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Happened to drop in to check my messages... So, I guess I just wanted to wish you all Happy Halloween

My DA is totally not active lol.

Uni has been terrible to me but it's shocking how fast time passes. I'm already in my second year of uni, heading to third year next year and then graduation! lol.

Well, once again, Happy Halloween~

<3 from me to you. *hands out cookies*

Hope you're all doing great!

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Lovu lovu <3

DBSK partner in crime~

My online girl-friends XD~

Clubs I join:


The ever crazy? trio!



]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/22186172/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/22186172/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 09:21:34 PST .>;;;

But! Despite that, I hope that everyone had a wonderful X'mas and a good upcoming New Year ^^ (hopefully I'll be more active soon too >.>

Hope you all had lovely presents and love and may your wishes come true! ^^

I hope that my writing will improve more and I can update more too lol

I guess this is it~

Love ya all~

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Lovu lovu <3

DBSK partner in crime~

My online girl-friends XD~

Clubs I join:


The ever crazy? trio!



]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/20771952/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/20771952/ Wed, 01 Oct 2008 06:36:01 PDT D

I'm just finding really lame excuses for myself to be lazy. LOL. I wonder how's everyone? I'm on DA almost everyday but I never update my journal. It's been about 3 months (or maybe more) since I touched this. Hahhaha I feel so bad to my poor DA account.

I am now in second semester, still surviving through uni. Public relations course has been good so far, just that the writing kinda freaks me out sometimes. Grammar and punctuation are so important that I feel like I need to buy those books that students use in their school days. It will probably help with my basics, who knows?

I love Japanese which is one of my minor. It's such a fun subject, stressful at times, but it's the subject which I enjoy the most. I just hate my other minor which is Management. >.>;;;

Want to change work again as my boss and I run on different lines of frequency. He's getting on my nerves more and more, with insults and what not. If I survive another day without strangling his neck, I call myself having high tolerance. I am applying for lots of jobs now and if I do get a new one, I'll dump this. Ahh, hopefully everything turns out fine. D:

Booked my flight tickets for the end of the year. I'll be flying back to Malaysia on 9th December. ^^ Can't wait! I am wondering how I stayed in this very rotten boring place of Perth, Australia for almost a year. *self praise* Promised my other friends I'll be back next year during June... I'll make it.

On a side note, travelling is so expensive. That's part of the reason why I'm working my ass off. Planning to go to China next year end so my flatmate can bring me around. It's a long way to go but time to start planning. I'm also planning to go on a exchange student program in my 3rd year to either Seoul, Korea or Japan. Can't make up my mind yet. Both places are expensive as hell. I guess I'll just apply and see how things go

Sooooooo, I guess that's it. Must really really research for Marketing now. DX

See you all! Byeeeee and take care.

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Lovu lovu <3

DBSK partner in crime~

My online girl-friends XD~

Clubs I join:
http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/19068678/ Fri, 27 Jun 2008 03:33:44 PDT 's journal because I thought it looks kinda fun LOL. XD Okie dokie, let me start.

Level 1
() Smoked A Cigarette
() Smoked A Cigar
() Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex

SO FAR: 0

Level 2
() Are / Been In Love
() Dumped someone
() Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 1

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class
() Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 4

Level 4
() Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantart Friends
() Been To Paris
() Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
() Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 5

Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
() Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone Through Internet
() Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 7

Level 6
() Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
() Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
() Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 9

Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
() Built A Sand Castle
() Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 12

Level 8
() Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
() Gone Sledging
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 15

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
() Felt An Earthquake
() Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 16

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
() Been Robbed / Vandalized
(x) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 19

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
() Been Suspended From School
() Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 21

Level 13
() Had / Have Braces
() Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night (no clue how much a pint is, but i prolly did)
() Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 21

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
() Witnessed A Crime
() Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 24

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
() Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 28

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
() Played Cops And Robbers
() Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
() Sang Karaoke
() Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 29

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
() Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
() Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 31

Level 18
() Written A Letter To Santa Claus (more like an e-Mail xD)
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
() Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere

SO FAR: 33

Level 19
() Crashed A Party
() Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
() Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
() Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 34

Level 20
() Worn Pearls
() Jumped Off A Bridge
() Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
() Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 34

Level 22
() Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/Ice Cube
() Kicked A Fish
() Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
() Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 34

Level 23
() Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
() Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 36

Level 24
() Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
() Had/Been In A Tree House
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 38

Level 25
(x) Believed In Ghosts
() Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
() Gone Streaking
() Visited Jail

SO FAR: 39

Level 26
(x) Played Chicken
() Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
() Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
() Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 41

Level 27
() Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
() Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
() Caught A Butterfly
() Laughed So... ]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/18127968/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/18127968/ Fri, 02 May 2008 05:03:38 PDT I visit DA almost everyday Uni life has been busy and crazy, and I'm actually really tired from the lack of sleep while I'm doing this. I still have another essay (2000 words) due next Mon, a report and a presentation plus one really evil test. :3

Well, I am tagged by . Here it goes...


The Idea:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, Pandora, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag three people.


1. How am I feeling today?
Epik High - Slave Song (Overture)
That's right, I'm a slave to assignments. >.<

2. Do you want to get married?
Leslie Cheung - Too Hot
Wth?! @_@ Uh... No relation at all.

3. What is my best friend's theme song?
Epik High - Fan
Uh... Sure, if they are so hip hop and emo XD

4. What is high school like?
Stefanie Sun - My Love
WRONG! I never had any love in high school!

5. What is the best thing about me?
DBSK - Together
Yep, let's all stick together XD

6. How is today going to be?
Lee Soo Young - Lullaby
Yeah, someone please put me to sleep.

7. What is in store for this weekend?
Angela Aki - Peace To
Hmm, if I finish my assignments, then there's peace I suppose.

8. What song describes my parents?
NewS - Taiyou no Namida
WHUT?! @_@ Is this indicating that my parents are sun's tears? @_@

9. How is my life going?
Fiona Sit - Little Black and Me
A song about a girl and how she misses her cat. So does this means I'm melancholic? XD

10. What song will they play at my funeral?
Nobuo Uematsu - Cloud Smiles
Awwwwww it's a good song ^^

11. How does the world see me?
Tohoshinki - Tonight
I'm the creature of the dark? Maybe I am thanks to assignments XD

12. What do my friends really think of me?
Daniel Powter - Hollywood
AHAHAH SUREEEEEEEE ROFL

13. Do people secretly lust after me?
Komatsu Ryota & Charlie Kosei - Kagen no Tsuki
Don't get this.

14. How can I make myself happy?
Loveholic - Hwabun (Flower Pot)
Ah, some flowers would be nice XD

15. What should I do with my life?
Atelier Iris 1 OST - Lakeside
Should I go fishing?

16. Will I ever have children?
Sakamoto Maaya - High Touch
@_@ ??????

17. What is some good advice?
Kim JunSu (DBSK) - All Rise
Huh? Okay, so I should... rise in the early morning?

18. What do I think my current theme song is?
Spring Waltz OST - Flash Back
Flash back to my lovely holidays

19. What does everyone else think about my current life?
K - Trust Me
(...?)

20. What type of women/men do you like?
Firehouse - When I Look into Your Eyes
Ah, I like guys with pretty eyes ^^

21. Will you get married?
Carnival - Goose S Dream
(So me getting married is just a mere dream?)

22. Where will you live?
So Nyuh Shi Dae - Jageun Bae (Little Boat)
But but, I don't wanna live my life in a boat >.>

24. What will your dying words be?
Victor Chen - Disfigured
Uhhhhhhhh, I'm crazy til the end XD

25. When I meet a guy/girl for the first time I say...
Na Yoon Kwon - Nae Ga Dwit Geu Nal Gga Ji (Until The Day I Become...)
Become what? Your lover? 8D hahahhaha

26. When my parents are angry I say...
Wonder Girls - Irony
(=.=;;; Huh...)

Ok, that's it ^^ It was fun~

Not gonna tag anyone, so if you like just take it.

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Lovu lovu <3 http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/16202668/ Tue, 01 Jan 2008 08:52:57 PST
Well, MERRY X'MAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!

