had our last party at our old place. It was pretty fun, no one got to trashed, I don't think.

Also last weekend my family came in town from Atlanta! I was so happy to see my cousin and his family. I never got to meet his daughter yet and she's seven. I hung out with them at my grandma's, played around with the kids in the backyard. They thought it was so cool to go out in the fields and pick the corn since they don't have it back home...so they picked it and ate it for breakfast. I wish they were around more often.

---peel off all those eyes and crawl into the dark,
you've poisoned all of your children to camouflage your scars
pray unto the splinters, pray unto your fear
pray your life was just a dream
the cut that never heals---

]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/5869157/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/5869157/ Thu, 07 Jul 2005 16:29:07 PDT
We bought new furniture last week...new chenelle matching couch and chair. Very nice, I'm really getting excited, I believe we move three weeks from today. I hope that living with the riches will be okay. They are more strict about what goes on but I think we will be okay since everyone has to stay in the basement.

I am going to meet with another advisor for school sometime soon. School starts in about two months. My mom is giving me this packet with all the different degree programs in it. Hopefully I can find one to choose from. Pretty much I can't wait to graduate from school, so I'm really motivated to go this time. After I graduate I plan on moving and after my life gets settled with a new job I'm going to adopt a kid from somewhere. I want to adopt as much as I can, so the sooner I can stablize the sooner I can get to work helping children by giving them a loving home.

Water balloon fights and fireworks are a great mix.

]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/5792056/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/5792056/ Wed, 29 Jun 2005 14:14:07 PDT
We put a deposit down on this duplex we found. It's in Bettendorf and of course since it's in Bett it's nice. The only thing that sucks about it is the price of living is so much more expensive there due to all the rich kids. It's three levels of spacious living and we are turning the basement into a chill/party area. If anyone has any ideas we are open to suggestions...thinking about putting a bar down there or something ha.

Our friends Ashley and Kara both have cats and well they decided to mate and now there are kittens! Most definitely adding one more to our collection. Exciting.

For those who know us...We are helping this girl from work collect shoes for children in countries less fortunate than ours. Some don't agree with this ( I call it ignorance ) but if you are willing to help..that would be awesome and much appreciated.

Tonight we are going to Summers first birthday party. Cassie invited us all over to hang out with her. We got her this really cute Nemo shirt with matching skirt and this game to help her learn her numbers, colors and so on. It'll be cute then we are going to have cake.

I live vicariously through your frowns and smiles.

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Friday- We finished the 25 hour drive. It took a couple hours longer because we hit some bad weather and traffic wasn't moving. When we arrived at Heidi's grandpa's house we visited for awhile. Then we went out to eat at this Italian restaurant called Big Tomato. The food was absolutely amazing, I wish they had one here.

Saturday- We left her grandpa's and headed toward our hotel. Our check-in wasn't until 3:00pm so we walked the boardwalk and looked in all the little shops. We ate lunch at this Greek place and had some goooood pita bread. We picked up this City Walk magazine and found some gay bars. We checked into our hotel and it was beautiful. You walk in and there was a kitchen to the right and a bathroom to the left, straight ahead was a huge living room and a dining table that would sit eight, the other room was a huge bedroom with king size bed and down a hall was another bathroom. The whole left sides of the walls was a mirror. Neat. That night we went out to this lesbian bar called J's Bar. It was a really neat little chill bar. After that we went to this club called Elements. It was really fun it was girls night or something because it was pretty much all girls. We played pool...and funny stuff haha.

Sunday- We went to the beach during the day. The beach wasn't really as clean as any other beach I've been to, besides the ones here. That night we went out to eat at the Cheesecake Factory with Heidi's gpa and uncle. After that we went to downtown Hollywood and walked around the little clubs. One caught our eye, it was this salsa club and this girl was dancing on the bar. We watched for awhile it was neat-o.

Monday- Went to the beach for the morning. For lunch since we were staying in a timeshare, we had to go out to eat with this real estate lady to talk us into buying one of her timeshares. We didn't but we did get free lunch plus $75 from her company for just taking the time to listen to her. That night we went back to J's bar and talked to the bartender which was really nice.

Tuesday- Got up at 6 am to watch the sunrise over the ocean. It was really beautiful, but I had to go back to bed because whew that was early. After we got up we decided to go back to the beach. That night we went to a Marlins game. It was really fun, I love professional baseball games...the smell and hotdogs are just the best. Sadley they lost, well I didn't really care because I used to like both teams.

Wednesday- Took a walk on the beach, then went up to the hotels pool. Swam in that for awhile and just layed out by the pool. Then went shopping for all our friends and family to bring them back cool stuff. Found this lady who lived in a gated neighborhood and we to her house and had our palms and tarot cards read. I don't know if I was really feeling her style but whatever, it was interesting. We found this Japanese restaurant that was like the one here and we ate there and it was delicious. Later on we went back to Elements.

Thursday- We did more shopping. We found this huge outlet mall that would take days to get through all the way. Heidi got ahold of her cousin and we walked down to the tower where he was lifeguarding at. I believe she was really excited to see him.

Friday- It was really windy because of tropical storm Arlene. It rained pretty much all day which was kind of a good thing because it was the day we had to pack up everything and do all the indoor activities. Since it was the last night with Heidi's gpa he took us out to eat at Jimmy's Place. I went to bed early because we were getting up really early for our drive to Orlando. Heidi and Jaime decided to go out to this drag king show going on.

Saturday- Got up and drove to Orlando. Arrived around 11 am and met up with Heidi's uncle John and cousin Eric. We went to Universal Studio's all day long. It rained for about 2 hours while we were there but it was really fun. We went to pretty much all the attractions except for the Animal Planet one because we didn't have time. That made me sad, but oh well, I've seen the show before. That night we went out to eat at another amazing Italian restuarant. Yum nothing is better than Italian food. Then we went to Margaritaville!! The happiest place on earth in my book ha.

Sunday- We went to the other half of Universal called Islands of Adventure. It is an amusement park with roller coasters and waterslide rides. The Hulk was the best ride. ha. I went on everything once except for Spiderman because that was on of those rides that would have made me really sick. Heidi's other cousin Laura met up with us for lunch. Then we had some awesome... ]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/5522476/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/5522476/ Wed, 01 Jun 2005 14:56:28 PDT
This weekend was really fun. We had a three day weekend thanks to Memorial Day. Friday we went out to this party down the street. Of course it got busted with the amount of people and music. It was a bonfire, you gotta love them. Positively the best party I've been to in awhile. Saturday we woke early so we could go to Iowa City and shop for our trip. I got four shirts and Panda Express. Later that night we went and hung out at this campsite but took off before they closed the doors. Picked up Alecia and went to an art show in the District..then wondered down to see The Travoltas play. It was 10 to get in so we just walked along the outside observing the middle age drunks dance and have a awesome time. Sunday my sister came and stayed with us and we had people over. It was a very chill night after all the excitement of the weekend. Now really it's just on to packing ahh I'm just exhausted from everything. Kickball games.

Someone in the building is cooking fried chicken. The smell is making me hungry. But I to resist against my stomach talking to me. We are going on a picnic in a couple minutes at the park with our friends. As a farwell because yeah I guess we rock like that. ha.

Well we won't be back till the 15th....so adios.

]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/5364186/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/5364186/ Sat, 21 May 2005 18:30:38 PDT
Anywho pajama party next weekend at my place. My sister is supposed to be staying with us next weekend. That should be interesting. Stick a fork in me..I'm done.

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Radiant

Trigonomic radiance I'd be remised if I didn't say I've missed you In the last two years you've been around Hear the sound as I live vicariously through your frowns and smiles For another month or so I anticipate what'd be so gold if not for the times when I fucked things up it seems our month long truce has no merit When I pretend that I didn't hear a sound When I cut you loose last fall Inebriated confidence One cigarette and I'll never fucking miss you


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So Saturday night we had people over and someone was like "Did you know that there are five cats living in a car in your parking lot?" We went out to look and sure enough there are cats living in the car. They have been there for about four days now. We called animal control and they haven't done came yet. Hopefully they can get here to figure out this situation. Two of the cats are sharing one small cage, they don't have hardly any food, no water, the windows aren't cracked one inch for air in this 80 degree humid weather, no litter box, and no place to exersize. People like that sicken me, if the authority won't help this horrible problem, then I will take action.

]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/5090019/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/5090019/ Sun, 17 Apr 2005 16:54:38 PDT The weather has been awesome this last week. I have been rollerblading working off some winter blub. Hopefully in the next couple weeks I can go pick up my bike so I can go on the bike trails. There is this place in Wisconsin that is 38 miles long and it goes along an old railroad track that I want a bunch of people to go ride along this summer. There's tunnels and they are so long the moisture makes it feel like it's raining in them.
Heidi doesn't have to move in with her brother in July, so me and her and going to get a 2bdrm house apt somewhere around this area. Our friend Cassie wants to move out somewhere with her baby. I thought it would be neat to live near her so I can babysit whenever I could
Our Florida trip is coming quickly, I am getting really excited. I love having so much to look forward to in the near future. I almost have enough money saved up. After I get out of school I really want to travel around. The summer after this one my sister and I are planning on going to France and Italy. I just really want to learn more about different cultures, the most interesting thing to me.
Well I feel I have so much to write about but of course I'm exhausted and need to go to bed.

