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lata playas.

]]> ~avivah http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/18951603/ http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/18951603/ Fri, 20 Jun 2008 14:35:04 PDT i've been really busy (like always.)








linden middle school class of two thousand and eight - the amazing memories will fade with time but the millions of pictures we took won't ! lmao

]]> ~avivah http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/18718662/ http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/18718662/ Sat, 07 Jun 2008 18:05:40 PDT i was at dance from 12:20 until 8 today.
and i went to the feast.
and tomorrow i have to get up at like 6 to beat the traffic to the beach.
and after the beach i'm going to the mall.
and monday im going to groveland.
and i still have dress rehearsals for my dance recital.
and graduation.
and the actual recital.





and it's 90 degrees out.
i am going to die.

]]> ~avivah http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/18673218/ http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/18673218/ Thu, 05 Jun 2008 03:52:48 PDT between trying harder and giving up.






and i'm choosing to give up.

]]> ~avivah http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/18198740/ http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/18198740/ Tue, 06 May 2008 15:31:41 PDT
On My Own
And now I'm all alone again,
No where to turn, no one to go to
Without a hope, without a friend, Without a face to say hello to
but now the night is near,
and I can make believe he's here.

Sometimes I walk alone at night
When everybody else is sleeping
I think of him and then I'm happy
With the company I'm keeping
The city goes to bed
And I can live inside my head.

On my own
Pretending he's beside me
All alone, I walk with him till morning
Without him
I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way I close my eyes
And he has found me

In the rain the pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me for ever and forever

And I know it's only in my mind
That I'm talking to myself and not to him
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say, there's a way for us

I love him
But when the night is over
He is gone, the river's just a river
Without him the world around me changes
The trees are bare and everywhere
The streets are full of strangers

I love him
But every day I'm learning
All my life I've only been pretending
Without me his world will go on turning
A world that's full of happiness
That I have never known!

I love him
I love him
I love him
But only on my own.



anywayyyy. life is good. it could be better...
it is what it is but i wish it was what i wanted it to be.
(that doesn't make any sense, does it?)

]]> ~avivah http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/17733407/ http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/17733407/ Mon, 07 Apr 2008 14:50:42 PDT er, not answering.

2 .What’s the greatest thing that happened to you today?
um, I learned that my ex had developed a shockingly bad taste in girlfriends. -coughsamantharileycough-

3. How many TRUE best friends do you have?
threeeeee.

4.Would you rather get up early or sleep in?
sleep in. I keep having these daydreams in math class of sleepinggggg.

5.Tell me about the shirt you’re wearing?
i'm wearing a leotard rofl. I was dancing. xD

6. What are you excited about right now?
the dance in may ; graduating ; dance class tomorrow.

8. Would you rather smile over a lie or cry over the truth?
cry over the truthh

9. What’s on your bedroom floor right now?
nothing b/c the housecleaner came today

10. Who’s the last person you got into a argument with?
omar no doubt !

11. Do you trust people?
only a few.

12. If you could move away, no questions asked, where would you move?
london.

13. Your favorite number?
five.

14. Could you go a day without eating?
hellz no.

15. How much do looks matter to you in a guy/girl?
a lot, but the personality had to be good too.

16. Do you like anybody right now?
er, yep. a couple people.

17. When was the last time you had your hair cut?
march.

18. Would you rather be mad or sad?
mad.

19. Does it take a lot to make you cry?
no, i'm a big crybaby.

20. Whats the best feeling in the world?
love.

21.Are you close with your mom?
not really.

22. Are your parents strict?
I think so.

23. Do you tell your parents everything?
godno.

25. Name some fears you have:
being alone.
heights.
new social situations. xD

26. Does the thought of marriage scare you?
The thought of being trapped in a loveless one, yes.
But if it's the right guy, it's anything but scary.

27. How many kids do you want?
two. a boy named noah and a girl named anna.
I have it all planned out, i'm such a girl lol.

28. What’s your favorite season?
winterrrr.

29. What’s your favorite color to wear?
black or purple.

30. Who was the last person in your bedroom?
juliaaa.

31. What are you doing today?
stretching, finishing homework, watching stuff on tivo, eating, sleeping.

35. Do you get bored easily?
yep.

36. What’s something that someone can do that really bothers you?
think i'm weird for swearing.
act like an attention whore.