12 days of Christmas, so I guess its still Christmas huh? XD How did everyone's new year go? I hope it was great

I hope that all your wishes and dreams do come true in 2008!

Love,
autumn-wind

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Lovu lovu <3

DBSK partner in crime~

My online girl-friends XD~

Clubs I join:


The ever crazy? trio!



]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/15626102/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/15626102/ Thu, 22 Nov 2007 19:10:45 PST
I haven't been updating for the longest time O.o;;; My DA journal is like dated back on July 31. LOL. But as always, I still do my daily DA check. ^^

Finally done with college! This whole year of torture is finally done and thru with ^^ I guess it was a pretty fun year, I kinda miss everyone now but we still have a class trip on Monday 8D Everyone would be parting next year =3 But I guess that's life.

Last paper was Accounts on November 20. I kept going out these few days and got myself busy with shopping and whatnot XD

Will continue writing in December when there will be probably less outing I would be busy with university applications and so. Hopefully my results are okayyyyy DX DX *prays to God* It comes out right before Christmas! How cruel T_T

Somehow I'm still considering twinning (1+2) because I hope that studying 3 years straight won't be a crazy financial burden on my dad =/ But I still prefer going there 3 years for degree. Even though he allows, but I feel kinda guilty. I'm still wondering how I will settle over there @_@

On the other hand, I will fully attack my PS2! ^^

I guess that's all~ Bye~

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Lovu lovu <3

DBSK partner in crime~

My online girl-friends XD~

Clubs I join:


The ever crazy? trio!



]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/13960368/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/13960368/ Tue, 31 Jul 2007 17:52:58 PDT
To all my watchers, yes, I'm still alive, but barely updating as you can see College work is practically killing my brain off =/ ahhh I really want to sleep now.

My class had a booth for charity carnival yesterday in my college. It was fun and tiring, I spent whole Monday night and Tuesday morning baking. We didn't had time to sleep. XD And that was what I was being busy about recently.

I could say that I can still endure this torture for another few months before I graduate from college.

I finally got my P license, meaning that I can drive, but please don't trust my skills, not just yet XD

I miss my amount of dosage of animes, mangas and seriesss DX I hope I can write when I want soon hahahah

Actually in library using the computer while doing accounts assignment =.=;;;

Anyways, got to go to class~ Bye!

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Lovu lovu <3

DBSK partner in crime~

My online girl-friends XD~

Clubs I join:


The ever crazy? trio!



]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/13021848/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/13021848/ Sun, 20 May 2007 06:05:01 PDT
He smokes DX (and I hate the smell) and he sleeps while I'm driving @_@ And he's really pressuring me a lot, until I can't perform well.

I'm beginning to lose all my confidence, I really want to change to a new instructor =/ Hopefully I can talk to my dad about it. Because its manual and I'm still new, I get messed up on stuff. And he keeps rushing me telling me to hurry up =3

I really thank my dear friends who kept hearing my ramblings and hear out my complaints. You all really made me much better by supporting me

I was also talking to my friend on the phone and she asked me hows my driving, and I complained and cried, and she told me something which made me so touched, "I feel like bashing up your instructor".

and many more made me happy by hearing out my crap talk DX

Exams are tommorrow... I hope I will do well =/ I'm really worried over everything.

I really miss I wish I can talk to her... DX

Friends are such wonderful beings <3 I'm so glad I have them to keep me company. Even if I leave one day, I would want to take my memories of them with me :')

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Lovu lovu <3

DBSK partner in crime~

My online girl-friends XD~

Clubs I join:


The ever crazy? trio!

http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/12549140/ Wed, 11 Apr 2007 05:19:58 PDT did on her journal, so I'm merely FOLLOWING because its the rule. hmmmmmmmm here it goes

"You can ask me THREE questions
No matter how crazy, inappropriate, or random they are
I will answer 100% truthfully. (or as close to the truth as i can)

Now Here's The Dare.
You Must Put This in Your Journal
See What Other People Will Ask You."

OK YOU CAN FIRE THE QUESTIONS NOW

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Lovu lovu <3

DBSK partner in crime~

My online girl-friends XD~

Clubs I join:


The ever crazy? trio!



]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/12009715/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/12009715/ Thu, 01 Mar 2007 06:39:59 PST
Watch the video here: [link]

I am always thankful for what the Japanese provide us in the entertainment world and all... but I hate this...

It's so bloody and sad, I mean, at least if you want to eat them, please please please, kill them in such a not so cruel way.

I started crying when the dolphin got all bloody. *sniffles*
The images are kinda gross, and they sorta haunt me @_@

They are smart creatures too =/

We should really appreciate all these animals T_T

If you agree with me after watching the video, sign the petition here: [link]

OK... I shall go back to my work. bye bye *hands cookies*


Credits:
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sweetie friends~

DBSK partner in crime~

My online girl-friends XD~

Clubs I join:


]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/11859195/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/11859195/ Sat, 17 Feb 2007 19:06:07 PST .< I'll be back soon, I hopeeeee. But I still check my DA daily

OK lots of wishes in one journal. I haven't been updating this journal for sometime X_X Cause I always go to the Livejournal one heheheeh Been lurking there hehehe

OK, V day was boring for me, cause I ended up doing Econs assignment till morning. Plans with my friends were cancelled, but anyway, Happy belated Valentine's day to everyone. I hope all of you had fun ^^

Thennnnnnnnn

It's CHINESE NEW YEAR ^^

Collect more red packets (ang paos), eat mandarin oranges, play a lottttt <3 We are all happy people on Chinese New Year hahahahah

I got my last minute CNY clothings on Friday, shopping mall was packed to max!

Well, reunion dinner yesterday night was quite good, yummy food

Its all written in my LJ, as well as the Happy birthday greeting of Chang Min~

[link]

I sitll would like to wish Max Choi Kang Chang Min from DBSK Happy Birthday

bye bye people! Have fun~ *spreads lub*

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sweetie friends~

DBSK partner in crime~

My online girl-friends XD~

Clubs I join:


]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/11468143/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/11468143/ Wed, 17 Jan 2007 05:06:49 PST

Whats going on??

In English:

Rules: The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6
weird habits/things/hates about yourself" and people who
get tagged MUST write a journal about their 6 weird
habits/things/hates as well as state this rule clearly. In the
end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged
and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that
says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell
them to read yours...
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En Francias -Franc-:

[Regles : Le premier "joueur" de ce "jeu" commence avec un
sujet "6 etrangetés/habitudes/anectodes/choses détéstées"
de maniere a établir cette regle clairement. Apres, vous avez
a choisir les - prochaines personnes "tagées", et donner
leurs noms. Ne pas oublié de poster un message sur leur
devpage leur precisant qu'ils ont été taggés.


6 weird habits/things/hates about myself:

1) I hate Maths, its my eternal enemy (that explains why I don't take Maths in college)

2) Gets emo T_T

3) Tends to cry when watching something emotional, also cry while reading fanfics XD (and my friends doesn't think its very sad)

4) Is scared to drive, cause I have the bad sense of direction

5) Procrastinating is my bad side T_T

6) Loves to read/write stories with similar storyline (for example: 90% of my stories kills someone)

the 6 ppl I tagged is ::















]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/11393371/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/11393371/ Thu, 11 Jan 2007 00:33:32 PST
Well, most of my school friends are there, but we are taking different courses, so I don't see them often I miss my close school friends already T_T I don't know if I do blend well with the crowd and all in my new college, but I'm still surviving.

Most of my classmates kinda differ from me =.=;;; I don't really like wearing fancy clothes and all I prefer being plain hahahaha I don't really find them being serious in what they do... Only some of them in the class I can click with @_@

Welllllllll, I WILL and HAVE to survive. It's only for a year, and I'm off this hook. Right, preserve! I have to!

With my busy schedule these days, I wonder when I can finish playing my games T_T I finished Tales of Abyss! XD

I'll be updating more prose these days than poem, till I get back my "poem" mood, I might write again XD bye bye~ <3
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mai sweetie friends~

DBSK partner in crime~

My online girl-friends XD~

Clubs I join:


]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/11262504/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/11262504/ Thu, 11 Jan 2007 00:30:51 PST
And somehow I feel kinda sad and nostalgic.