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So ehhh I just got back from the Monmouth LBC show. What a trip. So we get there at like six something and stood in line with these girly girls. We get in to know that there are five bands playing. We sat around on the chairs and finally Ashley, Dmitriy and Alecia got there. Messed around during the opening bands and drank, stupid girls in the pit not wanted to get pushed around started shit with my friends. To my understanding if you don't want to get pushed around do not stand in or near the pit. During LBC the 2nd song Dmitriy gets kicked out for punching some guy accidently because one of the stupid girls punched his wife in the face. I find the girl grab her kick her around a couple times. We leave walk a mile to Hardees (I hate that place) meet Dmitriy and Ashley. Dmitriy leaves to buy weird Monmouth kids cigs. Ashley somehow returns with a cymbol, Ashley Alecia and I drive to find Heidi's car, we ended up turning into a torn down building, cops stop us, Ashley luckily doesn't go to jail (suck on that Randy) End up finally back here somehow. Now Brett, Cassie, Amy, Jessi, Nikoli and Heidi are here. Hahaa Nikoli looks like Lucy it's funny. Have a great night and NEVER EVER go to Monmouth Illinois. Everyone there are jerks but the police and and Tracy the nice Hardees employees who promptly served me my curley fries.

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Ha so I am going to add the rest of my weekend in this entry. Last night we had aLOT of people over. It was fun as usual and Heidi and I got lots of pics, about 70. I will add some just for fun We met our gay neighbor from apt 3, he just randomly knocked on our door and sad im the gay dude from apt 3. It was funny he was in a wig with this fluffy lei on. Then today we went to the Quad City Swing game with Tara, Heather, Jaime and Kemper. It was fun even though they lost. We got on the big screen doing the chicken dance. Later we are supposed to go over to Tara's to watch the L word but I don't like that show and I really need to sleep before work tomorrow. Well until next time folks.

]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/4858837/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/4858837/ Tue, 29 Mar 2005 05:18:39 PST Tonight Lucy and Jayne came over and we played some cards. After that we went out to the club. They are all still there, I came home early because I am so sick of the scene here, it's the same old thing every week. Sometimes it can be fun, but usually only on special occations. I can't wait to get out of this place and go somewhere new where I don't know anybody and I can just walk down the street and be so lost. Ahh that feeling would be incredible.
Tomorrow I am going back to the boat since Heidis mom didn't get to come with on Tuesday. After which we are going to a Mallards game! I have only been to one this year and I should have gone more often. Next year I want to make it a priority. I really need to find more fun interesting stuff to do to keep my mind busy. Speaking of which I am excited to be going back to school again this fall. The sooner I get school done, the sooner I'm outta here
If anyone has any fun ideas of things to do, I mean anything please name a few, I'm out!

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Did I mention that I got a new camera for my b-day?? I don't think that I did. It is a Nikon Coolpix 4600, I really like it so far. I am not sure about all the settings on it yet, but it's pretty easy to figure out. Eventually I will save up and get a really good one, but I am perfectly happy with the one I got
Last Friday I participated in the Dwyer and Michaels adult easter egg hunt. Pretty much a group of us stood out for two hours in the 35 degree rain for 10 seconds of pure easter egg hunting madness. I got four passes to Penguins Comedy Club and a free large cup of coffee. I really can't wait till next year..I hope the weather is a tid bit warmer tho, it can be as muddy as it was tho
Other then that things have been just alright. I've just been going thru some weird personal shit...not really knowing where to go or what to do for the time being. Also my grandpa isn't doing too well. When I saw him on Easter he pretty much told me this is the end. It's really sad, but I am also happy because he has lived a looong full life and has experienced so many things with so much family around him...and it seems not many people these days get to do so. Well I have a terrible head and stomach ache from stressssss. I need to lay down.



]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/4803908/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/4803908/ Sun, 13 Mar 2005 16:38:51 PST Smoke?: Not anymore
Have sex?: mmm negative haha
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: When I was younger about not being able to turm my light on
Remember your first love?: Of course
Read the newspaper?: Sometimes
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: Yep haha
Believe in miracles? Nah
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: Definetly
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: To a certain extent
Consider love a mistake?: No not at all
Like the taste of alcohol?: Depends what kind
Have a favorite candy?: Anything fruity right now Jolly Ranchers
Believe in astrology?: Some is accurate but it is to broad to be fully into it
Believe in magic?: Of course I'm a magician!!
Believe in God?: Not him personally
Have any pets?: 4 cute kitties
Go to or plan to go to college?: yes this fall
Have any piercings?: Just my tongue and my ears are streched
Have any tattoos?: 2 1/2
Hate yourself?: Never.
Have an obsession?: Yes Tornados!
Have a secret crush?: Nope
Do they know yet?: N/A
Have a best friend?: Yes Heidi
Wish on stars?: Sure I love stars
Care about looks?: Yeah sure.

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-:- L-O-V-E L-I-F-E -:-
First crush: Ya know I don't remember
First kiss: haha I don't remember that either
Single or attached?: Single
Ever been in love?: Yes I am right now
Current love?: Heidi
Do you believe in love at first sight?: Absolutly not, thats what you call lust
Do you believe in "the one?": Sure

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-:-Juicy stuff-:-
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: Of course who hasn't
Have you ever been intoxicated?: Who hasn't??
Favorite place to be kissed?: Anywhere you want
Have you ever been caught "doing something?": Not really
Are you a tease?: Nope
Shy to make the first move?: Not really

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-:-Appearance-:-
Hair: Short and Black
eyes: Green
Height: 5'2

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-:-Last thing you-:-
Bought: Food last night at Village Inn
Ate & Drank: Left over sandwich from Village Inn
Read: Couch World...which is a good read
Watched on tv: Night at the Roxbury

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-:-EITHER / OR-:-
Club or houseparty: Club Liquid
Beer or cider: Cider
Drinks or shots: hmmm Drinks
Cats or dogs: Cats
Pen or pencil: Pen
Gloves or mittens: Gloves
Food or candy: Food
Cassette or cd: CD
Coke or pepsi: Water...Soda is horrible for you.

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-:-Who do you want to-:-
Kill: Nobody
Get really wasted with: Heidi
Look like: Myself
Be like: Myself
Avoid: Hypocrites..Close-minded people..Negativity

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-:-Last person you-:-
Talked to: Heidi
Hugged: Heidi
Instant messaged: Ricardo
Kissed: Heidi

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-:-Have you ever-:-
Dated one of your best friends?: For about 5 years
Loved somebody so much it made you cry?: You bet
Drank alcohol?: Yes
Broken the law?: Yes
Run away from home?: Not for very long
Broken a bone?: A couple fingers
Played Truth Or Dare?: haha who hasn't played that
Kissed someone you didn't know?: Nope
Been in a fight?: Yep
Come close to dying?: I've thought that a couple times

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-:- What is -:-
The most embarrassing CD in your collection?: None
Your bedroom like?: Pretty much a black& white theme
Your favorite thing for breakfast?: Toast!
Your favorite restaurant?: Arthurs Garden Deli & Panda Express

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-:- Random Questions -:-
What's on your bedside table: Space heater, candle, alarm clock and light
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?: depends what is in there.
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?: there is none
If you could ha... ]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/4746054/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/4746054/ Sun, 06 Mar 2005 19:21:12 PST
Mood: Lack of Sleep
Listening to: Count the Stars
Reading: Couch World
Watching: Sleepover and Mean Creek

I hope everyones bacon is shaking good these days. I have been up to the same old stuff as usual. Last weekend I think we went to Leisure Time to play some pool but it was so busy we never got a table.
This weekend on Friday..Heidi and I went to go play bingo! I miss playing bingo so much..unfortunatly we didn't win anything. Afterwards Heidi met her friend from high school Amy at the PaddleWheel for some drinks and I just went home and chilled till she was done there.
Saturday since Lucy was in town her, Jake and Anton came over then we headed down to Liquid. It was fucking packed...one of the busier nights I've seen. The drag show was really kick ass too...there was a special guest from Cedar Rapids performing and her show was kick ass...with backup dancers and everything. So when Jaime, Heidi and I go to Florida we are going to go to some gay clubs down there to see some kick butt stuff. Another funny thing is we ran into Kimmy and we haven't seen her in forever, she was super drunk heh.
Today since it was beautiful out we went over to Tim's and he grilled us hotdogs!! There is nothing better than a hotdog on a grill with some ketchup mustard and onion ha! He has the cutest house too with a nice pink living room, Heidi is lucky she will be moving into such a nice place.
I am on this diet and I think it's going pretty good. I am just trying to lose the 16lbs that I gained over the past year. It is a 1400 calorie diet along with that I am doing crunches and trying to walk more..because when you think about it, it all comes down to the walking. So hopefully by the time Florida comes around I won't be looking flabby for the beach haha.
We watched the movie Sleepover today and Allister is in it..I find it funny because of what kind of movie that is...also I find it strange they are on tour with LTJ..but I definetly want to go to that show. Alison out.