37. Did you ever want to change your name when you were younger?
I still do.

38. Do you wish you were famous?
infamous.

39. Do you make a wish at 11:11?
yes.

40. When you go to the beach do you swim or lay out more?
lay out, read, get a sunburn

41. Who’s the last text message you received from and what did it say?
julia txting me a pic of herself xD

42. What are you freakishly obsessed with?
the guy from the band called the brilliant inventions i saw saturday night.

43. What’s your favorite song at the moment?
er.... Does He Love Me by rilo kiley

44. Do you like going to the mall to shop or just shopping online?
mall.

45.Can music affect your mood?
yep.

46. What piercings do you want?
i want more ear ones.
and a lip stud maybe.

48.Have you ever been in a cave?
yes, in france.

49.Ever eaten a bug?
0_o

50. When will you hang out with the person you last kissed next?
nunca porque el es un asshole =]

51. Are you in a good mood?
yep

53. Would you rather skydive or bungee jump?
bungee jump

54. Do you like snakes?
uh huh

55. What’s one place you would like to visit?
london.

56. Do you like waffles?
yep

57. Does the number 23 have any significance to you?
nah

58. Be honest, do you like people in general?
yesss

59. What color are the walls in your bedroom?
maroooooon.

60.Do you think starbucks is expensive?
nah, but I'm a dunks girl.

61. Are you named after a family member?
no

62. Say you were given a drug test right now, would you pass or fail?
pass.

63. Wanting to tell someone something?
yes, but I would never.

64. Last restaurant you went to?
applebees with kaela.

65. What is the weather... ]]> ~avivah http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/17593123/ http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/17593123/ Sun, 30 Mar 2008 16:18:35 PDT

some Kahlua coffee brownie ice cream




]]> ~avivah http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/17510462/ http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/17510462/ Tue, 25 Mar 2008 14:12:16 PDT choking
all
students.

]]> ~avivah http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/17421201/ http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/17421201/ Thu, 20 Mar 2008 05:44:30 PDT weekend
to
weekend.

]]> ~avivah http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/17327258/ http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/17327258/ Fri, 14 Mar 2008 07:31:35 PDT 2. uploaded some photos =]
3. took this survey


Info
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[ ] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x ] I have many scars.
[] I tan easily.

[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.

[X] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[]I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses

[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.

[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[X] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[X] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.

Embarrassment
[X] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[X] I've snorted while laughing.
[X] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[X] I've glued my hand to something.
[] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[] I've been to Canada.
[x] I've been to Mexico.
[] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[X] I've gotten lost in my city.
[X] I've seen a shooting star.
[X] I've wished on a shooting star
[x ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[X] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x always] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[X] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[x ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x ] I miss someone right now.
[] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[] I am a cuddler.
[] I've been kissed in the rain.
[] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[x sort of 0_o] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[X] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed... ]]> ~avivah http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/17213619/ http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/17213619/ Thu, 06 Mar 2008 17:18:18 PST



eek, I feel like I've 'sold out' only to be known as the dork/loser/nerd chick who wrote that mushy poem.

]]> ~avivah http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/17103313/ http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/17103313/ Thu, 28 Feb 2008 13:48:07 PST [x sorta] I shop at Abercrombie, Hollister, American Eagle, or Aeropostale.
[] I am/was a cheerleader.
[x] I'm pretty ditzy.
[] I wear pink 24/7.
[x] My looks are very important to me.
[x] I can’t live without my cell phone.
[] My hair is always straight.
[x] I say 'like' and 'oh my god' a lot.
[x] I laugh 24/7.
[] I have a million friends.
[x] I always hang at the mall or movies.
[] I'll only date popular guys.
[] I listen to rap & pop music.
[x] I have at least one designer bag.
[] My MySpace pictures are of me making a kissy face or are mirror pictures.
[x] It takes me at least an hour to get ready for school in the mornings.
[] Uggs + Miniskirts = Love
[x] I don't have a job.
[x] I wear lots of makeup.
[] I can be stuck up or snobby sometimes.
[] I flirt with any guy, as long as he's cute.
Total = 11 whoa