I learned and did many things in 2006~ Every year isn't a perfect year, but there really could be many many happy times!

I learned that even though a person might be in a different situation, sooner or later a person will adapt and get used to it. Hardships will be over soon! My last year's resolution was to pass Add maths and I did, hopefully my results will come out fine. I started to get to know DBSK this year, and really love their music (Is still hoping Yoochun's hair will come back and they don't move to Japan). I met many new people this year... And I took my high school's major exam, finally I already turned 17. It's time to move on to another stage of my life T_T I'm not sure whether I'm prepared or not. I attended my school's prom night, and yes, I'm officially a high school graduate.

Then after my exams, I went for my first trip in Singapore DD

I will really miss my friends next year, they are all separated from me. T_T I'm not sure how to cope up with the loss of them, but COME WHAT MAY! I'm sure everyone's pat

]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/11172169/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/11172169/ Sun, 24 Dec 2006 08:19:02 PST
To Malaysians, the weather is hot, yes, BUT THE CHRISTMAS MOOD! enjoy the fireworks~

To other people... Eat lots, drink lots, have fun in a big load XDDDDDD

And today, I made a decision that I'll be taking Mass Communication for my course in college, hopefully I'll do fine. XD

Love love~ Hope everyone is having fun!!!

Baiiiiiiiii *spreads love*

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sweetie friends~

DBSK partner in crime~

My online girl-friends XD~

Clubs I join:


]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/11130613/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/11130613/ Wed, 20 Dec 2006 17:47:41 PST
I met and her sisters there, as they were looking for because they are her fans. wahahhaa my lovely friends has fans XD And she drew them a Roxas on the spot.

I'm sick TT_TT I also dunno why... But yesterday when I woke up, I felt quite okay, but when in the afternoon, my nose starts running real bad while I was playing TOTA (tales of the abbyss)...

And it's so horribleeeeeeeee

I hate being sick, ecspecially flu, and I hope it doesn't last long, because when it does, I can really really... get annoyed. And flu makes me hungry @_@ and sleepy, coz I keep sneezing, and I will feel like sleeping.

I'm so hungry now *stomach growling*

I finished the game Yakuza the day before yesterday... And when I checked the records, I actually took 23 hours and 44 minutes to finish the entire game, but I didn't complete many missions XDDDD

I'm playing TOTA now... Oh I can't stand that whiny Luke @_@ He's just so annoying. And I so love Jade Curtiss and Guy XD I got all the characters except Princess Natalie so far... It's quite an okay game, I hope there will be more Tales series translated as well.

is finally back from Japan, I would like to thankkkkkk herrrrr for getting me the Death Note artbook. XD Thank you darling~ I know it was heavy for you @_@ I hope you had lotsa funnnn~~~

I'm supposed to clean up my horrible room but my brain keeps receving call waves from ps2 XD

*spreads love* early Merry Christmas wishes~~~~~

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sweetie friends~

DBSK partner in crime~

My online girl-friends XD~

Clubs I join:


]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/10828602/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/10828602/ Thu, 23 Nov 2006 22:04:56 PST
Next week is even more tortorous, add maths, physics, chem and moral one row straight @_@ zomg. *Dies* Sob sob sob...

Then right, I tell you T_T I can't stand those people who finishes their exam early then they go out of the exam hall. THEN THEY START SCREAMING LIKE BLOODY HOOLIGANS =.= gahhhhhhhh and i sit next to the door, and they are so frigging noisy. Can't they respect those that are still doing their papers? *stab stab*

I feel like telling them "OIIIIII SHUT UP!!! IF YOU STILL IN EXAMS I COME OUT AND SCREAM LIKE MAD WOMAN, YOU LIKE AR?! HAHHH?! &*^&%&$^@#$%&^%^$r" so fed up with those idiots. =.= *strangles them*

My lips are back to cracking again. The lower lip, middle part. When it cracked last year, it hurts so much >.< It took around one week for it to recover *sniffles* When I was sitting down on my table and my fingers brushed across my lips, and I was like O.O;;; WHY ARE MY FINGERS... SO MUCH BLOOD. @_@

It bled badly, now too. @_@ But it stopped, so hopefully it will recover with the help of lip balms~ <3

Gotta stuff with Chem and Phy sob sob T_T

I realize that people write fanfic these days (ecspecially Korean-based story fanfics) very high tech O.o;;; While we still use posters and stuff... already minority of people created trailers for the story =O wow... I saw this story of Jaejoong and Ueto Aya, the trailer is pretty. It was shown to me by And when I went to house I saw her opening the story in Soompi. its really a fanfic. I was kinda shocked. XDDDD

Oh, oh XD I almost forgot. Happy Thanksgiving to those who are celebrating it

Lolness XD Bye bye *spreads love*

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]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/10729677/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/10729677/ Wed, 15 Nov 2006 01:58:04 PST
Constantly replying to friends on other line with sometimes a simple laugh and lol.

Spazzes over DBSK/JunKi/K/All bishounens for a moment and soon.

Books strewn over table, bags scattered on floor, papers stacked on table.

Remains of food wrapper or bowls on my table.

This is what it feels like to be near exam. =.=;;; oh oh sucks. I wish I could fangirl my books like how I do that to celebrities.

Well, good luck to my friends and all who are taking SPM tomorrow for Accounts.

Schooldays, I think I'll miss them. When I first joined in form 1, my brother sometimes told me "Enjoy your life in school" and I snickered, telling him "I hate the homeworks."

Lol, now I kinda regretted not heeding his advice. T_T 17 feels freaking old. And I'm scared of driving. I might just got too panic and forgot my way home, and end up in some god knows where forest. XDDDD

K released his new single~ First Christmas, what can I say? The smexy voice. Perfect songs for Christmas.

I wanna go to his Winter Live Tour in Japan T_T Someone pay for my plane ticket and support me there. sob sob, I wish he comes to Malaysia, and I'll definitely go to the concert even though I heard all of his songs and hears them more than umpteeth times. Hehe, I love K's songs.

I wish DBSK will come again to Malaysia for concert. But oh, fat hope. =.=;;;

Today I found this great great love fanfic of DBSK online when I was surfing in google. The title was, Tainted Memories of Issey Miyake.

I love that fanfic. It's so saddening at the end, but so humurous at the starting.

Well, what attracted me was actually the title with Issey Miyake attached to it. My brother uses that cologne and I was curious what does it have to do with a story.

I ended up reading a 101 chapters story.

The fanfic is beautifully linked between past and future. If you read it, you'll know. A girl who takes in remembrance of her past life meets Kim JaeJoong, the rebel of the school. He was younger, but seemingly mature, cool and rude. She was someone with a scarred heart, kind and caring.

The two lifes crashed in an unexpected way.

He reminds her of her lost love long ago, that carries the same scent of cologne of Issey Miyake.

But unknown to everyone else in the world, the cologne was tainted with her painful memories.

Thus, a beautiful love story begins, and secrets unfold.

XDDDDDDDDD My own summary on the story. XD I think I'll remember the story forever~

Linkie: [link]

I don't know who the author was, I wish I knew. @_@

Oh, I'm so hungry nowwwww XD

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]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/10447408/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/10447408/ Thu, 19 Oct 2006 16:38:45 PDT for making me actually love Prison Break and Wentworth Miller. I had started watching Prison Break recently and though it was quite freaky (not to mention the creepy casts), it was a thrilling and exciting show.

I don't know why I'm watching even though exams is a month away. >.> But uh... I'm only in ep2, so its ok. I do study kay X3 The one week hols I have now is meant for studying... Booo =3

Dong Bang Shin Ki (DBSK) is a Korean group I had taken liking again. My fave singer in the group is Jae Joong XD He's so cute, now that he dyed his hair blond, he looks kinda... weird at first, but I got used to it, thanks to all the videos that had let me watch. I can't believe Chang Min watched... AV stuff. And he looked the most innocent. *cough cough*

I hope Yun Ho will be safe again, hopefully don't get tricked by those DBSK-haters again. Lol, the girl has the guts to put glue into his orange juice. Poor Yun Ho.