]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/4563867/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/4563867/ Sat, 12 Feb 2005 17:13:26 PST
Mood: ahh
Listening to: Rainman ~ Eminem
Watching: Joe Dirt

Actually nothing really has been going on. One exciting this is that Heidi, Jaime and I are all going to Florida for vacation the first week in June. I'm super excited about this trip. It will be so beautiful and relaxing, I just really need to get away and relax on the beach. I think so far we are planning on going on a hot air balloon ride and going swimming with the dolphins. Also I hope to find some nice tan ladies heh. I can't wait to take pics also because I will have my new camera by then!!

Other then that I have just been going out to the club. Last weekend we went out with Julee, Zack, Crystal and Jaime. It was super fun. The drag show sucked so we went over to Mound Street and that place is really cool. I guess Julee and Zack go there often and it's a fun place (even tho I'm not allowed in there for the next month and three days ) Last night when we went down to the club there were male strippers it was funny but I could only watch one show...other other would have just been too much floppy dickin around for me haha. Tonight I don't know what is going on yet, I might be going back to Mound Street I might just be staying home and hanging out with Jaime.

We had overtime this week at work, so I'm working I think a total of 12 days in a row. That's a whole lotta working, but the money is totally worth it. I'm also getting my awesome not so big tax return check. Having to save for vacation and for a new apartment in August is going to be hard but I'm going to do it. My dad is trying to get me a job at the Arsenal so hopefully I get one because they take reallllly good care of ya Well I'm out till next time losers.

]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/4345887/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/4345887/ Mon, 17 Jan 2005 18:40:24 PST
Mood: all by myself
Listening to: Clocks ~ Coldplay
Watching: Without a Paddle

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?

Bad: Getting my first house with the wrong people Good: Started reading

2. Did you keep your New Year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?

I sorta kept it. i've been eating healthier than i was eating.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth? My boss had a baby.

4. Did anyone close to you die? no one really close but i've known people that died.

5. What countries did you visit? None this year.

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?

Friends...I have become more open to different kinds people and I just want to meet new people and learn more about them and hopefully learn from them

7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?

The day when heidi and i moved into this apt and came to find there was a major sewer leak...

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?

Getting back on my feet after a horrible 2003

9. What was your biggest failure?

As of right now it's not finding a new job sooner like i promised heidi...i let her down and i feel horrible

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?

I had an endoscopy in February and found sores on my stomach and the month before in January i had a severe stomach flu

11. What was the best thing you bought? Autumn for heidi

12. Whose behaviour merited celebration? ??

13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed? The government...who else am i appalled by

14.Where did most of your money go? rent, food, apt stuff, gifts

15.What did you get really, really, really excited about? moving out of my parents house again....

16. What song will always remind you of 2004? everytime by britney spears comes to mind...which is weird

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? About the same more toward the sadder side
ii. thinner or fatter? Fatter by 16 lbs i just learned last friday, but im working on it
iii. richer or poorer? Richer.

18. What do you wish you'd done more of? excersizing or any kind of outdoor activity

19. What do you wish you'd done less of? wasting time watching tv and doing stupid shit

20. How did you spend Christmas? with my grandparents in clinton and my parents house in eldridge

22. Did you fall in love in 2004? no i was already in love

23. How many one-night stands? zero

24. What was your favorite TV program? queer as folk and the apprentice

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? I learned hate is not a healthy state of mind so i don't hate anymore...too much unwanted stress

26. What was the best book you read? The Perks of Being a Wallflower...i thank heidi for introducing me to that book. it is wonderful

27. What was your greatest musical discovery? i don't discover music i just listen heh but i discovered nothing new i don't think

28. What did you want and get? a new kitten and a man purse

29. What did you want and not get? a digital camera

30. What was your favorite film of this year? Eternal Sunshine wonderfully unique movie. it's my favorite

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I went out to eat chinese with my family and heidi and we got our palms read by this mongolian guy, it was interesting...i was 20

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? having more people to converse with

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? At work: oh geez i don't know i don't have fashion

34. What kept you sane? heidi. without her sometimes i don't know what i would do.

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? i did start to fancy lindsay lohan much more

36. What political issue stirred you the most? The apalling waste and brutality of the war in Iraq.

37. Who did you miss? some friends that i didn't hang out with anymore

38. Who was the best new person you met? i met some people over the summer but i don't ta... ]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/4326060/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/4326060/ Sat, 15 Jan 2005 10:47:09 PST
Last night Heidi and I went to a Mallards game, it was really fun. There weren't many fights which I was upset about but alot of people got hurt. I think about a week ago we went out to eat with Jaime and Josh at Faradays and it was pretty good. My mom and sisters birthdays were last week so I got to eat at Exotic Thai which was awesome. Then I got sick and couldn't go out to eat with my mom. Damn sinus infection. I went to the doctor and got some meds, not sure if they are working now or not.

I haven't talked to Tara or Heather lately except for a couple days ago Tara called to tell me Ashley and Dmitriy got married. Congrats to them. We have been hanging out with Crystal but for some reason lately she's been shady about a few things. I think maybe tonight we are going to Leisure Time to play some pool and drinks are only a $1.50 so that makes Heidi happy. We both want to get really good at pool. It's so fun but I suck donkey dick at it.

I'm excited my birthday is coming up in exactly two months from today. I don't really know what I'm doing because it's so far away. We talked about going to the boat or mesquakee (omg can't spell that word) but who knows what will be going on then, besides gambling and losing all my money i would also like to go out and do something fun but just like last birthday i will probably just spend it with my family, unless i make friends between now and then. Okay i'm cold and need a warm bath and damn mediacom won't pick up. They must know im getting rid of their service.



]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/4220787/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/4220787/ Sun, 02 Jan 2005 13:02:23 PST
I put some random pics up from then. I haven't been taking pics lately and I need to get back in the habit because I'm missing it. So hopefully soon I will have more to post on here. My birthday is coming up soon and around Christmas my mom said that a new camera was something she would have to buy me for my birthday so I am REALLY looking forward to that!!!

Other then that things have been the same, I'm still looking for another job though...ooo speaking of that Heidi's brother has a friend opening up a photography place and she really likes Heidi's work so she might get a job at her shop. I would really be happy for her if she got that job, it would be an awesome opportunity. Anyway that's all for now folks.



]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/4138387/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/4138387/ Thu, 23 Dec 2004 17:11:07 PST
Anywho tomorrow is christmas eve and im going to my gmas for dinner and then im staying at my parents house and opening presents xmas morning with them and in the early afternoon my other gma and family are coming down to eat lunch. Then at night me and heidi are having our xmas here with a good meal, present opening and such. Crystal might be coming over for dinner because she likes lasagna and heidi wants some of her pie.

On Monday was our work christmas party. it was a hoot. our boss ended up getting sloshed (ha i love that word) and being so funny. I never would have pictured him being like that. He was having chugging contests with heidi (she won once), tried hooking up becca with the waiter and that ended up in some big bet, and other funny shit happened that i don't want to bore everyone with.

O on tuesday our team leader nicole took us out to eat at arthurs for lunch!!!! now im good and full because i just ate me some fried chicken. okay well i hope everyone has a save and wonderful holiday!



]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/4096266/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/4096266/ Sat, 18 Dec 2004 15:05:27 PST


]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/4028144/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/4028144/ Thu, 09 Dec 2004 15:19:11 PST
Mood: bleh
Listening to: Walk...Pantera
Reading: Perks of being a Wallflower
Watching: Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen

Ugh I feel like crap right now. I don't know if I'm getting sick or what but all I want is to lay down and do nothing. When I got home today and checked here I heard that there was a shooting at a Damageplan show. I can't believe this shit, things are getting so messed up these days. It's like you can't go to a show anymore and have to worry about your safety. I think this is a major tragedy in the music industry. I'm just shocked at how someone could pull that off.

Anywho last night was Tara's birthday party. It was fun, and quite strange because it was the old trailor crowd that was there. It's been a few years since all those people have been in the same room getting along. We brought Cranium along but that game got broken up really fast because right when we started to play people showed up with alcohol. I think me and just a couple people were the only ones who wanted to play the game rather than drink.

So I am reading the Wallflower book now. and just like heidi has said it really is the best book. i really don't know why it is so good, the story is just amazing this kid tells. i really hope there are more books out there like this one. it is so unique or maybe i just think that because it's the best i've read in a long time.

since i feel shitty i didn't go to disney on ice this evening. i feel really bad because i wanted to go but i just don't have the energy to do so. i bet heidi will have fun without me though, i think it's supposed to be a good show this year because it's like a tribute to all the past disney years or something like that. anyway baby i hope that you had fun i love you with all my



]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/3950610/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/3950610/ Mon, 29 Nov 2004 18:42:59 PST
Mood: oh yeah
Listening to: Autumns Monologue....From Autumn to Ashes
Watching: Elf

Thursday was Thanksgiving...I went to my aunts house for lunch and hung out there for awhile. We played guess who, fooseball, and catch phrase. Then for dinner we went to my grandmas and ate a huge dinner, it was awesome! I got home and me and heidi went out to liquid for a bit but nothing really was going on so we left. I hope everyone had a good holiday!

Friday heidi woke up at 430 and went crazy holiday shopping. My mom woke me up at 930 and i went shopping then all day. I don't think im getting much clothes, just mostly stuff for out kitchen and games. After all that shopping we put up our xmas tree, lights and decorations. we are being super festive this year, mostly because we somewhat have the money to do so. all of our presents are under the tree it looks really pretty. Then Friday night jaime and josh came over and we played cranium. that game is so fun! then we watched elf.