Emo
[x] I cry a lot.
[x] I go to local shows.
[x mostly] I wear black everyday.
[x] I write sad poetry.
[] I play an acoustic guitar.
[x] My favorite bands include: Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, or Panic! at the Disco.
[x] I self mutilate myself.
[x] I think about suicide or death often.
[x] People have told me to cheer up.
[] I cry when I see dead animals.
[] My MySpace pictures are black are white or angled.
[] I wear many band shirts.
[x] No one understands me. (LOL)
[] I don't talk too often.
[x] I look down when I walk.
[x] I wear black eyeliner.
[x] My fingernails are black.
[xxxxx] I have an ex I still cry over.
[] My hair is black.
[x] My hair covers one of my eyes.
[] I love Hot Topic.
[x] I always say 'life sucks'.
Total = 15


Nerd
[] I have straight A's.
[x] I wear glasses. (WHATEVER! GOSH)
[x] I always do my homework and study.
[x] Lord of the Rings was a massive achievement.
[] Computer games = Love.
[] I'm a 'teachers pet'. (apparently)
[] I've never had a real boyfriend/girlfriend.
[] I have a bedtime.
[] I use an asthma inhaler.
[] I carry a calculator with me.
[x] I bring my lunch to school.
[] I always follow the rules.
[] I'm shy around the opposite sex.
[x] I'm always on the computer.
[] I've never had beer or cigarettes.
[] I always answer every question in class right.
[x] I correct people's grammar.
[x] I read a lot.
[x] School is very important to me.
[] I always stump people.
Total = 8 lmao


Rebel
[x] I always speak my mind.
[x] I have 0% of school spirit.
[] Fuck you I won't do what you tell me!
[x] I stand up for what I think is right.
[x] On spirit days at school, I wear the rebel's colors. (black)
[] Whenever people are doing something, I do the complete opposite.
[] I won't listen to authority figures.
[] I always break the rules.
[] I refuse to compromise.
[x] I'm always arguing with people.
[] I love debate.
[] I always do what's unexpected of me.
[x] I don't give a shit what people think of me.
[x] If I watch a crappy movie in theatres, right after it's over, I'll say 'that sucked'.
[x] I'm not afraid to trash people's opinions.
[x] I only respect my own beliefs.
[] If I don't want to do something, I won't do it, no matter what.
[] I laugh at compromising people.
[] I cheer on the rival's sport team to stand out.
[] Rules were meant to be broken.
Total = 9


Jock
[] I'm on one or more sport teams.
[] I always wear my varsity jacket.
[] I've won awards for my athletic ability.
[] I will only date popular girls/guys.
[] School Spirit 100%.
[] I'm going to a college for sports.
[] I watch sports on TV all the time.
[] I'm muscular.
[] I play sports or exercise at least 3 hours a day.
[] Go Team!
[] I'm a chick/dude magnet.
[] I eat a lot.
[x] I'm egotistical. (lol)
[] I'm too focused on sports to make really good grades.
[] I sit at the jock lunch table.
[] All I talk about with my friends is sports.
[] I go lots of sports games.
[] I'm very athletic.
[] I wear sport inspired clothing.
[] I play at least 3 different sports.
Total = one.


Comedian
[] I'm very funny.
[] I'm always making jokes.
[] I interrupt class by making people laugh.
[] I always entertain people by being funny.
[] I worship Kevin Smith.
[] I watch comedies more than anything.
[x] I also watch SNL and Mad TV a lot.
[x] I'm sarcastic.
[x] I've been told I'm hilarious.
[x] I always imitate people.
[] I pull lots of pranks.
[x] I always make sarcastic remarks after everything.
[] I have to prove myself by being fu... ]]> ~avivah http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/17093108/ http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/17093108/ Wed, 27 Feb 2008 17:34:00 PST [ ] You read manga.
[] You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes.
[ ] You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise.
[x] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before.
[ ] You have cosplayed
[ ] You have done so in public.
[] You have been to an anime/manga convention
[ ] You have created/joined a fanclub for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have created/joined a hateclub for an anime/manga character.
[] You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character you knew.
[] You enjoy drawing anime.
[ ] People you know know you as the 'anime' person
[ ] You know that it is pronouced 'mawnguh' and not 'manga' like it is spelled.