The crazy ranting begins :

I think I'm a pretty emotional person. I say that because I cry easily. Lol, I think people who knows me will know. There's a long list of how I cried = being emo. XDD I'll just list ten for the fun of it.

1. Watching 1 Litre of Tears. Aya's life story totally killed me.

2. Watching Crying Out Love At The Centre of The World. When the girl had leukemia and died, years later, he hallucinates her again in the school hall. She said, "I had never played the piano for so long. I will only play it for you, only you." T_T

3. Reading A Walk To Remember by Nicholas Sparks. Years ago when I read a fanfic done by Emilyn/s.w.i.m.f.a.n. (I think), a very famous writer at that time, she mentioned that book. When I read it, I cried.

4. Reading P/s I love you by Cecillia Ahern, what the guy did touched me, he's such a sweet husband.

5. Watching the music video of Sakurairo Mau Koro, by Mika Nakashima. I cried because the girl didn't return to the guy.

6. Reading NANA, I cried like buckets when that idiot Shouji cheated on Hachi. I also did cry in another manga by Yazawa Ai, which is Kagen no Tsuki, when the girl couldn't see Adam again.

7. When I scored like crap for my Chemistry/Add Maths.

8. When I was young, I played those fighting game with my brother. When I get frustrated after I lost to him for many times; I don't know why I cried. >.>

9. Cried while watching countless Korean dramas/movies. Love Story in Harvard, Innocent Steps, Stairway to Heaven, Autumn in my Heart, Winter Sonata.

10. Just yesterday while watching DBSK videos in 's house, there's a part about YooChun's life story. When he said on the screen to his younger brother, "It's hyung here... I'm sorry I couldn't take care of you, I'm trying to work hard here to make your life better." Something like that, and it got me.

XDD That's why I say I'm emo. whhahaha

That's all for now *spreads *

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~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/10169727/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/10169727/ Sun, 24 Sep 2006 07:35:44 PDT
Oh well, forget the previous Disgaea for now. When I started playing Disgaea 2 and saw the opening, I would had thought Adell (the main guy) was a demon. Turn out, no! He's the only human left in the village that hasn't been turned into a demon. And to save his family from the curse demon thing, he must kill Lord Zennon, the evil dude.

So yada yadi yada, his mother did a summoning, and suddenly the princess appeared. And I don't like her. =.=;;; She makes lots of noise, makes herself seems too ROYAL, haughty and very snobby. Plus, she seems to be trying to convince herself that her daddy loves her. >.> And who the hell wears a dress (a ballroom dress I tell you) to a battlefield, equipped with a gun? O.o;;;

Adell is not THAT bad, but sometimes I can't stand his too confident talk. "I must kill the overlord zennon to save my family!" "I will win for sure" "whatever's in my way I kill!" "Even if my break my legs and hands, I will continue to fight!" Like as if he can really win. Like what the princess says, he's facing a demon who killed 1000 demons. LOL.

Well, the game wasn't all bad. As usual, we had Prinnies throwing time! They were cute, but doesn't carry sentimental values anymore because there's no more Laharl's mummy. XD And there's the bribing of senators! Yay! But they keep taking my items =.=;;; The weapons are getting more expensive too >.<

I actually did had fun playing it, for six straight hours. Before I realized it, my shoulders hurt like hell T_T

I think that's all, school is starting tomorrow. HORROR!! Sob sob.

I can't wait for Death Note's anime! XD

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]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/10096580/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/10096580/ Sat, 16 Sep 2006 23:57:46 PDT

Music : w-inds - This Time - onegai

Reading: School books again. I want back my MANGAS!!!!!!!!!

Watching: I want back my animes too! NOW! >.>

I'm doomed, bloody doomed, hell doomed, ___(insert words) doomed. I can't sutff things into my brain anymore. Why did I even bother to enter Science stream? I HATE SCIENCE. seriously! T_T I can't do well OMFG! I should have joined commerce and be happy with all the banks and stuff. I hate add maths, it's the most most misarable subject in my life other than chemistry.

(*^&%^%#$^@&^()*+_(+|_ grrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!! *(^&*%Y#%$#$%@&^*())_(+_)*)&*%&*%

(I'm not making any sense anymore *sulks in a corner*)

How could anyone like Chemistry? If I can pass my trials, I pray to God and I swear I'll be a good girl, won't make any lies (only in desperate situations), be brave to face whatever in future, study like mad, update my fics in time and don't procrastinate.

IF THAT IS I PASS.

But for now, all is DOOMED. Screw my Bio, screw my Maths, screw my Chem, screw my Physics, screw my Add Maths. >.> SCREW EVERYTHING THAT DOESN'T GO RIGHT IN MY LIFE!

grrrrrrrrr

I'm so bloody scared now. I wish there's no exams, and my chem teacher can stop nagging about how bad our results are. Humans are so worriesome. SPM OH SPM HURRY UP AND DISAPPEAR!

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]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/9904081/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/9904081/ Wed, 30 Aug 2006 05:21:21 PDT

Reading: Wahahaha school books attack!

Listening to: Park Hyo Shin - Snow Flakes

After a month plus, here's a new journal, not that its important, its just my own random rambling again. I'm so gonna choke whoever who forwarded my mock trials! sobbbb my exams are here! >.> baddddddddd!!!!! Yesterday morning, my school headmistress told us to gather and suddenly told us "your mock trials are tomorrow!" and she asked "are you ready for it?" DUH NOOO NOOOO! =.= and and she said "children! you can't say you aren't ready!" arghhhhh try and be in our shoes stupid woman (oopsss that just slipped out).

Anyway, I got so bloody annoyed and scared, because on the first day, (today) I had to face PHYSICS. one of my super killer science subject. I spent my whole night trying to stuff two years of knowledge into this small brain of mine. And yeah, I slept at 11 at night and woke up at 4 in the morning to study. Then I went to school at 7 in the morning. Niceeeeee day I had man (Note: I'm being damn sarcastic). It started with English, they were okay papers and when it jumped to Physics I was ready to be killed with a heart attack. =X

OMGGGG I forgot so many theoriesssss Uh wahhhh And I knew I was doomeddd.

These few weeks sure are bad.

My grandma passed away last week To my grandmother.

And I have bashed exams after this.

I guess the more I ramble, the more I'm frustrated. So I shall diverge into my other than school life-life. Hehheh. I've been addicted to some songs these days, one of them is snowflakes which is sang by park hyo shin, just korean version of yuki no hana by mika nakashima. I'm also in love with Jae Joong's Insa (Greeting in Korean). Omg XD His voice <3

I have so many unfinished short stories, lots of poems with no names yet and waiting to be edited XD. I still haven't edited fanfic of her new chapter. So sorry, promise I'll do it once exams are over.

Okay, that's for it I guess. Bye~~~~~~~~

*time to stuff two history textbooks into my head in a day*

Note: Tomorrow is my country's independence day. *waves flag* But I'm not a very patriotic person I guess. ]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/9143912/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/9143912/ Thu, 22 Jun 2006 03:26:23 PDT Here it goes~

1. what kind of first impression do you think people say when they first see you?
She's... weird? Why is she laughing 24/7?

2. what's one thing you like to do alone?
Microsoft Word! <3 Writing hehe... And reading, and watching sad shows!

3. what is your favourite line to say when you're drunk?
I haven't got drunk before...

4. how many drinks do u need before u get tipsy?
Ermmm never had one. But lemme guess... maybe one or two!

5. if you made a cake, what would it look like?

Hmm, cakes *hungry* But cooking just isn't my thing. I want a rich chocolate cake, with moist chocolate on it, and comes with vanilla ice cream~

6. what kind of books do you like to read?
Romance, chic lit (love how they talk about girls spending lots of money and handling love life-just hilarious), mystery, adventure, detective and thrillers sorta stuff. Actually, I don't mind reading all, even classical!~

7. do you think you're cute?
No... @_@

8. do you have a problem changing clothes in front of your friends?
I think I have.