Saturday I don't really remember what we did during the day, but at night we met crystal in milan and she took us out to the matherville bar. it was this tiny hick bar but it was so much fun. we met her husband joe there along with liz and craig. we pretty much just sat around and talked and played a half a game of pool before we left. On our way to liquid we made like 100 stops to these little towns and i was so lost because we were in the middle of nowhere. we got to liquid and had a blast. there were a ton of people there and everyone was super drunk being funny. the dude craig that we were with was completely trashed and he was such a strange character. he cracked my shit up a couple times. anywho we watched the show which was hilarious. tara and heather were there and we talked to them and i suppose everything is cool now with them. which kicks ass because they are cool to hang out with and it's nice to have another lesbian couple to hang with.

sunday i slept and then at around 5 we went to Sakura this japanese restaurant for heidis birthday. it was so good, the food was amazing. i can't wait to go back there. i want to take my mom there because i think she would enjoy it alot. i love watching them make the food, our chef was very shy and didn't do the funny stuff like this other guy next to us. me and heidi thought he was cute hehe.

then today we started our new work shift 730 - 330 at actually isn't that bad. the time went by amazingly fast! after work then we met heidi's dad at golden corral for some kick ass buffet food. they have the best potatos there! now im stuffed.

tomorrow is heidi's birthday and she is going to go to the boat. while she is at the boat im going to attempt to make her chocolate cupcakes with strawberry frosting (at her request) them im going to get her presents ready and sing happy birthday to her when she gets home. I hope she has a wonderful birthday!!!!!



]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/3882609/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/3882609/ Sat, 20 Nov 2004 23:37:15 PST
last night we went to see...lucky boys, 15 minutes late, swizzletree?, and split habit at the green room in iowa city. that place was TINY, it would have been a kick ass place for a show with less people. ha me and heidi were stuck between this cool group of drunk people and on the other side these drunk hoes. i mean literally them chicks were grinding this guys ewy like it was christmas haha. anywho that was a fun and interesting experience, and i would definetly want to go back there for a show.

this evening since me and heidi didn't want to spend more money on a show we already seen (since LBC was playing here tonight) I took heidi out to see the movie The Forgotten. I don't know if anyone reading this is going to go see it or rent it but damn that movie was weird/kinda stupid. Some parts were really freaky and strange, and this is coming from me the person who doesn't get freaked about anything. I left the movie confused and then on the way home we decided to get food and we drove around for awhile not knowing where to eat, when we got a phone call that totally confused the living fuck outta me. so out of all the confusion we ended up at subway...btw if anyone knows a great place to eat please tell me!!!!! me and heidi have been trying new places out

the rest of the week will be blah. i have to go to my parent house tomorrow to fill out something for this job my dad is trying to get me at the arsenal. which would be awesome if i got because of the money then next saturday me and heidi might go to this hick bar with crystal this girl from our work. which should be really fun because crystal is a blast. well this is long and im going to tuck myself into bed with heidi because she looks so cute and comfortable.



]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/3769548/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/3769548/ Sat, 06 Nov 2004 15:38:50 PST
I am putting alot more pics up that i've taken over the last couple weeks. I'm mad i put too much sugar in my coffee. hmm...I am hoping that my mom will get me a camera for christmas, i am not sure she will go for that tho

At work we are going to be having a cookie baking thing, where you have to bake a dozen cookies for however many people sign up. So if 8 people sign up you have to bake 8 dozen to get out and then you get 8 dozen back. That is so many cookies! I will give some out because i definetly don't need all that extra especially around the holidays.

So we ended up going to Terror in the Woods. It was really fun, Heidi didn't get as scared as i thought that she would. They mostly jumped out at Jaime since she was in the front. Then on Halloween night we went out to Princeton and handed out candy at Jaimes house. I dressed up as satan. I wore one of tylers costumes from when he was younger and i ended up taking it off because it gave me a permawedgie. Heidi dressed up as a bum and looks cute Josh was some pimp demon thing and jaime was a hooker witch.

Me and Heidi might be going to Chicago to go see The Used, My Chemical Romance and Taking Back Sunday. It is kind of expensive but they are kick ass bands. So i hope we go! If only From Autumn to Ashes was playing too....



]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/3650637/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/3650637/ Fri, 22 Oct 2004 17:51:29 PDT
At work we are rearranging everything and they let me keep this palm tree they were going to throw away. We had a really hard time getting it home. We had to lay it sideways and roll down heidi's back window. While we were driving it popped out the window so I had to sit in the back and hold on to it. Then today at work our boss Nicole was going to go kill this bug and heidi screamed at her not to and heidi caught it and let it go outside, it was hilarious.

Since we made the final decision to move to Madison we have been looking online for jobs and homes. The price on things are reasonable and i am really excited to see whats going to happen. I am overly excited about this because it is such a beautiful city. Also the gay scene is pretty good there and they are 'gay friendly' there. Well so i've heard.

Other then that everything has been great. Especially with me and heidi. We are starting our christmas shopping and im doing some birthday shopping for heidi. we got our christmas tree and we are actually going to decorate good for xmas this year. well i gotta go i think jaime is here now.



]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/3551366/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/3551366/ Sat, 09 Oct 2004 16:46:02 PDT
We went on vacation a couple weeks ago to Wisconsin Dells. We didn't get to do what we planned there because it was closed due to greedy owners. So we went to this indoor water park and mini golfing at this pirate place which was pretty cool. The next day we went to Madison and I fell in love with it because it's really nice and since we were planning awhile back to move there I think in the next year or two we are going to.

Bella has fleas..she got them at the vet. I feel awful for her, we got her a collar (which she hated) and we got her flea drops (she hates those too) She needs to go get her shots but i feel bad for her i don't want to cause her anymore stress right now.

Tonight I think that we are going to the bar with Lucy and Rod since they are both in town tonight. After the bar we are going to meet up with Jaime and probably Josh at our house. Other then that nothing really has been going on...just the same old stuff.....Well hopefully my potpie is done soon im hungry..



]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/2959094/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/2959094/ Sat, 24 Jul 2004 18:41:25 PDT
We are going to watch Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen tonight!!! Lindsay Lohan is super hot!!! hehe ok..i feel bad tho because heidi doesn't get to see her gf tomorrow. if it's ment to be for her to go then some kind of miracle will happen. but i get to see mine tonight.

okay enough dumb stuff....so until we get our money situation all figured out we won't have internet or a computer hooked up...so no more deviations for awhile. i know we have some to put on because we took some firework pics on the 4th when the cops were called. anywho till then stay out of the poo.



]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/2804203/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/2804203/ Sun, 04 Jul 2004 18:37:37 PDT
I hurt so bad right now...me and heidi went to the parade this morning and collected some candy. the parade was kind of boring but we made the best of it and in the process we got sunburned Our three day weekend is going great. Later tonight we are going to the fireworks with jaime, travis, andy, lucy and holly...i don't know who else is going to be there...oh yeah brett. he rocks.
heh last night me, heidi, kim, pinkie, jimmy, jay and clay i think were blowing off fireworks in front of our house. it was so fun. when we were done doing that we all were running in the street and taking pictures like we were roadkill. while we were laying in the street we noticed the neighbors around the corner talking to this cop and he stopped by and gave us a ticket for fireworks. it was really funny. it kind of sucks tho because he only wrote the ticket to kimi for a dumb reason...i think she was about to go down there and cut them bwahaha.
hmm okay im bored...heidi will be back soon. i think i will wake randy up. i hope everyone has a nice fireworks day...be careful though your neighbor around the corner just might me listening...



]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/2685095/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/2685095/ Thu, 17 Jun 2004 19:22:52 PDT
Tomorrow night me and heidi are going out to dekalb for lucy's birthday party. i hope that is a good time...then on saturday lucy is coming back to the qc and her birthday party here is going to be at our house. Then next weekend we are going to pride in chicago. That is going to be fun, i can't wait.

So as you see i put a bunch of pictures of heidi on my page. but you also might notice that one of them is missing because the da people said it was an act of masturbation...it wasn't but oh well. it was a hot picture..it was sexual but i don't think in anyway it had anything to do with masturbation haha. so i guess the pic is allll for my own enjoyment now

We have digital cable and we get these free magazine channels so heidi has been learning guitar songs and right now shes doing one of the excersize channels...its super cute I need so start working out because my tummy is getting huge from sitting on my ass at work all day



]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/2605795/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/2605795/ Mon, 07 Jun 2004 15:20:14 PDT Haven't been going to the bar much lately since we all moved in here...we just go for a couple minutes then leave. People know where we live now so it seems more people came over this last weekend.
Bella is in heat and she's all horny and making weird noises and stuff. We are going to get her fixed really soon so she stops acting all crazy and so we can bring Fire over.
Dude got another job in wisconsin so i took over watching the scanner for him. It is reallly boring and easy to do. I probably won't be indexing anymore which kinda sucks but oh well...its a job...no one really likes there job. well unless you are a video game tester or whatnot.
Nothing really going on this week...me and heidi have to go to my parents house to collect the rest of my belongings. Then this weekend we are going on a date to some restaurant and then out to a late movie....then the other night we are going to go to michael's sports world and ride some go karts and hit balls in the batting cage and fun stuff like that.
Heidi got these new pants and they look awesome on her! She is wearing them right now and i think she just caught me looking at her.