Anime/manga nerd= 1/14

ART NERD

[x] You like art.
[x sort-of] You actually consider yourself an artist.
[] When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you. [i'm a writer...]
[ ] You have a favorite brand.
[x] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before.
[] You give people your drawings as gifts. [my writings]
[x] People actually ask for your drawings. [writing]
[x for poems sometimes ] You are/were known as 'the art person' at your school
[ ] Instead of just 'brown' or 'ink', you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'.
[ ] You have taken an art class outside of school.
[x poet] You have considered a career as an artist.
[xxxxxxxx] Your school papers are always covered in doodles.
[x] You have a favorite artist.
[x] Your drawings have been framed
[ ] You carry a sketchbook with you everywhere you go.
Art nerd= 9/15

MUSICAL NERD

[x played] You play a musical instrument.
[] You play more than one instrument.
[] You actually really enjoy playing your instrument.
[x ] You've given your instrument a name.
[x] You've participated in an extracurricular activity for your instrument.
[ ] You are known by what you play.
[] You listen to classical music.
[] You are wondering whether that refers to the classical music genre or the classical music time period.
[ ] You have a favorite composer.
[ ] All of your friends are from your band/orchestra class.
[] You write music.
[ ] You've had discussions with your friends about music; your favorite composers/instruments/musical time periods/key/etc...
[ ] You have considered a professional career with your instrument.
[] You are never nervous playing for other people.

Musical nerd= 3/14


VIDEO GAME NERD

[] You play video games.
[] You own more than 4 different video game systems.
[]You've had debates over which system is the greatest.
[ ] You play video games every day.
[] You have played a video game for over 10 hours.
[ ] You have songs from your favorite video games on your MP3.
[] You love to talk about video games.
[ ] You memorize the dates for when a new game is being released.
[ ] People know you as the 'gamer' person.
[ ] You spend more time on video games than you do hanging out with friends.
[] Your gaming system is in your room
[ ]You have preferences when it comes to what company your game came from.
[ ] You've had debates over which company is the best.
[ ] You keep playing a game until you beat it.
[] It makes you angry when you found out somebody looked up cheat codes on the internet to beat their game.

Video game nerd= 0/15 lmfao


COMPUTER NERD

[x] You use the computer every day.
[x] You have an account/username on some sort of social website.
[x ] You go into random internet chatrooms.
[x] You spend at least 2 hours a day on the computer.
[x] You use computer faces; : D XD XP D: ^_^ >.> and etc.
[x] It is hard to go a day without using the computer.
[x ] You spend time in online forums.
[x ] In the forum/chatroom you use, you are known there by everyone else.
[] You have friends you have only met online.
[ ] You have/have had a girlfriend/boyfriend you have only met online.
[ ] You have actually met an online friend in person.
[] U cn ezly rd 'txttlk.'
[x] You have said 'lol' or 'omg' in speech that is not online.
[x] You can type really, really fast.

Total: 10/14

ART SLASH COMPUTER NERD !


1. First thing you wash in the shower?
uhm sooo not answering that

2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
Black.


3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
noooo

4. Do you plan outfits?
yes xD

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
elated

7. Who was the last person you kissed?
not saying

8. Person before that?... ]]> ~avivah http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/16980938/ http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/16980938/ Wed, 20 Feb 2008 16:46:01 PST


update on last journal entry -- Turns out I did get a valentine after all. xD AT like ten thirty at night...




Anyway, top model is on so I'm gonna go watch that.

hallelujah hallaback.
-- sarah

]]> ~avivah http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/16862916/ http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/16862916/ Wed, 13 Feb 2008 11:51:27 PST Vday's tomorrow. And i'm going on a field trip to learn about one of the most overrated presidents. ever. And I should know, I wrote a paper on him....


Anyway, single on vday. Oh well.
Who else has no valentine???

]]> ~avivah http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/16786308/ http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/16786308/ Fri, 08 Feb 2008 14:36:03 PST
Finally, I put a poem up. My life is really complicated (whose isn't?) right now..... I'm going through a lot of "problems at home." Anyway, check out the poem. Comment it, most of you have anyway.


kthanksbye.

]]> ~avivah http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/16463433/ http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/16463433/ Fri, 18 Jan 2008 17:25:42 PST you pretend to go to sharpen
your pencil just to walk past
him and then you realize your pencil
is mechanical ;D





What's new, dA? I'm trying trying trying to write a poem, but there's so much I want to say. Idk, it's complicated. Just thought I'd update the journal, since I'm over the fight with her. It's sorta like - we're better off not being good friends, I think.
anyway, peace out girl scouts.
sarah

]]> ~avivah http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/16319167/ http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/16319167/ Tue, 08 Jan 2008 17:08:24 PST so dahts what ima do.
hallelujah hollaback.