9. what do you eat/drink when you raid the fridge at night?
Food= cakes, sweets, chocolates, ice cream
Drinks= milk, tea

10. describe your bed?
Queen sized, I occupy half of it, my books and soft toys occupies another half. And it's heaven after school.

11. spontaneous or planned?
Tends to plan, but never worked out. Spontaneous don't work out for me too. I'm stuck... =.=

12. do you know how to play poker?
Nopeeeeeeeee

13. what do you carry with you at all times?
If out, will be money and phone. Need them to survive, ya know?

14. what do you miss most about being a kid?
The cute little games where I play with my brothers. And the amount of time I had for the day.

15. are you happy with your given name?
Used to sorta didn't like it. But I'm fine with it now.

16. what colour is your bedroom?
White with faint shades of light purple.

17. have you ever been in a play?
Hmmm, yeah! But it wasn't major, so I don't care. No?

18. do you like yourself and believe in yourself?
..................... Rarely I like myself and believe in myself. Low self confidence! heheh

19. do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
I can't judge this. XD nooo don't ask me.

20. do you spend more time with your girlfriend/boyfriend or your friends?
Got no bf. So I spend more time with friends! They are fun.

21. what's one thing you wish you could do but can't?
HAH! I know, to draw! *laughs*

22. what is your ideal wedding location?
I would like it to be in a pretty garden with green grass and pretty flowers.
In actuality,
I don't know! XDDD

23. what's one instrument you wish you could play?
Flute!

24. what's one language you want to learn?
Korean <3 So I can watch more Korean dramas.

25. have you ever pierced your body parts?
Had my ear lobes pierced before, but they are closed now.

26. do you have any tattoos?
No.

27. what's one trait you hate in a person?
Meanie, selfish, backstabber!

28. do you consider yourself materialistic?
Maybe? I just want more and more novels and games! And cute necklaces! and bracelets!

29. what do you cook best?
How about... instant mee?

30. favourite person/s to talk with on the phone?
Friend (can't reveal her name!) We gossip lots XD

31. Do you have any purpose for living?
Hmm... Haven't found one yet. ]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/9133823/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/9133823/ Wed, 21 Jun 2006 05:50:22 PDT

Listening: Reason by Fonogenico

Reading: Memoirs of Geisha

GAHHHHH!!!!! I'M SUCH AN IDIOT!!!!!! *screams as loud as i can* Ok, I sounded crazy. T_T How can I be so stupid?!

It all started from my itchy hands. Recently, I play this game called Suikoden V. I finished the game and got quite an OK ending, but I didn't get the true good ending. Anyways, my brother just came back from UK and he played that game too. So just half an hour ago, he went to check the FAQ on the computer outside the room, and asked me to help him save.

And there's where my spontaneous hand became evil. Or I think my brain wasn't functioning. I, went to save on my own game data! grrrrr!!!!!! *frustrated* And my game data was overwrote! IT'S GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! All my hard work.......................... I just dug my own

*sulks* I admit it's all my fault.

Oh well, since I pretty liked the game, I might as well just replay it somewhere at the end of this year, since I will be free by then. >.> And get the true ending. *sigh* I guess I will be back to my Tales of Legendia again. *sighhhhhh*

If I talk about my school, well, there's lots of lab reports to be written and homeworks are like piling up in a mountain. Exams are coming soon, and by around the end of November, I'll be out of high school. @_@ Oh mi god... time passes by so fast. And I can't imagine myself driving on roads... I haven't reach my birthday, so I'm not taking my license yet.

Quote for the rest of the month would be: Stop slacking and study like mad. Future is important! (bleh... If i had a choice, I won't give a damn).

Now I'm working on two proses and one poem. Hopefully it will be done. I hate delaying work >.< When more inspirations comes, the more work I have to cram in.

Rants over. Anger and frustation gone a little.
So, bye for now! *sob*

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]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/8804235/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/8804235/ Thu, 18 May 2006 03:48:42 PDT

Listening: Do As Infinity - I miss you?

Reading: Physics, Chemistry... Anyone wants to join? XD

First to start it off, EXAMS CRISIS!!! Lol... Well, yeah, exams are here and this is equals to doom's day >.> My exams started on Wednesday and it was a disaster, yep disaster. I had English (and I wrote an essay on sudden change in weather bringing disaster - why can't I write about exams disaster?!) and History on Wednesday. History was nerve wrecking.

Then today, I had Biology. I had 3 papers in total, and each time I open the papers, I am so damn shocked. It's so hardddddddddd >.< *finds a pillow nearby and starts crying*

I'm studying like mad everynight; makes me feel a bit inhuman (that's what lack of sleep feels to me). Tomorrow is a Friday, and I'm gonna have a Maths paper and Malay language paper. Another can't sleep night. Everyone knows me well realizes I hate anything to do with Maths (I'm sorry to Maths lovers here, please don't throw junks to me). I'm also not really prepared for other subjects, like Chemistry and Physics! Those are the most horryfing subject everrrr................

Ok, after ranting about all these, it's finally back to my real life!

What can I say? I got a new computer with 160 GB~ It's time for me to junk more rubbish in there! *starts download spree like mad* I can't wait for my exams to be over too!~ So I can start shopping and watching animes + walking around doing nothing + daydreaming.

I'm currently waiting for my brother to be back, so I'll get to hang out with him! Yay~ Shop till dead~ I can't wait for myself to recover from my flu now. Exams combo with flu, just as bad as taking games away from a gamer addict. Lol.

Well, I'm back to books for now, and I wanna drink lots of . Hahaha, then I'll see everyone with new works a week after this.

That's all for now! And still, it doesn't feel like it's Friday tomorrow...

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Listening to: Endless Story by Yuna Ito

Reading: Tuesday's Child by Louise Bagshawe

Had not been updating this journal for sometime! Exams are done and I know my Science subjects results are gonna be horrible... ugh...One week holidays came and its already Friday! =3 why are holidays so short!!! >.>

I had been playing Tales of Legendia, finished the main stroyline but I still have side characters story left... Gotten lazy, so I'm putting it aside first. I'm doing last minute school work as usual, too lazy.

Been reading Nana by Yazawa Ai, I love her work! It's so fantastic and the story really potrays a perspective of reality <3

And when I checked back my microsoft word document, I realized I have so many works not posted. Well, here is what I had done a month ago I think and I don't plan on continuing because its kinda horrible. XD

To be pained and pained again,
What is life exactly to be?
I walk on this road to exact freedom,
Love is what I learned to walk on.

This endless day of smiles,
Should my way ahead be this endless?
Rise to this eternal soaring of wings,
Your feelings let me fall and rise.

Okies~ Bye~

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]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/7834306/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/7834306/ Wed, 08 Feb 2006 03:53:09 PST

Listening to: Kirei da by w-inds.

Reading: Horrible school books. =.=

*dies from exhaustion* I need sleep. My exams, which was supposed to be around one month from now, has been forwarded to 2 weeks from now. And the school had to tell us last minute. I gotta rush for so many subjects now. >.< Burn some midnight oil will not be enough. Teachers give so much homework plus I have Add Maths tuition homeworks; but that's fine I suppose, take it as Add Maths exams practice. Ugh... This is a test week, and I think I'm about to die from lack of sleep! I think one day I only sleep for uh... 4 or 5 hours... Maybe to some people, this is normal, but its not to me... *dies*

Declaration of the day: I NEED SLEEP! lol...

I'm going to spend my every single minute thinking about the exams now. >.> What a bother. Damn, I hate school.

Last few weeks, I found back my sports bag. It appeared in the middle of the corridor o.o;;; well, that's very very weird. Anyway, I'm glad I found it back.

Chinese New Year was fun, did lots of fun things. Those fun stuff are like watching w-inds. videos non stop like a crazy fan. XD

I'll stop my ramblings for now.