]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/2501334/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/2501334/ Mon, 24 May 2004 20:23:40 PDT
Last weekend we painted everyday. We went to the bar and on Saturday we left early because there were 2 bachelorette parties going on upstairs. Me and Heidi went back to the house and a shitload of people came over. I mostly just talked with tyler and rage (haha heidi) then i went and layed on the new carpet rug we got in our room till heidi, randy and pinky came back.

This weekend we have to go crown the new king and queen couple at the QCAD dance. Since we won last time i guess its our honor to do so. Heidi is going to get all dressed up for it and im like ehhh alright..so now i have to find something good to wear. It's going to be fun though. Well i'm in the basement on this slow ass computer and i think there is a spider over there and im scared so im going to shower and to go bed. peace.



]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/2449044/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/2449044/ Mon, 17 May 2004 15:06:36 PDT I am still trying not to get to excited because i want everything to work out, but im crossing my fingers hoping everything will.
This weekend we all went driving around for HOURS looking at different houses. The last house we looked at the landlord knows our boss and today at work he came in and talked to him...then later gave heidi his card and told her to call him after work so we could go sign the lease. i don't know if she called him and told him we found another house or not.. oh well
Friday night we went to the bar and it was boring...me heidi and randy went over to ashley's house instead for awhile. heh that was interesting, there was alot of people there i haven't seen since me and heidi had our apartment..i had fun though. well im going to watch tv since in the RR/RW finally tonight...



]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/2387302/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/2387302/ Sat, 08 May 2004 17:46:12 PDT the only extra thing i get is these end of the month prizes they give away, this month it was $4 in Wendy's coupons.
we have been hanging out with randy alot lately it's been fun. earlier in the week him and jaime came over and we went to jaime's work and her boss made us a free desert tray and it was sooooooo good. that was very nice of him to do.
last night we met up with randy, kim, lucy, henry and sergio at hy-vee. we came back to heidi's for a bit and then went off to the bar. it was alot of fun....we had to leave early though because heidi got sick. it was so much fun tho, sara was there and i haven't seen her in forever, ashley was also there which was really weird but it was awesome. sergio then took us home which i thank him very much for
right now i am re-dying my hair black and heidi is making hers brown again. we are going to the bar again tonight like usual. tomorrow is mothers day and i am going to my grandmas for a mothers day picnic. i think its going to rain which kind of sucks because i like picnics besides the bugs but oh well. have a great rest of the weekend



]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/2361221/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/2361221/ Tue, 04 May 2004 19:33:59 PDT -- Name: alison
-- Birthplace: davenport, iowa
-- Gender: girl
-- Eye Color: green
-- Hair Color: at the time it is black with red highlights
-- Height: 5'2
-- Righty or Lefty: lefty
-- Zodiac Sign: pisces

LAYER TWO:
-- Your heritage: italian
-- The shoes you wore today: my bright blue converse shoes
-- Your fears: spiders
-- Your perfect meal: romaine lettuce and pasta
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: run a successful business

LAYER THREE:
-- Your thoughts first waking up: i don't want to go to work
-- Your best physical feature: my eyes
-- Your bedtime: 10ish
-- Your most missed memory: dan's trailor and times that envolved everyone just chillin

LAYER FOUR:
-- Pepsi or Coke: water
-- McDonald's or Burger King: mcdonalds crispy chicken ceaser salad
-- Single or group dates: single
-- Adidas or Nike: if i had to choose adidas
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton
-- Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
-- Cappuccino or coffee: coffee

LAYER FIVE:
-- Smoke: mostly just on the weekends
-- Cuss: all the time
-- Sing: i do often and i get yelled at for it
-- Take a shower: usually...
-- Have a crush: nope, my is with heidi
-- Do you think you've been in love: yes
-- Want to go to college: yeah i want to do that program maybe, depends on whats gonna happen tho
-- Liked high school: not at the time
-- Want to get married: most definetly
-- Get motion sickness: randy's driving, spinning rides at amusement parks
-- Think you're attractive: nope
-- Think you're a health freak: in my head i like to think that i am but i look at what i eat and im really not heh
-- Get along with your parent(s): yeah
-- Like thunderstorms: LOVE them especially if tornados are involved
-- Play an instrument: piano, guitar, drums

LAYER SIX:
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: bacardi razz and jager
-- Smoked: yes
-- Done a drug: yea but i dont quite consider it a drug
-- Had Sex: yes
-- Made Out: yes
-- Gone on a date: yes
-- Gone to the mall?: yeah
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: ewwww who the hell would do that? haha
-- Eaten sushi: nope
-- Been on stage: no but i wish...i really need to go to a show!
-- Been dumped: nope
-- Made homemade cookies: nope i don't have to, my mom makes them every week
-- Gone skinny dipping: if being naked in a jacuzzi counts then yes
-- Dyed your hair: hmm i don't think so
-- Stolen anything: nope

LAYER SEVEN:
In a guy/girl...
-- Best eye color?: green
-- Best hair color?: strawberry blonde or black/dark brown
-- Short or long hair?: short
-- Height: short
-- Best weight: dont matter
-- Best articles of clothing: hurley and volcolm

LAYER EIGHT:
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: to many to count
-- Number of piercings: tongue ears
-- Number of tattoos: 3
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: somewhat alot
-- Number of scars on my body: don't know
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: can't really recall anything right now but im sure theres some

]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/2312506/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/2312506/ Tue, 27 Apr 2004 19:35:56 PDT
Sunday of course was our anniversary. It was so much fun, the room was awesome. This year we picked a more romantic room and it was a good choice. We had a romantic candle light dinner and we just spent the night with each other in the hot tub mostly because there was this big screen TV set up so you could watch it from the tub. We took some sweet pictures. We also went swimming in the big pool, there is supposed to be a waterfall in it but it wasn't on, oh well though we had fun. I can't wait till next year to see what room we pick. Phanta suites are the way to go for anniversary's.

This Friday we are going to see Mean Girl's because Linsay Lohan is in it, oh and it also looks good heh. I'm still debating on changing my DA username so I can get this old stupid stuff off of here.



]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/2257140/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/2257140/ Mon, 19 Apr 2004 15:52:34 PDT queer as folk started last night. we decided not to go watch it at tara's because of some shit. we watched this movie called hangman's curse instead. it was a good movie but it had a shitload of wolf spiders in it and it freaked us the fuck out, it was funny tho.
hopefully we are moving out together soon or something like that. we had to get looking at some duplex's or call forest park again. next week is our 4 year anniversary and i am so excited about going to the phanta suite! i'm not sure if we are going to dress up this year because we really don't know what roman's wear, so we might just wear bedsheets.
other than that everything has been wonderful, especially the weather.



]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/2198281/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/2198281/ Sun, 11 Apr 2004 08:54:49 PDT this weekend was cool, we got friday off at work for good friday so it was a 3 day weekend we went to liquid every night. i think it was thursday night we got invited to chuck and shawn's apartment. it was really fun, there apt is awesome. the downstair area before you get on the elevator kind of looks like the movie the shining. friday and saturday were also fun...we just chilled and watched the drag shows and conversed with others. heidi got this awesome new camera and we took a bunch of pics with it at the bar, most got deleted but it was fun
i was thinking about deleting a bunch of my old pictures on here because they are some crappy webcam pics from me and heidi's old apt. and delete all my journal entries kind of to start off fresh. i don't know though i might just change my user name when my subscription runs out. well hope everyone has a beautiful day!



]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/2159092/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/2159092/ Mon, 05 Apr 2004 16:46:43 PDT Today at work went by fast. Me and Heidi went on a short bike ride after work. Got some good excersize in for today. I love daylight savings time in the spring. Its still light out! That means more warm weather!
Saturday we tried to go to the bar and get alecia in...but it failed. me and heidi didn't even stay because we got there too late and the drag show already started. so we just came home.
Tara bought Heather QAF season 3 for their 2 year anniversary. Heather is mucho excited and called to tell us we all need to make plans to watch it together. Not much is going on....

]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/2140921/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/2140921/ Fri, 02 Apr 2004 23:52:34 PST then we went to the bar and watched the drag show and chuck said he would be our photographer!!! yay for chuck.

we are home now and heidi is being fucking hilarious. she was singing a song about fire being nice and not a brat. then outta nowhere fire attacked her and left a cut on her hand. now heidi is mad at fire. i don't really think that fire is a bitch but heidi is raging mad right now at her.

on april 25th for me and heidi's 4 year we are going to the cesar's palace (thats not what its called i don't think) i don't remember dammit...anywho we made reservations today. its a 2 story suite and it has a waterbed. big screen tv. pillars around this awesome hot tub. i cant wait its going to be so much fun.

im sooooooo going to be right now because we are going to watch josie and the pussycats because tara reid is in that movie and that makes the movie 234603895 times better ohhhh also today i was flipping thru channels and i saw LINDSAY LOHAN on punk'd well im going to bed to be with my beautiful love

]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/2104516/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/2104516/ Sun, 28 Mar 2004 19:44:10 PST
Friday I got to her house after work and we went to Walmart and exchanged her bike for a one that wasn't broken. Later that night we went to Liquid and hung out there and watched the drag show. Tara and Dan came over there from Fusion for a bit, but you could tell they didn't want to be there long.