]]> ~avivah http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/16242146/ http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/16242146/ Thu, 03 Jan 2008 15:18:06 PST Two Thousand and Eight should be pretty cool, but a tad bittersweet as it's my last year at teh school I pretty much grew up in.

In other news, I saw SWEENEY TODD over xmas break and it's a fanfreakingtastic movie, I must say. Johnny Depp is hot, Tim Burton's the master of film, Helena Bonham Carter's pretty cool, the guy who played Snape in 'Arry Potter is in it.... what more could you ask for? Oh yes there's singing and LOTS and LOTS of blood! Truly, everyone should see it it's my new fave movie pretty much of all time.

I'm feeling a lot better, and I'm so over the break up (thankgod) and it's a three day week. So life's pretty good ;]

]]> ~avivah http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/16148904/ http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/16148904/ Sat, 29 Dec 2007 07:12:01 PST and i broke up with my bf. =/
and im crushing way too hard. =/
and life pretty much just sucks. =/

but what else is new?









If you were falling, then I would catch you.
You need a light, I'd find a match.
Cuz I love the way you say good morning.
And you take me the way I am.
If you are chilly, here take my sweater.
Your head is aching, I'll make it better.
Cuz I love the way you call me baby.
And you take me the way I am.
I'd buy you Rogaine if you start losing all your hair.
Sew on patches to all you tear.
Cuz I love you more than I could ever promise.
And you take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.

]]> ~avivah http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/15955381/ http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/15955381/ Sun, 16 Dec 2007 07:36:37 PST I don't want to see the stars up above in the sky
I just wanna catch your eye
I don't want to be wined and dined
I just want to bump and grind with you here tonight
Because you move so right

And we Dance (Dance)
And we move a little closer
Dance (Dance)
Oh yeah with that triple motion
Dance (Dance)
And we move a little closer
Touch a little tighter
Eyes a little brighter

Because it's not love
But it's still a feeling
No it's not love
But my body's reeling
To move closer next to you

I don't want to hold your hand
I don't want to go walking in the sand every day
So won't you come out to play
And I don't care what people say
I don't care what your friends will think anyhow
'cos you've got me here right now.

And we Dance (Dance)
And we move a little closer
Dance (Dance)
Oh yeah with that triple motion
Dance (Dance)
And we move a little closer
Touch a little tighter
Eyes a little brighter

Because it's not love
But it's still a feeling
No it's not love
But my body's reeling
To move closer next to you

]]> ~avivah http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/15926381/ http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/15926381/ Fri, 14 Dec 2007 04:22:55 PST (i guess)



but i got a new poem upp =]

]]> ~avivah http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/15812349/ http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/15812349/ Wed, 05 Dec 2007 18:41:59 PST



1. What is the status of you and the last person you texted?
um, my bf. =]

2. What is wrong with you right now?
my knee is screwed up it gave out in dance class =/

3. Do you miss your first love?
hellz no.

4. When did you last cry?
um, last weekend.

5. Who do you hate?
hate is a strong word...

6. What do you want in your life right now?
to be perfectly happy.

7. Are you happy?
lol. not perfectly. xP

9. What do you smell like?
um perfume, hair products? lol

10. Drinking?
diet coke with lime, as always

11. What’s your favorite thing to have on your bed?
a boy.
no jk. um, my flannel sheets are pretty awesome. =-]

13. What do you wear to bed?
um, pajamas? lol

14. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
yessss.....

15. How do you feel about the person you got this survey from?
christiana, lol she's my bffl.

16. Are you friends with all of your exes?
ok, so my ex is christian.
um, yeah i would say we're friends.
but we're not as close as we were before we got together or whatever.
(that was weird to say since he'll read this =/)

26. Whose house did you go to last night?
mine.....

27. What about the night before that?
mine.... lol it was a monday xP

28. Do you like anyone right now?
of course my wonderful bf....

29. Are you bored?
hellz yes

30. What is the last movie you watched?
um, it was......
when i went to see this christmas with thony.

32. What are you excited about?
dance class

34. Who was last to touch your butt?
lol no comment rofl

35. When you sleep do you dream about heroin addicts?
um, only on tuesdays.

36. What’s on your mind right now?
him <3

37. Who was the last person to make you cry?
my mom/or stepdad

38. Name someone whose name starts with the letter "R."
raylin.....
jenn's sister rachel?

39. Do you care what others think about you?
depends who teh "others" are

41. Do you trust people easily?
noo

43. Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
i'll be 23, so no.