And I really want my sleep. ]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/7542017/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/7542017/ Sun, 08 Jan 2006 06:15:35 PST

Listening to: Vector by Sakamoto Maaya

Reading: A Walk To Remember by Nicholas Sparks

This is the first week of school, and I already had many bad news. I just had to rant. *sigh* I lost my favourite watch, which has a special meaning to me. I wore that watch for more than 3 years already. I'm so sad that it's gone. I had looked for it everywhere... I just wished I didn't wear it to school that day. >.<

And on the second and third day of school, I had Bio test. The first day one was okay; because it was objective. The second day one was bad, there's around 3 pages which I totally screwed. And my teacher took the pages from the notes!!! Why didn't I just study that page... I wonder... =.=;;; And there's Chem tests from tomorrow onwards. Don't know which day, but its anytime when we have Chem.

On Friday, another bad thing had happened to me. After P.E., I put my sports bag into my locker, and I locked the padlock. After school, when I wanted to retrieve my sports bag, I opened my locker and my locker was BLANK. At that moment, I had a shock. It was like magic you know, David Copperfield or whatever magician came and steal my sports bag which was locked. =.=;;; Okay, that won't happen. I thought my eyes were blur, so I closed the locker and opened it again. And it's blank. Just who in the world wants my sports bag??!! Impossible.

Inside the sports bag, there's a pair of Skechers, which my dad bought for me. And it's quite new... >.< Sob... I have to rebuy my sports tee shirt again jeez, it's already my last year, and I'm wasting my money on it. Maybe I'll just go look for my bro's old sports tee shirt and wear it; which is big. Damn it. Crazy people who stole my sports bag, go to hell. Nothing better to do.

After all these depressing points, I managed to write the latest short story "Time, Not The Everything." I am quite happy it turned out quite alright. I might stop writing short stories for a short period of time, because I want to find a new style to experiment on. Maybe concentrating on poems now will be good.

I guess that's all~ See you.

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]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/7409274/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/7409274/ Sun, 01 Jan 2006 08:14:34 PST

Listening to : My Pace Daiou by Manzo

Reading : A Walk To Remember by Nicholas Sparks

Probably now your journals has been bombarded by many many same journals with the one and only greeting - Merry Christmas~ ahahaha Even so, I would like to wish all of you Merry Christmas! Hehehe. I'm super hyper and crazy now.

*Jumps around and people* My family doesn't celebrate Christmas but it's fine with me. Currently I'm on a bishounen fever because of Genshiken. I really love that anime! ^^ Kohsaka~~ Hmm, if it's Christmas, means school is starting soon... uh wah... I hate school... >.< I had a super weird dream yesterday, and one of the scenes was me standing in front of the mirror, and my hair with different colours... After a few seconds of staring, the hair turns white. =.=;;; Freaky... Lucky my friend's sms woke me up.

I'm supposed to write a short story for Christmas, but I'm going to post it later, since my school homework is not done yet. Hehe... >.> I'm lazy, actually.

I haven't watch any of the new movies yet, and that includes Narnia and Harry Potter. =3 Supposed to watch it, but that day I went, the line for the tickets was soooo long, so I decided to give up. Instead I went for crazy shopping with my brother XP. And yay~ I bought Death Note artbook~ Some fanarts were included, but I guess it's alright... XD

Bai bai~ And Merry X'mas again!

Edited : ^^ Another year has passed, and the ups and downs I had faced made me what I am. I hope 2006 will be a good year for everyone! :hugs: heheh... Happy New Year~ ]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/7307513/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/7307513/ Wed, 14 Dec 2005 07:58:25 PST

Listening to: Jasmine (Makino Yui)

Reading: School novels. (Bleh)

Watching: Beautiful Life, 1 Litre of Tears, Hana Yori Dango L.A.

Today I went to buy my school books and I wanted to die looking at how thick the Add Maths text book was... Exam year is sure gonna kill me soon. After that I went to fetch my second brother from the airport, XD wee~ Willy Wonka chocolate bar for me, though it tastes like some normal Kit Kat chocolate. Hahhaah. I still have unfinished homeworks like Chemistry and my English essay. Busy busy... I'm so lazy to do Chem too, and I have to study because there's tests on the first week of school... *dies*

As usual, I'm on Japanese drama addiction. 1 Litre of Tears is still so sad... @_@ I cried for every episode I watched. Hana Yori Dango was funny XP. Beautiful Life is nicey, with Takuya Kimura. Hehehe... I watched the Shinobi trailer today~ And yay~ Some of my favourite actresses like Yukie Nakama and Erika Sawajiri is in it. ^^ Love the theme song by Ayumi Hamasaki too!

Much thanks to everyone who supported me. I finally reached 1 k of pageviews. I didn't thought I can reach 1 k before the end of this year... XD Thanks a lot.

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]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/7287616/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/7287616/ Sun, 11 Dec 2005 23:11:58 PST infernal-raynata so here I am doing this... thing, unwillingly. Sob.

10 things you like:

1. Bishounens XD (Who doesn't like them?)
2. Pillows
3. History and English (Because... these are the subjects I only score well...)
4. Animes and Mangas
5. Ps 2
6. Sleeping and Daydreaming
7. Tea!
8. Oguri Shun and Tackey
9. Fanfics and novels.
10. Japanese, Korean, Chinese dramas which are sad. (I love angst )

3 things that make you happy:

1. When I don't have to go to school and cram my head with Add Maths.
2. When I don't have to do anything.
3. Having friends around me.

10 things that you hate:

1. Yuri... Yaoi... (dodges rubbish from people who likes these genres)
2. Any subjects that has to do with calculation.
3. Garlic.
4. Coakroach (screams and runs away)
5. Worms and lizards (shudders...)
6. School.
7. Losing things.
8. Backstabbers.
9. People whom make me feel insecure.
10. Horror movies.

3 facts about your name:

1. It's a Chinese name.
2. My first name if translated into English is Jade.
3. My name was suggested by my uncle.

5 facts about yourself:

1. I think about a bishounen (mainly all the time Fuji) for at least 1 minute a day. (crazy?)
2. I hate the dark.
3. I can't draw to save my life.
4. I prefer writing prose than poems for the moment.
5. I have two elder brothers.

2 things you expect (at least for now):

1. To pass my Add Maths, lol.
2. To have a happy and good year next year.

4 random thoughts:

1. I don't want to do Chemistry homework.
2. Death Note artbook and calendar... sob.
3. ...zzz
4. When are my downloads gonna be done?

10 people to tag:

1. ~thehunz
2. ~SolBhonjai
3. ~100yenLotus
4. ~Sailorferchy
5. ~oCandyo
6. ~alphin
7. ~suga-ovadose
8. ~Null-Entity
9. ~strawbrrypssion
10. ~Redscream

P/s: Please don't kill me. >.< ]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/7086529/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/7086529/ Sat, 19 Nov 2005 06:13:20 PST

Listening to: Only Human by K.

Reading: Atlantis

Hiya!!! I'm trying to enjoy my holidays as much as possible now because next year will be an exam year. Currently watching Hana Yori Dango, the new Live version acted by Matsumoto Jun and Oguri Shun (I don't remember the other actors). Also watched a new series called 1 Litre of Tears, making me cry like mad when watching it. It was a truly sad story. I had been catching up with animes, mangas and reading novels. I was on ps2 gaming spree as well XD Finally finished Atelier Iris~ Wee~ Playing Shining Tears now, but I guess I can't finish it.

Hmm, I still have holiday homeworks. How horrible, I haven't even touch them yet. =3 Oh well, err... maybe later. There was a bad news yesterday. Up my road, there's a house got robbed and the owner got killed. I'm still kind of freaked out by out. It happened around 5 something in the morning I think.

Was having insomia as well. I could not fall asleep yesterday till 6 in the morning and I woke up at 10. This is the shortest sleeping time I had ever got.

Rants are over. Bye!