Saturday we went on a bike ride!! It was so nice out and it was so much fun riding a bike. I don't think we will be riding to work, we figured that was too far of a ride. We rented two movies and came home and watched Gothika....which i might add is a good movie and recommend it. Then we went to Liquid and Jessi and Lisa were there. We watched the drag show and Heidi got it on tape and took some kick ass pictures of dena cass. dena puts on the best shows! then we came home and i got the best lap dance...i loved it!! i hope to be getting more in the near future I am sweet so I bought earplugs for bed time hehe and they work good.

Today we watched Bowling for Columbine which is also an awesome movie. It also was guilt and innocents day on Lifetime so we watched 1 1/2 lifetime movies. We also went to video games etc. and turned in heidis PS2 and PS1 and her games that went with it and we got Josie and the Pussycats, Vanilla Sky, 007 game, and a baseball game. the games were fun as hell to play. i can't wait to watch our movies too because i love both of them. its getting late i have to shower and go to bed...later

]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/2052901/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/2052901/ Sun, 21 Mar 2004 00:42:49 PST when we got home heidi spilled this whole coffee table full of half dranken sodas and stuff because she flipped over the back of the couch and landed on the coffee table. its the funniest think i've seen her do hahahahaha.

last night we also went to liquid. we played pool and heidi somehow got talking to this really old dude and he ended up bothering us sooooo much...especially me. we pretty much wasted 5 bucks going over to fusion....randy was over there with some boy. then randy ended up going to liquid and he was scared so he wore this hat over his eyes to hide. hes a dork. also found out that travis broke his arm by falling down the stairs inside hahahaha. funny. i think we are going to be going there alot from now on because it has been so fun.

we talked to chuck and we are going to go to his house sometime and watch these old videos he has of this chicago trip we all took together. we have to watch them that way because heidi's videocamera broke other then that i don't know what is going on tomorrow. we will probably go rent the movie The Patriot. oh and if you are going to go see Endless Sunshine? its kind of boring. its a good story and all by its really drug out. i think in my opinion so wait till it's out to rent, its worth seeing once.

i wish it was nice out. i want to ride my bike and stuff. it was like 60 today for like 5 minutes but we get out of the mall and its like 30. quad cities weather grrrrrrrrr. wow its almost 3 am. i honestly haven't been up this late in a couple months because of work. its weird. im not really tired. i just ate pancakes. i have to pee. later. ]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/2020025/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/2020025/ Mon, 15 Mar 2004 20:00:14 PST it was really fun tho. then we went to the mall and it seemed like we were there FOREVER. i got the silverstein cd because they rock and i got heidi a black and white SOTY poster to add to our collection. saturday night we went to fusion and met up with tara, heather, dan, sam and her friends and randy. heidi ended up getting drunk and was being cute. we walked over to check out liquid and i saw elliott and julius both people i suspected there and chuck and bryce were there also. it was kinda cool seeing those people. i had a good time at liquid for awhile. sunday was fun chill day like usual and we just sat around and watched movies and played mario party

yeah well today is my birthday and it was so uneventful. i woke up and went to work. this dude i work with jose had nicole announce my birthday on the intercom. so people told me happy birthday. heidi brought 2 of my presents to work...she got me an astrology book which totally kicks ass its the best one i've seen, and so true. and she got me an independent tank top that i like mucho grande.

after work me and heidi came back to my house and we met up with my mom, dad, beth, gma&gpa meier, gma&gpa niebuhr, and cathy. we went out to eat at fortune garden. i had orange chicken and it was scrumptious haha. yeah the food rocked. we also had another crazy waiter. i don't know where this place gets these people from but they are funny. this dude read heidi's palm telling her good things that will happen in the future. then they told him to read my hand and he also told me good things.

after dinner we came back to my parents house and we ate cake, conversed, and i opened my presents. i got 2 pairs of shorts, 1 pair of jeans, 3 shirts, nifty soaps and candle, money, kirra cologne, and my BIKE. i can't wait to ride my bike. it so sucks that it snowed today because i would definetly be out riding it right now.

it was a pretty good birthday. being 20 sucks, not legal yet so i don't really know the point of this one. maybe this year will be pointless. i am so happy that heidi spent the day with me. it ment so much to me, i don't think she really understands that or maybe thinks im stupid but it really means alot to me. well i can't wait till a year from today...i want to be on the boat gamblin away with a drink in my hand. ]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1975586/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1975586/ Mon, 08 Mar 2004 16:10:54 PST
anywho on friday even tho not feeling well me and heidi went and met her sisters family at farm n fleet. after that we went over to john's familys house and the kids played with this car racing thing in the basement. it was pretty kick ass i want me and heidi to get one of those someday. then we went back to there hotel with them and watched them all swim.

then on saturday we went to go rent a movie and get heidi's sweatshirt back from heathers car. heidi went to the bar the night before and forgot it in there. heather and dan just so happened to be moving out of christies so we helped a little. and after we brought some of heathers stuff over to sams we went out to eat at this family old people resturant. the food was good i just wish that i was in the mood to eat it.

i hope that im better to go back to work tomorrow. the doc wrote me an accuse so i don't have to go back till wednesday because he said i should rest but i really want to go back to work tomorrow. i miss heidi and the money well im going to go play a game on pogo or yahoo probably euchre or dominoes. im so sick of being in my bed! ]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1955286/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1955286/ Fri, 05 Mar 2004 06:40:15 PST
yesterday rocked! it was the best day off work ever. i woke up and went to heidi's early. then we watched school of rock (its the cutest movie!). after that we went over to borders to get heidi some chai and off to her dad's. we took the backroads and kinda got lost but not really, it was a journey tho. but we went with her dad to kernan's and ate. morgan is the cutest, she fixed all the sweetner and sugar on all the tables. the kids were still all quiet then. after that we went to the mall because john wanted to find a barbell for his eyebrow. then we went to joyce's and the kids played with rocks, cody chisled out a skeleton out of sand, morgan colored a picture (on heidi's page) and then we went to jungle bungle or bunghole as the kids call it hehe. it was so much fun. me and heidi went it in with all the kids at first and it was fun! then after they ate me and heidi went back in it with morgan and then got some tokens and played some ghetto ass games. it was fun tho. me and heidi put our tickets together and got them some cheap prizes. those prizes are not very good there.

well im going to take a nap and watch the rest of out of sight. hopefully i will feel like getting up and getting my check later. i really want to get heidi more of those tanktops so that will be my goal for this afternoon. it sucks i think i forgot my phone at her house so i hope she calls me sometime during the day because she can't get ahold of me if im gone. it is damn windy out! have a nice day kids... ]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1941145/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1941145/ Tue, 02 Mar 2004 18:04:43 PST
I am so excited for thursday. heidi's sister is coming with the whole family!! i can't wait to meet them. we are going to eat with her dad and then we are going to jungle bungle for taco pizza because i guess they don't have that in california. her sisters husband likes that kind so thats why we are going.

hopefully from now on the drama with amanda is over. i hope she learned just to move on with her life and enjoy her time with adrianne and just be happy with her. i think if everything goes good then the drama will be over. we are doing our part and hopefully amanda will do hers.

my birthday is in 13 days and i will be 20. ehhh what a pointless birthday. nothing significant comes from it. hopefully tho i will come up with something fun to do and hopefully do something with some friends. if they want i guess. just spending my day with heidi doing something cool would be just fine with me tho on saturday i believe im going shopping with my mom for my presents. mostly i can't wait to get my bike!!!!!!! thats pretty much all i want.

well american idol is over now and there was one good contestant. im going to go in the other room and join heidi with the 6 second abs have a wonderful night! ]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1923825/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1923825/ Sat, 28 Feb 2004 21:41:08 PST
last night me and heidi watched a movie called runaway jury it was a good movie. we also went to walmart and i spend 37.50 on undies and stuff and 2.50 on a big pink ball for heidi to do her excersizes on. then later at night we went and drove by this house that is for rent. its kind of crappy but all it needs is the front porch to be painted. we called the number for it today and it was a little out of our price range. we aren't going to be looking anytime soon maybe in a couple months. i can't wait!

today we woke up and heidi cooked me breakfast. then i went and cleaned my car while heidi watched some tv and stuff. we called tara and heather and we eventually went rollerblading with them. it was fun. i love rollerblading and tara said we had to go once every week. i am totally up to that. after that we met up with them at subway then heathers and went to fusion. it was so boring at the bar. it wasn't a very exciting atmosphere this evening. i like it when its more upbeat. but it was VERY dead for a saturday night. so that is why we are home already right now.

heidi just found out that her sister amy is coming into town on thursday. i am excited about meeting her. i hope that she likes me and doesn't think im some loser. so i will be on my best behavior haha. so im excited for thursday to come!!

tomorrow we are going to heidi's dads around 3. i can't wait to see bella tho i haven't seen her since the day that we took her there. i also want to go walk by the river. the weather has been beautiful these past days. the river is so pretty in the summer. tonight when we were rollerblading the casino and city lights were shining down on the river and it had the most amazing reflection.