43. Will you kiss the last person you kissed again?
yes.

44. What do you look forward to in the next 3 months?
field trips, my bf, dance class =] lol

45. Who was the last person you called?
uhm.. christiana

46. Who was the last missed call?
christian =/

47. What's your ring tone?
what hurts the most (default)
tainted love
summer nights


different people have different ones.

48. Do you plan on moving out within the next year?
ah no

49. What were you doing at 8pm last Friday night?
hanging wit my awesome stepsista

50. What happened at 10:00 am today?
um, second block?

]]> ~avivah http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/15780516/ http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/15780516/ Mon, 03 Dec 2007 14:17:27 PST


IT's DECEMBER!!!!
and i'm probably the happiest i've been in a loooong time<3

]]> ~avivah http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/15577045/ http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/15577045/ Mon, 19 Nov 2007 13:26:33 PST i absolutely detest being talked about......
i guess all you can do is wait for people to forget
]]> ~avivah http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/15460944/ http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/15460944/ Sun, 11 Nov 2007 09:21:24 PST i'm still here i'm just ridiculously busy...
i'll try to add more poems in the future, try being the key word there.
word.
sarah


1. Do you like animals?
i like my animal.

2. Have you ever met an online friend in person?
unsafe much?

3. Are you athletic?
if you count dance as a sport, then yes.

4. Are you: thin, fat, athletically built etc:
um, i'm average?

5. How much do you weigh?
and why would i say?

6. What's your height?
5'7.5

7. Shoe size?
8

9. What are you?
uber rad

10. How old are you? 13

11. When is your birthday?
3/11/94

12. Do you like to receive giftart?
idk

13. Are you sociable?
yes, but only if i know people.

14. Do you have many friends?
i have several very close friends.

15. What's your race?.
whitey mcwhiteykins

16. Do you like to talk on the phone?
yepp

17. Are you single or taken?
single && not really looking

18. Do you eat meat?
NAW!

19. Are you paranoid?
yes, WHY ARE YOU ASKING?!?!?!

20. Do you read a lot?
yes, mostly historical stuff.

21. Do you listen to music, what kind?
emo, showtunes, rock, i listen to rap/hip hop when i party, dance, indie

22. Do you play any instruments?
used to play sax

24. What's the meaning of life?
love <3

25. Now tag five of your friends! They MUST take this quiz and post it in their journal!

no.

]]> ~avivah http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/15063230/ http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/15063230/ Sun, 14 Oct 2007 18:12:58 PDT
i just got back from sitting shiva for matt's grandpa who passed on.
it was pretty sad..
and it also felt really weird because all the kids who used to be in my hebrew school classes had had their bat/bar mitzvahs already and I'm not getting mine because it's sort of against my beliefs. (gods knows I know enough hebrew to do it lol)..



anyway, i went to a bowling party a couple days ago.
and.
it turns out i can kinda-sorta bowl. like, omg, right?
peace homies.
sarah

]]> ~avivah http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/15014354/ http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/15014354/ Thu, 11 Oct 2007 12:09:43 PDT couldn't resist.
most of my poems are public now.
and i really don't care if losers at school and whatnot read them. =/

]]> ~avivah http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/14918141/ http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/14918141/ Thu, 04 Oct 2007 19:25:44 PDT
i'm not sure if i should put my poems back up =/ or at least some of them. what do you guys think?

]]> ~avivah http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/14759284/ http://avivah.deviantart.com/journal/14759284/ Sun, 23 Sep 2007 14:15:03 PDT i just really kind of don't think i'm very good at poetry and i can't draw so there's not a whole lotta point in me being here.
plus with school and all i'm wicked wicked busy.
friends, don't freak out, i'm still on AIM and whatnot.
i'm deleting my other journals and deviations and you should probably take me off your watch list if i'm on it.

thanks.
sarah xoxo

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