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]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/6870399/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/6870399/ Sat, 29 Oct 2005 08:19:19 PDT

Reading: The Five People You Meet In Heaven (Yeah, still there)

Listening to: A Firefly's Light (Mayumi Sudou)

Exams had passed!!! Yea, I usually start off my journals with studies. But this time, there are not much to say about it, I think. I don't know whether I should be happy or sad. I just feel blank... >.> Some of the results are good, and some are bad, ecspecially Add Maths and Maths... ugh... School is ending and this Friday is the last day, which means report card day... @_@ whyyyyy oh why...... No one can come to take my report card, but I guess it's better off like that...

Last week I stayed overnight at my friend's house and also . All three of us, played the Tenipuri game non-stop. As if there's some eternal attraction to that game, it became our all time favourite. Hahahha... We played Katamari Damacy also, a game where you can roll up things to make stars. Kinda funny.

Oh, and I finally finished watching some of the Japanese series! Yay! I finished Water Boys 1, Gokusen 1, Antique, and To Heart! I still have some series left... uh... And I will be on anime download spree. XD I will be doing some short stories during the holidays as well... ^^ Finally bought The Voices of A Distant Star! But it was a DVD... I thought it was VCD...

I guess that's all... Bye! ]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/6534827/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/6534827/ Sun, 18 Sep 2005 07:03:38 PDT Reading : The Five People You Meet In Heaven.
Listening to: A Firefly's Light (Mayumi Sudou)

Once again, I am going to rant about my stupid boring life, stuffed with exams, and family. My second brother went to UK to further his studies last Sunday and I was extremely upset about it. So, I cried for the whole Sunday because I missed him a lot. Then, he did not call back for the next few days. Dad went paranoid and hysteria. He was worried and made the whole family even more worried when he listed out all the possibilities that he didn't call back (which are all negative comments). So, I had to do some research for him, searching my brother's phone book to get contacts and all that. For two days, I could not study at all. Finally he called back and he's doing well. Okay, relief.

Secondly, dad has been pestering me to become an accountant. I mean, what's wrong with him... =.=;;; He has been hinting that since I was nine years old, only less at that time. And now, he's been hinting almost every single day. He goes like "What do you want to do in future?" Then after answering "I don't know." or "I haven't thought about it.", he goes back all the way to accountant. *twitch* He said it's the best job for me and a whole load of illogical reasoning (at least to me). He questions me in the car after school, at home when he drops by my room. One day, I swear I can blow up.

Exams are in two weeks, and it's time to burn midnight oil again. I just hope my two weeks of studying will be peaceful and undisturbed, which I doubt will happen. I really need a proper eight hours of sleep a day. >.< I'll be completing a short story within these two weeks and submit. =3 That's all I can do, I suppose.

Well, I am getting very panicky for my finals... I am not exactly in my best mood. Forgive me. See ya around

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]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/6410634/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/6410634/ Sun, 04 Sep 2005 03:08:11 PDT Mild.
Listening to: So In Love
Reading: P/s I love you.
Watching: Drink Drank Drunk.

It's been days since I had went back to school without my friend! Still missed her! But I'm feeling heaps better now.

Tests are coming next week! Darn... My previous exams marks are almost all out. Got some A's and I passed my Maths! XD Yay!!! I thought I couldn't. Passed my Physics too! Feel so glad... I even managed to score an A1 for my History.. Hehhehe... But I bet my other Science subjects and Add Maths marks is horrible... This means more work and less play...

Lately I'm watching this Korean and Japanese series! Been addicted to it... And I spent last few days watching Yakitate! Japan... I'm turining back into a super Kanmuri freako... (guy in my avatar) Hahahaha XD Been taking lots of screenies on him...

I really really need to concentrate on my studies more. I am desperate to pass my Add Maths! Somehow the sums are bothering me... sob... I just wonder how some people can do it so easily. My brother been telling me to work harder and I'm lazing around. Bad me... *shakes head*

Oh well, he's leaving to further his studies soon! I shall miss him hahahah... He's leaving next Sunday to England.

Erm, heheheh see ya all! ^^ Bye!!! ]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/6330639/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/6330639/ Fri, 26 Aug 2005 03:33:29 PDT
Listening to: Eyes On Me

Today, I received a very very bad news. Maybe today is just a bad day or something... This morning I woke up with my brother telling me to help with all the air cond servicing thing early in the morning. I was in bad mood then. Around noon, my friend just called me and told me she's changing school. I could not control myself just then... I broke down, over the line, and she kept telling me that there are others to cheer me up in school. But she was different. I could not imagine myself, going to school, not seeing her there again... I felt so blank. Our group of friends is like a complete puzzle... Now a part of it is missing. I don't know what to do. Just two days ago, we were together, watching movie, having girl's night by playing games together till 4 in the morning, laughing madly over things we like... And in a snap, it was gone. I can't imagine myself, going to school, not hearing her voice anywhere, not attending my worst Physical Education classes with her... I can't hear her telling me how much she hates her Chemistry teacher anymore, how much she can't do her Physics, how much she hates History... It was so sudden. Everything just happened in a flash. It just shattered... Days ago, we were just talking about our dreams, what we want to be and stuff like that... I had cried for so many hours over this, and now I still felt that everything will be different. It seems that, she does not feel sad over this, and my heart was throughly broken.

I want back the past days, where we were still together so happily... When I think about this, I still want to be in my bed, sleep there for eternity, not going back to the dreadful school. ]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/6258201/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/6258201/ Thu, 18 Aug 2005 03:07:14 PDT
Listening to : I think I, Byul.
Reading : P/S I Love You.
Watching: Drink Drank Drunk.

*jumps* Yes!!! Exams ended today!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wahahaha *runs to hug everyone* XD Okay, I'm still normal... Mmm, time for anime fever XD I have so many to catch up, ecspecially on Prince of Tennis =3 Finished Bittersweet Love, I was glad that people liked it ^^ There's this Korean series showing, Full House, it's ending soon! I can't wait for Love Story In Harvard~ I wanna play like mad now!

Teacher started giving homework today. Almost had a shock, so much for one subject... O.o But well, whole week holiday... Hehe... I shall resume watching Grave of the Fireflies and The Place We Promised In Our Earlier Days~

It feels good to be sleeping again... XD Going to proceed to a new short story titled; Missing You.

See ya~ ]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/6129274/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/6129274/ Thu, 04 Aug 2005 05:22:13 PDT Mood: ... Happy?

Hi!!! Finally the long awaited day! I turned 16 on today, Thursday 4th of August~ ^^ Exams are due next week, can't be on too much... Actually I think the whole weekend I won't be on. Chem falls on the first day *dies* I'm bad at chem... I don't know whether to be happy or not, when Add maths is on Friday... Still dying at the questions. >.< I wish I had a better brain... Teachers in school are a bit weird. Having exams next week, still bombard people with homeworks... =.=;;;

UH wah, hate exams!!! *runs away from reality*

Thanks for those who watched me, commented on my works, and those who were so nice to me!

*sings to myself* XD ]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/5930407/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/5930407/ Thu, 14 Jul 2005 07:06:37 PDT
Listening to : XBF (Fiona Sit)
Reading : The Woman In White by Wilkie Collins.

Hi everyone~ Hehe, it's been quite some days since my last journal! I am currently working on this short story called "Bittersweet Memories". XD Going to post it up after I finish writing it. But as for now, I have my July monthly tests on for next week >.<, urgh bad news. I really like this Japanese series called 'Wonderful Life'. Can't wait for it every Saturday.

I'm still stuck with the show Initial D! Seriously going to watch it with Wintergal this Sunday! No running away~ My English teacher gave us an essay to write for some contest entry, and the titles are pretty interesting! ^^ On the progress of writing it. I took the title about a teen surviving in World War 2. I don't think my essay will be chosen for the contest, but it will be counted in the marks for my upcoming English exam... so I might as well do my best. Hahahaha...