haha well i am ending this because heidi keeps asking if i am done. shes so cute she just spilled soda all over her. and her hair is sticking up on the couch. its so cute, i love her so much. i never thought i could love anyone as much as i do, i never thought it was possible. but trust me it is and its the best feeling ever. alright have a nice night... ]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1905278/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1905278/ Wed, 25 Feb 2004 16:28:44 PST

work this week has gone by fast. i have been prepping almost all week. theres a shitload of these st lukes boxes im not sure how many i will have to do. hopefully they will keep heidi on it for awhile to help me. but the boxes i would say are around 50 lbs so i like to carry them down the stairs. thats my form of excersize. i eventually want to join the gym with heidi. we are going to get buff haha.

on tv lucy camden has jury duty and she bitching to the front lady because she won't let her out of it because of school. it really sucks because on march 22nd i have jury duty and i have to miss work. i really don't want to miss work because i love the huge paychecks i've been getting. haha now on the tv red pretended to have a tree fall on him so bob could get in the house heh.

finally all that stupid ass drama shit is over. i got my skateboard back from randy after a two day escapade in colona. me and heidi spent alot of time driving around there. we looked at all the houses because there are some funny ones there. but finally i am done with all the drama. me and heidi are finally going to start living our drama free life me and heidi have been happier than ever these past months. today is our 46th month anniversary today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! two more months and it will be 4 years! she drew me this picture last night and gave it to me at work today and i thougth i was going to cry it was so sweet. i said i love you very much happy 46th month anniversary. i love you baby!

well im getting off the computer now. i think heidi has to make some more pretty pictures to post on her DA page. Have a happy wonderful week ]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1883313/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1883313/ Sat, 21 Feb 2004 12:53:00 PST haha.

Heidi is at the boat right now, hopefully winning shitloads of cash. I can't wait till I can go with her, almost one year exactly I can help her 'walk away' then I am wishing her all of my luck today tho. This morning we woke up and watched The Ring. I like that movie alot, it doesn't scare me at all and it didn't scare heidi either. I think all those people saying its the scariest movie are bogus. The first time I watched it the people i were with were in and afraid to sleep near the TV. don't understand...

Work went fast this week. Heidi got her job done yesterday and I got the thing I was working on done i think thursday? i don't remember. But last night after work we went and cashed our checks, went to subway and they off to BINGO. The first half i was one away from winning every game I think we didn't win at all last night because before we started heidi saw this crazy lady sitting next to her had a yellow lighter. I blame it all on that. After the movie we went to family video took back some movies and rented The Ring. I am not sure if its nice out today. I wanted to go ice skating today and then walk by the river but i believe it got to cold again. We can do that when its nicer out.

Hmm I just tried to take a picture of myself to make a new ID and i can't get the camera turned on. It says there is an error. OH well I'll just end with this stuff.....


~My section to Heidi~
~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1868741/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1868741/ Wed, 18 Feb 2004 19:38:00 PST I still have 3 more months till I find out if they are keeping me I hope they are.

Valentines day went really well. I hope heidi enjoyed everything I did for her. She said it was the sweetest so I hope she just wasn't saying that Our 4 year anniversary is coming up in just over 2 months. I pretty much know what I'm getting her...I just don't know how I'm going to do it. No...I want to go to another fantasuite but I don't think I will have the money.

Other then that nothing much has been up. Just watching the shows and being drug into unnessary drama that I could care less about. I just wish the drama would end. Absolutely every person i know (except heidi of course) is just being so weird and crappy. i know heidi feels the same so me and her are just backing ourselves away because honestly it has nothing really to do with us except people that throw our names in.

This weekend I hope me and heidi can go play bingo. i also want to go ice skating and maybe after that if its nice and 40 degrees like the lying weatherman says....go walking by the river. since the river and ice skating are so close to each other. alright im blabbing and done looking on the days of our lives page. jan killed victor what is that world coming to. i wish i was on a soap. Goodnight. ]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1779410/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1779410/ Sun, 01 Feb 2004 19:01:42 PST bwahaha (and i'm doing this in my best phoebe impression) well it seems hes going to hang out with jaime

This week I did not get many hours at work. It's kind of nice to have a break, but when Tuesday comes the paycheck will suck. Monday and Wednesday are my only two days I worked. On Tuesday and Thursday they called me and told me not to come in because of the snow. January is our slowest month and the snow doesn't make it any better. No one is getting many hours. My attempt at finding a new job isn't going very well either. I have one more website to check and then im going to go out and find somewhere.

Friday I had so much fun!!!! Well the morning kind of sucked because after my doctors appointment on thursday they said i had to have my stomach scoped. so bright and early friday morning i went to the hospital and had that done and i had 2 biopsy's done on spots they thought could be the problem. i ended up sleeping through it. my hand got all swollen because the nurse missed my vein and all the saline went into my hand and while i was sleeping they poked me about 6 or 7 more times. anywho my hand is still swollen but its ALOT better and should be back to normal tomorrow or the next.

Okay the fun part of Friday was the night. I was supposed to take heidi out to eat but since i couldn't drive she came and picked me up around 5ish i think. we went and i bought her dinner at fazoli's. our food was yummy! then we headed over to the mallards game. i think they played the icehogs? but anyways the mallards kicked ass. the game was really fun. me and heidi had a blast we want to go to many more games and in the summer we are going to start going to the river bandits games. after the game we went to walmart and got her dad his birthday present and the sims bustin out game.

saturday we woke up and heidi went to target to get a memory card for her game and for some reason she had the hardest time getting the card for the game. finally we went and got her one and she played that game alot of saturday. we went out to eat with her dad and diana at the fortune garden for mikes birthday. it was a good time. maybe a future grandson coming hehe then later that night we went over to heather's house and hung out with her for awhile.

this week should be a good one. i don't work on tuesday due to a dentist appointment. so i am going to stay at heidi's tomorrow night. i am also getting the results to my tests on tuesday or wednesday. hopefully i will just get on some more meds or something. well im going to go take and shower and play some dominoes. I you baby ]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1725617/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1725617/ Thu, 22 Jan 2004 18:10:40 PST she rocks at puzzles AWW she looks so cute right now!~!

so american idol started this week. that is exciting news well to me and heidi that is. we have been watching alot of our shows lately and working. i am trying to find a different job so that i can save up money. last night i applied to 10 different jobs and this morning i already got a call back. whoohoo go me! i need to save up money. there is this website and phone number to call and it gives all the houses for rent in the quad cities. i went to the website and some of the houses are really nice and remodeled. im really excited about looking for a house with heidi. apartment shopping was so fun the last couple years. well except for the frustrating fact that either of us have the best credit/jobs.

so i went to the doctor this morning and had more blood tests done. i won't know till tomorrow and monday the results. then next thursday i have to go to the hospital to find out if or when i have to get this tube in my throat. for more tests. i feel like a damn lab rat. oh well shit happens.

otherwise there hasn't been much going on. hopefully sometime me and heidi can go out and take more pictures and submit them. its been so cold out its really hard to do so. heidi has this photography book in her room that was tim's when he was in school and i want to read thru it. definetly want to refresh myself on how to develop B&W pics this weekend i don't know what i am doing. tomorrow night heidi is going to the boat hopefully to win some big bucks!!!! go sexxxy! i you ]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1682401/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1682401/ Wed, 14 Jan 2004 23:06:13 PST Keeping my sanity
But they won't let me, dream to live or live to dream
I'm still envisioning I'm singing to herd of thousands
Soul searching for the few things that will make life all right
Pointless persecution, interrogate the hype
Pretending I'm respecting who I secretly fight
One to the right
Push me to the side
Two minutes to decide what I'm say tonight
One to the right
Push me to the side
Two minutes to decide what I'm going to do with my life
Replacing ideals that would break trust down
I'm the king of apathy don't care to wear your crown
Brain children, the lemming, they suffocate my rise
Standing on hilltops, smiling, watching me breakdown'
Cutting through the fabrics of this physical relationship
The understanding was the part they decided to skip
They have the same eyes but they see things a little differently
Some blind themselves and some open their eyes to the world you see
Went to sleep on a bed of nails
You were so smart covered up your trails
Your mouth is dry and your life is stale
You always have a gun if all else fails
Sex is never just sex again
Why can't a partner just be your friend
Can we converse without a fight
And will it really matter if I spend the night
Not a pre-madonna rock star just being my crazy self always
Then you shun me to the corner cause I choose not to participate
My thoughts are running wild got to let them free emancipate
You thought you had me trapped but there is one more move, checkmate
Spent all my time on popularity and I accept my duality
But I'm growing out of it

~LBC~ ]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1665798/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1665798/ Sun, 11 Jan 2004 21:12:38 PST my car is in the shop right now getting the brakes fixed. hopefully i will have my car back by tomorrow night. its my moms bday and im coming home after work to have dinner and give her the presents. if i have a car i can go see heidi! yesterday was my sisters bday, we went out to eat at lunardi's and then after that me and heidi went toy shopping. that was great fun and we had a wonderful night. i can't wait for us to get alot of toys so everyday of the week there will be something different. haha yeah right thats a little too much.

