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~autophobe2e — Sun, 08 Jun 2008 04:59:00 PDT

i havent uploaded anything on here in ages, but i will. this is kinda becos i havent really done anything good enuff or that i want to put on here. everytime i scan something, it loses all the detail nd half the shading, im gonna need some proper sketch pens in na bit. im havin a bit of a headfuck anyhoo rite now. who the hell is john simm? oh btw this is my name in japanese:

My authentic japanese name is ç§æ¬ Akimoto (true autumn) å¹¸å Sachiko (child of fortune).
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peace out!

pissed

~autophobe2e — Wed, 28 May 2008 07:04:07 PDT

i left my ipod at a friends house (i forget things, thats what i do)

then he went off to scotland for three days, and i am left with no music

ive managed to make it to wednesday without cracking

he gets back tmrw

if hes lost the pod, he dies.

not literally of course, i dont really kill people (often).

but i WOULD photoshop some gay porn of him

senf it to important people

maybe break his legs.

this has been a whine by tom, i just like to complain about stuff. thanks for lwtting me waste your time with my bullshit.

peace out.

Devious Journal Entry

~autophobe2e — Tue, 27 May 2008 12:29:47 PDT

"One night in long bygone times, man awoke and saw himself.

He saw that he was naked under cosmos, homeless in his own body. All things dissolved before his testing thought, wonder above wonder, horror above horror unfolded in his mind.

Then woman too awoke and said it was time to go and slay. And he fetched his bow and arrow, a fruit of the marriage of spirit and hand, and went outside beneath the stars. But as the beasts arrived at their waterholes where he expected them of habit, he felt no more the tiger's bound in his blood, but a great psalm about the brotherhood of suffering between everything alive.

That day he did not return with prey, and when they found him by the next moon, he was sitting dead by the waterhole.

II

Whatever happened? A breach in the very unity of life, a biological paradox, an abomination, an absurdity, an exaggeration of disastrous nature. Life had overshot its target, blowing itself apart. A species had been armed too heavily- by spirit made almighty without, but equally a menace to its own well-being. Its weapon was like a sword without hilt or plate, a two-edged blade cleaving everything; but he who is to wield it must grasp the blade and turn the one edge toward himself. "

ive been thinking a lot about this kinda thing recently. a bit of philosophy etc. just rying to make meaning (not method) to the madness.

unsurprisingly, it hasnt worked.

it also means i havent done much revision lol

still, life is good, i have fun, so who cares? im just trying to enjoy myself.

PS the quote is from a story by an existentialist philosopher called zappfe

ehhhhhhh

~autophobe2e — Mon, 19 May 2008 12:31:26 PDT

goddamn man.... i got two exams i cant possibly pass this week, i m onna fail and then im gonns cry and then im gonna cheer up a bit and watch one of the endless repeats of friends on e4.

then im gonna realise that life goes on, so light a bowl!

i have 1 week of doin absolutely nottin' when i can go out every night nd get wasted wit friends and that. see some terrible indie bands play tiny rooms full of sweaty people with odd fringes... camp out in hyde park for just cos of missin the last bus home....just be really chill every day nd drink and smoke myself into an early grave every night

should be fun! till then ive got revision i should be gettin on with, so see ya!

back on DA

~autophobe2e — Tue, 18 Mar 2008 08:42:04 PDT

so i'm back, new computer, new outlook, new shoes.

ive not been on here in aaaages so i guess im gonna have to work hard to make up for lost time.

gear up gents, lets go to war.

i also did this:

Info
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[yea..maybe] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[x] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[x] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctorÂs office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from MySpace.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight.
[x] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[...

back at school

~autophobe2e — Tue, 04 Sep 2007 08:37:26 PDT

back at school, starting AS level courses. i can see all my spare time disappearing in front of my very eyes.

On the plus side, started reading some really good GNs
like "black hole" "watchmen" and "ghost world". suddenly addicted to both daniel clowes and alan moore. rite now i`m reading "black hole". bloody brilliant!

Devious Journal Entry

~autophobe2e — Tue, 04 Sep 2007 08:28:25 PDT

bored

~autophobe2e — Mon, 02 Jul 2007 06:10:47 PDT

boredom. lost my i-pod so i got no tunes til i find it. writing this is literally the most exciting thing i`ve done all day.

i`ve got quite an interesting black eye which seems to change colour every day. when that fades i may well lose my mind.

no i-pod and no eye make tom go crazy.no i-pod and no eye make tom go crazy no i-pod and no eye make tom go crazy no i-pod and no eye make tom go crazy no i-pod and no eye make tom go crazy no i-pod and no eye make tom go crazy no i-pod and no eye make tom go crazy no i-pod and no eye make tom go crazy no i-pod and no eye make tom go crazy no i-pod and no eye make tom go crazy no i-pod and no eye make tom go crazy no i-pod and no eye mno i-pod and no eye make tom go crazyake tom go crazy no i-pod and no eye make tom go crazy no i-pod and no eye make tom go crazy no i-pod and no eye make tom go crazy........................

END OF EXAMS!!!!

~autophobe2e — Sat, 23 Jun 2007 08:48:17 PDT

FINISHED my gcses the other day!!!! nothing to do but CHILL for the next couple o` weeks. just lie back and KICK IT for aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaages!!!!!!!!!!!

nothing i even need to get out of bed for, cept to eat.
this rocks the casbah. PEACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

END OF EXAMS!!!!

~autophobe2e — Sat, 23 Jun 2007 08:48:15 PDT

Devious Journal Entry

~autophobe2e — Mon, 18 Jun 2007 13:28:15 PDT

a wise bastid named sam told me i shud keep me drawings. so i`m putting all the bits n` bobs on here so i don`t lose them... otherwise they`d just get put in the rubbish. this means i`m gonna probli put a lot of half finished stuff on my page...so no change there.

help!!!!!!

~autophobe2e — Mon, 11 Jun 2007 08:49:03 PDT

hey, i`m hopelessly stuck.

any help on how to send messages to my mates on here or add them to my friends list would be appreciated, thank you.

help!!!!!!

~autophobe2e — Mon, 11 Jun 2007 08:49:00 PDT

hey, i`m hopelessly stuck.

any help on how to send messages to my mates on here or add them to my friends list would be appreciated, thank you.