I hope everything will be going fine... =3

Bye bye~ Thanks for reading this. ]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/5835535/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/5835535/ Mon, 04 Jul 2005 07:28:40 PDT
On Friday, after school, I went to watch Star Wars 3 , and yes, I made loads of jokes about it with my brother after the show... The show was quite rushed, and I'm not a big fan of shows like this... XD Had Yoshinoya for dinner and I watched Ghost Train after that... I did not know why I wanted watch in the first place (I always do things unconciously) and my brother booked the tickets... Through the whole show, I was watching through the gaps of my fingers, yes, my hands were blocking parts of the show... Honestly, the plot was a bit incomplete, but the sound effects sure did a great job to freak me out... *looks into the toilet* My hands were all numb after the show... =.=;;; Going to watch Initial D this Sunday with wintergal~

Had some great news going on; free of one week subscription, passed my Chem (67), I thought I was the one failed... phew... I had fever on Saturday and after it went down, the flu came to attack me... Darn... That caused me can't do much homework on Saturday, and I had to rush like mad on Sunday! >.

Lack of sleep... I wanna sleep~~~ School play is coming soon! Gonna buy tickets to support my friends in it! They are singing! Yay~

Currently drinking peppermint tea , anyone wants a cup? Hehe~
See ya next time~ ]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/5768292/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/5768292/ Mon, 27 Jun 2005 03:55:48 PDT
Listening to : Kimi wa Tomodachi - Ken Hirai

It's all about school again!!! Uh wah... Today, I had Chemistry test... 3 questions, 9 minutes... =.=;;; It was pretty easy, balancing equations of Group 1 of Periodic Table... But guess what... I did some wrong calculations... >.< Urgh... Oh well, there's Bio test tomorrow and there's an Add Maths test on Wednesday on functions (I hate it). I'm getting very angry at my low marks . Haven't been watching animes for sometime, I think I'm going have to sacrifice sometime to catch up. Less inspirations these days to write, as my brain is once again stuffed up with all the crazy subjects. I'm only in Form 4 this year... imagine when I take my major exam next year... I'll probably be admitted to the asylum or go cranky. >.< There's this school club which I joined somewhere around starting of the year, but I decided to change to the Editing team, as I know I am not suitable for designing... XD Going to watch Ghost Train on this weekend, and maybe Star Wars (free tickets still on my desk, untouched) wahha... The week after that, would be glad to watch Initial D with wintergal~ ^^
Well, I'm going back to my study table to handle the works now...

*runs downstairs and searches for the box* need more tea... more tea... and some cookies... ]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/5681292/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/5681292/ Fri, 17 Jun 2005 22:36:31 PDT
Listening to: Deny by W-inds

The first week of school for second semester finally came to an end! The feeling of going back to school is not pleasant. my results are bad... Well, there's some good, but mostly bad I suppose. I almost failed my Science subjects! >.> And I failed Add maths for the 4th time... Yesterday was report card day, my brother came and took it for me. Daddy did not blame me or anything, which is a relief... In general, my overall marks decreased. Second week of July I'm having another add maths test, that means more work, less online to pass it. If my parents found out I did not pass again, I'll have to jump down the cliff or something. =.=;;; Went to Suncomics in Sungai Wang (somewhere in Kuala Lumpur) yesterday after report card with my bro and I love it there! ^^ They have so many things there on sale! Some things that I want were not there though... Saw a Fuji Syusuke keychain there but... it's not nice, and the hair colour is surprisingly different! Could not find any Eiji's merchandise... >.>

Have Maths and Add Maths homework left~ I must get rid of my laziness! And I have to get rid of my habit of procrastinating...

See ya~ ]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/5599046/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/5599046/ Thu, 09 Jun 2005 12:40:24 PDT
Listening to : Kiss- Because I'm A Girl.
Watching : Tsubasa Chronicle, Yakitate! Japan, Prince of Tennis.

Heya! Holidays are gonna be over in a few days, and I'm not happy... =.=;;; They pass by so fast... I did not have fun yet... I still have 2 projects on hand, what a bad student I am... But overall, I can finish them before school starts.... (Blaming myself for not doing homework in the first week) Currently, I am hungry... Kuru kuru... I need food... XD Oh well, these days I'm quite lacking of inspirations to write :3. My dad bought new fishes back, quite small ones, 23 of them... Somehow they are so scared of people going near them. Had pizza for dinner, I know I'm going to die from fast food poisoining... Every week I take at least 2 times of fast food, Macdonalds mostly, pizza in second.

My holidays plans are kinda ruined. =.=;;; I did not get to play Fullmetal Alchemist when I promised myself to do so... *sniffs* And I did not watch any Takuya Kimura's cd... Ask me, I'm not a very disciplined person. ^^ Oh well, till next time~ See ya!

p/s: Father's day is coming! Can anyone tell me when is it? Tsk tsk. Once again, I'm such a bad daughter. Haha, thanks. ]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/5475133/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/5475133/ Fri, 27 May 2005 08:29:28 PDT Mood : Excited, Happy.

^^ I got through the sad news of my fish, and now, I am feeling alright again. Thanks for the support~ Holidays are finally here! I could do the things I thought about! *rubs eyes* mind me, I am actually kind of half asleep while typing this... Haha, results are gonna be bad, and I know it! Oh yea... Plan to get the Death Note necklace... *glares at Wintergal* lol, joking. Well, I just noticed I have stacks of mangas to read, and lots of homework to be done! =.=;; Ergh, homework... biggest torture...

Okay, see ya~ ]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/5454465/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/5454465/ Wed, 25 May 2005 05:19:46 PDT Mood: Very sad.

It's freedom, I mean, yea, exams are finished and I can finally do whatever I had planned... But it came with a bad news, I hope it doesn't sound too silly... It's just that my fish died... *breaks down* I just can't believe it died... This morning before I went to school, the fish was looking so sad, it looks like it's about to die... When I came back, I was told it was already gone... Oh God, it brought me so much joy before, I still can't believe it died... It came about the time when I shifted to this house I am currently living in, and I remember how excited I was at first when I got it... It's already buried outside my house, somehow I feel so bad because I can't look at it, when it left... Though it might sound funny, I would like to say thank you to my fish here, because it brought me endless joy. ]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/5417000/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/5417000/ Sat, 21 May 2005 00:22:31 PDT Mood: *Laughs* Too hyper to be described.

There are only a few more papers left and I'm free!!! But the few papers aren't easy!!! >.< After exams, there are two weeks of holidays~ wahahaha, I can be free! But not for too long... After those holidays, results are waiting to haunt me =.=;;; I know I did very badly for my exams this time... Ecspecially all my Sciences and Maths subjects... Exams ends on next week Wednesday, on Thursday I am going to a school trip to some animal farm... hahahaha, I know it sounds childish but I had never been to one, plus, I was dragged to be involved by my friend as well... Got two free tickets for Star Wars, planning to watch with my elder brother, XD I never watch the other episodes before... Holidays are paradise~ I can't wait to do all my things, but holidays may be hell, with homworks! XP I have so many episodes of animes to catch up on... And I have not finish reading the latest chapters of Death Note... Mmm... I almost forgot that I had to watch J-Drama by Takuya Kimura... =.= wah... so many things to do... Okay, I'll stop my rambling here, Tata~ ]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/5183352/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/5183352/ Mon, 25 Apr 2005 07:20:30 PDT
Today, I am really tired to even smile when I got back home... My chem teacher changed my sitting position, and i don't like my new place that much... =.=;;; Exams is in three weeks time, and i'm counting the date for my death to come, argh, as usual, a failure for add maths i suppose... The only good thing, or maybe a slight better thing that happened to me was a dream when i took a nap this afternoon... I could say the dream was quite... nice, till i got awaken by someone in my house... >.> Currently watching Eye Shield 21, Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle (praying day and night hoping it wouldn't be licesned so fast) and I'm trying to chase up to the current episodes of Yakitate Japan! So many things to do, yet so little time... >.< Thanks for reading my babbles... (don't think anyone would be reading this anyway, haha...) ]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/5084675/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/5084675/ Thu, 14 Apr 2005 06:35:14 PDT .> I guess that's it... Bye! ]]> ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/5013138/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/5013138/ Wed, 06 Apr 2005 03:45:01 PDT ~autumn-wind http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/4878034/ http://autumn-wind.deviantart.com/journal/4878034/ Tue, 22 Mar 2005 02:01:07 PST ;; Bye... ]]> ~autumn-wind