this week we rented alot of movies. i love movies. we also decided we are going to get more self educated. pretty much i just bought a notebook and for now im going to thesaurus.com and learning the word of the day and synonyms of the word. nothing special but its good for now. i am also going to start reading more in depth about different subjects. mostly about medical terms for now, my mom knows alot about medical stuff and mostly the stuff that i know is about things i learned from her. so when i go to school i can know hopefully a little more terminology. i can't wait till i get my certificate in coding tho. after i do that for awhile i definetly am going to save my money up from that and help heidi get our stuff for developing our own pictures. i think we had a really good idea today about developing our own pictures and maybe opening own business maybe someday. we both love photography and i've wanted to do that for awhile or something in design but im horrible at design/advertising. i also was planning on going into photography after i was done with medical coding.

tonite we went to qcad and played scatagories (very much sp) and met up with randy and his new boy chad. chad looks very familar but i don't think i've ever met him before. after that they came with heidi to drop me off at home. heidi just figured out she might be related to CLAY AIKEN!!!!! that would be so exciting. shes at least related to the aikens in utah. now we just have to figure out if the north carolina aikens are related to the utah ones in any way. we have so many weird connections with him, i KNOW he will be at our wedding yay baby!! ]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1616690/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1616690/ Thu, 01 Jan 2004 22:39:33 PST
today me and heidi did absolutely nothing. we went to the RI country market twice, once for lunch and once for dinner. it was some good eating but that was the only time we got outta the house today. we started to do a puzzle and watched ghost ship. thats a really good movie, i think heidi really enjoyed it also. we were supposed to play vcr clue and i don't know what happened to that..lol

heidi got the pictures back from qcad homecoming. hopefully soon we will be posting some of them. there are some cute ones!!! i don't know any of our plans for this weekend. i talked to alecia and jessi this evening and they might give us a call tomorrow night. she is supposed to be moving out of the apt but shes still there. well im heading off to bed im tired and need sleep before work tomorrow...later ]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1592514/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1592514/ Sat, 27 Dec 2003 22:54:41 PST hehe they are awesome, can't wait for a back rub . tara and heather met us at the church and we went back to walmart again to purchase some long island ice tea. we got ahold of alecia and picked her up then we went back to heidi's. yum then we ate foooooood. it was so good. Salad with French dressing, Spaghetti, and Garlic Bread. it was super then the limo came, i wanted so bad to have a limo for this because heidi has never been in one yet and i wanted her to ride in one i knew it would make her happy. the limo went and picked up jessi and we went to the church. auston, voodoo, and brianna jumped in and we rode around then the 2nd round voodoo got out and beau, ashley, nicole, josh(black), and josh(white) jumped in. the limo ride was really interesting and fun. auston was being really loud and he kept putting his ass in my face. heidi got drunk and she was being cute when we got to the dance it was actually fun. most people think qcad ehhhh BORING. but i really had a good time at the dance. me and heidi won for qcad 2003 homecoming couple. it kind of surprised me because we really don't talk to any of the people that go there. but im glad that we did win it was fun. heidi was a beautiful queen most definetly. then everyone went over to jessi's house but i didn't want to hang out anymore because i didn't feel like drinking and being social. today was a long day and i just wanted to come home to the quiet so i dropped heidi off there and i just went and picked her up and now im here and shes downstairs playing tony hawk underground. i haven't played that game yet but i want to, it looks fun. I love you baby ]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1574962/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1574962/ Tue, 23 Dec 2003 22:10:45 PST tara gave me the movie moulin rouge!!!!! i love that movie it rocks! anywho me and heidi just came back to her house and we opened our presents. she got me plugs, a necklace, a kurt shirt, and this realllllllllllllllllllllly cute brown long sleeved collar shirt. i love her soooo much shes sitting on the couch right now watching something on tnt. and she wearing the new Brand New tshirt that i bought her, she looks more beautiful everyday. i have been so lucky to find her again she is my love and my life and someday will be my wife. hehehe i just made a rhyme. well im gonna go now because heidi is waiting for the computer. these next two days will be sad because i don't think that i will see her much because she is going to her daddys tomorrow and im going to both of my gmas the next two days. i love you baby ]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1563939/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1563939/ Sun, 21 Dec 2003 11:26:33 PST last tuesday i believe it was me heidi holly and lucy went to arthurs. lol i think me and heidi went there 3 days in a row. and after that we went to qcad and we had to get our pics taken for homecoming court. it was fun! we also might get a limo for the court to ride to homecoming in. that would be great! then i think it was the next day lucy holly randy and jake came over and we watched crybaby. i love that movie it rocks my socks. then on friday we rented the life of david gale (i recommend everyone watch that for it is the best movie), wrong turn, and freaky friday. they alll are awesome ass movies. wrong turn was kinda weird but i guess thats what you get when genetically mutated fuckers start going crazy in the woods. last night was brian and joyce's christmas party. tho i found out some disturbing news from tim, it was pretty fun LOLOLOLOL ew i feel so looked at. anywho we played catch phrase and express yourself. express yourself would have been a more fun game if the teams were smaller. i think team purple one once!!! yeah go team purple. this morning heidi cooked me breakfast!! how sweet of her and we watched what a girl wants and then we called fire down because we rented this half hour kitty love video and she watched it with us. it was soooo super adorable. tonite we are gonna go to qcad and probably talk to people about the limo maybe? who knows heidi is in the shower right now, i definetly need to take one next. four days till the most overrated holiday ever. eh whatever i still wish everyone a merry christmas and a happy drunken new year. ]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1542279/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1542279/ Tue, 16 Dec 2003 08:20:58 PST i love you baby ]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1529050/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1529050/ Sat, 13 Dec 2003 11:38:51 PST so now im on here. joyce is making almond bark pretzels and bryan is making music. ew but its snowing out right now. last night was fun. we went over to jessi and brookes house. there was a shit load of people there. at first it was no one and then all of a sudden people like kara, steve webster, andrew then like dmitriy, ashley, brian and carlos came. for me being in a really bad mood yesterday the party was really fun until the last half hour when i just was like blah. but its all good. me and heidi got interrupted in the bathroom by this one girl. i think it was the same girl that i told not to cut her hair off but i don't remember who it was. it was funny but at the time it sucked. lolololol. then on the ride home randy started puking out the door and got puke all over the side of heidi's car and tara about puked in the car because i didn't want to pull over on this main road so i pulled over on a side road and in the process tara puked on herself just a bit. anywho im awake now and i need to take a shower. me and heidi are going xmas shopping today. i already got her one thing but i need to get a few more things. i also have to buy one more thing for my mom, dad and beth. me heidi tara heather and randy are supposed to be having a xmas drawing but i don't think its happening because we keep pushing it off. lol oh well yo. well im gonna go join heidi in the basement. everyone wish her luck on getting her 7th promotion so she can go get laid and move on to the next level ]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1515382/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1515382/ Wed, 10 Dec 2003 08:27:12 PST I think this next time she will get it Last night me and heidi went and picked up alecia and went to qcad. it was actually interesting last night. me and heidi are up for homecoming court, i am not sure if we will win or not. i think its between us and ashley and nicole. who knows tho. there was some drama with voodoo and some erin girl with nicole over directions. i really hope they still do homecoming i think its a good idea and they shouldn't let one stupid person whos bitching for no reason ruin it for the rest of us. Homecoming is about the best couple, its not a popularity contest. Everything else is going great right now. Me and heidi are great, tara and heather are great, randy and wes are great. so right now all of my best people are great. the only not so great thing is that its snowing right now. heidi will be happy tho so she can go snowboarding. aw im sorry that i just called and woke you up. i am also sorry that i don't have the right kind of mac and cheese. well im going to end this because i am on the phone with heidi and i will be heading over there shortly to go buy her mac and cheese (the velveeta kind!) I love you Heidi and I love you Kale Edwin HIRL! We know whats up.....for i am itinerant here i go... ]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1502345/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1502345/ Sun, 07 Dec 2003 11:40:05 PST ]]> ~augustpremier http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1484407/ http://augustpremier.deviantart.com/journal/1484407/ Wed, 03 Dec 2003 09:22:58 PST
so heidi's birthday was really fun. we ended up drinking at her house for a bit before liquid. i think everyone even randy had a good time. heidi got her pics back most of them are on her page and im gonna put some of them on my page once we scan some of them. hmmm i don't know if i was dreaming or not but i think heidi told me that i should know what to get her for xmas this year. i hope she didn't because i really don't know what she was talking about. i was also very much in and out of sleep when she was getting ready for work this morning.

i am also going christmas shopping with my gma today at 2pm. i don't think im a very good xmas person. i mean i don't like when people buy things for me. im a very giving person. i would buy things for other people before i bought it for myself. sometimes i think that im to nice and to giving, i don't know if there is such a thing tho. i would have to say that im one of the nicest, unselfish, and honest people i have ever met. heidi says i need to be rougher like pink LOL. but ehhh to bad im staying nice, i used to be rougher and a bad kid but i don't think heidi liked that too much. she helped me realize alot of things about myself that i did wrong before me and her were together and i thank her a million for that. so everyone if you were planning on buying me something for xmas....lol heidi....i know you will, ahhhhh i gotta get going i've been writing forever and i have to meet heidi at the park for her lunch break. ]]> ~augustpremier